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Buffalo Theory
A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo. And when the herd is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Now, as we know, excessive intake of alcohol kills brain cells. But naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. And that, is why you always feel smarter after a few beers. Beer Is Good!!

Information
I need to get everyones information in the turf .... I am looking for all stats, weapons, properties, cash flow, bank, cash on hand, also their character links, if you could when you talk to others have everyone send them to Dark in a fumail please This will be required from all members who join I would appreciate it if everyone would help to keep on top of this please. Thank You

Alone
alone-you can have people around you but yet feel so alone,you go through the motions talking,laughing,like everything is fine,but yet inside you are crying falling apart breaking,ALONE.no matter what happiness cant be found,it doesnt exist,only despair,sadness,loneliness it surrounds you engulfs you and eventually drowns you.~denyse

Bamalounge Cam Rules
A few rules:#1 NO NUDITY OF ANY KIND ON CAMS !!!!!!!! WE DO NOT WANT ANY MORE CAMS TO BE BANNED, IF THIS HAPPENS CAMS MAYBE REMOVED FROM THE LOUNGE.#2 Please make sure there is no one on a cam before logging in to it.#3 Respect everyone.#4 PLEASE KEEP ALL AUDIO OFF ON CAMS !!!!!!!!!!! #5 DO NOT change any settings to the cams, as in adding pictures, videos display names or so on.#6 Reminder that there are other people besides the people in the lounge watching you on cam. So if you don't want other people to see something outside of the lounge DON"T SHOW IT....Go to Livevideo.comcam 1 user bama-1 password angel012009cam 2 user bama-2 password angel012009cam 3 user bama-3 password angel012009cam 4 user bama-4 password angel012009go to livevideo.com log in the user and passwords provided here click go live ITS IN GREEN make sure the audio is un clicked you will see a thing to submit , allow the adobe and click go live 1 more time then your inHOPE TO SEE YOU SOON

Matt Nathanson - Come On Get Higher
I miss the sound of your voice And I miss the rush of your skin And I miss the still of the silence As you breathe out and I breathe in If I could walk on water, If I could tell you what’s next Make you believe, make you forget So come on, get higher, loosen my lips Faith and desire in the swing of your hips Just pull me down hard And drown me in love So come on, get higher, loosen my lips Faith and desire in the swing of your hips Just pull me down hard And drown me in love I miss the sound of your voice The loudest thing in my head And I ache to remember All the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said If I could walk on water, if i could tell you what’s next, make you believe, make you forget So come on, get higher, loosen my lips Faith and desire in the swing of your hips Just to pull me down hard And drown me in love So come on, get higher, loosen my lips Faith and desire in the swing of your hips Just to pull me down hard And drown me in love I miss the pul

Warning...this Is A Lie
Run, run, run......i'm here for my fun now....you thought it was safe to fuck with my mind. But you've awakened the side of me that I kept away for everyones own good. Thought it was all fun and games, but little did you know I was keeping tabs on who and where. I am gonna rape your fucking mind and destroy your fucking soul...you tried to do it to me. But I'm gonna make your nightmare a reality for you and I...We gonna dance all night until I'm tired. Don't cry now, cause all the knives you put in my back and my heart, are now laid in front of you. If I were you I'd run..But hey the door is locked..If you want the key, explain why you think you should have it... Explain why you still have my heart... Explain why you thought I was a fool and I didn't see what was going on... Stare like a zombie like you always do... I have all my life to wait... You only have minutes... Blah, blah, you're words fall on cold deaf ears... Do you feel the pain and mental torment you put me th

Post This If You Aren't Scared To See How People Think Of You
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable,I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine

Angel Vs Demon Abilities
ANGEL: ABILITIES * Levels 25-27: Get a new status option: 'Good' * Level 28 Ability: Pimp out up to 3 people per day! When you pimp a member out, they scroll across the top of every fubar page for up to 5 minutes! * Level 30 Ability: Reveal those who have crushes on you! Level 31 Ability: Give all of your points to another user for 12 hours! *Level 35 Ability: Let somebody rate profile and photos as fast as they want for 15 minutes! More good abilities to be announced!DEMON: ABILITIES *Levels 25-27: Get a new status option: 'Evil' *Level 28 Abilities - Sh*tface or buzzkill 10 people per day! This lets you control someone else's buzzmeter! *Level 30 Ability - Reveal those who have crushes on you! *Level 31 Ability - Cloak another user so that they may view/rate other regular users anonymously for 30 minutes! *Level 35 Ability - Screw with how another members name is displayed for 5 minutes! More evil abilities to be announced!

Threw My Eyes
In our vast universe there are countless grains of sand, none being any less important then the next. Never forget your worth in the vastness, you are a diamond in the rough a story that has no ending never to be fully told, never to be retold. you are love and caring that is rivaled by no other. You are beauty beyond all that compares. You are intelligent yet you have a side of you that many never get to see. I consider myself lucky for my eyes have seen all the things that make you what you are. For that i am thankful. If my eyes never saw again they would not shed tears of sorrow, for they will forever have the memory of having seen the inner beauty as well as the outer beauty that which makes you.

Taurus And Scorpio Love Compatibiltystar Sign Compatibility Reading Taurus With Scorpio Steer Clear Of This Relationship If You Can't Take Th
Star Sign Compatibility Reading Taurus with Scorpio Steer clear of this relationship if you can't take the heat, because when the Bull and the Scorpion get together, you can expect the mercury to rise! You'll either love each other or hate each other, but you'll never be indifferent about the relationship. If you can give a Taurus security, beauty, nature and pleasure you have a better chance of getting their love and affection. If you can give a Scorpio loyalty, control and deep understanding you have a better chance of getting their love and affection. Taurus and Scorpio both have deep desires, Taurus for possessions and Scorpio for power. They're both concerned with affluence and possessions, and they're both intensely passionate about all sorts of things. Taurus is a bit more self-focused than Scorpio, who is more concerned with their lover and immediate family. Both of these Signs have a great, deep-rooted need for security in a relationship, but with slightly differen

How To Clense Zee Deveel
read from bottom up tallie mon...: so epic it must now be turned into a blog tallie mon...: hahahahaha Emanon~~Fo...: clense Me with your pussy juices tallie mon...: u bare the mark of the beast U MUST BE CLENSEDDDDDDDDDD lol Emanon~~Fo...: I am an Atheist so do not believe inyour gods or devils tallie mon...: AHHHHHH please dont eat my soul... i love god........ PLEASEEEEEE Emanon~~Fo...: haha I am actually 6f eet 6 inches and 6 ct LMAO aw 666 haha Emanon~~Fo...: haha I am 6'6" as well haha tallie mon...: hes 6'6 and im only 5'5.... his arms are almost as big as my waist.... i feel like a midget next to him lmao

Whats Wrong With People??
So when you see a tow truck on the side of the road please be nice and slow down and possibly move over a lane. We do not know u see us all we see is a car heading tord usat a leathal speed. Not saying everyone is like that but it makes us feel better when we see a car switch lanes and gives us room that trying to squeez by well are trucks are in part of the lane. Not only for are safty but your as well, i would hate to see somone hit the corner of my truck. Sry just had to rant cause some idiot almost hit me this morning on the freeway. Happens way to offten. ooo and sorry about spelling. :)

Under The Same Moon
There are many eyes in the nights black sky, The day it has but one.With the dawn of day those eyes fade away,The moon being the largest one. The day's sun shines bright and brings us light,Giving the warmth that we need.But the darkness of night searches our soul,While the moon see's all that we dream. So as we hustle through the day we hope and we pray,That darkness returns again soon.Where our hearts and our minds rejoice as they find,True love......UNDER THE SAME MOON.

[i May Have Just Asked Someone Out]
Alright.Today started on a high note since I had a Hall and Oats song stuck in my head.And I may have dance to my cube. And I may not have had an hour long panic attack like I did Wednesday. Woo! Inordinate amounts of pain and discomfort for an extended period of time.But man coming down from that adrenaline was awesome. Anyway I feel like I'm being pulled two ways right now. For one there's She.For two there's she. And right now, she seems more receptive to my advances than She, and she is unattached. So I struck up a few conversations with she, and she kept pace.I was impressed.Conversation led into movies.I saw an in, and I said something noncommital that basically opened the invitation to viewing movies together. Now...I don't know if what I'm doing qualifies as flirtingI'm pretty sure it does though in the most chaste, rational and mature way I've ever seen.And I thinkI just offhandedly asked a girl out.In that not-quite-a-date capacity.Feelers. Y'know?Suck partI responded

What Happen To Liz Vicious
I am not real sure what happen to Liz Vicious I know that any site she joins there is STREES for at elast the first 2 months and then things seem to get worked out. But she has posted a message on her MAIN Fan Page I will add it here. As i understand it I am NOT allowed to post the name of her MAIN FAN page so I will just send you with Wilki Answeres I assume that is allowed WikiAnswers - What is Liz Vicious' official fan email address You know what now that I read what she worte again it does not say all that much about the whole story I will see if I can find out more, but from what i gahter from her Post her and the head Bouncer had some words. Why Websites give her such a hard time when she first joins them I do not know sofar she always ends up making a really nice looking profile on them she add's lots of free content for her FANS and for any new fans she gets from the site she joins, she takes the time to answer her messages the best she can she will chat with people. I am

Love Song
There are many parts to a sweet love song. Drums are the heart, the love. Percussion keeps the passion alive with its beat. All sorts of instruments play the melody and harmony of love. So many different notes, all in the same key. Life is full of variety; high & low, short & long, sharp & flat. Notes written on the treble & bass clefts just the way the Great Creative Source intended. I instantly fell in love with your deep bass voice. Crescendos & Decrescendos add to the spice of life. Rest is not idleness, Silence is Golden! There are times when measures are repeated, a DO OVER, then jumps to an alternate ending. It's ok to start over. Our song lyrics are about love, support and teamwork. With so many sounds it's easy to make chaotic noise. Complicated pieces made simple by the conductor keeping perfect time. Everything happens in God's time. I love to ride our soundwaves. Just listen to them... Being in rhythm and in tune with eachother, we make Beautiful music together!

Help Our People In The Usa
Interesting & Irritating How they vote in the United Nations: Below are the actual voting records of various Arabic/Islamic States which are recorded in both the US State Department and United Nations records: Kuwait votes against the United States 67% of the time Qatar votes against the United States 67% of the time Morocco votes against the United States 70% of the time United Arab Emirates votes against the U. S. 70% of the time. Jordan votes against the United States 71% of the time. Tunisia votes against the United States 71% of the time. Saudi Arabia votes against the United States 73% of the time. Yemen votes against the United States 74% of the time. Algeria votes against the United States 74% of the time. Oman votes against the United States 74% of the time. Sudan votes against the United States 75% of the time. Pakistan votes against the United States 75% of the time. Libya votes against the United States 76% of the time. Egypt votes ag

Weird And Odd
so i was bored last night and was sitting on facebook and found someone i never thought id ever talk to again...below is a pic of me with my moms friends daughter sitting on my dads police bike when i was about 3 and yes i found her last night...it was kinda trippy since i hadnt seen her in 25 yrs or so me straight pimpin back on the day with the little girl who is now a mother of 2 lol

Saliva - Rest In Pieces
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did It has not healed with time It just shot down my spine You look so beautiful tonight Reminds me how you laid us down And gently smiled before you destroyed my life Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces) Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces) Pieces Look at me, my depth perception must be off again You got much closer than I thought you did I'm in your reach You held me in your hands Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces) Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces)

The Story Of Cupid
There is a very interesting story about Cupid and His mortal Bride Psyche in Roman mythology. Venus was jealous of the beauty of Psyche, and ordered Cupid to punish the mortal. But instead, Cupid fell deeply in love with her. He took her as his wife, but as a mortal she was forbidden to look at him. Psyche was happy until her sisters persuaded her to look at Cupid. As soon as Psyche looked at Cupid, Cupid punished her by leaving her. Their lovely castle and gardens vanished too. Psyche found herself alone in an open field with no signs of other beings or Cupid. As she wandered trying to find her love, she came upon the temple of Venus. Wishing to destroy her, the goddess of love gave Psyche a series of tasks, each harder and more dangerous then the last. For her last task Psyche was given a little box and told to take it to the underworld. She was told to get some of the beauty of Proserpine, the wife of Pluto, and put it in the box. During her trip she

David Cook - Little Sparrow
Little sparrow, little sparrowPrecious fragile little thingLittle sparrow, little sparrowFlies so high and feels no pain.All ye maidens, heed my warningNever trust the hearts of menThey will crush you like a sparrowLeaving you to never mend.They will vow to always love youSwear no love but yours will doThen they'll leave you for anotherBreak your little heart in two.Little sparrow, little sparrowPrecious fragile little thingLittle sparrow, little sparrowFlies so high and feels no pain.

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Poem By Summer Maddox
You are my muse You are my light That guides me in the dark You are the breeze That warms my my heart You inspire my thoughts You guide my hand And form words of poetry It is a bliss To my heart to know you It is the tears in my eyes To show you the feelings In my heart When we are apart Life seems to long When we are together Life seems not long enough You remain in my dreams You remain in my soul You will always reside in my heart Even when i part from this world You are my muse By: Summer Maddox

Let It Burn
I don't understand why See it's burning me to hold onto thisI know this is something I gotta do But that don't mean I want toWhat I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just I feel like this is coming to an endAnd it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you I gotta let it burnIt's gonna burn for me to say this But it's comin from my heartIt's been a long time coming But we done been fell apartReally wanna work this out But I don't think you're gonna change I do but you don'tThink it's best we go our separate waysTell me why I should stay in this relationship When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy babyPlus there's so many other things I gotta deal with I think that you should let it burnWhen your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want toBut you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used toEven though this might bruise you Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burnI'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on On the other s

The History Of The Thong & Saying Good Bye
Odd one can really learn history from reading Cosmo. Yes I did say history. The first thong was invented in 1974 by Rudi Gernreich with his unisex thong bathing suit, no it never took off in the US but was a big hit in Brazil, and if you have seen one I am thinking this is where the whole Brazilian wax came from. It wasn't until 1981 when Fredrick's of Hollywood came out with thong underwear did women started to really wear the things, and then in 1986 the company named Hanky Panky came out with a stretchy lace material that stopped the digging into-your-hips ridge. Skip forward almost a fully decade to 1999, everyone's favorite song came out, “The Thong Song,” by Sisqó, and in 2000 Britney Spears danced on the MTV Video Music Awards stage in her rhinestone thong. But come 2005 Scarlett Johansson posed on the cover of Cosmo in boy shorts, which turned into their biggest selling issue, and slowly started a new trend for women who went out to buy boy shorts for themsel

Just Like Heaven By The Cure
"Show me how you do that trick The one that makes me scream" she said "The one that makes me laugh" she said And threw her arms around my neck "Show me how you do it And I promise you I promise that I'll run away with you I'll run away with you" Spinning on that dizzy edge I kissed her face and kissed her head And dreamed of all the different ways I had To make her glow "Why are you so far away?" she said "Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you That I'm in love with you" You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Strange as angels Dancing in the deepest oceans Twisting in the water You're just like a dream Daylight licked me into shape I must have been asleep for days And moving lips to breathe her name I opened up my eyes And found myself alone alone Alone above a raging sea That stole the only girl I loved And drowned her deep inside of me You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Just like heaven

Billboards Top 50 "sexiest Songs" *snorts*
Recently, Billboard has released its top 50 sexiest songs of all time. Me being the music buff that I am... Find this list absolutely deplorable. What they say on how its ranked... "Songs are ranked based on an inverse point system, with weeks at No. 1 earning the greatest value and weeks at No. 100 earning the least. To ensure equitable representation of the biggest hits from each era, certain time frames were weighted to account for the difference between turnover rates from those years." This was taken directly from Billboard.com. So without further ado, here are the 50 "sexiest songs" according to billboard. Yes, I will add my own commentary as I go down the list. 50. Foreigner – Urgent 49. Cyndi Lauper – She Bop 48. Ray J – Sexy can I 47. Adina Howard – Freak Like me 46. Cassie – Me & U 45. Ton Loc –

Happy Single Awareness Day Lol
My awesome good friend Johhnydevil made this for me. Im all alone this holiday, not by my choice. I had gotten dumped and not handling it very well lol..So maybe someone out there might wanna be my Valentine??? This friend of mine has had a very rough patch lately and today has no Valentine. And that just stinks¡¦so¡¦.let¡¯s help find her one! It shouldn¡¯t be too hard. I¡¯m sure there¡¯s plenty of dudes out there looking for the same¡¦sooo¡¦. With that I give you.. ¢¾Italian Princess¢¾Fu owned by dblet2¢¾@ fubar And of course, Happy Valentine¡¯s Day to everyone, may it be special for you all :D Enjoy the Autos today, they are very rare. Lol Peace.

Whispers Of Love
sweet as the love that you whisper in my ear sweet as the love you show me every day sweet as the kiss which i feel on my lips sweet as you are knowing that a love as undying as ours will live on throught out the years kisses shared tears that have falln an been kissed away like nothing no one has ever known as sweet love like ours is so rare theres none like it to be found happy as the day i met you happy as the day we both shall die but for today it is our love that keeps us going a love living an breathing so bold

What Do Men Want From Women
Men are looking for a trustworthy girl, someone they can have faith in and someone who will be there for them. This may sound like an odd thing to say, but the fact is, some women are not trustworthy and many are not faithful either. So many in fact that men are increasingly wary. That kiss at a Christmas party may not count, or the flirtatious behavior with the gorgeous barman and in fact its all great fun and part of a woman's character. But reverse the situation and as a woman, you hate him doing the same. A man can never forgive a woman being unfaithful and so he is looking for someone who he really does trust Men want a woman who will commit to them. Though increasingly this is hard to find, it doesn't take away the wish. Men want a girlfriend who they can share with and trust and be open with. Commitment is not a one way street and therefore men are struggling to find the levels of commitment they found previously. But the need is still there. Men don't want to be alone.

Im Anti Valentines Day.....but This Is A Good Song
By Your Side lyricsSongwriters: Hale, A; Adu, Sade; Matthewman, S; Denman, P S; You think I'd leave your side babyYou know me better than thatYou think I'd leave you down when you're down on your kneesI wouldn't do thatI'll tell you you're right when you wantAnd if only you could see into meOh when you're cold, I'll be thereHold you tight to meWhen you're on the outside baby and you can't get inI will show you, you're so much better than you knowWhen you're lost and you're alone and you cant get back againI will find you darling and I will bring you homeAnd if you want to cryI am here to dry your eyesAnd in no time, you'll be fineYou think I'd leave your side babyYou know me better than thatYou think id leave you down when you're down on your kneesI wouldn't do thatI'll tell you you're right when you wantAnd if only you could see into meOh when you're cold, I'll be thereHold you tight to meOh when you're lowI'll be there by your side babyOh when you're cold, I'll be thereHold you tigh

Happy Valentines Day!!! Did You Have A Good Day I Did
my Valentine is the best got my nails done and 12 rose i love my man. he told me if he had more money. he would by me a ring i told him .i am happy to have you in my life you do not need to go all out like this .i am not a gold digger C&J 4 ever!!! tell me about yours?

My Way Or The Highway....
I'm thoroughly estatic Valentines is finally over.... My friends are awesome all txting me Happy V day and crap. I got myself a new necklace and a puppy. I'm soo good to me lol. Things are were going some what nice for me till about 5 yesterday this guy I know decided to ask me to come over and hang out. Not go to the movies or dinner but to go to his place. I was ok with it at first and explained I have a new puppy so all my time off whenever possible I have to have him with me. The guy is like what you can't have anytime to yourself by yourself. I'm thinking um if i'm with you i'm not by myself. ... Mind you not even 20 mins before this conversation he was just telling me how much he loves dogs. How in the world can you love dogs so much but want me to leave my 6wk old pup behind just to "hang out".... Seriously I told him I'm going home to play with puppy feet and I'll catch up to him another time. Then i'm like wondering was I a last resort? What the hell. Why can't I have

Twisted Thoughts
Should all these thoughts be in my head what if i acted on them what would happen if those thoughts were actually said I know feelings would be hurt lives would change How do i get around these things How do deal with all the lies The lies that have been fead all the games that have been played Everything in my mind is spinning Now i lay here in bed wondering when this all will end when will i see the person i know i am i know hes in there somewhere i know these thoughts will subside i just hope it all happens soon and i hope i find myself before its too late before my whole world is dead

With All My Heart
I never really believed, In this whole "LOVE" thing, But when I first saw your face, I could hear my heart sing. That sweet smile on your face, The gentle look in your eye, Just one look at you, And I could hear myself sigh. I gathered my courage, And walked right up to you, From that day foward, I knew it was true. We just started out as friends, And talking on the phone and computer, But I couldn't take it anymore, So I let my true feelings be shown. I told you how I really felt, The love I had for you, My worst fear was you'd turn away, But that turned out not to be true. You told me you felt the same, But had the same fear as me, From that day foward, We knew it was meant to be. I hope we'll always be together, And things will never tear us apart, I'd also like to remind you, That I love you with all my heart. This is dedicated to my man and he knows who he is Written by: M David

Go Away!
GO AWAY LOVE DO NOT BOTHER ME THOUGH YOU'VE KNOCKED ME DOWN SOMEHOW IVE LANDED ON MY FEET GO AWAY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NOT STAY YOU STICK AROUND FOR A WHILE BUT DISAPPEAR ALWAYS GO AWAY LOVE, O ENEMY OF MINE YOU SEEK TO MAKE ME SUFFER WITHOUT REASON OR RHYME

What Is Love? (not The Song)
What is love?? Now n days i believe its just a word that mean "Hey I like you a lot, lets have sex"! Back when a person told another person that they loved them they would literally be devoted to that person for life but in today's fucked up society the word "love" is thrown around like the word "the", Common people! I know people after a month of dating are already throwing the "L" word around like an angry wife throwing house objects at her husband! Yeah i know that's a lot, really people..really! Have we forgot what that word even means? What it even symbolizes as? YES WE HAVE!! There is a difference between love and lust and now in days people are confusing them, way to go fuck tards! Ive been in love before, true love and i don't know if that person was in love with me as much as i him but i am one of the few who know the difference between both! When you wake up every morning with nothing on your mind besides that certain someone and instantly you start smiling, when you get the

If Ur Feelin Down Read This!!!!!!
I really need to talk to ya lord, since the last time we talk the walk has been hard. I know you haven't left me lord but i feel like im alone. I'm a big boy now but i still ain't grown still goin thru it pain & the hurt, soakin up trouble like rain in the dirt an i know only i can stop the rain just the mention of his name, In the name of jesus.

