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It Really Sucks Sometimes Not Having Other
Otherkin to talk with on a regular basis.   ESPECIALLY other vampires. It’s difficult, and sometimes draining, to have to try to explain to people who don’t quite understand (or who WON’T understand). ESPECIALLY trying to accurately explain what it’s like to be a vamp without a donor; to be a vamp without a donor for two years. When you’re a vampire, and you have willing donor you can feed from on a regular basis (once every 1-2 weeks, usually), things are usually fine, where they should be: senses are heightened, like they normally are for a vamp immune system functioning better than ‘average” (getting sick less, and having sickness last for lesser time frames) healing quicker being more connected on a level most people don’t quite get “gut feelings” more accurate mind working/thinking up to speed less lethargy, less tiredness Etc., etc., etc. But, when you’re a vamp, and you CAN’T feed
Day 4 Is It? Really Dude, Come On Now.
11:40am Richard: Bitch your problem is between your legs learn who to use what you have. 12:08pm Richard: What happened? Did you fall asleep playing with yourself? 12:12pm Ninja: no, it's called work. Some of us haven't started collecting social security yet. That's resesrved for those in their more ancient years, such as yourself. 1:31pm Richard: I happen to work at home in case your wondering. 1:53pm Richard: What time are you off work sex bunny? 7:50pm Richard: Say your no such a bad lady your good at being a badass.But you might have something more under that exterior.Richard 8:01pm Richard: I want to chat with you more i know i didn t start off on your good side but i have an interest in wanting to know you more. Please don t shut me out,Richard 8:05pm Ninja: I am not interested in being friends. I am not interested in getting to know you. Not interested in seeing your nasty comments in my shoutbo
Fu - Love
its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last….some don’t even start
I Hate You All
I walk down the long, dark winding tunnel. Darkness consumes my soul with every step…. yet still I walk and walk and walk. Searching, searching for something elusive, something essential that will make my life complete yet not knowing what it is. Despair claws at my core, heartache consumes my being, indifference is what I strive for, always trying to lessen the ache of being alone. Friends are there yet not around, they try to understand, but how can they understand when I can’t fathom what’s erroneous. Smiling faces all around, laughing, full of glee… poison in my soul and wounds, slowly consuming, ever consuming until all is gone. Humanity, compassion, kindness all fades to nothingness in the face of sadness and freezing cold hatred for all things light and pure…the world is inky black and devoid of hope, how much longer until all feel as I do and weep for their salvation?
Stroke, From What I Can Remember That Day
I wrote this Wednesday night when I first woke up.   Something happened this morning.   I remember waking up with a earth splitting headache and the back of my eyes burned.  I can remember getting in the shower hoping it would just get rid of the headache.  When  I got out, it was still there, and it started to get worse.  I thought then that I was dehydraded.  So I went down stairs and got a tall glass of water.  I slowly began to drink it when it hit me like a ton of bricks.   I was laying on the couch and my vision got blurry and my nose started to bleed.  I ran upstairs to the bathroom and vomited.  I couldn’t see so I shut the lights off, I started to hyperventilate and I yelled for Nuke.  He ran upstairs and I told him to get me the phone.  About 5 minutes later he brought it in and I called Josh.  Then I called Mom.  I remember josh giving me something to drink. And then two pills, and that’s it.   The right side of my head throbs and I cannot fe
A Penny For Your Thought
So,since I started seriously getting into my writing in 2007,I have wanted to publish my poems. Whether it be online,or a book,or a combo of both. I know of a book site that I could publish a book through,and I'd pay next to nothing. Only problem with that is,I need to learn how to format it into the type of document they want it in. AND,would anyone really buy my book? It would only be available online,but good thing about that is,it's made by order. And,word of mouth,I could really sell a lot. Which,is not my goal,but if I want to make this something to do,and serious,it would certainly help. Also,I have had a few people recently tell me I need to be more aggressive in my writing. Change it up. I'm always open to new suggestions,and I admit,my writing tends to take the same road many times. But my writing is never about ONE person more than once. Each poem is a different story of MY life. I don't write to appeal,I don't spit out poems left and right to please people. It's my therapy.
In Continuation
Something else I wanted to mention but forgot because I ride like that. My poem *Words. I need people to help me with this. I need everyone's help. You,your friends,you family,their friends,etc. Find my poem *Words,print it off,write it down,what have you. I want you to record yourself READING it. Can be normal reading,or angry. All I want,is reading. Record yourself,or your friends and family. Have EVERYONE you know,read this blog. I want this to be awesome. I will then publish that song onto my site. What I am going to do is,from start to finish,have different voices reading the poem,so on and so forth. Think you can help? Good. Get going. Send all submissions
Anniversary Of My Dear Sister's Murderthe Anniversary Of My Sister's Murder Is Creeping Up On Me. The Person Who Said Time Heals A Broken Hear
The anniversary of my sister's murder is creeping up on me. The asshole who said time heals a broken heart is a damn liar. She will be gone for 6 years on the 25th and it still feels like i was just robbed of my sister/ my best friend. I hope the money hungry bastards that murdered her are enjoying their blood money and got everything they ever wanted. Lets see if what that does for them when they stand before God and he ask why did they take such a precious life? Why did you kill one who love fullheartedly, one who would help anyone anyway she could. I would love to hear their answers for that. Just for money thats all just money is why my sister lost her life, why she was robbed of the chance to meet her nieces and nephew and her brother in law. This pain is so overwhleming i never knew i could ever feel a pain such as this. I love and miss my sister more with each passing day. There isn't a day that goes by that i dont think of her. Hilda i love you and i know one day i will see you
A Different View
Emo Is Marvelous, So Shut Up.
Emo is marvelous, so shut up. I consider myself to be very emo, and I'm proud of it. I'm tired of people hating us for no reason. Bastard haters try to bring us down and destroy our way of life. They try to turn the "emo" into "demolish," but they're ignorant. I think it's about time someone from our culture stood up and defended our totally hip and awesome lifestyle. Emo people, like myself, have totally cool hair. People think it's strictly a fashion statement, but that's simply not true. There are many practical reasons for wearing our hair the way we do. Let's say I'm outside walking in broad daylight and all of a sudden I turn into a vampire for no reason. My hair will shield me from the sunlight and I won't prune to death. Emo people benefit society in a lot of ways. For example, killing ourselves offers many jobs to illegal Mexicans who's only skill is using a shovel. Or Italians who failed to succeed at construction and can only hammer 6 boards together into a rectangle. Ou
10 Reasons Why I Want A Girlfriend
  #10. So I have someone to share intimate thoughts and secrets with. #9. So I have someone honest and forgiving in my life. #8. So I can split a one-room apartment for $300/mo because spending $600 each month to sleep and cook canned soup is bullshit. #7. So I have someone to hang out with who doesn't try to show me his dick every ten seconds. #7. So I have something to do when while waiting for the latest video game to come out. #6. So I have something "real" to blame my problems on.   #4. So my dipshits friends don't feel justified complaining about their girlfriends on the grounds that I don't "understand" because I don't have one, and then refusing to take my brilliantly crafted advice because somehow it's not relevant because I'm single and no single person could ever possibly have any understanding of relationships or the human condition. What's with people who ask for advice, and then don't take it? It's insulting. It's not even relationship advice. You'll go to a restaur
All Time Biggest Turn Offs
  Girls do all kinds of things that piss guys off. Usually they don't realize what they're doing. Then we never call them again and they think we're assholes and then we get their mother pregnant. But it was their fault all along. Here are the biggest worst turn offs available that I can think of. 1. Driving safelyYou can always tell how boring a girl is by how safely she drives. 2. Flushing the toiletIf she wastes water, I wonder what else she wastes? Most likely her life and existence. 3. Wearing a baseball hatSex and baseball are not heterosexually corrolated. Nobody gets aroused by mental imagery of girls playout center field. Girls playing sports is not hot, especially baseball. The only time girls should be permitted to wear mits is when they're taking food out of the oven.  5. Baby talkNot cute. And even if it were cute, cuteness sucks. Cuteness is for teddy bears. Unless you're looking for the type of guy who fucks teddy bears, stay clear of anything cute. 6. Being AsianA
Oh Lordy, What Have I Become? And The Lord Answered, My Son, You've Become Nothing, Not Damn Thing.
    Here's a tale of a guy who's litterally at his wit's end.   I have nothing.   Sure, I have the trappings of a average white male in the suburbs. The video game system, the lcd tv, the array of dvd's and the obligatory cool phone.   What I don't have are friends. Sure , I have fubar friends. Loads of them. Nice little popup boxes that occasionally ask me how I am. I can lie with the best so I give the safe for public consumption answer“ I'm good and how are you”? I'm not good. I haven't been good in quite awhile and it's truly gnawing at me like a dangling eyelash that you can't just brush away.   At my age , most if not all people are married, way into their careers, have a home. Essentially they've grown up. I'm a kidult, I'm a peter pan, I'm lost.   Save me from myself.   I feel so empty yet I'm filled with anger,rage,disapointment and lastly despair. I was told, why not seek some medical help? It can only help. And your right, it would
How can I reach her heart, When she keeps it so well hid. Nothing seems to get me close, Not anything I did. Still I keep trying, Reaching for her golden ring. If she would only open up, To her happiness is all I bring. Till I'm your first thought of the day, And the last you have at night. I will keep banging these walls, Never giving up this fight.
Our God Is A Awesome God.
"A Very Special Meal Mirabai Chrin Once there was a very poor and devoted woman who always prayed to the Glory of God, asking very little, if anything for herself. But one thought, one desire continued to recur and finally she asked: petitioning the Lord, that if it were possible she would love to prepare a special meal and have God share at her table. And God, in His Love for this goodly woman, said He would indeed come the next day and share a meal.Filled with ecstasy, the woman went out the following morning with her meager purse and purchased such delicacies that she felt would please the Lord.Returning home, she prepared a banquet and waited patiently for her most honored guest. Soon there was a knock on the door, and when she opened it, there stood an old beggar asking for something to eat. Being a woman of God, she could not turn the beggar away, so she invited him in to partake of her table. The beggar felt as if he was in a dream - such a feast set before him. He finished
Found And Lost
Steam raises from the scorched asphalt, metal twists and groans as it cools, in the center there is a man. Curled into the fetal position. tears rolling down his cheeks, she approaches him, shoes sticking to the ground, but she doesn't notice, or even care. She moved closer and layer her hand on his shoulder, he looks at her with rich deep hazel eyes, full of sadness and says, "Where am I?" to which she replies "Earth? Where are you from?". His eyes go out of focus, "I don't know. Do you know who I am?". This melts her heart, she says "No, but come on, I will help you find yourself" They walk out of the heated mess, she wraps a blanket around him, and start a journey that will bring them answers, and bring them together, for fate has set them upon this course. Even at the expense of forever changing the world. Fate has brought together true love that has yet to blossom... 
[your Parade]
I'm still trying to sort this all out.Alrightbad shit keeps happeningoutside of my controlI have two solutionsrise aboveorbecome a chemically dependant murdering lunatic.I'm not a bad person.I've never even had a parking ticket.I'm just a lonely, fucked up kid with big ideas, and big sky dreams.And it just feels likemy whole life I've been worked on.Why am I so ready to give up now?Because this isn't how I imagined 25?Now it just seems like every day is a taunt.An open handed strike.I dunno.I'm trying to figure out how to come back from this.The anger.The job.The pills.The scars.The injustice.I honestly feel like no matter what I doI'm going to get hurt.And 99/100 times it won't be my fault.That's a real good place to be when you're looking for work, a woman, and a happy place.Right now my happy place involves blunt force traumaand red spray.Dad says get the anger out.Mom says get back in the mental health system.But where's the closure?Why am I picking up the bill?Why is ANYONE pickin
From across the seas,I can feel her eyes.Her beauty ever so intoxicating,My will to resist her dies.To her I could never say no,Or ever try to walk away.Her beauty would forever encapture me,For all the rest of my days.To this beauty acrossthe sea,Your beauty is deep in my soul.And the day it isnt there,That day I never want to know.
A Soldier Died Today
 Poem Worth Reading He was getting old and paunchyand his hair was falling fast,and he sat around the Legion,telling stories of the past. Of a war that he once fought inand the deeds that he had done,In his exploits with his buddies;they were heroes, every one.And 'tho sometimes to his neighborshis tales became a joke,all his buddies listened quietlyfor they knew where of he spoke.But we'll hear his tales no longer,for ol' Bob has passed away,and the world's a little poorerfor a Soldier died today.He won't be mourned by many,just his children and his wife.for he lived an ordinary,very quiet sort of life. He held a job and raised a family,going quietly on his way;and the world won't note his passing,'tho a Soldier died today. When politicians leave this earth,their bodies lie in state,while thousands note their passing,and proclaim that they were great. Papers tell of their life storiesfrom the time that they were young,but the passing of a Soldiergoes unnoticed, and unsung. Is th
2 Sides To Every Story, But Its Life!!
There's always 2 side to every story told no matter what kind of story it is. Lately I have been feeling betrayed, stabbed in the back, lied too & many other feelings to go along with it.  I had a very good friend of the family pass away & was buried on 9/11/2010.. I went to reach out for the 1 person that was always suppose to be by my side to help me get through the rough times. But nope he couldn't even get online or fkin call me cuz he was to damn busy playing cards with his buddies. I'm sorry I maybe wrong but if u love someone & wanted to marry her, you'd drop anything to comfort her when she's hurting deeply. I have always been there for ppl and it just seems like the one time I needed someone he turned his back on me which hurt me even more then I was already hurting. Let alone I was reliving the whole 9/11 cuz I was there, I saw the hurt children, adults, etc & doing everything I could to help out that day. But for some reason all that didn't matter to him. Back in july of 201
aww how my heart aches at the thought of your hands on my body touching , carassing me , till im your slave for eternity , i need your love , i need your kisses , to feel your lips on my body , your hands roaming , making me beg for you to stay , love me honey , for eternity i will beg for you to stay , dont make me fight to have your touch . i will kill for you , to keep you as my love to keep you holding me , i can not stop wanting you to be only mine to feel you complete me , in all ways . i love you till heel and heaven unite , or split , but im always yours my heart , my love,  my angel of darkness , the dragon of my soul , i cant live without you touching me in some way . how am i suppose to keep breathing without you , i just wnat to curl up and die love , i miss how you touch me with such passion , how you touch and tasted me , made me beg for you how i am to go on without all you gave me or showed me in the name of love . i can not be alone with out you anymore , i can
2 A.m.
I watched my world burn to the ground to the beating of a broken heart. I watched the flames take down all i loved, or would ever love, and leave nothing but ashes. I looked down and seen the matches in my own hands. what have I done?
My Thoughts
i wonder why the ones u love the most are the hardest to love. wonder why the ones that mean the most are always so far away. wonder why ppl who say they are honest are the ones whos lies hurt the most. wonder why my heart feels so heavy. wonder why i lay here thinkin of her but cant touch her. i wonder why i have so much love and no one to share it with!
You Scored as Whips Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough. Whips   100% Blind Folds   83% Chains/Handcuffs   67% Biting   67% Bondage   50% Blood   17%
Why was the question i always asked and never got an answer for. It was funny how one simple word could throw you into a tail spin. How I could just look at you deep in your eyes in the middle of a conversation smile and just say WHY? I was always the one who laughed at the silly things you said The one who was so quick to stand by you no matter what you did. I was the one who could just smile and make things better While you were the one who lied to my face Cheated behind my back Stole the one thing that Till this day still has a hole in it. Sadness grows quickly in the midst of anger that swells deep in the depths of my soul But one word one word alone could change the conversation Why?   I'd ask it a million times and a million times more I would expect and easy answer but words would spew from you mouth in the form of poisonous venom I often think back and see the error in your ways. I often think back and see the hurt that you caused   Why?     Why can't i for
I'm Glad Amy Winehouse Didn't Go To Rehab
Favorite object in your bedroom?My bed when I wake up dry humping the shit out of it.Have you ever smoked heroin?I prefer freebasing Nickelback. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic?Jack.Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?How old are you when they want to stick their finger in your ass.. Because I am 22 and I think it might be close so I'm just not gonna go anymore. What do you think of hot dogs?I saw a girl stick 6 of them in her vajayjay in Tijuana.Favorite song?Van Halen guitar solos give me uncontrollable erections.What do you prefer to drink in the morning?Tylenol PM.Can you do push ups?I can only do one cock push up.What's your Favorite Restaurant?The Y.. Get it, get it.Do you like blue cheese?If you know anything about me I say fuck blue cheese.Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?- Chuck Norris is overrated but his beard is not.- John Elway can probably throw a football over two states.- Christian Slater shouldn't have made that movie Cuffs.Name 3 drinks y
When The One You Love Betrays You.
  So this is a great way to start a blog on Fubar (yes sarcasm is completely intended). I guess I need to just get this shit out of my head. I haven't told anyone I know including my family about this. I know that the would all be biased in one way or another so there is really no since in telling them because their feedback would be crap and someone would piss me off sooner or later. Honestly I just don't have anybody that I trust in my life enough to discuss personal shit with anyway and the only person I have ever trusted is the reason I'm writing this. So I'm fucked and the whole situation is fucked. Any way the question I can't seem to answer on my on or at least have been able to find peace of mind with is “what do you do when the only person that you have ever trusted and really loved betrays you?” I'm not talking about the kind of genuine but common love that you have for family and close friends or the kind that you bestow on your significant that you find a comfor
Never Good Enough
I stare blankly at the ceiling counting little dots With each passing moment on the clock As it Tick Toks Tick Toks I can't help but think if there was something that I missed Something that I over looked   I can understand the outcome Because it was never meant to be I can understand that your an asshole Because that's all you will ever be   I can't say that I can forget but I somehow still forgave you They said I was stupid for thinking the way I think They said that I should never let you have the benefit of the doubt But someone how you got me back in the boat Why didn't i leave the first time   I feel worse then I did before How my walls have been built up Cracks are not present in the foundation that is standing strong But weakness in my character Are now my one big flaw I wasn't good enough then So whats make it different now   Can I hold my head above the water Or am I going to drown Please of Please will someone catch me before its to late Deep whi
The Tapestry Of Odette, Part I
Thanks to Mizz UK, i wouldn't have thought of doing this if she hadn't suggested it. The Tapestry of Odette is my first published novel, and it is the story of a teenage girl suffering from early-stage schizophrenia, and her relationships with her foster parents, her controlling best friend, her therapist, and with the various characters who populate her delusions. After she begins to suffer abuse at the hands of her foster father, she begins to sink deeper into the hallucinations, slowly beginning to prefer them over the harshness of reality. Another synopsis of the plot is available on Amazon. I plan on expanding the one provided here in further posts.
Unspoken Secrets..
I sit here beside you but you don't say a word. I'm sure that most people would find it absurd.All of the unspoken secrets that you've kept through the years.  All the ones before me who shared their joy, laughter, and tears.I know your secrets you will share with me when the time is right. For now I will simply enjoy the company you give me tonight.Listening to the soft whispers that you share in the breeze.The peace and calm you offer brings me comfort you see.I wait.. listening.. wondering.. what is it you've seen?Stories of all that is, and all that has been.How many others have sat with you by your side?Did they know of the unspoken secrets you keep inside?I know that to hear you I must open my mind.It is there that I know your stories I will find.Those unspoken secrets, just waiting to be told.I sit here listening, in your shadow on this day so cold.I wish you would tell me, but all in good time.For now the secrets told are the ones that are mine.I will just sit here
Screwed Up Society.
So this week I found out a friend of mine was raped at a party, by moe than one scumbag. Dealt with a young girl at wok who was raped. And m an awsme lady on here who was raped. So how is it that we allw this crap in our country? In so called "Third World" nations Rape is a crime punishable by death. Here it's treated with a holiday at a so called prison. I don't get that at all. In a tribe in Africa, they behead you for it. We give you a slap on the wrist, three meals a day, and a place to sleep.....Tell me that ain't fucked up? First. Rape isn't about sex. It's a violent act and more about power. Usually carried out by very very poor excuses for men. You know limp dicks who can't get it up any other way. Second. I don't care what she was wearing, or if they had started something. When she says no, that's it. So here's my idea. Round em up, along with pedophilles and wife and child beaters.....put em on a old ship. Sail it out to sea. And torpedo the fucker. Let em drown.
Hollywood Squares
Subject: : Hollywood squares    It's good when you occasionally laugh out loud.    THOSE OF US WHO REMEMBER     Hollywood Squares:  These great questions and answers are from the days when '   Hollywood  Squares' game show responses were spontaneous, not scripted, as they are now. Peter Marshall was the host asking the questions, of course..  Q.. Paul, what is a good reason for pounding meat? A. Paul Lynde: Loneliness! (The audience laughe
Hey fupeeps... One of my leveling requirements is blinging 10 n00bs.  I got one taken care of, but need to find 9 more.  So if you know of anyone who *winks* starts fresh, or if you or someone you know needs profile comments or drinks from n00bs to level (so I can bribe them to do it with bling) let me know! If nobody says anything I'll be forced to bling the random nasty pics you people comment on...
One Step Away From Snapping
It's not bad enough my uncle is currently in surgery and I have to wait another 2 hours before I can call the hospital to see if he made it through, but I was late yet again to work. I'm really getting sick and tired of these bus/trains operators that seem to think it's okay just to sit at a stop for 15 minutes for no apparent reason and not say a damn thing. I mean seriously! I would like to get to work! Can we move?! But nooooo, I get to work and get slammed with emails over someone's incompetence. I got forwarded an email from a client yesterday, that was 2 weeks old mind you, for info she needed THAT day. Wow. So glad we're on top of things. I gathered all of the information I could and responded, noting there was 1 person I couldn't get info on because I had no record of them. ONE FREAKIN' PERSON! Well guess what? Nothing was done with that email and I get one this morning from the client requesting this information again. Now I get the internal email of "Oh, did you send me that
The History On Dr Pepper
One of the oldest major brands of soft drinks in the country is Dr Pepper. It was created by Charles Alderton of Waco, Texas in 1885, in response to customers’ requests for a new syrup flavor. They were getting tired of the limited flavors that were offered, so Alderton mixed up a variety of fruit flavors to serve at the soda fountain at the Morrison’s Old Corner Drug Store where he was employed as a pharmacist. He developed a flavor he liked, and it turned out, the customers liked it too. It became so popular in town that other pharmacy owners bought the syrup from Morrison and he soon found that he could no longer keep up with the demand for the new soft drink flavor. Morrison approached Robert S. Lazenby, the proprietor of the Circle “A” Ginger Ale Company, also in Waco, to see if he would agree to produce the syrup in his bottling plant. Lazenby had also taken a liking to the new flavor, and agreed to produce it. Although Alderton had created the drink, he
Poem I Wrote... I Love Those Around Me The Family And Friends I Have I Give What I Can, All That I Can And They Know It They Feel My Love Not Wantin
I love those around meThe family and friends I haveI give what I can, all that I canAnd they know itThey feel  my loveNot wanting to give all of myself I live with my heart frozen in timeI love those that are close to meBut they never get all of meNo one ever gets all of me…And by pure happenstance I start talking to my other halfThe other half of my soulAnd a connection is madeOne from so long agoBut my fear is thereLike so many times beforeAnd my Heart is still frozenAnd I can not give all that I wantAnd I want to give  ALL His words fuel the FireThe Fire burning in my soul Making it glow brighter and hotterHigher and strongerThen ever beforeTo free my HeartFrom all the IceI stepped into that FireHolding my HeartFeeling the Ice melt awayI stepped out of the FireWith a whole HeartA beating HeartA feeling HeartA loving Heart
A Must Read
As i walk threw this life, alone, naked on the inside, i take a deep breath, look around and remember why im here. We come into this world not knowing where we are going or where we came from, but while we are here, if we are brave, god gives us the power to do as we want, in his name. So have shame, but also embrace hope, and that everyday is a day to better yourself, Eve ate the apple which to some changed Utopia, but in some aspects, without the diversity of this action there would be no induviduality, respect, or trust.... embrace our differences, thats what changes the world for the better!!!! by Amy Houston
Busty ( @ )y( @ )s
I encoded and converted this in true 3d. Please note: The 3d red/blue 3d glasses require to see the full hologram illusion effect.* so if you have a spare pair grab em and pop em to see ( @ )Y( @ )s pop out the screen at you hehe Enjoy :) ***Video will be in comment section after post. first comment by me.
*all The Pain
Late night,this fightSeems never endingI can't take this anymoreI'm done pretendingThe constant struggleThe endless battleHas finally gotten the best of meAll the painAll the tearsYou won't ever seeJust let me goJust let me beI can't keep hanging onWhen you take so much from meWhen will this endWhen will I breatheI can't keep hanging onWith you slowly killing meI can barely moveI can barely seeThe world fades to blackAs the darkness surrounds meI feel so weakI feel so usedHow do you expect me to go alongWhen I feel so abusedYou've got the best of meAll the pain and all tearsYou won't ever see Just let me go Just let me be I can't keep hanging on When you take so much from me When will this end When will I breathe I can't keep hanging on With you slowly killing me
Shitty Parents!
 I FUCKING HATE BAD PARENTS!      OUR KIDS REALLY ARE THE FUTURE OF OUR OWN FAMILIES! This is a link to some site my home boy posted on facebook. When you click on it you will notice a small video on the site. The mother in this video need her fucking ass kicked! She is teaching her daughter how to smoke a blunt! And I think I heard my homeboy say something about her being only two years old, though she looks about three! But what the fuck! I could slap that bitch!
My Experiment
I took upon myself to create this experiment for personal reasons. Question: Can you change one's perception of physical pain? Take as a give: pain is an emotion controlled by your brain. Hypothesis: One can conciously control their personal perception of physical pain. Experiment: The experiment is simple actually.  A willing participant has to endure bouts of pain.  The pain should increase as the experiment is proven for the enjoyment of all envolved. Basically what happened was I wanted to be able to push my pain limits.  During "sessions" I would consciously take the immediate sensation of pain and think of it instead as pleasure.  This experiment is successful according to the actual willingness and effort applied by the participant. Its a power of the mind thing idk i think im done bloggin for a sec lol
Hours Of Fun With Creepy Cat
A co-worker sent this link to me and I've been laughing my ass off. Have fun!
