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Sometimes
Sometimes people don't realize the true meaning of things until they are lost to them. A relationship that went south and never given a second chance could be the relationship that would have lasted. Friends that take each other for granted and never really listen to one another losing touch and not speaking. You never know what will happen tomorrow or what might walk into your life tomorrow so never take for granted the things that you have right in front of you.

Florida Court Sets Atheist Holiday
And all God's children said - AMEN!Thank God for a judge who not only knows the scriptures well but also knows how to apply it in daily living In Florida, an Atheist created a case against the upcoming Easter and Passover holy days. He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians, Jews and observances of their holy days. The argument was that it was unfair that atheists had no such recognized days. The case was brought before a judge.After listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring, "Case dismissed!"The lawyer immediately stood objecting to the ruling saying, "Your honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others.. The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays.The judge leaned forward in his chair saying, "But you do. Your client, counsel, is woefully ignorant."The lawyer said, "Your Honor, we are unawar

Mental Heuristics
A heuristic is a "rule-of-thumb", advice that helps an AI program or human think and act more efficiently by directing thinking in an useful direction.Some of these heuristics are age-old wisdom, bordering on cliche, but most are actually helpful.If you want something done, do it yourselfComment: Obviously true, and doing it is usually very good for your self esteem. A surprising amount of work can be done this way, and experts are not always necessary. However, there is a risk of becoming overworked if you try to do everything yourself - we all need other people after all.Never procrastinate anything you can do right nowComment: Very powerful. There are many things that can be fixed or solved with a minimum of effort, but are often pushed aside as unimportant. Unfortunately they won't go away, and in time the feelings of guilt for not having done them will make you even less likely of fixing the problems.When you have several things you could be doing and don't know which to do: Just

Red And Khaki
TARGET must be a horrible place to shop at when you are high. You've got 2 color schemes that become disturbingly obvious as you walk through the doors on the way pick up an affordable pair of shoes for work. Upper 50% RED, lower 50% KHAKI. Yes I said KHAKI. What freaks me out mostly about these colors are the busy little bees who work in this store in which I hear many women refer to as tarjay'. Emphasis on the 'Jay'. An oh so wrong pronunciation to make the store appear more French than it is. Allegedly. I despise the French. Regardless, these busy little bees that work in TARJAY, work in there red Polo shirts and there khakis like little elfs on a production line working for Santa Claus. Beautiful yet somehow dirty. My original intended point, before I drifted off on this mindless/drunken rant is please look at these busy little bees next time you go in the Le Tarjay. The red/ khaki color scheme produces a classic visual of a person who's legs move independent of their upper bo

Attracting A Pisces
Attracting a Pisces male is not hard --- in fact they're quite pretty easy to love. Pisces male appear tough and strong on the outside, but on the inside, they can be the most adorable, cute and lovable boys you'd surely want to cuddle and snuggle. They love the arts and they themselves are artists in the very sense of the word --- they are also up to date and are extremely knowledgeable in a lot of things especially with their passions and interests. They're street smart, flexible and dedicated old fellow and they yearn for a partner who a little bit the same. So without further agony, here are some top tips when it comes to attracting a Pisces male --- impress and seduce him now! Show them your romantic side.Poetry? Love stories? Cheesy flicks? Nothing appreciates them more than a Pisces male. Sure, he may be a softie but a Pisces men can be sensual and great lovers as well. They appreciate life's beauty and knows how to live life to the fullest --- although they need constant ins

What Is Love??
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

A Kiss Goodbye. *original By Living Dead Doll*
Many years i have hushed my heartI knew these feelings right from the startSitting and waiting but forever trueHolding onto memories i made with youI miss your hug and sweet embrase I miss your smile always on your faceThe happiness you bring will never endThe strength you give me will never bendFor too long i have kept this inHoping for the day you would see withinSee through this wall i built so strongFeel this love It is never wrongI would die to go back and show you beforehow i was always craving this going back for moreThe times for us were never kindBroken hearts and unsound mindSomehow now we still stand tallSo many have waited to see us fallBut now we rise for the world to seeThat you and I were meant to beI only see one last requestAll i ask is you do your bestA kiss hello..A kiss for loveA kiss below and a kiss above..All these kisses need no reason why..but please dont ever give me a kiss goodbye

For My All.........
Take your soft and loving hands and Remove the mantle of mistrust from my shoulders. Softly unbutton the silken gown Of regret from my skin. Come my love and remove the veil Of heartache from my face and Kiss these lips that were ordained only for you. Confiscate the jewels of deception from My arms neck and ears-discard my fears. Feel the fabric of the chemise Of my misgivings and set me free from it. Kiss my naked shoulders honeyed with newfound faith Liberated from doubt and the threat of neglect and obscurity. My darling go further south and Remove the thongs of this world's Hatred and prejudice from my hips and slide Them slowly down to the floor where they can be no more. Undress me until I am stripped bare of The world's evil and tainted essence until like The day of my birth, I emerge beautiful untouched- unpoisoned. Let this nude daughter of Eve stand Before you liberated from the negative-Pure and positive and free to melt into your loving embrace.

Lust
Lust Close your eyes ....feel my touchdream with me/ fly with me / play with memy name is lusti walk through the nightinvisible to alli play with those who seek pleasurefilling them with needa whisper in their mindurging them onbringing their hidden desires to thefront of their mindit is me who haunts your dreamsit is me who taunts you with forbidden imagestaboo fantasiesthe suductive of the unknownit is my hand that strokes your fleshas subtly as the evening cool breeze

Rain
RAINSalems lot how much for your soul they say?Tracks in and off the railroad fallen down through another crack todayHot blooded rampage current events obscuredPlease someone tell me ,where are the saviors of this dark cold world?Trapped within a cave cold water over your head.I keep seeing you beating against the rocks, the water now is colored red.You are lost within and today is the day you promised to let it all go.Take away the disease of corruption, fragments of deceit ,and fly with me no one will ever know.Jagged blades running down your spine death keeps running through your wicked mind.Then suddenly a light shines down upon you bringing the way for you to find.Fearful of the path she has brought before your face, beneath those wicked sheets she lays.Broken hearts sing melodies, unlived blood pumping heart beats, life is now running through your veins.Step out the voices say and reach up for the stars are now within your reach.I am rainning down upon you.. soaking you deeply wi

Bullshit
BULLSHIT I know how it feels to dream dreams and have them ripped from your heart, I know what it means to love someone so much you would give your life up for them. I know what pain feels like physically and mentally and I've learned how to endure. I know what it feels like to be angry and how life sometimes seems like an endless vicious cycle and you long to want out. I know what it feels like to shine and to be adored when you are on top of the world. I know what it feels like to be alone when your down and out and don't have a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out. I know the difference in being in lust and being in love and sometimes I fucking just want both. I know what it feels like to like to cry to just wash away the pains within and relieve the tenseness of the bitterness that lyes inside. I know what it feels like to receive the death sentence but not knowing when the day your going to die shall come but know your life has just been shortened. I know what it

Why Im So Strong
this morning i cry i look at his bugging eyes. they are poppin out alot today. he hasnt had his medicine. he asked me for hardboiled eggs, i always make him whatever he wants thought this mornings request raised an eyebrow. he didnt like his eggs , cuz they had no salt. but i cant give him salt. he asks me for some money for his jog a thon as i walk him to the school yard. but he cant be in a jog a thon. he looks forward to trick or treating to, but not me. every year we end up carrying him the last few blocks. he tries but he tires so easy. i give him what i can of a life. but its not a normal life. and i forget sometimes. i get so wrapped up in all the life i pretend i can live. i get distracted by the drama i create. i allow boys to take love and energy form me. even when they dont appreciate or deserve it. i am saddened by the loss of friends and lovers. and i let work bother me. i allow those trivial things to bother me.all the while my son dies. all the while my son watches

Thank You For Purchasing 'bubba & Cooter's Book Of Sure-fire Pick-up Lines' Brought To You By Bubba & Cooter. Enjoy!
1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree & I was a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - 'Fat Penguin!' Woman - 'WHAT?' Man - 'I just wanted to say something that would break the ice.' 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room....... 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon.

Florida Court Sets Atheist Holy Day
FLORIDA COURT SETS ATHEIST HOLY DAY In Florida, an atheist created a case against the Upcoming Easter and Passover days. He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians, Jews and observances of their holy days. The argument was that it was unfair that atheists had no such recognized days. The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring,"Case dismissed!" The lawyer immediately stood objecting to the Ruling , "Your honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others. The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays.." The judge leaned forward in his chair saying, "But you do. Your client, counsel, is woefully ignorant."The lawyer said, "Your Honor, we are unaware of any special observance or holiday for atheists." The judge said, "The calendar says April 1st

My Journey
im dying , im breathing, this life is going fast. will my journey starts. will i make it home. which path should i choose? when my times starts, i cant refuse my fate. do you look at the stars? do you wish when you see a falling star? do you see the pain that i see? when my journey starts. will i make it home. im all for trying. i heard my name is called. nothing i can do. its something i can't refuse. i knew it was coming.

Nov. Events
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Writing
I loved her more than a goddess, I loved her more than my life, I loved her more than anything life could ever bring to me, but now she is nothing more to me than my demontality that is built up inside of me. So make this my last request, just tear the heart from my chest, just kill me get it over with, just kill me tear the heart from my chest, just kill me give this love a rest. If I could travel back to the past, there are a few things I would change, one thing I would change for sure is the way I had been before, but one thing that would remain the same is me loving you for the rest of our lives through and through this I promise you, and I wouldn't let you walk out that open door, because you're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything, everything to me. I just want you to see that we were ment to be, but yet you are still my demontality that is built up inside of me. So make this my last request, just tear the heart from my chest, just kill me get it over with, just kill

Writing
Who or what is the forgotten you ask. So I'll tell you for I am the forgotten. The one you can't see, the one you never think about all that I can be, but now things have changed, now you've set me free for all to see what I can be. I am everywhere you are, but yet you don't realize this for I am you and you are me. I am everything you used to be and you swore you would never be again, but yet you never actually forgot, for you know I am here, and you are well aware of what I can do, and in all reality you need me like I need you. So the question is what are you going to do. I grow more and more a part of you everyday. No longer will I be the forgotten, because you set me free now I will show you all I can be. I will be remembered, so listen to what I am saying. Now you can see me as plain as can be, and now I am all you think about, because now I am you and you are me. So now you are the forgotten, the one I can't see and never think about all that you can be. Things have changed and

Writing
I can’t take it anymore, no matter what I say or do she is always on my mind.There will never be anyone that will take her place in my heart no matter how hard I try to let go I can’t because I still love her and I always will, she has moved on and I am happy for her, but it is hard for me, she thinks I don’t care, I wish she really knew how I feel. I don’t know what to say or do anymore, I want to be in her life, but maybe it is better for both of us if I’m not, who knows. I mean everything happens for a reason evn things you don’t want to happen and believe me I didn’t want this to happen and if I could go back and change what I did I would, but I can’t, when I was with her everything felt right, and I was happier than I had ever been, then I went and screwed it all up, and I’m paying for it now, and I will never be able to forget it, no matter what happens she will always be my girl, and I would do anything for another chance, bu

People Dont No What They Want
well today was fun i guess its pick on keith day or maybe ill go by my first name and not my middle name since i have to use that damn name for most thingsso just call me Brandon or bk for shortsanyways today was a eventful day first i went with my roommate to pick up a so call friend of his we went for breakfast it was nice then i got a texts from my ex roommate mothers wow talk about being a true cuntshe takes in someone who is a alcoholic who has a bad temper and had try to broken into her house a few timesbut she pretty much in more less then say fuck you to me first she blames me for destroy her sons mattress i don't no how all i did was sleep on it and she knows damn good in well my cat sleeps with me and he has claws sharp ones i might add then she blames me for destorying her sons bedroom screen now why in the hell would i do that when iam on the internet more or less half of the day since i was unable to go out because that was one of the rules i had to followthen when i went

Disgust - And A New Scamming Fake...
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Friends You Miss
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, she knows I like her just as well, As in the days when I rang her bell. And she rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. 'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on her Just to show that I'm thinking of her.' But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, 'Here's a telegram sir,' 'she died today.' And that's what we get and deserve in the end.. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might

Wonder Why I Let People In
yet again i did it i starting liking a guy i got hurt i should just give up on people i done it all for guys it will be nice to have a guy do some thing for me for once with my hubby i got him a car pay off all his shit and what i get is abuse same with my x's rape abuse i did it for a bf in nh as well i did it for alot of people i am DONE WITH EVER ONE IF ANY one things they are man then contact me other wise dont bother

Fun With Names Vol.1
Russian Foxx: lmao, asshole; i was about to get mad->Russian Foxx: so you like my new name?->Russian Foxx: pfft... save that for dr.black and get on your knees whoreRussian Foxx: w/ a strap on->Russian Foxx: :PRussian Foxx: lmao!!->Russian Foxx: and you would so fuck me and you know it!->Russian Foxx: :DRussian Foxx: dyss!->Russian Foxx: one more wrong answer and i am cutting your tits off->Russian Foxx: i'm not that much of a fagRussian Foxx: Dr Black?Russian Foxx: gdammit->Russian Foxx: (bh) i hate you->Russian Foxx: don't make me rape youRussian Foxx: lamo, who are you??->Russian Foxx: cunt!Russian Foxx: Jen?->Russian Foxx: pfft!Russian Foxx: BH?->Russian Foxx: (h)->Russian Foxx: i love you nat ->Russian Foxx: and while i am on the subject->Russian Foxx: no try involved everyone knows you are nothing but a twobit hookerRussian Foxx: nice try->Russian Foxx: you'd probably fuck for foodstamps even->Russian Foxx: i so could only cost about $20Russian Foxx: just cause you didnt get into

Do You Want Your Money Worth?
Then don't waste it on the three people I thought I had bought in various Auctions. They will take your money and make all kinds of excuses why they haven't held up their end of the deal. People will say I'm doing this to create Drama. I'm doing it to make people aware of who NOT to spend their money on. I don't want what happened to Me to happen to anyone else. Your going to say that your only getting one side of the story. I actually have emails on what was agreed on and asking why they haven't done anything they promised. I'm going to start with Horney Angel~DSC~. We had a deal. We both agreed on. I held up My end. I bught her the Bling pak she wanted. So I waited a week. She did nothing. A page rate here and there. Only after I had rated her's. The 2nd week I sent a email asking if she was going to hold up her end? Or i I got played? She stated that she has gotten burned from people not holding up their end of a deal and that she was in no way a player. I stated that I had held

Love
I've never loved anyone the way that I love you. I've never known someone so well and still there is so much left to discover.... Never been able to say "I Love You" and have it mean something beautifully different everytime. I've never known someone I could spend hours with and still long for more time to share.... never felt so close to some one is so many ways. Ane even thought I know I'll never be able to tell you with words how much you mean to me... I hope you somehow understand that the love I feel for you

Caged
Walking along a jagged edge looking out into the horizon All colors fade to grim and I struggle to find myself Screams fill this awkward silence yet it doesn't quite fill the void Why is a question that repeats it's self a broken record that plays on Bitter laughter swells overflowing like a flood when rain keeps beating down Caged is this heart unable to break free.

Cresting
"Cresting i need youto silence mewith a kiss, a caresswhen i can scarcely catch my breathbeneath that mist of salty sweatbeading down my marbled breastglistening like those briny bubblescreasting on the wavesi need youto save mewith a candle with a flamelet me tremble 'neath the painlet me wriggle like a rattlesnakesliding down beneath the wakethat valleys 'twixt the extasycreasting on the wavesi need youto enslave mewith a whisper, with a whiplet it blister, let it riplet it whistle til i slipalong the briny bubblescreasting on the waves poet

31
31 lbs gone so far....much more to go. I'm counting down the days until I'm moved out...Not exactly sure when I'm moving out, but as soon as I'm able to, I'm out of here. Even though I'll be completely alone more, but never made much of a difference. I wish that the future would come faster. I want my new life.

Feeling.........
I can't really put how I feel into words right now, all I know is that I feel empty. I'm so bummed out and blah, I can't figure this out anymore. I can't figure out what I want to do with myself, my life, I sure as hell can't figure out guys...but then again they can't figure us ladies out either. Is there really any point to even try anymore? Is it worth the risk of getting hurt even though you've been hurt too many time already. Why does every guy I meet have to be the same? They straight up tell you they like you or make you believe they do and then all of a sudden screw you over. I know guys mature at a slower rate then us, but in all honesty I doubt they'll ever grow up. You find someone who has everything in common with you, you can't wait until you wake up in the morning to talk to them, you think maybe this time it'll be different...no still the same. Its hard to be the nice girl with the great personality, the cute girl who would do anything for anyone, the girl who sees the b

Random
I laugh the hardest when it's most inappropriate.The little things tell me more about you than you ever could.My mere presence brings out the inner-asshole in everyone.I don't do mornings, feet, patience, people, decisions, or bugs.I bite my tongue for no one.I'd rather be asleep.Pick it up, try it, get tired of it... rewind.

Nympho - The 4pm Pst Happy Hour Saturday 10/24/2009 Is Well... A Fake.
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Stop
sometimes you just have to stop ... stop anticipating, stop aiming, stop yearning, stop treasuring things that have no value, stop trying to keep tabs on things that you have no business keeping tabs on. But instead have nothing but ardent love. If you have ardent love you will be captivated. So, I ask you are you just living life for you and partying the days away till the end of time. Or are you keeping in mind that there just might be someone that has ardent love for you and you are acknowledging that they are there and that they have sincere feelings for you? which are you? are you the type of person that has to get everything they want or your life is going to end or is it the other way around? do you prefer getting breakfast in bed or giving your significant other breakfast in bed. well my friends this is the way i look at this situation. I believe that you should never expect anything to be given to you. You should always stop and think. Would this make the other person's day or

Shadows
Shadows Are you waiting there, in the shadows of my room?Always near me with my loneliness and gloom.Do you shake your head when I lose control?Do you laugh with abandon when you steal my soul? Do you get stronger the more I give in? As I submit to the hatred that's buried within. I can see that your evil is darker than black. As I sit here in silence and wait for attack. Suffocating in the stench of despair. Will I ever escape this poisonous air? Sinking deeper in the dark abyss. Asking myself why should I even exist? Blindly reaching for something to grasp. Wondering if this is the last breath I gasp? Grabbing something and holding on tight. Determined depression will not take me tonight. Pulling myself up, knowing there is reason to persist. I'm not giving up! I scream with clenched fists. I'll fight this sorrow tooth and nail. I'll come back to myself...I will not fail.

Always Remember
READ THIS WHOLE THING!! IT'S SO DANG TRUE; 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the

Ummm......
You have a Sexual IQ of 149http://img.quizuniverse.com/brain.jpg">When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Live Or Die...make Your Choice!
Plot Details: This opinion reveals major details about the movie's plot. Saw is a film that has sparked controversy from every critic in the nation. It seems as if it's a love it or hate it type of thing. Some say it's too gory for its own good, others think that the tremendous amount of blood and guts is necessary, and of course, there are those that simply hate the flick all together for every possible reason. In my opinion...Saw is brilliant. The film begins with Dr. Lawrence Gordon (Cary Elwes) and Adam (Leigh Whannell) waking up in a dump of a bathroom. They are both chained to a pipe via ankle and both of them have no recollection of anything whatsoever. After switching on a light, Adam and Dr. Gordon realize that they are not alone. In the center of the room, is a man lying down with blood all over himself, with a tape recorder in one hand and a gun in the other. Through a series a flashbacks, Dr. Gordon begins realizing who might be responsible for their kidnapping... His nam

Distractions
DISTRACTIONS Thoughts of you distract me excite me, confuse me. You put me to sleep and then awaken me causing my breath to quicken. Your unknown fragrance trails me, a puppy looking for eternal, yet often, elusive comfort. Your shadow follows mine, follows me constantly present to tingle and delight. Have we met before it feels so that we have.Will we ever be? For why do our distant movements bring such pleasure, so tantalizing, so erotic. Are we really apart? Perhaps our minds have sought one another Perhaps they know what we have yet to learn. Maybe you have captured "my" mind,do you care? poet

[when Your Fingers Start Bleeding...]
Above is the finished 1/100 MG Gouf Custom. I'm probably over halfway there. That is not mine >> It's time to take a breakEstimated time spent thus far on my mastergrade 1/100 Gouf~9 hours.At least two (lost track)were spent on the individual fucking 1/2 centemeter diameter rings that I had to slide onto a guide wire, feed the guide wire throughnot onenot twobut FOUR teeny tiny loops/sockets on the hips and crotch I still have to feed the rear end of the tubes into the jet pack.It tookTHAT long to get it right, the damn things kept slipping out of their sockets in the front and spilling loose bead sized parts all over the floor.So I'd feed half the beads on the guide wire.Slide the guide into the hip loops and then put the other half of the beads on (because the beads would snag on the hip loops... of course and couldn't be fitted into the crotch sockets) which were mounted on the underside of the panel and about 3/4 the size of toothpick holes. ... I'd show you pictures of this shi

This Year Sucks!!!!!!!
Lets see.....I'm just mainly venting, maybe feeling sorry for myself, not meaning too, just really pissed off right now!!!!! I always try to remain optimistic no matter what, but this year have been trying my patience to the limits. Lets see, first there was heart surgery, couldnt work for awhile, so there goes the savings and the bills pile up, than divorce, got layed off 3 weeks ago, cant find a job, unemployment red tape sucks, a room mate who hasnt worked in at least 4 months so paying more due to him (he has become a parasite with no reguard for anything other than his own needs....and he says I've changed...whatever), phone charger falls apart, creditors on my ass everyday that they have thier own number in my phone, the car I have (1978 t bird) dash doesnt work and now it takes 20 minutes to put in $20, got a 2nd car thanks to my dad and today a deer hits me with my kids in the car!!!!!!!! when does this crap end, one problem after another!!!!!!! I feel like I am going to explod

Snuff ~ Slipknot (this Song Just Rings Too Damn True)
Bury all your secrets in my skin. Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins. The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again... So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you... Ooh, my smile was taken long ago, If I can change I hope I never know. I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss. I couldn't face a life without your light, But all of that was ripped apart, when you refused to fight. So save your breath, I will not care. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint... Ooh, my own was banished long ago, It took the Death of Hope to let you go So break you

Calan Gaeaf - Samhain - Halloween A Brief History
Halloween's origins date back to the ancient Celtic festivals of Irish Samhain (pronounced sow-in), Scottish Gaelic samhainn, and the Welsh Calan Gaeaf. The Celts, who lived 2,000 years ago in the area that is now Ireland, the United Kingdom, and most of modern France, celebrated their new year on November 1. This day marked the end of summer and the harvest and the beginning of the dark, cold winter, a time of year that was often associated with human death. Celts believed that on the night before the new year, the boundary between the worlds of the living and the dead became blurred. On the night of October 31, they celebrated Samhain, when it was believed that the ghosts of the dead returned to earth. In addition to causing trouble and damaging crops, Celts thought that the presence of the otherworldly spirits made it easier for the Druids, or Celtic priests, to make predictions about the future. For a people entirely dependent on the volatile natural world, these prophecies

Who We Are
It was early that morning, Only a handful was awake, The time was slowly turning, Each of us waiting for a break We all were surely tired. Every bone in our body ached Pain is nothing but a feeling The mind can overtake We serve our country so proudly Our minds set only on the mission Never heard heard of the word cowardly For we do not know the definition The enemy is plotting against us Wanting us dead in every way We give our bodies and our souls For freedon of the U.S of A. Our children will look back Wondering how and what we did Some of them will read about us The others will want it hid For we are the fighting force America's 911 No one else can be like us We will fight and refuse to run We are defined as Devil Dogs You can joing the other services But why settle for second best Our boundaries have no limits The hell with the rest We come from cities big and small From familes rich and poor We are considered a band of brothe

Semper Fi
Semper Fi is our motto, It's one many have bled for, on land and on sea, It's the motto of Americas finest, fighting men and woman The few, the proud, The Marines It's the title that's earned not given. And it's alot harder than it may seem. You see anyone can join The Army, Navy or Air Force But only the best can become a Marine

Life
Have you ever wondered how people these days are. Well let me tell you . Y strive in life to build what you are.See i let my guard down i slipped . People come and go but yet they treat you like pure shit .They look you dead in your eyes and bold face lie to you. Its hard to determine whos whos and who is true .Fellas don't get lost in the smile or the lying eye . Guard yourself most want what you have not you .Some want drama and thrive for it( that's right ladies keep your drama at home lol). Ladies watch what you have most men only want one thing and its not your money lol. I mean how do we do it . I guess it all goes back to we want what we want what we want it .Well im for one tired of it .So much disrespect in this world ! Why tell some one you love them if you dont and just love what they have.I always treat people with respect honor and loyalty. all that know me will tell you of this . I am a happy man i have everything in life one man could ask for. i tell you we need to get b

Smoke Weed Everyday
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G-jo 3In the center of the crease at rear of the knee,between the two ligaments.Do not use this point if you have varicose veins.;Then begin the stimulation.*Direction 1: Push on the point with 20 pounds of pressureDirection 2: Does it hurt?If so good!My experience (7 years) with Chinese medicine is it either hurt or tastes bad Since you are not eating anything it is going to hurt. Don’t worry it is temporary Tpye 2Abdominal painBack, Lower, plus no.5BladderHypertension (high blood pressure), plus no.69Impetigo and eczemaKneeLegLumbagoNosebleed (epistaxis)Pain control center (lower back)SciaticaSweating control centerThighTonsillitisDirection 3: Do 20 times 20 pound of pressure repeat on other partThe effects should last for the next 4 hours Direction 4 Reapply as often as needed.G-jo 5In the hollow (or valley) behind the crown of the outer ankle.Then begin the stimulation.*Direction 1: Push on the point with 20 pounds of pressureTpye 1Back, especially lowerFaceFootHeadacheHemorr

Disappointment
I was suppose to have a guy come visit me. He then faked being in hospital, and having three firefighters die in the phoenix area. I could understand being there for the three firefighter's services, but I don't know if they really died. He still made promises, he never intended on keeping. He tried to tell me that he was different then the others, but turns out he is just like the rest of the male species. My last guy dumped me cuz i wouldn't have sex with somebody else. Why are men such jerks??? Why are they so two faced??

