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What are you waiting for?
I'm not dead!
...*yawns*
but I really don't have much to say.
so I'm not going to force the issue.
I dunno. Guess I'm kinda in my comfort zone
pining for a girl that will never acknowledge me
ignoring the obnoxious ones that adore me
making money
which of course the job is going over the edge if I don't apply at the next contractor...
but that means trying
and possibly failing
and possibly getting it...
Neither outcome is great.
It means more her.
Again, a mixed blessing.
It does however mean stability for the first time in my fucking life.
again...
a mixed blessing.
Everything's in balance by playing symetrical tug of war
but the lines are fraying.
So I'm going to bed early tonight
do that hoodoo I do just before sleep where my semi-concious and half-tranced mind comes up with all the harsh realities and simple solutions.
More to come.
But notice that I didn't say anything about answers.
