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As most of you know, my husband has been incarcerated since October 29th. It has been a long two weeks without hearing his sweet voice (besides voicemails I am overjoyed that I had saved) and seeing him since a few days prior to his arrest.
It's been especially difficult due to the fact that October 31st is when we officially got back together. We've been together since December 14th 2006, with only a minor break.
I've been trying to go on as usual, but he is always on my mind.
Today, I'm heading down to the county jail to see the gorgeous man I love through a pane of glass. And I will finally be able to hear his voice... and to tell him myself (not through a bondsman or a counselor) that I love him and that I'm here for him.
I told him when he got into trouble in July, that if he were to be put in jail again, I would leave him.
I can't do that. Not when he needs me the most.
But while he's in there, we're separated in every facet of the word.
This is my first time ever going to a jail, especially to see someone I love. I'd seen cells and whatnot at the local department, but my uncle works there.
This is county jail. I'm just so happy they finally released my hubby from the mental health unit because there are so much more visiting hours.
So I'm scheduling my classes, then heading downtown for 2 hours (1 hour to wait til visiting time, then 1 hour visit).
Wish me luck.
I know you won't read this, but I love you baby. I love you with my entire heart.
"I loved you then, I love you still. I always have and I always will."
Always and Forever,
Your Wife,
Kiera