Losing It
There's a monster inside of me struggling to break free. Clawing beneath my skin, weakening me. Im about to give in, count 1,2,3. Let it break out, unleash its fury.
seriously if ur gonna whine bout what i rate u then just go away. if its a real pic ill rate 10 (11 if i can). if its any other kinda pic ill rate what i think of it. if its lame it wont score high! geeze this just a social network site no need to have ur panties bunched up over what ppl rate u. get over it and move on. opinions r like assholes, everyones got em so if u dont wanna b rated on a social site then get off it!
A New Spin On An Old Tale
dead man walking neck in the noose try as he may he can't break loose thoughts still spinning tears so divine pain and madness filling his mind can't find the way out can't see from within can't forgive himself his every sin he takes the gun and prays again hoping for eternity and trying his strength bites down on cold steel can't cock it back he's sees her face eyes gleaming black he knows not the way to make it right he knows not how to fix his plight lonely and cold forevermore  forgive him high father he's nothing more can't control the impulses  the heartless rage he can't simply turn the page never looking forward  only back so he pops a few pills and then a few more thinking this is the way to end this fight he wakes up to white  so covered in blood her face staring at him her hand in his begging him please to not let the monsters win her love eternal  conquering his pain this does NOTHING more then to help him sustain one day more and nothin
Fun In The Shower
I had just washed the shampoo out of my hair and was reaching for the soap when my hair was yanked back and I felt a familiar male body behind me. I was not able to turn my head for the grip he had on my hair but I did not need to see who it was since I already knew it was. My head was then turned to where I was forced to look at the wall. He then started to nibble and bite my neck and shoulder making me shiver and moan. When he was done he tugged on my hair making me turn my head again making me look at the shower screen as he nibble and bite the other side of my neck and shoulder. I moaned louder and wiggled my hips a little only to have my ass smacked and then I herd a growl from behind me. I stopped moving and just stud still. He bit me one more time on my shoulder before he moved his free hand to my nipples.He then pinched and pulled on my nipples before twisting them a little. I had to lock my knees to keep from moving my hips again from the pleasure I was getting from what he
Some Animal Play
When I got home I noticed there was something on my bed waiting for me. When I opened it it was a cat outfit. Smiling I ran and took a shower before changing into the outfit. I then got on all 4's and waited for him to come home. He came home not 2 minutes after I was done, it took him a second to see me waiting. He smiled and walked up to me, I purred and wiggled my hips a little. But all he did was pat my head and then walk over to the computer and sit down. Frowning I watch him for a minute, when he did not say anything or do anything I slowly crawled up to him. I stopped at his legs and then put my head on his lap and looked up at him. When he shifted in his set and kept typing I decided to get bold. I moved my head to his inner thigh and lightly touched his crotch with my right hand and softly whined. All I got this time when I looked up was him sitting still not moving. So I decided to go all the way and got closer so I could put my face in his crotch, I then took a deep breath
Birthday Spankings
    I walk up behind you and slip a blind fold over your eyes, I then grab your hands and tie them together behind your back, and finally I push you on the bed. I never said a word I just got on the bed with you and turned you on your back on your arms. All you hear is giggles and all you feel is someone taking your pants off. You have no idea who it is or what they are going to do to you.      I take your clothes off but your shirt. I then grab your shirt and cut it off of you. I smile and then I take my nails and run them all over your body making goose bumps show up before stopping to blow all over your privets but never touching you there. I then lick your legs, stomach, chest and neck but that is it. I then nibble you all over but just like before I make sure nothing touches your privet parts.     Finally I until your hands but I jump off the bed before you can grab me. You finally see me and say, “You, what the hell was that?” You try to catch me but I run a way gig
After School
         It was last period and I was egger to get home and play. I had been thinking dirty thoughts all day and I needed to do something about it before I exploded from it. As soon as the bell rings I run out the room all the way home. I did not notice the car in the drive way when I ran by to get inside. When I finally stopped it was to see my step Daddy in the computer. He had not noticed that I was home since I left the door open when I ran in the house. I slowly go back to close it then I quietly walk up behind my step Daddy to see what he was doing. When I saw that he was doing the one thing I wanted to do it make me wetter than before. I grab a chair and put my leg on it after I take off my panties so I can play.                    I start to play with myself watching him jerk off to porn. I could not believe it but it made me wetter just thinking about him fucking me like the guy was in the movie he was watching. I guess I made a noise or something because he turned in his seat
A Word On Class.......
this goes out to all u bling pack hoars selling ur naughty pics for straight money. 1st .... you are not any classier than a pornstar ur still exposing yourself for money, thats the reality of it. 2nd .... most pornstars dont have "rundown pussies" as i recently heard. in fact, most pornstar's pussies are in better shape than the average female. why you ask? because their pussy is their business, their moneymaker and you take good to excellent care of your equipment when it makes you money. on a personal note, most pornstars ive seen do not have a "beat up" pussy.  The ignorance of young women on this site does not even amaze me anymore. In fact what does amaze me is when a female under the age of 27 has any common sense at all. Yeah i said it...... you girlies got a lot to learn about life. Quit tryin to be pornstar wannabes and think ur any better than a pornstar cuz u dont do it professionally. I got news for ya, it makes ya worse, and even less attractive to me and most men. Do
I am me in all the world there is no one else exactly like me everything that comes out of me is authentically mine because I alone choose it, I own everything about me, my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions whether they be to others or to myself, I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears, I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me by so doing I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me and other aspects that i do not know, but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me, however I look and sound, whatever I say and do and whatever I think and feel at a moment in time is authentically me, If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought and felt turn out to be unfitting I can discard that which is
"Hi Mom, it's me." "Hi Sally, are you okay?  Aren't you with your father at the Ace Hardware?" "Yeah, I was, but I got arrested and they've let me make one phone call." "What happened?" "Oh, I punched this African-American woman in the face." "What on earth... Why did you do that???" "Well, it really wasn't my fault." "Dad told me to find a
I am filled with despair…my heart wrenching open…I am my own calamity…my own poison… afflicting wounds I cannot retrieve…And now, there is no cure for the broken heart that I haveSeeping deep…cutting too unfathomable… I have love and hope to give… I am daylight to the darkness….but my pain is too deep and cuts it wideHopeless…empty…lost…Crying into the empty bed…I alone must share…Theres no going back...Theres no do-overs...I am chained to my mistakes and ripped apart...
Not So Good News
My uncle's surgery went well. They were able to remove the entire growth. They took samples of the lymph nodes in his lung and upper chest to have them tested. The lungs are clear. The upper chest, not so good. In a few of the lymph nodes they found stage 3 Cancer. It didn't show up on the PET scan because they were so small, about the size of a pin head. So that means my uncle gets to go through four months of radiation and chemo. Doctor was honest and told my uncle he has a 50/50 chance. Obviously, we're hoping for the best but the reality is it might not turn out that way in the end.
This One Is For My Mother Fuckin Home Girl!
Adrienne, what's up! We all miss you. I kinda choked up at your funeral and didn't get to say what I wanted to say. So this one is for you A.       First off let me say, we had some goooooood times. All the way back to the trailer park boo. Remember when we used to throw parties and and I would always snap on a mother fucker if they disrespected your place or you? Will always feel that way home girl.    When I went to prison we lost contact for a long time but my love for you would not let me let our relationship go. When I came back to Bradenton I had no car and found you after lots of searching! I road that damn bike all the way out to your mothers place from by Harley Middle School!    Again our friendship was reunited and we still had each others back. No one could ever disrespect us in front of each other with out feeling the our words! They knew than words were backed up too so they didn't have anything to say!    I hang out with mick and every now and than. He
Black and White...In a sense.. Like A tree, growing away from the sun Like Night is to day.. and Love is to hate.. Is and I are..
Poetry..{ Call Me A Emo, Homo, Or A Chick...and I Will F**k Your Girl :) }
I desire to live carefree, not free of care or care less..but rather care free. I dream of a warmth that ignites a fire, a fire that envelopes all of me, that can only be extinguished by the one. I desire to feel as if nothing else matters, as if the world slows and time stops. I dream that a change will come one day...and I might find my dreams and desires. That I shall crawl out of this dark place I have put my self a dream in its self..but a dream that I recall every day.
True Life
I came home from work about a quarter to 3pm. I ran upstairs so excited to tell you about my day. Then, I saw the door. It was closed, but I knew what was going on. So, I knocked. "Let me mute the tv", I heared. I waited. Then a reply of "what do you want"? " I just wanted to let you know I'm home from work......hey did you ever get the dining room table or the christmas tree"? She simple replied back "yeah, they're both in the garage". The last words I heared from my Mom. 45 minutes later I hear my father calling my name. So, naturally I went to see what was up. I was only down the hall. First words I hear out of his mouth is "I can't wake your mother up". "What the fuck you mean you can't wake her up", I replied. I look in the bedroom and I don't see her anywhere. I run around the corner and she's laying on the bathroom floor. I just panic. I run over to her and see she's not moving or breathing. She's laying there lifeless with purple & blue as her skin tone. I had no
The V Sign - Wtf???
This is taken from the Urban Dictionary.   V Sign    A hand symbol usually performed while drunk, in public, in front of a camera by an ugly wannabe scenester chick. It is performed by holding up the middle and index fingers accompanied by some hideous snarled lip or grotesque tongue wagging. While originating with British folks, and a sign used by gang bangers, and most commonly done by Asian people whenever they get their pictures taken these stupid scenester wannabe hookers seem to think it looks cool or hip. While in all reality they look dumber than ever and every guy and cool chick is laughing their asses off at them both in person and every time they blind themselves by looking at their pathetic myspace pages. Hey check out that fat ugly aging emo/punk/rock-a-billy/wannabe scenester whore doing the whole stupid V sign in front of her own camera so she can post pictures on myspace of how cool and stupid she is.
Monday September 27, 2010
Today in the sweltering heat and humidity i plonked myself down on the large soft block next to the small trampoline in the shade under the tree to watch the children and make sure they were taking turns and sharing the trampoline when a boy all of two years old come screaming across the yard yelling my name i smile and say his name back to him and he says to me with the UT most enthusiasm and excitement he declares to me " I have pockets" i get all excited and say "pockets! thats awesome!.. and what do you have in your pockets?" and as he stands there so cute and boyish he replies   "hands" 
Stone Sour- Bother
Wish I was too dead to cry My self affliction fades Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I won't let go till it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason My flaws are open season One good turn deserves my dying For this, I gave up trying You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther Once I hold on I won't let go till it bleeds Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I won't let go till it bleeds You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I'll never live down my deceit Stones to throw at my creator I don't need to be   
Tuesday September 28, 2010
Well, it's time for another edition of The Daily Crazy.......   Whatever happened to Soap-On-A-Rope? You guys remember that, right? I think it was invented for men in prison so that they wouldn't drop the soap, but then was taken away cause it could be used as a weapon. I don't know..... Anybody here remember George Carlin? One of the GREATEST comedians EVER. Here are 101 Greatest Carlin Quotes: I don’t have pet peeves — I have major psychotic fucking hatreds! Think of how stupid the average person is, and realize half of them are stupider than that. Swimming is not a sport. Swimming is a way to keep from drowning. That’s just common sense! A house is just a place to keep your stuff while you go out and get more stuff. Have you ever noticed that their stuff is shit and your shit is stuff? I wanna live. I don’t wanna die. That’s the whole meaning of life: Not dying! I figured that shit out by myself in the third grade. I used to be Irish Cath
A Huge Year Shaping Up
Some of you may know that I build plastic models as a hobby ... makes me good with my hands (nod,nod nudge,nudge wink,wink) ... anywho ... I use a webnetwork called Kitmaker network to help with what my dr calls AADD ... someone on a given subject site (Armor is Armorama , aircraft is Aeroscale ... etc etc) Will come up with an idea for a campaign ( Helicopters or The Battle of Britain or COD:Modern warfare even) ... Participants are then given a set time in which to build a kit for said subject ... I am completing one such campaign now PIN-UPS the name suggests these are aircraft with scantily clad or even nude women on their noses ... I have 2 more ending before the end of the year and 8 so far for the coming year ...   If I can figure this all out I may try to post pics here or on my page so come by and check me out ... You never know you may like what you see ...
"circumcised Vs. Uncircumcised"
                                                       "circumcised vs. uncircumcised"I was wondering and curious if females/women prefer a male to be circumcised or uncircumcised?which brings me to the next question i'm curiuos about is if you had sexual intercoarse with both in the past, is there any difference to what yous feel during sex intercoarse with being cut/uncut(natural)? I am alsowondering if one or the other gives you/make you orgasm faster or better between the two? or doesn't it make any difference? I would like to hear your input on this curiousity. My mom made the choice to have me "circumcised" at birth, so I never had the choice to decide in the matter.
Looking For My First Time
Is It Fair?
So I wrote this blog like 4 months ago but someone magically had it deleted so ill try again and if that doesn't work then I guess I can go through blogger where I can even include specifics.    I spent a lot of time and money getting to level 45. It took a lot of friends to help me get there .. trust me when Isay my wallet complained day in and day out, and I even can say that this whole leveling thing took a toll on my personal life and that of a person who helped me from the first in the sense that i couldn't go places I wanted to go so that I could do it here,and that arguments ensued from bombing 6 times a day.. anyways one day I was going around fu comparing how good people are at leveling like for example i was like 900 something to 34  but I was like 74 to 45 thats pretty good .... and I just wanted to compare how fast the people on fu leveled who leveled first whose the most recent it.... it was my "I'm bored out of my mind nothing to do once you level" thing right ..  then
The "real" Me
Most who know me know that due to some torn tendons in my foot that I'll be out of commission for a few weeks. However, I did do a show this last Friday, opening for Great White and Kittie. It was a rather fun show, I thought - a bit last minute, as we were asked at the very last second, but nonetheless good. I'd decided just for shits and giggles to do a cover set for our 2nd set (as another band cancelled so we played a double set to keep the crowd entertained). I picked the set as it was rather last second and easier for me to kick it out that way. I chose a bunch of songs that we jam out in rehearsals - mostly high energy, and above all just fun for us. The set went great, the crowd was into it, singing along, screaming, high-fiving us. Today, however, I got handed something that rather floored me - a review of the show, including our cover set. In this review was a very scathing synapsis of that set. Here's part of what was said: "Trent is a very talented musician, of which ther
The Tapestry Of Odette, Part Ii (excerpt)
She wasn't sure of the exact moment that she slipped into slumber, but suddenly she found herself standing before a wall of tumbling colour. Reds, metallic hues, deep purples, soft greys, all rushing together in a cacophonous waterfall of brilliance. She stood entranced, just staring at it, as every shade known to man and bees rushed before her eyes, constantly changing and shifting. It put any rainbow she had seen to shame. Nothing was faded here, it was all bold and brilliant, dripping from the canvas of the gods before her enchanted eyes. It all mixed and swirled together, churning and pounding like the rapids of a river. Orange, forest green, bright pink, dun, differing shades of black, colours she couldn't even imagine, all tumbling together. It was awhile before she even noticed the ground beneath her feet, which was some sort of soft sucking mud. The two walls that angled away from the colour wall were both pitch black, made of shiny obsidian. They met together somewhere in the
For Those Voters In California
I used to work for an airlines at LAX; Los Angeles for those who don't know. I checked in former Governor Jerry Brown and his aide back in the late 1980s...for their flight..I questioned Brown and his responses were to say the least, relative to someone who was stoned out of his mind as his responses were slurred blah, blah, blah. He couldn't even provide his I.D. Do you really want this guy as the new Governor of California?
An Intro
  It all started simply enough, I'm walking through Borders not really looking at anything in peticular when I get a text message from my good friend Steve Brown that states "We want you to say something at our upcoming show." It would've been so easy to say no but then I wouldn't be writting this. I told him I would be glad to do it. Now I had to do something I haven't done in a long time and thats be creative. So now I'm wandering around the store with my mind going a mile a minute looking for a peice of inspiration anything to spark the creative process, and then I found it sitting on the self almost like fate a new Mick Foley book. For those of you not fimillar with Foley he is with out a doubt one of the most creative minds I have ever seen. A professional wrestler that can work a crowd like no other and here it is in my little hands more of his knowledge and if need be something to blantally rip off as I've done in the past.    Anyways the day of that show have come and gone and
With eyes wide shut I stand Wandering the world of sinful man My story is writ in sand And I bleed upon it where I can   We tremble at the midnight call We flee into a world of white Our lives go before the fall The sun has claimed my sight   Darkness creeps into the heart Decay the catalyst of doom Heralds the day we shall depart Detached from our first mother's womb   Woven threads will aways fray Torn asunder by the flight Abandoned in their disarray The eye turns from their plight   Reap what he hath wrought A world enmeshed in fear The screams of the distraught Do not fall upon his ear
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Late Night Suprise
It was 3 O'clock in the morning when i was woken up by my boyfriend Monroe kissing my neck 'whats this for?' i asked slightly breathless, my pussy already hot, i loved it when he kissed my neck. 'I woke up, couldn't sleep and...' he kissed me again and i felt his erection press againt me, unhindered by clothing 'I'm hard' he said.He pulled my nightgown over my head so that i was naked just like him. he began to kiss downmy body, sucking at nipples taking them deep into his mouth, then carrying on down, he reached my pulls and licked my lips he parted them with his fingers and found my wetness. he slid a finger inside me while he licked and sucked on my clit. 'oh god, don't stop' i moaned. it didnt take him long to make me come.He came back up and kissed me forcing his tongue into my mouth so that i could taste myself. 'Can i fuck you now?' he asked. without even answering him i kissed him pasionately and pulled him close to me, i felt his rock hard penis enter me. he let out a shudderi
Breast Cancer-the Fight For A Cure
As many of you know, October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month.  But as so few of you know, I tragically lost my own mother to the disease in February of this year.  I would like to help raise awareness not just for women but for MEN too.   See, every 3 minutes, a WOMAN is diagnosed with this horrible disease, and every 13 minutes a woman DIES because of it.  But what you DON'T know, is that an expected 1,500 MEN will be diagnosed with breast cancer this year and sadly, 400 will DIE from this horrible disease.   We need to FIGHT BACK!!!!     So please, if you care enough to support this cause with me, join the fight by turning your profile picture PINK or just put a PINK ribbon up on it, to show all that you DO in fact care and want to support the cause.   You will never know just how much this means to myself and oh so many others faced with this battle.  Please show us that we are NOT alone??   To those of you who already have shown your support, a big HUG and an even bigger
Room Not Go Into They Dont Help New Ppl The Kick Them Out
my bf went too club upper level and  had cap lock on hes new the whole computer thing. they gave him warnings but by i got the computer to help take off the cab lock off. they had kick up out and will told that was new they got rude..   so just keep that in mind if you are new and go into CLUB UPPER LEVEL Jenna and Steven    
3d Pornomation
3d pornomation by dream spells *full* converted and uploaded by me.. *will appear as first comment after post being it won't accept embed codes here no-more but it does in comment section*
The Hydaway Family
to the hydaway family. i know your out there and i allready bumped into a few of them. hopefully we can bs. like old times. even though i am not a member or even what i onces was, but i still haungeout in the old hydaway lounge keeping up with old times. 
The Dark Corner
      You have always watched me from afar wanting me but never dare touch me let alone talk to me. But then one day you finally get the nerve to ask me for my name. You blush when I smile at you and tell you my name. You mumbled your name when I ask you for it. I smile and told you that it was nice to meat you, I go to walk away but you stop me by grabbing my hand. You ask me a few questions trying to make up excuses so you can hold my hand more.  I answer your questions and I let you keep hold of my hand thinking nothing of it. But then you kissed it and I do not think you even realized that you had done it when you kept talking like nothing happened. I smile at you and tell you I have to run.              “Please don’t leave. I have wanted to talk to you for some time. Please let me by you coffee or something else to drink so we can talk some more please.”       I look at him and sigh. “Okay I have a few minutes I can spare you, I will drink some tea with yo
The Pirit In Me
     I am walking across the deck of the Wolf lady when I notice there was another ship off the port side gaining on us. I told my men what I saw and watch as my first officer used the scope to see if they were friendly or not.  His face turned white and I knew right then and there that they were not friendly.            “Yo Alex what may they be, friend or not?”           “There pirates but I do not know that flag Sir, I do not know if they are our friends or not. You better not let them know that you are a woman Captain or you might be hurt.”           I make sure all my red hair is tucked under my hat so they can’t see it. I do not want them to know who I am. We keep going the way where going hopping that the other pirate ship goes away and leaves us alone. But when I looked again I noticed that they were still headed towards us and finally got to see the ships name, The Mad Joker, and knew that this was going to end badly.      “Men I do not thi
I love you. It’s not a weight you must carry around. I love you. It’s not a box that holds you in. I love you. It’s not a standard you have to bear. I love you. It’s not a sacrifice I make. I love you. It’s not a pedestal you are frozen upon. I love you. It’s not an expectation of perfection. I love you. It’s not my life’s whole purpose (or your’s). I love you. It’s not to make you change. I love you. It’s not even to make you love me. I love you. It’s as pure and simple as that. - Unknown
New Oc 1 2010
I know have only one post here, but heres number two,   Stepping out into the great unknown Hard to how much youve grown Exciting times are straight ahead Dreams about them in your bed Heart wants to skip a beat There is no such thing as retreat The future looks sunny and bright The day glows likes the soft moonlight
Update On Me
Ive been a slacker on this one I know, oops, not like anyone reads blogs anyways. So update on me. I'm currently in the army on an Air Force base. Just got dropped from a Navy school on this base.  Now I'm waiting on a new MOS. Dissapointed but I still have my Army career and 7 years til I hit 20 is not that long.   Personal note. Dating a wonderful woman. We are in the new phase, so still learning about each other, but I love every second of it. I got really lucky this time, I can feel it. Things are turning around in my love life. I look forward to what the future holds.   Got my first car yesterday, a 1997 Ford Mercury Grand Marquis. Very excited, and quite comfortable driving for a guy who hasnt driven in a year, only had his liscense for two, never owned a car and is a nervous driver. Hoping to take a road trip soon with my new baby. I feel 16 again.  Other then that just staying out of trouble and living life.
Oct 1 2010 Pt 3
Walking along the sandy beach I look on the horizon out of reach Boats are zooming on the ocean blue In the water people are playing too Waves are coming crashing down Sun is shining all around This is the spot we like to meet Everyday here is a treat The ocean is a wonderful place To get lost without a trace  
I bend you over my knee slightly I spank you on your bottom very lightly I lift your hair above your ear I bite your neck softly dear I take your hair in my grip I pull it gently so it doesnt rip Whatever else you may desire I may try to get us higher
It's The Little Things We Do...
What's the difference between looking forward or backward, up or down, to the right or to the left? Not very much, it just needs a SMALL adjustment. Yet, SMALL adjustments in how we view the world have SIGNIFICANT effects. When we get up in the morning, we not only decide what clothing to wear, but what attitude to have. Granted, for most of us, we just act out of habit, so we don't think of it as a choice. But it is. We don't have to act as robots. We can stop and think before we act and choose our attitude.We can complain about the rain or be grateful for the free carwash. We can view the obstacles and challenges we face during the day as a pain or see them as training for a better, more powerful life. Instead of viewing others with suspicion or as a threat, we can see everyone as our teacher, for we can learn from everyone. It's all how we look at things. But how we look at things spells the difference between happiness and misery. It's just as easy to look for the good as it is to
Is it me or is it we have whiners everywhere still lol. It dosnr matter where you are, regular Fu or in mafia this is all just a game and a place to have fun. If you dont get what you want, not enough like's, to many dislike's, not enough page rates comments picture rate's or bling, then get a job and buy it yourself and get yourself out there and get known and be friendly. If you get beat up in mafia, learn the game, play the game, join a turf or stay turfless. You cant beat everyone and no one is unbeatable, yes people bling, it's part of the game, it's where you have the opition to so if you want, if you dont want to do whine, it's still an option for other's not just for yourself other's just choose to take that option. All in all, and at the end of the day wether you spend all day, part of the day, everyday, or every other day here, it's still just a game and it's to have fun. I wish you the best and a greta fu time ;)
I Was Challenged To Speak Up, Here's My Story.
I met him when I was 16. We started dating in December 2005. I thought that life couldn't get any better. He was handsome, and funny. He cared about me, truly cared about it. It wasn't about sex. Fast Forward to February, things started going down hill, and FAST. At first it started out just pushing, eventually pushing led to pushing off of a 5FT tall porch flat on my back. He apologized, as he had SO many times before. I forgave him, I'm clumsy and I always know how to push his buttons. Soon after he began the hitting. It kept getting harder and harder. Mostly after we talked about "having children". He NEEDED a son. He wanted to be a father. Granted, I was 16, I was an only child, I wanted NO kids. I wasn't even sure if I wanted children down the road. I was young, I wanted more out of life. That's when it started getting REALLY bad. I was used to covering up black eyes and bruises on my body. I was used to covering up busted lips. I was NOT used to going to the emergency room for br
The Meeting
After what seemed like forever, they would finally meet. The anticipation of the months of waiting was killing her.  He intrigued her from the start and wasn’t the typical male that she came to expect. And after all the chats, IM’s, and phone calls, they threw caution to the wind and picked a time and a place.   She fretted about what to wear for him. Should she let him see the everyday said of her or dress up like the wanton she wanted to be? She rolled her eyes, sighed and hoped that whatever she put on he would want her the way he had said from the start he did. In the end, she decided to wear a silk blouse and jeans and her favorite boots. Not drop dead sexy, but she looked nice.   They decided to meet in a nearby city for lunch and he would hang out with her for the weekend to see how it goes. He was like that, always a little mysterious to her. He saw her across the way and took a breath, “My god she is beautiful,” he thought to himself. She was open a
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Alone.......not For Long Pet
I opened my eyes to find myself in a cage. A cage! I moved to stand from my lying postition but something was restraining me... I looked down to see ropes intricately bound around my naked body, the friction was painful on my nipples and pussy lips when I moved even a fraction. My mind raced as I tried to remember how I got into this situation. My last clear memory was my Mistress yelling at me- “Fucking whore, I’ll be back in half an hour, fucking clean that shit up.” I admit I was feeling light-headed after orgasming so hard...maybe I had passed out? Somewhere above me I heard a door opening and the familiar sound of heels tapping on hard floor."So, has the filthy whore woken up yet?" came the wonderful, but chilling voice of my Mistress."Y-yes Mistress," I replied, my voice a little hoarse. "Good, because I'm not going to wait all night- I have a visitor for you," she said coldly. My heart leapt with anticipation but also nerves. Another stranger? Before I had time
Penance Is Meaningless
Drowning in my selfish fear I lost you to the wolves It's your frightened screams I hear I've shattered all my rules   In the darkness that I roam The memory of your warmth No place that I can call my home No fire burning in the hearth   I abandoned you cold and alone I only saw my hurt A river of my blood can not atone You fell into the dirt   I am still counted among the living But I'm imprisoned in my own heart Perhaps one day I'll be forgiven Before we both depart
How To Tell A Girl You Love Her.
