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Attention Whores
all i ever heaer from you is please rate/fan/add like it's all you care about. i been on this site since the beginning and i'm only a level 10 points don't matter to me if i'm going to give you a rating it's going to be an honest one. so if you want me to show you love post some good nudes or get better taste in music or come up with something to say other than rate/fan/add ok. now f*ck off thanks

Bar-bitching
So as per usual... im bartending today.... not much going on... my boss was tanked beyond belef but in an awesome mood. she was singing and dancing arouond the bar and i couldnt help but to giggle.... anyways... pretty bored.. . had dave get me alcahol... i dropped a brand new bottle of Jeager and watced in slow motion waiting for it to shatter and splash all over the bar... bounce? yes ... i believe it did.... ::take a deep breath:: thank jebus for rubber bar mats... had it fallen 3 inches closer to me it would have shattered all over the cement floor... and i wouild have hated cleaning that up... plus... i probably would have been covered in jeager and i doubt i would have liked that much.. Buried at PhotoCasket.com Buried at PhotoCasket.com Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Math Facts About Sex
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different

Poems, No1 Knows Me Like My Heart Does
4-18-07 Eyes the color of the morning ocean Skin as soft as her teddy bear She looks up at me with her icey blue eyes and giggles with excitement She gives nothing but love and asks for nothing but care The 9 months was worth the pain for this beautiful baby girl looking at me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 4-19-07 She is beautiful So soft and sweet in my arms Sleeping so quietly next to me Waking up she makes a slight gurgling noise as if to say hi and then smiles up with her bright green eyes She never cries Shes happy and mellow as if she knows she belongs only with me She makes me smile everytime i think about her or look at her beautiful face She is the one thing I've dreamed of my entire life ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 4-20-07 The days go by and my baby girls growing up Her hair, a bright blonde, almost white, but long, beautiful Shes now 6 months and she already crawlin She stands up on her own and falls but never

Strippin
Here is alil something i wrote about my night job I wear my GI Joe outfit: tight white tee-shirt which hugs my tight muscled chest; the modified camouflage shorts highlight my %#&@$! and emphasize the bulge in my crotch. Black combat boots compliment the rest and give me a masterful and commanding appearance. My movements are smooth, sexy, enticing. The audience responds immediately and cheer for me to be brought closer to dance on the stage. Some fans jump forward and place tips in my boots, in my shorts, at my feet, then stare at me adoringly, hopefully, wistfully. Swaying to the music, I smile my devilish and inviting smile drawing them in, making them want me, want more than he will give. I strip off my tee-shirt, rolling it over my flesh enticing the women to touch and feel, yet never letting them near. I use my hips to speak to the women who desire me and they hear what they want to hear that I will be their fantasy alone. Each thrust is a word of encouragement to the

Newbie Blog
Don't know why I'm on this site, but then again I can't explain a lot of stuff that I do. 1 minute I think I've got it all figured out and the next day I feel like I'm insane.....lol I date a lot. Not committed to anyone at the moment. Just like to have fun. I'm a business professional, fit, blah, blah..... You'll like me if ya get to know me and if we were in a real bar, I'd be the guy with the crowd around me making everyone laugh. But I have a few questions about this site: 1) Anyone actually meet people from this site? Success stories please. 2) How do you know who is in your area. I like to travel and shit, but not weekly....lol...Eventually, I'd like to be able to meet in person if I hit it off with someone. And what's with the "bar tab"? lol I have enough of those already.... Lastly, I know my picture looks like shit. It's all blurry. It's a picture of a picture because I just moved and I cant fine my scanner. I don't want to stand in front of a mirror and l

Spartakus And The Sun Beneath The Sea
"Ever since the time of the Great Cataclysm, the Arkadians have lived deep in the center of the earth. They believed they were the only survivors of this great devastation. Their civilization thrived under the power of their sun, the Tehra... until it began to fail. In desperation, the children of Arkadia broke the law and entered the forbidden Archives searching for a solution. What they discovered gave them hope. Anxiously, they used their special powers and created a messenger to the people above. They named her Arkana... Shine like a sun that lies beneath the sea Divine is the one we call Tehra Far from the world we knew so long ago Mine is the land Arkadia We pass on the stratas in our magic ship We're strong for our hearts now beat as one Matt and Rebecca believe Arkana Brave while the sun still burns Go follow Spartakus To the sun beneath the sea We're so near to the universe Which has long disappeared Rainbow dawn on Arkadia Shining sun beneath the se

What Is A Friend?
Is it just a word? A meaning less phrase? A description for those that we hold near and dear? Or is every random stanger a friend? To me...a true friend is someone who is somehow there when you need to smile...but just cant get your lips to work... A friend see's the good in you...even when you no longer feel so good. A friend slaps you across the face when you really are acting like an ass.... A friend lets you make that one big mistake and is there to comfort you when you realize it. I am so bless...this week...my true friends not only showed themselves to me....but the outpouring of support from them...even as few even know why i was upset or what was happening...and yet...the words...the love...the friendship was there...and so was the space i needed to come to terms with myself...thru all my self pity and self hatred....there they were....waiting with open arms....and lord know i dont know what i did to deserve them...but to each and everyone one of you... Tha

Carjack
BEWARE OF PAPER IN THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE NEW WAY TO DO CAR JACKINGS (NOT A JOKE) Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating... You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. You start the engine and shift into Reverse. When you look into the rearview mirror to back out of your parking space, younotice a piece of paper stuck to the middle of the rear window. So, you shiftinto Park, unlock your doors, and jump out of your car to remove that paper (orwhatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reach the back of your car, that is when the car jackers appear out ofnowhere, jump into your car and take off. They practically mow you down as they speed off in your car. And guess what, ladies? I bet your purse is still in the car. So now the carjacker has your car, your home address, your money, and your keys.Your home and your whole identity are now compromised! BEWARE OF THIS NEW SCHEME THAT IS NOW BEING US

Newbe!
well, im new here, and im just trying to get the feel of everything...ive been a myspace member for years now, and my friend told me to check this site out...its pretty cool i must say! just wanted to let every one know that im looking for some new friends! but if ur not gonna talk to me dont bother adding me...and yeah! cant wait to hear from every one! ~kitty~

The Missing Kiss
...and I kissed her softly on the lips, sweet, gentle kiss, deep and passionate kiss, eyes closed wide, or at least I would have, if she hadn't left five minutes before, leaving me alone, to stare at empty walls, and ponder on the price of a moments hesitation...

A Tear
Black salted tear, of widows heartbreak, the rainbow patination of a thousand regrets, sleepless nights, of heavy dreaming, of yesterday, of everything, before the cold reality of tomorrow dawns, and through it all she was tired and weary, and dreamed of sleeping, for a million years...

The Surrogate
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat". After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't work out for

Smores And Sausage
Last night was pretty interesting. Hung out in the middle of the street in between shasta and kristins houses and bbq'd all night. We got pretty drunk in the proccess which included a 30 mile journey to find cedar to cook with. cinco de mayo has started out well and should only get better! haha

Newspaper Adds
>Actual Newspaper Ads > >FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER. >8 years old. Hateful little dog. Bites. >______________________________________________________ >FREE PUPPIES: >1 /2 Cocker Spaniel, >1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog. >______________________________________________________ >FREE PUPPIES.. >Mother, AKC German Shepherd. >Father, Super Dog... >able to leap tall fences in a single bound. >____________________________________________________ >FOUND DIRTY WHITE DOG. >Looks like a rat .. been out a while. >Better be a reward. >___________________________________________________ >COWS, CALVES: NEVER BRED. >Also 1 gay bull for sale. >_______________________________________________________________ >NORDIC TRACK >$300 Hardly used, call Chubby. >_____________________________ ______________________ >GEORGIA PEACHES >California grown - 89 cents lb. >___________________________________________________ >JOINING NUDIST COLONY! >Must sell washer and dryer $300. >___________________

One Fun Night.........................
I'm sitting in the bar with a few of the girls from the evening class I go to. My husband Peter is there too; he's come to give me a lift home. The girls have never met him before. Then this other guy comes and sits next to me, starts chatting me up. He looks early 30s -- I'm 25 - and really fancies himself. Nice looking, and a good line in humorous banter; wedding ring on his finger, but...I know I should just tell him to piss off; but it's always quite flattering when this happens, and Peter doesn't seem to have noticed. I know it's wrong of me to flirt with this interloper, with my husband sitting right next to me, but I just can't help myself. After about half an hour the guy -- he tells me to call him John -- leans right into me, his lips nuzzling into my auburn hair, and whispers that he wants me to come home with him. I giggle nervously and flutter my eyes away from him. "I can't," I whisper, "this is my husband here." Some of the girls are giving us odd looks, but Peter stil

My Daughter Makes Me So Happy!!!!!!
this past week my beautiful daughter Arielle aka rellexia turned 16 this beautiful heart is so loved by her friends and teachers it started last week when she was inducted into the national Art Honor Society what a honor for both of us her teachers complimented and honored me by saying I did a good job in raising such a wonderful talented expressive person. On her birthday Her teachers gave her a surprise Sweet 16 attended by her closest friends and around 50 teachers she was overwhelmed and very happy by this but inside I felt cheated because I couldn't give this to her due to my current situation but still my heart is swelled because even though things aren't going right my child is happy and when she's happy all the bad stuff melts away and is forgotten. To end this day her wonderful teacher took her to get a beautiful hair cut because the month before she donated her golden brown hair for the second time to locks of love. now she has a beautiful stacked bob and is now dyed blac

Distance
"Lead me not into temptation, heaven help me to be strong. I can't fight all that i'm feeling: and i cant do it alone. help me break this spell that i'm under, guide my feet and hold me tight. i need 10,000 angel's watching over me tonight" "I wish that you were here or that i were there, or that we were togethere anywhere!!" "Thought miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for you my dear mother our friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart" don't measure the distance; measure my love" "Each time i miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. you made me miss you too much!!!" but i try to put them back into the sky just so i dont miss you but to tell you just how much i really do love you my dear mom" HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOM'S

A Knife To The Heart
This is a curse worse than fate This I know and will debate A brolen heart thats torn apart Was destined, and I played the part You killed me with a knife to the heart My life has come to an end, I will now depart You shoved it deep, all the way through But my heart wont bleed one drop for you You ended it and I lost my life You said you loved me, What strife I believed you though it was a lie Now all that you do is wait for me to die I wont give up that easily Just pay close attention and you will see Though you pierced my heart I was determined from the start Even if I gave in Trust me you'd never win because even though I lost my soul And its not you that will console I will patch up the hole in my chest And go on and live life like the rest It will mend one day Im not sorry cause this I must say You have broken me one too many times Given me plenty of inspiration and rhymes But I will no longer dwell On what you had me believing so well Im

7 Degrees Of Blonde
FIRST DEGREE A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The very blonde wife picked up the phone, listened a moment and said, "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife answered," I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blonde says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blonde hands her the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" THIRD DEGREE A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a gun. She goes to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opens the door she finds him in the arms of a redhead. Well, the blonde is really angry. She opens her purse to take out the gun, and as she

The 5 Factor Personality Report
Merritt, your most unique quality is that you are personable You come to life when you're around others and are a real “people person.” You're also a natural leader and are able to maneuver difficult personal situations with ease and tact. You're on the ball, assertive, and have energy to carry out your best ideas. Not to mention the fact that people just enjoy being around you. Compared to others who of all test takers have this unique combination of personality strengths. How do we know this about you? The questions you answered on the test measured your scores on 5 overarching personality qualities, or factors, as well as the 30 specific personality traits that make up those 5 factors. We then compared all of your scores to the thousands of other people who have taken this test to determine what sets you apart from the crowd. What are these "5 Factors?" What do the five factors represent? The easiest way to remember them is to use the acronym "OCEAN," which stan

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I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart

Tavern Vs Church‎
The story is told of a man who got a permit to open the first tavern (bar) in a small town. The members of a local church were strongly opposed to the bar, so they began to pray that God would intervene. A few days before the tavern was scheduled to open, lightning hit the structure and it burned to the ground. The people of the church were surprised but pleased - until they received notice that the would-be tavern owner was suing them. He contended that their prayers were responsible for the burning of the building. They denied the charge. At the conclusion of the preliminary hearing, the judge wryly remarked, "At this point I don't know what my decision will be, but it seems that the tavern owner believes in the power of prayer and these church people don't."

Did Not Know That About Happy Hours...
Finally looked at http://cherrytap.com/happyhour.php - apparently the sponsor gets a summary of everyone who levels up during the hour. (Neat, that; I've tried to help people level up during a Happy Hour, only once succeeded I think but easier then anyway...)

Puppy Love
Something’s been bothering me Making me feel weird Could it be love? Every time I see you I feel something new Something warm I can’t think straight I can’t do anything right I can’t sleep How ever I know it isn’t an obsession Cuz I’m not stalking you And I don’t dream of you But could it be jealousy? For what you show So much affection towards another I don’t know how to describe it O my how it hurts But then again I never really expected you To love me equally

Enjoy Life
A professor stood before his Philosophy 101 class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up the very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full? They agreed it was. So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles, of course, rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He then once more asked if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous --- yes. The professor then produced two cans of beer from under the table and proceeded to pour the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor, as the laugh

Update On Life
All, Sorry for being gone for so long. Lots of things offline to sort out. Many hard decisions had to be made, and I made them. So the last two months have been filled with gut-wrenching pain...gotta love it. But all for the best. I met, became best friends with, and fell in love with one of the most amazing women in the world. But I realized how selfish I was being to everyone, and I had to break things off. Thankfully, I was able to repair a lot of the damage I did back home. My wife and I got back together, and are starting over. Things are going very well. Most importantly, I'm with my kids, who need a father. I decided to get out of the Army. A hard decision that looks smarter every day. The Army ain't getting any better. They were trying to send me back to Iraq this summer, which wasn't going to work. My new job is still in the government (I'm too lazy to make it on my own), and I'll get to live and work overseas. Very excited. So as you can tell, a l

Ok I Have Another Question....
On the profile page where you go to change things and edit things....whats this new setting for profile....where it says "newbie", "original" or "power"??? just curious. i found out you can turn off the walk- in alerts in your profile settings as well.

I Hope This Is A Good Idea!
So other than the "1"s crap...today I chatting w/ a very nice lady online about ripping her photo to an album I have. The album is of what I think are very beautiful women of CherryTap. I ripped w/ their permission of coarse. She ask me if the pic the was for my own use or for a contest. I said it was for an album for women I admire. But, I got to thinking & chatted a little more on this. So, I'm going to start a contest in the next couple of weeks after my exams are over w/. I was hoping for the input of my ct peebs to let me know what they think. Thanks for listening and advice in this would help or just your support. Ciao all! Remo

Metallica
Metallica was easily the best, most influential heavy metal band of the '80s, responsible for bringing the music back to Earth. Instead of playing the usual rock star games of metal stars of the early '80s, the band looked and talked like they were from the street. Metallica expanded the limits of thrash, using speed and volume not for their own sake, but to enhance their intricately structured compositions. The release of 1983's Kill 'Em All marked the beginning of the legitimization of heavy metal's underground, bringing new complexity and depth to thrash metal. With each album, the band's playing and writing improved; James Hetfield developed a signature rhythm playing that matched his growl, while lead guitarist Kirk Hammett became one of the most copied guitarists in metal. Lars Ulrich's thunderous, yet complex, drumming clicked in perfectly with Cliff Burton's innovative bass playing. After releasing their masterpiece Master of Puppets in 1986, tragedy struck the band when their

Women Drivers??
This morning on the Beltway, I looked over to my left and there was a Woman In a brand new Cadillac Doing 65 mph With her Face up next to her Rear view mirror Putting on her eyeliner. I looked away For a couple seconds ! And when I looked back she was Halfway over in my lane, Still working on that makeup. As a man, I don't scare easily. But she scared me so much; I dropped My electric shaver , Which knocked The donut Out of my other hand. In all The confusion of trying To straighten out the car Using my knees against The steering wheel, It knocked My cell phone Away from my ear Which fell Into the coffee Between my legs, Splashed, And burned Big Jim and the Twins, Ruined my phone, Soaked my trousers, And disconnected an Important call. Damn women drivers!!

Favorite Mother's Day Moment
I was at the laundromat today (doing 9 loads of laundry) and the Ellen Show was on and I saw her read this submission to a contest from a viewer that I thought you would like: So, we had this great 10 year old cat named Jack who just recently died. Jack was a great cat and the kids would carry him around and sit on him and nothing ever bothered him. He used to hang out and nap all day long on this mat in our bathroom. Well we have 3 kids and at the time of this story they were 4 years old, 3 years old and 1 year old. The middle one is Eli. Eli really loves chapstick. LOVES it. He kept asking to use my chapstick and then losing it. So finally one day I showed him where in the bathroom I keep my chapstick and how he could use it whenever he wanted to but he needed to put it right back in the drawer when he was done. Last year on Mother's Day, we were having the typical rush around and try to get ready for Church with everyone crying and carrying on. My two bo

All I Want
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts Is it really so hard to ask for one guy....one guy that is interested in me to show me this, and not go and hurt me. I hate trusting someone with my whole heart...loving this person so much that I forget not to fall so easily...yet..I do...so now that I do, it is proven again that MOST men are not real. I have great guy friends that show me how great men can be...why cant the ones that want me like they say be like them. GREAT....and just love me too.

True Meaning Of Marriage
True Meaning Of Marriage He ordered one hamburger, one order of French fries and one drink. The old man unwrapped the plain hamburger and carefully cut it in half. He placed one half in front of his wife. He then carefully counted out the French fries, dividing them into two piles and neatly placed one pile in front of his wife. He took a sip of the drink; his wife took a sip and then set the cup down between them. As he began to eat his few bites of hamburger, the people around them kept looking over and whispering. You could tell they were thinking, "That poor old couple - all they can afford is one meal for the two of them." As the man began to eat his fries a young man came to the table. He politely offered to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man said they were just fine - They were used to sharing everything. The surrounding people noticed the little old lady hadn't eaten a bite. She sat there watching her husband eat and occasionally tak

Got Game?
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5-12-07 27th Entry
Guess its been a while since my last update. I've been feeling rather burned out lately. The only thing that catches my interest of late is playing EverQuest. Kind of funny right now that I have a bit of urge to write but gotta have the music of the game booming in my ears. Could be cause of how sick I am to that the music is soothing and giving me a bit of a push. Not much though *sighs* I had the sleep apnea test. Went fine. Kind of weird having all the wires hooked to my head via some icky pasty stuff. Didn't take me long to fall alseep either. The bed was really comfy. Anywhoo, I was told in the morning that at first, while I was sleeping on my side, there was very little apnea activity. Then I rolled onto my back. *sighs*, the way it looks, I'll be back for sleep apnea treatments. However I won't find that out until July 3rd! ANOTHER couple months of waiting! Makes me wanna cry, literally. I can't take the waiting anymore. I keep thinking that they ar

Survey
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best one will get a reply...... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Error: You're Not Allowed To Do This.
this is to all my friends i have on here who leave me daily comments.i am sorry i am unable to return your comments due to no fault of my own. but i have been blocked from commenting-or replying to comments since friday 5-11-07 how long it will last i do not know. my messages to find out the problem has not been answered by bouncers-ct support-babyjesus or scrapper they will none of them return my pm. i get this error message when trying to leave you a comment or reply to the one you sent. just to let you know i still love you all and thanks for your understanding Suzy Error: you're not allowed to do this.

