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Return To Me Salvation And The Dark Embrace (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 16)
This Feeling Cuts Worse Than A Razor Blade To My Veins. Why Can't Salvation Be Returned To Me? The Dark Embrace. The Lost Of Pain. All I Want To Do Is Feel Again. So Tired Can't Sleep. Shattered Pieces Of Glass Of What Used To Be A Mirror. Can't Breath. Trying To Hold On. My World Is Spinning Before Me. Why Can't Salvation Be Returned To Me? All I Want Is The Feelings I Had. I'm Losing My Wits. The Abyss Keeps Haunting Me. If I Punched A Mirror Would I Even Feel It? Would I Feel Healed? The Dark Embrace. The Lost Of Pain. The Light Is Leaving. I'm Being Drenched In Rain. I Feel Like I'm Being Flogged With A Cane. Lash After Lash. It Connects With Me. Why Can't Salvation Be Returned To Me? My Heart Beats Coldly. I'm Losing It All. Feels Like I Can Never Be Warm. The Chains Of Deception Bound Me. Tie Me Down. It's Dark And Hateful Game. It Burns My Soul Through The Fire And The Flames. The Unknown Name. The Rose's Thorns Pierce My Flesh. Bleeding, Screaming,  It Hold
What Tarot Card Are You? Im The Empress.....
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Te
Of The Things (repost From Original In Daily Journal Blog)
Of the things I've seen   of the things I've done   makes me who I am today.   I see end results and   can trace back with clues left   I can see beauty within the pain   I can see the pain in the beauty   I can hear the melody in the rain drops   I can hear the roar in the silence of  woman   I can feel the pain in the silent stare of  man   I can dance to the rhythm of Earth   Most of all, I can write poems off-the-cuff   when duly inspired.   Peacey
Walmart Very Smart
Makes being a "greeter" sound like a good job. 1. Americans spend $36,000,000 at Wal-Mart every hour of every day. 2. This works out to $20,928 profit every minute! 3. Wal-Mart will sell more from January 1 to St. Patrick's Day (March 17th) than Target sells all year. 4. Wal-Mart is bigger than Home Depot + Kroger + Target + Sears + Costco + K-Mart combined. 5. Wal-Mart employs 1.6 million people and is the largest private Employer, and most speak English. 6. Wal-Mart is the largest company in the history of the World. 7. Wal-Mart now sells more food than Kroger & Safeway combined, and keep in mind they did this in only 15 years. 8. During this same period, 31 Supermarket Chains sought bankruptcy. 9. Wal-Mart now sells more food than any other store in the world. 10. Wal-Mart has approx 3,900 stores in the USA of which 1,906 are Super Centers; this is 1,000 more than it had 5 Years ago. 11. This year 7.2 billion different pur
No Ordinary Thing By Opshop
Was this to show you I would not fail you Was that the reason you were lookin' back So I'm trustin' in existence I'm thrustin' on momentum I don't wanna see these threads of love collide Not ever again No, not ever again No' I know it's not working Knowledge will capture comfort one day Our worlds will be worth more than living once in this lifetime We could liberate today We could alleviate tomorrow But no one can reach the light switch No one can reach the light switch, they say No, that's what they say No' [Chorus] My love' This is no ordinary thing, my love My love, my love' This is no ordinary thing No, it's just no ordinary thing I'm naked, I'm naked in this afterlife I was fallin', I was fallin' from the greatest highs If everything, if everything should come to pass Tell me when are you comin' home to stay When are you comin' home to stay Again to stay Again' 'Cause my love' This is no ordinary thing, my love My love, my love' This is no ordinary thing, no No ordinar
Personality Quiz
You Are An ENFP The InspirerYou love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority.Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. You break a lot of hearts.At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understandingWhen other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused What's Your Personality Type?   Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself          
Sexual Sign
Your Sex Sign is... You're fierce, forceful, and dominant.  Lovers leave your bedroom with a few scratches and bites - if they're lucky!  You're a born performer and totally hot.  Everyone begs to be your slave.Leo, many people are attracted to your dazzling style.  You are always at the center of attention.  Heads turn when you enter a room.  You are flamboyant, glamourous, and spectacularly attractive.You are known and sought after for her fiecy, forceful lovemaking.  You're totally abandoned (and noisy!) in bed.You kick, bite, scratch, and scream with pleasure.  You like rough, heavy foreplay - and hot pounding intercourse.  You like to play the dominant role in S & M games.One of your strongest sexual traits is your exhibitionism.  You adored being watched during sex. (Have a cam in your bedroom yet?)First, you do a slow, sexy strip tease for your lover.  You become aroused yourself as you peel off your sparkly thong.  You especially like to have mirrors strategically placed
Fubar Pics
Due to not having a VIP I am unfortunately having to remove a good portion of my photos on here in order to upload some that I have recently downloaded. I think its unfair that I should have to do so just because unlike 90% of fubar I can't afford to purchase a VIP on my own. I think Fubar needs to take into consideration and make VIPS, blins etc accessible by fubucks not just forking over actual cash.
Things Happen
Sometimes it's easier to express what you feel through a song you hear and know. You can, because the people who write the songs feel what you do. They live a human life, just like you do. The same emotions felt over and over by billions of people, all put into a song. That's what I'm doing with this section of my blogs. The songs reveal my emotions better than anything can at points in my life when I don't know how to express myself. I'm sure others can relate.
What Do You Want From Me By Pink Floyd
"What Do You Want From Me"As you look around this room tonightSettle in your seat and dim the lightsDo you want my blood, do you want my tearsWhat do you wantWhat do you want from meShould I sing until I can't sing any morePlay these strings until my fingers are rawYou're so hard to pleaseWhat do you want from meDo you think that I know something you don't knowWhat do you want from meIf I don't promise you the answers would you goWhat do you want from meShould I stand out in the rainDo you want me to make a daisy chain for youI'm not the one you needWhat do you want from meYou can have anything you wantYou can drift, you can dream, even walk on waterAnything you wantYou can own everything you seeSell your soul for complete controlIs that really what you needYou can lose yourself this nightSee inside there is nothing to hideTurn and face the lightWhat do you want from me
Last night I cryed, Tears full of fears..I cryed. Confusion building, Why? All i know to do it Cry.
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Dream Eyes
Your eyes are big-big, And clean white, Like the purity of a cold-cold winter night.   Their color is blue and grey, Like the heat coming down a hot-hot summer day.   Paleolithic verities, In your eyes I see, That the one you are looking for, Sure-sure is not me.   I’m very-very poor,
R.i.p. Jimmy
Jimmy as we all called him is so missed I only ask for him to help me once before in 2007 & he brought the whole posse and after the creep left I said Jimmy whats up with all the crew I just asked you to help why the crew ??? And he said Bob you've never asked me for help before so I thought you needed alot of us !!! As I one more time needed help jimmy didn't hesitate to say sure now problem Bob I'll help you any time !!! He was the Best Brother I had I could tell him any thing and he would keep it to him self !!! Even when I've cried I can still hear him say buck up chef it will be ok and rarely said I Love you "But always showed it !!!any time we needed each other we were always there for one and other !!! I LOVE YOU JIMMY !!! And hope mom and Debbie are not trying to get you to play Bingo.Love always your Brother Brother Robert E/go to his guest book at /
2nd Birthday
Feb. 24th isBad Habitz Radio's2nd Birthday!What better gift can you give BHR than helping us reach 2000 members for our 2nd birthday!?!?Click any of the pictures tocelebrate this milestone with us! <
Rape Program (retire Aged People Early)
   OFFICIAL NOTICE    Due to the current financial situation caused by the slowdown in the   economy, Congress has decided to implement a scheme to put workers of 50   years of age and above on early retirement, thus creating jobs and   reducing unemployment.    This scheme will be known as RAPE (Retire Aged People Early).    Persons selected to be RAPED can apply to Congress to be considered for   the SHAFT program  (Special Help After Forced Termination).    Persons who have been RAPED and SHAFTED will be reviewed under the SCREW   program  (System Covering Retired-Early Workers).    A person may be RAPED once, SHAFTED twice and SCREWED as many times as   Congress deems appropriate.    Persons who have been RAPED could get AIDS (Additional Income for   Dependents & Spouse) or HERPES (Half Earnings for Retired Personnel Early   Severance).Obviously persons who have AIDS or HERPES will not be SHAFTED or SCREWED any further by Congress.Persons who are not RAPED and are staying on will
My New Site
Attention musicians ... My new site, Open Lessons Forums, is now live. It's a forum for musicians to post tips, tricks & lessons, ask questions and just generally share what we know with each other. All instruments, skill levels and musical styles are welcome. Since it just launched, it's a little sparse right now so any and all contributions are greatly appreciated. Thank you. :D
Lol....i Will Post The Video If The Words Dont Make Sense
"Chickenheads"(feat. DJ Paul, Lil Chat, Juicy J)[chorus]bwok bwok, chicken chickenbwok bwok, chicken heads (boy please whateva)bwok bwok, chicken chickenbwok bwok, chicken heads[x4][Project Pat]bald-head skally-wagain't got no hair in backgelled up weaved upyo hair is messedneed to get bout' a hustle missionget up on loot run to beauticanrun game until the game is gravythat don't mean spend cheese fa tha baby(bwok bwok) on a stalk stalk for a bootleg(bwok bwok) pretty walk walk givin out headain't a thang eat a chicken wanggot some gold teethat da club tryin ta shake that thangtryin ta get piecechicken chicken always into some dumb shitshuolda paid ya light billyou bought a outfitstay at ya mammy houseand keep a smart mouthits Project Memphis Tenn represent tha southso pass tha dro-dro and we gone stay tickinfull of that mo mo holla at a chicken[Chorus][Lil Chat]yeah you like my outfitdon't even fake the deali thought you said you had your girl on the light bill[Project Pat]always in m
Companions And Mistrust
  I wonder if anybody fully understands that once you plant the seed of doubt in any relationship everything else that accurs is just watering the seed into a garden of mistrust and doubt. Who can honestly say that they can be with someone they don't trust. Isn't that way too much work?
How Much I Love Him....
I sit here and think of nothing but you all day...You are the last thing I think about each night and the first thing each morning...everytime I hear your voice I get chills that run all over my body...I say your name to myself just to feel that rush that comes over me and I feel butterflies in my tummy...I look at your picture and the love that I feel for you just runs through my body and gives me a warm fuzzy feeling...I sit and wonder if you feel the same way?...Do you think about me all day as I think of you?...Do you yearn to hear my voice?...Ask yourself how much longer we can actually be apart?...I have put my heart and soul in your hands and all I ask is that either you love me the way I love you or you have to give me back my heart and soul...I know that you COMPLETE me...and I want to do that for you...So tell me this am I the one who completes you?...For all these longing questions I will wait for you...I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU...
Covered With Sores
Bleed on me, digesting the clotted scabsBlood thirstyUngodlyPassing on my curse, the spell pussing goresOf those I infect become my loyal servantsTo ride me of my own rotWhittling meat from the bones of the deadPulverizing pelvic regions with a sledgeThe mutilated bodies I leave rotting after IHave fucked them with my knifeBecoming a product of my own nigtmaresA bleeding sac of infection, years deceasedI hide my slobbering skinCovered by a victims flapI love to watch the blood ooz down the bodies stumpLike scap, a vulgar way of life, my hideous sideNow revealedRemembering the future is the key to unlock my pastLeaking membrane, consuming bodiesCarving out the cunts, blood my lubrificationSpewing pus on rotted skin I celebrate myCruelty, boils begin to form, dripping on my tongueSwallowing throbbing glands, the juice leaks fromMy lips, my only thirst is pus eruption of cystsIncurable disfigured bodies, I rape the dyingHorrific sights now manifest, penetrating inner organsThe ruptured or
Time Bomb
The last two days I have spent in a completly irritable mood. The slightest things have been ticking me off beyond belief. I feel bad for snapping at people; I just can't help it. To top it off I have also had such a sluggish/run down feeling.  Maybe it's just from the weather or everything piling up thats finally just taken a toll on me. I just hate walking around feeling like a ticking time bomb.
On Being A Proper Dominant Master.. For Those Who Are Interested..
credited to    Dominatrix vs Mistress Those just entering the BDSM world will find the abundant usage of both of these words by members of the online community. This is primarily due to the rapid growth of access and the restrained attainability of quality texts to correctly interpret what these words mean within the community itself. Up to a few years ago the BDSM world was a tightly closed and almost secret society. Membership in this society was kept totally private and hidden with significant effort. Entree into the community was by referral and accompaniment only. Protocols or rules of conduct were strict and strongly enforced, not from some control standpoint but because those rules emerged from bitterly hard lessons in survival. A Dominant is a person with a dominant aspect in their personality. A Master is a Dominant with significant rea
My Spirit Animal!
Your result for The What is Your Spirit Animal Test... The Otter Here's your results! Your spirit animal has a Nobility ranking of 11 out of 18. Your spirit animal is the otter. Playful, curious and fun animals, they are truly the start of what can be considered a noble creature. Otters are good at figuring things out, and make great friends. You are lucky to have one as a spirit animal. Otters are fairly rare as spirit animals. ***Wondering how this animal was chosen for you? These questions were carefully thought out to see how important you hold certain virtues such as: humanism, self-knowledge, rationalism, the love of freedom and other somewhat Hellenic ideals. Some of the questions were very subtle. Your score was then matched with an animal of corresponding nobility. However, you shouldn't think this was a right/wrong sort of test, but more of an idealistic values test. It's ok to not hold these values, you'll just get an animal spirit of lower stature if you do!*
Lashing Out
The loneliness sinks deep My life is in shambles No one to share things with I am totally alone Nothing makes me feel good anymore I can't go on living It has to end All of it Why must I live with such pain? My heart cries for want of another to share my feelings with Yet I have no one I feel as if no one wants me As if I'm a joke to others No one listens to me They probably think nothing of me Doubtful I will ever find a woman for me I'm only ever loved one woman in my life And she won't have me So maybe I would be better off dead Do you know what it's like to feel as if you're no good? I do It's a terrible, haunting feeling It tears your mind, body, and soul apart Slowly kills you from the inside, out You begin to despise everyone around you Most of them have everything you want Begin to believe they are taunting you Yes, it hurts to bo so alone among so many Cuts to the core of your being Sometimes making you want to lash out in anger
First Installment
ok, so i decided to make my resolution for 2010: to be in the best shape of my life by my bday (april 24) there are pics of me posted in my photos from years past that are dated within days of my bday as a reference life kicked me square in the nuts by giving me a monster cold right after new years this year. long hours at work, lack of sleep, eating like a single guy, crap weather, tons of snow, never wearing a jacket... you name it, i was destined to get banged out by something. i never go to the docs or take medicine. parlty because i feel like im being a giant Vagina if i do, and partly because i am of the thinking that if i force my body to fight it and beat it, it will be stronger the next time. that thinking has served me well. i only get sick once a year but ususally when i do, it puts me on the shelf for a while. but anyway, im over it now and ready to hang and bang. having worked in a gym, i know that the place is going to be jam packed with the new years resolution folks
I Stole This From Myspace..
Ready to spill your guts?Sure.What do you think about the weather?I hate it.Who was the last person to text you?Not sure.Do you find it hard to trust others?Very much so.What were you doing at 4am this morning?sleeping.What are you excited about?bowling.What piercings do you have?Just my ears...I know, I'm a rebelDo you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?Yeah.Last time you got let down?It's been a while.The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?I haven'tHave you ever had a best friend?Of course.When's the last time you completely broke down?I don't think I ever have.Last person you got upset with?My ex.Last time you cried was?Maybe last week.Where was your default picture taken?my bedroom.Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?Yep.How is your heart?great , thanks. =]What is your current mood?just wonderful.Where is the biggest scar on your body?I don't have many scars, but I think my biggest one is on my foot.Does it bot
Dry your eyes and quietly bear this pain with prideFor heaven shall remember the silent and the braveAnd promise me they will never see, the fear within our eyes(my eyes are closed)We will give strength to those who still remainSo bury fear, for fate draws nearAnd hide the signs of painWith noble acts, the bravest soulsEndure the heart's remainsDiscard regret, that in this debtA better world is madeThat children of a newer day might rememberAnd avoid our fate(I've waited all day in the pouring rain, but nobody came, no, nobody came)And in the fury of this darkest hourWe will be your lightYou've asked me for my sacrificeAnd I am Winter bornWithout denying, a faith is comeThat I have never knownI hear the angels call my nameAnd I am Winter bornHold your head up high-for there is no greater loveThink of the faces of the people you defend(you defend)And promise me, they will never see the tears within our eyes(my eyes are closed)Although we are men, with mortal sins, angels never crySo bur
Skinny Puppy-empte
Beat my head to wake up cause I feel as if I'm sleeping past is in the heart and I am waiting for the rhythm feed the holy jaws no saying pain is the answer after all is gone the story leaves me feeling empty and all alone it leaves me feeling emptE breathe we are all animals inside free the spirit is alive to guide us we're all alone and really feeling empty we're all alone when all revenge falls apart taken a step back from the start leaves me feeling empty
Paradise Lost-forever Failure
You must feel frustration Cause your mind feels such temptation And your ways appear a total lack of faith You may feel elation At your body's re-creation And that joy you need, restricted by one thought Are you forever - loss of purpose in a passive life Are you forever - pale, regarded as a waste of time High times are courageous But in truth they suit no purpose Induced, reduced, unable and afraid...... Can you feel rejection And a lack of motivation And the joy you need restricted and delayed
Immi daga uimpi geneta, lana beððos et' iouintutos. Blatus ceti, cantla carami. Aia gnata uimpi iouinca, pid in cete tu toue suoine, pid uregisi peli doniobi? Aia gnata uimpi iouinca, pid in cete tu toue suoine Aia mape coime, adrete! In blatugabagli uorete, cante snon celiIui in cete! Vrit- me lindos dubnon -piseti Vrit- me lindos dubnon -piseti [x2] N'immi mapos, immi drucocu. In cetobi selgin agumi, selgin blatos tou' iouintutos. Nu, uoregon, cu, uorigamos, lamman, cu, suuercin lingamos, indui uelui cantla canamos! N'immi mapos, immi drucocu. In cetobi selgin agumi, Ne moi iantus gnaton uorega, iantus drucocunos uoregon, cante toi in medie cete. Vrit- me lindos dubnon -piseti Vrit- me lindos dubnon -piseti [x2] Cu allate, papon sod urege, eððiIo de iantu in cridie. VediIumi: cante moi uosta! Ne, a gnata, cante t' usstami, ne uostami, ne te carami. Ne carami, nec carasumi. Boua daga uimpi geneta. Immi trouga, lana nariIas. Vrit- me lindos dubnon -piseti. Vrit- me lindos dubn
The Feeling Deep Inside Me
in life we are ruled by feeling..i wonder why. At times and think about it late at night and come up with nothing... and no matter how hard i try i keep getting the same old feeling for some one i care for and i feel as i mean nothing to i ask what should i do ?
Naughty Application
naughty application created @ 2007-06-10 18:19:11   NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? This post has been marked NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?]Comment on this post..
You can't test courage cautiously.  -  Annie Dillard
This Strange Feeling..
For the last couple of hours I have had this strange feeling that will NOT go away..and I am about to lose my damn mind.. Its just a the sound of dripping water it started off as nothing and slowing began pounding in the back of my head..I try to forget it..and it just keeps getting louder... I feel like I am missing something...but I'm not sure what it is..something that i looked over..or maybe had forgotten..but I know that it is important enough to remember again.. This probably sounds like the rantings of a psychopath..but I can't get it out of my head..there is something out there I need..something i need to know...I just don't know what it is...
My True Feelings About You
After Life
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man.God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.God and I are closest to the middle of the night.When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving yearsbecause
Where I Been
Hey Sexys! So I have not been here 4 awhile sorry! I got robbed 3 days before Christmas and then I lost my house soon after that... so I been on the streets and living with friends off and on for awhile. I know you all were probley wondering so I figured I'd right a blog! Wooot... *giggles* so thats where I have been. I don't have any family because as most of you know they died in a house fire while I was at a friends spending the night. So i lkost my momz dadz, 2 sisters and my brother... It was a rough year and this one hasenmt started out all that well ither but I'm staying strong to buy my grandfaters house in Kansas before someone else does... as you know im still in Arizona blah! (its cold here to) but im still going to school and holding 3 jobs just to keep my mind off of it! So I hope you all had a great cmas and new years! and best of luck to all of you!  
Slightly Broken
Sometimes, I desire, most of all, to escape myselfTo be free from a mind so negative out of habitA hopeful spirit slightly broken down by a world that laughs at painA world where everything is taken for granted until it's goneVacant stares and empty smiles pasted on the facadeOf a broken, empty existence we call civilizationI wonder if perhaps I was born too soon or too late?I do not fit. I do not belong.I do not accept the surface as the wholeI love deeply for no reason other than any less is not love to meI love many things in many ways, and yet no two in the same mannerI love the smile only my daughter sees, perhaps the last remnant of the child I believe I once wasI love the friends that care enough to ask if I'm okayI want to find my place in the webThe strand upon which I may sit back and gaze out and claim accomplishmentThat niche that only I can fill, and fill exactly as it was meant to beI want to wake up as the person I was meant to become, before I become too jaded to careI
Dear Friends
To all my friends, thanks for sending me chain letters/emails in the last year. Because of you ...I stopped drinking Coca Cola after I found out that it's good for removing toilet stains. I stopped going to the movies for fear of sitting on a needle infected with AIDS. I smell like a dog since I stopped using deodorants because they cause cancer. I don't leave my car in the parking lot or any other place and sometimes I even have to walk about 7 blocks for fear that someone will drug me with a perfume sample and try to rob me. I also stopped answering the phone for fear that they ask me to dial a stupid number and then I get a phone bill from hell with calls to Uganda, Singapore and Tokyo. I stopped consuming several foods for fear that the estrogens they contain may turn me gay. I also stopped eating chicken and hamburgers because they are nothing other than horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers that are bred in a lab so that places like McDonalds can sell their Big Macs. I
Untitled; Part I: The First Years
Please keep in mind that this is a work in progress.  I have yet to decide a number of things regarding the storyline and any possible plot twists.  For now, it's starting off as just narration.  I mention some countries' names that are different from what they are now.  In some cases, the country does not even exist today.  At this point, I imagine that sometime in the not too distant future society will one way or another come undone.  Please enjoy, and comment.          The bomb went off in St. Petersburg , Russia just after dusk.  The flash of light and the resulting mushroom cloud were visible in Tallinn , Helsinki , Stockholm , Vilnius , Riga , Minsk , and Moscow.  Seismographs from around the world twitched about and scribbled their own tale of what happened at that very second. The explosion was felt throughout Europe and western Asia, as far away as London and Istanbul.  Just over a million people were incinerated instantly, and another million would die in the following mon
If You're Feeling Down..this Will Cheer You Up :) I See So Many Broken Hearts Here!!
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is most painful is to love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance - and you find out you still care for that person. A sad thing about life is when you meet someone that means a lot to you, only to find out in the end, that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go. When one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. It's true that we don't know
Moments In Life
Before You
I was alone and wandering And now I'm wondering How I lived my life before you I maybe cared about a guy or two But this, my love This feels so right and true This is a song, my song and yours The deaf can hear and enjoy Just by looking at you and me I want to forget all that I knew Before you love You're my little sweet love, boy And you can call me your girl Cause this love will always be true and pure And you, love Your face Is all that I need to see Your touch Is all that I need to feel This love feels real I still wonder How I lived before you Love you
How One Lives Is Art!
it's my belief that to live life is to create art.. and everything i have and am is a palette of colors and whatever media i'd like to throw in.. i am creating and what i show to the world is what i've created of myself.. Not Question The Mullet.
I Was Never That Guy.
All my life I was never the guy who played around with the l word. I mean I have said it before but I realize that I never really understood it till now. You see now that I have Mindi in my life I truely understand what love is, I for once can say that I am utterly and entirely fallen for someone. I can't even discribe the way that I feel for her because honeslty I don't think words are capable of discribing how she makes my every day brighter and how even when shit seems to be at it's worest I can smile because of her. It's amazing I can for once in my life declare that Ilove someone and mean it and it is phenominal.
Love Feels
Love feels no burden,thinks nothing of trouble,attempts what is above its strength,pleads no excuse of impossibility...It is therefore able to undertake all things,and it completes many things,and warrants them to take effect,where he who does not love would faint and lie down.Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not.Though weary, it is not tired;though pressed, it is not straitened;though alarmed, it is not confounded...
I'm Sorry.....?
Was there something in my profile that indicated that I was single, available, or looking? I've had an unusual amount of fucktards all over my page lately. Go figure the one time I dont have a clevage shot as my default is the one time I get serious nonsense. I DONT want your phone number. I will NEVER call you or text you. The fact that you gave your number out to a complete stranger, whom only accepted your friend request at most because I don't normally answer my shout box, is fucking crazy. I would never do that. Men will never cease to amaze me. Never. I have a boyfriend. I love him. Things are a little tough right now because of his job, but hopefully that's being taken care of as we speak. I'm not interested in being with anybody else, even if he does live in Massachussets. We'll be together soon enough. Until then, I wish men on this site would flock to the fu-whores and stay the fuck away from me. It's annoying...and I'm not interested. Not at all. Not even a tiny, itty bi
How To Shower Like A Woman/man
How To Shower Like a Woman Take off clothes and place them sectioned in laundry basket according to lights and darks.Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown.If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas.Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note todo more sit-ups / leg-lifts, etc.Get in the shower.Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone.Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins.
