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like the gentle butterfly in a warm breeze
her life fluttered by-silently peacfully
she slipped away in the early
morning of spring
she wasnt alone
she wasnt sad
the look upon her face
really i think shes just sleeping
bring me peace
the smallest at least
to be kind
Leave Me Alone
If you have a problem with me thats fine, but doing it in a fashion where it draws people in my life into your little drama fest. Please don't let the door hit you on the way out. Haters have no life in which the disputed simple life moments into a big hassle uncalled for and all need to die.
You speak to me
Through the winds
I hear my name so softly
I feel your touch along my skin
right in my heart
in my soul, on my finger tips
I smell your sweet scent
it follows me where I go
Roses bring me back to solid ground
to bring me to your arms
I kept having that same dream over and over
it haunted my nights with such vivid images
that I could taste your lips
trace your skin with my fingertips
but as my heart raced towards that goal
I found myself looking up into the face of a stranger
a scream hovered there at the entrance of my mouth
my lips trembled but I didnt give it wings to fly
instead I studied this face
smooth lines covered this tanned canvas
stubble here and there to mar this beauty
but as my wicked mind contemplated what i would do
to those full lips
no warm bed to soothe this ache
no letter to ease my mind
just this fevered torture
of longing for you a stranger
who seems to like to haunt my dreams
but runs from me in the brillant light
at times I called you a vampire
other times a seductive fiend
but just once id like to say your name
taste it on my lips
give my ears the pleasure of hearing it said
why must you torment me like this
I Wish You Enough
I Wish You Enough Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport.
They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom".
They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry.
I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?" "Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking but why is this a forever goodbye?" "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying goodbye, I heard you say 'I wish you enough." May I ask what that means?"
Getting Your Soulmate?
It's funny how people come up to you and ask what did you do to get such a awesome gal/guy. Theirs a lot of people who see average people like most of us getting someone thats way out of their league but they are happy. I'm not writing this to tell everyone I'm sensitive guy or need someone cause I already have a amazing women. I'm writing this to maybe help those shy people get answers or for the people that our douche bags or hoes maybe change their life around and become the person they want to be.
First of all for the over confident guys out there your so called "LINES" don't work. This ain't the movies this ain't no 80 porn flick this is reality. I'm pretty sure no women wants to know how big your penis is when you first approach them FYI we all had sex ed and I'm pretty sure we all know guys have a penis. Being arrogant in a conversation with a women not going to get you brownie points either. Saying a girl is hot or sexy or some weird ass pet name probably get you a kick in the
Different Types Of Condoms For Men And Women
Contraceptives are regarded as the best birth control method product which stops STD and undesirable having a baby. Using condom during sex-related activity is very crucial for the protected and secure sex-related connection with your associate. There are different kinds of condoms available in market to choose from. If you are status in supermarket, you will get several versions of condoms in the foundation utilization and appearance. Usually, condoms are commonly separated into two components women condoms and men condoms. Women condoms: These are made of memory nasty. It is very slim coating or sheath that makes the buffer in the genitals to stop the sperms going in the genitals. It can be used by the females when their associate will not wear men contraceptives and ladies do not want to get expecting. Usually it is 6.5vinches or 17 cm long. Men condoms: These contraceptives are mare well-known in the market. It is used by the men to avoid the ejaculation going in the genitals. Howe
Question Of The Day
Question of the Day: Where do you think Peyton Manning will be playing when the 2012 NFL season begins?1) Indianapolis Colts2) New York Jets3) Seattle Seahawks4) Miami Dolphins5) Somewhere else?
I find myself suddenly inspired at the strangest moments to put words to paper lately. Words pop into my head and demand to be heard. What I post comes totally uncensenored or edited. Often times it is written in but a few moments of inspiration. Inspiration comes from many places. People in my life, stories I hear, things I witness and listen to. Often times just pure emotion from both past and present. Many times dark and yearning, for that has been my experience most of my life. Life has not been easy and I have faced many challenges. This has made me stronger, but also left me damaged...empty at times and I always seem to be searching. For what, I do not know...
To take the pain away
To cup my palm against your face
To gaze into those troubled eyes
To show you there can be a different way
With tears unshed
With heart broken and used
With fears unvoiced
With emptiness that can never be filled
To place my arms around you
To gather you cl
I don't know if my friend copied this from somewhere but it makes alot of sense to me that i had to share it...
"Perfect is not when two people are together. It's when you're both opposite but in that way you complete each other." No relationship between any two people is exactly the same except in one way, each relationship we have is imperfect in some way. When relationships last for long periods of time, it is not because the pieces two people bring together fit exactly together, but rather the pieces aren't the same so that they may be easily fused together. So don't be too close minded as to only look for a perfect Mr. or Mrs. Right when you are seeking someone to love. Look for a person that you think would compliment you the most, meanwhile you do the same for them. Look for someone who is willing to love you for who you are with your flaws and all, and someone that you know in your heart that you could love despite what flaws they may have as well. Reach for love
I have put all of the bling that I consider as love in my favorites to pay contribute to Valentines Day. Not in any order .
Happy Valentines day everyone.
Valentine’s Day gives me a reason to express the feelings I think about but don’t say about people who enrich my life in unique and meaningful ways. You are this kind of special person. When I think of you, my thoughts are warm, and fond, and filled with admiration. I feel blessed to know you. May your Valentine’s Day be filled with the love and respect you deserve.
If a man isn't attracted to a woman, he's not going to lower his standards.
If a woma isn't attracted to a man, she's a shallow bitch.
i stopped in my tracks, my ears straining towards the sound i thought i’d heard as i hiked through the trees. again, what seemed like a soft whining sound. a small animal i thought to myself through a nagging feeling in the back of my head.
distant, faint, but true. i dropped everything but the clothes on my back, growled with the intensity of a cornered timber wolf and literally sprang upwind. my eyes, narrowed with intensity, fixed on the landscape before me, my legs pumped furiously as my feet easily avoided every obstacle that threatened to slow me. my hands blocked every branch. a sharp turn to the left as a tiny voice screamed out it’s need for help. another scream corrected my feet a degree to the right without thought as i growled again.
my lungs struggled for more oxygen, my eyes teared from the unblinking vigil, every muscle screamed for rest. my ears blocked every other sound as i strained for another sign. blood seeped from the p
the sweetheart day is coming up. some of us have one some dont. i am wishing everyone the best and hope you have a sweet one
Feel Me Up - 604
Day by day you let me feel great
my lyrics aren't like questioning fate
I do not know which path to choose
I wander with blown mind and fuse
Can't love with fear of loss and pain
I know I can heal with notice of my gain
Suppose to do so much alone
just favours asked because I worship the bone
Few people offer help and they can see
they are here for themselves not me
I'm just in need of a friend or mate
to lift my spirits with love not hate
Hear me, I feel you can hear
see me I don't want the same,
just wanted to let you know your one in a million
imagine how let down I was when I found out its a game
You are my evidence of lifetime love
gonna come down and feel the heat from above
I am not angry just down and sad
feel me up because I don't have what I had
no one said "goodbye" was an easy thing to do i think that's the only reason why i really miss you your "almost kiss" still lingers in my head and you playing the song you wrote me, and sleeping in your bed you would always make me food even if i wasn't hungry you wanted me to leave everything with you even my dirty laundry but that simply cant replace all the lies that you told "we're two different people" i'm sorry for being so cold i'll remember your smile and the heart i drew on your hand sometimes goodbyes the only way, even if we don't understand
Nothing can take away fromwhat we hold as amplifiedwritten in the sanguine inkedthat I can still taste on my tongue,To have swallowed of your essenceas you have swallowed of mineunfurling the petaled hymenbleeding the white in higher virtue,We escape this frugal worldwhen you enter me in wild abandonin a hazy mist of the carnalthat pulls me deeply into you,Frozen in the momentwe become one in the frenziedthen slip into the abyssof erotic nothingnessnever looking backwith a trace of regret.
The click of her heels as she walks towards mesending chills down my spinepulling against the tight chains with no availthe whip in her hands excites mewaiting to feel the sting of it against my skinShe grins seeing my anticipation and fearrunning the cool whip against my breaststeasing me with silent promisesmaking me arch for the pain I am about to receivesuddenly with a flick of her wrist my breasts sting with pleasureSilent cries seen through out my eyesnothing more than the sound of the whip on my fleshknowing better than to disappoint her with being weakagain she whips, harder this time, cutting into my skina single tear falls, but no sound is madeBrought back by a slight touch on my faceseeing the love in my Mistress' eyesher slight concern as if asking "Am I alright?"a slight nod bring one more whip this time lowerjumping as my pussy stings, finally a cry escapesHer laughter fills the roomagain she flicks it hard against my pussywetness drips down my thighsfingers traces my ach
One "holy Shit" Moment After Another... But In A Good Way
This day has been filled with one "Holy Shit!!!" moment after another... and only in the very best of ways.
Seriously, numerous times today, I've been so pleasantly surprised that I've exclaimed, "HOLY SHIT!".
I wish more days were like today, but then again, if more days were I'd be unable to appreciate them quite as much and I'd be exhausted and catatonic from trying to keep up. So, I guess, maybe it's best that days this good aren't the norm.
Here i am jealous with all rushin to post for when every 1 knew clearly tat she is Whitney she is ma favorite singer of all time every 1 who knew me knows tat for fact Now i am dashed, those who paid her no time are there in da rush to post of da greatest voice i wana run to yo Whitney and all yo bobby brown's jst shut up! for all yo cryin when b4 yo jst pay her no mind from da time i first see Whitney in Body guard from tat moment on she was ma most favorite singer even from all doubt she had, she still scream "he's my bodyguard" n race to his side Whitney I race to yo side without a doubt with ma tears streaming from ma eyes for all those who speak ill; jst stfu, if yo understand me dont even talk to me while i hav ma moment with Whitney
WE ARE IN A WORLD OF CRAZINESS WHERE THE RICH LIKE TO BE RICHER WITHOUT HELPING THE COMMON MAN OR WOMAN WE SEE ALL OUR INDUSTRY GO ABROAD BECAUSE EVERYONE WANTS TO BE A MILLIONARE NOW LETS STOP THE RATE OF INFLATION AND SET RATES BACK TOO SO WE CAN KINDA START OVER WITH THE FACTORIES BACK AT WORK AND OUR FARMERS PAID NOT TO GROW CROPS WHY CANT WE START BEING THE SELF SUFFICIENT COUNTRY WE ONCE WERE EVERYONE YOU SEE IS PRETTY MUCH DOWN ON THERE LUCK WE NEED TO CHANGE THINGS AS A SOCIETY WE ONCE WERE I NO IT IS IN US TO DO SO JUST NEED THE COUNTRY TO LOOK AT WE ONCE WERE AND SEE WHERE WE ARE HEADED I HOPE THIS GETS TO SOMEONE THAT COULD DO SOMETHING BE WELL
'The Wax'.My night began as any other normal weekday night. I came home fromwork, fixed dinner for my son and we played for a while. I then had thethought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next couplehours: maybe I should use that wax in my medicine cabinet.I set up my boy with a video and head to the site of my demise, um, Imean bathroom. It was one of those cold wax kits. No melting aclump of hot wax, you just rub the clear strips in your hand, peel themapart, press it on your leg (or wherever) and ignore the franticallyrising crescendo of string instruments in the background. No muss, nofuss. How hard can this be? I mean, I'm not the girly-est of girls butI'm mechanically inclined so maybe I can figure out how thisworks..........................You'd think.So I pull one of the thin strips out. It's two strips facing eachother, stuck together. I'm supposed to rub it in my hand to warm andsoften the wax (I'm guessing). I go one better: I pull out thehair dryer and heat the
I will give away 2 Valentines Bling on 2/14/12 . To be eligible to win the bling ......... You only have to like & rate my profile on 2/13/12 and leave a comment here confirming your participation. Names will be drawn @ random and bling will be awarded on Valentines Day. Thanks for your time and hopeful participation.
****** Due to the lack of interest this is no longer running ************
Fu Name Contest
I HAVE NOTICED THAT ALOT OF PEOPLE ON HERE HAVE THE SAME FU NAME AS ME...SO I AM HOLDING A CONTEST FOR A NEW FU NAME...THE WINNER WILL RECIEVE A BOOMY...AND FU WILL DECIDE THE WINNER
Must be unique..and creative
nothing sexual or offensive
must be submitted on one of my pics
LET THE GAMES BEGIN...SB ME FOR MORE INFO
"Help me…" I plead as my friends walk by me, oblivious.
Repeatedly, I hold out my hand to each.
"Help me ... please," I ask again, and again.
Why won’t they help? I cry aloud. I watch as they busy themselves with their lives. This needs to be done, that needs to be finished. Too busy with love and laughter to pay heed to my pain. I start to feel guilty for asking. They have enough to deal with without having to worry about me. Who am I to ask of them? I need to deal with this myself.
Then the rage sets in. I’ve been there for all of them. ALL OF THEM! Taking time away from my family and my own life to lead them to where they feel they need or want to be. I’ve given everything to them, sacrificed all, putting my family and my sanity on the line. I’VE GIVEN EVERYTHING!
"Damn you all. I ask only a little from a few of you. Nothing from most. Still, you have no desire to hear my plea..."
"SOMEBODY HELP ME!" the words echo through my he
Me, Myself, And Juliet.
In the last few hours alone I have been inundated with examples of two of my biggest grammatical pet peeves. At the top of the list (no doubt a result of the date) is "wherefore".Wherefore=why. Juliet was asking why, of all the people she could dig, the dude she dug had to be a member of a rival family. Second is the misuse of "myself" in lieu of "I" or "me", usually in the form of "Susie Creamcheese and myself went to the store". To know how you truly sound when you say that, give Susie the boot. You are left with, "Myself went to the store". The exception is when you have already used "I" or "me" earlier in the sentence. (e.g. I made myself sound like an idiot for using "myself" inproperly)
Today is Valentines DayA day to show a love one you care But how can you hold them kiss them console them When no one is even there
So im thinking of writting some erotic stories. they can be in depth and i have a vivid imagination. I just need some critique...More to follow
Difference Between Men & Women
Men like things
Women like gestures
Men like simple
Women like smells
Men like machines
Women like baths
Men like sex
Women like extasy
Men see women as things
Women see men as Gods
Both are silly
We both have talents to get through this mess
That fly in the face of those beliefs
(A little backstory, my new neighbor heard me on my couch masterbating just as i was finishing he was walking by. I had foregotten that I'd left the window open. He was at my other next door neighbors house playing video games at the time and the game was over. Well, he knocks on my door and asked me if i wanted a beer he'd just picked up a 12 pack. I politely said no, but give me a minute and I'll talk to you. I can't drink before work. Stacy(not her real name) drives me to work because it's on her way to her job. Now if you think I'm bad you should meet my twin sister Stacy!)
Stacy calls me before work and asks. "So did you tap that ass last night? Did you remember to cup the balls??? "
I replied, "What the fuck are you talking about?"
She says,"Remember you were telling me about the new solider that moved in downstairs?"
I said, " No, I just got piss drunk and had a date with my shower."
She said, " You fucking suck, i woulda tap that shit!"
I said, " i know I suck that's w
Never Will I Ever....
...cheat on a significant other...forget who is important...learn my lesson...intentionally hurt another person...forget my past...understand how people can be so cruel...stop making an ass of myself...hit a child...learn from my mistakes...truly get what I deserve...trust another person completely...stick up for myself like I should...say what I really want to say...be as strong as I appear...complete my bucket list...give up on those who have never given up on me...wear Crocs...wear socks with sandals...see through everyone's lies...use my children as leverage...be who I want to be
The Potential Of A Fubar Vip
Why would I want to spend fifteen dollars a month on being a Fubar VIP? I'm not the hottest, or the funniest, or the most wanted, or the most hated, the most loved, the most anything. I just pay for a pink or a blue name.
Is a colored name THAT important to me? It is black history month.
Here's the deal. I won't judge you and you don't judge me. This is me writing about shit that I'm sick of. I'm sick of people asking me all about me and when they learn about me, they want to insult me or harrass me about it. It's not your life so back off! You want to know, fine I'll tell you, but if you don't want to know after I've told you, then just stop talking to me and go away, or pretend like I didn't say it. You want to judge? Go to a f***ing pie eating contest. You'll have a blast and you can judge as much as you want. But when talking to me, keep your judgements to yourself. The only one qualified to judge me is me and those I deem worthy.
Wrong On Soooo Many Levels Roflmao
who needs enemies with friends like i have lmfao.. i love my friends -wipes tear -
friend: Dont make me put it in ur ass lmao
me: would you please roflmao
me: i cant seem to do it myself
friend: U must not be trying hard enough
me: puuuuuuuusshhhhh lmfao
True love is understanding, forgiving. honesty, loyalty,willing to endure all things. True love is passionate, caring, undying, and unending. True love is never abusive. True love is knowing in your heart where you belong. True love will never let you go it stays a lifetime. True love is staying young at heart it is the best high of all. True love is never demanding it is uncondicional. True love is being moved by a look, a touch, a kiss. True love commits, it defends without end. True love is light in the darkest of times. True love is as pure as snow, it is a look deep into someones soul and knowing you need them,want them in every way. True love dreams of the day you never have to say goodbye. True love takes time to put a heart back togeather after it's been shattered. True love is desire that burns in your soul. True love never has a price it come freely. True love is waking up to the one you love with a smile. True love haunts you when you slip it lets you know to make things rig
Backwaters Destinations Of Kerala
The State of Kerala is on the western side of India. In between the Western Ghats and the Arabian Sea lies a piece of paradise. Known as the God’s own home Kerala is a great holiday destination. A simple get away or a honeymoon holiday to Kerala can be relaxing and refreshing. Away from the hassles and horns of the city, let’s step into the lap of luxury and scenic beauty.
The Backwaters tour packages in Kerala range from standard, luxury and deluxe. Kerala, connected with vast line of canals is an important backwaters tourist destination. The house boat on the backwaters takes the tourists to different height of luxury. The Backwaters present a glance to the normal life of the people in Kerala. Fishing is the main occupation of the people. Rows of boats and fishing nets can be seen all over the place. The famous backwaters destinations in Kerala are Alleppey, Thiruvananthapuram, Kasargod and Cochin.
Alappuzha or Alleppey is encircled by waterways and canals and is theref
What Might Have Been
We met in a parking lot once upon a time.Little did I know you would change this heart of mine.You needed a touch from a friend.Yet in my heart a romance would begin.You had someone to whom you were true.Still I always held a candle for you.As time went on we went our seperate ways.Yet I'm reminded of you on my lonely days.I try to never ask what might have been.Because you will always be to me a wonderful friend.
so this is the love of my life i have never met anyone like her ever i will love a cherish you for ever baby....I LOVE YOU
Bon Jovi - Bed Of Roses
Sitting here wasted and woundedAt this old pianoTrying hard to captureThe moment this morning I don't know'Cause a bottle of vodkaIs still lodged in my headAnd some blonde gave me nightmaresI think that she's still in my bedAs I dream about moviesThey won't make of me when I'm deadWith an ironclad fist I wake up andFrench kiss the morningWhile some marching band keepsIts own beat in my headWhile we're talkingAbout all of the things that I long to believeAbout love and the truth andWhat you mean to meAnd the truth is baby you're all that I needI want to lay you down in a bed of rosesFor tonite I sleep on a bed of nailsI want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost isAnd lay you down on a bed of rosesWell I'm so far awayThat each step that I take is on my way homeA king's ransom in dimes I'd given each nightJust to see through this payphoneStill I run out of timeOr it's hard to get throughTill the bird on the wire flies me back to youI'll just close my eyes and whisper,Baby blind love is t
Craigslist....what You Didnt Know Could Happen....
AN ACTUAL CRAIG'S LIST PERSONALS AD To the Guy Who Tried to Mug Me in Downtown Savannah night before last. Date: 2010-09-27, 1:43 a.m. E..S.T. I was the guy wearing the black Burberry jacket that you demanded that I hand over, shortly after you pulled the knife on me and my girlfriend, threatening our lives. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I can only hope that you somehow come across this rather important message. First, I'd like to apologize for your embarrassment; I didn't expect you to actually crap in your pants when I drew my pistol after you took my jacket.. The evening was not that cold, and I was wearing the jacket for a reason.. my girlfriend was happy that I just returned safely from my 2nd tour as a Combat Marine in Afghanistan .. She had just bought me that Kimber Custom Model 1911 .45 ACP pistol for my birthday, and we had picked up a shoulder holster for it that very evening. Obviously you agree that it is a very intimidating weapon when p
I Don't Wanna Know
fall to the floor.
The image of them,
is no more.
but there is no face.
A distorted figure,
takes it's place.
Because what you once seen,
It is now just a reflection,
of how you feel.
Torn, bitter, sad
With questions and doubt,
filling your head.
Tearing through your flesh,
with sharpened claws.
The heart is your strength,
but it can weaken you so.
Somethings would be better,
if you just didn't know.
Extort from a Govt. Official requirements: Energy: 144 Mob Size: 675 250 x BFG 9000s 75 x RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 250 x Amphibious Assault Ships 10 x Stealth AH-64 Apaches 10 x Reinforced Blast Shelters
Bronze- 150 skill points
Gold- 165 skill points
Platinum - 5 SCB-304 Subs, 5 AH-64 Apache, 4 Outlet Strips, 5 Plasma Cannons, 35 Silver Mines
Diamond- $64,000,000,000,000, 400 skill points, 20 BFG, 10 Plasma Cannons, 4 Turrets, 40 Gold Mine
Fix a Horse Race requirements: Energy: 143 Mob Size: 650 100 x Horse Tracks 1 x Cattle Prod
Bronze- 140 skill points
Gold- 155 skill points
Platinum - 5 Armored Trucks, 2 Mines, 1 Laser Turret, 80 Scrubs
Diamond - $48,000,000,000,000, 400 skill points, 20 BFG, 4 Plasma Cannons, 3 Turrets, 75 Silver Mine
Commit Stock Fraud requirements: Energy: 140 Mob Size: 625 35 x Offshore Oil Rigs
From A Distance By Corey Smith
"From A Distance"
Amanda was a small town blonde haired beauty She had Heaven in her eyes and could light up a room When she walked into view, she was the prettiest girl in my school And I knew she'd never give me the time of day No girls like her ever looked twice my way She was out of my league Oh, but that was alright with me Cause I loved her from a distance Like an angel watching from afar I never had the nerve to mention The fire burning in my heart I knew a boy like me never woulda stood a chance So I did the best I could And I loved her from a distance The Homecoming dance of our senior year I finally got my courage up enough to overcome my fears I would have asked her to dance But her boyfriend never gave me a chance Every step of every song they swung the night away And I wish I could have wrapped my arms around her waist And told her how I cared Instead I only stood there and stared But I kept loving her from a distance Like an angel watching from afar I never had the nerve
In the streets, the dead roam free... Always lost in mindless pursuit of the living.. Cal looks down the alley... "We have to be careful, if one sees us , they all see us.. Behind him cries are muffled.. children clutched to mothers.. Men hold their manhoods cheap.. ahead there is a school bus the windows blacked out. Slowly, too slowly for Cal's taste people are loaded onto the bus. Once everyone is on the bus, they begin the long trek out to the settleement. Here and there zombies see the bus and wander towards it, but they lose interest not seeing any people and go back to milling around. The ride seems unneventful. They move unnoticed, save the dark haired woman who is standing by the edge of the road. She is watching them intently. There seem to be more zombies as they near the compound. Cal tells himself that he must be mistaken. It must just be the time of day. The undead do migrate, but tend to drift towards the city. Radioing on the cb to the compound. Large Steel gates o
Humor Me I Am Bored !!
Let's see who REALLY knows me...Lets see the funny stuff you people come up with! YOU fill in the blanks about ME even if u dont have any idea what they are. But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you.My name:Who is the love of my life:Where did we meet:Take a stab at my middle name:How long have you known me:When is the last time that we saw each other:Do I smoke:Do I drink:When is my birthday:What was your first impression of upon meeting me:Do I have any siblings:What's one of my favorite things to do:Am I funny:What is my best feature:Am I shy or outgoing:Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:Do I have any special talents:Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):Have you ever hugged me:Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:What is my favorite food:Have you ever had a crush on me:If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:What's your favorite memory of me:What is
Rip Mary "rose" Knight
Mary “Rose” Knight, 23 of South Louisville returned to her Heavenly Father Thursday, February 16, 2012.
Rose was born January 2, 1989 in Louisville. She was a hard worker and had previously worked for McDonald’s, Captain D’s and Ann’s Cleaning Service. Rose loved and cared for her dog “Gunney” and loved spending time with her cousins
Among those who preceded her in death include, her maternal great grandparents, Ivey Chester and Lois Matilda Knight; paternal grandmother, Betty Graves and cousin, Brittany Michele Watkins.
She leaves to cherish her memory, her mother, Sheila Chambers; father, Patrick Graves; sisters, Nina Chambers and Amanda (Ajay) Cundiff; brother, Joseph Chambers; maternal grandparents, David and Mary Knight; paternal grandfather, Donald Graves and several aunts, uncles, cousins and friends.
Visiting will be Monday 5:00 p.m. until the time of service at 7:00 pm at Schoppenhorst Underwood and Brooks Funeral Home (Preston Hwy
For My Mom The Song Angel By Sarah Mclachlan
Songwriters: Mclachlan, Sarah;Spend all your time waitingFor that second chanceFor a break that would make it okayThere's always some reasonTo feel not good enoughAnd it's hard at the end of the dayI need some distractionOh beautiful releaseMemories seep from my veinsLet me be emptyOh and weightless and maybeI'll find some peace tonightIn the arms of the angelFly away from hereFrom this dark cold hotel roomAnd the endlessness that you fearYou are pulled from the wreckageOf your silent reverieYou're in the arms of the angelMay you find some comfort hereSo tired of the straight lineAnd everywhere you turnThere's vultures and thieves at your backThe storm keeps on twistingKeep on building the liesThat you make up for all that you lackIt don't make no differenceEscaping one last timeIt's easier to believeIn this sweet madnessOh this glorious sadnessThat brings me to my kneesIn the arms of the angelFly away from hereFrom this dark cold hotel roomAnd the endlessness th
Happy Hour Contest Bitches!
