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Life Is Funny
Funny things can happen life. I have a friend who is back with his ex g/f even though 3 months ago he is the one that broke things off. My best friend has found the love of her life on the internet and has now gotten married. I have found some very special people on this perticular site. One I think about all the time. This one is specila to me because he accepts me as me and respects me. Will we ever meet? I do not know, but I do hope so. He means the world to me. I hope I am not going overboard.....(as there are times I do)
Happy Valentines Day
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MUCH LOVE TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY,
God Damnit its weather puke everywhere (thank you Sarah for this term)
SOMEONE QUICK, come entertain me.. I am sick of watching TV and watching Demi Moore's biography...
Quick shoot me and put me out of my misery
Snow And More Snow!
BLAH!! We are getting that huge snow storm and soo far this is the outcome. suppose to keep snowing till tomorrow! yuckie!!
Hahahah my hubbie
what a dork!
HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY!!!
A Hunger & A Heal
Does our love stand?
Do you love me as you should?
Do I cradle your heart in mine as
a woman in love would?
Have you the strength to carry me
when sorrows drench my heart?
Am I that wind beneath your wings
when loss rips you apart?
Come rest yourself, my love,
upon the recline of my soul.
Let us merge our longings
and with kisses be made whole.
Album Cover That I Designed
My cousin in-law asked me to design an album cover for his Jazz band here in Pueblo, CO called Wallace Bones & Tubbs. He wanted me to do Characatures of him and his band mates. So here it is:
Tell me what you think of it!
I am looking to talk to anyone who has purchased anything from my cafepress.com online store.If you have purchased anything since December 24th 2006 to present please contact me immediately.
I would appreciate all help in this matter thank you.
Best Fireman On Ct Contest!
~~ Best Fireman On CT Contest ~~
I'm looking for Fireman To enter my contest!
Contest will start 2/17 thur 2/24 !
So if you want in just send me a link to ur pic to my inbox and i'll add you!
VIP and VIC gifts to each winner !
Click on pic to enter contest!
Maria ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP
In Case Of Emergency
Following the disaster in London, The Ambulance Service have launched a
> national "In case of Emergency(ICE)" campaign with the support of
> Falklandswar hero Simon Weston.
> The idea is that you store the word " I C E " in your mobile phone
> address book, and next to it enter the number of the person you would
> want to be contacted "In Case of Emergency".
> In an emergency situation ambulance and hospital staff will then be able
> to quickly find out who your next of kin are and be able to contact
> them. It's so simple that everyone can do it. Please do.
> For more than one contact name ICE1, ICE2, ICE3 etc.
Just A Thought
Have you ever thought about what makes you sexy? I know I haven't. Why because I don't think I'm sexy, call it humility but I really don't see what females really see in guys like me. I try to be sexy but when I look at my pics I'm embarassed, but if the ladies like it I do it.
I don't try to look gangster or hard this is just how I look.
So what is it...
Will You Tell Me What You Think?
so yea i actually have a little bit of time now so umm im on here more and i guess you could say i fixed everything so tell me what you think k
Best V-day Ever!!
Wow!! Jeremy asked me to marry him on Valentines day!! The ring is sooo gorgeous! I was soo shocked, I cried for like an hour. I am soo happy. Everyone wants us to start planning our wedding right away, but I think we should wait for a little bit, and buy the house that we've been saving for first. I'm soo frickin' happy! OMFG!!
And The Winners Are... Pretty Eyes Contest!
Thanks for everyone who was in my contest... and thanks to everyone who voted for them...
The winners are!
'Lost~~Civeteto~~~Queen Witch of Lestats Dark Covenant Family~~~Member of K.O.T~~
Wtf Is Going On
can anyone tell me why my cherry level was down to 30,000 and now all the sudden has gone back up to 31.300 and some friggin odd...this is B.S and wld love to know why my cherry amount fluctuates back up when was down. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Me And My Son Are Sick
Well Travis got sent home from school early on Wednesday and i took him to the doctor Yesterday to find out that he had Strep-Throat and the flu!! Poor kid..to have both of them at the same time that has got to be the worse thing in the world....now i am not feeling to well...I felt like i had a fever last night but when i took my temperature it said i didnt have one...i have a cough that makes my throat hurt when i do cough but that is the only time it hurts...My body has been aching so much since last night... I just hope that this goes away soon...travis has to stay home until tuesday so between me and him being sick this oughta be alot of fun....anyways just thought i would update ya'll and let you know what was going on in my world....later!
Loyalist Pledge & Loyal Dedication
If the Provos os the pan-nationalist and the British and Irish governments keep trying to succeed in a United Ireland then they may prepare themselves for another 30 bloody years for the battles will just have begun.
WE ARE THE PILGRIMS MASTER; WE SHALL GO ALWAYS A LITTLE FURTHER
R.H.C. Lamh Dearg Abu
ULSTERS DESTINY IS IN OUR HANDS, OUR GRIP IS TIGHT AND WE WON'T LET GO.
THE YOUNG, THE BRAVE AND THE FEARLESS
As the sun breaks through the mist and due, on a graveyard on a hill, as a piper plays midst the lonely graves and his notes are clear and shrill, as the air is rent with this sad lament, we remember those held dear, men who gave their word and took up the sword with the Ulster Volunteers, as the bugler blows over the graves and rows and the last post fades away, as reveille sounds over deaths parade ground, were our fallen comrades lie, with our standards proud, once their death bed shrouds, we will come
My Love To You
My Love to You
Let it all start with a kiss.
