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Celldweller On Vampirefreaks.com Cd
Update from Jimmy - 6.15.07 Greetings Everyone, Things are moving along nicely as Klayton is now preparing to move from Celldweller Studios into The Method House Studios to begin the final recording of the upcoming sophomore album. We have a lot planned for Klayton's time in the studio, including behind the scenes videos, video blogs, song previews, live streaming video, and a Street Team Studio Visit and more, all coming over the next several months. For those of you who have been following Klayton's work, some of this is a familiar process, but we are taking it to a new level this time around. More details will be announced soon. In other news, "Switchback" is being featuring on the first official VampireFreaks.com compilation - "F**k The Mainstream," a mixture of industrial music sub-genres (elektro, gothic, EBM, darkwave, metal crossover, power noise, etc.). This 4-CD collection holds 64 bands and over 70% unreleased material all in a deluxe carton box with an exten

New Remix By My Band
If you go to my bands myspace site you can hear a remix of a song called Babylon Days by a guy who calls himself Pole Folder, also you can check out bits of some other songs we have released and some remixes we have made for others. I dont know if its just some problem with my computer or if the song player on our page is faulty but i cant see the names of the songs but they are there, just press the fast forward thing to go to the next track. http://www.myspace.com/funkhp

M.o.m.-more On Mum
so I can't help but think I came across as kind of bitchy in my mum about Alina's birthday. My sister and I do everything together practically every weekend...you think that this would be something that would be no different. We have the same family & we live a distance from the rest of our family...so it would make sense that we would have a joint party. The boys shared their first "family" birthdays-they're 6 days apart-at the same age...so it was special for them.But they also had separate parties in their respective towns for their respective friends. Here-I have my sister-that's it really anymore. I have co-workers, I have fair-weather friends...but ultimately-I'm alone. It would make more sense for me to go have a birthday party for Alina in Sacramento that it does for me to have one here in hell. I would have had no problem sharing Alina's birthday with Brady...had it been planned that way. But it wasn't planned that way. My sister has to be in control of everything, everything

This Is The Road To Enlightenment, Revised...
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me for the path is narrow. In fact just fuck off and leave me alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a flat tyre. 3. The darkest hour is just before dawn. So if you' re going to steal your neighbour' s milk, that' s the time to do it. 4. Sex is like air. It' s not important unless you aren't getting any. 5. Don' t be irreplaceable. If you can' t be replaced, you can' t be promoted. 6. No one is listening until you fart. 7. Always remember you' re unique. Just like everyone else. 8. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 9. If you think nobody cares whether you' re alive or dead, try missing a couple of mortgage payments. 10. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you' re a mile away and you have their shoes. 11. If at first you don'

Tennessee Ten Commandments
Some people in Tennessee have trouble with all those "shalls" and "shall nots" in the Ten commandments. Folks just aren't used to talking in those terms. So, some folks in middle Tennessee got together and translated the "King James" into "Jackson County" language.... no joke, read on... The Hillbilly's Ten Commandments (posted on the wall at Cross Trails Church in Gainesboro, TN.) (1) Just one God (2) Honor yer Ma & Pa (3) No tellin' tales or gossipin' (4) Git yourself to Sunday meetin' (5) Put nothin' before God (6) No foolin' around with another fellow's gal (7) No killin' (8) Watch yer mouth (9) Don't take what ain't yers (10) Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff Now that's kinda plain an' simple, don't ya think? Y'all have a nice day.

Smooth Horoscope?
Todays horoscope for me is By driver1866 at 2007-07-10 Todays been a good day, up to three crushes and lots of sweet beautiful women paying attention to me! Hell, one of you got me BLITZED! So is it true? Am I smooth?

Which Vampire Are You?
You scored as Dracula, You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula100% Lestat100% Marius100% Akasha100% Louis67% Spike67% Armand67% Blade33% Deacon Frost33% Angel33% Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Woman Attacked For Wearing A Shirt That Supports The Troops!
This was forwarded to me from a good friend, just makes my b;ood boil when I too walk anywhere and get remarks of my support for the troops... Thanks Kim for bringing this to my attention. My friend Carolin just wrote a blog entitled MY RUN IN WITH A HATE MONGER This is what she wrote: Minding my own business in the local Walmart (wearing one of my t-shirts from Ft Leonard Wood) a woman approached me,,,and said, "You don't really support these killers do you, these so called soldiers are just an Army of killers that Bush has set out to destroy the children of this world, you should be ashamed of your self for supporting such animals of Satan", Well I kept my cool and explained to her that if it wasn't for these so called killers that she would not have a Walmart to shop in or even the right to think no matter how stupid her thoughts are let alone voice them in public,,I urged her to go home and think about what she has said and to realize how lucky she is to live in such

Does Your Sign Fit You (does It Really?)
ME: PISCES: The Piece of Ass Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to Keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book Written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then Resend this with your zodiac sign and label. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first Sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The sex addict Ca

No Clue Anymore
why is it i always hurt the ones that care about me or that i care about? i have no damn clue what to do anymore it seems like i am always hurting them without meaning to. maybe i should jus say the hell with it and become a hermit then there is no risk of hurting anyone or being hurt. i would say i would do something else but i know i would only hurt more people if i said it so i will leave it at that. the people that know me well will know what im talking about.

Firefighter Turns Up On Sex Offender List
MARK TODD Star Beacon — By MARK TODD Staff Writer mtodd@starbeacon.com CONNEAUT - - One of Conneaut's on-call firefighters was terminated Monday after city administrators learned the man appears on a list of sexual offenders, officials said. Jerry Flowers, 25, of Mill Street, was fired via a letter written by City Manager Douglas Lewis on Monday after the allegation was confirmed, Lewis said. Flowers was convicted in March of a felony charge of attempted unlawful sexual conduct with a minor, according to Ashtabula County Common Pleas Court records. He was ordered to serve 30 days in county jail, fined $500 and is listed as a sexually oriented offender, according to records. The original complaint involved a teen girl, according to reports. Flowers was appointed a member of Fire Station 4, one of Conneaut's two volunteer stations, in February 2006, a City Hall spokesperson said. He was indicted in October, according to court records. "It's disappointing," said Fire Ch

More Of The Story....part 2
…..you moan “please” softly in my ear as your nails dig into my shoulders…Slowly, as I nibble and kiss your ear…I unbutton your shirt, my hands slide underneath it, lightly brushing your nipples as I slide your shirt off of you and let it drop to the floor...you reach down and grab the tail of my shirt sliding your hands underneath and up my sides, enjoying the feel of my warm skin as you tease my shirt off of me. As my shirt falls to the floor, I pull you close, your warmth is exquisite against my skin. Your breasts pressing against me, I kiss you passionately and deeply. Our lips part with a sigh and I kiss slowly down your chin, my mouth kissing lower and lower…your hands in my hair, my mouth finds an erect nipple. I take it into my mouth and suck on it gently. I feel your hands tighten in my hair and pull me closer into your breasts. I suck harder and nibble on it gently as I hold it in my mouth. You soft moans spur me on as I lavish your breasts with soft, warm kisses. I begin

Yay!
okay, last night the argentinian team killed the mexicans! :D Argentina 3 - Mexico 0 (Y) lol and we go to the final with brazil for the ones that said we were going to lose: neer neer neer neer neer neer 8-P wanna read some more? click this site is in english ehehehehhe http://www.copaamerica.com/default.asp?pag=home

Haters!
Ok i am at my point this morning, i am outraged and i am disguisted by all those people out there who do not understand but choose to instead try to belittle and degrade me because i am a sub. Those who come in and read O/our profile and then want to make wise cracks at U/us because we live a different lifestyle then they do...WTF! Do i come onto YOUR profile and leave nasty negative comments because you chose a life of everday humdrum???NO!! Do i come on and make fun of you because your sex life is VANILLA??? FUCK NO!!! What makes you idiots think that because of my CHOSEN lifestyle you have the right to come in and try and make me feel bad about myself? Well let me tell you little ignorant fucks something(excuse my language please!) just because i am an owned sub and just because i belong to my Sir and just because i chose to bow down to One that is greater than i, does not make me a living breathing doormat! You can not come onto my shoutbox and think that you are going to tell me w

My Burning Love
Her voice screaming my name washing away the sounds of the mocking world all around us A flame like autumn leaves that makes my heart skip a beat A warm hand tentatively encircling mine; fingers entwined leading me into the moonshadowed halls of the night Clothes sliding off, crisp night air caressing me Our bodies are molded into one another We become one person as moans of passionate pleasure lead to the final screams that rip through the night sky Shuddering against her sweaty body as I reach the point of point of fiery pleasure... Her arms encircle me as she returns me to my sanctuary, a loving kiss swiftly placed on my lips and I watch her reluctantly turn and walk away She is my burning love

Vampire >:)=
The day is still the night is slowly waking I wait in silent angst for you to come take what is yours You sink your teeth into me and I moan Yeah, I guess we are a fucked-up pair You, the Vampire And I, the Donor But I love it when you feed It arouses me like I've never been It makes me feel useful Gives me a reason to be alive And you're so gentle with me as you slowly caress my back with long and talented fingers... Desperate for air you reluctantly remove yourself from me and a drop of my blood slides from your lips I lick it away just like any other day

Fill This In
**YES or NO** Am i:- Ugly? : Kind? : Loud? : Shy? : Weird? : Selfish? : Crazy?: Nice? : Mean?: Immature? : Cool? : Stupid? : Caring? : Mature? : A friend? : More than a friend? : Talkative? : Boring? : Beautiful? : Creative? : Smart? : A flirt? : Slutty? : A psycho? : Athletic? : Confusing? : Have mood swings?: Annoying? : Funny? : Hyper? : Laid back? :

Honey
Dip your finger in honey one by one glistening buttons slip apart at lip's touch tread the tender mountain path at slope of dewfall your thumb will trace out the shell curve of my ear I turn my face to your sweet-scented palm press it to my mouth sorrow melts away like the ink of the squid in clear water your sweat forms a pool in my navel, or my tear falls, turning through space to splash like a sigh on your skin there is no tomorrow though dawn glows pink there is only flooded heartbeat confluence -- and fusion

Bistro Catfish
1/4 cup chopped sun-dried tomatoes packed in oil, drained with 2 tablespoons oil reserved 2 cloves garlic, minced 2 catfish fillets (about 6 ounces each) 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon black pepper 1 package (10 ounces) fresh spinach, cleaned In a large deep skillet, heat the 2 tablespoons reserved oil over medium heat; sauté the garlic for 1 to 2 minutes, until golden. Sprinkle both sides of the fish with salt and pepper. Place the fish in the skillet; cover, and cook for 8 to 10 minutes, or until the fish flakes easily with a fork. Add the spinach and sun-dried tomatoes to the skillet. Cover, and cook for 1 to 2 minutes, or until the spinach wilts but is still bright green. Place the spinach on a serving plate and top with the fish fillets. Drizzle with the pan drippings, and serve. Serves 2

Who Here Believes
That there is entirely too many people on this site that believe they are all knowing wanna be's whose shit doesnt stink, yet are feeled with so much hatred in their lives that the only way they can be happy is to pull people down to their mere pitiful existence while they are here.

Sad.
I haven't talked to my best friend in a few days and it suck. We usually talk everyday about our fucked up situations. So we pretty much keep each other sane. But yeah she is having a rough time and I said the wrong thing and she hasn't talked to me in a few days. This girl is awesome and I wouldn't want to lose her friendship over me saying something stupid or the wrong thing rather. So yeah if you read this blog come talk to me.

Support Education
“Education” “Our children NEED their Education” A fact the government has managed to overlook in their conquest to save another country from failure. According to The Washington Post: In Iraq, so far, the education fund for “our” children has paid for more than 3138 renovated and newly constructed schools and educated more than 33000 men and women to teach in them, while closing over 2100 schools and laying off more than 13000 teachers and administrative staff nationwide. Enrollment in American schools has decreased by more than 35.000 students since August 2006. Detroit alone has lost more than 9300 students. This is a nationwide decrease of more than twenty percent. If that’s not enough, our government has also found it necessary to eliminate or decrease funding by half for extra curricular activities, such as football, baseball, and cheerleading and activities dedicated to our elderly, such as arts and crafts and ceramics, and quilting. Why is the government taking t

While U Sleep
Tracy LawrenceWhile You SleepMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I don't say I love you quite enough I know Sometimes I go for days I'm ashamed to say The world moves so fast The words come so slow And I let those excuses get in my way (Chorus) But while you sleep Sometimes I lie awake and watch you breathe And in the silence that surrounds the dead of night I bare my soul and all the words sound right I pray the lord our hearts to keep While you sleep The days march through our lives like a soft parade Laughter and the tears Our hopes and fears And I keep remembering things I forget to say Perhaps some day I'll let you know my dear

My Loves Are Over Seas
You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.He wears

Will You Guys Help A Gurl Out!!!!!!
Hey guys just wanted you know I am entered in a contest for best cleavage.. Please stop by and comment Bomb the heck out of my sexy cleavage picture. Click Below to Become a Member of Seductive Pleasures Click the Seductive Pleasures Logo Below here To Subscribe!

Absolut
Hey peeps as you know I'm one to rate rate rate n rate.....lol...If you're bored and got some time on your hands stop by Absolut's page and help him break da mold and level...Happy Sunday all.... GOT A FAVOR....MY FRIEND IS SOOOO CLOSE TO ROCKSTAR...PLEASE HELP HIM OUT...HE'S A DOLL...RATE HIS PRFILE...HIS PICS...HIS STASH...HELP HELP HELP...LOL....THANK YA BUNCHES!!!...MWAHZZZZ ¥Ë¬Ósol¥ô¥ó©ø@ CherryTAP (repost of original by '¢¾Luv~Li¢¾¡©...~~2nd Alarm Hottie Member~~' on '2007-07-14 14:20:39')

No Tingle No Butterflies
Wednesday, April 26, 2006 no tingle, no butterflies... Current mood: bored Category: Romance and Relationships Okay so I've been dating this guy for about a month now.. he really is sweet, kind, funny, I really like him...Usually I wouldnt have even given him a second look, he just isnt my type as far as looks go, but Ive learned to look past that... but when we kiss.. I dont get the butterflies, I don't feel a spark, no 'WOW'. I LOVE TO KISS.. but my lips dont even tingle when we come up for air.. Whats wrong with this picture? When will my lips tingle after a kiss?

Why?
Why, the most asked question in the world. So let me ask you a question. Why is it that the rough and tough man that beats the crap out of a woman, treats her like dog crap, and cheats on her constantly can keep a woman and not have any second thoughts about what he's done? Now I have another question for you, the reader, Why is it that a guy like me, sweet, caring, loveable, treats women with respect, will never cheat or lay a hand on her, gets the butt end of the deal and always winds up with the girl that has no life, no humor, no nothing...a real dead beat to sum it up. Why can't I get these women that are so afraid to leave the man their with for someone that would actually treat them right? If anyone has an answer please, please reply to this or to me! That's all for now, I'll do another one later!!

I Will Overcome!!!!!!!!
Where are the heroes I my time of need Is my crying abandoned? Or have they gone Oh no They just tend to stand Out of the rain Thinking but not acting That they're not to blame Falling and crawling A fight to stand up Memory still haunts me In the dead of night Over and over I felt so small But one day I'll be stronger And you better watch out I will overcome In violence there's silence Oh no, It can't be undone I will overcome Knowing that I'm not the only one I will overcome It's the only way to carry on Where are the saviours Afraid of the toll Sorry do my nine inch nails Slash your soul? Such heroes Throwing stones Straight at the one Who is standing alone? Twisting and turning It's always the same The truth is never honest When you're to blame Pushing and pulling Never give in One day I wish You see you're not so beautiful within Run and run Run and run

Racing
Hey ya'll just spreadin the news, we won the race Saturday night. Clanton got rained out so they had some cars there and the "dominator" of the hobby class in clanton was there and he won his heat race so, he and Jeremy started side by side in the main, but it was the yellow #64 who dominated the race, he lead the entire race and pulled away from the cars on the track! WOO HOO, we are coming for the $500 purse this Saturday! http://www.shelbycountyspeedway.net/recap.html copy/paste into your browser and you can see pictures of the winners!

Today's Horoscope
A conflict arises between your home life and your creative needs. What to do? In some ways, you knew this was coming. It's almost a relief to finally deal with it. Be honest about what you want and you'll find a solution. Note: yes, I do have some conflicts going on. I have decided to tackle both this weekend.

Argument With Co-worker
Today while at work my co-worker calls and says she's gonna be 15 mins late, ok that's fine. So I stick around the extra 15mins and guess what she didn't show up, but decides to show up half an hour late WTF. She's only 21 yrs old, still wet behind the ears. When she finally showed up I said to her "you're late" Anyways she starts yelling "who the fuck are you to tell me I'm late" I said to her "look once twice three times ok, but you're late everyday" So she proceeds to cuss at me and shit, and one of the owners (who was there and doing the cooking) yelled at her and gave her shit for how she was talking to me. Then she decides to call her aunt(the owner) and lie saying that I cussed at her first lmfao. She said I started yelling at her as soon as she came in. So she pulls a hissy fit and leaves. Her aunt comes downstairs and she(my co-worker) comes back and starts lying about me cussing at her, so the other owner told her "No Sherry didn't cuss at you, you cussed at her" A

A Poem I Wrote
I waited until you called my name. When you did I knew your game. Feeling left out & misplaced. The horror I had on my face. Temptation was what you called it. I knew then my life was a bottomless pit. No words could be spoken. Only my heart was broken. I was scared to speak a word. Only my cries was what I heard. Please understand I can't live this way. It's not a price for anyone to pay. "Just let me be with these scars," I wished upon a star. Time will heal them, I just know. The love I once had for you will no longer grow..

Powerful Song, And Just How I Feel!
Lyrics- MOSH- EMINEM I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America And to the Republic for which it stands One nation under God Indivisible with liberty and justice for all... It feels so good to be back.. I scrutinize every word, memorize every line I spit it once, refuel, re-energize and rewind I give sight to the blind, my insight through the mind I exercise my right to express when I feel it's time It's just all in your mind, what you interpret it as I say to fight, you take it as I'mma whip someone's ass If you don't understand, don't even bother to ask A father who has grown up with a fatherless past Who has blown up now to rap phenomenon that has Or at least shows no difficulty multi-task And in juggling both perhaps mastered his craft Slash entrepreneur who has helped launch a few more rap acts Who's had a few obstacles thrown his way through the last half Of his career typical manure moving past that Mr. kisses ass crack, he's a class

Friends
i got ur back you got mine, ill help you out anytime! to see you hurt, to see you cry, makes me weep and want to die and if you agree to never fight it wouldnt matter whose wrong or right if a broken heart needs a mend ill be right there till the end if your cheeks are wet from drops of tears dont worry let go of your Fears hand in hand love id sent, we‘ll be friends till the end?....?