Dentists
So one of my teeth broke, and started to hurt, i mean like oh my fucking god hurt. A week or two of this go by and rather than taking pliers to my own skull (very tempted) i decide to go to the dentist. I hate dentists. Ok continuing on, I'm poor, so i have to find an "affordable" dentist. In otherwords cheap. I find the western dental center, further to be referred to as hell. Namely one my apointment means nothing and i sit in the waiting room for almost 2 hours. Finally a radiologist who knows all of 4 words in english begins to shove terribly uncomfortable cards in my mouth. she came back 3 times to redo the same shots. anyways, finally i get escorted to my room. well room is a misnomer alcove perhaps. now to explain this room it's like 4 feet across and the back wall and corner is filled with all there surplus toilet paper and paper towels. all stacked to the ceiling, my chair sorta propped in the middle. After explaining to some lady that i dont hav

The Slaves Prayer
Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fanthom... Allow me the spirit to know his needs Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace.. Allow me the love to show Him in peace... Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him... Allow me the light to show us the way... Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him... Let me be able to show Him each day my love by my service to Him... Let me open myself up to completely belong to him... Let my eyes show Him each day my love by my service to Him... Let me open myself up to completely belong to him... Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet... Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman... Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself... Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely... Give me the strength to please us both... Permitt me to love myself, in loving Him.. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my greates

Dr. Seuss Purity Test
Have you done it on a boat? Have you done it with a goat? Have you done it in a bed? Have you done it with the dead? Have you done it in the ass? Have you done it, high on grass? Have you done it in the car? Have you simply gone too far? Have you done it on the beach? Have you done it with the teach? Have you done it on your back? Have you done it strapped to a rack? Have you done it in a box? Have you done it with a fox? Have you done it in a tree? Have you done it with more than three? Have you done it in the rain? Have you done it for the pain? Have you done it 'tween the tits? Have you done it wearing mitts? Have you done it packed in rubber? Have you done it undercover? Have you done it on a perch? Have you done it in a church? Have you done it with a virgin? Have you done it with a sturgeon? Have you done it with ropes and chains? Have you done it while insane? Have you done it on the stage? Have you done it underage? Ha

Broken
i wish i felt as happy as i let everyone think i am i wish i didn't hurt i wish he still didn't matter but no matter how much i tell my self that he doesn't it doesn't go away i'm afraid that i will always feel this way that a part of me will always belong to him and it kills me a little bit more each day i'm tiredof feeling this way until now i never realized i was capable of feeling so much pain though i think if i didn't love him as much as i still it might not be as bad but i guess that happens there are times when i wish i hated him but i don't and it hurts i wish it would all go away i wish i could drink it all away or smoke it all away but i know it won't work i tried it all it did was numb it until the next day when soberiety kicked in i don't know any more Broken" I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm bro

Heading Home
my uncle, in his amazing way that he does, is recovering.. for now. my aunt has given me money for the trip i unexpectedly took. heading home to those whom i have had little contactw with becuase of this, i will talk with You soon *bows deeply*

Happy Monday To All
Well heres hoping you all had a lovely week end and hope all the lovely ladies had a great Mothers day, mine was a bit gloomy for I didnt get to hear from any of my boys, seem their father had other plans this year and took them on holiday and I didnt get to see them or even talk to them on the telly phone so I am a bit tissed but I suppose I'll get over it. I'm going to try to be happy even if it kills me. I made chilli for dinner last night, made 6 quarts at 7:30 last night, by noon today it was gone, so I guess it was good, glad to see it didnt go to waste, I hate having to throw food out, so many hungry ppl out there in the world that would do anything for a good meal even it it was left overs. But anyways I hope all is well and hoping everyones week goes well, mine will dont care what I have to do I will see to it that something exciting happens that I can blog about and that wont get me thrown out of cherry tap hehe. But for now I AM going to masturbate. I missed my s

~*time Tells All*~
Time Tells All For Ones eyes being opened and to see that all that he and she needs is right in front of them and there is nothing more in the world that they need when they have meet eye to eye and see that they love each other more than words can ever say or do for anyone "Time tells all" when things come to a front edge and the loveing arms of each other are wraped around each other and made to feel confortable and safe. Im glad i have my safe and confortable love spot from a tender loveing man that means so much to me Well im closeing now hope everyone is haveing a great day / night ~*Mandie*~ HIs heart burns for only her as her heart only burns for him

Who Is Robert Murat
Madeleine Case: Who Is Robert Murat? Updated: 08:01, Tuesday May 15, 2007 Robert Murat is a well-known figure among journalists in Portugal. He worked as a translator for the local police and was on good terms with them He told reporters he had been in the McCann's apartment in the aftermath of the abduction, translating for the police. Mr Murat, who is believed to have a four-year-old daughter in Norfolk, also worked as a fixer for Sky News for several days. But among journalists he was regarded with suspicion. A joke began spreading among the press pack that he was the "prime suspect". And the joke spread to Mr Murat as well, with him introducing himself as the chief suspect, Sky's Ian Woods said in Portugal. Woods took him aside and pressed him as to why he was so involved in the case. "He told me he had an estranged wife and a daughter and he was upset because Madeleine reminded him of his daughter," Woods said. "People began to ask who he was. After

Death Jus Fkn Sucks.
This is not what i normally write about. So please, if youve got something to say,,, say it in here. Dont bring it to my attention. Hard for me to talk about. Im surprised im even writing it… when i was younger i never knew my father. hes was takin from me when i was 3 weeks from my first birthday. at that time i didnt understand why when i was growing up, i had seen all these guys who werent my dad coming in and out of my mothers life. i suppose i should tell you what happened to my dad, huh. when i was jus barely a yr old, there was a major drug deal coming in to tonawanda. jus before the whole thing went down, the cops got wind of it. when the deal went through, alot of people got busted. Well by this time somebody was gonna pay. The people that this drug shipment was for were pissed… They had an idea of who the snitch was,,, but they weren't sure… so these supposed friends of my dad went up to my mother and brought it to her attention… they automatically assumed that my

1st Time Grandma
My daughter told me yesterday the day after Mother's Day that I am going to be a Grandma. She found out she is 7 weeks pregnant. Woooooo Hoooooo! I need to level up by the time my grandbaby gets here cause there will be a lot of pictures of Grandma with baby, lol.

East Texas...gotta Love It!!!
The owner of a golf course in Lufkin was confused about paying an invoice, so he decided to ask his secretary for some mathematical help. He called her into his office and said, "You graduated from the University of Texas, and I need some help. If I were to give you $20,000, minus 14%, how much would you take off?" The secretary thought a moment, then replied, "Everything but my earrings, sugar." (You gotta love those East Texas women.) ******************************************** A group of Tyler friends went deer hunting and paired off in twos for the day. That night, one of the hunters returned alone, staggering under the weight of an eight-point buck. "Where's Henry?" the others asked. "Henry had a stroke of some kind. He's a couple of miles back up the trail," the successful hunter replied. "You left Henry layin' out there and carried the deer back?" they inquired. "A tough call," nodded the hunter, "but I figured no one is going to steal Henr

Why Is It???
Why is that you get lots of people added to your friends list that never comment back? If you are like me tha just keeps sending them messeges and post and comments with no reply, don't you also wonder why at time why they dont ever respond? Well I do, but, I know at times its really hard to say why they wont comment back, wont rate back or anything, I know most have other things to do, but still, atsom point, it really would be nice to see them comment, and rate back time to time. I care for all who are on my lists on here, but most of them, dont reply, well 3/4ths dont reply the do and I am very greatful for those that reply, shows me you are my friend. Thank you my dear friends.

Leave Me Alone
LISTEN I DONT NEED U TO CALL ME EVERY 2 HOURS I DONT NEED UR MONEY AND I DONT NEED U ,. NOW GET IT THRU UR HEAD UR A PATHILOGICAL LIAR AND U DONT NEED ANYMORE HASSELS IN UR LIFE GET UR HEAD STRAIGHTENED OUT AND LEAVE ME AND THE KIDS ALONE, UR NOT WHAT I WANT UR NOT WHAT MY KIDS NEED AND UR DEFINITELY A WASTE OF ALOT OF PPL'S TIME NOW JUST STOP ALL CONTACT WITH ME, AND STOP PHONING ME AT 2 OR 3 IN THE MORNING, I HATE THAT AND I DONT LIKE U AND I DONT WANT U AROUND UNDERSTAND ENGLISH !!!!!!!

`most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest! Opens Today At 3 Pm Central Time!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 4th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 5th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 6th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

A Small Trip
I'm taking a 2 day trip up north about 3 hrs, to springfield, illinois. going to do some fishing, if you see my or live there just let me know or not, i'm going there just to fish not to look for anything. So just get it out of your minds now. LOL

A Womans Flaw
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made

I Am 26 Dammit!
Why the hell do i keep thinking i am 28?? Blatantly 26... Sure of it... Really I am!!! But whenever i have to think of my age i keep coming out with 28!!!!!! I don't want to be any older!! *sadface* Anyway.. Just a wonder... (See i even posted this in the wrong entry thing!!! Was ment to be in "Why do i?"... I AM GETTING OLD!!!!)

Sealed
Silent keeper of secrets stalks its prey. Sealed fate steals the final day. Death! The Septolet is a poem consisting of seven lines containing fourteen words with a break in between the two parts. Both parts deal with the same thought and create a picture.

And The Asshole Award Today Goes To....
I love fishgasms@ CherryTAP · I love fishgasm... rated you a '1'! 25 min ago · I love fishgasm... just checked you out! 25 min ago First i want to thank him...So sweet to rate me..Then i thought i would show him my # what i think of him.... Have a nice day all!! LOL

How The Earth Was Made (creek)
At last the excitement had died down. The news that Crawfish had brought back to the Council from the new lands below was important. Birds, he explained, could live on the new lands; animals could find their food for their survival. The mighty Eagle walked to the center of the fire and began to speak: "We are all filled with joy in our hearts to find that we cannot only send fish, but also birds and animals. Now we must prepare the lands for the coming of the new creatures, for they cannot live on the lands as they are now. I have an idea. I will ask permission from the Great Council to help create better land below." "Yes, yes," the Council cried, "It is our wish that the lands be a good place to live." The Eagle walked to the Crawfish and took the wet soil from between his claws. Round and round he rolled the soil between his powerful legs. Then, with a mighty flapping of his huge wings, he soared high above the Council. "What is he doing with the earth in his legs?" Does he in

Essay Contest
So everyone, I am thinking of doing something a little bit different. We all know there are "hot" people on here. However, I get bored of that. What I'm looking for is someone who can wow me with their mind, because that's the hottest part of them all! I am going to be giving away some sweet gifts to those who write the best essay talking about life or cherry tap or why they should win a gift. I want creativity, originality, and wit in it. I will choose the top 5 and give each a special gift. However, everyone who takes the time to write one will get some sort of prize. So get crackin ya'll!!!

Some Of The Feelings I Hide From Everyone.
Here is my feelings the ones that I hide from eeveryone. I feel as if everyone I love leaves me. I also feel that Death hates me,because he takes everyone I really love away. I have lost so many of the ones I care about and love that it's not funny.One thing that always stays the same is I'm always left when everyone eles is gone. I am truely alone in this world everyone says oh thats not true but It is, my family has turned their back on me all the way. I have no real offline friends that leave near me. The online people who say their my friend are only my friends untill I get to personal with them or untill they find out that I'm not going to get naked for them on cam and play for them, then the find someone else. Don't get me wrong I like to do that every once and awhile with those that I trust aren't going to post me playing with myself all over the net. But It's like F*ck you theres more to me then that. If thats all you want then go hit up a porn site or get in one of the yahoo

This Is For Everyone Who Knows Me
Hey everyone i am writing this cause i feel i really wanna pour my heart out so here it goes i know i can't be perfect all the time no one is perfect but i do try to be a good friend i try to be there for all my friends but sometimes i feel i'm not being there or helping enough and i feel really bad but i do try hard and my best and I'm gonna be the best girlfriend to john cause i really do love him he means the world to me he's my everything and my life and i would do anything for him i will treat him very good thats a promise and i will never ever hurt him in anyway cause john is special and he makes me feel special he's the love of my life i thank god everynight that i have john in my life i'm so very lucky to have him and if i lost john then my life would be a big time mess i would be so messed up but i just want to say I Love You John with all of my heart but i have the greatest friends family and boyfriend in the world but sometimes i feel that i suck that i'm a loser and that i'

I Was Amused...
I've been reading through the blogs that BabyJesus (Mike) has posted. One that caught me in particular was entitled "want something to whine about? how about this!" This particular blog entry was about the new "So-and-so's friend just walked into the bar" notifications. We all have Mike as a friend, so go read it for yourself. It occurred to me after reading this that Mike has the same sense of humor that I do. Honestly, I think that if he wasn't so busy running this site and making all of us whiny bitches happy, he'd probably be hanging out in the mumms, slagging the fuck out of them, and then retiring to a happy yahoo conference afterwards. He'd probably be in my family list. I have decided that I really like his sense of humor, and he'd probably like mine. Anyway, I'm not posting this to kiss ass. I'm posting this simply as an observation. Mike is one funny motherfucker, and I like him. P.S. If you're on my friends list, and not someone that has prevented me

New Job
i decided about a week ago that i was gonna look for a new job. because the job i have now i am being taken advantage of. i take care of a girls two kids. i don't like the term babysitting cause i do more than just that. but that is pretty much what i am doing now. the problem with it is that the their mom doesn't pay me right and she pulls me into the middle of the problems that she is having with her ex. there is a constant stream of drama coming from this woman everyday. my biggest problem is that i like her and i feel sorry for her for the situation that she is in and i love the kids to death so i take everything that comes along because once again i let my emotional attachment take charge of the situation instead of doing what i know is right. but anyways tonight not only does she call me in the middle of church to tell me that i have to come get the kids 3 hours early today but she didn't come pick them up until 4 in the mourning when she was supposed to be here about 12 but when

That Time Again
for my ritual clearing out my friends lists. If I haven't talked to you in awhile please send me a shout. If I delete you and you would like to come back drop me a line!! If I have never made it to your page .. I'M SORRY SO SORRY! Please let me know!! Thank you!! xoxoxox Love loves!! Pixi If you are reading this now.. I'm going to bed, so drop me a pm lol!

Bacon Grease Warning
HOPE THIS DON'T OFFEND ANYONE,IF IT DOES,I APOLAGIES AHEAD OF TIME! (SORRY,NOT MY INTENSIONS) Subject: Fwd: BACON GREASE WARNING BACON GREASE WARNING The question is: Do you use bacon grease? We were raised on bacon grease (lard) as kids and even into adulthood. I will never use it again. I hope you will throw yours away whenever you fry bacon from now on. It seems as though nothing is safe to eat anymore. COOKING WITH BACON GREASE I just threw out my last 2 TBS. of bacon grease!! This is what happens when you keep cooking with bacon grease. This is a warning, send this to everyone you care about. It could happen to you... It will make your feet really small!

Wanted: Body Guards
lol Ok so originally the idea came from my status and since so many of you are having fun with it I thought this would add to it! So the application just applies to this....if youd like to add something to your name like SULTRY 1 Body Guard and I'll rip a pic to my new pic folder for others to get through you before they get to me HAHA! As to answer any questions as to why I ask for a body guard...MY BODY IS PRECIOUS CARGO THAT NEEDS TO BE TREATED WITH PERFECTION AND PROTECTED ON HIGHEST GUARD!! lol I thought it was cute. So have at it and let me know if I can rip a pic when you add that part to your name if your game! MWAH~*B*

Do You Support Your Troops?
ROSIE O'DONNELL (ACTRESS, AND SHOW HOST), MADE A STATEMENT ON "THE VIEW", A NATIONAL TV SHOW, A FEW DAYS AGO DISRESPECTING OUR MEN AND WOMEN WHO ARE FIGHTING IN IRAQ! (HERE'S THE LINK TO SHOW CLIP, PLEASSSE WATCH!!) http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/3036789 IF YOU ARE AS SHOCKED AND DISGUSTED AS I AM BY THIS IGNORANCE AND DISRESPECT, PLEASE GO TO THIS LINK ON ABC'S WEBSITE: http://abc.go.com/site/contactus.html TO MAKE A COMPLAINT ABOUT ROSIE & THE SHOW'S IRRESPONSIBILITY! OUR BOYFRIENDS, FIANCES, HUSBANDS,Cousins,aunts,uncles,sisters,brothers..ETC & ALL OF OUR TROOPS WERE DISRESPECTED AND I FEEL AS THOUGH IT IS PART OF OUR JOB TO MAKE SURE THIS DOES NOT HAPPEN AGAIN! PLEASE HELP GET THE WORD OUT THERE!!

Shameless Plug Lol
I am going to be out of town and away from a computer for almost 2 weeks. Gonna be tough but I think I can manage LOL First thing, if you would all PLEASE bomb the hell out of my pic, I would greatly appreciate it. The contest ends Monday, May 28th at noon. Secondly, and probably the easiest....at the time I am writing this blog I have 28,897 points until I level up to Cherry Rock Star. I would *love* to come back from vacation and find myself there. Do you think ya'll can help me out? I have tons of pictures and some stash to rate.....Let me know you covered me and I promise to return the love as soon as I return. Much love to you all! Theresa

The Touch
The touch they say means more but true love may also be shown in actions, yet all the while its in those eyes that make you smile when they gaze into your own and you know their every thought without having to question, the way you make me feel is phenominal yet i wait to know what it is that your heart searches for...while looking into those eyes of a photograph that i may never truely get to see, feel or touch in person, but im happy for you to have blessed me with that smile i have waited for all my life even if just for a little while..my heart is content and yet waiting...still you know who you are...so now i take a back seat til its my time to ride into the sunset with that one special friend for life...someday perhaps...till then i await.

Bankers Balls
The Banker's Balls A little old lady went into a Bank one day, carrying a bag of money. She insisted that she must speak with the president of the bank to open a savings account because, "It's a lot of money!" After much hemming and hawing, the bank staff finally ushered her into the president's office. The bank president then asked her how much she would like to deposit. She replied, "$195,000!" and dumped the cash out of her bag onto his desk. The president was of course curious as to how she came by all this cash, so he asked her, "Madam, I'm surprised you're carrying so much cash around. Where did you get this money?" The old lady replied, "I make bets." The president then asked, "Bets? What kind of bets?" The old woman said, "Well, for example, I'll bet you $25,000 that your balls are square." The president laughs, "That's a stupid bet. You can never win that kind of bet!" The old lady challenged, "So, would you l

Today Is The Day!
Well, today is the day of my surgery and I'm really not looking forward to it. I'll be on and off for the next couple of days and I will try and work on catching up with ev1s stash and pic rating. Hope everyone has a great week and hope to talk to ya'll soon. Tracy

What Not To Name Your Dog
Everybody who has a dog, calls him "Rover" or "Buddy"... I decided to call mine "Sex." Now Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to City Hall to renew his dog license, I told the clerk I would like to have a license for Sex. He said, "I'd like to have one too." Then I said, "You don't understand, I've had Sex since I was nine years old." He said I must have been quite a kid. When I got married and went on my honeymoon, I took the dog with me. I told the motel clerk that I wanted a room for my wife and me, and a special room for Sex. He said that every room in the place was for sex. I said, "You don't understand, Sex keeps me awake at night." The clerk said, "Me too." One day I entered Sex in a contest, but before the competition began, the dog ran away. Another contestant asked me why I was just standing there looking around. I told him that I had planned to have Sex in the contest. He told me that I should have sold my own tickets. "But you don't understand," I

Check This Joke.
A young woman asks her mother, "Mom, how many kind of penises are there?" The mother, surprised, answers, "Well, daughter, a man goes through three phases. In a man's twenties, a man's penis is like an oak, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." "A Christmas tree?" "Yes, dried up and the balls are there for decoration only."

You Are The One My Friend
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.comFrom the first time our eyes met, I knew you were the one.The one I searched for,The one I longed for as a friendThe missing piece to my heart.Nothing could ever compareto this loving friendship that we share.I can't imagine my lifewithout you, and I hope I never have to.Have A Lovely Day, My Friend Music Codes at MySpace ToolBox

~ Kid With Pet Contest! ~ Now Open Come And Vote!
~ Kid with Pet contest! ~ I need 10 or more kids for my contest! Comments + rates = total 1st Kid is...... with 230 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 10 comments! 3rd Kid is....... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! 2 Gifts for each winner! Want to join tell me and i'll rip ur pic or send me link in my messages! Contest will start 5/24 thur 5/31 Thanks Maria click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

A Wanting Hunger....
sitting here letting the mind wonder... wanting you to come to me. as i sit in this chair. with that longing sparkle in your eyes. wanting to know eachother. a slow walk as if to hunt your prey. needing to take what you hunger for. I sit here. not knowing the sharpness of your bite. not realising the pain that you will so willingly give. that delicious taste that touches your lips as your mouth connects with my flesh. the wetness dripping from your tounge as you take whats yours. delving deeper as you pounce. as you ravish this flesh that is mine. pinned to this chair. your body crushes my form. a sweet smell lingers in the air. a growl creeping withing you. i quiver as i am torn. a whisper of a scream escapes from within me. with eyes watching you. i see the pleasure as you consume without a pause. taking all that is yours. knowing i belong to you now.

Sex With No Strings!!
Far be of it for me to intrude upon our illicit activities here on CT (I am indulging too, there's no need to get uptight now, is there?), but after a few crossed wires in my (and all of our) effort to find a warm, willing someone to touch our soft parts, I find a need. Only us overeducated and neurotic "left brainers" can screw up something simple as casual sex, and all over definitions. So, as a public service, here follows the definitions of some (some is key here) of the sexual liaisons available to the discerning urbanite: SEX WITH NO STRINGS: Pretty simple, and to the point - humping. Lots of it. Usually in one session - thus, no strings. In other words, no expectations of future humping, unless a new relationship is negotiated. SWS means I will not call you later, I will not meet your parents, and no, you can't sleep over. This is the traditional One Night Stand, folks, it just doesn't have to start in a bar, nor do you need to be drunk. Guys, there are manners. You do

Mom And Kid Contest!
Mom And Kid Contest! I need Mom with Kid or Kids in pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Mom is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Mom And Kid Contest!
Mom And Kid Contest! I need Mom with Kid or Kids in pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Mom is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Mom is....... with 1 comments! 3rd Mom is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Mom And Kid Contest! Updated
Mom And Kid Contest! I need Mom with Kid or Kids in pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Mom is...... with 184 comments! 2nd Mom is....... with 1 comments! 3rd Mom is...... with 1 comments! 4th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 5th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 6th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 7th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Join A Drifferent Kind Of Bombing Family
I'm Looking for people to join the " Angels Of Mercy " BomB Squad! If u would like to join please leave me a message and i will add u to the Bombing family! Ur pic will go on our family page! AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD@ CherryTAP If u will like to join us then leave me a message! thanks Maria Click on pic to leave message! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Dad And Child Contest Score Updates!
Dad And Child Contest I Need Dads with their kid or kids in a pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Dad is...... with 407 comments! 2nd Dad is....... with 15 comments! 3rd Dad is...... with 8 comments! 4th Dad is...... with 4 comments! 5th Dad is...... with 1 comments! 6th Dad is...... with 1 comments! 7th Dad is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Gue

Wish Of Love
If I had a wish tonight I would wish with all my might That in the moon and stars above My wish would bring me my True Love And if I had a dream come true It would be just me and you For all I wish and all I see Is for you to love me endlessly So I close my eyes and wait The decision of the Fates And if my wish comes true I'll know The true connection to my soul Done by Christine

Never Have I Fallen
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Please Do This It Would Mean Alot.
One click is all we are asking, please just take a second and go and rate this pic. It would really mean alot. You dont have to comment unless you want to but please just rate this sweet little one. Thank you so very much to all who do.

