I am warning my friends and fans and anyone reading my blogs or site that I am in a very bad place emotionally right now. Please take what I say at this time with a little patience. Due to physical problems and life sucking in general I am very depressed. I will work through it but at my own pace. I do not want to take medication to falsely elevate my mood. That will not change the reason for the moods nor will it help me work through them. I know what is happening and I just have to figure out where my life is going after this. I have a lot of very very hard decisions to make. And I am the only on that can make them. I may not be on site much or just on to check out what is happening.
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