Yeah So Possessed
So as you have notice I have be in sort of a mood today. Not sure if I should be happy, sad or pissed. So I am going with Horny. Just sayin it works for me. So how about a lovely little story.   I bought my first ever car after I left my husband. Wasn’t much but it was brand new and I bought it all by myself. I bought my Ford Focus in 2007 with 70 miles on it. I was stoked. If it had not been for the idiot that forgot to put all but one quart of oil back in my old car I would have waited. Sadly they did and needless to say it really (fu) up my car. So lets see, all was great brand new car good gas mileage got me from here to there. It is now 2010 and I only have 25700 miles on it. See I so work so much I don’t go anywhere. Well I do believe in paranormal happenings but never thought a car could be possessed. Boy was I wrong. At 25010 miles my locks suddenly started doing the yeah I know its locked but I want to be sure. So driving down the road the locks repeatedly kept
Can They
if the father sign over there rights almost 10 years ago can the mother still come back into the picture ask for dna test from him
After the passing of a loved one over the Holiday season, I found my daughter and I traveling back home over the Holidays. We were stranded at Philadelphia Airport becasue of cancellations and ended up being put up for the night at the Ramada Inn via American Airlines. What seemed to have been a great inconvienece ended up being a blessing. My daughter and i had a blast. Finally in chicago the next morning after catching the red-eye, my brother picked us up on that cold cold Chicago morning. Arriving at my parents house, we were greeted by Mom and Dad. It was wonderful. We were tired but happy to be there. We ran to the store before the family arrived. That day was filled with so much love. All 5 kids in Mom and Dads home with the 4 cousins...all of us together just as we promised. We had a wonderful day of fun and a Sunday Christmas dinner with the people that matter the most to me in my life. Who could ask for anything better? The rest of the week i spent with my daughter and fam
Its Like A Nightmare Today
Trooper Killed, Gunman's Whereabouts Unknown BREDINSBURG (KDKA/AP) ― Click to enlarge 1 of 2 Pennsylvania State Trooper Paul G. Richey was killed in a shooting in Venango County Pennsylvania State Police/KDKA Click to enlarge 2 of 2 KDKA Close   numSlides of totalImages A state trooper is dead after a gunman opened fire late this morning at a home in rural Venango County. While authorities believe the gunman may still be in the home, they have not been able to confirm the whereabouts of the suspect at this time.
Its Time Too Play The Game W/the King Of Kings Dj Lucky Wc
Dj Schedule For Anniversary
Dead Baby Shenanigans
If you're going to fake an 8th week miscarriage and post 'funeral' pics, you could at least post an 8 week old fetus. Some people will do anything for attention, I guess. I have friends who have really miscarried, and they sure as shit wouldn't be posting about it on a fucking rating site the very next day.
Crawl By Chris Brown
Crawl by Chris Brown Everybody sees it's you When I'm the one who lost the view Everybody says we're through I hope you haven't said it too So where Do we go from here With all this fear in our eyes And where Can love take us now We've been so far down We can still touch the sky If we crawl Till we can walk again Then we'll run Until we're strong enough to jump Then we'll fly Until there is no wind So lets crawl, crawl, crawl Back to love, Yeah Back to love, Yeah Why did I change the pace Hearts were never meant to race Always felt the need for space But now I can't reach your face So where Are you standing now Are you in the crowd of my vault Love, can't you see my hand I need one more chance We can still have it all If we crawl(if we crawl) Till we can walk again Then we'll run (then we'll run) Until we're strong enough to jump Then we'll fly Until there is no wind So lets crawl, crawl, crawl Back to love, Yeah Back to love, yeaaah Everybody see's it's you Well I never wanna
Everything Ive ever known Falls into the unknown Everyone Ive ever cared for Slipped slowly through my fingertips This lifeless embodyment that is considered My body Is no longer the same Love was never an issue Until I met the one who gave me life and hope Hope has never been a word that was used to describe me Becasue hope has never really been there As I sit and watch my peers laugh and cuddle With their boyfriends and girlfriends I wonder I wonder could things have been any different I am wondering if I was put onto the earth Just to make people see that world is not perfect I never understood what it meant to love Until it all fell distant From the person I am now
Who cares? no one reads any of this
Ride On By Ac/dc
It's another lonely evening And another lonely town But I ain't too young to worry And I ain't too old to cry When a woman gets me down Got another empty bottle And another empty bed Ain't too young to admit it And I'm not too old to lie I'm just another empty head That's why I'm lonely I'm so lonely But I know what I'm gonna do - I'm gonna ride on Ride on Ride on, standing on the edge of the road Ride on, thumb in the air Ride on, one of these days I'm gonna Ride on, change my evil ways Till then I'll just keep dragging on Broke another promise And I broke another heart But I ain't too young to realize That I ain't too old to try Try to get back to the start And it's another red light nightmare Another red light street And I ain't too old to hurry Cause I ain't too old to die But I sure am hard to beat But I'm lonely Lord I'm lonely What am I gonna do - Ride on Ride on, got myself a one-way ticket Ride on Ride on, going the wrong way Ride on, gonna change my evil ways Ride on, one
Stupid Encounter #36 ☆☥Decaying...: wow you 2?... thanks for being a fake friend So this is a lovly Mumm about Decaying Purity... as most of you know hes a very EMO and very Pervy Guy on Fubar! He hit me up a few times among other girls on Fubar begging them to put him in their Family for only one reason of course to see the NSFW's and he wasnts to call me a fake friend... I'm sorry I just tell it how it is the truth but as most people know the truth is hard to handle fuck it though... I find it amusing... anyways... he hit me up and said that I had promised him that if he were to pimp me out 3 times that i would add him to my family... pashaw! I don't add Emo Fags that play with Sock Puppets ok... so yes I talked to a friend of mine same thing happen to her and in the past I have heardmany others say this same thing.... he also asks constantly for a salute most ive in just to shut him up but he comes back and says whatt you could'nt make it nude? Come on
Not Always Right | Trouble Brewing
Supermarket | Arkansas, USA (A customer puts beer on the table to buy.) Me: “Can I see your ID please, sir?” Customer: “Oh, I don’t have it.” Me: “Sorry, I can’t sell this to you. You have to have a valid ID.” Customer: “Can’t you tell I’m 21?” Me: “Yes, sir, but policy requires me to ID you if you look under 40.” Customer: “Well, I have this…will it work? You guys have taken it before when I bought beer.” (Customer hands me a pink government paper with his name and information on it.) Me: “What is this?” Customer: “My DUI report.”
Not Always Right | Thou Shall Not Wear Boot Cut
Retail | Michigan, USA Customer: “Excuse me, miss. These jeans just don’t seem to fit right.” Me: “Well these are men’s jeans. We have plenty of women’s jeans over here, in the women’s department. Is there a size I can help you find?” Customer: “You mean I just tried on men’s jeans?” *horrified look* Me: “Yes, ma’am. These are men’s jeans. This is the men’s department.” Customer: “OH MY GOD! The Bible forbids women to wear men’s clothes! I’m going to h***!” Me: “I’m sure you’ll be fine. You didn’t know. God won’t be angry.” Customer: “That’s what you think. You obviously don’t know God then.” *storms off*
Not Always Right | You Are The Weakest Link
Tech Support | Vancouver, BC, Canada Me: “Tech support, how can I help you?” Caller: “My [expletive] Internet is down, what’s wrong with you people?!” Me: “Well, let’s find out ma’am. Do you mind troubleshooting a bit to find out what the problem is?” Caller: *huge sigh* “Fine, but I’ve checked everything already.” Me: “Okay. First, let’s look at your modem lights. Do you see the link light on?” Caller: “No. No lights are on.” Me: “Alright. Can you check the power cable to see if it’s plugged in?” Caller: “I can’t see anything, the power is out.” Me: “Well, that might be our problem then.” Caller: “What the h*** are you talking about?! This is the exact reason I bought a laptop–for it to work when there is a power outage!” Me: “Right, but where does your internet connection come from?” Caller: &
Not Always Right | Time Zoned Out
Call Center | Vancouver, BC, Canada (A customer calls in from Los Angeles.) Caller: “How late are you open there?” Me: “5 pm.” Caller: “Yeah, but like, what time zone?” Me: “5 pm, Pacific Standard Time.” Caller: “What time would that be here?” Me: “Sir, we are directly north of you so we are on the same clock as you–Pacific Standard Time.” Caller: “Well, I don’t know your Canadian time zones! What’s that in American?” Me: “Sir, what time is it there?” Caller: “3:00 pm” Me: “It is 3:00 pm here as well, we are on the same time. We close in two hours at 5 pm your time.” Caller: “Wait a minute! It’s the same time there? Don’t you have your own time?”
Not Always Right | Many Problems To Address
Post Office | Phoenix, AZ, USA Customer: “Excuse me, I sent a letter last week but it came back. Can you tell me why?” Me: “Sure, do you have it with you?” (The customer hands it over. It doesn’t take long to figure out the problem.) Me: “Oh, okay. You’re going to need a valid house address to have it sent.” Customer: “I did put the address!” Me: “That’s an email address, ma’am.” Customer: “Yes, and it’s valid. I checked!”
lapidary\LAP-uh-dair-ee\ adjective; 1.Of or pertaining to the art of cutting stones or engraving on them. 2.Engraved in stone. 3.Of or pertaining to the refined or terse style associated with inscriptions on monumental stone.noun:  1.One who cuts, polishes, and engraves precious stones. 2.A dealer in precious stones.
The Issue On Same-sex Marriage
The issue about same sex marriage i disagree with the fact i think it should be between a man and a woman and nothing else. Reasons why its not that we hate gays its the fact to them marriage means nothing to them. The word "marriage" to us is a sacred bond that god has put for us and has been between a man and a woman it has been since the beginning of time. The gay approvers thinks not being able to marry is taking away thier civil rights. Technically its not for the simple fact that we allow them to have domestic partnersip which is like being married and getting the same benifits as a married straight couple do but i guess the dont see that. Times like this you gotta realize we people dont have much time left on earth and events are happening around us. Now the biggest point to this is that same-sex couples are trying anything and everything to get this ban oveturned even lieing about that the children would not be affected well that didnt go so well when in mass there was a commer
You Got A Crush On Me By Donnas
The show is doneBut you're still hangin aroundYou want some funBut I'm on my way outta townYou know you wanna hit itSo why don't you just admit it[Chorus] You've got a crush on meAnd it's easy to seeThat you write about me in your diaryYou've got a crush on meNever gonna go awayI talked to youAnd you tried to play it coolThat's hard to do[ Find more Lyrics on ]When you're wiping off your droolYou know you wanna hit itSo why don't you just admit it[Chorus] Your're all aloneYour friends all leftcause you were waitingfor meYou call my phoneBut you'll never getpast my caller i.d.You know you wanna hit itSo why don't you just admit it[Chorus] You've got a crush on me( you've got a crush on me)You've got a crush on me [x3]
How Bizarre By Omc
Brother Pele's in the back Sweet Zina's in the front Cruising down the freeway In the hot, hot sun Suddenly red blue lights Flash us from behind Loud voice booming "Please step out onto the line" Pele breathes words of comfort Zina just hides her eyes Policeman taps his shades Is that a Chevy 69? How bizarre How bizarre How bizarre Destination unknown As we pull in for some gas Freshly pasted poster Reveals a smile from the pack Elephants and acrobats, Lions snakes monkey Pele speaks righteous Sister Zina says funky How bizarre How bizarre How bizarre Ooh baby, (ooh baby) It's making me crazy, (it's making me crazy) Everytime I look around Look around Everytime I look around Everytime I look around Everytime I look around It's in my face Ringmaster step out Says the elephants left town People jump and jive But the clowns have stuck around T.V. news and camera There's choppers in the sky Marines, police, reporters Ask where, for and why Pele yells "we're outta here" Zina says
Don't Want To Fall In Love By Jane Child
Ain't no personal thing, boy But you've got to stay away Far, far away from my heart, my heart Don't you know what your kiss is doing Let me tell it to you from the start, boy I don't wanna fall in love Love cuts just like a knife You make the knife feel good I'll fight you to the end, baby You've been hanging around, boy And you have started sinking in Whoa baby, you're way out of line now Unaware how this all got started Let me tell it you one more time, boy I don't wanna fall in love Love cuts just like a
                  WHYYou ask me why i Love you,You ask me why i care,You ask me why i wanna hold you,and why i wann be your Big ol Teddy bear I wish i had a single solidary answer i could give you, but only one can not be found   FOR while i think your beautiful, amazing, truly wonderful,there is just something else about you, beyond words,beyond  logic and reasonA truly enigmatic feeling,for atleast to me you bring out almost undescribeable emotions,the kind that only when i love you safely in my arms, I whisper ever so softly,those secrets only for us to share.and as i lay here and ponderwhy you love me,why you want me,why you trust mewhy you chose me,to be your one and onlyFor truth betold before i had youmy future held bleek at besta life of desolation and solitude, but along came you ,an awe inspiring sunrise,illuminating the path to a new horizon,, finally laying the past of a once tattered soul to restand with that all questioning stops,as it seems i have been bestowed a
Hurt By Johnny Cash (original By Nine Inch Nails)
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way
12 Signs You're In Love!
12 SIGNS THAT YOUR IN LOVE       TWELVE:You walk really slow when you're with them.   ELEVEN:You feel shy whenever they're around.   TEN:You smile when you hear their voice.   NINE:When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.   SEVEN:They're all you think about.   SIX:You realize you're always smiling when you'relooking at them.   FIVE:You would do anything just to see them.   FOUR:While reading this, there was one person on yourmind this whole time.   THREE:You just smiled because it's true.  
Beauty Found By Leora Wilber Houston. Wray, Colorado. 1934
My quest for Beauty led me every place- I found it in a mother’s careworn face; Its lines are an adornment, for they trace A pattern of high courage to face pain And weariness. Of hours she has lain Awake to hear each sound. She is not plain Whose eyes reflect serenity by day. She’d smile, disbelieving, should I say, “You’ve kept the thing you thought you gave away.” Nor can an “aid” or artifice compare With giving love, for sketching beauty rare. Her face is lifted – up to God in prayer!
Guy Gets Arrested... Total Bs.....
Okay, so question who thinks this is a crock of bullshit? Man Busted for Being Naked at Home(Oct. 21) A Virginia man was busted for indecent exposure after he was caught in the buff. In his own home. Alone.Eric Williamson, 29, got up at 5:30 a.m. Monday and went to the kitchen to make some coffee. He was naked, but he was alone in the Springfield house, so he didn't think it mattered.Wrong.A woman and a 7-year-old boy were cutting through Williamson's front yard from a nearby path, according to WTTG-TV, Channel 5 in Washington. Through his front window, they saw Williamson having coffee in his birthday suit.Fairfax County police showed up and arrested him. Williamson said he had no idea anyone could see him, but police said they believed he wanted to be seen by the public, said WTTG, a Fox station.If convicted, Williamson could face one year in jail and a $2,000 fine. He plans to fight the charge."If I stood and seemed comfortable in my kitchen, it's natural. It's my kitchen," he told
Always There
Hello God, I called tonightTo talk a little while...I need a friend who'll listen,To my anxieties and trials... You see, I can't quite make itThrough a day just on my own...I need your love to guide me,So I'll never feel alone. I want to ask you please to keepMy family safe and sound.Come and fill their lives with confidence,For whatever fate they're bound. Give me faith, dear God, to faceEach hour throughout the day,And not to worry over things,I can't change in any way. I thank you God, for being home,And listening to my call,For giving me such good advice,When I stumble and fall. Your number, God, is the only oneThat answers every time.I never get a busy signal,Never had to pay a dime. So thank you, God, for listening,To my troubles and my sorrow.Good night, God, I love You, too,And I'll call again tomorrow!
The Love Letter
....Been thinking of a lot lately. Mostly about my bad marriage and thinking if a persons soulmate really exsists..Below is a love letter that every woman should get at least once from her husband or special someone in their life >My dearest I long to be with you for as long as the moon shall shine in the sky. As long as the rays of sun shall fall on a new day. All I dream of is waking to your beautiful eyes every morning. You are the air I breathe, the light that fills me with joy. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want you to be the first face I see in the morning, and the last I see at night.
Imperfection - Saving Jane My hair's a wreck Mascara runs My feet get dirty And my skin burns in the sun. My lips they bleed But I still sing my songs. Takes me a minute To admit it when I'm wrong. Pretty is as pretty does, But pretty's not my thing. This is what you get. This is who I am. Take me now or leave me Any way you can. Sometimes I trip and fall But I know where I stand. And if you're thinking about changing my direction, Don't mess with imperfection. My back is weak, But my will is true. Got good intentions But I never follow through. I say too much, And don't know when to leave. In case you're looking, That's my heart there on my sleeve. Ego trips and stupid slip ups, I'm a mess but This is what you get. This is who I am. Take me now or leave me Any way you can. Sometimes I trip and fall But I know where I stand. And if you're thinking about changing my direction, Don't mess with imperfection. Scratched and bruised, A litt
Good Enough
Good Enough - Evanescence   Under your spell again.I can't say no to you.Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.I can't say no to you.Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly.Now I can't let go of this dream.I can't breathe but I feel...Good enough,I feel good enough for you.Drink up sweet decadence.I can't say no to you,And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.I can't say no to you.Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.Now I can't let go of this dream.Can't believe that I feel...Good enough,I feel good enough.It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.Pour real life down on me.'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.Am I good enough for you to love me too?So take care what you ask of me,'cause I can't say no.  [♥]    
Read This Very Slowly... It's Pretty Profound.
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word 'refrigeration' mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , 'How about going to lunch in a half hour?' She would gas up and stammer, 'I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain' And my personal favorite: 'It'
I Am Not Witchie
NSFW because you malcreants can't keep a civil tongue.  I am not Witchie, but I live under her bed and channel Andy Rooney to her telepathically all night just to see what kind of crazy shit I can make her write.  She won't get rid of me because some days she believes the voices are all she has.  True Story. Peace, out. That is all.
My Brother Ronny (izayas Daddy)
My baby brother ronny was seeing this girl...she was pregnant when they started seeing eachother...he promised her he would be the father figure for her daughter seeing as the babies daddy died in a car she hasnt been the nicest person since the baby was born and i understand this..but he dont want to be responsible for another kid but he dont have the heart to tell the hes seeing different ppl behind her back...i know its wrong...but i just dont get involved with problems like this...but its my brother...shouldnt he be man enough to tell this girl he dont want all this right now...i mean to me its just not a smart thing...IDK..i love my brother but i think hes stupid     i think im more scared over the girl..i mean shes young...and  a mother...and shes lost the babies daddy and now my brother is being like this...i just dont want her to like freak out and like take her life or the babies or both...GRRRR     LEAVE SOME COMMENTS YALL...its 4AM and i just g
Do you ever get enough , So Down and feeling used . when your bodies bound and broken , weak and confused . When Your Highs are in a bottle, Sitting on a shelf . And Everyone finds you , When You cant find yourself . When every dream is broken , And All hope is lost . Every battle fought , Isnt worth The cost., When you barley make enough , To barley wake up . So tired of living, your ready to give up . Come to me , When youve had enough . Come to me , Let me lift you up . Turn To Me , When This world has called your bluff . You and I , weve both had enough . Your backed against a wall , And you Just cant see . So brusied and bent , That You Lack reality . Deamons calling you , They all know your name . Reminding constantly , That nothing feels the same . Come to me , When youve had enough , Come to me , Let me Lift You up , Turn to me , When This world has called your bluff . You And I , Weve Both Had enough .
In The Morning After The Party
In the morning after the party, when i was waking up, I saw by the window and my mirror
Simple Man By Lynyrd Skynyrd
My mama told me when I was youngSaid sit beside me my only sonAnd listen closely to what I sayAnd if you do this it'll help you some sunny dayOh, yeah it willOh, take your time, don't live too fastTroubles will come and they will passYou'll find a woman and you'll find loveAnd don't forget that there is a someone up aboveAnd be a simple kind of manAnd be something you'll love and understandBaby be a simple kind of manOh, won't you do this for me son if you can?Then you canDon't get your lust from the rich man's goldAll that you need now is in your soulAnd you can do this, oh baby if you tryAll that I want from you my son is to be satisfiedAnd be a simple kind of manAnd be something you'll love and understandBaby be a simple kind of manOh, won't you do this for me son if you can?If you canOh, don't you worry, you'll find yourselfFollow your heart and nothing elseAnd you can do this, oh baby if you tryAll that I want from you my son is to be satisfiedAnd be a simple kind of manBe somethi
The Other Side By Smile Empty Soul
I walk into the room You don't have to scream I can hear you Bad trip, the needle sticks You get your fix from confrontation I try to make it past I don't wanna get into it right now Can't this family have one day To get away from all the pain And through the night I see the light Shining from the neighbor's windows I dream of life where I'm safe In a home where I am not alone Some day I will lay me down On the grass where everything is greener It always seems so good on the other side I'm sick of all the heat You can taste the hate in the air Running through this family, uncomfortably It's burning me Is anybody there In your eyes there's nothing to see Just because your dreams have died Don't drag me down, I've still got mine [chorus] Neighbor boy runs up to me, his eyes all black and blue I say what happened to you boy, he said my daddy flew Off the hook 'cause I was playin' too loud I guess he couldn't hear the TV He said son I'm a teach you a lesson And then he .... and then he
My Craptastic Poetry Part 2, Religion.
RETURNby DAMAGODDESSShe lies buried in deep places,Beneath the stones of ages burdened upon her shoulders.The men of the sky ravaged her bodyUntil she lay down, broken, and cried.She rested upon the haunches of eons,And was slowly forgotten amongst the spirits of the lost.Temples and streets grew around and above her.Soon even her sisters did not know where she dwelt.But whispers of her survived through the centuries,In the eyes and the bellies of prophet and pauper alike.Her voice spoke in secrets and talismans,Watching and waiting from the caves at the edge of the world.And now the sky gods begin to fall.She awakens and her whispers transform into screams,Too much hurt for too long in too many ways!And she will no longer lay in silent repose.Her children call her return in their hour of need,And slowly she arises from the forgotten realmsShe will return to claim what is her own, And illusions of progress will crumble in her wake. Her cries will echo to the corners of the universe,Suc
My Craptastic Poetry, Part 1, Bdsm.
