Why is it always me!
Why is it always me
The one that is never good enough
And the huge disappointment to all
Sitting here in this chair alone
I wonder when I will fall
Why is it always me
The one who picks up others lose ends
And tying their lives together
With no one to take care of me
All this seams so unbearable, so hard to weather
Why is it always me
The one who dreams of her final days
And counts down till she can begin again
The chance for the rebirth of her soul
Is again her ultimate sin
Why is it always me
The one who fights for her own destruction
And never seen for her true good
Truth, honesty, passion, all a double edged sword
Rising her to the ultimate height then stabbing her below where she first stood
Why is it always me
The one so use to the let downs
And being told she is the main problem
She is so use feelings, guilt, and pain
So why does she not understand them
Why is it always me
The one fighting for her change
And believing it is all wrong because of her
When she knows that's not the point at all
Instead she is the scapegoat built to endure
Why is it always me
The one who knows its time to let go
And abandon all she knows
The time has come to build the foundations of life
Through the depths of her soul, her strength, her character, her go
Why is it always me!
K2L*3/26/06