THE COLOR OF THE LEAVES KEEP CHANGING & THE FLOWERS ALSO START TO BLOOM...I OFTEN THINK OF THE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES THAT WERE MADE THROUGHOUT THE YEARS...I FEEL LIKE YOUR PRESENCE IS NEAR BUT AM CONFUSED WITH THE HEAVINESS IN MY CHEST THAT HURTS SO BAD...I STRUGGLE & FIGHT NOT TO BELIEVE THAT THE SUN HAS SET FOR YOU...I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP SO MANY NIGHTS JUST WISHING FOR THE PHONE TO RING & HEAR YOUR LOVING VOICE SAYING YOU MISS & LOVE ME MORE...BUT IN THE END I ALWAYS SAY "I WIN"...ITS STRANGE TO THINK PAPA & I FIGHT SO HARD...IN MY HEAD THAT YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE BUT I WISH YOU WERE HOLDING ME IN YOUR ARMS...I REMEMBER THE DAY VERY CLEARLY OF WHEN I THOUGHT....HE IS GONNA BE MINE & THE PICTURE I FOUND...I WISH YOU COULD SEE OUR DAUGHTER GROW...SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL...THANK YOU FOR THAT MOST SPECIAL GIFT...I ALWAYS PRAY & ASK FOR YOU TO SHOW ME A SIGN YOUR OK...I FEEL EMPTY WITHOUT YOU...& I NEED YOU! I NEED YOU TO BE OUR GAURDIAN ANGEL...TO WATCH OVER ALL US HERE TILL WE SEE EACHOTHER AGAIN....YOU KNOW I NEVER WILL SAY GOOD-***...I KNOW I WILL C YA LATER...I LOVE U...MISS U....MISS U MORE!
XOXOXOXOXO I WIN~LORELEI xoxoxoxo