Warning
Rant: ABCDEFG PCP and LSD that is what I want in me. Sniff it up and swallow me whole, leave me to waste in the isolated black hole. Imagery of a self slit throat, blood pours as I begin to choke. Thoughts written on a page collide with ideas of lust and rage. Down goes the liquid numb goes the mind loosing myself in an endless time. Now theres nothing I hate as much. Rip the skin off as its raped, what started as a simple date. Screaming voices in my head grab the shotgun shoot them dead. I couldn`t care less about the way that you see me. Bipolar breakdowns, mental meltdowns, living in a world of ignorance. Deafening silence as my ears black out. Living in a moment full of doubt sitting back watching you reach out. Choke it down on the reality you ignore. Choke it down as you become another worthless whore. I don`t need you anymore.

Party Time!!
Well since my divorce is final after 7 years of pain and heartache, it's time to celebrate with one of my best friends this weekend the begining of a new life for me!! Bi~Babe@ CherryTAP Get Your Own! | More Flash Toys

Doctor, Doctor
Doctor! Doctor! Let me tell you about my doctor. He is very good. If you tell him you want a second opinion, he will go out and come in again. He treated one woman for yellow jaundice for three years before he realizeD she was Chinese. Another time he gave a patient six months to live. At the end of the six months, the patient hadn't paid his bill, so the doctor gave him another six months. While he was talking to me his nurse came in and said, "Doctor, there is a man here who thinks he is invisible." The doctor said, "Tell him I can't see him." Another time a man came running in the office and yelled, "Doctor, doctor, my son just swallowed a roll of film." The doctor calmly replied, "Let's just wait and see what develops." One patient came in and said, "Doctor, I have a serious memory problem." The doctor asked, "When did it start? "The ma n replied, "When did what start? I remember one time I told my doctor I had a ringing in my ears. His advice: "Don'

Of All The Pool Halls In All The World...
...she had to walk into mine... And to think, if only I had stayed asleep and skipped nine ball league, she wouldn't be on my mind right now. The way her hair still doesn't move when it's up in that bun, no matter how angrily she storms off. The way her eyes shine as they creep over to the corner trying to catch me looking at her. The way I feel as she turns her back on me and tries to slip out without saying a word, thusly not allowing us to neither fight nor make up. I miss her. And I didn't want to miss her. Not now.

Merging Of Power
OK well ya'll,this is for my confirmed bomber's. Through ongoing negotiation's held between myself and ponyboy1966 we have decided that an ideal way to compete against the larger bombing familie's of CT is a merger of our bomber's into one bombsquad.Do not misinterperate this to mean the familie's have merged for that is not the case.The GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY is still as it alway's has been and will continue to grow.This is only a convergence of bomber's into the GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~INDEPENDENT~BOMBSQUAD for exactly that...bombing.This homepage is now for those family member's of both those familie's that are confirmed bomber's as the officer's folder reflect's.I myself am now co-leader in partnership with my co-leader ponyboy1966.Please all bomber's follow any and all direction's posted no matter which family affilliated officer it is from.

My Cia For Class ( I Hope I Dont Offend To Many People)
Issue Under Analysis: Episcopal church leaders and their accepting of gays “Episcopal Bishops Reject Ultimatum on Gays”. 21 March 2007. NewsMax.com. 30 May 2007. . In the world today, there are so many types of people. Straight, gay, bisexual, bicurious, transexual, transgender, the list goes on and on. That’s not to say none of these people existed in earlier times, it’s just that they are now able to openly express themselves in today’s society. In the article, the Episcopalian Church has rejected the Anglicans views on not accepting gay bishops into the church, and it almost causes the Episcopalian church to be excommunicated with the Anglican Communion. The Anglican leaders met back in February and came up with an ultimatum for the U.S. demonination. They gave Episcopalians until Sept. 30 to pledge not to consecrate another partnered gay bishop or authorize official prayers to homosexuals. Although the Episcopalians know that they could lose a lot of members of the chu

American Kids And Hispanic Kids
American Kids: Move out when they're 18 with the full support of their parents. Hispanic Kids: Move out when they're 28, having saved for that nice house and are a week away from getting married .... unless there's room in the basement for the newlyweds. American Kids: When their Mom visits them she brings a nice bunt cake and you sip coffee and chat. Hispanic Kids: When their Mom visits them she brings 3 days worth of food and begins to immediately tidy up, dust, do the laundry. American Kids: Their dads always call before they come over to visit them and its usually only on special occasions. Hispanic Kids: Are not at all fazed when their dads come over, unannounced, on a Saturday morning at 8:00 and starts pruning the mango & avocado trees. And if there are none, he will plant some! American Parents: You can leave your kids with them and you always worry if everything is going to be ok plus you have to feed them after you pick them up. Hispanic Parents: No probl

Ham Sandwich Lol
As ham sandwiches go, it was perfection: a thick slab of ham on a fresh bun with crisp lettuce and plenty of expensive, light brown, gourmet mustard. The corners of my jaw aching in anticipation, I carried it to the table in our backyard, picked it up with both hands but was stopped by my wife suddenly at my side. "Here, hold Johnny (our six-week-old son) while I get my sandwich," she said. I had him balanced between my left elbow and shoulder and was reaching again for the ham sandwich when I noticed a streak of mustard on my fingers. I love mustard. I had no napkin. I licked it off. It was not mustard. No man ever put a baby down faster. It was the first and only time I have sprinted with my tongue protruding. With a washcloth in each hand, I did the sort of routine shoeshine boys do; only I did it on my tongue Later, after she stopped crying from laughing so hard, my wife said, "Now you know why they call that fancy mustard . . . "Poupon..."

Lookign For Ppl That Have Hello
i have this program called hello. its a free file sharing program wh includes pix and vids of all kinds. now i dont doi vids cause my osund is out on my pc. but i do girls pix. u just go to hello.com fill out the info snd downlaod. now if u already have it in lezgirl4u on hello. u can add me any time. im on from usually 9am till 9pm. somtimes the time varies when in log on. hello has unlimited pic and vid sharing there. it also can hold ur history w/ ur friends converstaions. plz join me on hello. im very bored and ill shhow u my new pix. princess

Evidence
They told me you had been to her and mentioned me to him She gave me a good character but said I could not swim He sent them word I had not gone (we know it to be true): If she had pushed the matter on what would become of you I gave her one, they gave him two you gave us three or more The all returned from him to you though they were mine before If I or she should chance to be.. involved in this affair He trusts to you to set them free exactly as we were My notion was that you had been (before she had this fit) an obstacle that came between Him, ourselves and it Dont let him know she liked them best for this must ever be A secret kept from all the rest between yourself and me

Poem
CARRIER CARRYING THE BEAUTY OF THE WORLD YOU PARADE THROUGH THIS GARDEN BENEATH YOUR SHIRT BEHIND YOUR NAVEL THE MYSTERIES I CANNOT FATHOM LIKE A REMBRANDT I CAN ONLY ADMIRE APPRECIATE LIKE A FLOWER ENCOURAGE TO BLOOM FERTILIZE YOU CARRY THE BEAUTY OF THE WORLD LIKE A HANDBAG AS IF YOU WER MEANT TO BUT THEN YOU ALWAYS CARRIED BEAUTY WELL REFUSED TO ACKNOWLEDGE IT BUT WORE IT OVER THE SHOULDER A SHAWL STILL WRAPPED AROUND YOU WHO IS THE GARDENER HERE OUT OF MY YARD YOU SHAME ME WITH YOUR PARCELS AND PACKAGES I LISTEN TO THE SEASONS THE GROWTH OF THINGS THIS IS MY JOB WHERE ARE YOU FROM TO BEAR THIS BURDEN SO LIGHTLY EASILY BETTER THAN I WHO ARE YOU THAT I SHOULD ADMIRE YOU BE HUMBLED BY YOU WEIGHT, BEARING, BEAUTY OUT OF THIS GARDEN EMBARASSING A FINE STATUE FOR A FOUNTAIN BUT NOTHING MORE I LISTEN TO THE SEASONS THIS IS MY FIELD MY GARDEN I COLLECT THE

Please Help!!!!
Please help my daughter, Little Red Riding Hood, win this contest. The contest does end in a couple of days but we would like to catch up somehow. Thanks. ALZ YOU STILL WANT TO JOIN the KIDS CONTEST??? Hurry get Pimpin Gift!!!! As you can bomb comments!!! till 7 days next Monday midnight!!!! Thank you!!! Wants Silver motorcycle or Rolex or Corvette!! (must be over 5,000 to 10,000 or more as you can!) NOT LESS THAN 100 or 50 comments! NOPE WAY! If you put too much over 50,000 or more get Mansion House or yacht boat!!! Thank you Mike

Thins I Believe In...
I believe - . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. Remember that! I believe - . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. Even if you think you can't. I believe - . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . that we are resp onsible for what we do, no matter how

Who Am I?
do you know who i am? number 1. The Final Examination It was the final examination for an introductory Biology course at the local university. Like many such freshman courses, it was designed to weed out new students, having over 500 students in the class! The examination was two hours long, and exam booklets were provided. The professor was very strict and told the class that any exam that was not on his desk in exactly two hours would not be accepted and the student would fail. Half of an hour into the exam, a student came rushing in and asked the professor for an exam booklet. "You're not going to have time to finish this," the professor stated sarcastically as he handed the student a booklet. "Yes I will," replied the student. He then took a seat and began writing. After two hours, the professor called for the exams, and the students filed up and handed them in. All except the late student, who continued writing. An hour later, the last studen

Omg! Soooooo Happy!!!!!!
I get to see super pig tonight!!! Yay! I love the way he beats it up! hahaha! Nobody does it better! I'm so in lust with him...... He turns me on sooooooooooooooo much! Horray for metro pd. hahaha! Love to eat pork! (da other WHITE MEAT!)

Night In New York City
NEW YORK Energy of New York by Louis Dienes It has turned cloudy and it is hot. Cool milk cools still and somewhere cows graze And the trees, following the yearly rise of temperatures, Blossom and give forth young leaves, Not lushly here as in Italy, Greece or Spain, Steeped in traditions and war-torn, But palely, all overshadowed by the asphalt ribbons And brick boxes covering the ground. Here where the straight line and the sharply defined form predominate, Where people ride daily in metal cars on parallel rails To buildings made with steel skeletons, Where people are employed running engines made of machined parts, Nevertheless pears, milk, livestock, bags of flour are needed, are received, From where curve predominates and forms are vague. In ten thousand gallon tanks early in the morning Milk rolls into the city from New Hampshire and Wisconsin; Morning, noon, and afternoon, and all night long Carloads of apples and pears arrive and boatload

Bon Jovi- Bad Medicine
Ya know- another Jovi Song.. I'm not even going to write an intro to this theres a line in this song that someone will know exactly why i am posting this song lol. Nuff said. I ain't got a fever got a permanent disease It'll take more than a doctor to prescribe a remedy I got lots of money but it isn't what I need Gonna take more than a shot to get this poison out of me I got all the symptoms count 'em 1,2,3 First you need That's what you get for falling in love Then you bleed You get a little but it's never enough On your knees That's what you get for falling in love And now this boy's addicted cause your kiss is the drug Your love is like bad medicine Bad medicine is what I need Shake it up, just like bad medicine There ain't no doctor that can Cure my disease Bad, bad medicine Bad, bad medicine I don't need no needle To be giving me a thrill And I don't need no anesthesia Or a nurse to bring a pill I got a dirty down addiction It doesn't leave

Looking 4 Bartenders, Waiters/waitresses, Security & Greeters
Lookin 4 friendly, outgoing people. Who are willing to help out in my lounge "Guilty Pleasures" 4 day & night shifts. Only people willing to help need to join the family. Thanks :) Jen

Wrong Number
Quarter to seven this morning.... ring ring, ring ring, ring ring.... right next to my ear. Oh its my home number, so it must be important! So I get out of bed reach for the phone and it stops. Grrrrrrrrr. I press 1471 to see whos number it is, and I do not recognise it. As it is early in the morning I presume it must be my mother as she gets up early for work.... so I call the number back... Me: Hello, you have just rang my number? Lady: Oh yes, is that Andrew's mum? Me: No Lady: Are you sure? Me: Um, yes I think I am sure Lady: Oh, I was just ringing to tell you that Matthew will not be at school today and that they will be going to Jack's.... Me: It is 6.45 AM you have woken up my entire house, I know neither of a Matthew or an Andrew and I think you have the wrong number Lady: Oh, no I haven't this is definately the right number Me: No.... It isn't Lady: Well, if you listened to the answer machine message I left you wouldn't have been woken up

Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest!
Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest! Contest will start on 6/4 thur 6/11 1st Set Of Eyes Are....... with 1 comments! 2nd Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! 3rd Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! 4th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! 5th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! 6th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

Cliff And Metallica
"FOR WHOM THE BELL TOLLS" "FADE TO BLACK"-my favorite METALLICA SONG R.I.P.-CLIFF BURTON Life it seems, will fade away Drifting further everyday Getting lost within myself Nothing matters, no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things not what they use to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this can't be real Cannot stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness, taking dawn I was me but now he's gone No one but me can save myself but it's too late Now I can't think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death greets me warm, now I will just say GOODBYE

Astronauts Arrive At Ksc
STS-117 Atlantis crew arrives at KSC today. Image above: The mission STS-117 astronauts greet the media after landing at Kennedy Space Center, Fla. Photo Credit: NASA/KSC 06.04.07 - 7 p.m. The mission STS-117 astronauts arrived at Kennedy Space Center in Florida this evening for the launch of Space Shuttle Atlantis on Friday. Landing aboard their T-38 training jets, the astronauts flew in from Johnson Space Center in Houston to Kennedy's Shuttle Landing Facility. NASA Launch Director Mike Leinbach, Atlantis Flow Manager, Angie Brewer and other NASA officials were out on the tarmac to personally welcome the astronauts. Commander Rick Sturckow greeted the media and introduced his team. "The crew is very excited about being in Florida, we've spent a long time training for this mission," said Sturckow. "We especially appreciate all the work done on ET-124…to get the tank ready to fly." The other crew members took turns describing their duties on the mission inc

What Im Really Thinking Right Now
Well its hard to figure out where to start. Ive been thinking alot about someone and I dont know how to put into words what Im feeling. I haven't gotten to know her really well yet. I mean we've talked and found out things about each other but we really dont KNOW each other. However, I feel this connection to her that is unshakeable. Its like we are on the same page and no one else is there but us. She lives 12 hours away and I sitting here thinking that I believe it could work. I never even met her. However I can look to the flip side of things (which Ive been doing all night). How many people have died for something they believe in and never physically seen or touched that belief. For instance how many people have died in the name of God? They died for what they believed in and yet they have never met god. They've never even had a glimpse of god. All they had was the belief that god cared for them and that one day they would meet god and that in itself was enough for them

Attn: Angels Of Mercy Bombsquad!family And Friends!
Attn: Angels Of Mercy Bombsquad! We have a member in need of some help with her contest! Click on pic to Rate her comments are for tie breaker! Contest ends on the 8th! She needs 50,000 comments on this contest! Thanks Maria

6-5-07 Astrology
Pride. Ultimately, it's expendable and renewable. If your ego is getting in the way of a task that you know you must accomplish, it's time to jettison it before it derails your plans. You're bigger than this.

Driving Rules For Jackson Mississippi
If your Jackson map is more than a few weeks old, throw it out and buy a new one. If you're in Madison or Pearl and your map is one day old, then it is already obsolete. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Jackson has its own version of traffic rules. All directions start with "Get on State Street" which has no beginning and no end. Everything in Jackson is "just off State." The morning rush hour is from 6 to 10. The evening rush hour is from 3 to 7. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed out and possibly shot. When you are the first one on the starting line, count to five when the light turns green before going to avoid crashing with all the drivers running the red light in cross-traffic. Darting back and forth from one lane to another with no signal is considered reckless driving in most other cities, but it is business as usual in Jackson. Stop signs ar

Depress
Im writing this blog because this day, ive been crying so much its because of the pain that i feel right now..Just dont know what to do already, wish i was die already so that i wont suffer anything in this world.. I give too much love because this is what i am... NO matter what they do, they cant change me.. IN all of my life, all i have to do is suffer so much pain.. I remember when i was still young, we live in a very small house, whenever im hungry ill just go at the backyard and pick some plants which im going to eat.. Most of the time, ill just knock in every Neighbor's door its because im very hungry and dont have something to eat.. Everyone dont like me at all and even hate me so much, even though i havent done anything wrong to them.. They say some bad criticism about me and tell it to other people... My life is very miserable, just full of sadness and pain.. Im very jealous to those people who are very happy always even though im not.. The reason why im not so happy because e

Latest Medical Info
Have you ever noticed that to get the right tests done... or to get your health back in order you have to fight the medical establishment all the damn way.??? After finally making a big enough fuss over the pain and problems I've been having that are getting worse mind you.... they finally had me come in to be re-evaluated.I know that I'm a medical weirdo already..been trying to tell all these damn dr's that too and they don't want to listen...but now they have to.After an hour and a half at the dr's office going over and over the problems and the tests that have already been done and when...they finally decided to give m e a surgery date for July...but I was not about to wait that damn long since been dealing with this issue for months already...so in order to try to speed things up a bit.. I will be under going a CT scan in the very near future.Once the Ct scan is done and we find out what it has to say then we WILL be moving the surgery ahead to within a week or two of that.

Track 6 - Heart Shaped Glesses (when The Heart Guides The Hand)
She reminds me of The one in school When I was cutting She was dressed in white And I couldn't take my eyes off her But that's not what I took off that night And she'll never cover up What we did with a dress No She said "kiss me, it'll heal But it won't forget. Kiss me, it'll heal But it won't forget." And I don't mind you Keeping me on pins and needles. If I could stick to you And you stick me too. Don't break, don't break My heart And I won't break your Heart-shaped glasses Little girl, little girl You should close your eyes That blue is getting me high Don't break, don't break My heart And I won't break your Heart-shaped glasses Little girl, little girl You should close your eyes That blue is getting me high Making me low That blue is getting me high Making me low She reminds of The one I knew That cut up the negatives Of my life I couldn't take my hands off her She wouldn't let me be Anywhere but inside And I don't mind you Ke

I'm Nervous
I've seen it done but always been too chicken(to blog). So here goes. Some are going to be mad because they have been there for me and they don't even know but when I got the lump out of my throat to say something they were too busy, and I couldn't say a word. I have a small tumor. In the pitutary gland. The pituitary gland is a small oval-shaped gland found at the base of the brain, below the optic nerve the nerve which leads to and from the eye (per cancercenter.org) I am going to see a neuro surgeon for. My doctor thinks it should be removed. I'm terrified. I'm trying not to worry I'm trying not to get too worked up but deep down. I'm freaked. That's my head ya know. I'm doing this b.c I'm a little pissed and I needed to vent and people never cease to amaze me. What is a friend really and who really knows who your real friends are. I guess I just found out. I'm not looking for pity. I don't want it. Just someone to talk to, but what is most important here on CT T&A..

Grounded And Disarmed
This will be the last official blog posting from the former bombsquad.Was an attempt made but we were like a 3rd world country's airforce trying to take on the U.S.A.F,R.A.F and C.A.F all at once.Time to know when to do a gracious surrender and mothball the bomber's.All GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY Member's go to family homepage if you have not already done so,here is the link... GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY HOME PAGE@ CherryTAP The family is alive and well so have no fears.TY to those that flew so admirably and bombed so diligently,your all ACES.TY to ponyboy1966 and his family for trying the merger and sorry it didn't work but you still a great family and a friend of mine and whiteangel2229 and only a phone call away.A huge ty goes out to rebel breed and his family as weel for all thier support of the bombsquad while it lasted. As alway's REBEL FAMILY...GIT-R-DONE sincerely granadaghia75

Yesterdays
Yesterdays, My Wall's are chiped paint Like a old story, My floors are well walk on like my despare, Light that shines through to cover shadows of my past yesterday, Bring me that Light to covers up my frown, I smile when I smell cooking that makes me remember good and sad times, Just being one is Ok with me I look to the corner of my eye's, I rememeber those times but i see no one that I once knew, I see my floors well walked on like my past , I can't share my sight I can share my stories like peices of old chiped paint lying on the floor, Let me be that light that shines through to make you once rememeber, Rememeber that Despare Saddness are least of our worries, But to touch sight an smell are our memories, They are every thing that gives us the chance to relive our yesterdays, A Yesterday I can share with you. CPR 2007 James Landry.

