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A Must Read!!! Something To Think About...
About 6 months ago I was watching a news program on oil and one of the Forbes Bros. was the guest. This is out of context, but this is the actual question as asked. The host said to Forbes, "I am going to ask you a direct question and I would like a direct answer, how much oil does the U.S. have in the ground." Forbes did not miss a beat, he said, "more than all the Middle East put together." Please read below. The U. S. Geological Service issued a report in April ('08) that only scientists and oil men knew was coming, but man was it big. It was a revised report (hadn't been updated since '95) on how much oil was in this area of the western 2/3 of North Dakota ; western South Dakota ; and extreme eastern Montana ..... check THIS out: The Bakken is the largest domestic oil discovery since Alaska 's Prudhoe Bay , and has the potential to eliminate al

My Head Is Exploding
I'm glad she's sane, because I'm obviously not. Well, I'm crazy about her at least. Which to some degree makes me crazy, because I have no businesss being in love with her, but I am. I honestly can't get her out of my head. If I've thought about you less than a thousand times today I'd be surprised. It's amazing how quickly this struck. Sudden and powerful. I'm to a point where I'm not even questioning my decision to cross emotional lines. This is probably my problem. I've completely given up on self control. Which is dangerous when hearts are involved. I have no fear for myself. I've been dead for so long that it doesn't even matter what happens to me. I worry about her, and most of all, I worry about the kids. What kind of person am I? I guess I can't even answer that question. Well, I can...a selfish one. So what can I do but hope for the best? I don't know. Too complicated. Too tangled. All I'm sure about is what I feel. I'm certainly not sure how th

Weird Facts
In George Washington's days, there were no cameras. One's image was either sculpted or painted. Some paintings of George Washington showed him standing behind a desk with one arm behind his back while others showed both legs and both arms. Prices charged by painters were not based on how many people were to be painted, but by how many limbs were to be painted. Arms and legs are "limbs," therefore painting them would cost the buyer more. Hence the _expression, "Okay, but it'll cost you an arm and a leg." ************************************************************** As incredible as it sounds, men and women took baths only twice a year (May and October)! Women kept their hair covered, while men shaved their heads (because of lice and bugs) and wore wigs. Wealthy men could afford good wigs made from wool. They couldn't wash the wigs, so to clean them they would carve out a loaf of bread, put the wig in the shell, and bake it for 30 minutes.

Not A Dirty Word
Ever wonder where the word SHIT comes from? Well here it is: Certain types of manure used to be transported (as everything was years ago) by ship. In dry form it weighed a lot less than when wet, but once water(at sea) hit it, it not only became heavier, but the process offermentation began again, of which a by-product is methane gas.As the stuff was stored below decks in bundles you can see what could (and did) happen. Methane began to build up below decks and the first timesomeone came below at night wit

Just A Saying
1. Dont smoke too much or don't smoke at all. 2. Work hard. 3. Drink good drinks. 4. Smile as much as you can. 5. Dont look much at the mirror. 6. Change your life routine. 7. Take care of your appearance. 8. Brush your teeth after meals. 9. Make lovely jokes w

This Is Me And The Way I Am
Hey I am a mother of 3 boys and 2 fu daughters. I love my kids more then anything. I am a stay at home mom. I love being home with the kids. I am the most down to earth person you will meet. I hate being played by men. If you cant handle the truth leave me alone. I will be honest and up front and tell you the way I see if you dont like that leave me alone.

Clear As Mud
You are everything that I despise You are everything that slowly dies You say you slit your wrists at night Because your parents got into a fight Razors roses and a black tomorrow As you just fill yourself again with sorrow As you part the skin you say the blades hit blood Now everything in life is as clear as mud No matter if you say goodbye Everyone around you is left wondering why You never felt any affection to anything but their ego So you thought to myself why don't I just go They are everything you dreamed would die So you figure that you will commit suicide You tell me of blades on skin And then the blood flow will start to begin It comes in ebbs and waves at first Next thing she knows she's facedown in the dirt The next day all the fighting has come to a halt The parents finally realize it was all their fault Before you went you heard the last serenade Then you went off to go join the Black Parade Now you're gone so it just doesn't matter anymore But you

Ass Holes That Piss On Your Back Then Block You !
LizzieKitty *fu...18 hrs agoHey asshole, next time if you don't like what you see, don't fucken rate it. Rate either a 10 or higher asshole. This person is an ass hole !! Just through your shit at me then run like a BITCH And Block Me ! WHAT THE FUCK !! SORRY I DID NOT RATE YOU A 10 , I'm Damn Sure Not Going to NOW !!! AT LEAST I WAS RESPECTFULL TO YOU !!! So Piss OFF LizieKitty !! LOVE AND RESPECT ( Big Daddy Thumper )

Hepatitis C Awareness Bulletin Posted By Tricky Dick (ty)
My mom was diagnosed with this disease 7 years ago. I found out an hour ago my brother tested positive as well.It's was bad enough 7 years ago when the doctor came out of surgery and told me there was "complications".He asked if my mom used heavy drugs or drank heavily she does nothing. She's the nurse who smiles at you and warms your worst day. She's the angel when your world crashes. She is part of my everything. One stupid prick of a needle, now she dies a little more each day. She was also who took the call from this next person.This is my brother, my true best friend, the one man I know I can depend on. The one guy who will jump in a fight even if his life might be at stake. Here I sit hopelessly helpless. He's about to be taken away. Unlike my mother it's his fault he's addicted to heroine sad thing about he he knew the precautions. Can get clean needles he just thought it wouldn't happen to him. This is his daughter. How do I handle her when she asks me when her daddy is comi

Greedy Bombers
I am sure I am not the only one who is aggravated by this. I may be the only one who will say something about it. There is a new game going on among some of the Fubar bombers. They have decided that they are deserving of bling, or Fu-bucks for bombing our folders. Now as you know, you get up to 29,375 points (with Aouto 11' on) for a boming. I'm sorry, but that's the reward. I get points, you get points. Why should I waste my bling credits on you just because you bombed me? You got what you were looking for. You got you 29,375. I got mine. If I see someone who is close to leveling, I would bling them if I had the credits available. This is not going to be the rule; it is the exception. You, by bombing, haven't done anything spectacular that deserves any extra treatment. I am amazed that some people think they are so cool, so awesome. So pathetic. I tell my students, if you walk around thinking you are cool, you have a fan club of one. Same rule apples here. I run bombs. I bom

My New Standup Routine...
"Hey, open mic night at the Red Room. Last time I was involved in 'open mic' night, it turned out to be a contest at a gay bar.." Then the drummer would be all, 'badoom psssshhhh' "drummer, thanks for the rim shot. It reminds me of the same night..." 'badoom psssshhhh' "I saw a sign driving in that said 'speed hump'. That'll give you friction burns..." 'badoom psssshhhh' "Hey, somebody ain't laughing. There's always an asshole in every room. I just never seem to find him..." 'badoom psssshhhh' "The other night my lady runs out of the bathroom and yells, 'Super Pussy!'. I said, 'I'll take the soup'..." 'badoom psssshhhh' Right about then a Hollywood agent will walk in and tell me, "you're just like Chris Rock, only your white and not funny. How about a billion dollar contract?" And I'll look at him and say, "I'll take the soup"... And we'll both start laughing and I'll be rich and famous and get my own TV show. Yep, that is how it's gonna happen....

Finally ! The Man Of My Dreams
I thought I did something for him to leave me But he told me that could never be I just needed to find me and I realized he was my destiny I finally know now we were destined to be free I hid my feelings for so long never in a million years did I know it would be so strong I should have told him long ago we could have started instead of prolonged thinking it would be wrong Our ages was the key never did that matter to me We will be Man and Wife some day this time for Life

A Winter Poem
There is a time for love and laughterThe days will pass like summer stormsThe winter wind will follow afterBut there is love,and love is warm There is a time for us to wonderWhen time is young and so are weThe woods are greener over yonderThe path is new,The world is freeThere is a time when leaves are fallingThe woods are grey,The paths are oldThe snow will come when geese are callingWe need a fire against the coldThere is a time for us to wonderWhen time is young and so are weThe woods are greener over yonderThe path is new,The world is freeThe path is new,The world is free

This So Kicks Ass!
St. Petersburg Times reports that Margaret Priebe is 85 years old and a huge METALLICA fan. She's going to the band's October 3 show at the St. Pete Times Forum in Tampa, Florida with her son, Jim Priebe. While Margaret was fighting cancer - and getting chemo - she'd stay up late and listen to METALLICA on her MP3 player, especially the band's live recording with the San Francisco Symphony Orchestra. She says the heavy metal band got her through the tough times. "I always liked rock music," Priebe said. "I love drums, and I like the way they play." "I like METALLICA - there's nothing wrong with them," Margaret added. "People think I'm weird. But I'm sorry, I like it loud." Read the entire report from St. Petersburg Times. (http://www.tampabay.com/features/humaninterest/at-85-a-largo-woman-still-rocks-mdash-to-metallica/1040543)

Not Always Right |this Is....spyware
Customer: “Hi, my son says that I have spartans on my laptop and I should bring it to you guys.” Me: “…Ma’am? Spartans?” Customer: “Yes, I called my son at school and told him that screens keep popping up all the time, and he said that I have spartans.” Me: “Oh! You mean trojans! That’s a possibility; let me run this analyzer on your laptop real quick and we’ll see what’s going on.” Customer: “Young man, my son is in college and he says it has spartans. You just stand here in a little uniform and make minimum wage. I think my son knows what he is talking about.” Me: “You’re right ma’am. I was hoping to run a diagnostic and find out that it wasn’t spartans, but just by looking at the login screen, I can tell that you probably have about 300 of the little guys running around.” Customer: “300?! Is that bad?” Me: “It’s horrible. They cram t

Not Always Right | Welcome To Retail
Me: “Hello this is Kevin.” Customer: “YOU SON OF A B****, YOU SOLD ME A DEFECTIVE MONITOR! I never in my life have had to deal with such bull s*** in my life. I don’t know what type of f***ing black magic you did to make it work at the store, but–” Me: “Ma’am, did you push the power button? Customer: “… Oh, thank you.” *click* Me: *sigh* Supervisor: “Yo dude, what’s up?” Me: “I need a raise…”

Not Always Right | Trust Me...he'll Wake Up For This
(The fire alarm is going off at our extended-stay hotel. I get a call at the front desk.) Hotel Guest: ”What is that sound?” Me: ”That’s the fire alarm ma’am, please evacuate the building.” Hotel Guest: “Well, can you please turn it off? My son is sleeping.” Me: “I’m sorry, I can’t do that. Only the Fire Department can, once they inspect the building. Please take your son and evacuate the building immediately.” Hotel Guest: ”I can’t do that, he’s sleeping!” Me: *bangs head on the counter*

Not Always Right | If It's So Easy, Do It Yourself.
(We get a phone call on a Thursday night in December, the busiest season in catering.) Customer: “May I speak to the owner?” Me: “This is the owner. How may I help you?” Customer: “NO, I mean the guy who is the owner.” Me: “That’s my husband. I’m sorry, he is busy at the moment. Is there something I can help you with?” Customer: “I need a catering menu emailed.” Me: “I can certainly do that for you. When is your event?” Customer: ”Saturday.” Me: “This Saturday? Like two days from now?” Customer: ”Yes.” Me: “Well, I apologize but we are completely booked for this Saturday.” Customer: “That’s why I wanted to talk to the other owner. I spoke to him two weeks ago and he said you were not booked.” Me: “We weren’t booked two weeks ago, but we are now.” Customer: “Well, I’ve already sent out the invita

Not Always Right | You Know You've Had Too Much To Drink When...
Customer: “I’ll have a margarita please.” (I get a margarita and serve it to the woman.) Customer: “Excuse me, miss? Can I please have another margarita? This one doesn’t have enough quatilia in it.” Me: “Ma’am, your drink is strong, I can guarantee it.” Customer: “How do you know there is enough quatilia in this?” Me: “Because you said “quatilia.” Customer: “Yeah, and?” Me: “It’s called ‘tequila.’” (Customer face turns a nice shade of crimson.)

Not Always Right | Soggy Software
(This call came in shortly after Hurricane Katrina.) Customer: “My computer isn’t working.” Me: “It’s not working, or your service isn’t working?” Customer: “My computer itself will not turn on.” Me: “Well, since it’s not a service-related problem, I can’t really help you with fixing it. When was the last time it worked?” Customer: “Well, we had to evacuate for a few days, and then we came back to clean up. I fished the computer out of the swimming pool and let it dry out, then got it hooked back up.” Me: “Yeah, that’s not gonna work.”

Not Always Right | Aaa Men, Brotha
(When I was a teenager I worked in a skateboard shop in the mall. I was working with my buddy and we see a loud, filthy group of guys coming down the hall towards our store.) Loud, filthy customer #1: ”You guys sell hackie sacks, the kind with sand in ‘em?” Me: ”Yup, right there.” *pointing* Loud, filthy customer #2: “What’s the return policy?” Me: “Thirty days with a receipt.” Loud, filthy customer #2: ”So, if I shoot this hackie sack with mah sawed-off 12-gauge and run it over in mah truck, you’ll still take it back? HAW HAW!” Me: ”Heh, no. Thanks, guys.” (They leave. All the while, my coworker has been there, arms crossed, not moving an inch, with a cold, dead, angry stare.) Coworker: ”Cousins need to STOP f***ing.” (I’d never laughed so hard in my life.)

Not Always Right | In-conceivablt Kooky
(A little old lady approaches me as I am tidying up some shelves.) Customer: “Excuse me, miss, but I can’t find your Columbia Crest Cabernet?” Me: *I point to the shelf above me* “It’s right there.” Customer: “Oh my, I feel so foolish!” Me: “Not at all. It’s a big store and can get a little confusing, even for me.” Customer: “Now what about some Hess Cabernet?” Me: (I walk her to where it is and take the bottle down for her.) Customer: “I LOVE you!” Me: “Hehe, no problem!” (I see the check-out lines at the front of the store are full, so I follow her up to help at the registers. After a few customers, she comes through my line.) Customer: “You can take my money too?! Amazing!” Me: *laughs* “Yes, I have many skills.” Customer: “What are some of your other talents?” Me: “Well, I can sing!” Customer: “You can CONCEIVE?!&

Not Always Right | Now That's What I Call Customer Service
(A customer used to come into the store about once or twice a month. She walks up to the new releases, and then proceeds into the center of the store where we don’t have many security cameras and stuffs the movies into her purse. We knew she had been doing it for quite some time, but we legally aren’t allowed to stop her. However, we got a new manager.) Me: “Just leave her alone, she’ll be gone soon.” Manager: “Watch this.” (The manager walks up to the woman as she finishes stuffing the movies into her purse.) Manager: *smiling* “Good evening, ma’am, can I help you steal anything else today?” (The customer goes white and runs out of store. She never shows up again.)

Not Always Right | She Fought The Law And The Law Won
(This is one of those chains that does gunned ear piercings. Gun piercings have MANY risks–embedding being one of them. A customer walks in with two children, ages 4 and 7.) Customer: “The stone fell out of her earring. Can you put a new one in?” Me: *examines ear* “Ma’am, the earring is embedded in your daughter’s ear. You need to go to the doctor. I can’t help you.” Customer: “No, stone fall out of earring, we just need new one.” Me: “No, ma’am. You see, putting the back on too tight like this pulls the front of the earring INTO the earlobe and it becomes stuck.” Customer: “Okay, you take out.” Me: “You aren’t getting it…it is stuck inside her ear. A doctor needs to cut her ear open with a scalpel and retrieve the earring.” Customer: *freaks out and starts stringing expletives together* (I retrieve her waiver to show her where she signed in FOUR places stating sh

Not Always Right | He Who Eats Less, Laughs Best
(While I’m working, I see this teenage girl pull up in an really nice car. With her orange spray tan and expensive clothing, I could tell it would be interesting.) Me: “Hey, what could I get for you today?” Customer: “You’re going to make me a non-fat shake with non-fat mix, non-fat milk and non-fat chocolate. Me: “Oh, Ok…I’ll have that done for you in just a second.” (Right before I start to blend the shake, she speaks up:) Customer: “So since you work here, do you eat a lot of ice cream?” Me: “Well, I suppose I eat enough to be able to recommend stuff to customers….” Customer: “Well, you just look like you eat a lot of ice cream. You might want to quit your job before you get too fat.” Me: “Thanks for that advice.” (While my coworker rings her up, I proceed to add 5 pumps of chocolate syrup, extra chocolate chips, and tons of extra ingredients to her shake, putting i

Poen From A Sweet Guy
heres a poem just for you,, you are sweet, you are my soul, you make me smile, you make me laugh, your really cute,, that why were friends, forever in time, and like the fly on the wall, i love to the buzz, if you wernt you, you would be a can of raid

2 Wks Left Till Rubber Ducky Race& More...
Debbullan was recommended by a representative at Texas Health Resources to a North Texas county justice program as a resource or supplier of HCV awareness information to the the effect that we would be able to "provide valuable information to this criminal justice population."We offered the choice of our searching for and supplying a high tech, medical presentation specialist or accepting our low tech direct to individual approach regarding awareness and prevention surrounding Hepatitis C. Debbullan's direct to individual approach was chosen. We will supply a 30 minute, demographically focused, interactively enticing, call to personal action presentation to a momentarily captive audience.We feel it is best to withhold complete details of this non public, health focused event until it is complete in early November. We are proud that an arm of the public health department of Texas felt confident we could well represent them (through specific recommendation) and the cause of

Over There ..over Here
I wrote this poem in Honor of all of our BRAVE troops. This one is called Over There - Over Here Over There our troops are Over There First tour, second tour, third tour with strength and courage they go Over There. Making sacrifices Over There while we are Over Here living our lives. When all they truly want is a small piece of home and to know they are loved, supported and appreciated while they are Over There.Over Here there is team of Angels who ensures that they receive a piece of home and know that they are loved, supported and appreciated while they are Over There.Over Here we experience our own each individual difficulty. Over There some may experience the joy of a thankful child. Over There some may experience things that no one person can imagine. Over There some may pay the ultimate sacrifice.When it comes time for them to return from Over There to Over Here they deserve the respect and gratitude for the sacrifices that they endured. Over There, Over Here our troops should a

Bless Our Loving Troops
It's not too late to bring our troops home they've been away for far too long. Some have lost their families, leaving our soldier's behind with nothing more than a memory of a war that no none will win. It's not too late to save our families from the nightmare they're bringing back. It's either going to make them or break them and I know in my heart it will break most of them leavng too many families torn apart It's not too late for a father to come home to meet his new born baby that's now two. This war is confusing our children, you know the newborn that now two, he or she won't even know who their father is or whether to call him Mr. or daddy It's not too late to bring a mother home, but since the whole family decided to do the honorable thing, she'll be coming home to an empty house, and doing and feeling and being, I guess, like the rest It's not too late for a soldier coming home to never have to suffer again for the mission they have served. Tell me you're

Wounded Warriors
Lord, I cannot comprehendThe pain our soldiers endureOr the sacrifice they makeTo keep our freedom sure May You dwell within themAnd give them peace of mindIn their injured weakness, LordMay it be Your strength they find Draw them close to YouAnd answer their every doubtLet them see You always nearEvery time they want to shout Only You know their thoughtsFor You were always thereNever forsaking, Love abidesAlways present, constant care Silent heroes, wounded warriorsOnes that carry the painSo I lift them up to YouTo heal and make whole again Parts of their bodies may be goneBut wholeness comes from withinYou can use them, LordJust show them how and when May they seek You daily, LordTo get through life againEmbrace their hearts and mindsWounded warriors will fight - and win *** The enemy is now at handDepression, anger and painUse your training to face each oneAnd freedom from them gain Warriors you will always beNow fight for a different causeThe battle is the Lord's.Think on

My Father
Delbert Lee (Joe) Cashman Born in Princess Anne County, VA Departed on Sep. 28, 2009 and resided in Virginia Beach, VA. Visitation: Thursday, Oct. 1, 2009 Graveside Service: Friday, Oct. 2, 2009 Please click on the links above for locations, times, maps, and directions. Delbert Lee "Joe" Cashman, 80, of the 2200 block of Oak Street, Virginia Beach, VA, passed away September 28, 2009, after a long illness.A native of Princess Anne County, VA, he was retired from the City of Virginia Beach Mosquito Control. He also worked at Lynnhaven Waterway Marina. He was a member of the Travelers Hunt Club. He is survived by his wife, Mary F. Cashman; son, Duane Cashman; daughter, Diana Cashman; and two grandchildren, Tara and Devon Cashman.A graveside service will be conducted Friday at 11 a.m. at Woodlawn Memorial Gardens with Rev. C. W. Cashman officiating. The family will receive friends at Hollomon-Brown Funeral Home, Great Neck Chapel Th

You Could Have Heard A Pin Drop
At a time when our president and other politicians tend to apologize for our country's prior actions, here's a refresher on how some of our former patriots handled negative comments about our country. JFK'S Secretary of State, Dean Rusk, was in France in the early 60's when DeGaule decided to pull out of NATO. DeGaule said he wanted all US military out of France as soon as possible. Rusk responded "does that include those who are buried here? DeGuale did not respond. You could have heard a pin drop~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When in England, at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building by George Bush. He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not re

No More Rainbows
Heeeeeeeyyyyyy yeeeeeaaaaaahhhhh yeeeeeaaaahhhh There seems to be no light at the end of the tunnel darkness surounds me the voices getting louder drug induced confussion is setting in........ the termites and spiders are eating me from within...god help me when you look into my eyes what do you see?... can you feel my pain and misery?...... dont leave me stranded standing here all alone... No more rainbows no more happy days No more rainbows nightmares are setting in No more rainbows fantasy has become reality No more rainbows For me Somebody help me save me from my sins open my eyes so i can see the light again sitting here in the shadows falling further from grace fear has taken over me in this place no friends or family only enemies i see cant shake this feeling that its coming after me.......help me No more ra

I See Myself...............
I see myself holding you close to me,Squeezing your body tight.But for all I see as I daydream-I know I'll get tenfold tonight.Running my palms across your breast,As you tremble and bite your lip.Feeling your hands upon my chest,The softness of each fingertip.Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft,And slowly lowering my kiss.Over pert nipples, across your navel,And finally into pure bliss.Looking upon your face from below-As you tilt back your head.Feeling your fountains begin to flow-As you ease back on the bed.Your "innocent little devil" look-Crying insatiably with the sensation.Lip to lip lapping up every drip-From the well of your creation.The way you pull me up by the hair-To the heat of your mouth, on fire.No other thoughts, no other cares,Just the quenching of mad desire.Riding the tide of passion,Pushing my love into you.On the waves of your emotion-In slow motion, so sweet and true.Pulse pounding in resounding rapture,Taken to the hilt, then just past.Rhythm growing, faces glowi

Dreams
A whisper in my ear, thoughts only spoken to the mindm with a slight touch of sanity, my dreams become my reality.... never wanting to wake from this slumber, to spend the rest of my life in this state, its a place where noone can enter,,, only be brought.... This is my realm, my solitude, my dreams, hopes and fears. My Mind unravels with thoughts of life, death, love, memories and questions in which no answer can be given; one can spend the rest of their lifes looking for a way to understand, and never find the path to the answer, only to the possible futures.

3...2...1.... Go
Who's behind the wheel when your mind is racing? When do they decide to slow down? Who puts on the brakes? The worst problem about a mind that races isn't how to control the speed, it's what to do when it stops. It's what to do when you are still. How do you function then? Do you look out the windows and strain your neck to see what's behind you? Do you squint as the light up ahead glares in your tired eyes? No matter what you're doing at that moment it always feels like you should be doing something else. The opposite comes to mind and the race begins again. A well tuned machine corners like it was designed to only do that task. It sees the barrier up ahead and makes corrections for the avoidance of a disaster. There are a lot of close calls but closeness has never gotten you into the trouble that a collision will. If you make a conscious effort to keep the calls close will never have to worry about being stuck or immobile. You will never have to worry about stopping t

Love And Water By: Mel
The rushing waters crashing upon the rocks Amazing how everything seems to stop Stopping in that moment of truth Stopping in that moment of honesty One or two no matter how many Either or you may not have any Within thy own heart Within thy own soul Only one could ever really be told With the heart pounding With how the waters are sounding So much of this could be astounding Much is life Much is strife But thine own love Could it fly out like a dove The waters we feel The emotions we steal The life we love The life we know of Much is like water Much is like air But how can one even dare Love is water As water is love Both keep running Both keep crashing Nothing hurts more then that tongue lashing Soon it dies down Soon you lie down Thoughts keep thinking You feel like your sinking But then comes the apologies Then comes the forgivness How can one really know of these anologies Water and Love Love and Water You can't have one without the other.

