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Hey there Fubarians, the Metalhead here with a simply rant. Personally, that past month has had some real nasty moments. Woke up late for work because of nightmares, gained and lost 2 friends. Found out my promo is on hold. And the worst of it happened today. I pretty much got the same ol' bs line that someone tells you when they hate you. I got the "We are better as friends then as a couple" kinda lie. Personally, I wish people would just tell you they hate you, they despise you, and they want you out and for you to never come back. If someone would just be straight with me, and stop trying to make my life miserable, maybe my shitty life would actualyl have a more constant joy. All I know is that for the first time in a long time, I actually was happy. And the wonderful woman I met who made me happy, also hates me now. I go from joy and happiness, back to misery & guilt. Life is just to shitty to keep going. I really hope I don't wake up anymore. I just want to sleep and forget about everything in reality.