EVERYTHING   by DAMAGODDESSDeep beauty springs forth from the silent places of her icy heart.Within him, hurt, laid manifest for all to see, to use, to abuse.Let me deliver you into the pleasure of pain. Let me teach you to worship at the altar of my body.Let me bind you to a life on your knees.Let me show you how divine servitude can be.Let me give you everything.Transformation erupts from the burning places of his latent mind.Within her, desire and shame, hidden from most, for him, laid bare.Let me sustain you on the taste of my blood.Let me teach you of torture and love.Let me show you the right ways to hurt me.Let me have love the way I need it to be.Let me give you everything.Intimate connection flows from the depths of their eyes.Within each other, a bond that transcends all reason.Let me lead you where your wild mind could not see.Let me teach you the ecstasy of total surrender.Let me join you in the abandon of perfect love and trust.Let me show you how complete you can be.Let m
Satanic Fuck Toy
              I had a surprise for my slave tonight you just did not know it yet. Giggling as I drove to where you lived at I waited outside your  house for you to come out, when I saw you walking to the gas station I got out and fallowed you a bit before I got right behind you and grabbed your hair.             “Look what I found walking around, if it’s none other than my little satanic fuck toy come out to play. Guess what, I have something planed for you tonight to where you will not be coming home tonight. So you better call your daddy because your mine tonight.”            Tugging your head back so I can reach your neck I bite down hard knowing you liked it and so did I. When I let go you was breathing heavy and there was a red mark with my black lip print around it, making me smile before tugging you to my car. I make you get in the back seat and once there I tie your hands and feet together before pushing you down to lay down. I reach down and pinch your ass
Hard @ Work, Part 1 Of You're Gonna Finish
Hard at work created @ 2008-07-11 00:04:18   Seeing you walk into work today, our eyes meet for a moment,a devilish little smirk on your face.You think you know me so well, and know how to get to me, " well I am gonna make you pay today baby" , thinking to myself as I smile back.Work is slow as usual, and I keep waiting for my chance to tease you, finally lunch is over and back to the same old slowness . But I am on a mission now, wanting to drive you crazy . I walk by your desk lightly running my fingertip over your hand and up your arm as I walk by. You just look at me and smirk. On my way back to my desk I lightly brush your neck with my fingertips, softly caressing along your ear and your jawline, smiling a little looking into your eyes. You just kinda sit back and look at me wondering what is up with me cus I dont normally act like this. Sitting back at my desk I glance back and catch you watching me, you dont mind me knowing. One of the things i love about
[a Thought Occurs]
I think I've had a few distinct periods in my work. Going way back- "The conglomeration of poetry henceforth referred to as Red Hot Kung fu volume 1."Melissa. ... *coughs* yeah, she's probably not doing so great right now. And the college experience itself. My white period... okay before I keep using that word get your giggles out about vagina blood because I think about that every time I say it and don't get me started on the word "partner". white periodprobably includes most of my work about Atarah and the project "What Have I...", white void, etc rage periodimmediately following white periodfor obvious reasons, probably a subperiod, but it did kinda transition into blue void period/blue periodAims. Icarus rising.A smidge of Marenna. Bad fish/red/fire... current. And I think I'm going to use fire as a motifsparks, smoldering, conflagrations, inferno... so on. I think I'll have fun with it. I like recurring metaphors, if you couldn't tell.           In the meantime, I
In The Heart Of A True Man
In the heart of a true man is the patience to accept thier partners flaws, any mistakes thier partner has made becomes thier mistakes, the true man loves unconditionally no matter what is said or done, and the true man would never lay thier hand upon thier partner. In the heart of a true man is the longing to be with someone who appriciates him for him and not wanting to change him. In time the partner that he chooses will never want to leave him for any reason because of his will and the way he proves his love for her. A true man's love is the kind you hear about in stories you may not believe in it but that love really exists. In the heart of a true man his children come before anything, they are protected at any cost even his life. I am a true man, I wear my emotions on my sleeve, my heart belongs to my children right now. When I find a mate she will never want to let go because of the close bond we will have. My heart is open, hopefully I will find someone soon so I can release m
Twice As Hard By Black Crowes
Clean as a whistle Smellin' like a rose She got no dirty little fingers Bloodshot eyes are gone Tell me I'm wrong Twice as hard As it was the first time I said goodbye And no one ever wanna know Love ain't funny A crime in the wink of an eye Your sister always singing She play the step child A broken little memory Her heart was never kind Tell me I'm blind (repeat chorus) Yeah, bloodshot eyes are gone Tell me I�m wrong (repeat chorus)
Good lord...does it ever go away? Missing my Dad....things reminding me all the time. Funny shit that none of you care about...that's ok, this helps me, the writing does....I really don't care if anyone ever reads this...I will read it, I will remember and it helps me heal if that is truly possible. My brother and I were talking of one particular thing many many years ago at a funeral...small town in Ga. We were talking to an elderly woman, (at the time, she was in her 70's. Shit! 20 years ago!) my Dad told her she looked wonderful and mentioned something about her hair (my father the charmer!)....the wind was blowing hard that day. She said "Well it's getting a good blow job!" OMG!!!!!! I thought me and my brother would lose it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We had to walk away we were laughing so hard....not my Dad...he was so fucking cool! After he was through talking to her, he walked over to us and said, quite calmly but we knew he wanted to laugh with us, "What are y'all laughing about? The
Closing My Eyes(the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 17)
Each And Every Day The Nightmares Get Stronger. Less Lighter & More Darker They Grow. They Are Against Me. Every Time I Close My Eyes. The Smoker Gets Thicker In These Hollow Halls. I Wander Around Looking For A Way Out. I Just Want To Shout. To Be Free Would Be The Best Dream. But Do I Really Want It? Do I Want To Be Free Or Would I Rather Still Be In My Cage? To Unleash The Rage. I Am The Beast. I Am Domination Personified.The One Being That No Matter What Can Never Be Truly Defeated. Try If You Must But In The End You WILL Fail. Because When You Are At Your Lowest. You Have Nothing To Lose. I Don't Have Anything But Now In My Time I Just Don't Care. For I Will Always Be What I Say I Am....Your Nightmare....The Angelic Diablo!!!! So I Go Back To Sleep And And Dream That Ever Loving Nightmare...As Soon As I Close My Eyes. As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis NEVERMORE!!!!  
the real me which so many of you never see and i wish you would see it here is me the real me behind the net face      
Just My Imagination By The Temptations
Each day through my window I watch her as she passes by. I say to myself, "You're such a lucky guy." To have a girl like her is truly a dream come true. Out of all of the fellas in the world she belongs to you... But it was just my imagination running away with me. It was just my imagination running away with me... Ooh-hoo-hoo-hooh Soon we'll be married.. and raise a family. In a cozy, little home out in the country with two children, maybe three. I tell you, I can visualize it all. This couldn't be a dream for too real it all seems. But it was just my imagination -- once again -- running away with me. I tell you it was just my imagination running away with me... Every night, on my knees I pray, "Dear Lord, hear my plea... don't ever let another take her love from me or I will surely die.." Ooh, her love is heavenly; when her arms enfold me, I hear a tender rhapsody... but in reality, she doesn't even know me Just my imagination -- once again -- running away with me. Tell you it
Lost By Anouk
If roses are meant to be red And violets to be blue Why isn't my heart meant for you My hands longing to touch you But I can barely breathe Starry eyes that make me melt Right in front of me Lost in this world I even get lost in this song And when the lights go down That is where I'll be found This music's irresistible Your voice makes my skin crawl Innocent and pure I guess you heard it all before Mister Inaccessible Will this ever change One thing that remains the same You're still a picture in a frame Lost in this world I even get lost in this song And when the lights go down That is where I'll be found I get lost in this world I get lost in your eyes And when the lights go down That's where I'll be found Yeah yeah I get lost in this world I get lost in your eyes And when the lights go down Am I the only one Ooh
Using Solar Power At Home
Using solar power at home have become very popular around the world due to the rising costs of energy and the increased awareness of our impact on the global environment. The internet is offering a goldmine of information to people about the new and exciting innovations in solar energy. It is a fact that a person can now build their own solar powered system at home, saving boatloads of money and helping reduce the strain on the environment. Click here to read more - How To Build A Solar Panel and Earth4Energy Review If you have ever thought about learning how to build solar panels for your home, you are not alone. Many people have successfully outfitted their homes with arrays of solar panels. In some cases, these people have become completely independent from the power grid. Others even are running their meters backwards and selling back the surplus power to the electric company! Imagine getting a check every month for something that only requires a small initial investment and a few
Days ~emerson~
DAYS   Daughters of Time, the hypocritic Days, Muffled and dumb like barefoot dervishes, And marching single in an endless file, Bring diadems and fagots in their hands. To each they offer gifts after his will, Bread, kingdoms, stars, and sky that holds them all. I, in my pleached garden, watched the pomp, Forgot my morning wishes, hastily Took a few herbs and apples, and the Day Turned and departed silent. I, too late, Under her solemn fillet saw the scorn." --Ralph Waldo Emerson
Yes I Will Marry You..........
Requirements :   7 figure income and one foot in the grave.....................
Angels Among Us, A Poem I Wrote
Angels Among Us, By Me Angels walk among us in every shape and formAngels walk among us some of them even have devil hornsAngels walk among us every given dayAngels walk among us and help us along the way These angels you see come in and out of our livesThey help us when we need themSome stay longSome come and goSome come fleeting breiflyThe angels who I count dearly never truley leave us I have known such angels all my life and have learned to trust in themI hope I have been an angel to someEven if they never new itFor those angels are friends who we need to help us in different waysIf I called you friend one time, you are whom I speak here For these days I have an angelThe strongest I have ever knownWho loves and cares and nertures meJust when I needed it mostFor this angel gives me Streangth & Hope & FaithWhen I thought all was lost I realize my angel needs me tooAs much as I need herTo give her Streangth & Hope & FaithWhen she needs it mostI will be here for her to help her threw
SUBJECT ONE- THE OUTSIDE What's your name? TRACILYN How tall are you? 5'10" What color are your eyes? Blue What color is your hair? Brown Are you Male or Female? Female What is your best physical feature? Eyes & TaTas Glasses, yes or no? No Did you ever have braces? No On a typical day you are wearing? Scrubs When you go to bed you're wearing? tshirt & pjpants How often do you exercize? walk everynight SUBJECT TWO- MUSIC Name two of your favorite bands. Eli Young Band Breaking Benjiman Name two songs you currently love. Daughtry-Life After You Eli Young Band-Always The Love Songs What are the preset stations in your car? Kase 101-100.7 KVET-98.1 What's the last CD you bought? I don't buy cds Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix? Mix Name one band you're embarrassed to like but do? I'm not embarrassed by any that I like If you could only attend 1 concert ever again, it would be? Merle Haggard
Freedom Of Your Soul....
I had freedom of my soul once. The first time in a long time. You proved to me you was different from the rest. Then a swift wind blew in and it all changed. Now here we sit trying to mend the peices back together. To make this right. That freedom my soul had once was so joyfull for me. One forgot what it felt like to trust. To be happy again. To know without a doubt everything was going to be alright. Then the winds of change hit me. And that trust crumbled. Now i sit here back at square one. Worry and wonder fill my soul. The happiness is there hidden under all. But it's going to be a long road to get back to that point. And my soul aches everyday cause of it. It misses the happiness you brought. But I stay hoping that it will come back. That everything can crumble again and i can release the happiness inside me. The aching pain deep inside eats me alive. Drives my mind insane. Wonder and worry filled my soul yet again. And all i long for is that happiness I once had even for that sp
If Any Of You Girls On My Friends List Read This
Stop calling my boyfriend babe baby sexy those are not his name.. Go find someone else.. Unless you want me in your SB Just fucking stop already it states in his profile not to call him that k?  
Not Always Right | Wireless, Clueless And Helpless
Tech Support | Limburg, Belgium (A customer calls into our tech support line and says she is having a problem with her computer.) Me: “So, do you see an error message?” Customer: “No, I don’t get any errors. I don’t get anything!” Me: “Okay, what do you see on your monitor?” Customer: “I only get a black screen. Can you please fix it? I have a paper due tomorrow.” Me: “Ma’am, if your screen is black, that means your laptop isn’t turned on. Are there any lights lit?” Customer: “I don’t see any lights…” Me: “Well, can you try pressing the power button?” Customer: “That doesn’t work.” Me: “Well, ma’am, I’m sorry, but I think there’s a problem with your computer.” Customer: “That’s impossible! I just bought it!” Me: “Hmm, strange. Did you charge the battery?” Customer: “Wha
Not Always Right | Wireless, Clueless And Helpless Ii
Computer Shop | United Kingdom Me: “Hi there, can I help you?” Customer: “Oh, yes. I need a…” *looks a hand written list* “…wireless Ethernet cable?” Me: “A…wireless cable?” Customer: “Oh, do they not make them anymore?”
Not Always Right | Wireless, Clueless And Helpless Iii
Video Game Store | California, USA Me: “Thanks for calling [store], how may I help you?” Customer: “Hello. I have a console that can connect to the internet and every time I try to connect it asks for a password. It didn’t used to do that. Is there any way I can create a password for it?” Me: “That’s odd. Did you get a new router for your internet connection?” Customer: “A what?” Me: “Do you have wireless internet in your house?” Customer: “I don’t have internet.” Me: “Sir, you are connecting to your neighbor’s internet. They didn’t like it so they put a password on their network so that you can’t connect to it.” Customer: “So can I set up a password and connect to it?”
Window   Winter chill Moisture laden view Lips pressed against My breath fogs I look Grey eyes Searching For you Bleakness stares back My vision fades As icicles Formed from tears Freezes my soul  
Alice's Restaurant By Arlo Gutherie
Alice's Restaurant By Arlo Guthrie   This song is called Alice's Restaurant, and it's about Alice, and therestaurant, but Alice's Restaurant is not the name of the restaurant,that's just the name of the song, and that's why I called the song Alice'sRestaurant.You can get anything you want at Alice's RestaurantYou can get anything you want at Alice's RestaurantWalk right in it's around the backJust a half a mile from the railroad trackYou can get anything you want at Alice's RestaurantNow it all started two Thanksgivings ago, was on - two years ago onThanksgiving, when my friend and I went up to visit Alice at therestaurant, but Alice doesn't live in the restaurant, she lives in thechurch nearby the restaurant, in the bell-tower, with her husband Ray andFasha the dog. And livin' in the bell tower like that, they got a lot ofroom downstairs where the pews used to be in. Havin' all that room,seein' as how they took out all the pews, they decided that they didn'thave to take out their g
A Dedication
Nobody Else In The World- Don Henley   You live in a house of mirrors Reflecting your splendid isolation You have so much of everything Except for true consideration The way you dance The way you walk The way you drive The way you talk The way you eat The way you drink The way you act The way that you don’t think It’s like there’s— Nobody else in the world but you Nobody else in the world Nobody else in the world but you In case you haven’t noticed There’s lots of other people here, too Hey now, did your momma teach you anything? Some things still got to be respected Is it a sign of the times, or is it just your callous heart? How did you get so disconnected? The way you push The way you shove The way you hate The way you love The lies you spin The scenes you make The grief you give The space you take It’s like there’s— Nobody else in the world but you Nobody else in the world Nobody else in the world but you In case you haven
[plastic Uprising]
Alright... I spent about 5 hours today researching air compressors and air brushes. Fact is I do NOT want to do this shit professionally, and I do not need a BMW to convert motor energy into compact air. So I'm thinking I'll get some bottom line parts, hope to GOD I get compatible hoses (if not I'll drop another 6$ on adaptersall so I can custom paint my robots WOO! ...oh right, but the parts I want will still total up to be about $120not to mention eyewear and probably a mask. and cleaning gear So what I'm working on right nowis the 1/100 MG Zaku II my brother got me for my birthday. It is winsome.   He's not sandblasted, and he doesn't have the shin rockets, but you get the idea. Also- I do not have the parts necessary to do dual bazookasturns out I have the parts to convert a standard bazooka into a howitzer probably wind up doing that Thus far I've finished the torso chasis and cockpit this model hasALL the working parts of the zakusorather than just assembling the
Well everyone who knows me, knows that I had to have a hystorectomy because of cancer on the 12th. I went in to have it done and everything went well with the initial surgery. I got out of recovery and into my room and was doing fine. My doctor came by to check on me about 2 that afternoon and she noticed that i was pale, listless and that nothing was coming throught the cathedar. Most of this I'm gonna tell you now I only know from what was told to me. I was out of it because I was slowly dying. I was in and out of consiousness and wasn't responsive and the doctor was getting really worried. They changed the cathedar and still couldn't get anything so they rushed me into surgery again. I was in surgery the second time for over 5 hours. When the doctor came out she informed my mother that I had slipped one of my initial stiches and was bleeding internally. I had lost so much blood that they had to give me 4 pints. I had 3 insisions from the scope to try and find where I was bleeding
Is It Just Me...
...or is Tori Amos REALLY annoying? I'm burning some CDs for a friend of mine who happens to like Tori. I usually do a quick listen to the CD after it burns just to make sure it sounds okay. OhmyGod! Seriously, I'd rather listen to nails down a chalkboard!
My Life As To Seen Now.
First off to start with blessed with my friends and family also with the two babies on the way. As of right now I am on a bumpy road with the way things are such as where I stand no i'm not dating anyone for the time being due to needing to know where my life stands with my baby and such. I am currently trying to do everything to keep myself from worrying about things such as surgery,the baby,money and standings with everything have been rocky for years between my love life and life itself. For instance my sexuality I do not care what it is...bisexual,lesbian or straight who gives a crap it is just another label like you had in school example: jocks,cheerleaders,nerds, and outcast of course am I correct? being pregnant right now has made me mean me and my sister had a switch in our personalities in a way. She is the nice one right now and i'm the "bitch" so to speak even though I am not. We are NOT TWINS to make this very clear just me and my sister have a bond that exceeds l
Where Were U When I Was In Your Neighborhood?
visited 33 states (66%)Create your own visited map of The United States
Am I Hot Wife?
Am I a wife to need a  screwing, the hubby just does not  keep hot me , either satisfied ? click here, and discover it      
ok... guys i need alot of opinions on this,Given the fact our economy is in the toilet,and the for some reason haitis government seems mia on helping their country would do think about it should we be helping this country in thier time of need. Or just Fend for our own country?   * comment approval is on but i will approve every comment when  i come on this evening thanks
Teddy Pendergrass
NEW YORK (AP) — Legendary singer Teddy Pendergrass, dead after a long illness at age 59, spent his last 28 years in a wheelchair, left to wonder what life might have been like had a car crash not completely altered his destiny.Before the crash, Pendergrass was one of the most electric and successful figures in music. He established a new era of R&B with an explosive, raw voice that symbolized masculinity, passion and the joys and sorrow of romance in songs such as "Close the Door," ''It Don't Hurt Now," ''Love T.K.O." and other hits that have since become classics.He was an international superstar and sex symbol. His career was at its apex — and still climbing.Friend and longtime collaborator Kenny Gamble, of the renowned production duo Gamble & Huff, teamed with Pendergrass on his biggest hits and recalled how the singer was even working on a movie."He had about 10 platinum albums in a row, so he was a very, very successful recording artist and as a performing artist," Gam
Haiti Pt. 2 That article really pisses me off. First off, why the fuck is it OUR job to help WHAT SO EVER? How many fucking Americans are down there right now helping, that are simply volunteers, or nurses or doctors? Donating their precious time, not asking for money, and taking care of them? Hmmm? How much help and money and man power are they getting from other countries? This whole issue is really irritating me like no other. If people are gonna bitch about us helping, or say that "we only get involved when its high profile" how about we just fucking let all the poor, pathetic, useless, and worthless countries deal with shit on their own from now on? How about we focus on our OWN country and send our troops to our OWN states within, and let them fucking fend for themselves for a while and wait as they come crying, begging, whining, and bitching for help like
Why Isn't My Bar Feed In The Middle Of My Page Anymore?
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG*****   There have been a few people asking about the change in the power homepage.  Yes, we added the bulletins back to the middle of the page by popular demand.  If you do not like this change, you can turn off the bulletins in your profile settings or switch to the NORMAL homepage style.  You can customize it however you want by going into your "settings" on the MY drop down menu.  If you need help with this, ask a bouncer under the HELP linK.
Brand New Wasteland For Celt If Wanted!
Sexual enjoyment arising from activities, or being exposed to objects, normally associated with childhood (e.g. toilet training, brest sucking, playing with dolls).
Where I Am Now!!
They have moved to Dilley, Tx..... My new address is Fredrick Dach #1479673 Briscoe Unit 1459 West Hwy 85 Dilley, Tx 78017... If U want to  write me.... I'd really appreciate it! I'd like to know how my friends are doing..... SO Please Write to me! Thank you!!!!!!!
Thougths Of My Life
I am tired of being the good person, being alone, feeling empty, because no one can give me themselves like I give myself to them. When I was younger I was a so called player, not a Casanova, not a Don Won, or any of these so called great lovers, or a user. I was searching for my soul mate, a friend, a lover, the person I would spend the rest of my life with. The down fall to this life style, is that it became comfortable, and when she did come into my life I was lost in the momentum I started. And my past activities’ came back to haunt me. I was unable to stop. And for some reason I fell into this trend for several more years. Do not get me wrong I am not making excuses, I did what I did, for no other reason than it was what I wanted to do. Now I am known as a piece of ass, a good lay, not for the man I have become. Along the way I have fathered children, do to me hurting there mothers, some call me dad, some do not. Some know me some do not, some will know me and others never
Crap And Junk
1. What time did you get up this morning? 7:30   2. How do you like your steak?-- Passed over a candle a couple times 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Paranormal Activity....sucked donkey anus.4. What is your favorite TV show? Anything animated   5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? Anywhere there aren't a lot of people   6. What did you have for breakfast? 2 ho-hos and a big cup of coffee   7. What is your favorite cuisine? BBQ   8. What foods do you dislike? Liver9. Favorite Place to Eat? any pizza joint10. Favorite dressing?--Catalina11.What kind of vehicle do you drive? Minivan FTW   12. What are your favorite clothes? black t-shirt and blue jeans   13. Where would you visit if you had the chance? The moon   14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full? what cup?   15. Where do you want to retire? Don't care. 16. Favorite time of day?-night   17. Where were you born? KCMO   18. What is your favorite sport to watch? Curling19. Who do
I love my mother! For all of you who aren't too proud to say thank you to your moms for helping you be the great person you are today... please copy and paste to your profile! I expect to see this many times on my page! Some people no longer have their Moms here to appreciate, but we can still say THANKS for their love....... I love you mom
I Need Someone
I need someone to hold me when I am cold I need someone to slow me down when life is passing me by I need someone who needs guidance as much as I I need someone in a time of need that will force my potential out when I can't I need someone who will forgive me for yesterday, accept me for today, and love me till tomorrow is late I need someone that wants me and only me, not my friends I need someone who is not looking for an image, but a personality and an idea I fear that my needs may be too simple for you and that you will take advantage. Though, my head does not support a fohawk, it holds up a complex and understanding mind... I need someone who will love and share it.
List Of Foods With Negative Calories
Negative calorie list for vegetables Asparagus Fennel * Aubergine * Gourd * Broccoli Leek Cabbage * Lettuce * Carrots Marrow * Cauliflower Peppers Celery * Radish * Chicory * Spinach Cress * Tomato * Cucumber * Turnip _______________________________________________ Negative calorie list for fruits Apricot Mandarin orange Blackberry * Melon Canteloupe * Blackcurrant Peaches Clementines Plums Damsons Raspberry * Grapefruit Rhubarb ** Guava * Strawberry Honeydew Melon Tangerine Lemon * Watermelon ____________________________________________________________________ Combining negative calorie foods with good protein sources not only helps control appetite but will help maintain the metabolism because total calories are not cut too much, plus the amino acid pool is maintained which limits the loss of muscle. ___________________________________________________________________ KEy: * indicates very good negative calorie foods ** Indi
Baked Eggs In Bread Bowls
This was our breakfast Sunday morning.  Aren't they cute?  They were very, very good.  It's the whole egg and the toast combo all together in one nice package.These are so easy to make and wouldn't they be splendid on a brunch buffet table?  The best part, you can easily make two, ten, a hundred, whatever your needs are at the moment.  I think there are a lot of variations you could do nicely with this recipe, such as, swap out the Parmesan cheese with grated Gruyere or crumbled blue cheese to give a different taste.  Use feta and substitute oregano for the other herbs for a Greek flavor.I used sourdough but I think this would also be nice with onion or brioche rolls as long as they are sturdy.Any way you put these together, they will be great.Slice off top of each dinner roll and gently remove some bread until there is a hole large enough to accommodate an egg.Arrange rolls on a baking sheet.  Reserve tops.  Crack an egg into each roll.Top each egg with some herbs and a bit of cream. 
Wyldes First Narly Bulletin
She Smiled
She took my hand....While she smiled.She walked with me ....While she smiled.She laughed with me....While she smiled.She told me she loved me....While she smiled.She layed down with me....While she smiled.She told me forever....While she smiled. She hid her secrets....While she smiled.She told me lies....While she smiled.She turned me against my friends....While she smiled.She tore my heart out....While she smiled.She left me cold and lifeless....While she smiled.She did all this....All the while she smiled.
A new day has begun in this little world.Her voice echos in the distance I hear. A smile slows to form as I step in the suns glow.Her laugh warms my heartremembering what I hold dear. Her walk is like a dance,it hypnotizes my eyes.Soft sloping curvescut through the air with ease. Flowing blonde hair slowly covers eyes that shine.Reminding me about whats good in this world,puts peace in my mind.
Through the rain she walks. But not a drop does touch her. Above her in the sky. It's as if the clouds never were.   The day seems brighter. Each time she passes by. When she looks at me and smiles. All my sadness says goodbye.   At night before I sleep. I could think of her and worries fade.And dream dreams of happy thoughts. And look forward to the next day.
Juggalos........why So Serious?
   i chatted with a dude today who walked away from being a juggalo cause he claimed we were so full of hate. that is sad to me. i know alot of the younger ones do not get the true message! they hurt people and run in gangs and the like! it is all just a metaphor really...... it is about washing the earth clean of the evil plagueing her not adding to it! yes we say wicked things and talk about psychotic stuff to do to people. but it is all just sarcastic really.... just to help us smile through all the sin and evilness we are swimming through!    YES I AM A JUGGALO!  no i dont listen to just psychopathic... and i dont take any of what they say seriously at all! it is just meant to make us look at ourselves and how we treat people! if i say im gonna slit your throat and shite down your windpipe... i dont mean it. GOD... what is wrong with people. all it is is just a way to say you hurt me and im only gonna hurt you back with words because in the end you will get yours! i dont feel the
I really think when it comes to medical bills, doctor visists, perscriptions, whatever, you shouldn't have to pay shit until AFTER whatever you had to do/buy that stuff works. And I think for as much money as doctors make, they should bite the bullet if it takes em several tries to figure out the problem, or several medications. I'm tired of hurting all the time. I'm tired of something always being wrong. I hate my chronic migraines. It makes for a tough day each day. It's hard to get things done when your head feels like it weight 100lbs every day trying to hold it up. I'm tired and done with the dentist at this point. I'm in a lot of pain and discomfort from that fucking root canal yesterday. I didn't get any pain medication and it wouldn't have gotten as bad as it did if those assholes would've fixed the problem the first time I went to the dentist a few months ago instead of jerking me around. Between all the times I've been to the dentist for whatever reason the last 2 months, I
The Fonz By Smash Mouth
I wanna try your shoes on, And wear 'em for a day. Learn to walk like you do, And see what I see. I talked like I knew something that everyone wanted to hear. But you're the fonz (you're the fonz) But you're the fonz (you're the fonz) The defenition of icy, The measure a sap. You could play the tuba, and everyone would clap. Well, I could play the tuba, and they'd all just shake their heads. 'Cos you're the fonz (you're the fonz) 'Cos you're the fonz (you're the fonz) 'Cos you're the fonz (you're the fonz) 'Cos you're the fonz (you're the fonz) I know it's over for me I know it's over for me I know it's over for me I know over I drove my car to the top floor, Ans stood at the edge. When I woke up in heaven, Looked down and no-one cared. But when you pulled your own trigger they all gathered round to watch. 'Cos you're the fonz (you're the fonz) 'Cos you're the fonz (you're the fonz) 'Cos you're the fonz (you're the fonz) 'Cos you're the fonz
It Feels Like Home To Me By Chantal Kreviazuk
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life If you knew how lonely my life has been And how long I've been so alone And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along And change my life the way you've done It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong A window breaks, down a long, dark street And a siren wails in the night But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me And I can almost see, through the dark there is light Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me And how long I've waited for your touch And if you knew how happy you are making me I never thought that I'd love anyone so much It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the w
I don't know  exactly what it is Her smile, her style, or her profile That drives me so crazy And drives me so wild   Her beauty leaves me breathless And draws the words from my lips The words I dare not speak to her Drives my mind to throw fits   And her names echoes through the walls Driving me near to insanity Resulting in my inner soul Falling further into calamity   As I attempt to sleep at night Her whispers taunt me in my ear And all I can do to is wonder out loud When again will my thoughts be done and clear?