What Is Life All About?
ya know ive spent so many years wondering why i wasnt happy with the way things have turned out for me. but in the end you have to realize life is what ya make of it. that is what i need to do. stop waitin for things to finally go my way and make them. so here i go im gonna stop excpectin certain person to give me what i want cause it isnt gonna happen and find the happiness that i need and deserve.

The Jester And The Queen
The Jester enters the court with trip and a bow Making a fool of himself and laughing with the crowd Settling down on the floor, in the shadows, stage left The Queen catches his eye in the hall, stealing his breath A sarcastic smile and a twinkle in her eyes Beneath the chandeliers, a thousand blazes of light Reflections of something more playing across her face Such a singular focus and a nameless grace The Jester rises to his feet as they follow of their own accord As her Majesty begs off from the ball, wandering off as if bored Moonlight fills a courtyard where music softly plays She dances on her own, the Jester can't help his gaze So beautiful as she moves, flowers bow jealously The Jester's hands clutch his chest as he struggles to breathe A beautific smile when she closes her eyes Swaying in time beneath a milion star's light The breezes caressing her hair, brushing her face Lost among the petals, flawless in her grace The Jester gasps as she falls, cr

I've Kinda Hid The Fact....
Very Few on here know that I've had to go to a Specialist. It has now been confirmed I have Lupus BUT wished that was all the bad news I have gotten. Seems he's also ran more test. I also tested positive for Osteoarthritis & Fibromyalgia. The plan so far is to start me on a treatment called Plaquenil in hopes to put it in remission. All I ask is that you Keep me in your Thoughts & Prayers that it goes into Remission. I do know God NEVER puts on us MORE than HE knows we can handle. Thank You for taking the time to read this. Love You All!!

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol: First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As myfriend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-workcocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays,hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst ofendless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I wantto believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that yourinfluence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important,I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance ornecessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call thoseex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want tohear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest thatI eat a kebab, a butter chicken curry along with a sausage with cheese,onion and mus

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Nothing worth doing is completed in our lifetime, Therefore, we are saved by hope. Nothing true or beautiful or good makes complete sense in any immediate context of history; Therefore, we are saved by faith. Nothing we do, however virtuous, can be accomplished alone. Therefore, we are saved by love. No virtuous act is quite a virtuous from the standpoint of our friend or foe as from our own; Therefore, we are saved by the final form of love which is forgiveness. -Reinhold Niebuhr

Colored Ribbons For Cancer Victims
Black Ribbons: Melanoma Dark Blue Ribbons: Colon Cancers Gold Ribbons: Childhood Cancer Gray Ribbons: Diabetes & Brain Cancer Green Ribbons: Kidney Cancer Green/Blue Ribbons: Mental Heath Awareness Jade Ribbons: Liver Cancer & Hepatitis Jigsaw Puzzle Ribbons: Autism Lace Ribbons: Osteoporosis Lime Green Ribbons: Lyme Disease Orange Ribbons: Leukemia, Multiple Sclerosis Periwinkle Ribbons: Hypertension & Stomach Cancer Pearl Ribbons: Lung Cancer Pink Ribbons: Breast Cancer Pink, Purple & Teal: Thyroid Cancer Purple Ribbons: Prostate Cancer, Testicular Cancer, Eating Disorders Red Ribbons:AIDS/HIV & Heart Disease Silver Ribbons: Parkinson's Disease Sky Blue Ribbons: Prostate Cancer Teal Ribbons: Ovarian Cancer White Ribbons: Bone Cancer I hope these explanations will help you design your own awareness quilt.

The Greatest Entertainer Of All Times............
A king is born! A child begins to sing! Two parents are proud of him! His voice amazes all ears! His steps reveals dizziness all around! The stage is alive when he steps on! Thriller song gives him more strength and confidence! The success comes day by day! His videos please the sight ! He is the greatest entertainer and performer! A king is dead................................. A king is not really dead, he is just resting in peace!

Casting Crowns - Does Anybody Hear Her
"Does Anybody Hear Her"She is runningA hundred miles an hour in the wrong directionShe is tryingBut the canyon's ever wideningIn the depths of her cold heartSo she sets out on another misadventure just to findShe's another two years olderAnd she's three more steps behindDoes anybody hear her? Can anybody see?Or does anybody even knows she's going down todayUnder the shadow of our steepleWith all the lost and lonely peopleSearching for the hope that's tucked away in you and meDoes anybody hear her? Can anybody see?She is yearningFor shelter and affectionThat she never found at homeShe is searchingFor a hero to ride inTo ride in and save the dayAnd in walks her prince charmingAnd he knows just what to sayMomentary lapse of reasonAnd she gives herself awayIf judgement looms under every steepleIf lofty glances from lofty peopleCan't see past her scarlet letterAnd we never even met herHe is runningA hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction

Yup, Another One :)
This is mainly for JD since he told me to write a blog, and I told him I would if I found something that annoyed me enough to write about. Fortunately for him, I found a few things. First off, in regards to Johnnydevil's blog about the spotlight. I don't think you should be able to pass the salute requirement because you bought a VIP. I really don't. I think the site makes enough money and they'll be fine to start making it be that way. I don't think anybody with a fake salute (obvious or not) or somebody who doesn't have one in general, should be able to rank in anything. Hottest Membes, Girl/Guy of the week, Person of the Day, Legend, things like that. I don't think they should be allowed to run tickers or blasts even. While they've done a good job deleting fake accounts or multiple accounts, there's still quite a few they've missed and its evident. It's not hard to get a salute. Anybody who says otherwise just doesn't want to show who they really are. We're in a technology age. Web

Eternal Love
how can i describe,The feelings locked insidethe hurt and pain im feelinginsides all twisted and grindingoutside a normal facenot being able to show weaknessgrieving, not knowing what to domy love for you out of control,knowing it is forever,yet also knowing the feelings are no longer returnedtransporting myself backi remember a time long agowhere love notes existed, cuddled togetherus against the worldbut now that is gonemy eternal love no longer returnedonce you promised me foreverhow could you take that backwhen i need you the most, no longer hereunable to handle itthe pain wracking my bodynow only a shadow of my formor selfas i sit here hurtingi only wait for your love to returnand warm my cold away

I Enjoy My Life
As I take you as my slave, slapping you into submission, I enjoy my life. As I train you to serve me, I marry you with a collar, making you mine. I take you as my property and make you serve my whims. After all that is what we agreed. Giving you meals is a small price to pay for making you my slave.I've made you mine... And now it's time. To make you serve my whims. I've made you mine... And now it's time. And I enjoy my life.

My Owner Has 77k Till He Levels! Come Help Me Help Him Help You... Out!
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This Is What Happened.
This is going to be a very long read, so if you're not in it for the long haul, you might want to stop reading now. I've had a lot of shit building up inside of me and I haven't expressed it to hardly anyone. If you don't like the things I'm about to say, then you're not a true friend anyway and you can go ahead and delete me off your friends list. Before I had Gabby I thought my life was hell. Teenage angst? Sure. Rebellion.. you betcha. I stayed out drinking all night, smoking whatever was put in front of me. I did whatever the hell I wanted and didnt think twice about it. Consequences didn't mean shit to me. You couldn't tell me nothin. Got in a shitload of fights in school. Talked back to whoever challenged me. Disrepected my parents. I was hell on wheels. When I was 14 I was out partying and I met Daniel Johnson. A couple months later I found out I was pregnant by him. Scared the shit outta me. He wasn't there for me through my pregnancy at all. I swore over the toilet cursing

The Guy I Am
ADAM IS MY NAME, I'M 5'8"-5'9" TALL,165LBS ATHELETICLY TONED BODY,I'M A BOXER FROM MEMPHIS,TN. NOW LIVE IN HATTIESBURG,MS. I AM A GUY THAT TAKES PRIDE IN WHAT HE HAS, & WORKS ON MAKING IT BETTER "IF NEDEDED". I'M THE ROMANTIC TYPE, I LIKE TO PLAY AROUND & SNUGGLE, BUT THAT WOULD BE THE SOFT SIDE TO ME. THE HATE SIDE BELONGS IN THE RING.I HAVEN'T GOT MANY FRIENDS HERE YET, BUT I'M KINDOF BORED WHEN I GO OUT. EVERYONE HERE HAS THERE OWN CROWD AND NO NEWBIES ARE ALLOWED IN UNLESS YOUR PART OF A FRAT. SO I'M ALWAYS STUCK WORKING,GOING TO THE GYM,&CHATTING ON HERE! I HATE TO BE BORED, I'M ACTUALLY A DECENTLY FUNNY GUY, I LIKE TO HAVE FUN IN LIFE BUT SOMETIMES REALLY HARD. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME? COMMENTS ARE EXCEPTED!

Believe
Red White is also simple. Red wine is The Blood shed by The Master for The New Covenant. White wine is The Gospel or Water and often The Word. Friends are required for The Ritual. The Cup is The Holy Grail but a Vessel. Clear Passage is do not interfere. Simple, isn't it? You know, you have to believe in some thing don't you? Do you? Critic, I contacted the financial institution on their general mail. I will go forward and contact them officially for you. I want you, stranger, woman, and the rest in the public lime light. Congratulations.

The Alley 2
Heat and moisture gather between her thighs as her fingers now tace along the curvature of her hips. She moistens her parched lips with her tongue as her fingers trial down to the waistband of her skirt. A sudden noise echoes in the empty alleyway bringing her out of her daze. Before stepping out of the alley she smoothes out her clothes. She is reminded of the sand that abrasively rubs her thighs and decides it is probably time to head home. A hot soak in the tub is in order and perphaps her release.

Tomorrow
Hello beautiful smile, eyes so blue, clear skies of rain Shaming the sun with a smile and I can breathe again Good morning across fields of softest porcelain Warmest breeze of life caressing my ear as the day begins I get so lost in the mirrors of a tortured soul This wandering misery has finally found a home So afraid of tomorrow, will it promise it's real? Falling so far, so fast, lost in the blur, in the wheel The sky burns streaks of passion and release King of my little universe, and for a moment at peace Everything's so clear, and something seems right Lost in a glorious morning after the coldest night Hello beautiful smile, eyes so blue, clear skies of rain Shaming the sun with a smile and breathing again Goo

Hey
I am: contentedly child free, self-made, self-aware, unpretentious, intellectual, analytical as well as intuitive, a pragmatic romantic learning to live more mindfully. Attempted balance of right-brain and left-brain thinking. A serious soul with a sometimes playful disposition. Contemplative night owl, valuing thoughtful conversation and nonfiction, perceiving in the mundane the spark of the divine. INTJ personality type in the Myers-Briggs/Jungian personality typology; the thinker type on the enneagram. Tolerant, progressive, a little artsy, with a strong sense of justice. Best known for my M*A*S*H-like (dry and contextual) sense of humor. Often turn to nature for inspiration, rejuvenation, and peace; canceled my television service years ago. Have the usual range of urban interests but also like to investigate the hidden out-of-the-way places. Earn my admiration and be prepared for more affection, respect, loyalty, and passion than mere mortal deserves. :-) Love is the shortest dista

Rare Medical Condition
A man and a woman were sitting beside each other inthe first class section of an airplane. The woman sneezed, took outa tissue, gently wiped her nose, then visibly shuddered for ten tofifteen seconds. The man went back to his reading. A fewminutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, then shudderedviolently once more. Assuming that the woman might have a cold, the manwas still curious about the shuddering. A few more minutespassed when the woman sneezed yet again. As before she took a tissue,wiped her nose, her body shaking ever more than before. Unable to restrain his curiosity, the man turned tothe woman and said, "I couldn't help but notice that you'vesneezed three times, wipe your nose and then shudder violently. Are you

The Children
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ?. ..Moses Lake , Washington 2/2/96 Bethel , Alaska 2/19/97Pearl , Mississippi 10/1/97West Paducah , Kentucky 12/1/97Stamp, Arkansas 12/15/97Jonesboro , Arkansas 3/24/98Edinboro , Pennsylvania 4/24/98Fayetteville , Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield , Oregon 5/21/98Richmond , Virginia 6/15/98Littleton , Colorado 4/20/99Taber , Alberta , Canada 5/28/99Conyers , Georgia 5/20/99Deming , New Mexico 11/19/99

Not Fitting In The Social Structure.....to: All Those Lying,2 Faced, Back Stabbing,stupid,unexperienced Lazy Pricks That I Used To Work For
i've been taught to work or u don't eat..... been taught to do the job the best it can be done..... been taught to have honor and honor those before me..... been taught to respect those that have earned it..... been taught to be truthful to myself and others..... been taught to be loyal to those who have earned it because it's truely priceless..... been taught the "golden rule"......... these things made me to the man i am yet still cannot seem to fit into the social structure of life........... has it gone that far that it's just a myth or now must it be one of many facades u must maintain in order to survive the work place because it seems that that's how companies run instead of doing it right and getting the job done...... yet then again i've been told to cow tow,eat it,bite my tongue and do some thing stupid which i know not to be right why why why whyWHY does being a man change when i have to kids then how can i teach without been a role model am i to be come which is

Please Read
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! (don't be offended, keep reading until the end)Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! RULES:1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!5- Random sex is perfectly okay!6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away!This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT TO FUCK! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!F.U.C.K. Stands For:Friends U Can Keep.So promise me we'll F.U.C.K. forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who your true F. U. C.Ks are. 9,675,000,000 people in th

Ha Ha Ha
For his birthday, little Joseph asked for a 10-speed bicycle. His fathersaid, 'Son, we'd give you one, but the mortgage on this house is$280,000 and your mother just lost her job. There's no way we can affordit.' The next day the father saw little Joseph heading out the frontdoor with a suitcase. So he asked, 'Son, where are you going?' LittleJoseph told him; 'I was walking past your room last night and heard youtelling mom you were pulling out. Then I heard her tell you to waitbecause she was coming too. And I'll be damned if I'm staying here bymyself with a $280,000 mortgage and no bike.

The Piece That Is You
She smells of Champaign and roses. Combined together, they mark the touch of loves passionate kisses mixed with the satin warm skin that has become the map of my exploration of her pleasure. Her lips invite my kisses. Her moans encourage my desire. Her heart sets the rhythm that my body moves to. She is my symphony, playing to my hopes and dreams. Sweeping them up into her arms as we dance upon the blankets of her bed. Great seductress of my heart. Angel of blessed passion. Healer of my heart. My giver of everlasting, I name you all of everything that is me, for everything of you has woven the threads of us into one. We are forever inseparable. We are all that is love and all that love could ever be. This time, this moment, cannot be compared to anything that has passed. For nothing that has been transcribed or thought could come close to the wonder of this stroke, this kiss, this taste or the very moment of your eyes looking into mine. To perfect for perfection

Tat Contest
I'm in a tattoo contest, come help me out by rating this pic: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1450398&albumid=1862300&i=2237593855&idx=3 i would really like to win against some of the more elaborate tats that are in this contest!

I Believe....
Birth Certificate shows that we were born> A Death Certificate shows that we died> Pictures show that we lived!> Have a seat . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly.>> I Believe...> That just because two people argue,> it doesn't mean they don't love each other.> And just because they don't argue,> it doesn't mean they do love each other.>> I Believe...> That we don't have to change friends if> we understand that friends change.>> I Believe...> That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt> you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.>> I Believe...> That true friendship continues to grow, even over> the longest distance. Same goes for true love.>> I Believe...> That you can do something in an instant> that will give you heartache for life.>> I Believe...> That it's taking me a long time> to become the person I want to be.>> I Believe...> That you should always leave loved ones with> loving words. It may be the last time you see them.>> I Believe...> That y

Meant To Be
As I sit here in silence drowning in my thoughts only one image comes to my head visions of you in all you splendor your beautiful eyes the way your hair always falls just right your warm lips pressed against mine oh to feel your strong arms wrapped around me that would truly be bliss how blind i was before never thinking, never knowing. in my dreams you are always there beckoning me to you holding out your hand to take mine leading me away from all this pain and agony no longer suffering just yours the dream starts to fade and i wake up once again cold and alone and dreary so i keep my head held high and continue waiting for the day when you realize we are meant to be

Can You ??
Can you touch me in a wayThat will show your feelings are trueStand beside me, hold my handWe could help each other through. Can you bring joy to my heartThe kind never felt beforeEven when we're far apartAnd make me want you more. Can you look into my eyesSee deep within my soulBe caught off guard and surprisedKnowing you have all control. Can you whisper in my earA simple I love youAnd take away all the fearThat only you can do. Can you promise all these thingsFrom now until foreverFor then my love would remainAnd always we could be together.

Crutch Or Convenience? You Decide :)
An escalator can never break: it can only become stairs. You should never see an Escalator Temporarily Out Of Order sign, just Escalator Temporarily Stairs. Sorry for the convenience. - Mitch Hedberg (RIP)

Am Worrie
I just talked with him for a lil bit today....cuz he said he was not ok and was going to hospital...but he is so confused that he said the nurse said to him that he could have a stroke or something........n now i have no idea whats going on with the cowboy :-(...damn it...hope he gets well soon.

Wow Are We A Special Deep Dark Hole Of Need?
Ok lets have some fun here...i won't mention any of the names from which i have recieved many of these rather entertaining shouts from but you know me i will post them and have fun with them too....enjoy my friends.1. Nice legs..what time do they open.*do i like like a fucking convience store people?...not very original here*2. You got 206 bones in your body..do you want one more?*well if his dick was half as big as his ego i might of been interested...NOT3.I have 9 inches and i can make your pussy bleed.*that one scared me so much i blocked his ass and hid my cat...i'm against animal cruelty. lol*4. Wanna play army? I'll lay down and you can blow the hell out of me.*he wanted to play his game but didn't like my game of hide and go fuck yourself..hmmm i hate people that can't play fair.5.If you were the last woman and I was the last man on earth, I bet we could do it in public.*i'm betting not cause if we had to be the last people on earth for him to whip it out in public..i'm betting

Love Dont Mean A Thing.
It is with the up most respect..that i write this letter..its saddens me to utter these bitter words..for we shared so many warm memories..but i must begin this heart break.. Dear Love, Wake me when your gone..because its feeling like im resting in an everylasting nightmare..for all the times you said i love you..i belived it..and agreed with it..but in the end..what does love mean..when your no where to be found..the words echo..throughout my head..playing on a repeated track..i can not forget the words..hunted by the things leading up till this point..like im living in a state of mourn..for love is just a word..untill you show actions..i gave up alot in the last couple of years..over a lie..i cant say it wasnt all fun..you got what you needed..and in the end..left me to the seas of despair and regret..it was you love..that darken my life..i open up my heart to you..and this is what i get in return..i read somewhere in the bible..to turn the other cheeck..but for years..ive done jus

Heart Warming
Our 14 year old dog, Abbey, died last month. The day after she died, my 4 year old daughter Meredith was crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey.. She asked if we could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to heaven, God would recognize her. I told her that I thought we could so she dictated these words:Dear God,Will you please take care of my dog? She died yesterday and is with you in heaven. I miss her very much. I am happy that you let me have her as my dog even though she got sick.I hope you will play with her. She likes to play with balls and to swim. I am sending a picture of her so when you see her You will know that she is my dog. I really miss her.Love, MeredithWe put the letter in an envelope with a picture of Abbey and Meredith and addressed it to God/Heaven. We put our return address on it. Then Meredith pasted several stamps on the front of the envelope because she said it would take lots of stamps to get the letter all the way to heaven. That afternoon

Shattered Faith
to the ones who walk among the truely loved, the ones who love and the ones that are passionate. who know who you are and y you even do this to ppl is beond me! you finde someone and you fall for them not knowing what you really feel till you loose it or you wreck it with disregard, selfishness and take it for granted. so y even try to think you can make it better finding someone eles to take there place? im here to tell ya you cant take another heart and feed it lies, half truths, and say you love this person when in fact the one you truely love is the one you left behinde! if you havent fixed what you broke or shatterd in your past and you are still drawn to that person, you have no bisness hurting another with what and how you feel about a husbend, ex or even a separtaion! i know this will never stop but i wish ppl would take the time to heal or maybe think about what they really want befor they break or shatter another heart!! they allways ask y dont you trust me? and say im not d

Stepping Stones Of Life
life is full of steping stones, i think heart break is one! we break hearts and fix them, for others. its kinda weird how we can be the stone for another when we have a hard time building our own! i think god for my friends! they are my concrete for my steping stones! we meet people that touch our hearts and fill the emptyness in us! my stones are starting to get stronger. the changes that iv mad have ben really hard and has took aolt of time! finaly my foundation of my life is geting stronger and biger! im 36 years old and single, but iv learned so much from the ones that hurt my heart to know now what i really want! i look like a bad boy out side but inside im a big teady bear! some day i hope to meet that part of me thats missing and fill the lonelyness left inside! everything i got now is enoph for me! to the ones that have broke my heart, thank you! to the ones i broke theres im sorry! it lifes way of making us who we are and thank all of you for being part of that! to thoughs of

Under The Gun!!
Saturday, July 11, 2009 UNDER THE GUN!! Current mood: electric well is is my story of y i love tattoos!! i got my first tat when i was 20. i thought it was the coolst thing, hurt like a mutha but i did it! im my opinion your body is a caves waiting to be painted on! by the time i die and move on my body will tell my life story! each tat represents something about me. lol lets take my stars for example, ppl allways ask y did you get stars? well i got 6 stars cuz im only a 6 star guy being out of ten, so i got roon to learn and be a better man!! so when i think iv addvansed i will keep adding them till i have ten! i dont think that will ever happen cuz il never be perfect. my tiger represents me and my personality! if any of you know me well you know what i meen. to me when im under the gun getting ink done, man i feel like im in heaven!! ppl say it hurts and dont get me wrong sometimes it does! but theres no better kinda pain!! its like a piece of history is being place

Red Tomatoes
A beautiful woman loved growing tomatoes, but couldn't seem To get her tomatoes to turn red. One day, while taking a stroll, She came upon a gentleman neighbor who had the most Beautiful garden full of huge red tomatoes. The woman asked the gentlemen, "What do you do to get your tomatoes so red?" The gentlemen responded, "Well, twice a day I stand in front Of my tomato garden, naked in my trench coat, and flash them.

A Boys Confession
'Bless me Father, for I have sinned. I have been with a loose girl'. The priest asks, 'Is that you, little Joey Pagano ?' 'Yes, Father, it is.' 'And who was the girl you were with?''I can't tell you, Father. I don't want to ruin her reputation'."Well, Joey, I'm sure to find out her name sooner or later so you may as well tell me now. Was it Tina Minetti?''I cannot say.''Was it Teresa Mazzarelli?''I'll never tell.''Was it Nina Capelli?''I'm sorry, but I cannot name her.''Was it Cathy Piriano?''My lips are sealed.''Was it Rosa Di Angelo, then?''Please, Father, I cannot tell you.' The priest sighs in frustration. 'You're very tight lipped, and I admire that. But you've sinned and have to atone. You cannot be an altar boy now for 4 months. Now you go and behave yourself.'

My Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person.let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways.iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any moremy father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one.as for my mother like i said she rejected me when i was born she was 16 when she

Long Distance Relationships
i was reading someone blog asking this subjectDo long distance relationships ever work? I mean really do they?------------------------------------------and this is what i saidyes they do but they are something you have to really dedicate you and the other person to really make sure there is something there try and make time for them either by talking on here or on the phone or some other way of communication and be honesty with one another and be understanding with one another even if they have kids you have to rember they come first before anything else like i have always said before it can work but so many people don't want to put up any kind of effort into things at all

Update To Trust No One/ My Case
I thought I'd been through a lot of shit with my friends, but nothing the likes of this. Those of you who read this should know that my bff Zoey is writing this blog on my behalf. I asked her to. There are two pics in my pictures of my exroommate Ben, who our family invited into our home and our trusted family circle. I will never know why but one night he just decided to take our lives and rip us apart with ONE phone call..... .. .. You see, Ben wasn't man enough to fight his own fight maturely. Zoey was talking to Ben calmly about a matter and Ben lunged at Zoey. I thought he might try to hurt her, so I defended her. She broke it up before any kind of a fight broke out, but Ben decided he would do everything he could to hurt us. He called the cops on me and had me arrested, and I have been in jail for almost 5 weeks now. .... .. .. People....be careful about who you allow into your haven from the world....your home. You can think you know someone, but they can turn on you

Older Or Younger
people make excuse's alot of the time when it come to either gender or age you can't help who you are attracted too they either think there family will disown them or there friends well turn there back i see it like this if your family or friends cant understand then they dont need to be in your life if they make alot of issues about the matter at hand specially when it come to age range just because your either younger at the age of 18 or older does not make them any less of a person or for you not to be attracted to them i see no problem in age at all its all about how they treat you and if they know when it is ok to be immature and to be mature about the matters at hand and there personality not there looks but whats in there heart

Court
ok so i went to court and found out that they still don't no whats going to go onstill no word of the suppose victim so my next court date is oct 6 but i don't have to go only my lawyer however i do have to go on the 16 my lawyer said this if they don't have any word from the victim then they are going to dismiss the case and i wont have a felony on my record and if they do not dismiss it then my lawyer is going to try and see about getting a class 6 witch is misconduct witch means ill get probation if not ill be doing 5 years of prison time so not looking forward to that

From A Dear Friend...title To Come!
Broken promisesScattered dreamsTears flow like rainEach day it seems.Will things never changeThe lies, the deceitWith every new oneIt's only been a repeat. So go forward todayAnd not think of the pastFor there is someoneWith a love that will last."

Freedom
Something happened to me yesterday (Oct 3 2009) that I just have to write down and share with someone. I am a Navy reservist who has been deployed in southwest Asia. I have just spent over 300 days in Muslim countries or at sea. I have just recently arrived back in the states and am currently staying on a Navy base here in Norfolk, VA. Yesterday was such a beautiful day, the sun was shining, and there was a nice breeze. I was setting outside, behind the barracks, smoking a cigarette, and drinking a cold beer. I was just enjoying the day, when this man comes up to me. He’s a large older man, with long gray hair, and was wearing a suit. I don’t know him, but I have seen him around and have pegged him as the building manager. He points to my beer, and in an angry voice says, “Is that alcohol?” “Yes it is,” I say, and feeling very friendly I continue “and I was just reading the label, and I’m surprised to find that its 6.5% alcohol per vo

Ironing
Ironing The iron is a pretty mundane item and a generally despised chore. Feeling a little like Cinderella, you may be wondering if your life will ever be exciting. The iron can also be a symbol of conflict or servitude if the ironing is not for ones own benefit. Usually, a dream involving ironing is just a mundane dream that may cause you to realize how mundane your life has become and possibly encourage you to try something new.

Cropping
Better cropping, imagine drawing 2 evenly spaced lines across and vertically on your pics. That leaves you with a tic tac toe board. At the intersection of the crossed lines is where you should put the point of interest of your picture. The eye is naturally drawn to these 4 points. The face, eye, or main focal point should go on one of the crosses. Try it with some photos you already have and see what a difference it makes.

Why Me
I am not much of a blogger but I love to conversate and seeing how this is a way to do it on here, here goes! Why me ask yourself why did you accept and or pick me as a friend. Did you read the about me section or just on looks alone was your choice made, for the record im okay with either but I find the latter a tad more ego boosting lol hey im Italian how people percive my looks is important:). Moving on if you read what little I have put in and then decided than thank you as well, its not that im lazy or dont want you to know but this is my like 4 th go around in this place, and its just gets old having to put everything in again. However for the record on why I picked you I always read the profile if there is one but I wont lie as im scanning looks do get my attention. So if you want to know more about Why me and there is a lot to know I assure you then please start a conversation and what easier way is there than to have somthing to ask:). see ya!

1st Year In College
i started colege last october it was on a monday i had three classes mind you they were all night classes im going to get to the point i failed 2of those classes and i had to take one over winter of last year im taking the other one either in winter of 09 or spring 10 anyways no body said college life would be easy im taking my time and takin advice as i shall go we were always told the first year is not easy

Not Always Right | Can't Take A Hint (or Leak)
Customer: “Excuse me, the bathroom door is locked and I can’t get it open. Do you have the key?” Me: “No, ma’am. If the door is locked, that means someone is using it.” Customer: “Is there a way to make sure?” Me: “Did you knock?” Customer: “Yeah, and whoever is in there keeps yelling at me that they’ll be right out!”

Not Always Right | Temporal Retentive
(I work at a restaurant as a hostess. I see a customer, her young daughter, and her mother on their way out so I bid them farewell.) Me: “Have a nice night. Thanks for coming!” *smile* (The customer gives me a long stare and then mimics me.) Customer: *sarcastically* “Have a nice night…” Customer’s mother: “Can I have your store’s phone number and your name? I would like to complain about your behavior!” (I don’t know what this is about, but I still give them the phone number. Two hours later…) Manager: “Hey, a lady just called and complained about you.” Me: “Really? What did she say?” Manager: “You told her to have a nice night.” Me: “What’s wrong with that?” Manager: “It was still light outside.”

Not Always Right | Not Quite A Family Business
(The shop work in gives their staff a 15% discount using a discount card. Staff are allowed to lend that card to family members. On this particular day, I had left my name-tag at home.) Me: “That will be 79.00, sir.” Customer: “Oh, I get a discount. I just haven’t got the card at the moment.” Me: “Okay, who do you know that works here?” Customer: “Miss ***.” Me: “How do you know her?” Customer: “She’s my daughter!” Me: “Dad, last time I saw you, you had a beard and glasses!” Customer: “Excuse me?” Me: “Sir, I’m Miss ***.” Customer: “Oh, haha, very funny. You’ve had your fun. Now give me my discount.” Me: “I’m afraid I can’t.” Customer: “You lying b***! You’re not Miss ***! I can’t believe my own daughter won’t give me a discount!” (The customer leaves in a huff. The next custome

Not Always Right | Extremely Public Education
Me: “Hi, can I take your order?” Drive-thru customer: “I’m sorry, I don’t understand what you’re saying.” Me: “Can I take your order?” Drive-thru customer: “I know, I heard you. But why would you ask that question like that?” Me: “Um, I need to know what food to have prepared for you.” Drive-thru customer: “Don’t get smart with me! I heard what you said, and I would prefer it if you’d word your sentence differently.” Me: “Oh, okay. May I take your order?” Drive-thru customer: “That’s better! Yes, you may!” Me: “Okay, what would you like?” Drive-thru customer: “I’m not sure yet. Give me a minute!”

Stupid People
So today I get off work and check the normal things I check includin this account. I see I got a shout from some dumb ass old broad asking me to go vote for her tatoo. I HATE that. So I click on the shout and see her status is telling somebody top get a life. So I politely tell her that being a 40 somethin y/o woman shouting in random peoples boxes to vote in some assinine contest is a great reason to need to get a life herself. I then go make dinner spend time with the kids ect... When I come back I see she left me like 5 more shouts tryin to insult me (one of them even by calling me a fuck head) and talkin all sorts of trash. I then go to reply and of coarse, I'm blocked. Now I used to handle this by creating a new account gettin my friends and their friends to just totally destroy her night. Which is fun. But I neither have the time nor energy to play imature kids games with someone old enough to be my grandma. Point I guess is growin up sucks.

Not Always Right | Machines 1, Humanity -16
(It’s 15 minutes before our law firm opens, and the phone has been ringing constantly. We normally let it go to the answering machine, but I decide to pick up since this caller obviously wants to talk to someone.) Me: “[Law firm], how can I help you today?” Caller: “Your d*** law firm only has machines! I can’t ever talk to a real person! Why is that?!” Me: “Ma’am, we’re not open until 8:30 am. I just picked up the phone a little early since you kept calling. Also, I’m not a machine.” Caller: “Well, you tell the real people when they come in that they’re not getting my business!” Me: “Ma’am, I am a real person. I can help you. Please, just let me have your name and I’ll look you up in our system.” Caller: “You d*** machines! I’m not giving you s***! When I finally talk to a real person, I’m going to let them have it!” *hangs up*

Mzbooti Is Looking A New Owner
MZBOOTI2BIG IS UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN..AND EVERYONE KNOWS SHE SPOILS HER OWNERS ROTTEN..SO COME ON BY AND PLACE YOUR BIDS, YOU'LL BE SO HAPPY YOU DID!!WHILE YOUR THERE PLZ SHOW LUV TO THE AUCTION HOST PLZ BE SURE TO A/F/R HIM! YOU CAN BID ON HIM AS WELL..HE IS UP FOR GRABS 2 HEE HEE

Not Always Right | Getting On Your Nerves
(I am a dentist about to give a patient a shot of local anesthetic). Patient: “I hate needles. Will this hurt?” Me: “Just concentrate on taking nice, deep breaths. It’ll be over before you know it.” Patient: “Could you please tell me when you’re ready to give the shot? I need to know!” Me: “Sure. I’ll give it on the count of three. Ready? One, two–” Patient: *screams* “You’re killing me! It hurts so much!” Me: “I haven’t actually given you the shot yet.” Patient: “Oh. Well, um, I was just practicing for when you did.”

Wanna Own Me For A Month (my 1st Auction)
WooHoo...My 1st Auction! Help Me Make It A Good One Plz! Who Wants To Own Sum Ch3rrY Pie? Pls Make A Bid For Me...I Promise It Will Be Worth It! ;) PS. Sorry its not lettin me add the direct link here to the auction but the link is on my status! Thanx, Ch3rrY ~XOXOX~

Not Always Right | Life's A Beach
(Note: I work as a lifeguard at a beach.) Beachgoer: “Excuse me!” Me: “Hello, ma’am. How can I help you?” Beachgoer: “I just got cut by a rock in the beach.” Me: “Oh, I’m sorry to hear that. Would you like to make a trip to first aid?” Beachgoer: “No, I would like to complain.” Me: “About what?” Beachgoer: “You work at the beach, right? You should make sure the sea is safe enough to swim in!” Me: “I’m sorry, but I don’t actually–” Beachgoer: “Nonsense! You should make sure there are no rocks! I want to talk to your manager!” (I call up my supervisor.) Supervisor: “Yes, what seems to be the problem?” Beachgoer: “I want to complain about your staff.” Supervisor: “Yes, what did they do?” Beachgoer: “She told me she can’t clean the sea of rocks. What if I get another injury?” Superviso

Make A Little Room
Go dance about under the dark, midnight moon,Stand at the lakeside and listen to the cry of the blue loon.Walk the golden hills where the antelope run,and bask in the light of the mid-day sun.Explore the great caves beneath the rocky ground,Run through the forests without making a sound.Climb a mountain and touch the never ending sky,Sit on a rock and watch the eagles fly.Surf the high waves of the endless blue sea,Swing on the branches of a giant oak tree.Listen to the wolves howl their ancient song,Play in a flower-scented meadow all day long.Fish for trout from a sparkling stream,Cup your hands and catch moonbeams.Ride swift horses over the wide, open plain,Splash in the puddles of freshly-fallen rain.Watch a butterfly land on a pretty, pink flower,Believe all this is the work of a great Godly power.Marvel at the stars and planets in the eternal expanse ofnever-ending space,Know that each and every thing has its own place.Hunt the nimble deer in the woodlands so vast,Share your memo

Rudeness
I hate it when I come on here and I've messaged someone and I get no reply. That's rude if someone takes the time to write to you you should reply to them. I also hate people asking me to shoutbox them when they are on and when I do I don't get a reply.Another thing that's pissing me off is when people ask for help to level up and I help them out but never get it back in return.I'm on fubar to make friends and have people to talk to. I'm not here for leveling up I only do that to add pics. I'm not here to play games or to deal with drama queens and players and liars. I'm am down right honest person and very blunt and as nice as I can be and I will tell you how it is and I'm telling you now I'm not playing with no one you wanna start you'll see how much of a b*tch I can be.

Ravens Of The Past
An arid wilderness of lonliness.to push upright,Strength is pain and pain is movement.Your radius is a wall.Don't admit there's cracks.Dress up words,Polish phrases,to describe your shadow under the rock. Fancy doesn't detract the truthComplicated doesn't obsecurethe colors of your soulshining thru the cracks. Words fight youBoxes etch you in.You say you walk away to be alonebut we both knowyou walk to discoverthe way out of that tomb. There's no gentle way to bring you down,to change.tragedy hides it's head in saftey.The roar of the oceanswallows all sounds.The way up maytake you down first.The rain of lovewill fall upon all who let it.The ravens of your past,will take flight uponthe dawn of that day. Poem By Tammy C.

To All My Friends Plz Plz Help,
Ok here it is, He is over in Iraq. He would love to level before he comes home. He has alittle over 7 mil to Oracle.. Plz lets show this man how much we appreciate all he is doing to keep us safe!!! HE comes home in 2 weeks, We can do it!!! http://www.fubar.com/user/2676889

Photo Tip Of The Day
Photo tip of the day.Most of the digital cameras flash is only good for about 10 feet away. Get in closer to get a better pic. Use indirect sunlight if possible making sure your background is not brighter than your subject. If your background is brighter than your subject turn on your flash for fill light.

Chasing Pavements
So...I'm usually not too serious about these things, but tonight...I just feel like I could go on and on about the shit going on in my life right now. But..I wont bore people to death with that...it's not my style. I've been listening to this song... Chasing Pavements by Adele...Like Non-stop for the past few days. It pretty much explains everything I'm feeling right now. I'm pretty effin' confused, and I don't know what to do. CHASING PAVEMENTS: I've made up my mind, Don't need to think it over, If I'm wrong I am right, Don't need to look no further, This ain't lust, I know this is love But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough, 'Cause it was not said to you, And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you, Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements Even if it leads nowhere? Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place Should I leave it there? Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements Even if it leads nowhere? I build m

The End Is Near
A local priest and pastor stood by the side of the road holding up a sign that said, "The End is Near! Turn yourself around now before it's too late!" They planned to hold up the sign to each passing car. "Leave us alone, you religious nuts!" yelled the first driver as he sped by. From around the curve they heard a big splash. "Do you think," said one clergy to the other, "we should just put up a sign that says 'bridge out' instead?"

What I Think..:)
Life is funny sometimes...online dating we ask?? yes it can work..yes there are some crazy people out there...but then again..not all of us are that crazy..lol :) its also funny how the people you really click with live far away from you..:( doesnt surprise me..but guess what?? nothing should keep you from finding that true love..not even distance..if you really want something..i say go for it..what do you really have to lose?? except when you got kids a good job..things like that..ok i can see why NOT to do it...lol but whatever it is just take a chance and live life..you only live once..:)

Need Photoshop Tutorials?
I started a blog a few months back dedicated to helping photoshop users, models, photographers and artists in general with their work. I haven't been able to post daily like some people (work work work), but I have been able to post a handful of tutorials and helpful links to tutorials that you may find useful! Blog Posts: Models: You make me sad sometimes. A few tips and complaints for models working with photographers and photoshop wizards. Hope is Never Out of Style Tutorial A quick look in how I created the photo-manipulation "Hope is Never Out of Style". Very simple methods were used if you know your way around photoshop. 17 Photoshop Tutorials: Beginner to Experienced A collection of fantastic tutorials that I have placed in sections from beginner to advanced. Each image shown is a link to a tutorial written by some great artists. Whirled Furniture Tutorial I doubt any of you use Whirled.com, but many people ask me how to create furniture for the site. I posted a rat

Still The Same As You Fade Away
Change direction one more time. Change your looks and change your mind. I don't believe a single word. You're not a part of what I love. We would be better off if you just leave. Watch them fade like you know it had to be. I'll still be doing the same old shit that I was yesterday. Fade away cause we knew you couldn't stay. We see it all the time so we'll sit back and watch you fade away. I've taken my bumps, I've taken my falls. I've been knocked down and through it all this one thing always stayed the same. I've seen them come, I've watched them go so I'm just trying to let you know this is for the ones that still remain. Where are you gonna be tomorrow? Where did you lose yourself today? Watch them fade like you know it had to be. I'll still be doing the same old shit that I was yesterday. Fade away cause we knew you couldn't stay. We see it all the time so we'll sit back and watch you fade away

What I Need To Let Go!
Where to start? I am finally trying to get my life together once and for all. I have done a lot of what I feel to be wrong things in my life so its time to clean out the skeletons my closet, forgive everyone else and most importantly myself, so I can finally be happy. I battle with many things and I many truly battle with them. I have done things that I was taught it was wrong and in my heart it really was. There is many that don't have faith in me and don't believe I will ever change. Everyone has their demons and down falls, it is time that I mine. It is not gonna be easy....it plays over and over in my head. I am not gonna plaster all over the internet what my demon is that I constantly battle with, but the ones that are close to me know what it is and hopefully can encourage me and help me stay strong. I am really trying to get my life straight with God so I can truly be happy something I haven't been in a really long time. So, I am asking all that know me not to tease me as far w

Hollywood Mistress
Hollywood..A đâЯĸè Åŋģë£@ fubar I am a classic renaissance woman. I paint, draw, craft and in my spare time sing and write songs. Currently working on some songs to submit for a motion picture soundtrack and hoping to submit some of my art to a local gallery by next year.People are interesting to me so I love meeting and connecting with different people. Love to stay busy and constantly networking. Bringing people together is also a passion of mine. If I can make just one person change their negative way of thinking then I am happy.

Baby Names
In lieu of a baby names mumm... When I was born, I didnt have a name for a month. Because my parents were so indecisive, it took them forever to pick something. And after all this hassle, they gave me a most generic Russian name you can ever come across: Natasha (Natalia). I once asked my mom why they didnt plan ahead, and she said that what if I was born dead or somethin. I asked her how come it took them so long to name me, and she said that they didnt wanna give me a pretty name, in case I was ugly; cause that wouldnt have matched. So I guess if one day I have a kid (poor thing), I can just wait til it stops lookin like a bullfrog to give it a name.

Lost Part Two
LOST PART TWOAs you lay there body just racked with pleasure and fear. Voice’s murmur behind you, yet you can no make out what there saying. Then suddenly your kissed, a deep and passionate kiss, you taste yourself on his lips. As you feel yourself being lifted up, and lowered on to the man you feel his thick head of his cock spread your quivering, wet pussy lips. You moan in delight as the intrusion, as he went deeper you moan and take it all in. without thinking your begin to rock on him back and forth feeling him grow stiffer inside you throbbing in you, as you get into your rhythm another set of hands push you forward.As you fall on top of him his kisses your neck even more, and he lifts up in you and begins to cross your legs with his and pumps form underneath. Your feel your own juices dripping down and making his balls soaked with your cream. His hands running up and down your back grabbing your ass cheeks and spreading them, then you feel the other hand running inside you

And Peoplewonder Why I Dont Go To Church
Church of 'Holy Ghost' rocked by sex and assassination allegations KSL TV News, Utah/July 2, 2009 By John Hollenhorst Magna - Accusations of sex abuse and assassination threats are swirling around a small religious group led by a man who claims to be the Holy Ghost. He calls the charges a pack of lies, but they prompted a raid by the Secret Service, the FBI, and child protection investigators. Six weeks ago, officers surrounded and searched the Church of the Firstborn and the General Assembly of Heaven's headquarters in Magna, interrogating members for hours. According to the Salt Lake County Sheriff's Office, they found nothing. If the charges are lies, they reveal a most unusual church, torn apart by bitter personal and religious feuds. Two weeks ago, KSL News trailed the church's members as they left Utah in a convoy of vehicles. It was a long-planned move at the direction of their prophet, Terrill Dalton, who says it's been revealed he's the Holy Ghost and the father of Jesus

Feelings
You are beautiful. Wont you believe this? A color, a shade that doesnt exist. My existence is greater, By your existence. Just when I think I know you, Completely I find out there is so much more, To learn. Could you shine any brighter? Are you of this world or are you simply A dream? Your book is written in a language called Love. Cant you see that I am here, For you. You make the sun burn Brighter. Colors more Vibrant. If you are lost, Let me guide you. If you are losing your grip, Give me your hand. For I will never, ever let you down. I just want to be there With you. Because I believe In you. For you are a rose in a garden of daisies.

Captivated
I'm captivated- By your intellect and depth. You are proof that love is life, And not death. Will you let me be- The chorus to your song? Will you let me be- Your shoulder to cry on? You've taken my breath. You've stolen my heart. A thief in the night Thats perfected her art. I'm lost in your eyes. You hang from my lips, Impatiently waiting, For the next time we kiss. You make me feel warm On the coldest of nights. You make me feel passion Every time that we fight. You make me feel That love can be real. But best of all, You make me feel.

Crimson Blood And Poison Tears
Rain, rain, go away, Because of you the pain will stay. Slit my throat, cut out my heart, Leave me here, tear it apart. Poison tears stream down my face, My heart beats at a steady pace As I try to stand again; Alone and standing in the rain. I don’t need you anymore… Is what I think while tears pour. I hate you like I hate my life; But love is what cuts like a knife. Love is death and death is you; Its pain stains like a black tattoo. Those memories come back again And bind me in the ropes of pain. Crimson blood streams down my head Like a long, silk ribbon, tied by a thread, To a platinum bullet, a hole in my skull… ...Now just a memory that’s faded and dull.

What You Want Of Me
When did you become someone I sought protection from?When did everything change?The scars you gave me.I earned to eagerly.And in my dreams of perfectionI lost sight of what was real.And in my hopes to realize what was true.I struggled to stay sane.Time goes so fast,and no matter how hard I try I can't let go of the past.Though all the false smiles.I leaned to hold fast to my dreams.But even as I did so you took them away from me.And just because I'm not crying it doesn't mean I'm okay.And even though I say I'm fine I still grab the blade.Because you always to me so, that tears are just a waste.I'll be tough when I'm around you.I'll won't be what you hate.

Thank You For Your Dedication And Efforts In Gettin Tdl Where We All Want It Without Staff Effort It Wouldnt Happen
THANK YOU PAPASCARECROW FOR ALL YOUR EFFORTS IN ALL AREAS! THANK YOU LILBEAR FOR YOUR EFFORTS IN GETTING OUR NAME OUT THERE AND BEING A VOICE INSIDE THE LOUNGE! THANK YOU VIXY FOR YOUR EFFORTS IN MULTIPLE AREAS! KEEP IT UP!

