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I have learned a very hard lesson. The hardest one for a person that takes family to heart. I know I can not trust in those that I love and hold dear. I have been proven that over and over. But ! You keep on hopping you are wrong. Pray that what you have been shown is not true.
Then the day that you really need help when you have never asked anyone for anything you get hurt to the core of you heart and soul by the ones you believe you can trust and turn to.
As of now there is only one person in my life that I know that will be there. He is my son, and I know he will do what ever he can for me. Other than that I will never turn to anyone else again. My heart will be ice to any other living soul. There isn't much of it left after what I have been through over the last few days.