Eternal Hell..
Sitting here everyday..I drive myself insane. Unable to understand the evil that some are capable of. A husband willing to lay hands on his wife..Force himself upon her..Tearing her soul to pieces. Day after day taking ever ounce of hope she had left...beating her down farther and farther.. Feeling your hand strike me as I fall to the ground..i choke down tears and anger..begging for the strength to make it through this night. So many nights i have sat over you..looking at the blade in my hand..Wanting to take away the one thing you hold so dear. Your life..A life you have wasted hurting those around you..taking the lives of the innocent...breaking them..leaving them to die..How could one person be so evil..How could you live with yourself. You deserve to die. I think about my daughter..One you once called your own. Even now you push her..trying to take her life as you have done mine..I have to get out..I have to stop you. I cant let you do this anymore..why...why would you do it?

Grrr
Maybe it's just best to go through life single. That way you have no drama, you cause no drama and you dont hate yourself for loving someone. I think it's pretty shitty that your not given a straight answer until the other person feels they want too. They can take your heart, hold it in their hands, smile at you as they throw it to the ground and then stomp on it. When that fails, they throw it against a wall as they tell you about that other special someone. Just want to give a thanks out to you.. you know who you are. I love you is 8 letters, well so is BULLSHIT

Get Acquainted.
Once your face is up in her crotch, don’t dive straight for her panic button. Explore the whole area with your mouth. Gently probe with your tongue and locate her vagina and clit. Suck on her labia. Get your whole face messy.

Get Busy.
Now you want to go to work on her clit. The key is to use your tongue and lips to suck and massage it gently. Don’t poke at it or press too hard. Go in circles, go up and down, flick back and forth lightly. There is no real “right” way to go down on a woman; just make it up as you go along and pay attention to what works. Vary your speed and pressure and see what she responds to. When you hit the right groove, you’ll probably know it because she’ll grab the back of your head and clamp her thighs around your ears like a vice. But to be on the safe side, ask her beforehand to let you know what she likes. Once you hit her hot spot, there’s no need to rush; just keep her engine revving. Feel free to explore some other techniques or positions before you take her over the top.

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Hot And Steamy :)
She walked over and he took her into his arms, theykissed. His arms were strong and held her with force,as his lips moved from hers to her throat then to herbreasts. She walked him toward the bed and he loweredher down to a reclining position, kissing furtherdown..she had to stop him and pul him back to herlips...as she kissed him hard and passionatley, sheworked off his shirt and moved down to undo his belt,he felt so good...she wa getting lost in him...sheturned him over and now he was on top, working herhands down his chest. lightly scratching with hernails..she began kissing his cheest, running hertonguedown his abdomen to his waist band. By now the beltwasundone and she worked his jeans off, then using herteeth she grabbed the band of his briefs and pulledthem down. Once the clothes were out of the way, shebegan kissing his inner thigh and working her way backto his manhood. The musky smell of him was an intenseturn on and she went after him like a hungry lioness.She undid the fro

What He Said....
...well here's what you should know. when i said i care about, i meant it. i have every day since i said it. when i said i won't hurt you, i meant it. when i say i'll be there, i mean it. and when i say i'll fix somethin, i will. i still look at ya, and i smile when i do. OMGAH. Why would I walk away?

Fuck You!!!!
That's right. I said it. Fuck You!! I feel better now than I've ever felt before. It's called living a life without rules. Without the stress, without the need to make everyone happy. Putting ME first before everyone! How do I say it plain? Pleasing peeps was my main goal... at once upon a time. I tried to kick the habit, but it kept calling me. Once I realized if your mad at me, damnit... fuck you. Its done and over with now. Geez, if anyone has a problem with me, you can take it up with me down there aka blow me. Don't get me wrong, I love everyone. But if you can't be pleased and need everything and then some to be happy... for the next 5 minutes... then FUCK you... Check it out, I'm cool, calm, collect writing this. Funny Stuff. Woot Woot! Freedom Rings At Last! Fuck Yall!

Bad Fish.
I'd put you in my arm if you were bad for me.But you're more like eating all my vegetables.I could grow up so big so strong.Just remind me to smile once in a while.And I promise I'll remember that true love is more than jamming your meat pocket with liquid me. I wish that wasn't such a great place to conclude.But you're all I have to look forward to.How sad is that?A fistful of lead, a mouthful of goldand all these words dripping off the pagelike scattered gamecarrying with each one a lasting desireleft unnoticedcrinkling in the soot breeze and glow. French fries and strawberry shakes.Window light, and dawn's first break.Notes passed stealthily by schoolyard agents.A punch in the arm.A sonnet littered sunday picnic. Or a man on self-destruct. Sorry its the best I can do...

Lack Of Respect.
I have never expected everyone to like me, nor do I expect that I'll like everyone that I meet. However, some people will just not show anyone respect. Most of them will expect you to show them respect and will raise hell if you don't. I have the feeling that they don't even know the meaning of the word respect. Some people want you to do what they say anytime they open thier mouths and expect you to kiss thier ass whenever they feel you should. What can I say; some people are rude, obnoxious and overly stupid. Only caring about what they think and ignoring any other point of view. They think it's funny when they cause other people grief but want to fight you when you give em a taste of thier own bull shit. Go figure? Some people: so full of themselves and not knowing who they are. who are they to say anything about anyone? Just a bunch of anal retentive control freaks that know jack shit about anything.

Anguish
The pain you caused is never ending. The hurt burning in my heart won’t go away. I wish you could feel my pain This horrible hurt that I live with on a daily basis. It makes me cry to think of you; The good times and bad Relationships have them all. I hurt you badly, This I don’t deny; It’s too late for an apology to fix things. If I could change the past I would, Take away the pain I caused you. If you could only forgive me for what I’ve done I’d forever be in debt to you. You will always have my heart and soul. My soul mate. The love I have for you will never end; It’s with me until the end of time Just like my heart is with you. I think of you day and night; My dreams are full of memories of you, Holding me close when I was scared, The gentle kisses on my neck that made me shiver. God to have that again, That’s my heaven. Being in your arms at night, The comfort you brought me made me feel safe from harm. No matter

Why Cant I
why cant i leave an update or say anymore then i am online? this as been going on for over two weeks and it is pissing me off. I am so mad about it that i am thinking when my vip is up i am leaving the site. And I am also getting no drinking at all either.

Brother Why Did You Leave Me ??
BROTHER,, WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME ??? YOU AND I******************** Your silly ass on those rollerblades,,smiling like a silly little boy.. Damn Justin,,I love you Brother.. Growin into a young Man, ,, waking me up in the middle of the night cause your Moms locked you out..Standing up to Marty when he hurt me.. even though he was your Brother, Your Best Friend.. Lil Man you had Heart and Strength and courage...Coming over So Big Sissa could feed your ass My home cooking,, Cause you know My shit was Good..Hugging You and Telling you how stupid Bitches could Be when you got Hurt.. Cause Love Fuckin Sucks.. Our Fights and Our tears... Telling you things that I could never Tell anyone else because you were the only one who understood my pain cause you were the closest person to the man I love,, and you knew us both too well..I held you till you took your last breath.. Because through every thing you were there for us.. I couldnt

My First Love
My first Love The truth is I love you more than life itself my being and my every breath are taken because of you.. i am nothing, non existant without you.. You are my happiness and my tears, you are my son, my lil man the love of my life.. without you and your brothers and sister I would not be me... but you are special, my first born the one who from the moment I laid eyes on , I knew my life had meaning, you my son are my world, I did it all with you first, from the diaper changing to the teenage tears you taught me what being a Mom is about and made me strong. I am so proud of you you have grown into a wonderful man and make me feel like a pretty damn good mom.. I love you

Stupid Men Jokes
Q. What do you call a man with half a brain? A. Gifted. Q. What's the difference between government bonds and men? A. Bonds Mature. Q. What is the difference between a man and a catfish? A. One is a bottom-feeding scum-sucker and the other is a fish. A. What did God say after creating man? Q. I can do better. Husband: Want a quickie? Wife: As opposed to what? Q. Why do men want to marry virgins? A. They can't stand criticism. I went to the County Fair. They had one of those "Believe it or not?" Shows. They had a man born with a penis and a brain. Q. What do you have whan you have two little balls in your hand? A. A man's undivided attention. What are two reasons why men don't mind their own business? 1. No mind. 2. No business. Q. How is a man like a snowstorm? A. Because you don't know when he's coming, how many inches you'll get, or how long it'll stay. Q. Did you hear about the ba

Why I Was Away
Left my house wednesday morning on the way to have lunch with my son at his school...as I was walkin to the car I started feeling a little bit of pain in my stomach. By 2:30 I could barely stand up and was admitted into the hospital. My Colon exploded...for lack of a better, more medical term. Diverticulitus was the start of it. Anyway....had emergency surgery wednesday. Hung out in the hospital til today. Got two open wounds in my gut. Gotta shit thru my stomach for a couple months...then go back to the hospital and have all the wounds sown back up. Fun Fun Fun

[totally A Chick Survey]
Are you completely over your last meaningful relationship?Ho gods yes. Is anyone ignoring you right now?Probably. Don't care. Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?Hah- no. She was neurotic and annoying. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?uuh... >> this is a chick survey isn't it? No. No I don't. Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?I'm paying my bills and my taxes. I could do without the panic attacks and being single part. Last song you listened to?Dead Flowers by the Stones Do you like to cuddle?It leads to sex >> What if you had a baby with the last person you texted?I'd be confused because we're both men. That'd be one crazy assed kid though. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?Uh... several. What's more attractive: when someone kisses you out of nowhere, or when you know it's coming?Such a chick quiz. What's better is when I get a kiss below the belt. Do you currently have feelings for any

No One Understands
I wish i didnt have deprestion but i do have it i do have a lot of sadness inside but no one understand why i am allway upset i wish i could explane but i cant yeah i have a past witch was really bad i wish i had some who understand what i am going though i really do cry alot do to what i feel inside i keep everything to my self because no one understands why i am the way i am

Poem " The Kiss "
The moment, you gave me the kiss, stuck in memory, never to forget. How you brushed, my hair out of my face, gently placing, your hand upon mine. Looking in my soft green eyes, with a smile of comfort to embrace. Slowly bringing up your hand, placing it upon my chin. Coming closer to me, tilting your head just a bit. Closing your eyes, and touching me lip to lip. That memory i could, never forget.

Poem That Was Written For Me. :)
The angel in you is to be true To watch over others doesn’t make you blue The things about you I’m addicted to There’s nothing to worry about, you’ll be alright boo I know this girl she’s positive she’s a little goofy But that’s okay her body and curves are all so groovy Have you seen her she so positive all the time? She keeps herself looking good she’s really in her prime Man, I’m been looking for a girl like is hard to find Her halo shines so bright it makes me blind My mind is wrapped up in her grind Is she right, is she true, is she really for me? I might have been stung by the cupid bee She just might be, right now she’s the only one I really see I might be stung, this just might be, and damn I think I’m hung! She’s pretty and steep, this is pretty deep, I can barely sleep She keeps her head steady, I think she’s ready To make a big comeback, she’s cool and steady I like her, it’s all good,

I Want Someone Who......
I want someone who...1. I can trust.2. Can make me smile.3. Will be serious.4. I can talk to for hours.5. Calls me when they're down.6. Can leave me a voice message when I don't pick up and sing "I just called, to say, I love you..."7. Can make me the happiest girl alive.8. Is real.9. Doesn't try to be like everyone else.10. Is different.11. Will love me till the day I die.12. Knows what I'm thinking.13. Doesn't try and hurt me.14. Gives amazing hugs.15. I can hold.16. I can call mine. All mine. Mine mine mine.17. That laughs with me, not at me.18. I can take a shower with, and make it non sexual.19. Believes in meaningful sex.20. Can correct my mistakes.21. I can tell all my secrets.22. Can take away my pain.23. Would be beyond loyal. Forever and always.24. Would stand up for me.25. Wants to start a new life. OUR life.26. Doesn't mind being attached to my hip.27. Can shower me with gifts. Not the ones you buy with money, but with love.28. Surprises me. Even if they think its stupid an

*confused*
"don't favorite, this is copyrighted" (ok, I'm paraphrasing)?... erm, considering how favorite-photos works, and considering that _every_ photo that isn't public domain is (c) by _someone_ (usually by you, if you have legal right to it, but of course so many people here use images illegally and think nothing of it- but that's a subject for another time) - anyhow, that would remove that favorites feature entirely, if that reasoning I read made any sense, which fortunately it doesn't.

From Wand Tv Website:
CAT permanently cuts over 2,000 workers It's not clear how many of the more than 2,000 laid-off Caterpillar employees will be permanently cut from the Decatur workforce. Caterpillar says it's started notifying 2,500 employees of the permanent layoffs, but the company wouldn't provide a breakdown of their locations. 550 other workers will be brought back to work by the end of 2010. The world's largest maker of mining and construction equipment has struggled with lower demand since the world economy deteriorated late last year. It responded by dramatically cutting production and laying-off thousands of workers. CAT has cut 16% of its workforce, which now stands at just above 94,000.

Democrats Suffering ‘obama Hangover’
As he is quick to point out, President Obama is presiding over two wars, a sour economy, and an epic fight to rebuild the nation's health care system. Now he has tacked on state and local political races. With an off-year election fast approaching, Obama is stepping up his commitment to Democratic candidates in hopes that an infusion of campaign charisma might pump up turnout.What the party is finding, though, is that the electricity of 2008 is tough to recapture. Some Democratic candidates running for local office around the country call the phenomenon the "Obama Hangover.'' It is proving tougher to recruit volunteers and get people to vote."It's like the morning after the party,'' said Michael McGann, a Democrat running for clerk of courts in the Philadelphia suburbs. "The party was wonderful and exciting. The day after it's like, ‘Gee, I don't want to do that again for a while.' ''Obama is trying to inspire voters with the "fired up; ready to go'' fervor that made last yea

My Best Freind Is Dying.
That best freind would be my dog, Yoda. She has been my best freind for almost 16 years now. We have been through alot together. She's been there for me through my Ulcerative Colitis. I've been there for her through 3 cancer surgeries. It hasn't all been bad. In fact, most has been very good. She's a metal dog, I taught her to mosh as a puppy. I mean full on bodycheck. Messed with people's minds when I'd start bouncing and yell "Yoda, Mosh!!" and she'd do her level best to knock me down. When she was a puppy we lived on the californian central coast. I was a surfer and a stoner. Damn dog loved getting stoned. I had to hide my stash somewhere high and sturdy, or she'd sniff it out and eat it. I rented a longboard once and took her surfing. She loved it. Big goofy doggy grin, tail wagging so fast you almost couldn't see it. Tourists on the beach took all kinds of pictures. It was great til the dolphins joined us and the furry idiot dove off the board to chase them. She loved bubbles.

The One
The One Have you ever met the one? The one that made your body quiver. The one that makes your heart beat shiver. The one person that eyes make you glow The one thing that makes your blood flow. The one who touches deep into your soul. The one you want to hold tight . The one that sends your spirit into flight. The one who's thought drives you home at night. The one special person that feels so right. The one that smiles at you ever so wide. The one with feelings you cant hide. The one person that gives you will. The one that makes your heart feel full. To you The One who holds my heart. My reason to live, my soul ill give to you

Love
Love Me Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad, Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain. Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin', after all is said and done, Love me always darlin', until all our life is through, Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you!

Hoilidays Are A Comming So Is More Work
Have you ever noticed how excited your family gets when it comes to the hoildays and the thanksgiving and christmas and new years meals come around. They say ohhhhhhhh cant wait for that turkey etc.....well ya I couldnt wait either IF!!!!! I wasnt the one deciding what we will have, prepping the food, cooking it and then gawd dam cleaning up the mess after words while they sit on their ass and watch tv. Its not a hoilday for most of the wifes, we are the ones that take on more work just to make our family happy. Its alot of work and would be nice to get a helping hand or just one of the dam hoilday meals off were someone else cooks it or they decide to take you out. Then I think I wouldnt be so dam resentful when these hoildays come around. Honestly folks I do like to cook, but I also like to have imput on what to make and get the extra hands to prep for it and clean up afterwards. I have spoke to my family over and over and over might as well bang my head on the wall ..I get b

My Curse ~ Killswitch Engage
I watched you walk away Helpless, with nothing to say I strain my eyes Hoping to see you again This is my curse (the longing) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the yearning) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Will you be there? Your silence haunts me But still I hunger for you This is my curse (the wanting) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the needing) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Still I want And still I ache But still I wait To see you again Dying, inside, these wallsDying, inside, these walls And I see your face in these tears, In these fears And I see your face... There is loveThere is loveThere is loveThere is loveThere is loveThere is loveThere is loveThere is love

Late At Night- A Poem By Margaret Bergeron
LATE AT NIGHT Quiet as a feather bed... No sounds around at all... Only the easy purring... Your cat's sleeping in a ball... The whole city is fast asleep... Unless they are like you... Not really resting, not awake... But not knowing what to do... Think you'll have a glass of milk... Or a piece of buttered toast... Watch a little late T.V. ... (An hour at the most) Pretty soon the sky gets light... And it is nearly dawn... Now you're sleepy, tired too... And you begin to yawn... Off to bed for just a bit... Must rest to keep your charm... Just as soon as you drift off... You hear your clock alarm... Hit the button labeled, "SNOOZE"... Three or four times more... Can't ignore the time by now... You're tired to the core... Guess this day will have to have... A little nap or rest... Or all the things that must be done... Will not get done the best... So I say to all my party animals out there in fubarland; Work hard and play harder, but let's not forget

Deep
I hurt myself today,sending the blade deep,only to watch it bleed,sick and twisted is my mind,when everything I had,is gone,and I feel like I am running blind,surrounded by darkness,aimlessly wandering,looking for a sign,hoping for the light,but still all I feel,is this pain deep inside,violence and anger,begin to swell,don't fucking act like you know me,you don't know my hell,the wrath I harbor,will only bring you ruin,it's my curse,my demon inside,that drives me to this place,the edge of insanity,and back again,it's all black and white,no gray area to sit,day by day i suffer through this shit,all alone,when no one understands,the pain inside this man.

I Promise
I Promise I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our LOVE is my life By Ashley V,Lindsay

Have Not Touched
Have not Touched I feel you yet we have not touched. We have spoken yet much is left to hear. You have become part of me in which I do not want to lose or let go. I close my eyes and see you standing before me, not with my eyes, but with my soul which you hold forever. By Ashley V,Lindsay

I Think Of You
I Think Of You I think of you night an day I think of you everyday There is not a time that passes by, that you don't run through my mind. Yes I know we have had our bad time but we have had our good ones to. I just want you to know That I Think Of You With My Mind My Heart And My Soul. We will Have our hard time's But we will also let them go, I guess what I am tryin to say is I don't want to let you go I care for you in ways I never knew I could I wish there was something I could do to get you to feel the same way I do. I just want to let you know,That I think of you. Just know I Think Of You By Ashley V, Lindsay

Sadist.
Tears fall down my face faster than words could say save me from the torment i feel please don't walk away. The knife slowly glides across my wrist yet i feel no true physical pain you think you suffer so much yet you have never seen the real rain. The darkness of the night the horror that lies in the depths of someones soul the part that they are missing the one that makes them completely not whole. Feeding their ego they eat at your pride they laugh at you as you fall and you crash amongst the ride. Does it make you feel better to talk down about others so you have no esteem in yourself you let it all go. Lose it all make it more than I can take for this cycle you have created is for your own selfish sake.

Outside The Window
When you look outsied the window what is it that you see Could it be the Angels reflecting love back at me Could it be that out there somewhere in the night That there could be someone who loves me standing just out of sight The one who hold the keys like the Angels to each and every door Someone who knows my true desire and knows I wasn't just looking to score When I look outside the window there is so much more to see Suddenly I realise the strory isn't about me It's about being and doing what truly means the most Not about being the best or about how much we boast It's about learning to be yourself and not worrying about what you have done Today I began seeing life for what it is and that it really could be fun

The Music
you can sit and hear it you can play it on any instrament but you can never touch it it can float along carried by the wind in a lost chord drifting it can touch you and you can feel it a faded reverb but you cant hold it in your hands the only part of you that can truly touch music is your emotion your memory you can mix it and spin it you can carry it around in a box or phone or cd or record but like the wind you cant grasp it and keep it its not cold but it can make you sad its not hot but it can make you angry its not wet but it can make you cry it cant tickle you but causes bursts of laughter it can remind you of times you seem to forget a single song is like a time machine you hear it and remember and you either smile or turn it away we use music to set time and place people with faces weddings funerals parties dances music is life after death and a voice when you cannot speak and yet you cannot touch it and it is never touched by you

I Need To Explain..
Well as some of you know I was gone for awhile. I had alot of people after me. And I had to leave to protect my family. It was hard. I had everyone I loved believing i was dead. It was hard. Reading what my family wrote in the paper about me. But I couldnt let them find me. I had people wanting to kill me. I sold to the wrong person. I cant believe who I was. But I came back. Walking it that front door and seeing the look on my mothers face. She fell to the floor in tears. They showed me the frame that they put the artical in. I have never felt so loved. I went to town and wow. People saw my car and freaked. Its so great to be back. And my life has changed so much. Im clean and out of that stupid shit. I have things to live for. One great thing. I have a son on the way. He is given me a reason to live. And to try in life. He is due april 3rd 2010 and i cant wait. Im goin to be a mother. And a great one. Im goin to college and becomeing a cop. To get people like i used to be off the str

Miscarriage
It's been exactly a week since my miscarriage. I am going through a rough time right now, so I decided to blog about it. Last Tuesday I went to my OB earlier than I wanted to. I called him with the issues I was having and he wanted me in the next day. I got there and I was worried that something was going wrong. I mean he really had to push things around to fit me in. My husband and I went to get the ultrasound done and my OB was silent for a second. I thought this can't be good. He told me there was no heartbeat could be that I wasn't as far along as I thought I was. He wanted me to come in Thursday to see if anything had changed. That night I had started sorry boys bleeding because he also told me there was a clot sitting next to the sac but, didn’t seem too concerned about it. By the time I got home I was cramping really bad. For about 4 hrs I laid on the couch with my husband and it started to get really bad. My husband told me that I needed to go to the hospital. I really di

Nicest Email
I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.

Disgusting
Im telling you this cuz im done with it. Its not even worth it. Everyone makes me feel like shit when pple push me away they dont even get a clue when i say i love you All they do is say fuck you. Ive been pushed. Ive been torn. ive been thrown into a bush with thorns. The blood is pooring down my face now i know im a mistake The good hearted person is dieing today with these words they say Now everyone knows that my life isnt magic its just tragic. Ive been pushed. Ive been torn. Ive been beaten in the face with thorns. The life is living in these veins. Of pain and agony and still remains. Im living my life in shame, fro

Blissful Beginning
u hear that screaching howell, You want it too stop!!!!!!!...but everything is like a ticking clock.!!!!! u hear the sounds of the night.. then u hear nothing thats in plain site. The sounds need to end. The tears fall.. When you begin to grow strong and tall!!! The feeling of dread..is dead, the feeling of lies...shreddd!!!!!!! the slightest feeling of imortality is alive...You hear the sounds of blissful beginning the fear is writhing with light everything doesnt seem so far outta site..... The sounds end The light light fills within Damming becomes a trend..... The blissful beginning begins agin..

Risking Everything For Nothing
When ur feelin the pain wither away from another tune of a day with lies like that who ever would need to kick back. with things like this who would need a lifeback A gun goes off shot through the back now its time to kickback a soul is down a soul has drowned revenge filled lust in ur eyesthats not to much of a goddamn surprise With that withered part dissapearing into the darkness it plays another tuneWith lies like that who ever would kickbackWith things like this who would need a life back A world full of lies like that wat the fuck are u supposed to doWith a world like this its ever so bliss. With nothingness running through its veignsits all full of fuckin names!!!!!!!!!

I Love Maranda
i will b moving to my grlfriends house next week damn i cant wait i realy do love her and she loves me to its been along time sence i as loved a meen truly loved im so excited i will be spending the rest of my life with ths girl

Worst Horse Ever
A jockey is in the parade ring discussing race tactics with the horse's trainer. The trainer tells the jockey that this is the worst horse he has ever seen. It has had 23 races and finished last in every one of them. If it doesn't win today the milkman will be using it for deliveries in the morning. The jockey mounts up and takes the horse down to the start. The race begins and the horse is immediately 10 lengths behind the pack. So the jockey gives the horse an sharp thwap on the shoulder. Nothing. He then gives him a series of strikes on the rump.Nothing. He then gives him two wallops right on the hindquarters. The horse comes to a sudden stop, turns to the jockey and says "Give it a rest with that whip, will ya, buddy? I have to be up at four in the morning to deliver milk."