Can't Do Mumms Yet. Soo
Well I can't do the Mumm thing. So I was gunna do this. it's pretty much a question. Does anyone have any advice on lounges? I assume they are something like a chat room. Or they jus tsound like a chatroom would be idk. Any advice? on what they are, certain ones particularly, blah blah shit like that? XoX Justine

Yin And Yang
Sunlight streaks across silken wavesAs the bluest skies span across the dayWhispering breezes alight and dance aroundLaughter, quiet and soft pressing into the groundAnother moment of blissful reentry Another loss of a morning spent in reprieve And as the sun braves the day, I drift off again So content, so happy, so complacent In your armsAnd as the sun sets upon another goodnightAnd the fires of dreams come out and take flightInto stratospheres of perfection so pure, so realEverything makes sense, the truest way to feelIs lost inside and finally free of it allTripping over nothing and savoring the fallSo perfect in the reflections of angel wingsThe moon glows with fires that the sun alone bringsThey dance in the sky, the moon and the fireAs if the moon wishes to fly, but can get no higherFollowing his star with a mournful crying outAnd the sun paints the way to follow without doubtIn orbit she spins, painting streaks of fire and lightAnd the moon pereseveres, through the cold and the

Jens Crew
Jenn~Deputy Chief 2nd Alarm Hotties~★★ Texas Barbie ★★ Captain 2nd Alarm Hottie ★★ **JinxTyler**Captain~~2nd Alarm Hotties ~Skye~2nd Alarm Hottie ~ Àήğΐɚ∫ΐcΐфῢ§ 2ήď A∫ã®M Hф¶i€ ~Polish Princess~2nd Alarm Hotties~ LiL mIsS aMaNdA 2nd alarm hottie SooSweet38 2nd Alarm Hotties Member~LaCeY~ ~2nd Alarm Hottie~

Love After Love
Love after Love The time will comewhen, with elation,you will greet yourself arrivingat your own door, in your own mirror,and each will smile at the other’s welcome, and say, sit here. Eat.You will love again the stranger who was your self.Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heartto itself, to the stranger who has loved you all your life, whom you ignoredfor another, who knows you by heart.Take down the love letters from the bookshelf, the photographs, the desperate notes,peel your own image from the mirror.Sit. Feast on your life. ~ Derek Walcott ~

Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender.A whisper, full of desireA gasp of sweet surrenderAs passion fuels the fireNo words spoken between themNo promises to be keptNo lies being told tonightNo looking back - no regretsLonging to hold each otherSuch precious little timeBoth vowed to anotherBeing lonely their only crimeTomorrow bringing sorrowA brief moment of shameWith the memory of this one nightA release from passion's flames

What Is Love?
Love starts out small-Too small to be noticed,But in the end it conquers all.What begins as a hug between friendsCan grow and growUntil it's something beautifulthat never ends.Love is never sure,But it trusts, With a faith that is sweet and pure.Along the way, it may stumble,But no matter how hard the fall, Its trust never crumbles.Love is a flower- a sweet, red rose-Yet it's thorns hold power;More than anyone knows.Nothing hurts more than love unreturnedAnd nothing's more dangerous Than a lover spurned.Love is so tender and sweetThat some may wish to destroy it,Through lies and deceit.Envy is caused by a love that is true, But no matter how jealous they are,Your love is something to hold onto.Love endures through allBecause it is willing to rise upOnce again after a fall.Through the pain & sorrow of the night, It waits patiently for the joy That comes with morning's first light.Love is a treasure above anything else,Much more precious than silver,And much bigger than self.So if love h

A Love For All Time
Breathless kissesBurning touchesSoft-spoken words of loveUrgently spoken words of passion.A man and a womanOne complete loveSince time beganPredestined to be as one.We've been together beforeIn other lifetimesWe've fought dragonsAnd have been torn from each others armsYet our love prevailed.We've walked on this earth many times togetherPerhaps for a momentPerhaps for yearsBut our heart is one heartAnd we were meant to be.So when our time on earthOnce again comes to a closeHave no worries my dearFor we will find each other againAnd againAnd again.For our love is agelessEternalA love for all time

Love Dawned
The dark of night greets the dayAnd a restless heart it finds;Peering through that cloud of grayThat loneliness hides behind.And with heavy weight of heartTreading light on golden rays;A quest on which the soul embarked To find where love might lay.Down each and every wooded pathAnd fork in road I turned;In each wading pool and mountain bathNo stone I left unturned.But once upon this day it seemsHence came the sun and yawned;You were stirring in my dreamsWhen first my love had dawned!

Giving It To You
Take it from me. Oh Yes. I will give it as hard and as long and as best I can… and in the end you will be fulfilled and I will be emptied and cast aside. Just like last time. So I will beg and I will crawl and I will feed on every dirty piece of it I can find until some semblance of worthy dashes across the barren wastelands of my mind. Until the agony subsides and is replaced with a dull, constant, lifeless ache. Until I am no longer perpetually concious of my heart. Then, I will give it to you as hard and as long and as best I can… Oh Yes. Take it from me…

A Seamless Affair
You smell like musk and apples and when you smile, your little pointy teeth stick out ever so slightly over your bottom lip. Your hair is all in knots and dreads and your eyes mean everything you say when you say it to me. You drive me crazy with your I don’t care’sand you drink beer like a man,refusing to smoke my cigarette’s.I admire your pride.But you’re soft… and you’re sweetAnd in spite of everything you radiate warmthAnd it takes everything I haveTo not want you

My Monsters
There’s something in the way we maimIn the crass cold carnage of tearshedThat moves me.A certain joy in the pain outward bearingA carnal pleasureThat makes me feel alive. A vicious sin grows withinThis jealous mind unveils fantasiesNever to be fulfilled.When I see that precious look of anguishInside, it excites and thrills meThough I pretend it kills me.It was so long ago that i’ve forgottenWhat made this burning begin..Now i’m constantly terrified,That my monsters are going to win.

Masterbation
Sighs as my right hand rests on the mouse. Slides it over to the start button on my computer screen. My finger clicks on the left side of it and opens the menu. I then clicking on shut down icon of the computer.I sit for a few minutes, waiting for the computer to turn off. My insides are churning. They are warm and on fire. My inner heat is aching for a needed and quick release. My mind is just whirling with thoughts and images. I had been completely immersed in the words I had just read on my computer screen mere moments ago. My heart is just hammering away in my chest....I get up out of my chair. Turning the lamp off. I head towards the bedroom. My bare feet skim over the carpeted steps and I ascend them in the darkness and the quietness of the house. I enter it. I take a few shallow breaths. I am anticipating what's to come. I am craving it. My body wants it so very badly....I close my eyes, lifting and pulling my sweater over my head. I unbutton my jeans and unzip them. My hands sl

Drown Me Parts 1, 2 & 3
If I asked you really nicely…. would you hold my head under water for me? Or would that be stretching the friendship? You always said whatever I needed you’d be there. Yes, but…. Well I need this. I need you to prove to me i’m alive. Drown me. She stared into my eyes for a full minute before standing up and walking out. In the distance I could hear the delicious confirmation of the water against metal. My 16 year old saviour. I walked to the bathroom and found her sitting fully clothed in the filled bath. I got in and laid my head in her lap. With her wet hands she took the tears from her own cheeks and drew them on mine. I know this isn’t how you mean it…. But this is all I have to drown you with. Water, myself and my tears. Close your eyes and don’t open them til you understand that you’re alive. I closed my eyes and she held me under before I could reply. I felt safe with my life in the hands of the girl I love. I could f

In Need Of A Zen Moment
I honestly don't expect anyone to read this. With people on here approving groups of friends all the time it is a wonder anyone sees anything worth value in the bar tab on here. So much greed and creating self worth from adding "friends" just to have large numbers of people to get them things. It all seems so pointless. But that isn't the reason for me writing, somethings have happened as of late and for some reason I feel like addressing them. What are people really looking for on here? I came on to meet new people and have a little fun. I am not looking for hook ups or my soul mate. I do how ever love to meet people and very often entertain traveling and seeing many people that I really like talking to on here. I traveled all over growing up and think I am way over do to do it again. A few times I have been asked a question and I have answered honestly. If you can't handle the answer then maybe you shouldn't have asked the question. I am straight forward and at times a little blunt

My Suburbia
A blue tiger in a cage,been harnessed for his rage,a rattle on the floor at five to six.Fevered howling from afar,tyres screeching – death by car.A finger on the dead still beat of night.To let the beast run rife,with her little switchblade knife,then pass out at the door upon the mat.Raise your glasses by daylight,live in fear not by flight,Get out, this is my suburbia.

If My Love Is Dirty...
When you came to me, I was alone. I stood unbarred, like a fresh soul caged within a miasma of hate – a soul full of colour in a world full of grey. You came and permeated the steel walls of my heart and you kissed me with your metallic tongue. You took my breath away. You dove headfirst through the keyhole in the glovebox of my car. I had to pull over, we laughed so hard! Your bloodied hand stroked my face and I kissed your tears. We drove on, silently, through the suburbs – streets filled with the chills of wanton stumbles home – the shortcut through the back of the field, where we first held so tight to these fantasies – I in your aura and you in mine. A night of stars and fears and chilled breath and whispers. I loved you and that’s where I went wrong. You never stood for love – prophesised it would kill us all. You were right when you said it should never have begun. Things that don’t begin have no chance to end – mistakes that d

My Star
My Star keeps me company and leads me through the night. My Star watches over me and fills my dreams with light. Some things change but some things shine forever as they are. In the sky, shining high.... My Star ...Little song I've always adored and hope to sing it to my little ones in the far future. Can you guess where it's from?

Diamond Cut Girl
He wants a girlwith diamond cut legsliquid silver inbetween. He wants a girlwith silken spun armsfor holding him while he dreams. He wants a girlwith Jade deep eyesgreener than jealousy. I’m wanting himto hold me tightbut it’s only her that he sees.

I Don't Get Jealous
Pain and anger, fear, disdain,Broken fragments, of rotting brain,Shattered glass and anguished tears,Jealous eyes and held back fears,Knowledge that, your breath is sacred,Inept lies and your manufactured,Seperated by a line of division, but it’s his decision,When saying I’m pretty, you’re only teasingCoz’ you’re more than that, you’re aesthetically pleasing,There’s nothing I look forward to more,Than the day that you get shown the door,The rest of my life, there’s nothing to gainThis is what I invisage, each time he mentions your name.

Unknown
It’s bitter coldThe coldness of emptinessI can’t get close enoughIt’s killing meIt’s lonely aloneWanting what i’ve never hadNeeding to hear itBut knowing hurtsEverything hurtsAnd i can’t numb myself to the painNot of something lostBut of something never gained

Sacred Tat2
"Hello Juan," she says. He didn't recognize her voice at first; it had changed slightly since they'd last talked. "Randi?" He says into the receiver. "How've you been Juan?" She asks. "Not bad," he says, "How about you? What have you been up to?" "Oh lots of things," she stammers, "Always keeping myself busy." "Yeah, I'm sure," he says. "It's been too long since we talked Randi." "Yes it has," she replies & there is a long silence between them. "So, I wondered if I could come in & get another piece done this evening?" She asks finally. "I'm going to need a couple hours to get some other things finished. Is 6pm alright? Or would you rather do it another day?" She shakes her head, "No, it has to be done today, I don't know that there would be another time." "Ok, 6 it is then." "Thank You," she says softly, pausing to take a deep breath, "I think this will be the last piece though Juan." He opened his mouth but couldn't think what to say. She was just a customer, it always ended sooner

Lover Of The Dark
Review From Athena Press This is the review I was sent for the book I wrote Lover of the Dark is a short novel that displays a considerable sweep of the imagination. Its best feature- or this i how it struck the reader, being an enthusiast for the vampire novel, which was popular long before Buffy, and will be long after - is its readability and fluid narrative. It is also creepily sexy. Eljacee uses an approach that embraces, among other elements, a highly induvidual creative fantasy, as a resault has produced a very workable example of a popular genre Like many a writer before and after, she uses the creative imagination coupled with a good use of language to develope a metaphor of the human predicament of today. But the figures that inhabit this landscape are believably ourselves, they are not the creatures of science fiction or fantasy literature, although they inhabit an invented land of magic realism..What they certainly are, and what their environment d

The Rat
It is a dark and stormy night (shuddering at the cliché, I use this as the opening line regardless). I leave the cold stinging rain, finding safe harbor in a shadowy cave of a bar heretofore and everlastingly known as ‘the Rat’. Of course, this has always been its name, short for ‘Rathskeller’.Charmed by the abounding number of leather-and-metal clad clients, I am equally entranced with the dog-like odor of wet hair and soggy animal skins. Inhaling, my hair stands on end, sure that at least a dozen people are tripping the night iconoclastic; the contact high sends me reeling to the bar.I spit the words ‘something warm and wet’ from between dripping lips, misting the bartender. She looks down at the drops sprayed on her cleavage (oh, the things I never mention, the details I leave out. ‘Mona Lisa’ without her smile would never be the same. Yet I omit the necessary detail that this veritable Venus of Vodka is shamelessly exposing the

Nc Cherokee Warrior Gone But Not Forgotten 1975-2009
http://b.pcc2.fubar.com/73/87/507837/1411217319.jpg When we lose something that is precious to us, we are left with a feeling of sadness. Whether it is a precious friend or even a treasured object, the loss can be hard to bear. It is as if a part of you has gone missing. Throughout our life we amass collections of friends and treasured possessions. Having close relationships help us feel as if we are not alone in the world. When we lose someone or something that is precious to us, we may realize that there is a certain aloneness that can never be filled. Ultimately the condition of life is one of being alone before G-d. MAY YOU R.I.P. NC CHEROKEE WARRIOR YOU WILL BE MISSED BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN: LOVE ALWAYS, TEJANA POR VIDA

Just As I Thought
well, it went as I knew it would................. ...you hear the numbers..............the expectations...............all the corp bullshit. I presented my case.................I won if you count the promises..... Well, at this point, we all know where we stand...............I am looking, and will contnue to give 100% until I am OUT. I have a goal set for Oct 31st Everything happens for a reason........................dig it I AM Tew..............................

The Best You Gave
The best thing you gave me was freedom. The worst was your attention. Time spent in a land of illusion and deceit. My love for you hit me like an airplane, Your alleged love shook me like a tower and my dreams exploded into nothing. I'd rather have willfully free fallenl from heaven heights. Then to remain and reminded at ground zero. My pain is selfishly remedied. Your joys await karma's satisfied smirk....E.D.M.L.

The Soul...
A submissive soul is so much more complicated than those most know. A submissive soul is one so pure so true. Ones who emotions flow like no other. A submissive soul so hard to get yet so easy to hold onto. Yes I am an owner of a submissive soul. My soul is one that is so hard to capture, but once it is...the rewards are great. Yet I'm a submissive who can not trust. So my soul stays hide. I so want to give you all the aspects of a submissive mind. And yet one flaw holds that all up. You so deserve it. And I so desire you. You fill my mind with thoughts desires wants and needs like no other. And I know it is returned. Yet I know I did wrong...and you pulled away. So now the steps are to take place to mend all that is broken. Time will tell...what it is we must do to continue. And I know my work has just begun. I must now prove myself to you. A submissive soul i hold for you to take. My steps are started...and step one is allow myself to trust you with everything about me. From past to

Every Day.... One Day Closer...
Well... Its now less than a week and I'll be in the place i have longed to be in for a while...... In my wifes arms.... A day that I never though would come.... And now that its here.... It feels like a dream.... a dream I know I never want to get woken up from.... I finally get to start a new life of happiness..... and get away from the pain and memories of my past..... I never though I could possible love someone as much as I do my wife..... And most of all... I never thought I would have someone whos my equal.... Someone that doesnt look down on my past or things that have happened before her..... She doesnt see me for my past.... She sees me for my NOW.... She accepts me for everything.... Before anythign else, she has shown me what it truely feels liek to not only have an amazing woman as my wife, but a woman who is also my best friend..... I couldnt possibly ask for anything greater than that...... I Love You Nicole, Heart, Mind, Body, And Soul!!!! Thank You for coming into my

My Soulmate
I sit here in the darkness waiting for the light knowing patience is the only option wishing we were together again oh to feel your arms wrapped around me the taste of your sweet kiss how i wish i could gaze into your eyes once again how i wish your heart still belonged to me the choice is forever yours do you want me to stay and be with you or do you want me to leave forever never to darken your doorstep again never to have that light back in my life the pressure builds inside butterflies turn my stomach in knots hoping you will make the choice that i want to hear with the distance that keeps us apart realizations come tumbling in at this moment in time i know we are meant to be you are my soulmate, my one and only if not you, then i want no other no one else will be able to fill the void in my heart only your sweet words of kindness and love can return the spark back into a flame that i know is hidden deep down for in my heart i know we are meant to be so with these final words i let

What's Wrong With This Picture?
I came to work last night and found my department (Electronics) completely reorganized. Now, this isn't uncommon. It's how Walmart operates, and that's fine. No, I wasn't told there was going to be a reorganization. We've been expecting a massive one sometime in the future because Walmart will be remodeling the majority of their stores over the next few years. *By the way, say goodbye to the self-checkouts at Walmart. Too many problems. They're going to phased out over the next 2-3 years.* **Oh, and it's no longer Wal-Mart or Wal*Mart...you know, the gay star thing in the middle. It is now officially "Walmart." Apparently, it caused too much confusion. If you haven't seen the change yet, you will eventually.** Anyway, I get to work and look at the newly reorganized "Children's DVD" section. This is what I saw, and tell me if you see anything wrong with the picture. *facepalm* Are you fucking serious? I'm not kidding here, folks. The price tag was right there. The piece of

Blah
I barely got any sleep last night...I just kept tossing and turning. When 3am came around, I gave up and got myself ready for work. I have a smoke and notice that the car is missing so I texted Rich to see if he taken the car. He said he did and he would be back home soon. Been almost a hour now and I will be pissed if he's not here soon, otherwise I will have to walk to work, which is about 45 minutes away and I work in a hour. He must of had to take back the car he borrowed from his coworker...and I thought he said he would have that car for a while? Dumbass...and he said he was suppose to help find me a car since he fucked with mine...He can't even afford his own damn car payment all the time.. I didn't do toooo much this weekend. Did a bunch of packing..yay...so exciting. My friend's birthday was on Tuesday so I hung out with her for a bit. Bah...I don't wanna go to work....Wish I had a sleeping pill so I can go back to sleep.

Naughty Quiz
ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! be detailed :) and no skipping or idks! Just copy it, then paste it and Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age : 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics i

Beneath A Stone
Subtly sensual blacks and grays swirlserpent-like behind my eyelids whereI hide hours beneath a stone-mysteries of darkness.When the sun sets my eyes snap open;these moments I liveinside you. Images of energy surround you, where my flesh walksI curl around the tangled foldsof indistinctly drifting thoughts,caught in the merciless currents ofincessantly surging obsession with passion.I long to run downthe curve that arches heart to thighsand catch in the hollow belowechoes of my bloodpounding for you aswords blow through me, inspireyour hands.I must exploreyour luminous landscapeflooded in tremors of stormy fireour celestial efforts make;and when the last restraints snap,we reap pleasure's dance,convulsively grasp lucid ecstasyI'm compelled to keep us there,accumulated effulgence filling us-And when we soar for hoursI'll hide mysteries of darknessbeneath a stone.

Lorem Ipsum Beeyotch!
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Why Does It Hurt
why does this hurt so bad?the thought of you gone... why do I want to cry?I was the one who left you all along... After all...I am sure you will haunt my thoughts...my dreams...my every day existance... I won't ever forget.how could I even forget? I guess I deserve to hurt now...Since I hurt you so much... I hate myself... I hate the thought... I hate thinking... I hate the fact that now...you are really gone. I'm sorry...I never deserved you in the first place... Why does this hurt so bad?the thought of you gone... Why do I want to cry?i'm the one who left you all along... I guess after all I will see you in my dreams.

Writing It Out: Step 1
There's a certain sobriety in the masses of people swarming, thrusting, pulsating around you. It comes on suddenly; bursting upward from the soles of your feet, rushing through your spine and out the crown of your head like a geyser - then it settles all over you, in you - settles you. There is absolutely no movement, no physical feeling - but it is completely real = totally vibratory, totally sensory - yet no sound. Maybe it is physical, tangible - but it's so light, so weightless, you can't tell it's happening other than that somewhere inside you, you know.In isolation, some kind of inebriation occurs. Maybe it's ego, drunk on it's own pretenses. More likely it's something more substantial; the parturient of your own existence - or the connection, unbreakable, with the rest of the world - that is so satiating - over satisfying. Delicious. Ravishing, this radience of self. I get still in the masses, but I am hungry for the satisfaction of alone

You Should Never Force Someone Into Doing Something They Don’t Want To Do From 8-21-06
Now that we have come to the final chapter of my blogs about Romance and Relationships, or at least for now. I'll be doing a recap in the next blog on all the topics I have covered. But now, I wanted to touch base on another thing that is important in a relationship. On doing something that is sexual, you don't ever, I mean never, force your partner into doing something that that he/she don't want to do. This is actually one of my pet peeves in life. I mean, this bullshit has always pissed me off, because, first off, forcing someone to do something sexual against their will is rape, even if you are going out or married to this person, it's rape. No questions asked. Rape has got to be one of the worst things a person can do to someone. In my opinion, I think rape is worse than murder. I mean, in some situations, the victim might as well be dead than to live with that agony for the rest of their life. Anyway, I have heard numerous stories about this happening around couples. For instance

Dfqergqerq
I was pretty bummed all day at work. I had went to the HR office talked to them about my benifits and all...they gave me a number to call some other HR place and I talked with them for about 10 minutes. I guess I hadn't had any insurance since March 31st...and all this time I thought I did. I never had to go to the doctor for anything betrween then, which is good...and I had my monthly pills for a while...but I've been out for a while...and out of sleeping pills to help me sleep. She was telling me that the doctuments that Rich supposebly faxed, didn't go through..something happened or maybe he didn't do it. I dunno.... That just frustrates me...what if something happened to me? She said she's going to try to figure out what happened and will phone me back...haven't got a phone call back yet.... I might have to wait another month to enroll....fucking sucks. A lot of stuff just started to get into my mind and I started to get real depressed. I thought to myself....how much longer can I

Home
I SPENT A YEAR AWAY IN A DESSRT FAR AWAY, I MISSED MY KIDS ND MY WIFE AS WELL NOW THAT I'M HOME ALL IS WELL I MISSED A YEAR OF MY KIDS LIFE, AND ALSO THE TIME AWAY FROM MY WIFE I SAT IN THE DESSERT DAY IN AND DAY OUT WORKING AND TRYING NOT TO THINK ABOUT, THE LIFE I LEFT BACK AT HOME; BECAUSE WHEN I DID I FELT VERY ALONE SO NOW THAT I AM BACK WITH MY FAMILY AGAIN, I THINK ABOUT THOSE DAYS AGAIN WHEN I SAT THERE AND THOUGHT ABOUT THEM, WISHING I COULD KISS AND HUG MY WIFE AND KIDS ALL OVER AGAIN THE HARDEST THING TO GET USE TO SENT I AM BACK AT HOME IS THE FACT THAT I AM NOT ALONE, I AM BLESSED TO BE HERE WITH THEM AND HOPE THAT I DONT HAVE TO LEAVE THEM EVER AGAIN BUT IF I DO IT WILL BE TO DEFEND THE RED WHITE AND BLUE...jro LOVE ALL MY FU FIRENDS

Ignorant People
hello all do you hate ignorant people who thinks they can tear your world apart with rude comment well i do i work at mcds and we have one girl ho hates gay and bis of which iam bi and she knows this to top it off our store manger is gay and id hate to be her if our boss would find out one day someone will find who this girl is really and when she is on the spot light i know she will not like people makin fun of her for some one to point the finger surley has something to hide

Musc99
As the week finally came to an end, we decided that a night out would be a good way to end a busy week. U came up with the idea of going out to eat, so u picked a place to go and eat. We arrive an we are seated and waiting patiently. I started to stare at u cause we have not had one night alone all week. U stare back at me and shake ur head no cause u knew what I was thinking, but I was nodding yes. I got up and walked away, u noticed that I was going to the bathroom so u figured that u would follow. As u walked in I locked the door behind you. I asked " If u are against it y are u in here"? You looked at me said "Icouldnt resist". U told me to get on the sink,and as a good girl I comply. U run ur hands up my shirt and gently kiss my neck, I start to wrap my legs around you and pull u closer. I grab onto to your back and start to scratch. I pull ur shirt up so that I can feel u alot better. You continue to kiss my neck but then u start to kiss lower. U stop and look at me and smile as

A Lovers Prayer
The love I feel for you is like no other every moment i am awake you are on my mind every time i lay down my head and close my eyes you are there beside me longing for the moment when i can be in your arms again holding you close, feeling your heart beat next to mine feeling your warm lips pressed against me in my heart, you are my husband no one else in this world holds a candle to you missing the smell of your skin the feel of your touch wishing you were here right now but thankful for what i do still have hoping and praying we will make it through these tough times we are facing but i know as long as we face them together there is nothing in this world that can stop us for true love is hard to find and even harder to throw away when two souls are meant to be nothing can bring them down so i sit here and wait for the day you come back to me and i will be right here for you hoping and praying you see as i do once again

Wolf - Demon
When you search for your inner lightAnd you've opened every doorI come to see you againLike so many, many times before I am the demonIn your mindI will make you blindI will make you blindIt's like you're dreamingAnd I'm schemingTo stay inside your mindInside your mind So you dare to raise me againIn the cold embrace of nightI'm your guide and your flame of lifeI'm the edge if a sharpened knife I'm liquid fireI am here to eat your flesh and mindYour flesh and mindI have the answers to your questionsSeek and you shall findYes, you shall find Now drink this holy cup of poisonDrink this blood of mineAnd I will ease your painJust let me be inside your veinsDon't you worry 'bout tomorrowPerhaps tomorrow never comesWhen you are lonely in the darkThe only friend you've got is me I am the demonIn your mindI have made you blindI've made you blindIt's like you're dreamingAnd I'm schemingForever in your mindInside your mind I'll take you away to my dark domainNo worries now I'll ease your

Changes Long Overdue
I have thought about this for MANY years & agonized over the decision. I have for a long time been unhappy in My male body. I just never felt "right". With the help of My wonderful Sis, I have chosen to take matters into My own hands & change into who I was meant to be....a beautiful woman. The road will be a long one, but one well worth it. In advance, Ty all Lovingly Yours Ani

Sweet Cherry Pie
I just turned 40 and am a single mom of 3 and love all my friends dearly. My favorite saying is always remember what you do and to whom because Karma will return to you maybe not today or tomorrow but soon.I became a darke angel since they prove to be classy, sassy, and of course we are sexy. But first you have to believe in yourself and be confident of who you are and if you don't like what you see, change it before it's too late.I have been on fubar since 2007 and have met some superb people and have made some really great friends. I look forward to meeting more, so stop by anytime and say hello

Friends
It is simple, you keep in contact with me, I will you. I will rate you...bling you at times..and be a true friend. I have a couple I call my friends, some I have seen just to be the fubar sluts they claimed not to be. If that is what you are, delete yourself. Everyone wants to level, but I am more intelligent than some points you give people. I do not want to be treated as a number in your list. And would like to be removed if that is what I am. If you want to talk, write me...I will talk..I added everyone for a reason...and love everyone the same. I am not talking about my top friends....i just want to see who is here to actually be a friend. Because, I am. AND TO HAVE FUN! Best of both worlds. Love you all.

