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Stupid jerk never came home last night to leave the car. I know he's over at his gf's house like usual. I'm hoping that he would give it back before he hangs out with his friends later on tonight, for nerd night, so I can go out with my mom like we planned. I'll text him later on cause I know he's sleeping. He's a day sleeper. I need the car for work tomorrow too cause I'm picking up a extra 12 hours at work. I don't want to walk to work at 4:30am....I work at 5:30am and it's a 45 minute walk. Plus it's been freezing outside and rainy...no buses to take me to work at that time and no one I know else drives. Plus, not after what happened to me at the theater yesterday...I dont' want to be out alone.
It's not fair. All he is doing is hanging out with his nerd friends and his gf. He'll borrow a car for himself to do his stupid things and not get another car for me like he said he would. People tell me I don't need my own car to get to places but no way in hell I'm going to do certain things alone again...not after that creep yesterday...that scared me. It's like, when I try to do stuff on my own, some fucking creep just messes it all up.
I didn't get much sleep last night. I woke up earlier than usual. I went to sleep crying, I woke up crying. I'm home alone like usual. I don't know what to do. Maybe just pack more...I should just clean up the dishes that he left in the sink for days and pack those up. I had packed up most of my dishes but maybe I will just pack up all my dishes since he is so fucking lazy to clean up after himself.
My dad called me yesterday saying that the credit union called about rich's car again....maybe rich missed another payment....nothing new if that's true. Is he doing that on purpose??? Trying to fuck my dad over? Trying to get me to take his car so that he won't have any payments? He's being such a fucking jerk...I just want to strangle him.
I gotta move out in a month, I have no car, I don't have medical insurance cause of that jerk anymore, it's like he's trying to screw my dad over with his car, I'm afraid to go out alone to do certain things now after yesterday, I don't want to walk to work tomorrow....I just want to break down and cry all over again....things just seems to get worse on my end...i feel so lonely.