Another Time
Bringing up the past is slowly eating me feelings of worthlessness are crawling from the woodwork of my mind bringing forth memories rather best forgotten answering questions i never would before baring the layers to my soul pain so very close to overwhelming me tears threatening to fall so many things whispering the echos of cruel intentions, feeling numb today fear reeling inside of me why am i dredging up people and memories that haunt my nightmares when i was finally dreaming again to bring up the past raises questions questions i dont know if i have the answers too i was young, i was hurting, still am in so many ways feeling raw inside reopening old wounds in the hopes that being true to myself, and honest with you will bring me happiness that i only catch fleeting glances of i pray the nightmares that are going to haunt me will be worth it this time that taking this chance will not end up killing me because you already have the power to destroy

My Heart Of Everything!!!!
Nor the pain and the sorrow caused by my mistakes Won´t repent to a mortal whom is all to blame Now I know I won´t make it There will be a time we´ll get back our freedom They can´t break what´s inside I´ll face it cause it´s the heart of everything Open up your eyes Save yourself from fading away now, don´t let it go Open up your eyes See what you´ve become, don´t sacrifice It´s truly the heart of everything Stay with me now I´m facing my last solemn hour Very soon I´ll embrace you on the other side Hear the crowd in the distance, screaming out my faith Now their voices are fading, I can feel no more pain I´ll face it cause it´s the heart of everything Open up your eyes Save yourself from fading away now, don´t let it go Open up your eyes See what you´ve become, don´t sacrifice It´s truly the heart of everything Open up your eyes Open up your eyes Open up your eyes Save yourself from fading away now, don´t let it go Open up your eyes See what yo

I Wanna Know By Joe (lyrics)
Yeah, oh yeah Alright, oh, oh, oh It's amazing how you knock me off my feet, hmm Everytime you come around me I get weak, oh yeah Nobody ever made me feel this way, oh You kiss my lips and then you take my breath away So I wanna know [1] - I wanna know what turns you on So I can be all that and more I'd like to know what makes you cry So I can be the one who always makes you smile Girl he never understood what you were worth, hmm no And he never took the time to make it work (You deserve more loving, girl) Baby I'm the kind of man who shows concern, yes I do, oh Anyway that I can please you let me learn So I wanna know [Repeat 1] [2] - Tell me what I gotta do to please you Baby anything you say I'll do Cause I only wanna make you happy From the bottom of my heart, it's true [Repeat 2] I wish that I could take a journey through your mind, alright And find emotions that you always try to hide babe, oh I do believe that there's a love you wanna share

Weird Sex Laws
Weird Sex LAws The following are weird sex laws that are or were in place at one time or another. This listing is for entertainment purposes only and those seeking legal advice should contact their state or country representative or a lawyer that is familiar with the state or country's laws. ~ In Florida, having sexual relations with a porcupine is illegal. ~ In Tibet, many years ago, the law required all women prostitute themselves. This was seen as a way to gain sexual experience prior to marriage. ~ "Female breasts," according to the Arizona Supreme Court, don't constitute "private parts" under state law. ~ The Asiatic Huns punished convicted male rapists and adulterers with castration. Female adulterers were merely cut in two. ~ The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. ~ The T'ang Dynasty Empress Wu Hu passed a special law concerning oral sex. She felt that a woman pleasuring a man represented th

Pet Peeves
What is your pet peeve? mine is to be hung up on while talking on the phone :( I think if the person doesnt want to talk to you, they could atleast tell you like say I dont think we have anything to talk about so bye.... that would be better then a click in your ear! I think it is very rude!

My Son
If you don't mind, I am asking those of you who do pray. To pray for my youngest son. He was involved in a hit and run. He was walking home from picking his girl up from work since she worked late, they have no car. A car came swirving up on side walk and hit him, barely missed her. The driver took off, didnt stop or slow down. He ended up in hospital. Please say a Prayer for Him and hope they find the driver. Thank You.Thank You For All Your Prayers! Donna

I Did It Again!
I so love my job. I sell sex toys. I am going to be so busy the next 3 weeks. I have a party tonight that is going to be so much fun. Then next week I have 2 Parties. I am even holding one on my birthday which is the 28. I want to spread the passion around. If you want to join the fun too then visit my website at www.hertoyz.com and look under becoming a consultant. I can't wait to see how much money is going to be in my pocket tonight! Some of it is going to be set aside for when I go to Las Vegas in March again! Maybe I might take a class on pole dancing. Hmm Dawn does that sound good? Party week that is going to be.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You
What Your Sleeping Position Says You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life. Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself. If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hogWhat Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

My Love To Someone
This was originally directed toward someone. Usually when I write, I do it for me. I may always be incorporating emotions that were afflicted upon me by someone else, but mostly I just try to feel out my pain/love/lust whatever. So anyways, here goes... I know this is my first letter but it will probably be my last You're worried about me attaching love, like its a thing of the past. Whether or not I direct it toward you shouldnt pose a threat. Yet its there when I become involved with someone on that you can bet. Wouldnt dare say I love you or expect any in return Love is nothing like magic, I know it must be earned. Not pulled out of a thin air or made to suddenly appear Talk to me with ease, you have nothing to fear. My love doesnt come tied with strings, I'm still a carefree girl. All grins and flirty smiles, still sending your mind on a whirl. Through sexy seduction, you will be mine. Its nothing to rush, I'll take my time. nothing special and really i could

Transformers
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com My my my!!!My God I have no clue where to start! First of all do yourself a favor and go see this film ASAP.Second do NOT wait for this to come out on DVD you Will regret it.If nothing else see it in the theater for the sound.Michael Bay had me at hello with The Rock,everyone that knows me knows that is my favorite movie in the entire world well guess what ,Lisa has a new favorite movie now.Michael Bay you are a God.This man deserves all the $$$$ he will make from this.There are NO crappy special effects ,all the jokes are hilarious,solid story and absolutly the best action packed thrill ride I have ever been on.It is very intense in some scenes,I actually found my heart racing a few times,there is one special effect in particualr that almost made me want to jump out of my chair and scream! Those dam testosterone levels are all messed up again,me and action movies are like Peanut butter and Jelly.I also believe very strongly that any movie that can mak

Personal Identity
Have you ever sat back and just watched people? Observe their behavior? Their reactions to things that occur in their everyday lives? I am the kind of person who loves to see how each individual reacts to things. I find it very interesting. Here lately however I have began to notice more and more often that people don't really react as themselves anymore. People respond more now as they would be expected to respond. They try and 'fit' in. They don't get too loud in fear they won't fit in. They don't dress to brightly in fear they'll stand out in the crowd. They don't listen to their favorite music because it isn't popular for the moment. Why? I try and I make great strides in doing so, to be my own person. I don't care what others think of me...who are they to judge? No one is perfect, and I feel that I would be closer to perfect being who I am rather than being another face in the crowd. I don't want to fit in. What is that anyway? Fitting in is nothing more than

Hello Everyone
hi well im holly... umm idk too much about this but im here... if i dont get back to u its not that i dont like u its that i'm still getting use to this... thankfully my best girl jodi... is helping me with this... god bless her sweet little heart! or else i would be comp lost.. cuz i swear on this page shit comes at me soo fast i swear i'm going to have a sezure...lol... well idk i'll let cha know more about me at a later date.. but this is the only way i could really get it out that i'm not a bitch if i'm inoring u i'm just a stoner... welp talk to ya soon!

'are We Fighting A War On Terror Or Aren't We?
'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia I'll care when Abu

To All My Brothers And Sisters Of The Craft
Hello to all my brothers and sisters of the Craft. I have been having a lot of trouble with finances and even more trouble with sleeping. If any of you know of any incantations or spells that might be able to help me out I would greatly appreciate it! Thanks and Blessed Be!

House Of Pain
There's noone here in my house of pain. There's only lonliness and emptiness. There's noone home tonight. My heart is breaking been living here for so long now. There is no hope here for me. There's noone here in my house of pain. There's noone here to wipe away the tears noone here to calm my fears. Where am I to go. There's noone here in my house of pain only lonliness and emptiness the tears keep falling. I want to run want to get away from this so called life I am living. I dont want to be lonely anymore. I want to get away from all this pain that has trapped me for so long. Noone seems to understand and there's noone here in my house of pain.

Part One
i am imagining a dungeon...i come in..a brand new submissive...its time for my first training lession...i kneel on a pilliow as instructed to...i am feeling nervous and a little bit scared..but excited and curious all at the same time...the Master comes in...i keep my head lowered, but try to raise my eyes slightly to see Him...i am unable to so i wait for instructions....He walks slowly towards me..eyeing me up and down..observing my actions...He walks behind me..lightly touching my hair, my bare arms..He commands me to stand and undress..i quickly do as told..keeping my head and eyes lowered....He walks around me slowly and nodding approvingly...stopping once in awhile to touch parts of me..see my reactions when he caresses me...i jump only slightly and only a couple of times...my jumping or pulling away results in a swat on the ass from the Master...i keep silent at the swats and He nods aprovingly again...He leans in closely to me..whispering in my ear in a dark and low voice.."so.

Snow White Trash!
I spent the evening playing bass guitar and guitar on a couple of hip-hop tracks at my brothers studio, he was happy with my playing but i wasnt all that pleased with the results, i thought my bass playing sounded like it were played by a white man, it sounded a lot more country and western than rhythm and blues and, well, it just didnt feel right.. I guess i cant help being white, hell, they dont get much whiter than me, im Icelandic for chrissakes, but sometimes i wish i wasnt, like this evening, i really wished i was black, i really wanted these songs we were working on to sound like The Roots, not like Vanilla fucking Ice.

How Bad Can Parents Be
Well it seems that my drama filled ex wife will never end. If you read my latest mumms you know that she has allowed someone off of FUBAR here to come and stay with her and my kids for 10 days. Last night when I returned the children, I went to the side of the car and extended my hand to introduce myself. The man honestly turned his back to me and refused to even look at me. She posts a mumm on here that I was banging on her car(which I tapped on the door to get his attention) that i was demanding when I simply asked him if he was even going to look at me. how would all of you act if a percect stranger is around your kids for a full week and hearing stories that he is doing nothing but barking orders and sitting on his fat ass. If you would like to hear more info you can just contact me here or go look at their pages at nice_girl_4_now or soupt58

Insecurities
The mirror isnt helpful, as she never can see beyond the edges of her face, only knows its still a shock to see the image of this stranger. Though men often call her pretty, she remains unconvinced and the women friends who speak to her, who interrupt themselves to say, Your eyes are beautiful, are apt to make her blush and turn away. Beauty is not a gift that she can see - in others, yes, but not her un-claimed visage; thus she has lived with doubt and disconnection made worse by husbands who chose others she believed to be more beautiful, though never saw them except in her dreams, where they dazzled like stars, made her slink in shame and guilt for lack of perceivable dazzle of her own. When she loves, her heart is open, full, though fears of loneliness increase, (for her true mate has yet to find her here); compared to being held and holding,

† Can Anybody Please Try To Help Me ? †
i can not find myself ( i am not joking ) i have been doing searches for the past 2 days and i can not find myself and it is scareing the fuck out of me i do not understand it their is not a record of my birth and my birth certificate is messed up really bad so i do not understand it and everytime i ask my ma 2 send for a new one she loses the papers for it i can not figure out what is going on i am so fucking scared right i do not know if i am who i have been for all 23 years of my life if you think you can help me please PLEASE let me know Thank You ~ Lost In The Dark ~ ( for real now )

Wtf People!
Okay, I am not usually one to rant about stuff but something has finally pissed me off to the point that I HAVE to say something. Yes I know it is common procedure for everyone to rate others either a 10 or if they have VIP 11, but come the fuck on get over yourselves! Stop bitching and whining just because someone rates you less than a ten, I mean hell you get the same amount of goddamned points if you are rated a 1, or a 10, the only difference in points is if you get an 11. Another thing that pisses me off is people who have been on here that forget that new people do not know the normal practice of the rating system. You know people, not everyone knows the normal practice so give somebody a fucking break and get off your damned ego! No one here is a perfect ten (Or 11 as the case may be) so why in the hell do you think your profile/pics should have perfect tens? That's it for the moment, and by the way this is NSFW so I doubt I will get any rating points and guess what? I do

Good Bye My Friend Till Another Time
A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend. You'r my friend and that is true, but the gift was given from me to you. we went thru moments that were good and bad, even moments that were happy and sad. you suported me when i was in tears, we stuck together when we were in fear, its really sad that it had to be this way, but it has reached its very last day. miles away cant keep us apart, 'cause you'll always be in my heart. I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need m

Tragedy Strikes The Hearts Of Norwin Class 2005
On Sunday afternoon Sarah Lynn Budd...a friend of mine from high school was killed in a tragic car accident on Pennwoods Drive (they say that she failed to iniciate a left hand turn). Sarah was a good friend, sister, and daughter...she'll be deeply missed by all who knew her. May she rest in eternal peace... GOD BLESS!

Suck A Dick - I'm A Donor...
SUCK A DICK Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND among people suffering from depression, many felt much better after sucking a Dick. This is because Dick juice contains a protein that the body converts into serotonin which is known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier. PMS: Forget the pills -- suck a Dick. The semen regulates blood glucose levels, which can affect your mood. Anemia: Dick semen can stimulate the production of hemoglobin in the blood and so helps in cases of anemia. Blood Pressure: Dick semen is extremely high in potassium yet low in salt making it the perfect to beat blood pressure. So Much so, the US Food and Drug Administration has approved whereas physicians can make official claims for the Dick juice's ability to reduce the risk of blood pressure and stroke Brain Power: 200 students at a Twickenham (Middlesex) school were helped through their exams this year by sucking at least ten

Most People...
“Most people think life sucks, and then you die. Not me. I beg to differ. I think life sucks, then you get cancer, then your dog dies, your wife leaves you, the cancer goes into remission, you get a new dog, you get remarried, you owe ten million dollars in medical bills but you work hard for thirty-five years and you pay it back and then -- one day -- you have a massive stroke, your whole right side is paralyzed, you have to limp along the streets and speak out of the left side of your mouth and drool but you go into rehabilitation and regain the power to walk and the power to talk and then -- one day -- you step off a curb at Sixty-seventh Street, and BANG you get hit by a city bus and then you die. Maybe.” Denis Leary

Roadtrip
The real glasses came in yesterday , a week early (see the most recent few pics in my default folder).:) I think the guy who fitted me in the store over adjusted them a bit because, after wearing them for a few hours, I had a pair of dents on either side of the bridge of my nose. I may have to bring them back to have them adjusted again. Other than that I like them. I also yesterday finally met up with my friend Michelle who I met on here back in February. We only live about an hour away from each other and we've been trying to organize this for about a month, but one of us always had to cancel for one reason or another. Of course, it wasn't without ... complications. First, we were supposed to meet at 3 and I overslept until 2:17. Then, as I was racing to the movie theater where we were supposed to meet to see Order of The Phoenix, she calls and tells me that she's lost. Turns out I was a bit confuzzled about the parkway (I haven't driven it in years) and so I screwed up the direction

Well.....
If you have seen my page, my family block is my fubar group. They have special privileges like special gifts and comments from me on a regular basis. If you are interested, answer the following questions, and mail it to me.fubar Status is simple. You simply have to: 1. Add me to ur family 2. Fan Me 3. Rate Me 4. Allow me to rip one pic from ur gallery 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fav. Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Location: 6. Height: 7.Hair (color and style): 8.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/ha

My Poem
IM SEXY N SINGLE. READY 2 MINGLE. U AINT HERD OF ME BE-4. CAUSE IVE BEEN TRAPED UNDER A ROCK,ON THA SEAS FLOOR. CHOSEN IS MY NAME. MUSIC IS MY GAME. IM AFTER RICHES N FAME. CAN'T STOP,WON'T STOP,UNTILL IM LIVIN IN MY GRAVE. THA GIRLS THAT IVE BEEN WITH. DIDN'T UNDERSTAND IT. THAT IMA REAL MAN. SO THEY TOOK ME 4-GRANTED. IM SO DOWN 2 EARTH. N THEY WERE LIVIN ON ANOTHER PLANET. SEE IMA KING. WAITIN 4 MY QUEEN. 2 PLAY ON THA SAME TEAM. LIVIN OUT R DREAMS. THREW THICK N THIN. IMA B THERE 4 U. NO MATTER IF WE LOSE OR WIN. LIKE A REAL MAN SHOULD DO. CALL U MY BOO. LET MY MAN HOOD LACE U. REPLACE THAT OTHER DUDE. CAUSE IM THA 1 U SHOULD CHOOSE. I GOT THA LATEST NEWS. CAN'T NOBODY FILL MY SHOES. IM MAKIN SUM NEW RULES CAUSE OF WHAT IVE BEEN THREW.

Lets Finish This
LETS TAKE A STRONG LEAD WE NEED MORE HELP TO DO IT WE NEED SOME FRESH COMMENT IN HERE PLEASE HELP SPANK HOT MOMMASHE IS A GREAT FREND AND WILL DO WHATEVER SHE CAN FOR YOU SO SHOW HER THE LOVE A FUBAR HAS http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=918572&i=2918452138

Unskilled And Un Aware Of It
When asked, most individuals will describe themselves as better-than-average in areas such as leadership, social skills, written expression, or just about any flavor of savvy where the individual has an interest. This tendency of the average person to believe he or she is better-than-average is known as the "above-average effect," and it flies in the face of logic… by definition, descriptive statistics says that it is impossible absurdly improbable for a majority of people to be above average. Clearly a large number of the self-described "above average" individuals are actually below average in those areas, and they are simply unaware of their incompetence.

The Game
Pain was not the right word. Promise. Promise fit much better. A promise for something more. Something fine and exquisite. A promise for pleasure and passion. These were his thoughts as the straps struck across his lower back again—raising welts above and beyond those there before—her slight laughter at his deep almost concussive moan filling the room. She'd walked around him and the click of her heels on the wooden floor almost reverberated up through his spine in excitement. Her fingers moved carelessly over his chest through the tuft of curly hair, stroked his skin, and teased his nipples focusing on the silver rings through each. She moved close to him, planted one very long and deep kiss upon his lips before she pulled away slipping a rubber cock to his lips gagging him with the soft black rubber. Now was time for her fun and she liked to play. Her hands pulled the black leather straps behind his head and fastened it tight enough to pull but not so tight to hurt or

Yuppers
DAMN MIKEY THAT WAS A LOT OF FUN LAST NIGHT YOU AND I ARE 2 OF A KIND ! I CANT BELIEVE YOU DID WHAT YOU DID IN THE MIDDLE OF THE BAR, AND IT WAS FRIGGIN BUSY AS HELL YOU DEFINTELY EMBRASSED ME ! BUT IT WAS WORTH IT AND EVEN THO I SAID NO, IT WAS STILL A LOT OF FUN YOU KNOW HOW ME AND BERNIE ARE, WE ALWAYS GET A LONG AND WE HAVE A LOT OF FUN ! AND WE ALL SHOULD HANG OUT SOMETIME, EVEN THO YOU BOTH LOVE ME THE SAME ....WELL YOU LOVE ME MORE THAN ANYTHING AND TRUST ME *DEAR* I KNOW THAT ,,,,,AND IT COULD BE IN 50 DIFFERENT LANGUAGES , AND I WOULD STILL KNOW BUT HEY BERNIE AND I HAVE SOMETHING SPECIAL , AND HANNAH LOVES BOTH OF YOU AND THATS WHAT IS IMPORTANT, NOT HOW MUCH MONEY WE HAVE, HOW MUCH MATERIAL BELONGINGS WE HAVE....ITS ALL TIME AND LOVE !

