I desire to live carefree, not free of care or care less..but rather care free. I dream of a warmth that ignites a fire, a fire that envelopes all of me, that can only be extinguished by the one. I desire to feel as if nothing else matters, as if the world slows and time stops. I dream that a change will come one day...and I might find my dreams and desires. That I shall crawl out of this dark place I have put my self in...is a dream in its self..but a dream that I recall every day.