May it all end with a smile.
She walks through the ocean of dreams.
He walks through the clouds of hope.
May their hopes and dreams converge
To form the most perfect of unions.
One soul, one dream, one hope.
With love that will not end with death,
But grow with each passing day,
On Earth as well as in Heaven.
A love that cannot be surpassed,
Nor can it be matched............
Ladies This Is For U
IM HOLDING A SEXIEST PIC CONTEST SO COME BY AND CHECK THEM OUT AND PIC UR FAVORITE GUY AND COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUT OF HIM SHOW SOME OF THAT CHERRY LOVE WE KNOW U ALL HAVE
A Texas farmer got in his pickup, drove to a neighboring farm and knocked at the farmhouse door. A young boy about 12 opened the door.
"Is your Dad home?" the farmer asked.
"No sir, he ain't," the boy replied. "He went into town."
"Well, said the farmer, is your Mom here?"
"No sir, she ain't here neither. She went into town with Dad."
"How about your brother, Howard? Is he here?"
"He went with Mom and Dad."
The farmer stood there for a few minutes, shifting from one foot to the other mumbling to himself.
"Is there anything I can do fer ya?" the boy asked politely. "I know where all the tools are, if you want to borrow one. Or maybe I could take a message fer Dad."
"Well, said the farmer uncomfortably, "I really wanted to talk to yer Dad. It's about your brother Howard gittin' my daughter Pearly Mae pregnant."
The boy considered for a moment. "You would have to talk to Dad about that," he finally conceded. "If it helps you any, I know that he charges $50 for the bull and
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A gentle touch, a caress
I trace the soft line of jaw
Gently from ear to chin
Raise your face, look into your eyes
With my thumb, caress your lips
Lower my face, our mouths meet
Warmth exchanged, heat rising
Breath, sweet breath exchanged
My lips trace a path down your throat
I gently bite the base of your neck
Fingertips trace softness of your arms
I feel the rise and fall of breast
Your breathing, as mine, quickens
I feel the heat from your body
Caress your hips, your sides
Slowly moving to your breasts
Tracing the curve of each
Run my hands down your belly
Feel the curve of your hips
Kiss you, deeply, passionately
Trace a line of kisses between
Breasts soft as silk, you gasp
My tongue traces down to belly
I feel your need, feel the heat
Kiss the hollows of your hips
Lips trace kisses down your legs
Returning to where they join
Inhale your perfume, feel the heat
Favoritecolor Is Key 2 Sex Life--im Blue
Your favorite color is the key to your sexual life!
The clothes you wear, your home furnishings and the car you drive all give clues to your sexual personality. The key is the colors you select for your possessions. Most people claim they haven't got a favorite color. But look around you, and you'll notice a pattern, especially in your clothing and home furnishings. The predominant color for you is the one that appears most frequently, it's the one that mirrors the sexual you. A panel of psychologists explained the association between color and sexual patterns.
RED: People who like red tend to be tigers in the sack. They are easily aroused and enjoy sex in every way imaginable. Once the sexual spark is ignited, it may take hours to extinguish. When two reds get together, the ensuing erotica could make Lady Chatterly blush. Lovers of red tend to be aggressors and weaker colors should be aware.
YELLOW: If you tend to favor yellow, your sexual drives are complex and turn towar
THE MANY NAMES OF INTERCOURSE
you make love to the princess
you nail the goth chicks
you pay to pound the strippers
you feed the fatties dick
you fuck the drunken strangers
you pork the female jocks
you screw the lonely housewife
you give the whore the cock
you shag when your in britain
you jerk when your alone
your gramma calls it whoopie
a college girl you bone
you cherry-pop the virgins
you do it with the sluts
you bang the chicks who dig the whips
*DeViLs lil SiStA* There's not a word than can describe that but Absolute Nirvana ... is the best I can do =)
you feed the one night stands you'll never see again "tha salami" *** added 4 Cassy ;)
Lady♥Lafter I'd call that some intense seriously rough hellacious fucking ;)
Incisors split my lip in three
Beaten by spineless authority
Don’t you fucking question me
I’m trying hard to wipe it clean
But I’m only smearing blood across my cheek
Dismantle frantic flesh bolted to steel
This mess of tendons and cable feel
Growing into folding in half
Reading a map that's printed on my calve
I hold a flag I am the staff
I die at the hands of my compulsive craft
Love the art
Hate the artist
In a venue that by nature is dishonest…is it?
Crippled pigment circles of color
Auras of tight density and texture
Socket fixtures that rush electricity
Complex simplicity scattered and screaming
Demeaning, virtuous, gleaming
Releasing demons holding morning-dew scented weapons
Sprayed with seaman and poison collected from flower petals
Detect remastered selections of the same old rejection
Interjection by a mastodon that I’m about to get savage on
Where the fuck is my beer?
1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.
2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid.
4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get.
5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining.
6. When you are confused -- I will use little words.
7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.
8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass.
9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask;
"because you are my friend".