The Pestilence That Walketh In Darkness-cryptopsy
«Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night For the arrow that flieth by day For the pestilence that walketh in darkness For the destruction that wasteth at noonday A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand At thy right hand: but it shall not come nigh thee Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold And see the reward of the wicked.» One last Perfect night of life on earth I saw a pestilence descend on wings Plague black As it rode the ancient star wind There are Things more horrible than death

Blah
SOMETIME WE DON'T KNOW WHAT WE NEED, SOME WORK VERY HARD TO GET AND NEVER GET IT. THE ONE DON'T DO GET IT. SOMETIME I WONDER WHY IS THAT. HALF TIME WE NEED OT STEP BACK AND THINK WHAT WE ARE DOING WITH THIS LIFE AND WORLD,ARE WE DOING RIGHT THING FOR KIDS FUTURE OR WE MESS THING UP FOR THEM SO STEP BACK THINK FOR MOMENT WHAT KIND OF FUTURE WE HAVE OR THE KIDS IN THE WORLD. THIS MIGHT NOT MAKE SXENT. SO WHAT HELL.

Who Is Sam Hain?
Who is this guy they call Sam Hain?I see his name in witchy books;But when I ask my witchy friends;They just give me the strangest looks.He seems to be so important;And everyone knows him but me;Each year they throw him a party;It sounds like THE cool place to be!When I ask my friends what he’s like;They all practically turn and run;I need to get to know Sam Hain;So I can join in all the fun!I asked friends to introduce me;I’ll have to introduce myself;‘Cuz when I asked they looked at me;As if I’m a demented elf!So I searched the yellow pages;I called up information too;I just can’t find this guy Sam Hain;I surfed the web ‘til I turned blue!I’ve heard my witchy friends planning;And although they’ll think I’m a pain;I’m going to crash his party;Then I’ll finally meet Sam Hain!

Guilt At Death Bed
Addmisision of guilt at ones death bed does you no good. You created the future for yourself. Karmic Laws are fulfilled by what you sow that you reap. Get it through your heads. No surgery, unless all come forward right from 2000 and spit, cough, or vomit the truth. Alive or dead for me is basically moot and does not matter. Whatever the world I am in I'll be able to reach any. On the other side there is no need to sleep or rest and can come at any in a mulitfacted manner. Get it, you place me front of a Judicial system and the ultimate is done by me. Gotta die anyway. So start with A and let Z bring the rear. If you want I'll name you all with support and who, what, where, when, how, and the infamous CITIBANK Account Number. Fun time is just around the corner with Holloween, Norio

Pleiades And Samhain: The Celtic Connection
As we approach Samhain (October 31 - November 1) our awareness naturally moves in the same circles as our ancient ancestors as we all prepare for a shift in the seasons. In the Northern hemisphere, this seasonal shift manifests itself in autumnal themes, and Samhain is the cross-quarter holiday marking the midpoint between the Autumnal Equinox and the Winter Solstice. The ancient Celts simplified this seasonal transition by establishing two halves to their calendar: Light and Dark. Samhain marked the seam between light and dark in both agricultural and philosophical terms. Most of you already know this, but a little known fact is the connection between Pleiades and Samhain. The Celts were masterful astronomers and astrologists. From their geographic position, the Celts could see the open star cluster, Pleiades quite easily with the naked eye. Pleiades is cluster of nine stars, but only seven are seen with unaided vision. Pleiades is heliacal, which means this

Yes
Yes, Rep. Andrews that letter to the Feds removed the guilt off of you and Mr. Yurick completely. Debbie, I never said or made any comments that Mr. Yurick lied or is a liar. Intresting to note the IRS "your name just popped up" and suddenly they're shy of how much to me? It was the NJ Mental Health Advocate office employee that named you Senator Andrews. As I looked at that time of these property price inflation and no one buying that talk of this Bail Out was headed past two trillion. Third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, and eigth. Norio

Wow
Time Promotes Green Sex Toys, Like Whips That Are ‘Cruelty-Free (to Cows, That Is)’ By Tim Graham (Bio | Archive) October 19, 2009 - 17:17 ET The liberals at Time magazine would never want to impose their sexual morality on you – unless it involves environmentalism. The October 26 issue features an article headlined "Sex and the Eco-City: Look out, petroleum jelly. Getting it on is getting greener." Writer Kathleen Kingsbury began: In many ways, choosing a sex toy is not unlike buying a car. Walk into most adult shops, and the new-car smell is undeniable. Salespeople tout motor speed and durability. And then there are emissions to consider. That's carbon emissions, of course. As the green movement makes its way into the bedroom, low lighting is a must--to conserve electricity--but so are vegan condoms, organic lubricants and hand-cranked vibrators. The captions beneath a collection of "eco-friendly" offerings to go "Green Between the Sheets" incl

Bird
feeling like a caged bird about to break its wings on the bars of the cage Love is a cage when its not returned trapped and struggling against the restraints A love unwanted cuts like a knife without the relief freedom is savored but granted not to me.

Cant Believe
i cant believe what they say is true how could you be gone away forever never to beseen again on earth but you will always be seen in my eyes its still hard to this day to know that i missed your funeral it kills me day in and day out just to knowthat i didn't get to say my last good-byes to you the. the only person that ever truly cared for me no i didn't even make it to your brothers funeral and that kills me also but i wasn't nearly as close to him as i was to you my grandmother you were then just a grandmother your were my best friend we had alot of laughs but it is sad to think that we will never be able to have those laughs again on earth but you alwaysremember that i love you more then anything in this world you r my heart my soul and most of all your my grandmother the kids still ask about you every now and then but i haven't had the heart to tell them that they wont be able to see your smiling face in this world again we know you love us but still why did it have to come to an

The Game
THE GAME There’s a game in life that everybody plays it is played all over the world in many different ways This is a game that has many different rules it’s played by those that think they are smart, and it’s played by fools As every rule has it’s conception every rule has it’s exception As you use these rules as your tools you’ll find that every exception has it’s rules There’s a game you have to play to the end but it’s a game no one can ever win The game can be played for your whole life sometimes we even take along a husband or wife To play the game can really be cool some play nice and some play cruel The game can make your nerves run thin the rules of the game can sometimes make you sin There is a game that can keep you on the run some people play for keeps and some play for fun

Words
Every daythe words inside mestrugglein their birthingto find the breathto fillthese empty spaceswith energy.Sometimes they drownin the natal poolsof my mindsmotheredin second thinkingand the censorshipof doubt...At other timesthey come to lifein flawless linesof limitless possibility.Who knows how,they've been raisedto the surfaceof my consciousness.I can only hopeto capturetheir ephemeral beautynow,quickly,before the feelingfades... Poem By Tammy C.

Poetry
Love is like magic and it always will be, For love still remains life's sweet mystery. Love works in ways that are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life that love cannot change! Love can transform the most commonplace Into beauty and splendor and sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart and not with its mind. Love is the answer that everyone seeks... Love is the language that every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, it is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, is life's sweet mystery!

Fee For Making Skinz
Would you like to have a skin made? I have been making custom skins for a while now and I do charge to make the skins. They might not be the best but it still takes time to make them. I've change my fee for making skins if you are interested fee is as follows. PAYMENT FIRST, ONCE I AGREE TO DO IT ***NO PAYMENT = NO SKIN*** 1 skin = Small Bling pack or 2 mill Fu-bucks 2 skins = 10 credit bling 3 or more = Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb If interested, send me a PM titled "Custom Skin" *NOTE* It may take 1 day or it may take a few days. I'll also need to test them to make sure it works. Here are a few sample of headers I've done!!!

10/23 Holidays And Observances
Holidays and observances Chulalongkorn Memorial Day in Thailand Day of the Revolution in Republic of Macedonia Mole Day National Day (revolution of 1956 and the proclamation of the Republic of Hungary in 1989) in Hungary R.C. Saints – Saint Giovanni da Capistrano; Anicius Manlius Severinus Boethius; Saint Anthony Mary Claret; Saint Ignatius of Constantinople Astrology: First day of sun sign Scorpio in Western tropical astrology. French Republican Calendar – Céleri (Celery) Day, second day in the Month of Brumaire

Just To Make This Clear.
I'm not 'looking for fun', i'm not gonna get on cam with you, I'm not some net-slut. Just because i have nsfw pics doesn't mean i'm easy. most of them are there for a reason- showing off why i hate me body/marking my pregnancy. the rest are old pics that i actually find pretty. I have a boyfriend, he is the father of my child and I love him very much, so please treat me with respect.

To All Of You Who Read These
if any of you get a note about me from someone you dont know it's probably my stalker who swears i still belong to her and she had driven a few pretty good friends away from me, i find it sad and phsycho that someone could create a fake profile to try to ward everyone awy from me just because they think that if they chase everyone awy that i would even think for a split second that they were the only choice i had left, for the love of god give up and grow up, for the frustration you have caused, and a few freinds i have lost because of your demented actions, let me just say if you were the last woman on earth and i was horny i would jack off !! and the friends you thought you chased away from me, still talk to me on my messenger , so it's your loss you have gained nothing but showing other people on this site how much you truly need the help of a shrink!

Rage One And Two Part Three Coming Soon
HAVE YOU EVER HAD THAT FEELING THAT YOU WANTED TO RIP SOME BODY HEAD..I DO AND I WOULD LOVE TO DO BUT I HAVE TO GO ALL THE WAY TO MT.VERNON,IL TO DO ..SO I AM GOING TO WAIT AND SEE WHAT THE ASS HOLE OF A JERK OFF IS GOING TO NEXT TO ME OTHER THEN KEEPING MY SONS FROM ME NOT LETTING THEM TALK TO ME OR SEE ME..I AM HURTING SO DAMN BAD MY HEART IS TURNING BLACK AND COLD..I AM PUSHING PPL AWAY ..I AM IN THIS DARK PLACE I AM NOT ABOUT TO COME BACK OUT OF ......

Wtf
What the fuck is up with ppl not saying hi back or even answering a person i fucking hate that shit but everyone on the fucking internet does that just hi fuck you or something my fucking god i want to stab ppl like that how fucking hard is that we ppl raised to be rude mother fuckers i think fucking not! So that is a rant from me

New Beginnings
I am like turning a new leaf. I have finally truly gotten over over that bullshit that happened a few weeks ago. Anyway enuf of that! I have been chatting, well trying to at least, been so busy with work and shit that I am not getting online that much any more, well back to what I starting saying. I have been chatting with this sexy lady here and I am like her fu-slave, anyway, I was talking to my friend today at work and told him she had mentioned something like bending me over and use handcuffs on me and spank me hard for being naughty, when am I not naughty!!!! I didn't think anything else about it the rest of the day at work. When we got home, sam was there waiting for us and she stood there and told me to strip immediately, I was like yea whatever and she spanked my bottom hard, I yelped and was going to say something until I saw her look, she has this strict school teacher she uses on her kids and she was using it on me now! Anyway, I played along and stripped naked and

Beautiful
You are beautiful because you have a heartAnd that is a beautiful thing You are beautiful because you have a brainAnd that is a beautiful thing You are beautiful because You give adviceAnd that is a beautiful thing You are beautiful because God made You that wayYou are beautiful because in my eyes THERE IS NO ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU You are beautiful because you have confidence You are beautiful because you have determination and wit You are beautiful because you have goals and you plan to reach them You are beautiful because you are always there to lend a helping hand You are beautiful because God made you beautiful Master Perverted One

Tired
No sleep last night......very tired. Rather stay in bed than be at work....But need the moolah and better to be at work than with him at home..just a couple more weeks until Im on my own....hopefully less...sigh,,,coffee,,a cookie and banana..for breakfast..yum....

If You Are Reading This....
if you are reading this, whether we do or don't speak often, post a comment of your first memory of you and me. when you've finished, post this paragraph on your own status; you'll be surprised what people remember about you.

Someday...
Some Day… Someday I will be happy with myself. Someday I will have pride in myself. Someday I will find that special someone to make me smile. Someday I will have the family I’ve always dreamt of. Someday… The things I desire I shall receive; May not come all at once, But gradually is fine for me. Many sacrifices I made to get what I want Many more I will go through. The broken hearts, The wounded minds; The games played destroyed me. The “I love you” that makes a person get butterflies inside Or the “I miss you” that gave you gentle chills down your spine. Even the kisses that sent shivers racing through your body. Someday I will have it again. Someday it will be a happy place for me. Someday when all the problems are gone, I will find that someone to make all this happen again. Until that day I will dream, And hope for a better day. Someday.. I will be in heaven again, Hoping for your arms around me; Wrapped so tight I can hardly breathe. My happiness will

Smallest Angel
You made us smile when we were sad. You made us laugh when we cried. You are the angel God blessed us with; Thank you for being so precious. It made us sad to see you go, But the memories will live on. Our hearts are with you always; You will never be forgotten. Your heart was made of gold, All you did was love. We still hear your laughter, We still hear your cries; All we do is smile. We will join you someday With arms wide open for your hugs; And smiles to go with. We love you baby boy always, Like you will always love us!

40 Mistakes Men Make While Having Sex
NOT KISSING FIRST Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you’re paying by the hour and trying to get your money’s worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there’s a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you’re trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. NOT SHAVING You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner’s face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it’s not passion, it’s avoidance. SQUEEZING HER BREASTS Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. BITING HER NIPPLES Why do men fasten onto a woman’s nipples, then clamp down like they’re try

Never Mess With The Mummers
I can't get over the amount of smugness and right to ownership that the clique of regular MUMMers display. I recently posted a MUMM as a lark and a cheap way of getting points and Fu bucks. I don't deny my motives I'm sure I'm not the first person to do it. Well anyhow, maybe the topic was just too plain dumb ( something I don't deny) and the comments I got definatly reflected that. I don't mind the funny shots taken at me, they make me laugh too, it's when the comments become personalized attacks , it gets down right boorish. The mistake I made was trying to defend myself from the attacks, This isn't tolorated by the MUMMers clique. What happened to me in this case was a relentless onslaught of crude character shots belittling me to no end. Hey it's alright, go ahead , I mean if people have issues and the only way to resolve them is to belittle other people, it speaks volumems for their insecurities and the dependance on other like minded people to justify them. The thing that reall

Masks I Wear
I'm not complicated...I'm complex...There are many facets to me...Some of which I do keep hidden...It depends on the mask I'm wearing at the time...We all have them...We all wear them... I've often been told I wear my emotions on my sleeve...Truly..it should be more like my face...When I was younger...My uncle was watching a movie with me....At one point he started to chuckle...The movie wasn't funny...So I asked him what was so funny...and his reply was..."You"....Me? I asked him...."Yes, You"....He said that he'd never seen someone with such emotion on their face....That when something was funny...a smile would be there....That if it was in anger....I would scowl....That if sad....tears would form....I didn't like it....I didn't want everyone to know what I was feeling all the time...So the masks appeared.... Growing up I'd realized that my masks were there whenever I needed them....Showing a sign of weakness is something that I have a fear of doing.....I mean come on...if I show t

Hardy Har Har
Last year someone I know was heading to a party and his costume was a vagina. On the way to the party he and his buddies stop at a party store to get some beers. When he's at the counter waiting to pay, two cops walk into the store to buy something. The one cop looks at him and asks what he is supposed to be. Being a smart ass he looks at the cop and says "If you had a d*ck instead of just being one, you'd know I was a vagina." The cop gets pissed and arrests him for indecent exposure. After they finger print him and they are about to put him in the cell, the cop says to him, "Now who's the p*ssy. The guys you're spending the night with are really going to love you aren't they." Well no one raped him or anything. And they dismissed the charges, but he still ended up spending the night in jail. So the moral of the story is if you're going to be a vagina on Halloween it is best that you keep your lips sealed!!! lol

Broken Heart
Won't be so easy, This time to hurt me, You can try, And this time Baby, There are no tears left here to dry, If you think you can wound me like before If you think you can do that anymore, Won't get to far, You Can't Break A Broken Heart, So try your best now baby, Try your best to break me, You can't break a broken heart, No damage you can do now, I'm immune to you now, You can't break what broke apart, There's nothing you can do to me no more, You can't break a broken heart. Hurt me before now, Won't hurt no more now, Not this time, You might do better, Messing with someone else's mind, Cause You're not gonna bring me down again, You're done with throwing me the way you did, It's gone to far eh, You Can't Break A Broken Heart, So try your best now baby, Try your best to break me, You can't break a broken heart, No damage you can do now, I'm a immune to you now, You can't break what broke apart, There's nothing you can do to me no more, You can't break a broken heart. Still don't

Dad
Dad..So many images come to mind whenever I speak your name; It seems without you in my life things have never been the same What happened to those lazy days when I was just a child When my life was consumed in you in your love and in your smile What happened to all those times when I always looked to you No matter what happened in my life you could make my gray sky blue Dad, some days I hear your voice and turn to see your face Yet in my turning...it seems the sound has been erased. Dad, who will I turn to for answers when life does not make sense Who will be there to hold me close

[tipping The Scales]
I'm not dead! ...*yawns*but I really don't have much to say. so I'm not going to force the issue. I dunno. Guess I'm kinda in my comfort zonepining for a girl that will never acknowledge meignoring the obnoxious ones that adore memaking moneywhich of course the job is going over the edge if I don't apply at the next contractor...but that means tryingand possibly failingand possibly getting it... Neither outcome is great. It means more her.Again, a mixed blessing.It does however mean stability for the first time in my fucking life.again...a mixed blessing. Everything's in balance by playing symetrical tug of warbut the lines are fraying. So I'm going to bed early tonightdo that hoodoo I do just before sleep where my semi-concious and half-tranced mind comes up with all the harsh realities and simple solutions. More to come.But notice that I didn't say anything about answers.

Salty
Little Susie came home from school with a smile on her face & told her mom, "Frankie showed me his weenie today at the playground". Before her mom could say a word Susie went on to say, "It reminded me of a peanut." Relaxing with a smile, Susies mom asked, "Really small was it?" Susie said, "No, salty." Her mom fainted.

Tiredddd
What a way to start the morning....3am, I hear the front door open and shut so I go check it out...it be the ex. And right there, we start arguing for a while. Then we had a talk....Told him my feelings and all and some of the things that I was going to do to myself. He says I'm selfish, maybe I am for keep having thoughts of taking my life. Several times I've thought of it, couple times I've stopped myself. I guess I just want to give up a lot of times but only a couple things that keeps me going. I told him that I would be moving out in a couple short weeks, he asked me where I was going, I didn't tell him. I'm sure he'll find out later. I'm tired...my head hurts. I didn't even get time to shower so I'm sure I'm going to look like shit at work...great for Halloween I guess. My eyes are blood shot. I don't want to go to work but I need the money and I don't want to be around him. He's told me I've hurt him a lot and I told him he's done the same to me. So much things that I want in

My Pretty Peom From My Heart
beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever.

Lol Sounds Like Something I'd Pull
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I had forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying, "Hello" I politely said, "This is Andrew. Could I please speak with Robin Carter?" Suddenly, the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. I had transposed the last two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone,I yelled, "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and yell, "You're an asshole!" It always cheered me up. When Caller ID came

Friends Book Published Credit Repair 411
10-31-09 My friend Lois Jarrell has just published her first book. Credit Repair 411. This book is an AMAZING and MUST read book for ALL. Keeping the cost under $10.00 because she believes in helping others and wants others to know what she has learned. There is SO much valuable information in this book. Please check out her webpage and decide for Yourself. http://www.creditrepair411.net/ *****

Last Call....
Have you ever been in a bar or a nightclub and heard that all but dreaded voice over the loud-speaker saying..."Last call for alcohol ", or been in a department store picking up those "must-have" items that you put off going after ALL DAY and heard that little juvenile twitt say..."we will be closing in 5 minutes...please bring your purchases to the front at this time." Does that not just chap your bum?? What if I wasn't through ??? What if I said..." NO, I think I'm gonna hang out here just a little while longer. At least until I'm done with what I need to do." What would happen?? Would they call the police and force you to leave. Leave you there in the dark all alone, or by some strange act of God would you find yourself doing shots with that little juvenile twitt and wandering why you ever came there in the first place.....?? Life can be soooo confusing.....sometimes you don't know whether to stay or go. Hang out with twitts or just be alone. No-one has the right to tell you it'

All In Vain
Tracing the outline of your lips, With Open hand I follow your caresses, Slowly Moving, Together we embrace the years. Like shifting sands, We drifted, Till we cud drift no more, Then like the winter tulips we planted, you fade and go. My dreams startle me to wakefulness, I dream and dream over and over again, The same crisp thought enetering my mind, AS again we part. We try to ressurect the past, But the bitterness remains, Oh how I wish we cud start over, again. We saw so much, We bore the pain, We laughed like children in the rain, We kissed in winter, Huddled in rain, Crept silently Stopped suddenly. where all those years go?

Escape Lyrics
You can run, you can hide, but you can't escape my loveYou can run, you can hide, but you can't escape my loveHere's how it goesYou and me, up and downBut MAYBE this time we'll get it rightWorth a fight'Cause love is something you cant SHAKEWhen it breaks (When it breaks)All it takes is some tryin'If you feel like leavingI'm not gonna BEG YOU TO stay'Cause soon you'll be findingYou can run, you can hideBut you can't escape my loveYou can run, you can hideBut you can't escape my loveSo, if you goYou should know (you should know)It's hard to just forget the pastSo fastIt was good (it was good) It was bad but it was realAnd that's all you haveIn the end our love matters (Oh no no no yeah)If you feel like leaving I'm not gonna BEG YOU TO (I won't BEG YOU TO stay)Cuz soon you'll be findingYou can run, you can hideBut you can't escape my loveYou can run, you can hideBut you can't escape my love(You can run, you can run)(You can hide, you can hide)But you can't escape my love (my love)You can

Installing A Husband? Hehe
Dear Tech Support ,Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance, particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0 .In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as:Â· Romance 9.5 andÂ· Personal Attention 6.5,and then installed undesirable programs such as :Â· NBA 5.0,Â· NFL 3.0Â·Golf Clubs 4.1 and Â· Elk Hunting 5.5Also Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2. 6 simply crashes the system.Â· Please note that I have tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.What can I do?Signed,Desperate DEAR DESPERATE ,First, keep in mind,Â· Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, whileÂ· Husband 1.0 is an operating system.Please enter command: ithoughtyoulovedme.html and try to download Tears 6.2 and do not forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update.Â· If that application works as designed , Husband 1.0 should then auto

The Difference Between A Woman And A Girl
1.Girls want to control the man in their life.A woman knows that if he’s truly hers, he doesn’t need controlling.2.Girls check you for not calling them.A woman is too busy to realize you hadn’t.3.Girls are afraid to be alone.A woman revels in it, using it as a time for personal growth.4.Girls ignore the good guys.A woman ignores the bad guys.5.Girls make you come home.A woman makes you want to come home.6.Girls leave their schedules wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans.A woman makes her own plans and nicely tells the guy to get in where he fits.7.Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.A woman knows that she is pretty and/or good enough for any man.8.Girls try to monopolize all their man’s time (don’t want him hanging with his friends).A woman realizes that a lil’ bit of space makes the ‘together time’ even more special, and goes to kick it with her own friends.9.Girls think a guy crying is weak.

Sleep With The Angels My Love
A DAY OF MOURNING IS UPON US... LET US ALL SHOW OUR LOVE AND SUPPPORT TO §ĭñFüllŷ Dëlĭ©ìōu§ OF THE 2ND ALARM HOTTIES..... FOR HER LOVE NOW WEARS WINGS.... LET US REMEMBER HIM AS SHE DOES.... ~§r Då®k Kñïght ~ ~§ĭñFüllŷ Dëlĭ©ìōu§~ (~Sexy Blōñdĭë~) Promo Chief 2nd Alarm Hottie♥ Thank You For Reading And Passing This On!!!! (repost of original by 'AsianGem ~A

Reat In Peace My Love Of My Life God I Miss You So Bad I Cant Breath
A DAY OF MOURNING IS UPON US... LET US ALL SHOW OUR LOVE AND SUPPPORT TO §ĭñFüllŷ Dëlĭ©ìôu§ OF THE 2ND ALARM HOTTIES..... FOR HER LOVE NOW WEARS WINGS.... LET US REMEMBER HIM AS SHE DOES.... ~§r Då®k Kñïght ~~§ĭñFüllŷ Dëlĭ©ìôu§~ (~Sexy Blôñdĭë~) Promo Chief 2nd Alarm Hottie♥Thank You For Reading And Passing This On!!!! (repost of original by 'AsianGem ~ASSISTAN

Tear Drops
Tear drops turns into rain as my heart yearns to feel your love as I miss you every waking moment longing for the day that I'll see you again Then the sun appears and it feels like your warm sweet sensual kisses touching my soft lips The warm soft breeze that is embracing me feels like your warm embrace that makes me feel like I'm living in a fairy-tale Tear drops continue to turn into rain over and over again Every thought, every song, every memory and every dream of you makes me want to cry Nothing is the same without you, everything seems to be froze in time Wanting to continue to make memories with you, waiting for you to come back home Tear drops will continue to fall until the day that I get to hold you in my arms again. Being without you makes it seem like life has no purpose. But every thought, every song, every memory and every dream brings tear drops that turns into rain

Lost
um... don't ask ME, I just wrote the thing! LOST What to do, where to go? The paths to walk jumble at my feet. I followed a blind man down the path, now I am also lost. A classic case of the blind leading the blind. He held my dreams as putty in his searching hands. Shaping, twisting, molding, to his blind idea of right. Who can see? Who will lead me to my place of rest? I reach out and grab a sleeve. 9-23-97

Not Always Right | Fun With Photons
Me: “Hi sir, was there anything I could help you find today?” Customer: “Yes, I was wondering something. Why do all these glasses have the same white circles on the lenses? It’s really unstylish. I’m surprised people like this store!” Me: “Sir, that’s the reflection of the light on the glasses.” Customer: “Oh.”

