Good lord...does it ever go away?
Missing my Dad....things reminding me all the time. Funny shit that none of you care about...that's ok, this helps me, the writing does....I really don't care if anyone ever reads this...I will read it, I will remember and it helps me heal if that is truly possible.
My brother and I were talking of one particular thing many many years ago at a funeral...small town in Ga. We were talking to an elderly woman, (at the time, she was in her 70's. Shit! 20 years ago!) my Dad told her she looked wonderful and mentioned something about her hair (my father the charmer!)....the wind was blowing hard that day. She said "Well it's getting a good blow job!" OMG!!!!!! I thought me and my brother would lose it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We had to walk away we were laughing so hard....not my Dad...he was so fucking cool! After he was through talking to her, he walked over to us and said, quite calmly but we knew he wanted to laugh with us, "What are y'all laughing about? The woman and the blow job?"
Which of course made us lose it again!!!! My Dad was so funny and so cool!!! I miss him terribly!