Remember........A good friend will help you move.....a REALLY good friend will help you move a body.......let me know if you ever need
You Leave Me Weak~toby Keith
I'm the one who gets that look in your eye
And I'm the one who feels you tremble inside
I'm the one who steals those kisses from your breath
Sometimes it's so good at night it scares me to death
Thinkin' what would I do if I didn't have you
I'm as strong, strong as I can be
But ooh ooh ooh, baby you leave me weak
Put my hands upon your skin
And it warms me to the touch
All that I can think about while we're makin' love
Is I'm the only one who knows how passionate you get
About all of our deepest little secrets that we've kept
As the night gets longer, girl you just get stronger
And you pour yourself all over me
Ooh ooh ooh, baby you leave me weak
And it always blows me away, by the power that you hold
When the moment kicks in, and the magic unfolds
And you wrap your love around me and it brings me to my knees
Will you give me strength, all the strength that I need
As the night gets longer, girl you just get stronger
And you pour yourself all over me
Ooh ooh o
Why I Don't Trust Many People... (in French)
Pour permettre me dire ceci premier: Je me trouve triché souvent. amis, famille, amants. Dans la fin que je suis triché dans quelque forme ou un autre. Hier soir, mon amour est allé obtenir de l'argent de ma mère, aurait dû être allé une heure, plutôt il a été allé quatre. Ainsi je suis soucié de quelles vérités mon amour cache. Les mensonges, et les menteurs un aime sont pourquoi je méfie de. malheureusement il semblerait que plupart sont des menteurs.
True Love Sign (soo Funny...i Don't Do Well With Capricorns)
Your True Love Is a Capricorn
Why you'll love a Capricorn:
Hard working and driven, a Capricorn will work overtime to win your heart.
Be prepared to get wined and dined, even once you're convince that your Capricorn is the one!
Why a Capricorn will love you:
You don't rush things. You know it will take a while for a Capricorn to trust you, and you can wait.
Social and outgoing, you can introduce normally shy Capricorn to a great circle of friends.
What Sign Is Your True Love?
Omg - Mexico Is Actually Helping????
Living in Texas, we know the plight of the fighting and killing along our Texas borders as we try to keep the drug cartel at bay as much as possible. For years, Texas Monthly magazine, along with other Texas publications, have been reporting on the gang, drug cartel wars along the borders even before it became a huge issue of the recent immigration regulation issues.
Texans, generally, don't have a problem with people wanting to come here and share in the pursuit of the "Hortio Alger's American Dream", but when they become a part of threatening the life, liberty and pursuit of happiness of our own citizens, we have to put our foot down with a resounding thud.
This article I have posted below to share with you all was found online at Texas Insider.
Happy reading. Be sure to let me know what you think........................................
Mexico Fights Drug Gangs, Sends Troops to Border
By DANE SCHILLER
MEXICO CITY — Ratche
i have opened my lounge (finaly)and i am looking for a coder that can help me get a back round up in their and help me with banners and a few other things if you are intersted hit me up in my shout box or a privite message.
thank you all,
Goth Vampire Poem - Song
Are you the one...you will know....
In Thee Night
Drink me to sleep…feed on my soul
Feed on my soul
So we might…be together… forever
Take my blade...in the night
In the night
Open yourself...bare your heart
So I may hold it...in my hands
In my hands
Kiss your soul...in between beats
So we may roam...roam the earth forever
The earth forever
Roam the earth...together… forever
The moon is our light
In the Dark...in the night
In the night
Dans la nuit de Thee
Buvez-moi pour dormir… alimentation sur mon âme
Alimentation sur mon âme
Ainsi nous pourrions… être ensemble… pour toujours
Ensemble… pour toujours
Do you believe in true love?
Is there someone out there for everyone?
Is there such thing as love at first sight?
~ Okay Best M.I.L.F. On CT Contest ~~
I'm having a M.I.L.F. contest so i need a lot of ladys for this
Winners will get 2 prizes each and everyone else will get 1
1st Person is.......
with 1960 comments
2nd Person is.......
with 601 comments
3rd person is......
with 611 comments
4th person is......
with 10 comments
Contest will start on the 2/16 thur 2/23
Want in send me ur pic link to my inbox.
click on pic to enter contest!
Maria ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP
I Had A Great Weekend!
OK, so I had my first visit to a strip club. I've been to male strip clubs before. This was oh so much better, lol. My husband took me to 3 different clubs around town and we had a blast. I got my first lap dance. It was awesome. I am looking forward to going again. A gf of mine is coming here next month and we are so there, lol!! Damn, I had no idea what I was missing!!!
Visualize Perfect sex
Imagine making love in a haven your bedroom
A room compelling you in, greeting you with sensuality
The most inviting room in your home; your sanctuary
Candle lit, aphrodisiac filled, warm, clean space
Fabrics draped that tantalize your senses
Comfortable furniture to relax your spirit
Music that soothes your soul and inspires sexuality
Now imagine that you've come home to your beloved
That he or she is waiting for you in that room
That you have fantasized all day about this moment
And you are two steps away from fulfilling your fantasies
Now imagine yourself dropping your baggage right there
Checking your luggage at the door
You are leaving behind every unpleasant experience
Every sin, shame, anxiety, tense, worry filled thought
Right there behind the door
Now step inside and lock the door
There are no cell phones in your room, no children to tend to
No work, no hats to wear, no masks to don
Just you and your lo
How Can You
How can you accept a friend request from someone... without looking at their profile? I have had sooo many people accept a friend request from me without looking at my profile. Do you people like to know who is asking to be your friend? I jus don't get it. Is CT, missing some visitors when they visit profiles? Or are some people jus dumb enough to accept without checkin you out first??