Not Always Right | Truly Fake Intentions
(A customer and his wife come in to find an outfit for her to wear. He seems particularly interested in one that’s being worn by a mannequin.) Me: “Can I help you, sir?” Customer: “I was wondering if you have the outfit on the mannequin?” Me: “Unfortunately, I sold the last one earlier today. The one the mannequin is wearing is the only one I have.” Customer: “Well, why can’t you just give me that one then?” Me: “I can, but I do have another almost identical outfit in stock.” Customer: “No, I want that one!” Me: “Okay, sir.” (I start dragging the mannequin to the back.) Customer: “Where are you going?” Me: “City law says I can’t undress her in front of the windows, sir.” Customer: “Well, why can’t I have that one?” Me: “Sir?” Customer: “I want the one on the mannequin!” Me: “That’s what I’

Not Always Right | Five Days Later
(A customer in their 50s walks into my pawn shop, which sells weapons.) Customer: “Yeah, can you get me that shotgun behind the table?” Me: “Sure, do you have your license and registration?” Customer: “Yeah, right here.” Me: “Thank you sir. There’s a 5 day waiting period for firearms. Come back soon.” (He looks disappointed, but forks over the cash and walks out. Five days later…) Customer: “Okay, dude, I’m back. Where’s the gun?” Me: “Right here, sir… (I make the transaction and hand him his shotgun.) Me: “Have a nice day and come back soon!” (About one minute after the customer leaves the store, I hear several loud shotgun blasts. I look through the window and the man is firing rounds into the air! He then runs into the store.) Customer: “The zombie invasion has begun! It’s every man for himself!” (I hide under the desk and press the silent alarm

Not Always Right | No Ifs, Ends, Or Butts
Me: “Thank you for calling [insurance company]. How may I help you?” Customer: “Yes. I need to know if my insurance covers a butt indent.” Me: “I’m sorry…could you say that again?” Customer: “I need to know if my car insurance covers a butt indent. There’s one on the hood of my car. What is that covered under and how much is my deductible?” Me: “Um…do you know how it got there?” Customer: “No. It looks like a small butt, though.” Me: “Well, I can’t tell you what it would be covered under until I know how it got there. Do you know if it was the result of a collision or not?” Customer: “What?” Me: “You have two different deductibles for your comprehensive coverage and your collision coverage. Do you know how the…butt ended up there? ” Customer: “No, but it’s a small butt on the hood of my car!” Me: “Well, your

Not Always Right | Dr. Jekyll & Mrs. Hyde
Me: “Thank you for calling, this is ***. How may I help you today?” Customer: *cheerful* “I need you to check my account.” Me: “Certainly, I’d be happy to do that for you. May I have your identification number so I can look you up in our system please?” Customer: “My what? Why would you want that? Don’t you know who I am?” Me: “Unfortunately not, ma’am. We have no real way of knowing who is on the other end of the line unless you give us either that number or your social security number.” Customer: *suddenly demonic* “HOW DARE YOU! YOU’RE ONE OF THOSE TERRORISTS, AREN’T YOU?!” Me: “Um… excuse me?” Customer: “YOU want my social so you can steal my identity, don’t you? That’s why you called me, to steal my credit score, you little punk!” Me: “Ma’am, you called me. This is your insurance company. Just read me the number on the

~who I Love~
Someone who sleeps on his back so I can have my "spot", his breath rolling like a river into night. .... Someone who wakes me in the morning by saying "Baby, it's time to get up" with fresh coffee in hand. .... Someone who with voice of a rock star, but who won't ever step upon a stage. .... Someone who has the hands fit to hold me perfectly. .... Someone who listens to music just because he likes it, even when it sucks. .... Someone who plays Literati with me when I'm miles from home and bored to death. .... Someone who walks closest to the street to assure if anyone gets hurt, it won't be me. .... Someone who would wait a decade or more just to hold me once again..... Someone who learned, though it took awhile, that cats really are our friends, and they don't like to chase keys. .... Someone whose hips can sway just the way they I need them to, if they are going to rock my world. .... Someone who bites the back of my neck like a leopard carryin

What's It Like To Be The Other Woman?~
What's it Like to be the Other Woman?~ To love, but not be loved in return?To see and hear and touch, but not have?To want to be with him, but know you can’t replace her?Unable to equal or exceed her enough to have his love? What's it like to be the other woman? To be fucked, but never to make love?To deceive, while at the same time, being deceived yourself?To see the truth, yet still be so damned blind? The world you want sitting behind a closed window,The rain always falling on your side of the glass To be standing on the outside of that loving home,Wishing it were you who snuggled up beside him every night.

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Ouch
I wish people would at the very least rake up the leaves on their sidewalk on Halloween. If you have a broken, uneven sidewalk covered in leaves & sticks, there will be problems. Yes, of course I hurt myself again. Got my foot jammed into someones broken, wet leaf covered sidewalk, fell & sprained my ankle, It is green & purple right now. I even skinned the left knee & dented my new aluminum water bottle. I should egg their damn house.

Come On It Will Be Fun :d
Copy this and post and see what people rate you. 1:Crazy. 2:I'd Marry You. 3:Talkative. 4:Sarcastic. 5:Bangable. 6:Clubhead. 7:Moody. 8:Dumb. 9: Spoiled. 10:Mouthy. 11:Random. 12:Hot. 13:Funny. 14:Fit. 15:Amazing. 16:Tough. 17:Cute. 18:Bf/Gf Type. 19:Player. 20:The Best. 21: God loving 22: Smart 23: Loving 24: Loyal 25:Trust worthy 26:Fake 27:Spiritual 28:PEST

Not Always Right | Mmmm, Moisturizer
Retail | Denver, CO, USA Customer: “Excuse me, I’d like to return this lotion. It gives me a rash.” Me: “Sure, no problem.” (The customer hands me her used lotion. Half the bottle has been used up.) Customer: “What do you do with the returned lotion?” Me: “Well, since this is used, I have to mark it out and throw the product away.” Customer: “Like, in the garbage?” Me: “Yeah.” Customer: “But there are starving children in China!”

Not Always Right | Phishing For Answers
Me: “This is [company name].” Customer: “Hi, who’s this?” Me: “Are you calling for tech support?” Tech Support | Los Angeles, CA, USA Customer: “Oh, I guess it’s the wrong number. Well, what do you guys do?” Me: “We’re an online virtual conferencing company. We allow you to host meetings online with webcams and slideshows.” Customer: “Oh, that’s cool, anything else you do, other features?” Me: “We also have a feature that lets you remotely take control of another person’s computer, or show them your own.” Customer: “Oh really? That’s pretty awesome. So can you take control of anybody’s computer?” Me: “Yeah, as long as their system supports the software.” Customer: “So, can you do it without their permission…like, can you use it to hack into somebody’s computer with it?” Me: “No, guests must be att

Not Always Right | Military Intelligence Part 4
Grocery Store | Vancouver, Canada (A kid walks up and asks to buy a pack of cigarettes.) Me: “Could I see your ID please?” (The kid hands me an un-laminated piece of hand-cut white paper with a picture taped to it and all the “information” handwritten.) Me: “Seriously, you’re going to try this?” Customer: “It’s my military ID…”

What Is Love?
To be in love is merely to be in a state of perceptual anesthesia." - H.L. Mencken "Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." - Erica Jong "Sometimes love is stronger than a man's convictions." - Isaac Bashevis Singer "Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness." - Oliver Wendell Holmes "Love is like war: Easy to begin but hard to end." - Anonymous"Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Mark Twain "To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven." - Karen Sunde "Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence." - Erich Fromm "Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever." - unknown "Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile." - Elizabeth Browning >>>>>>AND THE BEST ONE OF ALL

Faith, Love And Hope
Faith is in general the persuasion of the mind that a certain statement is true. Faith in Christ is a grace wrought in the heart by the Holy Spirit, whereby we receive Christ as our Savior, our Prophet, Priest, and King, and love and obey him as such. This living faith in Christ is the means of salvation-not meritoriously, but instrumentally. Without it there can be no forgiveness of sins, and no holiness of life; and they who are justified by faith, live and walk by faith. That which gives hope; he or that which furnishes ground of expectation, or promises desired good. Confidence in a future event; the highest degree of well founded expectation of good; as a hope founded on God's gracious promises.One of the three main elements of Christian character.Hope is an essential and fundamental element of Christian life, so essential indeed, that, like faith and love, it can itself designate the essence of Christianity. Holy love in man would make the whole heart and soul supremely del

The Horth Withperer
A guy calls his buddy, the horse rancher, and says he's sending a friend over to look at a horse. His buddy asks, 'How will I recognize him?' 'That's easy; he's a dwarf with a speech impediment.' So, the dwarf shows up, and the guy asks him if he's looking for a male or female horse. 'A female horth.' So he shows him a prized filly. 'Nith lookin horth. Can I thee her eyeth?' So the guy picks up the dwarf and he gives the horse's eyes the once over. 'Nith eyeth, can I thee her earzth?' So he picks the little fella up again, and shows him the horse's ears. 'Nith earzth, can I thee her mouf?' The rancher is getting pretty ticked off by this point, but he picks him up again and shows him the horse's mouth. 'Nice mouf, can I see her twat?' Totally mad at this point, the rancher grabs him under his arms and rams the dwarf's head up the horse's fanny, pulls him out and slams him on the ground. The midget gets up, sputtering and

Naughty Questions
SEND ME YOUR ANSWERS PLEASE..... 1. Your Name: 2. Age : 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email? 26. Who would be in control? 27. Would you pull my hair? 28. Would you let me pull yours? 29. Would you whisper in my ear?

Trust In Those Close To You
I have learned a very hard lesson. The hardest one for a person that takes family to heart. I know I can not trust in those that I love and hold dear. I have been proven that over and over. But ! You keep on hopping you are wrong. Pray that what you have been shown is not true. Then the day that you really need help when you have never asked anyone for anything you get hurt to the core of you heart and soul by the ones you believe you can trust and turn to. As of now there is only one person in my life that I know that will be there. He is my son, and I know he will do what ever he can for me. Other than that I will never turn to anyone else again. My heart will be ice to any other living soul. There isn't much of it left after what I have been through over the last few days.

Medicine Man
Medicine Man The medicine man is a figure that you may dream of in a literal sense, but often encounter in dreams of archetypal awareness. The figure of the medicine man is the figure of sacred knowledge, spiritual power, and healing that speaks not only to our bodies but to our souls. As such, many dream characters-strangers as well as some family members or friends-may fulfill this role in the dream. The medicine man encounter is an encounter with the wisdom of the universal subconscious. There is something eerie, yet reassuring; safe, yet a little unnerving about the medicine man. The encounter often leaves us looking at the world a little differently for the presence of the medicine man. The important thing to remember is that this character's role is to be a ritual connection of past and future-physical world and spiritual world. As such, dreams concerning the medicine man often reveal our position at the intersection of these influences in our lives. Do you see yourself as

Marbles
Marbles Childhood toys and stereotypical childhood games often illustrate the childlike approach you take to many relationships. To understand the marble dream, think about how well you play and how high the stakes are in the dream. To dream of a game of marbles, or many other childhood pastimes, can mean an attempt to return to innocence. A key element is who is playing with you. Are you playing with childhood friends, or with someone you've only known as an adult? Does the game feel like a fun activity, or is it a competitive challenge?

Transformation
Transformation Since most people are never completely satisfied with their physical appearance, transformation dreams come to us easily. We all see our ideal selves as in our minds. These ideal selves work into our dreams.Other times, you may transform into animal, not human, form. These transformations can have numerous expressions. You may see yourself as needing to assert a particular personality attribute. Other times, you may transform in order to disguise yourself. In these dreams, who you are disguising yourself from and why the particular animal is a good choice are interpretive issues.

Lightning
Lightning Lightning in dreams is a pretty flexible image. Some people enjoy lightning and therefore desire it as a background effect. Others are frightened of its power and unpredictability. However, there are many power metaphors that merit attention. You may find yourself in possession of lightning as a resource for dealing with problems. This type of lightning is an asset for handling frustration that could be characterized as a wish-fulfillment. Dream logic: just blast it out of the way. Lightning may also be a warning in your dream. If you have fears about lightning in waking life, a person whom you are with or a building that you enter in your dream may cause a lightning effect. This is the mind's way of offering a dramatic visual warning. There may be an element of judgment involved, as divine wrath is often envisioned as a lightning bolt (personified in the Greek god Zeus and the Norse god Thor). What did the lightning strike, and did anyone get severely injured? Where

Bitchy Quotes.. Lol
"My opinions may have changed, but not the fact that I'm right." "I'm not a tease, Im just a reminder of what you can't have" "If you can smile when things go wrong, you have someone in mind to blame." "It takes 42 muscles to frown and only four to extend my middle finger and tell you to bite me." "Everyones entitled to be stupid but you are abusing the privilege" "FOR ALL OF YOU WHO TALK ABOUT ME THANKS FOR MAKING ME THE CENTER OF YOUR WORLD! " "I dont need Your Attitude, I Have One of My Own" "That's all right, that's okay, you're going to pump my gas someday!" "Save Your Breath ... You'll need it to blow up your date" "Hey! Quit hogging all the ugly!" "Don't talk about yourself so much... we'll do that when you leave." "I'd like to see things your way, but I'm not sure if I can stick my head that far up my ***." "Its not an attitude, its the way I am"

You Are The First, And Will Always Be The Last.
the princess of my life, the fruit of my life That is youI started my life with and I die justWithout you I had so many ladies in my life but,My love was for youThe spring of youth,the light of life,Come from youMy garden rose takes it perfumeOf youBirds in the sky sing justFor youI love youAnd my heart beat just for youAs long as I am alive I want to say my last wordsWhat ever happened between usThe first and the last loveWill be you- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - W.B: MR M***A

Not Always Right | Not Remotely Intelligent
Help Desk | Texas, USA Me: “Hello, thank you for calling ***. May I have your phone number, please?” Caller: “This thing doesn’t f***ing work!” Me: “Sir, I’ll be happy to help you with that.” Caller: “Just help me with this f***ing thing!” (Eventually, I find out he needs help with a DVD remote.) Caller: “The movie doesn’t play! It doesn’t do a f***ing thing!” (I hear the crunching of plastic as he tries to push the buttons really hard.) Me: “Okay, sir, so you’re pressing the play button and it’s not working. Correct?” Caller: “Which one’s the play button?” Me: “The one that says ‘play’ above it. It should be in the shape of an arrow that’s pointing to the right.” Caller: “I can’t read any of this s***! I don’t have anything like that. There’s just one that points to the left.” Me: “

Not Always Right | A Face For Every Occasion
Beauty Salon | Birmingham, UK (A customer is getting a beauty treatment done and is trying to work out why she has skin problems.) Customer: “I just don’t understand it. I take really good care of my skin. I get facials and I only use really good make-up.” Me: “Well, the problem could be caused by something really simple, like an allergic reaction. Have you always used the same brand of make-up?” Customer: “Yes, and I only use the best! I can’t be allergic, I don’t ever use the cheap stuff!” Me: “It’s probably something else then. What do you use to remove your make-up?” Customer: “Like…what?” Me: “When you take off your make up at night, what do you use?” Customer: *silence* Me: “Do you use a cleanser or soap and water?” Customer: “I don’t take it off. Are you supposed to?” Me: “Well, yes. Make-up can cause damage to your pores if you

Not Always Right | One Man's Trash Is Another Man's Pleasure
Video Game Store | Colorado Springs, CO, USA (A few years ago, a particular game went through a scandal for having hidden pornographic content.) Customer: “Hi, I’d like to trade in this game.” Me: “Sorry, sir, I can’t take this game.” Customer: “Why not?” Me: “Because it’s undergoing a rating change. We’ve sent all of our existing copies back to the company.” Customer: “Well, that’s dumb. What’s it being changed to?” Me: “AO, or Adults Only.” Customer: “Woah. Why?” Me: “Because there’s a pornographic mini-game hidden in the coding.” Customer: “So, you’re telling me there’s porn in my game?” Me: “Yes, sir.” (Suddenly, another customer behind him speaks up.) Another customer “If you don’t want it, can I have it?”

Not Always Right | Extreme Makeover: Criminal Edition
Grocery Store | Cincinnati, OH, USA (I work in a check-out lane at a grocery store. A boy who looks about 16 walks up to the check-out and puts a twelve pack of beer on the lane.) Me: “May I see your ID?” Customer: “Who do you think you are, a cop? No!” Me: “If you want to purchase these, I need to see your ID. You don’t exactly look over 21.” Customer: “Fine, b****!” (He then hands me his ID, which has a picture of an elderly man on it.) Me: “Sorry, you can’t buy these.” Customer: “What the h***! I just gave you my ID!” Me: “This ID belongs to an elderly man who has a gray mustache and beard.” Customer: “It’s called Botox and shaving.”

Not Always Right | Who Needs Math When You Can Sue
Pizza | Philadelphia, PA Pizza Customer: “I ordered a pizza, half pepperoni, half sausage … and half plain.” Me: “Lady, there’s only two halves in a whole.” Pizza Customer: “I know there are only two halves in a whole! I’m a lawyer; this treatment is unfair and I demand satisfaction!”

Not Always Right | Oh Give Me A Home, Where The Jack-a-lopes Roam
Zoo | USA Little boy: “What are those?” Zookeeper: “That’s a Cavy.” (Note: Cavies are another name for guinea pigs.) Little boy’s father: “No they’re not. They’re Jack-a-lopes. But I don’t see any antlers, so they must all be does.”

Not Always Right | The Surer They Are, The Stupider They Get
Theme Park | Lagoon, UT, USA (I work in a burger stand) Me: “Welcome, what can I get for you?” Lady: “I would like a cheeseburger with no cheese.” Me: “Umm…would you just like a hamburger?” Lady: “No. I would like specifically a cheeseburger with no cheese.” Me: “Are you sure? A cheeseburger is 25 cents more than a hamburger.” Lady: “Yes, I’m sure.”

Not Always Right | A Lost Cause
Home Improvement Store | USA (I have a friend that works at a home improvement store; one day, a woman comes in looking for a generator) Customer: “What does it mean when it says seven gallon tank?” Employee: “Uh, it means it can hold seven gallons of gas.” Customer: “Gas? Why would it need gas?” Employee: “It’s a generator. How else would it produce electricity?” Customer: “I thought you just plugged it in.”

Not Always Right | The Return Of Captain Obvious
Ice Cream Shop | Florida, USA Customer in an ice cream shop: “What’s in the Chocolate Caramel Cashew?” Me: “There’s really no way for me to answer that without sounding like a smarta**.” Customer: “Why? What’s in it?” Me: “It’s chocolate ice cream … with caramel … and cashews.”

Not Always Right | Even Bosses Have A Stupid Quota
Sandwich Shop | Edmonton, Alberta, Canada Customer: “I’d like pineapple on my sub.” Me: “I’m sorry, we don’t have pineapple. Only Mr. Sub has pineapple.” Customer: “Yes you do! I always get pineapple here!” Me: “I’ve worked here for quite a while, and we’ve never had it. Sorry!” Customer: “Excuse me, the customer is always right! You can’t argue with me!” Me: “Um…” Customer speaks to my manager: “Excuse me, your employee is arguing with me! What are you going to do about it?” Manager: “Don’t be so stupid! Get out of my store!”

Not Always Right | (telepathic) Help Wanted
Video Rental Store | Michigan, USA Customer: “I’m looking for that movie.” Me: “We have lots of movies, can I help narrow it down?” Customer: “No, I want it full sized.” Me: “I meant, what can you tell me about the movie?” Customer: “Isn’t it YOUR job to tell ME about the movie?” Me: “Well, I’ll tell you everything I know about the movie as soon as you tell me which movie you’re looking for.” Customer: “If I knew which movie I was looking for, wouldn’t I have found it by now? Jeez, the people they hire these days.” (Customer storms out)

Not Always Right | Shoulda Told Him To Do Jumping Jacks
Tech Support | Ontario, Canada (I am in IT for large company, with multiple locations all over the Canada. I got a call from a business unit located in another province) Customer on the phone: “Hi. My computer is not working.” Me: “Okay. What’s your name…” (After 5 minutes I got all the info I needed) Me: “I'm sorry, I cannot remotely access your computer. I'll have to inform your local IT team to come and resolve this problem. It's 6am in your location and IT starts at 7am. They will come and fix it in an hour.” Customer: “No. This is critical. You come and fix it.” Me: “I'm sorry, you probably do not realize that I'm located in Ontario and you are in British Columbia. I cannot come and fix it.” Customer: “Okay, okay. You’ll come and fix it now?” Me: “No, there are thousands of kilometers between us. I cannot come and help you.” Customer: “Okay, okay. Production has s

Not Always Right | Go On With Yo Bad Ass Diy Self
Tech Support | Australia Caller: “Hello, I’d like some help!” Me: “Sure sir, how can I help you?” Caller: “Well, actually I don’t have an account yet. I was wondering if I could talk or send messages to my daughter. She’s in Australia and she has an internet account.” Me: “Yes sir, that’s possible!” Caller: “What do I need to do that?” Me: “You just need a computer and a modem.” Caller: “Hey, but just have a FAX machine and a TV! Isn’t that enough?” Me: *controlling the urge to burst in laughter* “I’m afraid not, sir. You’ll need a computer for sure.” Caller: “YOU KNOW WHAT? You guys don’t wanna help me! I know your types! You just want the fat, rich customers that will buy anything you demand! You know what? You’re not the only ISP in town! Goodbye!” *click*

Not Always Right | Workin' That Tech Support Magic
Tech Support | Austin, TX, USA (Customer calls in to a call center and states that he can’t connect to his internet. After about 20 minutes of trying to get the customer to troubleshoot, none of which he can manage to do. The rep figures the cable is simply disconnected, but since the customer can’t troubleshoot they come up with a clever way to fix the problem) Rep : “Sir, can you unplug that big phone cord looking cable from the box with blinking lights and your main computer box and hold both ends in your hands for me?” Customer : “Yeah, hold on.” *shuffles around* “Well that was easy. Got it.” Rep : “Ok, what I need you to do is swing one end of that around above your head as hard as you can. Sometimes bad packets get stuck in the end, making it impossible to connect to the internet.” Customer : “Alright! One second.” *whooshing in the background* “… Ok, done, Now what?” Rep : “

Fuck Part 2
What can I say about my day well I did not like getting into agrument with my boyfirend basically saying you I'll never have a girlfriend that would keep her word about anything and it's my flaut that guys leave me comments on my pictures and sending my message's hitting on me and I am the one that thanked when I use to have Tagged and now that I have again now guys are still leaving me comments on my picture's and it's like I can control what they say to me come on grow the fuck up. And it's my flaut for flirting I did not flirting was a crime and I did not having guy firend's was crime to. I did not know that eveything was my flaut I did not know that I blame for your heart to be brocken I did know that I am the blame for all your pain. I am fucking dune with the fucking bullshit I wish that you can fucking let go and forget about the fucking past there is a saying that fucking gose " Move on with your fucking life and leave fucking shit ithe past " And I can't believe that you have

Not Always Right | On Futility Of Signs Part 2
Video Rental | Midwest, USA Customer: “Are you out of Shrek the Third?” Me: “Yes, everything I have is out on the shelves.” Customer: “Oh.” (Customer goes back into rest of store, comes back to front.) Customer: “There’s a copy out there that says ‘FOR SALE ONLY’.” Me: “Mmhm, there sure is.” Customer: “Can we rent that?”

Not Always Right | On The Need For Consumer Iq Requirements
Retail | Suffolk, UK Customer: “Hello, I’d like to return this gas cooker…” Me: “Sure, what’s the problem with it, madam?” Customer: “The picture on the front of the box shows meat, although when I opened the box there was no meat inside…” Me: *In astonishment* “Okay, I’ll just go and get my manager…”

Not Always Right | Because Of Everything On The Internets Is Private
Electronics Store | Stroudsburg, PA, USA (On Black Friday...when EVERYTHING is on sale.) Customer: "Excuse me, sir?" Me: "Hey, can I help you find something?" Customer: "Hi, I'd like to know what's on sale today." Me: "Well, it depends on what system. You see, the DS only has three games on sale, while the XBOX has about 10. Not to mention, almost every console is running some sort of deal." Customer: "No, I meant the secret sales." Me: "What do you mean?" Customer: "The stuff in the catalog." Me: "Oh, that's all posted." Customer, suddenly angry: "It better not be!" Me: "Why not?" Customer: "Because I looked online for those sales." Me: "What's your point?" Customer: "Because I wouldn't have done that if I'd known it was public!" Me: "The point of a sale is to make it public." Customer: "GET ME YOUR MANAGER YOU A**HOLE!"

