JUST ME MELANIE's blog: "Disability...Yep!"

My disability places the Winter months at the top of my list of things that trigger my depression.

With the added pressure of the holidays and my inability to provide a nice one for my kids and grandkids,being shut inside without sunshine for days at at time,and being alone again as a new year begins,i have a tendancy to get deeply depressed.

there will be days i will not be my friendly self (lol) and days i will,(even more than usual)

So even as i plan to fight it,please understand if, some days,i do not win.i will begin a new anti-depressant in preparation for the coming months.Know that i enjoy the interaction here with all of you and sometimes even crave it as a desperate attempt to stave off the loneliness.If i am bothering u,just tell me...i will not be offended

I love you all,and enjoy your company....

Just Melanie again...lol