Free Myspace Drawing Pad at WishAFriend.com
He Called Me A Slut And A Whore
THIS IS THE CONVERSATION BTWN ME AND DAVE92100 ON YAHOO MESSENGER THIS AFTERNOON!
DAVE: HI THERE
ME : HI
DAVE : HOW ARE YOU BABE?
ME : FINE
DAVE : WHAT ARE YOU UP TO?
ME : SITTIN HERE
DAVE : CAN I SEE YOU BABE?
ME : NO AND IF YOU ASK ME THAT AGAIN OR SAY ANYTHING ABOUT U GETTIN OFF OVER ME I'M BLOCKIN U
DAVE : NO TIME TO BLOCK ME SLUT! IM BLOCKIN U WHORE!
THEN HIS LITTLE PUSSY ASS DECIDES TO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE OVER CT! WITH THE SUBJECT "WHORE"
AND THE REST OF THE MESSAGE SAYS "I DON'T WANT SLUTS IN MY FRIENDS LIST! YOU ARE BLOCKED NOW! SORRY.
WTF! IS THAT ABOUT! GUESS HE CAN'T HANDLE BEIN TOLD NO! PUSSY ASS BITCH! CAN'T LEAVE WELL ENOUGH ALONE EITHER...DON'T YOU THINK THAT WHEN I DON'T ANSWER SOMEBODY FOR THREE DAYS ON YAHOO THAT THEY WOULD GET THE HINT I DON'T WANNA TALK TO THEM BECAUSE OF THE WAY THEY TALK TO ME!
Reason Behind My User Id
It's all about the frogs.
My sons started me collecting frogs in 2001,
and I've collected them ever since.
It also has to do with the little saying
"Forever Relying On Gods Strength."
That is my True Strength.
Please feel free to leave a frog or 2 behind anytime, They will truly be welcome into my home.
22 Feb 07 - Thursday
22 Feb 07 - Thursday
1732 George Washington Virginia, Father figure, 1st American President (1789-97)
1891 "Chico" Marx New York NY, actor/comedian (Marx Brothers, Animal Crackers)
1918 Don [Dominic G] Pardo, TV announcer (Jeopardy, Saturday Night Live)
1371 David II Bruce king of Scotland (1331-71), dies at 46
1888 John Reid of Scotland demonstrates golf to Americans (Yonkers NY)
1903 Due to drought the US side of Niagara Falls runs short of water
1907 1st cabs with taxi meters begin operating in London
1913 Suarez Mexican vice President, assassinated in a military coup
1915 Germany begins "unrestricted" submarine war
1924 1st presidential radio address (Calvin Coolidge)
1935 Airplanes are no longer permitted to fly over the White House
1945 Arab League forms (Cairo)
1956 Elvis Presley's 1st hit in Billboard's top 10 "Heartbreak Hotel"
1963 Beatles begin their own music publishing company (Northern Songs)
1964 Beatles arrive back in England after their 1st US
Relax, the handcuffs are tight because they're new. They'll stretch out after you wear them awhile."
"Take your hands off the car, and I'll make your birth certificate a worthless document."
"If you run, you'll only go to jail tired."
"Can you run faster than 1,200 feet per second? "
"So you don't know how fast you were going. I guess that means I can write anything I want on the ticket, huh?"
"Yes sir, you can talk to the shift supervisor, but I don't think it will help. Oh, .. did I mention that I am the shift supervisor?"
"Warning! You want a warning? OK, I'm warning you not to do that again or I'll give you another ticket."
"The answer to this last question will determine whether you are drunk or not. Was Mickey Mouse a cat or a dog?"
"Fair? You want me to be fair? Listen, fair is a place where you go to ride on rides, eat cotton candy, and step in monkey poop."
"Yeah, we have a quota. Two more tickets and my wife gets a toaster oven."
"Just how big we
Every breath that I exhale is a sigh -
Every breath that I exhale is a sigh of exhaustion.
How sad - this is what your life has
Been reduced to - a single room apartment containing no more than a mattress.
The strings have been removed from the blinds and all the outlets have been
Painted over. The television screen is streaked with blood smeared from your
Knuckles as you were trying to punch it out but you underestimated its
Strength, or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough. Startled by a knock
At the door you rise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can
Only greet the visitor with one short statement. Hello my first name is
Distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello my name is
Distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello I really
Don't care if I never wake up again. I really don't care if I never wake up
To My Pride And Joy
TODAY FEB 22ND IS MY SON'S 14TH BIRTHDAY AND I WANNA SHOW MY SON JUST HOW PROUD I AM OF HIM AND HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM... PLEASE STOP BY AND WISH HIM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY THANK YOU .....
You would think our of 100,000 on here someone would have a damn crush on me! Lmao. Mr. Lonely hahahahahaha
You Do It
Google the phrase "(Your name) looks like" and find the best one from the first page of results. Don't forget to put it in quotes, otherwise it won't work. Add yours to the bottom of the list and repost this.