I have decided to do a HAPPY HOUR contest. Want a happy hour? You have come to the right place. Submit a salute to me, but it isn't only a stupid salute bullshiz thing. In your salute you have to write a nickname for me. My associate and I will pick the best one. I need a new name and I am either 1. Too lazy to come up with it on my own or 2. Too stupid. So use your creativity. ANY NICKNAME THAT HAS TO DO WITH MY APPEARANCE WILL BE THROWN IN A PILE OF DOG SHIT AND SET ON FIRE. Winners will be chosen on the 23rd so hurry the fuck up! There is a two credit entry fee which I think is more than fucking fair. Have fun and good luck!P.S. The winner gets a Boomer for the HH too because I am so fucking nice.
There has to be at least 10 entries or the contest is void. If there aren't 10 entries, then all that paid their entry fee will be reimbursed. No substitutions allowed and no cash will be sent. Happy Hour will be presented to the winner as long as the person has a verified sal
Bullet Proof Vest
Attack: 2, Defense: 4,
Attack: 4, Defense: 6,
Cost: $35,000, Upkeep: $250
Full-Body Tactical Armor
Attack: 3, Defense: 10
Cost: $65,000, Upkeep: $900
SWAT Tactical Gear
Attack: 14, Defense: 9
Cost: $150,000, Upkeep: $5,000
Cost: $150,000, Upkeep: $1,800
Reinforced Blast Shelter
Cost: $175,000, Upkeep: $2,200
Marine Ghillie Suit
Attack: 20, Defense: 15
Cost: $300,000, Upkeep: $6,000
Attack: 4, Defense: 19
Cost: $500,000, Upkeep: $50,000
Bomb Disposal Suit
Attack: 4, Defense: 14
Cost: $750,000, Upkeep: $7,500
RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suit
Attack: 75, Defense: 150
Cost: $1,500,000, Upkeep: $7,500
Attack: 42, Defense: 44
What To Write
So, there's not much to say about myself except my name is Rosie. I love being on Fubar and I've met some amazing people. I'm happy to help in anyway, all you have to do is ask. I never forget any help I've gotten and I try to return the favor as quickly as possible. I'm looking forward to making more friends and even though this sounds like it should go in my "About Me" section,ask me anything you wanna know!!! Leave me love and I'll do the same! XOXOXOXO's
in the end we are just chalk lines on the pavement waiting to be washed away
Little Q And A
1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
- Closed so that cat cant get in!
2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
- I Dont sleep with a sheet
4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
5. Do you like to use post-it notes?
6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
- haha yea
7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
8. Do you have freckles?
- A few
9. Do you always smile for pictures?
- Not always
10. What is your biggest pet peeve?
- People who dont use their blinkers
11. Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
12. Have you ever peed in the woods?
13. What about pooped in the woods?
14. Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
- Yes :)
15. Do you chew your pens and pencils?
16. How many people have you slept with this week?
I'm falling into the darkness again. My hunger for taboo naughtiness is growing within me. If only I could find someone here that would take me higher than I have ever been.
Echos Falling Down
Love falls in love with love;
comes like an echo sounding back,
searches its mirrored shadow
within a look.
So if you fall in love with me
what chance have I to stay untouched,
how can I let you walk away
without a glance.
But if I ever looked into your eyes
and saw my soull reflected
while my heart beat echoed from your face,
I'd have to stay.
Never Do Without
I walk around,
with my little girl.
And it’s like it’s just me,
facing the world.
I stand alone,
in a world of new.
I’m young but old,
never seen by you.
The newest clothes,
fashions and trends.
New cell phones, new cars,
It never ends.
The best technology,
money can buy.
These are not important to me,
and I’ll tell you why.
Because my little girl,
gets all the good stuff.
I get what’s left,
and to me that’s enough.
I will never fit in,
I’ll always stand out.
But my little girl,
will never do without.
Knowing she has the best,
no matter what I have to do.
Means everything to me,
Regardless of how I may,
look to you.
Pride is the reason,
I cannot go.
Because I have faced something,
I already know.
I am good,
as long as I’m alone.
But I crumble when,
stepping into the unknown.
I work hard every day,
for my little girl and I.
But it would never be enough,
in someone else’s eyes.
I don’t need price tags or fancy jewelry,
to be who I am.
What you see is what you get,
no unwritten scam.
It is good and bad,
at the same time.
Because I am stuck alone,
in this old school world of mine.
I cannot be with you,
No matter how much I love.
Because I know being myself,
would never be enough.
Experiences In Life
I am Thirteen. Today I enter a world of confusion. Life turns upside down. Down is up and up is down. Wrong is right and right is wrong. I hate that which I once loved and love that which I formerly despised. Today marks the years that I start to figure out who I am.
Christmas tree, oh Christmas tree; year thirteen wasn’t so good to me. Another day has come and gone. Maybe tomorrow won’t seem forlorn. Fourteen is gone. Its time for next year’s song quoth the raven evermore.
Eyes of garland green; tell me I’m not deceived in seeing the inevitable. I am aging. Forced into a merciless havoc that is responsibility. Too little or too much, there is no in between. They say its all been done, that I’m not the first or the last. One question remains; are they seeing what I see?
Sink or swim, I drown. High or low, I’m down. A novice to society; how could they expect so much when I’ve only just begun? Reach
Questions....in Your Head....
How do you open up doors that you nailed so tighly closed?
How you do see again when you've been blind for so long?
how do you trust when all trust has been gone?
how do you know to take the risks, when all you've done is hide?
Is it safe to step outside?
Do you listen to that voice inside your head?
Or do you ignore like all the rest?
Do you step off the cliff to see if you fly?
Do you lie awake, wishing you could die?
How do you make a heart beat again?
Is it all just in your head?
Do you fight your inner torment?
Or cherish the peace instead?
Do you walk along the path alone?
Or have you found that someone to hold?
When do you say good bye to the past?
To cherish what has fallen in your lap...
Do you let the sins devour?
Or toss them away for another hour?
Do you trick your own mind?
To say you have enough time?
Will you ever say it's mine?
And claim the demons deep inside?
They took a hold some time ago...all those gremlins that we know.
When will you say
Greg finally made it home from work. It had been an unusually long day and he was tired. He walked into his modest two-bedroom apartment, loosened his tie, and kicked off his shoes. He walked to the refrigerator, pulled out a beer, and the pizza box left over from last night, and then he went back to his home office and set his dinner down on his desk. He pushed the button on his computer, opened up the beer, and went to his bedroom to change clothes while it booted up. He changed into a pair of shorts that he probably wouldn’t ever wear outside of the house. They had paint stains on them, and a hole in a rather embarrassing spot, right in the front, but they were comfortable. He put on a tank top that was in about the same shape. On his way out of the room, he saw himself in the full-length mirror. He was in his forties, and if anyone was asked to guess his age, they usually hit it within a couple of years. His hair was turning gray in a few spots. Not in the way that made him
More For My Feelings On Love
Being in love is a wonderful feeling. You feel a if you are in the presence of an angel sent from above and no matter what happens you will still be happy. Do you know this from the first time you see the person? Some believe it to be true and others do not. Me however, I believe that it does not matter when you know it but how you know it. When you are in their presence you feel warm and fuzzy and kinda giddy inside. You feeel as though they are too perfect for you. You then feel blessed to be even near them. And you want to do everything to keep them happy not with what they want alone but also with what they need. When you look into the person's eyes you can see your spirits dancing with joy as they become one with each other. But you need to discern the difference between love and lust as well in order to see this. When you are truly in love you do not look at the preson's imperfections but the boldness of them trying to be the best they can be. Love is unconditional no matter what
More Alone Then Ever
The paIn persists like a raging tornado sucking up & destroying everything in its path
I see him in my dreams, my hopes, my ddeepest darkest nightmares
the kind you wake up yelling and screaming with a cold sweat
My heartaches remains as the pain persists more and more
You think family cares, NO, what they care about is there selves as always
Same story Different family , Same Objectives and scenarios, getting beat on.....
But family i s supposed to care & be thier & love you
Not this family, see the hurt , see the pain
The sound of my heart shreeking like a black colied snake with fire in its eye & no emotions
just the sound of that loud shrill of shreiking and fire spits out
It doesn't know pain, or hurt, or lies of the living, all it knows is protection, survival
Protection is its way of life no deception with hate or love just SURVIVAL
I like a man in Wranglers 'n boots. They're not for me those Armani suits in high-polished wing tips or loafers with tassels, 'n rings on their pinkies, who live in glass castles. I wanna a guy who's rugged 'n tall, speaks words of love with a Tennessee drawl, swaggers beside me with a bowlegged stride, yet has no fear of his feminine side. I need a man that's toughened with muscle, sports at his navel a PRCA buckle, a rodeo champ who rides a bare-back bronc, then dances the two-step at the honky-tonk. He smells of old leather 'n fresh mown hay, rides a fine pony, a quarter horse bay. Together they work to bring home the herd; the job gets done with nary a word. His home's not the city, why he'd go insane; it's nights under stars on an open plain. A well-worn saddle cradles his head as prairie grass becomes his bed.
Is It Wrong...
... That this made me smile a little bit?
I woke early one morning,The earth lay cool and stillWhen suddenly a tiny birdPerched on my window sill,He sang so lovelySo carefree and so gay,That slowly all my troublesBegan to slip away.He sang of far off placesOf laughter and of fun,It seemed his very trilling, Brought up the morning sun.I stirred beneath the coversCrept slowly out of bed, Then gently shut the windowAnd crushed his f***ing head.I'm not a morning person.-Author unknown
You have a choice between paying .5%, 1%, 2%, 5% and 10%. The banks are owned by different turfs that enter the lottery. Once the bank is acquired, they get to keep it a random time frame between 12 and 24 hours, it is protected for half that time. Once the protected period is over, other turfs can knock the bank back into the lottery by causing the Boss, Underboss, and all Lieutenants to be dead all at the same time. This takes some strategy as the HL is not always immediate.Some turfs choose to pw protect their banks. This is because only the 10% bank have limited transactions each day. The others have a limited amount of transactions ie: deposit and withdrawals. The % that the bank charges is added to the turf tax of the turf that owns it at the time. Some people will repeatedly deposit $100 at a time because it eats up the transactions for the day and causes the turf to not make so much money. If our allies or friends own any of the banks and they have a pw in place, we will have
Amphibious Assault Ship
The new Amphibious Ships- Available at level 150This isn't as complicated as it seems.
The easiest way to get the ships is to recycle your armed submarine that you got doing Diamond Missions.
You will need an unarmed sub to begin (Buy&Sell>>Vehicles). So when you are ready to Assemble and Arm AAS (Ship), buy as many unarmed subs as you need to complete the process. You don't have to recycle all your subs if you don't want to, you can continously recycle the same sub over and over. The Ship is the better vehicle and the armed sub has no upkeep so it is up to you. For this demonstration, we will be recycling the same sub.
You will do the top missions: Disassemble SCB-304 . This disarms your sub giving you two things: 3 x Raw Materials needed to assemble your ship and one missile needed to rearm your sub. You get this missile whether you choose to rearm your sub or not. They are yours forever.
Then do the bottom mission: Assemble and Arm AAS. Now you have an a
Let me be in your arms tonight, laying close to you Let me look into your eyes and slowly drink you in Let me slide my hands tenderly where they want to go Let me feel your hardness growing in my hand Let me guide you into me making us complete Let me love you forever my friend, my lover, my love.
What's a Safe House?A Safe House allows you to protect your money when attacked, even when you're not online!As you upgrade your Safe House, less money will be taken when you lose a fight.Additionally, each upgrade increases the chances that NO money will be taken if you lose a fight!
There are 10 levels of safehouses that open up for you as your mobster levels up.
Requires: Deserted Lot
Safe House-Level 1
Cost: $100,000-doesn't really say what you just achieved lol
Safe House-level 2 Successfully upgraded your Safehouse with 1 Chihuahua Guard Dog for $5,000,000
Chihuahua Guard Dog
· 8% less money taken with loss
· 1 in 18 chance of no money taken
Safe House-level 3 Successfully upgraded your Safehouse with 1 Chain-link Fence for $10,000,000
Safe House-level 4 Successfully upgraded your Safehouse with 1 Bullet-proof Door for $25,000,000
Bullet-proof Door available at level 20· 20% less money taken with loss
· 1 in 14 chance of no money taken
Safe House-level 5 availab
i dream of the love that u see in movies the love that makes other girls wish for. a girl like me has not found many guys that want to give that. i find guys that want only sex or just want to have a girl with a nice body to walk around with. i want that guy that would love to take a girl out even if she is only wearing pj pants and tshirt. not one that thinks that u have to be all dressed up to go to walmart. i know there are good guys out there but most of them r taken or even gay.
i want a guy for his personality in my mind that is what makes someone attractive. not by the way that the look on the outside but what they are on the inside. some of the guys that most girls don't find attractive have the sweetest hearts and i think that makes them even more attractive. i know that most people wont believe me because of the way that i look but i don't go after guys that look really sexy from the outside because most of them have nasty insides. i just want love like u randomly look at ea
More Quizzes I Took Off Profile
Take the quiz: Which Egyptian God or Goddess do you represent? (Pictures!)Ma'at, Goddess of Order, Harmony, and TruthMa'at was the goddess of physical and moral law in Egypt, of order and truth. She was not much of a goddess, but more of a concept. She was what was right; she was the way things should be. You lead a very well-ordered life. You are just and keep things in balance. You know just how to react to things, and people like you for that. Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs92%Bondage75%Blind Folds
please like my friend he needs 5000 likes thank you
For My Aunt Pam
A mortal angel struggles;
"Do I stay or do I go?"
Trapped for days in the internal turmoil.
She reflects on the burdens of this life,
Weighs the pros and cons,
"I will miss those that grieve for me,
But there is nothing more I can do in this life."
There was no turning back and
With the angel's last breath,
The Heavens weep.
The crashing Sea dances
madly against the jagged rocks
Lightning crashes up above
the dark starless sky
No light to be seen just the
lightning from your storm and I
Pain knockss me off of my feet
as your stormy air hangs heavily
Im dancing into your storms
decieptful brooding music
The smallest hint of sunshine
will remind me of tomorrows reality
But for now Im dancing as your Storm
luells me into its lonsome Song
Abuse Of A Women ... Loves Pain
Hate is often confused
its limits are in zones
beond its self
Love by nature a pain
unhealed on heart & body
It is true that the ribs
can tell the kicks from
his feet and the fury from
The bruised bones recover
while the sudden shock of
the impact leaves me in a
ball on the cold hard floor.
Eyes full of hate covering my
mouth crushing my face
"SHUT UP" you deeply growl
The swollen lids and sorry eyes
speak not of lost love but of
fear pain and a broken soul
One Of My All Time Favorite Songs, It Just Has This Feeling To It...
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if you love me, let me go.And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care.I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my fate -If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart...when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hear.I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love.Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend.Then I could hurt you in the end.I never claimed to be a saint...My own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my so
This Black Hole
How can you heal from a wound left so deep inside of you when all you see is hate in your own heart and soul this black hole deep inside is ripping you apart each min of the day and night this black hole that grows deep inside you that all you see is hate all around you. You dont trust any body or nothing and it grows stronger and stronger and you dont have no feelings with in you all that is left is hate nothing more but hate!!
Devilina Demoness Queen Of The UnderWorld
Just An Update
To everyone who cares I just wanted to share a little more on this subject. Since all the surgeries I have had in the past few months I have not been on much. This is not only because of the surgeries but also due to the depression it has caused me. I have held back on sharing this but I get so many questions about it, I thought I would finally share. It is hard to go from being a hard working woman to someone who has troubles just climbing a flight of stairs or sitting up for long periods of time. We take these simple tasks for granted and I truly now realize how much in my life I have taken for granted over the years. This has all been a serious eye opener for me. There are so many other things I could mention as for what is taken for granted but I am sure you all get the picture. Being it is hard to go up and down stairs is another reason I am not on here as much as I would like to be. The fact is I do miss everyone and wish I could be on more often to show all the love and support
The Nine Satanic Statements
The Nine Satanic Statements
from The Satanic Bible, ©1969
by Anton Szandor LaVey
1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!
2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!
3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!
4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates!
5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!
6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires!
7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all!
8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!
9. Satan has been the
I See It Now
wasn't for me.
Yet I found myself there,
It was a step,
I had to take.
In-order to learn,
from my own mistake.
I didn't see the mask,
the danger within.
Instead I saw the good,
but yet I still win.
Because I seen something else,
much greater than him.
And that was myself,
thanks to a friend.
He has been in the shadows,
this entire time.
Always sweet, supportive,
amazing and kind.
Constantly telling me,
that I am worth more.
Than even I give myself,
It has taken years,
for his words to sink in.
But now I see that I am,
I see what he does,
and has seen all along.
I am no longer waiting,
for things to go wrong.
I laugh, live and love,
each and every day.
Knowing he supports me,
in every way.
I've never had,
any of this before.
Until I chose,
to walk through the door.
The door that leads,
to so many wonderful things.
Bringing a new meaning,
and reality to my dreams.
It really is possible,
Control Freaks..can't Stand Them Bastards!!!
What is control for?..to control someones every move is bulshit..you might as well put them behind a locked door..it is like living in prison....controlling who you can and cannot talk to...where you can and cannot go..wat you can and cannot wear...this type of behavior is acceptable for a parent with their child to an extent of course...but when we grow into adults..it is NO LONGER anyone else's decision other than your own the way YOU decide to lead your life...TOO many people play the WRONG card for the WRONG reasons....maybe it's a guilt trip or the sympathy card because it feeds off that other person's emotions....NO ONE should feel obligated to stay somewhere they don't wanna be for ANY reason....and NO ONE has the fucking right to treat another human being like a piece of their property...be your own damn person...don't give someone else that much power or control over you....it is fucking bullshit and anyone who behaves this way doesn't deserve any type of respect at all
My Love.. My Dark Angel
Come lie with me, my dark angel... hold me, caress me make me yours forever... never doubt my love for you.. for it's eternal my love. Your arms feel like home to me, a place I can come to, when I'm at my least... your everything to me.. my heart,my soul my air. Without you, I would be nothing. I would be lost. Feeling your lips on mine, wanting you, loving you. Your kiss is so sweet my dark angel. Looking in your eyes, I see everything. I hope I'm everything you need... Tell me you love me too.. tell me you will never leave me. Your all I've ever dreamt about... being in your arms forever. Being the women you need in your life.
Being your Soul Mate
Is all that I live for my love.
Rap And Hip Hop Sound
The sounds are very diferent but in a way very unique lets mix and mash sounds to make music the Hope Way Stay Ready Everyday .
The Fu-ownership Experience
Ok i know i've seen some of the Girls on here r mostly Bought at 10,000 or more n some stick that way n i'm tired of seeing it like that!!!!!!! Folks if u buy a hot girl make sure you observe your pricing before you make a fu-purchase since the person might buy the person for more or for the same price! Ie. Vevet Vixen i bought her first time t 1,200,000 i had her secured for awhile till someone bought her same price then i re-bought her t 1,400,040 and i have her fully secured for the rest of the fu-ownership Experence! And I know sometimes I've bought at 20,000,000 and 66,666,666! But now I'm currently listed a 10,000! Think of the fu-owning experience as real estate the higher the profile price the more valuable the profile is and so forth
love is trust, respect, caring, and tender, love is everithing we know and what we dont know, love is big but can be little, long or short, love is special, love is life, love is mean, love is happyness, love is friendship, love is all the things we know but there more we dont know about love, love comes and gos like the wind, day to nite and nite to day or even lasts forever, love nevar dies, love brings hope to our hearts and soul, love can brings a new life to us, lite life that grows true the years, love can take something away from us but it dose give us something back to, love is around us werever we go love is there in our hearts at end what wuld be off us iff we dint have love sucha thing that is amaising and so special with all the thing we know and what we dont know about love. love is eternal nevar to be forgothen, its born in our hearts, lives in our hearts and dies in our hearts as you see there is more about love more then words can explain it sucha little thing as love c
Start Of A New Song Maybe?
would you miss me when i'm gone..
hear the beat of my hearts song..
tears of joy..she will live on
but Love don't live there anymore..
Leave the crying behind you
sadness falls upon the stars..
seems all that's left now are the scars..
she was beauty in a smile
a ray of sunshine all the while
sadness wrapped in all around her..
she was a face with out a name
she loved with passion
yet the same...
love don't live there anymore
unfinished at this point... rough... but the gibberish that's in my head LOL
Jagged Edges.....something To Think About
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaimingthat he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowdgathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There wasnot a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the mostbeautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud andboasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said "Whyyour heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the youngman looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full ofscars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces putin, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges.In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces weremissing.The people stared - how can he say his heart is more beautiful, theythought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its stateand laughed. "You must be joking," h
Georgia Senate Attempts To Make Protest A Felony (repost)
Posted: 28th February 2012 by batman in Uncategorized
The senators are trying to push back on our calls by saying SB 469 about private residences. That is the way they will hide the rest of this bill. Read it yourself! Picketing and protesting will become felonies! http://www1.legis.ga.gov/legis/2011_12/fulltext/sb469.htm
BE IT ENACTED BY THE GENERAL ASSEMBLY OF GEORGIA:
Chapter 6 of Title 34 of the Official Code of Georgia Annotated, relating to labor organizations and labor relations, is amended by revising Code Section 34-6-5, relating to interference with public ways of travel, transportation, or conveyance by mass picketing near site of a labor dispute, as follows:
(a) It shall be unlawful for any person to engage in mass picketing at or near any place, including private residences, where a labor dispute exists in such number or manner as to obstruct or interfere with or constitute a threat to obstruct or interfere with the entrance to
I'M A GOLD MINER AND HAVE A COUPLE POUNDS OF GOLD.... SHOULD I SELL IT OR HANG ONTO IT FOR A RAINY DAY??? WHAT DO YOU THINK????
So, you know how when you see someone in a movie or on t.v. with a gun held to their head you think about how freaked out and scared you would be? That's false, a sort calm and feeling of being at peace comes over you.
Have a good day. :)
My Re-write Of Black Sabbaths Changes For My Daughter
I feel unhappy, I feel so sad,
I lost the best thing I ever had,
She was my Angel I loved her so,
But it's too late now , She had to go.
I'm going through changes,
I'm going through changes,
We shared some memories,
We shared each day,
Always together, I thought we'd stay.
But soon the world , Had it's evil way,
My heart was blinded, Heaven took her away.
I'm going through changes,
I'm going through changes,
It took so long to realize,
And I can still hear, her last good-byes,
Now all my days are filled with tears,
If only I could go back and change these years.
I'm going through changes,
I'm going through changes.
Britney Leann Mommy loves you so very much My Little Angel ~R.I.P~
Analysis Of Picture Types For Profiles
(In an effort to help men, bisexual women and/or lesbians everywhere, I have compiled a list of picture types to avoid when posted as the primary photo on a woman's profile. I hope it helps people make better informed decisions)
PHOTO STYLE: BlurryWHAT THEY WANT YOU TO THINK: ArtisticWHAT IT REALLY MEANS: Fat and/or covered in acne.
PHOTO STYLE: Up-close, dark photoWHAT THEY WANT YOU TO THINK: Dark, enigmatic, deepWHAT IT REALLY MEANS: Fat and/or hideous. Possibly an emo as well.
PHOTO STYLE: Extreme AngleWHAT THEY WANT YOU TO THINK: Trendy, eccentric.WHAT IT REALLY MEANS: Ugly, perhaps the only picture of them in existence that hides that.
PHOTO STYLE: Extreme-Angled Boob ShotWHAT THEY WANT YOU TO THINK: Sexy, naughty, desirable.WHAT IT REALLY MEANS: Fat and hiding their spare tire beneath their boobs. (By the way? We aren't fooled.)
PHOTO STYLE: Subtle Photo of "The Goods"WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO THINK: Cute, fun, maybe naughty but not obvious.
A Day In The Life Of A Er/trauma Nurse Aonther View"code Trauma Now" .
Four years of nursing school, textbooks and classroom lectures have failed to fully calm my heart, mind, and spirit as our next trauma patient is rushed through the double doors of the emergency room on a wobbly six foot stretcher. Injuries uncertain, responsiveness still to be determined, vital signs unknown. "CODE TRAUMA NOW" resounds throughout the department on the overhead pager. MD Attending, MD Resident, OR Residents, Respiratory Specialists, Nurses and Emergency Service Assistants arrive in the trauma room of the ER. Each clinician dons gowns, gloves, and glasses and the patient is methodically moved from the Paramedic's stretcher to the hospital stretcher. Like clockwork, the Paramedic begins to report, as all eyes in the room are on the pale, female, approximately 19 years old, lying before us covered in blood under a white blanket. Both her arms appear broken, glass is strewn in her hair, deep cuts line her face along her eyes and nose. Her head is swollen, bloo
When Er/trauma Nurse Give Tribuite To Jeff Foxworthy You Might Be A Redneck!!
YOU MIGHT BE AN E.R. NURSE IF . . .
You believe that 90% of people are a poor excuse for protoplasm...
Discussing dismemberment over a gourmet meal seems perfectly normal to you..
You believe a good tape job will fix anything...
You have the bladder capacity of five people...
You can identify the positive teeth to tattoo ratio...
Your idea of a good time is a full arrest at shift change...
You find humor in other people's stupidity...
You believe in aerial spraying of Prozac...
You disbelieve 90% of what you are told and 75% of what you see...
You have your weekends off planned for a year in advance...
You automatically assume the patient is a drug seeker when presented with the complaint of migraine, lower back pain, chronic myalgia (choose one of the above), a list of numerous allergies to meds (except Demerol), and the statement that the family doctor is from out of town...