Not Always Right | Must Have Been A Long Pregnancy
Hotel | Seattle, WA, USA Pregnant Customer: “I want to be reimbursed because I did not get a ground floor unit, because I was promised one when I booked the reservation due to the fact that I’m pregnant.” Agent: “But ma’am, you booked this reservation eleven months in advance.”

Not Always Right | Those Silly Ethnics And Their Funny Words
Grocery Store | Colorado, USA Customer: “Do you have burrito wrappers?” Me: “Do you mean tortillas?” Customer: “Well I guess you could call them that.”

Not Always Right | Dirty Mind
Electronics Store | Seattle, WA, USA (Customer calls requesting a cable.) Customer: “Hi. I am trying to connect my iPod to my stereo.” Me: “Okay. Do you have a receiver, a small shelf system, or a boombox?” Customer: “It’s a smaller stereo.” Me: “Okay. Do you have a small plug that looks like a headphone plug that is labeled AUX, Audio IN, or anything of the sort?” Customer: “Yes, there is a small round plug that says AUX.” Me: “Okay, that’s easy. All you need is a 3.5mm male-to-male RCA cable.” Customer: “Male-to-male as in boy-to-boy.” Me, knowing what is coming next and not caring: “Yes, it is just referring to whether it is a plug or a receptor of a plug.” Customer: “Well, you are just disgusting!” Me: “Sorry ma’am, that is just an industry standard term.” Customer: “That is just one of the most disgusting things I have ever

Not Always Right | Just A Teensy Bit Dramatic
Vet | Auckland, NZ Customer: “I’m on my way to the kennels and my cat here needs an injection to get in.” Me: “Well, you need an appointment for that. We’re fully booked until tomorrow afternoon.” Customer: “If you’re going to be so difficult, I’ll take my cat elsewhere and get it put down!”

Not Always Right | Perhaps A Little Too Free
Coffee Shop | Ventura, CA, USA (Woman walks in totally nude and grabs a muffin. She has a large, rather offensive tattoo from her bottom rib up her neck.) Me: “Ma’am, you can’t just take those…” Nudist: “Why, because of the tattoo?” Me: “No, because you need to pay for it first.” Nudist: “It’s a free country!” *walks out* (I ended up pulling out my wallet and paying for it myself, because getting arrested for chasing a nude chick down the street is not worth it.)

Not Always Right | At Least She Has The General Idea
Bookstore | Cincinnati, OH, USA Bored teen girl (between snapping her chewing gum): “Yeah–I’m looking for this book, When I Drop Dead?” Me: “I can’t seem to find it in the system. Do you know who the author is?” Bored teen girl: “I dunno. Flooker or Flocker or something.” *A light goes on in my head* Me: “Do you mean AS I LAY DYING, by WILLIAM FAULKNER??” Her: *explosive sigh* “Yeah. Whatever. That.”

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason, A Season, Or A Lifetime
There are motives for everything. Juxtaposed against the backdrop of advantageous endeavor, people leverage and jockey for position all the time, and often it’s at the behest of friendship. Original author Jean Dominique Martin said it best by leaving lasting impressions with the following essay. Do you believe that people come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime? What does friendship mean to you? How well do you choose who would be your closest allies? There are reasons why people are essential in our lives. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relation

Not Always Right | With Great Pizza Comes Great Responsibility
Pizza | Louisiana, USA (A hospital calls to order pizza.) Manager: “Thank you for calling *****, would you like to try the Superhero Special?” Customer: “What’s that?” Manager: “It’s an extra large, three topping pizza that comes with a coupon for the Spiderman 3 DVD.” Customer: “…the pizza’s delivered by Spiderman!?” Manager: *laughs* “Only if its delivered to the psych ward, ma’am!”

Not Always Right | That's, Like, Mean
College | Oregon, USA Student: “So, like, um, you wrote on my paper that I wrote like, I, like spoke…but you only gave me 2 out of 10 points. Me: “You used ‘like’ 56 times and ‘that’ 87.” Student: “Um, why is that a problem??” Me: “It was a 2 page writing assignment.” Student: “So…um…since I talked with you, um…can I have some more points?”

Dream With In A Dream
A Dream Within A Dream by Edgar Allan Poe Take this kiss upon the brow!And, in parting from you now,Thus much let me avow--You are not wrong, who deemThat my days have been a dream;Yet if hope has flown awayIn a night, or in a day,In a vision, or in none,Is it therefore the less gone?All that we see or seemIs but a dream within a dream.I stand amid the roarOf a surf-tormented shore,And I hold within my handGrains of the golden sand--How few! yet how they creepThrough my fingers to the deep,While I weep--while I weep!O God! can I not graspThem with a tighter clasp?O God! can I not saveOne from the pitiless wave?Is all that we see or seemBut a dream within a dream?

Sleep
As I look into your eyes I see the passion deep inside your words are soft spoken making one to cry Lift your hands up high Grab onto your life For you sleep well and dream well cause i miss you love you get down on one knee begin to pray for there is one sad song with words of a lost soul you'll never be forgotten for this just the beginning

Not Always Right | Why Don't We Stamp It On Your Forehead
Video Rental | Ann Arbor, Michigan, USA (We have a program called MVP where you pay an amount and get movies based on which plan, and never have to pay for the movies at the counter while you have it.) Me: “Hi, all set?” Customer: “I have MVP!” *smiles proudly* Me: “That’s great. I still need your ID…” Customer: “But I have MVP.” Me: “So do many other people, I need your ID to look up your account…” (This went on for a moment more before she finally told me her phone number. Worse part? It was the third time she’s done it.)

Not Always Right | Repeat After Me: Word Are Our Friends
Mexican Restaurant | East Lansing, MI, USA Customer: “Can I get a vegetarian burrito with chicken?” Me: “You mean, a chicken burrito?” Customer: “Well, what’s in that?” Me: “Chicken.”

Actual Meaning Of "wifey"? ?
wifey means to have a girl that you know is gonna be ya girl for life. you're basically righ that it means to have a girl who feels like a wife to you Wifey A woman that you treat right, respect and feel good having her as your girl. More than just your girl. I HAVE A WONDERFUL WIFEY. SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND. AND ALL YOU HATERS CANT TAKE THAT AWAY FROM US...

Bejeweled - 1/31/09
BEJEWELED Where do you find the encrusted crown of beauty, the monstrosity of the shards of hatred, the bejeweled? Do you reach for the bespangled frenetic energy of destruction, the bedazzling pool of light of creation, the bejeweled? Too easy marks are the stars above, the galaxies afar, so look beyond the bounds of the overflowing jewelry box on your dresser. The sparkling gems in a laughing child’s eyes, bejeweled. Iridescent explosions of crystal death in the carnage of annihilation that makes us lesser. The glistening, glittering tears of those in the throes of suffering, bejeweled. Compassion shimmers as the luster of benevolence makes us better. I revel in the kaleidoscopic landscape of humanity, I am bejeweled. Ghazal interpretation.

Funeral Scheduled
I just found out the funeral is set for Friday at 10am. This has been a horrible past 24 hours and I am still realing from the whole thing. My friend started dating a man and he started beating her. She kicked him out about a month ago. It was just a week ago that she filed a restraining order against him. He had already tried to strangle her once in the past two months. She has been scared every since. She was a very strong independant woman and refused to get help any sooner. If she had she may still be alive. Now all of her family and friends and our community have to deal with her being gone forever. She impacted the lives of everyone who met her. Good or bad these impacts will stay with us forever, and she will always be in my heart.

So I Woke Up Exhausted...
On the phone with Princess until 2am. Had to be up for work at 5am. My own stupidity. Yes, I was a completely selfish asshole to probably the most wonderful woman in the world. Much apologizing ensued on my part. Moral of the story, be a jackass, wake up tired. Had to do a job interview today. Didn't go well. I hate crushing someone's hope for something better. Especially here. I've come to really like these people. Amazing, since their Pashtun cousins in Afghanistan are mostly sub-human troglodytes. I've found Pakistani Pashtuns to be warm, friendly people. I hate seeing them get blown up. Spent some time this afternoon hanging with the Pakistani cops drinking chai. Great bunch of guys really. Most hospitable people in the world. I honestly like them far better than some of the imbecile Americans I work with. Its amazing how one side of their society can be so byzantine and conspiratorial, while on the other hand, they can also be the most simple and giving of people

Sea Daddy
When I was in the service they often paired younger guys with some older ones sort of like a mentor. These mentors were know as sea daddys. I was a sea daddy to this kid Josh that was also my room mate. Josh had been dating this girl Sandy and she called Daddy. After she Josh broke up we still remained friends. One afternoon while Sandy and I was sitting around having a few coldies I asked her why they had broken up. Sandy didn't want to tell me so I said whatever. We had a couple of more beers and Sandy asked me if I had ever had anal and I said that I had. Sandy explained that she never had and wanted to with Josh but he refuses, saying it was nasty. I told it was incredible if done correctly and Sandy got up and went back to my bedroom. I waited about a minute and went back to find her naked on my bed. I'd seen Sandy naked around the apartment before and she always took my breath away. Sandy was about 5'5", 115lbs and her breast were about the size of a softball but her greatest fea

Jack Shit
For some time many of us have wondered who is Jack Shit? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, You dont know Jack Shit? Well, thanks to my efforts you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Shit is the only son of Awe Shit who married O Shit, the owners of Knee Deep N Shit Inc. In turn Jack Shit married Noe Shit. The couple had 6 children: Holie Shit, Giva Shit, Fulla Shit, Bull Shit, and the twins Deep Shit and Dip Shit. Deep Shit married Dumb Shit, a high school dropout. After 15 years, Jack and Noe Shit got divorced and she married Ted Sherlock and became Noe Shit Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Shit married Lota Shit and had a rather nervous disposition named Chicken Shit. Fulla Shit n Giva Shit married the Happens brothers n had a double wedding. The newspaper invited everyone to the Shit-Happens wedding. Bull Shit traveled the world and returned home with an italian bridePisa Shit. So from now on, no one can tell you that you dont know Jack Shit!

A Lil Fam History On Me And About Me
I am a man who has been hurt in many ways but does not let that stop him in his tracks. I am in touch with my feelings and talk them out to the one i will love. Currently there is noone in that category at the moment so im stuck putting it here in this stupid ass blog. I was not raised by my "family" but by my grandpa rip. when he passed I learned through the abuse. Mental,shrugged that off, Physical, learned what not to be, sexually, learned and found rage. But I thanked the man called my father for he has shown me everything not to be. Thus one day when i have kids,whether or not they are my own or are, i know what not to do.NOONE should of went through what i went through,but im glad i was strong enough to pull through it all. Yes i want kids my own or not. I want to show them the world and help them through lifes struggles.

"rated"
This one's quick. I promise. Want to find a quick way to annoy me? And I mean, quicker than camping my cash flow in fuMafia every hour would, or quicker than shouting me with urgent questions when my status indicates I'm not here or even logged in? I know Fubar is all about rating people and getting rated back. Why do people feel it is necessary to comment "rated" or "fanned" or "re-rated" as a status comment as though I cannot read my bar tab? If I'm here, and you rated me, it's in my bar tab. I don't filter those out. I will get back to you. Maybe not immediately (especially if my status has the letters "BBL" in it), but it will happen. There's no need to remind me by leaving me a status comment telling me you did -- hell, I'll take shoutbox over that any day. At least I don't have to look at the annoying yellow text saying "You have a new status comment!" and get my hopes up that someone cared enough to say something profound.

My Feelings On Love And How I Am
You can never love enough but it is wise to guard your heart. Do I follow this......NO. I feel that if you cannot love to the fullest you cannot live. Is there such a thing as being to clingy?NO. Two sides are argued in my favor on this one. One: The passion and closesness of a couple cannot be distanced by being "too close" but can only be strengthened,albeit there is seperate times apart like work school and all but you could never be too close. Two:If you are "too close" you cannot and will not be accused of anything,for you are already there. But there is a fine line of being close and Stalking.Yes you can stalk in a relationship. Me personally. I will give up everything and start over for love if i feel it. If I say I Love You to you i mean it fully with my heart i do not joke around with that. It has caused me a lot of pain and heart break but i will never change that. I love to spoil "my Girl" poems, walking on the beach, a massage, going out, roses just for the hell of it, ki

Wicked
The wicked can never sleep. Never truly sleep in a way everyone else does. Theres no sleep for those who cant look themselves in the mirror, having no care for others that mean nothing to you. The wicked are everywhere, clothed in what is supposed to be the way. Whats the way though. Is it what you think or what others are telling you. There is a point in time when you have to just not care for those that mean nothing and become that wicked person. Just like the song says " There ain't no sleep for the wicked, till we close our eyes for good." To be one of those wicked people can mean many things, the good or the bad. Thats something for you do decided, me thats something i deal with on my own. Later

Temptation
Shaking of the hands, Migraines in the head. Pressure of others, Surrounding the packed mind. Hair discheavled, Thoughts never stopping. Depression increasing. Body being run over, By a foreign creature. Skin soft as silk, Pale as the moon. Nature eyes turning red, Feeling dead. Thoughts of death are gaining up on her. She will not do what others say. She will die, Instead of killing others. She is suffering slowly, Blood in the body is decreasing. Hunger growing stronger, The sanity of mind is fanitly still there. She is growing weaker. Becoming more and more like an animal. Not knowing what is wrong and what is right. Sanity completely gone. The smell of blood is appealing. She is gone…

I Feel As Though I Have Hit Rock Bottom And This Seemed Inspiring
Someday I hope to find the courage to share my story with the world – but for now I would like to say this: I know what it is like to hit rock bottom. And it’s not pretty. But I can, however, say with 100 % certainty that it is one of the best things to happen to me. “Rock bottom” can be what you make of it. It can turn deadly, or become the biggest inspiration in your life. Here are my top reasons for considering the hardest time in my life to be the biggest blessing. Someday perhaps I will go into details. 1. There comes a time in your life when “it can’t get any worse than this” actually comes true. At that moment- realize that there is only one way to go from there: UP. The thing with hitting rock bottom is this: You can only go up from there- things can only get better. The worse has come and is now staring you point blank in the face. 2. It is when you find yourself alone, standing at the worst point in your life, when yo

Haunted
Anyone ever live in a haunted house? This is my second one and I own this one. We made peace but the trick is not to get sucked in. Loud as can be until I took certain action. No to Exorcisim. Leave that to those that believe it will help. What action did I take? Same one I'm taking against the idioits that are going to scare me to stay here. Yank that chain and I'll make sure I'll be yanking yours on the same side. On the other side there is no need to sleep, pay bills, and no gratafications like sex or anything else. Guess what? I can access both now and on the other side I'll be able to access whatever I wish. You have to sleep, eat, drink, toilet, and fear or emotions. I guess Jo-Ann never caught it? I disassociate the personality to do many things. Where did I learn this? Does it matter? There is a critic to the back and to the left as I look back. I'm thinking, please, kid, get a life doing something. Even watching TV. Try the cross word, I don't care what you do long as your not

Taking A Break
THis is my first Fubar blog. I'm taking a break from homework to vent! and to play my farmville. I'm really sure why I'm so stressed. Life is going good for me. I think it's mostly stress debating if I should move out or not. Dirk found a cheap apartment but not sure if I want an apartment, house or stay at home longer and save while I can. I have issues in the past with moving in with people but I know for a fact dirk is different so I know it's not an issue. Just love how things are and how well things are going WOrk is good school is good. Found out this week my bf can write. lol I open my back door to my car and found this sweet poem. I'm like wow lol. He's super cute and amazing! Holidays are starting so i'm excited about that. Big party this Saturday! but anywho I'm super tired and this blog is probably gay so I'm going to cont. my homework haha ( I know this doesn't make sense) night!

Not Always Right | Proof That God Is A Chinese Lady
Emergency Medical Technician | New Jersey, USA Me: “We’re going to take you to the hospital.” Patient: “NO! I don’t wanna go there, they’ll arrest me!” State Trooper: “Did you do anything wrong?” Patient: “NO! I don’t wanna go to the hospital!” Me: “Well you’re pretty banged up. We have to take you for your own good.” Patient: “NO! The Chinese Lady is gonna stick an AIDS needle in my a**!” Me: “There are no Chinese ladies at this hospital.” Patient: “I’m scared! Last time I went to the hospital the Chinese lady stuck an AIDS needle in my a** and I bled out of my a**!” Me: “Don’t worry, we won’t let any Chinese ladies near you.” (We get to the hospital.) Me, to my partner: “Oh my God, his nurse is Chinese.” Patient, as we walk away: “STAY AWAY!”

Not Always Right | Worst. Advertising. Ever
Halloween Store | Georgia, USA (My first day on the job my manager decided that we weren’t getting enough business and proceeded to hand me a plastic pitchfork, wrap a feather boa around my neck and shove me out onto a street corner in the ghetto with a sign.) People in a passing car: “SATANIST B***H!” *throws ketchup packets at me* (A short time later…) White car driven by an older man pulls up: “Miss?” Me: *walks over* “Yes?” Him: “How much?” Me: “…excuse me?” Him: “Well I don’t usually go for the satanic looking type. I guess you could get out of all that black…” Me: “What the…oh….” *I start laughing hysterically* him: “What? You aren’t?” Me: *I point up towards the store* “Mister, I work for the Halloween shop…” Him: “Oh, when do you open?” Me: “I don’t. The store is open now t

Not Always Right | Ask, And Ye Shall Receive
Video Game Retailer | Houston, TX, USA (December 24th, last day for Christmas shopping.) Customer: “Do you have a Nintendo Wii?” Me: “No sir, unfortunately we are all sold out.” Customer: “Why?” Me: “It’s just pretty much the top holiday item, sir, and we have been selling out of the Wiis non-stop since last November.” Customer: “When do you get them in?” Me: “I don’t know. Not until after February, probably.” Customer: “D**n it! I have kids you know! Show some sympathy!” Me: “So do probably 70 of the 100 people in line behind you, sir. Now is there anything else I can help you with?” Customer: “What if I slip you a $20?” Me: “What about, no.” Customer thinking I’m stupid: “Well, sell me the box you have right there up on the corner of your shelf, you liar!” Me: “I can’t sell it to you, but I guess I could give

Not Always Right | The Shock & Thaw Strategy
Tech Support | Plainfield, IN, USA Customer: “I need a fan.” Me: “What kind of fan?” Customer: “A fan for where I plug my modem in.” Me: “Do you have it with you?” Customer: “Yeah.” (Customer leaves and returns with the computer. A hair dryer is duct-taped to the power supply, nozzle pointing into where the fan normally sits.) Me, dumbfounded: “Why is there a hairdryer taped to your computer?” Customer: “Well, I have to keep it warm, or it will freeze up.”

Not Always Right | So, This Is Why People Have Children
Pizzeria | Portland, OR, USA (It’s Christmas Eve and there is a long line of customers who are now waiting to pay. A little girl cuts to the front while I am giving a guy a drink refill.) Little girl’s mom (LGM), to the refill guy: “UGH! Did you just cut her?” (LGM smacks the guy in head; surprisingly, he just walks off with his soda.) Me: “What can I get you?” LGM: “Don’t ask me, ask her! She’s your customer; you should be asking her. God, it’s people like you who ruin the holidays!” Me, to the little girl: “Okay, what would you like?” (The little girl just stares blankly at me while customers are becoming pissed.) LGM, coming clean: “Just give me a Diet Pepsi. It’s for me.”

Not Always Right | Pinheaded
Bank | Tennessee, USA Customer: “Hey, somebody painted the wall outside the branch I use!” Me: “Yes sir. What seems to be the problem?” Customer: “Well now I don’t know my PIN number!” Me: “I’m sorry–I’m not sure what that has to do with the wall being painted.” Customer: “I wrote my PIN number on the wall beside the ATM! NOW what am I supposed to do?!?!” Me: “…”

Not Always Right | Short Term Memory Is For The Weak
Frozen Yogurt Shop | Los Angeles, CA, USA (We keep lids for our yogurt cups behind the counter and ask each customer if they need one when we give them their order.) Me: “Would you like a lid for that?” Female Customer: “No, thank you.” Me: “Alright, have a nice day.” (She continues to just stand there after I walk away.) Female Customer: “Fine! I guess I don’t get a lid then!” Customer’s Boyfriend: “You just told her you didn’t want one.” Female Customer: “Oh yeah…” Me: *facepalm*

Not Always Right | Send In The Clowns
Children's Entertainer at a Theme Park | New York, USA (Almost thirty kids are lined up at the velcro wall waiting to ride. We have about five minutes until out troupe leaves.) Some Mother: “I want my son to ride this ride.” Me: “Ma’am I don’t think there’s enough time for all these kids to–” Some Mother: “I don’t care if he’s the last one. I want him to ride this ride.” Me: “This ride is going to shut down in about five minutes. There isn’t enough time for–” Some Mother: “He can be the last in line then.” Me: “He can wait in line but probably won’t be able to–” Some Mother: “Fine.” (Mother walks away and returns some time after the ride is shut down and all kids are turned away.) Some Mother: “Hey! HEY! I thought we agreed that my child would get on the ride.” Me: “That’s not what we agreed to.” Som

Not Always Right | Maybe If I Dial Random Numbers
Pet Insurance Sales | Suffolk, UK Me: “Good morning, thank you for calling ***** Pet Insurance. My name is Barry, how can I help?” Customer: “I’m not happy!” Me: “And why is that?” Customer: “I don’t know the sort code for my bank account!” Me: “Okay…have you tried calling your bank?” Customer: “If I did that I’d end up talking to somebody in India! Can’t you just tell me?” Me: “Well, I sell pet insurance, so unfortunately, I don’t have that kind of information. I only have information on how much it will cost to insure a cat or a dog. I guess you could find it if you went to your bank’s website.” Customer: “Oh great! Could you do that for me?” Me: *sigh*

Flight490 To Oklahoma City
So I get to the airport, all excited about my flight, and as I'm sitting in the terminal I start doing the same thing everybody does at the airport. I start looking around for people that I don't want to sit next to on the plane. That guy is way to happy to be at the airport, I don't want to sit next to him because he'll be talking to me the whole time. That lady has a baby, so I sure as hell don't want to sit next to her because there is no chance in hell I'll get to join the mile high club. And then when I get on the plane, and I find my seat, the first thing I do is punch my neighbor in the face. Not because they upset me in any way, but god forbid we crash land somewhere in the mountains and we have to start eating each other to stay alive, its a hell of a lot easier to eat some one who doesn't like you as apposed to a friend.

A Bottle Of Change
So My Mom Had This Bottle Of Change Right..It Had A Sign On It That Said "DO NOT TOUCH THIS BOTTLE OF CHANGE OR I WILL BREAK YOUR FINGERS!!!" So My Little Sister Cross Out "Break" And Wrote "Be Nice To" So Then The Sign Read "DO NOT TOUCH THIS BOTTLE OF CHANGE OR I WILL BE NICE TO YOUR FINGERS!!!!" So Then My Brother Seen This Sign And Deceided To Cross Out Fingers And Write "Asshole" So Then The Sign At The End Of The Day Read "DO NOT TOUCH THIS BOTTLE OF CHANGE OR I WILL BE NICE TO YOUR ASSHOLE!!!"

Be Aware
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Love, It's Bittersweet.
So much for my world of infinate bliss and perfect solitude.My affecatious heart has been turmoiiled once again. Thank you for bringing me down.Are you happier now?You tell me that I am playing with your heart and that I should never have called you friend. That you could never trust me. That I have broken your soul, just when you needed me the most.Sorry.You broke mine too with all this psychosemantic bullshit you keep throwing my way. All I ever wanted was to be your friend and to be there for you as a shoulder to cry on, and someone to pick you up off the floor when you were down.Now I realise that the floor is where you wanted to be all along. But thats not me.For once in my life I have found something that makes me wanna be alive. I have found someone that makes me feel.... I don't have to be gaurded anymore, I don't have to pretend. Most of all I don't have to be anything other than me. What a wonderful ideality!So I say this to you, with infinate and unconditional love: don't ta

Charging Scarred
tripping whispers lips are blisteredsqueeze the rope into the gristlecan the hear the grime is climbingcan you speak in growls and hisses i will find a wayto make you seejust what you have done and what you've grown to be you have asked i replied with laughterand you cry that's not an answeryou will have your time to ponder as you wallow in the aftermath of the right path catching sorrow from your father's face away from your turned backstacked deamons plan their next attackthe door's ajar you left a draftall this decay's on your headmy dear fucked friend put on your redprepare to enter sever shredanswer for the life you've castby my power i say you will pay in spadesand i praysomething will be left of you todaybeacuse i stayi staywhile every fucking thing just drifts away

My Web Cam
i know not many reads my blogs. but im writing this blogs to say i will be start using my web cam very soon. i will be having it on during my nights off work. i think it m ight be cool to see me and i will have it toward my tv. we can watch movie together. i will air it on my profile page.

