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Every other week I dread, because its time to pay the bills and get food and make sure hubby has gas for the car.
And as hard as I try to keep up with the bills, I just cant, hubby doesnt make enough thats the main thing and he has a bad back to boot.
I feel like a complete failer, cause I can't keep up and keep enough food in the house.
And when I speak to hubby about it..all I get is, WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO ABOUT IT...well listen would be nice and understand its hard and I just cant give him any more funds other then his gas money.
It's so hard for us, that I have to take my youngest sons disablity check and only give him 200.00 of it. Doesnt that suck!!!
I filed for disabilty myself two weeks ago and I am just waiting to see if I get it or not.
But I feel like I have failled big time, and just want to run away and hide never looking back.
But I cant do that, I love my family and it would just kill me.
All I want is for him to understand the stress, I am under, the stress of having collectors phone me and having to tell them I cant pay what they want and then they threaten to shut off my utilites.
I know I am not the only one who is going threw this crap, I am sure I am not. But dammm , I do think I should at least get some support and understanding but I dont.
Not sure what to think or do
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