Your idea of comforting a child includes placing the
Simple Country Life... I Love Simple
WHEN THE SUN SHINES ON THE SEDGE GRASSIN THE GOLDEN SPRINGTIME WEATHER,AND WE KNOW THAT SUMMER'S JUST AROUND THE BEND,WHEN THE BLUEBIRDS AND THE ROBINS BLEND THEIR SWEET SONG TOGETHER.WHAT GREATER GIFTS COULD MOTHER NATURE SEND.WHEN THE FUNNY BABY RABBITSIN THEIR COZY NESTARE LYING AND THE BUDS ARE FULLTO BURSTING ON THE TREES,AND ACROSS THE WARM BLUE SKYBITS OF FLEECY CLOUDS ARE FLYINGAND WE CATCH HINT OF LILACS ON THE BREEZE.WHEN THE DOGWOOD BLOOMS ARE WHITEAND THE FISH LEAP IN THE RIVER,AND THE SUNBEAMS ON THE DANCING RIPPLES PLAY,THEN WE KNOW BOTH DAY AND NIGHTWE SHOULD THANK THE GREAT GOOD GIVER.AND BE CAREFUL ALWAYS WHAT WE DO AND SAY.WHEN THE AIR IS SWEET AND COOLAND THE TENDER GRASS IS SPRINGING,AND THE SILVERY COWBELLS TINKLE IN THE LANE,WHEN THE MOUNTAIN ROSES NOD AND THE MOCKINGING BIRD IS SINGING.THEN WE KNOW THE MIRACLE IS WROUGHT AGAIN.OUT IN GOD'S GREEN OPEN COUNTRYFAR AWAY FROM CITY PAVEMENTSWHERE WE NEVER HEAR IT'S NOISE OR IT'S STRIFE,THOUGHTLESS ONES MAY CALL IT DULL
50 Things That Girls Should Know About Guys
50 Things That Girls Should Know About Guys
Guys aren’t psychic, mind telling them what you mean?
Guys don’t like to be used as pawns in trying to make your friends jealous.
Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. Better watch out girls.
The biggest turn off for guys is to see girls smoking.
The biggest turn on for guys are the girls who workout.
Girls who don’t want to listen to the truth shouldn’t be asking any questions.
Ending a heated conversation with “Fine” or “Whatever” isn’t considered acceptable.
If you want sex, just ask.
Don’t expect guys to say as many sweet things as they do in the movies. It takes 10 couples to come up with one sweet thing that they put up in the movies.
Only models are able to carry off most of the stuff you see in fashion magazines.
A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get y
Fu User Id Temporary
this person hit me up when i ran my god mode on monday
he left a comment for me today friday...
I returned it saying *** have a nice day hun...
this was copied from my sb just after i left a comment for him
Temporary: the name isnt Hun...
To Temporary: sorry ...
To Temporary: Im dyslexic and I have a tendencey to type what I know ...
Temporary: what I know is you are not the first female here to suck up to me this way...I have to say though that the dyslexia excuse is the cleverest one I have heard yet
I went to reply and found i was blocked
so here is my reply
Im telling the truth...if you were a closer friend you would know that...
when dyslexic reading and typing truely suck ... spell check is your best friend...
so screw you Temporary ...
Whats Going On With Me......
Well I just made a big move.... What I mean by that is I just moved to Indiana and bought a house... I Finally got a awesome job and I am loving every minute of it.... People tend to think I am not single anymore.. but I am... I finally relalized that you dont need some one to make your most inner self happy...... I have finally realized as well that one day some one will come along.. who will accept me for all of who I really am.... and I wont have to worry about loosing myself in the process.... I have been single now for almost a year.. yes it took me a while to get over my past relationship mentally... but it was all for the best I guess.... I had to realize that in order for me to be happy I had to stop dwelling on "what did I do wrong" and see that it was not just me... and that when someone loves you they will be with u til the end no matter what goes on around you.. no matter how hard things get they will still be there for you... not run the first chance they get.....
One Daymy True Love
One day i know my True love will come to me,one day i know our souls our hearts our minds will find eachother, i know one day we will truly know we belong together forever ,that we have found True love atlast the love that binds us that is strong and never ceases that always provides when we are awake and when we sleep the love that one day i hope us to find :) whom ever you are my true love meant to be I TRULY LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS FOR WE ARE MEANT TO BE WE WILL FIND EACHOTHER SOON KEEP SMILING KEEP DOING WHAT YOU NEED TO DO MY BEAUTIFUL LOVING WIFE FOR YOUR HUSBAND IS HARD AT WORK CREATING OUR FUTURE TOGETHER WITH TRUE LOVE I GIVE YOU HUGS N KISSES FOREVER AND ALL OF ETERNITY :) AND NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE NO MATTER WHAT YOU DOI WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU ,THINK OF ME AND I WILL THINK OF YOU AS IN OUR DREAMS WE WILL BE HAND IN HAND IN REALITY SOON HOLD ON MY DEAR TRUE LOVE FOR SOON WE WILL BE :)
I sit here wondering at times just what the purpose of me being here actually is. At times I feel it's only to torture me more and more with each new day that comes and goes. Seems like nothing ever seems to want to even go half way right for me and makes me wonder if folks wouldn't be better off with me gone. Guess it is not meant for everyone upon this planet to truly find happiness within life, or with someone who means the world to them.......
Had surgery a few weeks ago to correct a problem that was left over from my accident.
It was something that could only be done when I was fully grown, so had to wait till now, first impressions were good
but now its all settled down I know its all not working properly, or at least as well as it should
So now have to decide, do I live with it, or undergo more invasive, uncomfortable, and embarassing surgery.
- Like For A Sex Application (inboxed) ♥-
Before We Fuck I Would: Rip Your Clothes Off  Turn On Some Chris Brown  Tounge Yhu Down  Feed Yhu Strawberrys ;)  Suck&Bite On Your Neck  Tell Yhu To Keep Your Clothes On  Who Said We Were Gonna Fuck ?!??If We Fucked I Would Do Yhu In This Position: Doggystyle  69 (;  Missionary  Upside Down Lmao ;p  All Of The Above ;)  Fuck You Till You Tap Out. We would have:  Rough Sex  Nice & Slow Sex  Sweaty Sex  Quickie ;)  Long Exhausting Sex  No SexAfter Sex I would:  Tell Yhu To Make Me A Sandwich ;)  Cuddle In Bed  Wait Till I Get My Energy Back To Do It Again ;)  Tell Yhu To Text Me  Tap Your Ass As Yhu Get Out Of Bed
Me Trying To Be A Poet :-/ Fail Lol
I hate the love i feel for you,
The way you make me cry,
But with every collapsing breath,
Is a sob that ends with a sigh,
You always thought i lied to you,
For reasons i don't know why,
But today's the day i leave this world,
I lie and face the sky.
Dear People who fuck you over and pretend nothing happened,
Knock that shit the fuck off. You know you fucked up. Handle that shit or move the fuck along.
Thanks for your time,
Dear Fuckstain Meter Reader,
Thank you for coming to my house at 6:30am to read my water meter. I appreciate you alerting my dogs and in turn waking my son. This time I let it slide because you happen to be very good looking, next time though, you will not be so lucky!! *shakes fist*
Wretched Pleasure - 644
It feels so damn nice, but your heart is ice.
Great vibrations halt, when your erection is my fault??
Look past your beer belly,Here cums some white jelly.
You need a dirty minded slut,
so you can impress while you fuck her in the butt.
No crying just to get you, why thaw your heart to sue.
Ice is how its seen more fell out the window.
that could be why you woke up outside the door.
If you never love others, it will get cold under the covers.
Then again for everyone, theres another to get it done.
Ugly, undesirable little shit, get the fuck away you tiny bit.
All it was is a wretched pleasure, all you could,
that is sad, not exciting play, in short no fucking good.
Like The Flowers
The flowers have all withered,
and gone away.
I have gone astray,
To be tormented by your words.
The sky is dark tonight,
and now your outta sight,
and out of mind.
Like the flowers you to are now gone.
I still wonder why,
you said goodbye,
guess you didnt like the truth.
you have caused so many tears,
cant even look in the mirror.
Played a fool once again,
now time for the pain.
as the rain begins to fall.
I hope your happy,
I hope i cross your mind,
and haunt you for what you did.
but time for me to say goodbye,
cause there is nothing left to say.
Staring at the vesselEnsconcing the greatest treasureA gift begotten, not givenA bliss pained in its sweetnessCold brass and pearlFogging beneath familiar fingertipsA melody low and dulcetThe song of a soulAccompanying such greatsAs Ella, the Duke, DizzyImmortalized by BirdThe notes pull at memoriesLong forgotten, long buriedA time of harmony untilReality crashes inThis can't make a livingIt can't bring sustenanceAnd now, as years have dragged byIn their torturous passingThis gift, this infathomable loveBegs for a forgiveness it doesn't oweAnd the heart which abandoned itIs too brokenTo take up its song again
Something I Stole. Lol
I stole this from Mistress Pantther. This actually made me smile and it's nice to know that Nice Guys are still appreciated. Thank you!
This is one of those chain emails but I don't care if a million people repost it. I don't believe in that bs but I DO know this is what I want in a guy!!And to the nice guys out there I APPRECIATE YOU!!
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy
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Newbie 21yo Exhibitionist Cam Gal
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So I have not put a blog on here in 3 years. I figure it is about time I update a little. So much has changed in my life.
After the fiasco living in Kentucky I moved back to Maine. I had planned on getting my life back on track there and making things better for myself because I knew that I needed it. While I was living there I got to talking to Sweetdreams (Heather) on a more personal level than we had before. As things turned out we had almost NOTHING in common. But, you know what they say, opposites attract. We decided that I should go to Texas to visit and see how things go. Well, I spent almost no time at all in realizing that she is an amazing person. Over the last 3 years we have built a very nice life together. We have had a few ups and downs and some VERY tense situations but we came through them all. We are now engaged to be married on October 13, 2012. I am excited to finally marry this woman that I have come to realize is the greatest thing that will probably ever happen t
1,000 Friends Mark
So I hit my 1st 1,0000 friends...YAY! I've meet some cool people along the way and look forward to making new friends in the future!
Never Ending Journey (for Lack Of A Better Title)
As long as the planets spin,
May they always turn,
You are embedded deep,
Deep in my heart & mind,
I can not fathom how you keep,
keep the strentgh,
To keep doing what you do.
Holding me tight & safe,
Enveloping me in warth,
A comfort I have never known,
We can wrap our arm's,
Place our finger's, gently on the globe,
Never stop this journey,
On a Celestial journey,
In a cadilacc or a jet,
Wherever you are comfortable,
I Posted A Mumm To Ask Guys If They Would Get Married To A Woman On Fubar """""
and right now it da`s stand at 50/50 yes and no`s,
but why i`m writing this, is how some men think of us women on here " this is one guys words: HELL NO , I aint marrying a whore well if this is how they feel about us " why are they here talking to and more with us " and if us women are that for being on here " then most all the men are to on here " what`s the male word for same " i think it`s whore master " ? " and should us women feel the same about the men on here " maybe us women would never get married to any of the men on here ether "" ! but my main point is what they think of us women on here "" ! """
Naval Retirement Bonus
NAVAL RETIREMENT BONUS If this doesn't make you laugh, you are truly humor impaired! The Navy found they had too many officers and decided to offer an early retirement bonus. They promised any officer who volunteered for Retirement a bonus of $1,000 for every inch measured in a straight line between any two points in his body.. The officer got to choose what those two points would be. The first officer who accepted asked that he be measured from the top of his head to the tip of his toes. He was measured at six feet and walked out with a bonus of $72,000. The second officer who accepted was a little smarter and asked to be measured from the tip of his outstretched hands to his toes. He walked out with $96,000. The third one was a non-commissioned officer, a grizzly old Chief who, when asked where he would like to be measured replied, 'From the tip of my dick to my testicles.' It was suggested by the pension man that he might want to reconsider, explaining about th
"aching With Desire!" By Poet Robert J. Neal
Aching With Desire
by Poet Robert J. Neal on Thursday, January 26, 2012 at 7:33pm ·
Hey Baby...I have been thinking of you...
And I know that you have felt me powerfully...
And I am left aching with desire
A desire to hold you...to touch you...
And an overwhelming desire...to make Love to you
Just thinking about it...has my heart racing...
As the blood surges through my veins...
Leaving me in a state of urgency...
That is rocking me...to the very foundations of my being
And I can feel your presence so strongly...
That i can smell you...and your scent is driving me crazy
I am so overcome...that my body is shaking...
And the tingling threatens to shatter...
The very essence of all that I am
I need you Baby...just as you need me...
As I can feel the power of your energy...
Spurring me on...which increases my desire...
To be joined with you...on every plain of existence
So join me my Love...in the entangling of Our beings...
And let's shake the H
Blinded by the devious words of a snake..I think I've made my worst mistake..Given trust and Broken faith..Do they know whats at stake...Tore my walls to see whats beneith..Did you find what you seek...Whispered sweet nothings.. To enchant my mind..To seek refuge in my heart..While I was ridden so blind. It was only a matter of time..Before the truth would be shown.Now your cover is blown. The snake has appeared.Gleaming from ear to ear...His prey he has in sight..Prepare for a fight...
Blinded by the devious words of a snake..I think I've made my worst mistake..Given trust and Broken faith..Do they know whats at stake...Tore my walls to see whats beneith..Did you find what you seek...Whispered sweet nothings.. To enchant my mind..To seek refuge in my heart..While I was ridden so blind. It was only a matter of time..Before the truth would be shown.Now your cover is blown. The snake has appeared.Gleaming from ear to ear...His prey he has in sight..Prepare for a fight...
I Just Wonder
Someimes it makes me sit and think whether or not there are those
Who actually do like me any in this life.
I try to be nice to everyone and even to to speak to them on here,
Yet it's like all they want is the rates and fans.
Whatever happened to the days when people would talk to one another,
Just about anything in order to pass time?
As people, we should all try to learn some about everyone, and know
What it is they enjoy in this simple life we lead.
Maybe I am old fashioned, or just simply too old I suppose now a days,
For folks to even want to worry with.
It just makes me wonder a lot of the time whether or not people are better off
If I was to just simply leave everyone alone and stay to myself!!!!!
P.J. Page 3/6/2012 11:05pm
A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed.He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife:"Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you."To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"
The Devils Game
LAst night I was playing poker with a group of buddy's.as the evening got late they all decided it was time to leave.And that they all had long work days ahead of them the next morning.As a good host I walked them all to the door and they all went home.I retired to my living room and settled down onto my couch turning on the tv.After about 5-10 minutes a pounding came upon my front door.I went to the door and opened it and to my disbelief it was Satan Himself.Startled and bewilderd I stood Fast not moving a muscle.Satan then began to speak and said I is the poker game still going on.I then replied no sir every one has left for tommarow they all have full days.Satan laughed and said well then son how about you and me a game maybe a wager?With a crooked grin I agreed I asked whats the wager?Satan held high a bag of gold with gleaming silver tassles.I looked at him and said ok but what do you want if you Win?Satan laughed and said how about your eternal soul I thought about it a few minut
Wow What A Classic Ironic Move Yet Again............
Its ironic how certain people claim they dislike bullies and cheaters on this site but yet they have to resort to name calling and ordering people to do things that are not only ridiculous but have nothing to do with them at all and why because of a name that 1000s of people use day in and day out whats next are you going to tell the poison control people to stop using a name on their products that alerts others to it being lethal and poisonous or millions of lil children in the world they cant use a name in reference to what they call their grandmother? Wow now that's pathetic don't ya think but hey whatever makes you sleep better at night.... again kudos to you because you have officially stooped to an all-time low even for you..... Congrats you must be so proud of yourself......But yet someone felt the need to demand me to remove names off my account that have been used by myself and others on here as well since this site was created well they better get to notifying a whole
About A Girl
i was told to play nice with this girls boyfriend... a guy who has tried to fight me over a simple message on facebook....
who stares at me for seriously like 45 minutes at a time till someone makes her take him home.... funny thing is... i've never even asked this girl out or tried to take her home... anyway... she told me "he is just mad you never talk to him" bwahhahaha seriously... you're not that stupid are you? she kept insisting... i told her no... he just doesn't like me talking to HER... she's like well that's what he said...
well... he's lying? dur........ you're dating a child
anyway my response to all of this
some people don't know the value of integrity these days... *Shrug*i would most likely sacrifice every friendship i have before i'd even consider compromising my values by pretending or lying... just how it is...
Before you wanna be an asshole with your girl, Think about this... While your ignoring her , another guy is giving her attention . While your giving her problems , another guy is listening ..While your to busy for her, another guy is making time for her. While your making her cry, another guy is trying to make her smile again, When your not sure if you want her, Another guy already has that figured out.. SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT MEN...
It was Wednesday. She will be away teaching a class for the next couple of weeks so I had her come a week early. We ate a light meal and had a glass of sangria. We conversed animatedly back to my office. Once at my office the command to strip for me came and being a good girl, she did not hesitate.
I chose rope to be my torment tonight. She has issues with being restricted and confined so I thought it as good a time as any to try those waters. My lovely purple rope. I fashioned a chest harness and followed up with binding the ankles and bringing them to connect to the hands in a hogtie of sorts. I then pinched and spanked and bit until she panted and begged me to stop. I checked her restraints and finding them safe I continued to torment her. I then undid my work and did a tortoise(shibari) and enjoyed the way she looked in it finally undoing this for a simple hand tie with a slip know and a drape around her to keep her somewhat dressed. A blindfold to complete the ensemble and I esco
You Wanna Know Something Bout Me... Read This :)
YOU WANNA KNOW SOMETHING BOUT ME... READ THIS :)
I am honesty and sweet to everyone!! People will have alot more respect for you if you were to just be yourself. I trust no one. It takes alot to gain my trust, too many people have fucked me over, hurt me, broken my heart and I do not trust easily anymore.I don't do cam and I don't want to see yours. I don't give out my YIM, MSN or Skype, so please don't ask. If, after a while, I feel you have been a good and true friend, I will exchange that info with you. If you dont like me, theres a big chance that I dont like you either so dont sweat it. No one is important enough to waste my time hating on them. I must be pretty important to alot of people if all they have to do is hate on me and my life,Im going to live my life the way I want to no matter what you say or do, no matter how hard to you try to break me down. Im a strong person, you wont break me, you'll just waste your whole life trying, only to realize in the end, your life has tu
Believe In Your Heart
Believe in your heart that
something wonderful is about to happen.
Love your life.
Believe in your own powers,
and your own potential,
and in your own innate goodness.
Wake every morning
with the awe of just being alive.
Discover each day the magnificent,
awesome beauty in the world.
Explore and embrace life in yourself
and in everyone you see each day.
Reach within to find your own specialness.
Amaze yourself and rouse those around you
to the potential of each new day.
Don't be afraid to admit
that you are less than perfect;
this is the essence of your humanity.
Let those who love you help you.
Trust enough to be able to take.
Look with hope to the horizon of today,
for today is all we truly have.
Live this day well.
Let a little sun out as well as in.
Create your own rainbows.
Be open to all your possibilities;
all possibilities and Miracles.
If There Were No Tommorow
I would tell you today
That you are the one that fills my life
Whose smile I cannot wait to see
Whose arms I long to have wrapped around me
Whose lips I live to kiss
Softly, passionately, in every way.
I would want you to know
That you make my heart skip a beat
You fill my soul with contentment
You brighten my dark skies
You fill my days and nights
With stars, hopes, and cascading dreams.
I would want you to see
How beautiful the world looks
with your eyes through mine
Your eyes light up the sky
Your touch paints the Heavens
Your kiss creates amazing rainbows
Of beauty, sunshine, and life.
I would want you to understand
That I have always loved you
Before I knew there was you
Before our eyes ever met
Before I found in you
Happiness, completeness, and passion.
If there were no tomorrow
I would tell you
That you are the greatest gift in my life
Whose love I cherish above all else
You sustain me with
Your laughter, love,
Casulties Of War
Casualty of WarI arrived 30 minutes early, sitting in my bug outside the chapel. The warmth from the vinyl comforts me, hugging me. My mind races down my checklist of things to do, remembering to pick up milk for the wife, setting the alarm for physical train at four in the morning, finally coming to rest with my eight-month-old Elizabeth.“Well, there is no turning back now,” I mutter to myself.The day’s arguments with my wife flow though my head as I walk into the chapel.“You need to be more loving toward Ian; you need to write this shit down so you don’t forget! You need to talk to me!” and the ever famous now, “WHATS WRONG WITH YOU?!”The past few months since I’ve gotten back from deployment have been a numbing experience. Each day has just blended into the next, and the only reason I even get out of bed is to stay out of trouble. I think of my son, jumping up on the couch to sit next to eager to show me his new book; I shrug him
As I sit and wonder
How did my life get here
Then I realize there's a pattern
of jumping blindly with no fear
Why do I keep doing this
I should have learned by now
I've got to make a drastic change
But I don't know if I know how
So many years of screwing up
Has really taken its toll
All my life on self destruct
I've got to get this under control
So messed up, don't know where to start
Too old to keep up this life
This cold reality is tearing me apart
Gotta get my life going straight
For my kids sake and for mine
Sad to look back through and see
So many years of wasted time
Where Mfkn Originally Came
THE STORY BEHIND THE MFKN OFFICIAL FAMILY HOMEPAGEPlease take a minute to read about the MFKN FAMILY,Which will and always be started from the Hearts of Rachelle(Bubzy)&Rob(Cruser).They both have left because they live for love not HATE! Ok so If you are reading this you're about to find out about what MFKN stands for and where It all came from. Matter fact this should answer all questions and guide you straight through. I once, not to long ago, had the worst day that I have ever had on this site before. Well that day probably turned into the best day, all because MFKN. My name had MFKN in it and my Bestfriend Cruser was helpin me out and talkin me through this really bad day well he decided to take the hearts out of my name and put cross bones and a pitchfork Cause he said, "what the hell is wrong with you? hearts do not describe you" he said, "when I see you I think she's a Bad Ass Chick." So after I saw It, I was like you are so right lol I dont know exactly what I was trying to pul
My Much Delayed Up-date....
well my friends, i have been absent for a lil over a month or so now... more absent then ive been in a while atleast... Back in january i had gone in for my lady maintenance checkup, and a few weeks after that i was called by the clinic to be informed that i had abnromal cells built up on my cervix. and they schedualed a day for me to go to another clinic that specialized in procedure types that they wanted me to do. i go there and indure a very uncomfertable and more then a lil painful procedure... only for them to tell me they cant finish the process because i wasnt on my preventative antibiotics.... so the whole thing was reschedualed for valentines day. vday rolls around and i take my medication and go back to the clinic to finish the hoopla. once there they biopsy my cervix in a few places and at the end of all the whatnot. they tell me that it would be about two weeks befor i get any results back... last week they finally called me, informing me that first and foremost i had noth
Gold have I none,Or a nice house on the hill.But in my heart I pray,That you'll love me either way.No diamonds or rubiesOr an island in the sea.Just a love that's true;To you from me.So I give to you something,That's special and true.A gift that's forever..A heart that loves you.
Hold Me Close.
Hold me tonight, as we cuddle close,I want to hear your heart's melody,To the symphony of some love songs.Hold my face, with your hands,Kiss me like you never have before,Take my breath away with your lips.Hold my heart, with your soul,I want to feel the purity of your intent,I indulge in knowing that you're all mine.Hold me as we sleep, so I can dream,Of this beatiful thing called You and I;That even through the day I dream about.Hold my hand, where ever we go;Because with you, I feel so complete;Baby wherever we are, just hold me close.
Stupidity Or Love?
So I been seeing the father of my oldest off and on since 2005. A lot of fucked up shit has happened with us. Well this past year he been playing mind games with a bitch and it has gone so far that she thinks they're together.. her and i used to be friends n went to school together.
I am to a point where i am tired of hearing n seeing them together. He afraid to leave cause sh got him wrapped up in a dcfs case that started before he started talking to her and dont wanna risk dcfs invstigating us n our kids for any reason. Hes a good dad just sux at reelationships. IDK
Am i just stupid for putting up with it or do i just love hm that much that I want MY family back? I dont know anymore...
First, lets remember Fu is a Game, and the goal is getting fubux, points, and bling... so I'm just trying to play the game.
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Kaleb wakes me up crying. Says he misses Skylar...wants to play lego's with her. Wants to hug her. "My sweet angel" he says. He cries for a good ten minutes before I can finally distract him with something else.
It's moments like this, that make me even more angry with my mother-in-law. My completely self absorbed, wallowing in her own pity, missing Skylar, mother-in-law. She misses her because she's her biological grandchild. It makes no difference that she's the only other grandmother Kaleb's ever known, aside from my mother. Since just before he turned 2, she's been "grandma". Even though Jas and I weren't together at the time, she also went through my pregnancy with me...and even came to the baby shower. Even though Kaleb shares her last name (my husbands) it makes no difference to her. Even though he is going to adopt Kaleb, it makes no difference to her. 3 months ago he asked her why she never spent time with him. She looked at him like a deer in headlights. She eventually said
What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Stronger
You know the bed feels warmerSleeping here aloneYou know I dream in colourAnd do the things I want
You think you got the best of meThink you had the last laughBet you think that everything good is goneThink you left me broken downThink that I'd come running backBaby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong
What doesn't kill you makes you strongerStand a little tallerDoesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm aloneWhat doesn't kill you makes a fighterFootsteps even lighterDoesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, strongerJust me, myself and IWhat doesn't kill you makes you strongerStand a little tallerDoesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
You heard that I was starting over with someone newThey told you I was moving on over you
You didn't think that I'd come backI'd come back swingingYou tried to break me, but you see
What doesn't kill you makes you strongerStand a little tallerDoesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm aloneWhat doesn't kill you makes a figh
A week ago today, I posted in my status that my dad had been taken to the hospital. He suffered from a ruptured Abdominal Aorta Aneurysm. For those that have looked this up, it is a silent killer. Those that survive usually end up suffering from multiple organ failure etc.
