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 Have you  ever  Felt  like the one that you Love  Has  put you aside ? Or  ever have the  Feeling  that your  not the  same person that you  used to be?  Have you ever  loved some one so Much  it  hurt  just to think  that   they  might not ever know it ? We all  have those feelings.  As much  as  I  like people to think,  that Im  the  hard  Bitch  that I am,  I  still Feel  just Like  every one else.  While its  hard  to  know who to trust  most of the time  I keep  My   feelings  to my self  its just easier  to  be alone  most of the time. With that  said,  the  edge of  darkness is  inching  ever  closer  as I draw  with in to  the  Safey  of my  little  world.  There is a  Great  fear  that I might lose  who i am  and  the way I feel   for  those  that I love.  In the  end  Im  finding  it harder  and  harder  not to  just  walk away  from  those  that I know   can   hurt me.  I know that  Im loved  by  the  few that   know who i really am,  but  that  dont  change any thing, if  that one  person   dont even  know Im alive any  more.  I know  it  sounds  EMO  and  thats   some thing  that Im  not.  But it  makes  you wonder   is it all worth it?  Is  it better  to   Love  in the  Dark  and  hide in the light or  to  just  Keep it in and  Pray it dont  destroy you?

Alas another  qustion   that I  dont have an answer to

such is  life 

Till next time 

Keep the  Ideas  comming and  I will  keep Writing

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*Smooches*  C-Ya 

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