They Outlawed The Ghost Dance
Crow has brought the messageto the children of the sunfor the return of the buffaloand for a better day to comeYou can kill my bodyYou can damn my soulfor not believing in your godand some world down belowYou don't stand a chanceagainst my prayersYou don't stand a chanceagainst my love

The Trip
You told me there was life out there That I needed to look upon the stars So I took a trip across the constilation And drop kicked Jupiter into Mars I gatherd up some Moon dust just for added flare But got to be careful look what it has done to my hair I sailed across the Milkway and touched every star When you see life from this angle Heaven doesn't seem quite so far I brushed wings with a Angel but she told me not to speak Just to enjoy the ride my child for you do not want to become weak For there is so much beuty that you have yet to taken in So enjoy it while you have it and let the trip begin

To My Friends And Family
first of all i want to thank my friends and family that attempt to keep contact with me, it means alot! i dont have my own computer hooked up to the internet, i sometimes get a few minutes or hours a week when my roomates are all gone and i am awake and get to sneak on for a bit to check messages and play around on here but nothing regular and nothing extended with time so i do love and appreciate it when you guys copme to my page and send me messages and look at my pics and blogs i think its really awsome and i will get back to you with messages and try to return the love. if you really want me to return love/rates after you rate my stuff please send me a private message to my inbox either by gift or just message telling me you were here and whatever you want to say because sometimes its a few days or weeks before i get on and my bar tab gets cleared by fu so looks like no one has been here... another thing... i dont have my own internet access but some of you have my yahoo me

Disillusioned Moth
..so, im grateful for those who helped me last night. heres a more sensible addendum. i suppose the planets were just misaligned or some great karmic debt was paid or the cosmos just wanted to give me a big 'fuck YOU, fucker!' last night.. whatever the reason, it was genuinely, deeply, absurdly fucking bad from every angle; that said, i simply have to believe, cos its the only way i know, that it was a necessary evil. some things are too heavy to even consider, so life runs off course and manifests in indelible ways at random times. fuck, i sound just as crazy as i did last night.. and i am.. but th falling from grace was sincere and genuine and necessary to 'us' and to ourselves. there was no ego involved with either of us..nor games..nor manipulation..nor orchestration..or even premeditation. it was authentic emotion on both sides.. painful,but meaningful, like most all things, worthwhile, in life.. well, again, thank u, my friends.. especially paul (he really was subjected to my ful

The Older I Get.....
The older I get, the more I learn about feelings, love, relationships in general. I see some things in a different light, some things I don’t notice at all… I wish I had answers for everything I have questions to. In time I will know what I need to but in the meantime I will just observe … lol It’s a sleepy kind of day here … the wind is blowing and it’s pretty quiet for a Saturday. It would be nice to stay in bed and cuddle on a day like this. :)

Can We Pretend
Can we just pretend? For a brief moment or two. That we are madly in love Oh let me have this dream with you. Can I hold onto your hand? Just to feel the warmth of your touch I want feel that you belong to me, How happy that would make me. I long to kiss you upon your lips, To feel the tingle as our lips touch. I want to hold you very close, And never have to let you go. I want to look deep into your eyes, And glimpse what’s in your very soul. I know that what I see there, Maybe what I’ve always looked for. I long to feel your breath,

Her Love
Her Love: Her heart sings one of love's simply songs This song, is a dedication to only our love A woman's love is the greatest gift to man It's everything I can imagine and dream of. Her love is the pages deep inside my heart To an open book only for her eyes to read Her love, fulfills all of my deepest desires She has brought to life, all of my heart. Her beauty is a reflection of the moonlight Her eyes is a constellation to my night sky Her touch has the tenderness of rose petals And her soft voice is that of an angels sigh.

*** Arapaho Moon ***
Native Americans Have Always Idenified With The Ways Of The Wolf. Whether It Was The Pawnee Who Used " Wolf Signals" In Communicating With Each Other Or The Blackfoot Who Described Harmonious Life " Traveling The Wolf Trail", The Wolf As Always Been Known As A Vital Ally To Native People.

Cia Training Manuals And Military Survival Guides
CIA Training Manuals and Military Survival Guides Current mood:Educated Operation Open Eyes http://www.scribd.com/doc/14045178/Operation-Open-Eyes CIA lock picking guide http://www.scribd.com/doc/7207/CIA-Lock-Picking-Field-Operative-Training-Manual Key casting http://www.scribd.com/doc/3871232/CIA-FieldExpedient-Key-Casting-Manual CIA-Simple-Sabotage-Manual http://www.scribd.com/doc/3316541/CIA-Simple-Sabotage-Manual Explosives for Sabatoge http://www.scribd.com/doc/14986319/Paladin-Press-CIA-Explosives-for-Sabotage-Manual CIA Human Resource Exploitation Training Manual 1983 http://www.scribd.com/doc/7200105/Fr-CIA-Human-Resource-Exploitation-Training-Manual-1983-2 CIA The Freedom Fighter's Manual http://www.scribd.com/doc/6921653/CIAThe-Freedom-Fighters-Manual Kubark Torture Manual http://www.scribd.com/doc/487663/CIAKubarkTorture-Manual Seven Shelters that can save your life http://www.scribd.com/doc/3007857/Seven-Survival-Shelters-That-Co

Dreams
All is not lost. I am free. A wise song writer once said "freedom" means "having nothing left to lose." While it may be true. It opens up all sorts of possibilities. I have a few friends. That is good. The economy may be in the tank, but in the log run that is good too. It is like a forest fire that clears the woods for new growth. Painful to lose what was there, but it makes room for growth none the less.Life lessons there, too. Someday I hope to have a place of my own. A place where I can hang my poster of Isis and Osiris. A place to put up my statues of the Morrigan. A place to put my alter to the old ones. Nothing fancy. Just a place that is my own. I hope to have a submissive who will honor me, adore me, and whom I can treasure. I hope to have the love and the trust of the one person who can understand the power of a man linked to the old ways. All that will wait ... maybe in time I will find what I seek. For now they are dreams or goals to seek. That is all for now.

Pissed Off Aggrivated Rant
this secret admirer crap has gotten out of control. If I get 1 more match with some clown loving mother of 3 again I'll quit fubar, Myspace, all of it. I HATE ICP AND TWIZTED AND ALL THE CLOWN LOVING FUCKERS OUT THERE! Plus I don't want kids of my own. I certainly don't want other peoples kids. So why is fubar telling me I secret admire these people. I look shit up first. then decide. But fubar want's me to hook up with JUST THESE PEOPLE! FUCK UM!

Emotion
Tears bottled upshe's going to explode.Trying not to let them fall,or let emotion show.Full of anger and sadness,it's tearing her apart.She tries not to show it,but it's killing her heart.She's hurting inside..there's no one to talk to.They say "oh she's just feelin sick",but they don't know what she's going through.She tries to explain, but they just don't understandtears in her eyeson the pillow they landShe goes to bed crying and wakes up to a whole new day,hoping it will be better, but finds out it's all still the same.

This Is Me ( As I Should Be)
Free as the wind that blows through the trees,Active as the buzzing of the energetic bees,Wild as the flowers that grow in the field,But as calm as the deep blue seaMy smile is extra bright,And the love I give is just right, I'm so happy about my life,That my soul just shines,Even when life begins to taste like a sour lime,I'm not your average young lady,Jewels, diamonds, and pearls are things I don't need,To love, respect and honor is my creed,So I'll always keep it real,I am what I am Young,and Be-you-ti-full,I do the best I can,I will never change because I know me just being, is enough,I can only be me and that's all I will ever strive to be

What I Love To Do!
I love to lay you on your back while fondeling your clit with my light touch of hand while kissing you passionately and then alternating from your lips to your nipples. I stroke your clit faster as you get more and more wet and lick,nibble and suck those breast just as fast as you get closer to climax! I caress your each and every sensitive curve. You dont get to do anything to me till i have given you your multiple orgasm b4 penetration! As you cum iam right in your ear saying " THATS RIGHT YOU LOVE HOW I PLAY WITH THIS PUSSY, DONT YOU! DONT YOU? KEEP CUMMING FOR ME DONT YOU FUCKING STOP! I CAN PLAY WITH THIS PUSSY ALLNIGHT!" After you have cum for about 10 straight minutes i then place my dick right in front of your mouth and say " SUCK THAT DICK!" You place it in your mouth and slow suck it for only a few minutes. Then i tell you " GET YOUR ASS UP ON THAT SHIT!" You mount up and slowly put it in yourself. You are riding me now and iam kissing you passionately and talking nasty, tel

Don't Know When I'll Be Home Again
The Wheel In The Sky Keeps On Turnin' Winter is here again, oh LordHaven`t been home in a year or moreI hope she holds on a little longerSent a letterOn a long summer dayMade of silver, not of clayooh, I`ve been runningDown this dusty road(CHORUS)Ooh, the wheel in the skyKeeps on turningI don`t know where I`ll be tomorrowWheel in the sky keeps on turningI`ve been trying to make it homeGot to make it before too longI can`t take this very much longer, noI`m stranded in the sleet and rainDon`t think I`m everGonna make it home againThe morning sun is risingIt`s kissing the day(CHORUS)Woah, oh, woahMy, my, my, myFor tomorrowOh, the wheel in the sky keeps on turningOoh, I don`t know where I`ll be tomorrowWheel in the sky keeps me yearningOoh, I don`t know, I don`t knowOh, the wheel in the sky keeps on turningOoh, I don`t know where I`ll be tomorrowWheel in the sky keeps on turningOoh, I don`t know, I don`t knowI don`t knowWheel in the sky keeps on turningDon`t know where I`ll be tomorrowOh,

Poems-
Love Like A RoseCategory: Writing and PoetryLike the thorns prick, sometimes you wound my heartLike the red bulb, so is the blood from my heartLike the leaves on the stem, I hope you never leave meLike the green of the stem, your love for me I so envyLike the rose blossoms, each day my love blossoms for youLike the sweet smell of a rose, so are you just as sweetLike the red of the bulb, so is my passion for youBut like every rose, roses eventually wilt and dieJeremy

Emotional Contempt
I have a hunger that you feed a need to give and live and grow inside the honey balm of your gaze i crave your kiss your touch and the many senses of me meshing with the resonance of your heartbeat compete for you ... I cannot it burns a searing scar deep inside my heart that stains my joy with plague like sores of disdain I am not insane but I wish I was blind to the affection out poured in another woman's eyes for you seeping words of devotion frothing from her very lips and it clips the wings that let me soar so high and I sigh I am not perfect - disgusting rather in my habits and wholly refracted into the repulsion that I radiate a brokenness I cannot contemplate or mask away any longer I am vulgar unforgiving and unkind but I had a softer side once in your eyes I danced with delight there it was good to be the me that you see and not the person i know that loses control and has unowned emotions I feel like a prize for a game with no winners sullen sulking sleezy-like sinners th

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Just Because
I'm bored so why not post a blog huh.....Now a couple months back i got into it with this chick and she was posting stuff about me in here status, so being the bitch i am i went at it with her....so this chick named lollipop licker commented on her status which said " if u act like a whore then ur a whore" and the lolllipop chick said "yea to that one girl" now what did she have to do with anything? Nothing right so i keep buying this young guy she is so in love with and now she really hates me. Now that should be a lesson learned for miss Lollipop huh.....mind ur own buiisness cuz u don't know me!!

Blank
Blank I have no thoughts about you. I have no feelings on how I want it to be. I don't care about what has happened. I sit and try to sort it all out. Try to understand, How after waiting for so long, Wanting you back so bad, Has brought me here. Maybe I am at a point where, I don't put meaning behind anything you say. I take it for what it is. A thought in a moment. I hold strong that it can change in a second, Just like before. Holding that thought makes me stay at arms length. Thinking of all the excuses I made, Now maybe thinking, You just aren't into me. If so, Why did you come to me? Why did you take some time, And be sure she was gone .

Facts Fo My Friendz.. Put A Smile On!
ive never been outside of alberta sober...! i once had a mohawk! been to jail... lmao! the name bootzie came from the cartoon dora the explorer cuz my best friend name is dora my favorite movie is the labrynth i think marilyn manson is sexy i love the fact that jim morrison was born on the same day as me of the same month! not year... badfish by sublime is MY song i hatee money favorite color is purple i use to ride the board evrywhere but ah.. messed up my right knee i love the snow oh im aboriginal! yea native pride!! loves a guy with a moustach, goatee.. ;) U am going to own my own bar someday am on my way! doesnt like horny comments in my shout box BOYZ!! i hate rap musik unless its classik! still listens to the spice girls tho lol uh... loves watchin football hockey eh no as much!... has a stalker n wishez he would leave me the fakk alone!! play guitar randomly.. the reason i did this thing cuz i want pointz im really wondering about the bling thi

Thoughts..
The pain I have hurts, it never seems to go away. When you hide deep down inside yourself and never come out to play. Why do you hide from me? Why can't you talk to me? I guess I will never understand, I guess I will always just be a friend. Trust me I can understand your pain I have been there alot, but holding it all inside make you angry alot. I'm sorry you hurt so much and you can't tell me why, you know I will always be here for you till the day that I die. Open up to me and trust in me. Love me like I love you. Our friendship will never change no matter what your holding within you. No matter what you've done, or how bad you have been hurt. I will always understand. Always. Ravyn

The War In My Life.
I feel like im at war every day all i do is fight for the ones i love but the ones i truley need just turn their backs on me like im doing something wrong. But when i was posted on the front line back on the old block with that tool in my waste band clearing 10,000 a day they all loved me wanted to be in my life. I protected all of them. It was so bad i had to keep a couple killers around me when i moved cause supporting them wasn't the safest thing i could do but i did it cause it was my family and i wanted them to have every thing. Maybe i should just go back to doing the same thing i was. See how long i can keep it up. Lets see how many of them will be willing to go to war when the shit goes down. Risk their life and see if they can handle it. They all know i would take a bullet for any of them lets see how many will do it for me. I bet they would all run once the choppers started bustin and the bullets started flyin But they all know i wont run cause i have always stood with my cre

Sick
I know this much I need to get my medicine as soon as possible or I would really would hate to see what would or will happen . I have been without my seizure medication for well over two going on three months, and I am starting to feel the effects of not having it . What people really do not understand is if I go without it for to long I could and might either slip into a coma or I might die . But I know alot of people who I thought were close that would love to see me out of the picture , that isn't going to happen anytime soon I guarntee you that . My immediate family is concerned I know ,but there ase others like I said would love to see me gone , because they think I am going to leave them something , how wrong they are .

Epiphany
epiphany... I'm whispering to the darkness,waiting for my minds embrace.Falling into subconsciousness,away from my disgrace.These words are like the ghosts you left me,swimming freely from ear to ear.Not touching living emotions,it's my lament you cannot hear.Now come with me my child,you've alot to learn,I'll show how this hell is pain,even without the burn.I'll bear your soul to demons,and return what you have wrought.Your worthless and i love it,it's not what you'd have thought.You told me that heaven denied me,and that the abyss is what whispers my name,when the curtains flutter slightly,beckoning me to join your game.

I Failed...
I failed....(a love poem) Current mood:Utterly in love... Category: Romance and Relationships I failed at constant living,I know I'd fail a quicker death.I failed to see the writing,in the fog left by my breath.I failed to see the unseen,I failed to see the saw.I failed to stand on my own two feet,I even failed to fall.I failed to know I'm failing,I failed to gain success.I failed to know I'm worth it,and I failed to do my best.I failed my every try,before the gods above me.But i will not fail to know the truth,the triumph of knowing that he loves me.

Also For Shell
For shell I'm tired of your beauty, its a stain upon my heart.a dripping, darkened venom tearing me apart.Tell me that you hate me i need to be set free.Don't tell me that you love it when its just the you and me.I need to feel the numb thats comes with, it's over i can't stay.I need to think you hate me so the pain will go away.You say that you do love me, but if you didthen you'd be here.I'd be holding you with all my heart, without that constant aching fear.So just tell me that we're over the tears don't meana thing just one more drop of waterto take away the sting.

No Escape *sensitive Material*
It's hard to escape When I look in the mirror And see your eyes looking back at me I wonder if this blood in my veins Is as poisoned as yours? If everything is genetic Then one day will I turn into you? Looking in the smashed mirror Tracing the deep veins on my arms... Miles away in a cheap motel room He's looking at me with the same feverish gaze as you Booze on his breath as he says let me watch All the pills in the world won't change my jaw bone There's blood on the floor mixed in with the tears Your blood, my blood, his blood All one and the same Your eyes looking into mine through the mirror I cut one last time.

Open Door Transaction Dispute Policy
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[explicit] Bitching About Men And Thinking About Jumping Ship.
So I had a cute boyfriend for exactly one day. I don't understand why someone would just ask me to be their girlfriend after meeting me and one day. But unfortunatley, I'm the clingy type. I like to be called daily if not at least seen daily. He couldn't do either so I ditched him. Sorry but I'm not about thisbullshit don't waste my time. I want a serious relationship but it seems that either a.I appear as too much of a sex object or b. everyone i seem to meet who says they want a relationship, honestly dont and just like, much like nikolai, he's complete bogus. He dated me for about a month or so but all the wihle still trying to get back with his ex even tho she is with some abusive boyfriend. so after awhile i started to realize from him not calling me unless he wanted me to come over and go out, that i was being used, i was being a replacement, or almost a rebound. but whatev it is what it is. at least i have to of his video games i will sell or keep and never give back lol. anywa

How To Relieve Constipation
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Random Survey Stolen From Mistress Of Wolves!
Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?Date no, fuck yesWhen's the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?no ideaWould you smile at a stranger?do it all the time Is there someone mad, because you're talking to the person you are?aint talkin to no one so no.What exactly are you wearing now?tshirt and sweats How often do you listen to music?everydayWhere is your cell phone?right hereDo you wear jeans or sweats more?shortsDo you think your life will change dramatically before 2010?no unfortunately it will be the same ole bullshit Are you a social or antisocial person?social I guessHave you ever kissed someone whose name begins with an A?YesWhat about a K?YesWhat about D?YesWhat about M?yes Have you ever told someone you loved them besides your friends or family and really actually meant it?I did at the timeIf you could change your eye color would you?thats what contacts are for Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?Depends upon what they

Reason To Live
I honestly didn't think i'd find a reason to write. I don't even know why I wrote this one. It has no muse, or inspiration behind it. Idk. Maybe BC Awareness. My compassion is pretty great. Who knows. No dedication, maybe it'll give you something or someone reflect on. Enjoy. Reason To Live I remember being so in love with youHow could I forget?This was a reason to liveLike fangs in my neckThis desire inhuman;Pledging my soul devotion to youHow could I forget?Hold me closerPut me more at easeCuz I've forgotten who I wasI've lost the Will in meMy guilt consumes, please forgiveHelp me up from my guillotineAs I fall to my kneesIt gives me a reason to liveDesensatized by the lies of the worldJubilation in my salvationYou are a reason to liveI don't need much more than thisNot much left to giveBut you need more than thisYou are my reason to live

Just Remembering !!
Myrna Joy Boyd, 72, of Wolf Point, died March 26, 2009, at Trinity Hospital in Wolf Point. Granddaughter of Chief Santee Iron Ring, the last traditional Chief of the Fort Peck Sioux, she was born to James A. Boyd and Florence Iron Ring Belton on Aug. 20, 1936, in Poplar. Throughout her life, she was known as an advocate for Native families, especially children. She was instrumental in getting a Senate investigation into the mistreatment of Native children in the State of Montana's foster care system, and was the co-founder of the Walks Far Society, which has been active as an advocate for Native children since 1979. She also was active in many other organizations that work in related fields, and was the Montana coordinator of the Trail of Self Determination Caravan, which was a nationwide march to Washington, D.C., that fought for Native rights. She was preceded in death by a brother, Wayne Boyd Sr.; sons, William James and Donald Wayne Whitright; and one daughter, Anita Ironcloud. Sh

Profile Pages!
I like a page that shows imagination, rather it's awesome with content, or has Gothinc tendencies (I like Gothic), things that will keep my attention and make me look thru the whole profile! After-all...this is a "virtual" place so --- your dreams should reflect your profile here! Bizzare pics, mystical, mythical, funny, serious -- it don't matter cuz it's "virtual"!!

Gotta Love People
On my morning commute and I call my friend to make sure he's up because he has a doctor's appointment. I sit at the back of the bus so I can stretch out. There is a man in the seat in front of me eating a sandwich. During my whole conversation, he keeps looking over his shoulder at me. Now, I'm not talking very loud and after about the fifth glance, I'm starting to get a wee bit annoyed. I end my conversation, put my phone away and the sandwich eating guy turns all the way around and asks, "Can I use your phone to make a call?" Um, no. I have no clue who this person is, not to mention his fingers are all greasy from eating his sandwich. He's giving me this look like, "What do you mean no?" Um, no! My phone and I said no. He proceeds to look back at me for the remainder of the ride. Dude, take a picture, it'll last a lot longer and if you think by constantly looking at me is gonna get me to change my mind you're sorely mistaken. If anything, it'll get you hit! LOL

The Night My Shell Was Shattered
Let me start this story by saying that this is a work of complete fiction. The only thing that has been changed is the name of the people involved. @ I was a very shy person before I met Adriana. It wouldn't matter how attracted i was to a woman i was simply too shy to make a move. Every sign i picked up i simply dismissed in my mind as fantasy. That was the case the night i met Adriana. She is the person who didn't just break me out of my shell, she shattered it. This is part of the weekend that it happened. We met through a mutual friend who was hoping to help Adriana have some fun that night. Our friend made plans of her own as to leave us the house to ourselves. So I now found myself left alone with a perfect stranger. As i sat admiring her 5'8" 125lb. frame i couldn't help but wonder if she was as attracted to me as i found myself to her. She wore a form fitting t-shirt highlighting her perky breasts. At this point, i had guessed them to be a possible 32 b cup. After helping g

Who Really Cares...
Have you ever noticed that everyone without question asks the same old question "How are you today?"?? Its funny.. Why?, You ask.. because who really cares how everyone else is doing? Really I dont for the most part. I care about certain aspects live or dead etc.. But I dont give a shit if your having a rough day... Take a walk in my shoes for a week youll give em back and tell me good luck and never look back... I may say the same for yours... We are all so wound up in your own self centered little worlds that we dont really care... And just for those who continue to try and ask this same silly question.... Peachy... Im just FARCKIN Peachy... I am married 10 years to a woman who is in and out of psychiatric hospitals cause evidently I nor our children can make her happy enough to want to live or look at the brighter side of life. Yet I am MOM and DAD and yet still have to be a husband faithful even though I am the one left to keep the normal life on track. Where do I get a break? Wh

Bastard Ass Landlords
so i got a nice 2/2 house a couple of months ago. the rent was reasonable, and the area great. when we signed the papers, i asked him straight up if he was in forclosure, or anywhere nere it. his answer was no, he was all good. fast forward two months.... i missed a call today from my landlord. he left a message saying that it was important, call him back. guess what.... yep, we are in forclosure!!!! son of a bitch!!! i know i have a few months before anything goes down, but what a kic in the ass. i have lease, so i still gotta pay rent, even though he aint payin his mortgage. i cant just bail, i have a 10 y/o who is in school. so i guess i will just piss and moan about it here!!