What Doesnt Kill You Makes You Stranger
A world full of strangers wouldn't be so bad... because then, everyday could go according to how i felt that day, and no one would think it's strange that i'm not talking because i'm usually loud, or that i'm not laughing because i do all the time. sometimes, i just don't want to be noticed or bothered. other times, i want to have all the attention from everyone around me. i know how to change my mood, but as soon as i do, i get the.. "why are you acting like this?" it's so much easier to just live in a world of strangers, because then, no one can let you down, and because then, no one asks questions. to them, you are what you say you are.

The First Time Hurts
The early morning sun comes up over the palm grove 700 meters in front of me....... The early morning haze is transparent with ray of light glimmering through the dust..... I break the chill from my body and watch attentively at the buildings and roads and trees that lay ahead.... I look at my watch it's 0645 and soon a white car pulls down the road just in front of the palm grove....The only movement that I could see at this time. My attention peaked as I watched the car come to a halt on the dirt road..... My range finder tells me it's 687 meters, and yet I continiue to watch carefully.... As i'm looking through the mil dot reticle I see a young man step from the drivers side door and another younger boy from the passenger side..... The young man seemed to instruct the younger boy with his hand on his shoulder as they walk to the rear of the vehicle.... Could this be his father ?, his brother ?.... Who knows but as they were at the rear of the car the trunk popped open..... The youn

My Way
My Way lyrics Songwriters: Revaux, Jacques; Anka, Paul (Eng Lyr); Thibaut, Gilles; Francois, Claude; And now the end is near And so I face the final curtain My friend I'll say it clear I'll state my case of which I'm certain I've lived a life that's full I traveled each and every highway And more, much more than this I did it my way Regrets I've had a few But then again too few to mention I did what I had to do And saw it through without exemption I planned each charted course Each careful step along the byway And more, much more than this I did it my way Yes there were times I'm sure you knew When I bit off more than I could chew But through it all when there was doubt I ate it up and spit it out, I faced it all And I stood tall and did it my way I've loved, I've laughed and cried I've had my fill, my share of losing And now as tears subside I find it all so amusing To think I did all that And may I say not in a shy way Oh no, oh no, not me

Not Always Right | I Sense Another Frivolous Lawsuit
Video Rental | Seattle, WA, USA (A woman calls in, telling me that she rented Good Luck Chuck for her young son’s sleepover without watching the movie first. She showed the movie to a party of young boys, and then had to call their parents to apologize.) Woman: “I need to know how I can prevent this from happening in the future.” Me: “Well, if you bring the movie up to the counter, chances are that somebody has seen the movie, and if they haven’t we can point you in the direction of a movie that would be appropriate.” Woman: “This movie says ‘unrated.’ It should be okay!” Me: “Actually, ‘unrated’ means that things have been put into the movie that couldn’t be shown in theaters.” Woman: “What? I’ve seen CARTOONS that are unrated.” (I assume she’s talking about ‘not rated,’ but decide that telling her that there’s a difference will just make her ang

You
Words can't fully describe how I feel when you hold me in your arms and nothing else seems real your sensual touches match the intensity within your eyes as they lock with mine and your kiss makes me sigh... as I feel your body push closer to me and only with you I am safe to let go of all my fears, my doubts,my stress just melt away you make me feel that nothing else matters and the world is right again when you pull me into the protection of your arms to hold me through out the night I feel how much you care as you push the hair from my face and lock your eyes with mine we become void of words, as they are not needed knowing there's no where else I would rather be I feel a pulsing shiver of desire knowing you will fulfill every fantasy I ever had I breathe you deep into my heart , my soul, my life

Not Always Right | Three Cents Of Nonsense
Hotel | Salt Lake City, UT, USA Me: “Thank you for calling guest relations. This is ******* speaking, how can I help you?” Customer: “Yes, you guys overcharged me and I will accept nothing short of a full refund. This is ridiculous.” Me: “I’d be more than happy to help. Do you have your confirmation number?” Customer: “Yes. It’s ********.” Me: “Great. One moment, please.” (I look at their reservation history.) Me: “Okay, sir. So I’m showing you have a reservation arriving tonight. One king bed, non-smoking, booked at a rate of $1297.66. What were you quoted?” Customer: “I was quoted a rate of $1297.63.” Me: “So you were misquoted by 3 cents?” Customer: “Yes. And I demand the rate I was quoted be honored.” Me: “But it’s 3 cents…” Customer: “YOU **** corporations! WHY ARE YOU RIPPING ME OFF!?”

Not Always Right | Son Of Captain Obvious
Consulting | Chicago, USA (Our offices are on the 8th floor of a building. The upper floors are occupied by an art school.) Student 1: “Oh, wow. The elevators on this side of the building are really small.” Student 2: “No, they’re not. It’s just their size that makes them look small.” Me: …

Not Always Right | She Uses Google, Part 2
Restaurant | Rhode Island, USA (Over the phone…) Lady: “Is there a way to see your menu before coming in?” Me: “Yes, you can google the name of the restaurant and the first link should take you to a menu.” Lady: “What’s…’google’ mean?” Me: “It’s a search engine on the internet. It’s at google.com.” Lady: “Just a sec…” *faintly* “Google…dot…com…” Lady: “It’s not working.” Me: “Did you spell the our name correctly?” Lady: “I can’t even get to this ‘google’ page! Wait… how do you spell ‘dot’?”

Not Always Right | That Darned Cat
Tech Support | Texas, USA (I work as a computer tech and do in house calls, I got a call one day and went to the customers house to assist with her computer not coming on.) Customer: “Thank god you’re here!” Me: “What’s wrong with the computer?” Customer: “It wont turn on at all, not even the monitor.” Me: “Okay…” (I begin to look at it, and it won’t come on at all, the tower or the monitor, so I check the easy things first. I find her power strip unplugged from the wall and plugged into itself. So I plug it into the wall and the computer magically comes on.) Me: “Okay, your problem was that your power strip was plugged into itself, and therefore did not have any power to the computer.” Customer: “How do you think that happened?” Me: “Well, I’m sure your foot got caught up in it and accidentally unplugged it from the wall, and then you saw a plug hanging there later a

Not Always Right | Fun Things To Do On Your Last Day
Call Center | San Antonio, TX, USA (My friend worked in the phone service department of an undergarment company. One day he got a call from an unhappy woman. We’ll call him David.) Customer: “Yes, I’m calling to see why my order hasn’t arrived yet.” David: “Could you please give me some information about your order?” (The customer then goes on to inform him that her gargantuan pair of panties designated by untold numbers of X’s have yet to arrive and she’s very upset.) David: “Well you see ma’am, the cargo plane that your panties were on lost power and the pilot had to use them to parachute to safety.” (The customer did not have a sense of humor. David was promptly fired. True Story.)

To Much Love
This is free form so be gentle when you critizice I want you need you desire you crave you. I dont know what to say do feel or speak. Can you really have to much love. Your mind is beyond your body and your body is beyond your emotions. You cant make yourself in sync nor can you tune yourself up. Is this too much love? You want what you know you cant have but you keep wanting nonetheless. You mind tells you not possible your body tells you try and your heart says anything is possible. Can this be too much love? I feel twisted inside but dont want the feeling to go away for it to leave would mean I desire no more. This must be to much love. I tell the mind its right going to the switch of desire and shuting it off. I explain to the body save its strength and power down its drive for you. I speak softly to the heart, hush it gently and say possibilities are not gurantees and lock it up. I stand and see that finally my mind body and heart where now in sync but in my quest to discover t

Not Always Right | Low Class, High Class, You're Still An Ass
Retail | Toronto, ON, Canada (A customer is sitting in front of a display, reading a book.) Coworker: “I’m sorry, ma’am, but you can’t sit in front of our displays.” Customer: “I have to sit here because the customers over there are sending me bad energy.” Coworker: “Uh, okay…” (Coworker walks over to me.) Coworker: “Your turn.” Me: “I’m sorry, ma’am, but you can’t sit in front of our displays.” Customer: “I’m not low class you know!” (I walk away stunned. After awhile, the customer finally gets up and walks toward the cashier.) Customer: “I have a complaint about two of your staff members. They called me low class. I’m not low class–I’m almost forty!”

Not Always Right | A Burger Made Entirely Of Cheese
Restaurant | Portsmouth, UK Me: “Hi, how can I help?” Lady: “Yes I’d like a hamburger please…” Me: “Okay.” Lady: “…with cheese on.” Me: “Okay, so you would like a cheeseburger then?” Lady: “No, I’d like a hamburger with cheese on.” Me: “Yes, that would in fact be a cheeseburger.” Lady: “But it says on your menu that you do hamburgers.” Me: “Yes, we do, but you asked for cheese on it, so that is a cheeseburger.” Lady: *getting angry now* “Look, I just want a hamburger with cheese on!” Me: *calls over my shoulder* “One hamburger with cheese!” (Sound of giggling in the back.)

Not Always Right | Oh, How The Truth Doeth Sting
Bookstore | Toronto, ON, USA (As a result of the US/Canadian currency parity, a lot of customers have been angry that they have to pay the Canadian price instead of the cheaper US price.) Customer: “Which price do I have to pay: the American or Canadian?” Coworker: “I’m afraid you have to pay the Canadian price.” Customer: *angrily* “Why?” Coworker: “Quite simply, we buy from Canadian publishers with Canadian money. Also, that book was bought before the price parity, therefore, to sell at the American price would mean that we would not be making any money.” Customer: “Well, I want you to explain to my 7 year old daughter why she’s not getting this book for Christmas.” Me: “…because her dad is a cheapskate?”

Not Always Right | What They Really Think
Call Center | Sydney, Australia Me: “Sir, I’m afraid your SIM card has been destroyed due to entering your PUK code too many times. You will have to get a new one.” Customer: “Ok, thanks.” (Some moments pass and he hasn’t hung up. I put the phone on mute.) Customer: “Stupid b**ch!” *miscellaneous other insults* *mute off* Me: “Uh, sir, you might want to disconnect the line, I’m still here.” Customer: “OH F***!” *click*

Not Always Right | Tomorrow's Leader Indeed
College Tech Support | Central Illinois, USA (I work tech support for a university, and our help desk supports faculty/staff only. On this day, a student walks in.) Student: “I’m here to turn in my paper.” Me: “I’m sorry, this is the *** Faculty Help Desk, we don’t deal with student assignments.” Student: “But I don’t know where to turn it in. Can’t you just turn it in for me?” Me: “No, if you don’t know where to turn it in, I would certainly not have a clue.” Student: “But can’t you just take it?” Me: “No. If you’re really that confused, contact your professor or go to the department office. I’m sure they can help you.” Student: “But can’t you just take it?” Me: *blinks in disbelief* “Um…” Student: “Please, take it!” Me: “Ok.” (I proceed to take it and place it in the recycle bin in fro

How Much I Love You
yesterday morning i woke up alone. My hubby just got up and walked out ,,,,,no goodbyes,,didnt even tell me. I just found a note saying he was sorry to do this. i tried to contact him while he was still in s.a.,,when we finally texted he was on his way back home to North TX. I wish he knew how much i care and love him....... last night,,after he had a night out w/the guys we texted//spoke even tho he was shit faced he said he loved me & still wanted to be together,that i was still his wife. but this morning when i texted him""good morning.can we talk" there was no response,,thinking he was still sleeping i called,the first time he just didnt answer,,the 2nd time the ## was disconnected....... NOW, his family that i do speakto arent even speaking back,,, i dont know what i did wrong,,he kept saying it wasnt me that he just didnt like the city life & wante to be back in the country and that he was tired of being sick & stressed,,but alot of his sickness& stress was due to hi

Mysteries
Do you ever wonder... Why the heart grows fond of certain things... Or why we make rejections... Why we grow old... Some alone... Some happy... Indifferently... Where your going... How were getting there... How long will it take... Whats the purpose... Will I ever find it... Does it even exist... But there is one thing I know for sure... I can not wait to find out.

Your Game
Why do you insit On playing this game? Why do you wanna hurt everyone around you? What do you really gain? I love how you think That tearing down everyone Will satisfy your hunger Are you satisfied? Are you happy? Yea, I thought so You don't know who to blame But Honey, I know It' s your falut It's your curse It's your game What's the matter honey? Dont wanna play anymore?

Revengeful Misery
Thy misery grows deepHow can this be and nothing greatThe hatred of thy soul is wider than believedNo coming out nor coming closeHurt thy and thou shall dieDie within thy heart and mindHate thy and thou shall be hatedKill thy confidence and thy'll kill thou heartDestruction is blissThy destruction is greater than thou hateSpite thy and thou shall depart from life

Towards Inner Time
Strong and sober times of oldWalking, creeping towards inner timeSmall cravings across the landWondering, thinking till time has comeFeelings amongst those of oldHaunted now and structured futureScent of ranched tyrannyFill the airTouch of gold left behindGrowing pains and slender blissCrying lower beneath the skinTears pouring, listening to all was doneNothing comes or goesNothing seems to changeAll is still the same

Forbidden Love
I was taking a stroll today when I saw you walking by I tried to catch your attention you didn't dare to reply why you say no words I cannot understand And yet you don't accept I cannot hold your hand You have a man in charge You've stated your dead limit And I just thought at first you considered me a dimwit We can never be together we just can't connect for I am a person and you are a dog our love is incorrect

Not Always Right | Stupidity Exemplified
Retail | Niagara Falls, NY, USA (I was working in the seasonal section of a large bulk retail chain. It was Christmas time and we sold large sets of decorative houses with lights in them.) Customer: “Hi, I would like to purchase one of these…” *points to a house set* “…but there aren’t anymore underneath it. Where are the others stored?”" (I use my price gun to check the quantities of said item.) Me: “I’m sorry, it appears we are sold out.” Customer: “Oh, well then I’ll just take this one.” *points to the display unit* Me: “Oh, that’s just a display unit. That one isn’t for sale.” Customer: “Why not?” Me: “Well, this is one of those specific items that we are given a temporary display unit from the vendor that we have to send back at the end of the season.” Customer: “So why can’t I buy it?” Me: “Well, it’s not ours t

Not Always Right | The Joy Of Sex(ism)
Computer Store | Reykjavik, Iceland (I’m a 28 year old female and work for a computer store. I’m alone in the store when a middle-aged man walks in.) Me: “Hi there, can I help you?” Customer: “Are there any computer guys around here?” Me: “Just me at the moment, anything I can help you with?” Customer: *tries to look behind me to the stock room and repair area* “Well, aren’t there any computer GUYS here?” Me: “No. Look, is there anything I can help you with?” Customer: “Well um…I need this fixed.” *holds a multimedia jukebox* Me: “Well, I work in repairs as well so just tell me what’s wrong with it and I’ll take a look at it for you.” Customer: “Listen, I just need to talk to a computer guy! I did everything right. I put the hard disk in but it still won’t work. Just get a guy to fix it!” Me: “Well, the most common mistake is when

Fuck This Ass Hole
incase you missed my status (not sure how) lol I altruized this guy last night and leveled him almost 2 times-- worked my ass off to get him points (not having autos is hard enough to get points) but I even paying out MY fubucks to get me bombed FOR HIM and now he blocks me????? WTF No common sense of decency on here anymore- I think I do alot for people and NO i dont expect anything back but to block me?? and not even say anything --really fucking shitty!! Wanna know why people dont help each other? This is why!!! http://fubar.com/user/3260386 check this loser out - DO NOT HELP HIM!! I altruized him last night leveled him almost 2 times and now he blocks me-- show him some good old fashioned dont fuck my friends over luvin! Anyway the link there in my stauts lol is to him- DONT HELP HIM he will just take advatage of you!

Botox Mass Public Testing Needed
BOTOX Application has Become a Cause of Hepatitis and HIV. Mass Public Testing Needed Quote: "We're not talking about 40,000 or 50,000 people. We're talking about hundreds of thousands of injections" BOTOX vials come with enough product to treat 2 to 5 people or more, however the vial is only sterile for ONE use. The problem stems from the fact that medical professionals administering the drug cannot charge as much as the vial cost them. The result is that they feel forced to contaminate the vial to treat the next person in line for a dose. The risk for Hep C, Hep B and HIV is massive.How BOTOX application facilities adjust:Action: Take up to five syringes, pull one treatment into each syringe and treat multiple people from one vial.Problem: This is an illegal practice. This is not a controlled or approved medical practice and mistakes can easily be made.Action: One syringe is used to draw from the same vial more than once on one patient. The contents of that vial are now fully con

Not Always Right | Calling Her Bluff
Video Rental | Maryville, MO, USA Customer: “Yeah, this movie didn’t play right. It keeps skipping. I want a different one.” Me: “Okay, if you want to go grab another copy off the shelves I’ll get this checked in.” (I scan the movie and it is three days late.) Me: “Ma’am, this movie is three days late.” Customer: “So?” Me: “So…I’ll have to charge you full price to rent another movie, and you’ll need to pay the late fee.” Customer: “THE MOVIE DIDN’T WORK. I SHOULD GET ANOTHER ONE FREE!” Me: “Well, it was a three day rental, and you could have brought it in anytime in those three days and we would have been happy to exchange it free of charge. However since it’s late, I can’t do that.” Customer: “THIS IS F**KING BULLS**T! LET ME TALK TO YOUR MANAGER!” Me: “I am the manager, ma’am.” Customer: “F**KING RI

Not Always Right | It Comes With Free Broadsword
Donut Shop | Connecticut, USA (I’m working drive through when the headset beeps.) Me:: “Hi, welcome to *** Donuts, what can I get you?” Customer:: “Hi, I’ll have a barbarian cream!” Me:: “…a what?” Customer: “A barbarian cream!” Me: “…you mean a Bavarian cream?” Customer: “Yeah, that!”

Not Always Right | The Great Doll Heist Of '08
Retail | Rochester, NY, USA (I was working in the back, getting things ready for the next floor set, and I had to pull some mannequins from the floor and dress them. I was dragging one of the full body forms towards the back, when a customer approached me.) Her: “Excuse me, do you work here?” (Note that I’m wearing the uniform and I still have a headset in my ear.) Me: “No, ma’am, I’m stealing this mannequin.” Her: “Oh, okay. thanks.” (She turns around to find someone else to help her.)

Not Always Right | Effective Excuses. Vol. 1
Bar | Edinburgh, Scotland, UK (A female comes into the bar and asks to use the toilets.) Me: “Sorry, toilets are for customer use only.” Her: “I just started my period. If you don’t let me use the toilet, I’m going to bleed all over your floor.” Me: “First door on the left.”

Not Always Right | A Cold Day In Hell
Plumber | Chicago, IL, USA (An extremely difficult older customer was waiting on hold to speak to me while I was on the line with another customer. He impatiently hung up several times and called back as though terrorizing the receptionists would get him on the phone with me any faster.) Me: “Sorry to keep you holding, how can I help you?” Older male customer: “I demand that you remove that hold music immediately because I refuse to listen to it! I also don’t appreciate waiting! I’m very busy and don’t have the time to waste to talk to you!” Me: “I’m apologize for the inconvenience, but I was on the line with another customer.” Him: “Now I’m going to waste your time by staying on the line so you can’t take any other calls!” Me: “Okay…” Him: “…” Me: “…” (The silence continues for another pointless several seconds.) Him: “Let me sp

Not Always Right | I'll Have Whatever He's Having
Bar | Edinburgh, UK (A VERY drunk WHITE guy comes in 5 minutes before closing time.) White guy: “F*ck you! You’re not going to serve me are you?” Me: “Nope, sorry, we’re just closing.” White guy: “Awww, go on, please…just a quick pint!” Me: “No, we’re closing.” White guy: “F*ck you, is it because I’m black?” Me: “…Yes.”

First Birthday Without You
Mom, we lost you back in January and things just haven't been the same without you. Dad passed about 3 years before you and that was rough but we still had you. Now you are gone as well. I know Dad missed you and needed you where he was and that is fine. You no longer hurt and have the use of your left side that the stroke had taken from you here. I guess too that you both got to see the homer I hit this season, only did a few of those as a kid....sure wish you both could have been there to see a few in more recient times in person. I know the girls miss you too. Why don't the both of you stop by in a dream or something and say HI. I know that would be good for both of them. You two don't have too much fun but at the same time have lots of fun watching your grand kids grow and do you both proud. I think of you both daily, take care and I hope you both are well!!!

*sigh* More Writing...
How much fat shit can you talkin a smacked up hour or two?I know, or rather, I knewhow to chew down,spin out, contain, seep up, in three different ways,back in the days,the good old,very old,better left untold,beautiful haze.Better left untold?Here I am, spitting out,and the fat shit I talk nowcould never compareto how tongue and wit danceddefaced, defecated, dominated.Or at least, that's what I thoughtwhen the haze and the slurof three different waysto spin out, contain, seep upwas the kindest of friends,letting me love my dancing,dominating fat shit wit.I never understoodthat no one understood,but my beautiful hazeand I.Never dominating,always dominatedby seep up, untold,smacked up hours,three different ways,and beautiful haze.How much fat shit can you talkwhen breathless from numb nerveswho can not communicatethe fatigued limbs, back, headbecause seep upand beautiful hazewill not let you knowhow tired,so far from bold,beautiful, daring,and dominatingyou really are?When you parade wh

And So It Begins.....
My disability places the Winter months at the top of my list of things that trigger my depression. With the added pressure of the holidays and my inability to provide a nice one for my kids and grandkids,being shut inside without sunshine for days at at time,and being alone again as a new year begins,i have a tendancy to get deeply depressed. there will be days i will not be my friendly self (lol) and days i will,(even more than usual) So even as i plan to fight it,please understand if, some days,i do not win.i will begin a new anti-depressant in preparation for the coming months.Know that i enjoy the interaction here with all of you and sometimes even crave it as a desperate attempt to stave off the loneliness.If i am bothering u,just tell me...i will not be offended I love you all,and enjoy your company.... Just Melanie again...lol

Comfortably Numb...is What I've Become...the Dream Is Gone
Comfortably Numb (Gilmour, Waters) 6:49 Hello?Is there anybody in there?Just nod if you can hear me.Is there anyone at home?Come on, now,I hear you're feeling down.Well I can ease your painGet you on your feet again.Relax.I'll need some information first.Just the basic facts.Can you show me where it hurts?There is no pain you are recedingA distant ship, smoke on the horizon.You are only coming through in waves.Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.When I was a child I had a feverMy hands felt just like two balloons.Now I've got that feeling once againI can't explain you would not understandThis is not how I am.I have become comfortably numb.O.K.Just a little pinprick.There'll be no more aaaaaaaaah!But you may feel a little sick.Can you stand up?I do believe it's working, good.That'll keep you going through the showCome on it's time to go.There is no pain you are recedingA distant ship, smoke on the horizon.You are only coming through in waves.Your lips move but I can't

If You Missed It...
MysteryQuest: Devil's Island will be airing again at 1:00 am (CST) 11/6 on the History Channel. The show talks about some of the "ghosts" of Alcatraz and the famous escape. My friend Tommy who heads up the San Francisco Ghost Society and his team were out there doing the investigating and got some cool stuff. Please check it out if you didn't. Thankies. :D

Why?
Why is it that you remove people who haven't on your page for months and they get mad? Why is it a Company calls up wanting to know how your service was that they don't want to listen to the negative comments? Why is it that it takes at least 13 minutes to where you need to be to wait on a real voice from a company? Why is it so hard for companies to admit there might be a problem with their equipment? Why is it people are more worried about getting the latest bling or what have you then keeping friendships going? Why is it anymore that most people don't have any common sense? Why is it so hard for people to say Thank you? Why is it most people want everything handed to them and don't want to work for anything anymore? Why is it people will send a text. You answer it right away. Then it takes them hours to respond back?