  There's this girl that I'm totally in love with. I've been thinking about ways to tell her I love her. Here are a few of my ideas - 1. Take her to a really romantic setting in the woods in late evening. Pull a candle out and some wine. Light the candle next to a log and sit down near a pretty flowing creek with fur trees and the fresh smell of fallen pine needles. Smile and look her in the eyes and ask her if she's cold. Girls love it when you're romantic and caring like that. So she'll probably say yes. If she says yes, put your arm around her and everything is cute and cuddly and blissful. However, if she says no, grab a tree trunk and knock her into the icy creek. Let her float down the current a little then pull her out by her hair and ask, "How about now?" And she'll probably say yes. Of course she'll say yes. Girls are very predictable like that. Then offer her your jacket and tell her you're only giving it to her to silence the annoying teeth chatter. If she gets hissy, push
Poet Sara Teasdale
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Dangerous Wands
A dramatic video follows.
What's Your Grown Up Stereotype?
You Are The Introvert You are a thoughtful person who could also be described as downright intellectual. You enjoy spending time by yourself, and this leads to a lot of thinking. You tend to have a few close friends instead of lots of acquaintances. Your bonds with your friends are strong. While you may not be outgoing, you are a great conversationalist. You have many interests and as a result, many things to talk about. What's Your Grown Up Stereotype? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes
What Makes A Woman A Slut ? Can Anyone Answer My Question ?
ok i was haveing a talking to my friend james and he was telling me that real woman dont act like sluts and i ask him what do you mean and he said real woman act classy and i ask him what makes a woman a slut and he could not answer my question . so my question tonight is what makes a woman a slut is it the way she flirts or hooking up with different guys . what do you think leave your comment and for me i always try to think like carrie bradshaw  and samatha from sex in the city when it comes to sex :)   peace & love nicole       
The Line
A river of blood is faith's fingerprint Pounding furiously through the heart Millions of people are drowning in it Graves of nations dragged apart   Crescents and crosses choked in death Both sides of the yin-yang coloured red Did the redeemers mean to steal their breath Or cover the earth in a mountain of dead   Stamp the names of God on the side of a bullet Everyone's an infidel in the eyes of someone else The Earth's a grave and we can fill it And we can watch with madness as it melts   Everyone is right and there's no compromise Wage crusade until it burns to the ground Wage jihad until the last of them dies Heaven awaits and reward will be found   Nobody listens when it's easier to hate Everyone is running when we should be standing still Such a fragile sphere of what we tolerate Nobody creates when it's easier to kill
Monday, October 4, 2010
The Specials today are as follows... Still paying 1Credit Bling + 100k fuBucks for SFW grey tanktop Salutes. Still paying 2Credit Bling + 200k fuBucks for NSFW grey tanktop Salutes. (nipples must be clearly visible, will not post if you request) Hit my Like Button today. If I get more than 15 Likes today, I will draw a winner at random from those who Liked me and pay out 1 Love Rocket Bling. And to whomever keeps calling me a Point Whore, I'd love to know HOW exactly when I give shit away constantly and ask for nothing, unless I'm paying for it in return. Thanks and have a GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAT DAY! Misty...thinking of you. ;-)
Boyscouts Of America!
Help support the boyscouts and the military! Over 70% goes to our local pack and all help would be appreciated! Follow the link please...
Anyways, ill post in comments.  If anyone can refresh me on how to make VIDEOS postin blog entries, do tell.  Ive disabled Java in chrome like Ninja told me once, butt that was a long time ago.  Maybe theres a different way to do it?
Set You Free
 The hardest part of loving someone is to apart from that someone... that'swhy it's hard for us to let go and accept that it's's reallyover... that's true love... when you learn to let go and let thatsomeone be happy... selfishness is not love... it hurts, but it's timeto let go now... =(              im still waiting and hoping that someday those promises of yours will come true,coz im still believe in you.loving you so much take care always love -
  Name:Location:Birthday: Measurements:Do you work/go to school?:What kind of car do you drive?:What do you want to be when you grow up?:Are you cute?:Would you laugh at my dumb jokes when no one does?:Are you close w/your family?:Would you ever wear my clothes?:How many people have you had sex with?:Would you take me home if I was too drunk to drive?:Are you overly serious or are you able to be goofy at times?:Would you bring me food from my favorite place just because?:Are you religious?:Do you think i'm sexy?:Will you call me in the middle of the night just to say 'hi'?:Do you like to cuddle?:What kind of beer/alcohol do you drink? (if applicable):What is your biggest flaw?:Are you a jealous person?:What are your hobbies?:Could we go for a midnight picnic on a clear, starry night?:Would you ever put cute little notes all over my car?:Favorite bands?:Do you have ANY musical talent?:When was your last relationship & why did it end?:3 months from now am i going to find out you're a t
What Does It Mean?
I’m here my body weak, my heart beating its final beat; I’m lost my eyes seeking its final road, my mind finding its final thought. I’m weeping the last tear rolling down my cheek; I’m standing my legs keeping me upright. Don’t touch me or I will break, don’t kiss me or my lips will dry, please stay back or I will lose my balance. No more steps or the ground will shake beneath my feet, no more movements or the earth with shred my skin, no more tears or my water will dry up. I hear the birds singing do you hear them too? They sing with grace and beauty. I hear the wind blowing can you feel it? It blows through me with elegance and swiftness. I hear the water rushing hush be quiet for it rushes with silence and numbness. I hear music so soft and gentle, do you hear it play? For it dances within the earth and beneath my feet. Listen, listen closely do u hear the cry from the sky above? The eagle calls you; it calls your name even though you can&rsqu
To those people who display flags from other countries (on your rear view, on your house, etc...), if that country is so great, please, go to it!
Rules I Live By, Rules I Teach My Soldiers, I Have Made It To War And Back, More Times Then I Care Ti Admit Now, And These Rules Never Betrayed Me, Th
1) I am the War Load, the wrathful God of Combat, I will always lead from the front not from the rear. 2) I will treat you all alike-just like shit! 3) You will do nothing i will not do first,and thus you will be created Warriors in My Deadly Image. 4) I shall punish your bodies, because the more you sweat in training, the less you bleed in Battle. 5) Indeed, if you hurt in your efforts and you suffer painful dings, then you are doing it right. 6) You don't have to like it-You just have to do it. 7) When it comes to planning, Keep it Simple,Stupid! 8) Never Assume Anything!! 9) You are not paid for your methods, but for your results,which means you will kill your enemy, by any means necessary, before he kills you. 10) Deep in your Warriors Mind and Soul, always remember MY Ultimate and Final Commandment: THERE ARE NO RULES-YOU WILL WIN AT ALL COST!!!!!!!!!
Stars ......:)
 BeforeI got in touch with you, I used to gaze at stars as they were only myfriends. But after I  Met You  , I started believing that stars do fall onEarth..ouch
Our Lives Are Living Proof
WE ARE AWESOME!!!! OUR Lives are LIVING PROOF!!! To those of us born 1925-1970 At the end of this is a quote by Jay Leno.  If you don't read anything else please read what he said. ~~ TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED THE 1930's, 1940's, 1950's, 1960's, and 1970's!! First, we survived being born to morthers who may have smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then, after the trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, locks on doors, or cabinets, and, when we rode our bies, we had baseball caps, not helmets, on our heads. As infants and children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, no booster seats, no seat belts, no air bags, bald tires, and sometimes no brakes... Riding in the back of a pick-up truck on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water freom th
And So It Begins...
  The shots rang out in the quiet night air sending shivers down my spine.   I knew it was coming. For weeks now I had seen the ads for hunting equipment, guns and camouflage, for deer and moose urine for bait.    I saw them coming last weekend on their ATV's, guns strapped across the bars. I knew that sooner or later I would hear them shooting.   I just wasn't prepared for it to be now. Tonight.   As I sit here alone watching TV, hubby away on business and the dog in a coma in front of the fireplace, there is a life and death struggle being played out  just outside my front door.   I duck when I hear the shots, half expecting them to come ripping through the window.   My heart stops, wondering if the hunter or the prey won.   Hoping against hope it was the prey and they got away.   Wondering if that animal came running onto my property, would the hunter follow and shoot, caught up in the thrill of the chase? Or would his common sense take control and he wo
Ending This Chapter To Begin Another...
So if you haven't been paying attention, or online much lately - this will be news to you... my youngest's father  and I have reconciled. We didn't have a typical break up, it was just a casualty of him being stationed in Korea and having terrible battles, command and 'support' from people in Korea. Long story short (there are those whom know all the drama I went through and why I ended up here) I am leaving Indiana finally! Moving back HOME! I haven't been home since I enlisted in the Spring of 2002 - except a quick visit in 2006, but I didn't do much or see anyone I knew. This is going to be a fantastic time in my life. Starting over in so many ways. My children get to see the beauty of my home state and see the beach, eat wonderful food and meet all my friends and family.  I just had to share because I am so excited!!!!!!!!!!
Destro's Story
Born in Callander, Scotland, Destro’s full name is James McCullen Destro XXIV, and he is Laird of Castle Destro in the Scottish Highlands. The Destro clan has designed and sold weapons for centuries, and Destro is the head of their current incarnation: M.A.R.S.(Military Armament Research Syndicate). He wears a mask forged from beryllium steel, a tradition dating back to the English Civil War, when an ancestor of his was caught selling weapons to both sides. Forced to wear a steel mask for his crimes (neither side wanted to execute the ancestor because they still wanted the weapons he sold), the Destro clan has since turned it into a symbol of pride, passing it down from father to son for over 20 generations. In the episode "Skeletons in the Closet" it was also revealed that Destro is distantly related to Lady Jaye. Destro’s key characteristics are his sense of honor, a calm demeanor, and love for Cobra's second-in-command, the Baroness. As a businessman, Destro is cutthroa
Ideas For A Pdp Get Together.....
I WANT IDEAS!!!   So the idea was thrown out there for a plan on a pdp gathering so we call hang out in person and have a fucking good time!   Here is what was talked about before: A beach house gathering in VA and rent a beach house.. (we could all chip in for the cost of renting a beach house) OR If someone has a big enough place to have it at someones house and have chaos for a couple of days OR We all go camping next summer and have a wild outside party !   if you have any other ideas please comment and let me know! It would be awesome if everyone would want to do this that we get it started! Fallen and I and anyone who wants to help us will head all this up and try to get things worked out! Also just let me know if you think this would be a good idea and if you would be up to helping getting all the pdp family together!!!!   Thank you for ur time...  the awesome MANNA! :P
Should Women Have The Right To Castrate Men?
So tell me ladies. Should a woman have the right to castrate a man, say if she found out he was cheating around on her? or if he was caught doin some type of infidelity?
[how Much Is Too Much Asthma?]
Apparently I have "severe" asthma.Thank god they still over the counter those $20 off-cure enhalers.Back to the "severe" part."More than 2 asthma attacks a week"HAH!If I'm having asthma attacksthey're every night.And without fail.For at least 7 days in a row.Kinda sucks if I plan to start working out again.I've been cleared.Month has already passed.Most days I can swallow without a loud CLICK in my headand I'm not in a perpetual state of ache and fatigue.The good news isif I go get the otc enhalerand start drinking more coffeeShabazzle!I'll be one of those anorexic/body building do-it-yourselfer speed takers.Cuz speed is wrongbut taking the exact same chemical combinations that just aren't synthisized into one illecit drug in the same doseagetotally different.Recreational drug tiiiiiiiiiime!!!*waves hands about*...oh what the hell*runs around the house waving hands*I may as well act the tweaker part.I mean surebeing a caffeine tweaker < actual meth or speed.But... then the ephedrine co
3d Pop Out Effect
3d pop out effect I did with perspective.
Creation For My Friend Ember
Creation I did for my friend Ember
Camera Flash Creation I Did
camera flash creation I did for a friend of mine.
Creation For A Friend
Creation I did for a friend of mine.
Myself Blacked Out
myself blacked out getting help from the stick girl hehe
Creation I Did For Ember
Creation I did for my friend Ember.
[i Can See Time]
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One Night
It was a cold, dark November Night, the moon was hidden behind the thick autumn clouds. It was so cold that the breeze gave goose flesh down the neck to the toes. He walked out of his truck and zipped up his thick sweatshirt as he walked towards the entrance. A few hours ago he told his friend he was going out for a bite to eat in an email discussion they had earlier in the day.  She offered to meet him there so they can catch up, they had not seen each other in flesh for years, and it worked out for the both of them to see each other. He agreed, and told her where to meet him, and what time. He entered the restaurant and spotted her sitting at the table sipping a soda. The man made his way to her table, Hugged her in greeting and sat down across the table from her. They ordered their meals as she talked about her work, and how her kids where growing up. He talked about the stresses of his work, and how his work made him depressed lately. He also talked about what he did on his time of
Thom Bierdz Offers Support To Gay Youth
Posted Tuesday, October 05, 2010 11:44:59 PM by Dan J Kroll The Young and the Restless' Thom Bierdz is just one of the celebrities lending his support to gay teens that might be facing bullying. The out actor filmed a video and is offering teens the chance to express their feelings through artwork. With a series of high-profile suicides by gay teens making national news, The Young and the Restless' Thom Bierdz (Phillip Chancellor III) is lending his support to let gay teens know that they're not alone -- and that despite the pains of being bullied, life gets better. In Y&R's fictional story, Bierdz's alter ego faked his own death in 1989 because he was unable to come to terms with his homosexuality. In real life, though, Bierdz is an openly gay performer. Sadly, Thom has personally experienced the effects of suicide within his own family, and he shared those experiences in his memoir, Forgiving Troy. "I'm well familiar with the kind of prejudice and anxiety and loneliness that comes fr
Never Forgive A Traitor..........
 She  is well known in Vietnam Vet circles and utterly  despised. She  was heavily involved in raising money in USA and  worldwide which was then funneled to the Viet  Cong.. She is a nasty piece of work who is now  attempting to come in from the cold (all is  forgiven?) She  should have been tried for treason !! LEST  WE FORGET Judging by the scores of  recipients I've deleted from the fwd message I  received, this e-mail certainly strikes  hard at the American Patriots and would  have a certain impact on Vietnam Vets from other  countries.  I personally see it  as further evidence that our promise of  "Lest We Forget" is being  forgotten by younger generations. I think it  worth forwarding …                     SHE  REALLY WAS A TRAITOR!! And  now OBAMAwants  to honor her  ......!!!!    In Memory  of my  brother -in-  law LT.  C.Thomsen  Wieland who spent  100 days at the Hanoi  HiltonIF YOU NEVER  FORWARDED ANYTHING  IN
  Eyes If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes Then I could see who broke your heart Whose the one you mourn and shed a Trail of tears in lif¦ If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes I could kiss away the sorrow that's keeping You awake at night? Sheltering you out of the twilight of my Dreams, forbidding your Mind and spirit to merge and Dream with mine¦. If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes I could be there with you through the blissful times Thunderstorms and kiss your blues away, You're all I think and dream of, every minute of The day every step I take, I can't perform at work Loneliness seems to be my only friend but there's one good thought, You're always on my mind as I Imagine myself in your arms and in These eyes¦ If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes I drink your tears and heal your heart with every kiss Your heart would surrender, your fingers will Long to trace my lips, hands will yearn to Cares
My Nsfw
Sorry everyone My personal nsfw is only open to family been asked a few times
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Breast Cancer Awareness
My Pink Ribbon      ( in memory of Joella Goodwin)       I never thought,   it would happen to me   after-all I was always   so Healthy.    No family history  just out of the blue,  neither me nor my family  had a clue.    They seemed so normal  and always there,  it couldn't happen to me,  so I never cared.  
My Day Off Story!
 i love day in OFF from's time for me to think...over...&over charge& be energized...oF COURSE....FUBAR time AND FACEBOOK (ignored all Farmville invitations,coz I don't have farmville...they said it's addicting so I'd rather not to start it...don't want to be addicted to many things hahah)...BUT i love when i saw that i have new fans on fubar hehe! love it to accept new friends aww..well anyway~~~~          I went to  mC DONALDS ths Afternoon ,ordered my favorite CHESS BURGER SET,found out that I have no wallet!no money in my pocket!I just simply smilled to the owner&said:Sorry I forgot my purse...Can I just pay it tomorrow?EAT NOW PAY TOMORROW!!!hahaha...went home w/ a big smile w/ my chess burger hmm yummy! haahaha...common hurry lets visit again heheh!
Just Stuff
Sometimes everything gets to me at once... I get scared, nervous and feel alone.. I know deep down Im not alone at all.. I have people that love me.. But I feel like Im all alone..and that no one will ever understand me.... Sometimes I just wanna throw in the towel and say fuck it to everything.. I know I cant do that tho.. I will soon have someone that will depend on me for everything in life.. That scares me the most... how will I be able to take care of this little person? What if I do something wrong.. what if something happens and I dont know how to handle it?? I have the support of someone special tho.. plus from my family... and all my friends.. I have promised them and myself that Im gonna do my best... sometimes my best doesnt feel good enough tho...
Yay, you gave me a title. It is a cool title, makes me giggle a bit because everytime I say it, I think I should talk like a pirate. SME (subject matter expert.) I feel like Captain James Hook's right hand man. But if you give me a title that means people are always going to interupt me while I am working, you should give me a raise or figure out something so that my numbers aren't affected because I don't get the work I should done because I'm helping everyone else do their work. :( I'm done now, needed to get that off my chest so I could maybe work while I'm not being bothered instead of sitting here being irratated.
This Is Too Funny.
A man and his wife were working in their garden one day when the man looked over at his wife and said, “Your butt’s getting huge. I bet it’s bigger than the barbecue.”With that, he proceeded to get a measuring tape and measured the grill. Then he went over to where his wife was working and measured her butt.“I was right, your butt is two inches wider than the barbecue!”The woman chose to ignore her husband. Later that night in bed, the husband felt a little frisky. He made some advances toward her, but she completely brushed him off.“What’s wrong?” he asked.She replied, “Do you really think I’m going to fire up this big-ass grill for one little weenie?”
Lost Love
“You can shed tears that she is gone, or you can smile because she has lived.You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,or you can be full of the love you shared.You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.You can remember her only that she is gone,or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back.Or you can do what she'd want:smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”  David Harkins quotes (British Poet and Painter b.1958)
All I Need
Quiet meal, just the two of usis something we still like to share.It’s always easier to be ourselves  When no one else is there.     Slow dance, is still our favourite and I together, me holding you near. While you listen as I softly whisper words of love in your ear. Gentle passion, that’s how we want itwhen you share your love with me. Still romantic and always tender. That’s how we like it to be.Night falls and you share my pillowfeels good holding you close, like I do Dawn breaks and then you kiss meand I know, all I need is you.
The Fubar Singles Lounge For All Singles
hey every single woman on fubar if your looking for a good lounge to come to for a good chat and good music and a awesome time come and check this lounge out this is called the fubars singles lounge for singles only come on in and chweck us out
Cock Sucking Instructions
i am a bi f in the usa .. when i was younger, a man told me that only men cud suck cock correctly .. so he volunteered ro show me .. he was bi or gay .. ity didnt matter 2 me .. i was gonna learn. he told me that a hand on the shaft was good .. go back and forth. he told me to really suck .. seriously,. he said if u wanna suck someone off, u literally suck on the cock using that friction against the roof of ur mouth, or your throat muscles if u cud fight back a gag reflux or something. he also said a well placed finger in the ass hole wu work against the spinter thingy .. anyway it has always worked for me. Hand on cock, suction, pressure and friction .. it works 4 me! XXX Ginny
Update: Really With Seth And Amy - Season 36 : Ep 1
Behind Those Beautiful Eyes
im on the Hunt for the best set of beautiful eyes on FU post a close up pic of your eyes on your profile and send me the link and i will post it in my behind those beautiful eyes  folder  more info to come .....
Aires Device
The smell of hot solder, sweat, and chemicals permeates his underground lab. Now that he is free from the whims of the incompetent Commander he has begun his work in earnest. Thinking of his love so far away, he runs his hand over his beryllium head and sighs, the constant reminder that he is nothing more then a tool, even now he works for another, but he of course is working the angles. soon he says soon as he solders the circuit board to the last of the wires. He calls in his iron grenadiers an have them start loading the pieces of his newest creation into a cargo plane stolen from a local military base. Built with funding from a third party he made sure he had enough to build is own. The Aries will be the end of those who oppose him, and he will use it to bring Cobra to their knees and retrieve his love from the clutches of that insufferable idiot that leads them...
After My Weekend With My Sons
I Went To Maine For The Weekend To See Both My Sons Cause Of A Call From Them. It Been A Hell Of A Roller Coaster Ride Wthe Them And Thier Mother. I Went Up To See Them And Try To Find Out Whats Going On. Spending Time With Them Was great But On The Ride Back Home All I Did Was Cry Most Of The Way Home. I Feel Like I Failed Them I Feel Like I Failed My Mother And I Feel Like I Failed MySelf Too. I Really Hate This Feeling But Yes Its This Bad To Me. When I got Married It Was For Life UnLike My Parents I Wasnt Going To Get Divorce But After Enough Cheating On Her Part I Filed For It. At That Point I Let My Kids Down. When They Both Were Living With Me It Was Alot Better Cause UnLike Thier Mother I Cared For Them First. So When My Oldest Had To Mover Back With Her A Couple Of Years Ago I Failed Again. Then This Jan My Youngest Had To Move Back With Her Again I Failed Again. My Whole Life Has Been Nothing But Failures After Failures. So All In All I Feel Like A Big Fat Failure. I"M NOT LO
My Sweet Fallen Angel
She walks in light , waiting to be saved. No one hears her screams but me.  But I am unable to save her. Her screams of sorrow tare out my very soul.  I tried to save so long ago but my hands where bound. I never meant harm to come to my love. Watching her fall , like a nightmare that will never stop.  Begging her to forgive me for my misdeeds. I allowed her to be judged unfairly , and my loneliness is the price. That I will forever pay.  If I could change what was done I would to save my fallen angel. My sweet salvation I wish that I could have saved you from you fall from grace.
Two Souls Together
As they walk hand and hand, theirs hearts intwined.  Always meant to be on forever and ever. Lost to this world, forgotten and forsaken.  They wait for the time when they will be together forever more.  Lost in the sorrow of long ago.  Broken and battered.  Waiting for time to end, yet it drifts by so slow.  Take me by the hand fight this dream we are lost in.  Teach me that love is still what it was so long ago .  Take me home where we both belong , my love my soul. Their hears intwined forever .  Never to forgot what we lost so long ago.    Then we  can be as one. Once more.           
to me being pimped out is worthless now. pimpouts were made to get profile its a cop out for assholes to click the like button which personaly i dont care a rats ass about.i had rather have 1 profile rate than 10 likes.profile rates rank me not likes.i am one pissed off bitch.when i am pimped out and all the assholes hit the like button without rating my profile i click there dislike button with a asphat take it or leave it.if your one of the ones guilty doing it.
All men by nature desire to know.  -  Aristotle
Inside and out I feel as though I am losing.  Losing with myself and losing with life.  Nothing seems to make any sense in all this turmoil that we call like.  I feel as though I am falling through the air without anything to break that fall.  My wings broken and I can't return from once I came.  Tears start flowing like waterfalls upon the rocky caves.  My heart breaking like shattering glass upon the cement floor.  I am twisting and turning with no where to go.  I am giving things up to better me yet inside I seem to be feeling guilty.  I don't want to make mistakes in decisions any more nor hurt anyone.  Not knowing what is going on inside of me makes any relationship hard.  I left my girlfriend tonight and have decided that being friends is for the best until my emotions are under control and there is no more trust issues or jealousy issues with her.  I love her and I would and will do anything for her.  Even my ex that I am submissive to was let go.  I can't do this with them any
To My Love, Just A Reminder
I can't figure out if I want to let you go My heart may be way to involved in this It may be to hard knowing that at any moment You might decide to stay where you are And to be honest that would hurt far more.   So I ask myself is it worth the effort And is it worth the potential pain To answer both questions I have no choice My heart has already decided for me I am way past the point of no return.   So to the one I love know this If you should decide at any time That this is too much for you Don't string me along for your enjoyment Just please let me go so I can move on.   It won't be easy, far from it actually But in time I will be myself again I pray it never comes to that I have faith in our love Because you now and forever have my heart.  
A Place
Dark and empty,  Vast and open. I stand alone. I made this place, Perfect as it is, Not for me, but for you. A place the world can not see, A place we can hide. I found a place where we can be together without a care, Without the world to make us drown. Here we can be one, Never to be lost, Never to be found. Locked in loves eternal embrace, Never to make a sound.