Graduate!!!!!
Well I get to see my little girl Amber graduate tonight,I am so proud,she has been through a lot of bad stuff the last few years,thought I would share this,because it means so much to me. I love all my ct friends have a safe and blessed weekend.

For My Close Gf's - Y'all Know Who You Are!!! Love You!!!
I've been starin' all day at the same computer screen 'Round here I'm treated like I'm just some damn machine I punch in, I tune out, nobody cares what I'm all about But at five that ends, they're waitin' for me, my girlfriends Yeah, yeah, yeah, we're gonna get loud no doubt we're gonna get crazy Yeah, yeah, yeah, who cares if we do some damage to our reputation Guys can come and go life can turn around and let you down so fast But if you need that one sure thing that's gonna last Girlfriends kick ass If doesn't even matter if I show up in a bad mood They're gonna make me laugh and change my attitude Here's to one more, and me and my girls out on the floor We'll dance all night long so, come on mister DJ play our song Yeah, yeah, yeah, we're gonna get loud no doubt we're gonna get crazy Yeah, yeah, yeah, who cares if we do some damage to our reputation Guys can come and go life can turn around and let you down so fast But if you need that one sure thing that's gon

Forrest Gump Goes To Heaven
FORREST GUMP GOES TO HEAVEN The day finally arrived. Forrest Gump dies and goes to Heaven. He is at the Pearly Gates, met by St. Peter himself. However, the gates are closed, and Forrest approaches the gatekeeper. St. Peter said, "Well, Forrest, it is certainly good to see you. We have heard a lot about you. I must tell you, though, that the place is filling up fast, and we have been administering an entrance examination for everyone. The test is short, but you have to pass it before you can get into Heaven." Forrest responds, "It sure is good to be here, St. Peter, sir. But nobody ever told me about any entrance exam. I sure hope that the test ain't too hard. Life was a big enough test as it was." St. Peter continued, "Yes, I know, Forrest, but the test is only three questions. First: What two days of the week begin with the letter T? Second: How many secon ds are there in a year? Third: What is God's first name?" Forrest leaves to t

Sex And Kink! Thanks, Ruby Cairo!
Your Score: Deviant You scored 66 % slut! You are a sexual deviant! You aren't exactly slutty but you sure love sex! You have tried many things and will more than likely try anything once...or twice. Link: The sex and kink Test written by pookieb on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Third Addition Artists Worth Checking Out~
This blog is to share with everyone some great artists I have found on Cherry Tap. There are some very talented people on this site and I thought it would be good for me to share those that I find with anyone who wants to see other talent. I am going to post links to profiles of people that have exceptional talent in the areas of Photography, traditional art, crafts and digital or graphic arts. I am getting some awesome contacts from people and it is great! Keep em comming! I am hoping that it will generate more interest in these areas and people will know where to look to find others with these interests. I am always looking for more talent.........so if you think you have something to show me let me know and I will check it out and if you are good I will add your link to this blog. Oh and please check out my art also! My signature work are my Vandoodles taking the ordinary doodle up a notch to a new level. Check em out rate em and leave a comment! This gentleman has some great

Grief
I will not forget you. You are in my waking thoughts, my sweetest memories, my dearest dreams. I will not forget you. You have touched my soul, opened my eyes, changed my very experience of the universe. I will not forget you. I see you in the flowers, the sunset, the sweep of the horizon and all things that stretch into infinity. I will not forget you. I have carved you on the palm of my hand. I carry you with me forever. Ellen Sue Stern, Living With Loss, 1995

Survey
1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? n/a, im a guy, i dont shave my legs, but if it was the least bit "acceptable" i might, lol 2. What were you doing this morning at 8 am? sleeping, lol 3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? online and watching tv 4.What are you wearing? shorts, boxers, t-shirt 5. Are you mad at anyone right now? no 6. Last person to say they loved you? um parents 7. Last time you kissed someone? hmm...two weekends ago 8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile? dont have one 9. Last thing received in the mail? umm, i think a credit card offer 11. Have you ever had sex in a public place? um, besides inside a car in a park, no, lol 12. Have you ever been searched by the cops? no 13. How long is your hair? ha, i have no hair 14. How many different drinks have you had today? different kinds, um, 3 15. What have you eaten today? mt. dew, choc. milk, tacos, and nachos 16. Are you any goo

Trust
When you say the word trust, people automatically think of the word honesty. For me there is much more to it than that. That is the surface trust for me. I give that to everyone. I shouldn't but I do. I trust everyone until given a reason not to, and honestly it usually takes me getting burned a few times before I quit trusting them. I used to look hard for the good in people, I am tired of looking though. If it's not there, why should I create it for them!! I am wanting to experience the trust that comes from your soul. I know people who have that, and I want it!! They never have to doubt anything or wonder what is really going on, they just know that the trust is there. They also seem to be the most open people, because they are comfortable with what they have and who they are. I have the open part down pat. And I am one of the most giving and honest people that I know. But why is it that I can't find anyone to share that with? The one that will be able t

The Storm
she sat and watched as the storm rolled in from across the western sky the clouds grew dark,and the lighting flashed and then she began to cry she could not explain why she felt so blue or why her heart was so much in pain then suddenly cam a loud clap of thunder and then it began to rain oh how the wind did blow and trees did bend the rain pooured with all it might and she walked the floor and trembled as she cried on through the night as the storm raged on , so her termoil too and the wind it took its toll but when it was over, it had refreshed the earth just as her tears had refreshed her soul..

June 11,2007
Trying to get someone else to take your side is annoying. Frankly, the effort just saps your energy, so why do you keep on trying? Ah, that stubborn streak -- when it emerges, it really asserts its presence!

3 Words
Three things in life that, once gone, never come back - 1. Time 2. Words 3. Opportunity Three things in life that can destroy a person - 1. Anger 2. Pride 3. Unforgiveness Three things in life that you should never lose- 1. Hope 2. Peace 3. Honesty Three things in life that is most valuable - 1. Love 2 Family &Friends 3. Kindness Three things in life that is never certain - 1. Fortune 2. Success 3. Dreams Three things that make a person - 1. Commitment 2. Sincerity 3. Hard work Three things that is truly constant - Father - Son - Holy Spirit I ask the Lord to bless you, as I pray for you today; to guide you and protect you, as you go along your way. God's love is always with you, God's promises are true. And when you give God all your cares, you know God will see you through.

What's For Dinner Tonight Kidd-o's?
Dinner For this evening Kiddo's Herb Pepper Sirloin Steak Ingredients: 1/4 cup A1 Original Steak Sauce 2 tsp. chopped fresh basil 1-1/2 tsp. chopped fresh rosemary 1/2 tsp. coarsely ground black pepper 1/8 tsp. garlic powder 1 boneless beef top sirloin steak (1-1/2 lb.), 3/4-inch thick Preparation: MIX steak sauce, basil, rosemary, pepper and garlic powder; brush on both sides of steak. GRILL or broil steak 5 to 7 minutes on each side For dessert we have: Cherry Dessert INGREDIENTS: 1 1/4 cups graham cracker crumbs 3/4 cup margarine, melted 1 (8 ounce) package cream cheese 1/2 cup white sugar 1 dash vanilla extract 1 dash almond extract 1 cup heavy cream 1 (12 ounce) can cherry pie filling DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease a 9x9-inch baking dish. In small bowl, combine graham cracker crumbs and melted margarine. Stir well and press into baking dish. Bake 5 minutes. Cool. 2. In large bowl, combine cre

Unbelievable.....just When You Think You Seen And Heard It All!
I have a Grandbaby on the way. And I can't even imagine what I would do if someone did that to my Grandchild (well that's not true, but can't get into what I would do on here, lol). I'd like to invite Canadian Stoner to come on down to Palm Bay and show him what a bunch of Good Ol' Boys who LOVE their children what they would do to him.......HEHEHEHEHE!!!!!! Why don't you go back to MYSPACE!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is my response back to waht he said on a shout to someone about something they had posted about Kaleb. 2007-6-13 5:52:15 Thought I would Stop by to see who would be so heartless as to make a comment of "SO WHAT" about a helpless baby who was damn near shaken to death. But guess you are so ugly you can't even show your face. You must of Burnt up a lot of Brain cells in your time cause you are one DUMB, HEARTLESS Son of a BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is his response back to me. I dont care I dont wanna care so take your fucking sorry ass and fuck off Thanks!

Humour
Flag Day [ Jun 14 ] Urrrrghhh ! It was my mistake, I admit. But the memory’s still fresh ! Lemme once get my hands on those two li’l devils, George ‘n Rachel ! Okay, I’ll tell you what happened. Last summer, my sis Becky had come over for a visit for a few days… and as usual, my darling nephew and niece had come along too. On the 4th of July, I got them a couple of flags along with a small drum ‘n bugle set, figuring they’d enjoy themselves. Unfortunately, I never realized how much ! They simply went bonkers ! ‘N both of them went parading all over the house with an ear-splitting accompaniment of drum ‘n bugle sounds… ALL DAY ! Poor me nearly went crazy (I kept hearing ‘Boom, Boom !’ in my sleep for days afterwards !) But Becky jus’ howled with laughter ‘n watched me chase her kids to no avail ! How unfair ! No sweat, I’ll get even this time ! I’ll jus’ send a couple of lively e-cards to Rachel ‘n George on Flag Day and pep them up ! Let Becky suffer the ‘Boom, Boom !’ all day long

Hope Y'all Like This One!
I came home, tense and in a bad mood after a shitty day at work, but the sight that greeted me inside my door instantly improved my day. Sherry, my slave walked towards me. She stopped 3 feet away from me and assumed the "auction" position. This position allowed me to inspect her. She stood with her legs spread shoulder's width apart, arms out straight at an angle, hands away from her body, palms up. Her eyes were lowered but her chin was up which gave me an unobstructed view of her beautiful, naked body. I smiled approvingly and walked toward her intent on giving her a sensuous kiss. Oh, how I love this girl. She touches my soul. She takes care of me and I take care of her. We've been together for 5 months now and my love for her grows stronger day by day, I thought as I kissed her. "Run a bath for me baby," I told her after breaking the kiss and walking past her to pour myself a glass of wine. She scampered upstairs and I followed a few minutes later, carrying my wine glass. W

Losers
OH MY GOD IT HAS FINALLY HAPPENED HERE. I HAD SOME LOSER VISIT MY SHOUT BOX JUST TO INSULT ME. THESE GUYS ARE THE ONES WHO MAKE PEOPLE WONDER WHY WE COME ONTO THESE SITES. WELL HIS IMMATURITY REALLY CAME THROUGH. WELL I HAVE MET ALOT OF GREAT PEOPLE HERE SO I AM STAYING AS FOR GUYS LIKE HIM I WISH YOU LUCK WITH YOU SKINNY FRIENDS AND DONT WASTE OUR TIME IF YOU DONT LIKE WOMEN WITH CURVES

Preservation Through Destruction
It's been just a day since you walked away Still in shock from the deathly blow I feel like I've imagined everything you said Yet I can't stop these tears from falling Can't stop these fears from crawling inside my head What was it about me love that made it easy to leave?? Am I just trapped in a nightmare, hoping to wake up in your arms? It's been three days since you've been gone Inside my head, inside my heart, I can't seem to escape you You lurk like a shadow and everything reminds me of you I can't stop these tears from falling Can't stop these fears from crawling inside my head What was it about my love that made it easy to leave? Am I just trapped in a nightmare, hoping to wake up in your arms? It's been a week and I feel like I've been broken I try to get away from the pain, but my will has frozen Funny how long the memories linger, like mist in the air I can't stop these tears from falling Can't stop these fears from crawling inside my head What wa

Just So No One Feels Jilted By My Lack Of Hospitality Or Some Crap...
I mostly add friends for points to get me to Godfather in the end. However, those who show me they are legitimate friends will end up staying on my list in the end. If not, at least you get a profile rate and several pics rated IF I NOTICE YOU'RE A FRIEND AND I HAVEN'T DONE IT YET. If you expect me to jump through hoops that your user name does not specify (rate, fan, give blood, etc.) before you'll add me, then I'll give you squat. You do not push me when you don't even know me. I'll read your profile if I'm interested in knowing you, but otherwise I don't really care. It is a WEB SITE, not your CAREER...unless you're a mod and getting paid to be here. Most of you are just here for points, or (are you guys listening?) nudes and cyber sex. I'm here for the points, too, until I get where I want to be. Then I'll start deleting the ones who never say anything, but if I make some REAL friends along the way, all the better.

Best Beach Pic On Ct Contest! Scores Updated
Best Beach Pic On CT Contest! Am looking for pics taking on the beach! 1st Pic is...... with 31 comments! 2nd Pic is...... with 50 comments! 3rd Pic is...... with 3 comments! 4th Pic is...... with 83 comments! 5th Pic is...... with 1 comments! Adults or kids any pic that shows you enjoying Yourself at the beach! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Msn Vs. Cherrytap
Ok ...don't know about the rest of you but I seriously find most of these cherry tap horoscopes to be complete BS... here's a look ct's for today A creative venture moves to the next level, and so does your love life. All this imagination inspires you to take things to new heights. Isn't it nice how artistic projects and passion seem to go hand-in-hand? Hahaha yeah right ....now here's one from msn... The current aspect may take some of the subtlety out of romance today, especially as the person you have recently become involved with is not only very strong-willed, but also determined to have things go according to their way of thinking. You will need to show that you can be just as determined by discussing how you see things, and making sure they understand your point. Hmmmm the first one BS..the second one...a little more likely lol...

Tap Danceing On My Heart By :andy Foultz
Lord knows I'm not a picky man I see there eyes and I wanna be there man It will go well at the start then then end up dancing on my heart They draw me in and then I get used my hearts been battered in brused They lie to me from the start And they just end up tap danceing on my heart It's been a long long raod getting here I'll be by there side but they are never there They hide from me all there intentions they end up leaving my heart in suspention ooooooooooooooooooooooh They draw me in and then I get used my hearts been battered in brused They lie to me from the start And they just end up tap danceing on my heart I romance em and lovem but they don't seem to care I feel like it's someone else they rather have there I'm tired of nothing working that I try. they just shadder my heart and Make me cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy They draw me in and then I get used every heartbreak tightens the noose They lie to me from the start And they just end up tap danceing on m

My Semi Porn Shots
IF U HAVE PEEPED MY NEW PIC ALBUMS BY NOW U CAN TELL THAT I AM IN HEAT. HELL ITS BEEN 5 YRS NOW THAT I HAVE RETIRED OUT OF THE SEX GAME. IT IS GETTING TO MY BRAIN. I HAVE NEVER TAKEN PICS BEFORE LIKE THIS ITS ALL BECAUSE I AM IN THE MOOD. WELL ENJOY NEVER KNOW WHEN I WILL DO IT AGAIN OR WHEN I WILL TAKE THEM DOWN. SMOOCHES FROM THIS COCO DIVA

The 1999 Edition, Part 4
BOFH '99. Who's tucking who? So I'm peering inside a PC at the PFY's request - apparently he's seen something he doesn't like. And if he doesn't like it, it must be in bad shape... I proceed to check off everything in the diagnostic list. "Hard drive, check; P-II 300, check; 128 Meg Memory, check; 512K L2 Cache, che..." I pause. What would appear, at first glance, to be an L2 cache module is, in fact, a plastic replica of the real thing. I test this observation by removing it from the running machine. I reboot, and get the same diagnostic report. "We've been ripped off!" I gasp to the PFY, after noticing the company's inventory sticker on the side of the machine. "Who'd you get these from?" "I...," the PFY responds, "...didn't get them from anywhere." "Well, I didn't order them, we're the only people cleared to purchase computing equip...THE BEANCOUNTERS!" "You guessed it," the PFY commented. "They ordered the kit themse

What Ancient Breed Are You
You scored as Sorceress, Your a sorceress. You cast a spell on people the first time you meet them, and you love for them to depend on you. You get upset when things don't go your way. Well, guess what, your in for a shock, 'cause you don't always get what you want.Sorceress75% Elf67% Goddess67% Drow58% Wolf58% Faerie50% Dragon50% Vampyre33% Shadow Spirit25% Zombie17% What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Im In Love With A Stripperrrrrr
Yeah! lol Im not a strip club virgin anymore y'all! GO FUCKING ME! Last night, I was the DD for my friends Trisha, Brandi and Larry and I suggested that we all go to the strip club because I never went before. Well turns out, that Trisha and Brandi never went either so we were all devirginized last night! Ya know, me and my bright ideas, taking 2 drunk including 1 drunk lesbian to the fucking female strip club was halarious. Brandi, the lesbian (ya know, dykeish along with the short buzzed hair, big shirts and baggy jeans and shorts and what not) falls in love with a fucking stripper. She waited like an hour to get a damned lap dance from this stripper named Gina hahahah. It was halarious! She was in fucking heaven and some. We all walked in at like 1230 or so and turns out, me and Trisha were the only girls there (aside from Brandi and the strippers) haha and all the guys just stared at us like we were fucking crazy and some shit like that. We sat down on this lik

I Dare You
i was invited to cherry tap by a friend. i had no idea what it was all about , i had never heard of it. i checked it out, go the hang of it and i enjoy it . i dont mind be rated and i would like to thank all of the people who have taken the time to stop by my page and leave a rating. doesnt matter if you rated me a 1,2,3,10 or even and 11. i am happy with who i am and isnt that what really matters.i am sure i am not a 10 to all the thousands of people on here, lets be real here, we all have our likes and dislikes, know what we are attracted to and we know what isnt our " cup of tea". but i want to thank all of you , it is flattering to me to know that you took the time to be a little curious and see my page. to the cherrytappers who requested me to be on their friends list and have fanned me, i wish i could send you a comment everyday.like you i have a life off of cherrytap,, but i want to let you know i do wish you happiness everyday for the rest of your days. to my family che

Happy Fathers Day
Darling Scott, First and foremost Happy fathers day. You have surprised me in more ways then one. You have stepped up as Kenny's father, stronger and faster than I had ever thought. Kenny loves you dearly and you love him just as much if not more! He loves it when you read him a bedtime story just before bed. I love seeing you take care of him, show him neat little things, playing with him in the yard, teaching him all kinds of things. He copy's the things you do. He absolutely loves you. And I love you for taking care of him. Before you the only strong father figure in his life was my father. When his natural father had abandon him you where there to pick him up and show him how much he is worth to you. Showed him that you care for him and that you would never let anything hurt him. Thank you for doing what come natural to you! I love you and I wouldn't have you any other way!

Happy Father's Day Mommy!!!
Well, here it is...another Father's day! It's a very difficult day for me. At times I wonder if people really know how fortunate they are that their father is alive! That you can hold his hand and share your feelings with him... That you can yell at him, if you don't agree with what he says... That each time he looks at you could be the last... I wonder how you can be so angry at him and not speak to him for days, weeks, months or years!... I lost my precious father when I was two years old, to an auto accident. He was avoiding a head on collision from a drunk driver and was trying to save his friend's life in the chaos of it all. He swerved to miss the oncoming car and slammed into a tree. They both survived...his friend walked away with a few scratches, but my father had many complications. After months of being hospitalized he passed away. I have much to be thankful for though! YES, I do! The person that took his place is so wonderful! That person knew him better th

Arived From A Whole New Adventure
i finnally made it to the woman i love's house and man oh man was it an adventure. first stop we hit on the road was gallup new mexico. at that stop this drunk native american ask me and two other guys "flick your dick?" i wish i was joking. and after he asked he made a gesture to his pants zipper. needless to say i backed off lol. and there was still even worse that happened on the trip. when i finally got into michigan, benton harbor to be exact, there was a real looney case on the bus, and i mean this guy was making me feel looney lol. for instance before getting on the bus in beton harbor he had looked into a trash can and was talking to the insides. after he talked to it for awhile he gave it a drink from his water bottle, i'm not exagerating or fibbing in any way of what so ever. and after watering and chatting to the trash can, he turned to nothingness and had a convo and seamed to laugh at a joke that nothing had told him. and as we got on the bus he got real close to read my

Leaving For Awhile...
I just wanted to let all my friends know that I will be leaving CT for awhile... I'm not going to give any reason as to why because for one, it's personal.... If you want to stay in touch with me, send a private message and I will give you my contact info... I will check back in for the next few days just to check messages... Please everyone, take care of yourself.. Most of all, don't be afraid to do something.. do it anyway if it really means that much to you. Love & hugs to all... Dee

Best Husband On Ct Contest!
Best Husband On CT Contest! It can be a real husband or CT husband Contest! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/20 thur 6/27 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

I Should Have Just Worked
Last week was one of the worst weeks of my life, not involving a death of someone close. To start, a coworker quit, leaving us very short handed. This coworker was on call, so natureally everyone else is out of state, so of course I get to take over. In fact, the week did start with a funeral, so I guess my prior statement doesn't count lol. So last week, I ended up working 80 hours. I know what you're saying, the paycheck will be awesome, and that is true, but by the time taxes and whatever else is taken out...oh well. By midweek, my ex wife calls me up screaming. My oldest calls her up, and complains that he isn't seeing his counselor enough. Not me bother, but her, who lives an hour and a half away. So I got an earful for something I can't change. I am at my wit's end with the boy. He's a good kid, with absolutely no motivation, and a horrendous "poor me" attitude. Sounds like he's getting it from me. We're waiting on his report card, and believe me, I'm not e

Desperate Times....
Fair warning. This is more than likely just gonna ramble on, and no I dont plan on spellchecking it. Its been a week and two days since I was supposed to move. Im running out of food, and toilet paper (ACK!!) and no matter how many hours I spend pounding the pavement so to speak, I cant get anywhere. Its not that I dont have good references I know that much, but somehow, Im either not qualified for any job Ive gone to (which is bullshit, because I know McDonalds doesnt HAVE qualifications lol) or I dont have good personal references or something, I dont know which, all I know is I still dont have a job and Im starting to get VERY worried. And Im sure my cable will be off this week. Which wouldnt bother me so much if I wasnt also going to lose my phone and internet. I mean as far as the cable itself, I can watch Fox and PBS and DVD's, Ive done it before. But I mean with no internet I have no way to entertain myself (LMAO!!) except to read the books I already read, or play solitair

Excited
I just want to say that I am impressed with alot of the people I have met on CT. In 30 days I made lvl 18, over 6,000 profile views and Reached the top 12 cherries (just fell to #80 lol) and the only naked pic I showed was of my feet :P. I want to thank all my friends for showing me and proving that there are people out there truely interested in knowing a person not just seeing them naked. This is not meant as offense to anyone who has NSFW photos, I applaude you for being so confident with yourselves. This was just not the path I chose to follow. And to the 517 views my poetry has recieved....WOW, that is the best overall compliment I could ever get. My poetry is my life and I am glad so many people took the time to read it and get to know me. Much Love, Angel...your CT Stalker

Summer Classes
This summer I am taking Keyboarding I, BMT 270, BMT 200. Two of my classes are online the other one is up at the college. These classes are only 5 weeks long so I will be very business for the next 5 weeks.