Has anyone else noticed all the god damned drama?? lol this isnt real life ppl get over it!! Im getting annoyed with all the pity parties and noone likes me im so ugly bull crap...anyone else?? lmao its like high school all over again but with more typing lmao
I Love Wearing Nylons, Sexy Lingerie
  I love wearing nylons, sexy   lingerie with erotic dresses as I feel more feminine, I love showing off   and having my pictures taken, the more erotic the better, I love being   fully shaved as this increases the visual pleasure, and makes me even   more sensitive….short skirts with no underwear and loves the feeling of   getting tickled and feel the sea breeze between my open legs...and enjoy   letting people see of what I have to offer Like the beach, park,   kitchen, bed and sex. I like shopping for new sexy lingerie and by the   end of a lovely day, enjoy a glass of wine (and more...) with sunset,   latino music, and get ready for the hot nights....... spicy harmony that   is sensual, voluptuous, provocative..... the romance of the summer   months is reflected in a fresh and sensual interpretation of true   femininity, and hope to offer you a lounge that transports you to a   sensual paradise.  
The Irony Of It All By The Streets
Hello, Hello. My names Terry and I'm a law abider There's nothing I like more than getting fired up on beer And when the weekends here I to exercise my right to get paralytic and fight Good bloke fairly But I get well leery when geezers look at me funny Bounce 'em round like bunnies I'm likely to cause mischief Good clean grief you must believe and I ain't no thief. Law abiding and all, all legal. And who cares about my liver when it feels good Wwhat you need is some real manhood. Rasher Rasher Barney and Kasha putting peoples backs up. Public disorder, I'll give you public disorder. I down eight pints and run all over the place Spit in the face of an officer See if that bothers you cause I never broke a law in my life Someday I'm gonna settle down with a wife Come on lads lets have another fight Eh hello. My names Tim and I'm a criminal, In the eyes of society I need to be in jail For the choice of herbs I inhale. This ain't no wholesale operation Just a few eighths and some Playstat
What Color Are Your Eyes? (mine Are Hazel)
blue eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days.___________________________________________________________Green eyesPeople with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the most beautiful, are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, and random as ever. They long for the touch of another. They are very laid back. People with green eyes are very VERY sexy and very attracted towards other peop
Not Always Right | Who Are You Gonna Call: Sawdusters
Furniture Store | North Miami, FL, USA Me: “Thank you for calling [furniture store], how may I help you?” Customer: “Hi, you make custom furniture right?” Me: “Yes, we do.” Customer: “Okay, can you make a table and maybe some chairs out of this tree in my front yard?” Me: “Sorry, ma’am, but we don’t actually do any of the tree cutting. We get all of our wood from a lumber yard.” Customer: “But the city says I need to cut down this tree right away or I’ll be fined!” Me: “Sorry, ma’am, but I can’t do anything about that.” Customer: “Well, screw you, then! My grandfather planted this tree here! He’s going to haunt you till you die! HAUNT YOU TILL YOU DIE!”
Not Always Right | All Signs Point To Yes
Retail | Vancouver, BC, Canada (A customer is at the refund counter to return a DVD player. I get called over to inspect it, because I work in the electronics department.) Coworker: “Alright, everything seems okay. May I see your receipt?” (The customer hands over her receipt, but it’s dated July. It was November at the time. Our return policy only allows for 45 days.) Coworker: “Ma’am, I cannot give you a refund, because this is from July.” Customer: “But the electronics associate said I can return it anytime!” Coworker: “Do you remember who it was?” Customer: “It was that young man!” *points towards me* Me: “Ma’am, I have never told you such a thing.” Customer: “Yes you did! Are you calling me a liar?!” Me: “Well, I’m just a seasonal worker who got hired two weeks ago, so…”
Not Always Right | All Signs Point To Duh
Video Game Store | Australia Customer: “I bought these games yesterday, and I don’t want them. I want my money back.” Me: “Sorry, but I can’t give you cash back. I can exchange them for credit so you can choose something else.” Customer: “I was not told that when I bought them.” Me: “Yeah, sorry… but we do have signs up.” *I point to two of these signs* Customer: “Well, I’m illiterate, so I couldn’t know! Now give me my f***ing money!” Me: “As I said, I am sorry, but I can only do it as credit.” Customer: “But, there was no way I could know that when I bought them! I’m illiterate!” Me: “Well, there was no way we could know that when you bought them. Perhaps you could get a sign?”
Not Always Right | All Signs Point To No
Smoothie Shop | Oregon, USA (A customer pulls up and parks in a handicapped spot in front of the store.) Me: “How can I help you?” Customer: “I’ll take a fresh squeezed orange juice.” Me: “Oh, I’m sorry sir, we just cleaned our juicer and the chemical that we use had to dry or else it’s toxic. We won’t be able to squeeze any juice until tomorrow.” Customer: “What the f***? This is the second time this has happened.” Me: “Well, we clean it a half hour before we close–” Customer: “You should put up a sign!” Me: “Oh, um. Well, I’ll mention that to my manager–” Customer: “PUT UP A SIGN!” Me: “Sir, I don’t have the authority to do that, but I’ll–” Customer: “JUST PUT UP A SIGN!” Me: “Oh, and you’re parked in a handicapped zone.” Customer: “THEY SHOULD–” Me: &ldqu
Not Always Right | Tricky Customers Are Killer
Tour | Vancouver Island, Canada (I am taking tourists on a boat to see wild killer whales.) Me: “If anyone has any questions during the charter, I would be happy to answer them.” Customer: “So, when does the show start?” Me: “Pardon?” Customer: “The show. You know, like Shamu and stuff?” Me: “You do know that these are wild animals, right?” Customer: “I don’t understand.” Me: “These are wild animals. They don’t do tricks like you would see in an aquarium.” Customer: “They don’t?” Me: “No. They do not.” Customer: “Oh, I see.” *pause* “So, when do you feed them?” Me: “We don’t feed these animals. They are wild. They feed themselves.” Customer: “I thought you said they didn’t do tricks?”
Not Always Right | Too Much Shinformation
Retail | Winkler, MB, Canada Me: “Hi there sir, can I find you a size in those jeans?” Customer: “Yeah, but I’m not sure what size I am.” Me: “Oh, well–” Customer: “Wait, I can check!” (The customer undoes his pants and pulls them down to his knees.) Customer: “Check! Find the tag! I don’t know where it is, find my size!”
Not Always Right | Unlimited Minutes, Limited Intelligence
Call Center | Manchester, UK Me: “Thank you for calling [Phone Company] how can I help?” Customer: “I’ve just received my bill and it says I only have 500 SMS to use this month. I’m supposed to have unlimited SMS!” Me: “You have 500 SMS included with your service. However you have an extra service on your account which gives you unlimited SMS.” Customer: “But when I call for my balance it says I only have 500 SMS. I want unlimited SMS!” Me: “When you get your balance it will always tell you that you have 500 SMS. It can’t tell you a number when it’s unlimited.” Customer: “Well, I want it to tell me how many unlimited texts I have left!” Me: “Think about what you just said, madam.” Customer: “Oh…”
Not Always Right | A Minor Truth
Supermarket | Australia (We have some yogurt and tomato paste which come in two packs. A customer will often come up with one tub, the one which will have no barcode on it, and we have to go find the other one in the pair.) Me: “Oh, this is just a single. Do you have the other half?” Customer: “No, it was just like this on the shelf.” Me: “Ok, well these come in two packs. Did you see the other one of the shelf?” Customer: “Yeah, I did, I’ll just go get it.” (The customer goes and gets the other half.) Customer’s Child: “Mummy, where did you go?” Customer: “I had to go get the other half of this.” Customer’s Child: “But didn’t you just break that in half?” Customer: “No I didn’t.” Customer’s Child: “Yes you did.” Customer: “No, it was just like this.” Customer’s Child: “Yes you did! I remember you saying y
Not Always Right | Skynet: The Early Years
Video Rental | Kimberley, BC, Canada (Note: I’m making calls to let people know that the movies they reserved are in.) Me: “Hi there, this is Sarah from [video rental store]. I’m just calling to let you know the movie you reserved is now in if you’d like to come pick it up.” Customer: “Oh, for Pete’s sake. These stupid f***ing recordings! I can’t believe even friggin [video rental store] has them now. You hear that, you stupid f***ing robot? YOU F***ING PIECE OF ROBOT S***! Me: “Um…sir? I am an actual person.” Customer: *hangs up*
Kimberly Dawn
Her smile to me so amazing,My eyes from it cannot look away.Her beauty so mesmorizing,One look brightens my entire day. I so lucky this beauty shown to me,I don't know how I lived before.But to go without her now,It can happen nevermore. Kimberly I wish for your smile each day,And your beauty that will forever shine.And always beautiful Kimberly,A warm heart would always be mine.
Cameras At Red Lights
OK todays conspiracy theory is ....   ever notice how most of the cameras at red lights are pointed directed into the FRONT of your vehicle. Looking directly at you face and NOT your liscense plate ?   There have been cases where such cameras have been used in courts to convict people by confirming their locations through using facial recognition software.   Big Brother tracking you ?  You bet
Hottest Man Contest!
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Hot! Hot! Hot! By The Cure
The first time I saw lightening strike I saw it underground Six deep feet below the street The sky came crashing down For a second that place was lost in space Then everything went black I left that basement burning And I never went back The second time I saw it strike I saw it at sea It lit up the fish like rain And rained then down on me For a second that boat was still afloat Then everything went black I left it underwater And I never went back Hey hey hey!!! But I like it when that lightening comes Hey hey hey!!! Yes I like it alot Hey hey hey!!! Yes I'm jumping like a jumping jack Dancing screaming itching squealing fevered Feeling hot hot hot!!! The third time I saw lightening strike It hit me in bed It threw me around And left me for dead For a second that room was on the moon Then everything went black I left that house on fire And I never went back Hey hey hey!!! But I like it when that lightening comes Hey hey hey!!! Yes I like it alot Hey hey hey!!! Yes I'm jumping like
Tips To Getting Past Level 35
The Girl I Love She Got Long Black Wavy Hair -Led Zeppelin Ooo, the girl that I love, she got long black wavy hair I do declare The girl I love, oh yeah, she got long black wavy hair Hell yeah Her mother and her father, Lordy, they sure don't, sure don't allow me there Well I, I’m go back to my baby, Lord I, I said I wouldn't lie, yeah I never saw that sweet woman, yeah Lord, a five long years gone by, yeah   Well I’m goin’, ho, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh - ahh, I’m goin’ home Well she's a sweet little darling, and I I said I've been away a far too long I been away too long Face me Well, my baby - babe, she shakes just like a willow tree Oh yes she does But my baby, when she walks, you know, she shakes like a willow tree, yeah Ahh that mean, mistreatin' baby She knows she got me hot, walks all over me Ooo - ahh yeah Ohh I got nothing
Threatening Assholes
Truly, they need to get a life. On Yahoo Messenger, minding my own business when I get this: richardissmiling2006: I have received several reports that you are being a cunt. We know who you are. Don't come into yahoo adult if all you want to do is pick fights. We are watching you. Um, yeah, okay. One, not a cunt. Two, I don't pick fights. More or less talk to a handful people. Three, who the fuck do you think you are to threaten me? So yeah, richardissmiling2006 has been reported after I thanked him for the threat. LOL
January 20 2010
Astrology - Today's Gemini Horoscope Here is your Today's Gemini Horoscope You're feeling the urge to socialize, and it is a great day to expand your network. Mood:Energetic Lucky Color:Silver Lucky Number:22 Lucky Time of Day:12am
Three passions have governed my life:The longings for love, the search for knowledge,And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind].Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.In the union of love I have seenIn a mystic miniature the prefiguring visionOf the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.With equal passion I have sought knowledge.I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].I have wished to know why the stars shine.Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,But always pity brought me back to earth;Cries of pain reverberated in my heartOf children in famine, of victims torturedAnd of old people left helpless.I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,And I too suffer.This has been my life; I found it worth living.By Bertrand Russell:
So I Figured It Out .
This is the answer . I'm sure it's right now . I was asked " Why Do I pay for everything she did wrong " Tha answer is , it's not you . My red flags are easy to trip . It's no fault of your own . I'm over sensitive watching and gaurding from the biggest heartbreak I've ever had . Watching my family be broken to pieces , something I thought I had worked so hard to secure . Be crushed to nothing by sure lust or lonliness . It's not you it's me , because I care for you so easily , but I'm constantly searching for a pattern , a way for my logistical mind to forsee the future to predict , sadly enough ,how it will end . Simply because I've given up on someone really caring about me . I always seem to think it's not gonna last and in the end it will beat me , I come out on top in so many other ways , but never in this area . Why , am I so wrong at times , because I'm scared shitless when it feels so right . Thats why I can act like a SOB . When really and truly , I'm probably on e of the swe
Minx's New Narly Bulletin!!!!!
For My Father.......i Miss My Daddio
P { MARGIN: 0px } UL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } OL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } My goodbyes Saliva     Hey precious daddy can you hear me now? From the lost and found although your six feet underground. In the mirror, I can see your face just another trace of all the tragedy you passed down. There are times when I can hear your voice, it’s just like my voice and it still haunts me when you come around. I feel like I wasted time when I didn’t have you on my mind. I feel like I’m all alone, how could I have known you would leave me here alive. Oh my God, how did I make it this far? Why can’t I be where your are? My God I think I’m dying. Precious daddy can you hold my hand like you did back then? Can you forgive me of all my sins? Come to me and take this pain away cause its all I see. It would be heavenly to see you again. I feel like I wasted time when I didn’t have you on my mind. I feel like I’m all a
Dirt Fights Disease Better Than Soap (repost)
Why it matters: Sheltering kids from nature and showering them with chemical based anti-bacterial soaps has caused decreased resistance to disease and allergy in the industrialized world. Recap: Hippies and Earth Muffins rejoice!  You were right and Proctor & Gamble was wrong…muck does help little kids fight disease. A recent study by the University of California, San Diego shows that the presence of the bacteria staphylococci on the skin prevents wounds from becoming inflamed. The findings represent the first molecular basis for the “Hygiene Hypothesis.”  The hypothesis asserts that “a lack of early childhood exposure to infectious agents and microorganisms increases an individuals susceptibility to disease by changing how the immune system reacts to such “bacterial invaders.” The notion first surfaced in the 1980s in response to reduced childhood disease resistance in industrialized areas, and conversely, to explain why children in larger fa
Passion it lies in all of us,...sleeping waiting. And though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir, open it's jaws and howl. It speaks to us, guides us. Passion rules us all... and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace, but we would be hollow: empty rooms, shuttered and dank. Without passion, we'd be truly dead.
I'm not in the best of spots in my life right now, and I'm kind of slowly just backing away from everybody and everything. My stress level is way too high, the pain I've had to endure this last week has taken a lot out of me, and the mental stress of what's to come, or could come, is driving me insane... I just wish for once I could go into the doctors office, have them find just a normal problem with me, and fix it. But that's never the case. Every time I go see them it's always something rare, out of the ordinary, and not so simple to fix. I'm sure half the reason I'm so effing emotional lately is because my sugars are getting pretty under control for the most part. I've taken my diabetic medication every day since the new year, and I've been eating 1/3-1/2 of the calorie intake I used to eat, and it's healthy food so....but the drops have been insane. I was cooking for the boys Monday night and my migraine was through the roof and I started feeling very dizzy like I was gonna pass
Flower De Luce
The Flower De Luce (fleur-de-lis) is a Heraldic Amoral Emblem used by the kings of France. This Amoral Emblem was to play a more sinister role in Al Moroccan (American) history than expressed in Heraldry. It became a favored mark for branding irons. The Flower De Luce is a three pedaled iris flower, stylized (Iris Germanica). The Franciscan Brotherhood (The Roman Catholic Church) is credited with the overthrowing of the Imperial Islamic Moorish Empire of North Al Moroc (America).  The conquering Christian (Europeans) of the Western Hemisphere would often use a Flower De Luce hot branding iron to brand(burn) indigenous Moslem slaves who resisted Christian dogma. Branding was especially used to mark those who would not willingly convert to Christianity. Anyone attempting to teach or maintain Moorish Culture or sciences of Islam was subject to torture, ear cutting, branding or death. As slave trading mental warfare progressed in the Americas, branding slaves became less popular.The disfig
Sunday, 23rd, December 1934
Very quiet and cloudy as usual, I sat around all day.
I am thinking of running a contest where the winner would get a 65 bling pack or a 3 month vip or a 7 day blast(winners choice) How to enter:friend and fan mesend me 50k fu bux and your sexiest picture winner will be determined after a 2 weeks by who has the most photo coments please repost and foward to any of your friends who would like to enter No!!!!!!! bombing famlies allowed this is a fair contest plz sb me if you want in
I just wanted to thank you all for all of the love back I have received. I've given out so much love I think I need fubaby support. I'm going to try to keep up with rating you all..I really never thought that I would be a "Top Chick" I have some real life stuff I need to deal with, so I will rate you back as often as possible. I did what I wanted to do and I sincerely never thought I would make it to no1!!! I was very happy with no10!!! I love my friends on here they mean so much to me. You all have gotten me through a tough time and for that I will be forever grateful. I'm not leaving you all just will not be on as much. I have met so many people who have made me laugh and smile more then I ever thought possible! Will still be around...just cannot be around as closing I would like to say...YOU ALL RAWK MY Fu!!!!!! Much love to you all!!!! Kristi aka DaYuM PhYnE ByTcH
In A Blah Mood
Whether to be agreat cagey perfumedbeastdying under thesweet patronageof Kings& exist like luxuriantflowers beneath theemblems of theirStrange empireor by mere insouciantfaithslap them, call their cardsspit on fate & cast hellto flames in usuryby dying, noblywe could exist likeinnocent trollspropogate our revels& give the finger to thegods in our privatebedroomslet's rather, maybe,perhaps,get fucking out inthe open, & byswelling, jubilantlyMagnificently, end them. Jim Morrison
R.i.p. Poor Girl ... 1-21-2010
Treasured Friend I lost a treasured friend today The little dog who used to lay Her gentle head upon my knee And shared her silent thoughts with me. She’ll come no longer to my call Retrieve no more her favourite ball A voice far greater than my own Has called her to his golden throne. Although my eyes are filled with tears I thank him for the happy years He let her spend down here with me And for her love and loyalty. When it is time for me to go And join her there, this much I know I shall not fear the transient dark For she will greet me with a bark.
When Love Comes To Town By U2
I was a sailor, I was lost at sea I was under the waves Before love rescued me I was a fighter, I could turn on a thread Now I stand accused of the things I've said Love comes to town I'm gonna jump on that train When love comes to town I'm gonna catch that flame Maybe I was wrong to ever let you down But I did what I did before love came to town I used to make love under a red sunset I was making promises I would soon forget She was pale as the lace of her wedding gown But I left her standing before love came to town I ran into a juke joint when I heard a guitar scream The notes were turning blue, I was dazing in a dream As the music played I saw my life turn around That was the day before love came to town When love comes to town I'm gonna jump on that train When love comes to town I'm gonna catch that flame Maybe I was wrong to ever let you down But I did what I did before love came to town When love comes to town I'm gonna jump on that train When love comes to town I'm gonna c
This Will Be Long, Bite Me
So some of you know that I pulled the baby out of the private school he was in.    But most of you don't know everything we went through at that school.   He's been in that school since kindergarden, so going on 6 years now. And the first year he was there, was the first year they opened their doors. So ya know, the first year is expected to be rocky, getting the kinks out and all....   This year the school just seemed to go down hill though. They cut out 90% of their extra classes that they offered. Brought a new dean in, that is an ass, and just all kinds of changes. The thing that happened with the socks was just the icing on the cake and I had enough. Back in October, I think, there was an issue with lunch. It was grandparents day so I know DJ wasn't over playing what happened, cause my mom was there. They never sent a notice home or anything stating that they cut out their hot lunch program. I usually pack his lunch, but sometimes if we're running late or whatever I'll han
Live Auction Update
  To All Staff: We are hosting a Live Auction on February 6th, 2010 @8pm EST! We want all staff to participate in the even and anyone else you are friends with. The more people we have in, the better the bids will be. So please invite everyone to this event in Big Daddy’s Hot Spot and Bar! Everyone who isn’t already will need to become a member to bid or be auctioned off! No exceptions please, we want people to become part of our family as well. Makes the lounge a lot more fun and interesting.   So what I need from you now is your offers for the auction. I’m helping DJ Thunder round them all up so he is ready to go the day of. We would like them as soon as possible. You can either reply to this message or go to DJ Thunder’s page and send him a private message there too. His link is… Ðj~Thuñdër~Röll~Påñthër@ßiģ Ðåddŷ\'ş Ĥöţşpöţ@ fubar   If you have any questions please contact DJ Thunder or Missyl
Lil Mama
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My Turfs Rules
There will be no disrespecting against our members, if you are disrepecting your own members there is a chance that your membership will be revoked. All i ask is that be active and participate in the turf chat and fights. Please don't go to any turfs and talk shit and provoked them and have them come to our turf and attacking and hitlisting all our lower members. If you need any help ask the LT's, Soldiers, Boss and Underboss for help. If you want to get promoted to a rank you have to be an active fighter  and helping the turf and participate in the turf chat so you will have some idea on what is going on in our turf. We need 3 associates per soldier, if you wanna be a soldier bring 3 associates in and i will promote you to a soldier. There is only 5 lieutenants position open, I already have 2, I will keep 3 open and I will determine who is active in participating at the turfs and any fights and will give that position away. I am open for any alliance if anyone wants to join us.
Only The Lonely By The Motels (inspired By Fu-wifey's Status)
We walked the loneliest mile We smiled without any style We kiss altogether wrong No intention We lied about each others drinks We lived without each other thinkin' What anyone would do Without me and you It's like I told you Only the lonely can play So hold on here we go Hold on to nothin' we know I feel so lonely way up here You mention the time we were together So long ago, well I don't remember All I know is that it makes me feel good now It's like I told you Only the lonely can play Only the lonely Only the lonely can play [Instrumental Interlude] Only the lonely Only the lonely can play It's like I told you Only the lonely can play Only the lonely Only the lonely can play
She Will Be Loved By Maroon 5
Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get so insecure It doesn't matter anymore It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along, yeah My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved I know where you hide Alone in your car Know all of th
Cocksox Means Businness
Hope For Haiti Now
SO tonight i sent in a donation for the rebuilding of Haiti. I have heard alot of different people make comments about why we shouldnt help them out. But how about why we should. Picture it being your family members in need. Imagine that it was your town that was literally ripped apart and your family taken from you. Wouldnt you want someone to step up and lend a hand to help you out. Thats what led me to my decision to send in the donation. Sometimes we have to put ourselves in someone else's shoes to understand the pain and despair that they are feeling. Please support them and help out go to
Sketch Commissions!
Hey all! I've opened up sketch commissions!   Please see for examples of my work   $5 for pencil sketches, $10 for digital color!   I'll draw any character of your choice, human or animal.
One day it will bleed from me.Like a stuck orange blindsidedleft to pucker and shrivelunder the live weight of sunshine. Trembling like a boy on prom nightunderwire slipping through thumbscausing a lone, blind spectacleJust wanting. Never having. Taking a quick empty drinkfrom the cold pool of Tanthalasev`ry time my eyes dare todance with her unrepentant sway. The stars spoke to me last night.Told me the day would never come.So I plucked them from the sky.Out of spite I cast them aside. Their chattering laughter they clatter like loaded diceI wait for new days with no name.Shamed by the altars I've made.  
Telemarketing Authority Figures Can Lick My Balls
I almost got fired from my telemarketing night job tonight.  Some gigantic blob of a woman supervisor I will call Clayface (because she looks like Clayface from Batman) asked us how we like the job.  I answered honestly.  Duh, how stupid of me.  For some reason It never gets through to me that honesty is a cardinal sin in telemarketing.  Anyway a couple hours later this dickhead manager who takes himself way too seriously pulls me aside and accuses me of spreading negativity.  I did no such thing.  I was minding my own business and doing my job when they asked me a question that I simply answered and explained why.  I have been in this shitty business for the better part of 6 years and have never seen a more wretched hive of scum and villainy.  Seriously they are a superstitious and cowardly lot.  I did not use those words however.  The only reason why I'm doing it now is because I can't get hired for anything else.  Not even McDonalds.  I have a fucking degree in Network Engineering f
Be Ready When You Open The Door!