He had collapsed in the shower and was rushed to the emergency room where the aneurysm was discovered. He lost 6 liters of blood. That is all the blood we have in our body! He was taken in for emergency surgery and given 20% chance of surviving it. He did. Saturday morning he suffered a minor heart attack due to the blood loss and was again taken into surgery. He was in a medically induced coma for a few days, they brought him out of it sooner than expected.
A week later and he is awake and alert, although while he remembers his name and DOB, he thinks he's in a beauty salon. Really, Dad? LOL He referred to the computer in the hospital room as the "black refrigerator". The doctors are pretty sure he did not suffer
Sitting here wishing I knew what he wanted
Wishing I knew if it were me
Sitting here wondering how much I mean to him
Wondering if he cares how much he means to me
Sitting here waiting for him to call
Waiting just to hear his voice again
Sitting here hoping that it's not just short term with him
Hoping we will be together for a very long time
Sitting here knowing I want him
Knowing it's all in my head
Wishing I could get over him
Wondering how long the pain will last
Waiting for reality to hit
Hoping I can survive this pain once again
Knowing it's not gonna be an easy road to travel again
Wanting it all just to be done and over with
it's not just the outside...it's the inside too that means the most. some of the most gorgeous, beautiful and best looking people around have proven to be the most ugliest in the world!! beauty really is only skin deep and it runs much deeper than that. real and true beauty lies not only on the outter side but it's in the heart too
most like WAS LAST SAT AT 129 LIKES ON MAR 10 2012
lOW WAS 69 LIKES ON MAR 4 2012
MOST LIKE EVER WAS 300 WAS ON MAR 1 2012
Here Kitty Kitty
I pick you up at the airport in Texas; I pause as you walk closer. You’re dressed in a tight mini skirt; I can see the garter clips that barley show, your blouse is loose unbuttoned to the bra strap. My heart immediately begins to race, my imagination running away from me. With a hug and deep kiss as I cradle your jaw in my hands, I take your bag.“I have a surprise for you.” I whisper in your ear as I open the car door for you, spying another look at your beautiful legs as you sit down. We make small conversation on our way to the hotel, weather, kids, and family.Opening the door to the room, you notice that the lights are off, except for the bathroom light. I set your bag by the door and turn you towards me. Grabbing around your throat to cradle you face again I push you up against the wall. I turn you head to expose your neck, kissing at first then biting down on it; I can feel the shiver through your body as you let out a little moan. Moving slowly up to the nape
Never Forget The Reason You Fell In Love!
*Married or not you should take a moment & read this...“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced a
Enneagram Type 7 - The Enthusiast
Pleasure seekers and planners, in search of distraction
People of this personality type are essentially concerned that their lives be an exciting adventure. Sevens are future oriented, restless people who are generally convinced that something better is just around the corner. They are quick thinkers who have a great deal of energy and who make lots of plans. They tend to be extroverted, multi-talented, creative and open minded. They are enthusiasts who enjoy the pleasures of the senses and who don't believe in any form of self-denial.
Sevens are practical people who have multiple skills. They know how to network and to promote themselves and their interests. They often have an entrepreneurial spirit and are able to convey their enthusiasm to those with whom they come in contact. When they are able to focus their talents, they are often highly successful. Focusing does not always come easily for Sevens, however. Their tendency to believe that someth
Words May Confuse
"If you cant find the right words for certain situations,just give a smile...Words may confuse,but a smile always convinces.. :-)
When you walk in the snow,
You leave footprints,
of where you've been.
The same goes,
with your heart.
Someone walks across it,
leaves their mark.
If they are powerful enough,
it never goes away.
It remains there,
day after day.
Through the words spoke in anger,
all the tears shed.
Their footprints are safely,
tucked away in bed.
In your happy place,
you visit all the time.
Knowing they are with you,
in your mind.
The mark they left,
is too strong to fade away.
Keep it there,
for your bad days.
Because the bad days,
tend to break you down.
And their warmth is there,
to lift you off the ground.
Regardless of where they are now,
their really not that far.
They remain everywhere,
forever beats with yours.
that's what true love was designed for.
To you maybe it does seem strange
You just do not understand why things must change
It's like we are stuck in the wrong gear
It's time that we overcome the fear
Many memories born and dead in this town
We both know its time for anew stomping ground.
from my face.
As I struggle to find,
my happy place.
My daughter asks,
Mom are you okay?
I reply, yes sweetie,
Then I walk,
into my room.
inside my tomb.
where I suffer alone.
Dying for the chance,
to pick up the phone.
And call someone,
anyone would be nice.
Instead it's just me,
it gets old sometimes.
Because I want more,
but too afraid to try.
It's easier turning to my pillow,
My Mother's Love
You support me always,Through the good and the bad,you gave me life in the beginning,Advice when I was older,A kiss on the cheekA pat on the shoulderyou gave me courageThe will to go on As beautiful as a roseMore sweeter than a songI need you here for meMore than ever beforeI love seeing your smileAs I walk through the door...
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.
Just wanted to say to everyone that I'm sorry if you saw me come on your page over the last few days but didn't do a thing. lol I have been trying to Fu from my cell since I've had internet issues for the last 3 days and trust me, when you live in the country, you don't have much of a signal. (Not to mention what you do when not zoomed in on a cell phone! LOL) :P I'm still working on getting everything up and running. Right now, it looks like the router is an issue. You wouldn't think with brand new equipment but we shall see what Netgear and Comcast do tonight. Anyway, sorry if it looked like I was being rude to anyone. I promise you it was not my intention at all. Of course, anyone who knows me knows better! :D
Hope all is well with everyone and hope I'm back up and going hard at it again soon! (h)
50 Things That Girls Should Know About Guys
50 Things That Girls Should Know About Guys
Guys aren’t psychic, mind telling them what you mean?
Guys don’t like to be used as pawns in trying to make your friends jealous.
Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. Better watch out girls.
The biggest turn off for guys is to see girls smoking.
The biggest turn on for guys are the girls who workout.
Girls who don’t want to listen to the truth shouldn’t be asking any questions.
Ending a heated conversation with “Fine” or “Whatever” isn’t considered acceptable.
If you want sex, just ask.
Don’t expect guys to say as many sweet things as they do in the movies. It takes 10 couples to come up with one sweet thing that they put up in the movies.
Only models are able to carry off most of the stuff you see in fashion magazines.
A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
A guy would sac
Once You`ve Been Hurt
Once you've been hurt once, you get scared to get attached again because you think everyone you love afterwards will hurt you.
Why Being A Girl Is The Best:
WHY BEiNG A GiRL iS THE BEST:
* we can wear guys clothes. If they wear ours, they get funny looks.
* Our friends don’t say hello to us by punching us on the arm.
* Yeah, PMS sucks. but at least we have a good excuse to eat chocolate for a week.
* If we’re on a really big ship that happens to hit an iceberg, we’ll get lifeboats first.
* We get the bigger apartment on Friends.
* Girl talk. you know, how we just understand each other without having to explain stuff.
* We never have to stand in a urinal and have other girls stare at us.
* Dark circles under the eyes? a hickey? we can just cover them up with a little concealer.
* We don’t have to shave our faces.
* We can jump around a lot and shake our hair and it looks like we know how to dance.
* justin, carson, ryan, freddie, orlando, brad. need i explain this one?
* We get yummy chocolates and flowers from guys.
* We don`t have to dowse our food in tabasco sauce just to look tough.
September 29 Birthday
September 29 Birthday
YOUR SIGNS - Libra.
YOUR SYMBOL: The Scales
YOUR ELEMENT - Air.
YOUR RULERS - Venus, Saturn,
September 29 Birthday interpretation.
Qualities associated with this September 29 Libra birth date suggest that you likely to be able to lead a successful, happy and enjoyable life.
The term “innocence” holds a connection to this September 29 day, and it is highly likely that your innocent nature will tend to find expression in an ongoing outlook of optimism towards life. This is a quality that, in its self, can prove to be highly effective in attracting good fortune in your direction.
The September 29 enjoys a high degree of mental ability and agility, together with good energy levels that will ensure support for your qualities for drive, optimism and ambition.
These qualities, together with other aspects associated with this birth date, could indicate a successful vocation in a field that involves some form of technological innovation. You might al
The Past Can Kiss My Ass! By Koda Shadowcry.
The past is the past,
And history can kiss my ass.
To long has history repeated,
No more shall I feel defeated.
I will rise up anew,
And give the past a fuck you.
I stand before you a new being,
Forward looking and future seeking.
No more looking back,
For it constantly makes me lose track.
Lose track of who's in front of my face,
No amount of time could replace.
From this day forward I promise you,
That I will not doubt and will trust you.
This promise I will hold tried and true,
For I truly lo
Californication - Red Hot Chili Peppers
Psychic spies from China Try to steal your mind's elation Little girls from Sweden Dream of silver screen quotations And if you want these kind of dreams It's Californication It's the edge of the world And all of western civilization The sun may rise in the East At least it settles in the final location It's understood that Hollywood sells Californication Pay your surgeon very well To break the spell of aging Celebrity skin is this your chin Or is that war your waging Chorus: First born unicorn Hard core soft porn Dream of Californication Dream of Californication Marry me girl be my fairy to the world Be my very own constellation A teenage bride with a baby inside Getting high on information And buy me a star on the boulevard It's Californication Space may be the final frontier But it's made in a Hollywood basement Cobain can you hear the spheres Singing songs off station to station And Alderaan's not far away It's Californication Born and raised by those who praise Control of populati
U go through life day by day never knowing whats going to happen in the next five minutes! u wake up each morning to start your day with a cup of coffee or whichever drink u prefer in the morning then u head off to do whatever it is u have planned for that day only to come home and eventually go to sleep and wake up to do it over again the next day! Maby your day will go differently that dayand everyday from then on but it allways ends the same way.. SLEEP! wtf lol! Like the title says..idk! lol im tired and just being random i apologize to anyone that doesnt ge t my randomness ;)
Came Up With This While Being Bored At Work
You invade my world with your smooth tongue,
You invaded my thoughts with the sound of your voice.
You invaded my body with the touch of your hands.
You sucked me in like quicksand.
Now I ache....
I can see your face,
I can hear your voice,
I can feel your hands,
Until I open my eyes and
find myself staring into reality and
see only a dream,
and another piece dies.
It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it. But it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
Issues With Dial-up
Well first of all let me just say it totally sucks on dial-up, but I'm very surprised that Fubar is even working at all.
I am having problems uploading pics here. I tried uploading a few pics using the single uploader and both of them failed to upload. Also it seems when I leave comments on people's mumms that they seem to post, but when I refresh the page and look again they are not there.
I seen somewhere that fubar had a mobile site and I was going to use that because it would load better for me, but when I go to the mobile site I just see a blank page. It must be down? http://m.fubar.com
My Daughter Is Now On Fu And Needs Friends And Love! :)
Hey everyone! My daughter is on fu now. She's been seeing me on it for years now and can have her own now so she's looking for friends. :) I'm sure you guys and gals will treat her good. :) Here's her link!
Don't forget to still love on me! :) xoxo
You Are ...
You are the sunlight that kisses my skin, and warms me on a cool day You are the food that nourishes my body, and gives me strength You are the blood that courses through my veins, giving life to my soul You are the beat of my heart, which quickens with a word from you
It's all about you ...
i want to get a third tattoo what should i get 1 of
i want a family ring tatt whould i put it on my anckle or aaround my figer, any suggestions?
So your brother dies today and you don't want to be online? Weird, you had enough time to activate bling, like a bunch of people, and other point whoring options.
It's amazing what people do to get points. My brother DID pass away a few years back, but I didn't get online and use it as a way to get bling/likes/rates.................
I really want to just punch people like that.
I Miss Griz
Every now and then, I look back at Griz. Who he is. Who he was and what he's been to me.
Griz is the personification of who I want to be. Carefree, reckless, fun, irresponsible, uninhibited, sometimes vengeful, sometimes unstoppable.
I created Griz at an odd time in my life. Having barely survived a divorce that devastated me, I threw myself into my writing. This wasn't the first character I had created. This was not even the second. Man is always reinventing himself, so why not reinvent who I wish I was?
Griz loves all women. ALL. It's even in my about me section:
My favorite movie quote is from the Spirit, "You're in love with every women you meet, Mr. Spirit. You say lovely things to all of us and you mean every word you say. "
But as of today .. Griz needs to be put to rest for a bit ....
Ode To Spelling-nazi's
Who am I to open their minds?Who am I beside knowledge divine?I know but one word,perhaps maybe two.I understand some,dream of more to come.
A word softened here,power, to command fear!These words I know,I am simply willing to show!Oh, spelling right?This could cause a fight!
A letter skewedwhat will they do?Crucified in the lightfor a letter not right.They cry and rage,yet understand the page!
They know what it means,they understand it seems.Yet they cry and whine,your words are not fine!You forgot that letter!Look at me, so much better!
I learned the rules,I went to the pretty schools.Dealt with all the toolswho acted like fools.On this day,to them I say.....
I hope you feel good,I hope you bitched all you could!But in the grand schemeif you understand what i mean,do a few skewed letters really matter?Or do you act like an ass to feel better?
Celldweller - Frozen
Inside this fantasyIt seems so real to meSynthetic ecstasy, when her legs are openTrue Life behind a wallWhere men and angels fallA fading memory, when my mind is frozenI can see a frozen point in timeWhere her figure still awaitsTongue of fire tracing lips outlineWhere frozen breath originatesWith one motion of her wanting eyesShe strips everything awayThis one moment is intensifiedAnd the colors all fade to greyI am in the only place that i want to beThough we know that it ends eventuallyBut it's alright because right now we're frozen"I want to forget mistakes they've helped me makeIt's better to be broken than to break"Inside this fantasyIt seems so real to meSynthetic ecstasy, when her legs are openTrue Life behind a wallWhere men and angels fallA fading memory, when my mind is frozenI can see a frozen point in timeThat is easy to retraceLight and darkness are both intertwinedThe elements are in their place withOne motion of her wanting mindThe real world begins to fadeAnd all the
Yes, you got it folks, seizure.gif.
While I do understand that some of you like the flashy "I am here, FEED ME ATTENTION" gif's that you have as your main photo, but has anyone taken notice to tell you that this kind of gif is sometimes unbearable to the eye?
Take for example the Secret Admirer game. The first thing I see are seventeen (yeah, I like to exaggerate) gifs of people morphing into bears, tigers, eagles, rabid rats, dingos, seagulls, etc, with flashing sparkles and glitter all around them. Then the damn thing flashes into seizure mode and I am no longer interested in you. Or what you post. Or talking to you.
fubar, stay classy!
This has been brought to you by the committee of anti-seizure.gif peoples.
Meth Lost My Daughter To It
Greetings , thanks for stopping by.everyone needs to read this and read it again till the world gets it CRYSTAL METH This is a true happening. A 21 year old female was addicted to crystal meth, overdosed, and lost her life. After her death, they were cleaning out her apartment and in her top dresser drawer, found a poem she had written... Meet Mr. and Mrs. Crystal Meth. I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have many names. But there&rsqu
Once In A Lifetime
Once in a Lifetime
Once in a lifetime you find someone special,Your lifes intermingle and somehow you know.This is the beginning of all you have longed for,A love you can build on, a love that will grow.Once in a lifetime to those who are lucky,A miracle happens and dreams come true.I know it can happen, it happened to me,For I've found my "once in a lifetime" with you.
Never Alone For A Moment
Some times we try to pretend that this life is the best, we smile in the hard time's, laugh when we want to cry and love as if there is no tomorrow .We feel pain as the world kicks us down, we feel the hurt for the ones who have turned away and all at the same time there has been some one to make u smile through the pain, hold you till it is at easy, an to be there as you may feel no one cares. We think were alone but we never real are for when you was out there cring i was long'n to hold you, for when you turned an went away i stayed to comfort you. Life is never easy nor is it to bad love the ones your with, leave the one's who have left you standing in this life. Walk away an hope for better days as the love of others shall lift you back up again. Life wasnt ment to be simple nor all bad but to make us grow an to have much more higher hope's and as you travel through this life just know you was never alone for some one is there to guide you back home.
twisting around in my mind
the evil that shouldnt be
is now couming me
taking me whole like a prisoner of shame
im giving up my breath to taste the flame
behind my eyes there is an evil place
but my eyes they lie to save my grace
throughout the madness of being displaced
i havent changed
my thoughts are like a demons dream
never getting out not to be free
what is this inside of me
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I think it's time to try my hand at writing a few erotic stories. I enjoy reading others' work as well, so if you like mine, just let me know.
it must be
when your left to decay
your heart is so cold
when your mind is left to fray
nobody cares about
the pain you hold, at the end of the day
the only thing left on a mind that's frayed
is how long will it take me to decay
like touching a rose withering away
crumbling petals blackened tips
dieing eyes forever rips
decaying away deep inside my frayed mind
the thought of you standing by my side
i knew it couldn't come
but i cant cut away
all the days
and let them stand alone to decay
the pain inside is to real to hide
crushed down like ordinary sadness
insaine man trying to loose the madness
twisting further in this life of fate
on this mind i cant rehabilitate
thoughts are weathering away
is this real or fake
but my mind will decay
the thoughts of you will be gone away
like every yesterday
in time there will be nothing left but hate
that to will decay
Tis The Season Of the TempestAnd blood is surging, hot-rushing forth, impassionedthis Bastard child that i begot.Saddled with the furyof what began unknown-Maddened by a memory,which harrows to the bone.I walk this world alonelyand im not alone.
Around me Silence Reigns,I remain by cicumstance,listening to the whispered words,which assail my ears by chance,Left to wonder in the silence,I wonder not at all.In this dead and dying venue,I heed a Primal call,Wavering not to left or right,I confront a stony wall.
No way to vault the edifice,left to face this marbled rowTo left - To right....to late to turn,
I wish i had the tears to shed,that would cleanse my soul,I wish i had the strength,to let you go.--But i dont.I wish i didnt feel so much,the love, the hope, the pain,I wish that i could be free,of you again--But I wont.
Funny How Shit Goes After You Break Up
Well I know I have not done a blog in a long time but no one really reads this shit anyway. This is more for myself than anything. Do not expect it to be really read as most people on here are not real friends anyway, even any of the over 1,000 people on my "friends list". What a fucking joke that is. Hardly anyone on my "friends list" even talks to me. Everyone is so worried about leveling and all kinds of other stupid shit than actually getting to know you. Man I sure do miss the old fubar back when it was CherryTap. At least then I may of only had a couple hundred people on my friends list but most of us actually talked to each other. Been thinking about just deleting a ton of people that I never talk to or who never talk to me or just deleting my whole account and just keeping my Facebook account. At least I have real friends on there...plus most of my family on there as well.
So broke up with my long-time girlfriend and it is funny how now I am bei
The Day Has Come
The day has come~All be it far too soon, I know,to surrender unto Godthis one that you loved so.... No amount of words,no matter how be they wise,can take away the painwhen someone so special dies.Grief is such a personal thingwe each accept in our own way.My heart can only guesswhat yours feels today.I am sorry for your sorrow.But, I do understand your tears.For, we all suffer partingif we've lived enough y ears.Try to remember, if you can,that, someday, you will again meet(they truly are waiting there)when we join them at Jesus' feet.I pray, in time, the tears will passand a smile takes their place;as your heart begins to heal,by God's amazing Grace.See MoreThe day has come~All be it far too soon, I know,to surrender unto Godthis one that you loved so.... No amount of wno matter how be they wise,can take away the painwhen someone so special dies.Grief is such a personal thingwe each accept in our own way.My heart can only guesswhat yours feels today.I am sorry for you
So you think you are all that. Really? How so? Cause everyone wants to be your friend, fan you? Oh ok.. ? You think you are so powerful you can stop whoever you want from having fun?
Well think again, lets say you succeed here. Theres other places to do the same things this site has at less cost and less hassle.. and guess what the owners actually do care what people have to say.
I love it here for the people that come here, the site itself sucks, cause the people that run it dont really care about anything but money. Prove me wrong.
I can find a way with or without you, I chose to spend my money here, but that can change, as it has in the past. This site could have had so much more out of me if it just cared.
Just because you are red doesnt mean you are cool, or important.
This ends my rant.
I HAD AWAKEN FROM AN UNEASY FEELING DEEP WITH IN ME
THAT I TREID TO SHAKE BUT WOULD NOT GO AWAY,WAS A
FEELING I NEVER WANTED TO FEEL AGAIN,I WENT ON ABOUT
MY DAY AS I DID EVERY DAY I STILL COULD NOT SHAKE THE
FEELING SOMETHING JUST WAS NOT RIGHT,AS I WENT ON MY
WAY HOME EARLY WITH MY STOMACHE IN KNOTTS I HESITATED
TO OPEN THE FRONT DOOR BUT AS I DID ALLS I HEARD WAS
THE SOUND OF CRYING AND THE SOUNDS I DIDNT WANT TO HEAR
MY BEST FRIENDS MOTHER SAYING OUR SON HE IS GONE ,I FEEL
WHERE I STOOD HANDS TO MY FACE TO HIDE MY PAIN AND MY
TEARS FOM ALL OTHERES ,MY MIND WENT BLANK AS MY HEART WAS
IN SO MUCH PAIN.AS I WALKED INTO WHERE MY FRIEND MUST LAY AS
I GOT CLOSER MY KNEES BEGAN TO SHAKE AND MY HEART POUNDING
I FELT TOTAL NUMNESS AS I FEEL TO MY FEET NEXT TO WHERE
MY FRIEND MUST STAY TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY FACE AS I REACH
FOR HIS HAND I HAD TO MOVE A WAY HIS HAND COLD AS ICE
WHERE HE LAYS HIS CHEST STOOD STILL OF NO MOVEMENT
OF LIFE THAT DAY I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY I
The Atlas Room - Now Hiring!!!
THE ATLAS ROOM - NOW HIRING:
Daytime/Evening managers (looking for two of each ideally)
Responsibilities will be to run the lounge in my absence (I do have a "real life" which sometimes doesn't allow me to be on Fubar).
-Be sure people are having a great time
-Make sure other staff aren't being too controlling
-Freedoms will be given to ban/eject/silence.Greeters - looking for at least 2. More as we grow.
- You are the friendly face of the lounge. You should be comfortable being on cam, however there are NO requirements for NSFW behaviour on your part. It's an asset if you feel comfortable with this, however. You are to make people feel welcome, particularly if they're new. Keep people "drinking"/talking/engaged.Bouncers - Looking for at least 2 to start. More as we grow.
-You are the discipline arm of the lounge. You will be given authority to silence/eject, however you will be required to consult with myself (or a manager
Rip Cookie Killa
For those of you whom have not heard.On March !5,2012 at 6:17 pm Harold lost his battle with cancer. He will be missed very much by all who knew him. Rest In Peace My dear brother.
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even with our fists held high It never would've worked out right We were never meant for do or die I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hold you Now I can't stop I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm Already Gone Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you want to cry Started with a perfect kiss Then we could feel the poison set in Perfect couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know [ Already Gone lyrics from You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm
The stupidity of mankind..... especially the pure .....n true....evil that lies with the hearts of men......I'm living fuggin' testament to dat......hmmm.....why the fug are there like 75-80% of all us vets total insomniacs???........because when we close our eyes n still our hearts.... we realize jus how fucked up we ALL are......n then we hear those voices from th grave....the ones that while inthe midst of the horror ....you really didn't give much thought to....ya' just reacted....the many postures and expressions a human corpse takes becomes as trivial n mundane as picking ones nose.....And it was in the loss of ALL innocence that we found ourselves....wondering the precise time that human life COMPLETELY lost its value to us........it HAD to lose all value.....this is what the MD's N PHD's say at least.....cause one would simply go insane if one had to snuff out the flickering sparkle of the soul that each n every one of us possesses....I'm so fucking glad that I made it back mo
Obama Care In Vegas ??
Let's connect the dots between Vegas casinos and our current health insurance system. Buying health insurance is a bet. As a customer, I am betting that I will probably get sick or injured sometime in the near future. The house, the insurance provider -- after examining my particular medical history and current lifestyle habits -- is betting that I won't. If I have to go to the hospital this year, I collect on my wager by obtaining very valuable services for my minimal dollars spent. If I remain healthy, then the insurance provider keeps my bet in the form of a premium. Each year, my insurance company and I play this game, since we both know the risks to our wagers.
Here's where our politicians don't get how the gamble works. If I contact my insurer to place my premium wager while having a preexisting condition, I am putting the house at a disadvantage.The same scenario exists at Caesar's Palace when a sports bettor has a hot tip on an injured quarterback and wants to lay enormous a
Vent.... Emotions Eating Away At Me.......
Sunday March 25th 2012
Ever feel locked in you own body Trying so hard to escape? Ever feel like are your Own Monster? I feel like no one knows the real me. But then again I don't even know the real me. I'm so sick of pretending to be happy. So Sick of Living Life. Any One Ever Feel Like ME?
I need help.... I take Abilify and Citaplam every day, i'm physically active, I talk to My Husband and have a counslor that I see. WHY Do I keep feeling this way?
I want to live - I've gone through way to much shit to not want to live, but lately my mind is killing me.
My Anxiety is absoluty way out of control - I have a panic attack and anxiety attack over the littlest of things. I keep popping Lorazapam but I'm afriaid the evil side of me is going to take over and take a whole bottle.....
April 5th would of been my Moms 51st Birthday but she's not around no more and it's SSSOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo Fucking Unfair!!!!! June 26th will be a year that she's been gone and all
Well I have finally found my way back to Fu. it is not as though I needed a road map or something to get back here. I knew the web address the whole time. Sometimes you just have enough of games and superficial stuff I guess. At least for a while.