Thoughts...
it’s been a quiet night so faruneventful, plenty of silencebroken only by the occasionalsounds of the cricket chirping;a long time indeed since i stayed awaketill the early morning, 4am to be precise,sleep is the last thing that is on my mindtry as much as possible, my eyes refused to closemy mind, like a clock, keeps thinkinga lot of things from the silliest to thebizarre, from the good moments to thebad moments and even scripting“what if” and “if only” scenarios in my lifeas the cold morning breeze played havocwith my senses, gently trying to disruptmy thought process and put my mind to rest,i tried to stay alive and keep it goingwith the dawn slowly approaching and my destinationstill a long distance away, i needed to keep my senses sharpand not overwhelm it with the “to be forgotten past”,as the future is still waiting to be born,the protest of the mind is quelled down,only to be continued laterTorill...

True Cajun Ghost Story
This happened about 6 months ago on Louisiana Hwy 57, just outside of Dulac, a little town in the bayou country of Louisiana , and while it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's real. An Ohio businessman, Saul Rubins, abandoned his disabled vehicle on the side of the road, and attempted to hitchhike. The night was pitch dark in the middle of a thunderstorm. Time passed slowly and no cars went by. It was raining so hard he could hardly see his hand in front of his face. Suddenly, through the sheets of rain, he saw a car moving slowly, approaching and appearing ghostlike in the rain. It slowly and silently crept toward him and stopped. Desperately needing a ride, Saul jumped in the car and closed the door. Only then did he realize that there was no one behind the wheel and no sound of an engine to be heard over the rain. Again the car crept silently forward and Saul was terrified, too scared to think of jumping out and running.. He saw that the car was approaching a sharp curve and,

You Lied To Me
You sat there and lied to me. Even as I cried. You gave me pretty words that later you would deny. You promised you wouldn't do this, You lied to me. I believed all that you had to say. Now I'm dying Inside. All my pain is because of you. Now what is it I should do? I gave you all that I had. The words you spoke where never true. You lied to me. All you gave to me where broken promises, and emty dreams. All because You lied to me. I was so blind that I could not see. I couldn't see that you where lying to me.

What Would You Do If?
BOYS ONLY!! Current mood: content AND BE COMPLETELY HONEST!WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF?1. I WAS RIGHT NEXT 2 YOU:2. I KISSED YOU:3. I LIVED NEXT DOOR 2 YOU:4. I STARTED SMOKING:5. I SAID I WANTED TO FUCK YOU:6. I WAS HOSPITALIZED:7. I WAS DRUNK:8. I LICKED YOU:9. I ASKED YOU TO LEAVE:10. I ASKED YOU OUT:WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY?11. ASS:12. LOOK:13. FACE:14. HAIR:15. BODY:WOULD YOU?16. BE MY FRIEND?17. KEEP A SECRET IF I TOLD YOU ONE?18. KISS ME?19. GO ON A DATE WITH ME?20. KEEP IN TOUCH?21. LICK ME?23. DATE ME?24. HAVE SEX WITH ME?HAVE YOU EVER?25. LIED TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER?26. WANTED TO KISS ME?27. WANTED TO BITE ME?28. KEPT SOMTHING IMPORTANT FROM ME?29. WANTED TO CUDDLE WITH ME?30. HAD A DIRTY DREAM OF ME?AND MORE!31. WHO ARE YOU?32. ARE WE FRIENDS?33. WHEN AND HOW DID WE MEET?34. DESCRIBE ME IN ONE WORD:35. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION?36. WHAT REMINDS YOU OF ME?37. IF YOU COULD GIVE ME ANYTHING WHAT WOULD IT BE?38. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?39. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU SAW ME?40.

Chapter 16
I awoke the next morning to find myself in better shape and health than I had ever been in before as far back as my mind and soul could recall. I got up outta the bed and moved around the room looking at everything as if in a new light to myself. As I proceeded to my closet to grab a dress for the night and walk the hallways with my Son and Daughter to see how their Father was doing or better yet WHAT he was doing in our family home of Delrita. We walked all along the pathways in the Garden and the Hallways of every floor and yet still no sign of my Husband anywhere at all. With sudden rush of panic and fear flowing all over me the dream of the night before came rushing back and yet I knew it to be only a dream yet my mind screamed out in horror that it wasn't a dream and that I was truely left all alone to raise our kids to learn to fight and survie for the upcoming battle that lay ahead of them as they were to get older and grow in power and skills. I rushed around every corner hopi

Chapter 17
How long had I been lost in my thoughts before the sound of the curtain blowing against the window seal finally caught my eye and made me come back to the present only to find that I was better off being in my own dream world were everything was fine and nothing was going wrong for me. I had everything while I was lost in this world of mine where we were all walking and laughing in the warm sunshine and none of us were afraid of it. The warm touch of the sun dancing and playing upon my face felt so real that when I heard the wind I had tears running down my face which I hadn't had since the babies were born and I knew they were health,or at least at the tinme they were healthy now my Daughter is being plauged by something of this world and I have no idea what it is that has made her so ill. Why would anything or anybody want to harm my Daughter this innocent soul who's not even old enough yet to be taking a life to be called a sinner and yet something is making her very ill. She get'

Soldier Who Received Lung Transplant Dies From Lung Cancer
LONDON, England (CNN) -- A leading UK hospital has defended its practice of using organs donated by smokers after the death of a soldier who received the cancerous lungs of a heavy smoker. A close up X-ray view of a cigarette smoker's lungs. Corporal Matthew Millington, 31, died at his home in 2008, less than a year after receiving a transplant that was supposed to save his life at Papworth Hospital -- the UK's largest specialist cardiothoracic hospital, in Cambridgeshire, east England. Papworth Hospital released a statement saying using donor lungs from smokers was not "unusual." The statement added that the hospital had no option but to use lungs from smokers as "the number of lung transplants carried out would have been significantly lower," if they didn't. Should hospitals use smokers' lungs in transplants? An inquest held last week heard that Millington, who served in the Queen's Royal Lancers, was serving in Iraq in 2005 when he was diagnosed with an incurab

Life
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 Living right by letting go. Sometimes we need to let go of that which is holding us down. It can be very hard to let go, especially when you have an emotional attachment.You must ask yourself, in letting go, will it positively impact you? Will you be better off in the long run, by letting go? We find that most of the time, the answer to this question is "yes", and only due to the fact that we needed to let go, because that which was holding us down was something negative, and therefore not beneficial to us in any way possible.We need to reevaluate what it is that we call "positive" in our life. One must understand that every meaningful interaction we have, not only with others but with ourselves must thoroughly be grounded in the basic meanings of the word "love". When we hold onto that which holds us back, depresses, saddens, or causes us to feel negative, that there is in fact no love involved. One can not truly say they are loving themselves when the

Box Tops
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You And I.
You are the source of my happiness. You are the allieviator of my pain. You are the cure to my sickness. You destroyed my fears. You brought light to the darkness in my heart. And I..... I am the source of your sorrow. I am the one that caused your pain. I have infected you with this sickness. I am the one you fear. I have swallowed your heart in darkness. After how i've repaid you... How can you still say you love me?

Big Bottom Protects Against Diabetes!!
Here’s some good news for women who find it hard to squeeze into their skinny jeans, courtesy their big bottoms: a generously proportioned derriere could be good for health, say scientists. Researchers believe the type of fat that accumulates around the hips and buttocks, rather than around your stomach, may offer some protection against developing the disease. But fat that collects around the stomach, known as visceral fat and often resulting in a ‘beer belly’, can raise a person’s risk of diabetes and heart disease. That means people with pearshaped bodies, with fat deposits in the buttocks and hips, are likely to be less prone to these disorders, concluded the research at Harvard Medical School. Scientists believe that the more beneficial fat, called subcutaneous fat because it collects just under the skin, may help to improve sensitivity to the hormone insulin, which regulates blood sugar levels. Dr Ronald Kahn, who led the research published in Cell Metabol

Fuck Monster!!!!
Monster Problem for Rock Art Morrisville, VT - October 9, 2009 A rose by any other name might smell as sweet but does a beer by another name taste as good? Beer drinkers could soon find out as Rock Art Brewery might have to change the name of its Vermonster brew. Owners Matt and Renee Nadeau were in shock when they received a letter three weeks ago from a lawyer representing Hansen Beverage Company, the makers of Monster energy drink. The "cease and desist" letter demands Rock Art stop selling its Vermonster beer, drop its effort to get a federal trademark for the name, and pay Hansen's lawyer fees. The letter says Monster has worked hard to establish its brand and Rock Arts use of the name Vermonster "will undoubtedly create a likelihood of confusion and/or dilute the distinctive quality of Hansen's Monster marks." Rock Art consulted several lawyers who all agree the microbrewery would win the legal battle over the name. The problem is the legal fees start at $65,000. It is money

Made For Me By Jonathan
I wanted to paint you a picture, but there was no colors vivid enough to bring to life how brilliant my soul is when I see you smile.I wanted to dedicate a song to you, But I have not yet heard a voice strong enough to lift my love and carry it gently to your ears, no music sweet enough to show you how my heart dances with a simple touch of your hand.I wanted to write you a poem, but even the bards loquatious toungue falls silent, speachless by the he flood of emotion that roars withink my breast. Shakespeare, Poe, Bouchard, all bow as amatures to your muse.I wanted to cook for you, but there was no food as nuritiong to my life as the sustinance that comes from your lips in every kiss, your lips pressed softly against mine.I wanted to caress you, but I am afraid that you may know through trembling fingertips how vulnerable I am in your presence. that I am as fragile as the dust that dances on the sunlight at dawn.You are my dream. Everything that is wonderful and magical and fantasti

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Happiness
Thats where I wanta be. Theres nothing like happiness. I'm to real and got much love in my heart. but it seems like it hard to find sometimes. its all good theres nothing I cant handle. Time to get down, and high. IM HAPPY NOW!!!

Im Done
my life as of recent has become well whats a good word to use other than fucked. starting back in january i had a lot of things start to happen, and there are tons of things that have occured since then up until now. lots of people have an opinion about my life and what they think they know. but i would have to say people shoud live the things i have lived and then i kinda get the feeling you would say im thankful and happy you made it through and that your still here figthing. there a few people in particular who i have watched word themselves and write somethings to make what they have done to me seem so easy and that i am the bad person in all of this. i beg to differ however. i know what it is like to be treated in some of the most horrible situations by better half i kinda feel like that makes me able to treat people not that way and better than that, and to be able to admit when i am wrong and learn from my mistakes. i was with someone for 6 years and had 2 children with the

Missing Mama
Missing MamaI awake each morning to start a new dayBut the pain of loosing you never goes away.I go about the things I have to doAnd as the hours pass I think again of you.I want to call you and just hear your voiceThen I remember that I have no choiceFor you are not there and now my heart criesJust to see you again to tell you goodbyeTo say Mama I love you and I always willAnd hope that much of you, in me you've instilled.The day that you left I just didn't knowThat you were going where I couldn't go.And now all my memories of you are so dearBut gosh, how I miss you and wish you were here.Who now can hear me when I need to cry?It so hard to tell you "Mama goodbye."Someday I know all will be wellAnd I'll see you again with stories to tellOf how you were missed and how we have grownAnd how good it is to finally be home.Until then my memories of you I'll keep nearAnd I'll pass them on to those who are dear.I miss you Mama.

Hmmmm...no Horoscope Is A Little Off
You could be feeling a lot of fond affection for everyone around you today, even those whom you normally might find irritating. Co-workers, friends, family, and your significant other are likely to be happier for having basked in the glow of this and should respond by reciprocating. You're feeling especially generous, dear Pisces, so gift-buying is likely to be on your agenda. Don't forget, however, to be kind to yourself as well. No I can't say I felt really affectionate today.Jut a regular day for me

Auction
I am doing my first auction on this account it is open to males and females! entry fee is 155k justemail me with what pic you would like to use and what you are offering NSFW and/or SFW photos are accepted thanks the auction will start 10/20/2009 thanks

You Can't Hurry Love By Diana Ross
I need love, loveTo ease my mindI need to find, find someone to call mineBut mama saidYou can't hurry loveNo, you just have to waitShe said love don't come easyIt's a game of give and takeYou can't hurry loveNo, you just have to waitYou got to trust, give it timeNo matter how long it takesBut how many heartachesMust I stand before I find a loveTo let me live againRight now the only thingThat keeps me hangin' onWhen I feel my strength, yeahIt's almost goneI remember mama said:You can't hurry loveNo, you just have to waitShe said love don't come easyIt's a game of give and takeHow long must I waitHow much more can I takeBefore loneliness will cause my heartHeart to break?No I can't bear to live my life aloneI grow impatient for a love to call my ownBut when I feel that I, I can't go onThese precious words keeps me hangin' onI remember mama said:You can't hurry loveNo, you just have to waitShe said love don't come easyIt's a game of give and takeYou can't hurry loveNo, you just have to wa

Sparks Fly And Through The Barrier We Go.
Pressed hard against me, it is like a unseen mass of thick air. It had resistance like water. Maybe thicker. Almost of of a jell. The one more step and we were through it. Daylight. No wipping cold wind. A breeze. Birds chirping. The town vanished below. Wild grass growing. Golden green. As high as the steeds flanks. He stops. Paws the earth. "What is it, boy?" I ask. It is time for you to get off me. I looked. Did I hear what I had though. Yes, you heard me. I said it is time for you to get off me. You can speak? I said in utter amazment. Here I can. On your quest I can. In this vally of the earth I can. This place seperated from space. Set up in the circle cast by the elements. Who do you think brough you here. The Wind of Air blowing the direction. The snow of water freezing the feeling. The cold of fire buring with the absence of heat marking the circle. The earth itself the foundation of all. Here, I can speak. And it is time you get off me .... But why ...? It is not t

Heh.
the first person to guess what the following ppl have in common gets a bat, pumpkin bling, or pink ribbon bling (their choice): carefully corrupted perrrty caralina naughty & precious stang PM me w/ your answer. you can enter as many times as you'd like. send it in PM form, NOT gift form. be back tomorrow. 'nite! p.s.: i will be updating my apartment blog tomorrow, lots of news. it's easier than typing/texting it all to everyone who keeps asking.

Avail Fast & Reliable Passport Renewal Service
Passport renewal is the process of filling out the proper forms and other communications with the appropriate bureau, so that your passport can once again become legal documentation for moving about the globe as you age. Passport renewal can be processed quickly and easily. In just a couple of days, you can obtain your renewed passport and travel to the foreign country where you wish to visit. If you have a passport that is not damaged and was secured within the past 15 years, you can have your passport renewed by mail. This is true also if you were at least 16 years old when your old passport was issued and you still have the same name that appears the passport. When renewing your passport by mail, you have to complete the Application for Passport By Mail form and then attach your recent photo, two identical passport photos, a $67 fee and, if you want expedited service, an additional expedite fee. Mail all documents in a padded envelope to the National Passport Center. Meanwhile

Wish The Tears Would Go Away And I Didnt Care :(
Why do I still cry like it was yesterday when I found out I was blocked from facebook for simply trying to add him? Why can't I just not give a shit and laugh it off why do I have to cry about it? All I have wanted was for us to work things out and be friends but each time I try I get shot down and rejected! It hurts so much. Its been a year. You would think in a year things would cool off and we could at least talk things out. No he still blames me for everything and I get no voice just like when we were friends. But I have to move on and surround myself with people who accept me for who i am and forgive me when i make mistakes.

My Hospital Blog
PLEASE STAND TOGETHER AND PRAY FOR OUR SISSY STEPH AKA DJ ANGEL EYES SHE'S IN THE HOSPITAL WITH A HIGH GRADE INFECTION THAT THE DOCTORS CAN NOT LOCATE AND HER WHITE BLOOD CELL COUNT IS QUADROUPLE WHAT IT SHOULD BE... CERTAIN MEMBERS HAVE A WAY TO CONTACT HER AND WILL KEEP EVERYONE UPDATED BUT PLEASE REPOST THIS AND KEEP HER IN YOUR PRAYERS SO SHE WILL GET BETTER..... @ FUBAR CLICK HER PIC TO SHOW HER SOME LOVE..... THIS BULLETIN WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY @ FUBAR And @ FUBAR CLICK EITHER ME (DJ ECHO) OR DJ TKO TO KEEP INFORMED ON STEPH AKA DJ ANGEL EYES

Sigh
Stupid jerk never came home last night to leave the car. I know he's over at his gf's house like usual. I'm hoping that he would give it back before he hangs out with his friends later on tonight, for nerd night, so I can go out with my mom like we planned. I'll text him later on cause I know he's sleeping. He's a day sleeper. I need the car for work tomorrow too cause I'm picking up a extra 12 hours at work. I don't want to walk to work at 4:30am....I work at 5:30am and it's a 45 minute walk. Plus it's been freezing outside and rainy...no buses to take me to work at that time and no one I know else drives. Plus, not after what happened to me at the theater yesterday...I dont' want to be out alone. It's not fair. All he is doing is hanging out with his nerd friends and his gf. He'll borrow a car for himself to do his stupid things and not get another car for me like he said he would. People tell me I don't need my own car to get to places but no way in hell I'm going to do certain thi

Natural Remedies - Sore Throat
A sore throat is an inflammation of the mucous membrane of the lower pharynx, tonsils or soft palate. Common symptoms include pain when swallowing, sometimes accompanied by a burning sensation or dryness and tightness in the throat. Mouth-breathing, alleries and pollen can cause sore throats, but catching a cold is the most common reasons why sore throats develop, although they may also be a sign or symptom of another disease.I think it's important to have available the tools and skills to treat many common problems. Not everything warrants a trip to the doctor, but at the same time, not everything needs to simply be ignored. I believe the more natually one can cure and treat ailments, the better the outcome. Natural remedies often work the best, with almost never a negative side-effect. Of course I recognize that not everyone has access to things like hyssop, licorice root, myrrh, marshmallow root, pomegranate or slippery elm bark, so one needs to be able to work creatively and effe

The Band Line Up! Concert Is December 5th!
ALOT OF FLORIDIANS KNOW ALL ABOUT THIS CONCERT AND KNOWS IT FUKKIN ROCKS!!! WELL HERE IS THE LINE UP OF BANDS THAT WILL BE PLAYING THIS YEAR IN NO SET ORDER... MANCHESTER ORCHESTRA CAGE THE ELEPHANT SICK PUPPIES METRIC OUR LADY PEACE PANIC! AT THE DISCO AFTER MIDNIGHT PROJECT ANBERLIN 30 SECONDS TO MARS MATISYA-U SKINDRED THE USED GREAT LINE UP! I CAN NOT WAIT TO GO!

Diet
Just found out from the nutritionist that my triglycerides were 588 and my cholesterol was 280 ... way to high for both areas. Starting tomorrow morning I am on the same diet that my husband has been on for a month and he is detoxing and losing weight like crazy. 2 berry smoothies with protein powder, organic plain yogurt and flax seed and scrambled eggs for dinner. with nuts for a snack along with carrot sticks. I have to start exercising now too ... I hate to exercise. It has done wonders for my husband and now I am going to try it and see what happens when I have my blood drawn again in 6 weeks.

Nipsy'isms
If at first you don't succeed try try again...then give up, no use making a damn fool of yourself.If you keep poking things where they don't belong eventually they get cut off.The grass may be greener on the other side of the fence, but if you take care of your own backyard there's less chance of getting splinters.Stupid may be as stupid does, but stupid is smart enough to stay stupid.We spend the first two years teaching our kids to walk and talk, and the next fifteen years telling them to sit down and shut up.Love em and leave em may be a good way to live, but its also a good way to die.A good man is hard to find and keep, but a little super glue goes a long way.If you love someone set them free, if they don't come back you forgot to hook up the bungee cords.Flaunt em if you got em sounds great until your dad finds the pictures on the Internet.We all have our stupid days, you're beyond your quota.My give a damns not busted its just on selective choice mode.Standing out in the crowd i

Not Enough
Spent the weekend in your armsMaking love under the starsBut its not enoughI'll never really know Get my hopes up with a kissWith a smile no one could missBut its not enoughWatch it fade awayLooking deep into your eyesTriggers something in my mindBut its not enoughCrumbles at the touch...

Its Been Awhile
i know it has been so long since ive been on here. i am still alive even though at times over the last several months i would have loved being 6 feet under. well on october 22 i should legally be rid of the ex. its just the first court date since he wouldnt pick up his mail and they had to reschedule4 times. i have sucessfully managed to feed cloth and keep a roof over my kids head. i never imagined that would ever be a challenge, but when it comes between paying the phone bill and buying groceries for my boys they will always win out. i plan on updating my albums cause i got some awesome pics of my two little brats who i wouldnt give up for nothing. i am living proof it gets easier. trust in that

City - Hollywood Undead
Let's watch it burn... Let's watch it burn... Let's watch this city burn the world. Chorus: Let's watch this city burn, from the sky lines on top of the world, Till there's nothing left in her, Let's watch this city burn the world. Watch things turn to ash, with two empty cans of gas, The only evidence they have is a police sketch of my mask. And it's hard at times to ask if you can save my heart for last, And it's hard to face the facts when the darkness fades to black. It's not just make believe when they make me take a seat, And they put amphetamines in the air and make me breathe. So come on and grab your children, look out for burning buildings, And villains who pillage, they're killin' by the millions. And billions of people die for a lost cause, So now I pray to my nation destroyed under God. It's the end of the world... All my battles have been won but the war has just begun. (Chorus) The city looks so pretty do you wanna burn it with me? Till the skies bleed ashes and this fuc

What I Want
i want a woman, who wouldnt mind me taking care of her, who wouldnt mind me picking up the check for dinner or the whole date, who loves to dress up for dates but at same time doesnt mind getting dirty...someone i can easily talk to, and someone who accepts me for me...I want a woman who can sing but if she cant loves to sing, a woman who can play an instrument, loves to read, loves poetry, has an inner geek, a spiritual side, a lamb but a lion as well, someone who isnt afraid of saying whats on her mind, someone who'll give anything at least one try....intelligence, loves music, loves kids...but i think i might be reaching too high, im feeling i am asking too much

If You Lived This
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's...!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, bread and butter and drank soda pop with sugar in it, but we weren't overweight because WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING! We would leave home in the morning

Her...
When you first walked into my life, I lost it. When you decided to say hi, I lost it. I lost it when you said that you cared. I lost it when you would dare to give a chance. But now I feel like I'm losing everything that I lost it for.

Heart Health Bummer
My heart has some kind of issue that requires me seeing a cardiologist. Fun stuff. Not. So, to help me pass the time and move on with life, I joined up here and am working the The Studio. Good people and good times to be had there, so be sure to check it out!!

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I Entered This In A Local Contest. I Really Like It
Time is our enemy, Time is our friend: The months we wait for each other, The lifetime we will spend. Whether we're happy, Whether we're sad, The constant love we feel for one another Is what we always have. Living in the moment, Living out time, No matter what happens, Your hand will always be in mine. I'm trusting in destiny's path. I'm confidently walking it as I roam. For only my true love knows how much I love her, And only she can take me home.

