Dr Sandy's blog: "Poetry"

I hate myself for
feeling the way
i do. for believing
everything that others
say is true.

I hate to look in the mirror
and see emotion there.
emotion so strong
Meaning that i care.

Careing is fragile
as so is glass.
just waiting for things
to crumble and me fall
back on my ass.

I hate myself for
seeing the real me
the selfish person
that i have become to be

I want to much.
i love to much
i feel to much.
believe to much

I will hate myself more
if i dont listen to my heart
because if i dont heed it
my would will fall apart...