Ghostrider's blog: "Tim's Blogs"

I once knew this guy that I have known since I was old enough to remember. In fact I grew up with this person. He was one of those guys that kept to him unless it was necessary to do other wise. I watched this guy growing up from a dumb kid to a strong hard working man.As I watched this guy growing up, thing was changing all around him but he stay the same, at less on the out side. Now what was going on in the inside was something totally different. Come to find out one day that he was fighting for his life. Not the way as a physical thing but more of a mental thing, if that makes any since. See thru all the yeas of his life he spent it in thermal hell. He never let any one know about this because to him it would have looked as if he was weak.But as the years went by he got to the point that it was getting where the tormented mind was controlling him, and that started to affect ever thing around him. It got to the point that he was willing to end his own life, but even in that he failed. Noted that he tried several times but still failed. Now you have to understand that he had always had control of his life and now he had lost all control of it. Thu the year that I have known him he would do anything to work, help and do for others and hardly did anything for himself. Like I had said he was a strong man. Now as I look at this man he went from helping other to needing help his self. A very hard situation for him to understand. Now all of his thoughts were of trying to make since of it all,hopefuly one day it will but I know it never will. As you read this think real hard just how fast things can change, but most of all think of your self and what you can do to be able to look in a mirror each day and be proud of what you see and not what I see as I look in my mirror each day. Because as I look in that mirror each day, all I see is a stranger looking back at me. I guess the point in this story is to take a hard look of yourself and make the changes before it’s to late.