Made For Me By Baby Boo---melanie
"Even though I am far from you..I love you with all my strength.Ask the sleepless nights I've spent for you..Ask the miles I've walked for you..Ask the kilometres that my love travels every secondAsk every single drop of tear I've shed for you..Ask every drop of blood that came through my nose..Ask all the days I've gone without eating..Ask every single day since I've known you..how much love I've given you.Not just a gift bought on the eve of Valentine's day and given..My love has been nurtured, cherished and offered to you..I've never made you feel bad on any day..Then try to buy you the next day..I've really given my bestI'm powered by your love Hanaa..And fueled by the belief that we're meant to be. I didn't give you diamonds today though I could.because I'm instead giving you my true loveand all that's mine is yours too..More precious than any diamond in the world is..Swearing on my life to fight for you.What I've given you cannot wear and showYou can only feel and cherish for

The Truth About Me
Tell em all I'm on vacation,Say I went to visit friends,That you ain't heard or seen from me in quite a while,When they ask you where I've been,Tell em I'm out on the west coast where it don't ever rain,And that I'm probably doing fine,(Chorus)Just don't tell em I've gone crazy,That I'm still strung out over you,Tell em anything you want to,Just don't tell em all the truth,Yeah don't tell em all the truth,Tell em all I'm out in Vegas,Blowin' every dollar I ever made,Tell em that I must be into something bad for me cause,I sure lost a lot of weight,Tell em I'm out on the road with some old rock and roll band,Living like a gypsy can,(Chorus)The truth is that I'm asking you to lie,And we both know that it ain't right,But if you ever loved me please,Have some mercy on me,Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,Tell em anything you want to,Just don't tell em all the truth,Yeah don't tell em all the truth,I still need you,Yeah that's the truth,I still love you,Baby that's the truth.

I'm Done!!!!! I'm Over It!!!!
I am at the point that I can truly say that I am done with guys. It is sad, just as I was letting guys back into my life, I start being used by them or lied to by them, or my favorite they start playing games. Guy A: Turns out he is married with kids. Hello??? I don't play that game. Guy B: Nothing but “Maybe's” and “Probably's.” In my book those two words are only used when you are playing games. Guy C: I get nothing but computer questions from. Yeah I know I am going to school to become a Network Tech, but that is school, when I'm away from it I want to have fun. I'm done, I can't take anymore of this crap. I have no idea why I thought I would try getting with guys again. Hoped it would have all changed from when I was 21/22, but it didn't so I'm calling it quite! Let all the other women in the world deal with the players, lairs, and losers, I don't even want to try to see if the next guy is one of them or not. So I will say my last g

Those Texans
Gabriel went to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. We have some Texans up here who are causing some real problems.... They're swinging on the Pearly Gates, my horn is missing, and they are wearing T-shirts instead of their robes; there's barbecue sauce and picante sauce all over everything, especially their T-shirts; their dogs are riding in the chariots and chasing the sheep. They are wearing baseball caps and cowboy hats instead of their halos.. They refuse to keep the stairway to Heaven clean, and their boots are marking and scuffing up the halls of Wisdom. There are watermelon seeds and tortilla chip crumbs all over the place. Some of them are walking around with just one wing; and they insist on bringing their darn horses with them." The Lord said, "Texans are Texans, Gabriel. Heaven is home to all of my children. If you want to know about real problems, call the Devil." So Gabriel calls the Devil who answers the phone

Walmart Interview
WAL MART INTERVIEW Jennifer a manager at Wal-Mart had the task of hiring someoneto fill a job opening. After sorting through a stack of resumes she found four peoplewho were equally qualified. Jennifer decided to call the four in and ask them only onequestion. Their answer would determine which of them would get the job. The day came and as the four sat around the conference roomtable, Jennifer asked, 'What is the fastest thing you know of?' The first man replied, 'A THOUGHT.' It just pops into yourhead. There's no warning. 'That's very good!' replied Jennifer. 'And, now you sir?',she asked the second man. 'Hmmm.....let me see 'A blink! It comes and goes and youdon't know that it ever happened. A BLINK is the fastest thing I know of.' 'Excellent!' said Jennifer. 'The blink of an eye, that's avery popular cliche for speed.' She then turned to the third man, who was contemplating

Special Thoughts
Why, Why, Why,Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries arealmost dead?Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they already knowthere is not enough moneyWhy does someoneBelieve you when you say there are four billion stars; but have to checkwhen you say the paint is still wet?Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw arevolver at him?Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'lisp'?If people evolved from apes,Why are there still apes?Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles arealways white?Is there ever a day that mattressesAre not on sale?Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes thatsomething new to eat will have materialized?Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuumcleaner, then reach down, pick it up, examine it, then put it down to giv

Tormented
Comfort and consoleWe all do seekNot to distortBe submissive or meek. Looking outThrough a hazeGetting lostLike in a maze. Once, then twiceEmotions did feelBut just illusionsProven not real. Blackened shadowsPiercing dartLusting towardBrand new start. Tormented soulShattered heartHiding withinA colorful art.

Proposed New Diagnostic Criteria For Autism Spectrum Disorder
If the physicians involved with developing the new Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-5), due out in May 2013, have their way, autism diagnoses will look very different. To begin with, the new DSM will completely get rid of the diagnosis Pervasive Developmental Disorder Not Otherwise Specified (PDD-NOS). Quite honestly, few of us (even those of us with kids who have the diagnosis) will miss this vague, confusing label. Secondly, and more significantly, the new DSM will eradicate the diagnosis of Asperger syndrome. This is a much more controversial move, as people with Asperger syndrome and their loved ones have grown to identify strongly with the term - and many see themselves as having characteristics that are quite distinct from autistic disorder. Thirdly, the new DSM will simplify the criteria for diagnosing autism spectrum disorders to the point where, from where I sit, it seems that half the population could be appropriately diagnosed (de

Hate Me
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape, to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again? and will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? and will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things i didnt do for you Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opin

Were Are The Woman Like This... Fairytale Right It To Good To Be Real
Were Are The Woman Like This... Fairytale Right It To Good To Be Real .. I Want A Girl Like This I want a girl who will love me and not judge me for the things i do nor for the things iv done someone who will love me even when its at my worst i want a girl who knows how to be silly but be serious when needed I want a girl who will always surprise me and hold me when I'm down I want a girl who always thinks of me someone i can always think about i want a girl who can make a promise and keep it without breaking it i want a girl who will love me for what i have who doesn't just want the money or fame i want a girl who i can joke with and not take it so seriously I want a girl who knows how to play run around and just have fun i want a girl who sends me texts just to say i love you and mean it someone who wont just mess with my head i want a girl i can call in the middle of the night just to say i love and i miss you I want a girl i c

Girls Never Want A Guy Like This.
I'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorryThat my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy"I'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not a bad guy,I'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friendI'm sorryIf I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new guy you have comes aroundI'm sorryIf I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple ho

When You Know Its Time To Throw In The Towel
how you know when your finally fed up! lies pour in with every flip of a tongue things you belived in dont matter or make sense anymore , strength you had to keep on trying weakens with all the lies.memories that kept your full of joy are crushed with all the fake,not wanting too see whats yet to come. life is full of surprises , so i dont want anymore DEAD END ROADS , Empty promises are for daydreamers. i want a life full of true meaning filled with true love , trust , honesty , and friendship. I want a life with some one who can GIVE LIFE a chance who loves me for who i am and someone who will stand by me through it all, and never give up even when were losing.

Money&chicks
I'm makin it while I'm spendin it,You can go to the Louie store,You can go to the Gucci store,You go to the mall,You gonna spend it all wat he do it for,You can buy the rags you can buy the bags,but there ain't no sign that say they the sway,But you can watch me an do your best impersonation,You need a lil time, a lil prepreation sooner or later you gonna have to face it,I'm like the penthouse you a fixed up basement,As far as chicks go I get it You take it I give em all franks the call me nathan.....

The Reason - Hoobastank
I'm not a perfect personThere's many things I wish I didn't doBut I continue learningI never meant to do those things to youAnd so I have to say before I goThat I just want you to know I've found out a reason for meTo change who I used to beA reason to start over newand the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt youIt's something I must live with everydayAnd all the pain I put you throughI wish that I could take it all awayAnd be the one who catches all your tearsThats why i need you to hear I've found out a reason for meTo change who I used to beA reason to start over newand the reason is You and the reason is You [x3] I'm not a perfect personI never meant to do those things to youAnd so I have to say before I goThat I just want you to know I've found out a reason for meTo change who I used to beA reason to start over newand the reason is you I've found a reason to showA side of me you didn't knowA reason for all that I doAnd the reason is you

How To Eat Pussy
Let's Get Down To Business! Deep down, women love sex just as much as men do, although they aren’t usually as open about it. Ask a male if he masturbates and he will tell your straight up that he does, whereas you pose the same question to a women and 3 quarters of them will curl up into a ball and go into some sort of sexual defensive coma. We know why this is as it is relating to the emotional issues and the ‘Anti-Slut Defense’. You have tried, and tried and tried with women to get them into bed, but because of lack of experience in the field and lack of game you have fallen at the first hurdle. So after reading up about women’s emotional needs in regards to sex elsewhere around these boards, you have the information you need to get that girl into your sack as soon as possible. Now lets find out HOW to do it. How To Turn Women On No matter what you read in magazines and the like, the setting isn’t as important as you may think

M-theory...
believe it or not i've been reading up on M-Theory in theoretical physics... and it's kinda interesting... time being the 4th dimension and the pulse of time being the 8th... but... it explains everything as a constant... everything started in one place an infinite point... time allowing movement(rotation)... but nothing moves... where i get lost is as we know today the universe is expanding.... and it seems to us subjectively that time is moving foreward... then you look at theories on time loops around like a giant circle and how everything has happened before and will again....

Please Tell Me !
How old are you? Are you single or taken? Eat with your hands or utensils? Do you dream at night? A secret about you? If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? Do you trust the police? Do you have a crush on me? Why? If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? Would you cheat? What do you wear to sleep? Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? Which do you prefer - short or long hair? Do you sing in the shower? What's your favorite color? Are you naughty? What was your first impression of me? Have you ever done drugs? Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Do you have a tattoo? Tell me anything that will help me understand who you really are.......

Listen To Us Play
Below is our music player. Feel free to give it a click and hear some of the music we have been playing as of late. The tracks were recorded live so forgive us for it being so raw. We are sure you will still enjoy what you hear.We will also be releasing or first original "I See Your Face" soon. So keep your ears open.

How Do I Say It?
Every day I say I love you I realize I am falling deeper and deeper in love but honestly how can I even start to describe the way I feel for you when no word seems quite good enough? I'm always good at expressing my self though words. Words is my art form they are my blade that slays any and all enemys that have ever dare step into my path. They have been my art to realize who and what I am in this world. But for them to fail me in this way..it's really not so bad. In a way it makes it more powerfull that even I can not obtaine the correct wording for how much I love you. So ultimately I leave you with that simple statement my dearest Minid and I hope that this will bring a smile to your face.

Heres The Deal
ok i feal i need to explane my self yet again.... it must be beacuse i dont even understand my self half the time..... but here we go.. I am in fact in a relationship.... we have a open relationship meaning we swing with women occationaly..now that thats out there ill say this genn i love you and i dont care who knows it you are beautiful smart sexy and my out and out best friend no woman will ever come close to you.. i am a nympho and i do flirt to the ones i do flirt with i do find you sexy but im taken and unless genn clears you and we in fact do hook up for some fun that is all that it is and will ever be.... moveing on and getting back to me and my love ........ im putting this out for you to see im not scared of us any more love nor am i scared of the haters...ya all are punk ass bitchess and if you cant step to me like a man....or woman.....dont start shit im done with games and bullshit im to old for it and i dont have time for it i have enough on my plate as is...im not the s

If Men Wrote Women’s Magazines
If Men Wrote Women’s Magazines Women get all kinds of advice from magazines from how to dress to how to please a man in the bedroom, and even what to cook for us. And while it’s not all bad (with hotties like Kristen Bell and Jessica Alba on the cover) these mags are lacking much needed male insights. For example, we’re actually not that interested in your hair and we definitely don’t care about your shoes. Don’t get us wrong, we love the heels… we just don’t see why you need so many pairs that quite frankly, to us look the same. But if Women’s magazines were actually written by men, there wouldn’t be so much confusion about what we want. Here are some article titles, written by men that get straight to the point.

Im This Girl!
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for her. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss. I'm the girl who you can ta

A Promise To You...rip Mom
Now that you're gone,.. I'll remember you with smiles and laughter And if I need to cry, I'll cry with our family who walk in grief beside me. And when I need you, I'll put my arms around anyone and give to them what I need you to give to me. There are so many who need so much. You have left me something... something much better than words or sounds. I'll Look for you in the people I've known or those you helped and touched in some special way. You will always live in my heart as well as my mind. I will love you most by letting my love reach out to our loved ones, by embracing them and living in their love. Love does not die, people do. So, when all that's left is love, It will be your love that lives on forever. I love you Mom... rest in peace.

Save Your Pet From A Lonely Rapture
For $110, Earth-Bound Pets' "network of animal activists are committed to step in when you step up to Jesus." If the rapture happens within 10 years of your first payment, your pet will be saved. There's a limit of one pet per household, and additional pets are another $15. Sadly, they are only equipped to handle dogs, cats, birds, rabbits, small caged mammals, and horses, camels, llamas and donkeys in certain states. Tough luck for the reptiles. I'm sure you have a lot of questions, like how do we know this said atheist care giver won't convert and get raptured away at the last minute? Also, what if Grandma gets left behind, can she take care of my dog over a stranger? The site answers all these queries in their FAQ section. Q: How do you ensure your representatives won't be Raptured. A: Actually, we don't ensure it, they do. Each of our representatives has stated to us in writing that they are atheists, do not believe in God / Jesus, and that they have blasphemed in a

Shooting Stars
Shooting Stars For my brother Jeff As with every cloudless night, My eyes are drawn to the sky; Tiny diamonds sparkle in my sight. I make a wish as a star begins to fall in reply. Pleading that my wish be granted, My heart starts to burn. My eyes glued to the sky, feet planted; I'm waiting for my turn. Waiting for the graceful stars To grant one simple wish, On this beautiful night of shooting stars. Written by Danielle K.

Close Friendships
THIS IS TYGER,SOME KNOW ME,OTHERS DO NOT.I AM HERE TO OFFER NO DRAMA,NOT HERE TO PLAY ANY GIRLS,MY PURPOSE IS TO START A ALL GIRLS GROUP THAT WANT CLOSE FRIENDS WHO WILL BE THERE FOR THE OTHERS,AND NOT WORRY SO MUCH ABOUT BEING TOP DOG.FRIENDSHIP IS #1 AND FUBAR DEALINGS COMES 2ND.SO TOUCH BASE WITH ME HERE,OR ON FACEBOOK TO LET ME KNOW IF UR INTERESTED IN FORMING CLOSE FRIENDSHIPS THAT MEAN SOMETHING OK.

Accused Of Stealing Staff
Allright, Let me get a few things clear. I was just accused tonight of stealing staff from another lounge. This is something I did not do , nor have I ever. The person who accused me I will not name at this time, but they know who they are and so do others. He has informed me that " supposedly" others have came to him and said I steal members and attempt to steal their staff as well. This is something I am not sure whether to believe or take as just another ploy. So I wanted to write this in case. I have never, nor will I ever feel the need to lower myself to stealing another lounge owners staff. If you feel I am like this or have done this please feel free to come to me. There are many lounges on my lounge list, and many I support adn know have good honest ppl in them. And some know I would do just about anything to help. This is coming up because I hired a Dj who I was told quit. Who came to me and asked for a job. This is wwhat happens, ppl change almost like

Camera Operator London | Lighting Cameraman | Director Of Photography
I'm a freelance Camera Operator London & Director of Photography. I've been working out of London for more than 10 years. I've been lighting & filming dramas, promo's and corporate videos for sometime now and know that we can get the best for the mood of the piece and I'm happy to work with the director to get the best from the time we have. Not a problem checking out locations & working with other crew. I have worked on many projects including many pop promo's also corporate, commercial, dramas, short film and live productions. I'm reliable, punctual and easy to get on with.

Fourth Rewrite Cris..............
Today a battle rages,Deep within her soul and mind.Away from hr inner demons,A true peace she longs to find. I bet if she ever tryed,Mountains she could move. She could have the world,And hearts she'd never lose. Though hers is in turmoil,And her stress beyond belief.I can see her drive,Theres nothing she can't achieve. In her heart and her eyes,Her will is strong,no bending here. To all others hearts during her life, Cynde's heart Will know no fear..

The Bible Or A Diamond
The Bible or a Diamond Ring? > A married lady was expecting a > birthday gift from her husband. For many months > she had admired a beautiful diamond ring in a showroom, and > knowing her husband could afford it, she told him that was > all she wanted.. As her birthday approached, this > lady awaited signs that her husband had purchased the > diamond ring. > > Finally, on the morning of her birthday, her > husband called her into his study. Her husband > told her how proud he was to have such a good wife, and told > her how much he loved her.. He handed her a beautiful > wrapped gift box. > > Curious, the wife opened the box and found a lovely, > leather-bound Bible, with the wife's name embossed > in gold. Angrily, she raised her voice to her > husband and said, 'With all your money you give me > a Bible?' > > She stormed out of the house, permanently leaving > her husband. Many years passed and the lady was very > successful in business. She managed to settle fo

Equipment
This is an end list of equipment until they add new ones.... Weapons 40 wrenches 50 techs 25 At4 750 brownings Armor 750 Ba 750FBTA (until disposal suits become available) 750 disposal suits ( for every disposal suit you buy sell one FBTA) 750 reinforced shelters ( for every rein. shelter you buy you can sell one disposal suit) Vehicles 750 TUV

Hate Him
She wants to hate him, but she just can't find the way,Whenever he's around she doesn't know what to say.Her chest tightens, whenever he is near,She doesn't know why she even cares.He's hurt her before, but she still can't let go,Why she still likes him, she'll never know,He makes her breathless, but he makes her sad,She doesn't know why and it's driving her mad.She doesn't understand why she just can't let it be,She whispers to herself,"Why does he do this to me?"She hates herself for being so weak,Whenever he's around she can't seem to speak.Her heart beats faster and she finds it harder to breathe,Will he ever understand why she wants to leave?He leads her on and expects her to be fine,But he doesn't know she's nearly crossed the line.Her cuts get deeper, she finds it harder to bare,Where ever she goes, he seem to be there.She hates seeing him when he's with his girlfriend,It hurts her so bad, and she wants it to end.She's tearing her self apart, she has no control,She doesn't know

This "nice" Guy Will Finish Last At Least With Me
I don't get it!! You approach me with an attitude of a genuine guy and feed me line after line about how you want a real relationship and how you want all these qualities and how I poses them. But when it comes down to the follow through your no where to be found. I am not gonna be your part time anything or your target to try and manipulate I'm too good for all that bull. Maybe this tactic of being a "nice" guy has worked in the past but it hasn't worked on me what r u not getting I need more than empty promises. Obviously you keep coming back for something but if I wasn't right before then I'm not right now and I'm over this and over you as of now .

Your Profile Layout! A Directory If You Will.
Welcome! And I'm glad you're showing interest in learning to edit your profile yourself! This is the directory, I'll start from the top of the LostCherry/CherryTap/Fubar profile, and divide it up into sections, and further in depth on those! Happy Hour and the Who's Online Marquee: This is the entire top section. Who's Online is no longer a marquee, but it periodically shuffles new users in. The Live Feed: This is where all your updates are. The Chat Box: AKA SB or ShoutBox, this is where users instant chat with you. The Blast Box: This is where users are for 30 days that have bought or been given a "Blast". The Ticker: This is a short message that users can purchase. As it now appears on the homepage instead of the user profile, I'll be skipping this. Name, Action links, and your URL: Pretty basic, this section also included the Ticker at one time. Welcome / Header Pic (The space between the Chat Box, and the rest of your profile.): Your welcome mat, se

A Dream I Had..........
My Demon Lover....... He comes to me late at night, as I sleep wrapped up so tight. His hair is long, his skin is white. His eyes sing a silent song, He can kill with just one bite. He approaches me, but never touches the ground. His touch is so cold, He never makes a sound. His lips are so soft, His kiss is so cold, Just a moment of pain, Is what I am told. His lips brush my neck, His hand cups my breast. I am feeling so dizzy, As my heart pounds in my chest. I feel his fangs, Pierce my neck. I feel as tho time is standing still, Just like before a wreck. He tells me I am special, There is only you and me, He tells me he has given me a gift, When in fact, he has set me free. By day we look, just like everyone. But by night, A Vampire we shall become. By: Moketta 2008

Would You?
If you woke tomorrow to find everyone you ever loved was gone, would your life still have meaning? WOULD YOU still carry on? WOULD YOU sit down to cry not knowing what to do? WOULD YOU lay down to die? or just start life anew? In loving memory J.E.H

If I Died Tonight?
If I died tonight would I be missed?Would anyone care? How should I go?Razor blades, hanging, drive by or even suicide.Or should I have it ended in a car crash?Who knows how we are going to go.As for on earth I already have died.My heart ripped from where it lies,Over and over again, they laugh and rub it in my face.Only if they knew I've been dead for years.So the pain is very shallow and weak feeling.Does anyone care if I'm here tomorrow or the next day?They say they do but do they really?Nobody knows, until tomorrow.Tomorrow we shall see who cares if I existed.If I died tonight, I wish you all the best,Don't even shed a tear.I'm not worth it nor do I want your pity if you have read this.See you on the other side.Remember the day I loved you and you didn't careJust remember that day for eternity.

Judgemental
Why is it that us BBW & SSBBW are regarded as nothing more than playtoys for those cold hearted SOB's who chose to play with our emotions. None of us is perfect, we all have different tastes, but we are all human and deserve to be treated with respect and compassion. Will this world ever go back to when someones word meant something? Will the day ever come again when you can trust another persons word? When will man ever judge us for the content and not the package?

A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, kiss and love you Every m

Where Do Babies Come From
Where do babies come from? Don't bother asking adults. They lie like pigs. However, diligent independent research and hours of playground consultation have yielded fruitful, if tentative, results. There are several theories. Near as we can figure out, it has something to do with acting ridiculous in the dark. We believe it is similar to dogs when they act peculiar and ride each other. This is called "making love". Careful study of popular song lyrics, advertising catch-lines, TV sitcoms, movies, and T-Shirt inscriptions offers us significant clues as to its nature. Apparently it makes grown-ups insipid and insane. Some graffiti was once observed that said "sex is good". All available evidence, however, points to the contrary.

Sinful Sex
He lays me down & spreads me out on his bed.He tells me he wants to relieve my stress & help me rest my head.He runs his fingers through my hair & he kisses my lips,He takes away the tension by playing with me below my hips.As my legs are up high in the air,I feel like I have no worries or cares.He plays me so hard I let out a slight yell,& I wonder if something this good will put me in hell.

