Semper Fidelis's blog: "ENVY"

 thoughtless

Thoughts of suicide

Too much rage

Consume my life 

Stage by stage

I lay here staring 

At the blackness of my heart

Knowing that we've grown too far apart

I want to speak 

To tell you how I feel

Your voice makes me weak

Your eyes make me kill

Worrying about us 

Was all I seemed to do

I know its over

And I'm glad

I won't waste anymore tears 

On the good times we had

I wasted my breath 

Saying "I love you"

All of a sudden

Crying is all I seemed to do

Now that you're gone

I finally see

That you are better off

Without me