Drayne's blog: "humanity needs to die."

I can't take this
I hate the fact that everyones problems become mine.
My own problems get shoved away in the closet. My thoughts and feelings are my own. I have such difficulty expressing them because evidently everyone elses pain and suffering is monumental so why should my worries even matter? Why should I be happy when all those around me are troubled? Of course my purpose in life is to just weep with them. Oh, and if you have feelings to share with me then please do not make them apparent. More MESS is needed! Much more. I don't think we have quite enough MESS in this situation.If I say something, I mean it. Just so you know. I do. I did. So don't leave me in the dark.
I. Have. Had. Enough. People need to fuck off and be happy and let me go live in a convent or something along those lines. Joy for all.Maybe without the burden of everyone elses sorrow on my back I will become a demure, wonderful human being
BUT UNTIL THEN YOU CAN DEAL WITH MY ATTITUDE
Rant over.
Ooh, ooh wait.Yes, in conclusion I DO have trust issues, thank you for noticing!
Maybe if you understood the people I have had to deal with you'd understand.
kthnxbai. SimpleSimpleSimple.