My King
you greeted me from high as i entered a kind demeanor, a warm hello and every day you i’d see from my spot down below yet you’d always bring yourself down to my level stooping or sitting to lessen the distance dear friends we became through sightings of frequence yet over the years my feelings have deepened… as in you i confide my woes and triumphs every day i long to see you with that sincere yet mischievous smile i know deep inside you feel the same as i yet how do we cross that line? from friends to lovers, that’d be nice we’ve been on several dates… though i truly wish they went farther… i cherish every moment we’ve spent together talking, laughing, just hanging out but a question keeps nagging me at the back of my brain… if i made a move, would you look at me the same? it’s a chance i’ve wanted to take for years… yet, my King, how would you receive it? you call me your Princess, i’d rather be your Queen

Simpsons Movie Briefly
Very sleepy now (have been, did not sleep well or much) - but the film was really very good, fun and funny. I laughed often, and it was more than just a longer episode, I think... (well, some of the individual episodes have ... ok, I am not going to go down those tangents and I don't want to write a review so early that says too much, either.)

Poem
I've learned~ that you can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to them..... I've learned~ that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back..... I've learned~ that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it..... I've learned~ that it's not what you have in your life, but "who" you have in your life that counts..... I've learned~ that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes, After that, you'd better know something..... I've learned~ that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do..... I've learned~ th

Just Words.......
I said "I love you" today I tried hard to make you believe it I tried hard to believe it myself But the truth is that I hate you my love I hate you now and I hated you when I said it When I look into your eyes all that I can see is a string of broken promises lies stacked upon lies things that you wanted to do but never tried and the countless missed opportunities created by the millions of precious moments I'll never get back Yes, I hate you I hate who you are I hate what you've made me and most of all I hate what we've become Even if I could love you and all of your cruel ways I could never love what we've become a sickening, rotten display of denial a putrid example of naivete run amok and a horrid case of idealism gone too far I don't love you but I love who you were supposed to be I love what I thought you were but you never understood yourself you never make an attempt to understand me and now no one not even the Gods above can understand us So why,

Hahahaha Your Fuc***
HAHAHAHA My ex husband just called me and got an income with holding letter from our local friend of the court!!!! He owes almost $60,000 in back support that he owes me and they have slapped him w/an income withholding order for $2300 a month HAHAHAHAHA fucker your fucked and ya think gettin a lawyer is goin to save your ass????? hahahahaha again

Patience
I know at times it's hard for you I'm not there to hold you tight, But I promise when we're together Our love will be worth the fight Patience and understanding That's what I ask of you, When we are far apart I promise I'll be true I give to you this heart of mine Scared and bruised so easily Broken and then mended over time Its the greatest part of me I'll love you longer than eternity Deeper than the ocean blue But patience and understanding is what I ask of you

Pantyhose From New Pics
Come and see me at www.ebanned.net I am Jezabelle there also. From time to time I will put up items from my pictures for sale, just in case you are interested. The pantyhose from this set of pics will be going up, though it will probably be a week or two before I list them. I will let you know when they go on. I wore that dress and hose to a wedding and then came home to do pics in the pool! Was sooo fun. The hose have a small run in the foot and that always makes me crazy, so if anyone would love a hot pair of hose they will list soon. :-P

Frustrated
ive been gettin alot of smack on here with people because m not leaving comments on there adult pics.. im not a whore so im not going post ur so big etc lol ive read numerous comments on peoples pages women are acting like whores i swear none btw are on my list ..i mean come on now u get ur rocks off by that plz.. im not on here to comment that way srry if u dont like it then oh well..im not like alot of women on here yea i may have adult pics on here but doesnt make me a whore .om srry if i come off as a bitch im not and those who know me can vouch for that ..i think that also there are alot talk on here when wpomen post on guys pics lol they post same damn thing on another guys page how stupid can you be ..lol this site is just to much maybe i should start pervin on guys act all cheesy and desperate..

Two Moons On August 27th
Two moons on August 27, 2007 *27th Aug the Whole World is waiting for.............* Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultminate on Aug. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth. Be sure to watch the sky on Aug. 27 12:30 am . It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with your friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again.

Haunted House Promotion And Religion
I have been doing music promotion for twelve years or so, in the last 4 years my life has been opened up to a new world. That is the world of the haunted house called Bloodview. Having fallen in in love with the act of the scare, I quickly started the merge parts of my love for music, into parts of my love of making nightmares happen. Before I knew it I was passing out "Bloodview" flyers with my "band" flyers. I also quickly discovered a real reality. That if I had a flyer with a band that ate live chickens on stage, I would receive more problems passing out flyers for a "charity, non-profit haunted house". This has resulted in problems, if I put up a flyers in a office, and one person is offended, and that person complains, I have to take down that said flyer. I have been attacked in supermarkets, and I have been called evil, and a satanist. Neither of which is true, but I do not support any church, nor to do I claim any religion. I have my own reasons for that, but I do respect o

New Pix From Saturday Night!
New pix from saturday night! date: 2007-07-30 15:19:17 At Kenny Chesney's flip-flop summer tour, please comment and rank if u havent! also i have a few new ones in my workout time folder..Check my other folders as well and rank comment, i have a alot so take ur sweet time!!!! Familt members if u havent yet, please comment the pix in my just me folder(very nsfw)

Burn In Hell Mike Vick!!!!!
so some of you know im not a tree hugging greenpeace nut, but i do have a huuuuuuge soft spot for animals. well this has got to be the scumbag story of the year in my eyes. (allegedly of course) you know i just saw the video that the NAACP had made a statement about judging mike vick for the dog fighting. they urged the public not to cast judgement on the man because he is "innocent until proven guilty" which makes me wonder, if micheal vick is found guilty are they (the black community) going to threaten to riot if he is? which means scaring the rest of the public into not saying anything? IE: OJ fucking simpson? or what? i was curious i had been following this since i first heard about it a couple of weeks ago. im not much of a pro football fan anyways (i think they are a bunch of overpaid spoiled thugs) so really it doesnt have anything to do with the black thing, if anything its the fact that if this dipshit really did this, why in the fuck would the worlds highest paid foo

Sparkling Strawberry Lemonade
Ingredients: * 3 cups quartered strawberries * 1 cup cold water * 1 tablespoon sugar * 1 6 ounce can frozen lemonade concentrate (undiluted) 2 cups sparkling water chilled Method Combine first 3 ingredients in a blender and process until smooth. Combine strawberry puree and lemonade in a pitcher. Stir until lemonade dissolves. Add sparkling water mixing water. Serve over ice. Serves 6 Notes: Number of servings: 6

Malibu Rum Cake
ngredients: * 1 8 oz can crushed pineapple, undrained * 1/3 to 1/2 cup coconut flavored rum * 1 8 oz pkg cream cheese, softened * 4 eggs, room temperature, beaten * 1/4 cup vegetable oil * 1 cup sour cream * 1 tsp vanilla extract * 1 box golden butter recipe cake mix * * Topping: * 1 stick butter * 1 cup sugar * 1/2 cup water * 1/2 cup coconut rum * 1 1/2 cup sweetened flaked coconut, toasted Method Drain pineapple juice into a measuring cup. Add coconut rum to equal 2/3 cup liquid, add pineapple, stirring well. Let sit for 20 to 30 minutes. Meanwhile, beat cream cheese until fluffy; add eggs, sour cream, vegetable oil, vanilla, and pineapple rum mixture, mixing well. Add cream cheese mixture to dry cake mix and beat with electric mixer on low until moistened, then beat at medium speed for 3 minutes. Pour into greased and floured 12 cup bundt pan and bake 45 to 50 minutes or until toothpick inserted in c

Oyster Grinders
Ingredients: * Sauce: * 3 Tbl. plus 1/2 C. (1 stick) butter -- divided * 3 Tbl. all purpose flour * 1 C. water * 1/4 C. hot pepper sauce * 1-1/2 tsp. chicken base (found in bouillon section of grocery stores) * 1/2 tsp. Cajun season * * Sandwiches: * 4 (8 inch) pieces French bread * 2 lbs. raw oysters * OR 24 oz. small cooked shrimp OR 24 oz. diced cooked chicken Method To Prepare Sauce: Make a roux with 3 Tbl butter. Stir in flour and mix. Set aside. In medium sauce pan, mix water, pepper sauce, chicken base and Cajun seasoning; bring to boil. Whisk in roux and cook till thickened. (Mixture will be thick). Remove from heat; stir in remaining 1/2 C. butter. To prepare sandwiches: Using a serrated knife, slice bread in half lengthwise. Hollow out bread, leaving a 1-inch border. In skillet, combine 1/3 C. sauce and oysters; cook over medium heat until plumped (2 to 3 minutes depending on

I Think I Got A Viras From
hello im sorry i am not going to be on for a bit .i was at the docters on monday an now im sick .havent been sick in years then all of a sudden bang it got me . take cre an see yous all soon .God Bless you all. Darlin Mother

What Is Your Inner Desire?
What Is Your Inner Desire?AcceptanceYour inner desire is acceptance. You are either a loner or have very few friends. All you truely want is to find at least one person who truely cares about and accepts you, but have so far failed to find them. Have hope though, eventually you will fulfill this desire.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Stupid Shit
well a bunch of stupid shit has gone on... i'll explain it all to you individually if you want to know... or it's on my myspace blog.... but right now, i've got major drama bullshit i'm dealing with... and i'm major major stressed out... i haven't been online much.... and i'm not sure when things will get settled but if you want to email me, do so, and i'll eventually get back to you on the details... or if u know my number text me, call me, whatever.... much love to you all...

The Irish Are Special
A married Irishman went into the confessional and said to his priest, "I almost had an affair with another woman." The priest said, "What do you mean, almost?" The Irishman said, "Well, we got undressed and rubbed together, but then I stopped." The priest said, "Rubbing together is the same as putting it in. You're not to see that woman again. For your penance, say five Hail Mary's and put a 50 in the poor box." The Irishman left the confessional, said his prayers, and then walked over to the poor box. He paused for a moment and then started to leave. The priest, who was watching, quickly ran over to him saying, "I saw that. You didn't put any money in the poor box!" The Irishman replied, "Yeah, but I rubbed the 50 on the box, and according to you, that's the same as putting it in!" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There once was a religious young woman who went to Confession. Upon entering the confessional, she said, "Forgive me, Fath

What Element Lies Within You?
You scored as Earth, Earth! family and friend oriented, you are kind and gentle. You are a lover nature and animals, and you would love to live in the country. (if you dont already that is) You have lots of close friends, and always avoid a fight, either verbal or physical. Earth83% Darkness83% Wind67% Fire50% Light50% What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Samoan Creation Myth
The Origin of Samoa including Manu'a The god Tagaloa dwelt in the Expanse; he made all things; he alone was (there); not any sky, not any country; he only went to and fro in the Expanse; there was also no sea, and no earth; but, at the place where he stood there grew up a rock. Tagaloa-fa'atutupu-nu'u (creator) was his name; all things were about to be made, but him, for all things were not yet made; the sky was not made nor any thing else, but there grew up a Rock on which he stood. Then Tagaloa said to the Rock, "Be thou split up." Then was brought forth Papa-ta'oto (lying rock); after that, Papa-sosolo (creep-ing rock); then Papa-lau-a'au (reef rock); then Papa-'ano-'ano (thick rock); then Papa-'ele (clay rock); then Papa-tu (standing rock); then Papa-'amu-'amu (coral rock) and his children. But Tagaloa stood facing the west, and spoke to the Rock. Then Tagaloa struck the Rock with his right hand, and it split open towards the right side. Then the Earth was brought forth (t

The Librarian Was Quite Upset...
The Librarian was quite upset and angry yesterday He stomped his feet and slammed the doors and had a lot to say “Another book is gone!” he cried, “Those mice have got to go They keep on stealing books from me, and they’re eating them I know!” Just then a mouse appeared, who seemed remarkably well groomed “You’re right” he said, “We are to blame, but they’re not being consumed We’ve had to come here once or twice and borrow from your resources But only when we need help with our night school courses.” “A school for mice!” the Librarian said, “I’ve never heard of that!” “Oh yes” the mouse said, “Oh yes indeed. I’m studying to be a rat!”

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I Loved Loving You, My Friend.
You were always so perfect to me, so soft and gentle, cherishing you instantly, without a second glance, I never distrusted those eyes, that lied to me continuously, I promised you I'd always try, but slowly you were losing me. I would always have given you anything, just to keep your interest, stopping my heart from remembering, all the pain you caused, I never pulled away from that kiss, that held a painful hint of truth, Maybe you'd be too hard to miss, so I said I was still in love with you. I wanted more than just the infatuation, that you found in me. You said love was only a distraction, that you really didn't need, so I cried myself to sleep, knowing the times we shared must end. You couldn't let emotion run deep, you said you made love to me, as a friend. But eventually, my love, friendships fade, too, and I can't make love and walk away, pretending I don't love you. Never once did I push you away, but everything comes to end, so all that's

I Hold Your Body
I hold your body as if it is your life, entire, edged by layers of days. Decades. Futures dreamed. Delicate and hot as a river of stars shining from ages past, ages beyond this precious night. I hold your body as if it illuminates my own. I hold you body as if your skin and my hands are happy symbiotes, all kind and kindness, arousing more than senses and sense, more than expectations. I turn you until the fit is total. I hold your body as joy holds music on its rainbowed tongue. I hold your body like a sacrament, as if I, too, then, am holy. And I become more than myself. More myself. I become. I hold your body as if it is life. Both and all. As if you and I depend on it. This touch. I hold your body in the easiest of motions. And I wonder why every time I reach into the world surrounding why I cannot hold anything else in the same way. Why it is only you.

Balloons
Gods gift to you is creativity; what you do with it is your gift to God." Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. Send this to all your friends including me and see how many you get back. Send this balloon to everybody you like. You may also return it to me. If four balloons are returned to you, something you have been waiting for a long time will happen!!!! Believe me...... It really happens! Send a lot of little balloons to your friends!!!

Friends Are Like Angels
Friends are like angels sent from above guiding our feelings guarding our love giving us guidence when from the path we do stray friends let you know to follow your path anyways give in to your feelings they will help you through the hurt give into laughter it will heal the pain give into friendship it will help you live once again

Okay - So This Isn't Sunday Morning - And It's Not Really A Rant.. Lol
Ergh I could use some lovin' tonight. I've hosted TWO..count 'em...TWO happy hours..and nobody wuvs Ian enough to buy him a blast yet...ah well. I'm whining - I'll shut up. Leave me the love, y'all.

Wheres My Friends
I have over 390 friends on my list and only 27 rate on my contest pic whats wrong with that help me out please Im in a support the troops contest please come by and comment and rate my pic as many times as you want you can use the link below This is what happen to me in Desert Storm and I would do it again to support our troops today [ fubar.com photo: 2696324338 ] Please tell your friends Thanks so much

National Airborne Day
Hagel Submits Senate Resolution to Designate August 16, 2007 "National Airborne Day" http://hagel.senate.gov/index.cfm?FuseAction=PressReleases.Detail&PressRelease_id=219506&Month=2&Year=2007 February 15th, 2007 - WASHINGTON, D.C. - U.S. Senator Chuck Hagel (R-NE) introduced a Senate Resolution today designating August 16, 2007 as “National Airborne Day.” August 16, 2007 will be the 67th Anniversary of the first official jump by the Army Parachute Test Platoon. The resolution was co-sponsored by Senators Reed (D-RI), Clinton (D-NY), Burr (R-NC), Reid (D-NV), Snowe (R-ME), Kerry (D-MA), and Gregg (R-NH). It will be referred to the Senate Judiciary Committee for consideration. “Over the last 67 years, U.S. airborne forces have performed important military and peace-keeping operations throughout the world, including Operation Iraqi Freedom. August 16th is a day to celebrate and thank Airborne veterans and Airborne units for their tireless commitment to our Nation's defense

5th Letter She Wrote (04/08/07)
tracy martins Hello Mike...... I have never been to Franch or Germany i would love to be there i have only travel to 3 country...Nigeria US and Canada......yes babe i am the girl...lol....Babe I want to come down to Canada so that will can be together i think that is nice i would love to meet yr daughter.....I want you to send my greetings to her..Babe I really want to meet you and hold you next to me...You have qualities in a Man that I would treasure and yes I would love to have a meal with you. I want you to Just name the time and the place.Communication as you know is very important to me. First in getting to know one another this is very valuable. But the important part of communicating is being honest. We can talk and talk and make ourself look and sound good but unless we are completely honest we will be disappointed when the time comes to finally meet each other in person. I have lived now for a awhile and have traveled many places and therefore I feel I hav

Thank You To All That Helped Me In The Happy Hour Contest
I just wanted to Say Thank you so much for all your help in the Happy Hour Contest hosted by Thomas. I realized after joining that there was no way for me to be able to commit in the time needed to pull off a contest with leveling. So I had asked to be removed and gave up. Even though I gave up some of you didn't. Thank you to all that bombed me. I was in 4 place a few days ago and decided to try to go for 3rd place. So many of you was willing to go and add him as a friend to help me. Thank you for the hours you put in to help me win 3rd place. Congratulations to Lady Di the winner of the contest. To both Lady Di and Hollie I say you both did an outstanding job.Much Love & Respect BooBoo

Commodore Is Back!
http://www.engadget.com/2007/08/06/commodore-unveils-gravel-c200-media-player/ Commodore unveils Gravel C200 media player Posted Aug 6th 2007 3:45PM by Joshua Topolsky Filed under: Portable Audio, Portable Video Commodore, a company which had long been considered dead and gone, continues to mount its inexplicable return to the spotlight with its latest offering, the Gravel C200 media player. As excited as we are that the C64-makers are back on the scene, it's hard to get too excited about this media-player, which is about as rote as you can get. The HTC Touch look-alike rocks a 1.8-inch color screen, comes in 512MB, 1GB, and 2GB storage varieties, and plays back all sorts of file formats like MP3, WAV, WMA, MPEG 2, MPEG 4, DivX, XviD, and WMV. Although the form-factor is nice and utilitarian, Commodore is going to have to do something really special to entice a purchase out of us... like, maybe add C64 emulation?

Horoscope For 8/6
Your love life gets an infusion of positive energy that should at the very least put a big grin on your face for a good chunk of the day. It's a great time for dates or just spending quiet time together. ***** Hmmmm now this one could turn out to be very interesting to say the least

Open To New Experinces
You and I go out to the strip club and of course we have a little to drink. I want to drink more but you tell me no because you don't want me to forget anything that happens that night. As we head back to the hotel we stop at a drive through and you make me give you head the whole time we are there. The worker notices but tries to act like nothing happens. As we get back to the hotel we are walking down the hall and you here men’s voices coming from a room. You see there is a camera in the hall pointing our direction. You tell me then that you want me on my knees and want me to suck you until you cum. As I am going down on you grab my hair and tell me to make it sloppier that I know how you like it. My job is to make you come in less then 5 minutes or I will be punished. I try hard to do everything you like but you hold out cumming because you have some more things planned for me. After 5 min you snatch me back and tell me to stand facing the door. We still here voices in the room and

Why
I do not understand what the deal is here lately. Why is there people feeling the urge to think they have the right to tell me I need to change my life???? It leaves me wondering what is so wrong with my life that these people think it needs to be changed. So since people feel the need to tell my life needs to be changed maybe they need to walk in my shoes for a day. It leaves me feeling like I have to explain why my life is the way it is now.