Idk,,just Blabbing
Protection,my view Reality is..truth Look inside,nothing's there useless fighting the unfair take a DNA Brought up the good way Lost the point,lost the view lost it all..Believe in you?? Through your eyes, it's never grey pushing me ,,believe your way contradiction,, makes u a liar live my life ,tied on your wire Holding on to cause me pain loose the truth,,You rise again but the part that hurt me most Im the worm,you're the host
I Just Don't Know
Nothing ever seems to change no matter what I do.  I feel like that 3 year old back at her gradmother's house being blamed for everything that her brother has done. I try and nothing I seem to do will ever be right.  When do I get that break in life where I am allowed to be happy and not be blamed for everything?  Is everything around me always going to be my fault regardless of what it is?  When I am wrong I will admit it. As a submissive I take my punishments without question.  As a wife I didn't do anything right either otherwise maybe I wouldn't be getting a divorce. Cause to him it was my fault that he cheated.  My children have nothing to do with me because other people have refused to take the blame for what they have done to keep me from my children's lives.  I am getting sick and tired of everything. I am not suppose to be walking and yet everyday I do even though it is painful.  I live  after cancer even though I was supposed to already be dead.  I am here and strong in my ow
Another Poem
“HEART OVER MIND OR MIND OVER HEART” By: Carl E. Ingram   My heart is a single tune That is easily played for two loves. It wants to be with you soon Just like a pair of winter gloves. My mind wants your warmth too Like my wonderful heart. It never knows what to do But feels where to start. My heart is a single star That’s sparkling in the night. It wants to scream very far And leave you in the moonlight. My mind says don’t Let her go away. It wants to say wont Because it wants you to stay. My heart is a single cloud Moving around in the skies. It wants to scream aloud And say its good-byes.
Broken Glass
She walks the streets with barefeet and broken glass, someone stole her shoes. Her past has becomes her present haunting. She is strong even when she feels so weak. Who is this girl she sees in the reflection of a thousand lies? Her heart beats fast, pounds hard of pure love that no one wants. Whats wrong here? What does she do wrong? All she wanted was someone to care for, to love with all her heart and more. She will walk on this broken glass till someone give her new shoes to keep her from feeling the pain she felt everyday. Her heart will be everlasting filled with pure love that someday someone will take and cherish. Till then, she will be strong.
One More Poem
"Everytime" By: Carl E. Ingram   May everytime Im with you We always miss each other. And we feel its very true That we think of one color.   May everytime i see you And the beautifulable color in your eyes. There be so much sparks we can see two So we realize its you and I.   May everytime you smile It makes me do the same. I would walk every mile To be with you my dame.   May everytime I kiss you dearly We never stop to take a break. And we see soso clearly That our hearts shouldn't ache.   May everytime I hold you very warm You get closer and ti
Dried up from the inside out, I kinda wanna die What's worse than living empty? No tears left to cry.. Each day is getting longer and harder to get through Waiting for fatigue to close my eyes so I no longer think of you. You came to me like a ray of hope, sunshine in my darkness I saw light through the sadness, I saw the storm clouds clear But you were too far away for me to reach and I was trapped by all my fears. The rain fell too hard, the wind was too strong I couldn't make it to you...and you couldn't wait that long I wish things were different, I wish that ray of light did stay I wish that you could have fought through the storm to meet me half the way. Now all madness has subsided because I've given up the fight But your ray of light isn't present, I'm still lost in the night. Darkness surrounds me, I don't pretend anymore I don't smile to make it seem better like I always did before. I'm done pretending, I'm sick of lying and saying that I'm fine
Be Still My Aching Heart
My father passed away almost two years ago and he was a wonderful writer.  He was very gifted.  I found this poem he had written last night and I broke down reading it.  I actually chose to read it at his funeral. Wandted to share it with whoever cared to read.   In your hour of bereavement, when the nights seem ever long When the heartache you are feeling lives only in a song In your secret, private moments, when tears wash at your soul When an end to all your suffering is your solitary goal When even cherished memories are hidden in the dark And a scream lights up the darkness, "Be still my aching heart"   When the darkness that engulf you seems never more to end And the hour glass seems filled with mounds of never ending sand When the panes of life seem shattered and you feel cut by every shard And though still unheard, you scream aloud, ""Be still my aching heart"   This is the time for silent song when prayers can best be heard When peace can glide from heaven, on
Hey Everyone
if u have seen this person do me a favor and let me know thanks   AMW | Fugitives | Alvin Webster | Case
Nelly-just A Dream
I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.So I travel back, down that road.Who she come back? No one knows.I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.I was at the top and I was like I'm at the basement.Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.Cuz I can still feel it in the air.See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.My lover, my life. My shawty, my wife.She left me, I'm tied.Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.So I travel back, down that road.Who she come back? No one knows.I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.And
Should I
should I make fun of smumms in my blogs?
Beer Labels
Top 13 Warning Labels the FDA is considering placing on beer and alcohol bottles 13. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. 12. WARNING: consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an asshole. 11. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again until your friends want to SMASH YOUR HEAD IN. 10. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. 9. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at 4 in the morning. 8. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your pants. 7. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see something really scary (whose species and or name you can't remember). 6. WARNING: consumption of alcohol is the leading cause of inexplicable rug burns on the forehead. 5. WARNING: consump
A Guide To Living On Earth.
Returning Too Rock Yas On Fridays@snake Eyes Radio In The 08-10 Style!
A Blog
a blog by the feeple, for the feeple and of the feeple shall not perish from the earth!
Stupid Encounters *52
  2:42am mrmustard17: i need you so bad nerdgoddess 2:42am mrmustard17: : I am asking a huge huge favor of you. It has been a long 3 days with no sleep and the insomnia is still keeping me awake. the only way i can sleep is to jerk off. please come into cam with me. you don't have to do anything but watch if you don't want, i will make it quick. Please Please. Knowing the most beautiful woman i have ever seen is watching my dick will lul me to sleep. I need this 2:42am mrmustard17: please just cume watch me nothing else 2:43am iC51NerdGo...: ROFL!!!! WOW 2:44am mrmustard17: so? 2:45am iC51NerdGo...: Hmmm... lets see Watch a guy jerk off on cam or go write a fu song about the guy that wants me to go watch him jerk off on cam post it on youtube and humiliate him... I think option 2 is a good idea 2:50am iC51NerdGo...: What No response?   iC51NerdGo...: Ok well Sense you didn't read my profile at least before you know
Why does it all have to be so confusing,   Life, in that mystical & enchanting way?   Why can’t it JUST be simple, like a spider,   Spinning its web for its home each day?             Why can’t it be so easy,   When ya meet someone you love?   Why does it all get scattered around,   Like seeds blowin’ through the world from above?             OH WHY is it EVERY single time,   Something sparks my heart a’light,   I turn around lookn on down that path,   Where suddenly things just don’t go right?    
Its true I havent been around much lately, got real life to worry about. Maybe one day I will be able t spend more time here, but for now I'm happy in my real life and am doing what I can to make it the best it can be
October is cancer month. In memory of every cancer patient, family member andfriend who has lost their battle with cancer and in honor of those who continue to conquer it! Put this up for 1 hour if you love someone who has or had cancer. Many won't copy and paste, I did. Will you?
I Don't Give A F*ck By Dope
I DON'T GIVE A F*CK BY DOPE..      This is a song about five simple words, That when used together properly can help to relieve the stress, frustrations, And aggravations caused by all the people that make you wanna freak the fuck out.Why do you have to go and make things so hard?It doesn't have to be like this.Who the fuck do you think you are?That's it, I'm walking away, just one more reason for me to say... I don't give a fuckI don't give a fuck (what?)About you, or your point of view, or your stupid selfish attitude.Cuz it seems, to be, that you never really gave a fuck about me.So I don't give a fuckI don't give fuckTo my boss who's always hasslin' me, And the people that I work with harassing me, And the ones talkin' fuck with their backs to me, And to my loving parents through my wonderful teenage years.To my ex-girlfriend that cheated on me, My ex-teachers that never believed in me, To the people who always want something for free, And to the president of the United States o
I Just Don't Know.......
Iam so broken and tornMy heart is bruised and wornI tell myself everyday things will changeInside me thoughts so strangeI'm good at not letting you know my painI just want to die over and over agianI will not be missedTrust me I'm so convincedMy friends rather walkawayEven tho gasping for air I beg them to stayI don't see this getting any betterI guess this is my suicide letterI'm sorry to have disappointed youI'm sorry but this time I will follow throughThere's no helping someone so like meIt's in your best interest to close your heart so my pain you dont have to seeIt will only hurt for a lil whileHoping that when I'm gone I can find my smileTell my babies I love them soI'm sorry it's now time for me to go.....
To My Baby Girl..
you are as precious as the sun your going to glow as bright as the moon your smile will be my every reason to continue in the right direction. when i hear your first cry,i'll be there to defend ,protect and love you.. my love for you will never end. i will cherish every success you have in life.. im sure i'll be sleepy many mornings.. but for you my precious child it will all be worth it.. you will never know the evilness of men,as i did.. and you will know how to be wise and strong like me.. soon,i will be your mother,to love you with my every breath. i promise you one thing,to try my best to understand you in every way.. i promise to listen to you and let you know that you can talk to me.. i will be your mother and your friend. i will love you like no one ever can. and i promise to give you the best i can. 101 days left until i bring you into this world.. with hopes from god that you will be blessed with faith,love,and joy and an uncrushable spirit.. for you my prec
Why I'm Cleaning Up My Family Members/group On Fubar Please Read If You Care!
Ok, There are 3 groups on each of our pages, Fans, Friends and Family.... Fans..... these are people we all probably have from when we first started fu/cherry tap/lost cherry or whatever it might have been when we joined they gave us points and now it's needed once you start getting higher up in the levels... so these are probably at best casual acquaintance's and or people who ran past our profile...   Friends....again this is how some of us become actual friends where we interact on an every now and then type of scenario  and then there is Family   Family..... people you can count on to help you level if needed, people you talk to more than just when they want something from you, someone you can trust if they say they are going to do something the DO IT, and in my case my family is people I chat with or atleast trade daily rates and or status comments with....  NOT trying to be a bitch but I kind of feel like if I'm not good enough to be in your family then maybe you don't nee
Blood Pressure For Hubby
Last night before going to bed I took my husband's blood pressure and it was the lowest it has been in two years since he has brain stem stroke.  It was at a whoppin 117 / 67 ... that really put a smile on his face.  It is usually around 165 / 100 .  Four days off from work doing nothing really paid off for him.  He should seriously think about disability for his blood pressure.  He is going to the hospital on Tuesday to have a angioplasty done on both his interior carotid arteries.
What's Your Social Style?
You Are Creative You are a true original, and you inspire more people with your creativity than you realize. You're always doing or thinking something new. You live on the cutting edge. You are unpredictable and zany. People know that they can't expect consistency with you, and they love that! You are a great problem solver, and no one can throw a party like you can. You definitely know how to have fun. What's Your Social Style? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself
Starting To Get The Hint That Maybe I Should Go Lesbian Lol
you masterfully massage my most delicate placeas she feverishly french kisses yoursyour firm thighs have her face in a leg lockwhile i'm positioned on all foursher famished mouth is placed perfectlyto devour your moist inner and outer lipsi'm bouncing my booty for both of youlike a stripper earning her tipsmy almost hairless moundhovers over her innocent faceyou're tasting me from behindat a slow, sexy pacemy 38 dees are danglingtheir nipples are as hard as stealwe thoroughly enjoy one anothermuff diving is the ultimate mealher pointed tongueplunges in and out of your holeyour bountiful breasts jiggleyour eyes begin to rollyou spread my soft cheeks smacking my cute bottomand give my sweet salad a tossi moan in utter delightas for words i'm at a total lossshe's touching herselfi'm rubbing methese types of interludesare always better with threeso you two can be snatch to snatchyou slide your beautiful body downit's my horny turn to sit on her faceand i quickly turn aroundyou and i lock e
Slimp Paps
suck dinkey dock!
Killer Outside...
Alone night after night he goes out, dagger on his side. Tools on his belt. Drifting through the streets of the city. Passing by homes with sleeping people clueless as to the danger that slips quietly by. Not realizing that each night they continue breathing is actually a gift from him. His mind is dark and twisted, his thoughts involve murder and chaos on a mass level. But he bides his time. His cause is righteous in his eyes. The corrosive evil in this world has infected even the greatest kindest of men. They use religion and politics as a cover for their greedy schemes. They disguise it with charitable organisations and services to help "Better" mankind. But he knows, he has seen the evil, the monsters they create. He also knows he has to destroy them. But alone he cannot do it all, there are others like him, but in this world so corrupt he cannot trust anyone. Finding his target he falls into the shadows, this demon faced pig is piss drunk and stumbling, coming home to his wife aft
Haloween Card
Just wanted 2 let everyone know that again this year I have a Haloween Card out..that has my kiss on it plus a sweet message.just 4 u..   I mail each card out directly 2 u..   hit me up 4 more details..   Kisses...xoxoxo
Common Courtesy........ Out The Window
Im a direct guy, and prefer common courtesy over , afraid to hurt feelings, or just dont care..... when I dont want to talk to people i just let them know, or at least indicate I am busy. I would appreciate the same courtesy. just sayin......   oh and I HATE being left out to dry, if u start a conversation, finish it, or if u need to pause it a simple brb will do. of course dont forget to come back either....... if brb is an excuse to not talk, its lame.   When you people want to talk your are GREAT conversationalists, but when you dont gettin a hello is like pulling teeth, and getting a how are you is like understanding nuclear physics. I am here for friends first and if something develops along , cool, if not , that is cool too. I'm tryin not to sound needy here although i think it does a lil bit. The fact that I am aware of this tells me its probably not the case. If you dont want to be friends, talk, or if you think im just too much goofball for u, take a hike, I dont need ppl
Did Anyone Of You
post my pics?  And your page didn't crash  A. Yay B. Nay
Please Come To This Fabulous Fu Wedding: 10/21 9:00pm Pst Wolfpack Lounge
Just A Few Of My Favorites
    Here are just a few of my favorite good morning text messages from my honey...I love you Rob and I start everyday with a smile on face and tingly feeling all over because of the way you love me. Thank you baby for all you do, I love your forever. From: RobSent: Oct 23  8:24AMMsg: Good morning honey. Mmmwah! I love you so much Michelle. How's my beautiful Sleeping beauty?From: RobSent: Oct 21  6:38AMMsg: Good morning honey. How's my beautiful Angel? Mmmwah! I love you Michelle Lynne Baar.From: RobSent: Oct 20  6:12AMMsg: Good morning sweetheart, I miss you so much Michelle. Mmmwah! I love you honey.From: RobSent: Oct 19  6:41AMMsg: Mmmwah! Good morning honey. I had such sweet dreams of you Michelle Lynne Baar. You and corn. I love you Babydoll. Ones of you were heaven...corn a nightmare lol.   From: RobSent: Oct 17  9:00AMMsg: Good morning sunshine. I love you Michelle Lynne Baar. Mmmwah!From: RobSent: Oct 15  6:45AMMsg: Here comes the sun (du dn du du) Here comes the sun And I
There is especially one person that enjoys pimpslapping me, what is up with that?  A. Funny B. Mean Bastard! 
Why People Hurt Each Other
I just dont understand why people have to hurt each other
Dont Have One
im simply making a blog cuz it was on my action item list on the bottom lol
I am overwhelmed with a burning desire A desire locked down deep inside One that cannot be concealed anymore. I long for one sweet kiss to quench my thirst I long for one tender touch that will last a lifetime At the end of it all you are my deepest desire!  Jason Aka DJ Blades Of Darkness
People Who Charge Others To Get Into Their Family
ok first off im not into blogging at all so if i somehow make this blog F.U.B.A.R. please forgive me. Secondly I will admit i have done what i am going to write about and I understand the hypocrisy of me writing about it none the less i still feel strongly about it..... I am totally sick and tired of People on here guys AND girls but mostly girls (not all girls mind you) Begging or whoring themselves out for points and Bling credits and Bling... First off people, just because you are doing this online does not make u any less of a whore you are still sending your pics out on line for money u might as well be a stripper. As a matter of fact I'm going to go farther and say that you are worse than a stripper mainly because you are doing this for some thing that has no substance out side of this site. Further more no offence to any one but if you are on here enough to be beging or prostituting your pictures out saying like that and saying you need bling than you have probably been on her
Shhh Go To Sleep
When I lay down on my pillow I dream you are there with me Though you are far away I know you'll always be there with me. Shhh go to sleep I'll imagine that you're here with me Shhh go to sleep And I'll imagine that I'm there with you.   I look around me And I feel you are ever so close With each tear that flows from my eyes Brings back memories of you to me.    Shhh go to sleep Ill Imagine that your here with me Shhh go to sleep And imagine that I'm there with you.   I was wrong to make you cry I will love you till the day I die You were all I ever needed and  No one else was ever meant for me.
Teeth are important. To me, they are a deal breaker. I have all my teeth. I take care of my teeth. If you don't have your own teeth due to accident or other issue, you need to go to a dentist & have them hook you up.  They do it every day. I have met alot of guys lately who have regular full time jobs, and are missing teeth. WHY are they not going to a dentist?? They have medical coverage at the job. I am sorry, but i am not gonna make out with you if you don't have any regard for your oral hygiene. It makes me wonder what else you are very lax about  if you can't handle something that prominant.
I've always been one to say what's on my mind. If something bothers me, I'll say something. If people get offended by it then that's on them. I'm just being honest and I don't sugar coat cause someone can't take honesty. Whether it be bad or good. i try to lean more toward the good. Like the people i associate myself with. People I call associates and people I call friends. Even the ones I call "family". Last year in march I joined fubar b/c a friend encouraged me to. Well as I explored Fu and met people, I got close to some and got away from others, but as I got to know the people I met, and I know this is the internet, i learned that alot dont follow through with the word "friend" or " family" when they used it.  There are some I still talk to but not as much as I'd like and there are some that don't even talk to me. If I were to take of the people in my friends and fam that I didnt talk to on a regular basis id have less than 50 on my list. There are some, the lucky few, that Ive t
Hey Friends!
‎"LOVE - a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker.AGAIN..COMPLETE THIS PHRASE.. I LOVE YOU, THAT'S WHY..............??
Complete Ths Phrase
"i love you because.................."   I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I LOVE YOU BECAUSE... I know no other way..:D
My Day.. So Far.
Spent the night at the motel last night, all by myself.  Got up and walked 6 miles. Last night my friend steve visited and talked a while and he took some photos for me (and for you guys on Fubar ;)  )  and NO we didnt have sex. here is one of the pics he took.. do you think I look sexy??   I think he did a pretty good job.  well Catch ya later!
Michel By Anouk
Hey Michel how's life are you ok I wonder if you ever think of me It's been 9 years since that kiss I can't help but reminisce Hey Michel do you remember We walked the street to the beat Hand in hand you and me Smiling faces so in love Hoping that they all could see That we belonged together you and me against the world But we found out the hard way cause it wasn't meant to be Now it's you and her I see You were my first and worst love And so it only could go wrong But ain't that just the way you learn Hey Michel I just wanted to let you know That someone else has stolen my heart And now another girl has caught your eye That doesn't mean I don't think of you I am just hoping she'll treat you right Do you remember How we walked the street to the beat Hand in hand you and me Smiling faces so in love Hoping they all could see That we belonged together you and me against the world But we found out the hard way cause it wasn't meant to be Now it is you and her I see It was just a sill
Say… hypothetically speaking… you have six dollars in your wallet and very close to zero dollars in your bank account and you need to make something for lunchdinner. Also… you have a very daunting blank Word document in front of you that you’re supposed to fill with words and pictures and recipes and more words. You’ve run out of people to text message as a distraction. You can’t waste another minute of time on Twitter… you’ve tried… seriously. You’ve exhausted your brain by imagining every combination of human and animal body part…. your favorite being a chubby, blue-eyed toddler with cocker spaniel ears.  huh!? Oh!  And you found one lonely egg in your fridge.  Hypothetically speaking of course. So. Q:  What would you do with yourself? A:  Make cookies. I mean… come on… it’s the only logical/delicious option.  
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 Dear Ann,You are so freaking cool! I wish I was as pretty as you, because you are FREAKING GORGEOUS! One thing I think you should always remember is that you are so beautiful, and you should never think different. Don't let other people tell you different either, because they are just jealous of you. If anyone ever... told you that, it's because they aren't as cool as you. And if someone tells you that, send em MY way :)Another thing you should know: I FREAKING MISS YOU!!! I hope we are able to go watch that movie on Friday, because if we don't I'm going to be super duper uber depressed :( Also, you gotta let me know what you are doing on Saturday, because maybe we can hang out that night :) Let me know. MISS YOU Bes...                                                                                                                                                       hyejin.....                                                                                        
Notes .......yeah U Right !
What do you mean, you want a boyfriend? Are you trying to tell me you don't have one yet? You're shitting me.Look at you. You're so beautiful, my dear cousin. Any man would be lucky to have you. You're going to have one soon, I can feel it. And when you do, I hope he makes you the happiest girl in the world. I want to ...see your cute smile and your heart satisfied again....                                  Blasphemy. A lot of men want you; you are quite naive, darling!And not every guy lacks trust and loyalty; if he can prove to you that he's a gentleman, he will surely sweep you from your how I did! [; are ABSOLUTELY BEA...UTIFUL♥
The New Setting
Has anyone tried the new setting that looks like facebook?  What is your opinion? A. Sucks donkey dick B. Fine with it
I Am Working On A Fantasy Book And What To See Wht People Think
welcome to my first blog of many for the book i am writing this first blog is just to give u a little about the book to see that people think and if they have any ideas to give there imput  its  a fantasy book a good vs evil storry i know its been dont smore times than there are numbers but i love fantasy books robert jouran and terry goodkind are a few of my favorate authors i been getting into brandon sanderson ever since he picked up the wheel of time series after robert jordan passed away this blog i dont want to get into the story much but the next fre i will be posting the book an a simple short storry form  when i write i do it alot different than mpst people who write so i start off with just a simple outsline og the places and what happened there ususly just a few lines for each place after i get all that done i go back to the begining and take my outline and start doing a simple story of everything verry little detail just a basic story that what i will be posting for the nex
Incoherant Ramblings....
I'm loseing all faith in humanity little by little every day....i feel my hatred towards person in general growing stronger and stronger. I've had to cut alot of people out of my life resently hopeing that was the problem but it wasnt.....Every day theres atleast one conversation i have with some stupid mother fucker that takes their breath for granted...They have no idea how quickly it can be taken..just as easily as it was given.And when i express this anger and feelings of hatred towards my peers some smart fucking ass has to get all Dr phil on me and go everywhere  EXCEPT where the problem is.Now with a normal person...something has to happen... something that is utterly destructive and devastating...before their eyes are opend....But sadly most lay in their grave still completely  empty headed and havnt the first clue of what truth, honor and loyalty is.This is what truely sadens me....Now i best end it here because i feel butts getting hurt allready over this little rant
Salute This Douchebag
Fucking assholes. Username- check. Member number- check. The word Fubar- check. Unobstructed face- check. Clear non photoshopped pic- check. What the fuck is the problem with My salute? Sometimes I really, really hate people.
This has happened to me a few times now and I can't hold my tongue any longer. I'm not one of those people that beg for bling or VIPs or bombs. Sure, I'll ask for rates but that's about the extent of it. I regularly rate those on my family, friends and fan lists. Yes, I've cut people. If I can take the time to rate and/or leave a comment, I expect the same in return. Sure, people get busy but when it's a constant, sorry but you're gone. Occassionally I treat myself to a bomb. I hit up my family first then friends provided they stop by and say hi from time to time. After that it's the fans or random. When I bomb, I hit up the largest folder. If you're going to bomb, might as well make it count. And for the record, saying thanks if you get hit is rather nice. Now without trying to sound ungrateful or bitchy because I know people don't have to bomb me, lately those who have been stopping by to bomb me have been hitting up my "little" pic folders. Why? What's the point? Quite honestly,
How Do You Know If U Married A Right Person??
How Do You Know If You Married the Right Person? Here's a wonderful article about the big question most married couples will have on their mind "Did I marry the right person?"   I first came across this insightful article as a forwarded email from one of my close friends. After reading through the article, I found it to be inspiring and hopeful and I thought, "Wouldn't it be great if I can share this with more women?"   And that's what I've done. I've managed to track down the source of the article and have it reprinted it on my facebook site for your reading pleasure.   It's not only for married women, but for you single women out there as well (which includes me). Because we do love the challenging question of "Is he the right one? Is he someone I can spend the rest of my life with?"   Here's the little key to unlocking the mystery.   During one of my live seminars, a woman asked me a common question. She said, “How do I know if I married the right p
Single One>>
I Need a Boy...a True Guy, one who Looks Real tough...But won’t make me cry. I Need That Kinda guy who Understands... And even When He’s with His boys he still says..."baby, Hold my hand..   Im always behind the scenes... never the always the friend... never the girl.   What I need to find, is someone to hold me tight...  What I mean is I want to be somebody's somebody...  Someone's someone...some sweetheart’s sweetheart  I wanna be that one Someone faithful to someone faithful... Someone kind to someone kind to me  Somebody to somebody who loves me....   Yah I know it might seem like I need love But in this world everyone who falls in love Falls apart.. Still getting hurt over and over again. No more stressing and obsessin.   From now on I’m having fun and refusing to give my heart to anyone Yeah I'm alone, but i dont need happy couples walking down the hall togther to remind me. I'm Alone.   I'm not a girl that thinks a guy i
Guys Want A Girl That Is Real
no lies and can tell the whole truth
Fallen Love
Fallen LoveTears of the Fallen AngelCasted from shadows, cold and dead,Brings chaos to our broken worldAnd causes hearts to become lead. Crown of the Fallen KingSinks into the ocean, black and still,Bringing hell to the lives of many;The saddened King was their pill. Wings of the Fallen AngelStay as black as coal.Broken and unmoving,She lives in a world so dull. Pain of the Fallen KingSleeps in a heart of glass.Broken and shattered,He can't leave the past Halo of the Fallen AngelRadiates a dreadful bliss.It long lost the golden hueThat once her pretty head was kissed. Jewels of the Fallen KingNo longer have their gleam.They long lost their glorious hue;They are now just a distant dream Eyes of the Fallen AngelGaze upon the Fallen man.Arms wide open to embrace,A new love speaks of their dead land. Dreams of the Fallen KingGive away to the Fallen girl.Arms wide open to embrace,A new love speaks to his only pearl. Wings of the Fallen AngelBleached white like fresh snow;A halo newly painte
I broadcast my friend and I having fun watching tv and smoking. She will not flash and I do not flash with her in the room. Dont be rude. Say please. We will zone out and I may forget about the cam and laptop althogether. I am sorry but this is just what happens lol.
coruscate\ KOR-uh-skayt \verb; 1. To give off or reflect bright beams or flashes of light; to sparkle. 2. To exhibit brilliant, sparkling technique or style.
Best Of Soul Music! Vallis Castor
The Fu Trend...
