why do I alway hope for things that will never happen? I set myself up to be hurt and humiliated and lately its happened enough that i don't know why I even bother with life. Why do I let people take advantage of me and make me feel like I'm not good enough for them? I know I'm not perfict or even that great of a person, but I do have a heart. Lately though I wish I didn't because I fell like someone is crushing it. At times I fell like I could cry but thank god I don't have tear ducts so I would look more like a bitch than I already sound.