Most of you will never know how fucked up I really am, and I don't blame you for nevering caring to know. However, I have been caring, exceptional in sweetness and loyalty...I have been a great dad, when given the chance. I have been a unconditional partner and a wonderful friend. I have been a good son and a suportive brother...but my oprah runs short. Sometimes things happen to people for a reason, the reason isn't always favorable or welcomed. But sometimes, jus sometimes even the unimaginable is welcomed...then, theres nothing to lose, nothing to gain...theres no hope or much faith. its a horrible way to live......thats why it may bring me to death.
Not looking for pity or anything....I dont even expect anyone to read this actually...take care of yrself, cuz no one else will.
its been fu Fu's