Winners Are.......best Arm And Leg Tattoo On Ct Contest!
Best Arm And Leg Tattoo On CT Contest! Winners are....... 1st Place is...... Wins A Motorcycle + Beer Keg with 4655 Comments + 15 Rates = 23350 2nd Place is...... Wins Earrings And Woman Ring + Beer Keg with 3892 Comments + 8 Rates = 19500 3rd Place is...... Wins Men's Bracelet + Beer Keg with 976 comments + 4 Rates = 4900 4th Place is....... Wins Sex on the Beach + beer Keg with 100 comments + 4 Rates = 520 I want to thank everyone who was in my contest! Thanks Maria

Today
Today is the day, I celebrate the day, the day you came into my life, and made my pain go away. It was only nine months ago, you came into my life, you touched my heart, earned my trust, and took away my strife. I love you Kevin, more than I have anyone before, I never want to feel any pain or cry anymore. I cant tell you anymore, how my mended heart feels, you must have the magic touch, because yoru words heal. I love you Kevin, ane no one else can see, how these nine months, have changed me. Something I wrote for an old Boyfriend!

Me.dium Wins The Webware 100!
It's just been announced that Me.dium is a winner in the community category of the Webware 100. I'm pretty sure that everyone here at CT put us over the top in the voting - you guys rock! We're hosting a handful of Happy Hours this week as our way of saying thanks. Click here to join Me.dium and see everyone from CT online!

Scarab Beetles
Lately I've been seeing an occasional scarab beetle outside the front door of my workplace, fried in the heat while trying to get inside. Sometimes I'll encounter them before they expire. After the initial flashbacks of "The Mummy Returns", I find it kind of cool, just 'cause I've never seen them in the wild, before. Also, in my current fav computer game, Age of Mythology, their giant cousins kick gluteous maximus.

~our Love~
We lay, our arms and legs tangled. Our minds and hearts numb but for a tiny pain. That pain is the truth we both know but won't acknowledge. It is over. We cling to each other, out of fear. Embedded within each other like shrapnel. We fear life without one another, not because we are happy together, but because we are all we have known. Tears leak from my eye. Spilling onto my cheek tickling my inner ear, I twitch, and I feel you grab me within your already tight grasp. I want to cry out. I wont. Nor will I let you go. Because I don't know how. I wish you would let me go but I don't know how to tell you nor do I have the heart to make you face this dying dead love~ Our Love. We lay, our arms and legs tangled. Our minds and hearts numb but for a tiny pain. That pain is the truth we both know but won't acknowledge. It is over. ~Kory~ 5/25/07

~weep In Wonder~
They weep in wonder as he sings... crooning to them. Starlings all of them with sex in their eyes. Longing to open wide for him their nether mouths dripping for him... but they will go home longing... and alone but for what fiends they can find hanging outside the bar, buying their fixes sewing up snitches being the tattooed love boys they were born to be. The smell of their addiction Caressing their greasy flesh Bangs that hang in clumps across their pallid faces. For a drink or a lick and a promise these starlings can have a night of half hard fucks... But I will take Him home. And we will bleed the night away together... in love and death. And the starlings will still weep in wonder. ~Kory~ 05/25/07

~our Addiction~
When I watch Him do what he does my heart longs, full of love for Him. And when we are together in the throes of what we do it all tastes like death. Something familiar and dark and dank and sick. Something long ago thrown out. And perhaps it is that death that keeps us alive or perhaps we are dead and our life preserves us... Maybe it is such an ingrained addiction that we will fall and drown in each other. We are in love with death and death is in love with us. ~Kory~ 05/25/07

~black Crayola~
and on the edge of the abyss called life after love... I drown. Enveloped in pain and the shards of brilliant light of a glimpse of a new life. What to do? Without you am I me? Without me am I me? Oh slain are the days of recognition that I knew, we knew. You leave me not with loneliness that haunts nor betrayal that angers or lies that burn... but with estrangement that pierces the safety of my fetal position. I take my black crayola and scribble your name from my life. ~Kory~ 6/06/07

I Did Like That Banner, But Would Make A Bit Of A Change.
Saw in Angelbaby's gallery just now, "Picture required." For my list, I think, though it's harder to determine until after I've been around'bout someone awhile... "Personality required." (Edit: to quip a bit less, to think a bit more... people who I find add less than they drain from me, emotionally and otherwise, are the people who I have resolved to take leave of, and if they don't even add character to my memory of them... so much the easier to cut strings.)

Just A Thought, Nothing More...
I'm calling out to you, Do you not hear me? I'm screaming now to the top of my lungs, And still you do not hear me? All is clear between us, Nothing to distract the view of me. I call your name, Do you still hear nothing? Perhaps if you'll just look at me, Will you hear me now? Just look in my direction, I'm begging for your attention! Just please listen, give me an ear and I'll do anything for you! I don't think I can get through to you When you won't even take a step to me.

The Dirty Dictonary
A Abe Lincoln – Doggy style sex, just before you climax, give them a "Donkey Punch", then while they are knocked out, roll them over and jizz all over their chin and face. Shave off their pubes, and sprinkle in the beard region of their jizz covered mug. Acapulco-Snorer High Dive – While someone is sleeping with their mouth open, you take off all your clothes and get as high as you can above their face and try to shit into the opening. Aftershock – After performing the Shocker, lick the pinky clean. Airplane Blonde – A blonde who has bleached or dyed the hair on their head, but still has a 'black box'. Usage: "She has a black box; the rug does not match the curtains." Airtight – A woman is said to be airtight when her anus, vagina, and mouth are all full of penis. AK-47 or AK Spray – After a night of drinking draft beer, you wake up and 69 with your lover only to blast a beer spatter dump in their face while yelling "drive-by motherfucker!" at the moment o

My Red Raincoat @ Parris Island
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com i was at Parris Island. my son didn't know i was there for his bootcamp ceremony. i told him i couldn't make it. then at the last minute i found a way to get there. once there signing the guest book, i asked the young marine female could she let my son know i was there. she said, 'no mam, we don't do that here'. then i PANICKED!!!!! now what??? so i ran to the bleacher area where they were practicing their drill. i waited for my sons platoon to come out, there he was so handsome and standing like a statue in formation. but he was too far away to see me. i didn't give up. hmmm, what to do. the letter said wear red. i had my big red raincoat shaped like a poncho. so while everyone was up front by the ropes taking pictures i jumped on the highest bleacher and spread my red wings and started walking back and forth. i wouldn't stop, i kept walking from one end of the bleacher to the other end. i kept thinking i hope he knows i'm here. the next day after the

Poem
poem shadows. To much thinking and to much weeping has me feeling cold and aloneand that theres no where for me to go. Unseen Unheard I have faced death countless times. But still i live How? Why? . The hand of life that i have been delt is worse then the hand of death itself perhaps. Unwanted Unloved So in the shadows is where i sit waiting. For not even death wants me. T.V.H.06

Forgiveness
All women should live so long as to be this kind of old lady! Toward the end of Sunday service, the Minister asked, "How many of you have forgiven your enemies?" 80% held up their hands. The Minister then repeated his question. All responded this time, except one small elderly lady. "Mrs. Jones ?"; "Are you not willing to forgive your enemies?" I don't have any." She replied, smiling sweetly. "Mrs. Jones, that is very unusual. How old are you?" "Ninety-eight." she replied. "Oh, Mrs. Jones , would you please come down in front & tell us all how a person can live ninety-eight years & not have an enemy in the world?" The little sweetheart of a lady tottered down the aisle, faced the congregation, and said: "I outlived the bitches."

Saturday Pimpin
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The Perfect Way To Explain Pms To A Man
I'm not really sure what made me think of this, but I'm sure the ladies will vouch for me on it! We all see these men running around talking about how PMS is just a huge excuse to be mean for a week out of the month. I'm not as bad as I used to be, but I still get those days where I'm being such a bitch that I can't even stand to be around myself. No matter how hard I try I can't shake it. So I start thinking...hormones suck. They are very hard to try and keep under control and here come these men saying it's a load of BS. WHAM! It occurs to me! Here's were the men should pay attention. Telling a woman to not be bitchy while PMS'ing is like telling a pubescent boy to not be horny. The only difference is that being horny is much more fun...

The Door
Beautiful emotion captured by the extreme in a web of trust soaking in the seams melting the innocence into a raging fire of passion and love burning with desire time has slipped as the clock has stopped a picture well frozen forever's door unlocked.

Cheaters: A Cautionary Tale
Guys think they are slick, and they are at first. But with the wonderful world of the internet which includes Myspace, face book, cherry tap, yahoo and Google things are found out. So this brings me to the topic at hand. Cheaters. Being a semi attractive woman, I get hit on A LOT on the internet. Guys can’t help it, they think with their dicks. On any normal day I will just flirt back and leave it at that. But there is always one guy who slips through the radar, who I let get close to me because he SEEMS like a nice guy. This guy who slips through always knows what to say, what not to say and wants to make plans to meet up. That’s when the problems start. You see this one guy can’t just plan a date. This one guy has to work around his WIFE’S schedule, so that she does not find out about the girl he wants to meet up with and if he plays his cards right sleep with. He does this covertly, only talking to me when he is out of his house and does not answer his phone when I ca

A Little About Peeps On Friends List...
i have several issues that i could actually write on tonight but for now i am sticking to a subject i have been meaning to get to for a while now....people on my friends list. since joining cherrytap i am amazed at how many friends i have acquired and many of them i have contact with on a regular basis...yet i find myself getting behind when it comes to visiting pages. one of the reasons being it is a very busy place here on the tap and between mumms (which i really enjoy) and actually visiting pages and chatting with people i cant seem to keep up. so i just want to let all the ones on my list both friends and fans that i will get to you...lol. i try to get at least 4-5 people a night and instead of giving just a few rates here and there i actually look over profiles, check out blogs, pictures and stash and i leave as many rates as possible..it takes a while but that is the way i do it. if i am going to be giving some cherrylove then i am going to be giving alot. so hang in there and

Quiz
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To Truly Flow With The Ocean, Is To Experience A Moment Of Grace...
"To truly flow with the ocean, is to experience a moment of grace..." -The Surf Gooru Such a beautiful quote. Catching a wave truly is experiencing a moment of grace. Aside from all the trials and tribulations of getting there! LOL The one thing that has truly changed my perspective in life is surfing. It's something I had always wanted to do since I was a little tyke, boogie boarding with my dad until the sun went down, during those lazy summer afternoons, so long ago. One day, it occurred I had been saying i wanted to learn to surf every summer since I was, oh...probably about 9 years old or so... I was appalled at how hideously I was procrastinating, and thought to myself, instead of talkin about it, perhaps I should try DOING it. This decision TRULY changed my life forever. Surfing has shifted my perspective in life. As a sport, It is extremely challenging to learn and requires great dedication and patience. Two things I had been in short supply of up until then. I am sti

My 1st Blog
OKAY GUYS THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG HERE.I AM NEW HERE AND AT THIS.WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT I REALLY DO NOT KNOW.SO ANYWAYS...HOPE ALL YOU ARE DOING GREAT.I KNOW I AM.IT HAS BEEN BLAZING HOT HERE AND JUST BEEN TRYING TO KEEP COOL.WELL NOT TO MUCH MORE.BE SAFE...

To All Wwe Fan Of Chris Benoit Found Dead
WWE STAR CHRIS BENOIT, HIS WIFE AND FAMILY FOUND DEAD IN ATLANTA by Mike Johnson @ 6:04:00 PM on 6/25/2007 We are still awaiting further details, but PWInsider.com is extremely saddened to report that former WWE and WCW World champion Chris Benoit and his wife, former WCW and ECW personality Nancy "Woman" Benoit were both found dead today in Atlanta, Georgia. Obviously this will be a huge developing story in the days to come but at this point, we'd like to express our deepest condolences to the Benoits' family, friends, and fans at this time. A meeting is currently ongoing at WWE TV and it is expected that tonight's three hour Raw will now be dedicated to Benoit's memory. 6:09 Update: WWE.com issued the following statement this afternoon: "WWE is sad to report that Chris Benoit and his family have been found dead in their home. Police are currently investigating the circumstances surrounding the deaths. Tonight's Raw will be a tribute to Chris and his family."

Enjoy Every Minute
,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." or "I Miss You" ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken ... and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .....and friendships. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparent

Pasta Con Pollo Y Salsa De Maní (pasta With Chicken And Peanut Butter Sauce)
Peanut butter sauce is featured in many Ecuadorean dishes. Ingredients: 12 ounces pasta, such as fettuccine, uncooked 2 tablespoons plus 1 teaspoon sesame oil 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts, cut into strips 2 red jalapeños, stemmed, seeded, and minced 2 cloves garlic, minced 2 teaspoons minced ginger 1 red bell pepper, stemmed, seeded, and cut into strips 1/2 cup chicken stock 1/4 cup peanut butter 1 teaspoon brown sugar 1 tablespoon rice vinegar 1 tablespoon soy sauce 1 8-ounce package frozen snow peas, thawed Preparation: Cook the pasta in boiling water until almost al dente. Drain and set aside. Pour 2 tablespoons of the sesame oil into a large skillet over medium-high heat. Add the chicken and sauté until just done. Remove the chicken with tongs and set aside. Add the remaining teaspoon of sesame oil to skillet. Add the jalapeños, garlic, ginger, and bell pepper. Sauté for 2 minutes, then reduce heat to medium, cover, and cook for 2 additional minutes or un

Bird Feeder!!!
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be

Reposting Too Fast Again.......
Well...it's back to posting bulletins too fast!!!! WHAT IS THE DEAL??????? I haven't been on this computer all day, up until about 15 mins ago, considering I was having internet prob. I reposted 1 bulletin...and now it won't let me repost anyMORE....and it won't let me add a new one. I'M POSTING TOO FAST. GET YOUR ACT TOGETHER CT.......ARE WE NOT SUPPOSE TO REPOST BULLETINS....????? I THOUGHT THAT WAS PART OF BEING A MEMBER...OR HAS CT GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE THEY DON'T WANT US TO DO ANYTHING........ CAN'T POST BULLETINS CAN'T REPOST BULLETINS WE RATE TOO FAST WE TRIGGER THEIR SPAN TRAP.... IT IS GETTING TO BE REDICULOUS!!!!!!! I'M REALLY BEGINNING TO GET FED UP!!!!!

Nothing To Do And Bored At Work
Today just like any other day, I woke up and did the same thing i do everyday... -Yawned -Streched -Checked my WoW make sure it was still there and ok -then checked my email. Now this is where things get alil diff... A thought passes my head, "damn Rik you should be doing more with your life" yes i should be doing more with my life but what should i do. My schedule is filled with Music (da Clef Ent./Cash Squad Ent.) and Work (hotel-which shall remain nameless) School i said // Make a movie i said // Write a book i said... What shall i DO?

Come To The Family Loungeee
GOOD EVENING EVERYONE .. IF YOU LIKE TO JOIN US AT THE FAMILY LOUNGE TO HEAR OUR OWN BIGDAWG DJ WITH SOME LIVE AWESOME SONGS .. WE BE HERE WAITING FOR YOU .. NEW MEMBERS COME JOIN AND MEET OUR OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS .. ATTE THE DEVILISH ONE

Updates Hehe...
Ok people as of last week im am no longer single, Im loving it every moment. But I also feel bad cause its my girls ex bf. But things will work out. It always does. Im just mroe happy then I ever have been, grant it I only see him for an hour everyday. But after next week I get to see him everyday. We already planned our day for wensday or thursday when ever he gets out. Then its drinking time hehe... But anywho... Im moving this week, between tonight after work an friday. So after friday I wont have no internet for a while. Eh oh well cause ill be busy with my CLOSE friends an my bf. Well I better get going now. Im at work an just messing around here. lol.. Take care.... ~Shorty~

Be@utiful Angle Dre@mes Is In The Hospital
I am only here to help her to keep from losing her family of a few days on here and can not put any personal stuff up for I have a bad battle over my child going on. My dead beat ex wants my baby after having nothing to do with her for 7 years and how he is married and wants my baby. so sorry rate me 1's and block me or do not be a friend to me for having since enough to keep both my friend and my child! GROW UP!

Benoit Updates...mcmahon To Apologize For Tribute
Reported By Patrick W. Boucher on Jun 26, 2007 - 6:23:58 PM TVWeek.com is reporting that Vince McMahon will open up tonight's ECW on Sci Fi broadcast to publicly apologize for the three hour tribute to Chris Benoit last night. The tribute aired before knowledge of Benoit's guilt in the murders of his son and wife as well as his own suicide. Not to mention any items of Benoit on WWE.com are being removed and any search for him will show up no results on there. Reported By Patrick W. Boucher on Jun 26, 2007 - 5:34:10 PM As we previously reported, Chris Benoit sent a disturbing text message to Chavo Guerrero on Sunday morning. Although we don¡¯t know the exact wording, it went something along the lines of, the sliding glass doors to the house are open and the dogs have been fed. After the message, he was unable to be reached. World Wrestling Entertainment will not distribute their three hour Chris Benoit tribute show that aired last night on the USA Network to their i

When Will It End?
Please Repost I posted this because I do not believe in violence towards other people due to thier differnces. We are all the same, humans. We are supposed to be the smart ones on the planet but we are the most violent and destructive. Whether you are homosexual or not, you should repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, or gender. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

This Man Is Awesome Don't Hate!
THERE ARE A LOT OF REASONS I LEFT THE TAP. ONE IS ONLY HAVING A SMALL NUMBER OF GOOD BOUNCERS. CERTAIN BOUNCERS FLAG A LOT OF PICS THAT ARE ACTUALLY SAFE. OTHERS TAKE BLASTS IN EXCHANGE FOR UNFLAGGING PICS FOR CERTAIN MEMBERS. I HAD A FEW ON MY LIST THAT SAID THEY DID THIS AND WHEN I SAW THE BLAST, I REMOVED THEM FROM MY LIST. POINT WHORES ARE ANOTHER PROBLEM. I GOT TIRED OF BEING ASKED TO VOTE AND BOMB OR ADD THIS ONE OR THAT ONE BECAUSE THEY WANT POINTS. F THAT! I DIDN’T WANT ANY. IT SEEMED STUPID, POINTLESS AND LAME. ANOTHER IS CHERRYTAP GODFATHERS AND GODMOTHERS. I WAS TOLD I DISRESPECTED A GODMOTHER BECAUSE I DIDN’T ADD THE OLD BROAD. WELL FUCK HER. I DIDN’T ADD ANY JERK OFF THAT TOOK IT SO SERIOUSLY THAT THEY PUT GODFATHER OR GODMOTHER IN THEIR NAME. PURE FUCKING ATTENTION WHORES I AM ALREADY GODFATHER TO 13 CHILDREN IN REAL LIFE, I DON’T WANT TO BE CALLED ONE ON HERE. 4 OF MY GODCHILDREN ARE MEMBERS OF THE SITE. THEY ENJOY IT. AND WOW! THEY’RE NOT POINT WHORES SO YOU’LL NEVER

Moving...
I'm looking for a place to move. I have to. Things got too fucked up and complicated and if I don't, I'm going to lose him forever. He's pissed at me. He says he doesn't trust me anymore. He says that I disappointed him. Yeah. I disappointed him. I hurt him. I fucked up. I got hurt too. I can't do this to either of us anymore. Lesa said to move back to TX. I can't. I don't want to. I can't give up and go back to my parents. Otherwise, will I ever really change? No, I won't. Anyone need a room mate? I promise I pay rent on time.

