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Come step into my world

Come step into my world, and feel the anguish and pain rush over you like the waves of a ocean.

I am not the person you wish I would be,  for the only one that truly knows me is me.


I try and put on a good face, while tears spill down upond my pillow case.


Look into my eyes and what do you see, but memorys  and pain of trying to do what others want of me, and doing  nothing for me.

I am no super star, but now I look down on earth from a far.


 I just wanted to be loved, not smacked in the face with my diamond covered glove.  Will someone please reach out and give me a hug.


I am just human, and have made mistakes,  only to be dammed and ridiculed and feeling like I just got punched in the face.

While people from town to town ,country to country, talk smack behind my back.  I just continue on and try not to look back.

My life has now ended, and I am at peace.  One find day I hope to come back to earth and become a better man , the man I want to be.

My music will rise again, and once more will try and be the man I wish to be this time and not the man the world expects me to be

I will be happy and in love,  but until that time comes to bare,  look up to the stars  for thats were I will be,  smiling on the ones that keep me in their hearts. One fine day you will see me again and the smiles my music will put on your face.

This is in memory of Michael Jackson a man so miss understood by all and understood by the few like me.


Depression kills ones thoughts to see things in the right concept.  And with out help and support of the right friends and family and councellors , we enter the realm of darkness.  

Meds are not the answer, they only help us focus, but understanding and love is!!


I know about depression in case any of you need to know ..been sufferring with it since I was 27 years old.

Soooooooooooo till you walk in my shoes, you have no right to judge me.  And if my dear friend  MJ had got the right attention and the doctors realized  got him the help for his depression, he might still be around now , giving the world his wonderful music and videos

Love you Michael Jackson my friend ..rest in peace
 
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