The death of my significant other last May took quite a toll on me emotionally and physically. I took care of her for 19 years through a very serious illness. I was glad to do it and bring a track record to this site that is really second to none when it comes to faithfulness and understanding love and devotion. None of that stuff matters here and no one really cares about. Nor should they. here it is about diversion and getting points. And level. For many ( my friends are noteable exceptions here thankfully, it is about making sure you get your ego stroked. Personally, I would rather have other things stroked in real life. That does more for your ego than anything a website can do. Still, it is fun to be with people I like on
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Please Read If You Have Nsfw On Here
Someone from FUBAR who is a friend or family depending on how you have your access set....it ripping your NSFW photos and posting them to a PUBLIC website.
Below is the link...My suggestion....cut everyone off from your personal NSFW folders and change your logon passwords for FUBAR as soon as possible!
Just An Object
I don't wanna,
be here anymore.
Being knocked to,
I smile and laugh,
but I know what I am.
In the eyes of,
every single despicable man.
I am a body a sex toy,
That's the way i was made,
what I was designed for.
My heart doesn't beat,
or bleed for that matter.
It's never broken, damaged,
For how could it be,
when I am just an object.
There to use, pleasure,
That's how I was born,
and how I'll remain.
Never being loved,
always feeling pain.
For a machine,
I sure feel a lot.
And it's not from,
hitting the g-spot.
It's from never being touched,
in the spot that means the most.
The one's hidden underneath,
My wiring must be malfunctioning,
because I'm starting to cry.
So see me as you always do,
and dry these eyes.
Does Fu Bar Delete Blogs They Don't Like ??
Zimmerman told them he lost sight of Trayvon and was walking back to his SUV when Trayvon approached him from the left rear, and they exchanged words.
Trayvon asked Zimmerman if he had a problem. Zimmerman said no and reached for his cell phone, he told police. Trayvon then said, "Well, you do now" or something similar and punched Zimmerman in the nose, according to the account he gave police.
Zimmerman fell to the ground and Trayvon got on top of him and began slamming his head into the sidewalk, he told police.
Zimmerman began yelling for help.
Several witnesses heard those cries, and there has been a dispute about whether they came from Zimmerman or Trayvon.
Lawyers for Trayvon's family say it was Trayvon, but police say their evidence indicates it was Zimmerman.
One witness, who has since talked to local television news reporters, told police he saw Zimmerman on the ground with Trayvon on top, pounding him — and was unequivocal that it was Zimmerman who was
A red stain,
on the ground.
You step right on it,
without ever looking down.
That crack on the floor,
that never gets seen.
The blurred image,
That is me,
not quite invisible yet.
But easy enough,
There are people in this world.
who simply don't matter.
I'm one of them,
broken never shattered.
Because that's just,
who I am.
Meaning only one thing,
in the arms of a man.
Looking down at me,
but not seeing me at all.
With closed eyes,
I wait for the fall.
That moment of impact,
when the pain goes away.
When the words are silent,
and I can't hear a word they say.
When I never again have to,
see the hurt staring back at me.
I find my peace, my place,
where I'm meant to be.
That's when I will rest,
I am free.
But it won't matter because,
only I have ever really seen me.
You say you know,
that you understand.
But do you really,
reach for my hand.
Let my blood,
pump through your veins.
Dry my tears,
as I scream out their names.
where were you?
When your little girl,
was black and blue.
tossed away like trash.
Bouncing back on her own,
refusing to relapse.
Fourteen years old,
and all alone.
without a home.
Bleeding, crying and screaming,
while winning through it all.
I am strong now,
I survived the fall.
But at what cost,
look what I've become.
So I take it all back,
looks like you've won.
Now that you have felt my pain.
seen my blood tears.
You can say you understand now,
my pain, my fears.
Don't assume you understand,
unless you've seen it all.
Stared it in the face,
taken the fall.
I don't bow or beg,
all I have is me.
That's the way it's always been,
the way it will always be.
Being lonely is hard,
but being hurt is worse.
This face and b
Fascinated lately by the idea that Scorpions (the creature not the sign) have their own separate DNA line that takes them out of the norm of evolution on this planet. I have been presented with this idea and have not been able to find the research to back up that assertion BUT, regardless of it's truth or fallacy, the idea fascinates me. I consider myself to be a venomous creature Alien in nature and happen to be a Scorpio so it's not such a stretch to believe that it might be true. It is a relief for me. I live quite happily in the desert...I should avoid watching the news because it just pisses me off. I am no longer the Scorpion that inexplicably crawls into your boot for warmth...from now on to get stung you have to come after my ass and PURPOSELY piss me off...lololol. Great sigh of relief comes from all.......sigh
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The strength of a man isn't the deep tone of his voice
It's the gentle words he whispers
The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has
It's how good of buddies he is with his children
The strength of a man isn't how respected he is at work
It's how respected he is at home
The strength of a man isn't how hard he hits.
It's how tender he touches...
Adisaster In The Sunshine
Lol dont panic its not some wierd disease I have contracted. Just yesterday I decided to treat myself to a wank, now usually I would retire to my room get myself on my bed and do it in comfort, but no yesterday It was a nice day and our garden is pretty secluded so thought an alfresco wank in my power chair would be nice, so wriggled my shorts down not easy in itself, and got started. Now wont bore you with all the stuff about what I was thinking and looking at, but needless to say my power chair was never designed with wanking in mind. So to cut a long story down to non boring length, as I was approaching the point of no return, you know the point where i was just about to cum, I managed to whack my elbow really hard on the armrest on the chair, Funny bone who the fuck named it that, so there i am writhing in a mixture of agony and extacy making this kind of laughing bleating noise, the tissue i was gonna use forgotten cumming al over my shorts as if i push them past my knees I cant g
Let Me Fuck Your Mind
I'm just the whore Your Looking for To fuck your mind. (Metal against bone) Stinging, Ringing Hollow tone. You never let yourself Get too close to the fire For fear (Like stone, is clear) Of charring your wings, Shortening their span. But on you shall sing Just because you can. Manifest your ignorant ways (In a sub-conscious daze) Sew another square To the quilt (Each a pattern of guilt) Vision impaired (But I came prepared) Catching the petals Falling from you eyes. Wasted energy On pointless eulogies. I wonder if you hear me (But praise is not to be given While you're on your knees). Black and white (Time frame standing still). Droplets of gray Falling on your window sill, Seeping through the cracks (To fill in the negative space) In all you lack (Just like that) Of a painting; (A portrait of a mind With no shading). Destroyed elements (With words irrelevant) Let me fuck your mind. Impregnate, (Disintegrate) The perpetual state Of sickening, stagnant Repetition I: Being The very defi
Things On The Mind
Am sitting here wondering and thinking about someone that I don't actually
think even knows I exist in this word. She is someone whom lately has come
to really mean a lot to me,both as a friend and a truly magnificent lady. At times
I want to reach through this screen and simpy wrap my arms around her and give
her the most passionate kiss ever to come from me to another. This lady has no
clue just how much I actually sit and think about her. If at all possible, I would
stand before her and let her know how much my she truyhas come to mean to me.
Maybe one day I will get the chance, but I do very seriously doubt it will ever come
to pass. She has a heart of gold, and a mind that just invigarates me like nothing
else. I see her walk in to the lounge and is like my smile would blind everyone because
I am so damn glad to see her in there. The more I sit talking with her each night, the
more I care about her. In this existence of a life, at times it is a major pain for when
My Intro/first Blog!
Hi Guys n Gals of Fubar!!
Just wanted to write a quick blog here and introduce myself :) My name is Julia, I recently turned 24, and I live in beautiful southern california! I work fulltime in the medical field as a CNA and I'm also going to school part time. (Currently just taking online classes until fall semester) My goal is to get my RN or BSN degree.
I love meeting new people (in real iife and online!)
I love traveling (I've been to 7 different countries!)
My fav grub is thai food
I'm a definite classic rocker kinda girl ;) (I also love modern rock/punk, 50s-60s rock, 90's rock, 80's classics, reggae, and house music)
I'm currently addicted to the Breaking Bad TV series (streaming it from netflix)
I'm very creative, passionate, down to earth and I love my life and try to live it to the fullest by keeping my mind, body and spirit happy always :) (The Law of Attraction is very real, and positive thinking goes a long way!)
Well that's about it... gotta head to bed, I have
Look At Me
Look at me
Do you know who I am?
What do you see?
Do you give a damn?
Look at me closely
Look deep inside
Look in my heart
It's open wide.
Look at my soul
Do you see what I am?
Do you feel the real me?
I am not a sham.
Look into my eyes
They are only for you
Honestly tell me
Will you ever be true?
Look at me
I'm dying inside
You love is all I want
When will this pain subside?
an old Facebook Post n comments
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Can Someone Tell Me Why ??
I am 24 years old I work at walmart I am a college student at cerritos college my major is pharmacy tech ... My boss is moving me into the pharmacy to work as an intern until I finish school.. I am single I have a cat I live alone I have good friends ...Everything in my life is working out just fine
So can someone tell me why the hell I dont want to get out of bed in the morning? Why I cant sleep at night? I take 4 sleeping pills and still dont fall asleep. Why I cant make my self want to go to school? Why I dont want to ever go anywhere not even grocery shopping?
What the hell is wrong with me .... I have no reason to be depressed.. I dont feel depressed .. I feel . . . . . like not moving .. ever
I Don't Think That I Will Ever Understand Women.
Ok women, here is the deal. You come from bad relationships in the past and find a good guy and push him away? Why? Don't you want to be happy? Why are you afraid to be happy for once in your life? I hear women say all the time, " I want a decent, good man". Hello, wake up.... That man is probably right under your nose if you would just open your eyes. You know, generally the good guys are the ones that are quiet, they'll say hi and that is about it. They might have short small conversations with you every now and then. Would you like to know the reason why us 'good guys' are quiet? Its because we are tired of getting shot down. So the next time you say to yourself that you want a good man, open your eyes because I can almost promise you that there is a 'good guy' sitting around thinking about how he wished you would give him half a chance to make you happy.
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[... Son Of A]
Ever get that commentthat shittyinsensitivecomment that just drove a knife in your heart from someone that you thought had your back? Me:This is ... a rough idea of what I have planned for my old 1/144 Ground Gundam.And yes, the big lines are too light and dramatic.I'm at about the FIRST steps on this project.There's no way in hell this will go according to plan!And that's fine if I learn something.Guy:
what plan? you have at least 5 threads of projects you "plan" on doing but never show anything on them, have you actually started any of them? im just curious........
Me: (after multiple edits so I didn't sound like a dick)First and foremost, I agree its PAST time for me to get something done!!!They're all started. Black Tetra-star is heavily modded partially primedTigerstripe C3 is over halfway coloredKampfer assault is sanded, seamed, cosmetic holes drilled, partially modded and sectioned for primingCaptain Norris Zaku I is sanded.I'm trying to sand and seam the fade ground gunda
by Kenneth Matlock on Thursday, March 29, 2012 at 9:00am ·
If in the end you find yourself in a place upon a shelf. Sitting back collecting dust.. Realizing love was not but lust. Knowing life was a warm light and death is welcome in the same warm right. Then you have learned as I do now... You just live, you don't question how.
How To Make Your Limited Edition Blings Register For The Newest Limited Edition Bling Achievements Released 03/29/12
Scenario: You have 14 limited edition blings and nothing is showing up for the following achievements:
Lim-initiate - 1 limited edition bling
Limited Hobbiest - 10 limited edition blings
Limited Lover - 20 limited edition blings
Limited Connoisseur - 50 limited edition blings
Limited Blingers Anonymous - 100 limited edition blings
First, there is a mis-conception that all previous Limited Edition blings before 03/29/12 will not count, this is WRONG, they ALL COUNT.
Second and most importantly, there is another mis-conception that "full limited edition bling SETS" count as one point for the above mentioned requirements. This is WRONG. I have 14 limited edition blings (including 2 full sets .. mardigras and valentines, but SETS dont matter) so I should have the first two achievements done and the total Limited Edition Bling points would be 14.
After doing some research, I found some people that had the first 3 already completed ( 1, 10, 20 ) which would theoretically be
Desire Is A Tulip in Spring
Heart grown tired and torn,
forever find the echo,
where desire born of dawn
was new, green lawn,
sunny,hot and delicious.
Forever entreating, defy retreating,
Love is worth the effort worn,
For weeds grow in vapid sensation,
Lush foliage loves conversation
And true love is a tulip stem born,
Waiting eternally without thorn,
A bulb just waiting for Spring's soaking,
Sun's warmth, and never forlorn.
Real Or Fantasy?
Real? Am I?
Fantasy? I could be...
But does the Real really satisfy me?
Some only stare
Others may even drool.
While others may envision another
and begin to stroke thier tool.
I see, your cock is hardening, your balls feel tight
If things go your way, youre gonna get laid tonight.
the bulge in yor pants grows
thinking about all the profiles you have seen
and now the one you chose.
Fantasies to fullfill
needs to satisfy
Partake in lusty activities
mean to gratify.
Imagine my body
eager for your touch
use a bit of creativity,
doesnt take all that much.
Its your fantasy
go ahead and dream
That Im hot and horny
and how you are gonna make me scream...
You imagine giving it to me,
Pete Doherty-jammy Dodger
Pete Doherty (for the septics who may not know who he is....He used to go out with Kate Moss. ) is clean now and drug-free-i mean, biscuit free. Maybe the odd chocolate 'Obnob with his tea.
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An Irish woman of advanced age visited her physician to ask his advice on reviving her husband's libido.
'What about trying Viagra?' asked the doctor. 'Not a chance', she said... 'He won't even take an aspirin.' 'Not a problem,' replied the doctor. 'Give him an 'Irish Viagra'... 'What is Irish Viagra?', she asked. It's when you drop the Viagra tablet into his coffee. He won't even taste it. Give it a try and call me in a week to let me know how things went..' It was a week later when she called the doctor, who directly inquired as to her progress. The poor dear exclaimed, 'Oh, faith, bejaysus and begorrah! T'was horrid! Just terrible, doctor!' 'Really? What happened?' asked the doctor. 'Well, I did as you advised and slipped it in his coffee and the effect was almost immediate. He jumped straight up, with a smile on his face, a twinkle in his eye and with his pants a-bulging fiercely! With one swoop of his arms, he sent me cups
Ok frist off I am not saying this for anyone to feel sorry for me . I never had a dad he walk out befor I even came in to this World.I meet him in 98 for the frist time . I did not want to I had a Brother that showed up. He the one that wanted to find his farther.I sayed his Because the man never did one thing in my life for me. I found out that I had 4 more sistor's & 1 more brother.They all live in Cookville TN I live in Nashville . I have no contact with Them . My Father passed away last month . How can you feel lost for something you never had. I was born with Nf Neurofibromatosis s a genetic disorderthat disrupts cell growth in your nervous system,causing tumors to form on nerve tissue.These tumors can occur anywhere in the nervous system, including in your brain, spinal cord, and large and small nerves..I have had surgery on lower back two time one on neck more then 15 on left eye & lelt side of face am blind in left eye & the left side of my face look's like something out of
Cold hands.What would Bobby do?Sing.And possibly be good at it.Depending on your position.Mississippi would lay still.And the world would dance along.But I know the step.The shift, and even the jazz hands.Wish I was ahead.Around.Affluent.Affected.Wish I was a chef.A loser.A hero.Dad.With some lessons.Some dance.Some help.
What To Do
Have u ever felt like when u talk no one every understands a word you say? When u wake up in the morning and the first thing u do is cry.. Have u ever gotten to that point where u feel urself falling but u cant stop it no matter how hard you try. It's really frustrating when no one understands your thoughts. You are a prisioner in your own mind. No matter how much u talk about it it still seems to hurt all the more. Does your heart really heal or do u just get used to the pain. Honestly i am tired of feeling i just want to stop feeling and be numb. Sometimes my judgment is cloudy and there is no hope in sight it just feels like all the decisions i make are wrong and nothing ever is right. I'm even going back and forth in this blog becuz thats the way my mind is working. I hate feeling this way. If i could crawl in a hole I would. At least no one could hurt me there.
I'm married to one of the most sexually exciting women in the world. We promised each other when we married that we would never let our sex life become as dull and boring as so many of our friends claimed that theirs had. For my part I bought her sexy lingerie, high heeled 'come fuck me' pumps, dildos and pressed her to have sex with me in places where the chance of being discovered was good. We oftened talked about her being fucked and gangbanged and this always got the both of us very hot.
Joy, on the other hand, went for the visual. She would behave outrageously in public to turn me on. Once at a party she pretended to be drunk and she let some guy work her into a dark corner and feel her up. She knew I was watching and so she unzipped him and took out his dick and began jacking him off. He turned her around so that his back was to the room thereby blocking what was taking place from being seen, but what he really accomplished was to put Joy where she could look over his shoulder a
To The Love Of My Life
I want you to know that you are the reason
why I wake up and I'm still breathing the reason
why I'm so in love and not dreaming
I've been through hell and you've been the only angel to my demon,
you became the missin piece plus the bandage to a heart that was always bleeding
you give the word love a meaning and I know it's real
when you tell me you love me your love I actually feel
there not just words said back and forth
there words that we both deserve
I promise to keep you happy as Long as I can
I'll forever love you and forever be your man
I made mistakes in the past
but I can fix em cuz i know our love will last
in life we need a chance
and I have mine now and I'll do anything it takes for us to stand
and never fall we both had our guards up
but yet let eachother climb those walls
I'll never stop loving you cuz your my everything my life
and one day were gonna get married and it'll be worth it
we have to go through those bumpy roads
to show everybody that toget
When I Feel Like This...
They say when it rains, it pours ~
They didn't tell me when it would stop ~
Because this flood is still raising ~
So I'ma float to the top ~
Because I gotta keep on going ~
Ignoring these damn emotions ~
Jealousy can turn you evil if you let that shit get potent ~
Put my poetry to motion as I speak ~
Life can be a bitch when it's out of control ~
So where's the leash? ~
My angel is the one who looks over meMy angel is the one who cares for meMy angel who has beautiful blue eyesMy angel has brown hairMy angel will be there to hold meMy angel keeps me warmMy angel is the one who is always on my mindMy angel is the love of my lifeMy angel is the one in my dreamsMy angel has soft kissable lipsMy angel will catch me when I fallMy angel will make me smile when noone esle canMy angel will love me for who I amMy angel will be there until the end of time.
From My Heart
From My Heart
A million stars up in the skyone shines brighter I cant denyA love so precious a love so truea love that comes from me to youThe angels sing when you are nearwithin your arms I have nothing to fearYou always know just what to say just talking to you makes my dayI love you honey with all of my hearttogether forever and never to part.
I have very little tolerance for mean, spiteful people. I have even less tolerance for mean, spiteful people that are, I don't know, say...ALMOST TEN YEARS OLDER THAN ME!!!
To whom it may concern, and you know who you are: GROW UP!!!! Green with envy does NOT become you, dear. *eyeroll*
The Long Sleep
Let me sleep the sleep of a thousand dreams ,
Let me dream the dreams of the dead ,
For this world has grown sullen and cold ,
And I just wish to rest my head.
Thank You For Loving Me!
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest Brandi
You just don't know what you have done for me You even pushed me to the best that I can be You really are an angel sent from above To take care of me and shower with love
When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear And your touch have chased away all of my fear You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile It is even better everytime you smile
It is so magical those things you've made To bring back my faith that almost fade Now my life is a dream come true It all began when I was loved by you
Now I have found what I am looking for It's you and your love and nothing more Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment In my life something I've never felt
I wish I could talk 'til the end of day But now I'm running out of things to say So I'll end by the line you already know "I LOVE YOU" more than w
And She Called Out A Warning, "don't Ever Let Life Pass You By."
Whats a fact about the last person you liked?He's actually a huge jerk
Who was the last person you gave up on?That dude :p
Have you talked to a complete jerk today?Haha. Like, super early today
What did you do last night? Tried to sleep :p
Do you think relationships are even worth it?Yeah, I kinda like to think so. I think every relationship is kinda like a learning experience. Hah, I learn so much from Sam too.
If you could pack up and move would you?Oh shit yeah
Do your parents REALLY know you?I think so
When was the last time you laughed really hard?Earlier
What are you excited for?Being done with school, and actually having a career haha
Has anyone told you lately that they would always be there for you?Yeah. He liiiiiiiied. Its whatever haha
What do you want right now? Umm, Idk
Are your parents divorced?Nope. Hah, I always expected them to when I was growing up.
Do you fall for people easily?Umm, never thought I did haha
What’s your mood right now? Prett
I Meet You In The Night
Meet you in the cool night wind in my hair voice is telling me you love me. Lay in the cool grass on a summer night . Our body's as one sweet smell of sex hold me dear to your heart . Feel my soul . I will love you high in the sky dear to my heart . Lay in the cool grass on a summer night. Our body's as one on a summer night. Voice is telling me you love me. Your dear to my heart.
I normally don't remember my dreams... so here recently I have had alot of them... one of them I was pregnant with my 4th child and I freaked out.. I had my tubes removed so I can never get pregnant again.. The one I had lastnight I was sitting in a car with the guy I was with and my kids... we pulled up to a neighbor hood and the guy pulled over and got out.. So while we was waiting for him to return a guy came out from no where and opened the door and held us hostage.. And for some reason I start making out with him all hot and heavy..lol.. what the heck is going on..lol.
78 Percent Increase In Childhood Autism Rates Over Past Decade Coincides With Sharp Uptick In Vaccination Schedules (repost)
(NaturalNews) The rate of autism among American children has nearly doubled over the past decade, according to a new report released by the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC), jumping from about one in 150 children back in 2000 to about one in 88 children in 2008, which is the last time official estimates were calculated. And interestingly, this steady rise in autism rates coincides directly with CDC-endorsed vaccination schedules that have also risen sharply since the 1980s.Back in 1983, for example, the CDC recommended only ten vaccines for children from birth through six years old (http://www.cdc.gov/vaccines/pubs/images/schedule1983s.jpg). Today, that number has risen significantly to 29 vaccines and counting, many of which are now administered all at one time or in combinations like the measles, mumps, and rubella (MMR) vaccine (http://www.cdc.gov).And yet the mainstream medical system and its allies in the government and media are willfully ignoring
I Like How He Thinks
A reply from CEO of J.P. Morgan to a pretty girl seeking a rich husbandA young and pretty lady posted this on a popular forum: Title: What should I do to marry a rich guy? ... I'm going to be honest of what I'm going to say here. I'm 25 this year. I'm very pretty, have style and good taste. I wish to marry a guy with $500k annual salary or above. You might say that I'm greedy, but an annual salary of $1M is considered only as middle class in New York. My requirement is not high. Is there anyone in this forum who has an income of $500k annual salary? Are you all married? I wanted to ask: what should I do to marry rich persons like you? Among those I've dated, the richest is $250k annual income, and it seems that this is my upper limit. If someone is going to move into high cost residential area on the west of New York City Garden(?), $250k annual income is not enough. I'm here humbly to ask a few questions: 1) Where do most rich bachelors hang out? (Please list down the names and addres
First Shining Star
Early this morning I should have gotten up and out of bed when the
phone rang. It was someone my mom knows calling me, to tell me
my Mom is now in the hospital. She has pneumonia.
She is 62 and on oxygen 24/7. I ain't entirely ready to say any
goodbyes yet. She introduced me to toesie socks. She didn't laugh
when my brother to be pushed me down in a pile of dog shit.
She likes enchiladas, burritos, and chef salads. She even
somehow didn't disown me when I was collecting frogs.
I know it worried her when I went motorcycling. It really got on her
nerves when I stayed out late. Her CB handle use to be
Lady Sparrow, my Dads was was Tall Timber
and I was Little Bush. I wanted her to give me away at my wedding
since my dad died when I was 16. Now it doesn't seem to be top
of my list. I may not be in my second marriage like she was
at my age but I still love and care for her. I want her to be
healthy and wise. She may not have graduated from high school
but I want my
Love And The Meaning
Love is a powerful word and emotion. It can cause pain and laughter and sometimes love can kill the very soul of a being. A soul can't live without love in some form. Love is the wind on a warm summers day. It is the snow of Winter's bliss. It is the kiss of spring time showers and it is the color leaves turn in the fall. Love is the death of beauty as the world once knew. It is the bellowing cry of a new born baby coming from the womb. It is the kiss that makes the pain of a childs fall disappear and be no longer. Love is family joined together no matter what is, what was, or what will be. Love is the courting of a woman and treating her like a precious jewel. Love is being careful to keep hurtful words at bay. Love is honesty trust and commitment in everything you do. Love isn't never saying your sorry but making sure you never have to say it. Love is giving fully of yourself and thinking of the pleasure to a partner. Love is never putting yourself first. Love isn't se
Salute Contest For Three Days To Win A Rockstar Bling
Akamrs. T is having a Salute contest on the 4/21-4/21.
To enter need your pic of a personel salute to me and 10mil fubucks. The most comments win the bling and if more then 10 entreis will also give a second place prize.
Blow Out You Mined
Hi friens from fubar is nice you join the blog and start tooking about fun and sex. and shere our experiences lest fine out ., so well come .,
I Want It All
by Kenneth Matlock on Thursday, April 5, 2012 at 2:51pm ·
I want to watch it fall away.
I want to see it in disarray.
I want it all to burn within
Then see it all fall again.
I want it all to rot like me.
I want it all simply not to be.
I want to tear down every piece.
I want raging fires that never cease.
I want it all to crash on down
Untill no one else is around
Then I want there to be no reason
Just one long gray and endless season
I want it all.
Gothic Girls And Tattooed Girls I Have Something To Say
Due to the amazing responses to my last blog I decided to write a new one this time to support 2 different kinds of people that in some cases can be the same person. As you know if you read my last blog I am an out spoken person who likes to put his own opinion on things. I’m not afraid to tell people how I actually feel and what my true opinions are I know it already says it as the title but the two kinds of people I’m aiming to support today are the Goths and the Tattooed.
On this site I have seen a few gothic women, and a lot who just use the look as another style for what they like to call sexy pictures. I will admit yes they are sexy but I like women who continue the look who actually feel comfortable with the look. As you could guess though with a look comes with a price of victimisation from others who don’t like the look. I have seen many women change due to being picked on. They turned their backs on what they enjoyed because they couldn&rsq
I stood before you,
My soul in your hands,
Listening quietly, as you said,
You care, but not enough,
You love me, but not in love.
