J Luv's blog: "just cause i like it ... thats why.."

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
Theres pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show 
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain 
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.

Would it help if i turned a sad song on
"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show 
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain 
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.

oOOo

Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show 
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain 
To hell with this pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.

mmhmm mm