Quiet Mist
When daybreak shines through a lone dewdrop as the walking sphere beneath turns to light a quiet mist will form,leasing the foliage tips To kiss nature's brethren once, to satiate and soothe a quickening from inert ground, awaken for the gift beyond opulent purple air, to blossom for this morn A frail fairness in this valley of dreams Gardens of graciousness in a wispy haze Screne horizons begins here Visions to please at this gateway of dawn a glistening world within one drop's lens Images that span generations of life The greening world in a morning's quiet mist

Thursday Afternoon
today has been real good. watched a movie with the boyfriend and now i'm about to eat the greatest food of my life..filipino food. yum. camping is next week. well thanks for the welcome everyone. really appreciate it. someone should let me know how everything works on here.. plus i love to meet new people. hit me up or buy me a drink..haha

Night Swimming Part Two
second installment of Night swimming leaning your head down to touch your lips to my breast, arching my back to meet you. Your hair falling like ribbons of copper on my breast and shoulder. You look up at me, blue green eyes the color of tropical waters, sparkling in the moonlight a smile on your soft pink lips, a slight blush of tose on your cheeks, Unwrapping my legs from your waist, i lean closer to you, softly kissing your neck and shoulder, letting my hands softly caress your sides Your skin is so soft, it feels like sarin beneath my lips, long hair cascading down your back and slightly sticking to your wet skin. ...more soon sory.....

Quote For June 29
All strange and terrible events are welcome, but comforts we despise. -- Cleopatra Bonus Quote: Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far they can go. -- T.S. Elliot This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Moving Part 2
I've been searching for a place to go. It sucks hardcore. I don't want to move out although I know that it is what is best for him and for me. I'm just going to miss seeing those dogs everyday... and miss hanging out with him before he leaves for work. I'm just really afraid that we're going to see less and less of each other. :( I put up a thing on roommates.com. Looking for anything right now. A few matches came up. It'll just be weird living with a stranger, but I doubt I'll be doing much more than sleeping and eating there. I'll probably spend most of my time in the room. *sigh* The people I sent e-mails to on roommates.com aren't asking for much more than what I'm already paying. Just hate this whole situation. I really don't want to leave and thinking about it makes me fucking cry. I'm such a fuck up.

This Is Me...........
First off, let me say thank you for taking the time to read this. Here's a little about me..... I have a really big heart that gets me into trouble a lot. I find myself trying to please everyone else and make everyone else happy while sacraficing my own happiness. I am currently working on changing that. My kids still come first, ALWAYS, but now it's mom's turn to share in the "wealth" of being happy! I don't have a low self-esteem or anything like that, but I do tend to bend over backwards to help others. Majority of the time I can tell when someone is just trying to take advantage of me and I do have it in me to tell them to fuck off! Ask my son's dad, it took me 5 years to finally do it to him, and I did, and now I am raising my 2 kids on my own, no child support...... nothing. And, I am not bitter about it because being a parent means making smart choices that are going to better your family and that's what I am doing. Don't get me wrong, a couple of extra bucks a month w

Truths Adults Have Learned
GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing Jell-O to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts.. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) M iddle age is when you choose your cereal for the fiber, not the toy.

My Love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WROTE THIS POEM FOR YOU MY LOVE, FOR I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY, I KNOW I HAVE NOT ALWAYS ACTED, THE MOST MATURE AND PROPER WAY, OFTEN AT TIMES I FEEL A STRUGGLE AS YOU HELP ME BREAK THROUGH THE KNOT THEN LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO TO ME YOU HELP ME FORGET WHY WE EVER FOUGHT I WISH I COULD REACH OUT MY HAND PULL YOU IN LIKE AN OCEAN TIDE BUT THE DISTANCE BETWEEN US ARE GREAT THE MILES STRETCH OPEN WIDE I KNOW IT WILL NOT BE THIS WAY FOREVER THOUGH IT SEEMS EACH DAY GROW LONGER BUT IF WE CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THIS OUR LOVE CAN ONLY GROW MUCH STRONGER YOU GAVE ME HOPE IN LOVE AGAIN YOU TAUGHT TO HOLD MY HEAD UP HIGH EVEN AT TIMES I FEEL DOWN AND BLUE AND ALL I HAVE LEFT ARE TEARS TO CRY IN YOUR WORDS I FEEL SUCH COMFORT YOU ALWAYS SEEM TO SHARE MY PAIN OUR LOVE HELPS ME SEEK SUNLIGHT THOUGH I MAY BE STANDING IN PURE RAIN THIS IS MY PROMISE FOR YOU MY LOVE BESIDE YOU IS WHERE I WILL STAY AND YOU WILL ALWAYS HOLD A PLACE IN MY HEART ALWAYS ,FOREVER IN A DAY.

Blond
A young blonde woman was driving through the Florida Everglades while on vacation. She wanted to take home a pair of genuine alligator shoes in the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking. After becoming very frustrated with the attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the young Blonde declared, "Well then, maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator and get a pair of shoes for free!" The shopkeeper said with a sly smile, "Well little lady, why don't you go on and give it a try?" The blonde headed off to the swamp, determined to catch an alligator. Later in the day, as the shopkeeper is driving home, he spots the same young woman standing waist deep in the murky water, shotgun in hand. As he brings his car to a stop, he sees a huge 9-foot gator swimming rapidly toward her. With lightning reflexes, the Blonde takes aim, shoots the creature and hauls it up onto the slippery bank. Nearby were 7 more dead gat

Karma
Some say Karma is a bitch, some say it will bite you in the ass. I spent the first half of my life with hate and disrespect. Nobody could tell me what to do. I never hurt a woman, dont get me wrong I was raised better! I loved lost, screwed and gotten screwed. I had a crush on a girl in high school (yes, I remember high school) I didnt have the guts to tell her and me being the ass I was back then, would have goofed it up anyway! Then as fate or karma would have it, I ran into her again, shes single as fate would have it, so am I. So let me tell ya boys and girls, you want good things in your life, live it right, take a look around, it my be as close as right next door.

What Would You Do For Chubby Chaser ?? =*=a Contest For Woman Only=*=
I want to give a blast and a vic membership to a woman. This is a contest to see who what would you do to me or for me. The best answer gets a blast and vic membership..... This is not a joke, but a contest.... good luck. Chubby Chaser@ CherryTAP

Glorious Monday Morning, Everyone!
This will be very brief. I'm off with Jessica and her family to visit William in Madison = William is my oldest son, age 38! My Mom is going with us, as she never likes to miss a trip to Madison, lol! Should be a very enjoyable day trip! Have a glorious Monday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs to one and all! Blessings for each and every one of you, all over the world! You have no idea how much joy your friendship brings into my life - it's like having this huge, worldwide family! I love it!! Later! Muahz!

Life Flashed Before My Eyes ~ Lol
Ok, my oldest--now 18--son, recently got his learner's permit. He could've taken driver's ed, but didn't want to ask me or my mom for the money, though we would've come up with it; so he waited until he turned 18. Now, its almost everyday--"Can you take me out driving?" I took him this evening, when I got home from Roo's and all I can say is I'm glad I told Roo "I Love You" and kissed him and hugged him tight, because riding with my kid scared the life outta me! LOL He keeps saying he's a good driver--ok, he takes turns way too fast and way too wide, whips around cars then back into his own lane...mom and I were comparing notes on this. Anyway, he wants to make an appointment next week to take his driver's test and we both said NO WAY! He does so many things that they would take off points for that it isn't funny. I can understand being in a hurry to get his license, however he has to learn that he can not drive like a maniac...they'll fail him on the spot! He says

For You Are The One...
For You Are The One For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love. - Chris Messick -

Boyfriend App.
BOYFRIEND APPLICATION Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: ?QUESTIONS? 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. What is some of your favorite bands/artist? 3. Do you Smoke/Drink? 4. Would you cuddle with me? 5. Favorite body part on a girl? 6. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 7. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 8. Would you give me kisses just because? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10.would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one? 11.come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: We got in a fight: I got dumped: I pissed you off: WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MY... Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Voice: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions:

The Sneeze
THE SNEEZE >> >They walked in tandem, each of the ninety-two students filing into the >> >already crowded auditorium With rich maroon gowns flowing and the >> >traditional caps, they looked almost as grown up as they felt. >> > >> >Dads swallowed hard behind broad smiles, and Moms freely brushed away >> >tears. >> > >> >This class would not pray during the commencements----not by choice, but >> >because of a recent court ruling prohibiting it. >> > >> >The principal and several students were careful to stay within the >> >guidelines allowed by the ruling. They gave inspirational and > challenging speeches, but no one mentioned divine guidance and no one > asked for blessings on the graduates or their families. >> > >> >The speeches were nice, but they were routine.....until the final speech >> >received a standing ovation. >> > >> >A solitary student walked proudly to the microphone. He stood still and >> >silent for just a moment, and then, it happened. All

New Issue Of The Working Tools
www.twtmag.com Issue #19 - July 2007 This Issue: Thomas Webb Paine- Founding Father of Modern Day York Rite Masonry 1- Masonry in the News 2- Old Tyler Talks 3- Masons standing tall and fighting back 4- Ask a 33Â° Mason w/ Bill 5- Thomas Webb Paine (intro & articles) 7- Astronomy 8- GL of TX STB- Masonic Virtues 9- Masonic Moments 10- Anti Masons 11- Publications-The Lodgeroom International

Ratings
I AM A MOM AND VERY PROUD OF MY SON. TELL ME WHY WOULD PEOPLE RATE MY PIC OF MY SON LOW? I COULD GIVE A SHIT LESS IF YOU RATE ME LOW BUT MY KID? HE'S CUTE AS HELL!! IF YOU DON'T THINK SO, FINE, BUT DON'T RATE HIM A 2...GO ABOUT YOUR SHIT PLEASE. THANK YOU, PLEASE DRIVE THRU~

All For You
All For You Arousing you was easy, but deliciously slow. We sit now on the bed, nude, lightly embraced, my lips on your shoulder, kissing, my hands on your back, caressing. I can feel your breath, soft and shuddering, in my ear, your nipples, stiffening, pressing into my chest. I kiss you again, carefully, lightly on the lips. I kiss you again, a little deeper, but no less gently, tasting you, the warmth and wetness of your mouth. "Lie back," I whisper. Slowly you slide back from my arms, laying back on the bed. My hands continue their caresses as you move, going carefully from your back to your front, maintaining constant, touching motions over your skin. You settle back into the bed. My hands move lightly over you, tracing the lines of your face, the swell of your breasts, the curves of your hips and surface of your stomach, and the tips of your nipples. You shudder at the touches, almost as if chilled, and a moan and sigh

Your Will Enjoy It.
You can get chocolate whenever you want. Rank 39 (ø --- ) 1. "If you love me, you'll swallow that" has real meaning with chocolate. 2. Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft. 3. Two People of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names. 4. You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to. 5. You can have chocolate in front of your mother. 6. If you bite nuts too hard, the chocolate won't mind. 7. You can safely have chocolate while you are driving. 8. You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during working hours without upsetting your co-workers. 9. You can have chocolate any time of the month. 10. You don't get hairs in your mouth when eating chocolate. 11. When you have chocolate it does not keep the neighbors awake. 12. You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped. 13. You are never too young or too old for chocolate. 14. Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant. 15. Good c

Ok I Just Found This Though I Wouls Share It Happy 4th Again Lol
I KNOW WE ALL DO IT AND IAM THE WORST ONE BUT WHEN WE HAVE A PROBLEM WITH OUT GOVERMENT AND ALL JUST REMEMBER THAT WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO SOMEHTING ABOUT IT. ITS THE USA BABY HAPPY 4TH AGAIN LOVES YOU ALL happy 4th everyone Thanks to our forefathers N' foremothers... we have the freedom to.... VOTE GRIPE BELIEVE COMPLAIN ELECT PARTY CHOOSE MARCH PRAY SPEAK WORSHIP OUR BEAUTIFUL AMERICA LEADS THE MARCH IN FREEDOM OF RIGHTS AND LIBERTY BE SAFE AND PARTY ON THE 4TH DRINK ONE FOR ME "Happy 4th of July" ....

Feel Like Im Falling
SOME THINGS U JUST HAVE TO WRITE THE SHIT GOING ON IN UR HEAD.. FOR ME.. IM ALL KINDS OF FUCKED UP.. IM DIVORCING MY EX.. HE IS SO NOT MAKING THIS EASY FOR ME TO LIKE HIM STILL.. HE IS NOT HELPING MUCH.. AN YEA THAT BITS. WE WHERE TOGETHER FOR 10 YEARS THIS JULY 5TH.. YEAP TOMORROW.. HURTS A LITTLE.. BEEN TOGETHER FOR SO LONG.. LOKING BACK I KNOW AND HE KNOWS WE JUST FUCKED UP ALOT.. I WAS TREADED GOOD SOME TIMES.. BUT THE REST MADE ME FEEL AS IF I WAS NOT GOOD ENOUGH.. ITS SOMETHING I HAVE ALWAYS HEARD MY WHOLE LIFE.. AN IM SICK OF IT.. RIGHT NOW I WORK ALL THE TIME IT SEEMS. AN I HAVE LESS TIME TO SPEND WITH MY KIDS.. THAT I REALLY FUCKING MISS.. MY MOM HELPS ME WITH THEM. BUT TELLS ME ALL THE TIME HOW IM FUCKING UP AS A MOM.. SHE WAS THE WORSE MOM I COULD HAVE EVER HAD.. BUT ANY WAYS.. THERE IS ALOT OF PAIN.. AN THE TWO THINGS THAT MAKE ME FORGET THE WORLD.. I CANT BE WTIH.. I DONT SEE MY KIDS THAT MUCH CAUSE IM ON THE ROAD. AN WHEN IM HOME WE PLAY THEN TAKE BATHS AND GO TO BED.. AN

Ten Million Tears
THESE ARE THE LYRICS TO A SONG I WROTE A COUPLE YEARS AGO. ALTHOUGH YOU CANT HEAR THE MUSIC, I WANTED TO POST THEM. He sat at the table, where they first met staring at the ring he gave her He re-winded his mind to the minutes before when he said, Will you marry me She looked up at him with a tear on her cheek and said, I'm sorry..But we can never be Chorus: Cause I loved you before and would've given my heart walked down the isle, said till death do us part, but time has taken it toll, on the love we shared and that was Ten Million Tears ago A few years later, he was on his way to work when he saw her. He said how have you been I heard you married last fall, and she said I'd tell you the story, But oh it's much too long..We said goodbye a few weeks ago The fairytale ended, and now I know.. Chorus: That I loved him before and I had given my heart walked down the isle, said till death do us part, but time has taken it toll, on the love we sh

All I Am Looking For
I kneel before you and bow my head My submission I give to you You are my Master, my Lord and Protector Always there to show me how To be my best to guide me Along the path I chose to walk To be your submissive and server you Is all I am looking for ©cherrie 2007

Respect Between Master And Submissive
Respect means no interruption. Respect means no confrontation. Respect means no accusastion. Respect means no "mocking," Especially, no mocking of elders. Respect means no lies between us. Respect means no betrayal of confidence. Respect means no "ripping off." Respect means no hording. Respect means no "Lording it over" someone. Respect means no ordering around. Respect means no yelling in anger. Respect means no bad language. Respect means no name calling. Respect means controlling yourself. Respect is not a commodity. Respect is a way of being. Respect is in our chest not in our hand. Respect is for all of life. Respect is for every species in the world, including all races. Respect is for all our relations. Respect is focusing on and dealing in "issues" and not "personalisms." Respect is focusing on "what" is right rather than "who" is right. Respect means owning our own negativity and not being a "Blame Shifter.

The Truth About Me
HERE IS THE TRUTH.. I MAY LOOK STRONG.. BUT REALLY IM WEAK IN ALOT OF WAYS.. I LET THINGS TAKE MY LIFE OVER.. WEATHER THATS PEOPLE IN MY LIFE, NOT IN MY LIFE, OR ME JUST KNOWING THINGS WILL BE BAD FOR ME.. SO I CAMKE IT HAPPEN. THE REASON I SAY THIS IS CAUSE.. RIGHT NOW IN MY LIFE.. I DONT SEE THE LITE.. JUST ALOT OF PAIN AND OMG WHAT WILL I DO.. SAD THING IS. I HAVE PEOPLE THAT LOVE AND CARE ABOUT ME. AN SOEM ARE THE ONES THAT I REALLY DONT WANT GONE.. ABOUT 4 MONTHS AGO.. I WAS DOING WELL. HAPPY ALL THE TIME.. SMILING AND LAUGHING.. JUST HAVING FUN.. THEN I CHANGED MY LIFE MORE.. SO THAT MY EX COULD SEE AND HERE THAT ITS OVER.. NO MORE HOLDING ON.. I KNOW THIS ROAD WOULD BE HARD AS HELL.. I HAVE DONE SOME ONE IT A YEAR AND A HALF AGO.. BUT THIS TIME.. MY WORLD CRASHED.. IN SO MANY WAYS.. LIKE THE FACT I HAVE HAD TWO WRECKS, WORRIED I WOULD LOOSE MY JOB CAUSE OF THE LAST WRECK, LOST MY HOUSE, LOST A FRIEND OR MAYBE MORE.. I HAVE HAD TO GO BACK HOME.. SOME WHERE I HAVE NEVER WANTED

How To Roll A Spliff
You need: A pack of skins preferably red king Rizla skins for the beginner Some tobacco Some weed A piece of thin cardboard A lighter / matches Rolling guide: Put the skin on a hardback book or a dish in your lap within easy reach of your hands. Pull your weed apart and spread evenly over the skin. You can tear off a bit of the Rizla pack for a roach; roll it into a cylinder and put at the left end of skin. NB some people find it easier to roll with the sticky end facing you, some the other way, only by trial and error will you find which way suits you. Spread tobacco over your weed in the skin again evenly throughout you can aim for a 60(tobacco)/40(weed) mix to start with. Now pick up the skin with both hands between your thumbs and first two fingers. Using your thumb, roll the skin between your fingers trying to make a cylinder shape with it. The more evenly a cylinder you can get the better unless you want to try making the smoking

When Our Bodies Come To Meet
When Our Bodies Come To Meet When I see you I can Feel you In my soul - my heart takes flight. I can hardly wait to taste you In the darkness of the night. I feel your breath so hot and sweet Circling in my soul. When our bodies come to meet It's then that I feel whole.

I Got Beer!
I Got Beer! I may not have a Q.P.A. and I may never graduate But I don't care, I don't care Cause I got beer, I got beer! I may never marry a fashion model I may never win an Olympic medal But I don't care, I don't care Cause I got beer, I got beer! I may not have any ambitions I may lack any strong passions But I got no fear, I got no fear Cause I got beer, I got beer! I may be forever be in debt A good job, I never will get But one thing is certainly clear I got beer, Yeah, I got beer! I may not be able to read a book My destiny may be as a fast food cook But I don't care, I don't care Cause I got beer, I got beer! I may never be lucky at love I may never own much stuff But I got no fear, got no fear Cause I got beer, I got beer! Heineken, Labatt, Miller or Old Milwaukee It all depends on if I got any money Cause I don't care, I got no fear As long as I got beer, I got beer! Rakeesh O'Brien

Elephants Part 2 - Self Awareness
Self-awareness Mirror self recognition is a test of self awareness and cognition used in animal studies. A mirror was provided and visible marks were made on the elephant. The elephants investigated these marks, that were visible only via the mirror. The tests also included non-visible marks to rule out the possibility of their using other senses to detect these marks. This shows that elephants recognize the fact that the image in the mirror is their own self and such abilities are considered the basis for empathy, altruism and higher social interactions. This ability had earlier only been demonstrated in humans, apes and dolphins.

Love (for All Eternity)
Come and fly into this world that we made our own. Nobody can touch us, we're all alone. Take my hand and lead the way into this light that you bring to me. I give all that I am to you, and the fear from inside rips out into shreds. You keep me alive and breathing, just waiting to grasp your being in my arms. Peeking around the corner with my single rose, you took it away and gave me more. You set my pain entangled heart free. You're now every part of me. Imagine this world that we will create. Taken away by sweet blissful thoughts of you and I. You've taken my heart, and it's yours to keep. Never ending beating will always sound as long as you hold it. Cradle my heart, care for it, let it remain. For as long as you nurture it's living, it can remain yours for all eternity...