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust,
Tears left behind, the color of rust,
Nothing but words,
As I said my good bye,
Such a small hurt:
I just watched my heart die.
He stood before me,
His soul in my hands,
Your words in my mouth,
Tasting like sand:
I care, but not enough,
I love him, but not in love.
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust,
Tears left behind, the color of rust,
Nothing but words,
As he said his good bye,
If words cannot hurt,
Then why would he cry?
She stood before him,
Her soul in his hands,
My words in his mouth,
A handful of sand.
He cares, but not enough,
He loves her, but not in love.
And so it repeats,
A resounding no,
Like a snowball grows.
One day, I'll heal.
One day, they will.
One day, perhaps,
You'll love for real.
Nothing but words,
Contray to my last post I now believe that the world may actually end 12/21/2012...
It's Snookies due date...
Choosing God Over Sex
Choosing God over sex
Yes, I know, the very thought alone rocks the foundation of your human nature. That’s a good thing, because your human nature is not yours. But it wants you to think that it is, so that you trust it and obey its influence.
The very consideration of this idea is strongly opposed by the sinful human nature because it would remove its ability to direct you along the paths that it wants you to travel. The sinful human nature that came into the world from Adam and Eve was Satan’s gift. And many have chosen to thank Satan for this gift.
The adversary (Satan) seeks to do only one thing with God’s beloved creation, destroy them! The free-will given to mankind allows them to freely choose to be destroyed. I do not seek to take that choice away from anyone who wants it. God has made this an option for mankind; He does not want those who do not want Him.
There is just one very important fact to bear in mind for all of humanity, that fact is
Melody Of The Sea
Listen my love to the melody of the sea
It sings a sweet lullaby as we run free
Feel the magic of this isle of blue
It sings for no one else
Just me and you
As we watch the tide slip away from the sand
Let our souls become as one with this enchanted land
Listen to the wind as it softly whispers secrets to the sea
It tells tales of love,happiness,and harmony
The melody of the sea shall always be one of peace
The memory of its tranquility in my mind shall never cease
What Is Love?
Love? What is love?
Some say its something special that can only be sent from the heavens above
Is it a door that never unlocks
Or might it be the mighty waves that crash against the jagged rocks
Could it be the rising sun in the east
Or a river that twists and turns to say the least
Is it a promising rainbow that sets you free after a shower of rain
Or a deep pit of utter dispair,lonliness and pain
Maybe it's a flower which blooms for all to see
Then dies slowly but silently...
Shadow: Two Years Later
I see you,
My darkened reflection,
Crazy thing is, I welcome
What a strange long ride
It has been,
But you've taught me
The hardest lessons.
I am grateful
For your off-kilter
And you quirky hours
When you loomed up behind me,
My each breath,
Thanks for everything
You have given,
And have taken
In violent circle,
A few talismans
Pain is but a reason for growth,
Love requires no one's approval,
Music remedies all disappointments.
Come. Sit down.
I'll brew us coffee,
And we'll talk about years
You'll refrain from being barbaric,
I won't crumble in fear, insecure.
After all, this is our last one
Conversation between each other,
There's no more of Yel and Sunshine,
Only Ena, with
Yes, I see you,
My lightened reflection,
Of my psyche.
What a strange wild ride
It has been,
But I learned
A Man I Never Knew
" A Man I Never Knew"
He's a man I thought I knew
But I didn't.
He's a man I thought would never turn on me
But he did.
He's a man who said he would always be here for me
But he isn't.
He's a man I thought would be a good father
But he wasn't.
He's a man I never knew.
Visit To Kerala The Desired Destination For The Tourists
Kerala the land of the coconuts is worldwide famous for its never ending natural charm and the variety in their cultures and festivals. This charming land is renowned throughout the world for it beautiful geographical features that gives a glorious charm to the state. Its eye catching features galore thousands and thousands of tourists from across the world. Holiday in this enchanting land will revive the minds and the body of the tourists and provides them with energy and vigor. The waterfalls and the rivers of Kerala are so appealing and attractive that the tourists and the visitors would love to spend hours and hours watching the beauty of these natural elements.
Kerala is a favorite destination not only for the nature lovers or the adventure seekers but it is also well suited for those who want to spend their holidays in a very special and different way. Tour packages from Kerala are easily available and are affordable too. It provides the tourists with bookings in the hotels and
My Life, As It Is
I'm a lover, hater, trickster, warrior, protector, prince, devil, angel..whatever the situation presents to me, I become. But it used to be a lot worse than this:
I have never opened myself up to anyone as I'm about to now (except my sponso), but I trust some of you on here to not go hog wild with what I'm about to disclose
MY name is Glenn, and I am in recovery...
rebirth date: 3-14-2009
for the first time in three years, I can finally look at things in a new light, and see the potential in people that I know they see in me, instead of using them as objects, or just tools for me to get what I want at that particular moment. My past isnt as bad as some, but it isnt all that good either. By all rights, I should not even be alive. and why, you may ask? well, I'm about to tell you:
I was born in Frankfurt Germany, april 29, 1978, to a soldier and a homemaker. I should have been born end of may, early june, but I was a 32 weeker. The technology at the time wasnt as advanced a
True To Who? Me. The Rest Falls In Place. Watch You'll See.
I go through my life letting people in. I be who I am to the fullest extent. Sometimes my way out there personality will trip them out . Then everyone realize thats me.there is no doubt. I hope to meet people as real as I.Just because I go with it doesn't mean I believe people who lie...all the time. I always listen to what people have to say with no kind of doubt. If they turn out to be full of it I know i'm not missing out.
Our I Love You's Part 3
Somewhere someone knows,
how everything starts and how it goes.
They really just knew, before me and even you.
How we would truly feel,
and somehow that it would last
then just like tomorrow's arrival, its real.
My heart warms with just a thought of you,
when we chat I lose a tear or two.
Now I know tears of joy,
its so much better than being someone's plaything or toy.
We have shared our I love you's,
so you already know the news.
I have Nf for those who do not know what it is read below I have had surgery onlower back two time one on neck more then 15 on left eye & lelt side of faceI am blind in left eye Neurofibromatosis.is a genetic disorderthat disrupts cell growth in your nervous system,causing tumors to form on nerve tissue.These tumors can occur anywhere in the nervous system, including in your brain, spinal cord, and large and small nerves. Neurofibromatosis is typically diagnosed in childhood or early adulthood. The tumors are usually noncancerous (benign) and the disorder is usually mild. But effects of neurofibromatosis can range from hearing loss and learning impairment to cardiovascular complications and, in a few cases, cancer. Neurofibromatosis treatment aims to maximize healthy growth and development and to managecomplications as soon as they arise.In cases in which neurofibromatosis causes large tumors or tumors that are pressingon a nerve, surgery may help ease symptoms.
Lost In The Real World...
My whole life, I have been told what I am, and what I will never be... For once I want something positive.... This real world is crashing around me, and no one has any words of encouragement to help me out of this abyss. A daughter. I once was.. to parents who never really seen me... a sister.... yes. sister. i am yet my siblings resent me. A love I have, almost 2 years now.... he too resents my existence. I seek amusement to settle my restless mind, yet it turns to dust before me..... Where? Where I ask, is there someone who knows directions to get me out of this world that is so real... :( dig me outta this grave. Giv me lif again
Being away from home and stuck in motels as much as I am, I'm on here alot and I read status'. It simply amazes me on how so many people put their self worth on how much they are liked or how much bling they have. Virtual gifts from, for the most part virtual people. You can't hold the gift in your hand and rarely can you sit face to face with the person who gave it to you. People, get off the computer once in awhile and go out and experience al that the real world has to offer. It isn't always pretty, but at least you can taste, touch, smell, and feel what is going on around you.
Stupid Encounter #89
[1:45:26 AM] jonnytruelove: hi
[1:45:38 AM] C51 Creations: hey
[1:45:47 AM] jonnytruelove: how r u?
[1:46:10 AM] C51 Creations: good how are you
[1:47:12 AM] jonnytruelove: same ol horny perv as usual
[1:48:34 AM] jonnytruelove: u busy?
[1:48:56 AM] C51 Creations: on cam in the orgy lounge and watching youtubes
[1:49:19 AM] jonnytruelove: yer man with u on cam?
[1:49:28 AM] C51 Creations: sleeping
[1:50:14 AM] jonnytruelove: so i suppose us 1 on 1 is outta the question? im still willing 2 buy out yer stock of stuff too
[1:50:47 AM] C51 Creations: lol... right...
[1:51:33 AM] jonnytruelove: well i aint buying until i see u..i aint a fool
[1:52:22 AM] C51 Creations: thats what you said last time... and I went on cam so waiting on you
[1:53:05 AM] jonnytruelove: u went on cam 4 two mins then turned off
[1:53:40 AM] C51 Creations: yeah cause I would rather not see some faggot masterbating when I can get the real thing at any time of the day..
.[1:54:33 AM] jonnytruelove: do
For The Doms On Fu!!!!
How To Spank A sub.(JOKE!!)
First step, catch her.
Second step, hold on to her.
Third step, while holding on to her, try to get to your cuffs / rope / whatever is handy.
Fourth step, carry her to the bed / cross / whatever is handy.
Fifth step, stop and try to catch your breath. (while still trying to hold on to her).
Sixth step, catch her again.
Seventh step, threaten her with bodily harm if she doesn't stand still.
Eighth step, catch her again.
Ninth step, threaten to gag her if she doesn't stop laughing.
Tenth step, drag her back to the bed/cross/whatever is handy.
Eleventh step, secure her wiggling body.
Twelth step, take a nap.
Thirteenth step, choose your paddle / crop / flogger, whatever is handy.
Fourteenth step, wake her up.
Fifteenth step, gag her to stop the giggling.
Sixteenth step, repeatedly smack her ass till she quits shaking with laughter.
Seventeenth step, continue spanking till she starts to moan.
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The Silence Of Cranwood High
Tires screeched as the blue Cadillac pulled around to the back of the high school—Finally. Mr. Foster steered his car into his parking spot. Cory could get out of his car now, drag his duffle bag of school clothes and his backpack of schoolbooks out of his trunk along with his bat. The door to his red ’74 Chevy Impala creaked and groaned as if it hadn’t been opened in twenty years. He groggily stepped out into the morning air, rushing into his lungs, already beginning to prepare him for his early morning workout. He hurriedly stuck his key into the trunk lock and grabbed his bags, jogging over to Mr. Foster fumbling wi
If Your A Juggalo Please Copy And Paste This To Your Page! The Whole World Of Juggalos Needs To See This Message From Violent Jay.
IF YOUR A JUGGALO PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS TO YOUR PAGE! THE WHOLE WORLD OF JUGGALOS NEEDS TO SEE THIS MESSAGE FROM VIOLENT JAY. "this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your h
On cam,happy to greet us....she's a fu elitist.....greases the palms of babyjesus...In her net she hopes to leads us...while eating noobs like internet fetus.......Can't you see this?
She has a thesis...about tearing these cherries to pieces...so fulove she releases....not being facetious saying her bling then increases...Just the shit never ceases as she's feeding fu's feces...marry who she pleases and passes viruses and other internet diseases
Whats with the sweet guy,,OI?Did he die like the buzzmeter thats always dry?/would be a good reply!!!Its HaterX you see...better than a hit of ecstasy..so sit next to me...lets talk about that fupony...as you disown me...for choking you til you just can't breath
Its futile to show resistance.......I have a darkforce as an apprentice...Of course it will dis you from any distance with persistance..down on your knees,,and not for repentance.....you'll be murked before I finish this(blam!blam!)sentence.....
So if I'm a hater....I'd be greater
One of the most amazing feelings in the world is having someone fall in love with you who you thought you never had a chance with.
The greatest sadness is falling in love with the right person in the wrong timing.
Fall in love with someone who deserves your heart. Not someone who plays with it.
Never frown when you are sad, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
The higher you build the walls around your heart, the harder you fall when someone tears them down.
You Don't Walk Into Love,
You don't walk into love, you fall in, that's why it's hard to get out.
You fall in love with the wrong person simply because the wrong people may say the right things.
Don't look for love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love, you don't force yourself to fall, you just do
Every Girl Has That One Guy
Every girl has that one guy she goes back to, heartbreak after heartbreak and nobody knows why, not even her. And she just can't let go.
WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD???
Plato: For the greater good. Aristotle: To fulfill its nature on the other side.
Karl Marx: It was a historical inevitability. Machiavelli: So that its subjects will view it with admiration, as a chicken which has the daring and courage to boldly cross the road, but also with fear, for whom among them has the strength to contend with such a paragon of avian virtue? In such a manner is the princely chicken's dominion maintained.
Hippocrates: Because of an excess of light pink gooey stuff in its pancreas.
Jacques Derrida: Any number of contending discourses may be discovered within the act of the chicken crossing the road, and each interpretation is equally valid as the authorial intent can never be discerned, because structuralism is DEAD, DAMMIT, DEAD!
Thomas de Torquemada: Give me ten minutes with the chicken and I'll find out.
Timothy Leary: Because that's the only kind of trip the Establishment would let it take.
When I See Me
When I look in a mirror what I see doesn't impress me much.
I know I can be trusted and I know I can love but what I
see doesn't confirm that fact. I don't look like someone I
would want to trust and love. I cringe when I see pictures of me.
I get the gweezy feeling when I look in the mirror. Don't even
fucking get me started what I catch a glimpse of when I walk past
a store window.
I was once told you can't be loved until you love yourself. Maybe
that is where the difficulty starts. I'm figuring I'm even going to hell
because I am not good enough for heaven. Then again I usually
think I am living in hell already. I am ready to die alone but you know what??
I don't want to. I want to think that I was just put on hold for awhile and
someone will get back to me as soon as possible.
If this life is suppose to be enjoyed and safe. I'm ready. I don't want to
change. From what I have heard I don't have to. There is supposedly
someone, somewhere that is waiting for me
Wish that I could tell youthe things that mean nothingthe goals, and the world, and the why.Something had stirred mealarmed meawakened.And all I could see past me by.Dozens of phantoms.Clovers, and poppies.Colors and rainbows and lies.Candycoated railroads.And toffee iced windows.Enough to drive fear from your life.And if your heart is purewhispered on a marshmallow moon.You just might see it with your eyes.Give it a listen.A heartfelt tradition.Of creative license with the intent to parody copyrighted material with no commercial application or intent to redistribute the original work of its creators without written consent.
This is my final warning
I am at my end
I bling, shitface and buy drinks
I listen to be a friend
But yet I continue to get treated
like an enemy you see
putting on the guilt trip
and battling it out with me.
I can not continue to do this
I'm suppose to have fun in here, not stressed
I've made a few genuine friends
for those I'm truly blessed.
I'm sad to see this all come down
as I enjoyed this site
but I cant win in these constant battles
so I'll wave the flag of white.
This is not yet a goodbye
but a mere warning you see
Was going through my notebooks and journals, remembering my days when I was in school and came across one of my many Study Books lol. It was filled with notes I took while I did my brief hour a day in the public library at Auburn High School while I was there. Get this..."Sex. Or Sexual Activity. Or Sexual Intercourse. Whichever best fits it with an appropriate tone. Something so unknown sounds ...so interesting for a study, while all the while only grasped through experience. Through what I've been to read and learn in books provides mild insight, offering considerable amount of details of what the human body goes through.-Pupils Dilate.-Arteries Constrict.-Heart Rate increases.-Core Temperture rises.-Bloodpressure skyrockets.-Respiration/Breathing becomes rapid and shallow.-The brain fires bursts of electrical impulses from nowhere to everywhere; anything from brief and sudden... to rapid and relentless.-Secretions spit from every gland; whether male or female.-And the muscles tense
Father To Me
A fathers love is not something that can be replaced, he is always there to scold you when you was bad and hold you when you are sad. A fathers love is neither jealous of hateful but loving and caring as he watches his daughter grow the be a woman. A fathers love was all that I had cause my mother was always to busy for me never talked with me when I needed her most..My Father was my mother and father both he was there when I fell and cried he would tell me things will always work out you'll see. He was there to dry up my tears when I was hurting. He always listned to me when ever I needed him he was there for me. You ask me who my father was he was the greatest man I have ever loved and his name I say with pride ---- was my father and a loving devoted father to me. I have watch many things happen to my family and he was there when they all happened. But when he was gone I was and some what still that empty shell. I miss his voice his touch his hugs when I needed them so much. I still
I Hold You Dear To My Heart
I hold you dear to my heart feel you breath as the shells of the sea I love you in my heart. Feeling will last True love falling cool wind blowing dear to my heart. You tell me every thing, you show me love, You love , You love, I act like a women I feel like a women. My heart is open night is here as I can breathe now with your kisses on my mind. I will feel this hold over me, Dear to my heart. I feel you breath as the shells of the sea say I love you in my heart of the night cool on my face of kisses your lips on mine. Sweet sex dear sweet sex hearts as love last this night do I love you yes , yes....Don't stop kissing me hold me dear to your heart my love.. As I love you always. Hold you dear true love falling cool wind blowing dear to my heart...... By Christine
Rules Of Drunk Dialing
Before you go out getting sloppy drunk and start phoning every friend, family, relative, or random person you can come across - there are a few rules you must know. Etiquette is very important, especially when drunk dialing.
Only drunk dial when you're drunk. Everything else is false advertisement.
It's okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen.
If you're going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you."
Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to get bent over?
Voicemails are always better. This way your friends can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, or even weeks to come.
Drunk texting is OK, but only if you're prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you sober up.
It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were
There’s a tingle a yearning a pulsing in that quivering little lip,Hot deep surrounding pleasure senses zone,Fingers part pretty pink pussy lipsSlips n2 wetness
Wordless whimpersDesire pulsates in frenzyHungrilySecret fantasiesExplored without limitsPassionPerversely infectiousPlaythingfor a timeManipulated moments
silky pleasure sensors satisfied
Some shadowed cast of light
Obscure and most eerie
Insects buzz a haunting tune
An air of false ambiance,
A personality sort
Thick with pretense.
Promised tranquility disappears with the moon.
Dissipation of dream like state…
Reeks of anguish and grief
Layers of insults upon injury
The masquerade reveals a mannequin
Hidden is the soul beneath
Manipulated behaviors and modified by method
Tormented by rules of etiquette
Forget My Smile Forget My Face, Forget My Touch My Warm Embrace. Forget the Words I used to Say, Forget the days We used to play. Forget the times I told you Lies Forget the times I made you Cry. Forget the nights You couldn't sleep Forget the times You did not breath Im Giving You A Time To See, Now Hear Me Say "Forget Me"
If You Must Know
Of course I like to Fuck,I just don't wanna Fukk You
Im somewhat normal-by no means a saint...
And if you think that the only reason for me to get online-
You are wrong, because it aint.
If I wanna fuck you, Ill definately let you know
and Im not afraid to tell you, right where to go...
i hardly need your suggestions, ive got ideas of my own
and i happen to be very picky about who I bone...
Im strange, Im me
I am real and hott as Fuck,
iF i WAS LOOKING .
It'd be for a hot young stud to get nekked
and run amuk.
To bite my nipples, stroke my sweet pussy,
finger fukk me till Im nice and juicy.
Rock hard cock to slide between my pussy lips,
and match the rythym of gyrating hips...
lick me, suck me, fuck me some more...
gimme all the cock you can and pound me till ur dick gets sore...
lets see how freaky we can get
and the fantasies we can explore...
and those of you that dont stand a chance,
im happy to ignore
Remember Seasons Change
Sun kissed rays of amberA woven blanket of golden hueHold fast to the visionFor its days are numbered fewHeavy harsh and silentAre the winter days coming fastDays to put behind us on the calendarBecause it marks our days of passedAnd springtime is the regeneratedBlossoming forth and some born again newEliminating less than desirable factors, the bad seed, in lame terms meaning you.The sun replenishes the spiritAnd warms the soul frozen by winters harsh and solitary coldEncouraging new thoughts and ideasReplacing and rejuvenating the bitterness we holdSo when orange and yellow begin to turn brownAnd falling leaves make cover for the groundOne perhaps finds solace in nature’s becomingWhere once only emptiness was found.So the seasons progress nature absorbs your painAnd although you’re cold and bitterSummer comes againWrapping you in a blanket of golden amber hueAnd this is how I want to remember you.
Let Me Go *melissa Etheridge*
Let Me Go lyrics
Am I the snake inside your gardenThe sugar in your teaThe knock upon your back doorThe twist that turns your keyAm I the sweat you feel on your hand
The shadow on your faceThe tune inside your head that put you here in the first placeWell I don't want to beI don't want to beI don't want to be your sweet temptationdon't want to be your new sensationIt's just a delicate distractionWith just a hint of satisfactionLook me in the eye and let me knowIf you can't love me then let me goLet me goLet me goDo you try to stay suspendedIn your deepest fantasyAfter night has ended
Rambling Of A Crazy Ass Canuck
It's amazing what some people will say to each other and never think about...words that get tossed around like cookies. Words that have lost all true meaning....does anyone truly know what love is...can you find it online...are you truly capable of loving someone you've never touched..held? Some people come to this site looking for it...and sadly will never find it...and very very very few...just might. I've discovered that people will lie, play...or treat you well to get what they figure you'll give..not thinking for one minute how it impacts the one being played...Life will always go on no matter what one says, or does...just remember in life what goes around comes around 3 fold...and to those who enjoy the pain of others..I'm sorry...this is gonna hurt...
All Was Found.
Things went wrong in weird and creative ways.Explosions of noise, bursts of light and color.Ringing orange nonsense of my ribs being crushed.Reeling from the impact, the whirl, the twisting anger.On a filthy floor, bleeding, wheezing, pleading.Rather just seep into the floor, nobody.Nothing.Only me and the warmth of mellow oblivion.Make believe like you never happened.Open a door in your mind, and just go blank.Regret, worry, doubt, and pain are just babble.Ease on into nowhere.
What A F@ckn Joke
You want to talk your shit and your lies well now its gonna come out seems one likes to talk shit about me to the lil pets they have guess what im done with it you want the shit out here it is im not the blame for this shit happening and those of you that believe it well you are no better then them but do me a favor unless you know the whole damn story keep my damn name out of your mouth you dont know me nor i you and as far as anything else why dont you ask the spouse or the others they was with before you judge someone and stay the hell off my page..By the way you like mental abuse or someone controling you by all means you can have them cause im not a pet nor a slave i dont need someone telling me what i can and cant fucken do its my life...Thank you and have a lovely fucken day
I have 2 children, my son is 6 1/2 years old and my daughter is 3. They are my everything. Both kids have different dads. I was with my son's dad for 5 1/2 years, engaged to him, and then we both split up. My daughter's dad and I were together for 3 years, married... now currently waiting for the divorce to go through. I am working my ass off to support my children and make sure they have everything they need. I don't have the best job in the world either, (bartending and waitressing) I've been trying to find a better job out there but not finding many options. I'm afraid to go to college due to not knowing what to go for and not having any time to go. When I talk to people about my financial issues with my kids and self people ask about child support. Ok well my son's dad pays $94 a month. Which I don't complain because at least he's paying it and he actually helps with our son. We go half and half with anything that he needs, like school clothes, shoes, etc. My daughter... I do this
A Note To My Friends And Fam
i have not been the greatest person i should be or the most amazing.. but i am me.. i truely thank the people who i have met on this site.. you all are great in ur own way..sum ppl i have met on here hav become some really close good friends of mine..they are the type of people that you can talk to about anything..the type that are there to talk to u through the good times and bad..who make u smile when u are sad or down..if u get pissed off they are there to calm u down and lend an ear for when u blow off steam..those to me are true friends.. and they sho the utmost respect and dont cross anyone and never turn their backs.. for those people know who they are and u know i thank you mayb saying it isnt enuff but i really do thank u..
yes sum of u are sittin there readin this thinkin wow this girl has lost it or shes nuts or emo or drama..but u kno wht that means either u know me and know wht i mean when i say the above things i did or second..you are judging me an
[ow... And Ugh?]
Well, last week was a little rough.This week is shaping up to be a toughy too.I've got some things wizzing through the mail in different directions, presents for myself, and others, and I've got more money in the bank than I've had in... a while.I owe my parents $1000 but ... babysteps.I'll be spending $60 on a game I believe in from the original creators of Shadowrun. They asked for $400,000 and have over $1,000,000 pledged with another 2 weeks left to pledge/invest.Support artists.And yesvideo game makers can be artists >>Since UPS fucked up today, I'll be going into work 2 hours early tomorrow.I'm... a creature of routines when it comes to waking up, going to bed, eating, etcI am NOT happy. And tomorrow is basically going to equate to a double shift. I worked out this afternoon to stay loose and I'll probably get a hot bath in.My art gundam project thing is on hold until I order some white paint that is actually formulated for airbrush.Big crazy wad of paint in my sensitive equipmen
You Know What. Life Is Too Short,
You know what. Life is too short, don't complain, don't hate, and don't argue. Just breathe. No one is stifling you except yourself, and if you think otherwise: Who do you think controls your actions, your thoughts, and your patterns? You do! Stop being the victim and start being the solution.
Perhaps silence is in order.
I feel unwanted, undesired.... and not needed at the moment...and that is ok....I kinda feel the same. I can not give what I do not have. I have tried and it simply is not enough.
I truly love my Fu's...but I can't give more than I have.
I got to the gym at 5:45....
I got on the treadmill and did 1.5 miles ..in 29 min.. I know I know...not that fast...shut it.
Then we started lifting...