LMAO mine said:
Stephanie looks like she's been rode hard and put away wet.
I'm such a geek. I was thinking about an old MUD that I used to play on AOL about 10 years ago called Federation. Way back when it was free and all. It was neat. I had my ship and I ran a good cargo service. Bought my own planet, hung out on Mars in Diesel's Cafe and even got married online while Jimmy Buffet played in the background (which meant someone was typing the lyrics).
A few months after I was fully into it it was announced that Federation would be moving off of AOL and would start charging. I played to the very end of it's free run and then went on to play other free MUD's including the one that our Honors group ran in college. (where else could I have been the Goddess of Theives?)
Over the years I dropped in to check out the Federation website and always sighed when I saw the subscription price.
Out of curiosity today I did a search for it and found the page again.
It's free once again. You can pay money and get extra stuff but the regular stuff that I used to
hello ppl just checking things out just found this place if ya wanna chat or anything just hit me up
Tell Me Something About You!
01. show - COPS
02. flower- what?
03. color - blue
04. sport - boxing
05. mall - damn a mall!
06. Music - triple six mafia
07. Food - chicken
08. hour - happy hour
10. state - florida
01. hometown – lynchburg
02. hair color -black
03. hair length - short
04. hair style – i dont know what it is, but im bout to cut it tho
05. eye color – brown
06. shoe size - 9
07. mood - nonchalant, others might say i just dont give a damn
08. Smell - 212
09. Available - sure...why not
10. lefty/righty - right
TEN Facts about your Love Life
01. have you ever been in love -no
02. do you believe in love - no
03. why did your last relationship fail - we were together for bout 1 of the 4 1/2 years we was together. and during that time, i was in dc, with ah whole lotta boxes. it aint nothin to brag about, but im just answerin the question.
04. have you ever been heartbroken - no
05. have you ever broken someone's heart - no
06. have you ever fallen for
Usd $ 3,000 Amateur Super-star-picture Award
Take the chance to win USD $ 3000
great world wide
AMATEUR SUPER-STAR-PICTURE AWARD
everybody can participate !!!
so take your best two pictures and
have the chance to be a winner!!
Start 11th of February 2007
End 30th of march 23:59 MEZ
entrance and participation is free of charge
From an old episode of Cowboy Bebop, the story kind of stuck with me.
Spike - "Ever heard this story?"
Jet - "Huh?"
Spike - "There once was a tiger-striped cat. This cat died a million deaths, revived and lived a million lives, and he was owned by various people who he didn't care for. The cat wasn't afraid to die. Then one day the cat became a stray which meant he was free. He met a white female cat and the two of them spent their days together happily. Well, years passed and the white cat grew weak and died of old age. The tiger-striped cat cried a million times then died too. Except this time he didn't come back to life."
Jet - "Yeah, it's a good story."
Spike - "I hate that story. I never liked cats, you know that."
Jet - "Hey, Spike, I just want to...one thing..."
Spike - "She's dead. There's nothing I can do for her now."
Really Old Poems I Came Across
Writhe in my morbid fantasy
Drink the wine then come and dance with me
I've come to realize
You're everything I despise
About another reality
Then you'll see
Everytime I close my eyes
A vision of you is all I see
Without this, my heart dies
Without you, I can not be
A misplaced blame
Can't handle the pain
So I'll close my eyes
Slip into a world so vain
Are haunting my mind
A spell of confusions
So I can not find
Tears of blood
An endless flow
The third eye opens
So everyone will know
Over your head
In the black lit void
Your entire life
Just to be played with and toyed
Cast you out
dispell your kind
All of life's loves
Are now in a bind
Like an angel from above
In the form of a dove
Such a beautiful thing
That could only bri
I Want Love
I want love
I want a love that always have trust
not a relationship always comes lust
A love where friendship comes first
A love that will stay true for better and for worse
A love that would neverever lie or cheat
A love when things went wrong it could take the heat
A love that money can not buy
I want a love that would never die.
Eddie Izzard Quote Of The Night....
Eddie: [as Jesus, talking about the last supper] Well, what would you have done?
Eddie: [as God] I would have done cheese and wine, cheese and wine goes together much better than bread and wine. "Eat this cheese for it is my body."
Eddie: [as Jesus] But it's Judea, Dad. Cheese melts.
Eddie: [as God] Alright then, "Eat this cheese for it is my central nervous system." Hmmmm. Alright, alright, "Now eat these chicken drumsticks, for they are my legs, eat these carrots, they are my arms, eat this tomato, it is my head, and eat these oysters, they are my kneecaps."
Eddie: [as Jesus] If you do that Dad, your holy community is going to have priests with big trays yelling, "Who ordered the Body of Christ,then?"
~ The Pledge Of Allegiance ~
The following words were spoken by the late Red Skelton on his television program as he related the story of his teacher, Mr. Laswell, who felt his students had come to think of the Pledge of Allegiance as merely something to recite in class each day.
Now, more than ever, listen to the meaning of these words.
"I've been listening to you boys and girls recite the Pledge of Allegiance all semester
and it seems as though it is becoming monotonous to you.
If I may, may I recite it and try to explain to you the meaning of each word?"
me, an individual, a committee of one.
dedicate all of my worldly goods to give without self pity.
my love and my devotion.
