BROTHER,, WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME ???
YOU AND I********************
Your silly ass on those rollerblades,,smiling like a silly little boy.. Damn Justin,,I love you Brother.. Growin into a young Man, ,, waking me up in the middle of the night cause your Moms locked you out..Standing up to Marty when he hurt me.. even though he was your Brother, Your Best Friend.. Lil Man you had Heart and Strength and courage...Coming over So Big Sissa could feed your ass My home cooking,, Cause you know My shit was Good..Hugging You and Telling you how stupid Bitches could Be when you got Hurt.. Cause Love Fuckin Sucks.. Our Fights and Our tears... Telling you things that I could never Tell anyone else because you were the only one who understood my pain cause you were the closest person to the man I love,, and you knew us both too well..I held you till you took your last breath.. Because through every thing you were there for us.. I couldnt leave your side,, not for Marty or your Moms or anybody.. I didnt want to miss a second of your life.. through your pain I laid my head on your heaving chest ,,craddeling your young face in my hands praying to god to do a miracle, then praying to let you go,, then wanting you to stay cause we love you and we are selfish. . I gave up as you gave up,, waiting on every breath you took holding my own breath .Crying, eyes closed you stopped breathing and I died.. I cant get our face out of my mind,, I can still feel your chest against my face and my hands on your face.. Will i ever sleep peacfully again ?? Who really gives a shit,, cause I was with you till the very bitter sweet end,, and THAT I WOULD NEVER CHANGE..YOU WILL BE WITH ME TILL THE DAY I DIE..
