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There's a gentalman that I have loved for a while now. Was to scared to own up to it within myself, much less let him know about it. I have been hurt really bad at one time , and was afraid to go down that road again. He made me smile, feel beautiful when I felt very insecure about myself, I could be me , and not be judged, I felt safe in his arms, We played in the rain at one time, and it made me feel so happy that I could do it everyday. I could cuddle up to him and not have him turn away. I have watched him sleep and wonder what his dreams where about, hopping I was in them, making him smile ,laugh, and feel loved.
I know that he does not feel the same, but that is ok. I got to love him for a little while. I hope and pray that one day he finds the one thing in life that will make him happy. I will always love him and think of him often. It will always bring a smile to my face , with tears running down my cheeks.I will always miss you . I believe you know to whom I speak.
No it isn't like me to put myself and heart out there, but I learn to over come a lot of things I am afraid to do. That is one thing among a lot of others you have taught me. I love you ! Texy
