i know it has been so long since ive been on here. i am still alive even though at times over the last several months i would have loved being 6 feet under. well on october 22 i should legally be rid of the ex. its just the first court date since he wouldnt pick up his mail and they had to reschedule4 times. i have sucessfully managed to feed cloth and keep a roof over my kids head. i never imagined that would ever be a challenge, but when it comes between paying the phone bill and buying groceries for my boys they will always win out. i plan on updating my albums cause i got some awesome pics of my two little brats who i wouldnt give up for nothing. i am living proof it gets easier. trust in that