To the flag
our standard, Old Glory, a symbol of freedom. Wherever she waves, there's respect because your loyalty has given her a dignity that shouts freedom is everybody's job!
that means that we have all come together.
Best Dj"s On Ct Contest!
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~*~Maria~*~.....~*~ Angel Family *~~ (Founder)@ CherryTAP
"you Move Me"... By Garth Brooks
This is how it seems to me
Life is only therapy
And no guarantee
So I lie here on the couch
With my heart hanging out
Frozen solid with fear
Like a rock in the ground
But you move me
You give me courage I didn't
know I had
You move me
I can't go with you
And stay where I am
So, you move me
This is how love was to me
I could look and not see
Going through the emotions
Not knowin' what they mean
And it scared me so much
That I just wouldn't budge
I might have stayed there forever
If not for your touch
Oh but you move me
Out of myself and into in the fire
You move me
Now I'm burning with love
And with hope and desire
How you move me
You go whistling in the dark
Making light of it
Making light of it
And I follow with my heart
Laughing all the way
Oh 'cause you move me
You get me dancing and you
make me sing
Now I'm taking delight
In every little thing
How you move me
First Class Pro Wrestling Resutls! (02-24-07)
First Class Pro Wrestling
@ Jimmy's Country Place in Bushnell
Here are the results for the show...
FCPW Champion Neil Faith VS Blade Walker (Blade Walker takes the win over Neil Faith)
FCPW Light Heavyweight Championship Match. Fatal 4 Way
Kris Anderson vs. Jay Icon vs. Remix vs. Freestyle
(Jay Icon and Kris Anderson start the match with some chain wrestling and then Remix and Freestyle show them up with some moves of thier own. At that time, Jay Icon and Kris Anderson attack Freestyle and Remix to begin the Fatal 4 Way. After Jay Icon dumps both Freestyle and Remix over the top rope, Kris Anderson then gives him a gut punch followed by a high knee to the chest, and finishes Jay Icon of with the infamous Spinning Spinebuster to get the pin and become the NEW FCPW Light Heavyweight Champion)
FCPW Interstate Title Match Champion Sgt. Hardcore VS Pretty Boy Lloyd (Pretty Boy Lloyd takes the win by submission)
There were several gre
Here's A Blog To Read By The Way This Is True What Happen To Me
i am loyal, true, and i am me.
i am loyal but with respect though i will tell it they way it is. this is no bull, and i am honest but, don't care what other people think of me. i am true to myself, my family, and my friends i'm a guy who rather here the truth then a lie. i hate lie's all it does is it hurt's people's feelings. i like being honest because it's the right thing to do. if you don't like someone then don't hang around them then. i am not judgemental i don't judge people at all. if i did that then i'm no better than anybody else. i pour my heart, and soul to post these blog's to show my color. what i mean by that i am a open person who know's what i want in life. though i have to work hard where i'm getting at. though it make take sometime but, eventually i will get there. i don't need help from anybody i can make it on my own. though i have to get somethings done in life. that way i can start a new life without someone wanting something from me all the time. i don't
Here I Am Fallin' Again
Here I Am Fallin' Again
Here I am fallin' again, in places that I've already been.
I sure didn't plan it and I don't understand it but here I am fallin' again.
Here I am lyin' again making up places that I've never been.
I thought I was through with these heart breaking blues but here I am lyin' again.
Why don't a man ever take time to think what is at stake?
Is it the danger or the pleasurable stranger but those are the chances we'll take.
I'd hate to come face to face with her and her at the same place
cause it will be hell If I had to tell her someone has taken her place.
I had a beautiful wife,she found it all out one night
and the pleasurable stranger, lord I didn't change her and I lost it all this time.
So here I am cryin' again and callin' symphothy from my ole friends
he once loved her and she once him and here I am cryin' again.
To All The Sexy Cherries who voted 11's for me...U ROCK....thanks so very much
Dont be misled by the wonderful music and images of Enya. Th ecelts were a very warlike and in many ways cruel peoples. They spread across Europe and then across to the UK. There are still a few Celtic nations. I am a mix of three, Welsh, Cornish and Breton. All classified as 'b' celts. There are other nations including Eire and Scotland, both 'a' celts.
The native languages are still spoken although I believe that now the Cornish speaking society may have come to an end. Essentially a pagan culture never theless they evolved into an important part of society and many customs still remain.
There is a shamanic tradition in celtic society and it i sone which I try and follow. For those still reading there is also a strong movement in the UK of Celtic Christianity.
Personally I believe religion is ones own decisin and how we arrive to Christ if not the same as another, is no reason to be called pagan.
The Celts have a strong belief in nature and the spirit of the earth. Is
Another Great Conversation.
->WhereMyHos...: Really? Well, I am less than impressed with you, and will be abandoning this conversation starting now.
WhereMyHos...: like ur attitude already :)
->WhereMyHos...: And the wonderful question of the day is: WHY?
WhereMyHos...: lol I read it right but said what I said anyway :)
->WhereMyHos...: Need to go back to first grade and learn to read?
WhereMyHos...: hey need sum cum to put the fire out,lol.
Will You Be My Girlfriend?