Be Ready When You Open the Door!I am waiting for you on this sideof the doorcan hardly wait ..i hear the key as it pierces the slitunlocking the lockand i only imagine whatyou will do to meI am here, babyunclothed and willing todo everything thatcomes to that sweetmind of yoursAll you have to do is ask!there you are...Are you surprisedi see that look in youreyesand see the expressionpressing hard againstyour pantslicking my lipsgetting ready for this danceLet not your mouth speakbut kiss mei want to surrender tothe tongue that possesses mydesirethe lips that start myfirethat's righthold me as you push my bodyinto this chairi look back at youwhile i gently stroke youthereyes i want iti want youi want you sodeepuntil we seem to bestuck with glueyou love it wheni scream at you"GET IT BABY""IT'S YOURS"this i can't denyyou grab my breastholding oni have to tryi beg you to go harderi feel you releasemeonly to lay my bodydownand get on top of metouching and rubbingflicking of the tonguegoing
Fuck Me
Fuck Me! (I Want To Be Naughty) I want to talk dirty to youTo tell you all I crave to doRun my lips over your bodyTo hear you call me naughtyStand in front of me as I suck on the headPushing you hard onto the bedFlipping around, see my juices dripping?Wiggle my ass, see how red and swollen it's getting?Don't you just ache to lickWhile I'm deepthroating your dick?Placing my cunt to your lipsTaste it, for you it dripsPull myself awayNow it's time to playTeasing, licking, I won't stopNot until I recieve every dropLet me feel your cum riseTaking all of your sizeI want you to explodeAs your senses overloadNow, I kiss from your stomach to your chestAgainst your body I press my breastsNibble your ear, kiss your neckAre you still hard? Let me check...Straddling your waist, your cock against my clitGrinding, gently teasing, I need to know you want itSlide into my heated wet, as hearts surrender to lustRiding cowgirl, loud and hard, screaming with each thrustGrab my waist, move with meBringing e
My Cock Sucking Addiction
My Cock Sucking Addiction What would happen if I undid your pants?Releasing you from confinmentAllowing my tounge to begin it's danceI want to suck you til you're spentWhat would you doIf my mouth kissed your cock?What would you sayIf I made you hard as a rock?My tounge is working fastMy moans of pleasure fill the airI'll make your pleasure lastYou like it when I suckle thereI love deepthroating your cockLove the way you hit my throatPaying no attention to the clockFor my face, I crave a white coatMy hands on your waistSucking from my kneesYou love my fast paceThe way my tounge just won't ceaseYour hands in my hairMaking me take it allHolding me thereThe pleasure makes you fallYou've fallen to the bedbut, I'm not finishedHold onto my headI won't stop til you're deplenishedMy mouth keeps goingI twist to straddle your chestNow my wetness is showingand your cock is in between my breastsSucking hard, I want your loadLower my cunt to your faceThen in my mouth you explodeLick my lips, and sw
Masturbate For Me
Masturbate for Me Feeling crazy hornyMy pussy is drippingWant you to jack off for meImagine its into me you're slippingSpread my legs wideOver my clit my hands glideTell me what to do, I'll abideImagining your hand's up and down slideHearing you groanReally gets me goingMaking me moanThe juices are flowingLouder you getMy hand goes quickerOh fuck my slit!My cunt gets slickerTell me to cumI obey your demandNow I want your orgasmSpilling on your handThink of what my mouth could doMy head bobbing for you to seeImagine all I'd do for youThats it baby, Masturbate for me!
Dominated Love Slave
Dominated Love Slave Rule me, MasterYour slut craves your cockRub me just a little fasterShe loves you hard as rockTie me up to your bedYou know I like it thereLook down at my pretty headDeepthroating, as you pull my hairRun that shaft down this bodyTo my wet little slitYou know I love being naughtyOh yes Master, make me submitHelplessly boundAs you tease my centerThis throbbing moundMaster please enter!Making me dripMaking me yearnPull out your whipA lesson I will learnAs you shove the handle inI cry out in pleasureYou are a beautiful sinBringing orgasms beyond measurePull it out as your cock wants a turnTake it all like a good slave shouldClimaxing together, My body burnsMaster, oh, Master you are so good!Keep me here, at least one more dayYour cock at all times is all I craveKnowing now all thats left to sayI need to be your dominated love slave!
A Deeper Peek Inside The Freak
A deeper peek inside the freakYou know she wants ither juices running down her legsspelling your nameThrow her on the bedpull her hairshe is hard to tameBite her neck, leave a markshe likes it that wayYou ask her what she wantsbefore you go in, you hear her sayPull my hair and smack my asschoke me just a littleSuck on my titsand fuck my clitmake me scream your nameThen move to me the tablebend me over, fuck me from behindI dont care how rough you getbut that dick right there is mine
Weather Dreams can have very unique weather. It may be sunny and thundering, or pouring rain everywhere except for where you are standing. Weather images in dreams often reflect your feelings about your environment. You may view the world as contrary to your goals; thus a dream would have bad weather in it. On the contrary, pleasant dreams or dreams at a time when life is going well usually feature good weather. The weather in dreams is generally not as significant as other images unless it is somehow aberrant from normal, waking world weather. Did the weather in your dream prevent something good from happening, such as a planned event?  
Cupid Test - I Stole It :) Totally Me
The Playstation Random Gentle Sex Master (RGSM) Easy to turn on. Hard to beat. You are The Playstation. You’re a nice girl, and you have lots of sex. It’s therefore highly likely that you’re attractive, and you’re certainly outgoing & friendly. Plus, this healthy physical attitude of yours indicates deeper emotional well-being and stability. Unheard of. When guys dare to dream, they dream of you. You don’t get attached too easily, and, to wit, you’re not necessarily looking for something long-term right now. That’s a bigger asset than you know. Though, physically speaking, you’re open to anything, you’re keeping your emotional side well-protected. This means there won’t be a lot of wreckage to clean up whenever you decide to settle down. In the meantime, the men you share yourself with actually respect you. Like them, you enjoy sex for its own sake and don’t need any other validation for pleasure than pleasure its
Noticing Already?
some of my employees noticed the physical change. one of my waitresses and a guy that used to cook for me that came in and was having a beer both said that i look bigger/better   nice to hear it. especially so soon. but i expected it. i grow like a weed. impossible not to when you eat like i do and lift the way i do. being blessed with good genetics helps. and im definitely blessed. (thanks Dad... even from Heaven, you still take good care of me. miss you big fella!)   cant wait for the weekend to be over so i can get back and hang and bang some more. 
where is the most dangerous place you have had sex ( specify if outdoors where )
Virgos are often put down badly by many astrologers and written up as being fussy and narrow-minded. But when a Virgo shines, there is practically no sign to match their inner light. An in-tune Virgo is a treat to meet. When a Virgo is confident within themselves they are the most successful, structured and creative of all the signs. Many Virgos can be found working in the "service to others" industries, ranging from welfare work, doctors, school-teachers through to practising natural forms of healing like massage, herbal remedies etc. One of the most magical characteristics of the Virgo is no matter how many times life or romance turns sour on them, they still manage to maintain faith in others, refusing to become cynical. There is ingenuity around this sign, a kind-heartedness, which unfortunately is sometimes played upon by others for their advantage. Virgos can often become victims of relationship power-games, where they are mistreated. Creative and sensitive, Virgos are delicate p
Loved Ones
Love is a wonderful thing.  Many times we wonder what love really is.  Love is knowing that you will always be there for each other.  It isn’t about having this or doing that, but the mere fact that you have a connection with someone.  Many times love hurts, it can hurt so much that it can stare you right in the face and laugh.  Love is sometimes a powerful thing.  When you love someone so much you have a comfort zone.  You don’t worry about what they will say when you talk about this or that.  When we love somebody we tend to open up more than if we were friends.  When we are standing, sitting or lying around and constantly thinking about someone, we have been struck by love.  But the ultimate power of love is knowing that you will always be there for each other.  Not just because we care, but because we have this feeling that we will do anything for them.
Sexual Hell Test
Your result for The Sexual HELL Test... HELL LEVEL 2 Raw score: 76% You're just about as deep in sexual hellfire as a person can get. Virtually no urge, however demented, will go ungratified; practically no boundary will go uncrossed. You're probably proud of your adventurousness, and, honestly, you should be. Few people are confident enough to pursue pleasure on their own terms. Your morals could sink a bit further, sure, but it's likely that you've got a pretty good idea of what you're into and what you would do...above all you're honest with yourself with what you want. If more people were honest with themselves, you'd have a lot more company down in the flames. AVOID: the lost souls in sexual heaven and (above all) the denizens of sexual purgatory. You don't need any prudes or wishy-washers in your life. Take The Sexual HELL Test at OkCupid
 Ive been sitting here all day wondering why people just cant let things go.I feel like my life is falling part.I found someone that i love with all my heart and someone apparently from here doesnt like that.Now because of thier actions i feel invaded and i feel a complete lose of hope.Ive been married twice and have lost everything.Aparently thats not enough so now who ever wants to make more hurt thinks they should here.No matter what ive done in the past it is the past.I cant change it and neither can anyone else.Ive had a new look on life and i love what i see.Now someone want to take it away.Let my lessons help teach you.Ill never give up on being happy no matter what anyone does.I do care about people sometimes more than i should.Thats my bad so i guess ill make it harder for people to get close.Thank you for reading this and i hope your days are wonderful and filled with joy and for those who disagree remember you will be in these shoes sometime.
My Personality Defect
  Your result for The Personality Defect Test... Emo Kid You are 43% Rational, 14% Extroverted, 43% Brutal, and 29% Arrogant. You are the Emo Kid, best described as a quiet pussy!  You tend to be an intuitive rather than a logical thinker, meaning you rely more on your feelings than your thoughts.  Not only that, but you are introverted, gentle, and rather humble.  You embody all the traits of the perfect emo kid.  You are a push-over, an emotional thinker, gentle to the extent of absurdity, and so humble that it even makes Jesus puke.  (And Jesus almost never pukes, being immortal and not requiring an act of puke to dispell toxins from his corporeal manifestation.)  If you write poetry, you no doubt write angsty, syrupy lines about depression, sadness, and other such redundant states of emo-being that go something like this: life is a spike / upon which i have impaled mysefl / fuck you dad So, your personality is defective because you are too gentle, rather underconfident in y
November Doesn't Have To Be A Nightmare For Democrats
By David Plouffe Sunday, January 24, 2010 The Democratic Party got a resounding wake-up call from the voters of Massachusetts on Tuesday. But it's long been clear that 2010 would be a challenging election year for our party. With few exceptions, the first off-year election in a new president's term has led to big gains for the minority party -- this was true for Harry Truman, Dwight Eisenhower, Ronald Reagan and Bill Clinton. After two election cycles in which Democrats won most of the close races and almost all of the big ones, Democrats have much more fragile turf to defend this year than usual. Add to that a historic economic crisis, stubborn unemployment and the pain that both have inflicted on millions of Americans, and you have a recipe for a white-knuckled ride for many of our candidates. But not if Democrats do what the American people sent them to Washington to do. In 2006 and 2008, voters sent an unmistakable message: We want decisive change. This was not just a change o
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Maybe Not Rich..
but your love makes me feel  that i am:)   my weekend is relaxin  ,great :)   hows your weekend  my friends   
Love My Family
Got 3 Guys Wanting Me Needing Help Plz!
SO ok im dating this one but i love him but i dont know if he loves me i mean he says he does but he just dont show it and so i got on this chat line and started talking to this other guy whos really sweet and kind...he is so amazing and i really like him i hope we can grow stronger and maybe something could come out of this..but i dont know then on the other hang my boyfriend now is going into job corp. and wants to get to the school near me...i dont know if i want him too be closer to me cause i dont know if i could stand for him to always be around what do i do? i wanna be with this other guy but i dont know how to tell my boyfriend i wanna break up or even if i should break up with him my boyfriend is 19 and im 25 and the guy i am talking to is 28 please let me know what i should to!
Omgg ! Bad Day!
Well I got up today, and left the house for a few minutes..Came home, and soon after I was fixing to leave to go to my friends shop to see if he could change my headlight bulb because my dad clearly has no idea what he's doing, and i'm afraid he's going to crack my grill or something, but anyways I walked out to my car, and when I sat down in my seat, I noticed a crack in my windshield that wasn't there when I left earlier this morning.. Oh fuck I was mad..So now I have to turn this shit into my insurance company, and they're going take my deductible away, and up my insurance to replace my windshield.. IM NOT driving around town with a crack right in front of my face. Fuck that. But anyways I got to looking around the windshield to see what caused it to crack, and come to find out they didn't put the damn thing in right.. You can see down inside the seal, and there's fucking leaves and shit stuck in between the seal and the windshield, so clearly they didn't put the seal on right or e
Cannot Forgive
I cannot forgive him.I cannot tell of how I feelI cannot express the shameThat engulfs me each time I hearthe whisper of his name.I cannot bear the remotest thoughtof the memory of his touchHis hands on me, his body on mineremembering hurts too much.I cannot wash away the smellor the feel of himNo amount of water will cleanse meof his touch on my skin.I cannot see him day to dayin the company of my friendsWithout the feeling of betrayalthat he once was one of them.I cannot believe I trusted himas a friend of mineAll his smiles and charming wayswill haunt me till the end of time.I cannot believe I let him inwhat was I thinking of?There was no consent, no choice,and nothing that resembled love.I cannot hear the whisperswithout feeling the shameThe knowledge of what he did to meis like being raped again.I cannot escape the tormentthat fills my heart with painNo laughter or joy in my soulonly emptiness remains.I cannot feel the support around meof those I call my friendsWhere  are they in
I Remember
I RememberI remember the way it feltwhen you where on top of meIt was like you controlled meYour forced yourself inSo I gave up & let you winI remember the way you looked at mewhen I said NOIt was like you wanted to show you were in controlYou pushed harderand I tried to say no againyou covered my mouthso I gave up & let you win.I remember the sounds you made.It was like you enjoyed it too much to care.there were other people thereI should of yelled for themBut I was too ashamed; too afraidthey wouldn't believe meOr say it was my faultI remember everything you didBut don't worry your secrets safeI'm still afraid.Nobody will believe meSo I give up and I guess you win.
A Poem About Rape
~A Rape Poem~Thoughts spinningEmotions whirlingDemons are winningFeel like hurlingFeeling sickWhats my name?Take your pickPlay your gameCome on boyI understandI'm just a toyWhat's your demand?Push me aroundPay no heedI won't make a soundAs you make me bleedCall me a whoreAs you rape my slitYou say "beg for more,You peice of shit"Leave me cryingYou've had your pleasureWatch me slowly dyingMy pain is your leisure
Moments In Time
We talked, We walked, for a Moment in Time. You passed through my life that day and left your mark. You may never pass my way again, Or you may stay for a lifetime. No matter what, I want to say thank you for the impression you made that will stay with me for eternity. I enjoyed the walk, I enjoyed the talk. I am blessed for that moment in time. The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life, though your role I did not know. I asked myself, "Why is he alone? Why does he sit so quiet, all alone? Is he sad? Is he glad to be alone? Is he alone? Is he lonely? " There is so much I want to know. I asked myself, "Why him? When so many people pass through my life each day, why him? " What attracts me to you? What makes me want to know more? I want to know. Even if my questions are never answered, There is one thing I want you to know. I have been blessed by the effect you had on me in that Moment in Time.
Erotic Fantasy
Erotic Fantasy Sitting alone in the lobby Not knowing what to do Knowing that you are married Has turned me on to you I know I can not fall in love Nor you in love with me Filling our deep desires Is my erotic fantasy Looking up I see you there As in the room you slowly walk You take my hands and whisper Come on … we have to talk Walking to the hotel room You say I just can’t wait In the room we close the door Has our passion sealed our fate? Reaching down you grab my breasts As you whisper in my ear Come on babe I have a gift… For you... it’s over here Wine bottle on the night stand Rose petals on the bed Come on you sexy woman How bout you give me head I unzip your pants then And grab your throbbing cock I lick the tip, you jump so high Oh god it’s like a rock You push me on the bed here Before I have a chance You say no, now it’s your turn Before our passions starts its dance Laying down you spread my legs As you kneel on the floor Your tongue a
Strangers Passion
Strangers’ Passion It was a warm summer evening And the sun is beginning to set The heat of the passion within me The moment’s dreams I won't forget. I look up and see this stranger Walking closer and closer still He lies beside me in the sand With passion my body did fill You grab my face with both your hands And bring it into a sensual kiss I try to pull my face away Whisper, Baby just trusts me on this... You kiss my neck, nibble ears And I can't help but do the same. Passion that’s deep within my soul Yet I don't even know your name Without a word you hand slides down Then pushing my legs open wide Your fingers begin to wander Starting to penetrate deep inside With a loud moan and a deep gasp I feel you touch my hardened clit With your lips kissing down me now And you begin suckling on my tits My passion growing much deeper Can no longer resist the urge I kiss your neck and reach way down You scream from the electric surge. I grab your cock and slowly stroke Creat
Please Keep Her In Your Thoughts
On Friday night, ~♥§ĭñFüllŷ Dëlicious♥ DPR*DSC♥ BLONDIE♥ lost what remained of her family after a tragic house fire. She just lost her husband less then three months ago and is not doing well at all right now. Her Sister on here some of you know as Bi-Sexy Molly and the rest of her family died in a tragic house fire friday night. Here is the story from the local paper... Four killed in fire Herald Staff Report CLINTON — Four people were found dead after a fire late Friday night at a Clinton home. The Clinton Fire Department responded to a fire at 2436 Dunham St. at 11:37 p.m. Friday, where the first firefighters on the scene said light smoke was coming from the structure. According to a release, firefighters encountered moderate smoke and a small fire, and extinguished the blaze within approximately 10 minutes. One occupant escaped the fire without any injuries, according to the release. There were no working smoke detectors in the str
For The Boyfriend
Dear Boyfriend, Can we have hoagie night more often, or until we are sick of it? I had alot of fun and not to mention they were really yummy. I like making dinner with you...being together in the kitchen is fun. Until you try to touch the giggle button. But take this dinner idea into consideration. I would appreciate it =] Oh, and P.S. I love you.
Joke Of The Day!
THE OLD GOLFER A crusty old golfer comes in from a round of golf at a new course and heads into the grill room. As he passes through the swinging doors he sees a sign hanging over the bar :  COLD BEER: $2..00  HAMBURGER: $2.25  CHEESEBURGER: $2.50  CHICKEN SANDWICH : $3.50  HAND JOB: $50.00 Checking his wallet to be sure he has the necessary payment, the old golfer walks up to the bar and beckons to the exceptionally attractive female bartender who is serving drinks to a couple of sun-wrinkled golfers. She glides down behind the bar to the old golfer. "Yes?" she inquires with a wide, knowing smile, "May I help you?" The old golfer leans over the bar an whispers, "I was wondering, young lady," he whispers, "are you the one who gives the hand-jobs? " She looks into his eyes with that wide smile and purrs: "Yes Sir , I sure am." The old golfer leans closer and into her left ear and says softly, "Well, wash your hands real f------ good because I want a cheeseburger."
Clip Of The Funny Movie Friday.
found this after adding photo of comment of this to my photos, I was so board I was looking at all of them,
My insatiable hunger incites oral riots   deep meaning loses focus in this heat   Primal rage takes what it wants   takes your filling takes over completely   Wild eyed prowler licking, suckling   I grab flesh and plummet to the depth of not understanding   just feeling sensations sweep over me in throaty growls.   I am still ravenous.
New Things On The Horizon... (update)
Well, there have been many different things to happen in the 1st month of the new year. A lot of it was actually pretty unnecessary, but can't change that now. Gotta look forward. As you all know, I've joined the band 'Cry For Lily' and I'll tell you what, this has probably been the smartest musical choice I have made. And it's not a metal band!! But that will not change the fact that I still put the effort into it as I would if it was a metal band. That's just how I roll. My writing and playing styles WILL NOT CHANGE!! It hasn't before, why start now? I'm as comfortable, and happy as I was in S.I.N., and I like where I'm at and what I'm doing with this band. The fact that my bandmates/friends are some of the most musically creative people I have had the pleasure to play music with. It really is a beautiful thing when people with different musical backgrounds and interests, can work so well together to make some of the coolest, kick-ass music that I have heard in a long time. I thoroug
9 Phrases Or Words Women Say & What Is Meant:
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it! (5) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for you
Deaths Near Misses
So I guess one of the things that makes me uniqe si that Ive died atleast three times. The first two were from the same motorcycle wreck, no helmit went off the road and hit a metal pole. Life flight took me to Beaumont blinked out on hele ride, then again in ER, but they kept being able to bring me back. So a week went by and I came out of my coma on my 25th b-day, they let me know what happened, told me I cracked my skull, srushed the bones in my left ear (completely def), broken collar bone, blah, blah, blah. The third was alot less epic I was eating choked by the time someone came by I was blue, but once again I rebound well, cpr and Im back. On the way to the ambulance the EMS droped my strecher crossing the bridge form my house to carpport, good times good times. Well thats it for this one but there will be more stories of dumbfuckerry! 
Who Do U Tink Luv Sex Most ? ?? ? N Y?
As we all av had sex or knw wat it is..who do u tink luv it most MALE or FEMALE ? ? ? and Y ?
I Am The Kepper Of The Under World .. Rise And Meet Your King
Complaints Against Me
If anyone truly has a complaint against me ,comment on this blog.  Thanks and have a wonderful day!
Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you, In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you.
My Everything
You are the first rays of sunlight that peek through my window. You are the air that I breathe. You are my light when I can't find my way. You are the comforting feel of warmth that spreads over my skin. You are my remody when I'm in pain. You make all the darkness go away. You are the melody to my symphony. You are the energy I need when I feel drained. You are my everything.
What Is It About Older Women
What is it about older women, not eighty of course ; but up to 60 in my case, they excite me very much.  Younger women as well of course, but 50 to 60 year olds really get my motor running!
Really Old Poem I Did.. I Found It In My Email Lol!
My heart belongs to you my love My heart belongs to you my love You say i was sent to you from above I don't know what i would do With out you My heart belongs to you my love You say my lips taste so sweet Every time we kiss when we meet My legs get so weak I can barely speak My heart belongs to you Only to you my love One glance from me makes you say "You take my breath away" My heart belongs to you my love You were sent to me from above Your touch is to much to handle I can't imagine life without you I don't know what i would do If i lost you My heart belongs to you my love
Blueberry Waffles
2 eggs, seperated 1 1/2 cups milk 1/2 cup melted butter 2 cups all-purpose flour 2 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 tablespoon sugar 1 cup fresh or frozen blueberries, rinsed In a small mixing bowl, beat egg whites until stiff; set aside. Beat egg yolks; add milk and melted butter. Sift dry ingredients together; add egg yolk mixture and mix until smooth and fold in blueberries. Gently fold in beaten egg whites. Bake in a hot waffle iron. Makes about 6 blueberry waffles.   Cook's note: Through trial and error, I have discovered that it is best to wait to beat the egg whites til just before you add them. I have made a 3 times batch of the recipe and it made about 39 waffles.
These Are The Things I Wonder When It Comes Down To Love...just Meer Thoughts...
Gathering all these emotions...Trying to hold on to the last bit of sanity that I have left.. Years of tormenting myself into beleaving that someone like you could ever understand someone like me. I could scream cry and fight..Somethings are not worth fighting for..Been fighting all my life for that true love.Now I am done..take me or leave me..You tell me you are confused well I feel more used... People tend to sit around and revolve their whole existance around the ones that doesnt deserve it..We all do it and have done it.Cry and wait wondering when the other is going to get a clue.. Feeling stupid and hopeless...Thought's running through our heads wondering what is it about ourselves that never seem to be good enough for the other person.It can be the littlest things that can bring you down.. All that I ever wanted was that feeling of being a goddess in the eyes of someone..Unmentionable no question no resistance...Someone that could take me for who I am and the what I have an
I got job, make enough to pay the bills and occasionally eat. i work i come home and get online. where i got some "friends" does any of them actualy care idk they seem to disapear quickly. going to bars and such doesnt work for me im too dam shy. only ppl i know is family and the KIDS I work with. and one or two older friends that call me every now and then yeah they male and usually when they call its to see if im up for booty call. which answer is usually no. admit in past i had said yes out of sheer boredom and blahness. there is mike and he is wonderful man most times but he has his own issues to deal with. i guess im just in whinning mood and if u have unluck to click on this blog im sorry.
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can't destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn't hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never claimed to be a saintOoh, my own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never n
Democrats Buy Votes With Our Tax Money!!
