Dragongrl's blog: "Lifes Heavy Burden and the Scars that We have"

I stare blankly at the ceiling counting little dots

With each passing moment on the clock

As it Tick Toks Tick Toks

I can't help but think if there was something that I missed

Something that I over looked

I can understand the outcome

Because it was never meant to be

I can understand that your an asshole

Because that's all you will ever be

I can't say that I can forget but

I somehow still forgave you

They said I was stupid for thinking the way I think

They said that I should never let you have the benefit of the doubt

But someone how you got me back in the boat

Why didn't i leave the first time

I feel worse then I did before

How my walls have been built up

Cracks are not present in the foundation that is standing strong

But weakness in my character

Are now my one big flaw

I wasn't good enough then

So whats make it different now

Can I hold my head above the water

Or am I going to drown

Please of Please will someone catch me before its to late

Deep whispers in my ear

Saying it will be okay

I still don't think I'm Good Enough

Maybe I never was