Sex Me
Your kisses are so soft,as they trail down my neck.I no longer can think,my mind's now a wreck.Your tongue moves so slowly,as it lingers on my skin.I bite down on my lip,just eager to begin.I bring your lips to mine,cuz I love how you taste.We keep things going slowly,there's no need to make haste.Whether we're on the bed or the wall,I don't care anymore.All I know in this moment is,I've never needed you more.We undress each other,bare and bodies glistening.Baby we can scream as loud as we want,no one's here or listening.I can see that you're hard,and hunny I'm so wet.But I want you to tease me more,please don't fuck me just yet.You play with my clit,making my muscles spasm.It feels so damn good,I can't wait to orgasm.I gasp in your ear,my voice now quivers.I bite down on your neck,making your body shiver.My fingers glide down your back,as I trace your spine.Your voice is so sultry when you say,"I'm gonna make you mine."I love how you make me beg,and tease me 'till I break.Push me furt

Hmm I Dunno
i am so convinced that you are the most beautiful death,you are erratic. erotic.sharp, uncensored. raw.i want to read you over and ever again,i want to watch distilled sound seeping out of your lips,i want to feel your words bubbling out of your mouth and dripping onto my body like hot soup.you dispose of my clothes quickly, efficiently, articulately,they roll off me like polygons and triangles and sometimes a circle.they collect on the floor.i must remember them in the morning, or you will.first i study your anatomy, a torso, a hand on my stomach, my leg, my face, my hair, a strand of hair that cuts the blue of your eye, fingerprints, toes (all 10), a neck, warm wet lips, pulsating, delectable.there are parts of you inside me now, and itmakesmefeeldelicious.cuts my mouth and my throat as I swallow. then i think about you. but only for a momentand it never lasts very long.plant within me, seeds of what would never grow between us.a good morning kiss,a static phone call, a wednesday, q

More Gunk.
Well, the doctor said that the facial swelling's normal, along with the hands and feet. She said to drink more water... So i'm drinking ONLY water and finding it's not helping. -sigh- oh well. three more weeks... Apparently the baby's in the correct position and I'm 1 cm dilated. Boy, checking that is so invasive >.> I mean, my doctor's nice to me and all, but her hands must be made of razorblades xD

You Found Me Out
You found me out, a slip of my tongue and now you know what lies beneath, a shallow shell of what I was. Jaded and mislead by trusting eyes. Can you keep a secret? I guess we'll see... Truth be told I wish I could spit out to the world and let the repercussion come smack me back in the face. Instead I stay below the radar of society's judging glare fake a smile and say it okay. If no one knows then they can't change.. become that fake robot thats always searching looking to see if Im gonna break today. Mini psychotherapists with their conclusion and 5 minute therapies of let it go and just dont do it. they'll never understand this drive in me to self destruct. just remember though behind blue eyes lies everything.....dig through the mess and eventually you can find me

Beautiful Explanation Of Death
~DEATH~ WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT .. A sick man turned to his doctor as he was preparing to Leave the examination room and said, 'Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side.' Very quietly, the doctor said, 'I don't know.' 'You don't know? You, a Christian man, Do not know what is on the other side?' The doctor was holding the handle of the door; On the other side came a sound of scratching and whining, And as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room And leaped on him with an eager show of gladness. Turning to the patient, the doctor said, 'Did you notice my dog? He's never been in this room before. He didn't know what was inside. He knew nothing except that his master was here, And when the door opened, he sprang in without fear. I know little of what is on the other side of death,

Poetry
As I watch the rain fall I wait for someone to call Someone to call my name Someone who feels the same As the rain drips down the glass I think about my past All the things people have said to me How all I want is to be free Free from all the pain and fear I've suffered too much these past few years I wish that I was different in so many ways Life has been so hard these past days As I listen to the rain fall I wait for someone to call Someone to say they love me Someone who can set me free Free from worry and pain But tight now I'll just sit and watch the rain.

From Someone Very Special...right Baby?
"Chasing Cars" We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Smashing Pumpkins - Disarm
"Disarm" Disarm you with a smile And cut you like you want me to Cut that little child Inside of me and such a part of you Ooh, the years burn I used to be a little boy So old in my shoes And what i choose is my choice What's a boy supposed to do? The killer in me is the killer in you My love I send this smile over to you Disarm you with a smile And leave you like they left me here To wither in denial The bitterness of one who's left alone Ooh, the years burn Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn I used to be a little boy So old in my shoes And what I choose is my voice What's a boy supposed to do? The killer in me is the killer in you My love I send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you

For All The Writers Out There...
Really awesome post at The Guardian's book blog, based on Elmore Leonard's (Out of Sight, Get Shorty, etc. etc.) "10 Rules for writing fiction". A bunch of great writers compile their own lists, including Margaret Atwood, Roddy Doyle, Richard Ford, Jonathan Franzen, A.L. Kennedy and more. Seriously awesome tips, and it's been a trigger for me for my own writing since I read it. Definitely bookmark worthy. http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2010/feb/20/ten-rules-for-writing-fiction-part-one Part two- http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2010/feb/20/10-rules-for-writing-fiction-part-two (Part 2 includes Joyce Carol Oates, Annie Proulx, Philip Pullman, Zadie Smith, Colm Tóibín and more)

What Do You Expect When Posting Pics Like That?
I dont understand something.Now,correct me if I'm wrong...but,if you post pictures of yourself,that are of a sexual nature....and even show a little of your stuff...wouldn't you be "expecting" to get comments that are perverse and sexual in nature?How can anyone get aggrivated over comments left on sexy pictures?Thats kinda being a hypocrite.I mean,to me,I dont give a fuck...i think its fuckin stupid of those people.But,y'know...I just wanted to bring it up,cuz it seem to happen a hell of a lot on here,by all sorts of people.

Love Life
How many sex partners have you had? Is it easy for you to orgasm? One night stands or relationships? Craziest place you've had sex? When's the last time you got some? Lights on or off when you do it? Nice and slow or hard and rough? Do you like bondage? Do you like role playing? What's your fantasy? Does size matter? Ever have a threesome or would you consider it? Do you like giving or recieving oral? What's your favorite position? Do you masturbate? And if so how often? Someone ever walk in on you guys? Do you like sex toys? Ever have phone or cyber sex? What kind of condoms do you like? Or do you not prefer them? Favorite place to do it? Spit or swallow? Moaner or screamer? Do you watch porn and if so what kind? Ever fool around on your period or do someone on their period? Do you ever fantasize about someone else when your with your partner? Ever call out the wrong person's name? How often do you want sex or think about it? E

Life
The most important thing I have learned in life is nothing is more important than being happy & having a sense of humor. Follow your dreams and your bliss always and no matter what anyone tells you and be sure to be happy along the way. Because happiness is not attained from achieving your goals, it's the fuel that propels you toward them! And there is too much serious shit in this world not to laugh at all of the absurdity of it! Such as the dynamics of sex and male to female relationships. Surely GOD has a twisted sense of humor to play this joke on us! Besides have you ever seen a platypus I rest my case! Don't think you know me from 1000 words on a page...this is only the tip of the iceberg, only one facet of me, the part I allow you to see at this particular moment in time.

Baby, I Am Always Beside You!!
If you ever get lost, I’ll be there to shine my lightYou’ll see I will always there by your sideLighting your darkness, helping you see what's rightAnd lift your head up high, get back your strideIf you find yourself walking down a lonely roadWondering endlessly with despair in your eyesI’ll be there to shine my light, to take the loadOff your heavy heart, I’ll left you up, help you riseWhen ever you feel you’re questioning the truthAnd the struggles cloud your feelings insideI’ll shine my light down and bring back our youthWhere there are no tears, when you never cried I’ll be here until the end of time just for youForever by your side to always shine my lightTo see you smile, to feel a love so strong so trueI’ll give my soul to help you make it through the night

Devil.s Bad Boy Rawks The Fu Too!
imikimi - sharing creativityThe lights dim, Bad Boy steps out on stage. The crowd goes wild, various items of woman's lingerie pelt the stage. A shrill female voice rises above the crowd "Bad Boy I want to have your babies!" Bad Boy motions to one his roadies and tells him, "Have her cleaned and brought to my dressing room." Steps to the front of the stage and quietly begins to sing, "Don't know what I'm gonna do about this feeling inside Yes it's true Fubar took me for a riiiiiiiiiide iiide ya ya yeeaaaah Without your rate I'm nothing but a begger Without your rate a dog without a bone What can I do I'm out here fuing all alone Baby, baby, bay ay baby You're my angel come and rate me tonight you're my an ay ay an angel come and rate me allright you're my an ay ay an angel come and rate me tonight rate me little girl you're my an ay ay an angel come and rate me allright come and rate me tonight" Throws up a double rock on and screams, "THANK YOU & GOODNIGHT FU-LAND YOU RAAAWWWK!!!"

Poem Do Not Copy 3
Lonely girlShe sits in her roomCrying over her lonelinessNobody loves herNobody caresshe was once the happiestNow she just criesShe wears nothing but blackShe never speaks out loudShe is constantly mourning The loss of the ability to loveWhere did it go?Her ex must have ripped it out of herShe writes morbid poemsHoping that will helpNo matter how hard she triesThey all end in deathShe thinks about her friends And the one she lovesShe wants to call himMaybe he will cheer her upHe doesn't pick up the phoneShe slams down the receiverShe gets so pissedOne by one she punches holes in the wallsOne by one her knuckles shatterWhen all of her knuckles are broken And blood is dripping from her handsShe starts to scream Until she cant scream anymoreShe grabs the rubbing alcohol And pours it on her swollen bloody handsShe doesn't feel the painShe goes outside and looks at the starsShe collapses and criesNot our of sadnessBut out of frustrationAll she wants is the love of anotherThe comfort of anot

Poem Do Not Copy 4
DrowningI sit in the corner and cryPointless black tearsRemembering the pastAnd the life that I hadI had love and happinessI just threw it awayI go out to the lakeAnd look at the moonI say out loud "I'm sorry"I jump inI take a deep breathAnd let the water fill my lungsI want to come up for airThe rocks in my pockets weigh me downI close my eyesAnd listen to the silenceRegretting nothingI feel my heart slowingI feel my lungs tighteningI clench my fistsMy heart is barely beatingI have one last thoughtThe thought of himI open my eyesJust in time to see my life flash before themI am silenced foreverAll that is left of meIs a puddle of pointless black tears

Poem Do Not Copy 7
thoughtlessThoughts of suicideToo much rageConsume my life Stage by stageI lay here staring At the blackness of my heartKnowing that we've grown too far apartI want to speak To tell you how I feelYour voice makes me weakYour eyes make me killWorrying about us Was all I seemed to doI know its overAnd I'm gladI won't waste anymore tears On the good times we hadI wasted my breath Saying "I love you"All of a suddenCrying is all I seemed to doNow that you're goneI finally seeThat you are better offWithout me

Little Bird
Little Bird Written by ,Marsha C Wohlhieter There's a little bird that perches On my front porch near my door He sings to me a sweet songOf the days that came before. He brings to mind our childhoodAnd the games we used to playHow we thought we'd live foreverAnd that things would never change. He sings of friends and familyOf good times and of badHe sings of joy and sorrowAnd the triumphs that we've had. There's a little bird that perchesOn my front porch near my door He sings to me a sad songOf the days to be no more He sings to me of special timesWhen some we will not see.And the plans we made together That simply said were not to be. There's a little bird that perches On my front porch near my door.He sings to me memoriesMade so recent ...And then wait there is more! This little bird that perches On my front porch near my door He sings to me a promise of days that are yet to come. He sings to me of joyAnd the things I've left undoneHe reminds me I must keep goingUntil my wor

February/march 2010 Update
FEBRUARY 26TH i Bruce will be out for the night and it's a friday night and i will be at a concert for a Australian Country Musician Called Lee Kernaghan at the Lyric Theatre in Sydney 10 i will be heading back to Ringwood Victoria Australia for my sisters 30th birthday party just for the weekend until monday 15th of march sydney australia/melbourne australia time from Bruce

August/september 2010 Update
Around August 19th 2010 which will be a thursday i will be heading back to Ringwood/Melbourne Victoria Australia for a 4 week holiday but there's a twist to it this time,this time is different because this time i am house sitting as a favour to my sister and her boyfriend as they're taking a well deserved holiday and i go back to sydney around about 20th of september 2010 from Bruce

Lust & Rain And Halloween Treat! 2 Erotik Stories!
It is a starless night, thunder in the distance, flashes of lightning as a storm is about to roll in. Just finished dinner for a nice romantic quick getaway, when I see the look in his eye that says the night is far from over. Feeling daring from half a bottle of wine, I see an alley just up ahead, and pull him with me. He's looking at me confused, until I start to unbutton my blouse. We are not far in and there are people going by but I don't care. The wine has made me bold, and that look in his eyes makes me want him right that very second. Going back to the hotel is not an option at this point, because I just have to have him. I grin at him as I continue to undo my blouse and he stands there, stunned. "Don't you want to go back to our room, baby?" he asks me. I shake my head no and finally get my blouse undone. "I want you now, sweetness," I say to him, pulling him closer to me. I kiss him hotly and press my body to him. Wrapping my arms around his neck, deepening the

Darkness And Light
Two souls join to never to part. Love fills the heart. Knowing that Love last forever. Never to be severd. One heart consumed in Darkness. Never really knowing love or its likeness. The other consumed in Light. Always there for the other never to take flight. The ying to the others yang. Filled with so much love that it hits with a bang. One hoping that the other opens to receive. Never to be deceived. One heart wants to give the other something to believe in. The other believeing they live in sin. Two souls balancing each other. Never to be parted by another. Reaching to be held. Never to let the other down to fell. Two hearts beating as one . Can you hear their hearts song? Two souls join in the bonds of love . That is blessed from above. Two souls now belong. Oh how they waited so long. Love can touch the Darkness. Now you can say you know the likeness. For love brings the Light. Oh what a sight. poem by : Paula

Sometimes
because it rains when we wish it wouldn't because men people often do what they shouldn't because crops fail, and plans go wrong- some of us grumble the whole day long. but somehow,in spite of the care and doubt, it seems at last things work out. because we lose where we hope to gain, because we suffer a little pain, because we must work when we'd like to play. some of us whimper along life's way. but somehow, as day will follow night, most of our troubles work out all right. because we cannot forever smile, because we must trudge in the dust awhile, because we think that the way is long,some complain that life's all wrong. but somehow we live, and our skies grow bright, everything seems to work out all right. so bend to your trouble, and meet your care, for the clouds must brake, and the sky grow fair, let the rain come down as it must and will, but keep on working, and hoping still, for in spite of the grumblers who stand about, Somehow, it seems all things wor

Bullet Sponge
With every one being on the military bandwagon lately I am a little concerned as to what I am about to say, or how it will come out. With that being said here it goes: For the past 8 years I have been an Infantry Marine, have reached the rank of Staff Sergeant in 7 years, and have done 2 deployments to Iraq, 2 to Afghanistan, and 1 to the Horn of Africa. Recently I was asked what my MOS (Military Occupation Specialty) was. I replied “in a nutshell, ‘infantry’” to receive back the “oh so you are bullet sponge.” I must not be a very good bullet sponge because in my 5 deployments I never absorbed a single bullet. I have never been the type to tell war stories, post pictures of myself with guns, or even put pictures of myself in uniform on line (although I have done all of the above to with a select few). Marine infantry is what I do, not who I am. I have found that those who talk too much and bolster about their heroism are phonies or exaggerators at

Life
Did you know that dinosaurs never existed and their bones were just manufactured to trick people into believing in evolution. It's true, just ask any Christian. lol Why can't we all just have an open mind and an open heart? Why do most humans feel the need to force their beliefs on others. I am the type of person that will listen to others view and state my own. I have no issues with people having their own beliefs, I just don't want those beliefs pushed on me. I will gladly listen to what anyone has to say whether I agree with their beliefs or not. Everyone has their own opinion and I feel that each opinion should be heard and thought over. None of us knows who is right until that day comes when we cease to breath. Does life continue after death? Who am I to answer? I have my beliefs. I will not judge others for theirs as I hope they will not judge me for mine. Someday we may all have the decency and respect to allow others to have their own opinion and give them the respect to he

My Opinion!
Ok i just need to say that if someone is going to buy me gifts, drinks, rate my pics, fu-own me or make something for me does NOT mean that i am or goin to fall head over heals for them or vise versa, nor does it mean that i'm going to be upset with anyone if they were to do the same thing for someone else! It just simply means that when i do receive something i am going to do the same for them in return no matter what because that is who i am!! It's called being respectful & i feel that there is just ABSOLUTELY NO REASON why anyone should get excited or upset in anyway!! FUBAR is an online game/chat site to meet & talk to new people & most importantly to have fun!!

Waiting
I'll be sitting in the back waiting for whoever to notice me again... If you do find your way back, I'm sure its only temporary. I'm not going to speak over everyone to get someone's attention. I've tried, its tiring, and very unhelpful. Are you wondering who you are yet? You could be wrong.

In Memory Of Buddy
I remember when i first got you you had no self e-steem had your head hanging down and was hiding under a table scared...i knew that we had a special bond... after i got you home and told you everything would be ok i could see the life comeing back in you. i remember the endless nights where i would just set up and talk to you even tho you couldn't talk back i knew u listen. i remember all the good times we had the walks at the park when i asked u if u wanted to go bye bye u would bark and carry on until we went. i remember the trips we took to tennessee and just to see u sit so pretty in the passenger seat was priceless. i miss the way we played i miss the way u made me feel i miss your comfort i knew even after a long day at been at school or at work i could come home and you would be waiting on me... no matter how late it was.. i remember everytime i was leaving the house u wanted to go with me no matter where i was going... i miss your bark your grawl when we played i miss the wa

Fallen
.Deep thunder rolls throughMaking the clouds weepsuffocating through every dropLooking forward to nothingFall to one kneeBegin to pray For the sorrow has ran dryGasp onto whats leftDarkness falls between the cracksLook into the mirror Follow your soul to the endAnd speak with no wordsIs this what we becomeTo fall through cracksto become ones slaveto just drive to the groundeveryday

Status Question Bling
EVERYDAY I WILL POST A NEW QUESTION VIA MY STATUS, LEAVE ME A STATUS COMMENT SAYING THAT U STOPPED BY AND GIVE ME UR ANSWER VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE (OR GIFT LOL) I WILL SUBMIT THE NAMES OF THE FIRST, SECOND, AND THIRD CORRECT ANSWER INTO A MONTHLY DRAWING FOR A 5 CREDIT BLING (PLEASE DO NOT POST UR ANSWER IN THE STATUS COMMENT BOX) ONLY IF U LEFT A STATUS COMMENT AND GOT THE CORRECT ANSWER CAN U QUALIFY

Reflextion
Mirrors, what looks back at you when you look into one. I dont mean what do you see when you look into it. What do you see when they are looking back. They do look back thats what a refelction is. Is it something stong, weak, pathtic, emoral, unseen. Some times you just dont know. You may think you do, but in reality you dont. Who is that person looking back at me? Or, maybe thats not you looking back from that reflextion you see, its someone you wish you could be or your afraid to face. No matter what that mirrior speaks the truth about everything there is to you wether you like it or not. You can try to hide it all you want with hours in front of it, but undernethe its still you. Maybe thats why some of us like to stay behind the camra. No matter what we hide who we truley are from everything and everyone even when were not trying to. You will never completly begin to understand or know me, but i know me or maybe I do, but this isnt about me. A mirror will always tell you the truth t

Camping Trip
Four guys have been going to the same deer camp for many years. Two days before the group is to leave, Frank 's wife puts her foot down and tells him he isn't going.. Frank 's friends are very upset that he can't go, but what can they do. Two days later the three get to the camping site only to find Frank sitting there with a tent set up, firewood gathered, and dinner cooking on the fire. man, how long you been here, and how did you talk your wife into letting you go? "Well, I've been here since yesterday. Yesterday evening, I was sitting in my chair and my wife came up behind me and put her hands over my eyes and said, 'Guess who?'" I pulled her hands off, and she was wearing a brand new see through nightie. She took my hand and pulled me to our bedroom. The room had candles and rose pedals all over. On the bed she had handcuffs, and ropes! She told me to tie and cuff her to the bed, and I did. And then she said, "Do what eve

Consideration Written By Poet
ConsiderationWaves washing upon the shoreEroding, taking,Swift current churningLeaving a vacancy, lost safe harbor.Asking for what’s not there,from a person who needs.Is not consideration,but shallow love of oneself.To lose, is a vacancy.To seek that which has eroded,looks not to build, but steal,looks not to create, but destroy.The means is to replace,not ask.The solution is to understand,not demand.To love is to consider,not expect.To give unconditionally.david

Duty
obscene mannerisms give way to an offensive nature with no control and no regard for the absurdity of it all. you vote like it's your duty. FUCK your duty, that's your job - you'll get paid, minimum wage and when your body dies, choked by chapped old hands, your mind will survive on a sweet little pension check that you've worked your whole life for. your christian children will dance for joy around you- then burn you on their white picket fence. with more political cliches then my writing, somebody will shut you up, just like they shut me u-

♥priceless♥ Needs Help To Angel!
Hey Everyone, Again, I know :) ♥Priceless♥ is about 500k to level to Angel... can you please stop by and show her some love. She is runnin' Auto's for about 6 more hrs ... any help would be great! Thank you so much again! Here is the link to her profile... *hugzzzzz http://fubar.com/627374

Lost Passion
..Grab your facelook into lonely eyesmaking a wish soft lips speak soft wordsLost passionIs what we foundbut eternal fire speaksto a lost beingTracing footsteps Can make one heart crumbleFallin to the groundTouching every tear before it hits

Closing Walls
.I follow the path for which you walkcrawling on my kneesleaving whats behind Pushing my Hands outThese closing wallsmaking it hurt to breatheHard to speakmaking every word a closed onePound my fist in the groundtracing my tear path through the sandcrying out for what i had to be left with no answerLooking behind such darknessI fell lost behind these wallscan't feel anymore is this what i live for

This...
My boudoir is all madness and roses. Cake and thorns, sweet and sharp. In dim hushed breezes disjointed poetry makes limbs lush and heavy. Long hot baths rinse away yesterdays promise in the soft, scented froth of todays reality. This is retreat, and with no reflection of myself in mirrors that reflect one another in triangular perplexity. Those softly hazed surfaces show what has happened, what is dreamed, what may with time come to be. My sanctity is too violent for pink. It screams in the night and won't let me sleep. Brushes my face with the demanding caress of lovers gone and demands utter attention. Complete contrition. Promises of slippery sighs and long aching release. Distracts me from the safe and sober contemplation of the white wonder bread day to day necessity of sanity. Whispers from the walls of those that know better, the ones that can tell you that love persists in light of what I do. Feline green blinks softly as awakening drifts toward wanton fantasy. We're all crazy

The Poem I Wrote For David
i love you for giving your heart to me and trusting me with your pridei love you for wanting me and needing me by your sidei love you for the emotions i never knew i hadi love you for making me smile whenever i feel sadi love you for your thoughts of me where im always on your mindi love you for finding that part of me that i never knew i hadi love you for the way you are and for how you make me feelbut most of all i love cuz i know you're mine for real

Royal Invite?
Take this world over with me, my Queen. I will build for you a kingdom, where those of our integrity may live forever & ever. Be remembered by all as the beauty at my side, hold my hand always never ahead or falling behind. Move with me at light speed through the cosmos, lets let every existing soul able to feel affection see we created something stronger than "love". Represent my everything so before you I may lay everything else to be had, make me crave what defines you. Take this world over with me, my Queen; If I die alone, or rather without an outstanding love in my heart. It is because no woman could sooth my inner opposition, allowing me to truly be unstoppable

Propitious
As a woman I must fight,with intelligence, zeal, my whole soul.Never to admit to the remotestpossibility of defeat, never to cower.Not to wait for life to find mepassively, to have my position overwhelmed.I possess a formidable leadership,I will mount an offensive in life always.NOT wait for my life to emancipate me,For I fear the consequences in the ultimate.I wonder inside, deep inside,IF this goal can ever truly be reached.As a strong, free willed woman,I will fight with a philosophic preamble.To take a hold of all life has to offer me,WITH an air of confidence & even euphoria.The steps I take will prove a chance,from a punitive measure to a moral imperative.Intelligence, zeal, with my whole soul,I will prove I am an able woman I am true and unsimplistic.