The fake FU-Marriage. Seems to be a trend now. Maybe it's even a money making scham for FU elite (cause they are the ones that started the trend and all the other fu ripoffs) getting fu-married, then worshipping your fu spouse in Happy Hours, Shout outs, blasts and so on. and ya bought her a fu pony too? a charity could have used that 600-700 dollars more than the fu could. Oh Im sure Fu does their tax write off due dilligence... but seriously.... how caught up in the non real can ppl be? I think the worst part of it, you see someone fu married and all fu-up on someone one day... the next they have fu-divorced and moved on to teh next better marketing material. its puzzling to me. confusing and completely unrealistic. We are suppose to believe you are all in love with said fu-wife... although she just fu married you a few weeks ago and before then, we had never heard of your unknown a$$? puhleez. How much did you have to pay for your newfound fu-fame (over and above those fu-ponies)?
Fubar In A Nutshell
Just a general rant really about all and everything that is fubar. Okies its not all a rant, its good and bad and everything in between :P So I have been on fubar for probably about four years all together and have noticed a lot of different things. For just about every nice person on fubar there is an ass whole.  It doesn't really matter what your rating is just how many you get.  About half the friend you end up accepting or adding end up not talking to.  Points get crazy intense once you get to level 24.  There are lots of secrets on fubar that you learn as you go but no one every really tells you.  It doesn't matter what kind of person you are if you have a sexy picture on fubar some one is GOING to tell you they want to fuck no matter how unclassy it is.  Alot of people take fubar VERY seriously...more so then not.  There is alot of drama because of that single fact.  This site is constantly changing and so do the people on it so accept it.  You can have alot o
The Drakness 1
I am the darkness that fills your fears.The darkness that embraces you as your eyes fill with tears.I haunt the shadows stalking my prey never seen never heard.I am the thing that goes bump in the nightI hide in your mind bringing your darkest fears to lightI am the darkness that engulfs you at lifes final certainty.I am the demon that tortures your souls for all eternity.I am the uneasy feeling in a dark alley.I twist your dreams and desires to my own demented desires.I dance in the shadows cast from hells own fires.I lead the army of demons come to feast upon your rotting flesh.I am the darkness that haunts your past.If you see my form your life wont last.
2 Poems 4 2 Special Ppls In My Life=]]
                            Such a pure romance this is, passion and love and sex can coexist Closing your eyes, Amanda closes in...tender touches like this cant be a sin....from green and purple to black and white, we're going to make this one hell of a night                       Roses are red, I'm feeling blue, I love Richard.... you better not too                                                        Created by my awesome tallented friend, BlahMe=]]                                         
Life's Drive
Driving, not sure whereDo I make the next turn, or continue straightDecisions today will determine tomorrows fateLook left look right, can't turn around, might be to late.adventures, and journeys all take you to where your goingBut it's the sights and sounds along the way you cherishHonesty and acceptance will make you flourish.Memories can be buried but not extractedYou can't change time or retract itChoices made are lanes in lifes highwayDriving confused into the frayWondering what would have happened if I went the other way?
I come home from work, grab a cup of coffee and wakl my Lily girl. I sit down at the computer and log in to FU. Something I do daily. Yes, I am addicted to fu as most of us are. I go through my massages, gifts and photo comments. Then I rate my folks in my family. Each one near and dear to my heart. I read their status and comment accordingly. All of them genuine and cared about. There are times when I have difficulty with FU. Today is one of those times. I think its absolutly disgusting how women feel the only way to have attention is to undress. Men feel as though its a free for all. Point in fact that behind some of these profiles are women who feel like they need to be a certain way. Fuck men for making us feel like a peice of meat. Fuck women who think the way to a mans heart is to buy them bling and all the other bullshit that goes along with it. If a man is interested its not about bling or the other shit. I would rather talk. Find out about them. Understand their real life and
Do you want to feel alive?then come here my lovelie down with me tonightI'm not your angel dressed in white'cause only fallen angelstread the other sidewhere tears are sweetand fears are warmwe're children of the nightand spirits of the storm    I swear I'm not the devil    I'm the savior for your soul    let this seduction be the light    that you looked for all your life    let me take you homeTake my body its your rightthe pleasures of the fleshare birthrights of the nightthen taste my tears of sweetest painthat all my lonelinessand sorrow have sustainedthey flow to give where words refrainthe understanding that yourtortured heart has craved    I swear I'm not the devil    I'm the savior for your soul    let this seduction be the light    that you looked for all your life    let me take you homeNight is just another time of dayblack is just another shadelet me be your canvaspaint me with your ragewe may have fallen from gracebut it never was our place    i swear i'm not the devil
Playing In The Park
Fire burned in my veins asI felt your fingers slide into my panties,Your mouth on mine mufflingthe sound of my moans,As I felt your fingers penetrateme,My hand began massaging your cockthrough your jeans,I wanted you so bad, To feel you sliding into mefor the first time, And just when I thought I couldnot handle anymore you had meon the edge,Ecstasy overtook me and I wastrembling there,You removed your fingers I lookedat you with seduction in my eyesas I took your hand and brought itto my lips,Sucking each finger clean of myjuices,I loved the way you moaned as I asked youif you would let your cock outto play,And you made me beg you,Willingly I pleaded to taste of yourcock and drink of your juices,I felt your fingers tangling in my hairas I took you into my parted lips,I heard your words telling me "Suck ItBaby, Suck it "And I complied so willingly as I deepthroated you,There in the park in broad daylight I once again took you over the edge asyour hot, sweet cum filled my lips,I looked
I have noticed a few people obviously American, have their residence listed as Norway, should I be concerned?  I mean some may think America is becoming Socialist, but gosh!  A. Be afraid B. Be very afraid
Whatttt Goes On In This Place??
Well the whole site is a Huge Game! Its all about getting points. You can earn points simply by meing active on the site, rate peoples profiles and pics by clicking the little cherrys that show up on their pages, fan people, and those people along the top line of your homepage, if you hover their pics, you can LIKE them, and that gets you points. You also earn points by people doing the same actions too
Thing is a woman that is loved is the perfect expect it to be a one way street but its not ...u sweep her off her feet and her world is your oyster!
Thank You
We have always Used the words Just in Different ways It was good To have someone To turn to That made us Feel That way Times have Changed But those Words remained And now Are more Accurately defined The things You have grown Comfortable in Sharing Keep you in My heart And mind
Dear Zachary
happy birthday.  i hope your life rocks
My Weight
With time, women gain weight because we accumulate so much information andwisdom in our heads that when there is no more room, it distributes outto the rest of our bodies.  So we aren't heavy, we are enormously cultured, educated, and happy. Beginning today, when I look at my butt in the mirror I will think, “Good grief, look how smart I am!”    Must be where the term Smart Ass came from!!        
My first auction please bidd on ur lil irish angel
The Not So Attractive And Old...
jeez i love trolling on here for the ugly and old. it REALLY amuses me to see these "people" honestly posting pictures and shit on purpose that just embarasses them. although i am completely against, and hate, the whole employers trolling sites like this and firing people over what they say and do in their own time and whateverthefuck, i would completely shitcan 99% of these idiots if they worked for me and i saw their shit on here. but come on, its hilarious laughing at other people.
Dont Understand
Just need to vent, I don't have many friends, quite a few who have either removed me from there top friends or family, those who have dropped me and wont talk to me, and I have a few that are friends, and i do appreciate it, but right now I am lost, not sure what I've done. At one point I could say I had alot of friends, I didn't have to upload naked pictures for ppl to come to my page or to talk to me, funny thing is, i let ppl view my pictures without saying, buy me a vip, blast, ect, like alot of bitches on here do, guess ppl like me get taken for granted, half my friends list probably dont know my first name, those ppl will be gone shortly, im done being nice and im done letting ppl make me feel alone. I found out a few weeks ago I have Ovarian cancer, and when its time for me to go, i wont be missed by most, ill be missed by those that matter, i lost my brother this week to a fucking IED...just want to know what I've done to deserve so much in such a small amount of time...I have
'chiclone' Buffets Il - Another Self Blog
I so love it when Chicago makes it into other cities newspapers. This is about the storm that's currently slamming us. Yeah, it is pretty bad. I walked out of my house and was literally soaked to the bone in about a minute. Foolishly, I continued on to the bus stop being blown around and splashed by cars as I waited for a bus that never showed up. I returned home and figured I'd wait it out. The winds and rain were so bad, all I could see from our balcony was gray, swirling walls of rain. You could barely see the street lights which are about a block away. Fortunately, the rain eased off enough for me to attempt another trip to the bus stop. I'm here, actually dry but having a majorly bad hair day. LOL Anyway, here's the article from the SFGate's website. The 'Chiclone' title up there is theirs. I kinda like it! LOL Strong wind and torrential rain buffeted the Midwest Tuesday as forecasters predicted the giant storm could be the most powerful to hit Illinois in over seven decades. Th
My Results....
The "Are You A Born Submissive" Test Written by subthoughts  Your result for The Are You A Born Submissive Test ...  You are 77% Submissive!  Submissive and dominant personality traits are part of everyone's natural make-up. You may be very dominant in the workplace or in being the head of your family, and yet still be submissive when it comes to relationship or sexual matters. If you scored high you may want to look into BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to serve and obey. If you scored very high it's likely you have already done so. If you scored very low you may want to take my test on dominance, and may have already explored BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to control and direct others. You can find out more about this topic at my site.
I touched a flower yesterday It withered and curled away from my hand Its scarlet hues faded to grey I cried that I didn't understand   I dipped my finger into a watery pool It darkened in righteous anger at me It asked how could I be so cruel To torment it for eternity   I wandered into a beautiful meadow The green grass died around my feet I wept to my heartless shadow The rain around me turned to sleet   I fall to my knees screaming my sorrow Beauty dies before my sight Through the darkness I can't see tomorrow Snuffing out my only light
Shaped Eyes
I happen to like almond shaped eyes, saucer shaped scare me a little. What is your opinion, almond shaped, round like the moon, or some other?
Many Dayz I Cryed My Self to sleepMany Dayz I Asked God To Take MeCause I Knew I Was Goin Down the wrong RoadDidnt Nobody Care aint Wanna Know...Got A Bottle Of Pills Filled To The TopNow I Dont Care About Life, fukin Let It Stop25 Years Old And Im Loosing My MindTrynna Take These Pills to take my life[Chorus:]Oooh WhyWhy Do I Fill This WayIn My LifeO0o0o O0o0And I Cant LieSome Times I Feel Like I Just Wanna Break Down And CryWhy-[Verse 2:]Single Mom With Five KidsAnd UhStill Thinking To My SelfTell Me What It IsWhy You Stay Wit A Dude That Stay Locked UpYou Know He Got Hella Hoes And They Stay Knocked upTell Me Why Are You Giving Him A ChanceCause Baby Girl You Know He Aint A Good..ood Man-[Chorus:]Oooh WhyWhy Do I Fill This WayIn My LifeTell Mee can You Tell MeeAnd I Cant LieSome Times I Fill Like I Just Wanna Break Down And CryOooooooo Oooooooo[Verse 3:]Ummmm Quick To Cock Back You HandAnd Call Her A BitchYou The Man Of The House And You Think Your The ShitBut Were You Go When You F
Whispers in the wind flood thoughts of sin.  Blood flows freely like showers in the Spring.  Life like the changing leaves in the Fall.  Certainty as uncertain as teh paths we follow.  Love no longer blossoms with the Spring Showers.   Yesterday thou heart was shattered.  Today thou heart is upon a chest of ice.  Tomorrow thou heart will begin to heal.  In time thou heart shall be mine.  Thy loves thee with a pure breeze.  Come be thine in eternity.   I love you sexy.  My heart is yours and the key belongs to you.  Whatever may come of us I'll always be here for you.  My love for you will always grow regardless of where we go in life.  Many things and people have been masks of deciet. Trust is earned and so is the love and heart of a true man.  I know the pain and hurt within your heart and I understand why it is hard for you to get close to anyone even me.  I just hope in time those walls and barriers will melt and allow me to earn ur trust and win your heart.  I love you and plea
I get my other knee scoped next week... fun fun fun... I had the other one done at the end of July and the only thing it really helped with is the obnoxious painful grinding, now its bone on bone... hopefully it will help this other one from buckling up and locking....
Losing Sight Of All
love is so fake it smiles in your facewith just a peck and no hug you think how could you be so stupidlong journeys through timeless love is not goodlong journeys to areas where you know noone at alllong journeys where you screw yourselfjust walk away after the peck not even looking back to see the painthe pain you cause by just givin a peck on the lips without a hugthe word i love you is all you get before the pecklong journeys losing what you hadlong journeys losing your sanitylong journeys is all that will happen to you foreverwatching as she walks away you think she is gonna turn aroundturn around and walk back to you and give you that passionate hug the hug that you long for long journeys through timeless love is not goodlong journeys losing what you hadlong journeys to areas where you know noone at alllong journeys losing your sanitylong journeys where you are screwedlong journeys is all that will happen to you forever
No Rest
reverse the day when the storm hitseeing so many lose their lives why did we have to go through thatwhy did we have to see that happenno one should ever go through a horror like thatno one should have to be tortured    like that for the rest of their livesno one should be able to let that happenreverse the day when we lost so muchseeing so many people risk their liveswhy did they have to do thatwhy did they have to suffer such miseryno one should ever live the rest of their lives    knowing their loved ones aren't coming homeno one should ever live with the lost of family and friendsno one should have to suffer that badreverse the day that the towers came downthe uncalled for horror of what could have been stoppedthe terror of the futrue now lies with what we could of stoppednever need to look ahead anymore just to look behind    and make sure there is no repeatno one should ever live the rest of their lives    knowing their loved ones aren't coming homeno one should ever live with the
Still Crazy After All These Years By Paul Simon
I met my old lover On the street last night She seemed so glad to see me I just smiled And we talked about some old times And we drank ourselves some beers Still crazy afler all these years Oh, still crazy after all these years I'm not the kind of man Who tends to socialize I seem to lean on Old familiar ways And I ain't no fool for love songs That whisper in my ears Still crazy afler all these years Oh, still crazy after all these years Four in the morning Crapped out, yawning Longing my life a--way I'll never worry Why should i? It's all gonna fade Now I sit by my window And I watch the cars I fear I'll do some damage One fine day But I would not be convicted By a jury of my peers Still crazy after all these years Oh, still crazy Still crazy Still crazy after all these years More lyrics:
Dreams Of You -poem Written 05/07/10
Laying here alone, I Stare,At a pillow, But you're not there,Eyes wide opened, Still I dream,Images of you, Like pictures on a screen,Til I'm with you, I'll use that side of the bed,to watch TV, 'your' pillow for my head,It may seem strange, until you see, I hug that pillow,'cause your not here with me.
Twisted Roots -written 5/14/10
Buried deep in fertilizer, twisted roots lay dormant hoping to see the light.When they do, a beautiful flower emerges.We all have our twisted roots and have been buried in fertilizer. We can all bloom into something different than we were. Your past may have shaped you, but doesn’t define who you are now. Reach for the light, grow, and show the world your true beauty.
To All My Intelligent Friends
TO ALL MY INTELLIGENT FRIENDS + 1 OF QUESTIONABLE INTEL :   I am sending this only to my smart friends. I could not figure it out and had to look at the answer. See if you can figure out what these words have in common.   1. Banana   2. Dresser   3. Grammar   4. Potato   5. Revive   6. Uneven  7.  Assess    Are you peeking or have you already given up?  Give it another try.... Look at each word carefully.  It's not what you think it is :)   Don't Cheat - Keep Looking   Answer:  No, it is not that they all have at least (2) double letters....    KEEP TRYING BEFORE YOU READ THE ANSWER    Answer: In all of the words listed, if you take the first letter, place  it at the end of the word, and then spell the word backwards, it will be the same word. Did you figure it out?  No?  Then send to more people and stump them as well.  Then, you'll feel better too.  
R.i.p My Precious Little Kitty
A few words about my cat who passed on today. Clyde was probably the most personable kitty around. He'd know when I was down and he'd make sure that I'd have a friend to pet,to curl up with, someone to talk too. Of course he didn't speak but his tail and those loveable little eyes spoke to me. My gf said it best "they are your babies". And she's right. I love them with all my heart. I lost a goldfish this week as well (thing 1). He was a "feeder" goldfish but when I saw him we knew that he had to come home with us. It's funny, at times I feel that I love animals more than people. People will kill you for your ipod, your car, your cash. Animals will attack if scared,or sick or protecting their young. Anyways about Clyde. He was my sisters cat. She had ever since he was a little bitty orange fuzz ball. She moved from Boston to out of the country and said "you need to love him and take care of him". I'd like to think I did a good job about it. He was around for the good and the bad
A Poem For Cats......
Poem For Cats And God asked the feline spiritAre you ready to come home?Oh, yes, quite so, replied the precious soulAnd, as a cat, you know I am most ableTo decide anything for myself.Are you coming then? asked God.Soon, replied the whiskered angelBut I must come slowlyFor my human friends are troubledFor you see, they need me, quite certainly.But don't they understand? asked GodThat you'll never leave them?That your souls are intertwined. For all eternity?That nothing is created or destroyed?It just is....forever and ever and ever.Eventually they will understand,Replied the glorious catFor I will whisper into their heartsThat I am always with themI just am....forever and ever and ever. Author Unknown  
Regret And Mistake...enjoy Reading ...
Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once.   Sometimes we know we shouldn't and thats exactly why we do.     Mistakes are sometimes the best memories You're born, you die, and in between you make a lot of mistakes. Every new day is another chance to change your life.   The times in life, that seems to be the worst, always turn out for the best! Live your life without regret, don't be someone who theyll forget. If it's a good idea, go ahead and do it, its much easier to apologize then it is to get permission. How come dumb stuff seems so smart while you're doing it. Good judgment comes from bad experience, and a lot of that comes from bad judgment. If I don't die the first time most likely I will do it again. You cannot always wait for the perfect time, sometimes you must dare to jump. Never regret something that once made you smile.   Yes, the past can hurt but the way I see it you can either run from it or learn from it You shouldn't regret anything
What Is The Point?
I was thinking about what definitively separates a kid from an adult. It's cereal. When you start eating more eggs and bacon than Cinnamon Toast Crunch, that's when you're an adult. That's when you start down the path of bogus priorities. Down the path of self destructive behavior. Down the path of losing your sense of humor. Down the path of saying a list of things by repeating the first few words instead of using commas because your points are too profound to fit in one sentence. Down the path of using "going down paths" as an all-encompassing metaphor for all your shitty decisions. People who take their lives seriously are boring to hang out with, but when I'm not around them, their existence causes me destructive emotional pain. For that reason, it's almost less traumatic for me to hang out with boring people than to sit alone and hate that they exist somewhere. I just need to know who is who. That's why the first thing I do when I meet someone is look in their cereal cabinet. If
Typical Flittery Maneuvering
Trip to the grocery store for a pop - walking with my head down reading to see what my gas points were up to. I almost run into a cashier walking in an intercepting path with mine. I attempt to avoid plowing into her by flailing to my left, and walk directly into the path of the poor kid pushing a whole line of carts back inside the store. In an attempt to miss me, he plows his row of carts directly into the lady bringing a large selection of flowers from the outside of the store into the inside. Flowers sway ominously, but manage to stay in cart. I could NOT slink out of there fast enough!
Would You Place A Certain...
Fubar user's pic all over.  Not mine, someone that wears plastic!  A. No B. Hell, no!
Keep On Trucking
Keep On Trucking It was late, it was cold, and Tommy was behind schedule as he came down I-69 into Flint with his load of car parts. The only thing on his mind was unloading, dinner, shower and a bed. He didn’t even want a woman in it, that’s how beat he was tonight.  Ahead and on the side of the road he spotted a Chevy Suburban obviously disabled with its radiator overheating and steam pouring into the frigid air. He slowed down as a protective measure in case he needed to take any kind of action. Motorist could be dumb when it came to large fast moving trucks. He wasn’t about to stop until he saw the woman bent over the engine as he slowly went by. He pulled over.  Damn his mother for raising him a gentleman anyway. He pulled himself out of the cab and sauntered back. "You can’t fix that tonight ma’am. Can I give you a lift up the road to the nearest station?"  She looked up and he was hooked. She had huge grey blue eyes that you dove into and wanted
This is me...............     Maybe - Sick Puppies   Maybe I'm a dreamer Maybe I'm misunderstood Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should Maybe I'm crazy (Maybe I'm crazy) Maybe I'm the only one (Maybe I'm the only one) Maybe I'm just out of touch Maybe I've just had enough Maybe it's time to change And leave it all behind I've never been one to walk alone I've always been scared to try So why does it feel so wrong To reach for something more To wanna live a better life What am I waiting for? 'Cause nothing stays the same Maybe it's time to change Maybe it's hopeless (Maybe it's hopeless) Maybe I should just give up (Maybe I should just give up) What if I can't trust myself? What if I just need some help? Maybe it's time to change And leave it all behind I've never been one to walk alone I've always been scared to try So why does it feel so wrong To reach for something more To wanna live a better life What am I waiting for? 'Cause nothing stays the same Maybe it's time
[i Have No Access To Music.]
Well I do... but have you heard the speakers on a PSP? Kinda tinny. ... ah yes...thank you auto double-spacing from VISTA/IE. Thank you... thank you. God I hate this fucking laptop. Anyhow. ... and you'll notice that my overuse of spacing and paragraph breaks has taken a brief repose To my dear, loyal readers; Vegas was fun. Could've been a touch more interesting with legalized prostitution and a fully nude strip club with loose interpretations of what exactly is permissable in the "VIP room", but... hey, I had fun and I got to see my brother. Then my sister in law's grandfather died midtrip. COBRA is pretty much out of the question since I didn't get back by the thirtieth and I certainly had no opportunity to get my mail, fill out the paperwork and send it back. Yes... yes, I just immediately told you how someone else's death effected me instead of himself or the family. Well... for the most part my sister in law's family is... twatty. Ultrafundy religious nuts, and her mother,
Non-partisan Part 2
The election is tomorrow and I have been negligent in getting in here and talking about the issues so will try to do a few points in one blog this morning.  I am very concerned about this election for several reasons , primarily because half the candidates in this years election seem to want to throw science and knowledge about the world out the window and go back to something akin to burning witches at the stake and the days when we thought the earth was flat.  It is a shift in the Republican Party that is disturbing and backward thinking.  On the other hand the Dem's seem to think government knows better than we do...about everything.  So for an independent like me it is very difficult to decide who to toss and who to support.  Here are a few things I am thinking about..... The Tea Party movement in the Republican Party, the idea that life is simple and government should have no part in it is ridiculous and overly simplistic. The proponents are big corporations who are out sourcing
I cried out into the darkness of my soul, and you held me close to the light of yours. I spoke of the lust burning holes in my mortality, and you listened, drowning the embers  with your tears. I saw the eternity sacrificed for my forbidden love, and we shared the view from the sanctuary of your heart. I thought of the loneliness within my dreams, and you knew exactly how to open the prison of my mynd. I loved, and you loved me too...
Juggador Mafia Turf Rules And Guidelines..
                                                  Juggador Mafia Turf rules   Standards for promotion..1. Be an active member for at least one week.2. Show Improvement.( Not by leveling, but by Showing Excitement for your turf).3. Show consistent improvement (Based on Character strength and Skill).4. Other criteria include ability to train, Following all the turf rules and regulations, recruiting and working as team member.Once in a leadership position( LT and Up ), you are expected to be an active participant. If you are going to be inactive for longer than three days, let someone know and we will temporarily put someone in the position so the turf funds are maximized to improve the turf. Not letting the Boss or Underboss or Lieutenants  know can result in demotion to Associate. UPON PROMOTION:  The new soldier will need to provide a list of territories/equip to his/her mentor/trainer for an evaluation and/or recommendations on how to improve his/her mobsters. Unless we already kno
Daddy Update
For those who are not aware, my daddy was rushed to the ER early this morning and admitted to the CCU unit. And for those who are not aware, my dad is dying. I appreciate the prayers and thoughts and sincerity from those of you that have shown it today. However, it will not get better. He is dying. If he makes it to Christmas, and beyond for that matter, I will be greatly surprised. He's never been this bad before. His COPD is really taking it's toll on him, and I'm assuming since they put him in the critical cardiac unit, they're worried about the stress it's taking on his heart which scares me.  I've been living with my dad since April when my lease was up so I can help take care of him both financially, emotionally, and physically. It's been draining. It's been hard because my dad and I never had a relationship before this really. But after some recent events with finding out about a friend dying that was like a sister to me, and the intense amount of regret and guilt I've felt for
I'll Bite.
