KreamCat's blog: "Randomness"

Please help me force the pain away
Please don't tell me that it's here to stay
My life has taken a treacherous course
Lies brought about by an evil source

Second guessing if its all even worth it
With a ton of bricks it feels like ive been hit
I feel like there is nowhere to turn
Deceitful lies made my stomach churn

I wish that i could walk away and turn a blind eye
Instead i sit here in my secret pain and cry
Wishing that one person hadnt harbored so much hate
Pushing me towards a doomed fate

Hurt slices me like a knife
Knowing i was hated enough to destroy my life
By someone who doesnt know the meaning of morality
Stuck in her own fucked up reality

Does she take pleasure in my secret pain
Knowing i had it all to lose, she had it all to gain
Wishing that i could disappear
Leaving behind one lonely, last sorrow filled tear