Im In The Most Wanted Contest
Hey everyone I entered the Most Wanted Contest...Could use some bombers to booooomb awaaaaayyyyyy....Im always willing to help out whenever needed...Thanks to everyone in advance for helping!!! Must add contest holder before being able to comment though robisue@ fubar

Craigslist Ad
Out of boredom last night, I placed an ad on www.craigslist.org. Here's the link: http://inlandempire.craigslist.org/w4m/391135852.html Anyway, I received an email from someone named Robert Donnelly telling me I really need to lose weight before a man will find me attractive. Here is my response to him: http://inlandempire.craigslist.org/w4m/391269480.html After that I got an email from someone named Rob. I have never laughed so hard in my entire life and just HAD to share our email exchange here: Rob: I agree, you need to lose some weight. Sure, you'll get guys telling you that you are beautiful. But they will be out the door the second they get off and no return phone calls. Good luck. Me: Yeah you're probably right. The relationship I was in for 9 years and the last one for 6 years were all hit it and quit it relationships. Thanks for that insight! When men like you can make your dicks bigger, perhaps then I'll lose some weight. Until t

Poetry "untitled"
Summer breeze through my hair The surface of the lakes sunny glare Sounds of nature all around On the earth or skyward bound These are some favorites In the spring With mother natures full force of life she brings Winter reminds me of sorrows doors You can be happy I truly believe we are the ones who control our own destiny If I didn't move on in my life and go through some pain I would have never found happiness again

Love Poem #1
An Entrapment My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer’s day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you for all eternity. Our hearts, always as one.

Soooo Glad I Am A Redhead!...
Blondes may have more fun but redheads have more sex, according to new research in Germany. The study by Hamburg Sex Researcher Professor Dr Werner Habermehl looked at the sex lives of hundreds of German women and compared them with their hair colour. He said: "The sex lives of women with red hair were clearly more active than those with other hair colour, with more partners and having sex more often than the average. The research shows that the fiery redhead certainly lives up to her reputation." He added that women who dyed their hair red from another colour were signalling they were looking for a partner, and added: "Even women in a fixed relationship are letting their partners know they are unhappy if they dye their hair red. They are saying that they are looking for something better." Psychologist Christine Baumanns said however that it may not be the women who were to blame for the better sex lives of redheads. She said: "Red stands for passion and when a man sees

Crockpot Pork And Beans
This rich and flavorful crockpot recipe is one of the easiest to make. Just open cans, plop food in the slow cooker, turn it on, and dinner is ready when you are. INGREDIENTS: * 6 boneless pork loin chops, trimmed of excess fat * 1 onion, chopped * 2 (20 oz.) cans pork and beans * 1/3 cup ketchup * 3 Tbsp. mustard PREPARATION: In 3-4 quart crockpot, combine onion, pork and beans, ketchup and mustard and stir to blend. Add chops to crockpot, pushing some down into the bean mixture. Cover crockpot and cook on low for 8-9 hours until pork is tender. 6 servings

Finally A Good Thing
Woo hoo. Tonight I'm leaving for Chicago. I'm going with my brother and a friend to ComicCon. Yeah I know. I'm a friggin' geek. I don't care. This is the first time that I've been able to get away and just have a good time in a few years.

I Would Burn For You
I would die for you I would die for you I've been dying just to feel you by my side To know that you're mine I will cry for you I will cry for you I will wash away your pain with all my tears And drown your fear I will pray for you I will pray for you I will sell my soul for something pure and true Someone like you See your face every place that I walk in Hear your voice every time I am talking You will believe in me And I will never be ignored I will burn for you Feel pain for you I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart And tear it apart I will lie for you Beg and steal for you I will crawl on hands and knees until you see You're just like me Violate all The love that I'm missing Throw away all the pain that I'm living You will believe in me And I can never be ignored I would die for you I would kill for you I will steal for you I'd do time for you I would wait for you I'd make room for you I'd sail ships for you To be close to

Finally Friday!
Good morning everyone! Hope you all are having a good Friday. I am off of work today with nothing to do! Any suggestions? I was just watching the most beautiful sunrise. The sky went from bright red to bright orange and now back to blue. wish I could have taken pictures of that. Well, everyone have a good day. I'll be around. :)

C&t Stash Club Members And Friends
I would just like to take this time to welcome Beckie to the stash club. Please remember to check the blog that says "Use this one" to see the newest stash club members. We have recently helped several people to level or at least gotten them alot closer to leveling. Thanks for all of your support. If you have any questions or need help leveling, let me know and I will post a blog, and you can post a blog yourself to let the people on your friends list know you need help. Thanks again, Tracy

Water
blue colors and tasteless dreams the body is pur, but the soul feels unclean heart weighs heave due to scorpion venom. as high as i climb the void gets deeper move away run it all seems so clever forked tongue conversationalists warn me better two faces, two personalities whats to believe? why trust anything when we're only deceived? sick from lying in this astrological muck falling forever just like a Fish's luck

Who I Am
i am a happly marry man. my wife is poison on this site. she is a wonderful woman who stands behind me on what i do. we have 4 children. 2 most beautiful girls and 2 boys. i am hardly home due to the fact that my job sends me to all kind of places. in the past 4 years i have only been home for about a year and half. i am due to leave again soon for 15 to 18 months. people look at me as a hero and i am not i am just a guy who does a job to get by every day.

I'm Annoyed
I've been busting my ass trying to increase membership in my forum by inviting people from here, from myspace and from other forums and nobody's joined. So I'm frustrated and rightfully pissed off. 15 fucking members to this point and out of that, how many do you think have posted? Nine. And out of that, how many do you think are the most active? 2 or 3. God damnit. I don't know what else to do to get people to join and actively post. I've tried everything. Any suggestions?

Tuck In
I'm not there to tuck you in as you go to bed. I'm not there to fluff the pillow underneath your head. I'm not there to set the clock, or turn the lights down low. I'm not there to smooth the sheets, or play the music, so I guess from here so far away I'll send my words, good night. and pray the other who is there will all night hold you tight. Will comfort you, and snuggle you, and kiss your forehead sweet. and give to you a safety zone in which you'll gently sleep. And when the light of dawn should break and you begin to wake. Well, I will save that just for now... here love, coffee and cake.

I Don't Think Of All The Misery..............
I don't think of all the misery, but of the beauty that still remains. --Anne Frank We don't find the rewards of today by searching through our misfortunes. Pausing to seek out something good for everything we find bad is a step in the right direction. We may find the good outweighs the bad. But how much more chance we will have of living a happy day if we skip over our setbacks and concentrate as much as we can on what is going well. It is smarter to look for diamonds in a diamond mine than in a garbage dump. Let us discard our failures, using only what we have learned from them to achieve success. Looking back at missed opportunities will make it impossible for us to recognize new chances to enjoy life to the fullest. Looking only for beauty is a beautiful thing in itself.

Facts On Autism
Autism is a complex developmental disability that typically appears during the first three years of life and is the result of a neurological disorder that affects the normal functioning of the brain, impacting development in the areas of social interaction and communication skills. Both children and adults with autism typically show difficulties in verbal and non-verbal communication, social interactions, and leisure or play activities. One should keep in mind however, that autism is a spectrum disorder and it affects each individual differently and at varying degrees - this is why early diagnosis is so crucial. By learning the signs, a child can begin benefiting from one of the many specialized intervention programs. Autism is one of five disorders that falls under the umbrella of Pervasive Developmental Disorders (PDD), a category of neurological disorders characterized by “severe and pervasive impairment in several areas of development.” The five disorders under PDD are: Au

For Ronnie
"For My big brother I never met" Have you ever missed a person That you have never met Besides the pictures you have seen I do love a person that I did not get to meet And I feel guilty about this Because I feel like I do not have the right To miss him because I never met him He came to me in a dream and told Me that I should not feel guilty because I am his little sister and he loves me If I could turn back time I would make it that He would still be here Even though he is in Our hearts it would be nice to be Able to hold him and never let him go Because he is missed by so many people God does thing in mysterious ways maybe Ronnie was not suppose to be here But in heaven with God!

Aug.12 Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Aries For August 12,2007 Have you been in touch with your artistic side lately? Now is a great time to check back in with those impulses, and maybe to invest in some new tools to help you express the feelings that are coming up from down deep. LOL ok getting yarn and needles out time to make sweaters again. Anyone want 1 ?

"the Lost Boys 2" Casting News
ShockTillYouDrop is reporting that Corey Feldman and Jamison Newlander are both returning for the sequel to the 1987 "The Lost Boys." And even though he cried us a river, Corey Haim will also return to reprise his role of Sam Emerson. The new film will be a direct-to-DVD release, which director P.J. Pesce (From Dust Till Dawn 3) is getting ready to begin shooting on Monday. The site adds that Angus Sutherland, Kiefer's half-brother and son of Donald, will star in the film as the big bad vampire. Tad Hilgenbrink and Autumn Reeser are now cast as the two leads.

Three Days Grace Pain Lyrics
Pain lyrics Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain

Scam Alert...this One Is Sick!!!
I had some REALLY heartbreaking news today...that my friend was KIA.This was not just any friend...this was my puppy love boyfriend. The news came from a message that I received from his wife on my MySpace page from her Myspace page. It was a VERY accurate letter as far as she was telling me that his dad had been informed at his job today,naming where he worked and what he did and that he was working out arangments so that I could go with him when he went to go be with her.It was also VERY accurate when "she" said that I was one of the first people she thought of and needed to talk to and she wished I had a phone...but she wouldn't be able to answer the phone for awhile because she was going to be gone today needing to be around friends and not wanting to answer the phone. Well,I called his dad tonight after another friend of mine pointed out some things that didn't seem right in "her" desription of how the military handled the notification.His dad IMEDIATLY put me at ease and le

Old Man:-))
An old man sitting at the mall watched a teenager intently. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. The old man kept staring at him. When the teenager was tired of being stared at, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter, old man? Never did anything wild in your life?" The old man did not bat an eye when he responded, "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son!!"

Trading Cards
tonights going to be my lasy night on here for a while ..ive got alot of personal issues to straighten out...ill make the remaining 13 cards in this series to the next 13 people that request them...dont know when ill be back but ill MISS EVERYONE

A Reason A Season A Lifetime...
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they

Phenomenal Woman :)
PHENOMENAL WOMAN by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please And to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees. I say It's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say It's in the arch of my back The sun of my smile The ride of my breasts The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman

Men...
I love men....sexy beings they are. No I'm not a slut or a whore. I just admire the other sex. Deep scratchy voice is enough to make me swoon. Call me young but hell its how I see it. Men are my future in many many ways. From there eyes to his toes. I want a man who knows hes a man not no boytoy. A Strong but not one who cheat lies and crys. I want a good guy, whos not afraid to love.

Never Argue With A Woman...
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, Isn't that obvious?) "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. "I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left. MORAL

Goodness, This Sucks!
Well. I got a phone call from the dr's office today. The pap came back abnormal. :( there is something wrong so they are calling in a prescription for me. :( THIS F*CKIN SUCKS BIG FAT DONKEY D*CK! This is rite around my b-day, d@mmit! Well, next week I will be finding out the results of my biopsy so yea. LETS HOPE THIS IS ALL OK! Luv n peace.

I Miss My Friends
im really missing my friends on here and im trying my hardest to get on here and say hello to ya all..it makes me sad*tear* i feel like im losing touch wit all u...if ya got yahoo send me a private message and i will add u cuz i get on yahoo thru my phone...so hit me up luv ya all kells!

Chapter 1
..02-23-2007 Melbourne, Australia 3:33 am Chani Morgan was startled from her deep dream-laced slumber. She felt the cold clammy perspiration gathered at the back of her neck. Her pulse beat rapidly, as the darkness of her dreams drew back to the far recesses of her mind, the fragments barely there for her to hold onto. A mirror and a face looking back at her. Her face, but how could that be, she wondered. Then it was gone. Nothing left but the uneasy feeling of being watched. She shivered and opened her eyes, only to welcome the all too familiar darkness she had woken to for the past ten years, ever since the accident at age thirteen. The accident that had left her blind. Reaching for her walking stick, Chani pulled herself into a sitting position, placing her bare feet upon the cool hardwood floor. She always looked forward to those first steps. They brought to her a sense of pleasure that she would have other-wise over-looked. Her only goal each and every day was quite simply to

New Blog & Website!
http://simplysexy1180.thumblogger.com/ This website has content that explains my business of what is included in the photoshoots, cost etc. As well as information on escorting. It does have a few photos as well.. Hugs and kisses Kelly

Will She Really?
Remembrance She remembers it all, All the people who had said They cared, but did they really? She remembers it all, The sound of laughter and How happy she'd been, but was she really? She remembers it all, His arms around her and He said "I love you," but he didn't really! She remembers it all, The pain she'd felt when he left, How her heart ached, but did it really? She remembers it all, The feeling of being so alone, The feeling no one cared, and they didn't really! But now they'll remember her, Staring at the knife in her hand How easy to slit her wrists, but will she really?

To All The Men On Cherrytap/fubar/wtf Ever...
Hi, I'm Lindsey. I have a fiance', and a GIRLFRIEND. I'm not interested in dating you, I'm not interested in sleeping with your girlfriend so you can watch... *NO, I do NOT want to see your cock pictures...*The cock is NOT the prettiest thing in the world to look at...* *Just because I fan you/rate your profile/rate your pics DOES NOT MEAN I want you. GET OVER YOURSELVES. *If you wanna see my NSFW pictures, FAN ME FIRST. If I don't answer you in the shoutbox right away, it probably means I'm busy or I'm not here. I stay signed in 24/7 and I'm NOT ALWAYS sitting here. Just a few things you should know in order to STAY on my friend's list...

Great Plan!!!!
PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON. IMPORTANT. We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this " ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they

Remember
REMEMBER I remember the love we had- and all the talks we shared- I remember that special night- and how it felt so right- When you held me tight- I remember what we had- It was so special- So what happened- Don't answer that, because I know it was my fault- I remember how much you cared- But I guess I got scared- I remember loving you- and always thinking of you- I remember you calling me everynight- and me longing to hold you tight- I never wanted you out of my sight- I remember your warm embrace- and you smiling face- I remember how I hurt you- and how I deceived you- I remember how I felt- and what it was all about- I remember finally letting go- and trying to forget you- But I couldn't- Because I loved you- Remember ?

527
Ooooooook. So I haven't posted a blog in a day or two. So - I thought I would let everyone know...If you don't hear from me at all after tomorrow - That means my fat ass died during the walk that I'm doing tomorrow. The American Heart Association is having a walk in Downtown Cleveland - and I'm going. We had our choice of 1 or 3 miles. We opted for the 3 mile walk. It will be me, my mom, brother, his friend, my moms cousin, and 2 of my friends from work. Between the 7 of us, we raised nearly 1000 dollars from our friends, family and coworkers! Wish me luck, that I make it through it tomorrow!!!! I also wanted to thank each and everyone of you who helped me level up yesterday! I'm still smiling over that! :D

Lucy Contest A Real Good Chance To Win A Vic!!!
Race to 20,000 Comments!! 1st to reach 20,000 comments wins a 7 Day Blast or 1 Month VIP. 2nd Place - 3 Day Blast. 3rd place - 1 Day Blast. ~Offical Rules~ Self-commenting is allowed. No Drama. No Downrating. No FRESHMEAT. (Must be level 3 or higher to comment) Contest will start once I have 10 contestants. Just e-mail me the link to the pic you would like me to rip. *Note Only enter this contest if you have the determination to win. If you are just entering for the hell of it, I ask you to please not waste my time. Be sure to get your friends to help you or ask a bombsquad if they are avaliable to help you. Thank you, †Lµ¢¥†

Growth
G o to God in prayer daily. R ead God's Word daily. O bey God, moment by moment. W itness for Christ by your life and words. T rust God for every detail of your life. H oly Spirit-Allow God to control and empower you.

Help Me
"Dear God, help me to be a part of this little game of life. I don't ask for any place in the line-up. Play me anywhere you need me. I only ask for the stuff to give you 100 percent of what I've got. If all the hard drives seem to come my way, I thank you for the compliment. Help me to remember that you won't ever let anything come my way that you and I together can't handle. Help me to understand that the game is ful lof knocks and troubles and make me thankful for them. And, O God, help me to play on the square. Help me to study the Book so I'll know the rules, and to study and think alot about the greatest player that ever lived, and other great players that are told about in the Book. If they found out that the best part of the game is helping other guys wh owere out of luck, help me to find that out too. Finally, O God, if faith seems to upper cut me with both hands, and I'm laid on the shelf i nsickness or old age, hel pme to take that as a part of the game too

I Realized
tonight that i have the most awesome friends and that getting attakced by moths is never a good idea and you all should be proud i had drugs waved in my face and turned them down even tho im trashed YAY !!!!!!!!

Mother And Child
MOTHER AND CHILD When a mother has a child he/she is given to her by God. She should cherish, the baby and give the baby love and support. When a child is born some are born with bright hair like the sun, their eyes sparkle like the stars in the night sky, their skin is soft as the fluffy clouds, their lips are as red as a rose. Let the child know they are need and wanted and tell them you love them. Let them be who they are to an extent smile, and tell them you will always be there for them through thick and thin. Give them the life they deserve and always let them know they can come to you with anything important. And that no matter what you will be by their side forever. Written By: Virginia Itri

Chakras And Meditation
Chakras and Meditation Chakras are sources of energy in your body, each corresponding to a different physical region. However, the physical body is not all you're made of. In fact, many believe that there are layers of energy that make up your presence here on earth. Those layers are: Physical body ; This is the only body that can be viewed without clairvoyant abilities. It can be seen and felt. This is the densest of the seven bodies and is the one through which you most actively interact with the world. Emotional body ; This is the entity you use to both express and feel emotions, including the feeling of divine love. Mental body ; This body corresponds to the source of your thinking and reasoning. Abstract thinking, creativity, logical reasoning, and philosophy are housed here. Meditation is one of the greatest keys to psychic defense. Regular meditation practice leaves you clear, centered, and in a mental place where you can respond to potential threats, rather tha

Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Aries For August 19,2007 Your deeper emotions are rising to the surface, and you might need to try something a little different to work through them this time. It's a good idea to check in with someone who really gets you.

Prince Jesse Needs You
I'm trying to help my friend Jesse out and he has been abandon and needs ur help. he's a good guy and kinda got a funny wit about him. he's a fun guy to talk to. If you would like to bomb him in his contest he will be very appeciative. Here is the link to his contest entry: Remember The Ghost Rider is watching you. To Protect and Serve

I Want You To Miss Me
There could be fog Or maybe just a mist And inexplicably I'll fade to white Vanish, and be gone Or it could be night And I'll be darkly dressed, Evading easy definition And as your eye's distracted By a falling leaf I'll merge with restless shadows And be gone Then you will discover What emptiness is A space so hollow Even its own walls are swallowed up A quality of missing So intense A lack, a lack Each hour more bottomless than the last Until your heart cries out, A howl of forfeiture But it will be nothing Ashen silence where I used to sing And deafness The howl must strike the right resonant frequency A wail that echoes all to the ends of time To fill the gaping void in whole, looping wave lengths From the well of your soul, such loneliness To make Siberian wolves hang heads for shame In their convivial packs Then, only then Might you detect my footprints, indistinct Marking the morning dew fall Perhaps glimpse a puff of breath in the cold

Untitled 2-2-97
Sadness will find your eyes dry As your Arms Envelop my Body Your eyes are Downcast As our Lips Collide in Sweet Perfection Soft as the petal Of a red rose A single Diamond Tear Collects inside but refuses to fall You torture yourself As i Hold You Tell yourself To Hold Back You Slip out of Eden Garden of Sanity In A moment Of lost reality Relive an illusion Haunt your Own Dreams and Death make you Live Again.