Woman Is In The Lap Of A, B, C.....
Woman is in the lap of A, B, C..... A says Woman is attractive flower B says Woman is beautiful gift C says Woman is great source of comfort D says woman has a sweet dialect E says Eastern or western, woman is the worthy F says woman is central figure of family G says woman always glitters with the rays of her partner H says woman has holy spirits I says woman has basic institution in her lap J says woman is a full of joy K says woman is head of kisses L says woman is lovely thing M says woman is symbol of modesty N says nails increase the beauty of woman O says woman is an pretty ornament P says woman is princess Q says woman is queen R says woman is rare gift S says woman is a main source of survival the human being T says woman has true spirits of love U says woman is an peaceful umbrella V says woman is valley of love W says woman is wafer X says woman has sweet kisses Y says woman is your jewellary z says woman has great ze

Movie
im trying to think of a movie that i dont remember the name. all i tremember is that at one point, i think at the end. the mother is taking a shower, then it shows a boy walking around a corner and sees monster or creaters or something eathin they look at the boy and say "want some?" then the boy says "your eating my mom" anyone know what movie im thinkg about please help

Fkd With A Roll Of Quarters
Last time I tried to change jobs in the company I was stalled off until they hired someone else and the general manager asked, didn't you want that job? Have you ever done to good a particular job that they wanted you right where you are? That is where I am at. This new job would be an upgrade in pay, position and working conditions but once again they are playing the same old game. Would love to change jobs in the company or somewhere else but we have the 3rd highest unemployment rates in the country so I am screwed

Its Like Whoa
its like a fan dance without the fans and no ones dancing its like holding a spot light over every flaw you see and saying accept me its like a candle without a wick yearning to be set afire but its windy outside its like walking down the beach holding hands then seeing its your reflection in the water its like breathing after a long hard laugh and holding your sides because they hurt now its like crying at the wierdest moments for no reason at all other then some dumb comercial its like flying with nothing but the coulds around you then the guy by you shuts the window its like a tiny voodoo doll that everyone owns but you and they carry pins with a single smile its like trust and betrayl got married and bore love but the meaning got lost in divorce its like an empty bed that looks so comfy until you roll over and see its cold on that side its like seeing your childs eyes when they smile or hearing them laugh or cry.. the way i see it...its like life..

You Will Not Be Spared.
Very nearly dead of Hypoxia and dreamscapes turned nuclear summer.Sundered like the flesh of dangling grapesmade glorius winter in my content.This is the now we have prayed forthis is the when we have hoped forthis is the bed made, these are the linens stainedthese are the reasons whyand you would have us ask for another.You will not be spared.I will not be burnt in sacrifice.You will not be the earth that tethers me to the candy of a new generation.You will not be the voice that beckons me to waltze through another day of love sonnetsagony dirgeand dreadful, empty smilesyou are not the answeryou are not the questionI am not the paragon.You are the symptomI am the disease.

This Is How Every Woman Should Be Treated!!!
To: Every guy To: Every Woman As "that" Guy...I really thank my friend for posting this to me This is how women should be treated...and the men who treat them this way should be valued To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just

Debbullan Rubber Ducky Race
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Look What I Did
I went through and cleaned out My friends list. I erased everyone who hadn't been by my page in a minimum of 6 months. I'm down to 21 people. This is sad.Sad on My behalf that I let it get that big when I knew deep down that there were only a few who were friends. I also deleted people who can only put in their status how they want this bling and that bling. How no ones loves them when they don't get it. All this begging shit has gotten pretty damn pathetic. If you want something so damn bad. Do what I do. Go buy it yourself. This site has turned into a panhandlers paradice. Funny thing is no one took notice. I made of list of people as I erased them. One list was of people who wanted to be added when I was running a bomb. Another was profile that had been deleted. One was of moochers. Guess what was the biggest one? I have found I have a group of maybe 6 people who I chat with on here on a somewhat daily basis. 2 I chat with on a daily basis. These are the ones who I call true frie

The "bi-partisan" Big Government Health Plan
Earlier this week, the Senate Finance Committee passed the health careproposal championed by Sen. Max Baucus (D-MT). The 14-9 vote reflectsa strong partisan split: Maine's Olympia Snowe was the only Republicanto vote for the measure. Nonetheless, the Left now claims the vote asa "high water mark for 'bipartisanship' in health care reform."The nine dissenting Republicans on the committee argued, correctly,that the Baucus bill raises taxes and paves the way for a Washingtontakeover of the health care industry."Now all of the bills will be merged together behind closed doors,"writes The Heritage Foundation's Conn Carroll in The Morning Bell."All the bills are fundamentally flawed and will only get worse as theleaders in the House and Senate have to commit to actual details," heexplains. These "details" will likely include elements common to the Left'svarious proposals:* A hefty price tag that will sharply increase federal spending --meaning more taxes -- and add to the already balloonin

Auctions: Do You Or Don't You?
I've bought a few people in diffrent Auctions. Some have turned out great and some not so great. Some ave done what they promised and then some. Some have never done one of the things they promised to do. It's always a buyer beware. They need to have a BBB for this type of thing. So I'm going to take it upon Myselfto help others. So they don't get taken advantage of. I'm going to list the people who did what they promised. The good people on here. If you wanna know the bad people ask Me. I will tell you one thing. 90% of the one's who did NOT hold up their end of the bargins are the ones who are ranked rather high up on diffrent list's on here. Theyll give you all kinds of excuses why they haven't done what they promised. Like how they have been burned by people not paying up. But, wait. If I had paid My end of the deal. Then what's the problem? How they are buy with this or that. Yet you see them adding friends and doing all kinds of other things on here. But, they are to busy to ho

Ensign: A New Hope
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 16 October 2009 Luke Skywalker: [Getting out of a hole in the Millenium Falcon's floor] It’s lucky you had these things. Han Solo: These are for smuggling, but I never thought I’d be smuggling myself. This is ridiculous. Even if I could take off, I’d never get past the tractor beam. Ben Kenobi: Leave that to me. Han Solo: Damn fool, I knew you were going to say that. Ben Kenobi: Who’s more foolish? The fool, or the fool who follows him? When I was a kid, even though you would never hear a profane word escape my lips, I related the most to Han Solo out of the entire Star Wars series. The guy who felt the rules were made to be broken, the perennial outsider, the man whose best friend was a “walking carpet” … OK, not the last one. If th

Heart Update
Spoke with a knowledgeable friend today about my recent diagnosis. General thought is that I will be a likely candidate for angioplasty. I am thinking that I am way too young for this to be happening, and yet, I am grateful for that fact because it means I am more likely to heal well from the procedure. We shall see what my cardiologist says on Wednesday.

Redolent
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Sick
you have imprisoned me hereyou have bound me in chainsmy innocents has leftand only hatred remainsyou are the gluten, that feeds from my sinsyou destroyed my spirit, and severed my limbsyou veiled my beauty with your cloth of deceiti sit in decay, the rotting flesh starts to reekyou left me here to die in this holeyou left me with nothing but a deranged soul dla

Modern Day Two-face.... By Lance Martelli
There's a voice in my mind, and it speaks of all things. Like the truth in my life, and the pain that it brings. It speaks of your heart, the one I hold dear. It tells me of things, that I try not to fear. I sit in the dark, and I think to myself. Of all of the things that I've seen in this hell. But then a large blur falls over my mind. And an empty feeling is all that I find. And then it goes black, and your face disappears. I'm starting to feel like I'm no longer here. The emptiness fills the voids in my mind. I scream out for you, but it's all wasted time. For you can not hear, and you can not see. For the man in front of you, just can not be me. He is the man in dark, that's filled with such rage. For he feels like a dog, thats locked up in a cage. And when he gets out, you hide with dismay. For he will hurt you with words, and the games that he plays. He gets in your head and fills you with pain. And shows you such things, that drive you insane. But as fast as you scream, he leav

Cause For Celebration
Cause for Celebration Honoring Everyday Life We all know someone who keeps plastic covers on his or her couch in order to protect it. The irony is that many of these people may live their lives without ever having actually made contact with their own furniture! This is a poignant and somewhat humorous example of the human tendency to try to save things for special occasions, as if everyday life weren’t special enough to warrant the use of nice things. Many of us have had the experience of never wearing a particular piece of clothing in order to keep it nice, only to have it go out of style in the meanwhile. It’s interesting to think of what it would mean to us if we let ourselves wear our nicest clothes and eat off the good china on a daily basis. We might be sending ourselves the message that every day we are alive is a special day and a cause for celebration, and that we are worth it. There is something uplifting about treating ourselves to the finest of what we have

How To Stop Panic Attacks
If you are suffering from panic attacks, you may want to seek help from professionals. However, are you aware that you can actually make positive changes for yourself very quickly. It is possible to prescribe your own panic treatment in order to help you overcome your panic attacks without drug therapy. Click here to read more - Panic Attack Treatment and How To Stop Panic Attacks You do have to keep an open mind to different treatment options, and most doctors will prescribe for you medication to treat your symptoms, not to help you eliminate them all together. Lifestyle changes can help you eliminate anxiety and panic attacks together; you just have to learn the right ones. Avoid sources of negativity. We all tend to get a daily hit of negativity whether we like it or not. It's part of our routine and our society. Panic attacks are based on the way you think about yourself. It is easy to be tough on yourself so learn to stop doing it. It only serves to put you down when the people a

Special Force's Creed
I am an American Special Forces soldier. A professional! I will do all that my nation requires of me. I am a volunteer, knowing well the hazards of my profession. I serve with the memory of those who have gone before me: Roger's Rangers, Francis Marion, Mosby's Rangers, the first Special Service Forces and the Ranger Battalions of World War II, The Airborne Ranger Companies of Korea. I pledge to uphold the honor and integrity of all I am - in all I do. I am a professional soldier. I will teach and fight wherever my nation requires. I will strive always to excel in every art and artifice of war. I know that I will be called upon to perform tasks in isolation, far from familiar faces and voices, with the help and guidance of my God. I will keep my mind and body clean, alert and strong, for this is my debt to those who depend upon me. I will not fail those with whom I serve.

The Airborne Creed
The Airborne CreedI am an Airborne trooper! I jump by parachute from any plane in flight. I volunteered to do it, knowing full well the hazards of my choice.I serve in a mighty Airborne Force – famed for deeds in War – renowned for readiness in peace. It is my pledge to uphold its honor and prestige in all that I am – in all I do.I am an elite trooper – a sky trooper – a spearhead trooper.I blaze the way to far flung goals – behind, before, above my country’s enemy’s front lines.I know that someday I may have to fight without support for days on end. Therefore, I keep my mind and body always fit to do my part in any Airborne mission. I am self reliant and unafraid. I shoot true, and march fast and far. I fight hard and will excel in everything I do just in case of war.I will never fail a fellow paratrooper. I cherish the sacred trust and the lives of men with whom I serve. Leaders have my fullest loyalty, and those who I lead will never,

Hit List #3 For Original Gangsters
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For Those Who Didn't Know...
Observed the 3rd Saturday in the month of October, Sweetest Day observance originated in Cleveland in 1922. Herbert Birch Kingston, a philanthropist and candy company employee wanted to bring happiness into the lives of orphans, shut-ins and others who were forgotten. With the help of friends, he began to distribute candy and small gifts to the underprivileged. On the first Sweetest Day, movie star Ann Pennington presented 2,200 Cleveland newspaper boys with boxes of candy to express gratitude for their service to the public. Another popular movie star, Theda Bara, distributed 10,000 boxes of candy to people in Cleveland hospitals and also gave candy to all who came to watch her film in a local theater. Primarily a regional observance celebrated in the Great Lakes region and the Northeast, Sweetest Day is gradually spreading to other areas of the country. People tend to take the Sweetest Day tradition with them when they move. Ohio

Appreciation
I weep as I hang my head in an act of contrition,and whisper, "Don't let go of my hand" For I am ashamed that I see no beauty today,And I have asked for you so many times,for so many things, sometimes I wonder if you sigh when you hear me ask again,But yet, you always reach to comfort me, I have so much to be grateful for in my life,I have felt the wonder of my children move against my heart within my body, I have loved and been loved unconditionally,And sometimes, I did not deserve such devotion, I have laughed and cried, and I have shared so many wonderful things,But,I find only sorrow in my life now and the oppression of lonliness, It is hard to find the beauty,and the joy that used to be here,Although I search each day To find my purpose and fill this emptiness, I find only a restless repetition of yesterday,an endless journey for happiness and I am weary, I have hidden my heart away and now even I cannot find it,And yet I search for someone to give it too, Maybe bringing

Create A Place For Me
CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... SO I MAY FIND MY DEEPEST SLUMBER WITHIN YOUR ARMSAND FEEL YOUR LIPS AGAINST MY CHEEK AS I RESTFOR I AM SO WEARY CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... TO FEEL THE BEAT OF YOUR HEART NEXT TO MINEAS THE SOFT BREEZE CARESSES OUR SKINAND INHALE THE SWEETEST OF SCENTS OF SUMMER FLOWERSAS WE INHALE THE LOVE FRAGRANCE OF EACHOTHER CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... WHERE OUR TEARS FALL WITH NO SHAMEBUT MINGLE TO CREATE THE BLUEST OCEAN TO WASH AWAY OUR DOUBT CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... WHERE EVEN THE ANGELS OPERATIC VOICES ARE NOT HEARDFOR I AM FILLED WITH THE EROTIC WORDS THAT FLOW FROM YOUR LIPSAND DRINK THEM FROM A GOLDEN CHALICE AND I AM PARCHED NO MORE CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... TO BE WRAPPED IN YOUR ARMS AND KNOW THAT IS THE SHELTER NAMED HOMEAND THE GARDENS ARE LUSH AND LADEN WITH OUR FRUITA PLACE WHERE MISTRUST, JEALOUSY AND FEAR ARE NOT KNOWNFOR WE ARE THE TRINITY OF LOVE, TRUST AND COMMITTMENT CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... WHERE THERE IS NO CONCEPT OF TIMEAND

Face Of Pain
RIVULETS OF TEARS THAT GLISTEN LIKE DIAMONDS,FALL ONLY TO BE CAPTURED AS IF ARRESTED,THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN..... I WILL OFFER MY SHOULDER FOR THOSE TEARS TO FALL UPON. A HEART THAT BEATS TO FUNNEL THE HURT,TO ASSURE THE JOURNEY OF DESPAIR IS COMPLETE,THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN...... I WILL OFFER MY FUNNEL TO FILL THAT HEART WITH JOY. A VOICE THAT IS QUIETED AND STIFLED BY SHAME ,WITH LIPS SEWN TOGETHER WITH THREADS OF HUMILIATION,THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN..... I WILL REMOVE THOSE STITCHES SO THAT VOICE MAY SHOUT TO THE HEAVENSIN A THUNDEROUS ROAR AND EXPEL THAT SHAME . A CHILD UNWANTED THAT CRIES IN THE NIGHT,FRIGHTENED WITH OUTSTRETCHED ARMS BUT NO ONE IS THERE TO COMFORT,THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN...... I WILL HOLD THAT CHILD AND WRAP IT IN A COCOON OF PEACE UNTIL IT SLUMBERS. A LONELY OLD MAN WITH WATERY EYES ,PROUD SIRE OF FOUR SONS,YET HIS DOOR IS NEVER KNOCKED UPON.THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN....... I WILL OPEN THAT DOOR AND REMOVE HIS SORROW LOVERS TONGUES THAT OPEN WOUNDS T

Buying Your Way
I never bought in to the lies that you sold The story you tell really gets old How can you justify where you stand The master of deception who had it all planed You took it all and left nothing behind How can you say we are out of our minds It was you that led us to this place Let it be you that falls on your face I did what I could but I no longer care This is one person you should of never of dared

What Happened Here?
What happened here? I started here almost 3 yrs ago. The people were nice. Everyone had a laugh. It was all buddy buddy. People helped others out. Just because. You did things because that's what friends did. Then they changed the nme and people started changing. It got to be more cliqish. I you weren't on here 24/7 you were a nobody. Things would change. But, the only way you found out about it was if someone told you. Then came the third name change. This when it all started going down hill. People got to being addicts. If you didn't rate them. They wanted nothing to do with you. Even tho most didn't do but a few pics. Then came more levels. This really got pople going. Then came the dreaded bling. That's when it hit rock bottom. Out came the Auto's and the Bomb's. I know the people running the site need money. One has to do what can make the almighty dollar. Now it's all about the bling. Everyday they are adding new ones. Ever day people are panhandling for what they want. It ha

Already Gone
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even without fists held high, yeah Never would have worked out right, yeah We were never meant for do or die I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you wanna cry Started with a perfect kiss Then we could feel the poison set in Perfect couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go I'm already gone I'm already gone You can't make it feel right When you know that it's wrong I'm already gone Already gone There's no moving on So I'm already gone Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye I want you to know That it doesn't matter Where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you

When Fangs Is Drunk...
hehe ok so I get all huggy my friend invited me to a party but she didn't know if I should go because i like to give hugs. she says her friends get scared by this but well I don't see it I mean they seem fine but I guess they are shy and they think im one of thoes loud bitches but whatever. Any advice on that? What is a good sign but suttle saying please back up beer breath.

The End
I sit here and I remince Of looking in your eyes Getting lost in your kiss And your hand on my thighs Running your fingers throught my hair Hands down my back Its over, how unfair The qualities you lack You assume it can work out And be together again I have to say I have my doubts I think it is the end I love the way you treat me But we aren't right I need to find the one for me The one who will stand up and fight Samantha Lewey

So Far Apart
This is killing the both of us I can clearly see Because I know that I want you And hopefully you want me Yet you say nothing Do nothing at all I try not to thing about what was And keep building up this wall Thinking of you There's a pain in my heart We're so close together Yet so far apart If we weren't so afraid So completely petrified Maybe we'd have the sense To open up our eyes And to see our love Was truly meant to be That I should be with you And you shoulde be with me Samantha Lewey

Plot Out For The Undeparted
After a Tragic Car Accident Lucy Madison and her two brothers move to the sleepy town of Orchid Falls, Maine. Once Lucy settles into her new home and school she starts to fall for her classmate the dark and mysterious Daniel Levett .When a string of murders and disapperances start plagueing the town of Orchid Falls she starts to find that some of the locals are not quite what they seem. When Lucy starts to investigate she suspects Daniel may have a secret of his own what she finds out will change her life forever

Teeth Down There
A little boy goes shopping with his mother and is waiting right outside of the ladies dressing room for his Mom to come out. While waiting the little boy gets bored and just when his Mom comes walking out, she sees her son sliding his hand up a mannequin's skirt."Get your hand out of there!" she shouts. "Don't you know that women have teeth down there?"The little boy quickly snatches his hand away and thanks his lucky stars he didn't get bitten.For the next ten years, this little boy grows up believing all women have teeth between their legs. When he's 16, he gets a girlfriend. One night, while her parents are out of town, she invites him over for a little action. After an hour of making out and grinding on the sofa, she says, "You know, you could go a little further if you want.""What do you mean?" he asks."Well, why don't you put your hand down there?" she says, pointing to her crotch."HELL NO!" he cries, "you've got teeth down here!""Don't be ridiculous," she responds, "there is no

Yes. I Am A Bitch.
Today I removed 700 "friends" lol. And I am sure that over the next few days I will remove more of the so called friends. The only way to be sure you are not removed is to be in my family list. So, if you want in the family list, you need to shout me and say so. Family is the ONLY ppl that will most surely receive a profile rate everyday. The rest will only get them when I wanna give them. Yes, I am a bitch :)

Do Not Read This!!!!!!!
When I think of the way I thought of the world as a child, It makes me wonder what points in my lfe brought me to where I am today and to whom I have become. I am a fucking maniac. I rarley sleep more than five hours a night, My mind is an unstoppable thinking machine. I think about situations,music, relations amongst friends and foes,work, and a jumble of other mindless thoughts that just suck ass. This was not at all how I thought life would be. Now lets not get me wrong here(the rant begins...now) I like alot of stuff about life but do any of you watch the history channel...? I want to get a bunch of crazy old homeless dudes, get em' all liquered up and let them watch a whole season of the show "MegaDisasters"... Then give them sharpies and card board and watch their drunk asses get turned loose in a crowded mall that would be the shit!!"THE END IS NEAR....WERE ALL GOING TO DIE!!!! seriously though watch that show... we are currently over due for(according to the history channel)

Adieu, Ma Bella...
I am lost. Desperate. Desolate. I've lost myself. I've lost the grasp of all that I have ever known and loved. Am I close? Is the cease beckoning? Or do I fear what I embrace in its entirety. My angels. My darling angels. My Laina. My Whitney. My Chonni. My Hollie. What is to become of my husband? Devoid of my love and devotion, will he falter in his resolve or as Romeo and Juliet join me in the unknown? I fear I am losing touch with myself. Reality is a lie. I burn with hatred of a thousand suns and not one of would offer a hand or a listening ear. I dying to stay afloat. I am dying. Yet, if I am gone... will I be missed? I want a future. I want my daughter. I want my Jaydienne Jo to know and to love her mother. I want to know my child, my beautiful daughter that my husband and I will have created to join Laina. I want Lianna to know that I loved her more than anything on this earth. Nothing is more precious than her glo

Not Sure If This Is A Good Thing Or A Bad Thing...
I think I have finally gone off the deep end. I think I've finally lost my mind. I think that maybe...just maybe...these are the moments that I've waited for all my life. I awaken to a new day, the sun streaming gaily through the french doors in my room. Cringing against its bright greeting, I briefly consider pulling the blanket over my head and once again enveloping myself in it's sweet womb of warmth and darkness. And then I realize... I don't want to do that. I don't want to hide from the day. Not anymore. I am ready to embrace every moment. It's almost frightening.

Zayne's Smile
Zaynes Smile Current mood: cheerful Category: Writing and Poetry I look out the window, and watch the sun set I glance down ay my son as he pats his pet I see his smile, a smile so bright A smile that gets me through the darkest of nights I hold him close, I smell a faint fragrance of lavender in his hair I whisper in his ear "mommy loves you and I'll aways be near" I tell him "someday a girl is going to break your heart" "try not to dwell, there is always a new start" I tell him life won't always be fair but try to live it without worry or care Always be honest, loving, and kind Always be respectful, it will clear your mind things in life will tear you down be strong, pick yourself up off the ground Don't ever think you dissapoint me You are my life, you are the best of me How do I explain life to this little boy A life so precious, he has brought me so much joy when his little hand is in mine I realize life is good, and I am fine As he grows into a man, I wi

Vampriss
Vampress Current mood: cold Category: Writing and Poetry I walk amongst the damned, the forsaken they say I live by the night, forbidden from the day the hunger consumes every part of my being I yearn to see the innocents hearts beating I lick and kiss his salty skin before I sink my teeth into him the blood flows down my throat, and fills me with adreneline the sensuous aroma of his blood alert my senses when Im leeched to him, its my body he clenches I hold him close, his body still warm I see him take his last breath, to myself I scorn I did not want to murder him, I wanted him to live now I am wondering If it is me he will forgive I am cursed, I have no control over this power now every night I hunt come witching hour I search for the warm, intoxicating blood I am wanting to bath in the crimson flood the blood fills me, makes me complete it rapes my emotions, and the sadness is bitter sweet the sun is approaching, I return to my dwelling place I will coldly slumber here, drea

Old School ....sort Of
I have been doing some thinking , and in a way I love and like my decision . I have thought about going back to the way I was doing things , which means I will be going with old methods of doing thing . I know this might tic alot of people off but oh well . This would mean wardrobe and all , back to the slacks and dress shirts that I am accustomed to , and no more of the dirty casual that I have been in lately . I had to do something to do get everything back in order . My grandmother had taught me to dress professional ,when she was alive , and I seemed to have forgotten that lesson. I have listened to the wron people . Not anymore I am back and I love it

We Beat Chelsea! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
http://www.skysports.com/football/match_report/0,19764,11065_3149809,00.html Aston Vila 2 - 1 Chelsea Vila, Villa, Vila, Vilaaa, Vilaaaa, Villa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When People Go Bad...
The whole idea behind fubar in my opinoin is to have a place for ADULTS to go hang out. The keyword of course is ADULTS. The sad part is I find more and more too many on here are FAKE, TROUBLE MAKERS, or SIMPLY MENTALLY ILL. I mean you must be MENTALLY ILL to assume you can create a fake profile and attempt to STALK and RUIN someone's life online. What people forget when they do this is... in most cases the person they are attacking is real, has feelings, and isn't here to hurt anyone. And yet they put more effort into being someone they aren't to decive and hurt others than they spend just being themselves. How sad their miserable, pathetic life must be to stoop to that level. What they don't realize is it will come back to bite them in the ass. Eventually someone will find them and call them out. Then what the fake can only BLOCK the one who catches them or they delete their account and start again. Also think of what happens to the REAL person they are stealing pics and identity

My Progress
It has been a few months now that i have been introduced to a new lifestlye, one that i have been looking for for quite some time. What my Daddy has shown me and what he has to offer was beyond my wildest dreams. Over the past few months my whole life has changed for the better because of his love, understanding, wisdom and guidance. My opinion of myself has taken a full 360 from where i was to where i am today. Today i see myself as being a hot sexy slut slave gf lover and hard working mom who is not afraid to show my diversity in my life, and i am proud to be all of those personas to the people in my life. A few weeks ago i was with my Daddy for a few days, and i experienced the best sex i ever thought possible. In my past relationships the men in my life could never come close to satisfying my needs. Today i consider them as being smallcockboys who only thought of there needs before mine and when finished just got up and walked away. This is not the case with Daddy. He took me

Little Fish.
Brad's tellin me all about it.Still swimmin in the events and various bodily fluids.She's in the can. I'm on the stoop.It's too cold for this shit tonight.But she'll want to talk. She'll want to reach around my ribsI never understood that.Girlsand my shoulders.I'm casing the short fence for a hop-overwhen I remember its my place.Its my strangelove.Its my life she's swimming in.Just wondering when I have to stop sharing it.All the cool parts already happened.Hood surfingmooning dealers, wheat field runawaysbeatdowns, tire tracks, loaded guns.Now I'm just some guyinstead of some kidsome punk.Chapter's closed, now I'm out to save the world.Or at least pay my bills.Makes me wonder why she's really here.She hates poetry.I can't be THAT good of a lay...I could always ask.But then we're back to my shoulders.That gnarly scar.That distance behind my eyes,and the ever encroaching necessity to hop that fence.

