CoCoDaAssClown's blog: "Getting stuff off my chest"

Sometimes everything gets to me at once...

I get scared, nervous and feel alone..

I know deep down Im not alone at all.. I have people that love me.. But I feel like Im all alone..and that no one will ever understand me....

Sometimes I just wanna throw in the towel and say fuck it to everything..

I know I cant do that tho.. I will soon have someone that will depend on me for everything in life..

That scares me the most... how will I be able to take care of this little person? What if I do something wrong.. what if something happens and I dont know how to handle it??

I have the support of someone special tho.. plus from my family... and all my friends.. I have promised them and myself that Im gonna do my best...

sometimes my best doesnt feel good enough tho...