No Sex To Get Screwed
"The Axis of Idiots" From the Podium: J. D. Pendry, Retired Sergeant Major, USMC FROM THE PODIUM This retired USMC Sgt. Major has his Stuff together. Jimmy Carter, you are the father of the Islamic Nazi movement. You threw the Shah under the bus, welcomed the Ayatollah home, and then lacked the spine to confront the terrorists when they took our embassy and our people hostage.. You're the "runner-in-chief." Bill Clinton, you played ring around the Lewinsky while the terrorists were at war with us. You got us into a fight with them in Somalia and then you ran from it. Your weak-willed responses to the USS Cole and the First Trade Center Bombing and Our Embassy Bombings emboldened the killers. Each time you failed to respond adequately, they grew bolder, until 9/11/2001. John Kerry, dishonesty is your most prominent attribute. You lied about American Soldiers in Vietnam . Your military service, like your life, is more fiction than fact. You've accused our military of t

A Vampire's Proposition
Pour me a glass of wine, my virile companionI have a proposition for you....I will entertain your fantasies and indulge your lustYou will experience pleasure Sinful and decadentYou will know the true meaning of depravityBut it comes with a price, my dearYou see, I have desires Desires that run deeper than physical lustI thirst I crave sweet blood that pulses through your veinsIt's a hunger that consumes me entirelyIt grows stronger and strongerUntil I go mad with pain And I dry out and ultimately crumbleNow, you handsome creatureI’ll give you everything in exchangeFor that one thingI’ll make it very worth your while, honeyCome here…Don’t be scaredWhat would you like me to do first?How about I place this blindfold on youThe suspenseAbout when and where I will touch youStroke you Kiss youLick youUndress youIs an aphrodisiac in itselfAre you prepared for a night of unashamed rapture?My robust loverThat’s it, put the blindfold onI lightly run my fingerna

Home
home doesnt have to be a house walls,rooms,and a roof no it might just simply be a beautiful state of mind a warm sensation inside a heart beating true this is home with you this is the home i want and the road doesnt always have to be long dusty dark or lonely and the road doesnt always have to lead to a sunny paradise no it just needs to connect us you with me this is the road we travel this is the road i need and life doesnt have to be a bed of roses a silver screen of dreams come true and life doesnt have to be so hard no life can simply be a grove of green shade trees me in love with you a home inside my soul this is the road i need this is the home i want

Dying Childs Last Wish For Christmas Cards
A DYING CHILD'S LAST CHRISTMAS WISH! I realize I haven't been on hear as much as before, I check from time to time to see what's happening. I am on facebook more doing several of the applications (games) on there with over 2000 in my mafia family. When I logged on this afternoon I noticed a friends status it had said: "Diana Harrison Biorkman has a 5yr old son Noah, He is in the last stages of a 2 1/2 yr battle with Nueroblastoma Cancer. The family is celebrating Christmas next week wit

Its That Time Again Folks! Oh Yes.. The Rant... Part Two.. :p
Hello again wenches! (FYI: I call EVERYONE wench. even dudes...) I'd like to have more of a strange but funny intro, but my first point just came to me and I'm going to get on with itbefore I forget it.. so... The word "wench".. no, that's not one of my annoyances, but it does bring up my first point. I won't bore you with the origins of the word "wench" but I think I can safely assume the majority of the world's population (or even anyone with at least one braincell, and thats not the same thing :p) would not be offended by the word wench. Especially coming from someone who has a thing for pirates and is one of your friends. Anyway... So, on a certan social networking site, I asked one of my friends (who I actually know in person, to you online friend collectors.. you know who you are!) if a comment posted on my page was from his wench. (as I wasn't entirely sure of her surname) Now, if you were someone I'd known for about 8 years and I referred to your girlfriend (just keeping it s

Update !!!!!
OK I BEEN M.I.A. AGAIN FOR AWHILE, I MISS EVERYONE BUT I HAVE BEEN SUPER SUPER BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND PLANNING MY WEDDING.. YEPP U READ RIGHT I'M GETTING MARRIED AND COULDN'T BE HAPPIER. HOPEFULLY THINGS WILL SLOW DOWN A BIT AND I CAN GET ON HERE AND CATCH UP WITH U ALL !! MUAHHHZ

Sooo
I found a spot in my house that i get to bounce off of someone's interwebz (for now at least!) gonna test it out and see how it works at different times of the day and what not.. maybe... JUST MAYBE... i won't have to make my budget even tighter by having to pay for interwebz :D

Fallen Heart..
You told me you loved me..you swore that you caredWhy wait till now for the truth to be shared? How could you do this to me..this is our dreams..Why is it nothing is ever what it seems?You say this isnt our last fare well..though now i fear..i have no story to tell..No hope no love..no light to guide me.No longer living without you beside me..This is your choice..now lay in your grave..The life you destroy is the one you wanted to save..I'm done with lies..and inflicted tears..Tired of all these wasted years..Thank you for being just like the rest..When all your strength was put to the test..I thought you were different. I thought this was real..My heart is shattered..nothing left to steal..You now hold the pieces that can never be complete..Hoped someday our souls would meet..Now I lay dying..helpless and broken..You broke my heart..my only token..I tryed to be your everything to only be worth none..I have lost you now..you were the only one..The only one who ever made me smile..Wante

What's On My Mind???
Well there are a few things that are weighing heavy on my brain. I dont beleive that I am on Fubar to try and start any DRAMA for anyone. I cant wrap my head around the idea that someone out there would deliberately come to my page to start some. My personal life is just that PERSONAL. There are a few close friends on here that know somewhat of my real life, most do not! If I havent told you then its obvious that I dont want you to know. My problem is that im sick and tired of people assuming they know what is going on in my life and try and start drama. If you are unhappy in your own life dont come and try to make me unhappy as well. If one of your ex's moves on, do the same MOVE ON! There is no adult out there that should stoop to an elementary level and contact their new partner about ANYTHING!!! I am for the most part a caring and giving person, show respect, not just for me but for yourself as well. One last thought--I DONT GO OUT OF MY WAY TO SHOW UP ON YOU

Alone
ALONE ©EMBER You’ve left me alone, don’t seem to care I look at the phone you’re just not there. My heart aches, loneliness is real Painful emptiness is all that I feel. I’ve tried so hard to be what you want I guess I can’t do it, I’m just a dumb cunt. I have too many issues, been hurt way too much I’ve got to stop using a man as my crutch. Left on my own to battle my demons No one left in my life that can see them Death a great vision I see behind my eyes Was all that you told me, nothing but lies? When you were around, you kept them at bay Now that you’ve moved they won’t go away Life has given you more, then I had to share The money I couldn’t come up with, no fair. Happiness is what, I wish for you A white knight isn’t real, a fantasy untrue I’ll set here and ache, learn to move on A battle I wage now that you’re gone.

Midnight Lover
Midnight Lover © Ember Midnight shining, stars so bright you come to me in the dark of night take me in your arms, so strong what we do, could never be wrong My dark lover, you make me see all I thought, I would never be you do to me things, that touch my soul we move together, seeking our goal Tongues searching, seeking flesh bodies moving, hearts begin to mesh loving becomes, a dream come true intense insanity, I can never undue Your beautiful darkness, envelops me takes away all the hurt, and pain that I see you share with me, your spicy blood the ecstasy takes me over, in a flood The embers spark, making a fast fire burn an eternity with me, is what you must earn you share with me, a taste of your essence slowly breaking down, the last of my resistance One night my dark vampire, Ill be yours forever our souls will be married, and bound together until that time, my midnight lover youll be visiting in darkness, making love to me.

Keep The Fork!!
Woman and a Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes.She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in.Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her.'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly.'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply.'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.'The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say.That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked.'Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request,' said the Pastor.The young woman explained. 'My grandmother once told me th

Just What Is Essiac?
Essiac is a blend of herbs used by Canadian nurse Rene Caisse in the 1920’s; while working with a breast cancer patient who did not have the money to pay for medical treatment. Fortunately Rene was acquainted with an Indian “Medicine Man” who believed he could help this patient with his herbal tea. After her recovery, Rene used what later became Essiac on both her mother and her aunt who lived much longer than their doctors had expected. The original “Medicine Man’s” formula was modified a few times and over next 50 years it helped many other patients believed to be incurable by their doctors. Rene eventually formalized Essiac into a 4 herb formula containing Burdock, Sheep Sorrel, Turkey Rhubarb and Slippery Elm. Unfortunately this blend has never been approved by the AMA or the American Cancer Society; to scientifi cally prove its effects would take millions of dollars and 10 years of research; but over the last 80 years Essiac has had positive re

My Birthday
So my birthday is on Friday the 13th. I know I know. But I love it. I am having a birthday on here on the 13th in the VELVET LOUNGE and Having a day out with my friends on saturday. Would love 4 all my friends to stop by and wish me a happy bday. I havent had a good 1 in a while. So come on in to the velvet lounge and party with me on the 13th. it'll be so much fun. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Dearest Spankie
Came into my life...a love...of a good friend Now a good friend I love... honest sweet a connisseur of strange..new..and silly a chef decency and open mind a mistress of what is pretty and kind... I hope that dancing is what you do at night and I hope the smile shines in the daylight Can't say I thought I would gain so much from someone I dont know... And yet its wonderful... A love..of a friend... So amazing when the universe makes these circles connect.. wonderous is the powers that be and gratitude for making room in my heart for yet another unconditional thing You are amazing...you are mom, you daughter you are life on life's terms... with no expectations and that is freedom some days so continue what you are being love those that love you Shine on with all that you are ITS OK! A love.... of a friend and now a friend that I love! (hugs Spankie!)

When I Hear Your Voice
When I hear your voiceI forget everything I have in mindI will love u,No matter what people would think or sayYour beautyJust got me so distractedI told I want to see youI want to tell you about what I have in mindWhat is going on?What’s going in my blood?I want to start But I don’t know where or how to startYour beauty just got my thoughts scattered It stole my brainMy day became night,My night turning into day timeIt’s confusing meIs there any one could bring my heart back of your hands?? Just to get it stopped Stopped of beating To kill me!!Because it’s the only way my heart would ever stop loving you It’s when it stop beating and pulsing------------------------W, B: Mr. M***aAt 5:51 am 11/3/2009

Liar
I lie to myself so I dont go insane wear my fake smile of hidden disdain nights full of tears wet my pillow of fears lie so I dont go insane. I pretend to be happy and let others know I feel little remorse for when I have to go. Death is the way out the only way I see well thats how I see it thats the way for me. Kicking and screaming want it all to end still I wear my smile and still I pretend. Surrounded by peers all through out the day not one word escapes me I have nothing nice to say. I really dont like many people they all just dont care most of them dont even realize people like me are there. Surrounded by people all through out the day dont care what they think or what they have to say. My mind wanders around the thought of my demise how to end it all maybe work out a comprimise of my wanted fall. My mind wanders around the thought of how I want to die. I now sit here writting to you all wondering if I'm good enough planning for my fall. You probably think I'm crazy but

Game Of Life
Hang a right at Fools Boulevardand I’ll meet you on the cornerat the Museum of Failed Ideaswhere you’ll find my resume in the galleryof Exaggeration and Quantification,a collection of career still lifes.It’s an impressive creationof accomplishments and certificationsthat at the momentyou can buy for a song.Once solid real estate,It sits in disrepairon that," Will Never Work Drive"though if you roll the diceyou might land a PhD,2.2 children, and a McMansionin the ‘burbs.Let’s play. Poem By Tammy C.

My Reality
Where's my reality, I have no actuality. My minds playing tricks on me, telling me things that can not be. Some one pull me out of my mind, I wish there was a way to rewind time. You can't be dead, I need you here. In my dreams you're still here, but in reality you're already gone.

Sunshines Glow
Caught by the breezethe wisps of blonde,that softly frame my face,wave at the sparkling of my eyes,and on strawberry lips they trace,The joy of summer sunshine,as it shines down on this place,where sea, and sand,and sunshine meet;converging time and space.Legs akimbo on the sand,and fingers digging deep,I lean back, laughing,on my hands,as the waves lap at my feet.Grains of sand,run through my toes,and tickle as they flow,The laughter fills me up inside,with summer sunshines glow. Poem By Tammy C.

How Does One Do That?
"How does one kill a man?" I know that the movie Amadeus portrays Antonio Salieri as a much more evil man than is true, but the movie is still very powerful, especially in portraying the genius of Wolfgang's music. That's my random thought for the moment. Let's see, what does the day hold for me? Cleaning my room, doing laundry, putting in a new ceiling fan.. Yup. That's about it. *sigh* I also hope to hear from Eric today.. Any suggestions as to watch to watch after this movie is finished?

The Idiots Return!.. Trucker0918
In a friend request.. WoW, so Sexy. I just rated your picture a 10 and added you to my friends. Please, I need your help in Fubar land. Please, Add me, Rate me, and Love me (I tryed). Thank you for your help. Peace be with you, and have a nice day. Jeff Riiight... As you'll know if you're in my friends list, I don't add anyone, because I don't collect friends. Anyone who takes the time to read at least a bit of my profile will obviously get the same in return, and even though I'm not on here too often anymore, I still talk to everyone in my friends when I am.. so asking to get rated/fanned whatever bollocks just to add someone else to your list really pisses me off. As for "help" on fubar, help with WHAT? The popularlity contest between you and the thousands of people you've never and most likely will never meet? Getting people to "rate" you based on a photograph so you can level, and get more photographs and bullshit.. so pointless. I came on here because a friend suggested i

Managing Stress With Herbs
We all get stressed every once in a while because our lives have become so hectic; but for some of us our stress is more emotionally related from worry, work, fi nances, anxiety, tension, grief, frustration, depression and anger. Stress can be due to illness, loss of a loved one, a job loss, family visits, over-work, travel or exposure to toxins. Anything that threatens the body physically or emotionally causes stress; over-time your body’s reaction to continual stress can cause conditions like high blood pressure, asthma, ulcers, headaches, insomnia or weight gain. Fortunately herbs can help reduce the effects of stress. Adaptogenic herbs normalize the body so it can better cope with stressors; they support your immune system and nourish your adrenal glands. Eluthero formerly know as Siberian Ginseng is an adaptogenic herb studied during the 1940’s and 50’s in the Soviet Union for its ability to help you better cope with stress and un-frazzling your nerves; improvi

My Birthday Getting The Wii
This is me, my friend Deoblo, my sister, and my Mom playing Wii Sports Bowling on Nov. 4th, 2009! I got a Wii for my birthday and so we played all night! Tons of Fun! Hilarious Footage! Enjoy!

Auction
Hey guys! So here's what's up! First off, I have been trying to level for about 2weeks now! Ive begged and pleaded Ive tried everything! I am only 268k away which is nothing! Sooooo if u bling me ill add u to my family which means yes u can see my not safe for work! I am also in an auction so im up for sale! I would luv a hot ass owner and the more u hook me up the more i will hook u up! The link will be in my status box or u can shout at me and ill send it to u! Thanks guys plese help me out its been awhile since I have asked for anything like this im desperate lol

Erm Part 2 Cos I Cut Some Off Lol
Favorite underwear: the invisible kind Favorite music:classic rock Ever feel like you're not good enough? nope Do you want to be in a relationship with someone?I am Do you like anyone?yes Who was the last person to drive you somewhere?erm me Do you want someone you cant have?:| yes When was the last time you cried?yesterday What is the last movie you watched?P2 When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?all the time When was the last time you totally broke down?last week If you could have one thing right now what would it be?meh idk some ice for my tea Last person to worry about you?mom Anyone crushing on you?yes Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?yes Your ex shows up at your house what do you say?lol i live with him so i guess i say hi Where is the person who has your heart?home Recently

Interesting Thoughts "single Life"
Part rant sorry I have noticed somthing very interesting in the last few months...when, or at what time did people become so "Self Centered" Around them selves they they cant even look up to say HI! Cell Phones and Internet have become so consumed in our lives that we hardly ever have real life conversations with anyone. Now dont get me wrong I love Interent and Cells, but when your a single guy "looking" trying to use the internet to find someone becomes a bit of a pain. And heres why. Almost everyone "girls" always say "i dont care about looks, and want a man thats looking for a serious relationship" Well I cant tell you how meny times Ive cought this to be some certified BULL SHIT. Now granted my beleif has always been "Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder" and I hold true to that. But lets be serious for a second and Im gonna throw somthing out there. Have you ever seen a Super Model Chick with a FAT ASS Tub of lard guy or a Hot 6 pack abbs guy with a Obease Chick? NO!!! and if

Mustard Gas
Judge: Mr. Phillips, please answer the question! Duke Phillips: All right! Yes, I sold the mustard gas to Qaddafi! Judge: What? Duke Phillips: Uh... mustard... gives me gas, as does taffy. Judge: I have the same problem with fresh fruit.

Make It Stop
I don’t know what is wrong with me, why the tears I cry. I wish I had stability, and a reason why. This feeling isn’t comfortable, not in any way is it right. I want to be normal again, this hopelessness has me shaking all through the night. I wish I could shake these thoughts away, fragment what has become of me. My feelings shrouded in this gloom, I want so badly to be free. Make it stop. Make it stop.

Poem I Wrote For My Dad.
I can’t stand this! Why won’t you listen? The words always come, but you’re never here to hear I’ve always wanted to see you, but you were in prison I always wondered where I’m from, but you ran away in fear So where do I fit in this world? When you say I’m a mistake Because if you didn’t know, I always hoped you’d save me You’ll never be able to afford, to me you’re just a fake To me the world blows, and the cravings won’t leave I just want to take those razors, and make myself bleed So you didn’t know me, but now you do So don’t bring up the favors, and make heed Since I were but three, we were through.

Love
I love to see you smileAnd I love knowing that I caused that smileI love to see you happyAnd I love knowing that I caused that happinessI love to look into your beautiful eyesAnd I love the way I fall into themI love it when you hold my handAnd I love having the courage to grab and hold yoursI love to tease and torment youAnd I love it when you tease and torment meI love it when you touch meAnd I love to touch youI love rediscovering how beautiful you are each time I see youAnd I love realizing how attractive you make me feelI love wanting so badly to kiss youAnd I love the way you want to take things slowI love the fact that you still want to be my friendAnd I love that I want to be yoursI love so many things about youBut the most important thing is:I Love you!

In Front Of U
In front of the person u love, ur heart beats faster.But in front of the person u like, u get happy.In front of a person u love, winter seems like a spring.But in front of a person u like, winter is just a beautiful winter.If u look into the eyes of the one u love, u blush.But if u look into the eyes of the one u like, u smile.In front of a person u love, u can t say anything on ur mind.But in front of a person u like, u can.In front of the one u love, u tend to get shy. But in front of the one u like, u can show ur own self.U can t look straight into the eyes of the one u love.But u can always smile into the eyes of the one u like.When the one u love is crying, u cry with him.But when the one u like is crying, u end up comforting him.The feeling of love starts from the eye.But the feeling of liking starts from the ear.So if u stop liking a person u used to like, all uneed to do is close ur ears.But if u try to close ur eyes, love turns into a dropof tear & remains in ur heart foreve

Another Day, Another Boom
So it rained today for the first time in 2 months. Also massive thunder. Of course, our reaction was to look for where the bomb exploded. Understandable, since there was a real a few minutes earlier. By the way, Princess looks beautiful when she sleeps. I

Update
so last time i wrote anything about my case i said they still had no contact with the victem guess what mother fucker is still in arizona and this time they made contact with him however to play in my favor they uncover some dirt on this guy and the fact i dont no if i can use this on him but he has 33,000$ for child supprt he had made no trys to pay off on top of that he made a big sceen when he went to the cable compeny they had to call the cops on him so iam hopeing that would be some what to get him and let the people in the court room know iam not a flight risk yeah granted i can be a lose cannon at times but only when provoke i dont deserve this specially when i was defending my self and i did not even touch the fucker my next court date is in dec 17 and before then my lawyer is asking me to see 2 doctors for rule 11 they want to know if iam mentelly stable enuff to go to trail my lawyer think its a good ideal for to buy some more time to work

Strange Dream
The waves are coming in Curling around my ankles I'm sinking in deep Faster than I expected See you there on the horizon As the sun bids farewell Soft orange surrounds you As the light diminishes You're a silhouette Far out of reach Out in the sea

Guilty Feeling
sometimes I get guilty feelings. Today I feel guilty about this guy I used to live next door. He was a friendly young man, looked like a messed up rock singer who couldnt make it big. We never really hang out, but we chatted off and on about music we like. One lonley night I went to him, and he took me in. But later when he wanted me, I pushed him away. I remember one time when he called and things he said to me.... "so this is how it is now?" Back then I didnt really care, but later on I feel really bad. I feel bad cuz he gave me what I wanted when I wanted, but I didnt give it to him when he wanted. I liked him. He reminded me of something but I cant figure out what it is. He wasnt in a good point of his life then, I hope he is now. I wonder how he is doing now. I hope to see him again someday and be able to tell him that Im sorry for what I did.

Away- Computer Issues
Hi all! I'm afraid I'm probably going to be away from Fubar over the next day or so, at the very least. I'm having some serious computer issues, and I don't know how long it'll take to get them resolved. Please leave lots of love, and I'll be back as soon as I can get the issues fixed!!!

Black Hole Destiny
down down down further and further i fall darkness surrounds not a single drop of light no hope to spring eternal no joy to fill the pain just hurt , anger, ignorance misunderstandings, indifference, and shame black blood through black veins poison after poison to drive you insain no mercy no relief jus the blackness so deep

I Need Your Opinion Please.....
So im kinda confused a bit.....I went to a co workers house to "drink"....haha....that went soooo well lemme tell ya.....She asked me some time last week if i wanted to come over and get wasted i said yeah as long as you dont have a surprise orgy waiting for me..im too old for that shit any more ( i was jokeing...OF COURSE! )....and she's all like...yeah bring some orange juice over and we'll get wasted and get all goofy like....ok so i agreed...came over after she got off work.....ok Now i am NOT against people on welfare....SOME people out there still need it....shes a single 23 yr old mother with three little boys and i swear to god the 4 year old is satan's spawn....hes fucking evil...no lie....Ok so this chick lives in low income houseing of course she pays like five bucks a month for rent....the apartments nice i guess but her neighbors...omg some of them need jesus . I dont believe in jesus but IF there ever was a need for a "Savior" it'd be there.....We went outside for a c

Get A Life
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Gee I Dunno?
I think the Fu Mafia game might be addictive. What's the give away to that you ask? Well I got to work Friday to find a co-worker had stolen my parking space. So I backhanded them 12 times. On a positive note, I was stress free inside the building. :) As for my co-worker, the health will regenerate right? Right?

My First Ever...look, Bid And/or Pass Along :)
Click on image to bid She's sexy, she's fun and she's up for auction. With what she's offerin how can you pass this up? It's her first auction so let's show her some love This message approved by Johnny Chimpo (repost of original by 'Johnny Chimpo' on '2009-11-08 15:37:22')

Love And Suffering
To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down. I know its confusing, but if you have never experienced pain, how can you truly appreciate joy? lil D aka mello279

My Darkness
There is a storm coming, i can feel it in my soul. The sky is dark, like the thoughts that race through my mind. Why does this greyness and unhappiness make me feel as if, as if i am a shadow somewhere waiting, waiting for the world to pass by without even looking at me. Outside this life in the shadows the world is cold, unfeeling. Seems like no one cares about anything but themselves. I need the darkness, it comforts me. Makes me whole and warm inside. It doesn't judge or hurt me, just holds me and keeps me close. And as the storm comes closer, with its malevolent clouds looming overhead, I am safe. The darkness is with me. Always.

The Person Behind The Name.
As my name suggests i am my Dungeon Masters slut, i am only for Him and Him alone. We have been together now for four months and it has been the most eye opening months of my life. I have come to terms with who i am and why i have been it hiding it all of these years. It all started when i was 14 years old and i would be hanging out with my friends and we would go out for walks in the night around our community. Most of my friends are older than me and knew older guys that would come around. We would get in the car with them and go off drinking with them. As the night would continue a guy and i would leave the car and go somewhere somewhat private and would have sex, i would be with the same guy for a few times and then would move on to another guy. When i was 15 i met my now ex husband. I was with him until i was 24, i wasnt very satisfied in my relationship with him. It was always about him getting his rocks off and leaving me to my own devices, which was far better than what h

Will You Ever (by Me)
Will you ever? I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

A Simple Embrace
If I to anyone could give a hug,I would give one to the one that I love.A tender embrace to fill me with warmth,and show her a direct route to my heart.There's never a time that I can't imagine,her arms around me in an innocent passion.There are all types of passionto be learned from a hug.But if you for once can try to imagine,she is the half to the whole of a red box of my lovethat holds dear the key to my heart.Together we create radiating warmth,that is the same as the warmthof the Caribbean waters caressing the beach with a passionfelt only from the depths of its heart.As I give her my hug,she smiles with an undying loveand her eyes are too beautiful to imagine.Sometimes I can imaginethat we're flying like birds towards the warmthof the sun, or a flower of blossoming lovewhich a butterfly kisses for the nectar of passionthat comes from one heartfelt hug,and is formed from inside of your heart.As she slips away, I can feel my heartin my ears beating like drums, to imaginethe meanin

A Loving Peace From You
From the glowing embers of your spiritCame a little warmth of your loveTogether we set it in a cozy little spotSafe from the world up aboveThen a soothing breath from your lungsHelped to ignite the flameOn that lonely candleIn the core of my soulAs time passed day by dayConflicts caused great winds to blowBut you cupped your hands around itAnd it just flickered with a brilliant glowThey say that nothing is foreverBut I don't believe that's trueThat little candle in my heartIs a loving peace from you

Say What?
We were thoroughly confused. While transcribing medical audiotapes, my co-worker came upon the following garbled diagnosis: "This man has pholenfrometry." Knowing nothing about that particular condition, she double-checked with Doctor Mike Wilson. After listening to the tape, he shook his head. "This man," he said, translating for her, "has fallen from a tree."