530
Ugh what a horrible day today. Its been raining NON-STOP since yesterday. My spare room upstairs - LEAKING. My computer room - LEAKING. There is fucking rain in the forecast for the majority of the week. Sooooooo - In light of my not so good mood, I am going through and deleting random profiles from my friends list. I've got almost 1,000 friends on my list, and maybe 50 or so actually talk to me. I know I'm not an ideal friend either, so - It does us both a favor. :D Most will be safe, but people that I dont remember adding - GONE. People who've deleted their profiles - Gone..Duh. I need to do this more often - I've already deleted about 20 deleted profiles. Why can't fubar delete them for us. Sheeesh! BrattyBytch/OUT!

Sales Is Murder
I never really understood the sayings “making a killing” or “getting away with murder” until I took a job with a sales company in Merriville, Indiana. I was eighteen years old and had never had a sales job before, so I did not know what to expect. Six days later my life changed abruptly, and I vowed never to work a sales job again. It was a business to business sales position, selling useless novelty junk for practically nothing. During my six days of employment with the company, I sold things like a large cardboard book with ten smaller children’s books inside for five dollars, magazine subscriptions, three pairs of scissors that will cut a penny for five dollars, orthopedic can openers, toy car sets and many other mostly useless things. More than we were selling these crap items, we were selling ourselves. We were required be well groomed, fairly articulate and wear business suits. My seamstress girlfriend volunteered to tailor a suit for me. After a trim and a shower, I was in bu

~happy Birthday Grandson~
THIS IS FOR MY GRANDSON. HE LIVES IN NEVADA AND I AM IN WASHINGTON STATE. I HAVE GOT SEE AND HOLD HIM IN MY ARMS JUST ONCE AND I MISS HIM SO VERY MUCH.MY SON WAS ONLY 18 YEARS OLD WHEN HE WAS BORN AND HAD TO MAN UP AND DO THE RIGHT THING AND I AM PROUD OF HIM FOR BEING SUCH A DEDICATED FATHER TO HIS SON. MY SON NEVER KNEW HIS FATHER GROWING UP SO TO SEE THAT HE IS SO YOUNG YET SO DEDICATED MAKES ME THE PROUDEST MOTHER ON EARTH.

Election 2008
Jesus, is there no one worth voting for on either side? Hey Canadians, Is the immigration process hard? Could I still live here and just be Canadian? I don't know much about hockey, but I am willing to learn.

I Am Ranked # 23
MARGE " R/L G/F TO JUAN_SMARTASS_PAGAN =~BBW~ & ~FSFM~@ fubar HEY ALL !! I CANT BELIEVE THAT I AM RANKED NUMBER 23 !! PLEASE STOP BY MY PAGE AND SHOW ME SOME LUV AND HELP ME GET TO NUMBER ONE !! AND LET YOUR FRIENDS KNOW ABOUT MY PAGE AS WELL. FEEL FREE TO RATE AND COMMENT MY PAGE AND PICS !!! I AM SO THANKFUL FOR ALL WHO ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST ! HERE IS A PIC OF MY RANKING !!!! WOOO HOOO !!!!

My Obituary
What is your Sexual Obituary? With gusto, karen died while in the sack with their lover, George Clooney.karen will be terribly missed by Justin Timberlake. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Woman Sets Fire To Ex-husband's Penis
A woman set fire to her ex-husband's penis as he sat naked watching television and drinking vodka, Moscow police said Wednesday. Asked if the man would make a full recovery, a police spokeswoman said it was "difficult to predict." The attack climaxed three years of acrimonious enforced co-habitation. The couple divorced three years ago but continued to share a small flat, something common in Russia where property costs are very high. "It was monstrously painful," the wounded ex-husband told Tvoi Den newspaper. "I was burning like a torch. I don't know what I did to deserve this."

Poem
Softly so softly your love upon me rains You keep me loved and beautiful While nothing seems the same Softly so softly your breath I feel on my skin That shiver you send through me Makes the pleasure seem like a sin Softly so softly my touch upon your soul Warm and unique it is I hope it makes you feel whole Softly so softly your kisses I will steal Nibbles placed so sensual and gently Surely to make you squeal Softly so softly that look deep within your eyes Lets me know your secrets So precious that sometimes I seem to cry Softly so softly your whispers I do hear Calling me across the realm Telling me "I Love You!" is near Softly so softly your love upon me rains I hope this feeling never ends That this love always stays..... Softly so softly.

Hot Stuff!!
I will tribute another cutie soon, I will do it live on my webcam. Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with your Yahoo Messenger ID. Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :) - Some skin for friends album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Shots Gallery album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Made for Me album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Tribute album (must be FRIEND over 18) Kisses Nice Boy PS: Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :)

Confusion??????
This is part of a mum that I need help on.... I've been engaged to a man for a year now who has a 13 yr old daughter that has slight autism.. Well problem is that she is a major drama queen and thinks she should get anything and everything she wants. We get her every other weekend and so far about one weekend a month she trys to make sure me and her dad end up in fight so that he will take her and leave so that she can be with him alone for the whole weekend and he blows off the rest of his family.... What sad is she is use to being given everything she wants cause she was an only child and her dad felt guilty for not being able to be around all the time for her cuz he is military and was deployed alot when her parents were married and until me and him got together.......... Well now that me and him got together he has been home more and able to spend his weekends with her but not like she wants ....... She don't realize there are now 3 other kids in the picture and possible one o

Rapture
There is a place for us that no on else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets. only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our souls fused together for a moment. and in that moment I know you: everypore, everypluse, everythought, everyfear. and i love you more. I feel myself laid bare before you: and i feel content... joyous that you are with me, loving me in my nakedness.

Poetry
"FIRE WITHIN" Is this really what it seems, I thought someone like you only existed in dreams.. You are everything I could ever hope for, and yet you are so much more.. Just hearing your voice makes me smile, I haven't felt like this in a long long while.. Awaiting the day we finally do meet, both our hearts skip some beats.. From the joy and nervousness we both will feel, it will seem as if time had stood still.. As we hold each other in a warm embrace, our lips will finally be face to face.. Our warmth quickly turned to fire within, thats when our real love making begins.. Just feeling your body next to mine, will be sending goose bumps down my spine.. Finally having you next to me, is where I'll always want you to be.. Written By: Veronica Lee December 15th, 2004

True Romance
im not here to judge u im just here to tell u what u have done wrong beautiful girl looking her best takes off her towel puts on a dress fixes her hair to look good for someone witees in the car to go to a motel i may not always be perfect, but i will always try will u say ur prayers just to be honest with urself will u save ur soul is this what u wanted all along husband cant bear to just lie to himself stuck by the fone as he losses it all he sleeps all alone for the third time this week he becomes numb he just wants this to be.......over wants this to be body on the floor what have u done blood in ur hands what have u done i may not always be perfect, but i will always try will u say ur prayers just to be honest with urself will u save ur soul is this what u wanted all along

Signs Of A Soulmate
How will you know you have met your soul mate? Here are some of the indications given by others who have had the experience... Chances are you've met through a set of unusual circumstances that were totally unplanned and unexpected. There is a powerful, instantaneous feeling that you have known the other before. You felt an immediate and deep connection for one another. There is an electrifying feeling between the two of you that words cannot describe. The relationship is immediate, as though no time had been lost since you were last together. It feels as though you had never really lived before the reunion occurred. You feel a deep sense of sacredness and unity with God that you've have never known before. It brings on feelings you never thought possible. The two of you are inseparable. When you look into each other's eyes, time and space have no meaning. There are no barriers between the two of you. The relationship is a totally open one. You

The Message Of Pain
This is something all of us probably need to read or hear at some point. It's so very true that listening to oneself (be it body, mind, or soul) can reveal the answers one needs...or at least very clear clues to finding the answers/remedies one needs...to nourish and heal oneself. Even from the inside, out. I hope this helps anyone who may need to see it. --------------------- "Valuable Information The Message Of Pain When we feel pain, our first impulse is often to eradicate it with medication. This is an understandable response, but sometimes in our hurry to get rid of pain, we forget that it is the body's way of letting us know that it needs our attention. A headache can inform us that we're hungry or stressed just as a sore throat might be telling us that we need to rest our voice. If we override these messages instead of respond to them, we risk worsening our condition. In addition, we create a feeling of disconnectedness between our minds and our bodies. Physical

Hot & Nice Boy!!!
I will tribute another cutie soon, I will do it live on my webcam. Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with your Yahoo Messenger ID. Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :) - Some skin for friends album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Shots Gallery album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Made for Me album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Tribute album (must be FRIEND over 18) Kisses Nice Boy PS: Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :)

"may You Always Feel Loved"
"May You Always Feel Loved" May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending. Teach love to those who know hate, and let that love embrace you as you go into the world. May the teaching of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them. Remember, those whose lives you have touched and who have touched yours are always a part of you, even if the encounters were less than you would have wis

Thank You
Thank You to everybody who showed me some Birthday Love on Fubar i will make sure i leave you all a birthday gift when becomes your birthday a great big hug to al the people who left me wonderful birhday gifts to me from Bruce

Be Very Careful
Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved.

As I Take You
As I Take You by Glenn As I take you in my arms And lift you on to me I am so excited by the Fact of what will be As my soul explores The subtle nuances of your skin Your flower opens wide And welcomes me right in Let your warm sweet nectar Flow to me for all time We know this blessed moment Is all of yours and mine If the walls come down around us, Let what will be, will be For lying next to you like this Is the best thing in life for me

Is It Really Worth It
Ok heres my scenerio......my best friend wanted me to go out and my bf got all pissy at me for it....well it came down to me blowing my best friend off and goin to see my man tonight....the thing is my man doesnt like my best friends husband and now thats why he doesnt want me to go...I feel tho Iam torn between my best friend whom I dont get to see very often and my man that I basically see anytime....To make matters worse my best friend claims that the ONLY reason my man is doin all this is cause he pissed at her (my best friend)....but she wouldnt tell me online what was going on and that she was going to tell me or a few beers tonight!!! ughhhh wtf!!! So I have already told my bf I was coming over but do I now say fuck it and go or do I just stay home and wallop in my own dreaded misery? Opinions on this would be nice bhut if they are going to be rude and negative save em cause I dont wanna get more boggled then Iam already thnx all

Night
I sit here watching the sky grow orange. The thoughts of the day comes forth. The sun sinks lower behind the mountain. Its a half firey red circle. I walk on. Im now in the woods. The path beings to widen. Its growing cool. Its still warm during the day but oh so cool at night. One by one the kernals of popcorn the stars show in the sky. I smile. The night sound begin to play. Nearby a Owl hoots. A cricket plays his song. A breeze beings to blow making the trees and grass dance to the tune. Night is scare. A time we life comes to when others sleep. The truth is out. It is night.

Friendship
Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support... To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time... This person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled

String Quartets By Nikolai Myaskovsky
Nikolai Myaskovsky (pedagogue, friend of Prokofiev, composer) (1881-1950) (www.myaskovsky.ru) wrote thirteen string quartets between 1911(?) and 1949, changing in style and difficulty. A complete cycle was available on Soviet Melodiya LPs, was mastered on Russian Disc CDs that were available a few years ago but aren't now, and the first release of another outing of that cycle (played by the Leningrad Taneyev Quartet) is soon to be available on the Northern Flowers label. (A page written by me is linked to on the Myaskovsky.ru page and I'm certainly a fan of the composer's music, the first and last of the quartets, both in the key of A minor, from 1930 and 1949, are among my favorites of his works in fact... the first three quartets are on this first disc.) (Quartets 3, 4 and 10 are revisions of works from 1911 or so- and sound like it...- hence "from 1911 to 1949" even though his "first" quartet is from 1930 :) )

Jokes'n'jokes
Missed Call Xian and Aryan got tired using cell phones and for a change, they decided to use really ancient methods of communication.They decided to use pigeons to send messages. So they went and bought expensive carrier pigeons from the New market in Dhaka and found to their joy that the pigeons indeed could be trained and the birds very easily learnt to return directly to their respective homes. And so this scheme worked very fine. One day Xian sends his pigeon. When the pigeon reaches to Aryan, it is with out message. Aryan picked his mobile and asked Xian "Why iss this joke? The pigeon is without any message!!!" Xian replyed "Hey man....Relax, this was a miss call." ******** 4 - Letter words? A young couple got married and went on their honeymoon. When they got back, the bride immediately called her mother. Well, said her mother, "so how was the honeymoon?" "Oh mama"' she replied, "The honeymoon was wonderful! So romantic"... suddenly she burst ou

Friends
The reality of friendships on the internet. Do we have delusions that friends can become more? Is it possible to care for somebody who can be thousands of miles away? Be realistic. I hate long lonely nights. I'm going to bed!

Will We Ever Learn?
To Pen, Kel, Traci... and anyone else who has let go but still holds that small flame of hope... This may come, This may come as some surprise but I miss you I could see through, all of your lies But I stll miss you He takes her love, but it doesn't feel like mine He tastes her kiss, her kisses are not wine, they're not mine He takes, but surely she can't give what I'm feeling now She takes, but surely she doesn't know how Is it a crime Is it a crime That I still want you And I want you to want me too My love is wider, wider than vitoria lake My love is taller, taller than the empire state It dives and it jumps and it ripples like the deepest ocean I can't give you more than that, surely you want me back Is it a crime Is it a crime That I still want you And I want you to want me too My love is wider than vitoria lake Taller than the empire state It dives and it jumps I can't give you more than that, surely you want me back Is it a crim

46,000 To Godfather
Thanks for all your help..Down 35,000 in 1 hour.. There are 3 happy hours tonight.Stop by and show her some love and help make her a GodFather. Military Supporter~{Co-Founder of the Military Family Bombers}{Shadow Levelers}@ fubar

Learning
You-know-this-whole-summer-was-a-bunch-of-crazy-ass-shit!Too-bad-none-of-my-friends-on-myspace-won't-see-this-damn-blog-cause-this-is-straight-up-coming-from-the-heart.All-the-females-i-know-in-Meadville-i've-learn-alot-from-them-that-half-of-them-don't-know-if-the-fucking-glass-is-half-full-or-completely-full-of-shit-seriously-getting-to-the-point-of-all-this-i-mean-i-got-one-girl-who-got-controlling-loser-ass-nigga-that-gonna-up-in-jail-someday-cause-he-thinks-he-top-shit,but-then-she-has-the-nerve-when-things-are-going-wrong-for-her-she-wants-me-to-be-there-that-person-is-my-kids-mother-she-a-confused-soul.Then-you-got-another-female-she-wants-me-to-get-a-girlfriend,but-then-when-i-get-one-she-gets-upset-about-it-then-on-top-of-that-she-hangs-with-a-girl-that's-a-straight-loser-in-all-types-of-ways-lol-an-her-husband-a-loser-too-on-top-of-that-i-should-say,but-i-can't-really-say-much-anymore-on-that-cause-her-friend-just-uses-her-all-types-of-ways.Then-you-got-one-girl-that's-cool-i

Haha
well first of all...my friends were always bitchin b/c ALL my pics are webcam ones so i finally got some digi cam ones..they are in my AsH.WeeE album..Check them out :) Ok now for the real reason of this blog..I was in bed sleeping till my phone rang at 2:30am. It was my mom saying she was with the cops..my first instinct was to freak out. I found out that the guy who was drivin my mom, aunt and uncle back to their place had a few beers and blew a red light..SOOOOOOO i had to go pick them up. YAY ME!...the cop was pretty sexy tho..He made me move buddys car to a parking lot so it wouldnt get towed...i couldnt reach the fuckin gas peddle and i couldnt find the thing to pull the seat ahead so i had to kinda lay down..Anyways the cop let all 4 of them go and i drove them all to my aunts house...the weird guy i dont know kept touching my arm saying how thankful he was that i came and got them..he said he was gunna give me a bag of APPLES...LMFAOOOO..a bag of apples?...what the fuckin he

Be Very, Very Afraid!!!!!!!
On May 4, 2007, President George W. Bush signed an executive order that could ensure that he won't have to relinquish office in 2009. Or he could just deliver a dictatorship into the hands of a future chief executive. The official name of this charming order is the National Security and Homeland Security Presidential Directive(specifically, NSPD-51/HSPD-20). NSPD-51 didn't receive any coverage in the mainstream media-in fact, it was only discovered when the unclassified portion was posted on the White House website on May 9, with no further announcement or press briefing. According to NSPD-51, in the event of a (loosely defined)"catastrophic emergency," the president can literally take over all government functions and direct all private-sector activities to ensure that the US emerges with an "enduring constitutional government." How the government is supposed to remain constitutional in the face of the de facto dictatorship and abridgment of the separation of powers that NSPD-51 wou

And The Idiot Award Goes To.....
And the idiot award for today Monday September 3,2007 goes to..... Drum roll please........... id like to cuddle and snuggle andnibble and........... Hide header Date: Mon, 03 Sep 2007 11:12:15 -0700 From: Size: 1 KB To: fu441487@fubar.com Reply-To: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my name is chris gimme a bhout and ill be there with fun on the mind and wood in the hand....... Here is the link to his profile what a freaking immature idiot....I think he failed to see that I have a man....GOD stupid people annoy me!!!! Master needs slave@ fubar

An Update And Where I Have Been
I am sorry all i had to take a break from the site for a while. some of you might have still seen me lurking but not for any length of time. I apologize to the family that i havent been as active as i should have been. I have had issues with the finalization of court for my baby and the visitations. I really wish we didnt have to put the baby through all this he is going to be so scared from this in the long run. He just turned 18 months old on the friday that just passed he ism getting so big. My older 2 boys start back to school on Wednessday morning and i have been running around like a chicken with my head cut off trying to get everything ready. I have one in his last year of middle school and one going into 3rd grade. my partner lost her job due to medical reasons and well we hace been struggling a bit but things are starting to look up a bit more i have a job interview tomorrow afternoon and i hope it get it. We were helping a friend of ours out since her husband had passed last

For You Bike Lovers ...
On the farm lived a chicken and a horse, both of whom loved to play > together. > One day the two were playing, when the horse fell into a bog and began to > sink Scared for his life, the horse whinnied for the chicken to go get the > farmer for help! > Off the chicken ran, back to the farm. Arriving at the farm, he searched > and searched for the farmer, but to no avail, for he had gone to town with > the only tractor. > Running around, the chicken spied the farmer's new Harley. > Finding the keys in the ignition, the chicken sped off with a length of > rope hoping he still had time to save his friend's life. > Back at the bog, the horse was surprised, but happy, to see the chicken > arrive on the shiny Harley, and he managed to get a hold of the loop of > rope the chicken tossed to him. > After tying the other end to the rear bumper of the farmer's bike, the > chicken then drove slowly forward and, with the aid of the powerful bike, > rescued the horse! > Happy and p

Tetwp
TETWP TETWP = Tough Enough To Wear Pink. Started by the Professional Bull Riders Association to raise money for Breast Cancer Awareness. The Southern Ohio Quarter Pony Association Sponsored a Horse show this weeekend in Circleville Ohio. 100% of the proceeds went to Breast Cancer Research and Awareness. I Participated in the Show with my mighty studless steed Elmer. I started Practicing for this show back in June. Hours in the saddle trying to perfect my posture as well as my equitation, keeping my seat all that good stuff that goes along with a flawless performance in the ring. It paid off. The first two classes I entered in were halter classes, the first class was the $100.00 Open Halter Class, I took 3rd, the second Halter Class was just an open halter class in which i again took 3rd. All that time in the saddle i forgot to brush up on my halter class skills. Not that I really could have done much. They judge the horse not the handler, those are showmanship classe

Help Peter Britt Out To Get Votes
Hello Peter Britt Fans Peter has an ad in the current Indie Islands magazine. Make sure you go check it out. It’s a great ad. He is on page 15. Indie Islands is also having a contest. The winner of the contest will get their own 10 page emagazine to put on their webpage. Peter needs your votes so he can get it. The contest started September 1st and runs through Halloween. You can vote once per day. Please show your love and support for Peter and go vote. www.indieislands.com Thank you, Angela Westbrook Peter Britt’s Personal Manager

O Brother, Where Art Thou?
I've seen this before, half of it on TV, once in full but with passing attention. Now saw it with a friend but with almost full attention (and subtitled to help me catch the words... my hearing does not improve like a fine wine.) It's been quite awhile since I read all of (a prose translation of) the Odyssey, from which this film draws its inspiration; and less time but still awhile since I read even part of it. The relation of the movie to the original is very interesting... but then it manages in many ways, not just that one, to be, without being obscure or esoteric- a very deep film and very remarkable, I think... and I'll keep this brief for now and follow up some later time. I can see it becoming a strong favorite though, and I may want to see it again before I return it to the video rental on Monday.