Religeon
So many atheists around and no wonder. I too was on the brink of becoming one after eighteen years of being force fed roman catholic religeon. No where in school do they teach christ or his teachings. Whatever you call the creator, (even the jews have a name for him, If he did not exist, this universe would not be here! I am going out on a limb here, (but I have been called crazy before) He created all things even other inhabited planets. I do not think the origanal intent was so they could destroy each other. I will stop here for now. More later.

Never Think By Robert Patterson
I should never think What's in your heart What's in our home So I won't You'll learn to hate me But still call me baby Oh Love So call me by my name And oh, save your soul save your soul Before you're too far gone Before nothing can be done I'll try to decide when She'll lie in the end I ain't got no fight in me In this whole damn world To tell you to hold off You choose to hold on It's the one thing that I've known Once I put my coat on I'm coming out of this all wrong She's standing outside holding me Saying oh please I'm in love I'm in love Girl save your soul Save your soul Before you're too far gone And before nothing can be done 'Cause without me You got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Hold on

I Vented In Jtv When Some Jerk Mocked The Military. (i'm A Moderator On The Channel)
Being a soldier does not mean we fight for our country alone, we fight for the sake of our family and friends in the hopes that they will never have to. So long as humanity thrives, there will be war, i'm sorry but it's true. War is in our nature as per our primal instinct to be an alpha-male. If you don't agree with the military, respect the soldier who has his reasons to fight. Respect that he sacrifices his dreams and time with his loved ones to keep your asses safe. Let me catch you mocking us and you will be banned, not timed, but banned. We are the sacred few, the strongest, and the heroes of our homes.

Naughty Or Nice
It's your Christmas party for work and your supervisor has graciously volunteered you to play Santa. As you stand there in your Santa suit, sweating to death the woman that you have had the hots for since she joined the company two years ago, walks in. Her skirt is just inches below her lucious ass and skin tight, her four inch heels make her legs go on and on. As you watch she scans the room until she finds you. She begins to strut toward you, her eyes never leaving your face. When she stops in front of you, you look up into her gorgeous eyes and see lust reflecting back at you. She grabs your hand and pulls you to your feet and pulls you across the room to a dark corner. She pushes you into a chair, leans over and whispers into your ear, "I'm not wearing any panties under here." Your erection begins to pulse at that thought. She slides her hands down your chest all the way down to your pulsing erection. She reaches into your pants and pulls your erection from your pants. You quickl

Lyrics To Die For
i wish i could see your faces from inside these casket walls, and be there with an empty ocean to cetch all of your tears that fall. i would tell you that its much too late, yea you missed my curtain call. and ask you why you act this way, knowing you never really cared at all. for all the times you said you loved me. i would tell you they were lies. and remind you of all the times you laughed every time i cried. for all the times you wished my death, you finanlly got you wish. now every time you hear my name. i hope it makes you sick. cause now i'm truely dead inside, a waste of space, a soulless life. colored dreams now black and white, this pain won't die and i lost the fight. i'm giving up, tonights the night. its time to fly, the ends in sight. these casket walls become my home. now here i sit to rot alone. a place for me to rest my bones, with fuck the world on my headstone. but i'll leave you with these words of wisdom. listen to my screaming call. to all you worth

What I Want
I want a girl, I want a girl that I can holdI want a girl that I can fall asleep withI want a girl that I can love, with all my heartI want a girl that can make make me smile no matter whatI want a girl that will love me for meI want a girl I can make funny faces withI want a girl that I can joke with, and she'll understand that I am just jokingI want a girl that will trust meI want a girl that I can call baby, babydoll, babygirl a girl that I can call MINE and no one elsesI want a girl that I can be weird withI want a girl that will forget about all the other guys she has been with, and trust me and realize that I wouldn't EVER do anything to hurt her.I want a girl that I can be MYSELF aroundI want a girl that will call me baby a girl that will call me hersI want a girl that doesn't want anybody else but meI want to be happy with a girl that I can love and hold as long as I wantI just want to be loved, I'm tired of being alone, I'm tired of wishing, I'm tired of always being the one t

Halloween
Halloween is quickly approaching, and for that I'm glad. It is one of my favorite times of the year. I get to bring out the old Ren Faire costume, and act like a kid again. I think as we get older, we all seem to forget what it was like to have fun and play like we did as children. Our lives become so hectic and scattered, that we simply just give up and "grow up". There are very few times a year when we can put away all of our stress and anxiety, and just go back to a simpler time in our lives. So on that note... join me, and reclaim your childhood again this year. Don't let the fun of Halloween pass you by! Be a kid, have a party, dress up... it doesn't matter. Just have fun, and for one night, just one night... remember what it was like when you were younger. Trick or Treat!

Smiles Desire...fire
Sweetdreamssoft lay your head herekind embrase and gentel whisperstender keeping soulwarth find in this entanglementa kiss to far away in my forgettfullnesssweetdreams there are no riddles or questionsAiry flighs eyes filled with wonderEven the earth welcomes you in joysay you with a smile curling lipsspring rosses on yor cheaksi look to find glory and peacewith each kindness i am unboundfound a king and nobel

These Truths I Hold To Be Self-evident...
Things I've learned in life and truths that I hold as self-evident: You can't turn on the range fan If you're a guy, and you can't get laid in Atlanta, you can't get laid anywhere Fat chicks are absolutely better in bed Pakistan smells like shit, with a slight whiff of curry Afghanistan smells worse Getting shot at makes for an intresting life experience Laughing about it afterwards is even better Some times its better to be lucky than good But luck goes to the competent When the air slightly chilled and crisp I feell more awake than I would after a dozen cups of coffee Autumn in New England is perfect Sights and smells of unusual places make life fascinating The smell of burning trash on a cold winter morning while I was walking down a path through a Bosnian minefield was one of my happiest sensory experiencs I don't think this makes me insane Dead people rotting smell sweet. That is probably scarier than anything. I'm in love with Princess Some day I'll get her to r

Never Again...
Never again will you hold power over me.. Never again, will you hold my heart in your hands. For I am.. Whole again. I have you to thank... for making me strong as I am. You won't ever know me again. For I am.. whole again. Never again will you judge me... Never again, will you hurt me.. For I am done picking up the pieces. You know I am better off w/o you.. For I am... whole again. You gave me the chance at life again.. You gave me strength.. I forgot I had. for I am... whole w/o you! Never again.. will you get this chance.. to shatter what isn't yours. ~~* (h) Lifes moments are too precious to waste on you (h) &~~ {{Just randomness at thought}}

Touch Your Soul
In the shine of your eyes Lies the key to my dreams The warmth of your smile Keeps my heart in its seems I wish that I could return All that you make me feel Even if I could only send part back Your life would be over filled with zeal To many days I do not have the words So many hours go by without your voice Time drags on when you are not in touch I wish in my feelings I had a choice I dream that I could warm you heart To make your smiles endless would be a great goal Make your days shine with happiness To reach out and bring a smile to your soul

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The chest seems to tighten The eyes seem to burn Something within us urns Life is stressful Love is chaotic Yet something about you is hypnotic I'm there for you You're there for me So how can nobody really see I hold you up You never let me down Oh how I hate to see you frown Juggle the problems Juggle your life How can there be so much strife Give me your hand Come let us stand Together we deal Together we seal My heart to yours Your heart to mine What we have is all divine I'll never let you fall You'll never be alone This is love Love is what I've shown

Bls Storie..sdmf 4 Life...
Ok yall know I love to write stories so here is my bls storie lol.. I am ready to go put some cunts IN THIS RIVER, because they should of killed me when they had the chance. SDMF BLOOD IS THINKER THAN WATER.! If anyone shall ever fuck with the family there is going to be a SUICIDE MASSIAH. Were never BORN TO LOSE, its a CONCRETE JUNGLE up in this mother fucker. Others should of been STILL BORN because they worship a COUNTERFIT GOD. I am going to take THE BLESSED HELLRIDE to THE HOUSE OF DOOM because i am BOARD TO TEARS. So the moral of this storie is lets FIRE IT UP!! by dee oct 19 2009..

Herbs I Like
www.BOIRON.com Arnica montana Trauma, Bruises, Muscle Soreness Common name: Leopard's bane Graphites Helps reduce scars Common name: Graphite Symphytum officinale Promotes healing of bone trauma Common name: Comfrey Staphysagria Promotes healing of surgical wounds Common name: Stavesacre

The Killing Dance
in the midst of loving deaththe warmth of such re'surring breaththe end it seemsthe only wayfor our two soulsforever stayin satan's romance; razor bladesblood's eternal - never fadeslike demon dreams of red romanceour souls now there:the killing dance ©DS 1975

What Makes Me
WHAT MAKES ME? created @ 2009-08-29 18:48:08 What makes me weak? My fears. What makes me whole? My God. What keeps me standing? My faith. What makes me compassionate? My selflessness. What makes me honest? My integrity. What sustains my mind? My quest for knowledge. What teaches me all lessons? My mistakes. What lift's my head high? My pride, not arrogance. What if I can't go on? Not an option. What makes me victorious? My courage to climb. What makes me competent? My confidence . What makes me sensual? My insatiable essence. What makes me beautiful? My everything. What makes me a woman? My heart . Who says I need love? I do. What empowers me? My God & Me. Who am I ? I AM A STRONG CHRISTIAN WOMAN!

Personality Analysis
I saw this in a blog by MarQ and found it interesting enough to take myself. As written by MarQ, here is the introduction: Myers-Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI) is a personality indicator designed to assist a person in identifying some significant personal preferences. Katharine Cook Briggs and her daughter Isabel Briggs Myers developed the Indicator during World War II, and its criteria follow from Carl Jung's theories in his work Psychological Types.The Indicator is frequently used in the areas of pedagogy, group dynamics, employee training, leadership training, life coaching, executive coaching, marriage counseling, and personal development.If you would like to take the test to see your type.Click Here My results are below: Idealist Portrait of the Counselor (INFJ) Counselors have an exceptionally strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others, and find great personal fulfillment interacting with people, nurturing their personal development, guiding them to realize their hum

You Don't Know What Pain Is
Shattered and tornTossed in a holeBuried somewhereIn the darkness of your soulSuffocatingIs there no way out?Broken like so many heartsGiving in to the shroud of doubt.Eternally woundedMy heart, that was hisSuffer like you deserve to doYou don't know what pain is.

Alone
There's a reason we MUST find people to love,people to share our lives with,open our hearts and minds to,people to depend on,cherish,people who'll depend on us when THEY need to know they're not alone.Careing for your friends and family,knowing they care for you-that's what keeps our minds off the void that waits for us al. By loving and letting ourselves be loved,we give meaning and importance to our lives;it's what keeps us from being just another species of the animal kingdom,grubbing for survival. At least for a short while ,through love, we can forget about the goddamned darkness at the end of everything. Love given or love taken is NEVER lost!! Once you've loved someone,the love is always there,even after they're gone. Love is the only thing that endures. Mountains are torn down,built up,torn down again over millions and millions of years.Seas dry up.Deserts give way to new seas.Times crumbles every building man erects.Great ideas are proven wrong and collapse as surely as c

*sigh*
I start this blog out not even knowing what to say..With so many thoughts flying threw my head. 5 minutes ago I made my weekly call to my grandfather to check up on him and also see what's going on with his cell pone cause i keep track of him and those things. Well knowing that my grandmother has been in the hospital and he's been in the hospital..I only thought it would be proper to ask how they are both doing. If they are feeling better cause of their flu symptoms and elderly aches and pains. He said to me not so good and of course not wantng to tell me anything because my father died only a year ago. So after a few minutes of pushing the issue he tells me she has cancer. Cancer? When anyone says cancer it sinks ur heart...now my grandmother and I never got along and I always said when it's time for them to go (my grandparents) I want her to go first cause i am just way to close to my Grandfather to let him go.. Now that I know she has cancer it changes everything. I don't really wa

For The Blocking Fool
I KNOW the situation and I'm smart enough to not accept lies. I KNOW he's married and I also know that I'm not a friend to him for what he can do for me on a WEBSITE. Are you more upset that he wouldn't support your delusional fantasies of having a great man or that he won't buy you anything else? You sure as hell didn't have too much of an issue flirting and talking with him til I came around. He's never denied being married.. It was plainly there on his profile. Shit happens chick and you can't always get what you want. Get over it. Don't stick your nose into MY business unless you know facts. I feel for you and your pathetic need for attention.

It's Started
I have been takin random days to remove friends. I fyou have not visited my page in more than 6 months and not fanned me back, I am tkain gyou off my list. no offense, just see you reason to count numbers of friends instead of quality of friends...you know?

The Heat Of The Act
Do you see me?I lust for youScandalous, immoralThe words chasing tempestuous thoughtsOh to feel the curves of those lipsThe strength of those handsPull me down on top of sinCome touch the out-of-boundsTouch with wicked intentionsThrust yourself into the heat of improprietyFeel yourself release deep in the hearthThere will be no scarlet letters hereJust the taste of a cherry pucker,The heat of the act,And the guilty desire for seconds

Finding You In The Flicker
I saw you in the flicker of another man’s candleThe shadows of my soulCarried with each exhalationWere he not so mesmerized by my curvesHe would have felt the lie deep inside meFor I am no great actressThe fire that consumes me burns for all to seeCall me joan of arc, fighting for my heartBurning for my love, my heart never scorchesThough it feels the pain

Dark Carnival. One For The Juggalo Family
Theres many Religions in the world todayBut people stillBelieve ether wayI'm here to tell youOf yet another wayIt's the dark carnivaland it's here to stayDon't you worry don't fret or freyThe clowns are hereAnd will always stayWhen you see themYou'll want to sayOH! Please GodShow me the wayBut like I saidDon't fret or freyThese clowns before youAre the way

Poem.... Feel Free To Leave A Suggested Name Number 3
Running down the streetlate one stary nightI hear her screambut no one in sightI hear hr whisperingstill no sight of herworrying whats happenedfiguring whats a stirI feel in my gutsomething bad is downcan't place it yetno one seen aroundThen it hits melike a ton of stinkthe one i love is hurtingAt least I thinkHow is it possibleshe's so far awayI run back homemake the call in disarrayShe answers th phonebefore it began to ringShe felt the same wayShe thought the same thingYou see we're so closeat heart only you seeI feel what she feelsand she he same with meI wanted to hear youI wish you were hereI miss you dearlyI'm so lost I fearWe end the callwith a tender sighI love you truelyI feel her start to cryWipe your tears babeDon't you dare startJust remember thisYou'll always have my heartDon't you worryI'll be home soonFor now we'll be togetherAlways underneath the moon.

Where My Boy's At ???
IF U LIKE WHAT YOU SEE THEN.... SAY SOMETHING, DO SOMETHING, GIVE ME SOMETHING,OR SHOW ME SOMETHING.... IF YOU CAN'T DO THAT THEN JUST GET ME DRUNK & CRUSH ME.... MIGHT AS WELL, CAUSE YOU'RE GOING DOWN TOO...LOL TURN ABOUT IS FAIR 4-PLAY

Touch Me
He touches me in mysterious ways Only my heart can understand. The feelings he evokes when his eyes meet mine Are almost more than I can stand. He gently breathes, I close my eyes And feel his love flow softly over me Like a babbling brook, winding its way Through the forest; An endless stream to the sea. The stars in the sky spell out his name, As the clouds come racing in To hold him closer; As if even they, Can not be without him. He only has to speak my name And my fragile heart skips a beat And as his tender words are uttered, All my doubts and troubled fears Are put to sleep. He touches me and I'm filled With the most warm and wondrous light It's as if before him, I was just as dark As the dead of the longest night. Just to gaze into his eyes And feel his heart beat with mine, It's all I'll ever, ever ask until the end of time!

Viagra Slogans
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called a spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss!) When everyone gathered, the boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff the purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme: Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule was they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products that captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About seven minutes later, they turned in their suggestions and created a Top TEN List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, the rest of the week went very well for everyone! The top 10 were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker picker upper. 8. Viagra, like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be there overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all that you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach out and touch someone. 4. Viagra, Strong enough for a m

The Vowes My Wife Wrote For Me
I love you.You are my best friend.Today I give myself to you in marriage.I promise to encourage and inspire you,to laugh with you, and to comfort youin times of sorrow and struggle.I promise to love you in good times and in bad,when life seems easy and when it seems hard,when our love is simple, and when it is an effort.I promise to cherish you,and to always hold you in highest regard.These things I give to you today,and all the days of our life.

For The Eagle's Fly Free!
The sun is shing under azure blue skie's, The birds are fleeting like eagle's steel talons shapenered to a tee, locates the nearest boulder & to rest his tired wings ,Circling the dusty ground for the slightest sign of prey.Watch the rabbit as he dart's frantically at pace,Trying to stay ahead off the terryfying race,Time's are hard in these barren land's,Find a hole & bury your head as a wise man once said.Swooping down from above,Talons outstretched,Hits the sand at full force,Nature take's its course,The poor furry creature is unable to resist,Lifted high & dry from the ground it once pounded.The Eagle lift's his Bold head,Shining like gold,A beak of raw torque power rips into the flesh,His siblings won't be going hungry in this horrible mess,Nature once again play's it's horrible test.The strong & the quick stand on top off there prize,Waiting upon the night to fall & sun to slowly rise,The light off the moon penetrates the dusk through the trees's,Sit's proudly on top of his perch

Death Of An Innocent
Before I start let me say this this story touched me inside and out as I read it as I could feel her pain and agony and felt a strange feeling inside of tears and so on and even more when I read it out loud to my grandma.... so here it goes I went to a party, Mom. I remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom so I drank soda instead. I really felt proud inside, Mom, the way you said I would. I didn't drink and drive, Mom, even though the others said I should. I know I did the right thing, Mom. I know you are always right. Now the party is finally ending, Mom, and everyone is driving out of sight. As I got into my car, Mom, I knew I'd get home in one piece, because of the way you raised me - so responsible and sweet. I started to drive away, Mom, but as I pulled out into the road, the other car didn't see me, Mom - and hit me like a load. As I lie here on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say "The other guy is drunk," Mom, and now I'm the one who will pay. I'm ly

First Baby Blog
Hello :) I found out about a week ago i'm going to have a baby. I'm 2 months along so far and tomorrow is my first prenatal doctor visit. Hoping all is well since I have been working very hard at my job. I'll add another blog tomorrow to let everyone know how my doctor visit went and if they can tell if it's a boy or girl. Love you all. Trista

Epic Fail Ii
Seriously? Didn't you learn from the last time? Up to the same old trickery. I'm actually surprised you need this type of validation. You have SERIOUS mental health issues if you have to default to this. People are paying attention, just so you know. -REL

Green Madness
Al Gore can kiss my ass. How can a man that cannot spell potato, be able to sell a new religion in America? Green Jobs, green thinking, green homes, green cars, dont forget green foods. All of this is turning me green. Yeah I do think we have a responsiblility to do what is right. Clean your yard. Keep the streets clean. I do compost my yard waste and use it in my veggie garden. I do try to use rainwater to water my yard. Its called- letting it rain. I am not being green. A prius was envolved in a fender bender in front of my apartments today. Well it should of been a fender bender. The prius was smashed to pieces and the mone carlo it hit barely had a dent. Do you or I want to exchange personal safety for a better environment? Betcha the prius driver dont think so now. Doom gloom and dispair. Everyone has seen the WWW comercial of the polar bear sitting on the block of ice with his cub? Why didint those asshats give that polar bear a life raft and a big mac? just saying...shit

Repeat As Needed!!
A quick guide on how to bathe a cat:1. Scrub toilet and flush several times.(You may consider this step optional.)2. Fill toilet with warm water and add a squirt of pet shampoo.3. Drop cat in toilet and slam lid shut.4. Sit on lid. Cat's efforts to free itself will generate a good deal of sudsing and washing motions.5. Flush toilet a couple of times to rinse the cat. NOTE: Hold securly to leash attached to cat in toilet.6. Leap off toilet seat, dash out the door, and slam it shut securly, because kitty will erupt from the bowl as if jet propelled.7. Leave kitty to sulk and dry himself.8. Bask in self-congratulatory haze.

Warding Off (swine Flu) H1n1
Warding Off (Swine Flu) H1N1 Dr. Vinay Goyal is an MBBS,DRM,DNB (Intensivist and Thyroid specialist) having clinical experience of over 20 years. He has worked in institutions like Hinduja Hospital , Bombay Hospital , Saifee Hospital ,Tata Memorial etc. Presently, he is heading our Nuclear Medicine Department and Thyroid clinic at Riddhivinayak Cardiac and Critical Centre, Malad (W). The following message is given by him: -------------------------- The only portals of entry are the nostrils and mouth/throat. In a global epidemic of this nature, it's almost impossible to avoid coming into contact with H1N1 in spite of all pre

Hillbillie Joke
Two hillbillies walk into a restaurant. While having a bite to eat, they talk about their moonshine operation.Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is inreal distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says,'Kin ya swallar?'The woman shakes her head no.Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?'The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no.The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue.The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth.As she begins to breathe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to his table.His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seed nobody do it!'

Everton Fc Launch T-shirt Campaign To Refocus Search For Madeleine Mccann
http://icliverpool.icnetwork.co.uk/0100news/0100regionalnews/tm_headline=everton-fc-launch-t-shirt-campaign-to-refocus-search-for-madeleine-mccann&method=full&objectid=24981807&siteid=50061-name_page.html Everton FC launch T-shirt campaign to refocus search for Madeleine McCann EVERTON FC has used its European clash with Portuguese giants Benfica tomorrow night to thrust the search for Madeleine McCann back into the spotlight. The club has printed 6,000 T-shirts bearing the slogan “We’re Still Looking For You” – 3,000 in English and 3,000 in Portuguese. It is urging travelling fans to wear them to help reignite the search to find the youngster, who went missing from the Portuguese resort of Praia de Luz in 2007.

Poetry
wind blowsthe air flowslight happans if u golove will followyou will seeits hard to really leavelife blossoms in this placeyou will find a better escapelove will grow when you breathethat gurl will love you unconditionalygive it timeit will beyou will find what you needwhen you find her let her goif she loves you she will knowif its true she will seeshe will come bacc so let it beit will be done this i knowif not then let it go