Thin Like Btween Heaven And Hell
You've got a thin line between Heaven and Hell You make it easy to cross 'cause you hide it so well You're so sketchy with the games you play You drag men by the heart in your own special way To you breaking the rules seems fair As long as you get what you want, you just don't care You smile so sweet as you watch them falling Breaking hearts is your true calling This is your game, so lets play by your rules But I'm telling you know darlin', I am nobodys fool I know your motives and I know them well You've got a thin line between Heaven and Hell

South-doyle Grad 1 Of 2 Tn Soldiers Killed In Iraq
KNOXVILLE, Tenn. (WVLT) - Even though it's a sad day at South Doyle High School, Captain Marcus Alford's former teachers couldn't help but smile when they talked about him. They say he was a fun and lighthearted person, but a serious, dedicated soldier. Less than a year ago, Cpt. Marcus Alford said goodbye to his two children as he set to deploy to Iraq. He was prepared for his job as a soldier. "It's a tough process but it's a job that you have to do," says Cpt. Alford on March 30, 2008. Now, his name will appear next to three other graduates of South Doyle at this memorial on the high school campus. "He makes me very proud, but at the same time, it's very sad," says Missy Ballenger, Cpt. Alford's 9th grade teacher. "Always that personality. Always had tons of energy, didn't know a stranger, good kid." Cpt. Alford was named "wittiest" of his class. Ms. Ballenger can think of a million reasons why, but one thing stands out in her mind. "That Carlton dance from Fresh prince. H

Miltary
I was watching clips from my friends cam last night. I saw the way they get treated and what they put up for us in ther lives. They get shot and they might not sleep at all. They can't take shower some times or eat. And we don't thank them for everything they do for us. So I think we should stop one person or more and say thanks for everything u give up for us and give our lives. Thanks for read this.

Dj Cowboy
Attn all fubar lounges. A lot of you know me as one of the sweetest people you will ever meet BUT seems this little boy, yes I said little boy.... http://fubar.com/user/3807926 SUCKS as a DJ so please please do not hire him and as for management he's even worse, he is a power hungry little b*tch and ladies trust me when I say he's not packing like a cowboy should! So many times same song and dance from him so beware!! Any questions about him ask the staff where he was at last, we are thankful to be rid of the drama peasant. Sincelerly, SWTCHRRYPIE

The Hearts Cry
what is it the heart wants?? to love,to be loved....do any of us really know? i guess we all know...each heart is designed differently....God put something different and unique in each of us,each of our hearts are touched in different ways,our hearts recieve love in different ways,we have all had our hearts designed with a purpose and a hope that one day the one person who can touch and give our hearts exactally what we need without hurting or damaging our heart....so i guess we wait and cling to the hope of "the hearts cry"

Something For All My Fu Buddies Here :)
This explains why I forward jokes :) A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble... At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side.When he was close enough, he called out, 'Excuse me, where are we?''This is Heaven, sir,' the man answered.. 'Wow! Would you happen to have some water?' the man asked. Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up. 'T

Free Bling, Easy Rates, And Fubucks!!!
FREE BLING, EASY RATES, AND FUBUCKS!!! Well I've talked to a alot of people on the site and viewed many a profile and it amazes me how many people devote there lives to this website. Begging for bling, rates, and fubucks, pretty much stripping for it. Cam girls at least get paid for what they do with real money. It's not like when someone gets you some fu bling you can wear it. Not like if someone rates your pics. That from each pic a dollar is transfered to your pay pal account. Funny thing is you don't even get points for nsfw pics lol. Trying to earn fubucks by trading bling packs and all that other senseless bullsh*t. For someone to take the time to rate hundreds and hundreds of pics. So you can level to add more pics is a complete waste of time. But not as stupid as spending money to buy bling for a girl like she can wear it, eat it, or whatever it is. You might as well just mail real gifts to a girl if you going to do all that. Many people treat this site like it's reality. Whic

Obama Supporting Criminals & The Truth About Economy...
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Part 1 Of A Story I'm Writing...
The hotel was very comfortable, Angel thinks, as she sits with her laptop at the desk. The writer's workshop was turning out to be a great asset, teaching her many things she would need for writing her book. In the meantime, she enjoyed her freelance newspaper and magazine articles and the time they offered her to gain experience and an audience. She works on her next article for a while, then checks her e-mail. A new message pops up in her chat window. "Hey there," types her e-friend Victor. "Hi yourself," Angel types back, a smile spreading quickly across her face. "When were you going to tell me you were coming to Chicago?" he asks. "Oh, by the way, I'm in Chicago " she replies. He smiles at the thought of the lovely writer he'd met in an online chat room being so close to him, his body reacting favorably to her proximity as well. "Want me to show you around?" he types, hoping she wasn't too busy. Vic was a handsome sight himself - sta

Laundry Day With A Twist
It was my turn to do the laundry, Mom and Dad where out so I decided to do theirs too since it would make my Dad happy. So I walk into their room to get there laundry to do when I hear the shower running in the bathroom. I stop died wondering who is home when the water stops and then a few minutes the bathroom door open and there stood my Dad in a towel. I don’t say anything but just watch him as he walked out of the bathroom still wet. When he stopped I knew he saw me looking at him since he let the towel slide a bit. “May I ask why you are in my room Angel?” “I came in here to get the laundry Dad. Why are you home Dad, mom told me you and her where going to a friend’s house for the day and won’t be back until late tonight.” I look around the room so I don’t look at my Daddy in just a towel since it was making me wet. When I happen to look at him again I notice that his t

I Am..
I am frozen, my soul long gone Like a diamond, impenetrable from any emotion I am the void in which there is no kindness, no love, no trust I am the one thats locked up Only freed to wander in the dead of night When all is quiet and asleep When nothing and no one can stop me. I am the one that knows all secrets Even the ones to which you won't admit To anyone else, or yourself You sit here and read me Wondering who, or what, I am I am the thing that keeps you alive Pumping the blood through your entire body That now being my entire purpose You ask who or what i am. I'm a heart of course. One who's only purpose is to keep my owner alive For without me, she would perish And I don't think it would bother her one bit.

Restless Age
Walking through the darkness here,When down my cheek there rolls a tear.That tear transforms to a burning rage,Which lasts throughout this restless age.In dark of night, In peaceful grove,I feel the shadow's toll.Demons haunt my heart and soul,Preventing me from being whole.In darkness comes the pain of death,And from the shadow comes a test.Of pain and suffering all abound,And demons come from all around.This world has plunged to a darkened place,And through my eyes I see his face.He haunts my dreams and clouds my mind,He causes me to feel I'm blind.For I see nothing but darkness now,And my soul burns under his evil scowl.Soon it will end in bloody toil,As my blood spills to the soil.And death shall find me in the end,But then something new shall begin...

The Inorganic...
I step outside, away from the inorganic... away from the people and the sounds and the dry stiff air I am surrounded by all to often. I escape into the fresh wind blowing over the city, and every step further into living reality makes me realize how dead my days truly are. I bring life into my little world, with green and colorful foods and music of the heart and conversations with loved ones.... but every bit of that really only insulates me from the clicks and whirrs and lights that drive me nearly mad for 40 hours a week. So I escape, quicklly at first but then slowing to a saunter as the distance grows between myself and my cage. One long step and I am out in the sun, feeling its warm embrace on my shoulders and shorn head, my collar and my sleeves almost anger me as they block this beautiful warmth from reaching my core.... Hundreds of distractions, nay thousands, spin around me in forms of life and cement and feeding babies.... life is flowing over the streets and on the sidewalk

Day 38
Midway through week 5 of Stanza 365 and still going strong. Today I whine about having to write on my birthday ... trust me, it's much better than it sounds. lol You can find it, as well as all 37 previous days at ... http://stanza365.wordpress.com/

The Kiss
I feel the beat. It moves to your voice. Pounds against my will. Your hand touches my skin, time becomes infinitive. My eyes fall sleepy closing their lids. Allowing you touch to travel through my body. A soft moan escapes my lips. I reach for the hand that has so much power over my puzzled spirit. I nudge at your hand, wanting to force it from me. But the pleasure I feel over takes my efforts. Your hand moves cuffing my neck, pulling me into you. Our lips meet. My body becomes bridle as your tongue strokes my lips. Leaving them moist with your aspiration. My heart pounds, I feel the desire as it raptures through my veins. I reach for you holding your head in my hands. I begin to devour your hunger for me. My deduction of your control fading as my ravenousness empowers me, begging you to be my master. You feel my defeat, a mechanical energy surges to your brain. You feel the power. You grab my hands. Cuffing them with yours. I try to fight. I cannot I am weaken by your strength. Thi

Explanation Of God
THIS IS FABULOUS!!! It was written by an 8-year-old named Danny Dutton, who lives in Chula Vista , CA . He wrote it for his third grade homework assignment, to "explain God" I wonder if any of us could have done as well ? [ .... and he had such an assignment, in California , and someone published it, I guess miracles do happen ! .. ] EXPLANATION OF GOD: "One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes them to replace the ones that die, so there will be enough people to take care of things on earth. He doesn't make grownups, just babies. I think because they are smaller and easier to make. That way he doesn't have to take up his valuable time teaching them to talk and walk. He can just leave that to mothers and fathers." "God's second most important job is listening to prayers. An awful lot of this goes on, since some people, like preachers and things, pray at times beside bed

Dumb Girl
i'm the dumb girl who believes believes that you need me just like I need you believes that I'm strong until tears consume me and believes that I can win when the odds are stacked against me. forgive me for forgetting that I can't matter and I'm not better and I'm breaking my own rules for you even when you are drug away with nothing to say not a word till the morrow and I sit in sorrow sulking in solitude

Bogus Support Messages Alert
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How Do I Check The Status Or Cancel My Vip?
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Endless Wondering
Endless Wondering I watch you as you move with an air of illuminationIt's amazing how your feet never seem to touch the groundYour eyes are fixed on a path unseenIs this an illusion?...a dream?As you walk by everything is silentMonstrous people seem to gather aroundMy view is lost in a mass of confusionI look frantically...searching...hoping!Could you be gone?I turn and look behind me, nothing but black is seenMy search is hopelessWhere could you be?Were you just a dream?Just an illusion?My path unseen? Author: Azria Copyright © 2009

Out Tonight- Rent
Rent- Out Tonight What's the time? Well it's gotta be close to midnight My body's talking to me It says, "Time for danger" It says I wanna commit a crime Wanna be the cause of a fight I wanna put on a tight skirt and flirt With a stranger I've had a knack from way back At breaking the rules once I learn the games Get up - life's too quick I know someplace sick Where this chick'll dance in the flames We don't need any money I always get in for free You can get in too If you get in with me Let's go out tonight I have to go out tonight You wanna play? Let's run away We won't be back before it's New Year's Day Take me out tonight Meow- HA! When I get a wink from the doorman Do you know how lucky you'll be? That you're on line with the feline of Avenue B Let's go out tonight I have to go out tonight You wanna prowl? Be my night owl Well take my hand we're gonna howl Out tonight In the evening I've got to roam Can't sleep in the city of neon and ch

Out Here On My Own - Irene Cara ( From The Movie 'fame' )
There are days when I feel this way at times, but only God knows what's in store. Sometimes I wonder where I've been,Who I am,Do I fit in.Make believein' is hard alone,Out here on my own.We're always provin' who we are,Always reachin'For that risin' starTo guide me farAnd shine me home,Out here on my own.When I'm down and feelin' blue,I close my eyes so I can be with you.Oh, baby be strong for me;Baby belong to me.Help me through.Help me need you.Until the morning sun appearsMaking lightOf all my fears,I dry the tearsI've never shown,Out here on my own.But when I'm down and feelin' blue,I close my eyes so I can be with you.Oh, baby be strong for me;Baby, belong to me.Help me through.Help me need you.Sometimes I wonder where I've been,Who I am,Do I fit in.I may not win,But I can't be thrown,Out here on my own,Out here on my own.

Space Goddess!!!!
Space Goddess You shine your light brightly into my eyes..I am left quivering and paralyzed. The way you look at me through glass walls sends shivers through out my soul.Artistic and becoming I realize the pain in your eyes,then I try to look away.I know that pain that, I see in your brown eyes.Left alone with noone to really know who you are.Not even the closest can break that wall of emptiness.An emptiness that only death could embrace.Lost images and photographs and memories twisted into the dust like a bob wire fence that you tangle your dress on...Stuck there in the same place waiting for some type of hero or friend to break you free...Still remaining with noone to come you take your dress off and realize you are more than free..You are liberated from all the pain that covered you through out your life.Breaking through feilds and running naked throught the stars...You are a space goddess with in your own existance

Friends
Friends - faster Pussycat Who said that money was everything Well, that's a crock, you know what I'm sayin When the well runs dry Say goodbye to your fair-weather friends If I need a hug And I feel like crawling under a rug If I fell on my face I know that you'd be there to help me up Cause it's you, only you that makes me strong Ain't nobody gonna make me live my life alone A friend won't leave me lying in the road While the others they just pelt me with their sticks and stones Won't steal my money Won't rob my home or take my honey A friend will always be there when I grow old You know, lovers they come and go Like ships to a dock, a bunch of heartbreakers they are They blind you with their innocence Tie your heart in knots If I need some hope And I feel I'm at the end of my rope You make that funny face You're always there to cheer me up Cause it's you, only you to take me along Ain't nobody I'd rather have to help me sing a song A friend won't leave me lying in the

Why?
Why do we wear our hearts on our sleeves? Why do we put up walls when someone breaks our hearts? Why do we repeat things that hurt us once before? Did we not get enough the first time? So many questions and not one answer will make any sense to me. I have been down the broken road and I swore to myself I would never do it again so i put up a wall about the size of The Great Wall. It tumbled down when I started talking to an amazing man. My heart became STRONGLY interested....more than what I had expected it too, I think its out to get me hurt! lol Anyway, we only live once right? So I never regret anything ever; I only learn.

Pdp Scene ( Exert From D.s.p. Book 3 )
Scene opens at some sort of nightclub / bar in space. (Ari) “I don’t think this is a space diner. There playing metal and . . . There’s blood on the dance floor!” (Me) “Why does this place seem familiar?” A woman with long very red hair and very large breasts pulls a gun on a group of patrons and demands they pay their bill. (Me) “Deadchick!” (SLDC) “Hey Cap.” *smiles and walks away with a fist full of cash* (Ari) “You know her?” Everyone in the club suddenly notices the Captain and yells “CAP!” (Me) *waves at everyone* “Holy shit! It’s Purgatory Dance Party, I know just about everyone in here.” (Sibene) “I thought we were going to a space diner for the experience? How did we end up here without you knowing where we were?”

Its Been 30days And Im Feeling So Unwanted
TITLE STATES IT I DO FEEL SO UNWANTED BY THE ONE AND ONLY PERSON THAT I WANT MOST IN THIS WORLD I MUST BE THE WORSE GUY ON EARTH. her love and understanding is all i want things dont mean poop to me if she loved me and made love to me we could be broke under a bridge and i would still feel like i was on top of the world

Just Getting It Off My Chest
If i put myself out there and get to know u and start talking to you. do me and you a favor if u dont have time or desire or even the will to at least try to let me in. then freaking move on and leave me alone. If u cant make me a priority, dont let me make u my priority. Dont play games with my heart. It cant take much more. I dont want to the white picket fence but i love easily and can and have gotten stomped on because of that. Read my about me that is what i want. adding to that im lonly and miss having arms around me. im complex, im all that and more. Im not asking for a ring but i am asking if u want me to make u important have the decency to make me important as well.

For My Baby ( Shawn )
So many people come and go in our lifes, And your the one I just cant let go!!You have always been there for me even when I didnt give a oz back.. I admit I haven't always done things right in the past, But when I am better I plan to spend the rest of my life making it all up to you.You are my love, my life, my forever and I cant let go!

Look At All The Pretty Pictures.
1. Go to photobucket.com (don't sign in) 2. Type the answer to your question in the "search" box 3. Pick from pictures on the first page only What is your name? What is your relationship status? What is your favorite color? What kind of car do you drive? Who is your celebrity crush? What are you listening to? What is your favorite tv show?

Love Potion No. 9
I took my troubles down to Madame Rue You know that gypsy with the gold-capped tooth She's got a pad down on Thirty-Fourth and Vine Sellin' little bottles of Love Potion Number Nine I told her that I was a flop with chics I've been this way since 1956 She looked at my palm and she made a magic sign She said "What you need is Love Potion Number Nine" She bent down and turned around and gave me a wink She said "I'm gonna make it up right here in the sink" It smelled like turpentine, it looked like Indian ink I held my nose, I closed my eyes, I took a drink I didn't know if it was day or night I started kissin' everything in sight But when I kissed a cop down on Thirty-Fourth and Vine He broke my little bottle of Love Potion Number Nine ------ guitar solo ------ I held my nose, I closed my eyes, I took a drink I didn't know if it was day or night I started kissin' everything in sight But when I kissed a cop down on Thirty-Fourth and Vine He broke my little bottl

Maybe Its Me... Or Maybe Kids Are Just Fucking Ignorant Assholes
not sure how the structure on this is gonna be... im so bent out of shape i cant even type. my mind is going a million miles an hour and i wanna fucking strangle somebody. not tap somebody out. not choke someone. im talking head against the ground, my hands around their throat and throttling them while i watch the life disappear from their eyes after a pretty slow night due to some bullshit weather, about 20 minutes before we close, like 20 college kids all show up just wilin' (that means they were acting rambunctious) so half these fucksticks didnt have legit i.d.'s and those that did were complaining that i wouldnt sell them pitchers of beer and long islands. i dont want you mental midgets slamming 5 liquor drinks in 5 minutes and then stumbling out of my place so you can get your head cracked by somebody you mouthed off to or wrap your car around a pole because youre a cool guy. so after fielding a couple of fake i.d.s and having to take a ration of shit from a bunch o

Dont Give Up
One day, I decided to quit…I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality… I wanted to quit my lifeI went to the woods to have one more talk to GOD.“GOD”, I asked, “Can you give me one more reason not to quit?”His answer surprised me…“Look around” he said. “Do you see the fern and the bamboo?”“Yes” I replied“When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them.I gave them light.I gave them waterThe fern quickly grew from the earth.Its brilliant green covered the floor.Yet nothing came from the bamboo seeds. But I did not quit on the bamboo.In the second year, the fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.And again, nothing came from the bamboo seeds, but I did not quit on the bamboo. He said.“In year three, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed.But, I would not quit.In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit. He said.Then in the fifth

Saturday Fake And Some Other Stuff...
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Deletion
so iam going to delete my profile not that many of you care thought i say it for those who do want me around i have alot of drama and no its not on fubar but it was the main cause of it to began with i ment my ex amy off of fubar of all places and ever since then its been hell at the end of the breakup i just recently found out she got rid of my other 2 cats i had own anyways the other reason why iam its becuse 1 no one really rate me why keep it the other is the fact no one talks to me either but thats partly my fault in that aspect anyways if you like here is my contacting info gaia.darkness@yahoo.com phone 480-206-6177 facebook deicide_24@hotmail.com myspace gaia.darkness@yahoo.com i will be deleteing this in a week or less

Crying Over You
Forever, you promisedForever, a lieYou promised the moonAnd the stars in the sky. You'd stolen my heartThen left me aloneYou were so coldIt chilled to the bone. You left me with nothingBut tears and a pastWhen you said "I love you"I thought it would last But "I love you" found an endingThe 'us' and 'we' no moreYou said you didn't mean toBut you hurt me to the core So I guess that I'm the loserCause you've found someone newBut I'm still here, still all aloneJust crying over you...

Ripped Apart
You broke my heart Crushed my soulYou ripped me apartLeaving an empty hole You brought me to tearsMany times a dayI have tried over the pass few monthsTo let you fade away In my mind You seem to stayBut I want to leave you behindWhich I will do some day But for now your stuck hereDeep inside my heartThe one you caused fearThe one you ripped apart

Droid Behavoir & Pure Filth Present: Infinite Filth!!!!!
SATURDAY FEBUARY 27THP U R E __ F I L T H__D U B S T E P ?&ICOMPLEXpresentsINFINITE FILTHfeaturingMan of the HourNOAH D(Argon, Portland, OR)Noah D is without a doubt one of the top Dubstep producers based in the USA. He has been building his reputation in both the Dubstep and Drum n Bass circles since 2003 and is highly regarded on both sidesof the Atlantic for his musical output.His latest tune, "Seeeriousss" has been tearing up every dancefloor on every corner of the world and has become a full fledged Dubstep anthem for 2009. His music has received consistent radio play on many of the UK's biggest radio stations including RinseFM, Kiss and BBC's 1xtra and has been supportedworldwide from DJ's such as Skream, Dieselboy, DJ Hype, N-Type, Plastician, and Benga just to name a few. Once behind the decks Noah D brings a diverse blend of beats mixed in a carefully crafted style that is guaranteed to create a memorable experience and "seeerious" energy on the dance floor!SPOR

Have You Ever...
Have you ever cried at night,Thinking it was bad,Have you ever lost a love,The only thing you ever had,Have you ever screamed out loud,From pain that you have felt,Have you ever stopped and looked,At pain that you have dealt,Have you ever questioned someone,Of love and if its true,Have you ever really wondered,If they truly feel for you,Have you ever felt abused,Or worried while you wait,Have you ever made a big huge deal,Over someone being late, Have you ever had them leave,And watched them walk away,Have you ever thought of leaving,But could only sit and stay,Have you ever hurt someone,And looked at what you've done,Have you ever been the one that's hurt,And thought that you were the only one,Have you ever loved another,And never told them so,Have you ever tried to tell them,But didn't know how it would go,Have you ever been alone,Where no one else could see,So you sat at home remaining unknown,having nowhere else to be.I've felt this way before,I've felt and dealt it all,I've eve

Lady Gaga Has Admited To Having Both Female And Male Parts.
“It’s not something that I’m ashamed of, just isn’t something that i go around telling everyone. Yes. I have both male and female genitalia, but i consider myself a female. Its just a little bit of a penis and really doesn’t interfere much with my life. the reason I haven’t talked about it is that its not a big deal to me. Like come on… its not like we all go around talking about our vags. I think this is a great opportunity to make other multiple gendered people feel more comfortable with their bodies. I’m sexy, I’m hot. i have both a poon and a peener. big f*cking deal.”

