Emotionless
Shattered pieces of my heart
Lay on the floor
I just stand there crying
Waiting for happiness
I get a needle and thread
Hoping to put myself back together
I look for love in all the wrong places
My heart getting shattered more and more
Slowly over time
My heart turns to dust
My emotions are no more
Just a cold stare
Anger is the only emotion I have
The days go by and it gets worse
Self mutilation and alcohol
Are my best friends
My hands bruised and scabbed
My anger takes hold
It wont let go
One by one my emotions return
Depression, rage, grief
Happiness never comes back
My facade slowly sinking
My true self showing
My friends leave me
I am cold hearted and numb
I run far away
Hoping that nobody finds me
I trip and fall over my stupidity
I lay in the open field
Choking on my tears
I scream until my throat is raw and bleeding
I punch the earth knowing it won't hit back
Suddenly I stop
Like a zombie I walk home
I pour myself a drink and take a sip
It burns my bleeding throat
I go upstairs to my room and lay in bed
I close my eyes never to wake again