SEXYTEXY's blog: "Alcoholism"

  I have set and thought over this for a long time. I know my fautls,likes,dislikes,mistakes, accomplishments, disappointments in my self. I am not a safisticated kind of person,, but I would not embarrese  you in public. . I am not drop dead gorgiuos , but  I am not  one that you would want to hide in the closet when company came. I am a hard worker, family is very important to me.  Just a little about myself.

   The man I dream of falling in love with me , has to be able to keep me interested. I don't need a lot of money spent on me. Flowers, candy , stuff like that suit me well. The little things is what shows you love and care. A love note found as I reach in my lunch pall, is the best surprise of all. He needs to be able to keep me grounded, . I want to know I come first as he would to me. I need a man that can stand by me, beside me, behind me or in front of me if needed. A man that can let me be me , as I was when he meet and fell in love with me. Not wanna change me to what anyone else thinks I should be.

   I can say I miss a great deal that comes with marriage, even the arguing. Mostly I miss the love , companionship, someone to turn to when I need a shoulder to cry on. A man that will tell me flat out ( NO ! ) if need be, but with love , firmness and a reason to go with it. I don't want a clingy man. That is a good way for either partner to ruin a relationship. I want to be able to put my full trust in him and he in me. Able to tell each other anything , or try anything , and not look down on it without even concidering it. Pull together as partners , not this ( this is mine and this is yours crap) . A  marriage should be about you both , share and share alike. I want to be able to tell that man  this: ( I would trust you with my life, heart, and soul.  I leave it in your safe keeping. ) That is the type of man I want and need. Wonder if there is such a one out there.