From an ER doctor Remember I live and work in a border state overrun with illegals; they make more money having kids than we earn working fulltime. Today I had a 25 yr old with 8 kids ~  that's right 8! All are illegal anchor babies, and she had the nicest nails, cell phone, hand bag, clothing. etc. She makes about $1500 monthly for each; do the math.  I used to say "we are the dumbest nation on earth."  Now I must say and sadly admit, YOU are the dumbest people on earth (that includes me) for we elected the idiot idealogues who have passed the bills that allow this. Sorry ~ we need a revolution! Vote em all out in 2010!  WHAT BETTER REASON DO WE HAVE TO VOTE OUT OF OFFICE ANY AND    ALL INCUMBENT POLITICIANS  WHO CREATED SUCH A STUPID SITUATION. WHY ARE OUR SOCIAL SECURITY PENSIONERS PUTTING UP WITH THIS CRAP ?   WHY HAS NOT ANYONE YET FILED A CLASS ACTION DISCRIMINATION SUIT ? REMEMBER - IN NOVEMBER, 2010 WE HAVE
Missing You
I miss you a lot. This process, and this relationship has definetely been a challenge since you got this new job. Definetely different from spending a minimum of 15 hours a day on the phone together :) But I love you more than anything in this world. And I miss you and bug you only because I worry. I like listening to some of your favorite bands' songs just to feel a little closer to you. I like watching some of the movies we watched together, just so I can smile at the memory of watching it with you. I like rating your pictures on fubar just in case you hop online, you can see I'm still missing and loving you. But most of all I love going to bed at night because at least in my dreams, I can be with you right now. And there are moments like this morning when I wake up from a beautiful dream with you, and I swear I can feel your the lingering of your lips on mine. Silly right? You always teased me about being so impatient. Ii'm starting to think you or God are doing this to me to tea
I wonder when she dreams,Does her smile always stay.Until the sun rises,On the morn of a new day. During this new day,Does her mind go back to her night.And wander through its dreams,In the days warm sunlight. Someday I hope within my heart,She will talk to me of these things.Because the more we know of each other,A closer friendship it will bring.
Time To Step Back...
and rethink this whole thing. So...I'm leaving Fubar for a while. I may log in to check msgs I may not. At this point all I know is I have to get away. I've wasted 8 months being a fool, blind to what was right there in front of my face and it's time to open my eyes and admit the truth.   I normally don't do this but if you're interested enuf to read this then I guess you deserve to know where you can find me :)   Include your fubar ID with an add request. If I don't know who you are you will be declined.   Love to all my family and friends. Missing you already :(   Janette
Her beauty grows in my eyes,Each time she comes into view.I cannot explain how it happens,Just know that it is true. My want for her happiness,Cannot be matched any time,anywhere.someday I hope she sees,That I really do care. In her eyes so deep and true,Are the calms of every storm.And in her smile,sweet smile,The breath of everyday is born. I know I can never have her,Her beauty is so far beyond my grasp.I will accept whatever friendship she gives,Until my time has passed. My love for her always unconditional,And will never faulter or die.I will remain as true as true can be to her,Till there is never any blue in my skys.
A Very Good Friend
i am very worried about my very best friend ...i havent heard from him in such a long time...i think he might have gone to hati to help out...he usually informs me though....guess this is where patience is really a virtue sighssssssss ...miss u jeff
We Have No Bananas Today
Well, I guess it's a bit cold out. I got to work this morning and my banana that was in my bag was frozen. Hmm.
May You Always Have A Angel By Your Side -douglas Pagels" border="0" alt="Photobucket"> " alt="" /> May you always have an angel by your side Watching out for you in all the things you do Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to come true Giving you hope that is as certain as the sun Giving you the strength of serenity as your guide May you always have love and comfort and courage... And may you always have an angel by your side Someone there to catch you if you fall Encouraging your dreams Inspiring your happiness Holding your hand and helping you through it all In all of our days, our lives are always changing Tears come along as well as smiles Along the roads you travel, may the miles be a thousand times more lovely than the lonely... May they give you gifts that never, ever end: someone wonderful to love and a dear friend in whom you an confide May you have rainbows after every storm May you have hopes to
Before I Was A Mom...
Before I was a mom I never learned the words to a lullaby. I never thought about immunizations. I had never been puked on, pooped on, drooled on, chewed on, or peed on. I had complete control of my mind, thoughts and my life. I slept all night. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin. I never sat up for hours watching someone sleep. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew I could love someone so much before ever meeting them. Before I was a mom...I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside of my body.
New Mafia turf made come and join if you're new or if you just want to star add me if you do not got a turf add Krazy smokey's mafia turf at
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Live Life for the FUTURE and let the PAST be the PASTLife is too short to dwell over dumb shytCuz real eyes realize real lies*Go0d Girls get down wit da gangstas*
Missing Metallica Fan Update
(CNN) -- Police tentatively identified remains found on a remote farm as the Virginia Tech student who disappeared in October during a Metallica concert. Morgan Harrington, a 20-year-old education major, went to the concert at the University of Virginia's John Paul Jones Arena in Charlottesville, Virginia, on October 17. She was separated from her friends and was the subject of repeated searches. Police said skeletal remains were found in a hay field on a 700-acre farm with no public access point. Police said there was significant evidence, but declined to specify what leads them to believe the remains are Harrington's. They said however an autopsy should confirm the identity. During the concert, Harrington left her friends to use the restroom, Virginia State Police spokeswoman Corinne Geller said Wednesday, and when she did not return they called her on her cell phone at 8:48 p.m. She told them she was outside the arena and could not get back in because of its policy, Geller
Jan 26th...
ok... so fu totally lets me down and i cant change font or size, so you are stuck with reading it like this. hey... at least you got some mini widget about new photos. anyway, todays workout wasnt bad. went waaaaaay too late. too many people there and too many characters cloggin up the flow of traffic. i wish the fuckin boy bands would stay home or learn that its weightlifting, not a golf match. you and your boyfriends dont need to be in a foursome. you take way too fucking long. stop looking in the mirror, sending texts, and chatting about whatever chicks ass you saw on an elliptical upstairs. get off the fucking bench you stuck up 23 year old metrosexual prima donna dooooosh baggg between them and the 60 year old ladies... look grandma, i got love for ya. im proud of ya that you are trying to stay in shape at your age. but if i get up from the bench to go look for more plates, and you squat your depends wearing ass on it so you can practice doing whatever chinese crouc
....true Words....
My love for you it grows so fast how and why I shall not ask I'll give it to fate, put it in her hands I cannot explain in words how I feel You've shattered my walls and dispelled my fear I trust you won't hurt me far or near Your voice and words have reassured me Your actions thus far have inspired me My only desire now is to love you eternally To make you happy and make you my world To take care of you and your daughters, makes three To never let anyone of you down, that is your gift from me To love you forever and always til fate takes me this is my promise to thee for eternity I'll not let you down as long as u love me
Road Trip! From Here To Oracle>>> Sell Me Some Goodies!
 Hi everyone :) Soooo I'm really tired of being stuck at level 27 and really could use some help leveling! I'm looking for blasts, HH, CB, bling packs or Autos...And since I don't ask for something for nothing, here's my offer:   Smaller bling packs of 5 or 12: 3 days of 30 elevens and daily page rates for a week.,,And/or Fubucks...make me an offer, I'm willing to negotiate! Bling packs of 25 or more: 1 week of 50 pic rates per day, daily page rate, pimp you in my status, and/or Fubucks(for 65 pack or larger I will put "owned by" in my name) ..also willing negotiate other trades! HH, Blasts, Cherry Bomb or Auto Elevens: All of the above PLUS 2 weeks of daily page rates, 2 weeks of 50 elevens per day ...or negotiate! I really want to make Oracle and pimp out my friends... so PLEASE HELP!!!!!
A-hole Of All Time Newbie Rates Me A One And Tells Me I Am Starting Drama
from: Snow United States subject: you feel good?   received: 01/25/2010 08:10 pm replied: no    block this member    Flag as spam   what was that all about?do you feel good?dont even bother to answer...cause its even a reatorical question...intersting that you tried to start a quarrel,that shows on what level you are on...are you like a child?or maybe retarded or disturbed or something...also retorical question....get real and get a life...or are you on somekind of medication?!also in plain american GO FUCK YOURSELFthat the dictionary for your level...and try to collect points and rates to level from that!a tip from me
God Birttany, You Have Too Many Opinnions
Ok my friends, another rant, you don't like it leave NOW.   What makes killing innocent people right? What makes killing your own people right? What makes one person spoil a bunch? I just can't wrap my head around it and I frankly don't get it. Why would you want to do this? Why would you be mad when someone defends someone else. Why is this happening? Maybe the reason I don't understand this is because I believe my heart is big enough for everyone to fit. Maybe my opinions are the reason I have no friends. I just don't understand, maybe I trust too easily. Maybe I should start mixing the concrete to build up walls.   I don't understand what makes a human being hate another human being.
Song Lyrics
Jeff Bates--Long Slow Kisses Hey baby, I guess you're wonderingWhat I'm doing home so soonNaw, I ain't sickIt's just, this morning when you told meYou didn't feel like you were the mostImportant thing in my life anymoreWell, that broke my heartSo I had to turn around and come backAnd tell you what I'm gonna do about itI'm gonna light the bedroom candlesTake the phone out of the wallWe can lay around and talk for hoursOr maybe we won't talk at allI'm gonna resurrect the loveThat slipped away from usAnd the man you've been missin'Startin' with some long, slow kissesI just wanna let you know how ashamed I amFor making you feel that wayDarlin', I'm so sorryI guess I've just been spendin'Too much time on makin' a livin'And way too little on making loveBut if you can find it in your heart to forgive meGirl, I swear from this moment onYou'll always know where you stand with meI'm gonna light the bedroom candlesTake the phone out of the wallWe can lay around and talk for hoursOr maybe we won'
Fu-mafia Tips
Here are a few tips I have come across and or learned in playing Fu-mafia.  1.  Mob members - get as many as possible never stop recruiting from the New Players list (when you are on and waiting for your stamina to build is a good time to do this), from those who you lose to in an attack or who attack you and win, and if you belong to a turf make sure you mob request all members of the same turf as well as all the members of any turfs that your turf has an alliance with.  The maximum number that can be taken into a fight is 750 if you are new to the game it will be considerably less but when you reach level 150 you will be able to take the full 750 into the fight.  Always accept Mob Request from others, you can never have too many in your personal mob, after all they have no real ties to you in game play they are just numbers.  Also be aware that you can not attack anyone in your mob and they can not attack you. KEEP YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE AND THOSE THAT CAN WHOOP YOUR ASS CLOSER. 2.  We
My Life
Well let me  start by saying I am leagelly blind. Was since birth. Don't waste your time or mine by feeling sorry for me. I was put in special edd from the get go. wich back then in Ca. was their way of getting you out of the way for the kids who had a chance. So forgive my  had spelling, grammer and  what not. I do  just fine in my  life. I don't need some one to take care of me I do  just fine  on my own . I can take care of my self and others just fine. Yes there is  a few things  I can't do,but a lot I can and some things i don't even  know about yet. I am always willing to try.   For those of you who judge me  on my eyesight and don't give me a chance ,you are only hurtign yourself not me. You are loosing out on knowing  some one wounderful. I will be fine with out  a closed minded fool for a friend.   I am single  and not looking for  Mr. right. I don't need a dad for my kids they have one. I don't know if I will ever want  a relationship again. I have a long ways to go befor I
Lunch Date
BODY { MARGIN: 8px } .LW-yrriRe { FONT: x-small arial } I have fifteen minets before you come out. I have been thinking about our lunch date all day. I find your car and set down in the back seat...My body is already so paintys already wet. I can smell you in the car. You had told me not to touch my self in anyway. To just let it build..It was so hard to do. I cross my legs... and try to relieve just a little bit the throbbing in my clit. Maybe...just one little touch...a quick rub...what could it hurt right....I slid my hand under my skirt...on the out side of my pantie. NO I need more...I slip two fingers in.....OHHHHH it felt so good....I feel more then anything you open the door and getting in....the cold air hitting my hot body...I pull my hand away real quick and can feel a deep blush all over my body...mmmy yes I had been caught.  You take my hand and put my fingers in your mouth sucking my wetness. In that low hot voice you say. YOU have been bad. I'm
I was walking to Wal-Mart and ran into a homeless person with a sign that read "Please help, WWJD?"  And it really made me think, what would Jesus do?  So I went home and did absolutely nothing till I was 30.
How It All Started...nov.11th 2009
So here it is , my story. I decided to write this blog informing people of what happened to me,in hopes of maybe someone else won't make the same mistake I did. It all started when I started having extreme pelvic pain. It was so bad that at times I couldn't even walk.Ofcourse I confronted my doctor about it . She started running all kinds of test. I went for an ultrasound an nothing was visable.I went for a catscan an nothing was visable.So there was only one more step to find out what it could possibly be ,exploritory surgery or also known as endoscope. Seems harmless right? WRONG . I went in on Nov,11th completly expecting to come out being perfectly fine.I had complete trust in my surgeon thinking that she had done this procedure several times before an every thing was going to be fine. Well I came out of surgery feeling pretty fine. I went home because it was an outpatient surgery.   I staid home for two days .I couldn't eat or drink or even move. I was in extreme  pain an v
The Human Condition- Unrequieted Love
Why should one build relationships with others that will usually end in pain of disspointment?Is it our life's duty to place ourselves in positions where we are constantly hurt and neglected by the oblivion of others?Sure there are a few bright moments in history of love and enduring passion, but mostly they are filled with heartbreak and sorrow.Romeo and Juliet, albiet a work of fiction, is still a riveting tale in unrequieted love. Two people from fueding households, fall in love, and end up commiting suicide. Yet this is the upmost credited work of "love story" that a person will go to when thinking about what they want in a person. Sure they had thier moment in the sun, but it was constantly wrought with pain and death, and ended in and untimely demise for both of them. No happy ending to be found.Even as children we are taught to not search for that love. A children's classic,The Little Mermaid, shows young children, even when two people love eachother, an evil force will try to p
As You Grow Up!
**As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, kiss too slow, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back**
Important Life Lessons
I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I've learned- that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up. I've learned- that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I've learned- that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I've learned- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance
A Pittbull And A Dove
As i lay staring through bars; thinking of your eyes welled with tears; not knowing if your near or far; wanting to ease all your fears. Cupid floating in the air; in his mind thoughts of love; we are an odd pair; a pittbull and a dove. So quit being stressed; shed not one more tear; we've both been blessed; and can put away our fear. I may be a pitt; you maybe a dove; that don't mean shit; cause its you i love. Written By: Jay For: Heather
Rate 11's
Hearing the many birdsHappily singing their songsSharing sweet melodiesEven with all lifes wrongs. Seeing the frost, glisten in the sunAs it rises to a new dayBringing forth such wonderWhile we each go our own way. So no matter the path you choosePut on a happy faceSpreading cheer to all you seeAnd leave love you can retrace.
Will You Be True?
It You told me onceYou told me notYou told me twiceBut i forgotSo tell me nowAnd tell me trueWill you lieOr can i really trust in youAll my friends believeYou're just another guyWho treats me like trashAnd tells nothing but liesNow i need to knowI need you to sayWill you be thereBeside me all the wayCan i trust youWith my fragile heartOr will you take itAnd tear it apartI can't affordTo have my heart brokenIt's happened too muchToo many harsh words have been spokenMy heart has been leftScarred and hurtToo many guysHave treated me like dirtAll i needIs another guy to be untrueTo leave me lonelyCrying and blueThat would complete the planOf the male raceTo steal my heartAnd throw it back in my faceI have to believeThis will not endBy you sayingLet's just be friendsI have to knowWill you be thereOr will you leave meLost in the pain and despairI have to believeI can trust in youYou will only be with meAnd always be true
I think this whole 2012 thing is bs but for those that believe in it i say if you truly believe that the world is ending in 2012 then how about changing the world now and make it a better place so that if the world dose end (which i doubt)we can end on a high note.So for those worring about 2012 how about instead of wasting your time worrying and spend that time helping others,offering forgiveness,and love others.
A.n.g.e.l A.n.g.e.l Just like a shadow I'll be beside you I'll be your comfort And let it guide you home I will provide you a place of shelter I want a be your zone Tell me what to do Tell me what you wanted me to do I'll make you great to be a man With a woman who can stand Who will never promise to leave her man Making vows to please her man If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt again I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your angel Just like the moon I'll step beside And let your sun shine While I follow behind Cause baby what ya got It is with all the props With everything I'm not Tell me what to do Tell me what you wanted me to do I'll make you great to be a man With a woman who can stand Who will never promise to leave her man Making vows to please her man If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll k
Quiz Results
A quiz describes me as follows: You are a firecracker who doesn't like to take crap off of anybody, especially men. You're a lovely girl until someone crosses you, then all Hell breaks loose. You have an appetite for vengence but only upon those who truly deserve it, they'll be sorry when they see you holding up your smoking gun. You are much more than a pretty face, you have inner-strength and defiance making you a very unique and inspirational person- not that you would ever think that about yourself. For pleasure you enjoy the simple things in life and generally prefer animals to people. You are a person of extremes, as sensitive and fragile as you are feisty and vengeful, you are truly one of a kind. I couldn't agree more!! lol 
City's Whispers
Try walking alone one nighton some bright city street.Listen to the noise andconfusion and chaos thatswirl around you,like the music you rememberhearing the first timeyou fell in love.Listen hard,because intricately wovenwithin every sound thatpasses you byis a whisper,a quiet voicethat speaks with thewisdom onlyan aged and learned citycan possess.And if you ever manageto fade away fromthe reality of it all,leaving only theintertwined rhythmsthat tell the stories ofall the people thisgreat city has seen,the words will finally makethemselves clear:"To live, to learn, to love,it takes two . . . "
And Another Day Has Dawned
Amidst our chaos and confusion;Amidst our anguish and despair;Amidst our never-ending questions and blame;… Lies a world of lessons.Through our tears and astonishment;Through our hopelessness and depression;Through our anxiety and grief;… Lies a world of shame.For it is our world that is responsible;It is our world that allowed this sadness;It is our world that has lost its youth;… And it is our world that needs to change.It is a warning for those who would isolate it;It is a warning for those who would bury it;It is a warning for those who think it will not touch them;… It is we, who need to address it.For this is the birth of our own generation;This is the birth of our own problems;This is the birth of our own past mistakes;… It is we, who needed to watch over them.A new generation who have hopes and dreams;A new generation who have life and laughter;A new generation who deserve a chance at peace;… It is we who need to make them
Everybody's listening,But not everybody hears.Everybody's brave,Still everybody fears.Everybody's searching,But not everybody finds.Everybody's looking,But is everybody blind?Our lives are what we make themBy design and chance,Still innocent victims of circumstance.Everybody's wanting,And everybody needs.Everybody's trying,But not everyone succeeds.Everybody's laughing,Still everybody grieves.Everybody's praying,But not everyone believes.The meaning of life is simple,Nothing elaborate or complex.Life is not a game,Nor is it a test.We are born with no road map,We are given no guide.The answers in lifeAre ours to decide.To do with as we please,And all of life's answers.
Introduction To Mothers Day - Science Of The Mother
Since we are male and female scientist, we need to think, behave and exist as such. We went from the pyramids to the projects. So let's raise our frequency, unlock ourDNA and wake up mentally, physically and spiritually to who we really are.  Noble drew Ali said "I can tell you things that will make your brain turn to water". At that time, we were not ready. Now the information is everywhere. As long as you put it together logically, prove it. For all you egotistical males among all these groups, brotherhood or some Moors not completely on their square. The Divine Mother, Divine woman, Moabitess, feminine is where we all came from, she is where all existence, life, energy comes from. Everything in the universe has to be known, what you can't see also has to be known. As I like to say it, everything in the universe has to be "known and shown". Some of you so called conscious people have not connected the dots. What does as above so below mean, what does microcosm of a macrocosm mean? So
   if you knew Molly you are blessed please pray for sinfullydelious to get through this rough time in her life i know i do and i always will cause when ya lose a loved one no one should go through it alone please help us remember Molly
Sum Of A Biotch!!!
Letting Go
I sit here alone once again, thinking will the pain never end. Why cant I let my heart mend? Do you have a helping hand to lend? Found someone I know I must let go, and I can never tell her no. There is one thing that I do know, I finally do let my feelings show. Cant go on another night, she has finally made me see the light. Yes my days are becoming bright, and we are beginning to become so tight. She knows how to push my buttons, and sometimes we argue, I am so glutton. Then we make up all of a sudden, and yeah when she is mad, shes cute as a button. I like the way we sit and talk, sometimes we even go for a walk. I also just love the way she smiles, when we walk we can go on for miles. She likes the way I take care of things, and I tell her all the joy she brings. But yet I know she wants to roam, and she is so far away from her home. That is why I must let her go, even if I do love her so. Sometimes we have to just let people be, hope she is happy, even if it isn`t with me.
It's Not Morning?
Good lord, why am I awake? I'm sore from my first aerobics class yesterday. I had 3 classes at school yesterday - one at 11am, one at 2pm, and one at 5pm. I rushed home after that so I could host Trivia Night in the Anti Lounge (which if you didn't come to SHAME ON YOU). I had such a long day so I knocked out a bit early. But I don't know why I woke up 4.5 hours before I meant to. I do have a theory. I have a date tonight and I'm super excited about it. I don't think I've ever been as jazzed to go on a date before. But why should that cause me to wake up as early as I am awake now? Here's why I think my excitement has pushed me into conciousness, and my behavior has a relation to Christmas-time.. Every Christmas since I can remember I've woken up a few hours before 6am. I think it has something to do with the fact that I get so excited. If I didn't wake up, my brother woke me up and vice versa. This is still true to this day, except now my brother has moved out and is married. I sti
Why Are You So Terribly Disappointing?!
I love this writer! What the hell is wrong with you? Are you really going to wear that? Why aren't you right now cooking me a nice meal and wearing those hot boy shorts you know I love and saying those words you know I want to hear at exactly the moment I like to hear them, to make me feel better about everything, even though I probably won't? What happened to my bonus? What happened to my job? What happened to my country? Why can't it all go the way it's supposed to go? You mean having a kid won't solve my marriage problems? Why don't these drugs make me feel better? Where's that goddamn waiter with my salad? Have you seen the stupid weather today? Is this really all there is? These are, from what I can glean, the most important questions of the day, of the month, of modern life itself. Hell, what with the economy and job situation, the housing market and the overall feel and texture of the nation right now, it's no wonder Americans are, by and large, a goddamn miserable bunch. We
She looks so tender,To innocent to touch.Her beauty overwelming,Her eyes capture me ever so much. To hold her even just once,To feel her warmth against me.To have her look into my eyes,My love for her she would see. Can I ever tell her how I feel,Or just let her pass me through my day.Could I explain to her my thoughts,Or will my courage just give way. I long for her to know,What is so true in my heart.For now my courage has abandoned me,For now we remain apart.
Stupid Things On Fubar
well my first blog...and its not a happy one...gee wiz...people...if someone says something ...rates one of your photos the wrong way...or makes you not post something like (im so done with men...or all men are donkey holes...or the likes....dont take it out on everbdy else...for gods sakes...take it out on the one individual that crossed you.......dont act like our goverment that makes laws becuase of one person..grow up.......also i just saw a ladie whine an cry no one rates her profile....(its on private stupid).....if someone adds you too there profile they are interasted in you.....not pics of other people..dont sell yourself short...oh yeah....whats the point of posting pics that no one can view..not friends not one...if you dont want the world too see just keep friends and family only for crying out friends if i see this your gone .....and for those that dont like nsfw...dont advertise yourself as a bag of chips and all that..goto eharmony er s
Who Am I
i am a complicated man yet simple, and a simple man , yet complicated
Hello ^^ I am joshua, age 19 going 20 on feb 13th. I am a really friendly guy and i am always looking for friends ^^ i am an anime/ manga lover, i swordsman in training, an artist, a grappler, a leader of a clan in real life. My hobbies are making friends, playing sports, friendly sparring matches with friends, doing insane exercises and training. Just as long as people are nice to doing my best to be good and nice to them ^^ One thing i being mean. I cant stand being mean and i love helping people in need. I am a good person to talk to if you ever have any problems and need someone to talk to ^^ I know i talked a lot in this message but...i did have to introduce myself to my future friends huh? =) this isnt everything about me, so...if there is anything specific you wanna know about me...feel free to ask me ^^ final a single. i never really had any luck with love. but...i cant wait to talk to you ^^
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She was a queen before I saw her. A beauty all the way through. Sof,t sweet words she whispers. A voice that calms and soothes. Her eyes could melt metal. Through my heart they run. They pluck on its little strings. Soon it, they will have won. Such a power over me. Explain it maybe I never will. She will always be a beauty to me. Nothing else could I ever feel.
Bed Without Dinner
Studies show that 83% of women masturbate in the shower... which is awesome.  I can't masturbate in the shower though... my knees give out and I end up pulling down the shower curtain.  Then my mom gets mad and I have to go to bed without dinner.
Double Up Tonight
Truth About The Freemasons
Passion's Transition
    Is the wish for the touch of sweet fingertips the nature of the lyre? A delicate instrument who dreams of a sire to strum her tender chords across an empire. Does the muse search for the poet, like the poet searches for a reason to be inspired? A longing for completeness in all things comes hard-wired - yang to yin, masculine to feminine, even the Truth needs the Liar. Love is a fickle creature, and when strangled it's easily tired; denied the bellows, the inferno’s destiny is dire. Struggles for radiance lead to desperate attempts at breaths; the immolation of the conflagration becomes a funeral pyre. Whether positive or negative, understanding of vision is subjective. With this being said, could love be a phoenix - once exhausted could the bonfire be resurrected? New wings, alight with flame, to burn away the dark of pain - soaring away to heights unexpected. This is the game we play; the way we danced away the day - perfect partners divinely selected. F
Viewing User's Profiles
It is rude to view other's profiles and not rate them. How difficult is it to click a mouse on a cherry?