Homework
A teacher gave her fifth grade class an assignment: Get their parents to tell them a story with a moral at the end of it. The next day the kids came back and one by one began to tell their stories. "Shaena, do you have a story to share?" "Yes ma'am, my mom told me a story about my Aunt Carol. Aunt Carol was a pilot in Desert Storm and her plane got hit. She had to bail out over enemy territory and all she had was a small flask of whiskey, a pistol and a survival knife. She drank the whiskey on the way down so it wouldn't fall into enemy hands, and then her parachute landed right in the middle of twenty enemy troops. She shot fifteen of them with the gun until she ran out of bullets, killed four more with the knife, until the blade broke, and then she killed the last one with her bare hands." "Good heavens," said the horrified teacher. "What kind of moral did your mom teach you from that horrible story?" "Stay the heck away from Aunt Carol when she's been drinking."

Hair Removal Method..
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal....The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now....THE WAX!! My night began as any other normal weeknight, come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours, "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise, The BATHROOM. It was one of those "COLD WAX" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax. You just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK?!?) So I pull one of the thin strips out. It's two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer and heat it t

Im Moving On!
Well not many of you people on here know about what has happened in my past but Im sure a lot of you have noticed my name change on here. Im still broken but Im trying to glue those pieces back together. Theres not a day that goes by that he doesnt hurt me in some way but Im a strong woman and Im going to survive this. After all I have survived a lot of things so why cant I survive this? I talked to him for the first time the other night in like a month and I mean really talked to him. I let him know that Im here for him when he needs to talk and that I do care what happens to him. I know our relationship (whats left of it) isnt going to move any further. He has a lot of stuff going on in his life, I made the choice to take a step back and let him handle it. He knows Im here but when hes ready to be with me I may or may not be available. We will just see. I have met a great guy, its just in the talking stage right now but ya never know. Im taking this one really slow for

Date Rape Drug .. Plz Read And Repost
> > Please Inform all your Female Friends !!!!! A woman at a bar on a Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who, according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes, along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood and Progesterex, essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girl's drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't get pregnant; she won't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drug's effects

A Small Joke?
A Horse, A Chicken & A Harley On the farm lived a chicken and a horse, both of whom loved to play together. One day the two were playing, when the horse fell into a bog and began to sink. Scared for his life, the horse whinnied for the chicken to go get the farmer for help! Off the chicken ran, back to the farm. Arriving at the farm, he searched and searched for the farmer, but to no avail, for he had gone to town with the only tractor. Running around, the chicken spied the farmer's new Harley. Finding the keys in the ignition, the chicken sped off with a length of rope hoping he still had time to save his friend's life. Back at the bog, the horse was surprised, but happy, to see the chicken arrive on the shiny Harley, and he managed to get a hold of the loop of rope the chicken tossed to him. After tying the other end to the rear bumper of the farmer's bike, the chicken then drove slowly forward and, with the aid of the powerful bike, rescued the horse! Hap

Hookaz Did Wha ???
OK SO THESE HOT,SEXXXY, HOOKAZ ARE BEING PIMPED OUT !! THEY CRAZY(LOL) BUT HOT ! SO GO RATE/ADD/FAN/CRUSH/COMMENT PLEASE !!! HOOKAZ NEED LUV TOO 'FallingWater~' NºOnes Water, Nani & Boss's FU-Hooka! FallingWater~@ fubar 'NaNi...Water's & BossLady's #1 Fu-Hooka! NaNi...Water's & BossLady's #1 Fu-Hooka! :P@ fubar '~*BossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyEz*~NO MORE GETTING TWISTED~NANI AND WATERS FU-HOOKA~' ~*BossLadywitdaSeXxyEyEz*~NO MORE GETTING TWISTED~NANI AND WATERS FU-HOOKA~@ fubar

Smoking
so here i sit smoking not knowing win to stop lighter in hand bong in hand mmm that sweet sweet tast of cronic candy with every pull my buddy lingers it pulls away for realatey wisping me away takeing me to places i will never stay wating on that day i pass away, look at me lost in space was pulling agen to the race geting the hit makeing that pass now your growing and showing drying out in all the days wating to get that pull once agen so smoke it up and pass that bong so puff puff pass that magic grass!

Warning
Warning!!! .................V .IMPT!! If any-one sends you a bulletin titled..."Mom made me delete"....DON'T open it or forward it.....it has a keylogger code within the HTML designed to access both yr MS and e-mail passwords. Plz re-post.

Just Bored
i want to write something on here that i dont like talking about to people but sometimes its helps. my mother was on drugs for a long time sence i was in grade school i did not fine out much later in life that was when i was 15 years old when we vist my grandpa in montana. i found some drugs thew it away it had to been over a 100 bucks but i dont care. well when school started i talk to a very good friend of mine i told her i was worried about it. she told me i should front her about it. i said ok i did not for a while. well when i was fighting with my mom that day i front her about there was alot of crying but now she dont do drugs anymore because of me i told her i did not want her to die and leave me with my borther and my dad. i needed her more then anything. we ues to fight alot now we are so close i love it. all im saying never gave up on a person never say there is nothing you can do. yes there is. my mother has been doing for a long time but when i said something she stop. then

The Mid Summer Heat
The Mid Summer Heat By Raydog1 The day had been hot, but his work now complete It was time to escape from the mid summer heat. He went on inside and took a cool shower, And decided to rest for a couple of hours. It felt so good when his body hit the bed, But it felt much better when the pillow hit his head. The work hadn’t been hard, but still he was beat, He just blamed it on the mid summer heat. It was about 4:00 pm when he began to drift away, That’s when he noticed her standing in his doorway. She was wearing a white dress that was stuck to her skin, “The door was open”, she said, “so I decided to come in.” She was statuesque, from her head to her bare feet, He was happy she had come in from the mid summer heat. She walked across the room, to the foot of his bed, He couldn’t believe his eyes when she pulled the dress over her head. Her hair long and brown, her body curved and lean, She was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.

People Who Expect Me To Answer Them Right The Second They Shoutbox Me Or Yahoo Me
I am really getting tired of people who message me in the shoutbox and expect me to answer them right away or give me comments like " oh sure, don't say hi to me, fine then see you later", what the hell is with that? First off, I may actually be busy and don't notice the comment or I may not have the screen up because I'm looking at another site for a minute. I try to answer everyone as soon as possible but sometimes the shoutbox gets full and I miss a message cause it's already gone down. If I don't message you back it's not because I don't want too, there is another reason. Please just message me again and hopefully the second time I'll see it and respond. I love all my friends and always want to talk with them but sometimes I also get overloaded and miss stuff. If I have missed a message you've sent me , I apologize sincerely and hope you send me another one so I can send one back. Also please send me a private message if you can't get through to me on the shoutbox, I will always an

87590 To Level
SHES ALWAYS THERE TO HELP IN WHATEVER YOU NEED WHETHER IS IT LEVELING SOMEONE OR BOMBING YOU CAN FIND HER THERE.. SHOW HER SOME LOVE ~*Evil Angel*~ : Fubar ID Maker *Ridin the Devil's and Pimp Train*@ fubar

Simple Question
how many people actuall take the time to read blogs? i know stupid question because if your reading this then you do. so if you can take the time to read a blog how come most people dont take the time to read a profile?

1 Thessolonians
1Thes.1 [1] Paul, and Silvanus, and Timotheus, unto the church of the Thessalonians which is in God the Father and in the Lord Jesus Christ: Grace be unto you, and peace, from God our Father, and the Lord Jesus Christ. [2] We give thanks to God always for you all, making mention of you in our prayers; [3] Remembering without ceasing your work of faith, and labour of love, and patience of hope in our Lord Jesus Christ, in the sight of God and our Father; [4] Knowing, brethren beloved, your election of God. [5] For our gospel came not unto you in word only, but also in power, and in the Holy Ghost, and in much assurance; as ye know what manner of men we were among you for your sake. [6] And ye became followers of us, and of the Lord, having received the word in much affliction, with joy of the Holy Ghost: [7] So that ye were ensamples to all that believe in Macedonia and Achaia. [8] For from you sounded out the word of the Lord not only in Macedonia and Achaia, but also in every

Moment Of Silence..please (wildcat Made This Bulletin, Great Job Hun)
September 11, 2001 September 11, 2001, marked yet another significant turning point in world history. Whatever innocence was left in the world was lost on that fateful day. On lesser numeric scales, equally heinous crimes are committed against humanity virtually every day of the year. What is happening in the world? It is difficult to explain. Somehow the perpetrators of the most evil and disgusting crimes have been stripped of the virtue of mercy. It would seem that their basic humanity is simply missing. The memory of those planes crashing into the Twin Towers, the Pentagon and the one that crashed into the Pennsylvanian field, will be etched into people's minds forever. For many of us it was like watching a Hollywood movie as it unfolded before us on television screens all around the world. We watched in stunned silence as we learned that the events were real and were happening in real time. In the blink of an eye, families can be thrown into turmoil when loved ones a

Breaded Ranch Chicken
Flavorful coated chicken. Ingredients: 3/4 C Crushed Cornflakes 3/4 C Grated Parmesan Cheese 1 Envelope Ranch Salad Dressing Mix 8 Boneless, Skinless Chicken breast halves (about 2lbs) 1/2 Cup butter or margarine, melted print this page!Print me! Just click here to get a printer-friendly version of this recipe. ��Share it: click to send this recipe to a friend! Rate this recipe: Let us know what you think! Directions: In a shallow bowl, combine cornflakes, Parmesan cheese, and salad dressing mix. Dip chicken in butter, then roll in cornflake mixture to coat. Place in greased 13 x 9 x2 baking dish. Bake uncovered, at 350 for 45 minutes or until chicken juices run clear.

Wild Cats Happy Hour Is Next
WildCats hosting happy hour. Stop by and check this cat out she's wild. If your not a friend add her. Rate her page and become a fan. Show her a lot of love. Rate her pictures and stash. Make this cat purr you wont be sorry. ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® õWñÈR õҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌñ ñ LõÚñGÈ ۞@ fubar

A Full Mouth
My breath on your thighs brings goose bumps to your skin You smile at me, eyes hooded now with desire As I search for the door to the treasure within And the shiver of your knees says you pussy’s on fire You slowly allow me to widen your knees And now I can see the soft down of your hair I can smell your arousal and I yearn now to please Let me lick, suck and nip, let me play with you there I can feel your legs tremble as I kiss your pale skin You are simply delicious, a sumptuous feast As I slide my mouth closer I can’t help now but grin Your innocent virtues have brought out the beast You are moaning so softly as my fingers caress The aroused nub of your clitoris, then your soft outer lips As my lips trail closer I must now confess I can’t want for your pussy and I grab at your hips Your body is shaking and jerking with lust As my mouth sucks your lips, as my tongue slides inside Your breathing erratic, your luscious hair mussed While I lick and I suck, whi

Nothing Better To Do...good Morning World
Good Morning, I thought instead of a big ole long assed dreary story I would leave you with a short and sweet tid bit. HAPPY HUMP DAY Now, it’s up to you to figure out what is so happy about yours. Mine is just peachy keen. I think most of it has to do with the New LeAnn Rimes song I heard on the way into work. Nooooo I have heard it before I am just mesmerizing the Video image in my head… Have a wonderful day A huge hug and assorted pats Mart

Gotta Pee
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives, however, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk and walking home they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husband was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst... my wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card stuck to her

Head Over Heels
A flutter here a pit-pat there when you hold me in your arms all life seems so fair stumble, trip fall flat on my face feeling so embarrassed, in love I'm such a disgrace a kiss, a peck is all it take to reveal that I have completely fallen head over heels done by christine

Erotic
A wet dream(erotic) we lay angry a little but not too much a warm quiet smile adorned your face as a thought passed by and we embraced our love again it is indeed strange how we are what we are for suddenly we are in a dream of loving each other and we are writing to each other expressing the same desires and a lurking go lingers till the gone gets activated to be connected in this way we can read our thoughts like a open book I’m not sure what makes two people click but my soul can see and feel your soul we like the truthfulness of our thoughts the hunger in our words and the feeling we both share to feel loved always maybe that was what binds us even today at first we felt scared but we have crossed a stage to let fear creep in this is foreplay in words working up to the climax and we always love every moment we share u lie with your eyes closed and let me love you once again i work my way down my tongue meets your hardness slowly the soft flickering of m

Slowly But Surely
im getting back to business....the room mate from hell is on her way out....and im working on getting my net back at home...thanks for all the love..i miss ya all lots..still on at the library till i get this all straight....leave me love!!!

Please Pray For Her Son!
BRANDON MCCAIN SHAMPOE To all my friends, Today I found out that my son Brandon has a mass on his brain. On Friday it will be determined whether or not he immediately goes in for chemotherapy. This little boy is my world. He means everything to me. All I ask is that you pray for him. PLEASE REPOST THIS --- EVERY PRAYER HELPS (repost of original by 'Bekah' on '2007-09-12 19:02:04')

True Adversery ( Ok So Maby I Spelt It Wrong, Shoot Me Lol)
I’m here, can you not see this intricate detail, carved into a vessel of flesh and blood. I’m not here to possess some greatness, To be put on display by your hardened pride. I learn with every clumsily guided step, Taking in all the information that is granted. Ha! I surprise you with my crafty insight, You thought I would stumble in my stride. I see how you challenge the world doggedly, You seek imperfection for your collection. Your cravings derive from a hunger lost to youth, Yet you cling to what your heart thinks it misses. Simple tasting would not quench your thirst, Oh no, you require the satisfaction of victory! Can you feel the compliance in my flesh, I may succumb to your will to appease you. But in the grand scheme of this game of wit Your true adversery is non other than your heart.

Such A Revalation
A sinful thought A forced out entity I did not mean to be So weak to... All these lies with no fucking alibi's I do not mean to be So weak to... To reach the shores and bathe in pools of your blood A lustful fist Finding means to live out deathly dreams I'm but a slave to Fighting finds The end of the beginning From the start I was So weak to... A failure to comply Finds flowing anger in me And empty darkness I am So weak to...

Let's Help Her Win
http://fubar.com/user/206366 JUST CLICK ON HER PIC IT WILL TAKE YOU WHERE YOU NEED TO GO.SHE NEEDS ALL THE COMMENTS WE CAN GIVE HER SO BE READY TO BOMB THE HECK OUT OF HER. SHE IS IN A CONTEST AND COULD REALLY REALLY USE EVERYONES HELP SHE IS WAY BEHIND. SHE IS A SWEET PERSON WHO DESERVES SOMETHING NICE IN LIFE. LET'S HELP HER GET TIS SHE REALLY REALLY WANTS TO WIN!!!!!PLEASE AND THANK YOU!!!!!!!

New Update
Ok I got more news and unfortunately its not good..After they got her awake they found she has no use to the right side of her face .She cant even close her eye. They dont know how much is permanant and only time will tell...so please everyone still pray for her!

My Horoscope For Today ...
Hummm..... You are on the verge of a major change, but it won't begin until you go out of your way to try something new. Look around and figure out what seems most interesting or exciting to you, then do it!

Help Me Win!!!!
I am entering a contest that »†HøĦå§«' aka T-Rex is putting on!!! My pic is posted in the album "Happy Hour 2" under †HøĦå§«' aka T-Rex's folder!!!! You must rate him, fan him and add him to comment... CLICK ON MY PIC AND COMMENT BOMB!!!! PLEASE REPOST! Here are his RULES You must rate me, fan me and be on my friends list to enter or comment in this contest.I will rate and fan you back. I will be checking everyone and the folder will be set for friends only to comment so anyone that you want to help you comment bomb you need to let them know and get them to do this. Please make sure to let all your friends know ahead of time so you can all be ready before the contest starts. NO DRAMA!!!!! if you start a problem, or anyone that is voting for you starts a problem I have the right to delete your entry from the contest. This means no bad mouthing, no going and down rating, and no accusations. No cherry blasters will be used in this contest. If y

Hate
I hate the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind I hate you so much that it makes me sick It even makes makes rhyme I hate the way your always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate the way that your not around Or the fact that you didn't call But mostly i hate the way i don't hate you Not even close not even a lil bit not even at all

List Is Shrinking..and I Don't Give A Rats Azz
as it is i was looking for a lil support and asked for a few prayers, posted a few bulletins and blogs SELECT few read them and select few reposted. i am minimizing my friends list BIG TIME...to all who give a rats ass at all watch as the list shrinks. may also b leavin fubar reallllll soon permanently, for those of u who already have my msn thas where u will find me at.

Back To Despair
Someday, somewhere, before I grow too old, I hope I can find someone who shares the same openness and passion about intimacy as I...but I'm not feeling very optimistic today about my chances. Everyone wants to be my friend, no one wants to love me. I've decided to stop looking for love, and let it come to me. Nice guys DO finish last.

Time Off
I will be off the net for few days, taking some needed time off. Ill be taking that time to go deeper in my darkness the shadow world to try to heal. I have been wouned deeply several times trying to mix w the light world. I do not belong my place is the shadow world dont take me wrong even darkness can do good, just we do it difrently but still good. I have tryed and got to badly hurt i shall remain in the shadow world where i belong where my strengt is. i shall be back some time this week hopefully less hurting and different. I am tired of the pain and hurting, one can only take so much then starts bleeding. My bleeding has to stop i can only give so much then there is nothing left to give nothing left to bleed. I have reached and passed my limits many times. I have my wrongs im not perfect but all the hurts the pains makes me not human anymore need to stop it b4 its to late i shall be back this week for those wishing my friendship bless be all.