Girls Night
Two women friends had gone out for a Girls Night Out, and had been decidedly over-enthusiastic on the cocktails. Incredibly drunk and walking home they suddenly realized they both needed to pee. They were very near a graveyard and one of them suggested they do their business behind a headstone or something. The first woman had nothing to wipe with so she took off her panties, used them and threw them away. Her friend however was wearing an expensive underwear set and didn't want to ruin hers, but was lucky enough to salvage a large ribbon from a wreath that was on a grave and proceeded to wipe herself with it. After finishing, they made their way home. The next day the first woman's husband phones the other husband and said, "These damn girls nights out have got to stop. My wife came home last night without her panties." "That's nothing," said the other. "Mine came back with a sympathy card stuck between the cheeks of her butt that said, 'From all of us at the Fire Station, Well

Love Or In Love?
Too many people use the "L" word and dont mean it so I thought I would give my view on that 4 letter word I am learning to hate soooo much. I dont remember where I heard this saying but it pretty much tells me everything I need to know about loving someone and being In Love with someone. Being in love is not finding the person you can live the rest of your life with. It is finding the person you can't live the rest of your life without!

Just For Tonight
close in to me hold me tightly in your arms press my head to your shoulder tell me my life isn't over shush me gently. lift my chin look deep into salt-drenched green let me see your soul smile sweetly for me hold me safe and tell me that no one will hurt me ever again. tell me you'll protect me cover me with kisses just for tonight drown me with your sweet lies. d. r. hyden just a lousy day. hate feeling like this. unsafe and lost. maybe it'll be better tomorrow...

I'm Back!
So, I'm back on here. Basically because the nudie site I used to post on I got banned from (I got in a fight with the chic mod cuz she called me ugly) and this is the only other place I know where I can post pix like that. Comment them, make requests, by all means. I'm pregnant now so I have nothing to do but sit around might as well do something fun!!

Reflect The Storm
REFLECT THE STORM Shot for shot Let the bullet penetrate me It breaks life Tell me stories of gold and gods The precision in your voice Breaks the walls that I built Your eyes reach deep in life Take a chance Better cut much bigger than this A dark star Spend another day with me Get something that doesn't reflect It's dark, what I need I'll take the chance Bring me the calm When there's nothing Expose the dark side Awakened and emotional Expose the dark side Impossible to tame Away from the eye of the storm Away I find what is real in me Throw yourself into the eye of Chaos Infiltrate me Sneak out before I awake Take out the trash and burn it Try to find a beautiful place to lay These fragile bones of mine Away from the eye of the storm Away I find what is real Away from the eye of the storm Away I find what is real in me When there's nothing Expose the dark side Awakened and emotional Expose the d

My Horosope For The Day
It's a turning point for you right now, so make sure you're paying attention -- the next move you make could take you far or set you back. Your life needs lots of attention to leap over this next hurdle. Gotta wonder if it aint true or not

You Saved Me
Neon lights of green, yellow, pink, orange. Drugged lies from boys Throwing everything I still had By drowning it in liquids of blue or mixed in punch Thought I was soon to drop off the edge Then you showed up At first I thought I was just another pretty face Slowly I began to slip away You reached out your hand And for a moment I stopped, looking to my past Thinking was on a road broken promises and hollow lies Never to return But when you showed me I was all wrong I know I could make it through then with you Everything then faded with my moonlit life Smiling to myself I beginning to think All times I said "I love you" I never meant as I did when I said it to you As I start to rebuild myself I realize for I have a shoulder to cry on Still I dont think I'll have any reason For as much as I love you Thinking I never have to cry as long as I love you

People This Day In Age
So here it is a nice weds here in Mich and Iam walking my happy fat ass to the library....Well Iam at the corner waiting for the light to change and this older black woman is behind me....Not a big deal till she sees I have my "southern style" tshirt on....It has a pattern of the confederate flag on it and she askd me "do ya support the confederate flag" and I say yes to a point...So she says to me Iam a racist cause of it!!! I told her it was only the matter of opinion....Iam such a racist person but for 1....I have a 16yo daughter that dates black guys and yea Iam white so whats ya point? 2....One of my dearest and best friends has mixed kids....Arent peoples opinions just fucking wonderous? Please dont like what Iam wearing or what I support then keep ya fucking mouth shut and ya comments to ya damn self...

A Recent Debate.
I was recently in a conversation with a friend of mine, about how we see the people that happen to enter our lives. I beleive that when you meet a person, and you spend any amount of time with them, be it in real life or online, you tend to be able to tell what role that person will play in your life. I believe it because it has always been so with me. When I met Sir Huey, the very first time, I knew He was someone that i wanted to spend time with. About a month later, I knew He was more. With Vashti and De, i was aware from the moment i spoke with both of them in WI, that they would be very dear friends to me, and i would hold them to my heart. I was right. It is not hard to look at the actions and words of a person and know, this person will be a good friend, a good lover, a good mate, and on occasion, a good enemy. Also, i realize there is no way to know how long that person will hold that place in your life.. The person that i had this converstaion with, said to me, that had He

Triumph From Tragedy
TRIUMPH FROM TRAGEDY When you experience misfortune, or when another person wrongs you, or when you find yourself in difficult circumstances, you can choose to be a victim. You can choose to solicit sympathy and to feel sorry for yourself. You can choose to take comfort in the knowledge that someone else is responsible for your troubles. Or you can choose to pick yourself up and move yourself forward. You can refuse to allow yourself to be a victim. Others may hurt you. Circumstances may work against you. Tragedy may come your way. Yet none of this means you must consent to be a victim. Choose to make triumph rise from tragedy. Choose to make every defeat a temporary one on the way to ultimate victory. Rather than being skilled at complaining and collecting excuses, become skilled at adapting and turning even the most difficult circumstances in your favor. Every opportunity to be a victim is also an opportunity to move ahead. The path you choose is up to you. ~

Giver
Original poem - do not rip Giving Do what I can to make everyone happy, And I am the one who always feels crappy. Nothing I do is ever enough, And I’m not talking the about the material stuff. Give people an inch and they take a mile, Making me feel used and un-worthwhile. Yes, I am a giver and that I can’t stop, But sometimes my heart feels like it will pop. Oh, what is a Giver supposed to do? Simple, find someone who is a Giver too. Give to each other and your love will grow strong. Then giving always will never feel wrong. -Brian 2007

Disgruntal Workers
Do you have a co-worker that you just can't stand. One that really just irritates the poo out of you? That one that is so super duper sweet that she will do anything for you? But there is just one thing...they have really bad breath and just has to talk to you up close and personal and right over your shoulder. Then there is the one that has to have everything their way. Even though you have been doing things the same way for the past twelve years, she comes in and has to change things her way. AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGG!!! Help...I am in a nightmare that won't end!!!!!!!!111

Level Up
Well I have now been on here for about 2 months and I am already close to hitting level 10. Only have about 2,100 to go. Thanks to all that have helped me reach where I am today. Send me the love and I will return! MUUUUUUUUUUAHHHHH to all my cherry friends!!!

Goodbye
Dark the day when you walked away Left me sitting broken hearted Like a baby I started to cry Saying nothing not even a goodbye Broke my heart and emptied my soul Alone I am drowning in my sorrow Waiting for the day to end, not tomorrow I was your night and day, huh, nothing today But you gut up and walked away Now drowning in my tears and fears All alone a slave to our memories Come back pleas come back to me Don’t go away alone I don’t want to stay No fear only sorrow today and tomorrow With love I cried your name But now I just cry with shame You killed the lover in me I am lonely I have nothing to see The last of my word I am writing now To say I love you one more time The end of the road is near And my heart is full off fear I am packed and ready to go To where my love I don’t know I am a lover and one day I might Just might raise my sword and fight In the name of love I might but not tonight For tonight I say goodbye

We Open Our Hearts So Freely
We open our Hearts so freely We open our hearts so freely, We surrender our all, But when the bruises show, We pretend it's just a fall. We allow it to continue, Each and every day, We scream silent cries for help, But no one hears, no one sees, no one say. Even when we wince in pain, We think it could get better, Deep down we know it can't, To them we do not matter. Each and every day we live in fear, Could this be our last? In front of others we joke and laugh, As not to show our past. We allow ourselves to be bullied, In every abusive way, It happens in every shape and form, Day after day after day. We fear in life we fear in death, But which of the two evils are better, We are tormented in both, So it doesn't really matter. All I want is to love and be loved, Is that too much to ask? But every time I find it, It becomes an impossible task. I look all around me, And I see it all there, Couples so much in love, It's more than I can bare.

Cigarettes And Tampons....lmao
CIGARETTES AND TAMPONS >> > A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles. The >> > sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers >> > that >> > he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down >> > the correct aisle. >> > >> > A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball >> > of string on the counter. >> > She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons >> > for your wife? >> > He answers, " You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the >> > store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of >> > tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much >> > cheaper. >> > So, I figure if I have to roll my own .......... so does she.

Californian
You know you're from Southern California when... 1) Your monthly house payments exceed your annual income. 2) You drive next to a Rolls Royce and don't notice. 3) You don't know anyone's phone number unless you check your cell phone. 4) You speak Spanish, but you're not Mexican. 5) You begin to "lie" to your friends about how close you are when you know damn well that it'll take you at least an hour to get there (see below). 6) Getting anywhere from point A to point B, no matter what the distance, takes about "twenty minutes" 7) You drive to your neighborhood block party. 8) In the "winter", you can go to the beach and ski at Big Bear on the same day or mow your lawn in your shorts on New Years Day, and maybe sunburn. 9) You eat a different ethnic food for every meal. 10) If your destination is more than 5 minutes away on foot, you're definitely driving. 11) Calling your neighbors requires knowing their area code. 12) You know what "In-'N

It Hurts
it hurts my head hurts when i think of you....its like a drug that never ends.....just when i think its gone i see you again....the pain inside just keeps going...its like you just dont care about anyone.....who can you sit there and say that you do....when you give nothing but mixed feels and emotions to....you say that you want me to stay...you say that you will never let me be.....all i see is nothing that you've said to me.....you say your not ready....you say that your not over her....you say those 3 words to me....like they dont mean anything....so if you didnt want to be with me....you shouldnt of started....you played with my heart....you may have me fucked up and confused....so this is what i have to say to you....im not or bitch to be doing this to....so i have no choice be to retaliate on you....

Where I Stand By Taj-domayn C. Thompson
Where I Stand © By Taj-domayn C. Thompson Here I stand, Until the time Was it a crime to see what cannot be touched Hear voices speak words that can't be undone Was it my fault I was invincible To the naked eye, I am invisible I cannot be seen Because no one wants to see me I am different Different from the rest of them So they ignore me But I don't ignore them No one is friendly Why were they so blind Because I am not them I am only mine I am different But I can see But they can't see me I watch them fall Divided they fall Together they die But here I stand Until the end of time Was it a crime that I was unique Original to the human mind I was invisible to there standards Invisible to their lies But as they kneel to beg I watch them beg But here I stand until the end of time Was it a crime for me to live my life A crime for wanting to survive No one would answer So I will wait until the end of time

Music Notes
This year's Farm Aid concert will take place Sept. 9 at Randall's Island in New York. Founders Willie Nelson and John Mellencamp will be joined by Farm Aid board members Neil Young and Dave Matthews. Tickets go on sale Saturday via Ticketmaster. . . . Bon Jovi is hooking up with iTunes for an innovative promotion. Those who purchase a presale ticket for the band's stint at the new Prudential Center in Newark, N.J., which begins Oct. 25, will receive a digital download of the band's "Lost Highway" album, coming out Tuesday. The package can be purchased tomorrow through June 22 at www.ticketmaster.com/bonjovi. Those who want tickets without the digital download can purchase them beginning June 23. . . . The five original Spice Girls are reportedly pocketing $50 million to regroup for six live shows and a greatest hits album, which will include two new tunes. . . . U2 has recently been in Morocco with producers Brian Eno and Daniel Lanois, working on new material. The band's "PopMar

3 Words After Sex
3 Words After Sex This could be a fun thing...Have a sense of humor and make up any 3 words you can say after sex try not to use what someone else says.. Put your name and the words below and then repost this. Lets see what we end up with... Daniel: your still here!!! Ryan: I've had better Tegan: That was it? Joseph: I faked it. Jacob: Oh dear god....... Anthony------Is That Blood? Victoria: That Was Weird stephanie~~~Lets go again! VANESSA:::GOODNITE JASON ..:::THANK YOU GOODBYE:::.. Davette~ What just happened???] Debbie~ i love you!!! Charlene ~ Your kidding right? Christina ~ ha ha ha! Jaime ~ Right on Babe!! Matt- Who are you? Katt~Where am I? DUSTINEBRIATED= WOW.... YOUR FAT!!!! Joseph~Time to smoke INGRID- I can't move... William-You want breakfast? Abby - I gotta pee! Sally-What's that smell? Charity- Get off me! Johnny - Where's my pants? Roberta- That was great !!!!!! Sir Dickhead- You're husbands home! bReZzZy-fuckin "A" babe Tiffany:

On The Creation Of Worlds
"We create our own realities," she says, "in spaces where sanity is subjective. What is true is only true because we agree it is. Tell me once more - what is the color of the trees on your world?" "It goes beyond our own realities," I say. "It extends into others as well. You create your reality through the consent of the people around you - because you all agree that it is sane to say that gravity is a law made to be broken, it is only those who demand that they stay grounded who are insane. Even so, as you tell me of your world, I define it according to my reality's standards. Here, your world is the opposite of real simply because in your world up is not always up, and not everything comes back down. "And to answer your question, in this world the trees are green. And in this world, I love you." "You think too much of reality," she says. "What do you do to relax?"

This Is What I Think....
For some time now, I had a friend who apparently lives in her own little world. We met each other a while back, and went through some personal problems together. It got to a point where I started feeling something deep towards her but I was blind. She is in a state of mind, that makes it impossible for anyone to even understand what she thinks, feels or lives in life. At times, I feel like she is just covered in this one huge lie, that not even herself can get out of. So many difficult and complex stories she has told me, that at this point, it seems that everything is coming out of a fictional book or something. I mean, what are the chances of a young girl going through the most catastrophic events and experiences in life in only 22 years? I could understand some of things told by this girl, but there are too many things that I get incredibly surprised to hear from her. All I know is that lies circle her life, and everything around her. I will never be able to live with a per

What Happen To Hip Hop?
Gangsta. Pimp. Player. This is how Black men are often defined in this hip-hop era as corporate America markets Black culture to a largely White audience. This and other topics about Black masculinity were recently discussed on “Meet the Faith.” Host Dr. Ian Smith led a passionate panel discussion on the impact hip hop has had on Black masculinity. Filmmaker and activist Byron Hurt said that Black men, inside and outside of the rap game, are socialized to seek the so-called good life of women, money and jewelry. “These are things that define you as a man, and if you don’t get those things you are soft; you are weak; you are a punk; you are less than a man,” Hurt said. But hold up now, said TV host and legal analyst Lauren Lake. She said she’s happy that a few brothers have used the rap game as a ticket out of the hood, but she believes hip hop long ago lost its positive roots and messages. Now the focus is all about the thug life and disrespecting women in videos, she says. “What a

Only In Dream
A candy-colored clown they call the sandman Tiptoes to my room every night Just to sprinkle star dust and to whisper Go to sleep, everything is all right. I close my eyes then I drift away Into the magic night, I softly say A silent prayer like dreamers do Then I fall asleep to dream of you. In dreams I walk with you In dreams I talk with you In dreams you're mine all the time We're together in dreams, in dreams. But just before the dawn I awake and find you gone I can't help it, I can't help it if I cry I remember that you said goodbye. Too bad it only seems It only happens in my dreams Only in dreams In my beautiful dreams. Author: Roy Orbison

~broken~
~Broken~ Current mood: confused Category: Writing and Poetry Here's my heart I gave it to you Now tear it apart Like you wanted too There's no more fight Left in me I'm exactly what You want me to be ~Broken~ ~Patrice~

Online Vs Real World Here On Ct
To my Family and Friends, This morning I was having a discussion with Harley about the way some of our friends comment to us and the way it shows lack of respect to HE and I. Well I pointed out to Harley the way some of his friends comment to him,and He pointed out the way my friends comment to me and I have to agree I guess I have been a bit blind to some also. I am asking that any comments made to me be made with respect for Harley in mind also. This is my soulmate and the love of my life. Please, omit the word LOVE in that context if you have signed that way before, Love and Luv have a 2 very different meanings. Luv is a friendship thing, LOVE is more intimate. This may seem petty to a lot of you but to me and Harley it means a lot. I can't ask Harley to watch the way things are posted to him and commented and then be guilty of the same thing. If I have done it in the past it will stop today. If I continue to get comments like that then I will have to delete the f

Lonely
I guess it has been a while since we have last talked, and theres so much that has happend that i need help searching through, i feel lost without you, i feel sad a couple times a day when i know i cannot call you or when i think of you and how wonderfull of a friend i had in you, sad music and lonely tears have been this girls best friend lately and distant memories that seem to only get more distant with the passing of time, my doors have closed down recently due to this over welming saddness i have entered into, i guess this reads the same as every post does huh? i dont understand how one heart can hold so much saddness and again hold so much love for others they have that are still around them, i see you in everything around me brother earth, the flowers, the clouds, when a warm breeze comes through it feels as if it embrasses me like you used to, when the suns warmth turns to the lunar coolness i see you reach out to blow a kiss goodnight to the ones you touched most in life, i mi

A Really Good Thougth From A Male Friend Of Mine
Body: I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. Girls prefer being called beautiful instead of hott or sexy. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nic

From A Marine To His Dad
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protes

When Is Enough?
Good morning and Happy Anniversary to me and Bonnie of course…I couldn’t have done it without her. Whew the big 32… Ok now it’s time to state an opinion and this is the soul opinion of this boy and no other. When is enough? Oh, you have no idea what I am referring to…I can feel that blank stare into the computer screen. And no I am not talking about Anniversary issues or longevity of that or anything remotely close to me and Mrs B. What I am talking about is this. News casters breaking into regular TV programming and preempting that broadcast with weather updates on critical situations. Ok, I am no dummy and understand the importance of said issue. My objection is this. Break in yes, have a clue what you are about to say. Make sense and give crucial information so that those who view the telecast can inform those who do not know period! Plain and simple to the point and took me oh say 15 seconds to write. I still feel that blank stare into the computer screen and the scratching of the

Need Something To Do
I'm getting bored and need something to do. I know i can count on people here to keep me busy. so this is what i have in mind. I've been doing up some skins for some people with a pic of them off to the side with their name up top and something in center. If anyone would like one done, hit me up :-)

Moving Part 3
I am meeting someone that has a room to rent tomorrow at 5pm. He's in Aurora. He has 2 rooms, both are furnished - however I don't need the furniture. Its slightly farther from work, but I'll deal with it. I mapquest-ed the address and its still in the same general area. Hopefully this works out well. I just need a place to rest my head at night I guess. I know I'm going to be miserable anywhere I go, but its a start. We'll see what happens.

"what A Snake"
Seems a sheep farmer was puzzled about the disappearance of some sheep on his farm. After a few weeks the farmer decided to put up an electric fence. About a week later, this is what he found! Now, I know we've all heard of people being eaten by snakes & I bet most of us have said, "If a snake tried to eat me, I'd blah, blah, blah & get away. Well, this is a Python & they're extremely aggressive & have a few teeth that they use to hold their prey while they wrap around them & t hen constrict. Could you get away if this one bit you & held on with it's "few teeth?" (Note: the wires are 10 inches apart.) This Slimy Segment Was Brought To You By The LOVELY DJ Dark Angel, Happy Friday Yall!!!