Ffdp Winter Tour  IS one of funniest ADULT blogs with erotica and a flair for appreciation of the arts ! IF your workplace & home appreciates "adult" humor that is not blatent porn, is fun for everyone! ADD TO FAVORITES AND LOOK AT ARCHIVES anytime you are searching for a good laugh!
Monday, 31st, December 1934
Nothing going on, it started out to be a pretty day, but turned off too Kold.  After Mutt came in he and I went to the Post Office, then went to see a coupla guys he sold them each a suit then home again.  Hap went to see his girl brought her out to the house and didn’t get out.  They sat in the car for an hour or so, until everyone went to bed then they came in.  Gedy and her mother rather sore about it.  I didn’t like it my self too well, I don’t think that a very nice way to do.  I played sol all eve he beat me 6 straight games, then I beat him one.  Well Honey Girl this is 1935, we have got about 3 inches of snow on the ground and it is still snowing.  I am going to close up and home home, so until later sweet dreams.  I wish you a very prosperous and Happy New Year.
The Most Beautiful Love Song Ever Made
Yea it's old but first time I heard this damn thing made me cry, go look it up on youtube.......The Jaguars - Play A Love Song     Lyrics to Play A Love Song : Please play a love song for me and my love tonight. Tell her I'm sorry Let's make it all right. I really love her with all of my heart and soul. Can't live without her. Please let her know. Tell her... She's still the beat of my heart There's no one else in the world. Help me rekindle the spark Bring back her heart. Please play a love song for me and my love tonight. Tell her I'm sorry Let's make it all right. (Ooh ooh ooh oooh) Please play a love song tonight.... [ Play A Love Song Lyrics on ]
Be My Lover! Fill Out & Send To Email
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (colour and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: ------------ ------------ ------------ OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favourite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so, would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss me often? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you be waiting by the phone wanting me to call you right after we saw each other ? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut,pimp)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? ------------ ------------ -------
I Will Always Believe In You
  Some people won't believe in you;they won't encourage youto follow your dreams,but you must always believe in you,no matter how long the journeyahead seems. Some people will be jealous of you;their words will be sharp and unkind,but you must close your earsto such words,and never allow them to changeyour direction or your mind. I'll always believe in youand encourage youto follow your dreams,and I'll try my best to show youthat the road is neveras long as it seems. I'll always cheer for you;my words will be warm and kind,because I truly treasure you.You own a part of my heart,and you're always on my mind.
Thank You To The Men And Women Fighting For Our Freedom And To All The Vets Out There! ♥ To You!
Retro With Narly @ser
Man In My Dreams
I woke up about 9:15 this morning (thanks to the fucking assholes upstairs) with a raging migraine. I haven't had one this bad in a really long time. It was getting to the point I thought I was going to be taking my butt down to the ER because it was not easing, even after taking my meds. Somewhere along the way, I must have passed out from the pain. I had this super bizarro dream (details of which are irrelevant). I mean, it was REALLY out there. When I woke up, I kind of laid there wondering WTF? One thing that was VERY clear was the man in the dream. Three hours later... I'm feeling a bit better and decide to go for a much needed haircut. Head down to a new hair place, walk in and just about fell over. The guy in my dream? Yeah, standing right there in front of me. I mean, exactly the same, right down to the piercings. Okay, this is a new one even for me. (Yes, this coming from the person who takes ghost pictures. LOL)
You Know What?
I'm so fucking sick of being the "nice guy" to everyone to only get fucked over EVERY time.  I try and try to make everyone happy and help out anyone I can, regardless if they are friends or not, but I'm sick of being the one getting shit on and yelled at and getting not even a fucking "thanks" for what I do to help any one.  So you know what? Fuck every last one of you..  I'm done with it.  Don't bother asking me for a fucking thing anymore because I will not do it.  Don't ask for money, my help, a ride, a picture edit, a website, nothing.  I'm fucking done getting nothing in return...  FUCK YOU!   *And to the ONE person that does appreciate me, this does not include you.  And you know who you are... Alyssa*
Haiti Relief Donations
after i heard what happened in Haiti two weeks ago i started saving my coins. i was gonna save them for a trip but i think the Haiti kids are more important
My Senses
By The Light Of The Moon
                                                    By the light of the Moon             By the light of the moon i feel you,            By the light of the moon i hear you,            By the light of the moon i taste you,            By the light of the moon i am deaf for you,            By the light of the moon i am blind foryou,             By  the light of the moon i scream for you,             By the light of the moon i cry for you,             By the light of the moon i want for you,             By the light of the moon i need you,              By the light of the moon i love you.              Can you feel me by the light of the moon? &nb
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The True Secret To True Beauty
For attractive lips, Speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, Seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, Share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, Let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day. For poise, Walk with the knowledge you'll never walk alone. People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; Never throw out anybody. Remember, If you ever need a helping hand, you'll find one at the end of your arm. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself, the other for helping others. The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
Poem Of The Day 020110
Sometimes it goes Put up with the grumpy Deal with a pain Go around obstacles Stride through the strain.
Drinking With Bukowski
Drinking with Bukowski I had an affair with alcohol and cheated on time Women were fluttering thoughts, as each one has at least one striking feature So desirable at any given moment that I just had to do it It came, oh yeah, it came the current the next the one after that the paying customer they came Succulent, sweetly swollen embodied in the momentary connection and reconnetions inspiring my dark realities spewing forth brutal honesty I wrote because I loved them or at least a piece of them little fragments of their humanity, utterly deniable They howled orgasmically coming forth from my pen needing to take haven briefly in my shadowlands They left, oh yeah, they left their fingerprints, their foot prints, their scent, all there for me to savor as I recreate, retaste through my words. They left... for their husbands, their fulfillment, their righteous anger they left for the next, the next customer, the next craving all of them carnivores in my mind some fair in their de
A Glimpse Into Me And My Poetry (hungry)
Hungry Scarlet letter written on my shirtmy face shows nothing but a smirk.Because,There's a part of me that you can't seeAnd its...HungryWhat a clever little beastYou will plainly see her feast, upon the luster in your eyesShe will ultimately be your demiseShe will dominate your heart and headYou will stare blindly as you're misleadShe will break you down and burn you outShe will pull you until you shoutShe was never like this beforeAt once her life was love evermoreShe remembers him, the drugs they didAnd all the things he ever gave. All she wants is himAnd the feel of his skinAs they danced in the rainOn that warm summer dayBut she left his sideWith barely a goodbyeBut she turns her face to hideSo he wont see her cry And that is why she looks up at the skyThe God's give her no replyAnd she waits.. Slowly she emaciatesAs her world disentigratesI look oh so lovelyBut the truth is.... I'm hungry ------------------------------------------------ On a side note, I've noticed the song "
The Porch Swing, Memories To Enjoy
The Porch Swing, Memories to Enjoy Some folks might say about our swing, “It’s just an old and rusting thing,” but I remember all the ways that old porch swing would fill our days Upon that swing now hanging still, moon rising o’er the distant hill, Mama rested, sipping tea, and sang sweet lullabies to me With silent rocking dreams were sought on summer days when it was hot, games we played while resting there, chess, and checkers moved on squares Women gathered ‘round the swing, to share the latest gossiping, while sewing patches on our jeans, or maybe popping garden beans Men returning from the field would wait there for the evening meal, at end of day, their work complete, old Rex, our dog, lay at their feet Granny sometimes shedding tears, recalling friends lost through the years, would pass the hours on our porch swinging gently back and forth We courted on that creaking swing, first love softly blossoming, sneaking kisses in the night veiled in shad
Dirt Roads
I came across a dirt road, And thought I heard it say, I know you’ve driven asphalt, But please turn down this way. And so I answered the dirt road, And walked down its first mile, The things I saw as I trudged on, Caused me to slow and smile. The dust that played beneath my feet, And swirled so gently round, Brought a smile unto my weary face, And chased away my frown. It brought back memories I had forgotten, Of days so long ago, When mostly there were dirt roads, And driving was so slow. I saw the butterflies long side, On flowers that grew tall, And saw a rabbit dart across, And heard an eagle‘s call. I saw great trees that furnished shade, Tall, reaching for blue sky, They gave needed cooling from hot sun, To all those who passed by. And then I passed a rundown house, And felt a twinge of alarm, It won’t be long till nothing’s left, Where once there was a farm. And then I thought of its future, When the dirt road too is gone, Encroaching grass along th
Excitement from knowing that others are aware of a person's sexual activities.
Help Haiti With Compassion, Help Yourself With Restraint
“Haiti’s problems didn’t start on January 12.  The world just started paying attention.”  If you’re at all like me, you may take umbrage at this statement – indeed, I’m thinking partly due to geography that Haiti is getting much, MUCH more help from the United States that it would if it were within the USA itself!  And it’s not that I have not given, we have not given, or have not more to give, but how much charity are we asked for that doesn’t over five minutes, days, weeks, months, or years seem to perpetuate the status quo more than provoke real change among those who receive said help?  Today Christian radio stations all over the USA (which are heard all over the world) it’s “Help Haiti With Compassion” day, an effort spearheaded by Compassion International to raise money and give help to that beleaguered country and its people.   From the standpoint of the United States where I live, it is certainly a fraugh
Tomorrow Is Tuesday Lets Party
I can't say that today was the worst day, but it was a bad one. . . Sure I got to chat with a really great guy first thing in the morning, and had a great shower, and got to talk to that really great guy again after the show but after that it all went down hill FAST! Went to 7-11 to get a drink and a pack of gum before I headed to class, and go yelled at by the clerk, “You have to show me your cup before you fill it up.” Wow lady what is with the rules at 7-11 now? None of the other stores have that rule. (For those in Utah this would be the 7-11 on 2700 South 8400 West, Magna, UT 84044) Got to class, a little early so I thought I would read over the first chapter in my Networking book again before my teacher came back from lunch, and noticed that I kind of already memorized the chapter. Well when my teacher walked in a little after 1 PM I asked him if he could give me the test, and I get told, “Give me a minute.” Well I started reading/studying ag
For All Of You Who Know What An Mre Is... And Those That Don't This Is Too Funny And True Not To Read.
MRE dinner date, the following is somewhat a true story... Told from thepoint of view of a young Marine."I had a date the other night at my place. On the phone the daybefore, the girl asked me to "Cook her something she's never hadbefore" for dinner.After many minutes of scratching my head over what to make, Ifinally settled on something she has DEFINITELY, definitely hadnever eaten before.I got out my trusty case of MRE's. (Meal, Ready-to-Eat) Fieldrations that when eaten in their entirety contain 3000+ calories ineach meal.Here's what I made: I took three of the Ham Slices out of theirplastic packets, took out three of the Pork Chops, three packets ofChicken-a-la- king and eight packets of dehydrated butter noodles andsome dehydrated/rehydrat ed rice.I cooked the Ham Slices and Pork Chops in one pan, sautd in shavedgarlic and olive oil. In another pot, I blended the Chickena-la-king, noodles, and rice together to make a sort of mush thatlooked suspiciously like succotash.I added some
This Is How I`m Feeling Tonight, The Alone, Crying And Wish I Was Drinking Parts Only. And Adding My Give A Damn`s Busted - Jodee Messina
Music Monday 14, 15, And 16
on a Tuesday    
Fetlife! (h)
I have been on this one website for awhile, but it wasn't until recently that I really started using it. If you are into fetish stuff you should come and make a profile here:   FETLIFE.COM
One look and I'm frozen where I standOne smile and I feel my cheeks burnOne word and I am captivatedOne touch and my skin feels electricOne kiss and the butterflies waltz in my stomachOne day and I can't stop smilingOne night and my body tremblesOne lifetime would never be enough …
I Will Carry You
even though weve changed and were all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, well come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where were not all still friends.
Dj Snappy@ser
Rip Great Grandpa Pane!
Well Lets Start Off I Have Lost 3 Family Members Since The Being Of The Year And The Most Recent Was My Last Great Grandpa Passed Away Yesterday Morning...So I Have Been Down In The Dumps Lately But I Just Needed 2 Write About It 2 Get It Off My Chest! This Man Was Loved By All He Was A Great Guy And A Great Grandpa Always Smiling And Laughing And Joking Around...But The Happy Part Is He Is Now With My Great Grandma Pane And They Must Be Really Happy 2 Be Finally Back Together Again! So As I Am Ending This I Just Wanna Say R*I*P* Great Grandpa Pane May U Rest In Peace And Be Happy And Joyful With Great Grandma Pane! God Bless Your Souls! Love You Great Grandpa Pane!
Disrespect 2 Wreck Fuck A Subject
Say i'm all talk but i ain't. I say what the fuck i gotta say. & you ain't gotta like what it is i don't care or give a shit. I'm all about me & thats all it is. I'ma 5 star fine wicked killa g. Sticks & ax's throwing them jabbing them in backs. Inactive facts go ahead while i sniff into some ass cracks (sniff). Taking a whiff on a smell of ass. Throw hard lyrics fast. While taking handy to doing my task. Relaxative mixed with chewed tablets. Not putting up with ya antics. I'm into hard core wicked shit. I'm into that resident evil silent hill shit. Love ghosts haunted houses asylums & monsters like cloverfield. So who's the fairest wickedest of 'em all. It be the i.w.s fivestar avatar mr. motherfucker. Yes i love to fuck mothers bitch. Really just give me a nice thick curvy bbw. That's into anal & loves footjobs. & likes to wear fishnets, bodystockings & skimpy outfits. I'll come around & rip up ya whole vocabulary of alphabets. Ya wanna bet snatch up rabbits. Like you thought you had
Survival Tips
Here are my survival tips for a zombie outbreak..   Tip 1 Have an abondent suply of food and water...Can food is best.Make sure you stay away from meats 2-4 days after the power fails..Your best bet would be to stick to besides caned foods is ceral and if it is a must candy bars..soda is ok for a while but you need water..Also try to stay away from fishing for we wont know if the infection will spread to the life in rivers and oceans.. Tip 2 Make sure to secure your shelter so that nothing can penetrate the inside..bars on your windows will work the best..iron doors on the entrances will work..and makes sure to double check your property for weaknesses and gaps in security..A camera monitoring system would work for keeping an eye on the outside..make sure the cameras are out of reach from zombies,they might break them down..Last but not a car or truck in a building like a garage..if you dont have one and have time makeshift one that can withstand brunt force from the
8mm Flicker
  S-A-double-V - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said:Certified Sicktastic - cock the shotty, Ant... yeah, click-clack it. Nightmare on a Silent Hill, all the Residents beyond drastic; Pure Evil, hellish buggin', watch out it's the sequel. Sharpen your meat cleaver - divide the fog, and leave limbs unequal...ANT the RANT of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said:I put it on 8mm, but I'm hold'n 9. Late feature, documents the history of an old crime, the mystery to unfold, told in rhyme, calm, collected, cold and refined, smiling safely, as CSI retrace the, body with a bold line, the killer sits right here and waits, online, hold'n up his call sign.S-A-double-V - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said:Berserker rage, it's time - shot released, open-says-a-heem, through the spine. Shells expended, cackle on the pine. Floors, as he Rants through the House of a Thousand. Mr. No-Regard-for-the-Corpse. The Road forks, like a cat with Nine lives, leavin' alleys where there use to be doors; blowin' 'em open,
Love In The Subway
This brings me to the First Time we met, I saw you poised. Waiting. Heaven-sent. I stopped like I hit a wall, I re-traced my steps. The potency of your perfection, I had to catch my breath. I saw you catch my eyes, you probably knew what that meant. But I wasn't gonna' engage you, the timing wasn't correct - You're gonna know I'm for real, but no; not yet. My beautiful Simba, your mane flowing, as if it were wet. You’re the Recipe for my Lioness, your my Wet Dream’s ingredients. The Master makes moves, tactics strong like cement. Patient, I will remain - content to take in your scent, imagining your purr, your body caressing me, like your pet. This brings me to the Second Time, and the Butterfly Effect. There you were yet again, and I hesitated, stutter-stepped. This time I caught your eyes, saw you crane your neck. I reveled in your curves, oh my God, it was ready, set... infinite possibilities, each one dependent on the next. And, My Future adjacent to my left, more than I c
Less Clones And More Real
S-A-double-V - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: If we had less clones, I'd have less zones; I wouldn't get this high, or hit as many area codes. Less clones equals fewer molds to break, and less bones. And, speakin' of bones, less clones means fewer domes to wreck, and even less homes... -Each1 Teach1- of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: brassknucks to the dome, wreck homes like cyclones, fresh coast to midwest, stay fresh my biddness, leave'm floppin on the shore like fish'ez wif no breathes, the freshest no contest, big buds, no compress'd, come catch a caved chest when steppin to these gents..get left on impressed, yer souls we digest, dem bones and dem flows, no contest, so whos next? ANT the RANT of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: Less is more, unless it's to dress for war, then we just have a mess in store, when red flesh carpet the floor, shirts off fellas let's impress the whores! pushups til my pecks are sore, I'd rather flex a test score, where's all those
Animals And Zombie Contagions
Here is what will happen. Animals can and will contract the contagion.There minds don't work like ours and they will attack and kill whatever they can take down even members of there own species. This will be very dangerous for humans..Animals like tigers and big cats,dogs can all out run a human on foot. The best way to deal with this is a sharp eye and quick hand at the trigger of a gun. If you see an infected animal and are on foot get into a shelter as soon as possible and try to find a way to kill it..Remember all this information is meant to save your life in a zombie outbreak.More to come when information is available.
My Dragons
Chaos is a friend of mine.  -  Bob Dylan
For My Gay Friends
™lovely sheep   A guy with land near Auckland buys several sheep, hoping to breed themfor wool. After several weeks, he notices that none of the sheep aregettingpregnant, and phones a vet for help. The vet tells him that he shouldtry artificial insemination. The farmer doesn't have the slightest idea what this means but, notwanting to display his ignorance, only asks the vet how he will knowwhen the sheep are pregnant. The vet tells him that they will stopstanding around and instead will lie down and wallow in grass when theyare pregnant. The man hangs up and gives it some thought. He comes to the conclusionthat artificial insemination means he has to impregnate the sheephimself. So, he loads the sheep into his Land Rover, drives them out into thewoods, has sex with them all, brings them back, and goes to bed. Next morning, he wakes and looks out at the sheep. Seeing that they areall still standing around, he deduces that the first try didn't take,and loads them in the Lan
Starland Vocal Band - Afternoon Delight
Ok...I search for the lyrics and come up with this one link that leads to the Urban Dicitionary...Had to stick it in along with the lyrics cuz it was just plain um...WoW!!! hehehehe Delight is quite simply all about daytime love making, the naughty type. It was also the name of a song sung in the 70s by a group called the starland vocal band. Theses words date back to around 130BC in Ancient Egypt, when people along the nile respectively went out in the afternoon to the banks of the nile and made love to their partners. I'm talking about having a bowl of chicken soup with a rubin, then making dirty rubin love. Now days we would see this as a mass orgy, but back then it was quite common. Afternoon Delight coming from the Ancient Egyptian words Aftaron, meaning before night, and delita, meaning sex.Rubbing sticks and stones together makes the sparks ingiteand the thought of rubbing you is getting so exciting. Sk
Bored Wtih Some Q And A
Have you ever been hit by the opposite sex?Yea but all in playDo you like winter time?Better than Summertime hereSeven days from now will you be in a relationship?Its all up in the airWhen did your last hug take place?Monday Who did you last hug?AdamAre you a jealous person?Not reallyDid you have an exciting last weekend?Yea had alot of funHave you ever crawled through a window?YepWhat's on your schedule for tomorrow?Get my nails done.. find some new work shoes... attempt to clean.. dinner with adam...What were you doing at midnight new years?SleepingWhat would happen if your boyfriend/girlfriend went through your cell phone?Nothing..Would you rather be a blonde or a brunette?Brunette is what i amAre you good at giving directions?Not reallyThink to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them in a car?YesAre you nice to everyone?I try to beIs it cute when guys/girls kiss you on your forehead?Sure...Are you happy with the way things are going?NopeDo you have trust issues?YesHo
Bin Tod.
a thousand empty bottles later, and I have yet to drown.    
Tick tick tick tick... and this runs into that day runs into... what's an hour to a minute?   Yet, here we are, staring, and wasting, wasting away. I'm sick with it.   I'll run with it.   Give me time that I don't have I'll give you change from my pocket for that void in your head.   Sick, sick, sick, sick....  
The crisis revealed weaknesses and gaps in the regulation and supervision of financial institutions and financial markets ... We must continue to do all that can be done to ensure that our economy is never again devastated by a financial collapse.
Just A Man *a Naughty Knight Original*
I am just a manAll I have to offer is all that I amI can’t give you the moon and starsAll I have to offer is my heartI can’t promise I wont make you cryI do promise to dry your eyesI can’t promise to be perfectI can promise that you are worth itI wont have all the answersBut you will be a part of my heart foreverI can’t tell you I have the perfect planBecause you see, I am just a man
My days have slowed downNothing now seems the sameAll it really tookWas the mention of your name. Do you still have a holdCan I ever let you goWhen I look into your eyesThen my heart may know. You may be far from meAnd out of my viewMy mind has its memoriesAnd my soul never lost sight of you. I may never get to hold youSometimes life can't portray what it seemsWill you now become a realityOr fade softly back to my dreams.
Sirens Song
The heart does changeLike seasons of the yearNow mine matches winterThis is something I fear. The longer I am goneThe colder I becomeHow long before I see youAnd feel the warmth of your sun. You can't bring back summerBut to my heart a flameAnd melt away my winterSo only your warmth remains
We're On A Road To Nowhere By Talking Head
WELL WE KNOW WHERE WE'RE GOIN' BUT WE DON'T KNOW WHERE WE'VE BEEN AND WE KNOW WHAT WE'RE KNOWIN' BUT WE CAN'T SAY WHAT WE'VE SEEN AND WE'RE NOT LITTLE CHILDREN AND WE KNOW WHAT WE WANT AND THE FUTURE IS CERTAIN GIVE US TIME TO WORK IT OUT We're on a road to nowhere Come on inside Takin' that ride to nowhere We'll take that ride Feelin' okay this mornin' And you know, We're on the road to paradise Here we go, here we go We're on a ride to nowhere Come on inside Takin' that ride to nowhere We'll take that ride Maybe you wonder where you are I don't care Here is where time is on our side Take you there...take you there We're on a road to nowhere We're on a road to nowhere We're on a road to nowhere There's a city in my mind Come along and take that ride and it's all right, baby, it's all right And it's very far away But it's growing day by day And it's all right, baby, it's all right Would you like to come along and you could help me sing this song? And it's all right, baby, it's
Clustered Random Thoughts
Well for starters.... I am very happy now and no one will change that. People think that if they say certain things that I will change my mind or feelings about stuff or people. I do what I want and believe what I want. Yes you guys do say some persuasive things but I have the final decision about the way I feel about it. I believe everyone has their own opinions on everything and that is the way it should be. I have finally found what I have been looking for in life. Yes it took me quite a while but I think in the long run it was well worth the wait. I have learned a lot along the way. Some stuff good some stuff bad. Some things I have done I do regret but I know I learned from my mistakes. Everyone needs to have a good outlook on life instead of it always being a downer. I used to be one of those types of people that thought anything and everything bad that could happen was happening to them. Well I turned that around finally because I found a good outlet for my feelings instead of r
A Life Lesson That Changed Me
On my way from Oregon to West Virginia I learned a very good lesson that I will never forget. When I left Oregon to head to Bills house in West Virginia I was a different person in a way. I used to think everything bad was happening to me. I kept to myself and was afraid to even talk to anyone. Online I'm different because I can't see who I am talking to so it don't scare me but in real life I clam up and go into a shell in a sense. Anyways, I was on the bus and so many people tried talking to me and I just sat there and kept my head down. It took this one girl named Marley to finally get me to talk... by that time I was in Utah. She was very persistent but she was one of the nicest people I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. She and these two other guys, one named Thomas and the other named Tim, sat there and got me to finally open up by just being themselves. They weren't afraid to act like smart asses or make fun of themselves which was a change for me. I used to be afraid of w
Melissa Etheridge - Angels Would Fall
The rope that's wrapped around meIs cutting through my skinAnd the doubts that have surrounded me Are finding their way in I keep it close to me Like a holy man prays In my desperate hourIt's better that way So I'll come by and see you again I'll be such a very good friend Have mercy on my soulI will never let you know Where my mind has beenAngels never came downThere's no one here they want to hang aroundBut if they knew If they knew you at allThen one by one the angels Angels would fall I've crept into your temple I have slept upon your pewI've dreamed of the divinity Inside and out of youI want it more than truth I can taste it on my breathI would give my life just for a little deathSo I'll come by and see you againI'll be just a very good friendI will not look upon your face I will not touch upon your grace Your ecclesiastic skin I'll come by and see you againI'll have to be a very good friendIf I whisper they will know I'll just turn around and go You will never know my sin
so im sitting here watching vincent play his x box and waiting to see the doc.. i dont like going to the docs.. i have a kidnney prob and they dont know what it is wrong with them. i also have a back pain and they dont know whats wrong with that.. to top it off i get dizzy off and on these days.. im soooo scare do go i dont know what the out come will be.. so as i sit here my mind wonders on what may happen today. im still waiting for our tax money so we can get our car. my middle daughter fell yesterday hurt her back so i am hoping she is ok. she went to school but you never know... kids you know... so far this year isnt going the way it should...   leave love if you like.. yours truely scared as hell, mandy love all my friends and family.. ♥
Beautifully Broken
Her beauty stays frozen,No time has passed for her.Her beauty remains so young,I think forever it will endure. I saw her this morning,And swore time had stood still.As if she could remain so young,Bending it to her will. For now she to me is a wonder,Timeless beauty for it,I have no clue.Most in this world weather in time,But not the beauty that is you.
yep so i dont think i really ever realized how fukkin weird people are. im not trying to sound like a bitch. but seriously. yikes, like im totally not putting peoples shit on blast but WOW. not really sure why its necessary to just give up all ur shit online. i sound like a bitch. yep. i do. but idc. not gonna lie i love this site. i mainly keep it to laugh everytime i open it. its funny to look around at pictures people post. and im hellla suprised cause a ton of the guys on here are SUPER cute. hmm. well idk.