Sandman Debuts In N.e.w On 10/13
On October 13th, Next Era Wrestling in Rochester NY presents Ascension 3. This is our 3rd anniversary show, and what a way to start off but with a bang!!!!!!!!! Fresh off of ECW, and WWE, The Sandman makes his debut. For more info email me, or check out www.nexterawrestling.com

Damageplan - "soul Bleed"
Now that I'm all alone Painfully aware I'm starting to feel the cold Knowing you're not there Caught somewhere between my fears and dreams And all I have are demons here for company Come and look inside, hope you like what you see And if you run and hide, you're scared of what is me Bind my idle hands, they only claw at me Drown in emptiness, my soul is left to bleed Throwing a shadow on Every thought I have Knowing that something's gone Echoes in my head Caught somewhere between my fears and dreams And all I have are demons here for company Come and look inside, hope you like what you see And if you run and hide, you're scared of what is me Bind my idle hands, they only claw at me Drown in emptiness, my soul is left to bleed

On My Way To Nashville And Coyote Ugly!
Fuck yeah! Earlier in the week Jocey and Crystal asked me to go down there with them and i said no i couldnt. Not enough money. Well last night after my date I met the up at Koodie Hoos and they talked me into going. They are going to split the cost of me going and drinking with them. Thats how bad the want me to go. lol. We are going to COYOTE UGLY man. oh yeah. And yes I AM going to dance on the bar. Last night we ended up down at the river skinny dipping at 3 in the fucking morning. but it was a ball. But anyway I gotta get off here. I have an hour and a half to get packed and ready. theres 4 girls and one guy going. lol dont you pity that poor guy. lol all 4 of us ladies are nuts when we get together.

I'm In The Lead!!!
I'm in the lead so far for the comment bombing!!! Thanks so much for everyone who has helped so far....I still have a long way to go and would appreciate all the help you all can give me....you all rock!!! If you all could post a bulletin and/or a blog for me, I would be very grateful!!! I ♥ all of you!!! Muahz!!

Yup
Aww they say uhh.. .. a peter lee is a pimp Well let me tell you the biggest pimp on planet motherfuckin Earth, is her momma It's her MOMMA that told her, "Get a man that got a good job gurl! Make sure he got a good car gurl! Make sure he can take you out and buy you somethin gurl!" What happened to just fallin in love with a nigga with a bus pass -- -- just cause you love the nigga? But I'm the pimp motherfucker! I gotta be the player! Biggest hoes, on planet Earth.. .. are walkin through the motherfuckin neighborhood You KNEW when you got with the nigga he already had a woman You knew he already had a family but you fucked him anyway!!! And then when you thought you gon' lose the nigga you went and got pregant - didn't you bitch, DIDN'T YOU!! THE OL' KEEP A NIGGA BABY And then when the nigga ain't around, what do you tell the child? "Aww that nigga ain't shit, that's why yo' daddy ain't here; cause that nigga ain't shit." How bout bein a woman, and tellin the

Aura Color Quiz
Your Inner Color is Purple Your Personality: You're a dreamer and visionary. You believe you were put on this earth to do something great. You in Love: You're very passionate but often too busy for love. You need a partner who sees your vision and adopts it as their own. Your Career: You need a job that helps you make a difference. You have a bright future as a guru, politician, teacher, or musician. What's Your Inner Color?

"to Every Guy"
We're a dying breed. To Every Guy... To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that j

A Goddamn Shame
It's a goddamn shame. I see all these blogs, bulletins,mumms and other bullshit about who is fuckin who,who cheated on who, what lounges are beefin with each other over stupid, non-copyrighted material, who's tits are the biggest or pussy is the wettest (NOTHING WRONG WITH THOSE CONTESTS AT ALL),but when it comes down to a serious issue like the Jena six,I don't see any people on my so-called friends or family list reposting or sayin shit about it. It's a goddamn shame,I see all these reports and all of this subliminal racism (the nooses on the tree) and we sit here and do nothing. These six children are about to be sentenced for being children. Fights occur in life. No avoiding it completely. If you this doesn't grab your attention. This last line will: WHAT IF YOUR CHILD WAS ABOUT TO BE SENTENCED FOR 22 YEARS AND WAS INNOCENT? I bet ya'll asses would be sending bulletins, blogs and mumms then.

Important Message From Peter Britt-please Read
Hi everyone....PLEASE READ and thank you. :) I wanted to let all my friends and fans know about something and, to ask for a little help from whoever may be able to help or to think of something that may help. Here we go!!!! On October 27th I will be shooting a full feature, full blown professional video of "Always Be My Girl" here in Grand Junction with a producer from California who has done many music videos. Another aspect, is that my manager has been determined enough that we now have Lou Ferrigno (The Incredible Hulk) appearing in the video with me. (Yes, I am quite serious. Already have the appearance contract) Now here is where my request comes in; to accomplish this whole thing I need to raise about $12,000. Videos normally cost a great deal more than this, especially the level of video I am getting done, which is Hollywood film quality, however. A good friend of mine who is also a very close friend of this producer helped to arrange all this and it isn't going to be mu

Coyote Ugly Baby!!!!!!!!
oh yeah little ole michele got to go to coyote ugly saturday night. I even got UP ON THE BAR AND DANCED TO CRAZY BITCH!!! (YES SHY LITTLE ME!!) Thanks to Jocey and crystal. Thank guys I love ya. We started drinking at 600 before we went to supper in the room. Went to joes crabshack for supper there had a couple more beers. The started going to the bars. Oh man let me tell ya its the most fun Ive ever had. Yes Unlike my normal self I drank beer all night except for a couple shots (lost track of how much I drank.).No hang over today just tired from lack of sleep. because we got back to the room at 2 layed down trying to get some sleep. at 230 the freaking fire alarm started going off. we thought it was just our room. so we called the front desk the guys like get out of the hotel. So we finally got out. At 3 they told us someone on the 8th floor (ASSHOLES) had pulled the fucking alarm. The four of us girls were like line the mother fuckers up in front of us so we can drop kick the fuck ou

Sick Of Being Alone...
Unspoken words lead to an empty heart, now I look for what is true...The pain inside tears me apart; all that’s left are memories of you...Grey clouds boil overhead...Rain floods a path of torture into the night...I silently play out the words I said...In hopes it would shed some light...I tried to drown my sorrow deep...Hiding within the shadows...I find myself fighting with sleep...No one knows...Unbreakable hearts will never be, as love will blind us all...Taking things so we cannot see...Setting us up for the fall...You are the reason I jumped and fell...Id do it again if I could...Even if I had to go through the fires of hell...I would...I fear the days that lie ahead…Time cannot erase what I truly feel…Leaving me alone in an empty bed…Frantically trying to deal…

Recruiting Bombers "r" Us Cheerleading Squad Members!!!
Want to be a part of our BOMBING team?? We are all about helping contest members and being part of an awesome famimly!!! Please email me for info....BULLETIN TO FOLLOW TODAY!!! ~HUGS~ Sugahhh

Fine Dining (chapter 2)
Chapter 2 I lay there, frozen in time, wearing a button down, long sleeve work shirt, and my boxers. My pants were still tangled around my ankles. The room was warm, yet I felt chilled with the anticipation. I had no idea what she had in mind. With her back to me, she bent over ....her coat rising up over her delicious buns. Reaching out and caressing her buns, she moved back and bent forward more before spreading her legs a bit. I traced the outline of her garter, making sure to rise up between her legs and stroke her hot, delicious pussy lips. She moaned and wiggled and began to extract my feet from my pants. She giggled when my boots stuck in my pant legs. "What's so funny?" "Hmmmmmm....just thinking how I want your cock stuck in my pussy like this...." I laughed as well. "I'm sure we could make that arrangement. What are your plans, Kay?" "It's a surprise! I'm sure you'll like what you see though. You'll just HAVE to wait a bit longer..." She looked at my cock and ran a finge

My Sexy Letter......do You Like It?
It happens always when I think about you... Yes, It happens always when I think about you even though we've never met, never touched in real life. Physically, no, but we are always together, psychologically, mentally. A quirky, weird....link. Admittedly, you drive me mad at times. We spend time talking, exchanging stories and comments. Our conversations, sometimes skirting the issue of attraction, of sex between us, sometimes, not skirting at all. Flirty, yes.. teasing...sometimes.. but we rarely talk about it directly. So now, after one of our talks, suddenly, again I began to wonder about you. Think about what you do sometimes after we talk...what you might....imagine.....what I imagine you to be thinking...fantasizing about....... What do you think of me? Do you have the same thoughts I do? Do you want to touch me...taste me. As I do you? Even as you sit there now reading this...do you imagine me next to you? I think you do. I think you will probably find your previously soft,

To Catch A Star
9/18/07 why is the moon so hard to grasp it seems close enough to snatch, how can the stars that twinkle and fall be so hard to catch? the distance 'tween us isn't as far as the moon and stars above and is not insurmountable it can be bridged by love. a little thought and a lot of work and together we can abide i'm willing to give and try it all just to be by your side. i've fallen so hard for you, my love forgive if i'm out of line but all i want is for your heart to be forever mine. d. r. hyden yeah, i know...not my best... meh.. who cares...it's from my heart, and that's what counts...

To Be On My Family List Means.......
I have made some changes to my family to make room for those that have become close. I hope you will not take it personal if you notice that I don't have you as family. Thank you for stopping by to read this blog.

Football
Last night the announcers and otherswere saying that the Washingston Redskins were going to loose the game against the Eagles.Iwatched all the game great game at that and guess what they didn't loose. Oh Happy Day The Skins are 2-0 yeah more to come

Don't Play A Playa!
Those lines, yes I have seen them all Time and time again. Everyone thinks they are original… Yet repetition is sinking in. Can you imagine playing a game There’s no way you can win. But you play cause you want to try, To see what powers you hold. You are built up by an idea An image you want to uphold. You might look good to friends, But in the end you may only find Your friends will turn their heads…. For your pride…it will be mine. I have never had a war begin, That I haven’t been able to win. I seem to have a knack for getting Just what I want to put in. You wage a war against the best Don’t expect you won’t pay a price Even if you think Time spent and things achieved may be very nice. Tables can turn so quickly….. You will soon be able to see Don’t play a playa, cause the master can’t be beat.

Everlast - "what It's Like"
We've all seen a man at the liquor store beggin' for your change The hair on his face is dirty, dread-locked, and full of mange He asks a man for what he could spare, with shame in his eyes "Get a job you fucking slob," is all he replies God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes 'Cause then you really might know what it's like to sing the blues Then you really might know what it's like... Then you really might know what it's like... Then you really might know what it's like... Then you really might know what it's like... Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom that said he was in love He said, "Don't worry about a thing, baby doll I'm the man you've been dreaming of." But 3 months later he say he won't date her or return her calls And she swear, "God damn, if I find that man I'm cuttin' off his balls." And then she heads for the clinic and She gets some static walking through the door They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner And they call her a

Daily Horoscope: Aries
Daily Horoscope: Aries For September 19,2007 You and your friends are feeling spunky now and it's a great time to crash parties or otherwise find new ways to meet people. There's a good chance one encounter could be life-changing, so go nuts! Ok guys are you the one smiles

Go
Let it go !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to someth

I'd Have To Say It Was A Good Day...
Normally, I would use this time to start bitching about something or other. Well, maybe later. But not right this moment. Now, I am a little saddened that a friend of mine, who was living right next door with her sister has moved further downtown. Not very far away, but because I rarely even leave my house anyway, that can seem like lightyears. The upside to this though, is that her sister still remains in residence next door, at least for a short time until she can sell the house, which will prove almost impossible as it is a hovel. No offense. I'll take pics. Anyway, back on subject, my friend is an avid Halo 2 junkie like myself. She plans to get her own Xbox and play with me across the internet. I currently own two boxes, each with their own Live account, so I can play in my office, wife/guest play upstairs, communicating by headset. We love the game, and believe that remaining vigilante in it will allow us to remain close. I am seriously on the hook about giving up my cigare

For Mature Audiences Only
Q. What's soft and warm when you go to bed, but hard and stiff when you wake up? A. Vomit Q. How can you tell if you eat pussy well? A. You wake up in the morning with a face like a glazed doughnut and a beard like an unwashed paintbrush. Q. Did you hear about the male prostitute who got leprosy? A. He did okay until his business fell off. Q. What's the best thing about marrying a woman with leprosy? A. She can only give you lip once! Q. If they bring shrimp home on shrimp boats, fish home on fish boats, and clams home on clam boats, what do they bring crabs home on? A. The Captains Dinghy! Q. What does 70 year old pussy taste like? A. Depends! Q. What should you give a man who has everything? A. A woman to show him how to use it. Q. Why do black widow spiders kill their males after mating? A. To stop the snoring before it starts. Q. Why don't men have mid-life crises? A. They stay stuck in adolescence. Q. What's t

Sex Positions That Women Love...
Sex Positions That Women Love... Let's face reality; women don't think that reaching orgasm is a lucky shot in the dark anymore -- nowadays, they want their juices to flow and they want it now. And sorry guys, on her knees and blowing you to kingdom cum didn't make the cut. More often than not, women are assertive and no longer behave like quiet little mice when it comes to sexual scenarios. Actually, the fact that most guys try so hard (there's that play on words again) to get their women to cum is quite evident of this fact. The following are sexual positions that many women enjoy. So the next time you're about to get down to the nitty-gritty with your woman, try the following positions and ensure that she receives some great orgasmic pleasure. Woman on top : Some women love being on top when it comes to sex. Why? It's all about control, and having the liberty of getting herself off is quite tantalizing. If she likes, she can give herself a clitoral or G-spot orgasm,

A Dream Come True ( For Someone Special)
A Dream Come True Feelings that once were hidden Are now expressed to you. Days that once were stormy Are now the brightest blue. Times that once were lonely Are now filled with pleasure. All that once was mine alone Are now things we both treasure. Nights that once were cold Are now comforting and warm. Fears that once were very real Are now gone with the storm. A heart that once was broken Can now finally mend. A person once alone in life Can now call you a friend. Dreams that once were longed for Are now all coming true. The love I once thought was gone I have now and forever in you. - Dawn Ballard -

One Long As Survey.....ugh...
Can you handle 200?TAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyWhat is your name? meaghanAre you named after anyone? noWhat's your screen name? hmmmWould you name a child after you? hell noIf you were born the opposite sex what would your name be? Probably RobertIf you could switch names with a friend who would it be? JewelAre there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? Oh yeaWould you drop your last name if you became famous? probablyBasicsYour gender: sameStraight/Gay/Bi: biSingle? nopeIf not, do you want to be? hell noBirthdate: 4/20/7?Your age: 30ishAge you act: depends on mood LOLAge you wish you were: 0Your height: 5'5Eye color: greenHappy with it? yeaHair color: dark brownHappy with it? yesLefty/righty/ambidextrous: i'm neather i'm bothYour living arrangement: me myself and i and 5 pets lolYour family: who cares?Have any pets? See aboveWhats your job? noydbPiercings? noTattoos? yepObsessions? noAddictions? caffineDo you speak another language? yesHave a favorite

Contest!
Hello my friends! Just wanted to post this in a blog,if or when u are going to join a contest. Let me know. I would love to help you out.If by chance I don't go and show love to your contest--PLEASE send me a reminder--Cause I really would love 2 help u out.Thanks !! Love you all!! glitter-graphics.com

Alabama Revenge
Alabama Revenge by BOSTONFICTIONWRITER © The last thing Sarah did before leaving Alabama was to buy a gun, a .38, small enough to conceal, yet powerful enough to kill. She threw her luggage in the trunk of her red Mercedes convertible and drove south. With a long drive ahead, she had no intention of stopping. The horror that her mother survived, finally, revealed to her on her mother's deathbed, was the only motivation required to get her to her destination without delay. She paid the price of her mother's alcoholism and always blamed her mother for the abusive childhood she suffered never knowing what had happened to her 25 years before in Alabama. Now, somehow, she felt obligated to seek revenge. Flashback 25 years to 1981, it was a beautiful day when Mary drove through a small town on her way to meet her husband in Florida. Dressed in a white dress with red polka-dots, her blonde hair held tightly in place by a red scarf, she looked like Marilyn Monroe reincarnated. Her ca

Randomosity
What is your Zodiac Sign? What makes you feel like a kid again? What is your weakness? What candle scent is your favorite? What is your nationality? What kind of music do you dislike most? What sport do you dislike most? What is your favorite drink? Are you a good kisser? Can you cook? Do you go out with your friends often? What was your favorite toy as a kid? Whats your favorite movie? Last time you were in trouble? Whats your favorite sports team? What kind of phone do you have? Have you ever been to a strip club? Whats in your CD player? Are your toenails painted? What was your 1st alcoholic beverage? Do you have a crush on anyone? Have you ever been on an airplane? Whats in your shower? Do you have an Ipod? Mac or PC? Are you getting along with your parents? Do you wear jewelery? First thing you think when you wake up? Have you ever gone scuba diving? Whats on your feet right now? Whats your dream car? When is the last t

Mabon And Autumn Blessings
Just a little update... I had a wee accident Friday night and lost against gravity. Cracked 3 ribs against a marble slab in the shower and hurt like a banshee trying to breath and move but wanted to wish all a Blessed Equinox! In Love and light... Be safe, Be well and Brightest Blessings one and all!

~slummin~
~slummin~ lol 1] Who has your heart? logan has my tummy tied in knots :) 2] How did you wake up this morning? with a smile.... (i vibed one out, rofl :) 3] Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset? sunset 4] Are you wearing any non clothing items? yes my leg cast :( and jewelry 5] What did you do last night? went to the er, then when i got home packed more 6] Who was the last person you kissed? brody 7] Would you kiss that person, again? Every chance I get 8] Did you brush your teeth this morning? Ja doch 9] Have you ever been on the radio? Yuppers 10] What did you drink today? dt pepsi biatches 11] Do you like honey? Yes? 12] What's the last thing you broke? my leg & knee again (thax asshole for knocking me down the stairs with the door, lol) 13] Do you know the date? 9/23/07 14] Where's the last place you went shopping? tar-jaaay boutique 15] Did you sing at all today? Actually all day long 16] When's the last time you c

Willie Nelson Live
Over the weekend, I want and saw Willie Nelson. Before the concert, there was big intrigue in if he was even going to show up, because he has a habit of cancelling shows lately. Apparantly his IRS bill is caught up, so he can relax a little. It started out with apparantly a local band who I've never heard of. They played crappy cover tunes of crappy songs. The good songs that they did, they slowed them down for the old crowd. Their name's was Phil N the Blanks. If you like a Waylon Jennings voiced guy ruining great country songs...check them out. Then next band was from Chicago. I know, when you think Chicago, you think country music. Some girl fronted it. They had good energy, and every original song, they mentioned that you could get it at iTunes. I appreciated the warning. They were better than Phil N the Blanks, but not something I would go look for, not even on myspace. The true highlight, they were finishing up their set with Freebird. They finished their set, then

This Is Just Wrong
this was done at an AMERICAN HIGH SCHOOL by illegal immigrant protesters in california. and ya wonder why most americans dont like illegal immigration........ on a personal note, I dont care if you mexicans wanna come here to work....... but do it the right way and EARN it the way we do! Oh yeah when ya pull shit like the above...... your not making any friends or supporters here. for those of you who DO support illegal immigration or amnesty for the current illegals...........TAKE A GOOD LOOK!....... THIS IS SPITTING IN THE FACE OF ALL AMERICANS!!!!

Denver...also, I Need Help...
Well, I'll be leaving out early Saturday morning for Denver, Colorado...I have a photo shoot that I'm being paid five hundred dollars for...I can't wait! It's for www.DangerousCurveDesigns.com I miss all of you...It's been awhile since I got on...I wasn't able to take full advantage of my VIP status because I've been away for over two weeks...If anyone could be kind enough to buy me a gift vip, i'll return the favor when my bank card comes in...I'll rate everything you have 11s...And every time you upload something new! Thanks so much!