To Anyone Who Will Listen.....
What is true love? Does anybody really know? Its not passion and heat, or the butterfly feeling you get in your tummy when you know of their coming... Its not having to put your best foot forward every second of the day or making sure your always in the right light with pounds of make up on and praying they dont see your flaws. Its not feeling sorry for them and doing everything for them like they're a stray puppy from off the street. Its not sexual in any way... seriously, would you say you love a person and then drop them like a bad habit if you could no longer have any sexual interaction with them? Thats not love, thats lust, infatuation, the desire to just not want to be alone at all.Love is trust. Pefect trust. Faith. Uncondontional.One thing I have seen in alot of men and women that I have met over the years, they always seem to think that they would be absolutely miserable if they didnt have a significant other in their life, to share their bed or drinking times with, or just to

Hell Is A Hardcore Show And No Ammo
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!Here is how you matched up against all the levels: Level Score Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low Level 2 (Lustful) Very High Level 3 (Gluttonous) High Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Moderate Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Very High

End
the ectasy of sin the sensation of corrupt flesh a singular pleasure in crimson unrequited lust besets pain creations of sadism endure again a time to strike out trust the id, not the ego slip under the surface a serene end

Nice Rant For Ya All To Enjoy ^_^
Well now what to write... I’m in one of those rants until I don’t know what the fuck I’m going on about moods and I know this is going to piss a fair few people off but well this is a rant so just grow up bitches... Had a really good friend we meet by chance in an old lounge that doesn’t exist anymore she went away and never came back... last thing I got was “ni ni see you when I get back” HA! I should have known better... that’s what one of my ex’s said when she left me. And sure enough I wake to find her Fubar account gone off the face of the earth and deleted me from all her other accounts.... I don’t know what I did to piss her off but wow.... that’s nasty shit right there and cut me to the bone... I been sitting here just looking through my message logs to see what I did... and not one thing... when she left, we where great friends... while away something must have happened... I know I should not be saying any of this bu

In Love
Im in love with the best man ever. Hes so perfect for me. He is a big part of my world. I love this man with everything. He means the world to me and I want to be with him forever. He is so great, I know I cant ever love anyone as much as I love him. I swear this man is my first ture love. He is everything to me. He is my world. He means the whole thing to me, I never want to be without him. He is part of the reason I wake up in the morning. He is always on my mind. I love this man so much. He is my world. Baby if you are reading this yes you are my world, yes I love you so much, you are my all.

How To Be A Gracious B*tch
Jennifer's wedding day was fast approaching. Nothing could dampen her excitement - not even her parent's nasty divorce.Her mother had found the PERFECT dress to wear, and would be the best-dressed mother-of-the-bride ever!A week later, Jennifer was horrified to learn that her father's new, young wife had bought the exact same dress as her mother!Jennifer asked her father's new young wife to exchange it, but she refused. ''Absolutely not! I look like a million bucks in this dress, and I'm wearing it,'' she replied.Jennifer told her mother who graciously said, ''Never mind sweetheart. I'll get another dress. After all, it's your special day.''A few days later, they went shopping, and did find another gorgeous dress for her mother.When they stopped for lunch, Jennifer asked her mother, ''Aren't you going to return the other dress? You really don't have another occasion where you could wear it."Her mother just smiled and replied, ''Of course I do, dear......I'm wearing it to the rehear

North Yungas Road
I’ve had some weird dreams in my youngster years where I would be driving on a scary, narrow road similar to this road of death in Bolivia. Of course, this would be one of the places avoid when traveling.Â Heck, I don’t even have the nerve to travel Africa yet. The Road of Death, properly known as the North Yungas Road, is the only road connecting several small villages in the Yungas region of Bolivia to the rest of LaPaz and the outside world. In Spanish, the road is known as El Camino de la Muerta (the Road of Death).

Guoliang Tunnel
Guoliang Tunnel located high up Taihang Mountains in China. The road is like a little cavern on the side of a mountain with holes of various shapes and sizes acting as windows. The road will offer you a journey and a view like none other in the world as you feel transported to an ancient and mystical land. If you want a safe way to experience how it feels like when hanging from a bottomless cliff, then this is your best shot!

Red Rock Scenic Road Usa
This route passes through the Coconino National Forest, Red Rock Country and the Montezuma Castle NationalMonument. The beautiful road is known for providing the best view of nature’s beauty around Arizona.

Hockey Is Canada's Game
Let us Pray.... Our Father, Who art in GM Place, HOCKEY be thy name, thy Will be done, *GOLD* to be WON on ice as well as in the stands, Give us this Day Our hockey sticks And forgive Us Our penalties, As we forgive those who crosscheck against Us. LEAD US Not into elimination, But deliver us TO VICTORY, In the name of... The fans, CANADA and the Holy Puck.... ...**AMEN**

What Happened
what happened to the good all times. what happened to all those who said they were your friend but where are they now. wheres the true meaning of being a friend gone to and will it ever truly come back? we will never know til we show it.

The View
I am spending time in the shadows searching for the path less chosen for the path that takes me furthest from you I have see your taint, smelt your bile yet I did not flinch maybe I should of, maybe I needed to blink now all I see is you and I am becoming weary of the view

A Pagan Child's Letter From The Teacher!
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas,I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address.Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please refrain from then to do any drawing.And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawing little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By the way, what does the term "skyclad" mean?Aradia has no problem with making friends. I always find her sitting outside during recess with her friends sitting around her in a circle. She likes to share her juice an

"a Changed Man
Their once was a man who went in to battle, so all could be freeHe was strong and mighty and fought as bravely as he could beHe knew what he was there for and what had to be doneKnowing each day that the end of his life could comeSo he struggle and fought hard and did the best he knewKnowing that when it was time to leave there would be only a fewThen there came that dreadful day when his service was no moreHe came home and seen and wonder, what was it all forNo one understood him and didn't even careFor what he saw here, was just what he left thereAs time went on and the years had pastHe was a different man but with the same maskHe struggle more and more each day as it went aloneAnd was dieing inside not knowing what was going wrongHe became hard and ugly, anger and mean, broken and evil for all to seeFor there was no pleasures, love and hope in his dreamHe was no longer the man he use to be.

"a Little Short Story"
I once knew this guy that I have known since I was old enough to remember. In fact I grew up with this person. He was one of those guys that kept to him unless it was necessary to do other wise. I watched this guy growing up from a dumb kid to a strong hard working man.As I watched this guy growing up, thing was changing all around him but he stay the same, at less on the out side. Now what was going on in the inside was something totally different. Come to find out one day that he was fighting for his life. Not the way as a physical thing but more of a mental thing, if that makes any since. See thru all the yeas of his life he spent it in thermal hell. He never let any one know about this because to him it would have looked as if he was weak.But as the years went by he got to the point that it was getting where the tormented mind was controlling him, and that started to affect ever thing around him. It got to the point that he was willing to end his own life, but even in that he faile

"thinking Of You"
When I wake in the morning light weary or delight all I can do is think about you.When I am home alone or out and about all I can do is think about you.As I sit in the sun light or gazing at the stars above all I can do is think about you.When it’s cold on the outside or cold within or hot on this side or hot on the other end still all I can do is think about you.When it dry and sunny or wet and raining still all I do is think about you.When my heart is filled with joy or hurting with pain, it really doesn’t matter because still all I do is think about you.When I am asleep during the day or at night, even in my dreams still all I do is think about you.Even when times are at its worst or when it’s even at its best, still all I do is think about you.In all the time there is, a day, a week, a month, a year, or even a life time, still all I do is think about you.Even in my doubts or when I know things are true, still all I can do is think about you.Love has no meaning if

"the Best Man That I Knew"
The best man that I ever knewMet him back around the year of ninety-twoHe was an older gentleman I would sayCould have been around the age of sixty-eightAs I sat and talk to him, mostly of his life and the things he could doI knew that he was the best man I ever knewHe spent most of his life serving his country trueDoing his best at what he had to doHe went to war and return aliveWishing that more came home and hadn’t diedOnce he set his mind on what he wanted to doThere was nothing to stop him, not even you.I grew to know him as a great friendBut now as a granddad more as back thenNow he is gone and laid to restMe with no regrets cause I knew him as the bestIn Loving Memory, Granddaddy Riddle (1922-2009)

"the Man He Wants Me To Be"
I will walk thru the valley without a tear in my eye; because of a man who gave his life that I shall keep mine.And for that love he has giving me I shall devote myself to him for all time. After being beating, tortured and then nailed to a cross to die,just so that someday I shall have internal life and walk by his side. He has giving me the straight, power and the will to serve him, to do his work by his will and not that of mine.With all his grace and glory that I may enter his kingdom and thru him that I may shine.

You Can Help...go Greener !!!
It is now a common sight to see shoppers carrying their own reusable shopping bags to the grocery store. That is fantastic, and such an easy eco-friendly action for most of us to take. Still, there’s a ton of material we continue to schlep home when shopping — the cellophane, unrecyclable bags, plastic, and cardboard used in the packaging of many common items. Much of this packaging is unnecessary, but manufacturers know that flashy packaging translates into increased sales. As of 1994, the European Union requires manufacturing companies to take back and recycle at least 60 percent of their packaging waste, including that used for food items, thus taking the burden off of the consumer and local communities. No such incentive for reducing packaging exists for manufacturers in the U.S. or Canada. As consumers, there are a number of items we can use or purchase in order to reduce our consumption of excess packaging: Bring a travel mug whenever you go to your favorite coffe

Mental Health (repost)
Negative thoughts are the enemies of victorious life. Since our life is very much determined by our mind, our thoughts can make or break our life. Negative thoughts will distract your focus from the important and drain your energy. At the end, you will no longer have the ingredients necessary for success. Knowing how to overcome negative thoughts may make the difference between victory and defeat.I believe there is an important principle at work regarding negative thoughts, and that is: Attention is self-reinforcing.If you give attention to negative thoughts, they will get stronger and stronger. What seems like a small matter in the beginning may become monstrous at the end. What you should do is breaking the vicious cycle by shifting your focus to something positive. You can then reinforce this positive attention until you completely defeat the negative thoughts (read more at attention management).Here I’d like to share 20 tips to defeat negative thoughts mostly based on this pr

Fubar Name Change
Ok, the latest change sucks..I understand people spend money on this site, and they would like certain freedoms. I spend money on this site also. But you probably shouldn't knock fu for it. I mean they are the makers of the site and they are going to do what they want regardless. It's not as if the world is going to end because you can't have symbols. Yes yes I know you're going to ask 'Brittany why is your name all numbers then' because I am trying to find a new unique way to make my name. Obviously I don't want to be 'normal'. There has to be a way we can still have cool names without symbols, use your imagination. Not that I am taking fubar's side but I have no voice and no opinion to them so, I am just dealing with it. So, now I am ending this blog. [Also, pardon misspellings and grammar, I am using the on screen keyboard because my keyboard broke] oh, if you don't like the rules on this site, you can probably delete your profile cause it's not changing any time soo

Buried Alive!
My great-great grandmother, ill for quite some time, finally passed away after lying in a coma for several days. My great-great grandfather was devastated beyond belief, as she was his one true love and they had been married over 50 years. They were married so long it seemed as if they knew each other's innermost thoughts. After the doctor pronounced her dead, my great-great grandfather insisted that she was not. They had to literally pry him away from his wife's body so they could ready her for burial. Now, back in those days they had backyard burial plots and did not drain the body of its fluids. They simply prepared a proper coffin and committed the body (in its coffin) to its permanent resting place. Throughout this process, my great-great grandfather protested so fiercely that he had to be sedated and put to bed. His wife was buried and that was that. That night he woke to a horrific vision of his wife hysterically trying to scratch her way out of the coffin. He phoned the d

Random Thoughts And Ponderings
1. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. 2. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 3. There is great need for a sarcasm font. 4. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 5. Was learning cursive really necessary? 6. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood. 7. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died. 8. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired. 9. Bad decisions make good stories. 10. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day. 11. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blue Ray? I don't want to have to restart my collection again. 12. I'm always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks me

How Do You Keep From Going Insane?
When everything seems to go wrong, how do you keep from going insane? How do you not just lose it. How many things can you have dumped on your plate before it breaks? when you ask for patience, does more stuff happen? How do you keep from exploding? When it seems that no one listens or understands, what is that magic line that you can't cross? Screaming and yelling and ranting and raving doesn't work. Crying and saying why me never works. So how do you keep from going insane and exploding?

[gelgoog Scratch-pad]
WelpI just ordered a gelgoog cannon (what has been mislabeled the Jonny Ridden Custom) and a Ramba Ral Zaku I Why? Because Ramba Ral gives me wood. Anyhow, I think... think think thinkI have decided on the next undertaking. so... Gouf custom black Tristar/dom colors- one custom weapon. Customize the shield. Gonna be f'ing awesome. The "Paint it black" Zaku II with hot lips decal aaaand... I was thinkingnot too hard mind youabout a Bobba Fett Zaku. and a Darth Vader Gelgoog. ... fuckingimpossible. Okay, not really. My plan is to take a zaku II and pretty much juest repaint him.I may may maymayhave to reconsider the head design though because Bobba Fett has that rad T visor, and ... his helmet doesn't jive with any of the Zeon designs that I'm aware of. That being said... I think I can do this. The gelgoog darth vader conversion... might be even tougher.I have to come up with something to do that rad samurai/kraut helmet, everything else is ... kinda already in place.I do

Old Sailor
An old retired sailor puts on his old uniform and heads for the docks once more, for old times sake. He engages a prostitute and takes her up to a room. He's soon going at it as well as he can for a guy his age, but needing some reassurance, he asks, "How am I doing?" The prostitute replies, "Well, old sailor you're doing about three knots." "Three knots?" he asks. "Whats that supposed to mean?" She says, " You're knot hard, you're knot in, and you're knot getting your money back!"

My Disaster, And Parallels To The Pina Colada Song
So about 7 months ago, I found myself in despair about my life. I was unhappy. My marriage had failed. I was depressed and alone. I needed to fix myself and my world. I met someone who I thought could do that. She was intriguing, funny, and so very different from anyone I had ever met. I fell in love. Very hard, and very quickly. She was, I thought, the most amazing person I had ever met. She doubted my view of her, and as it turns out, she was right. In the end, she turned out to be fickle, unforgiving and just plain mean-spirited. I think there is such a black cancer in that woman's heart that she is incapable of really loving someone. She is too judgemental and cruel. I think she confuses flattery with feeling, and she will chase that her whole life. I wish she realized that I was willing to shatter my world to be with her. She just took too much of my love for granted. Everything she ever gave came with strings attached. She held all of my hopes and dreams, and

Elemental Chaos
I looked down to the oceanic invaders, their slimy, scaly skin glistening in the sunlight. Their numbers continued to swell from each village they conquered. I couldn’t understand it. I saw no Mar’Nitsi, only Sha’Nerath – water folk. Disgusting… They rode atop their mounts: horses that were scaly and slimy just like them. The horses trailed carriages and wagons, two of which were made of stone and nearly three times as large as the horses themselves. Six each had to pull these wagons. I held up my fist. My clan of sky-warriors stopped flying and looked down at the horde of evil sea-farers. We had one shot at this. There were hundreds of thousands of them and only about a thousand of us. We had the advantage, though. We had our orendi, our wise folk with us. Our orendi were warriors as well as magic workers; we could not lose. I looked at Ajani to my left and Angeni, my lieutenant to my right. Their eyes mirrored mine. Ajani, my handsome

Never Ending Nightmare
sitting here living with this nightmare the pain youve cause is more real than I antciapated it would be my pain is burned into my body and mind its consistantly haunting me these walls are closing in with no end in sight knowing there closing close and closing in quick my panic sets in my fear becomes so clear to see apon my lifeless corpse these bruses have become wounds that will not heal burnning deeper into my skin the burnning is more than I can take feeling as tho Im in an endless fire flame Im afraid to close my eyes knowing Im forced to to relive each and every painful nd agonizing memory that replays over and over in my dreams each one feeling more real than the one before these walls are moving closer and closer inward sufercating and cutting off any all air that I breathe stealing back each breath i happen to be able to consume gasping of a single breath I try and remove myself from this never ending nightmare cage I find myself stuck within laying here t

I Love Craigslist.
I was the white guy with the black Burberry jacket that you demanded I hand over shortly after you pulled the knife on me and my girlfriend. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I hope you somehow come across this message. I'd like to apologize. I didn't expect you to crap your pants when I drew my pistol after you took my jacket. Truth is, I was wearing the jacket for a reason that evening, and it wasn't that cold outside. You see, my girlfriend had just bought me that Kimber 1911 .45 ACP pistol for Christmas, and we had just picked up a shoulder holster for it that evening. Beautiful pistol, eh? It's a very intimidating weapon when pointed at your head, isn't it? I know it probably wasn't a great deal of fun walking back to wherever you'd come from with that brown sludge flopping about in your pants. I'm sure it was even worse since you also ended up leaving your shoes, cellphone, and wallet with me. I couldn't have you calling up any of your buddies to come help yo

Endless Nightmare Of Broken Dreams
in this endless nightmare of broken dreams its dark without a single word to be spoken here consuming and confusing all that is real my mind plays tricks, unable to seperate what is real and what is fantasy in this endless nightmare of broken dreams hearts are broken fears come alive spinning on an endless spiral the memories of your pain come to life and are resurected once again consistantly haunting and penatraiting into my subconscious body while im trying to walk through this plain not quite unsderstanding all that I see there is a sign off in the distance reading " welcome to the endless nightmare of broken dreams, bring your fears and watch them come alive" in this endless nightmare of broken dreams the river burns while flowing with lifeless corpses many lives of which it has claimed endless nightmare of broken dreams the place to wich wounds become fresh again and lives

Endless Forest
running through the endless forest trying to reach the end looking for the places to hide my fears come alive loosing you is like is like coming to a brick wall crumbling to the ground theres pain, heartache and anger drping from my vains pouring and pooling in a puddle around me stuck in one spot and unable to move happends to be where I stand only your love can free me now breaking free has no option here falling to the ground is closing near loosing my battle looks like my outcome here i reach into my pocket i find a knife i reach down and start to cut slashing each wrist from left to right i feel the the burning as i cut and feel the bleeding as it drips. adding to the pool around me. to finish my pain only one place left to go. I stab right in the center ripping out my heart stabing it threw the middle, it falls from my hands my body follows after crumbling to the ground my body lies life like on the forest ground Im staying here with no one around to care

Lies Of Omission (an Oxymoron)
Let me start off by saying that I do not condone lieing in anyway. I concider lieing an insult to a persons intelligence. Here is why.When you lie to some one, you basically are saying "You are to dumb to figure out the truth." I mean if you believed the person WAS smart enough to figure out the truth, would you lie to them?? Of course not. what would be the point?Now on to "lies of omission". Here is how the dictionary defines a lie- "1. a false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive; an intentional untruth; a falsehood."If you ask me something, and everything I tell you in my answer is the truth, then I did not lie to you. If I didn't include every minute detail, that doesn't mean I lied to you. It means I didn't give you every particular detail. By the very definition of the word, that is not a lie.Can ommiting details be deceptive and/or manipulative? Of course. But that plays more into the intent of the person who has ommited those certain details in

Haha, More Craigslist Love
Dear ex-husband...I would like to clear up some of the lies and mis-information you have been feeding people since you have discovered Facebook and attended your recent high school reunion: 1) I did not "cheat on you" and cause the breakup of our marriage. We had been separated for the better part of a year, and I had already filed divorce papers. Even before we were separated, we had sex MAYBE once or twice a month for 3 years (BAD sex at that). I did "have an itch", as I have seen you put it, and since you weren't scratching it, I called up my old fuck-buddy and he took care of business. BTW, he had no problem at all cumming from oral...so fuck you for making me think it was my problem when it was clearly yours. 2) Thank you for blaming all your social shortcomings on me. You have told multiple people that I never wanted to hang out with any of your friends, and that's why you had lost contact with them over the years. Bullshit. You are just cheap and no fun. If it involved travel,

In My Shattered World
In my shatterd world my mind knows I'm hurting the pain in my heart is numb I can not stop myself from astroprojecting from my body the thought of you is consitantly on my mind and in my heart Im walking through this world ablivious to the pain. why this happend its not quite clear the thought of loosing you seems to be drawing closely near this musint happen I can not heal the pain I feel inside and on my heart at this moment its hard to cry a tear the shock is so great its hard to function here this pain has shattered my heart moe than I can bare on the inside everything is so clear to see my blankend stare helps me to put on a face to hide my fears to hide the pain I feel for you Im in a unexplainable yet so unexpected whirlwind with no sights of letting go Im having trouble understanding wich way to go Im running lost and dont know which path to chose my heart aches more and more with each breath I take my pain is growing great, with each and every step I take

[caviar Omelets, Oh Yeah- I Went There]
It's pretty simple.Okay hardest part about this recipeget some god damn roe. Step 2 3 eggs TBS and a half of roe. combine vigorously, but not batshit fast since you don't want to pulp or juice the fish eggs. Let it come to room temperature. Preheat a very well lubed skillet to medium put that son-bitch on the heat. Wait for it to set, foldwaitflipserve. I dressed with butter cracked pepper and sea salt. Smoky.Delicious. Green.... Yeah. The roe actually offset the color of the eggs into this unappetizing color. You could probably use less.You could probably just use it as a condiment at the fold or dress stage. Either way this bears doing. Then I had cheesey brown rice. Wootage. I'm gonna finish Kampfer... maybe take some pictures if I don't hate you.