Who is in the mood to fuck me and or drag rusty nails against my skin? What should I tell you today? What lessons should you glean, what wisdom should you grock? Never be me. There's nothing under the anger, beneath the hopelessness. Nothing hiding under the patchwork. And that's what I'm afraid of. Its not in the mirror. Its not in the still night, disturbed occasionally by measured breath and recoiling murmors. Not in that hanging, meandering sense of time. Like a plucked feather drifting from the ceiling, catching the dust and light as it waltzes the plummet. There... but not. The contact will not be silent, but will go unnoticed. Stillness. Quiet. Peace? After the paperwork, the trudge, the mill, the powdering ache of bone on bone we amount to so precious little, in such a self-absorbed box. I intend to leave you with less. Debt, and the innevitable upstream, tread, sink, plummet. That second wind is only to wear you out sooner. But the legacy of verdant, open, level
I Wanna Cry
Alone in this house again tonightI got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wineTheres pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds meI'll never get over you walkin' awayWell I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-controlBut I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain To hell with my prideLet it fall like rain, from my eyesTonight I wanna cry.Would it help if i turned a sad song on"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're goneOr maybe unfold some old yellow lost love lettersIt's gonna hurt bad before it gets betterBut I'll never get over you by hidin' this wayCause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-controlBut I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain To hell with my prideLet it fall like rain, from my eyesTonight I wanna cry.oOOoWell I've never been the ki
I Love You
I love you with all my entity, mind body and soul.I love you unconditionally,you are the one that makes me whole.I love you with a passion,you are the fire within my heart.I will never stop loving you, I have known this from the start.I love you like you are the ocean,and I'm a tiny wave.I love you like i'm a stalagmite,and you are a mighty cave. I love you like a snow flake, melting on the ground. I love the way you look at me, I love the way you sound .I love you like a little bird, love's the bright blue sky.I love you more and more, every second that goes by. I LOVE YOU! 
when to se hallowicked alot of asshole touching girls sexualy i think its fucked up we spost to be family and dude be grabing other mens woman wtf anyway not shure when my lifes headed but i know the dark carnival with have a strong message with the might death pop its coming ppl u been warn  its neer change youe ways or u know where u will go and it wont be shangrila  well that all mcl to those who are real juggalos and lette  fuck thr  other the fakes and haters u kow where your going id hate to be u living your life hateing and not being happy losers mcl peace 
Days Of Defeat
Alliances are made and broken Lines are never clearly drawn Hearts Rise and Drop And all that rise do fall   Friends are left behind Because words spread like feather Rumors break the ties Nothing really means forever  
Mccanns Seek Joint Madeleine Review
Kate and Gerry McCann said they have had enough of "fluffy worthless words" and are calling again for a full case review over their daughter Madeleine's disappearance. Exactly three-and-a-half years since Madeleine went missing, the couple said they want "action" and for "somebody to do something". They launched a petition on Tuesday to lobby the UK and Portuguese governments for a joint or independent review of the case. "Essentially for the last three-and-a-half years the authorities have not been doing anything proactive to help Madeleine," Mr McCann said. The couple, from Rothley, Leicestershire, have met with former home secretaries Alan Johnson and Jacqui Smith, as well as current Home Secretary Theresa May, to discuss the issue and to ask for a review of the case. Mrs McCann said when they met Mr Johnson, who commissioned a "scoping exercise" by CEOP to see if a review would be helpful, they felt they were making progress, but now did not even know if the report ha
If It Walks Like A Duck...
I treat everyone with respect and rarely say anything to anyone... I'm a loner.  But I've been watching some of the fighting and crying on here and find it amusing.   If you take pictures of yourself in revealing clothes and suggestive positions solely to get more rates, etc.  You're a piece of meat!  Or at least that's what you're representing yourself as.  So don't be surprised when the dogs come looking for supper.  You can gripe all you want, about the people that send inappropriate messages, but if you are begging for love, you have to take all that comes your way.  Grow some thicker skin and learn to deal ppl... it's a game.  Keep your personal info. to yourself, and you can walk away at any time.   P.S.  If you live in a small town, (easy to pinpoint people) Don't put your real name where the crazies can literally go to google and see what your front door looks like.  Especially when you have a kid.  I've been a chat mod. for years and I've learned one thing... creepy old men
[what The Gouf?]
Wish I had that thirty minutes of circular argument back... "nuh uh" "... no really" is so productive. My great grandfather had a phrase "never argue with a fool in public, the public won't know who the fool is". But what's the good of vast superiority without proof of vast superiority? It's times like these I wish I had the license to euthanize. God, we'd be through a third of the global population in two weeks. I wonder what my perfect world looks like in three weeks... A lot of totally sweet robots, and very quiet streets I'm sure. Which brings me back to the original intent of this little sojourn onto the laptop.   I wanted to conceptualize the gouf black tri-stars more. The paint scheme is all but decided, but... do I dare do any surface mods? I feel almost pressured to do so, since... the tri-stars were a high mobility troupe and ... the gouf is not so speedy.   The problem is, I don't have the model in hand at the moment, but I do have a working understanding of it
cum to my web cam. i will show u my junk n u judge it.
Cellphones And All That Jazz
i has a cell now so ya'll better text me and what not   412-969-1480
With the credits you buy me I will get what is needed for the points with the credits. The credits isnt added onto whats going to be ran. 50 Credits = 6 hrs of my time which in that 6 hrs youll get atleast 12 mil points 100 credits = 12 hrs of my time which in that 12 hrs youll get atleast 24 mil points 150 credits = 18 hrs of my time which in that 18 hrs youll get atleast 36 mil points 200 credits = 24 hrs of my time which in that 24 hrs youll get atleast 48 mil points 250 credits = 30 hrs of my time which in that 30 hrs youll get atleast 60 mil points 300 credits = 36 hrs of my time which in that 36 hrs youll get atleast 72 mil points 350 credits = 42 hrs of my time which in that 42 hrs youll get atleast 84 mil points 400 credits = 48 hrs of my time which in that 48 hrs youll get atleast 96 mil points Other deals can be made just shout box me and we can set something up :). Refer someone and have them also buy my points and recieve 20% off your next purchase of my points.
The Puzzle Pieces Are Coming Together, Like It Or Not.
 And in my case, not. I tend to notice contradictions. If someone says something, writes something, posts a picture, anything that is in conflict with something previous, I immediately remember that previous event in my head. At that point, each becomes a puzzle piece in my mind, joined by any subsequent relevent happenings.  Eventually, most of these puzzles become a complete picture. Some of them are pretty. Sometimes they're funny. Often they reveal a way of thinking and feeling far different from my own. And of course, sometimes they're just plain ugly. These often make me wish I was oblivious to remembering and noticing this shit. Wishing I noticed little or nothing, as the sources of them often do.  I write this as two this week became complete pictures, neither of them pleasant. But at least neither a big surprise. A third is taking shape and I think I'd call it complete if not for the fact I don't want to believe the result.  If you get this far, you didn't actually have to
Whats New With Me
come jan 2011 i have lived in my apt for 2yrs.well my daughter is gettin so big now an she 2 yrs old now,she just turned 2 on Oct 15,2010.she been walkin since end of feb 2010,o wait back in feb of this yr my baby brother passed away on feb 5-i miss him.Im workin on gettin my daughter potty train.
Joel Burns Speaks Out

Is It Ok To Post Naked Pics Of Ourselves Here?
I may just break out with some pics if it's ok!
Without You... ( For My Man :d )
without you, there is no reason to live every moment , there is no reason to wake up in the morning , there is no reason to breathe every breath.  without you , my world is gone , my life is meaning less , my heart stops beating. without you , all colors are dull , all food is tasteless , all flowers are wilted. without you , there is no light , there is no warmth , there is no music. without you , i can not love , i cant not live , i can not laugh. without you ,
Mistress Of Death
It was, as I recall,A dark December night.Neither moon nor starHung o'er those dismal moments. There I stood,Gazing through the looking glass.Through crimsoned eyesI viewed the sight. The image I sawWas of my face not.In a robe of gloaming mistWas she standing. A woman, a wraith,A spirit of ancients,Moldering and rotten,With a silent hand outstretched. Overwhelmingly familiar,This.Overwhelmingly uncomfortable,This. This eidolon did once moreCause me to weep,But unlike times past,This woman now whispered. "Why do you fear Death so?Is it not the fate of all men?King or commoner?Truthful or thief?" With tear-filled rageI formed a fistTo smash the looking glassAnd destroy the phantom. But the vision remainedOne thousand times in the shards,Mirrored shards of lonelinessThat stabbed me deeper with each passing breath. Beckoned by one thousand spirits of ancientsWith their silent hands outstretched.And with my head down and my eyes gouged,I followed.  
The 8th Of November, Never Forget
On November 8th, 1965, the 173rd Airborne Brigade on Operation Hump, War Zone D in Vietnam, were ambushed by over 1200 V.C. Forty-eight American soldiers lost their lives that day. Severely wounded, and riskin’ his own life, Lawrence Joel, a medic, was the first livin’ black man since the Spanish-American War to receive the United States Medal of Honor for savin’ so many lives in the midst of battle that day. Our friend, Nialls Harris, retired 25 years, United States Army, the guy who gave Big Kenny his top hat, was one of the wounded who lived: This song is his story. Caught in the action of kill or be killed, greater love hath no man than to lay down his life for his brother. Let us NEVER forget the heros who have given their lives so that we can live free.
The Love Of My Life!
Rie Rie,     Everyday that I see your smiling face I cant believe how lucky one man can be. I had no intention on falling in love with you. I had no desire to get into a relationship with anyone. I guess what they say is true, when you are not looking for love that it when it will find YOU. We started out as friends, listening to each other, consoling each other, laughing and joking and it grew each day. Each day I saw more and more of who Rie is and more and more Rie came out of her shell and let me see her true self. You have blossomed like a rare flower and your beauty increases everyday. You have touched my heart, my soul and have stimulated my intellect more than any woman has. Now only are you sexy and beautiful, but the intelligence that you exude floors me every time I talk to you. This is not the forum for me to say some things, but how you are treated by others, namely FB sickens me. You will always have my respect, love and admiration for the rest of your life my love. I hea
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad   happy: Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros- Home
Veteran’s Day Offers! This Veteran’s Day, November 11th, Be Sure To Show Your Id And Take Advantage Of Some Great Deals…
If you have more to add PLEASE do so!!!!   • Veteran’s Day Offers! This Veteran’s Day, November 11th, be sure to show your ID and take advantage of some great deals…o Applebee's Restaurant - Free dinners to veterans throughout Veterans Day November 11th; selections will be from a new Veterans Day menu.o Outback Steakhouse - Free Blooming Onion and beverage.o Golden Corral- Free buffet dinner from 5-9 p.m. on Nov. 16 to anyone who has ever served in the U.S. military Staff.o Subway is showing its thanks with free six inch subs to all Veterans or Active Duty members.o Krispy Kreme - One free doughnut of any variety.o UNO Chicago Grill- Free entree or individual pizza with an entree or pizza purchase of equal or greater value.o Brides Across America - Provides free wedding gowns to qualified military brides.o Lowe's & Home Depot - Extra 10% off to active-duty military members, National Guard and reserve members, retirees, honorably discharged veterans and immedia
Hello All :)
I was just wanting to say hello to everyone :) Happy Holidays!   Lady Jazmin Endless Chaos
The Liar Takes The Stand
Validity of testimony Because of the serial bully's Jekyll and Hyde nature, compulsive lying, charm and plausibility, the validity of this person's testimony cannot be relied on in disciplinary proceedings, appeal hearings, and under oath at tribunal and in court. Emphasise this when taking action. Mediation with this type of individual is inappropriate. Serial bullies regard mediation (and arbitration, conciliation, negotiation etc) as appeasement, which they ruthlessly exploit; it allows them to give the impression in public that they are negotiating and being conciliatory, whilst in private they continue the bullying. The lesson of the twentieth century is that you do not appease aggressors. The disordered thinking processes of the criminal / antisocial mind are succinctly described in Stanton E Samenow's book Straight talk about criminals. For example: "Certain people who I term non-arrestable criminals behave criminally towards others , but they are sufficiently fearful [and k
Go Play A Game Of "hide And Go Fuck Yourself"
I was sitting in a McDonald's late one cloudy evening, having just enjoyed a fairly formidable meal, a rare occasion indeed, when I decided it would be wise to go outside and light up a smoke. The dark blue sky was a scene for many grey puffy clouds to display their fine features, yet the floor below was ridden with litter and sticky sensations, left by sexually frustrated teens in a hurry. I looked up and sighed gently as the cool breeze washed over me, inhabiting my skin with goose bumps and other ill creatures from Mother Nature. I was enjoying my low cost, high tar cigarette as much as one possibly can after a long and tiring month of dealing with everybody's bullshit including my own. Just having time to sit and wallow in the world's sense of simple beauty, was enough for this cat to live and let live at any strangers walking by spouting their contempt for me smoking.Of course, it never used to be like this, not too long ago everyone smoked where permitted; in bars a
Modern Metal Music... It's Not Just For Retards Anymore
I tend to Laugh at those unfortunate philistines who utter things like "Rap is so appealing because it gives people something to relate to," or "You can't be angry at people who listen to Hardcore/Screamo/Emo music just because they're expressing themselves." I also get bitched at because I don't give a "Fair Chance" to accept change in Music. The truth of the matter is this, I really truly want to believe that no genre is inherently bad, and that these genres themselves contain some spark of an ideal that can't be corrupted. I try to make myself believe that, but one thing always gets in my way: This new generation of "Metal"If there's one track out there that disproves the notion that all of today's Metal is complete fucking crap, I'd absolutely love to hear it. I would rest easy for the remainder of my days, comforted by the knowledge that my jolly, populist theories about music were confirmed. I've been searching for a non-horrible metal song like the Holy Grail, but
Need To Vent!!!!!!!
An Irish Blonde In A Casino
AN IRISH BLONDE IN A CASINO An attractive blonde from Cork , Ireland arrived at the casino. She seemed a little intoxicated and bet twenty-thousand Euros on a single roll of the dice. She said, 'I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I'm completely nude'. With that, she stripped from the neck down, rolled the dice and with an Irish brogue yelled, 'Come on, baby, Mama needs new clothes!' As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up and down and squealed...'YES! YES! I WON, I WON!' She hugged each of the dealers and then picked up her winnings and her clothes and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumbfounded. Finally, one of them asked, 'What did she roll?' The other answered, 'I don't know - I thought you were watching.' MORAL OF THE STORY - Not all Irish are drunks, not all blondes are dumb, but all men...are men.
Worlds Beyond Earth [my Semi-stab At Science Fiction Lol]
Worlds Beyond Earth     March 25th, 2012       When the news first came out that the earth was dying and had been dying for several decades it came as a shock. The biggest shock was the reason why the planet was dying and that the US government had perfected space travel in far more advanced ways that what they had led on with. The fear and riots that took place around the world was a sight to see those first few weeks and months afterward.       Looking back on things I wonder how we all stayed sane. In the process of perfecting the technology they had accidentally come up with the very organism that was cooling our planet. They still refused to say how such an organism came about, even though many suspected alien technology, but in the panic that followed who had the time to honestly figure out the cause?   July 17th, 2012       It's amazing how many nations can put aside their differences when mutual destruction is assured if you don't. With so many nations b
This Is A Poem I Wrote And Had Published
Indian Heritage by Christina Maria Ennis   I call upon my brothers and my sisters of the tribe.I call upon you all to help me to survive.\Take me from these white lands back to my native blood.I call upon you all to call upon a flood.\Take away the people who belong not in our tribe,and the people who are with us will know how to survive.\I was born on white lands and raised the white man's way.If I had a choice, I'd be back in the olden days.\Then the land was plenty and we traveled near and far.If at night we lost our trail, we'd look upon a star.\Now the white man uses cars and tools to find his way.I'll tell you something, white man, our native blood will stay.\So again I call upon the true blood tribe I love.I also call our blood spirits to help us from above.\Let us make a comeback to show them we are here.We'll take back what they had taken without a drop of fear.\So I'm proud to say I'm Indian; it's the blood that flows in me, 'Cause without all my ancestors, I would neve
Italian Loverþ
The Italian Lover Giuseppe was relaxing at his favorite bar in  Rome, when he managed to attract a spectacular young blonde woman. Things progressed to the point where he led her back to his apartment and after some small talk, they retired to his bedroom where he rattled her senseless.After a pleasant interlude, he asked with a smile, "So, you finish?" She paused for a second, frowned, and replied, "No." Surprised, Giuseppe reached for her and the rattling resumed. This time she thrashed about wildly and there were screams of passion. The sex finally ended and, again, Giuseppe smiled and asked, "You finish?" Again, after a short pause, she returned his smile, cuddled closer to him and softly said, No."Stunned, but damned if he was going to leave this woman unsatisfied, Giuseppe reached for the woman yet again. Using the last of his strength, he barely managed it, but they ended together screaming, bucking, clawing and ripping the bed sheets. Exhausted, Giusep
American Culture Observations
I've been observing American Culture during my travels in the states and I think it's time to point out some of the more annoying/stupid/fucking dumb things typical Americans engage in:   1. Text Messaging. Hey, it's convenient to take a few minutes to type a sentence. It reminds me of that other way to contact people...hmm...oh yeah, A PHONE! Text messaging is by far the dumbest thing ever created because it serves no purpose as opposed to what the phone can already serve. People text and drive, I know cell phone talking and driving is controversial, but texting and driving? Why don't you just cut the brake line before you drive? Hell, I have trouble lighting a cigarette while driving let alone texting. Plus, every time you text me, I get charged with it. When someone calls, I could be like hey I don't want to fucking talk to this guy, or it could be nighttime where it's free. 2. The South When you really think about it, the South is as dumb as you can get. If you look at the fac
[keys To The Kingdom]
Shit... I just found a HUGE resource of internships online.Bookjobs.comEverything from Abbeville Press to Zachery Schuster Harmsworth.I'm sure a lot of these won't consider me just based on the fact that I'd have to relocate. but...holy hell... I was hoping to find something just like this.Now to get a few dozen rejection letters!What else?Oh.I've updated my Kampfer color scheme and messaged one of my idols for some advice.   and I've been made painfully aware of just how shit my life is- wait.Hahthat happened years ago.2 to 5 years of experience ... *rolls eyes*.Internships- ho.Anyway, Kampfer kampfer kampfer kampfer kampfer~Actually the updated color scheme was about all I had right now.Someone needs to talk me into getting off my lazy ass and probably hand paint the itty bitties.nottoothrilled at that idea.Alsothey weren't kidding about using scotch tape on those dry transfer decals.*shakes head*.I dunno if I'm ready to move yet... but... well fuck, I mean, here I am, right? 25, a
How I Feel done pretending I'm happy. I'm done laughing when all I want to do is cry. I'm done pretending I'm not hurting. I'm broken with nothing left to give.Is DONE with the negativity, put downs, and all the blaming on me.. game. I am who I am. Take it or just leave me be. This girl will find her own way, PROMISE!my silence spoke a thousand words...but u never heard themi just wanna run away, run away from all of my problems and pain and never come back, because i don't think anyone would miss me.realized today that i have no one willing to try and hold me together. i guess i will have to remember that when everyone else is falling apart.
F.r.i.e.n.d........required Reading
This one will cause some of you to think a bit....    What is the meaning of this word we call friend?....I mean this is one of those words that changes it's definition from one person to another and I think some of us have forgotten the "real meaning" of the word itself, we've all had one or two of these people come into our lives and while some have stayed, others have gone by their own choice or being cast out by the person they befriended only to have that person regret that decision later. I'm no stranger to having people come and go in my life but like I said the meaning is different to other people, you got some who like to have lots of attention but never truly care about those that are in their circle, or the ones who keep to themselves keeping one or three friends at a distance so that they never get too close. Then there's the friend that most of are but change after every bad situation, some continue being that kind while others become one of the other two I mentioned ear
My Book
About to problem....   I NEED A TITLE! I'm torn between: #1 Letters Form Words,Words Form My Life. #2 Good News Leads To Tragedy. #3 The Road Less Traveled Never Has An On Ramp#4 Past Regrets In The Form Of Words HELP ME DECIDE Thanks everyone
/pops every single vertebraeOh my GOD that sucked.I think my mixture is too wet... again... and I spent the better part of the last what?2 hourscleaning.I cleaned 4 times for two very bad coats of primer.I deep cleaned once.What was the problem?Round one no media was coming out, so I did a quick clean and overcompensated by overthinning.... wet drippy crap and media still wasn't coming out.Cleaned again.Every aperture, every creviceevery entry.I thought this was overkill since I KNEW I left for vacation with this thing clean....same the mineral spirits, ran it through my reservoir, scrubbed my nozzle a little bit andSPEWTons of mineral spirits came out.... interesting.But it only happened when I would work the media control and after I wiped the nozzle.There was even this weird high pitched squeal when it was flowing normally.Went back to the sink.Scrubbed.Scraped.Soaked all apertures in mineral spiritsand took out my bamboo skewer to poke at my crown capand out popped a gl
Think About This.
Think about this for just a minute: Men and women pass on all the time. Most have fancy headstones and expensive caskets. Some even have giant mausoleums. The men and women that have sacrificed their lives to serve and protect us and our families get a small marker in the ground. Some get a small marble plaque. Many of them never even make it home. Remember them and show them the respect they deserve.
I had to delete the Newds folder, because the site I model for doesn't want me posting freebies.
my heart my heart is broken and its all because of you my heart cant be put back together with some gluemy heart is full of pain and u dont even care my heart really needs you but your not even theremy heart now as an empty spacemy heart needs u to fill that placemy heart feels the friendship will never be replacedmy heart wants you to still keep me safemy heart knew this friendship would grow into something moremy heart knew you were going to shut that doormy heart told me to let you know how i really feelmy heart told me if he lets go then its not actually realmy heart never told me if i told you i would loose a friendmy heart never told me my world would come to an endmy heart thought you wouldn, t walk out for goodmy heart thought u would of understoodmy heart now misses all fun we have had togethermy heart now wishes we should of stayed friends forevermy heart just had to give in and put up with the fact that you are gonemy heart has let you win and made me realise that i was wron
Another Sis Out Burst Lol
Crystal Goddess: In not so many words.. it's the twat of a fucking whore that never stops and continues to get gang banged repeatedly until her shit turns rainbow colored and winds up blue and infested..... I always said whores caused smog and pollution. -shakes head-.     Crystal Goddess... : Do you not realize.. That anal sex leads to a prolapsed rectum? WHICH means down the road someone is gonna be walking on their assholes.   delete 
Gender Based Mumms
Does anyone really enjoy them?  A. Yes B. No C. I go into them even if I am not the gender it is directed at.
For A Friend Who Lost Her Sweet Little Man At Only 5 Days Old
Its dark again It always gets dark again To dark to see Cool air on my hands Which pull the blanket tight Yet dawn approaches Even if long is the night It seems forever off When all hope is lost All the lights flicker A lone bird whistles  A hint of blue  And hope returns Red as fire on the eastern horizon With it comes life With it comes warmth Flowers reach  Leaves breath The daily spring The sky seems bluer Clouds form and hover  The moon hides its face A comforting feeling The sun in my hair The calm air No reason to leave But life must return For theres red on the eastern horizon
Nowhere In The Bible Does Jesus Have A Sword Fight
From: David ThorneDate: Wednesday 10 March 2010 7.12pmTo: Darryl RobinsonSubject: Permission SlipDear Darryl,I have received your permission slip featuring what I can only assume is a levitating rabbit about to drop an egg on Jesus.Thank you for pre-ticking the permission box as this has saved me not only from having to make a choice, but also from having to make my own forty five degree downward stroke followed by a twenty percent longer forty five degree upward stroke. Without your guidance, I may have drawn a picture of a cactus wearing a hat by mistake.As I trust my offspring's ability to separate fact from fantasy, I am happy for him to participate in your indoctrination process on the proviso that all references to 'Jesus' are replaced with the term 'Purportedly Magic Jew.'Regards, David.From: Darryl RobinsonDate: Thursday 11 March 2010 9.18amTo: David ThorneSubject: Re: Permission SlipHello DavidThe tick in the box already was a mistake I noticed after printing them all. I've se
My Son
My son just left for Basic training for the  Army October 6th . His dad received a letter today from my son there was 246 of the guys and only 26 of them passed. My son was one of them that passed :). And my son said hes in the white now he gets to learn how to sleep with his gun now.  Im proud of him making it but the thought of him sleeping with a gun makes me sad :(
What Adjective Describes You?
You Are Confident Your friends would describe you as a real "go-getter." You're very accomplished. You're a natural leader. You always know what needs to be done and who should do it. You trust yourself to perform well. You like to challenge yourself. You aren't afraid of failure. You are proactive instead of being reactive. You just get going and do what needs to be done. What Adjective Describes You? Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!
My Truth
The Truth Of My Life Will Never Be Know, The Truth Of My Heart Will Never Be Shown. People Who See Me May See What They Will, But I Know The Real Me And That's Part Of The Deal. My Heart And My Soul Are Not Worn On My Sleeve, The Mask That I Wear Makes It Hard To Believe. I Love And I Hate I Laugh And I Cry, I Feel All Emotions Every Day That Goes By. My Love For You All Can Never Be Shown, How Truly I Feel It That Will Never Be Known. Not In This Life And Not In This World, Not Till I'm Gone Will It All Be Unfurled. I Say This To You My Family And Friends, In Hopes That You All Can Begin To Comprehend. Just Love Me And Care Just Show Me Your There, For This Life Most Times Is Just So Unfair. So Now I Ask You Dont Judge Me Look Deeper Than That, Lets All Sit Down And Have A Little Chat. The People You Love Keep Close By Your Side, And All Hold On Tight This Is A Bumpy Ride. Through The Ups And The Downs Next To You Ill Be, And Hope That One Day You Can All See. The Truth That
Mexico Is Angry! Three Cheers For Arizona!
MEXICO IS ANGRY!    Three cheers for Arizona!   The shoe is on the other foot and the Mexicans from the State of Sonora, Mexico do not like it. Can you believe the nerve of these people? It's almost funny. The State of Sonora is angry at the influx of Mexicans into Mexico .  Nine state legislators from the Mexican State of Sonora traveled to Tucson to complain about Arizona 's new employer crackdown on illegals from Mexico .  It seems that many Mexican illegals are returning to their hometowns and the officials in the Sonora state government are ticked off. A delegation of nine state legislators from Sonora was in Tucson on Tuesday to state that Arizona 's new Employer Sanctions Law will have a devastating effect on the Mexican state. At a news conference, the legislators said that Sonora , - Arizona 's southern neighbor - made up of mostly small towns - cannot handle the demand for housing, jobs and schools that it will face as Mexican workers return to their hometowns from
Sunday - November 14, 2010
I am auctioning off my points for Sunday the 14th of November.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on November 14th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction bids in the comments section below.... Thank you and have a wonderful day/night....   I will accept the following: - Fubux - Ability Blings (Boomerangs, MegaPolishers, Famps, Auto 11s, Cherry Bombs, God Mode) - Bling Packs (On Sale Friday the 12th) - Happy Hours, Blasts, Pimp Outs, etc....   * Will also consider multiple day bids....   **Remember: You get what you bid for, someone else just does all the work for you....