> (repost of original by 'spicolisyndrome' on '2007-02-25 13:16:22')
> (repost of original by 'Dj Romeo(nsfw)' on '2007-02-25 13:17:28')
> (repost of original by 'Lauren Marie' on '2007-02-25 13:53:50')
> (repost of original by 'big daddy' on '2007-02-25 14:21:45')
How can you ask someone to do this or that, yet you do whatever the hell you want. Of course, I am always the nice one who keeps the peace and holds up her end of the bargin. Crazy!!
My cell phone went off at 4 am this morning. Fun fun. I roll over to answer. I keep running into a former friend. Someone I dated for a hot second. Basically after a multitude of lies,$3,000, his violent temper and his sleeping with a bunch of skanky women, I was finished. I felt he was owed no explanation. I have known him for over 13 years. You think you know someone. Early this morning, I get a call. Barely awake, I hear someone pleading and asking for forgiveness. Hell I didn't know who it was. Finally I ask, who is this and I hear his name and recognize that voice. I apologize and hang up. I can't believe he had the nerve to call. Praying for him is all I can do.
Group projects in class. I hate them. I work hard in school and yep I am a nerd. I make the deans list
What Kind Of Donut Are You?
You Are a Boston Creme Donut
You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you.
But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft.
You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily.
You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out.What Donut Are You?
If you see this get back to me. There are many Witches and we all walk different Paths. I am also on 360
I get asked why I did that tattoo on my arm that says Elmo with a heart around it. I did it cause of my ex. I know we never going to be with eachother again. I do love him to death an care about him. Ya we fight alot but its normal in people that knows eachother for to long time. Im not obbessed with him I just truely love the man. And dont wanna loose him. I dont know anymore.
Moments Of Time. (poem)
You wanted me
Like I wanted you
a dozen roses
and chocolates for you.
Oh so cliche'
Would not you say.
So typical of a male.
Lets change the typical,
and do something rare.
How about a stroll in the evening
Beneath a carpet of stars.
How about the sea
with crashing waves.
Into the water.
Our feet to bathe.
How about a caress.
A simpel hold.
No more no less
this is the desire.
How about your words upon my ear.
Just because your voice I long to hear.
the time is all
I wish to have.
To share moments of time
here with you.
Joke To Cheer People Up (hopefully)
One fine afternoon an elderly gentleman tries to get into his local betting office. Much to his surprise, the door is locked. After a few more futile attempts at opening the door a man sticks his head out of a window. It turns out to be the bookmaker himself :
- Sorry, but we're closed today!
The elderly gentleman promptly replies: - But there's a sign on the door saying : Open : 9 - 4, and it's only half past eleven!
to which the bookmaker says: - But those are not the opening hours; they are the odds that we're open today.
Y I Hated Guys
I HATE ALL GUYS CUZ YA'LL THINK WIT THA WRONG HEAD YA'LL THINK BOUT * 24/7 365 AN THATS WAT MAKE YA'LL FAKE C ME I DNT THINK WIT THA WRONG HEAD CUZ I AIN'T FAKE C A RELATIONSHIP IZ NOT BOUT SEX AT ALL ITS BOUT FINDING THA RIGHT ONE FINDING UR SOUL MATE DAMN GUYS THINK WIT THA RIGHT HEAD AN YA'LL MIGHT BEABLE 2 KEEP A REAL WOMEN HELL IF YA'LL DIDNT PLAY GAMES THEY WOULDNT LEAVE YA'LL ASSES AN IF U ACT LIK YA'LL WERE MATURE AN INSTEAD OF BEING INMATURE WOMEN WOULD LIK YA'LL MAKE AN DNT EVER EVER LIE 2 A WOMEN IF SHE ASK DO U JACKOFF TELL THA TRUTH AN STOP DISRESEPECTING FEMALES BY CALLING THEM HOE,AN BITCHES CUZ ME I DNT THINK ANY FEMALE IN THA WORLD IZ A GARDEN TOOL OR A FEMALE DOG SO BE MATURE REAL HONEST ON LOVE AN CARE AN FAITHFUL AN YA'LL KEEP YA'LL WOMEN A YA'LL STOP BE * ASS BITCH *E * I HATE BEING A GUY I WISH I WAZ A CUTE CUDDLY PANDA BEAR!
One Beautifull Night
I'm scared and nervous....
don't know how it's gonna be. I'm starting to sweat and my knees are getting weak.
I feel some pain, should I cry? No, cause he is only going to hurt me as much as I need to be hurt, for this to come out right.
Your kisses help me relax...
Your words help me breathe...
We are united as one...out of my mouth escapes a soft, gentle moan.
You hold me tight, you kiss my neck, and kiss my lips. You tug me closer with all your might.
Such a beautiful night that I spent in your arms...with you I know I could never go wrong
where r all the real people at.. no fakes just real people who dont play you..and pretend to be friends.. it is really frigging too much to take when people mess with you emotionally
For My Friends
SPECIALLY FOR YOU
If I could catch a rainbow, I would do it, just for you,
And, share with you, its beauty, on the days you're feeling blue.
If I could, I would build a mountain, you could call your very own.
A place to find serenity, a place just to be alone.
If I could, I would take your troubles, and toss them into the sea.
But, all these things, I'm finding, are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain, or catch a rainbow fair;
but, let me be, what I know best,
A Friend, who's always there.
I promise to defend you, should the occasion ever rise,
And, I promise to wipe away the tears,
which might stream from your weeping eyes.
Let me be the trusted Friend, the one that you know best.