030210
Woke to an end of days sun. Burnt through the clouds like A cigarette carelessly dropped on the couch. His disappointment lingering tart on a tongue too scorched by smoke for soothing. Eyes mirroring the sky in perfect, sullen discontent. We're both sick of winter. And Maybe, I think, the sun may grow tired of being the burning phoenix of the sky. All alone. Maybe, That's why it hides in grey, worn blankets of denial. It's hard to stay bright with noone by your side. I've rubbed my nose nervously til the tip came off. Well, the skin. Regarded my reflection vacantly as the blood welled and dripped. &nb

Keep Forgetting (to Forget About You)
"Keep Forgetting (To Forget About You)" Na, Na, Noo Mmmm Yeah, Yeah Thinking back when we got together In our hearts we were saying forever So in love, boy we were so in love, mmm Jealousy wasn't what we wanted, we broke up And when you looked into my eyes I should of spoke up And held you near, then I wouldn't be alone And here it comes again Cause I remember every word that you said It all just keeps spinning around in my head But it don't matter what I try to do I keep on forgetting to forget about you And I don't want to think about you baby so much All the things we did and the way that we touched Just when I think about someone new I keep on forgetting to forget about you Forget about you, forget about Watch me turn around and forget, forget about you Forget about me and you I would be crazy to say that we were perfect And sometimes I was wondering if it was worth it But now I see, how could you run from me? And everytime I drive by your apartment I g

Visions
Vision of the past come through clearly. As sleep washes over me. Sleep well deserved. I haven't slept much in a week. Today I took sleep medicine to fall into darkness.Visions of the past rushing upon me in waves of water. This means change. Now do I welcome the change or do I fight it? Even fighting it won't change the fact that in the end it will still happen. I sit pondering about the change to come. I want and welcome the change yet I still fear it. What is to come will be regardless if I want it.Eagle Bear calls to me from afar. My daughter don't fear what is meant to be. Come to the other side and see what change lies ahead. I reach for him yet he doesn't take it. My daughter you must do this alone. The path before you is yours. Embrace the destiny the awaits you. Shima tells me that I must walk with her. Tatonka says come we will show you the way.The tunnel to the past will not harm you yet it will be disturbing. The tunnel to the future will become you. You are growing my chil

A Kiss Goodbye
Many years i have hushed my heartI knew these feelings right from the startSitting and waiting but forever trueHolding onto memories i made with youI miss your hug and sweet embraseI miss your smile always on your faceThe happiness you bring will never endThe strength you give me will never bendFor too long i have kept this inHoping for the day you would see withinSee through this wall i built so strongFeel this love It is never wrongI would die to go back and show you beforehow i was always craving this going back for moreThe times for us were never kindBroken hearts and unsound mindSomehow now we still stand tallSo many have waited to see us fallBut now we rise for the world to seeThat you and I were meant to beI only see one last requestAll i ask is you do your bestA kiss hello..A kiss for loveA kiss below and a kiss above..All these kisses need no reason why..but please dont ever give me a kiss goodbye

Part 2 Just The Beginning
*As the dark mistress walks over to the table on the other side of the room She lightsfour candles putting a light glow over the room. The light dances over the walls to what seems to be a forgotten melody. The misteress takes one candle out of its holderWalking over to her struggling victim. She pulls the flame close to his face. His darkeyes glow at the burning flame..the sweat falling from his forehead gleams like a diamond sky. The baroness smiles wickedly holding back a chuckle she says to him "Whats the matter? Scared of a little fire?..Well dont worry my pet. I wont burn you.Not yet anyway..If you are good..this will only hurt a little" The young mans eyeswiden with fear as he mumbles under his gag.**The demonic goddess pulls a lever next to her feet..The mans chains loosen as she pushes him backward. His chains spread his arms and legs as he is hanging in the air.Running her nails over his thighs she pulls out her knife..Sliding it up his shorts..Slicing them off his body..then

Part 3. Let The Game Begin
*As graceful as a swan the Mistress walks around to the front of him..places the ballgag over his mouth once more..tying it tightly. She wraps her arms around his back..pulling him close to her she licks her lips as she sinks her gleeming white teeth into hisneck..letting them break the skin she bites down harder..letting the blood fall into hermouth..and down his neck..Finally she releases him from her embrass she lets out with a deep unknown hunger.."I want to play a game..."**The man's cheeks still soaked with tears his body trembles with anger. Though the mistress keeps on pushing his spirit only gets stronger. Waiting for the right moment to strike He swears to himself Revenge will be sweet..and it will be tasted tonight**As the Baroness walks toward the table she speaks to the man like a tiger to her prey.."The rules of this game are simple, pet. Only one of us can win and I promise the other will be broken. I have spent my life being in control. Lets put my strength to the test.

All I Could Give
For this beauty all I could give,If only just to see her smile again.I would give her my last breath,To her my heart I would send. Would she ever want me close,And hold me in her heart so deep.Could I be in her thoughts,As she lays down to a peaceful sleep. Long has this beauty been in my mind,She smiles at me throughout my day.She is a true gift to me more each momment,Beyond any words my heart could ever say. My wish is for her hearts happiness,And mine longs to be with hers.If she would ever choose me,forever happy,She would be,of this I'm totaly sure.

Cinderella - Don't Know What You Got Til It's Gone
I can't tell ya baby what went wrongI can't make you feel what you felt so long agoI'll let it showI can't give you back what's been hurtHeartaches come and goAnd all that's left are the wordsI can't let goIf we take some time to think it over babyTake some time, let me knowIf you really want to goDon't know what you got till it's goneDon't know what it is I did so wrongNow I know what I got it's just this songAnd it ain't easy to get backTakes so longI can't feel the things that cause you painI can't clear my heart of your love it falls like rainAin't the sameI hear you calling far awayTearing through my soulI just can't take another dayWho's to blameIf we take some time to think it over babyTake some time let me knowIf you really wanna goDon't know what you got till it's goneDon't know what it is I did so wrongNow I know what I got it's just this songAnd it ain't easy to get backTakes so longDo you wanna see me beggin' babyCan't you give me just one more dayCan't you

Vanished
All my thougths vanish,The momment I see her eyes.My mind so lost in them,Never wanting to say goodbye. With just one look from her,My will would vanish,my resistance gone.My heart cannot run away,From thier sweet song. If I ever had the choice,With her never I will.My eyes would long to see her,Her beauty they would never fill. I hope never again comes a day,Where this beauty is not in my eyes.I thank my God for this gift of her,His beauty that fell from heavens sky's.

How To Fuck Up Your Life In About 4 Years...
Hello... I'm going to tell you the story of how i fucked up the first 5 years of my 20s. I grew up in Florida living with my mom, and about 5 years ago i decided to move to Alabama to live with my dad for a while and see what I could find there... A few months before my 21st birthday i met a guy named Jay, i fell in love with him the second i saw him and had no idea that 11 months later he would turn my world upside down, i never saw it coming. We met in Nov. of 06 quickly fell in love moved in together and were together until he left for the army, we still talked while he was away, but when he got home from basic and ait he was different, but i was still madly in love... apparently he was not, he broke up with me for no real defined reason and for the next 3 years he continued to drag me along, toying with my emotions giving me just enough time to start moving on with my life and then boom, he was back in, but only for just long enough to secure my love and run away again. May of 08 i

Underworld Moaner
hey kiss me i kiss you kiss me i kiss you i know about you i talk about you i've been waiting for you in everybody wants to know you wrapped up in moon river then beyond the blinds and the new white sliding into the city tunnel beneath the feet of the people in the city roamin' roamin' roamin' in the city crossway boy crossway boy downtown waterfront boy in the shadows of the she's on the phone again she's on the phone again she's calling from America she's calling from america she's searchin'(?) she's moshing and the girls are diving and the girls are up to something animal boything up on the roof again boything to be down there there's every kind of act make it down to the Delaware(?) an up in your head moaner moaner moaner moaner rudy get the get the get the get the night the city loves you city loves a boyfriend long walks with a boyfriend city loves a boyfriend friends walking with the boyfriend and the nights with the boyfriend and the city lo

Bruce Lee, Quotes Of His Philosophies You Can Live By Daily.
Life is a constant process of relating. Knowledge will give you power, but character will give you respect. if you love life, don't waste time, for time is what life is made up of. If you think a thing is impossible, you'll make it impossible. life is an ever-flowing process and somewhere on the path some unpleasant things will pop up - it might leave a scar, but then life is flowing on, and like running water, when it stops, it grows stale. go bravely on .... because each experience teaches us a lesson .... Optimism is a faith that leads to success. A goal is often not meant to be reached, it often serves simply as something to aim at. Man, because he is a creative individual, is far more important than any style or system.

Worse.
Ravaging you, it's stuck in my head like... one, two...three.. where are we? Come and get it, I've got it open wide for you. Take it, break it, it's yours. th-thump, th... I've got my hackles up, don't try to tell me she's not...

Your Lovin Talks To Me!!!
The Day an Angel Kissed Me You brought a smile to my lips, You brought color to my cheeks. You made my heart beat faster, You made my knees go weak. You outstretched your arms, And wouldn't let me fall. You didn't do it quick enough, Because I fell for you after all And in your eyes I can see the future, With your words you melt my heart. It's like love covered my eyes, And I'm walking in the dark. But all I have to do is grab your hand, And you will lead the way. Thinking back now, It all happened that day. When I was blinded by love And could not see. That was the day, When an angel kissed me. To the man who means everything to me -x-

Bad Company By Bad Company
Company Always on the run Destiny is the rising sun Oh I was born 6-gun in my hand Behind a gun I'll make my final stand That's why they call me Bad company And I can't deny Bad company Till the day I die Till the day I die Till the day I die Rebel souls Deserters we are called Chose a gun and threw away the sun Now these towns They all know our name 6-gun sound is our claim to fame I can hear them say Bad company And I won't deny Bad Bad company Till the day I die Till the day I die SOLO Bad Bad company I can't deny Bad company Till the day I die And I say it's Bad company Oh Yeah---Yeah Bad company Till the day I die Oh Yeah Tell me that you are not a thief Oh But I am Bad Company It's the way I play Dirty for dirty Oh Somebody Double-crossed me Double-cross Double-cross Yeah We're Bad company Kill in cold blood

The Strength Of A Father
the strength of a father is tender and kind but stren when he knows whats right the strength of a father brings joy to life the joys a father endures on a journey with his little girl is unexplainable by words at all the person who truely knows is a father a father experiences many things from the time his little girl is born until she is all grown up you see there is one journey a father must face that becomes one of the hardest he'll face yet the holding back of tears as he walks and gives his little girl awayon the day she'll change her name the strength of a father is one of gods tests in life god picks his fathers wisely of course he chooses those who are brave and can handle the changes being a father may bring the strength of a father is as strong as a soldier, yet as calm as a soaring eagle the strength of a father comes in many forms but on thing thats true the love of a father never changes shape, state or form the love of a father is stong and true no

That One Question I Asked You
Hi there, as you may remember I asked few of you why it is important to support the troops. Seeing Fubar had decided to update peoples messages/inbox..I am sorry to inform you that i lost your replies. I did read them though but I had no opportunity to save them. Would you please be so kind as to tell me again...why you as a service member, active or not, believe it is important to support the troops ? thank you for taking your time to tell me and again I am sorry. xoxo Lady Z

She Wants Revenge Tear You Apart Lyrics
Got a big plan, his mind's set, maybe it's right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight In a whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind Late night, in passing, mention it flip to her Best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped but the slip turns to terror and a crush to like when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak escape was just a nod and a casual wave Obsess about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking tear you apart Then he walked up and told her, th

She Wants Revenge - Written In Blood
Blood red lips traced with a tongue they shine, Cut theought a crowded room. A look can say a lot sometimes And so I take all my past attractions And project on you. Every dissapointment and mistake, Some resintment from a one-night heartbreak. My head is spinning My hands go damp, But still I force an introduction And I ask you to dance. You feel like home up aginst me so close, Though we've just met tonight . There's still so much that we still don't know, But I'm fairly certain That we just might work out right. Then again it can all go up in flames, And I'll take you down in the name of love. But for now let's kiss hard, Fuck the games. All or nothing, it's written in blood [Chorus] On the way to the wedding, Dressed in black, she said "Sorry lover but you can't look back." She says "Oh no," she goes, "Oh no," she goes "Slow down baby or you're gonna explode." On the way to the wedding, Dressed in black, he said "Sorry lover but you can't look back." She says "O

Hottie Officers
Ultimate Hottie Officers RideR ChulA Xx HHIC Ultimate Hotties Xx @ fubar alabamagirl Ast HHIC Ultimate Hotties@ fubar x BADGIRL x MFKN x Ultimate Hottie Officer & Secretary@ fubar krissy Ultimate Hottie Officer@ fubar Diabolical Angel Ultimate Hottie Officer@ fubar Venom Ultimate Hottie Officer@ fubar Aryes Ultimate Hottie Officer@ fubar

Rules For Kickin' Ass. Civvie Style.
Rules for Kickin' Ass Rules for the Non-Military Make sure you read #13 Dear Civilians, 'We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance:

A Taste Of Her
Taking her into his strong arms Holding her so close and tight Moans rising high echoing through the night rocking wrapped up in sinister delight Wanting to never ever let her go He yearns to kiss her plump lips Until they melt into love’s blissful wild fire in a wicked dance, joined at the hip He wants her to know his soul’s pure voice hear him pour out the feeling inside him to shout them out into the boundless abyss so strong, so deep, so clear so true love's feast calls to them this moment no reason needed, for what they desire The gnawing hunger in his soul Will always be aching for just a taste of her

A Man's Need
The secret world of smooth warm flesh Her graceful curves delight his eye Calling to his fingertips to explore her such a wondrous playground He longs to quench his lusty thirst in her parched, like a desert man’s throat dream of the day when she floats above find sweet release, like clouds and rain Her hands reach out, to take his face and pull him to her waiting breasts to suckle her long like a starving baby lulled by the sound, of her hot breath Her fingers plow threw his hair and trace my brow so fevered and flushed softly hums a song of love to him need binds him tight to her side She feels him throb so deep inside a counterpoint to her rolling motion his growling voice echoes in the room her lips meet his lips and tongue trembling thighs, so graceful spread heaven's gate open so wide to see to plumb the hot and fragrant depths as she moans and deeply caress him

I Jacked This From Mel (but She Doesn't Know It)
You Are Cooking You are a very generous and caring person. You love to make other people happy, and you love to give. You are content when you are busy with projects. You enjoy working with your hands. You are both intuitive and creative. You are good at figuring out how to make things work, and you love to experiment. You may be only following recipes for now, but eventually you'll be creating your own amazing, original meals. What Hobby Are You? Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything

Double Up
Babyj hooked it up today. He doubled the number of photos each level can have, and also the number vips can have (from 5000 to 10000). He also doubled the number of 11's vip's get each day from 100 to 200. Tell a friend!

Where Did My Symbols Go In My Name?
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG***** Many of you are asking where the symbols in your name are? We removed them? No it is not a conspiracy. It just looks better. We were very diplomatic about it. An overwhelming majority think the symbols are as annoying as I do :) To the haters...you will get over it. We had an unofficial official vote. It is nice to be able to read your names now. Please vent it out it here..... .....It's going to be ok. I promise. Thanks for your support Scrapper NOTE: If your blog comment does not get posted, I keep getting this error message saying ERROR: You have reached your blog comment limit. Please drive through :)

So Much More Than You Know
You are the reason I have a smile on my face, The reason my heart skips a beat, And the reason I have butterflies in my tummy. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me, Just so you know I love you baby

Pretty Girl
Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him outta your head And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him outta your head Its the way that he makes you feel its the way that he kisses you its the way that he makes you fall in love She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and her killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him outta your head And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him outta your head Pretty girl Pretty girl Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everthing pretty soon she'll figure out you can never get him outta your head its the way that he makes you cry its the way that he's in your mind its the way that he makes you fall in love Its the way that he makes you feel its the way that he kisses you its the way that he mak

My Theme Song?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhnVw98ZBZM&feature=related My Girlfriend's a dick magnet, My Girlfriend's gotta have it She's hot, can't stop, up on stage, doing shots, Tip the man he'll Ring the bell, get her drunk she'll scream like hell. Dirty girl, gettin' down, dance with guys from outta town. Grab her ass, actin' tough. Mess with her, she'll fuck you up. No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned, but she's Comin' back to my place tonight! She likes to shake her ass, she grinds it to the beat She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth I like to strip her down, she's naughty to the end You know what she is, no doubt about it She's a bad, bad girlfriend! Red thong, Party's on, Love this song, sing along. Come together, leave alone, see you later back at home No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned But she's coming back to my place tonight. I say, No one really knows just how far she's gonna go, But I'm gonna find out later tonight. She li

This Is It
I have come to the realization that Columbus has nothing more to offer me, when I moved here 4 yrs ago I was hoping to find a good job, a sweet girl that loved me and I got nothing. It is time for me to leave the city and this site once and for all I want all of my fu friends to know that I love you all ver much and will be thinking about you all, but the time has come for me to end my time here on Fubar and if anyone wants to keep me in touch Please send me a private message and I will respond w/ my skype and yahoo screen names and my email address I want to wish all of you nothing but love happiness and great things now and everyday going foward. Take care...god bless Sincerely, Buckeyefan1

Yay Doctor.../sarcasm
so for those of you who don't know (which is probably all of you), I had my left kidney removed in november of last year, something called "uteropelvic junction obstruction" and APPARENTLY it usually happens in little kids...surprise surprise someone's doctor wrote off her high blood pressure as hereditary when she was TWELVE fucking years old... i digress i'm heading to my dr. for a check up on my progress and a few other things so wish me luck and hopefully i don't have to have another kidney removed...which would be a transplant...which i would not enjoy... anywho, send me loving thoughts

Assholes On Fubar
hello there are assholes and losser on here and heres a few me and my gf quit a lounge cuz of highschool bullshit the name of the lounge is full throttle all they did was eject ppl for fun plat only music they like and talked about useing drugs so we quit and all they want to do now is bug us here a sbox frogonna go hitlist the rest m one of the losser dickmasow oooooooooooooooh poor night merc repels anent working he dude its a game grow up i feel sorry for your kids what they must be learnning from u. all u doing is being a ass fu full of them so hitlist all u want dont bug me any lol losser like u why alot more ppl leave that lounge so go hit your bowl whatever els u and the rest of u losser do u not bugging me and wow u can shout box ppl and block them wow losser

March 6th 2010
When I was little.. I have a little brother.. One time he pissed me off so bad.. One morning he went to the kitchen to make a bowl of cereal right. Poured himself a bowl without milk. he stopped and went to the bathroom. While he was gone I went into the kitchen.. hocked up a nice juicy lugie and spit it into his bowl. I sat back down in the living room and he came out. went to his cereal and poured the milk in. He put away the milk and stood there eating that bowl of snot cereal til gone.. I gaged and laughed the whole time lol!

The Path
Walking alone in this path I search for love to adapt A single hint of your smile The scent of your love perfume Alone in this path, I flee the past Embrace a new and brighter future; One with the warmth of your presence And the comfort of a look in your eyes. Alone in this path I shed your tears, I can no longer stand to see you cry For taking your love for granted And not loving you like you knew I could. Alone in this path I’ll fight your war Risk my life; bleed my love for you, Cast your sins and live your fears Take your hand and forever hold you near. Alone in this path I bring you hope,

Beautiful Stranger
There she was, A beautiful stranger walking down the street Five feet-six inches, in laced three inch heels Supporting her body of deception and lies In a black skirt wrinkled with lust Complimented by her sleeveless top, Sheltering a broken heart. A beautiful stranger she was, On a hot sunny day in spring Where every step taken brought us closer Unaware of the history we were unknowingly sharing; My eyes silently attempting to introduce myself, My

Titan Peeler [as Seen On Tv]
"The Titan Kitchen Magician is so durable it can withstand even the toughest of tests and still be ready for more. You can also use the Titan Kitchen Magician to garnish fruits and vegetables to make fabulous eye catching creations like a true professional at home. Hard or soft big or small - the Titan Kitchen Magician does it all!" What can I say about the Titan Peeler? It is a very very good handy tool in the kitchen. I've probably used it a billion times to peel potatos and it is still as sharp as the day I bought it. Problem is it is VERY sharp, I have cut my self a few times using it. I have yet to try it like they do on the commercial (peelng a 2x4, running it over with a truck ect.) (I don't think my boyfriend will let me use his truck to run it over regardless) I enjoy using the Titan Peeler. It works really well and I recommend it to any chef that enjoys spending time in the kitchen. (It makes a great gift for the cooks in your family also) This product

Proactiv Solution [as Seen On Tv]
Im sure you all have seen the Proactiv commercials on TV. I struggle with acne so badly and I was looking for a radical new cure when they came out with this (I still am for that matter) Proactiv gets a failing grade in my book. I used it and used it and spent money on junk that they said would help along with all three medications. They fail. When I called during the money back time (60 day money back guarantee) they told me that I wouldn't have to pay and they would put the money back in my account safely. They also said that they would send me a more agressive solution for FREE. I got the new pack of Proactiv that they claimed was more agressive against Acne. I tried it and it was also FAIL. Then I get a letter from a collection agency saying I owed Proactiv $118.57. I called and they were nothing but rude to me. Great. So Im out my money and my clear beautiful skin. So, I do not recommend this solution for anyone. Maybe if u have one or two black heads on your face. Aga

Does She Deserve A Chance At Been My Friend
DJ Devine BTR host on Real Life Radio for BEYOND WORDS LIVE@ fubar i feel as if i have lost my trust in her as a friend and i feel like she no longer wants to be my friend on here i just feel like a used by date item on a supermarket shelf from Bruce

May The Angels Watch Over You
A poem I wrote a while ago. It's called "May the Angels watch over you" May the angels watch over you, and always bless your heart,You will always be protected, no matter what the part!May you know peaceful sleep, as well as beautiful dreams,For I'm always with you, no matter how harsh the world may seem!May you always know that I love you, forever with all my heart,You are the one who fills me up, from you I'll never part!

Rules For A Good Life, And Amazing Life Changes
A while ago, while I was doing some soul searching, and thinking about ways to change my life for the better, I came up with a set of rules that I am trying to incorporate into my life. I try to live by them, but I'll be honest, its difficult. But if you can successfully incorporate these into your life, I promise you that you'll see a lot of good changes going your way! Each rule will come with a short explination, if you should have further questions, please feel free to ask me...Rule #1... Put yourself 1st for a change...You have to make sure to consider your needs before you ever consider anyone elses needs. How do you expect to possibly do something for someone else if you can not even meet your own needs. I find that the best help is rendered when you yourself are whole and complete. If you are not stable and are an emotional wreck and your needs arent taken care of, how can you possibly hope to take care of someone else?Now I am by no means saying dont think of others...

Time To Say Goodbye
I have stashed my first thing on here. WOO!... But it's a song - Time to Say Goodbye. Here's the link for it... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbN0g8-zbdY It's an amazing song... AMAZING! Time to say goodbye -- I'll go with you SarahWhen I'm aloneI dream of the horizonand words fail;yes, I know there is no lightin a room where the sun is absent,if you are not here with me.At the windowsshow everyone my heartwhich you set alight;enclose within methe light youencountered on the street. Time to say goodbye. -- I'll go with youto countries I neversaw and shared with you,now, yes, I shall experience them.I'll go with youon ships across seaswhich, I know,no, no, exist no longer;it's time to say goodbye. -- with you I shall experience them. AndreaWhen you are far awayI dream of the horizonand words fail,and, yes, I knowthat you are with me;you, my moon, are here with me,my sun, you are here with mewith me, with me, with me. Time to say goodbye. -- I'

Love : )
LOVE: We think about it, Sing about it, Dream about it && Loose sleep worrying about it. When we don't know we have it, we search for it. When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear loosing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define && IMPOSSIBLE to live without

[home Remedy]
Been a while huh? Alright, for this recipe you will need 3/4th a box of chicken stock (approximately 4 cups) salt pepper 2 tbs of chives 2 cups of sliced porcinis 2 1/2 cups of ground poultry 1/2 a cup of cracker crumbs 1 whole bell pepper (chopped) 1 tablespoon of tomato paste 2 large cloves of garlic ------------------------In your work bowl combine the poultry and half of the mushrooms (may want to mince them) half the chives, and all the cracker crumbs into a thick meatloaf base wouldn't y'know ityou couldbake thisyou could fry thisyou could make swedish meatballs you could add an egg if you felt so inclined, but ... I thought it'd be too wet. Make gumball sized meatballs lay them in a radial pattern in your dutch oven lubricated with some olive oil... you have one of those right?... heavy duty pasta pot? ....high volume untreated pot? okay wait until they crisp on one sidetoss in the chopped bell peppersome salt the garlicthe other half of the mushrooms flip the

Forbidden
No fix for the lust of flesh in her most primal state.Chemicals are spoken.For there are no more words left.No more will she accept your conformity.Traveling through you much like electricity.Moving,Taking,Loving so freely.You're pulled to her eager hands extended.Wanting with all your being.The taste of breathe inside you.The animalistic hunt.For as many as she'll have with hunger sustained.The ritual fire has left you as ash.Her memory soaring like a storm.You weren't the only one you know.A haunting wind keeps her memory with you.And with the damage done she'll live her life fast,Fierce,Like the wolves in her mind.An individual freedom you search to find.What she gives you is a gift.What she reveals is a nipple of the truth in the drift of time

A Clarification:
I am not blaming either of my exes. I am completely and totally taking responsibility of being the fucked up one. My ex-fiance is a douchebag though but even he didn't deserve how I treated him. My current?ex? boyfriend has been so good to me and almost from the start I have treated him like shit. I have some problems that I really should have worked on before getting into a relationship and now I fucked it up royally with the one guy that I really loved. And I keep making shit worse and pushing him further away.