Lt. Ken Ballard
This website was brought to my attention. It's a mothers' tribute to her son who was killed in Najaf Iraq 05/30/2004 http://ltkenballard.com/ Ken was buried in Arlington National Cemetery on Friday, October 22, 2004 at 2 p.m. His gravesite is located in Section 60, Site 8006 • This is a nice Tribute to one of this Country's Fallen Heroes!!! God Bless Ken's Mother, She is now one of our Gold Star Mother's

Virgin Wife
Virgin Wife A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin." "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative: he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought he knew how, but he wasn't su

Show Some Love
A great friend of mine just joined Fubar about 3hrs ago .. What a surprise that NO ONE has been to her page but me and my wife ... Can you guys Please Please Please go show her some Fubar Lovin ... partygirl1975@ fubar Thanks A Lot ~Cowboy~

If Your My Friend Dont Send Me This Shit
Do you know the relationship between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together, they see things together and they sleep together BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief is your peace, your peace is your target, your target is heaven, life is like hell without FRIENDS. It's "world best friends week". Who is your best friend? Send this to all Your good friends. Even me, if I am one of them. See how many you get back. If u get more than 3 then your a real friend

Pieces Of Bobbie
About me: who is bobbie? im the type of girl who knows what i want and if i cant get it im the most indecisive person you'll ever come across. i fight for what i believe in and will bust my ass of trying to get the things i need/want. im not drop dead gorgeous but im beautiful in my own ways. ill never be a size 0 and im fine with that, if youre not i cant help you. ive never felt more comfortable with myself than now. i love being me. life has its ups and downs and happy or bitchy moments but thats what makes me, me. i was in a pretty shitty marriage which i've escaped alive and without killing anyone. my life isnt perfect and i really dont want it to ever be. i am a single mom of thee greatest little girl i have ever laid eyes on. shes so much like me and i love that, i wouldnt want anything less than the absolute best for her and then some. im blunt honest and to the point. i may strecth the truth or hold back some but i never lie, u just arent asking the right questions. the love

Hey All!!! I Need Your Help!
Im in a contest again... It is the SEXIEST smile contest. The point of the contest is to be the most rated and comment bombed person by the end of the contest. I need your help out on this one! As before, I will repay you all the best way I can. The contest starts tonight at midnight!!!! I need all the help I can get!! Please repost this and comment bomb and rate me!!!!! JUST LIKE BEFORE... THE COMMENTS ANDRATES DONT COUNT UNLESS IT IS ON THIS LINK BELOW! /fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=909688&i=2522177525">http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=909688&i=2522177525" target=_blank>/fubar.com/image.php?u=909688&i=2522177525&tn=1">http://fubar.com/image.php?u=909688&i=2522177525&tn=1" border=0>

You Can Say That Again...words Of Wisdom
Truth is nothing but a feeling that something is true There is no comfort in the truth The truth is just as meaningful as the lie Truth is relative This too, shall pass Who cares about reasoning anyway If it doesn't come naturally, leave it Everything is vanity This is a process of eliminating options Midnight is where the day begins One day I will wake up, and it will all fit together Never forget that you are unique, just like everybody else With visions of redemption, I walk against the crowd You'll find your way to heaven, I'll meet you when you are there Pain is weakness leaving the body The meek shall inherit the earth Indecision is the key to flexibility There will come a day when all the work is finished or when it is too late to finish it The world goes to shit when I don’t do this first It keeps me from the street Poor planning on your part does not create an emergency on my part I always compla

Me
i once was a man with a heart and soul once had feeling weather good or bad i once knew a man that could do anything he disereed have wahtever he want take what he pleased he once had the confendence to talk to any woman or make friends with any person he saw and felt and he could wonder around as he chose to be free and be himself i once knew that man but now he is no longer to be found wish i could find him he had so much courage and fight in him he was a great man and a great friend where did he go maybe i'll never find him maybe he is dead and killed by all the torment in his life he was never a player but he could do it if he wished but he never would he was the one always getting played and taken advantage of now where is that man i now look in the mirror and see nothing but hate and despire and lonelyness and a shallow glimps of a soul that is barely hanging on i look in the mirror and hate what i see used to see the kindess eyes looking back now there full of hate for himself a

Pan Handlers
If I see one more damn point whore begging for fans and rates I am going to scream! 1st off you are not a Porn Star, you are not Britney Spears, and you are not an A list actress. So who are you? I will tell you! You are an Idiot that has such a meaningless life that you need people to stroke your ego on a Website! I think we have all seen Fake Tits before so you can put them away. There is the A list, the B list and the C and D list. Now we have the "F" list for the Fubar wanna be starz! I am so sick of the profile comments asking me to come see your page and then fan you! I don't need you to tell me what to do, if I was interested I would have rated you in the first place you DUMMIES! So let me see if I got this right. You put your naked pics on a website for anyone to see for free. Then you spend your money on a Cherry Blast to advertise how big of a DUMMY you are! Sound about right? I don't need you to send me a Shout Begging me to vote for you! You shouldn't be in a contest an

C & T Stash Club
C&T Stash Club is looking for members if you are interested please contact-- C & T Stash Club~~Angeleyes76116~~ or C & T Club~~Seejaykaygee~~ leave a message for either one of us we just help people that need it like helping them level up or rate there stash that need help get to the next level All we ask is the you add the name C&T Stash Club to your profile name so that others will know that you are in our club thanks seejaykaygee Angeleyes76116 C & T Stash Club~~Angeleyes76116~~ @ fubar

How I Feel...
Right now, I feel really happy, but really shitty. lol I'm really happy to have made lots of new friends on here tonight, and have lots of love brought my way. I like it. :D but in reality, I feel like crap cause my tooth hurts. lol I don't know what I did to it. and here I am up at 2 am, and I am bitching about it. ROFL. I should just go to bed. huh? Night All. Love to all! *hugs&

Guy Rules:
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following Circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b)The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her Blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d)When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday b

Hair Removal
This is funny! CAUTION: Be prepared to laugh out loud...I laughed till I almost cried as I could just see this happening! All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing

My Meaning
My life would be so empty without you in it My heart would still feel pain from years of no forgiveness My soul would still bleed from misery and what life had handed me My eyes would still cry for what I feared could be an eternity But with just one word of emotion that you spoke from your heart I felt all the burden lifted and light shine through the dark I felt my life come together with so much promise and meaning I felt my soul healed and no longer suffering and bleeding My eyes no longer cry over what life had handed me Now in my heart I welcome happiness for an eternity I searched for you all my life as I walked through my own trials Now you’re there to walk with me and give me a reason to smile For you I swear I will return all the love and happiness you have givin to me I will be there to comfort you in your times of need Thank you for your love and faith that you put into us You are the reason in my life I’ve found forgiveness

August 10th... Wish Me Luck!
August 10th is a turning point in my life. Me, my cousin Jenn and her friend Katrina are driving to Detroit to meet some men off of here! Woo hoo! I finally get the chance to meet, Michael AKA: "Wolfe"! I am so excited and nervous! I know people always see the things he writes me and how protective he is... and I cannot wait to get these feelings in motion to see how compatible we really are. Being face to face will prove a lot! On here, it is all words - in person, the words will be put to a test. I cannot be anymore excited! The whole weekend with this man! Hmmmm, what to do dying for al the above! This is all he and I can think of... because it may mean even one step further after this... him moving here, to Pittsburgh, finding work, you know... all that "starting over crap" that no one looks forward to! What to do first? Kiss? Talk? Hug? Fuck? lol The thing I do look forward to though, is being able to touch him, look into his eyes and see where our destiny leads us

Today's Horoscope
Have things been snappish between you and a dear one? Try taking a completely different tact in your next interaction. Before you start talking, set your intentions. Make this person feel warm and welcome. It'll help. Note: Who is not welcome???

May I Kiss You..??
May I Kiss You? I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhyth

Testing Day T Minus 2 Days
Hello to my many reader! hehe. I hope the day finds us all well by lights end. Now, on to the post! I said yesterday that I would report and go further into Poomse. First the report. My instructor decided that we would not be sparring last night due to the upcoming testing as most needed help in other areas, but good news is that I did get one short, easy match. We have a few that will not be here this weekend and as such needed to test sooner, one tested on Monday, and one last night. The young man that tested last night is a 6th Kup or yellow belt, He was testing for his green belt (attempting to double promote to 4th Kup). In the course of his testing, since he was alone, I stayed and sparred with him. Being a much lower belt and still unsure of his sparing ability I took it very easy on him, invited his kicks, asked him to retry certain moves and encouraged him to try other types of attacks, in the course of this I avoided many of his hits, threw a few good strikes and kicks (

Ouija Board
ok last nite George Noory was going to do an experiment with an Ouija board live on the air but at the last minute he changed his mind because some freaky stuff was happening in his life as well as his friends so he didnt go through with it, so im wondering if the stories are true about the scary thing that happened over the years to those that have messed with it or if its just all in the head, and if you guys believe its a bad thing to mess with. your opinion is wanted, thanks

Just Blahhhhhh
Have you ever had those days where everything you do or say just doesn't matter? I mean, you just feel like Blahhh!!! fuck it. You could care less if you do your job right, or you say the right thing....Well today is one of those days for me....I was at work, and i couldn't give a fuck if i made the dish correctly or not, basically i just didn't want to be there....but because I'm picky when i cook, I stuck around anyhow. And now sitting here at 9:45pm, I just don't know if I'm happy, sad, tired, depressed, or what. I just feel Blahhh...even my timmies isn't bringing me any joy (and that's unusual). Anyways I guess I just felt like rambling on here...not really sure if any of this makes sense to you or not, but it does for me.

How's Your Karma?
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?

Thank You
THANK YOU 6 MONTHS AND STILL KICKING THIS NEEDS TO BE SAID FOR ALL THOSE WHO HAVE HEPLED ME IN THE PAST MONTHS AND TO ALL WHO HAVE EVER CROSSED MY PATH HERE ON FUBAR THIS IS A BIG DAY FOR ME AND WHO DO I THANK EVERYONE YOU KNOW WHO YOUR ARE THOSE WHO HELPED ME LEARN AND HAVE SHOWN ME HOW TO GET WHERE I AM TODAY TO MY FRIENDS FANS AND FAMILY WE SPEND MANY HOURS TAPPING BOMBING( WHAT I NEVER DONE THAT LOL) ARE WE HAVING FUN YET LOL I STILL AM TO ALL THAT I HAVE GOTTEN TO KNOW ON A PRESONAL LEVEL THANKS FOR OPENING THE DOOR TO MY MORPH MAKERS TAG MAKERS YOU GIRLS AND GUYS ROCK SPEICAL THANKS TO JADEZ, TNK , SEXYEYES AND MARQ TO ALL THE BOMBERS FAMILYAND GROUPS ALL OVER THIS SITE THANKS AND YOU KNOW WHY!!!!!!! TO ALL EARTH ANGELS THANKS FOR MAKING ME PART OF YOUR GROUP( OK WHO’S NEXT) WITH ALL MY LOVE RAY AKA ~WILDTHING456~ AND BY THE WAY YOUR STILL

Pressing The Right Button.
I have just been looking at alternative accommodation and most new residencies have hot and cold running water but the only problem is they never tell you which tap is which. And then there are all the light switches. Huh if you ever gets to India then you will know all about light switches. They breed them out there and stick them all on one wall, never label them, never put them in any particular order of logic and so you spend about five minutes each time figuring out which is the light, the fan, the air conditioning, the side light the head light and so on and not forgetting the one in the hallway. Yes, only the best hotel with an internal hallway and kitchen which we always had to buy a washing up bowl, for obvious reasons and a drainer for the draining board. Then there was the toilet brush. Yes, honestly, it is a fetish, no that is not the right word, er, no it won't come anyway what I mean is some things you just cannot leave to the room boy. If you have never been to In

700 Question Survey About Me
1) Name: Jennifer 2) Age: 28 3) Location: Lawton OK 4) Birthday: June 18 5) Height: 5'7 6) Weight: 208...I'm pregnant so what do you expect 7) Sex: female 8) Sexual Orientation: not sure 9) Single or Taken: taken â™¥ 10) Eye Color: blue 11) Hair Color: dark brown 12) Skin Color: white 13) Heritage: German and Irish 14) School/College Attending, if any: None 15) Job, if any: none yet 16) Label Yourself: mmm i dont label people 17) Nicknames: Don't have one 18) Do you like yourself? sure why not 19) What are your parents' names? Kim and Danny 20) Do you still live with them? nope! 21) What do your parents do for work? My mom works at a telemarketing company and my dad died when i was 17 22) Siblings? one sister 23) Siblings' names and ages: Carol ..24 or 25...not sure 24) Who is your favorite relative: my mom and sister 25) Least favorite: some of my cousins 26) How many cousins do you have? tooo many to count 27) How many aunts and uncles? 8 uncles on my mom

Things Left Unsaid
Somber thoughts tears sliding down my face fear racing through me like the devil is on my heels praying for the salvation the chance to be just me finding that chance but unable to prove myself except for these words i write my gifts to you for its all i have left you have everything else to question is normal to go without fear is foolish i just wish but wishes will wait for another day while you contemplate life and i sit and wait as patiently as i can and wondering just like you why me why now after i gave up hope and deciding that settling was safer why did you make me want it all again i had given up on everything and was content to watch the world go by why did you have to make me feel again why did you have to make my heart beat again i was safe there in my own world no one could hurt me again and here i am hurting because i am unable to prove myself just yet my hands are shaking my words are blurred by tears i can not protect myself anymo

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We need more happy hours! Unfortunately my broke ass can't afford one! lol Ohhhh well. Im off to comment bomb some more. If you have a contest/giveaway that needs love - leave me a bulletin link here and I'll post it in my contest pimp out blog. Later on this evening, I'll be posting a biggg giveaway/contest pimpout bulletin. And PS - If you're not one to help me when I ask for help - PLEASE don't bother.

The Speech Bush Should Make
: JUST PASSING THIS ALONG... We all have our disagreements with President Bush. Immigration, U.S. Attorney firings, Iraq, Darfur, etc. are all hot topics these days. The following "speech" was written yesterday by an ordinary resident of Maine. While satirical in nature, all satire must have a basis in fact to be effective. An excellent piece by a person who does not write for a living. Sent with the author's permission. The speech George W. Bush SHOULD give: Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer. I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before anyone gets all in a lather about me quitting to avoid impeachment, or to avoid prosecution or something, let me assure you: there's been no breaking of laws or impeachable offenses in this offic

The Care And Feeding Of Handcuffs
Handcuffs as restraints have been around a long time. It is, perhaps, safe to say that only recently have they become an adjunct to intimate sexual contact. The handcuffs discussed here are not the tin toys that can be found in a toy store, nor the "mink-lined love cuffs" we often see illustrated in adult oriented catalogs. The handcuffs I refer to here are those intended for use by police and security officers - heavy duty equipment. Expensive? Yes, they are. But then they won't fall apart at the slightest bit of feigned resistance to them. The more expensive variety are intended for long, reliable use, and, importantly, safety. The two leading brands of quality handcuffs are Smith & Wesson and Peerless. For these brands, you can expect to pay between $20.00 and $50.00, depending on the material (steel, stainless steel or [hard to find] the aluminum model that Smith & Wesson used to offer). Another factor affecting price is the finish (steel, brushed chrome or black phosphate). Als

Two Girl's Very Dirty Weekend
I pick you up from the airport after convincing you to come visit me, you've been drinking on the flight and need to pee pretty bad, I tell you to keep holding it in, we will deal with it when we get home....tired after your long flight you fall asleep in the car on the way home. You wake up to find yourself handcuffed to my bed, you are naked except for your panties. I see your awake and approach the bed, I smile at you and begin to rub your stomach, just where your bladder is, reminding you that you have to pee pretty bad. I'm naked except for my own panties, white lace G. I keep rubbing your tummy as I climb over you, facing your pussy I bend over you, you can see the G pressing against my asshole, disappearing into my pussy... I press my pussy and ass into your face and order you lick me, lick my ass thru my G, lick at my pussy around it, I begin tracing my finger along your panties, teasing your pussy...I press into them, pushing against your ass and pussy, I apply more pr

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Well - my tired, happy ass is going to bed finally. I've been a busy girl today. Leveled up several people today, comment bombed my ass off for a few friends. And still, it doesn't even look like I put a dent into the amount of points I need to level up. Oh well. Back to the grind of things tomorrow. Ohhhh, I updated my profile page. Let me know what you think! :) I kind of like it. xoxox, Kathy AKA BrattyBytch

Ok, This Is Getting F--king Old
OK, THIS IS GETTING F--KING OLD. YOU ARE ON ALL OF US TO GET ALL OF R FRIENDS TO JOIN ,BUT YOU CAN'T KEEP YOU'RE SIT RUNNY RIGHT. I STILL GET THIS AFTER 13 WEEK'S NOW; Error: you're not allowed to do this..................................................MUMMM'S YOU SAY IT DO TO NFSW'S THAT B.S. THIS IS ALMOST LIKE MYSPACE..............THEY WILL NOT RESPOND TO ME.......ON THIS, IS IT BECAUSE I'M A FAT WHITE GUY,OR IS IT THAT I'M A GUY????????????????????????????????

Why Mr. Bill Fenton Was Banned From Wal-mart.
Mr. and Mrs. Fenton are retired, and Mrs. Fenton insists her husband go with her to Wal-Mart. He gets so bored with all the shopping trips. He prefers to get in and get out, but Mrs. Fenton loves to browse. One day Mrs. Fenton gets this letter from Wal-Mart: Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may ban both of you from our stores. We have documented all incidents on our video surveillance equipment. All complaints against Mr. Fenton are listed below. Things Mr. Bill Fenton has done while his spouse was shopping in Wal-Mart: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the ladies rest rooms. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her

Why Then...
If I am loved why does my heart ache why does my soul wish for the shadows of darkness if love is its to take - - - - why do I feel as though my chest is about to explode my thoughts are filled with fear and pain because of what my heart now knows - - - - If I am loved truly treasured without a doubt why do I now feel its that love that I’m without - - - - If I am loved why do I hurt. ~Candyce~

"spot, The Spider" Lyrics
* This song was originally written in 1988, and on early Sunday, November 4th 1990 the legacy became reality... in my basement!!! "Spot, the Spider" by K.L. Scott 1988 There's a spider on my ceiling, dangling above my bed I wonder how he's feeling -hanging from his web Does he know he's going to die? Does he even care? Does he ask for a reason why? Hey!! He's breathing up my air!! -(sound of shoe smashing spider -scream!!)- There's a spot up on my ceiling where the spider used to be I wonder how he's feeling Oh well, more air for me... -(refrain/ guitar solo)- Did he know he was going to die? Oh, his weeping wife and mother.. Do you think they'll wonder why? Do you think they'll even bother? -(sound of shoe smashing 2 more spiders -screams!!)- Now there are three spots up on my ceiling where the spiders used to be I wonder what they're feeling? Oh well, who cares!!, It's more air for me!!! -(refrain/ guitar solo to end)-

Beware Of The Following:
McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... All places with ball pits in the children's play area. One of my sons lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find his watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often.. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren, or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland , TN. On October 2nd, 1999 I took my only son to McDonald's for his 3rd birthday. After he finished lunch, I allowed him to play i

Wtf?
CANDY LOVE'... rated your photo a '5'!http://fubar.com/user/640040 WTF is this about?? Ok I'm not perfect and everyone has a right to their opinion...but a 5? How about this? Learn to speak fucking english then come back and talk to me

My Personal Vow
I have been dealing with alot in my life lately. I lost sight of me and am very fucking dissapointed in myself and ashamed as well. So If you see a different side of me soon. Its because Im weeding out the problems. Fixing my life and doing what I have to. I want my life back. I want my happiness and I will do it at any costs!I will lose friends over it and you know what......? If you cant accept me for me. Theres the door get the fuck out! Im serioud as shit on this! I lost the best thing I had going for me cause I was lost in the fucking clouds. Being a god damn moron! Well, heads out of clouds and Im more determined now to take action and fix my life than I ever was before! I dont give a damn who appreciates this blog. Nor do I give a damn if your behind me on this. If you are then your a great friend. I will always have your back from here on out. If your willing to be in the trenches with me so to speak. If not ... then fuck you get out of my life. I dont need nor want you! This i

Please?
Please take a minute to Fan/Add/Rate my friend. They are just getting used to FUBAR after being away a short bit. The love will be returned. Thanks, Sonya xoxo Monkey Power aka "when I get excited I spank Myself"@ fubar

True Love Never Ends
Love VersUs LiKe!! Never leave the one you [LOVE] for the one you (LIKE) because the one you LIKE will leave you for the one they LOVE True Love Doesn't Have A Happy Ending BECAUSE True Love Never Ends ...tonight your true love will realize how much they love you. between 1 & 4 in the morning, tomorrow the shock of your life will occur. if you break the chain then you will have bad luck.... ..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*.. If you REALLY LIKE (or LOVE) SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head , TELL THEM! only if its TRUE!

Thanks For The Help
I just want to than every one who has helped me in this contest Im in a support the troops contest please come by and comment and rate my pic as many times as you want you can use the link below This is what happen to me in Desert Storm and I would do it again to support our troops today [ fubar.com photo: 2696324338 ] Please tell your friends Thanks so much

Court Rules Against Homeowners In Katrina Case
NEW ORLEANS - Hurricane Katrina victims whose homes and businesses were destroyed when floodwaters breached levees in the 2005 storm cannot recover money from their insurance companies for the damages, a federal appeals court ruled Thursday. The case could affect tens of thousands of rebuilding residents and business owners in Louisiana, Daniel E. Becnel, who represented 21 plaintiffs in the case, said. Insurers could have taken a “multibillion dollar hit” if the ruling had gone against the industry, said David Rossmiller, an insurance attorney and analyst. “This event was excluded from coverage under the plaintiffs’ insurance policies, and under Louisiana law, we are bound to enforce the unambiguous terms of their insurance contracts as written,” Judge Carolyn King wrote for a three-judge panel of the 5th U.S. Circuit Court of Appeals.

Half-finished Jobs Irritate Me
Consider my entire page NSFW from now on. Frankly, if I were your boss and caught you looking at fubar.com (or whatever name it is going by currently) at work, I'd put you on probation--possibly recommend you for termination (depending on what you were looking at here). This entire web site is "Not Safe for Work". IF YOU ARE AT WORK CLOSE THIS PAGE AND GET THE FUCK BACK TO WORK!

What Will Matter
Ready or not, someday it will all come to an end. There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours, or days. All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, will pass to someone else. Your wealth, fame, and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance. It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed. Your grudges, resentments, frustrations, and jealousies will finally disappear. So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans, and to-do lists will expire. The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away. It won't matter where you came from, or on what side of the tracks you lived, at the end. It won't matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant. So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured? What will matter is not what you bought, but what you built; not what you got, but what you gave. What will matter is not your success, but your significance. What w