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Muerte Bella's blog: "Ramblings"

created on 10/17/2008  |  http://fubar.com/ramblings/b252984  |  1 followers

Stranger in my own room

Somedays I come home,

 And nothing's changed.

Somedays I come home,

And everything's rearranged.

Nothing is were it used to be.

Things that hold a place in my heart,

Are suddenly taken away forever.

Punishment for being a failure,

Never living up to,

Their expectations,

Their ideology,

Their rules.

Like a thief in the night,

Bits and pieces of me,

That matter only to me,

That make up what I am, 

Are slowly stolen quietly away.

Left to crumble,

Like a house of cards,

Waiting to collapse on their next sigh.

Soon there will be nothing left of me.

Soon i will no longer recognise,

The face in the mirror,

Staring back at me.

In my own room,

Left to wonder who I am.

One day, I will become a stranger in my own room.

Staring at generic walls wiped clean of,

My thoughts,

My emotions,

My ideology,

My being.

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