Semper Fidelis's blog: "ENVY"

Drowning

I sit in the corner and cry

Pointless black tears

Remembering the past

And the life that I had

I had love and happiness

I just threw it away

I go out to the lake

And look at the moon

I say out loud "I'm sorry"

I jump in

I take a deep breath

And let the water fill my lungs

I want to come up for air

The rocks in my pockets weigh me down

I close my eyes

And listen to the silence

Regretting nothing

I feel my heart slowing

I feel my lungs tightening

I clench my fists

My heart is barely beating

I have one last thought

The thought of him

I open my eyes

Just in time to see my life flash before them

I am silenced forever

All that is left of me

Is a puddle of pointless black tears