People (by Me)
People come and people go we meet people everyday some as aquaintances some as friends everyone is unique in their own way. never judge a book by its cover you never know what you'll miss that goes the same for the people we meet some really do have a gift. some we can live without yes, that i do know but everyone has some good, even though it may not show i try to give everyone a chance, no matter how hard it is then if they show me it wasn't worth it, i turn my back and go. treat people the way you want treated is how i live and believe give those we meet a chance and if they blow it you tried for people are people we are all different and lead very different lives. we all have different beliefs and thoughts that is the human way don't judge those that walk the path

At Sea (written For A "friends" English Homework, I Only Got A B Damn It)
tossed and turned despite the lessons learnedthings i've felt things i've burnedmiles i've walked, things i lustand still a hunger lingers in my gutsa tiny vessel that i sailmy heart it thumps it wailslonging for a dry safe placelonging to see a familiar facetossed and turned i felt so lostfighting for my life at all coststhe sun that bakes and burns my skinto this hardship no giving indays to night and night to daythis cruel sea not giving wayso much water and none to drinklost in my mind until i sink

Walking Alone
The Daily Struggles of Daily LifeEveryday we walk our daily walk Have our strugglesWe hold faith in our friends to keep those struggles to themselvesThose Secrets we intrust in themThings that shouldnt be whispered or shoutedThings that should be held in a locked boxWe walk with faith that they will be kept We walk with pride knowing we have friends that are trueShould we walk more carefully with those we chooseShould we hold more to ourselves rather then intrust in othersWhen that faith is broken what should we doWhen our secrets are whispered throughy the crowdWhen we cant walk with that prideWhen we have lost our wayHow can we trust agianHow can we adjust knowing that the world knows our strugglesSecrets thrown about like its some random gossipThey not knowning how it could affect your lifeThe pain that they could causeThe pain that it did causeVoliated and left stripped downFor all the world to seeAshamed to face what is aroundWhen you know everyone knows your strainAlone and tadde

For My Friend With The Vampire Heart
the experience is a personal one, your path is your own, your discoveries will be deeply personal, your growth will be your very own manifestation i can however make many resources in the form of rare literature available and try to offer insight in the way of sharing from my own revelations, but you see the embodiment of what you are to and wish to become can only be misconstrued and perverted by others claiming to be teachers, the era of the master/apprentice is over, we are all becoming gods now magic is the very technology of all things known and not, you can use it to become whatever you want to, so start by looking inside yourself, your magical platform in the form of the wiccan system is just an ancient form of organized religion and simple magical spirituality tied hard and fast to mostly this planet, its moon, and spirits named and renamed from the summarian times of the necronomicon through the present abomination of the vatican catholic stranglehold and on past into new-ag

Sammy Is Turning White Like Mj
Ex-baseball slugger Sammy Sosa is "not trying to be Michael Jackson," a Chicago Cubs employee who talks to the outfielder frequently said after pictures of a dramatically lighter-complected Sosa at an after-party following Thursday's Latin Grammy Awards in Las Vegas, surfaced online. "He is going through a rejuvenation process for his skin. Women have it all of the time. He was surprised he came out looking so white. I thought it was a body double. Part of is just the lighting," Rebecca Polihronis, an employee of Sosa's former team, the Cubs, told the Chicago Tribune. "He was doing a dermatological skin process after years and years in the sun," Polihronis said. "It did come out looking weird." Sosa retired from baseball two years ago, after hitting 21 home runs in 412 at-bats for the Texas Rangers.

How To Talk To A D.j.
The Rules On How To Talk To A DJ!!! (A Must Read, You Know Who You Are!!!) Category: Music HOW TO TALK TO A D.J. If you're going to talk to the club D.J., DON'T SAY... 1. "Play something good... something we can dance to!" The D.J. has to play for more than one person, so what you may hate may be another's favorite song and everything played here can be danced to one way or another. 2. "Would you play something with a beat?" Don't be an idiot. We know of no songs played in a club that don't have some sort of a beat. 3. "I don't know who sings it and I don't know the name of the song, but it goes like this... la dee-dah-dee!" Please, don't sing for the D.J. They have to put up with smoke-filled rooms and dangerous decebal levels all night. Do them a favor and don't give them a rendition of your favorite song. 4. "Everybody wants to hear it!" Oh sure, you polled everyone in the club and, as their spokesperson, you are requesting the song. Also, do not make a request, then send all

Short Story # 5
while waiting for her man to come home from work, she gets dressed in a little red nightie, while getting dressed she had this earge to play, she lays on the bed with here legs open wide an bent so she fit her toy in her hot wet pussy,her man comes home an hear her moaning in the bedroom, as he make his way to the room he stops an strips is cloths off, the door opens she sees him naked and start to fuck her pussy faster knowin that she is going to get it good from her man,he walk to the bed leaning over to start helping her with her toy but unsteads he take his tounge an starts to lick her cum out of her pussy wanting to make sure he gets all of her cum he grabs her legs an lift them up sucking hard on her clit she moans and begs for more while eating her he take a finger and start to play with her ass she want her mans cock in her mouth so she get on top of him sucking on his hard cock while he eats an finger her ass. she cums all over his face he goes to wips it off and she grabs him

Why The Fuck Am I Posting This
continued mumm:now I'm getting thrown on me his contemplations of suicide and I'm not really sure how to take things. Not that I am going to be suggesting to follow through with such negativity, I was wondering what would be a good way to commit suicide. Is a quick, anticipated death better or is a long drawn out death better, such as taking a bunch of pills and drinking alcohol in the tub?

Slow Dance
SLOW DANCEHave you everwatched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened tothe rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed abutterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fadingnight?You better slow down.Don't dance sofast.Time is short.The music won'tlast.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you?Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in yourbedWith the next hundred choresRunning throughyour head?You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child,We'll do ittomorrow?And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good

For I Just Wanted To Die
I remember back upon that dayThat was suppose to take my life awayBurying my face into my handsFor no one would understandOf how this pain inside of meWas killing my soul so painfullyI stood up and wiped my watering eyeHoping that this would help me dieSprinkling some poison, I took a sipIt made me gag and it numbed my lipI tossed the cup awayAnd thought of another wayI continued to cryFor I just wanted to dieI took a knife and brought it to my wristStabbing the silver with a painful twistSoon, a fountain of red started to appearMy soul was finally starting to disappearFeeling so weak, I fell to the floorMy eyes began to feel heavy and I felt so soreI fell asleep with a smile upon my faceMy heart was beating with such a fast paceI kept on passing out and waking upDue to only that one sip of death's cupMy body couldn't stop shakingEverything in me was achingI started to cry For that I did not dieThey put me in a wheelchairAnd I watched people laugh and stareTo the hospital and onto a be

In Flanders Fields
In Flanders fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields. John McCrae, Died in France 1918

In The Wee Small Hours Of The Morning
In the wee small hours of the morning,While the whole wide world is fast asleep,You lie awake and think about the girl,And never ever think of counting sheep. When your lonely heart has learned its lessonYou'd be hers if only she would call.In the wee small hours of the morning,That's the time you miss her most of all

Assumptions Are Stupid
Well for those of you who think you know me.... you probably don't very well... Certain people have assumed some bullshit and accused me of shit..... I don't appreciate it. I am a quiet person that keeps to myself. What I do in my personal life is my fuckin business. I wish people would understand that. Hell if I wanted to be with someone and want everyone to know I'll freakin tell you guys... until then quit assuming shit. I have good friends on this site that help me and are there for me... if all you jackasses want to assume that I'm sleeping with every single one.. you all can go to hell and kiss my ass. I'm so tired of the drama and bullshit it ain't funny... I like to have fun and make lots of friends but the way its going I am bout to make some enemies..... I hope you all will understand this... cuz it really upsets me. I'm a very emotional person that I guess cares too much sometimes.... well it won't be that way for long if shit won't quit. For those who do understand T

Prank Phone Calls
i love signing up for all sorts of garbage on the interwebz. just so i will get phone calls from all these companies. one of my favorite has to be the time i signed up for an automobile loan, a guy with a heavy pakistani accent calls me he asks "is so and so there" i said this is he he said would i be interested in a car loan, and i said yeah that would be great he asked "how much do you need sir" i said " well theres a nice bmw id like, its about 80k or so" he says 80k? np how much doyou make a month, i said 600 bux, he asks, thats a week? i said "no a month aintthat what you fucking asked me?" then he says "well how do you intend to pay this loan off? 600 dollars a month you wont be able to pay it off?" i told him i have no intention of paying it off, i mean what tard calls random people to give out car lonas, i fiugred you were stupid enuff to give it too me and id just drive it around till you cought on to that fact and reposessed it"

Afraid Of The Unknown
As most of you know, my husband has been incarcerated since October 29th. It has been a long two weeks without hearing his sweet voice (besides voicemails I am overjoyed that I had saved) and seeing him since a few days prior to his arrest. It's been especially difficult due to the fact that October 31st is when we officially got back together. We've been together since December 14th 2006, with only a minor break. I've been trying to go on as usual, but he is always on my mind. Today, I'm heading down to the county jail to see the gorgeous man I love through a pane of glass. And I will finally be able to hear his voice... and to tell him myself (not through a bondsman or a counselor) that I love him and that I'm here for him. I told him when he got into trouble in July, that if he were to be put in jail again, I would leave him. I can't do that. Not when he needs me the most. But while he's in there, we're separated in every facet of the word. This is my first time ever g

"river On Fire" By Adam Again
What would you say if you knew what I was thinking? Maybe you do, but you know not to dig too deep What if i knew what you needed for sure? I've seen in your eyes you need more, much more And I could be happy, and you could be miserable I'll grab a metaphor out of the air The Cuyahoga River on fire What can you say? The impossible happens What can you settle for? What can you live without? I remember the night I first darkened your door And I swore that I loved you My heart was pure You could be happy, and I could be miserableI'll grab a metaphor out of the air The Cuyahoga River on fire My open window, a dream in the dark My fingers, your face A spark, a trace I know a lot about the history of Cleveland, Ohio Disasters that have happened there Like the Cuyahoga River on fire

Because You're A Fucking Loser...
Often I'm confronted with stupid. Not a singularity...not "a dumb bitch" (and yes, that's what I call stupid men as well)...an almost physical manifestation of The Stupid. Now, note the fact that I said "often", and start giving it the weight that's necessary. Real weight. Slurpees in the wintertime weight. Fat girls singing Evanescence at Karaoke weight. Dude screennamed SexiVegasSixPack69Lover kind of weight. At these moments a sudden darkness falls. A black umbra, unbroken by hope, that settles down and brings to mind Jonathan Swift...as I try to suss out how best to remove the bones when I grind them into viable meat to feed the homeless. Now, of course, I wouldn't actually do that. Mostly because it requires a significant amount of effort to continuously man thewood chipper, and though I may be slightly witty, I'm also stunningly fucking lazy. So where are the options, you ask? Well now we get to the meat of the matter...with that awkward pun. Killing them with my mind.

Paula Al Fresco
It had been almost an hour since I’d dropped Paula off and my adrenaline was still coursing through my body. It had been a really wild afternoon, more so than I had expected when I’d picked her up earlier that morning. It was probably one of if not the wildest first meetings I had ever had with a woman. And what a woman she was. I first met Paula online in an AOL chat room. She had a great sense of humor and was cutting some young kid that tried to come onto her up for the room’s entertainment. So I decide that I’d check out her profile and see what her deal was. It turned out that she lived about 40 minutes from me. I sent her and IM and we started chatting. It was very comfortable and there was chemistry there right from the jump. After a couple of chats she sent me some nude pics of herself and well DAMN. I kid you not she had 36 G tits and her nipples when hard were easily the size of the tip of my thumb. We continued to chat for the next week or

Attention To Everyone On My Friends List!!!
I AM CLEARING OUT MY "FANS OF" LIST. ONCE I HAVE CLEARED THAT LIST OUT, IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WILL BE RE=FANNING YOU. THIS MAY TAKE SOME TIME SO PLEASE BE PATIENT. I AM JUST TRYING TO EVEN OUT MY NUMBERS AND FAN ONLY THOSE ON MY FRIENDS LIST. THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE!

Whatever Works
This should be a short blog, because truly I should never have watched it in the first place. It takes a specific kind of person to enjoy and appreciate Woody Allen movies, and I am NOT that kind of girl. LMAO I've said that before but never meant it so seriously. So anyhow my kid insisted I rent this movie because it was going to be soooo funny. So here is what we got. Cranky old genius man takes in super young runaway. Lots of flashbacks and bad accents. Bad jokes. In all fairness some good one liners. That is pretty much it. It sucked, not like Paranormal Activity sucked, but still incredibly bad. Grade: D=: Opening scene when the main character is trying to convince all his friends that there is an audience watching their every move. Favorite Quote: (speaking to his "then" wife) "Let's face it, our marriage hasn't been a garden of roses. Botanically speaking, you are more of a Venus Flytrap."

Falling In Love
It's hard for me to say this, It's hard to put into words. The way I feel about you, Cuz I'm afraid of getting hurt. I'm afraid that I'm falling for you, My heart has hit the floor. I hate to be without you, It makes me want you more. I love it when you hold me, And look into my eyes. I love to feel your body, When it's pressed against mine. I love to wake up next to you, All curled up in your arms. Where I know you'll keep me safe, From any kind of harm. Every time I'm with you, There's a constant smile on my face. The piece missing from my heart, You have somehow replaced. I want to tell you, How I really feel. But I find it hard to admit, That this is all so real. You know that I care about you, But you don't know how much. I find myself falling in love, With someone I feel I can trust. I don't want to scare you away, I just wanted you to know. The way I feel about you, As it continues to grow. Once again I am risking my heart, In hopes that you feel the same. But if you don

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About Me...
Some people have said they wanted to know more about me. Well you know what I look like from my pics. I have a twin sister, a brother, and my recently divorced mom. I don't see my dad. I have liked girls since I was 13 and I'm not going to switch to guys no matter how many times you try to "turn" me. There are only 2 men in my life: My doggy Toby and my wonderful brother Jason. You should go say hello and tell him I sent you. You can find him here: http://fubar.com/thedude2 I am a Club Promoter and I also work at H&M but still wondering what I want to do when I grow up hehe. If you want to know anything just ask. P.S. Guys, you are wasting your time with me. I know you say you just want to be friends but the conversation always turns to the worst. I won't like you and I'm sorry.

Fly To The Angels
Pictures of youThey're still on my mindYou had the smileThat could light up the worldNow it rainsIt seems the sun never shinesAnd I'll drive downThis lonely lonely roadOoh I got this feelin'Girl, I gotta let you go'Cause now you've got to flyFly to the angelsHeavens awaits your heartAnd flowers bloom in your nameYou've got to flyFly to the angelsAll the stars in the nightShine in your nameYou know it hurts meWay deep insideWhen I turn and lookAnd find that you're not thereI try to convince myselfThat the pain, the painIt's still not gone.

Pic Marked Nswf
Ok i just got an email that said one of my pics was marked nswf. Ok the pic was of a quote saying if i was gone would you miss me? How would that be nswf. Ok I am already pissed because i cant update my status or say anything about my status other then i am online. That is why i didnt renew my vip and i am thinking about leaving the site again because of the nsfw thing.If you can explain why it is nsfw can you explain it to me. thank you

6 Years
For six years of my life, I was Military. Army Reserve, but hey, it's all good. I am proud of those years. I was one of the fortunate ones that joined, served, and was discharged and didn't have to risk my life dodging bullets. Thing is, if I would have had to, I would have done so with out hesitation. My thoughts are this: If you are willing to enjoy the freedoms of this country, you should be willing to stand up and defend it. I am a supporter of the U.S. Military. 100% no fail, no falter. Each man and woman that serves, no matter what branch, has made the choice to serve something greater than themselves, and has decided that the country in which we live is worth the risk of their lives to defend. Situations like what happened last week at Ft. Hood always hit me close to home. My heart and jaw dropped when I heard the news that merely hours from me, 13 people were shot and killed. It is easy to look back and point blame, saying, "Well they should have done this, they shou

Dragon
Personality Occupying the 5th position in the Chinese Zodiac, the Dragon is the mightiest of the signs. Dragons symbolize such character traits as dominance and ambition. Dragons prefer to live by their own rules and if left on their own, are usually successful. They’re driven, unafraid of challenges, and willing to take risks. They’re passionate in all they do and they do things in grand fashion. Unfortunately, this passion and enthusiasm can leave Dragons feeling exhausted and interestingly, unfulfilled. While Dragons frequently help others, rarely will they ask for help. Others are attracted to Dragons, especially their colorful personalities, but deep down, Dragons prefer to be alone. Perhaps that is because they’re most successful when working alone. Their preference to be alone can come across as arrogance or conceitedness, but these qualities aren’t applicable. Dragons have tempers that can flare fast! Health Considering their hard-working nature,

The Story Of A Girl
...A dumb blonde girl... Hi, my name is: Emily but you can call me: Emily or Emma The one person who can drive me nuts is: Stupid People When I'm nervous: I pace around and talk talk talk! lol The last song I listened to was: Chickenfoot-Sexy lil Thang If I were to get married right now it would be to: A special special special someone My hair is: Getting boring When I was 4: I lived in Alabama with my Parents Last Christmas: I got a new SUV (Jeep Liberty) I should be: Out in the country or on the beach somewhere! When I look down I see: my tummy lol The happiest recent event was: Knocking on mommas door for the first time in months! By this time next year: I am hoping will be better My current gripe is: Being such a loser! lol I have a hard time understanding: Women...Thats no surpraise huh? If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: Momma! I plan to visit: Europe.. someday... If you spent the night at my house: You'd never want to leave! The

Dry Your Tears
DRY YOUR TEARS -------------- I think often about how it started We layed arm in arm , on the grass under the sun But we both knew their was gonna be that time That is gonna be hard and difficult Because the passion can get lost And i said " Let's fight it and go for it whatever comes, we'll get through it But if butterflies die in your lap That's when the big life question rises "Is our love not that big anymore?" And the fairytale of the prince on the white stallion Is over too soon because the passion has been put on low It hurts but give yourself a new chance Only then your life can shine a little again So dry your tears even if you have so much sorrow you can wheep like me it won't help us Dry your tears eventhough you have so much heartache Life goes on You start all over again There surely is something beautiful laying ahead of you It's dark outside now and quiet I ask myself the question again " is this what i want?" This lasts a thousand tim

Life
This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.

Reach (lyrics)
ReachWhere is my place in life?Why can't I get it right?Tell me what I'm going through.Where are we going to turn to?You feel alone I feel abused.Tell me what are we supposed to do, suffer?Reach out your hands to meI understand you because I feel the sameIt won't go awayThis pain will never go awayI see it in your eyes.You cannot hide your faces.You're going through it too.Where are we going to turn to?You feel alone I feel abused.Tell me what are we supposed to do, suffer?[Chorus]It's building up inside I know I've had enough1,2,3 blow it up!You feel alone I feel abused.We share the same pain.I know there's one thing we can doAnd that's fight together and get away[Chorus out]

Over Now (lyrics)
Over Now :I sit around and think about how things wereI'm looking for a cure for this empty space in my heartI spend too much time thinking about the pastAnd why it didn't last,And it tears me apartYesterday,I see a picture of a face,A memory,That just won't fade away.I know I tried,To hold on to this life,For such a long time,But that's over now.The past is gone,But I've been holding on,For such a long time,But that's over now.It's over nowSo now I'm thinking about how things areAnd how we got this farSometimes I cant believe that its trueI think its time to finally understandI need a different planI think im ready toTurn the pageI'm looking for a better dayMemoriesA myth to fade awayI know I triedTo hold on to this lifeFor such a long time But that's over nowThe past is goneBut I've been holding on,For such a long time But that's over nowIts over nowAll I have are memories,To remind me who I amIf everything were meant to beThere would be no need to pretendTell me why do I,Spend so m

"c"
"C" Why Now, and not later The breathing shallow The vision dimmer Bones ache Each moment is filled with pain I am nauseous I vomit with regularity I shouldn’t feel this way It grows A black stain on my lungs The doctor says The cure is worse than the disease My hair falls out

Live Video Cams For Classics Lounge Lounge
This is how you may get on cam in CLASSICS LOUNGE A few rules: #1 NO NUDITY OF ANY KIND ON CAMS !!!!!!!! WE DO NOT WANT ANY MORE CAMS TO BE BANNED, IF THIS HAPPENS CAMS MAYBE REMOVED FROM THE LOUNGE. #2 Please make sure there is no one on a cam before logging in to it. #3 Respect everyone. #4 PLEASE KEEP ALL AUDIO OFF ON CAMS !!!!!!!!!!! #5 DO NOT change any settings to the cams, as in adding pictures, videos display names or so on. #6 Reminder that there are other people besides the people in the lounge watching you on cam. So if you don't want other people to see something outside of the lounge DON"T SHOW IT... GO TO USTREAM.COM go to USTREAM.COM log in the user and passwords provided here click " GO LIVE " ITS IN ORANGE AT THE TOP RIGHT THEN YOU WILL SEE A BROADCAST THING POP UP JUST CLICK BROADCAST THEN SCROLL DOWN TO ALLOW ADOBE THE CLICK THE GREEN START CASTING MAKE SURE ALL AUDIO IS UN CHECK WE DONT WANNA HEAR YOU LOL HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON

Civilized
I was talking with a friend who said that the men on here can be so rude at times. I had to agree with her. I commented that I myself had upon occasion forgotten that on the other side of the computer screen is an actual individual. With the technology of today we have done away with a lot of the typical human contact we all need from day to day. We can rent movies of buy things and never have to talk to an individual. Even the grocery stores have all gone to automatic self scans. The point is that in todays world we still need to act civilized. Maybe even more so than before. It's easy to just shrug our shoulders and say well I'll never meet or see this person so it doesn't matter. But we need to remember that that person does have feelings and does shed tears just like the rest of us.

My Feelings In Words
I feel this deep felling, That to which there is no words for explaining.I seek your your smile,If only for a while.I hope that I am good enough for you,To show you how much you mean.I will do all I can do,I care for you in an amount that is obsceneI want you to be the one to hold my hand.Perhaps you can be the one,To walk with me on this land.I can't express my feelings enough in words so I guess I'm done.

Running In My Weightless Place
I have spent to long, Stuck among blank picture frames and half said words Spent a life time kicking my feet through thoughts ,my ten sad toes always missing the point of walking ran for 9131.0625 forevers to never drift an inch while my tired eyes watched 25 years of mirrors that moved to fast to reflect and books of dreams written in foreign letters.....Running in my weightless place I watched a life that stopped moving to see everything, It mused at the picture frames and finished speaking the half said words. It read all the books and danced among the mirrors laughing at its self, it had ten toes that were happy to walk and eyes that were full of life, It no longer cared about the books or picture frames it only cared that it was walking and playing among the mirrors. That life could see more than my eyes could it played as if it were not in my same weightless place it made silly faces at mirrors and laughed It placed all the frames in a line and burned all the books, My feet stopp

F.u.c.k.e.d
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! (don't be offended, keep reading until the end)Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot!RULES:1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!5- Random sex is perfectly okay!6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away!This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!F.U.C.K. Stands For:Friends U Can Keep.So promise me we'll F.U.C.K. forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who your t

You Have Been Fucked!
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! (don't be offended, keep reading until the end)Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot!RULES:1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!5- Random sex is perfectly okay!6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away!This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!F.U.C.K. Stands For:Friends U Can Keep.So promise me we'll F.U.C.K. forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who your true F.

Lounge
HELLO EVERYONE! MY LOUNGE IS NOW RUNNING IM HIRING ALL STAFF.BIG THANKS TO DRAGON'S KEEPER FOR CODEING THE LOUNGE!.SO COME BY AND JOIN ME AT KIMMY'S PLACE IF YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT WORKING IN THE LOUNGE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK YOU COULD DO IM CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR PROMOTERS,GREETERS AND ENFORCERS! HERE IS THE LINK HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/69665

Face Capture In Photoshop Cs4
Ok lotta people are asking me how i make my graphics using someone elses Face so here we go lets start by opening the 2 pics we are gonna use these are my 2 first we wanna capture the face so on the left lets pick our marquee tool (shown below) right click on it and choose the elliptical marquee tool (shown below) now on the face pick left click on the pic and drag the circle around the face (shown below) then at top click on the refine edge button (shown below) now another box pops up leave all the sliders as they are the only 2 you wanna move are the bottom 2 sliders as shown below play with these until u are happy with what u have then click ok in this box now you are back looking at both picturesand the 1 with the face still has the circle on it now lets select the move tool now just left click in the middle of the circle on the face pic and drag it to the other pic as shown below then save it as a jpeg and u are done

You
"My friends are always telling me to move on, to give up. But why? Why should I? They don't see you the way that I see you. They don't look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand? They can't possibly imagine what it means to look at your best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true. I wish for once, just once, they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn't need to walk that far, they would just take one step and suddenly, they would take back every bit of 'getting over you' advice they had ever given me and realize you're my life, you were meant for me, and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option."

Love
Love is when you can't be apart from someone for too long...you're always thinking of them, and when you're with them you never want to say goodbye. Love is far from simple. It's quite complex. It's a mix of about everything. It's sadness, joy, passion, hatred, excitement, it's almost every feeling you can imagine and more. You know love when you find it, it's that person that when they smile it brightens up your day, you can't stop staring at them for fear of losing them, they're always on your mind, you daydream of being with them, even if they're less than 20 feet away...and you can't stand it when they're not with you, the worst feeling you could ever feel is when you know that person you love is not with you...you can't tell when love will happen, you just know when it does, that moment when you first lay eyes on that person, and you never want to look away...that is love. Nothing less.

There Are Monsters Among Us!
One of my friends suggested I should take up a blog and as it is not all that dwells within my heart and minds is fit for public display, there are somethings I feel I must say. I have met quite a few people in the course of my stay here on fubar and I'm sure that I will have the opportunity to meet many more in the future. My by-line title is also a warning and it isn't intended merely for my friends here at fubar, however, there are monsters among us! It isn't all easy to see these monsters, their outward appearance differs very little from you or I, but I assure they're out there with souls as black as night, walking, talking nightmares who pretend to be nice, wholesome people. People whom you think you can trust, but you can't. These monsters, demons in human form are plotting ans seeking prey that they can exploit and ruin for their twisted purposes. You're probably asking yourself what is Auslander on about? Why is he grinding this axe? Well, there are in existance two ty