Soldiers Comming Home To Surprise Their Family:)
Win Or Lose
So, much has happened in the world outside of this place. I got a better position at work. Im a full time Chat Support for VIZIO.So, if you need some elhelpo with your TV etc, chat me ;)Im hardly ever on here anymore, and my addiction is no longer.Im still here for some friends, but its sad, that some friendships have drifted apart, because we only talked on here, and since I dont have time for this place, we dont talk. But I always have my cell on me. So if you think I love you enough, ask for the number, and you might get it.My birthday is this month. Im gonna do childish stuff that i wont get to when Im older. Like sliding down stair cases on  a matress, or anything random and crazy. But I just want some of you to know, I do love you, and Out of Sight, Out of Mind, doesnt apply to you, even if it does to me.( i dont expect you all to want to talk to me everyday, but I do cherish some of you, even if Im not on your top whatever) That being said, I just dont care about ranking, any
Scroll I
  Today I begin my life anew. Today I shed my old skin which hath, too long, suffered the bruises of failure and the wounds of mediocrity. Today I am born anew and my birthplace is a vineyard where there is fruit for all. Today I will pluck grapes of wisdom from the tallest and fullest vines in the vineyard, for these were planted by the wisest of my profession who have come before me, generation upon generation. Today I will savor the taste of grapes from these vines and verily I will swallow the seed of success buried in each and new life will sprout within me. The career I have chosen is laden with opportunity yet it is fraught with heartbreak and despair and the bodies of those who have failed, were they piled one atop another, would cast its shadow down upon all the pyramids of the earth. Yet I will not fail, as the others, for in my hands I now hold the charts which will guide me through perilous waters to shores which only yesterday seemed but a dream. Failure no longer
Bother By Stone Sour
Wish I was too dead to cryMy self-affliction fadesStones to throw at my creatorMasochists to which I caterYou don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won't let go 'til it bleedsWish I was too dead to careIf indeed I cared at allNever had a voice to protestSo you fed me shit to digestI wish I had a reason;my flaws are open seasonFor this, I gave up tryingOne good turn deserves my dyingYou don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won't let go 'til it bleedsWish I'd died instead of livedA zombie hides my faceShell forgottenwith its memoriesDiaries leftwith cryptic entriesAnd you don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won't let go 'til it bleedsYou don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on:I'll never live down my deceit
Point Hoaredness #2
seximandi's status: wanna see all of me send me some bling i can activate or 2 million fubucks or a blast ...can make a deal for a happy hour   well...... at least shes offering pics LMAO......... still no class though.
Gov't Poetry
Corruption Confusion, illusion, diffusion among us. Inspired by those who are in power of us. Our protectors are devils, disguised in angel eyes, Misleading, deceiving, tricking us into believing we are safe while we are dreaming. All the while they are scheming, demeaning, Manufacturing a false sense of security just to maintain worldy positions, possessions, with no discretions. We are only puppets in their puppet show, Singing and dancing for their pockets to grow. Assets no longer, it's time to go, oppose their code and to jail you will go. A seemingly endless supply, Brainwashed from inside the womb. It's not us they care about, It's power, greed, prestige, they protect. More money to make, more souls to take. It's Freedom we need to protect, it's us Who need to direct. To stand up for Our rights, unite one another... Believe in each other! Think for ourselves, listen to our hearts,
Monday - November 15, 2010
I am auctioning off my points for Monday the 15th of November.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on November 15th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction bids in the comments section below.... Thank you and have a wonderful day/night....   I will accept the following: - Fubux - Ability Blings (Boomerangs, MegaPolishers, Famps, Auto 11s, Cherry Bombs, God Mode) - Bling Packs - Happy Hours, Blasts, Pimp Outs, etc....   * Will also consider multiple day bids....   **Remember: You get what you bid for, someone else just does all the work for you....
~top Ten....~
Top 10 Things to do at the Mall 10. At the bottom of an escalator, scream "MY SHOELACES! AAAGH!" 9. At the stylist, ask to have the hair on your back permed. 8. Ask a saleswoman whether a particular shade of panties matches the color of your beard. 7. Sneak up on saleswomen at the perfume counter and spray them with your own bottle of Eau de Swanke. 6. Collect stacks of paint brochures and hand them out as religious tracts. 5. At the pet store, ask if they have bulk discounts on gerbils, and whether there's much meat on them. 4. Hand a stack of pants back to the changing room attendant and scornfully announce that none of them are "leak proof". 3. Ask appliance personnel if they have any TVs that play only in Spanish. 2.
~the Psychological Impact Of Bondage~
"Master," she said. "Yes," I said. "Why would you bind a woman who is a slave?" she asked. "She knows that there is no escape for her. She is not going to run away. She knows that you may do with her as you please." "It holds her in a given position," I said, "for your leisured work upon her body." "That is true," she said.  "But the primary reasons," I said, "are as you might suspect, psychological, both from the point of view of the master and the slave. She, chained, or bound, is helpless. She knows that she might, at the master's whim, be slit like a larma. This increases her terror, her vulnerability, her desire to be found pleasing. This makes her feel more slavelike and, accordingly, more ready to respond to the touch of the master. From the master's point of view, of course, this is also stimulating. It is pleasant for a man to have absolute power over a woman, to have her bound or chained in a position of his choosing, and to know that she must submit to whatever he choos
Lances Rant 5
I hate 80's butt! ugh, so gross! I'm an ass man, and the 80's was a dark dark era for the lovers of poopchutes.(80's Butt: When jeans are worn high above the waist line, making the rear-end look tall and wedgied. )A long saggy butt, fuckin' ewww, it looks like an upside-down heart thats melting...80's butt can ruin eve...n the greatest of asses. but not only an effect from the way cloths are worn...some women simply have 80's ass...a tall long looking saggy butt. ewwwwwwwwwwwww.....  
Saw This In My Junk Mail , Made Me Giggle Lol I was ready to give my right arm to get back my former erection!‏ 11/13/10    
Maybe Your Baby Got's The Blues
If you hear her cry at nightBetter turn on your lightMaybe your baby's got the bluesWhen she says there's nothing wrongShe just wants to be aloneYou can bet your baby's got the blues(Chorus)Women like men to make the first moveAnd touch her like he used toWhen there's achin' in her heartOnly tenderness can findWomen like men to make them feel aliveAnd keep her apron strings untiedYes women like men To love them through the blues sometimeWhen her days all run the sameAnd she says she thinks she needs a changeMaybe your baby's got the bluesIf she says she's just a wifeAnd so far from the glamorous lifeYou can bet your baby's got the blues(Repeat Chorus)Yes, women like men to love them through the blues sometimes
Tuesday - November 16, 2010
I am auctioning off my points for Tuesday the 16th of November.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on November 16th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction bids in the comments section below.... Thank you and have a wonderful day/night....   I will accept the following: - Fubux - Ability Blings (Boomerangs, MegaPolishers, Famps, Auto 11s, Cherry Bombs, God Mode) - Bling Packs - Happy Hours, Blasts, Pimp Outs, etc....   * Will also consider multiple day bids....   **Remember: You get what you bid for, someone else just does all the work for you....
Written By A Young Girl With Cancer
SLOW DANCE         Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask "How are you?" Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi' You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It is like an unopened gift.... Thrown away. Life is not a race. Do tak
::one Of The Best Feelings In The Word::
When a man appreciates you for who you are and makes you feel like a real, beautiful woman and not some ugly, disgusting nobody. I haven't felt this way in the longest time
Inspired By A Muse ( Short But I Like It)
Untitled   She calmly spies with lovely eyes and beckons the wind to come,And as gentle breeze passes between the trees her shine is the envy of the sun,Her nature sweet as honey straight from the hive,And with a sweet word and a kind laughter she reminds you why it feels good to be aliveHer company you find makes you feel warmHow even in her moments of harsh truth you sense no harm,The days spent with her always seem too short,You stare at the sunset trying to halt it's progress ever more,Though this attemmpt you known is purely in vain,You do it each time to halt her from parting company with you again,Though there is a light sting you feel as she leaves you sight,You are filled with a greater joy that you will see here again and you spirit shall once more take flight   By: Romuald ( Romeo) Tchouante
[kampfer Forearm Mod]
(Reposted from my gunpla forum, this took a little over an hour) Or as I like to call itMagic Trick, Bitches!Alright, for this mod you will requirea Pin vise with a 0.9 mm bit fastened into place.A pointed single edge exacto blade fastened into place (don't know the type, but they're standard with most exactos- the longer the point the better, more on this later)A Kampfer 1/100 MG kit. (Completed or partially constructed preferable)Spare compatible parts. I usedH 16 and H 17 (your manual will indicate that you do NOT use these parts in the construction of this kit)and PC-122 (the poly cap sheet) PC-T Here's a pic. Spoiler: hide PC T and H 17 fit. H16 creates a hinge with H 17. Spoiler: hide Alright, phase 1Get a good feel for the parts in question. Don't be afraid to talk to your parts, your kit, or your tools. They are your partners, children, and friends.Now, lift off the elongated forearm cover of the arm you wish to modify (you should have enough pa
First Medal Of Honor For A Living Afghan War Vet Sergeant Saved One Man, Killed Insurgent Who Was Dragging Away Another
By MICHAEL J. CRUMB The Associated Press  updated 11/15/2010 7:37:25 PM ET 2010-11-16T00:37:25 Share Print Font: +-DES MOINES, Iowa — A 25-year-old soldier from Iowa who exposed himself to enemy gunfire to try to save two fellow soldiers will become the first living service member from the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq to receive the Medal of Honor. President Barack Obama phoned Army Staff Sgt. Salvatore Giunta at the base in Italy where he's stationed to tell him he'd be receiving the nation's highest military honor, Giunta's father told The Associated Press. He will become the eighth service member to receive the Medal of Honor during operations in Iraq and Afghanistan. The seven previous medals were awarded posthumously. "It's bittersweet for us," said Steven Giunta, of Hiawatha. "We're very proud of Sal. We can't mention that enough, but in this event, two other soldiers were killed and that weighs heavy on us. You get very happy and very proud and then you start dealing wit
It's Music Lyrics People, Now Tell Me The Song Ffs
For months I put what seems to be jibberish as a status, why? Because there are so many on this site that claim to be DJ's (which means they have a knowledge of music) orlovers of music. Well you sub-human morons, this jibberish I put up are, in fact, song lyrics. Not rap crap, or hip hop burp noises, but songs with actual music instead of "BOOM BOOM BOOM". Why do I put these lyrics up? To see just how many or you dribble drooling children can come up with the song and artist without going to google. So far, only 2 have been able to, and those 2 I expected would know the answers because they actually do know music. So, you troll-resembling nitwits, start rubbing those 2 semi-comotose braincells that you have left and see what you can come up with. Is there a prize, reward, etc...? Yeah, the satisfaction of knowing you really are worth saving from being gobbled up by the rest of the zombies that troll this God-forsaken whore sponge of a website. That is all.
Dying To Live: A Journey Begins
                              Dying to Live:  A Journey Begins          An inner strength peepsshyly out around hernewly wounded heart....she has sooo recentlylost so much that allowspeople to go on in this world...the death of herunborn child``the death of the unclethat was more like a fatherto her....the death of a lovehe said would be forever, but was gone before he ever bothered to meet her.She flashes a quick smile,quickly swipes away a rogue tear,and bravely enters theadmitting office....alone with her thoughtsof forNEVER....alone with her fearsof physical violation--devastation...alone with the angerof being diagnosed withterminal, invasive breast cancer....and she's only 25!!She hesitates but a momentbefore signing the formsthat would change her life in a way most peoplecouldn't handle in a friend,let alone in themselves....she signs away herright breast,wondering what it willfeel like to be'flat-chested' once look child-like on the outside....but scarred to t
I Is Stupit
On my way home from work tonight with a friend. His phone alerts him about something on his Facebook page. He checks it and burst out laughing, handing me the phone to read. The post was from a former friend of mine who is his sister-in-law: "don't u love it when people think ur stupit but you know more than they think." Me being the person I am, grab the phone to respond with the following: "Don't you love it when people talk about stupid people yet can't spell stupid?" LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO The outcome? She deleted the post! hahahahahahaha
His Life
Why I Prefer A Dog…
Why I really prefer a dog……………….. We’ve all had trouble with our animals, but I don’t think anyone can top this one:   Calling in sick to work makes me uncomfortable. No matter how legitimate my excuse, I always get the feeling that my boss thinks I’m lying.   On one recent occasion, I had a valid reason but lied anyway, because the truth was just too darned humiliating. I simply mentioned that I had sustained a head injury, and I hoped I would feel up to coming in the next day. By then, I reasoned, I could think up a doozy to explain the bandage on the top of my head. The accident occurred mainly because I had given in to my wife’s wishes to adopt a cute little kitty. Initially, the new acquisition was no problem. Then one morning, I was taking my shower after breakfast when I heard my wife, Deb, call out to me from the kitchen. ‘Honey! The garbage disposal is dead again. Please come reset it.&rsquo
Monthly Vip Giveaway Revamp...
Well, I'm considering changing this concept around a little, to something like: 1) I randomly choose someone from my friends/fans (You must be in BOTH lists)... 2) Not a current VIP 3) I shouldn't need to inform you to add me, fan me, rate me, etc...  c'mon folks... we all know the game here!! 4) a negative attitude is a downer... (wah wah, I never win anything... I don't have a chance...  I can't compete with...  etc... blah blah blah...)  it's unbecoming.  Fact is, I'm looking for friends, not fakes...  if you're truly looking for a friend, you have a chance 5)  Are you a regular in my shout box???  hmmm..... disclaimer:  I do this for the fun and frolic and to be nice...  it's cheaper than a dinner/movie date, lasts longer than flowers, and who knows...  could be a long friendship... which to me is worth spending $20.  No I am not trying to buy friends...  hell, I don't have THAT much money to play with...  I'm not gonna be anyones sugar-daddy...  LOL    
Whatever It Is
She got eyes that cut you like a knife and lips that taste like sweet red wine And pretty legs go to heaven every time She got a gentle way that puts me at ease When she walks in the room I can hardly breathe Got a devastating smile knock a grown man to his knees She got whatever it is It blows me away She's everything I want to say to a woman but couldn't find the words to say She got whatever it is I don't know what to do Cause every time I try and tell her how I feel it comes out "I love you" You got whatever it is You know I've never been the type that would ever want to stay Bring 'em home at night and they're gone the next day But that all changed when she walked into my life And people askin why it is Tell them I don't know Just something about the woman makes my heart go haywire And she's gonna be my wife She got whatever it is It blows me away She's everything I want to say to a woman but couldn't find the words to say She got whatever it is I don't know what to do Cause every
The Meaning Of My Name...terri
You Are Spontaneous and Whimsical You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but
They say I trust to easy that I should never let someone tear me down to where I gave up, easier said then done as it seems one did manage to do that plus and ya know it should have made me stronger but instead it made me see how stupid I was to believe in things that are never gonna happen that they was never gonna happen why is that well cause they was never serious, they was never honest to begin with. you shouldnt have to pry things out of someone that tells you they love you or that they need you in their life cause hell they are just waiting in the shadows for you to get so deep into it just to dump on you and not care who hurts or for how long. So guess this is just my way to have a peace of mind. Dont fall for someone that cant be honest with you cause it will get you in the end, love peace and chicken grease
Blog Of The Day
have you ever wondered if you would ever find the one you were loking for and one day u woke up and  reailized he or she was there the whole time? i did and you know what she came to see me and we went out to dinner and all was good or so i thought. one day after we had been married for some time i began to see changes in her and noticed that we were becoming distant. all the while everything elese in my life was going full till and was looking good then one day it was all over the relationship had hit a point of no return and ever sence then i have been in serch of someone who truly cares and hope to one day find that person and maybe i already have you never know. then there is the question about being to picky and is there a perfact match out there and i believe there is no perfact match but there are close matches to your personalty types and or what ever looks u want even though looks dont matter to me its whats on the inside. thats all for now untill next time
Being There For You
Being There For You My love for him it will be forever I promised him to work out the problems together If he ever needs me I'll give it my all And work out the troubles be they big or small I'll hold him when he's down And from his face I'll take his frown I only wish to make him see I'll give him nothing but honesty My goal in life is to make him smile And as for that I'd walk more than a mile If he ever needs anything all he needs to do is ask Because I feel that's an easy task I really do love him so There is nowhere I wouldn't go I'd cross deserts and mountains and even the sea
I Probably Will
They say I maybe crazy I only say I've had my fill They say I'll throw it all away I probably will   They'll only give you what you're taking But lately I've been unfulfilled They say I'll probably blow it off someday I probably will The way they talk about each other The way they talk about themselves Well they could talk, talk, talk forever And they probably will You know they probably will   Now I'm noy really bitter You know Im just a little chilled They say that things can just get better And they probably will And they will only make us stronger If they should try to keep us still And we could rise and take it all Someday We probably will The way they talk about each other The way you talk about yourselves Well you can talk, talk, talk forever And you probably will You know you probably will
Gettin Tossed
I am sick and tired of rating people that don't rate me back, it's like I'm a guy so I have to work 100 times harder than any female on this site. I buy bling, I complete what I have to, and except for a couple and I mean like two or three ppl, I have to do everything myself! I'm not crying, but I am bitchin! I am a good friend, I rate my tops every day, I polish their bling and if I have cash I bling them as well... this is probably why I left the last time, I don't even remember but this shit is getting old. I don't get yr rates even tho I rate u an 11 evey day!? WTF u don't even stop by my page to say hey? this is a social network? I have been respectful, kind and unloaded everything I can for ppl and those of you that have given KNOW this is not for you. But this has turned into a female sex frenzy for fucktards!
The Worst Analogies Ever Written In A High School Essay
They lived in a typical suburban neighborhood with picket fences that resembled Nancy Kerrigan's teeth. He spoke with the wisdom that can only come from experience, like a guy who went blind because he looked at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it and now goes around the country speaking at high schools about the dangers of looking at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it. She caught your eye like one of those pointy hook latches that used to dangle from screen doors and would fly up whenever you banged the door open again. The little boat gently drifted across the pond exactly the way a bowling ball wouldn't. McBride fell 12 stories, hitting the pavement like a Hefty Bag filled with vegetable soup. From the attic came an unearthly howl. The whole scene had an eerie, surreal quality, like when you're on vacation in another city and "Jeopardy" comes on at 7 p.m. instead of 7:30. Her hair glistened in the rain like nose hair aft
Tears Fall
tears falllike acid rainupon the groundblood leaves a stainthere is a voiceinside my headtelling mei'm already deadi am brokenfeeling lostknowing my lifewill pay the costtears fallthe soul will tojust rememberthe girl you knew.....            Forgotten Angel
Being A Biker
I walk out and straddle her. Shes lean and black as night and mean as the devil himself. I turn the switch and hit the button and 96 cubic inches roars to life. I kick the side stand up and ease back on the trottle and the beast is awakened. She is like a secret lover just waiting for me to grace her seat. I head down the street and the night air is crisp with just the slightest chill. Up ahead the moon looks down on me full and bright staring at me with a gaze that seems to say follow me be at peace and I am. I hit the highway and there are no cars to be seen the only thing I hear is the growl of her engine and it touches my soul like the hot iron of a brand. I can feel the night kiss my cheecks with her icy breath and at that moment I am alive. As we ride on nothing matters and the cares and worries of the day dissappear like the fog does with the suns rays. I am at peace and the Gods are watching me. There is no feeling like it in the world. No drug, no alcohol, and no
Biker Wisdom
Midnight Bugs taste Best Saddlebags can never hold everything you want, but they CAN hold everything you need. NEVER argue with a woman holding a torque wrench Never try to race an old Geezer, he may have one more gear than you. Home is where your Harley sits still long enough to leave a few drops of oil on the ground. You'll get farther down the road if you learn to use more than two fingers on the front brake. Routine maintenance should never be neglected It takes more love to share the saddle than it does to share the bed. The only good view of a thunderstorm is in your rearview mirror. Never be afraid to slow down. Only Bikers understand why dogs love to stick their heads out car windows. Harley's don't leak oil; they mark their territory. Never ask a biker for directions if you're in a hurry to get there. Don't ride so late into the night that you sleep through the sunrise. Pie and Coffee are as important as gasoline. Sometimes it takes a whole tankful of gas before you can think
I pace around my apartment as I wait for what is to come this night. Tonight is the night  my dream comes true tonight I become the submissive and let my partner  do as they wish with me. As I pace around my place I make sure everything was set for the events to come. As I went to check the time I heard a knock at my door and go and check to see who it was.  I opened the door  and there stood Christen. She was dressed in a black and red corset and a long tight black skirt. “Hello Christen how are you tonight?” I say to her as I open the door and step out of the way so she could come in. As she steps in she looks at me and tells me to go to the bedroom and wait for her. I do as I am told and close the door and go into my bedroom and wait for her to come in.  As Christen enters the bedroom I look at her and smile as she starts to pull bed straps out of her bag and begin to tie them to the bed. When she was done tieing them to the bed she looked at me and told me to take my cl
The Alberto Kang Thoughts On Fubar
In an attempt to check the NSFW settings on this blog i will now Swear so that i can check to see who can see it.   FUBAR sucks and it is Fucking Stupid.   Well so far that is my opinion for now, still not sure who can read anymore of this that i write so.   Does this make the Blog Private?
And no...not that kind of pot.Faint hint of ginger.Not so subtle blow of awesome.What I done did?I carved my ham down a smidge and ... a lot of a smidge. I started with 15 lbs and I had to get a whole bunch of that off to fit in my HUGE dutch oven.Once that was done I took about 2 tbs of ground ginger, and 2 cans of RCPerforated the cut side a bit (figuing, why the hell not?) and popped the lid on my pot.Baked at 350 for about...... 3.5 hours.Checking regularly til I hit 160 internal temp.That easy.I put about half of my unbaked ham in a tupperware container to soak in the ginger RC ham goo.I'm expecting that to be about the consistency of ... a candle tomorrow.Once the ham was cool, I just had to give the bones a sharp twist, and they were out of there. I now have...14lbs of ham. I ate at least a pound of it cutting it to fit the pot, taste testing taste testing and calling "bag fries" For dinner I took about 2 cups of artificial crab meat, a heavy pinch of tumeric, cumin, and red
Black Friday
Some of you know that I work part time in a department store. I would like to tell some of you that know who you are about respecting others on Black Friday. We've heard the stories about people being knocked down and trampled over by mobs looking to get that great price on merchandise. I'm here to tell everyone without censorship, don't be a fuckhead this Christmas season. No fantastic deal in the world is worth injuring innocent people trying to shop for the holidays. I don't care what your excuse is. If you are trampling over top of someone that fell down in a store, YOU ARE WRONG! PERIOD! If this is what so-called society has come to for a holiday that is based on "peace and goodwill", then I, and many others like me could care less if you step foot in our businesses this year. I don't shop on Black Friday. However, if it were me being trampled in a store by disrespectful people, it would look like the superbowl blitz. I would be grabbing the legs of everyone tromping over me a
Are You Baby
Now did you read that as something guiding youor that caustic metal they used to make plumbing out of?MmmmCaustic metal.Well... here's some crazy shit.Some crazy shit I haven't quite wrapped my head all the way around.My dad has a lead on a case manager jobwhich could lead to my masters being paidwhich could lead to an obligation to work as a counselor for a couple years at the place that paid for it... which could lead to a career.Downside?Probably have to move back to Independence.Very, very small pond.Not a whole lot to do.Not the best dating pool.Moving back to Independence does not equal moving closer to my brother...That's the biggest downside right there.But I'm still turning it over in my head.Dude... I'd be within driving distance of my favorite chinese restaurant though...-------------------------I'm not sick of ham yet.... yet.-------------------------Kampferohboythe most exciting and challenging part of customizing my Kampfer yet(this is a LIETHIS IS A LIE!!!THIS IS A LIE!!
Spc. Brian M. Clemens
Spc. Brian M. Clemens Died February 06, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Kokomo, Ind.; assigned to C Company, 1st Battalion, 293rd Infantry Regiment, Indiana Army National Guard, Fort Wayne, Ind.; killed Feb. 6 when his Humvee overturned in Kuwait.
Army Sgt. Michael C. Barry
Army Sgt. Michael C. Barry Died February 01, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 29, of Overland Park, Kan.; assigned to the 205th Medical Battalion, Missouri National Guard, Kansas City, Mo.; killed in a vehicle accident on Feb. 1, 2003, in Qatar. serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom
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A Poem For Shadow Dancer
Shadow Dancer   I lingered in the shadows, Far from the pulsing lights, My thoughts and peace to gather In the welcoming quiet of night.   Above a black tapestry of starlit silk, Wrapped in ghostly moon glow, I settled in to smoke and ponder All the things I didn’t know.   I looked up and found her before me - I had not heard her draw near. For all my scars and hard countenance She looked at me without fear.   Something glittered behind her eyes, A light that in mine had fled, And a soft smile rested on her face, Still watching me without dread.   I was bewildered, caught off guard; She’d found my secret place. Protests, flight, some action to take All faded in the light of her gaze.   She smiled warmly and turned away, Gave me a another glance, And in a clearing lit by stars, This mystery began to dance.   Words are my life but they fail To describe that shadowy scene, There was anguish, longing and hope there, And all the emotions in bet
Is It Too Much?????
WHAT DO I WANT? IS IT TOO MUCH?.... What am i searching for....... am i searching for too much....... what am i asking for....... is it too much to be asking....... i would like someone who won't cheat....... someone who understands why you don't go to bed mad....... someone who will be my best friend....... someone who will love and except me for who i am....... someone with a great personality,.... lovely smile,.... deep eyes (right to the soul),.... someone who understands my sarcasm,.... someone who loves my daughters,.... someone who understands that i can get jealous,.... someone who trusts me,.... someone who will be 100% open and honest....... someone to CARE!....
Let these describe the indescribable.  -  Lord Byron
[greens And Grays]
Fuck sleep.Seriously.I cooked some greens tonight.About 4 leaves and a couple branches? of brocolli.... in about 2 cups of ham gelatin (what? I told you the stuff I saved from baking half of it would set up like a candle, it's got the consistency of jello, the color of RC and the flavor of... well... ham.)and about 5 cups of waterand 2 cups of orphaned hamHam flavored vegetables are still vegetables right?... could not find the boondocks clip of that line.Oh well.Yeah, I let that cook for a bit over an hour in my medium sized pot....then I threw it a partywe had cakeand presentsand funny hatsNo idiot I ate it.It was reminiscent of the "portugese green soup" at MaFarlands here in town (blue hair joint). Only mine wasn't as salty... and tasted more like ham than ... salt.And I didn't have any brussel sprouts or celery in it.Oh yeah >>3 cloves of garlic and a little bit of pepper went a long way with this soup.I probably undercooked the greens.Did not see that coming.But the mythic stomac
Forwarded Text Message, So Made Me Think Of Someone Special
A GOOD boyfriend would-text you every second he's not at your side.-hug you every chance he gets..and stay there for a while.-call you beautiful or pretty instead of sexy or hot.-stay up all night to text you-tells you he loves you.-Kisses you-teases you, but lets you tease back.A GOOD girlfriend would...-constantly remind you how much she loves you.-do anything to be with you-gets really close to you when hugging, dancing, etc.-smile everytime you walk her way-is always thinking of youA GOOD couple would...-get in fights, but not let it ruin them-only have eyes for each other-be themselves with each other
Why Men Like To Play Games When It Comes To Love. Waste Of Time.
