Snow white's blog: "love encouters sadly misguided"

Hi my name is shelly and I am using this arena just cos i need to clear my head and get input from anyone else. NoI absolutely don't need a man but I choose one for company. I have been with dayfreindly guy here on fu for about a year and half. I have always easily gone outta my to treat him good cos the mother of his children yes they under same roof. She treats him like dirt, always passed out drunk and doesn't contribute to even regular household things including caring for her 2 small children. My boyfriend did and still does all that. I understand he has no money cos i don't either but we always found a way to be together and yummy yes even in his garage as he works in one, on the cars and in mice mechanical places very fun, and always at my house. you can check this man out at dayfriendlyguy here on fu should you like. I always ever wanted someone to take me out and accept me for me take me the way i am and he loves the way i or...or herhe did anywas.. just horrible sad is all...

been awhile since we been together and he never ever has a nice thing to about this woman he been cheating on for years and years. now he says he wants to work it out with her and we cant see each other as much. he has been promising me we are working to be together bla bla bla and now what?? what have I done wrong, am i fatter or uglier or just not Eskimo enough and she is one ugly woman. fat ugly and drunk i mean who passes out on a toilet like ewww. I don't expect responses I am just venting. I'm no beauty and i know that, but i know what I am  better than the family pet. sigh and kisses notice on his page there are no photos of here at all, me yes. At least i  cant be jelous of her cos once and animal always an animal just time wasted we could be together. so many soft kisses and gentle touches and whispered words of endeament.

i love to care for my man and make his feel specially good

So it looks like I am a single girl again and thats ok just confused and hurt more than anything cos i dont understand why..

shelly

snowprincess

from alaska