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I find it quite curious that I am not the only one that stays "unwell" in my home. After talking with the brother I bitch most about, he has a total personality adjustment away from this house. I know I am sensitive to many things physically (allergic to many things) and well, NOT so physically (unexplainable).
Believe what you wish, but I know what I feel, see, hear and dream. It happens elsewhere but more prominent in my home. I love my house! However, I am ill more often than not and depression seems to haunt me more here than anywhere.
It could be many things, mold and mildew (I do live in Florida, very humid).
Or it could be something else draining me...I personally believe anything is possible. I'm not the only one to have bizarre things happen. Almost everyone that is welcomed into my home has had something odd happen to them. A child can see a "monster" in the hallway, though not afraid to stay over many nights after, perhaps that is the only way he knew how to describe it? A shadow, a voice, a light turn on, a faucet turn on full blast...music...dreams... *sighs* I don't know anymore? There is history in this house. Unsolved death, suicide or murder? No one is sure. I am personal friends with family of the deceased...though when we met, it was unknown until they recognized the house MANY months later.
I'm just saying, everywhere I have ever been, there is some type of activity.
My aunt thinks I am a portal of some sort...it's no wonder why I do NOT sleep.
I just needed an outlet to sound off. I have no fucking clue what is going on but it has happened as far back as I can remember.
It doesn't matter what you personally believe. I am what I am...and maybe my insanity is not really insanity....I wish I knew............................................