Hi my name is shelly and I am using this arena just cos i need to clear my head and get input from anyone else. NoI absolutely don't need a man but I choose one for company. I have been with dayfreindly guy here on fu for about a year and half. I have always easily gone outta my to treat him good cos the mother of his children yes they under same roof. She treats him like dirt, always passed out drunk and doesn't contribute to even regular household things including caring for her 2 small children. My boyfriend did and still does all that. I understand he has no money cos i don't either but we always found a way to be together and yummy yes even in his garage as he works in one, on the cars and in mice mechanical places very fun, and always at my house. you can check this man out at dayfriendlyguy here on fu should you like. I always ever wanted someone to take me out and accept me for me take me the way i am and he loves the way i or...or herhe did anywas.. just horrible sad is all...
Happy Thanksgiving! Tips To Avoid Gaining Weight & Delicious Healthy Recipes!
Hey everyone! Thanksgiving is just a few days away and I am so excited! There is absolutely nothing better in this world than spending time with your family, friends, and indulging in amazing food! I am so excited for my mom to be coming down to spend the night with me Wednesday, spend Thanksgiving day with my Scott family, and see my dad and step-mom on Saturday! I wanted to share some tips to help avoid gaining *too much weight* over the holiday and share some of my favorite healthier choice recipes for Thanksgiving!- Tips to avoid gaining weight over the holiday!* Do not arrive to your holiday meal wherever it may be absolutely starving! Try having a small nutritious snack before hand so you will avoid piling up your plate with too much extra food! I recommend a hand-full of almonds, a few apple slices with a table spoon of peanut/almond butter, or 1/2 cup of cottage cheese.* Focus on your friends and family! Holiday's are more than just amazing food. Do not put all of
"some Experts Fear A Substance Oozing Out Of Siberia's Frozen Surfaces Will Soon Redefine The Climate Fight"
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Five Minutes Management Course
Lesson 1:A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings.The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbour.Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.'After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves.The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?''It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she replies.'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?'Moral of the story:?If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.Lesson 2:A priest offered a Nun a lift.She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg.The priest nearly had
How A Women Should Always Be Treated..
I will try to keep this short and to the point.. The most precious and most beautiful thing on earth is a woman...The mountains, ocean, and so on are beautiful to ,but do not even come close to the beauty of a woman...Whether you are married , or very close in friendship always treat her as she is the only thing that matters to you and all you will ever want.If a woman has a bad attitude, more than likely it's because of what a man has done to her in the past...Men are more responsible for the way a woman is in her personality than we want to know..If you (man)  is doing what you should to a woman l the love of your life , you shouldn't have time to even think about another... Do things for her that she would least expect.. Sometimes , it's the little things that mean the most..Remember the little things add up ...Don't just give her flowers or take her out to a nice  dinner for a birthday, valentines etc.. Do it just because you feel blessed for her to be in your life and respect her
The Magic Of Love
Love is like magic and it always will be, for love still remains life's sweet mystery! Love works in ways that are wonderous and strange and there's nothing in life that love cannot change! Love can transform the most commonplace into beauty and splendor and sweetness and grace! Love is unselfish, understanding, and kind, for it sees with its heart and with its mind! Love is the answer that everyone seeks- Love is the language that everyone speaks- Love can't be bought, it is priceless and free, Love like pure magic is a sweet mystery!
The Power Of Love
There is no thinking person who can stand untouched today And view the world around us drifting downward to decay Without feeling deep within them a silent unnamed dread, Wondering how to stem the chaos that lies frightfully ahead... But the problems we are facing cannot humanly be solved For our diplomatic strategy only gets us more involved And our skillful ingenuity, our technology, and science Can never change a sinful heart filled with hatred and defiance... So out problems keep on growing every hour of every day As man cainly tries to solve them in his own self-willed way... But man is powerless alone to clean up the world outside Until his own polluted soul is clean and free inside... For the amazing power of love is beyond all comprehension And it alone can heal this world of its hatred and dissension.
About My Accident
Eighteen Days Of Death   Eighteen days of death is how I refer to my eighteen days of being comatose in a hospital in Loma Linda, California, starting on the night of November 27, 1987. They are days and nights that I will always remember, and are hard for me to forget. This is about what caused my being comatose, and about my mental and physical traumas from being comatose. On the night of November 27, 1987, I went to a friends birthday party, where there were a lot of drug and alcohol abuse all around, of which I was a part. While at the party I consumed, an equivalent to, one case of beer out of a keg, and one-fifth of tequila out of a gallon bottle. I also had smoked some marijuana. To say the least, I was well over the legal limit of alcohol consumption. The party had gotten a little too loud and out-of-hand for the apartment where it was held so, we decided that it should be moved to a place in the desert, known by all the partygoers in Ridgecrest, California as Cherry Hill.
Another Day Alone
YA its a sad story I have said it so many times but it still hurts. I got online I fell in love and I got dumped. To most she probably wasnt the most beautiful woman but to me she looked like an angel even though I never got to see her in person. I tryed twice spent alot of money on planes and hotels but still never even caught a glimpse of her. I want to just drown my sorrows in as much p**sy as i can get but I know that isnt gonna work either. I am stuck loving a woman how cant or wont love me back. I joined this because she is on FB and MS and I just dont want to be reminded of her. This site doesnt seem to be working out either cause I still have yet to talk to anyone on here. I have a few friends but I think they are just collectors anyway padding their numbers. Oh well fuck it all.
Just Pondering Part 2
     So my life has been going about the same.  Still working and trying to get by.  Hoping things will get better, but I highly doubt it.  I hate the winter months in my line of work.  I so cannot wait for the Super Bowl though.  Also, Football fans are the best part of Winter though.  Dallas Cowboy fans are awesome and great to hang out with.  I have found many other teams fans fun to hang out with too.  Detroit Lions, New York Jets, and several other teams have fans that are truly awesome.  They love to come out and have a great time.  They can be so awesome to hang out with.  They come out to have a good time and enjoy themselves.        Wondering if that one true love will ever find me.  Hating I fucked things up with my ex-wife, but that was a long time ago and there is no use sulking about the past.  Especially when it has been over a decade now.  I meet so many women that seem to like me as much as I like them, but unfortunately for me most of them are with another guy.  Why
Tigger Style
Tigger Style@ fubar
 Friends  do not lie to you, they are there for you when you need someone the most, and people lie, about the stupidist things, i think, i am very lucky i have some true friends everywhere i go to, on and off here,sometimes i have to block some friends but then , thats fine as well, my best friend in high school was my best friend for years and no one will ever, be like her, she got murdered when i was 18 years old by her boyfirend at the time, everyone asks me why i have trust issues with people, its cause i have not found many good friends, and when i do they back stab me in the back, so i am used to not having friends in my life, and when i do sometimes its hard for me to have them, cause it seems everytime i have a friend they try, to do something wrong to me, i have women be my friend and then they want to sleep with my other half, now since i have a hubby i can trust the women, lol NOT , cause they do the same as well, i been hurt so many times its not even funny, but i am very l
Holdin A Contest For A Boomy!
Here's the deal. I need drinks from 24 new members (they must be in green to count)  to FuBar. I've tried my best but I guess the newbies just don't like me. I'm holding a contest now to see who can get the most newbies to send me drinks.   When they send the gift/drink you need to make sure that they include your name WITH the drink. Contest ends when I've reached 25 drinks from newbies.   The winner will get ONE Boomy.   Second runner up will get 5 mil in FuBux.   Thanks for playing!   XOXO   Sam
Happy Thanksgiving
I know we are at war, But I hear change is in sight Instead of family and friends for Thanksgiving you will Chow with your comrades tonightOne to your left, the other to your right.Your regiment, your battalion,Have now become family and friends Living day to day in a personal sacrificeOn a mission to defend.You are the hero's who's faces we may never get to seeBut the pride and glory that's lives in a soldier heartBiers one word"Integrity"On this dayWe give thanks and honor to those brave and trueOur banners, we will proudly waveThe Red, White, and BlueWe will give our thanks not only to our godbut also to every soldier for our bounties, that be.For they give meaning to wordsHome of the brave Land of the Free.To the soldiers in the mess hallEating their Thanksgiving feast,to the troops in the desert eating anotherMeal ready to eat.May peace, hope and strengthTravel with you along the wayAnd may these wishes find youOn A Soldiers Thanksgiving day. Much Love & REspect To Y
The Longer We Stand Ready The Longer Home Gets Closer...
So i am an American Soldier deployed to Afghanistan for the first time i realize its not as easy as some people think.. i just spent the last 10 months in a country were they hate me and its a whole different feeling.. it seems that whenever people hate on the Military they don't appreciate then things we do to keep our country safe from the threat to our way of life.. i mean i just read a blog were a soldier was being hated on for being a soldier.. why does this happen.. its not like we enjoy being awa from our families especially during the holidays. its hard.but its the life of a soldier to stand ready for their country and be all they can be during a time of war. It becomes a huge responsibility to be in our shoes.. yet when the end draws near its a great feeling of knowing your going home.. but there will always be that small piece of you that lingers behind to a simple life we all live for a year at a time. To all the members of the Military Armed Services I am and always will be
Only If Cooking A Turkey Was This Fun To Watch
What Is Offensive? And Why?
While growing up on a farm, my siblings and I became accustomed to "barn talk". It was that way on most farms, unless you were Amish or Mennonite. However, like anywhere else, if we repeated those words in school, there was a problem. To this day, I haven't figured out what the difference between bad words and their replacements that are not considered as offensive. I could say, "that doesn't mean shit to me," or I could use the words "crap" or "dung", or "defication", and it all means the same thing. Someone once told me, "it's classier to say defication." So, does that mean that the part that is offensive is because that's the way a poor person with less education would say it? That doesn't explain a thing to me. I've never heard a rich, or educated person say, "You're urinating me off!" Have you? Or how about, "I don't give out nonmarital sexual intercourse for pleasure about that."?? It's all just words to me. My old friend that grew up in Jamaica stated that you could say any
Song I Wrote
This Day Is My Last This life is crap I think i'll snap I work long and hard There goes the gong And the day is done My friend with no life Came at me with a knife The others are fucked They just plain sucked Now i'm forced to run My one i'm looking for Must want something more I have trouble finding her But when i do i'll be sure This life is no fun I want my own house But i'm scared like a mouse My fears i'll overcome Grow up and not be dumb I'll have my own nest. College dreams I persue Hopes alight, reborn anew My intellegence raised My oppertunities faised I'll do my best My hopes and dreams found I've got some stable ground Looking foward to this My prolonged bliss Then i can rest.
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Sex And Good English
You're a liar and a fake  I am gonna break your face I hope you can keep up with the pace CHORUS:Promise to promise lie to lie  U took my soul and left me to die Now I'm empty inside The only thing stoping me is the space  There will be a day we will meet face to face I will finally put u in your placeSix feet under the world will wonder Fist to face I will beat you to the firey gates Hahhaha do you feel that empty spacePromise to promise lie to lie  U took my soul and left me to die Now I'm empty insideTime to lock the gateAnd spit in your face Hahahaha welcome to that empty place  Copywright 2010   
For The Love Of The Game
I sit here viewing my home page alone, unsure of tomorrow and not satisfied with the loss of another empty day. I begin to reflect on the page that glares back at me and I begin to remember why I joined this site and the joy it has given me over the past two years. The allure of the social networking was the initial draw, the hopes of a friendship was the clincher to make me hit the join button. I did not know that Fubar was more than a social virtual reality time killer until I began to move up levels, My excitement was so child like when I was first Fu-Owned by Cathey for over a million...LOL There was the draw....Play the game and match my real life wealth with the wealth of fu-money too. Game on I thought and off to fu land I went to conqour and accumalate the status of a Fu master.....Oh the fun it was to accumalate friends, fans and chat buddies. I began to tell my real life friends of the site and noticed they did not see the draw and worried about the theme of being "Fucked Up
I’m Thankful For You
Thanksgiving is the appointed time for focusing on the good in our lives. In each of our days, we can find small blessings, but too often we overlook them, choosing instead to spend our time paying attention to problems. We give our energy to those who cause us trouble instead of those who bring peace. Starting now, let’s be on the lookout for the bits of pleasure in each hour, and appreciate the people who bring love and light to everyone who is blessed to know them. You are one of those people. On Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for you. Happy Thanksgiving!
Rusty Venture
Rusty Venture buy rusty venture mugs, tshirts and magnets A sex act. Has a variety of definitions depending on your region in the States, but it's generally associated with male homosexual sex. The term originated in the 80s, possibly started by "Horace Gentlemen" out of Provincetown, Massachusetts. Whenever The Rusty Venture is brought up in conversation, they almost always argue about what exactly it is. Depending on who you ask and in what region of the States, a Rusty Venture is:1) taking your finger and running it around a guy's asshole while you jerk the guy off and he's uncircumcised 2) where two men 69 and they fill each others mouths with seamen, then turn over and blow splooge into each other's assholes (not to be confused with a Snake Venom) 3) where you take a SCUBA snorkel and put your dick in the mouthpiece, then snake the other end up into your ass, then jerk off until you manage to ejaculate into your own ass (not to be confused with a Double Frogman) 4) when
Is This All There Is Now?
As I sit here alone again on Thanksgiving, and reflect back on my life I have questions for which the answers only lead me to a very specific feeling. As a child, the three very close friends of mine all moved away never to be heard from again. Through my years in elementary, junior high, and high school I bought a $25 dollar savings bond every week. My teen years were ones of being a target of insults, made to feel out of place no matter where I was at, and being made fun of. Finally high school years were even worse except where I excelled; band/orchestra, swim team, and football team. Never went to a prom as who ever I asked to go with me always had excuses, but pictures showed up in the school paper of the girl with someone else. Then just when you'd think I had hit bottom, there was more to come. It's time for me to graduate high school and go to college. I go to the bank to get my bonds out of the safe deposit box and they're not there. Asked my mother, and she tells me "your
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I fell in... and lost my way, these thoughts of mine look to betray, in headier times I see the fray,  I'm mind-bended, fantasy befriended,  the familiar logic now transcended, all the black and white has turned to gray. My head's on a swivel,  I've nearly fallen in love with my own foolish drivel. And there you sit, so calm and and so cool, Weaponized lust is a frightful tool.
I Wanna Know!!! Song For My Baby!!
I want to know everything about you dont leave anything out. I want to know where you grew up, all the road youve ever been down. I want to know everything about you. Ive fallin so in love with you over the short time we've been together being with you for the rest of my life wouldnt be long enough for me. I dont ever want this to end. I want to know everything about you dont leave anything out. I want to know what you love and hate. I want to know your favourite momory. Ive fallin so in love with you. I need to know all about you dont leave anything out. Baby dont leave anything out.
The question is much deeper than that! The question is do you have any character at all. You can't obtain character without doing something you regret and discovering them regrets. To see the folly in something you have done and you wish to have it to do over but know you can't because it's too late. So you pick that thing up and carry it with you to remind you life goes on. The world will spin without you, you really don't matter in the end. Then you will obtain true character because HONESTY will reach out from the inside and tattoo it's self all across your face. Until that day however, you cannot expect to go beyond a certain point.”“Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh never mind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, when 20 years you look back at pictures of yourself, recall in a way you can't grasp now how many possibilities laid before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you
How To Fix Your Feeds By Quest
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Another Mistake....
I've heard it said that the road to hell is paved with good intentions. For me that's proving true. No matter how good my intentions had been they've brought me nothing but grief and heart ache. They've lead me to my very own personal hell on earth with no end in sight.     I have nothing and no one. I'm completely alone trapped in this prison forged by my own hand..                                                           I was stupid to ever think that I could find someone who would love me for me. Someone that would always be there for me no matter what. I was stupid to believe that even a mistake like me had a chance to be happy.
I Know There Is Something Going On By Frida
I can see that it won't be longYou grow cold when you keep holding onYou know you've changedAnd your words they lieThat's something you can't deny I call, you're not at homeYou're home, but you're not aloneIf you wanna leaveThen why don't you sayYour love has gone anyway I know there's something going onI know there's something going onI know it won't be longWon't be long before you're goneThere's something going onThere's something going on I know a good thingMust come to an endBut it's hard to takeLoosing a friendI know what you thinkAnd what's in your mind
[gods And Pilgrims]
/prodigeous sniff.... I'm sick.And I just pulled that title out of my ass.After 30 hours, sleeping 18 hours, having 2 bowls of soup, and a hefty dose of nyquilI still feel like hell.Best part?Today is pretty alright for painting.What kinda bullshit is that? 50* and My lower back is MUSH, my head is full of gunk and I'm trying to breathe through my ears.Finished Fallout 3, and Psychonauts, so... I'm pretty much up shit creek on the in-doors entertainment end. Too achey for porn. Too gunky to read and really absorb anything.*throws ball at wall*(10 minutes pass)...(20)I got nothing. Apparently I'm supposed to have my life sorted out bynext fucking week.Go dad! ...Seriously I can't get anything done when I feel this shitty. And I was already pulling myself up by my fingernails.Give me a fucking minute. I can barely stand up today.I need another saga. Another epic.I'd go for a drive... but I'm pretty sure I'd sneeze/passout/die.Anyone up for a "just friends" nap?
Watching You By Melissa Etheridge
That's a good question Why am I standing out here alone I guess I don't know enough to come in from the rain I was watching your window From here below I think I just might stay here all day Cause I gotta do something If I can't love you I don't want to love you If I can't hold you I don't want to be thinking of you And if you don't want me I don't want to want you And if you won't see me I don't know what to do But oh keep watching you Until I see right through Oh I keep watching you You could throw me down a cigarette I smoked my last one quite a while ago No, I gave it to the man that swore he had no need You know sometimes if I listen real close I can hear the dark side of the moon And there's always yesterday's Times if I care to read And I gotta do something If I can't love you I don't want to love you If I can't hold you I don't want to be thinking of you And if you don't want me I don't want to want you And if you won't see me
Abused Heart
Something inside of me grows angry, scared, even confused thought i had it alll figured outthought i had the one thing i would never loosethen you went and changed the rulesi gave my heart to youyou left me to bleedhurt anger confusion betrayed none of these fitleft to face myself i cryi'm out of reason to believe out reason to go on out of faith that there's something to be learned form this i'm left hallow alone a whole that you left in me take this heart of mine for it no longer belongs to meyou came and took it from me in  it's stead grows a new  not as strong not as wholebut at least i know im getting over youholding on to what's left of menever again to feel this painto know this kind of shameno more tears for the one who left me hurt holding back the tearsholding back the angerstitching up this whole you lefti put on a brave face hold my head up and move on in time i'll learn to let go in time i can forgive till then i'm a solder tending to an abused heartSo take the love i'm wi
Sometimes These Are So True They're Scary
You are The Lovers Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse. The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made. Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it
Boy Friend And Gril Frined Guide
THE BOY FRIEND GUIDE:    1) She walks away from you mad *follow her*  2)she stares at ur lips *kiss her*  3)when she pushes you or hits you *grab here and dont let go*  4)when she brushes ur hand *grab hers*  5)if shes cold *give her ur jacket*  THE GIRLFRIEND GUIDE  1)if he pokes you *get closer*  2)if he wants a guys night out * dont complain*  3)if he doesnt txt back *dont jump to conclusions*  4)if he doesnt say anything *dont think he does not care* 
Birthday Auction!
My birthday is Tuesday Nov 30th & I am hosting myself a special auction, for only myself. :) It will run from NOW, 11/28 @ 11pm CST until 11/29 midnight, so would technically be the start of Nov 30th lol.  Heres what Im offering: Friend250 pics ratedFanF/R/A 15 of your friends of your choosing.2 SFW SalutesIf VIP is given:added to family11's instead of 10'sOwned for 3 monthsIf VIP and Happy Hour is given:Above plus-3 more salutesownership for 6 months instead of 3500 pictures ratedMentioned in Happy Hour messageTop Family & friend for ownershipIF VIP, Happy Hour and God Mode bling given:Above plus:Ownership extended for 1 yearWill spoil you will all God Mode abilities.If bling pack or blast given:Will give more bling to you for higher bling pack.Will promote you in blast    Will throw in miscellaneous extras throughout ownership :)
Truth Dare
Truth Dare Double Dare Promise or Repeat Truth Dare Double Dare Promise or Repeat who wants to play a wicked game over this sinful beat Tell the truth do you ever dream about murder Do you wish you had it in you to be a blood squirter Tell the truth do you ever lust over sex Would you fuck your homie momma if she was playin' with your nuts Tell the truth have you ever fuckin told a lie right through your fuckin' teeth like a snakes tongue flies Truth Dare Double Dare Promise or Repeat who wants to play a wicked game over this sinful beat I dare you stab someone and come back with they wallet Beazulbub bang three times I dare you to call it I dare you handstand on the ledge of a tower I dare you to snort a few balls of hot gun powder I dare you I dare you to play this game with me it's called truth dare double dare promise or repeat Oh the curtains close them up tight Let the candles burn tonight Games that are over I can feel in the air Bloody Mary spinnin' the bottle Your turn Truth
The Long Trip Home
Well here it is..that time to make the final push home..Ive been in a country in which ive never known so much hate and corruption but yet im going home to a warm bed and freedom to move around in my own safe zone and feel like im not being watched all the time.. its been a long tour but i guarantee when im home it will only be a few months and ill be ready to go again.. ive heard tell that there will always be that sense of something missing in your life when you come home from a war torn country..its always the same feeling..yet i am very excited to come home and see my friends and family after so much time has gone by.make up for lost time and do the things i only wished i could do before.I dont want to be bragging that im going home because there are alot of service members still here either coming into country or leaving or even staying because there time isn't up yet to return home.. just to let all of you know my thoughts and prayers are with all of you no matter who you are. i
"Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words.Be careful of your words, for your words become your actions.Be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits.Be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character.Be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny."
C51 - Lame A Rang
So here's the reason for doing this one:Bang a Rang on Stood me up 6 times I had invited him to the bar cause like most of you I thought he was a pretty cool fucking guy... well on the 7th time he actually showed up... we got into playing some pool you know and he complained about having to pay for that... it's cool you know whatever I payed for some to I don't mind it... anyways He dissed on my friends and the best man I know in life DJ Hard Drive my bf... anyways... He ended up ordering a large beer and 12 Jack and cokes we went out to smoke and we were talking about his roommate Jason... but to some of the sources I knew his roommate was a 47 year old female named Sarah... great so you got to lie to kick it! Your real cool... so anyways I went to pick up my cell phone to get pics of us together when I turned around he had left no where to be seen... I had asked him earlier if he wanted to go to another bar we go to after this for the cheaper drinks and better
Need To Make A Road Trip With My Best Friend Soon!!
So I finally am graduating with my Associate's Degree...yea it's only the first step to a much longer road ahead of me to get where I"m going in life, but still...after quitting school so many times,I'm finally happy to be at this point! Since I graduate in a week and a half from today, I decided what better way to celebrate than with an awesome road trip with my best friend, we need to take a vacation!! Where to go...beach even though it should be cold, or to the mountains? I love Tennessee, have family in Alabama, or should I just go to Florida for an out of season beach getaway? Help me decide!!
The Clap
i copied this from perfectlyinked   some of these are perfect and some fail - can you guess which is which?   THE RULES1) Put your iPod/Windows Media Player on Shuffle2) For each answer push the "Next" button for your answer3) YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLYIT SOUNDS4) Tag 20 friends5) Everyone tagged must do the same thing____________________________________________________________________1.) If someone says "Are you okay" you say: Kiss Me I’m Irish – Gaelic Storm2.) How would you describe yourself? They Got Lost – They Might Be Giants3.) What do you like in a Guy/Girl? The Scream – Birmingham 64.) How do you feel today? Urban Hymn – Blank & Jones6.) What's your motto? The Apocalypse Song – St. Vincent7.) What do your friends think of you? 4th Dimension Transition - MGMT8.) What do your parents think of you? Crushed - Collide9.) What do you think about very often? Sock It To Me - Baby! – Mitch Ryder & TheDetroit Whee
Doesn't Have A Title
I opened my heart and found a garden therewith birds and flowers and treesthe sunlight shonewarm and invitingthe colors so bright, so clearradiating life and feeding my soulIt was there I stoodNaked, raw and exposeda goddess, a maiden, a queencome be with mecome feel with mecome see with melets play amongst the fairiesand laugh and cry and dance the dance of lifefor this is what we came for lets show its real and trueto fly with the butterfliesand honor the spirit withinI opened my heart and found a garden there.
Conspiracy Theories And Appealing To The Masses.
Let me start by saying that I don't agree or condone corruption of any kind, but I feel strongly about NOT doing anything that could endanger foreign relations of a country or risk lives. That being said, here goes my rant. Wikileaks/cableleaks. What a full on load of sensationalist shit. Who here really thinks any government is squeaky clean, or that it's a possibility? Anyone? If you do, you're naive and should probably adjust your "faith in humanity" before humanity eats you alive. We're human - flawed by nature. We're greedy, self-centered, power-hungry, little creatures. The world has to revolve around us. Assuming this is true, giving people control over a group of people and a large land mass, do you really think people wouldn't use that for their own benefit? Do you really think that there wouldn't be some shady things going on to expand that power base? Wouldn't you? So, along comes this Australian guy who blows the whistle on an Iraq helicopter shooting that, admittedly, ne
What Love Means To 4-8 Year Olds
What Love means to a 4-8 year old....Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouths of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined See what you think:"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."Rebecca- age 8"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."Billy - age 4"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."Karl - age 5"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."Chrissy - age 6"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4"Lov

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