We Made It!
Well... It's been a long time coming, but we finally made it baby! We got to see each other, and it was more than either of us ever dreamed possible! The feeling of your skin against mine was an over-load of mental orgasms. All the feelings, all the pain we have endured, all the hatred we had for each other, it all just melted away in the blink of an eye at first sight of you. When you walked up to me, it took all I had to keep my knees from buckling and falling to the concrete and worshiping the ground you stepped foot on. For those two days that you were here, my lonely city felt so alive. Everything felt so brand new. Everything had been given new life, simply because you had graced its' presence. Some people can live a lifetime in the blink of an eye, but you and I... we lived it in 2 passion-filled wonderful days. You have consumed my entire being, from the frailty of my heart to the razor wire of my mind. We will struggle. We will lose sight. We will fall. I have t

4 In The Morning....
Its 4 am and I can't freaking sleep. My husband is up getting drunk and playing world of warcraft. My 2 kids are snoozing. Would go jump in the bed but know my little girl will be waking up soon. Wishing my hubby would go to bed so I could relax a little bit. Just paid for a 7 day blast on here. So maybe some fu love will cheer me up a bit. If you see me on chat for a min.

Why?
why?....why not me?......i dont think im that bad of a person.....i desirve to be happy....i desirve to be treated rite.....im at a loss....i dont kno what to do anymore.....i try and try and try....and i only get shit on for it.....i let ppl kno how much i care....only to be slapped in the face by them not caring for me.....im sick of trying....im so ready to give up......i dont get people...... i feel sooo fucking used sometimes........i just wanna crawl into a fucking hole and die......i know he wouldnt give a shit! i wish i could tell my heart to stop falling for him

Read
To All My True Friends: I Will Not Be On Here Much Starting Next Week,And Off & On The Rest Of This Week. I Went To The Doctor Today To Get My Test Results And It Was Not Good News...So Right Now My Health Is My Priority.. I Will Be Here For A Lil Bit Everyday To Use My 11's & Ability Points... If You Need Me Leave Me A Message On Here And I Will Get Them. If U Have My Yahoo Im U Can Get Me There As It Is Left On Everyday... Jst Keep Me In Your Thoughts... Love Ya Xoxo Patti

3 Strikes N Ur Out
THIS IS TO ALL CREWMEMBERS AND PROSPECTS: We originally started this crew to have fun, without any major rules and ESPECIALLY to get away from the drama that we dealt with in our old group...In the past we have had a silent rule that we implimented as our "3 strikes ur out" policy. When we had issues in the crew that were brought to our attention as bad behavior that we did not see as beneficial to the crew, we would warn the offenders. If they were warned twice and still did something that we felt did not represent our crew in a good light, then that third time was a ticket out of our crew. (any bad mouthing or disrespecting other crew members is an automatic withdrawel)We do not like having to enforce this policy, as a matter of fact, the mere typing of this blog is pissing me off. But, it is neccessary in order for us to maintain and uphold ourselves to a higher, more ELITE crew. We want to rise above all drama and cattiness and if making this a written policy instead of a silent o

Shoutbox Haha
Seriously..read the about me first LOL!!! Raven Song: you didnt read my about me did you? phildiddy24: u kinky? Raven Song: pretty much phildiddy24: is ur mind mostly in the gutter like mine? Raven Song: not really hun phildiddy24: ur a cutie u into friends with benefits? Raven Song: hi there phildiddy24: hi Raven Song: hi there phildiddy24: hi

To Live By This....
The most destrutive habit: WORRY The greatest joy: GIVING The greatest loss: LOSS OF SELF-RESPECT The most satisfying work: HELPING OTHERS The ugliest personality trait: SELFISHNESS The most endangered species: DEDICATED LEADERS Our greatest natural resource: OUR YOUTH The greatest "shot in the arm": ENCOURAGEMENT The greates problem to overcome: FEAR The most effective sleeping pill: PEACE OF MIND The most crippling failure disease: EXCUSES The most powerful force in life: LOVE The most dangerous pariah: A GOSSIPER The world's most incredible computer: BRAIN The worst thing to be without: HOPE The deadliest weapon: THE TONGUE The two most power-filled words: I CAN The greatest asset: FAITH The most worthless emotion: SELF-PITY The most beautiful attire: SMILE The most prized possession: INTEGRITY

The Gummy Bear Massacre
Well, I thought tonight would be the same, just as any other nights... Well, at 9 o'clock, I get a phone call from my friend Michelle... She went to a party, was gonna hook up with her usual booty call guy, well he was really drunk. He threw up on her, and so, she called me, needing me to pick her up. I'm just that way, if someone calls, and says "Megan, I need your help", I'm there. So, I get going, and I get to the house, it's full of people. I mean, come on, it's a Monday night for gods sake people. I'm looking through the house, and I see red plastic cups every where, like, 9 or 10 Frisbee being thrown through the house, and they are blaring Avril Lavigne. *shudders* Oh, There were also THOUSANDS of gummy bears, EVERYWHERE! I mean, that place looked like an all out race war had come and gone betwixt the colors of gummies. WTF. Soooo, in my search to find Michelle, I go upstairs... I found her. The guy had stripped to his boxers, she in her bra.... and he's actually sucking gummy b

Who Is Getting A Salute Hopefully All Today
Dean's Pshychedilic Breakfast, DJ Boogey Man, RaLpHiE, Rae Rae, MCMEAKA Clark Kunt, mmiikkee Misty Mayhem MJB, Your One and Only Gallo, Big in Bakersfield, FangBanginCannibal, Star Whore. If you're not on the list and wish to be added, please comment.

England
well i am off in a few hours to sunny(lol) england i have to work at 3 bases there so will be gone for a lil bit....should be back on the 2cd of april and as always will try and take some new pics will miss you all....stay safe ps.will miss you like crazy will call every night i can...you know who you are

Love Song By Tesla
So you think that it's over,That your love has fin'lly reached the end.Any time you call, night or day,I'll be right there for you if you need a friend.It's gonna take a little time.Time is sure to mend your broken heart.Don't you even worry, pretty darlin'.I know you'll find love again. Yeah.Chorus:Love is all around you. YeahLove is knockin' outside *YOUR* door.Waitin' for you is this love made just for twoKeep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know.Love is all around you.Love is knockin' outside **YOUR** door.Waitin' for you is this love made just for twoKeep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know.Chorus / Outro:Love will find a way.Darlin', love is gonna find a way,Find its way back to you.Love will find a way.So look around, open your eyes.Love is gonna find a way.Love is gonna, love is gonna find a way.Love will find a way.Love's gonna find a way back to you, yeah,I know. I know. I know. I know.

Disagreement With Management Over Use Of Pictures Of Gun Pointed At Kitten To Get Us To Invite Friends
I think that it is disgusting that management has to go so low as to use violence against animals to try to get us to invite our friends. I, for one, will NOT invite friends under such circumstances.

Stay By Lisa Loeb & Nine Stories
you say I only hear what I want to. you say I talk so all the time, so. and I thought what I felt was simple, and I thought that I don't belong, and now that I am leaving, now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you. yeah, I missed you. and you say I only hear what I want to: I don't listen hard, I don't pay attention to the distance that you're running or to anyone, anywhere, I don't understand if you really care, I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no. so I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up, and this woman was singing my song: the lover's in love, and the other's run away, the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay. some of us hover when we weep for the other who was dying since the day they were born. well, this is not that: I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown. and I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure. you try to tell me that I'm clever, but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you. you said that I was naive, and I thought that

Just 1 Kiss
Antagonizing pleasure Placed upon my lips Where dreams come true In just one kiss! Sharing an afternoon of ecstasy Closing the door on realityNot even the thickest iceberg Could melt the love I feel inside! I shed my fears faster than my clothes The anticipation begins to unfold My heart begins to pound faster As you come closer Just one look from your eyes And I become hypnotized A river of sins, to which I concede Just one kiss, caused the undoing of me! Your lips gently pressed against mine A silent submission of tongues intertwined My mouth tenderly pressed against yours My voice trembles as you start to explore Electric shocks as your tongue touches mine An erotic dance of passing time My heart's racing as fast as yours My body's craving for something more! Starving and Craving For an evening Of erotic bliss Where dreams come true In Just One Kiss.

Fyi: People Who Have Their Settings To Only Befriend People With Salutes
If You View My Page You'll See I Don't Have A Salute. If You Want To Chat/Add etc... Please Turn Off The Setting Where You Have It As To Only Except People Who Have Salutes. Thank You, bu

Corey Haim
WASHINGTON (Reuters) – Corey Haim, a Hollywood teen star of the 1980s who became as famous for his struggles with substance abuse as his acting, died in Los Angeles of an apparent drug overdose, U.S. media reports said Wednesday. He was 38. In the 1980s, the Canadian-born Haim starred in "Lucas," alongside Charlie Sheen and Winona Ryder, and "The Lost Boys," with Kiefer Sutherland, Jason Patric and Corey Feldman, as well as "License to Drive," also with Feldman. He became known for his on-screen partnership and off-screen friendship with Feldman, another teen star, and they often were called "The Two Coreys." Both struggled with drug abuse. The pair starred in a reality TV series on American cable television in the 2000s. According to media reports from Los Angeles, Haim was found unresponsive in his apartment and was pronounced dead at a local hospital. Los Angeles police said the death was the result of an apparent drug overdose, the reports said. RIP

Et Vous Pensiez Que (so You Thought)
You told me I couldn't go on You drilled it in my ears You spoke that I wouldn't know how You shoved it down my throat You said that I would regret, I would hurt, I'd never forget Yet here I stand No tears in my eyes No hurt in my heart No concern on my mind Your secrets are your thoughts that's true, but your hurt is in your eyes Watch my smile See the light in my eyes Dispise how high I hold my head Because one of us should be content One of us should be happy Sorry it couldn't be you ~Just whipped this out in about 3 minutes while cleaning. Felt like writing but the mood was fleeting so this is what it is~

Conductor Problem
The symphony musicians had little confidence in the person brought in to be their new conductor. Their fears were realized at the very first rehearsal. The cymbalist, realizing that the conductor did not know what he was doing, angrily clashed his instruments together during a delicate, soft passage. The music stopped. The conductor, highly agitated, looked angrily around the orchestra, demanding, "Who did that? Who did that?"

Brave Kid
NORWALK, Calif. – A terrified 7-year-old boy begged emergency dispatchers to send police to his Southern California home where three armed robbers threatened his parents, according to a recording of the call released Tuesday. Gunmen broke into the boy's home Tuesday morning and announced that they would take whatever they wanted, Los Angeles County sheriff's Lt. Steve Kenny said. The boy and his 6-year-old sister hid unnoticed in the locked bathroom while the suspects threatened his mother and father at gunpoint. "There's some guy who's going to kill my mom and dad," he said breathlessly. "Bring cops. A lot of them! ... And soldiers, too." The suspects eventually broke into the bathroom and someone screamed. The 911 operator sounded shaken as she explained what happened to her colleagues. Kenny said the suspects grabbed the boy and asked who he called. He responded, "911." The gunmen fled without taking anything or injuring the family. "If not for the brave and educat

Smile
...Come sit with me and talk a while...look into my eyes...see the joy your friendship gives...listen to my sighs...the smile on my face grows larger as I grow to know you more...like the message in the bottle that washes up on shore...Read the words contained inside, its from me...a twin soul...it says "causing you to smile was my only goal"...And it worked, you're smiling now and that's all I came to do...cause not everyday you find a special friend like you Java Written for someone with the sweetest smile I have ever seen, its contagious and warms me from the inside out. Hugs

Things U Shouldnt Say During Sex
1. But everybody looks funny naked! 2. You woke me up for that? 3. Did I mention the video camera? 4. Do you smell something burning? 5. (In a janitor's closet) And they say romance is dead...6. Try breathing through your nose. 7. A little rug burn never hurt anyone! 8. Is that a Medic-Alert Pendant? 9. Sweetheart, did you lock the back door? 10. But whipped cream makes me break out. 11. Person 1: This is your first time... right? Person 2: Yeah... today. 12. Hurry up! This room rents by the hour! 13. Can you please pass me the remote control? 14. Do you accept Visa? 15. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz16. On second thought, let's turn off the lights. 17. And to think -- I was really trying to pick up your friend! 18. So much for mouth-to-mouth. 19. (Using body paint) Try not to leave any stains, okay? 20. Hope you're as good looking when I'm sober... 21. (Holding a banana) It's just a little trick I learned at the zoo! 22. Do you get any premium movie channels? 23. Try not to smear my make-up, will

Things U Dnt Say To A Naked Man. Lmao
1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahh, it's cute. 3. Who circumcised you? 4. Why don't we just cuddle?5. You know they have surgery to fix that. 6. It's more fun to look at. 7. Make it dance. 8. You know, there's a tower in Italy like that. 9. Can I paint a smiley face on that? 10. It looks like a night crawler. 11. Wow, and your feet are so big.12. My last boyfriend was 4" bigger. 13. It's ok, we'll work around it. 14. Is this a mild or a spicy Slim Jim? 15. Eww, there's an inch worm on your thigh.16. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 17. Oh no, a flash headache. 18. (giggle and point) 19. Can I be honest with you? 20. My 8-year-old brother has one like that. 21. Let me go get my tweezers. 22. How sweet, you brought incense. 23. This explains your car.24. You must be a growing boy. 25. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 26. Thanks, I needed a toothpick. 27. Are you one of those pygmies? 28. Have you ever thought of working in a sideshow? 29. Every heard of clearasil? 30. All rig

Fitting Lil' Tribute To Corey Haim
Sooooo, very true. I'm not going to lie -- I haven't paid attention to Corey Haim for years. I was only vaguely aware of his drug troubles and related health problems, and I didn't watch 'The Two Coreys.' I was amused to see his Variety ad last year -- the one where he said he was ready to work again -- the way you feel when an ex you remember fondly does something stupid but sweet. And that's why his sudden death was such a punch to the gut; no matter how long Corey's been off my radar, he was my first love. It's not like I knew him personally. My first real love, a few years later, was a nice boy from the next high school over -- a boy with floppy hair who, if I'm being honest with myself, strongly resembled 'License to Drive'-era Corey. But every generation has the stars that little girls harbor secret fantasies of marrying, and while today's kids are planning weddings with Justin Bieber and Nick Jonas, I was walking down the aisle with Corey Haim. I had plenty of choices.

The Days Pass Me By
WHEN I STAND HERE WONDERING WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE NOTHINGITS COLD, ITS SILENT, THE HALLS ARE EMPTY SO WHAT THE !FUCK! SHOULD I DO WHEN THERES NO ONE TO CARE WHEN MY LIFE IS JUST GOING NO WHERE THE DAYS PASS ME BY LEFT TO RIGHT , RIGHT TO LEFT THERES NOT MUCH I CAN DO WHEN THE DAYS PASS ME BY, THESE DAYS PASS ME BY SO WHAT TO DO IN THE MEAN TIME SMOKE SOME DOPE AND BEAT MY HEAD ON MY GRAVESTONE OR CAN I JUST CHILL AND LET THE DAYS PASS ME BY UNTIL THE DAY I DIE

Theres Always Tomorrow
I WANT TO DEDICATE TIS AS WELL TO SHARON FAY CHADWICK THE GIRL I WILL ALWAYS HURT AND LOVE OVER.TELL ME WHY MUST I FEEL THIS WAY, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY I TRY TO GET THROUGH EACH DAY BUT SOMETIMES I THINK THERE IS NO WAY BUT I DO JUST CAUSE I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL GET TO LOOK THROUGH THOSE BEAUTIFUL GREEN EYES OF YOURS YOUR EYES OPEN ALL KINDA DOORS IN MY HEART THERE'S ALWAYS TOMORROW WHEN WE CAN START OVER I NEVER MEANT TO MAKE YOU CRY AND WHEN I DID I CRY'D AND DIE'D INSIDE I'M SORRY I JUST WANT TO DIE PLEASE GOD HELP ME PLEASE I'M SORRY, MY HEART FELL APART IN FRONT OF YOU THAT DAY YOU LEFT ME MY HEART SHATTER'D INTO A THOUSAND LITTLE PEICES NOW THAT YOUR GONE I'M SORRY LETS MAKE THINGS RIGHT AND START OVER PLEASE.

Reflect
WHY MUST I FEEL THIS WAY WHY MUST I LIVE THIS DAY SO PLEASE LEAVE ME TO CRY WHILE I LAY DOWN AND DIE LIKE AN ABYSS OF BROKEN HEARTS LIKE A NEVERENDING STAIR OF COLD EYES LIKE A DOLL ATTACKED PEIRCING MY SKIN I'M ON THE OUTSIDE OF HELL LET ME IN REFLECT UPON THE TROUBLES IN YOUR LIFE SO REFLECT ALL I SEE IS MY REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR IT'S DIEING FASTER AND FASTER NOW IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GO I LOVE THIS EVIL BUT I WAS WRONG AND THATS WHY I MUST REFLECT ON THE DARKEST HOLE IN MY HEART YOU. LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER CHARLIE NUTTER

Lost Love
Life frozen or caught on fire, why does it matter? Cut deep or shallow scratch,in narrow alleys with a patch of darkness. Falling up or getting down, a cup of glass cutting our throats. Mass collections of suicide notes, and a small amount of hope. Falling into death in deep with darkness, seeking thought or maybe not. Going in circles with out a fight, not slavery and so far out of sight. Loss and false hopes binding us down,its our cost of not being found.Sounds of voices peek in our heads, fallen asleep deep in our beds.Graves of memories found in our dreams,deep dreams filling with passion and rising with action.Faith calling and showing our fates,knowing of death and full of hates.Sedating our minds and lost hopes of love,kind and gentle thoughts of warmness,Killed our fate of endless fought circles,lonelyness found here between worlds.The sound of calling,found and falling

The Days Of Pain
Black sun rays fall upon my soul casting dark shadows Causing it to become withered and grow cold my skin starts pealing away showing the real me in an ugly wayToday, just the same Tomorrow, just the same Yesterday is gone, but the pain will never go away The clock hands are ticking backwards it seems things that have happened in the past seem to be coming back Driving the razor blades into my unholy flesh leaving me here naked and bare striped away from all what makes me sane now drowning in the sorrow of the black sun rays

Walking Suicide
I'm a walking suicide but you'd never know cause' I hide I got too much pride to show my depression I think about dying everyday but never say anything cause' people will stop me rob me from succeeding in my goal.I fold my letter up saying how sorry I am for being a disappointment to my family and you'll be better without me.You'd never think little baby boy would try something so bold didn't know that the mold you made him in turned it's grin and that hell really existed in his eyes and he cries for god to please just let me die and be free from the reality he's facing!! I'm a walking suicide

Save Me
As I put the razor to my skin,I feel the adrenalin,the pain is a sudden rush to me,as the blood falls to the floor I see my pain and worries disappearing.I hide my scars in fear of what you may say,but without you these scares will not exist.My love, my life, my reason I sit here and bleed.My smiles, my tears,my heart tares more and more.You deny your love, I deny my pain.The pain I feel when your not by my side.Some call it love I call it suicide.The razor can only go to deep,a person can only bleed so much,but the pain never ends.My nights are cold, my arms are empty The cuts cover up the pain,My smile covers up the hurt As you walk along to blind to see my hurt the days get harder the nights never seem to end I fake a smile and wipe my tears away I forget the truth. For when I am with you it feels so right. Without you I find myself lost and confused. Broken and torn. Kiss my pain away, Wipe away my blood filled tears, I long for you to save me

Trembling
Trembling you look into this tormenting tradgedy gazing into the simplistic mirror image of your eveything looks as if its perfect huh? from far away questioning if you'll have the pleasure of another day fantasising lies about your idolistic future chasing every taste of desire and intensity all for what so life can kick you in your ass just to get a laugh but what would you expect and love is so damn hard to have in your life so why fuck with it "why" i'll tell you why because life is lonely with out your lover by your side you walk this world with no heart beat and no soul your like a dieing breathless corpse without your lover by your side so you miss that love you keep wishing to have that love once again please please come back thats all you hear in you head. NUTTER-Z

Can I Get A "hooah", "hoo-rah", "hoo-ya" Or "oo-rah", From A Real Soldier?
alright people. we seen enough fake jobs on television-- fake boob jobs, fake lip jobs, fake hand jobs, EVEN fake blow-jobs, but HERE is what sickens me-- http://fubar.com/2392960-- this guy is passing himself off as a soldier, and he cant even make up his mind on what rank or even what fucking branch of the military he served in.. now that's fucking bullshit!