General Macarthur
is  General MacArthur a good user name?
k i dont get it why do ex bfs and ex gfs dont get the hint when it's oh so clear that what happen back in the day is just that back in the day depending on the pass relationship if they was a liein cheat or if they actually was aiight but when i say i dont ever planin on talkin to a liein cheat then i kinda mean that i mean am i wrong for feeling this way i really wanna know what u all think  plz help me and give me some real honest opions 
Newton's Law 4th Law... Big Gurls Don't Jump Fer Nuthin.
They Call This Timberlake Bulge , Must Not Be A Full One, I Like The Kind That Test The Treads Of The Zipper And Peek Out Over The Belt "
Lovers Kiss
I love your lips on mine, it makes my insides flutter. A feeling so devine, to have you as a lover. Since our souls intwine, in love ment to smother. As we walh the line, eachother we discover.
Fashion Trends
Dead is the new unambiguous. Bipolar is the new undecided. Heavily armed is the new born again. Bald is the new head... and the new crotch. Hairy is the new face. Sheepishly admitting to having an STD is the new flirting. Purell is the new face of fear. Finding the time that's right for you is the new impotence. The smiley-face emoticon is the new "sincerely yours." Smoking is the new outdoorsy lifestyle. Looking forward to insanely expensive private schooling, thousand dollar a week nannies and soccer is the new yuppie birth control. Misinformed is the new patriotic. Veganism is the new "tastes like chicken." Serotonin uptake inhibiting is the new crowd control. Texting is the new talking. Talking is the new singing. Singing is the new hubris. Gay marriage is the new "be careful what you wish for." And finally, and only because I really need this to catch on, forty-four years old is the new thirty.   :D
Fubar's Double Standard
I think I am starting to understand fubar. . . If you are a guy you can be topless in any and all photos, even your default picture, but if you are a female and show even the smallest bit of cleavage your photo gets taken down and marked NSFW. What the fuck is with the double standard??? Baby Jesus and Scrapper need to pull their heads out of their asses and and start pull all those photos of shirtless guys off.     P.S. If a woman is in a bikini it is the same thing as her being in her bra and underware!!!!!
I'm A Blue Period Picasso...
ANT ᵀᴴᴱ ЯANTI'm a blue period Picasso stuck on a wall In the middle of a hall in Barcelona Trying to figure out how to get down 'Cause this solitude is bringing me down The paintings around me, they don't understand me The S h i n i n g™I philosophize, and interpret a pained man through Irish eyes. They don't smile, they just gauge intent and size; when it's necessary to descend or rise, to hold fast or sever the ties. The warrior's creed: it's do or die. And it's all blue, like a field of Irises beneath a Starry Night, like a genius, who severed his ears so he could feel the strife, and feel it so true, that he could lay it on canvas and make it scoff at you. Like a fennid who laid his life on the line, after he honed his spear, sheared off a hair, let it drop onto the leaf and watched it split in to two. You can't hear, but you can feel the tune, vibrate through bone and sinew. I'll make it all right, after I shed a tear or two. I'm just a man who's
So Strange....
So, I dreamt that a GIANT cheech polar bear attacked, the chong statue of liberty. (I witnessed via shadow puppets, "including cheesey cheech&chong sound effects") to which I turned around to see a Polar bear the size of the statue of liberty standing victorious over the fallen statue. Then body surfing acrost the entire hudson bay with john travolta, poor john broke his leg with a compound fracture on the giant water slide the bay turned into, and I bit my tongue in half. Shortly there after I was arrested for biting my tongue, as it was now a felony to do so on water slides. Mr. Travolta then took off with my bag of bastard!    
The Zebra Test
You Are Original You're one of a kind, baby! The jury is still out on what kind though... You are creative, zany, and totally wild. You're all over the board, and having fun doing it! People may accuse you of being totally random... you just have your own way of doing things. You may go off in many different directions at once, but you always end up where you're supposed to be. The Zebra Test Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything
I Don't Believe You By Pink
I Don't Believe YouI don't mind itI don't mind at allIt's like you're the swing setAnd I'm the kid that fallsIt's like the way we fightThe times I've criedWe come to blowsAnd every nightThe passion's thereSo it's got to be rightRight?No I don't believe youWhen you say don't come around here no moreI won't remind youYou said we wouldn't be apartNo I don't believe youWhen you say you don't need me anymoreSo don't pretend toNot love me at allI don't mind itI still don't mind at allIt's like one of those bad dreamsWhen you can't wake upIt looks like you've given upYou've had enoughBut I want moreNo I won't stopBecause I just knowYou'll come aroundRight?No I don't believe youWhen you say don't come around here no moreI won't remind youYou said we wouldn't be apartNo I don't believe youWhen you say you don't need me anymoreSo don't pretend toNot love me at allJust don't stand there and watch me fallBecause I, because I still don't mind at allIt's like the way we fightThe times I've criedWe c
New Account
  Fu suggested I start over AGAIN because I had signed up through FB and there are bugs/glitches still...
The Octo-mom,multi Kid Tv Syndrome..thumbs Down On Multi Breeding
I just HAVE to blog about this. Tv is full of garbage anyway but the garbage im addressing today REALLY bugs me. We live in a time of no jobs and no money. Many have to scrape by just to make ends is it any wonder that when i see and hear of people going absolutely NUTS overbreeding like cats or dogs that i see red. Why is it that some people almost INSIST on having literally a LITTER of kids instead of your normal sane 3-4 ? And to make matters worse some tv stations are giving these populus increasing airheads reality shows making it seem like an ok thing to do. People like ms lunatic OCTO-MOM and JON AND KATE PLUS EIGHT and others who went absolutely apeshit with their reproductive organs and now have a more then half a dozen or so kids at once. If its strictly by force of nature then thats one thing....but people like octo mom had ALOT of help giving birth to a litter of kids thanks to science...what makes me want to puke is that she did it on purpose,knowing the media a
Best Valentinedays Song Everrr Listen
Poems For Mom No I Didnt Do This But Damn It I Wish I Had Lol
Poem to MOM  My daughter came home from school one day,With a smirk upon her face..she decided she was smart enough, To put me in my place.'Guess what I learned in Civics Two,that's taught by Mr. Wright?It's all about the laws today,The 'Children's Bill of Rights.'It says I need not clean my room, Don't have to cut my hairNo one can tell me what to think,Or speak, or what to wear.I have freedom from religion,And regardless what you say,I don't have to bow my head,And I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want,And pierce my tongue & nose..I can read & watch just what I like,Get tattoos from head to toe.And if you ever spank me,I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges,With the marks on my behind.Don't you ever touch me,My body's only for my use,Not for your hugs and kisses,that's just more child abuse.Don't preach about your morals, Like your Mama did to you.That's nothing more than mind control,And it's illegal too!Mom, I have these children's rights,So
They're Coming To Take Me Away Ha-ha By Napoleon Xiv
Remember when you ran away and I got on my knees and begged you not to leave because I'd go berserk?? Well... You left me anyhow and then the days got worse and worse and now you see I've gone completely out of my mind.. And.. They're coming to take me away, ha-haaa!! They're coming to take me away, ho-ho, hee-hee, ha-haaa To the funny farm. Where life is beautiful all the time and I'll be happy to see those nice young men in their clean white coats and they're coming to take me away, ha-haaa!!!!! You thought it was a joke and so you laughed, you laughed when I had said that loosing you would make me flip my lid.. RIGHT??? I know you laughed, I heard you laugh, you laughed you laughed and laughed and then you left, but now you know I'm utterly mad... And.. They're coming to take me away, ha-haaa, They're coming to take me away, ho
I Haz Originality :d
You Are Original You're one of a kind, baby! The jury is still out on what kind though... You are creative, zany, and totally wild. You're all over the board, and having fun doing it! People may accuse you of being totally random... you just have your own way of doing things. You may go off in many different directions at once, but you always end up where you're supposed to be. The Zebra Test The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings
Growing Up
I may not have had the best childhood, but I've certainly had the longest.   As I get older I realize that I have not grown up, I look at my peers and think "am I as grown as them"? Then I decide, NO, and you know what? I am glad.   Carry on.
To be is to do.  -  Immanuel Kant
Left Alone In A Room
lost with out thought reminiscing things of past, present and future. Contemplating the outcomes of choices he has at this time. Where will they lead him, what will they do to him, does he want to be there or be that person.     Boots 2010
If I Forget
If I forget to tell you just how much you mean to me, I hope that you will remember while your not here with me.If I forget to tell you that you are my world and more, I hope that you will remember what I am waiting for.If I forget to tell you I want you in my life, I hope that you will remember that I am always by your side.If I forget to tell you I love you more than words, I hope that you will remember regardless of the hurt.If I forget to tell you I am sorry for my mistakes, I hope that you will remember with every one I make.If I forget to tell you no other can compare, I hope that you will remember the love that we both share.If I forget to tell you I miss you everyday, I hope that you will remember your absence causes pain.If I forget to tell you that forever is what I want, I hope you will remember that forever is what we have got. Whether I say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me, I will show you this forever, and these words will have no need.
  You wake from a sleep. A dead sleep in a cold sweat, but hotter than hell. You look at the clock the dead sleep lasted less than an hour yet again. The wall again with the wall, it haunts you in the day and in the night. It changed your life and made you realize that the actual world can actually be the worst nightmare of all. Now you sit and do anything, just anything to stay awake, why because there is more than a wall in there. In all those spots you can mask when you are awake, they haunt you but the distractions keep them at bay. But if you sleep, Even a drug enhanced sleep there they are. Vivid, even more vivid and morbid than they were in real life. The smoke is gone, the sounds of equipment is gone. The burning buildings gone All the other people gone It’s just you and the wall The smell of the dead
Riddle Answers And Prizes
            RIDDLES   A woman went to visit her bank manager and she took her young daughter with her. The bank manager said that the womans daughter could stay with his secretary during the meeting. When the woman and her daughter left, the secretary turned to the other secretary and said to her, "That little girl was my daughter." How could that be?The secretary was the girl's father.How many times can you subtract the number 5 from 25?Once, because after you subtract it's not 25 anymore.Why does the stork stand on one leg?Because if he took the other leg off the ground he would fall on the ground!.What Am I? A skin have I, more eyes than one. I can be very nice when I am done. What Am I?A potato.How can this be? A woman shoots her husband. Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes. Finally, she hangs him. But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. How can this be?The woman is a photographer. She shot/took a picture of him, develops
Come To Your Window
I took a job as a Nanny just after I graduated college. The Carter's were the perfect family; well off, but not obnoxiously ritzy, down to earth, and generally very kind. As I settled into my bedroom on my first day I took a moment to survey my new neighborhood. Most of the houses were fairly large with pristine landscaping. My eyes finally settled on the window directly across from my own. A handsome teenage face stared back at me. He mussed his curly blonde hair as he smiled. Over the next few days I got familiar with some of the neighbors, including Evan, the inhabitant of the room right across from mine. He was the son of two high-powered attorneys, a senior at the local high school, and all around spoiled rich kid. He didn't bother me much at first, a wave from across the yard as I wrangled the kids inside, a "how are you today?" here or there. On one particularly bright summer afternoon Evan came wandering into our backyard, soccer ball in hand. "Hey Katie," he smiled at me. Tra
My Good Deed For The Day
I've always wanted to coin a new word, to create a simple sound that so completely captures a universal human experience, it quickly becomes part of the fabric of our culture. That would be something. People everywhere using my word to express a feeling they had hitherto been unable to articulate. Here are a few of my word ideas, and an example of their proper usage, for your consideration. I hope you use them. doorgasm - The feeling of relief and pleasure when the person you had casual sex with finally goes home. I feigned a bittersweet smile as she walked out of the bedroom, then was rocked by a powerful doorgasm the second I heard her car start. gridlove - A delusional fantasy that occurs when you glance at the person in the car next to you in a traffic jam and are momentarily convinced that they are the answer to all your hopes and dreams. Were her feelings real, or were they just gridlove? She didn't care. She just prayed that her lane would catch up to his lane. homortified
Since I am clearly disinterested in the Superbowl,  should I read all the other news and sports i might be interested  in, or take a nap?   news    snooze   as always comments should be fun
Love Ain't Gonna Wait For You
"Love Ain't Gonna Wait For You"Your heartbeat's taking overAnd there's nowhere you can goAnd the love that you discoverIs finally taking holdWhen it feels like the beginningAnd the story will unfoldThere's a time to take your chancesDon't be scared of the unknownCause you can't fight itDon't deny itLove is stronger than each otherShow me babyWhat you're gonna do Cause love ain't gonna wait for youDon't run, don't hideLove ain't gonna wait for youIt's so good, it's so rightLove ain't gonna wait for youYou know that it's trueLove ain't gonna wait for youSo baby hold me bring me closerBe the one I give my allThere's no waiting a minute longerTo finally give your heartYou can't hide itDon't deny itLove is stronger than each otherShow me babyWhat you're gonna do, doLove ain't gonna wait for youDon't run, don't hideLove ain't gonna wait for youIt's so good, it's so rightLove ain't gonna wait for youYou know that it's trueI can't hold back what I'm thinkingDon't you tell me that I'm dreaming
He Can't Even See
Young and old, wild and tamedBoth of which desribe one persons nameBeautiful and seductive in the eyes of a girlWho can only wish to be given the world I thinks about him day and nightIs he the one for me, or is this not right?He doesn't seem to notice the look in my eyesThe one I get when he just passes by One filled with hopes and dreams of a fairytale endingThat of which doesn't even have a beginningI rely on myself to assure that he caresHis rejection I know I could never bare Yet I walk all alone when the sun goes downStill thinking about him, even though he's no longer aroundI can't ever seem to get him off my mindFor I've done noticed, he's definitely one of a kind Talented and sweet, cute and charmingThe emotions he stirs in me are simply alarmingBut the facts still remain, I has nothing left but painFor being ignored is all I have gained He's more than just a guy, more than just a friendA simple crush filled fantasy I'm hoping will somebday endI know where this can't go,
Should I Be Worried?
Should I be worried, because of my health that I may make it into Gan Eden earlier than i intend?  Gan Eden is the Hebrew expression for Heaven.A.  don't worry be happy B.better late than never  As always comments should be fun
What power does knowledge bring?When tis beauty that shapes our world.It was not plato who launched 1,000 shipsWho among us has been moved to tears by calculustrigonometry and abstract physics?save the frustration of an overdue assignment-When the grandieur of the chasmthe dancing ribbons of light in the norththe white sand sparkling in salt sprayis what we celebrate fond, and close.These are our truths, and there is power in truth.Power in the very reality we love.What good is knowledge in a land of foolswhere mediocrity, even failure is rewarded.We're only granted the shield of knowingtake your hand from the fire,come out of the rain, fall flat with both eyes open.Shakespeare or Milchberg?Sovereign truth, or academic discourse?Beauty is only skin deepuntil you carve it in stone.Until you ink it from your heart.Capturing this moment.Her perfection.But marble crumbles.Paper burns.Youth ripens on the branchturning too sweet, creased and overburdened.The only power in knowledgeis the gra
Rude Ppl
hmm does everyone get many rude ppl  on here if so  what too do i will tell you i will not put up with rudness its just not right  respect  beacuse i will tell you off iam 37 a mom  and very single i put up with alot of shit from my exhubby i will not put up with that shit  ok
Living Without Air
I am without breath,The air is taken from me,Along with her voice.
American Capitalism Gone With A Whimper
   American Capitalism Gone With A Whimper        It must be said, that like the breaking of a great dam, the American  descent into Marxism is happening with breath taking speed, against the back  drop of a passive, hapless sheeple, excuse me dear reader, I meant people.    True, the situation has been well prepared on and off for the  past century, especially the past twenty years. The initial testing grounds  was conducted upon our Holy Russia and a bloody test it was. But we Russians  would not just roll over and give up our freedoms and our souls, no matter how  much money Wall Street poured into the fists of the Marxists.    Those lessons were taken and used to properly prepare the American  populace for the surrender of their freedoms and souls, to the whims of their  elites and betters.   First, the population was dumbed down  through a politicized and substandard education system based on pop culture,  rather then the classics... Americans know more about their favorite TV dra
Almost Speechless
I postes a blog yesterday to remind someone that they will never be forgotten and that they would always hold a special piece of my heart. Today I sit here still chuckling from the conversation with that special someone. You made me laugh and cry all at once.  You are amazing in so many ways and I will not let you forget it. Smiling is an understatement and that is noteworthy Ms A.L.
Real Men Dont Cry..
picture me rollin
Valentines Day Auction
  It's a Valentines Day Auction! Bid on these sexy fu's and get ur own fu-valentine! Rules: Auction runs from Sunday Feb 7th, til Sunday Feb 14th Auctionee has the right to refuse top bid NO DRAMA!! Drama will get u banned from bidding on anyone!! Auctioneer is not responsible for any transaction gone wrong after auction has ended Cash bids override plain fubuck bids
Hotel Room
reaction in hotel room:   reaction in Marriot Hotel Lobby in New Orleans      
Work Romance Part 2
As if you could read my mind you put your strong hands on my thick hips...picking me up...and sitting me on a nearby desk. Our mouths still locked in a kiss as you pull away and fall to your knees. You push my skirt up to reveal my black thigh highs and lacy garter belt. You softly kiss my inner thighs as you gradually push my legs apart. My body quivers as you slide your tongue up my thigh to my saturated pussy. I open my legs a little you grab my legs...throwing them over your shoulders. I lean back on my elbows and watch you start to eat my needs it so badly. It's been a while since I've seduced such a stud and had my way with him. You grab my thong and move it to the swollen clit protruding through my pussy lips. You slide your tongue over my entire slit...tasting my sweetness...spreading my juices all over my swollen slit. You stop at my clit as the tip of your tongue circles it...teasing it slowly at first. I moan out as I lay back on the desk, pu
What Do You Think Of Me ?
(POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable,I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine)
Status Update
Stand tall, stand proud, let me come and see you all as one and one for all, what happened to the three musketeers? Society chased them out, free thinkers, free believers, what happened to my freedom of speech? You backed down when you read the word and never challenged anything but your own opinion but its time to raise your china and voice an opinion.   Is it really the fact that we have backed down so much that we numbed ourselves to the world? How could this have happened with as much tv, media, society controlled by the government, music prechosen to obliberate our mindless selves. Oh wait, thats how it happened. My video games show murder and death as only a part of life, not as something tradgic, it shows sex is the only way to get anywhere in life, my tv shows are reality scripted or so perfect that I'd never achieve it. Even on shows that are to decipt the average american life of pain, drama, cheating husbands and wives, misbehaved children everything works out so perfectly
[my Life Has Meaning Again!]
You're not allowed to lie, okay?What if I just fail to answer in a sensible or complete fashion? Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?*thinks back* No... *thinks back to all those times we narrowly escaped death* ... maybe, but I'm sticking to no, and never on the lips. Do you think people think bad things about you?A very select few do, and only because they never really bothered to get on my good side or get to know me. Would you rather have long or short hair?I'd rather just keep it. What does your last text say?Sent: Omw to butcher, be done bout 30 min. What are you listening to?NiN's version of Gary Numan's "Metal". Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?Yeah, it was today in fact. I still do. Have you ever kissed someone during class?During during... no. Do you want your last ex to be happy, even if it means not being with you?GTFO. DIAF. Go back to when you and your ex were dating, if you tattoo'd their name on you, would you regret it?Oh just a
Dark Secret
Darkness all around me,I feel you, suffocate,No one else is around my misery,Can I give anyone the key to the gate? No one realizes the pain,The weakness that I feel,The darkness swallows with vain,My nightmares feel so real. The shadows that hide,The tears I hold back,The old me, has died,Everything is black. I run, but I still see it,It is hard to face,It pulls me in, bit by bit,It takes me back, back to that place! From the memories, I try to run,They are destroying me slowly, not fast,I’m growing weaker; I know they’ve won,It haunts me, my past. The sadness, it has brought,I feel the guilt,I can feel the inside rot,The darkness inside me, it built. I feel so insane,These words are my last,Darkness has won, my tears fall like rain,I can’t run anymore, it has won, my past. My past has won,I’m sure this is true,The damage is done,My heart, darkness controls it too. I’m leaving now,You may not want to see,You might not want to know how,Today is the
Look What Happened
Cant sleep, too busy cycling through memories about the good times the bad times and the high times, and every last thing in between. Its still so surreal to me that 10 god damn years has flown by. Ive been out of school for FIVE years now and it feels like yesterday i was that awkward skinny kid walking into school not a fear in mind and not a single worry in sight. When i think about all the shit ive endured in the past 10 years i remember all the times when things seemed so much worse then what they really were. The first big break up, my first party, friends gained, friends lost, every last drop of booze and every last breath of pot. It all adds up to one single point, "Enjoy the little, trivial things" because even when things are at their worst, its far from over and you never know when you'll actually be able to enjoy the things you love the most. Everybody needs to pull their heads out of their asses and wake the fuck up. Life isnt a dick measuring contest its a machine that oc
I wonder if anyone will ever actually read this. I sit here lonely in my room after a boring day at work. Why do I bother ever coming home, there is no one there to ever great me or even want me to come home. There is nothing but emptyness to greet me once I walk home. People wonder why I go to work so early, why stay home in the oppressive lonelyness that is my greeting upon waking. When I die what will I have to look back upon? Who will actually miss me? All those around me have that special someone to warm their lives, and they cant even see it. That is the part that drives me nuts. I am not an evil person. Or even a bad person. Yes I can be demanding but who isnt? I try so hard to make up for a tainted past and I wonder what is the point. It is always someone else that gets the bonus to life. Oh fuck it.
More Jokes - Enjoy
Englishman, Scotsman and an Irishman all get hauled in to the police station to appear in a rape line-up.As the woman is led into the room to identify her attacker, the Irishman points at her and shouts "That's the miserable cow!"   **************************   Where do you send a jew with ADD?A concentration camp   ***************************   NEWS FLASH -   GARDENER SACKED AT WHITE HOUSE!A gardener was sacked from his job at the White House today. W
Nice Guys Finish Last
GUY:I'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorryThat my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy"I'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not a jerkI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just screw youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen
Finding Your Tribe
Your Allies On Life’s Journey Our tribe members are those people who accept us as we are and gladly accompany us on our journeys of evolution. Part of being human is the search for an individual identity. Bound to this strong need to establish a unique persona, however, is an equally intense desire for acceptance. It is when we find our individual tribes that both are satisfied. Our tribe members are those people who accept us as we are without reservation and gladly accompany us on our journeys of evolution. Among them, we feel free to be our imperfect selves, to engage unabashedly in the activities we enjoy, and to express our vulnerabilities by relying on our tribe for support. We feel comfortable investing our time and energy in the members of our tribe, and are equally comfortable allowing them to invest their resources in our development. The individuals who eventually become members of your unique tribe are out there in the wide world waiting for you. You are destined
Practicing Nonattachment
Allowing Our Children To Be Truly loving our children requires us to set them free and practice nonattachment. Trust and allow. Parenting asks us to rise to some of the most difficult challenges this world has to offer, and one of its greatest paradoxes arises around the issue of attachment. On the one hand, successful parenting requires that we love our children, and most of us love in a very attached way. On the other hand, it also requires that we let go of our children at the appropriate times, which means we must practice some level of nonattachment. Many parents find this difficult because we love our children fiercely, more than we will ever love anyone, and this can cause us to overstep our bounds with them as their independence grows. Yet truly loving them requires that we set them free. Attachment to outcome is perhaps the greatest obstacle on the parenting path, and the one that teaches us the most about the importance of practicing nonattachment. We commonly perceive
Playing the role of an adolescent.
It ends not with a bang, but a whimper.  -  T. S. Eliot
I Am A Monster!!!!!
Here's a little love story, for LADY KILLA aka ALYK YDAL, or VIDAL SASSOON, or whoever the fuck this Roger Rabbit is. You can click here: LADY KILLA IS THE REALEST for more info, or you can do anything else, pick something at random, and it would be more productive... LADY KILLA's status: LK But On L4D They Call Me Witch-Killah Beeeeeeeeeeeeeitch :D Deb said: Tuesday Hugz [image] The Shining™ - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: Tuesday Hugz [image] for They Call Me Witch-Killah Beeeeeeeeeeeeeitch [image] - LMFAO The Shining™ - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: I got that IRA flow; you got no soul, but you like to pretend. I'll slap you with the Red Hand of Ulster again and again, car-bomb your home and stab you in the neck with your own pen. You being alive is a sin - I'll stab you in the neck with your own pen again, shoot you out the sky on your way to heaven like a little wren. The sky is falling and you're a target, you betta' try to blend. I get bent

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