Chest : incline bench (45 pound bar)
decline bench (45 pound bar)
cable flys (30 pounds each side)
Back : bent over rows (10 pound dumbells)
seated row (50 pounds)
lat pull down (standing, pulling straight down 40 pounds)
Bis : standard dumbell curls (8 pounds)
sideways dumbell curls (8 pounds)
21s with the preacher curl bar (10 pounds on the bar)
straight bar pull ups (40 pounds)
Tris : Dips using the foot rest of the pull up machine (110 pounds)
rope pull down (60 pounds)
kick backs (8 pounds)
Legs : inner and outer thigh machines (70 pounds)
squats using the leg press (100 pounds) only one set
calf raises on the leg press (100 pounds) only one set
standard squats on the smith machine (20 pounds plus
i still remember the day you were brought home three and a half years ago. you were such a terror on four legs and would chew and tear up everything you could get to. Took us a few months to realize you were not just being hard headed but you were deaf. i worked with you as much as i could to teach you hand language and to watch me to know what to do. you attached yourself to my heart and never let go. you became my constant companion and i looked forward to spending my time with you. i knew you being deaf made you not so stable but i gave you all the love that i coud to keep you happy. i am so sorry i upset your routine and life that week that i feel drove you over the edge. now my life without you is so lonely and quiet. i still wake up every morning thinking i hear you bark at me to go outside. but when i wake up you are not here. my life has been such a roller coaster this past year and you have been my constant. i miss you so very much and wish i could change the events that took
Interesting Read... :)
Professor : You are a Christian, aren’t you, son ?Student : Yes, sir.Professor: So, you believe in GOD ?Student : Absolutely, sir.Professor : Is GOD good ?Student : Sure.Professor: Is GOD all powerful ?Student : Yes.Professor: My mon died of cancer even though she prayed to GOD to heal her. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn’t. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?(Student was silent.)Professor: You can’t answer, can you ? Let’s start again, young fella. Is GOD good?Student : Yes.Professor: Is satan good ?Student : No.Professor: Where does satan come from ?Student : From … GOD …Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?Student : Yes.Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?Student : Yes.Professor: So who created evil ?(Student did not answer.)Professor: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don&
What A Day
well to start off i woke up at 830 this morning, have the day off from work so i decided that i would do some running around and pay some bills etc.i took a shower got dressed and headed out i stopped at the bank grabbed some cash and was on my way. Well i was almost done i made my last stop came out and was headed back to the car when i realized that i had a flat tire so naturally i took out my spare to change and the damn spare tire was flat. wtf! so i called AAA and you know it took almost 2 hours just to come down the street. guess from now on i am just gonna have to check my spare tire and all before i leave
Searching the room,
no one's around.
What is that voice,
Always in my head,
No matter how hard I try,
I still hear.
soaking in the words.
Hearing this world you live in,
will never be yours.
You can try to win they say,
but you'll never succeed.
Regardless of the tears you shed,
the blood you bleed.
People will tell you things,
but that's not how they feel.
It is up to you,
to see what is real.
They said give up now,
before it's too late.
You will wander forever,
never finding a home.
You my dear,
are destined to die alone.
My Montanamy montana is my heart-long dream..my rolling fields against mountains greenmy santurary miles away..I long to live and love there someday.As the wild horse,I will run freeuninhibited i will be..Unbridled soul i can becomeIn my MontanaMontana homePlease share with me your love for lifecome with me it is so righti want this so much it has to be..I, in montana, and you with meI know sometimes i cant showfrom my heart what you need to knowbut if you know me you know im realand i believe in and stand up for what i feelyoull understand completely when i say..you are my montana..everyday Carol Ann &
Well ok first time I have had someone get offended for saying *have a great evening* and *have fun* and get told *If i ever want to take a long walk he knows where a short pier is*...I'm so sorry that I don't always feel like talking, even i have bad days and get stressed out, no reason to be rude and impolite especialy when even though I don't feel like talking I'm still being polite just talking very little...Oh hold on I am going to be impolite now....the world does not evolve around you grow up get a life you don't like then either go get bent or leave me the freak alone can't then welcome to my block list trust me you won't be lonely on it....JFS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am DJing on Friday nights at a very small bar. The theme is 50's & 60's with some 70's. What would be some of your favorite songs from that time to hear?
I Lie To You , You Lie To Me
I lie to you , You lie to me , Running away true love lie lie comes from you , I pick up the phone how dare ask me what I was doing last night .... I lie to you, You lie to me, Dark Moon on my face sweet love sweet love sweet love .... I set alone not knowing what I need of love I lie to you, You lie to me , running away from true love lie lie comes from you, I do not need you , I do not need any of you dark Moon on my face sweet love sweet love sweet love ....will take me away in my love boxes in the sky....of love
Rip Levon Helm
Another one no one will read, but again, I wanted to say something. Levon Helm, long-time singer/drummer for The Band, died this afternoon at the age of 71. He lost a long battle with throat cancer.
The Rolling Stone story is here.
He will be missed.
Here, he perfoms "The Weight" at Woodstock, NY this past February.
Watch Quick Hits: Levon Helm Performs "The Weight" on PBS. See more from Sound Tracks.
Rock on!Shawn, AKA Durham
The peaceful slumber of tensions released As another year comes to a close Such like the gentle death of autumn Blanketed beneath the calming breasts of a winter snow A single kiss to seal our fate As passions seed within A dancing flame, flows like liquid rain To tower on molding sands In regret we do not gain The leafy sorrow as unfolds To crystallize again Soon sun's sweet light will spread its wings To take flight on hearts dismay The seething breath of season's tides Shuts the door, a sunset to the day And love in time too.. Does fade away
© Rhiannon Raventhorn, All rights reserved.
I have no excuse I was angry I kicked him because I was angry I punched him because I hurt I wanted him to hurt too After all those words I couldn't find anymore to say I explained I needed help He stood there Wow Mom... I know how you felt When you hit dad You had an excuse You were drunk Tired Hurt... I have no excuse I was angry At least when you hit me Shoved me Pushed me around You had an excuse You were drunk Tired Hurt...
He Calls Her His Eccentric Queen
She is like the Sunset As sweet as a Kiss before the Night The Stars are her Tears Icy Fire in the Sky Her Gaze Is a magnificent rainbow! Her Armour is her Music A voice which does Enchant When Holding Hands I Fall I cannot Catch myself I love to sit and Listen She is the lesson I wish to Learn As Pretty as a Purple Tulip And relaxing as a Sunday Drive I Lust for her Shy smile Each time I close my eyes I wish to Dance To Hold her Forever in my arms But she is my dream And I awaken Sleep slow to Disappear As I pour a cup of Coffee
Strikingly handsome So wondrous, our embrace How foolish I was To let go Sustaining my heart A comfortable abyss This ocean... Loving memory Oh, how I Have longed for you The quiet connection To your soul I desire A conversation To last unto the grave To rest In peaceful laughter With you Arms length away I wish To cleanse To tend Your wounds To stand guard Against the rains May we be Two of one
Atop the warn and creaking boards of an aging staircase Beyond the warped door at the landing above In that long forgranted space the cobwebs of times have taken root Hidden behind boxes of memories and treasures Upon a dust laden canvas awaits a youthful beauty Kept away from pain and loss protected Forgotten in the daily turmoil of life The dust settles clinging We've all at one time come from below To sort through the years To find that missing piece But in the cluttered attic space we, ourselves become lost
Let out! Let it go! Violence, Kiss me Quiet noise surrounds us I scream so loud No one hears me Pay attention Nothing... Kiss me The demons claw at emptiness Stillness drowns out the populace Just space, kiss me Ear splitting night showers in Forgive and forget Hold tight All is lost It shatters, kiss me
© Rhiannon Raventhorn, All rights reserved.
Love Is Like A Cycle
LOVE IS LIKE A CYCLE: when you love,you get hurt. when you get hurt,you hate. when you hate, you try to forget. when you try to forget, you start missing. and when you start missingÂ¦ you will eventually fall in love again.
Love Is Like A Cycle
LOVE IS LIKE A CYCLE: when you love,you get hurt. when you get hurt,you hate. when you hate, you try to forget. when you try to forget, you start missing. and when you start missingÂ¦ you will eventually fall in love again.
It Must Be Said
I doubt that calling this blog blowing off is a good title but it is what it is
I can not stress enough that what I say in my about me is how it is.
I am just going to say it straight forward as I always do. I hope I don't hurt any one's feelings by doing this, but it is stressing me out to the max.
I have a lot going on in my life as some of you may know.
I go to school, I have a son, I also am going through some bad news over my sons father about his health, I am also in a new relationship with this fantastic girl. As some may have noticed I am not here as much, I just put new status's up and approve comments.
I can not be in any relationship with anyone else on here, I can not and will not be stressed over what you may or may not feel for me. I have had several wanting to meet me. Well it is not going to happen.
I now cam only with 2 people now, so stop asking me to do so. That is with my fu-hubby or my son when he is @ his fathers.
Some people know about some major shit th
Deep Love flows water down the river Love raining of tears of pain flowing hearts at night moving faster falling stars make a wish Love last for ever Deep Love runs cold mist of the night let go Deep Love flows water down the river Love raining of tears of pain flowing hearts at night moving faster falling stars make a wish Deep Love By Christine
Australian Love Poem
Of course I love ya darling
You're a bloody top notch bird
And when i say i you're gorgeous
I mean every single word.
So your bum is on the big side
But I don't mind a bit of flab
It means that when I'm ready
There's somethin' there to grab.
So your belly isn't flat no more
I tell ya, I don't care
So long as when i cuddle ya
I can get my arms around there.
No sheila who is your age
Has nice round perky breasts
They just gave in to gravity
But I know ya did ya best.
I'm tellin' ya the truth now
I never tell ya lies
I think it's very sexy
That you've got dimples on ya thighs.
I swear on my nanna's grave now
The moment that we met
I thought u was as good as
I was ever gonna get.
No matter wot you look like
I'll always love ya dear
Now shut up while the footy's on and fetch another beer!!
The 3rd Dimension (not Finished)
Walking slowly in a straight line following a similar dressed man in front of him, the squad leader spoke into the radio transceiver calling for a short halt. Breathing slowly after two dread hours walking under the scorching sun the man moved slowly to a shaded tree, lowering himself to the ground he sat down with his back against the tree as he glanced around reaching up and unclasping the chinstraps that’s keeping his helmet in place on his head. Pulling the helmet off his head, he gently placed it on the ground next to him as he continued to survey his surroundings. As the man sat against the tree he looked down at his gloved hands as he slowly noticed that they were becoming transparent. “Um, hey Sarg’nt D, we have a problem.” The man said calmly looking to his Team Leader. “What’s the problem? Mick…” the Team Leader asks looking over to the man who called him, noticing his soldier is slowly disappearing. “What the fuck!&rdqu
yes ... I love this movie ... the depection and to see him break down when he beats someone is great ...
the huge giant of a man they use and then have to save the boat was always nice also. They do leave it open but it's Sherlock you're supposed too.
Though really his mind completely amazes me. I like the deductions he comes to and shows later how he does it.. But then his mouth does get him in trouble quite often; as well as lands him in jail. which is just to funny.
but yes this is one of the best.
Sailor's belong on ships. Ships belong at sea, haze is grey and underway is the only way to be. God is good. God is great. One day gone. One day closer to home. HOOYAH!!!
Drifted And Torn
Is this what we are? The fighting, the lies Look where we’ve been What we’ve done, Together, Us against the world And we’ve almost won But I can’t take how You look at me. Sadness and frustration In those grey blue eyes That I so once loved, That I lost myself in Years and years ago. Is this what we are? Seeing only faults Berating each other’s flaws. You don’t say you love me When you hang up anymore. All you seem to see Is what affects you. I’m here and I’m dying With each minute that passes, Your eyes see only What’s been done to you. I’ve shattered myself, Protecting you, Loving you, And it’s just never enough. My dreams are haunted By the incessant pleading Of my soul, my mind Screaming for liberty Trying to break free To be me again. That woman child, A person you once loved. I want her back And so do you. She’s gone, but then So is he.
Blow A Kiss - 550
To be with you without going over the line,
its sometimes a sin but why can't you be mine??
What have I done or what do you fear I may do,
that would ruin your life and hurt too??
To avoid lonely pain or a broken heart,
stay true and don't tear hearts apart.
So you don't have to touch, lick, or enter in,
you may want to avoid loving, but what then??
Big boy your so built and your so strong,
if ifs came true you'd be here and it wouldn't be wrong.
For me to explain everything I honestly feel,
I need to be alone with you, then you'd know its real.
I'd sadly bid you goodbye if you want more,
hopefully I can know why before.
I don't try to ask for much because I know,
the slightest wrong could make you turn and go.
Can't blow everything and this won't hurt,
I will not allow you to treat me like trash or dirt.
Explain to me why I still miss,
Your in my heart, thats why I blow a kiss.
Snafu Lounge - Cam Info & Rules
1. Obay all rules, we dont accept ignorance or behaving that doesnt fit by our policy
2. everyone has a own boundery so respect that
3. you dont need to be sfw and you dont need to be nsfw to be at cam
4. you have fun and what you do at cam is your own thing
5. never show kids at the cam, even when they are just running around DONT DO THAT
6. even when you are sfw: please dress like when you are going out at the club: dress to impress
7. the lounge is like a club: everytime when you go online and be there: you want to look good
8. looking good: you judge that by yourself, its not that we say do this and wear that but we want the best lounge and we want to have a stylish lounge, like real clubbing idea, so some behaving like that and dress like that: does everyone good, even yourself: you feel just better when you know you look stunning
9. be friendly and be respectfull
10. when you only want to see naked ppl at cam: this lounge is not about perving, is about having FUN, so sho
Why This Blog?
I’ve struggled with my weight since I was a preteen, and by struggle I mean just kept gaining and gaining. A huge factor has always been my fight with low self-esteem and the other factor is just being so damn inactive and making the wrong food choices. Two months ago I swore off alcohol completely, I cut way back on caffeine and diet soda (more water for this gal), and I’m trying my hardest to avoid fast-food (as much as I love to cook, fast food was the quicker and cheaper choice and the worst choice). The past month I got my butt in gear to be more active. It started off with trying to walk a half hour every day soon I was upping it to an hour and even jogging. Now my every day record hasn’t been perfect until last week I am trying to not beat myself up over it and trying to keep myself motivated. I’ve joined an online weight loss community Fat Secret, and setting little goals so the total amount of weight I want gone won’t look so intimidating.
See me as weak And it’s a mistake My body is mine to give Not for you to take However and whenever The urge strikes you But what you took From this flesh and blood The crimes committed The needs satisfied You did not have me Never My heart was never yours Neither was my mind I learned of the games This oppression of my gender And when you held me down That final time Taking from me that which I would not give willingly You woke me up You were the catalyst I could have killed you And very nearly didBut I showed you mercySomething you didn't give Do you remember? Lying at my feet? Bloodied and bruised Back against the wall The terror in your eyes A potent elixir I am the demon you made Called into existence Vengeance exacted And crimes punished You are forgiven
When I Fall In Love
WHEN I FALL IN LOVE
WHEN I FALL IN LOVE... I WISH FOR NOTHING OTHER THAN EXQUISITE BLISSAS IT TRANSCENDS ABOUT FROM EVERY EMOTIONAL KISSWHEN I FALL IN LOVE... I WISH FOR A LOVE THAT WE BOTH KNOW WILL LASTAS I ATTEMPT TO DO DIFFERENT THAN WHAT WAS DONE IN THE PASTWHEN I FALL IN LOVE... I WISH TO BE CAPTIVATED BY HER EVERY DESIREAS WE ENJOY ALL THE PLEASURES WHILE THEY TRANSPIREWHEN I FALL IN LOVE....I WISH FOR A LOVE THAT IS SINCERE AND TRUEFOR I FIND MYSELF FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU.....
Michael Mcdonald - "i Keep Forgetting"
I keep forgettin' we're not in love anymoreI keep forgettin' things will never be the same againI keep forgettin' how you made that so clearI keep forgettin' it allEvery time you're nearEvery time I see your smileHear your helloSaying you can only stay a whileHey, I know that it's hard for youTo say the thingsWe both know are trueBut tell me how comeI keep forgettin' we're not in love anymoreI keep forgettin' things will never be the same againI keep forgettin' how you made that so clearI keep forgettin', babeEvery time I hearHow you never want to live a lieHow it's gone too farAnd you don't have to tell me whyWhy you're gone and why the game is throughIf this is what's realIf this is what's trueTell me how comeI keep forgettin' we're not in love anymoreI keep forgettin' things will never be the same againI keep forgettin' how you made that so clearI keep forgettin'Don't say that, don't say that, don't say thatI know you're not mine anymore, anyway, anytimeTell me how comeI keep forget
The Perfect One
The is a man who comes to me
he sings sweet songs in my dreams
he shows me things i could know
if I opened my heart and let it grow
he's a ruler of a world indeed
his kingdom shines and wonders thee
he's kind and caring
with a gentle way
he tells me things i long to say
he shows me the way life could be
when i drop all fears
and become completely free
he takes me through his world of light
hand in hand, banishing all fright
he holds me high in his mind
he shows me love of a different kind
he can enter in and seduce thy mind
he tells me softly there will come a time
that i will belong to him
i have never looked upon his face
he hides that from me with upmost grace
his voice is familiar and yet i find
i cant put my finger on it, but in time
i will find out who it is
when I'm with him i feel free
i am happy and sometimes giddy
he makes me feel beautiful and full of grace
i wish i could look upon his face
I dream of a faceless man these days. I feel as if i
Life is always in transition, the only time it isn't is when it is in transformation.
About My Unused Bling!
Even thou I don't think I should explain to anyone about this I will so I don't have to keep repeating myself so pay attention :-)
Yes I have unused Bling I do NOT spend any cash on fubar that goes for my family so when friends on here give me bling Im not going to use them because Im bored or because I want to be popular. I give out my points pimp people out rate pictures make salutes and thats how I get them.
I will use them when I really need them because if I did use them at the time I got them then when I really needed them I wont have them ... thats called thinking ... I know alot of people on here that is stuck on a level because they used there bling so quickly now regret it
I could use a bling right now to rank top 100 of the day but I want to try it without using bling and I was close last Sunday and I know I could use it :)
I would used my GodMode once I have 50 people in my family so if you want in just send 5 credit bling to me and you will be added ... Every
Yesterday I tried. No, really I did. The yearning to get the first vlog is boiling over the fucking rim. I want and need to do this. I will try today and will keep you abreast of whats happening. Damn, I either have sound problems or don't like how I look. Grrrr... just to a certain level. This insecure feeling can be handled and I will overcome it. Plus dammit, I feel sexy today. Can't explain exactly why but its there. DEAL!!!!
Not too sure how to still do all of it but I will try. Might post it in my stash later on tonight. Again I wish I could be more presice.Thank you if you just could understand.
Thinking Of You
When I wake in the morning light weary or delight all I can do is think about you. When I am home alone or out and about all I can do is think about you. As I sit in the sun light or gazing at the stars above all I can do is think about you. When it’s cold on the outside or cold within or hot on this side or hot on the other end still all I can do is think about you. When it dry and sunny or wet and raining still all I do is think about you. When my heart is filled with joy or hurting with pain, it really doesn’t matter because still all I do is think about you. When I am asleep during the day or at night, even in my dreams still all I do is think about you. Even when times are at its worst or when it’s even at its best, still all I do is think about you. In all the time there is, a day, a week, a month, a year, or even a life time, still all I do is think about you. Even in my doubts or when I know things are true, still all I can do is think about you. Love has no m
Thoughts In My Head. Few Will Get This....
This isn't so much a blog entry as it's just something that's been running through my head for a while. I keep FuBar separate from most of the people I deal with in everyday life, so it's a good place to do this without them running back to me to ask "what's wrong" or "what's it about"....
Luckily, I can censor comments before they show up so anyone feeling the need to be snarky for no reason will be ignored.
an innocent hello
a note I heard in a song once
forgotten but familiar
I couldn't stop humming the tune
He told me I was beautiful
I told him he was insane
an ember sparked early in the morning
it quickly caught aflame
a warmth now wrapped around me
it felt comfortable
did I know this from a past life
or was it just so right
no one could tell
neither of us cared
but we let it burn brighter still
Do we touch this fire
or simply dance around it
we wave from either side of it
our voices carry across the crackle of dry sticks
that now turn to roaring flames
Music I Enjoy
I have been listening to a new CD. Ray Wylie Hubbard's latest is a classic, called The Grifter's Hymnal. The CD touches many types of music, primarily a blues/rock mixture with a lot of Texas texture. Many subjects are covered, with biblical references and an entire verse of one song that basically tells the story of the death of the great Sam Cooke. References to the great singer Otis Rush, plus a great quote from Martin Luther King.
RWH writes about the gritty side of life. RWH's body of work is tremendous over the years. One of his biggest fans is Ringo Star, who plays and sings bacup on one song from the new album.
Why I bring all of this up is I just found out that RWH is playing in a small club here next Tuesday. I will be there at Cosmic Charlie's. The only other time I have seen RWH was two years ago, also in a small club. Just Ray with three or four guitars. His slide guitar playing was incredible. And a drummer/percussion person. Incredible show. So I am fire
Most Overused And Bastardized Phrases.
If I hear the phrases "viral," "social media," or "networking" for much longer in the media I swear to God I am going to lose my mind. Am I the only one that can't stand it?..
..the same goes for Facebook and Twitter. Am I also the only one that wishes they both quickly go the way of Myspace and AOL chat and whored out in television and radio more than a hooker from Columbia?..UGH!
..why I feel this way is because if you watch T.V or the news or whatever, you just see people regurgitating these phrases over and over again. I guess it must make them think they are cool and hip and with it or something. It makes them look like a fucking sheep and it's nauseating.
Ugh. Rant *fin*.
Today I finally saw you for the first time, not in just a picture, but forreal! It was the most incredible thing I think I ever had experienced,for the first time right before me there was the man that I loved more then anything in the world. Those sexy hazel eyes staring back at me, the smile on your face everytime I caught you glancing at me, finally knowing for sure I was the one that brought those smiles to your face. Watching the way you concentrate on things,watching your reactions to things,watching you walk around and do things, just breathe taking, because finally I was there to see it all. Finally seeing you when I didnt think it was any way possible to love you more then before, you took what was left of my heart and put it with yours and made a whole one, two hearts finally turned to one beating together and loving together. Still sitting here staring at you, its so breathing taking looking into your eyes makes my heart start to race, feeling like I am right there with you,
Enveloped by warmth,As my toes disturb the liquid glassI sink into the bath preparedAnd let go the harshness of the week that..s passedI envy for a momentSomeone else I do not knowAnd long for escape to far off landsThat I know I..ll never goWater caresses me Not unlike my lover..s handsFeel the waves eases tensions awayDisappearing in the brilliance Glistening like sunkissed strandsOf fine copper silver and goldEnvious for a momentSomething Ill never holdFor now Im lulled in splendid kisses These kisses you send to meAnd for a moment I envySomeone Ill never be.Sinfully eroticEqually hypnoticI close my eyesAnd feel the warmth of the waveless waterCaress my breasts, my belly and in the valley between my thighsLose myself for the moment
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Just Thought I Would Share With Friends And Family
I have been in many places, but I've never been in Cahoots. Apparently, you can't go alone. You have to be in Cahoots with someone.
I've also never been in Cognito. I hear no one recognizes you there.
I have, however, been in Sane. They don't have an airport; you have to be driven there. I have made several trips there, thanks to my friends, family and work. I live close so it's a short drive.
I would like to go to Conclusions, but you have to jump, and I'm not too much on physical activity anymore.
I have also been in Doubt. That is a sad place to go, and I try not to visit there too often.
I've been in Flexible, but only when it was very important to stand firm.
Sometimes I'm in Capable, and I go there more often as I'm getting older.
One of my favorite places to be is in Suspense! It really gets the adrenalin flowing and pumps up the old heart! At my age I need all the stimuli I can get!
And, sometimes I think I'm in Vincible but life shows me
Sitting here in my tree.Wondering what the life of a bird would be like.
Soaring into the sky with all my other bird friends, hoping today never ends.
I miss my love, Oh a Dove. So pretty and serene. Pure silver and green.
I would love to see You right now and just wrap You up in my Wings.
Keep You safe from all the bad things. Bless our lives Dear Odin.
Keep Us all safe under Your power. From this hour from this day.
My heart is open enough to say. Never hurt Me. Never run away.
My life is blessed with many True beings I like to call My Family.
I love each and everyone of You.
Send Me The Pillow - Dwight Yoakam
Send me the pillow that you dream on Don't you know that I still care for you Send me the pillow that you dream on So darlin', I can dream on it too Each night while I'm sleeping, oh so lonely I'll share your love and dreams that once were true Send me the pillow that you dream on So darlin', I can dream on it too Send me the pillow that you dream on Maybe time will let our dreams come true Send me the pillow that you dream on So darlin', I can dream on it too I've waited so long for you to write me But just a memory is all that is left of you Send me the pillow that you dream on So darlin', I can dream on it too So darlin', I can dream on it too
Friends With Benefits
So I honestly have nothing wrong with Friends With Benefits. Honestly, at the moment it would be almost preferable to just have someone to sleep with and relax without worrying about the stress of a relationship.
That being said...
I don't approve of being a whore and sleeping with anyone and everyone. You have to have standards to do FWB properly. You also have to have boundaries and rules. For one, if either person in the FWB falls for someone? The FWB has to end right then and there. And FWB has to be purely physical, unless you decide that if feelings develop you can do something. See, the problem is that most people agree to be purely physical and then one side develops feelings and expects the other side to. It just doesn't work like that loves!
Exclusivity can be over-rated. Especially with FWB. If you're exclusive with FWB...what's the difference between your FWB and a relationship? Nothing! Except perhaps that you're not going on dates. But you're wasting your abil
Who amongst us is without flaw?
Let me know, for I shall never want to meet that person.
People Piss Me Off!
As many who know me, know that my line of work involves dealing with morons, idiots, old people and the ever so frequent "know it alls." So even though I have been known to have the patience of biblical character Job (pronounced J-oh-b or Joe B for all you athiests), I find that my patience is starting to wear extremely thin.