Poet
TONIADAILY EFFORTS EACH MOMENT TRY,LOST TO ETERNITY THEY SEEM TO BE.WITH EACH BREATH ON THAT WE RELY,MY THOUGHTS WILL REST WITH THEE.NO MATTER HOW IT FINISHES,YOUR SPIRIT ANCHORS ME.WHILE I KNOW MY IMAGE IS VIRTUAL,YOUR’S IN MY HEART WILL EVER BE.THE ANGELnCHAINS ENTRANCES THE MIND,OF POET THE AGING HARE.FRIENDSHIP FOR US SHALL BE,A CULMINATION OF THAT WE DO SHARE.LET YOUR HEART REST ASSURE,THAT THOUGH EACH DAY MAY END.THAT REGRET NOT LIVES AMONG MY THOUGHTS,I WOULD LOVINGLY EACH DAY CALL YOU…. FRIEND.THANK YOU FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP….YOUR SERVANTPOET

Words Cant Express It, But Perhaps This Is A Start
How Long Will I Love You? Until the end of time and beyond.... Until the music stops and there is no more song.. How Long Will I Love You? Until the seas and rivers all run dry.... Until the the Moon and stars fall from the sky.... How Long Will I Love You? Until the Sun is no longer able to shine... Until there is no more hope...that one day you'll be mine.... How Long Will I Love You? Forever....always.....until three minutes past eternity........ You are my forever love, the man my dreams are fashioned of… There isn't a guy in this world Who can make me feel the way you do, Who can get me smiling in just one word, Who can touch my soul, And make me whole. There isn't a guy in this world, Who would ever stand a chance, Because together is where we belong, You have got me in a trance, You mesmerize my soul, With just the sound of your voice, You touch my heart, and you make me whole. Even though we haven't got a choice, We have to wait until fate gives us a start,

Do This Beutiful Planet Needs Borders To Live..........
Hi Members Long time ago..................... When earth evolved, people use to live together irrespective of there colour, class and creed. There were no boundries, earth was not divided in to parts.......... But slowly every thing changed, and people got separated by borders, colour, status, symbols, wars.........list is to long............ FUBAR is the place where human race has reunited, there are no more borders, people love each other.................... My question is only that. Do we realy need borders to live??????????????? If this blog touches only persone out there in this world my perpose os over........ Love Param

Do Over
Do over (By Me) Here I am starting overstarting a new chapter in this so called lifethe future is uncertain even more now then beforetoo many roads to choose from not sure which way to go We take many things for grantedhealth,love,friends,jobs, even familythings can change in the blink of an eyehave to think to do the simplest taskdon't realize what we do every daycan just easily be taken away thought I had the world in my handstarting this new chapter had the bull by the hornswell he got away and gored menow a wheel chair I call legstrying to learn to walk again Many friends have showed me the lovethey all say I deservewhat I long for and yern to feelis the loving touch of anotherI hurt I feel the constant painphysically and emotionaly it tears me apart so here I am with a do overbut it comes at what costcan I afford this toal roadit is a heavy price I am to paymy heart,my body,my mind, my soulIt is a tough long road to travel

Some Of My Favrite "letter To The Editor" I Have Found Online.
LETTERS TO THE ED Hats off to the witty burglars who stole my entire CD collection with the exception of "There is Nothing Left to Lose" by the Foo Fighters. I hope that when sentencing, the judge takes into account their splendid sense of humour. The record companies would have us believe that the money made by CD pirates goes to fund the drug industry. But the money rock stars make from legal record sales ends up in exactly the same place. When they stop breaking the law, so will I. What's all this nonsense about that 66-year-old Romanian woman being the world's oldest mum? My mum's 77. Beat that. How come rap artist Dr. Dre can use the 'n' word on his multi-million selling albums and win a MOBO award, yet when I used it at my son's football match I was asked to leave the park? Once again, it's one law for the rich and another for the poor. Peter Andre might look smug in all his wedding pictures, but I'd just like to remind him that, as a Playboy reade

It's Goin Down Friday Starting At 8am Fu Time
AUTO 11s On OK FU IT'S TIME FOR A SERIOUS FRIDAY PARTY. WHO BETTER TO HOST IT THEN THE ONE AND ONLY MZBOOTI2BIG AND DRUNK3N KNIGHTMAER!!AUTO 11s On SO BE THERE THIS FRIDAY STARTING AT 8AM FU-TIME TO 12PM. THERE WILL BE 4 HH YES U HEARD ME RIGHT 4 HH FOR U TO GET YOUR POINTS ON AND HELP DRUNK3N KNIGHTMAER LEVEL.AUTO 11s On SO BE SURE TO REPOST THIS AND SPREAD THE WORD. THIS IS SU

Poem I Wrote To My Passing Dad! I Love You And Miss You So Much!
Christmas is full of cheer, but Dad your not here. My feelings are of tears. We had great times thru the years. Your still in my heart , after all you help create me from the start. We will never be apart. You were a beloved father. I will get thru the sorrow. So DAD,Merry Christmas in heaven. You are my angel glowing on top the tree. Love you Forever.

Things You Should Know
We have been making some changes and tweaks to various areas of the site. 1. We doubled your photo storage for non VIP and VIP users. 2. We increased the daily 11's from 100 to 250 for VIP's. 3. We removed the bouncer checks on ratings. 4. We made it so you can now fuPal bling credits to each other. There will be more stuff coming down the pike soon. Thanks for your support and be sure to tell your friends.

[home Delivery]
Eesh, what a low week thus far. Well, I've got a date with... have I actually used her name on this website? on sunday. My place.Tuna steaks. I'm nervous.I need to design that sauce. The gelgoog cannon did in fact come in the Jonny Ridden colors (sweet!) but with no handheld weapons (not so sweet). ... moderate annoyance. But the Ramba Ral custom kinda got my blood pumping in a way I haven't felt since I got a discount rate on a handy. Fuck! Do not let me forget to send back my tax rebate.Free money is good. House is 90% ready, just need to mop up the big spots from my dog, and I need to practice dinner. ... what else am I forgetting? *looks around his house*Fuck I dunno. Work tomorrow, kits... eventually.Didn't I just finish something?Oh, rightKampfer. I'm thinking more and more seriously about my custom colors for my Kampfer. Now, I've considered the difficulty of recasting and mounting a tower shield...but y'know... if I had access to some malleable holster for the shot

"to Every Guy"
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she was b

My Heart
my heart an item that has been shattered,broke,abused,and crushed i found her when i tought all was lost like a angel of light to my darkness i was lifted like no other no one could ever do what she has done not another holding her in my arms there is no greater feeling no better grace crystal amanda ratulowski i do wed face to face with all that own from flesh to bone i belong no other place no other by my side even to the grave ice and snow with out you i have no mind no body i love you so!

Daggered Hearts
rainstorms with daggered hearts crumbling from the pain you've caused broken pieces plumit to the ground shattering like broken glass daggered hearts heed the painful call screaming with everlasting pain poisonous drops of blood that drip from within the veins of this barely beating heart black and painful until the end daggered hearts mangled within unforgiving barbwire thorns pentitrating each painful thorn into what little remains falling as fallen angels do daggered hearts eclipsed by the hurtful memory daggered hearts crumble and fall away never knowing if they'll heal daggered hearts forgeting all that exisited painfully dying alone loosing feeling destined to suffer like it does forced to relive each painful moment daggered hearts eclipse the moon left behind a broken soul.

On Love
Love feels no burden,thinks nothing of trouble,attempts what is above its strength,pleads no excuse of impossibility...It is therefore able to undertake all things,and it completes many things,and warrants them to take effect,where he who does not love would faint and lie down.Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not.Though weary, it is not tired;though pressed, it is not straitened;though alarmed, it is not confounded

The Magic Of Love
Love is like magicAnd it always will be.For love still remainsLife's sweet mystery!!Love works in waysThat are wondrous and strangeAnd there's nothing in lifeThat love cannot change!!Love can transformThe most commonplaceInto beauty and splendorAnd sweetness and grace.Love is unselfish,Understanding and kind,For it sees with its heartAnd not with its mind!!Love is the answerThat everyone seeks...Love is the language,That every heart speaks.Love can't be bought,It is priceless and free,Love, like pure magic,Is life's sweet mystery!!

Are You Guilty??
Greetings Neighbors: Do you have any guilty pleasures? Are there things you find yourself gravitating to yet you might be mildly embarrassed if they were discovered? If the answer is no, then, good for you. You, have no shame in watching “Twilight” as if it was a Pulitzer prize winning novel adapted for film; You, who may actually consider Kim Kardasian and the former porn star who slept with Tiger Woods as true celebrities although what they really did was sleep with celebrities; You, who can't get enough watching 'The Wiggles' or “Spongebob Squarepants” because it provides great background sound for the grandkids while they play. Yes, you who have no shame in these things because you actually like them. Bravo!! Bravo! Now, come on people! Are you truly willing to admit that last episode of “Manswers” was truly informative or that last “Van Wilder” film relieved all your worries about sending your c

I Am Done
i am done being made to take the responsibility of others stupidity. not a day goes by i am stuck being left out of the loop of those around me and then when told something at that last minute its my fault for not keeping in touch or asking questions when i am not even included in others thoughts or ideas and what not. i am sick of dealing with the negativity of those around me, just wish everyone would just finally go fuck and off and leave me the hell alone i have no need to be put thru everyones childish negativity. i learned to have no need to include myself amongst people who show me no sign of interest of including me in their ideas and plan.

Hot July Sun
Her beauty rose so fast,So clearly in my eyes.Like a hot july sun,Erased darkness from the sky. How much of her will open,In the days coming ahead.Will I ever be in her thoughts,As she lays down her head. She has caught a place in mine,And I will for better things to come.Now that our friendship has begun,May the day never come to say it is done.

Sandwiches
one night, a guy decides to bring his girlfriend homefor a little fun They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his littlebrother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climbup to the top bunk.As you might expect things start to heat up.The guy remembers that his little brother issleeping below so he tells hisgirlfriend to whisper lettuce if she wants itharder and tomato if shewants a new position.Lettuce!!!Tomato!!!Lettuce!!!Tomato!!!Lettuce!!!Tomato!!!She screamsLettuce!!!Tomato!!!Whoa!!!PULL IT OUT!!!PULL IT OUT NOW!!!I can't get pregnant! Then the little brother shouts, Hey,would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaiseall over my face!!!!!

When My Mind Is Still
When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart, I remember things too easily forgotten: The purity of early love, The maturity of unselfish love that asks -- desires -- nothing but another's good, The idealism that has persisted through all the tempest of life. When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart, I can find a quiet assurance, an inner peace, in the core of my being. It can face the doubt, the loneliness, the anxiety, Can accept these harsh realities and can even grow Because of these challenges to my essential being. When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart, I can sense my basic humanity, And then I know that all men and women are my brothers and sisters. Nothing but my own fear and distrust can separate me from the love of friends. If I can trust others, accept them, enjoy them, Then my life shall surely be richer and more full. If I can accept others, this will help them to be more truly themselves, And they will be more

Chaos Reigns
Beautifully broken Soundly, spoken. Darkness falls Light shines through Chaos reigns. Eerily quiet Yet to loud to think To loud to speak Screaming loud But there is no sound Chaos reigns. Too much Too little There was something There was nothing Chaos reigns. Floating, soaring. Downwardly falling Nothing makes sense Yet everything is crystal clear Chaos reigns.

I'm Me
I think I've finally come to the point in my life where I'm happy with myself and know that I don't have to change or be a certain way for people to like me anymore. I'm just fine and if someone doesn't think I am, then fuck them!!! I dont need them!!! Recognize I'm real and nothing other than that. And you can love me or hate me because either way.... It won't make me or break me!

Based On The Shamrock I Chose, I Am...
Your Shamrock Says You Are Loving You are balanced, nurturing, and sympathetic. You understand people and love to help them. At times, you get too involved with what's going on in other people's lives. It's hard to remove yourself. You consider yourself a lucky person. Luck always seems to be on your side. You are stylish, in a classic sort of way. You are particular about how you like things. The Shamrock Personality Test The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings Well, this one is a big, fat lie!!! :P

Air Force Academy Creates Worship Space For Pagan Cadets
In what is being hailed as a major advance in military religious liberty, officials at the U.S. Air Force Academy in Colorado Springs have agreed to provide worship space for a group of Pagans. The circle of stones was created after adherents of Paganism and other nature-based faiths asked Academy officials for worship space. The Academy already contains a chapel, and officials agreed to honor the request. Observers say the move is significant. Four years ago, the situation regarding religious freedom at the Academy was grim. An air of evangelical Christianity permeated the facility, and cadets were encouraged to see films like “The Passion of the Christ.” During a training session for cadets, an Academy chaplain urged evangelicals to convert their classmates to their brand of Christianity. He told cadets that those not “born again will burn in the fires of hell.” Non-Christian cadets complained of harassment and intolerance. Calls and e-mails po

Words Of Wisdom From Brother Ali - Good Lord-
Bismillah Ar-Rahman Ar-Raheem[Chorus - Brother Ali]I said the good Lord made me what I am and I play this game for keepsGot to use what I have to get what I want, all the dreamer got is his dreamAnd the good Lord made me what I am and I play the hand I'm dealtSaid sometimes the hardest thing to be in this world is just yourself[Verse 1 - Brother Ali]Best believe the Qur'an influenced all of my songsMy fans run and tattoo 'em all on they armsWanna travel, be there every time I performNow look me in my eye and tell me, how am I wrong?And who would of thoughtJust givin 'em the truth from my heart, both the ugly and the beautiful partWould give 'em food from thought, let 'em chew it apartAnd they'd all crowd around me and my movement would startAnd how you gonna hate me for being what God made me?It's not a game, I ain't sayin it playfullyThey relate to the joy and the pain in meAnd seein me make it be watchin a slave get freeHoller like Bilal in the towerHiya ala al fallah, Allah is the p

Forever Yours
My world stands stillMy mind so sublimeI've lost all conceptOf my reality and time. Where once things were in focusNow all grayish bluesNo longer distinguishing between day or nightNot knowing if my heart was sure. Once you were my beaconMy light from inside the darkFrom out of my ashesYou were always my spark. You gave me reasonWhen I thought I had noneYou made everything brand newLike my life had just begun. Now my meaning is lostI've been without you as days turn to weeksNow lost in total confusionNot knowing what I seek. So if your faith you have in meRuns with your love deep in your soulThen tell me true and tell me nowI will give you back more than you'll ever know. My heart forever yoursMy love for you will never changeThe beat of my heartFor you, forever will it remain.

......
When every candle has burned outAnd all the dreams have endedWhere are you?I'm searching through long past daysAnd all the memories that remainfrom what it wasEvery day it was me and youAll night, so empty nowGive me the answer tell me howI am still longingAs the storm drives a seaAs the sun goes downAnd never waked up moreBut we will love each otherAs the waves caressing a beachAnd whisper your nameMinutes turns to long yearsAnd if your time is heavy and difficultThen I will be hereI'd sacrifice everything I haveIf you could stay hereAnd believe in meWithin me the fire still burnsAnd it will burn for a long timeSo look at meI want to be with youI can wait an eternityIf I know that you come to meI swearI will always be here

Poem
Mere words can't do justice, to the feelings in her heart. The way she feels, needs and aches for him. The way that she carries his smile and her soul, and takes it out from time to time. Just to make everyday seem more bearable. The way a thousand voices ring in her ears, yet she only hears his unspoken words. The way every thought every sight and sound. Reminds her of something else and someone else of him. The way she loves unlike she's ever loved, without all the pretense and confines that she thought to be love. They way she knows this even though this love will remain untouched it has touched her. Though she will never feel his hands in the small of her back. He has guilded her back into life and love and she will love him always.

Have I Ever
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really silent,sometimes I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine?Have I ever told youthat when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords,and bites and ram,I imagine your voice whispering in my ear?Have I ever told youthat I wait out each day in anticipation,wanting only an hour or two,just a second in space and time to feel close to you?Have I ever told youthat there has been times,when I ached for you,so badly that emotions overwhelmed me and so I sat and cried?Have I ever told you that sometimes I will reach out,touching your name on this cold screen before me,wishing I could reach in and pull you to me?Have I ever told you that after the first tme I heard your the sound of your voice.thousand miles away,I sat up all night,turning the conversation over and over in my mind examining it,like some newly discovered species of flower?Have I ever told youthat I would give up everything,just for one night to b

Will You?
So, the addiction is getting stronger but I can't let it win.The addiction I replaced it with has removed itself.I want to grab you by the collar and shake you!Don't you know what you do to me?!Stop feeding me your beautiful lies!I can't stomach them anymore.I want to pound my fists into your face.Only then can I kiss your wonderful lips.Maybe then you'll notice!No, probably not.So I hide behind my make-up.So I cover my head.So I stab her in the chest and watch her bleed.Then I rejoice as that part of me dies.Will you notice that I am gone?Will you notice that I no longer give a fuck?My walls have been carefully constructed.Let's see you penetrate them now.My blue eyes flash a challenge.I can no longer obey one who does not take notice.You're no better than the rest.In the end I'm not worthy of remembering.I'll never find another because love is not worth my time.So here is my heart. You can have it.I no longer want it.The pieces no longer fit together. Do what you will.Here is the gun

As Is.
Gently wedging styrofoam against metalhoisting and hauling... and cramming it into the box.That squeak of protesting cutout and cardboardalways makes my skin crawlMust be how most people react to nails on chalkboardback when chalkboard was culturally relevant.All hail dry-erase.And the fine inky powder it leaves on your fingers.Professor's in their fashionable spectaclesand square jawsleaning coyly against the boardand putting their $300 jacket over a full length smudge up their back. For a moment I missed Matt.A moment interupted by placing this duct tape against the parcel and slapping a big red "return to sender" and for some reason summoning a memory of that blackhole that used to insist she wasn't like everyone elsethe girl that smoked naked in the garage when it rainedor always borrowed my favorite shirts because they smelled like me.The one that smiled after saying something cruel.And turned away like a petulant child if you didn't love her enough, that very second.That girl I

Kingdom
You sit among your gold and selfish ways,Slowly goes by your lonliest days, You made promises you knew you couldn't keep,Sadly you lost countless nights of sleep, You kew not to try her patience, her anger- when you did you recieved and deserved her anguishing terror, And even you in your infinite wisdom, tried but couldn't save your precious kingdom. coppyright Rhiannon Howard

Lust
Like turns to lust~ Lust turns to love~ Love soon turns to lies~ Revealing the truth when I look in your eyes. Emptiness swings to and fro~ Black then sees the light~ Insanely cruel thoughts overflow~ Into my head all through the night. The unknown stairs you in the face~ While reality rips away at your throat~ Deja-vu reveals this place~ Forever gone with one last note. Coppyright Rhiannon T. Howard

My Status
Just some of my status lines that people have gotten a kick out of.... Some say the glass is half full. Some say half empty. I say who cares, i need a refill!!! Life is like a peanut butter and jelly sammich. I don't know why, it just is ok! I'm not naughty, i'm angelically challenged! Pet my beaver I'M HERE. COMMENCE WITH THE ADORING. lol Slim fast shake and vodka. How's that for a liquid lunch! lol looks at YOU with my men who stare at goats sparkly eyes technique Your place or mine? Tell you what? Head at my place, tail at yours!

A Soldier Remembers
"A Soldier Remembers" I look around me, all I can see is sand. My mouth is dry, my mind is numb; I hear a scream--- "OH, GOD!!"as I turn my head I see; my brother, my friend, we have been side by side since bootcamp.I try to move, but the pain tries to keep me down. As I reach him, he says; "don't leave, I'm s c a r e d." Then,in my mind I think of:others who have come to pass, those who protest what we do, and say "Why? WHY? Should he die for YOU?" He is young and full of pride. He volunteered to fight; and now is scared and cries. You watch T.V. and curse us. You make remarks about what we do.Yet, how the HELL do you know what we go through. His Mom and Dad I'll soon face; to give them a necklace he wore til he died.Can I look into their face? He is gone, but you are still here. The pride he had, you'll never have near. You may look down on me, but love for some; I have no more. Yet, I still fight for. Remember this: The Few -- that fight for YOUR freedom,The Proud -- prou

Thoughts Of A Soldier
Thoughts of a Soldier I struggle to see my objective for the sand blowing in my eyes,I hear the sound of explosions like thunder from the sky,My mouth is dry and my body aches,I must push on no matter what it takes,the lives of so many innocent keeps running through my mind,I know this is why my country has put my life on the line,So don't lose hope America we do this for you,For all your soldiers bleed red, white and blue....... BY DevilDog612

Death X3
Three men approached the gate to heaven and as there was only one opening left, the gatekeeper said that whoever had the most remarkable and worthy death could enter. He asked the first man how he died, and the man replied, 'Imagine this -- I suspected my wife was having an affair behind my back and I wanted to find out the truth. I came home from work one day to surprise her and catch her in the act. When I searched the house I found her in the bathroom. The mirror was fogged and she had a towel on but her hair wasn't wet, so I knew she wasn't taking a shower. I looked all around the house to find the guy. I found ten fingers hanging onto the window sill outside. I pounded them until he finally let go. When he fell he landed in some bushes and God must have loved him because he lived, so I threw the refrigerator out the window to finish him off. After all the excitement I fell dead of a heart attack.' Then the gatekeeper asked the second man how he died. He replied, 'Imagine this -

The Real Me
You've come to me based on an ideal Believing your own fantasy real But I am flawed, merely human I am the common creature known as woman I never lied about my being, my choice And I've spoken with no other than my own voice I wear little makeup as I've no obsession With that unattainable thing called perfection I do not care to chase men as sport And with womanizers I have no rapport You say that I am without a clue But that's not the case - so here's a tip for you If I interest you, then accept me for who I am For your unrealistic vision I don't give a damn I am stubborn, my laughter is rich I am intelligent and a sarcastic bitch I have no patience for pettiness or fools And I refuse to play by your rules I am more gentle and kind than angry, you see And love is a many-splendoured thing for me When I give my heart, it's for eternity I lock inside the one I love and throw away the key But it's not through words that I demonstrate passion I do so only through my actions I feel more de

I'm Not Perfect, And That's Okay
I'm not perfect and that's okay Because the Goddess didn't make me that way People will judge me but that's all right It won't disturb my sleep at night Some people may not like my voice They don't have to listen, they have a choice Some people may not like my clothes But I like my style and that's the way it goes Some people may not like what I have to say It's my opinion, but I'm sorry they feel that way Some might have a problem with the way I am But the truth is I don't give a damn Some people may think that insults will hurt me Their words are based on ignorance, they don't know me My personality may rub some the wrong way But that's all right, I won't see them another day Words may sting, judgment may be cruel But they can't change my point of view For my beliefs people may try to knock me down But I'm a survivor and I'll stick around People may taunt, tease, jest and mock me But they'll get theirs eventually I may not be as attractive as a movie star But it's perseverance that

Recipes
my friend witchcraft has been putting on her blogs some very good recipes,so i thought i would find some original type recipes and do the same.where i can i will put where i found them to give owners credit where it belongs. first one is called elephant stew found in a old remington recipe collection,enjoy. 1elephant(medium size) 2 rabbits(optional). salt & pepper to taste brown gravy (lots). cut elephant intosmall bite-sizepieces. this will take about two months. keep the trunk!you will need something to store the pieces in.add enough brown gravy to cover. cook over kerosene fire for about 4 weeks at 465 f. this will serve about 3800 people. if more are

Like A Spring Day
Just like this beautiful spring day,This one also a joy to welcome in.From the beauty from her eyes to her smile,To start I'm not sure where to begin. A smile that glows brightly,Just like that of the sun.Her eyes that sparkle so wonderous,Like the stars when the day is done. So beautiful let your smile warm my day,And you eyes dance in my night.And as each day comes to me.Always I will look forward to your light.

The Irony
For a moment, I pictured you working...Working your ass off with nails and duct tapeBut how wrong was I in this vision of mine?You just fucked around and played gamesI promise, I promise, I promise..You promised and never came through"I love you, My Love, you complete me,"Like an idiot, I believed youYou asked for my heart and I gave itI thought you had made your own mineYour beautiful words and those sweet complimentsTurns out they were nothing but liesUntouchable, unbreakableBut only in your hands..These walls I'd built around meYou quickly turned to sandI think about that and I just have to laughSo ironic...