Unwanted Burden
It is all getting out of hand, There's only so much a person can take. I'm falling apart piece by piece, I'm so fragile, so easy to brake. I'm getting weaker day by day, My blood just can't stay beneath my skin. New emotions keep arising, I'm so confused; so helpless within. My tears spill so easily, Simple things leave me completely broken. Leaving would be my best bet, I just get in the way; an unwanted burden.

Lookin For Records.....
We looked for my son records for school. And we couldn't find them. So we had to go to the Dr.'s to get the shot records. Now we have to get his Birth recorded. It's was not fun gettin him in rolled into school.. But he is in school and loves it...

Love For Everyone
1st Corinthians chapter 13 1. Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal. 2. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing. 3. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing. 4. Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, 5. Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not its own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; 6. Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; 7. Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things. 8. Charity never faileth: but whether there are prophecies, they shall fail; whether there are languages, they shall cease; w

Getting Back On The Bartab
Ok, a lot of people have said that I don't show up in their bar tab when i post things....Charley deleted me from his friends list and then readded me....it worked for him to see me in there again...so if you can't see me in the bar tab, please do this and let me know if it worked for you....

Just Got A Phone Call......
Well looks like I will be making a trip back to the Cardiologist tomorrow...seems the monitor has recorded somethings that do not look to good. They would not tell me anything over the phone, just that they needed to see me in the office at 9:30 am for a follow-up...so I just wanted everyone to know...so may my nerves be in abundance today... Hope everyone is having a good day...love you all! Muahz!:D

My Birthday
Thank you everybody for the birthday wishes, gifts and general lovin. I really appreciate all your kindness. I had a fairly quiet day. I didn't tell my clients it was my day, nor did I tell any of the usuals who I see on my way to or from work. I appreciated the quiet I had. My best budds send me msn's and or facebook comments, and I left a message saying I wanted quiet today so my mom left me alone. I called her today and she gave me a belated howdy doo. All in all its what I wanted. I have a friend who insists to make me a lasagna and cheesecake dinner on Sunday so that'll be nice.

Native American Links,i Wish To Share
Native American Links: http://www.500nations.com/ http://www.bluecloud.org/dakota.html http://www.americanwest.com/pages/indians.htm http://www.telusplanet.net/public/dgarneau/indian.htm http://www.yvwiiusdinvnohii.net/Cherokee/CherokeeCulturalTidbitsIndex.html http://www.hanksville.org/NAresources/indices/NAgenealogy.html http://www.elexion.com/lakota/lakota2.htm http://home.earthlink.net/~deanna1jc/moondoves_spiral_8.htm http://www.accessgenealogy.com/native/ http://www.geocities.com/~animalspirits/index1.html

Choose Kindness.......if It Pleases You.
Kindness Have you experienced lately how offering a little kindness can refresh your very soul? All around you are opportunities to do just that. Kindness is its own reason. Kindness is its own reward. Are you weary from all the anxiety, frustration, worry, anger and confusion that seem to continually build up within your life? A little kindness can quickly help to melt all that away. You can tell people all day long that you really care, and many will still not believe you. Yet give some genuine kindness on a regular basis and you won't have to tell them anything; they'll know. Are you strong enough and confident enough to give of yourself out of pure kindness? Just do it, and you'll discover that you are indeed. There can never be too much kindness in the world. Create some more today, and find real joy in its warm glow. -- Ralph Marston

*new* Interviews
i went to this job fair the other day and didnt really see anything i liked but i still put my resume out there..so today i wake upto a phone number i have never seen and i got an interview for tuesday at CMC impact metals. so i hang up and go pee and then my phone rings again and i have another interview on monday at GLI pool products...im so happy... hopefully one of these will come through and i can start working again..im going insane sitting at home......well thats enough of me ranting and raving...laters

Just Stay Away!
Do you ever wonder why sometimes ex's wont go away or atleast stay away? Well I do! Its like a few weeks go by and if I am lucky a month will go by and nothing...and I am like YAY finally he moved on and has gotten over me or us. When every now and then out of no where he comes back. Then its drama for a few days. ugggggggg Anyway well day #2 of this BS drama was yesterday and I am so tired of his texts and his calls and him hangin up. Funny how at first his texts are all sweet and sayin I miss you and love you blah blah blah...then I dont respond to any of them cuz I want them to STOP but just wont and all the sudden I am a bitch and he hates me and I am the worst person on earth. I went to being the best thing in the world that ever happen to him to the worst thing that ever happen to him in the matter of an hour if I am lucky...lol Its a rollercoaster ride for a few days or sometimes a week. Its like damn just stop and let me be. You are in your 30s just grow up and leave m

Breached Defenses
I had tight defenses set Thick high walls and blaring alarms A fortress none had ever breached Kept my battered heart from harm. Broken hearts cause so much pain And tears fall full of bitter salt I thought to keep the hurt at bay Safe but cold in a lonely vault. Then one day I saw a shade A shadow where none could be I looked inside and I saw you Stealing away with my heart and me. You got inside and stole my heart Like a thief or a miracle How did you get past my defense? How did you become my soul? You conquered my shields and wanted My heart enough to take it The question remains now, will you Cherish my heart-- or break it? 2007 d. r. hyden

Yea God Is Good
While trying to escape through Pakistan, Osama Bin Laden found a > > bottle on a beach and picked it up. > > > > Suddenly, a female genie rose from the bottle and with a smile and > > said "Master, may I grant you one wish?" > > > > "You ignorant unworthy daughter-of-a-dog! Don't you know who I am? I > > don't need any common woman giving me anything" barked Bin Laden. > > > > The shocked genie said "Please, I must grant you a wish or I will be > > returned to that bottle forever." > > > > Osama thought a moment. Then grumbled about the impertinence of the > > woman, and said "Very well, I want to awaken with three white women in > > my bed in the morning, so just do it and be off with you !" > > > > The annoyed genie said, "So be it !" and disappeared. > > > > The next morning Bin Laden woke up in bed with Lorena Bobbitt, Tonya > > Harding, and Hillary Clinton. > > > > His penis was gone, his knees were broken, and he had no health insurance. > >

Mine
I have lost myself in your eyes. My hand has found yours and you pull me closer to you. You are so close I smell the musk and vanilla that defines you and you smile. Leaves fall around us as time has slowed and I melt into you. The tree branch that pokes into my back is barren as I am, empty, lifeless and fruitless. You are gone and the hole in the leaves fills up with snow. I pull my coat tighter as the tree points at me. The white sun shines through a clear sky, but it is still so cold. Cold and alone.

The Story
"The Story" I've been thinking of everything I used to want to be I've been thinking of everything Of me, of you and me This is the story of my life These are the lies I have created I'm in the middle of nothing And it's where I want to be I'm at the bottom of everything And I finally start to leave This is the story of my life These are the lies I have created I created And I swear to god I'll find myself In the end In the end This is the story of my life These are the lies I have created Have you ever listened to something...and it explained you?

Dj Shad0w
Come face the shadows with Dj Shad0w W0lf Here at Hell Fire CLick image to ENTER ^^^^^^^^^^ Dj Shad0w W0lf is ripping up the air waves in Hell Fire Come check him out !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WE ARE ALSO HIRING FOR ENFORCERS, PROMOTERS, and DJ *that are willing to work and HERE!!!*

Birthdays
Well, another year has come and gone... but I'm not going to get all philosophical here. It is what it is and you make it what you want. I'm enjoying life, I don't seem to look any older, and hell, I don't feel any older. I still look and feel at least 10 years younger. Anyway... just wanted to take the time to post this blog to thank those who come by and read and rate, and also to those who've stopped by with birthday wishes and gifts. Thanks!!!

Camels In The Dessert - This Will Blow Your Eye Sight!
Camels in the desert..This blows your eye sight??? This is really interesting, read the following carefully. The following is a picture taken directly above these camels in the desert at sunset. It is considered one of the best pictures of the year. Look closely, the camels are the little white lines in the picture. The black you see are just the shadows!!

It Must Be October
It Must Be October The harvest moon hangs round and high It dodges clouds high in the sky The stars wink down their love and mirth The Autumn seasons is giving birth Oh it must be October The leaves of red bright gold and brown To Mother earth come tumbling down The breezy nights the ghostly sights The eerie spooky far off sounds Are signs that its October The pumpkin yellow big and round Are carried by costumed clumsy clowns Its Halloween lets celebrate Come one come all and don't be late We know now its October We'll roast and toast some luscious food For apples we'll be bobbin While tales are told around the fire Of timely ghosts and goblins Oh how we love October The moon has grown pale The stars have grown dim Our Halloween party is over With a hi-de-ho homeward we'll go What a delightful month October Happy October! Wishing you and yours a wonderful day! {{{Hugs}}}

Slim Fast Vs Miracle Grow Lol....
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!!' His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the Hell is this??' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out. 'April,' he hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?' She replied with a snicker... 'It's not talcum powder... It's 'Miracle Grow'.'

Imagine -- How Much Do You Feel Lucky Today???
You are a South African bush pilot working for Blue Sky Aviation. You fly in some critical medical supplies, enjoy a quick lunch at the hospital. It's a stifling 100 degrees in the shade and you're eager to get back up to the cool, high blue yonder. On the way back to your plane, you discover that the only bit of shade within 1 mile has become very popular. . You start calculating the distance to the plane door and wonder . 'Do I feel lucky today?' > > > > > > > >

Tuna Crescents
An interesting variation on pigs in a blanket Ingredients 6 oz. can tuna in water, drained 2 Tbs. mayonnaise 8 oz. tube refrigerated crescent rolls, separated 4 slices American chess seasonings to taste Directions Heat oven to 375 degrees. Mix tuna, mayonnaise, and seasonings together and set aside. Arrange crescents on an ungreased baking sheet, set aside. Fold cheese slices and break into 2 pieces, place 1 piece on each crescent. Spread one tablespoon of the tuna mixture over cheese, then roll up the crescent. Bake for 12 minutes. Preparation Time 10 minutes Cooking Time 12 minutes

Feelings
It's stirring inside and outside Something been on my mind Can't stop thinking of it now Looking back on it tomorrow Dreaming of you at night time Remembering the days we had Wishing you were close by my side When I see you I get butterflies This is meant to be no lying tonight I had this deep feeling for you baby Your be my best friend until the end Learning a lesson from you is good That's what got us together tonight I'll never leave you I'll die for you Nobody thought never quits on them It stays with you always and forever But sometime just let it out to be told Never lose that love of feeling to it Once it goes away it won't come back Just stick with the best of the best baby Let this love get opened up to the world Showing them what we want and need

Eva Longoria Sex Tape?
According to The Sun, EVA LONGORIA is reportedly the latest celebrity to have a sex tape circulating the Internet. Rumours have been rife on the web that the saucy video exists and contains intimate scenes featuring the Desperate Housewives beauty and her NBA star hubby TONY PARKER. If the tape is genuine, it is tipped to become the biggest sex tape unearthed since PARIS HILTON'S One Night In Paris. Latest reports from the States suggest the video HAS made its way online, but only on paid for sites. Longoria now joins the ranks of the MEG WHITE of THE WHITE STRIPES, whose alleged performance in a homemade sex video made headlines last week. Last year Longoria was rumoured to have featured in a sex tape which also made it online, but it was found out to be fake. Just in case you thought these ladies weren't in good company, let's recap all of the famous people who have been seen screwing on video in recent years: Shakira Sex Tape - One things for sure, those hips don't li

Beck-loser
In the time of chimpanzees I was a monkey butane in my veins and I'm out to cut the junkie with the plastic eyeballs, spray-paint the vegetables dog food stalls with the beefcake pantyhose kill the headlights and put it in neutral stock car flamin' with a loser and the cruise control baby's in Reno with the vitamin D got a couple of couches, sleep on the love-seat someone came in sayin' I'm insane to complain about a shotgun wedding and a stain on my shirt don't believe everything that you breathe you get a parking violation and a maggot on your sleeve so shave your face with some mace in the dark savin' all your food stamps and burnin' down the trailer park (yo. Cut it.) Soy un perdedor I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me? (double-barrel buckshy) Soy un perdedor I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me? Forces of evil on a bozo nightmare ban all the music with a phony gas chamber 'cuz one's got a weasel and the other's got a flag one's o

Overburdened
"Overburdened" Hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in line I may never know for certain When will be my time How was I considered evil? Pleasures taken in this life Someone granted me reprieval Decades spent in strife Led to nothing Repeated in my mind Led to nothing If only I was born another time Hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in line Hell is still overburdened How have I been so determined malign? It's the closing of the curtain In the play that was my life Countless chapters left unopened Tragedies inside I was fighting for a reason Holy blessed homicide Seems I have committed treason All I've sacrificed Led to nothing Repeated in my mind Led to nothing If only I was born another time Hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in line Hell is still overburdened How I have been so determined malign? Hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in line Hell is still overburdened How I have been s

Signs Of Menopause
SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. =================

Being Blazed And Thinking
I guess today has been a bit long. But it has also made me think about so much at the same time... I have my ex gf stuck on my mind at this time, and well Last night a friend that knows her as well came to me last night due to some boys in the hood trying to jump him alright. Well he said he ran into her a few days ago and was talking about me and she said she didn't want me back that all she wants to do is be with guys in there 50's and 60's and older just to make me jealous and I am like what the hell man. I do miss her alot,but at the same time I don't see her and I never getting back together. Its just after everything I do for that gurl, it proved me that no matter what you do for the one person you love...Cuz they always find a way to break you down to pieces. I am stuck with her running my mind everyday as well as all the questions that come with it. Well I am sitting here thinking what sounds nice right about now???

Thursday October 4, 2007
Today I came to a frightning realization: down 'ere in cajun country, if it moves, and we can catch it... we eat it. NEWS FLASH 9:31 AM: Its that time again! Time to disinfect the lounge! NEWS FLASH 11:00 AM: A team of scientists came across an ancient manuscript in a recent excavation of a grave in Gaza. The manuscript has been translated and reads as follows: (SOURCE: DJ MIZZUNDERSTOOD): In the Beginning there was The Plan. And then came the Assumptions. And the Assumptions were without Form. And the Plan was completely without Substance. And The Darkness was upon the face of The Workers. And they Spoke among Themselves, Saying, "It is a Crock of Shit, And it Stinkith." And The Workers went unto their Supervisors and Sayeth, "It is a Pail of Dung and none may Abide the Odor Thereof." And the Supervisors went unto their Managers and Sayeth unto them, "It is a Container of Excrement and It is very strong, Such that

I Don't Want To Go...
A soldier ran up to a nun. Out of breath he asked, 'Please, may I hide under your skirt? I'll explain later.' The nun agreed. A moment later,two Military Police ran up and asked, 'Sister, have you seen a soldier?' The nun replied, 'He went that way.' After the MP's ran off, the soldier crawled out from under her skirt and said, 'I can't thank you enough Sister. You see, I don't want to go to Iraq.' The nun said, 'I understand completely.' The soldier added, 'I hope I'm not rude, but you have a great pair of legs!' The nun replied, 'If you had looked a little higher, you would have seen a great pair of balls....I don't want to go to Iraq either

Poem - Returning Sun
Returning Sun The Moon shines brightly Embracing him within her light But the Sun begins to rise Overshadowing the Moon's rays. Many years have passed since The Sun had risen high enough to shine To carass him with her light. Wan sunlight was all he had Until the Moon came with light for his world. He encompassed the Moon within his arms The Sun witnessed what had occurred. Her fury filling her full Wan Sunlight burst into a blinding light. The light from the Sun began to caress him Overshadowing the Moon's pale light. He turns from the Moon to greet the Sun. A Sun that after many yeears of dim light Began to shine brightly for him once again. Together again, he and the Sun.

Endless Love
If you listen to this song and truly search your soul. Let the song sway your emotions and when your soul locks on to the feelings that can't be explained...that will tell you how much I love you Desaree.

Damn Hateful People
Ok so today was a rough day for me and I made a post about it because I knew the mummers would make me smile...Why does there always have to be one total pain in the ass to ruin it??? So I thought I would post a bit of what was said about the anniversary date of the death of my mother and best friend...Just want you to see how cold hearted some ppl can truely be...Please read that from the bottom up to understand... ->Baka knows...: yeah no problem you no feeling fucking dick...... Baka knows...: no i do, your crying because boofucking hoo life happend and then it went away, quit talking to me ->Baka knows...: this coming from a 26 yr old that has no clue what i'm even talking about...ok Baka knows...: you dont owe me an excuse although you still need to get over it

Oh Papa
So here we go now 7 months later and YAY I still love you papa. I thought about you all day today. All the love and joy between us makes the whole of my life so very special. I miss you like crazy when you are not around. I miss your touch, your kisses, the smell of you, the way I feel when I am in your arms. I love you papa I love you I love you I love you. I LOVE YOU PAPA Forever & Always

Mr Nice Guy
Here I am, sitting here and pondering over the topic ," Mr Nice Guy." Its just seems that it is a topic that many people is interested about. But, they just dont like to talk about it. So does Mr Nice guy exists or there is no such things as Mr Nice guy. My thoughts are there are always Mr Nice Guy around.It just depends where you look for it.Should we go to the bars or clubs to look for Mr Nice Guy. My answer is Yes. Well, I agree that you find assholes and dickheads in such places but Mr Nice Guy do go out to drinks and parties at times and if u do look properly, there are some. Just take a walk, look into their eyes and you might just find one. Dont look for the ones that are standing outside the bathrooms. They are mostly taken. If they do say hi to you, probably they are asking you to go into the bathroom and look for their drunkered girlfriend that is puking inside and perhaps even sleeping inside. Talk about that. That happened to me once. I was so drunk that I spend an

1977 Vs 2007
This is sent only to those whose level of maturity qualifies them to relate to it... 1977 : Long hair 2007 : Longing for hair 1977: KEG 2007: EKG 1977 : Acid rock 2007 : Acid reflux 1977 : Trying to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 2007 : Trying NOT to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 1977 : Seeds and stems 2007 : Roughage 1977 : Hoping for a BMW 2007: Hoping for a BM 1977 : Going to a new, hip joint 2007 : Receiving a new hip joint 1977 : Rolling Stones 2007: Kidney Stones 1977 : Screw the system 2007: Upgrade the system 1977 : Parents begging you to get your hair cut 2007: Children begging you to get their heads shaved 1977 : Passing the drivers' test 2007: Passing the vision test 1977 : Whatever 2007: Depends Just in case you weren't feeling too old today, this will certainly change things. The people who are starting college this year were born in 1989. They are too young t

Jared...can I Be Your Christmas Present
Pretending to be your call-girl one night, I come around looking just right, To your front door in my spike-healed boots, Anxious to see if the outfit suits. Taking your time as not to tear paper, You lift my skirt then say "wait here." On go the lights of the Christmas tree, Back you come to unwrapping me. Tripping towards the window chair, Cars driving by catch a stare, At you parting my thighs wide with your knees, Me arching back with a need to please. Down before me then you drop, All hurriedness seems to stop, Tracing edges with your nose, Savoring fragrance, eyes sweetly closed. And on my mouth there forms a grin, Petals caressed with bare chin, Sighing resumes, as you lick with leisure, A cone full of your favorite flavor. Not content with petting for long, Like a cat the urge too strong, Purring starts a reverie, Lips melting with sweet honey. Fingers used to stir the flow, Knowing you like watching the s