What is it that make old people think they can even try to operate a computer? I've been to many a bingo hall and see how much they struggle just to ink their fucking bingo cards, so how am I expected to walk them through configuring Outlook Express or even walk them through a Winsock repair? My advice to you old people; clip your coupons, start knitting that gay ass sweater you're going to give to your grandson next Christmas and watch Matlock. Do what normal old people do, just dont buy a computer.
Next person on my list are "know it alls." You know these guy's, they parade around like they know what you're talking about if not more than you, but for some reas
A Reason To Shine
How stupid is it to be scared,
of something great?
Something that feels good,
History, the hurt,
Pushing them away,
if they get too close.
To get close means,
you have to bend.
Opening up old wounds,
that never seem to mend.
Remembering the tears,
the heartache, the pain.
Not thinking of the laughter,
the happiness or gain.
Fear and anger are easier,
emotions to handle.
You just can't relight,
a burnt out candle.
You must shape it,
and mold it first.
Before giving it that flicker,
a reason to shine.
Will someone please relight,
this candle of mine.
Just Where My Mind Is Wandering........
I find a random website. Chat with some amazing people some not so amazing but special in their own way I'm sure. I sit here in the dim candlelight and the brightness of the screen lighting my hands as I type. Pondering life and events or lack of.....So there is is, my life in wonder. I am passionate, caring, generous, intelligent, chivalrous, respectful and among others to say the least. Alas every light cloud has a darker side I sit alone in darkness wondering if I have all these qualities why am I sitting alone? Like many I have loved and lost, been through tradgedy and horrors that most should not endure and hopefully never will. I am fortunate enough that my mind can compartmentalize and somewhat blank out the memories but unfortunately some good ones get lost in the process as well. I suppose I am like most on here seeking some sense of purpose whether with or through other people, looking to see if there is a spark somewhere in my life that could use some improvement or exciteme
You Are Enchanting and Artful
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a
So it's 3:41 am CST and I can't go to sleep until I get this stuff off my chest. Have you ever loved someone so much you held back everything afraid you would hurt or scare that person away if you told them truly how you felt? I have and still do but I have to let go and tell him how I feel. When he reads this he will know it's about him so no names have to be mentioned.
When I met you a month and a half or so ago just something about you drew me in...you're mysterious, funny, sweet, handsome, caring, honest, and just so dang silly it's cute. I haven't felt this way about anyone not even my daughters father..
You can take the craziest of moments and turn them into some of the funniest, you respect me, you can make my tears go away in a split second, and all those things and so much more are what makes me want us to be so much more than just friends.
When I look at your pictures I lose my breath and get tingly inside..never had that happen with anyone else. I wake up thinking about
Song Of Fubar
It's amazing how so many people on fubar remind me of this song..
Run a few blings or a Happy Hour and you got a ton of friends..but when you're not runnin nothin no one even recognizes you on here..it's sad. When you're down and out who is there?? People are selling their family spots for credits..why would you want to remove your close friends who been with you thru day one for a few credits? I just don't get it..true friendship should be worth more than a few dollars if you ask me. I would never replace the bond I have built with a few people on here for money..and I mean no amount of money. You can say you have 5,000 friends, 10,000 friends, or a 100,000 friends but yet you want to sell your family spots that should be saved for the closests of close friends. It's your profile your account and your life but think about it..would you wan't your best friend replacing you for a couple of dollars?? Read the lyrics to this song..can you honestly say you have 1 friend..just 1 friend tha
I Think I Saw Bigfoot
Okay, so that's only partially true. I saw something I'm just not sure what exactly that something was. Let me set it up for you... I was riding through a wildlife preserve, nothing special just riding down the trails to get to a friends house and see the sights cause I was visiting and never seen that area. Spots of the preserve have been burnt to kill the weeds and all that good stuff so every so often there will be patches of charred trees and black ground. Well, we're getting pretty close to the end of the preserve and I'm playing on my phone when I see something out of the corner of my eye. I look up, and of course, nothing is there. After a few hundred feet of driving I say to the rest of the people in the car, "I think I just saw something.. I'm not sure what I saw, but it was something." So, like any good horror movie, we turn around. One of the guys gets out of the truck where I said I saw said 'thing' and goes trekking in the woods. His girlfriend gets out, watches, then
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You Ever Look Through The Quotes Of The Many Talented And Popular...
So, did you ever wonder how things would be if you ...to yourself... were a stranger. You live life by rules, Ethics, Morals! Ever miss just being yourself? What happens if you could see yourself in a totally different situation? How would you handle your current situation?
But anyways... Heres some quotes and different standards than what most of us are used to! Gotta love the internet!
“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”¯ Marilyn Monroe...
Is there something new to this saying, that hasn't been true for many years now?
“Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe.”¯ Albert Einstein
“Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.”¯ Oscar Wilde
“In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goe
Easy Moving Tips To Make Relocation Easy
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Get rid of junk items, old belongings and those items you do not want to transfer to your new home. It is a good decision to leave such items behind. Make a list of such items and arrange a garage sale. This will not help you reduce the belongings but also help you earn some money and cut down a significant amount of moving cost.
Make some more saving by packing belongings yourself. But make sure you are capable to pack things correctly. If you do not want how to pack things correctly then it is good to learn some packing tips. Professional pack
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Get The Simplest Cat Sitter For The Work
sometimes it’s simply impracticable to bring your cat along on a piece trip or when you’re visiting relatives on the opposite facet of the country. Notwithstanding what, you wish to grasp that there are many folks that are reaching to assist you watch out of your cat once you're away. Here is how you'll notice them.Ways to Contact a Cat Sitter: 1. the net is stuffed with folks and agencies that influence cat sitting. You’ll surely notice one in and around your space if you are taking a glance. These are those that are professionals and might return to your house as usually as you wish them to and watch out of your pet for you. They’re well qualified and trustworthy; however you wish to carry an honest interview once you rent them.2. you'll conjointly raise your friends, relatives, neighbors, colleagues and others if they need employed a dog or a cat sitter and if they may suggest them to you. this can be a good possibility as you recognize they'r
Zen And The Art Of Choking The...
There's a lesson in zen that people don't seem to understand these days. You stand in front of a pond. You notice that as things happen ripples emanate from the point of the occurrence. Each of these ripples flow out from the point at which they happened, interacting with one another, cancelling one out, amplifying another, changing course, etc.
This is the natural ebb and flow of life and those who are more adept at it spiritually often will cause fewer ripples as they make their way in the world. Not necessarily absorbing the ripples that other make but basking in the stillness of well made choices and efforts.
Then there are others who seem to not care about the stillness of the pond, they're often out to obtain what they choose, and either seem to or indeed do not have an concern for others, and obviously their efforts cause the bigger ripples, otherwise known as drama.
I fit into yet another category. I do see the ripples. Sometimes I work through the ripples hoping to keep thi
Intricate Crime Of A Master Design
Intricate Crime of a Master Design
Just know that you'll never win All you'll ever be Is lost within (your feeble mind) Never to realize It was always me That helped you fall To sit and watch As you lost it all Repeating the cycle Only to be convinced Of the spoon fed truth My own little recipe of deception and lies The perfect blend That saw to your demise Just as planned All were shocked Accusations flew Such a pathetic end to all you ever knew to be true So thanks to you and your self assured truths Your mind was closed You never saw Through it all your sanity was questioned Yet the one never implicated was me I smelled of roses While you had long since decayed Back to me and my carefully measured recipe You began to study me Only it was already too late I played innocent as I watched You offered up your very own head on a golden plate I laughed silently as I discovered My subconscious genius Self proclaimed winner In the end the ultimate failure You were always the puppet
China Activist Says He Felt Pressure To Take U.s. Deal
China Activist Says He Felt Pressure to Take U.S. Deal
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What It Means To Say youre In My Prayers
Sometimes life comes at a person I care about in ways that challenge anyone’s ability to cope. When my actions, or theirs, have no power to change those circumstances, all I can offer is presence and concern. And prayer.But when I tell someone, “My thoughts and prayers are with you,” or “I’ll keep you in my prayers,” what does that really mean? And what does that person want when they ask me to remember them in my prayers?We all have different hopes and expectations, as we have differing experiences of prayer. But I see at least seven things conveyed when I offer to pray for you:1) It acknowledges the crisis and pain in your life2) It says that I am concerned about you, I am with you in your suffering, and I won’t forget about you when we part3) It recognizes that our lives are subject to things we cannot control, and that we share that position of vulnerability4) It reminds us that we have access to spiritual strength that
Market Yourself Better For Likes
Does McDonald's say Going for record sales ??
They offer cheap hamburgers & 1,000s of places to get one.
If you want 10,000 likes or even 25,000 - don't blast the fubar world with your personal goal. Some people don't help just because . . .
If you have a rockstar going 24 hours to get your goal, there's your ticket, like the McDonald's cheap burgers.
You'll have people click on it for the points to help themselves, like they save money on the cheap burgers.
Don't use a picture that says GOING FOR 10K LIKES! It brings out the haters & green-eyed monsters.
Put up your rockstars, get into the happy hour box, blasts and the feed and other places (check other blog entries for tips).
Change your picture when you activate a new rockstar, so they don't think it's the same person with the same rockstar.You can even change your name.
Post on your friends' pages you are going for 10k or whatever and you may find others to help from there,but people who don't know you or your frien
The Anniversary Gift
Well it had finally happened, though he never thought it would. Ten years. Hard to believe it. Most of the years were pretty good, but sometimes things were a little…well…dull. Maybe dull wasn’t the right word; predictable, that’s better. Life with her was predictable. Meatloaf on Tuesday, church on Sunday, you get the picture.
Even sex was predictable; she’d start with a sexy negligee. Cheri still did look sexy, damn it. Even in her late 30’s, her ass was still round and beautiful, and her breasts had gotten larger with weight she hadn’t lost, but by most guys standards she was still fucking hot. She had just settled into a pattern. First she’d kiss his neck, then start with her hand on his leg, a little hand job action, then she lay back and wait for him to fuck her in missionary. Not that he minded; most of the guys at work complained that their wives had stopped putting out altogether; at least she liked sex and didn&r
For Get About You ...
For get about you... Love you in night lust on my mind hold you dear to my heart.... kissing you all over I can not stop thinking about you dark night is near moon is full . Night I call out your name do you here me ... For get about you.... Love sweet summer night lay next to me here me cry out to you sweet sex O baby love me take me like you do don't stop kissing my lips fuck me harder fuck me harder ... I yell your name do you here me ... Don't stop baby I need you.. Is this just a dream I wake and I feel and you are not there For get about you .... I love you in night lust on my mind hold you dear to my heart... Kissing you all over I can not stop thinking about you dark night is near moon is full I call out your name do you here me .... FOR GET ABOUT YOU ... bY CHRISTINE
Yesterday Today Tomorrow Past And Present
There are two days in every week that we should not worry about, two days that should be kept free from fear and apprehension.One is yesterday, with its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. Yesterday has passed, forever beyond our control.All the money in the world cannot bring back yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we performed. Nor can we erase a single word we've said - yesterday is gone! The other day we shouldn't worry about is tomorrow, with its impossible adversaries, its burden, its hopeful promise and poor performance. Tomorrow is beyond our control.Tomorrow's sun will rise either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds - but it will rise. And until it does, we have no stake in tomorrow, for it is yet unborn.This leaves only one day - today. Any person can fight the battles of just one day. It is only when we add the burdens of yesterday and tomorrow that we break down.It is not the experience of today that drives people mad
I went to a party last night.Contain your gasps of horror.Sometimes when prodded, nagged, and the stars of my anxiety, and a free evening come up I'll get out for a bit.Course it was also an opportunity to drink with my would-be little brother, and catch up.It was a chance I took.Met some weekend poets, some moondogs, and a few lost souls.Talked about rhetoric, philosophy, jumped from errant fireworks, and couldn't much get out of big brother mode."Hey, do you wanna go inside? You're laying on the grass, and pretty drunk""Hey watch the fire... that's the fire... get your foot out of the fire""There's a naked man. He needs to manscape, but otherwise bravo sir"Met a few significant others of friends and acquaintances, one got shithammered pretty early, and you knew she was out by the time her head snapped back in her chair and she didn't wake up...Helped carry her in.And then I got to chat with one of my old mentors from community college.He's moving on to a state college south and east.
Leveling As A Guy
Ok this is going to happen. I am going for max level with spending zero money. I will just keep this blog updated. This is for all the guys out there that cry cause woman get what they want on here. All it takes is respect, being nice, helpful, friendly, and just an over all good friend. So to get me started im going to ask for a VIP. I need to get rates going and deals made. I will be taking donations of kind (just like woman do, I just have to work harder) What I am looking for now if possible is
Awesome families, ones that want to help each other
A VIP would be awesome like I mentioned above (until then I am spamming 10s lol)
Any advice on how to help me get going better
Looking forward to this and I will keep this updated.
Update 5/6/12 - I managed to get a VIP gift to me, so there is hope :) Any other gifts anyone wants to shower me with will be happily accepted
Update: 5/25/12 - Leveling as a guy on here is 100% like being stuck at the DMV forever :)
Im gonna draw a picture, A picture with a twist. Ill draw it with a razor blade, Ill draw it on my wrist. As I draw this picture, A fountain will appear. And as this fountain flows, my troubles dissappearI slashed my wrist, Gave the knife a final twist, In a search for inner peace,Some sort of release, I am a born again nihilist, I dont need you to be my apologist, Pump a toxic substance into my vein, To try and release the pain, You can call it self-abuse, Or just another excuse, To avoid facing up to reality, Thats just my mentality, I am into self-denial, I cough up phlegm and bile, I am going to try starvation, In the hope of salvation
My Neighbors Husband Is The Man On The Bike
COPPERAS COVE (May 4, 2012)—A 46-year-old Copperas Cove man whose motorcycle was struck from the rear by a passenger car whose driver was leading officers on what police said was a low-speed pursuit was in critical condition Friday at Scott & White Hospital in Temple.
The driver of the car, a 57-year-old Copperas Cove resident, was taken to Carl R. Darnall Army Medical Center with what police described Friday as “a medical condition directly related to the incident.”
Names were not released Friday.The collision between the car and motorcycle triggered a chain-reaction crash involving a half-dozen vehicles, police said Friday.
Four other people were taken to hospitals with injuries police said were not life threatening.
The chase started at around 4:30 p.m. Thursday after a Cove police officer attempted to pull over a 1999 Ford Contour in the 400 block of Veterans Avenue for several traffic violations.
The driver refused to stop and led the officer from Veterans A
[attempt 20 On Posting A Survey]
1. If you were to attend a costume party tonight, what or whom would you go as?
A serial killer.
2. What are your choice of toppings on a hamburger? And do you prefer gas or charcoal grilling?
Grilled onions, olive salad, coarse ground mustard. Charcoal.
3. You are chosen to have lunch with the President. The condition is you only get to ask one question. What do you ask?
Can you pass the salt?
4. It's your first day of vacation, what are you doing?
Unpacking. Consuming alchohol.
5. What is your concession stand must-have at the movies?
Don't have one, that shit is marked up to hell. Coke slushee if its under $3.00. It isn't.
6. Which do you dislike most: pop-up ads or spam email?
Yes. But among the two Popups.
7. What do you think Captain Hook's name was before he had a hook for a hand?
8. Rock, paper, or scissors?
9. How long was it from 'the first date' until the proposal of marriage? How long until the wedding?
[attempt 21 On Posting A Survey]
1. Do you know anyone in prison?Literal prison or the mind type? I think my answer is still "yes".
2. Have you ever logged onto a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush's myspace?
3. When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly?
Probably a year or two.
4. Do you have a desk in your room?
Uh huh. Even has my computer on it.
5. Have you ever gotten naked at a party?
Yes. And I even played my own stripper music.
6. What kind of car insurance do you have?
7. Are you named after one of your parents or grandparents?
8. Does your first significant other still live in the same town as you?
N- ... who the hell was my first significant other? Gonna go with no.
9. Do you throw up gang signs?
Absolutely... we do have such a strong, violent gang presence in my town.
10. Have you ever broken a rib?
My own? No.
11. Would you rather be a girl or a guy?
I'd rather be a robot.
12. Who is the most spoiled person you know?
You May Call Me....
Aha! To be astounded.
An army of assholes, an association armed with an arsenal of asinine ambiguously adult anonymii.
This ambidextrous armada, no mere attack force is an astounding assembly of articulate aristocrats.
Assuming the collective affliction has not atrophied, another day of ardent internet argument arises.
Under the ambiguous aegis of internet anonymity, all annoying assertations may be announced with reckless abandon.
The armored amplifiers of info, The antithesis of approbates, aided and abetted by all things arbitrary.
Apology? We do not forgive, do not forget.
Alas I am all aflutter, after the anticipation. You may call me "Anonymous".
what you want to say here
Here is the scripting to make a picture link to your web site hope you have fun just right click the picture on your web site copy the url and past it were I have wrote picture url, copy web site from your browser and past it were I have your web page.
take a look and you decide
A path of pain scattered along the world.
inconceivable my mind is, I dream of starting war's.
I meditate to the sounds of sorrow.
The world is my game board & your my pawns.
If one was to fall it would not matter at all.
I use every piece for my protection for I am king.
I never worry bout making a first impression for the first is my last,
I don't talk to dumb people cause it's like a sexually transmitted disease.
This is how it is being MR.Steve
Thinking Of You
So I'm sitting here and cant sleep. I have so much on my mind and so much to say but cant really find the words to say. Everytime I think of you I get toung tied. There where times when you pissed me off to no end. Times when you made me cry. Times when I thought nothing could ever be better then you. Times when I thought you where superman. The people who have been my shoulder to cry on through it all don't understand.
There are times I ask myself was it real or was it a dream. The day you died was the hardest day of my life. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you. Somedays its easier to get by then others. There are days when I wish it was me that was gone instead of you. You where there for me through it all which is why its hard for me to face the fact that your gone. I wish you where still here but I guess god needed you more then me
Just know when I get to heaven I'm going to give you a big hug and a kick in the ass for leaving me here on this place called
Looking Forward To Meeting My Man For The First Time, Internet Romance..
I'm really looking forward to meet my boyfriend for the first time. We've had our fair share of troubles. Although, I feel closer to him than I ever have before. I'm trying to think of things to do around my area. I want to go see a concert for my birthday that week. Maybe dinner with the family. Hang with some of my friends. Eat some great food, and just enjoy each other. I know I will be so nervous meeting him as he gets off that plane. Giggle city! But I want to show him the best time and thank goodness he's coming before we are in the 100+ days of heat. Going to enjoy some vacation time with a guy I love...can't be more excited. :)
my personal pictures are going to be for friends only.... THEY ARE ONLY GOING TO BE SAFE FOR WORK OR WHAT EVER U WANNA CALL IT...IM NOT LIKE THAT GO SOMEWHERE ELSE..THANKS
What the fuck ever happen to having free fucking will? Whatever happen to goin on a website to express who the fuck you are as an INDIVIDUAL because you cannot be what society wants you to be? Do really have to sit the fuck back because its the right thing to do? Hell this website used to be fun because we could be who we are intented to fucking be not what other want us to fucking be, and here we are 6 fucking years later saying "oh look lets make this website more accessable for the public or society." Well fuck the public, fuck society, fuck everyone that says it for the best. What happen to our fucking freedom to have the right to free speech, to express our selfs as one? Come on FUBAR are you really going to make all this bullshit over run you? For crying out allowed 6 years ago you had kids on here posting pics left and right of shit they never should have and now you are saying we cant have a simple picture of who we are male or female having bits exposed for what? because its s
I stand in the Dark alone, No I am not alone
I feel you there the electricity is there.
I feel your hand close to my hair, my face.
Your close but I can not see you, I feel you
my heart beats faster and my breath shortens.
You are close, the heat is unbearable,
Will I die here in the Dark never to see your face in the sunlight,
never to feel your touch on my skin that you set on fire with your breath
In the Dark... In my Dreams
When I think I see the light of the sun, I feel your breath on my neck and your
whisper in my ear "Do not go, Do not leave me here."
I step back into the Dark, afraid I will loose you if I step into the light.
I am destin to Die here in the Dark?
As The Pen Bleeds
I sit here drawing and writingRemembering the past, looking for the futureI stumble back to the old days When we would laugh and playThey've become old photos In my tangled web of memoriesLocked away in a chain of thoughtsNow I watch you slowly being takenAway from that horrid placeTo bigger and better things, or so they sayAt one time you were my love, my lifeMy everything for so many yearsNow I just stand and watch you leaveWhile watching the pen bleed-------------------------------------------------My first writing piece from when I was 13... wow lol
Nuff said. Thanks PieDaddy for bringing this to everyone's attention. I bet he's on anonib.com.
why fall in love when you may not be loved back?
This Is Me
I have had people tell me things about myself that i know are true, and I just can't change. I am a jumper. I leap, but I do it for a reason. You see, the longer I wait. The more time my mind has to wander and make excuses for why I shouldn't leap. If I jump, then my mind doesn't have time to mess with me and give me reasons for why I shouldn't. I do things the way i do them because it's the only way I know how. I over think everything if I wait too long, and the only way to put my mind at ease, is to just do it, and face watever comes next, after the fact. The longer I wait. I more I see, and I won't wear blinders anymore for anyone regardless of how I feel. I would rather see the truth, than convince myself I am something I am not to anyone, despite of how feel. Thinking you are something special to someone, only to find out you are just another girl, one more face across the screen to them, hurts worse, than seeing the truth and accepting the fact that that is all you a
Answers You May (or May Not!) Have Wanted: V.2
Can you fill this out without lying?Of course. If I don't want to answer, I don't lie. I just refuse to answer.
Whats the last thing you put in your mouth?Mountain Dew
Where was your default picture taken?The one right now? Self-portrait in the restroom morphing into Superman
Last time you cried?[ I refuse to answer this question. ]
Can you play a musical instrument?Yes, guitar. The real question is "Can I play it WELL?" ...No, I can't.
Last time you walked further than a block?I jog 2 miles as part of my workout regimen.
Name someone that made you laugh today?I have not laughed today.... How odd.
How late did you stay up last night and why?3:30 AM, chronic insomniac.
If you could move somewhere else, would you?In a heartbeat. There is one place in particular I would go right now, given the funding to do it.
Ever been kissed under fireworks?No. I get jumpy around fireworks. (PTSD is a bitch sometimes!)
To Every Girl!
To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every girl that has been cheated on, because she's not a slut who gives it up to any girl. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that b*tch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent girlfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses her with meaning. To every girl who just wishes she cared more. To every girl who would just once want a girl to give their jacket up when they are cold. To every girl who just wants her to call. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking abo
Crossroads Or New Direction All Together..
I find myself at an apex in my life. I am not certain as to whether or not go one direction or another or just quit bothering. Everyone has their own perceptions on how to handle lifes betrayals. I myself have lost trust in so many people that I have come to a point to where I wonder ..Is it me? Am I too strict? Should I just let little things go or go with what I feel? You see I have always been a person that gives you my full trust until you break it. I find that in that moment of time I will see who you really are because most are caught off guard by someone who is willing to allow full trust from the beginning. It is not some evil plot to make people tell me things they normally want..it is just how I am. There is one problem that keeps coming up however, once you break my trust I almost always cannot trust you with anything. This leads to my new issue- what if I dont want to have this reaction but emotionally cannot help it? For instance, my own sister broke my trust with her in a
Days have dwindled,
Voices sing softly,
Our hearts are warmed,
For the angel has come...
A statue of true beauty,
She is the essence of Purity,
All that we had hoped and dreamed,
For all the life I have lived...
Woman of beauty and grace,
Be it so precious,
Just to feel your embrace,
That I gave my life for you...
Please be happy,
Cause I've lived a good life,
With my heart at rest,
I do not suffer.
A Souring Night
A moon beautiful in the light,
With a girl who brings me delight,
Her spirit soft and gentle,
Sharing the best of times...
But this night it would all end,
For things went wrong,
And I pushed her away,
By telling her that I loved her...
To be emotionless,
Being put on hold,
For someone else,
I was done...
Confessing what I believed,
Always telling the truth,
My love slipped out,
Breaking our sacred bond...
What was I supposed to do,
To see that I hurt,
And she was the one I loved,
I pray for her happiness...
....Even if it is not,
To be with me....
Coming To Peace
All of life's stresses
Coming down on me
Trying to be strong
But faith eludes me
One by one I can handle
Overtaking is what they are
Powerful is their motive
Succession is not an option
Where are the friends
People who care for me
Gone as I'll never see
Alone I face defeat
But at that moment of dusk
Failure meets courage
Hope raises me high
Determination is my key
Day by day I arise anew
To see sunshine dawn on me
Realizing patience takes the pressure
And I make it through the day renewed
Why did I want to know
Who was involved
And even so thorough
That it hurt me
All I did was ask
And an answer
Came forth from her lips
That cut me to the bone
How do I feel this way
Suffering over past
Cause I wasn't there
So I should say,"Who Cares"
An answer is what I asked for
An answer is what i got
To turn my world upside down
And what I say is,"For What"
The pain I feel inside
Does not wish to subside
And all I have left
Is this aching soul.
As darkness shrouds me
I am all consumed
In burning desire to end
One and all that which
Tears away flesh from bone
The pain haunts my soulless being
In true pandemonium
What A Song Can Do
Memories drudge up
From songs of past
Life of the olde
Which still hurts today
Hoping thoughts leave
I do not remember
For times were different
Then and now entertwined
Will I ever forget those days
Or suffer with each song played
One really hits the heart
Take it away from me
The pain is deep
And reality it did not seem
Cause I can't move forward
Each time it's sang
So show me now
And have it leave this place
For I do not wish to suffer
Over olde memories
The rape of the earth
comes more fleeting
For we are the destructors
and yet we don't care
Hope fades like the setting sun
Darkness falls fast
For I will be the night
Dark and eternal
That the world come to this
I really know not
But I surely just
At this walk of life
Now I stand
Powerful with might
That all who see
The dreams I write
It is truly what it is
For what it is
Or which it is not
For that it is
But it is not
Yet I say it is
And when it is not