Deadly Desire's blog: "Blogs"

Young and old, wild and tamed
Both of which desribe one persons name
Beautiful and seductive in the eyes of a girl
Who can only wish to be given the world

I thinks about him day and night
Is he the one for me, or is this not right?
He doesn't seem to notice the look in my eyes
The one I get when he just passes by

One filled with hopes and dreams of a fairytale ending
That of which doesn't even have a beginning
I rely on myself to assure that he cares
His rejection I know I could never bare

Yet I walk all alone when the sun goes down
Still thinking about him, even though he's no longer around
I can't ever seem to get him off my mind
For I've done noticed, he's definitely one of a kind

Talented and sweet, cute and charming
The emotions he stirs in me are simply alarming
But the facts still remain, I has nothing left but pain
For being ignored is all I have gained

He's more than just a guy, more than just a friend
A simple crush filled fantasy I'm hoping will somebday end
I know where this can't go, for I've already seen
How the words he spoke to me leave me on my knees

Melted like butter, gasping for air
My heart torn into, trying to tear
It just doesn't seem fair that he cannot even see
How dangerously close he is to killing me

I'm tempted to tell, to let him know
But again I know where this cannot go
It's unfair to say that I can't even be me
Because this amazing boy just doesn't see

I'd lie, I'd try, I'd do anything even die
All just for you, and I'd always be true
Yet I know where this ends
You and I can only be friends

I wish you could see what you've done to me
How sad and depressed I always seem to be
Because I can't have you here holding me
It would just be so much easier if you could just see

- ALL POEMS POSTED IN BLOGS ARE WRITTEN BY ME UNLESS STATED OTHER WISE, THANK YOU -