I will never leave you, on that, you can surely rest.
Some folks have PM'd me and asked about the new screen name. Guys...it's a damm joke! Although I have had questions about entry into the "Family".
The joke goes like this...It seems that since I got here there have been 'families' poppin up like jackrabbits. That and with the explosion of the lounges damm near EVERYONE is DJ this or that. That and some of the screen names are about as entertaining as reading the peronal ads in the paper. Come on guys...really....How Often did the screen name 'Dr. Steel Dong' actually get you a date....and if it DID it HAD to be like tossing a hotdog down a hallway. So being the bitter cynic that I am I sat back with a dew and Marlboro and thought to myself...Just HOW can I make fun of all 3 of these at once? So there ya have, the story behind the new name, bite me if ya can't take a joke........
You Are Not A Failure!!!
Don't ever think that of yourself...You have given some people on here the desire to write to do thing they would never have done before. Quite feeling sorry for yourself and pick yourself up. Life goes on and tomorrow is another day to fight the battle. Rest tonight for tomorrow you will have your answer I am sure. You have blessed a lot of people on here so don't think you matter. YOu had me happy, sad and so angry at one time and then I realized I was using you to make me happy. I make my own happiness. I can chose to be either happy, sad, depressed, horny whatever..I decide not some person .
Get over it and move on or take a stand and go after what you want.
True love never leaves. True love ...man you just have to go after her and stop whinning. YOu love her and she loves you. Enough said!!
The faithful sun
colors the horizon in artistic splendor
providing an evening of beauty
which differs for every observer
Like the sun on the water
you color my heart
with the setting of your love
promising a new horizon
with each gentle touch
Fill me with your passion
overwhelm my honesty
with the crudeness
of your careful tongue
I long to feel the deception
of your imagination
locking my dreams
in the grip of your affection
Love me, until my unbelieving heart
believes in love again
and I am willing to die
for the sweetness of your addiction
Love me, and I will be
yet another masterpiece
willfully hanging on the wall
of your heart’s collection
What's Your Sexual Syle
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~ Seasons Of Life ~
There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away.
The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall.
When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen.
The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted.
The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise.
The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen.
The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life and fulfillment.
The man then explained to his sons that they were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's life.
He told them that you c
No Males Out There
That play an instrument, has a pic of self with instrument and would like to be in a contest? Goodness this is sad...guess all the musical talent is females?
Part Two: Questions (quiz) I Want You To Answer, Please...
Please answer the following quiz questions...
Cut and Paste and send to everyone that needs a
refresher about you! Send to the person that posted this blog.
1. What is your occupation?
2. What color are your socks right now?
3. What are you listening to right now?
4. What was the last thing that you ate?
5. Can you drive a stick shift?
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
7. Last person you spoke to on the phone?
8. Do you like the person who sent this to you?
9. How old are you today?
10. Favorite drink?
11. What is your favorite sport to watch?
12. Have you ever dyed your hair?
14. Favorite food?
15. What was the last movie you watched?
16. Favorite holiday? why?
17. What do you do to vent anger?
18. What were your favorite toys as a kid?
19. What is your favorite season? why?
20. Hugs or kisses?
21. Cherry or Blueberry?
22. Do you want your friends to e
Fuck Test Response...lmfao (someone Sent This To Me)
> Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply...
> () mean explain
> 1.Where would we be?
> My house
> Ur House
> parents room LOL
> OTHER....please explain in (.....kait's house? haha)
> 2.What position?
> [x]Doggy Style
> 3.What would you use??
> [x]chains and whips
> choc. syrup and whip cream
> strawberries and whip cream
> cherries and chocolate
> [x]ropes and hand cuffs
> 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this?
> ()PLEASE EXPLAIN....... dont have to.
> 6.Givin Face?
> 7.Gettin some Face?
> 9.Day or Night?
> 10.What song would we make love to?
> ()PLEASE EXPLAIN......who's makin love i just wanna bang you
I have went 5 fuckin days without fuckin smokeing and im ready to fuckin kill.
1. Are you a child of the 70s, 80s, or 90s?
Born in the 70's, grew up in the 80's
2. Where were you born?
St. Peter's hosp. Lacey, Wa.
4. What city did you grow up in?
Tenino, Port Orchard, Olalla Wa.
5. Did you enjoy your childhood?
If you know me you know the answer to this.
6. When you were a kid what did you want to be when you grew up?
A teacher or an author
7. What do you want to be now?
I love working for myself.. I still write, and hope to be published one day.
8. Name the first memorable vacation you took as a kid?
Road trip to Cali.
9. What was your first best friend or friends' name?
Kathy and Mary Beth
10. Are they still your friend?
We lost touch along the way.
13. Can you name all the schools you ever attended?
lmao no we moved every couple of years, sometimes more often!
14. Who was your first crush?
15 & 16 where the hell did these questions go...
same place 29 ...went!...lmao
17. Were you closer to your Mom or
Who Likes You
WHO LIKES YOU???
lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you, repost this under " Who Likes You??? " to find out!
or youll have bad luck for 7 days.
Reply!!!!!!! with a number WITH the following options
(yes you can pick more than one):
1-I used to like you
2-I used to love you
3-I dont like you
4-I have a HUGE crush on you
5-I'm in love with you
6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be...
7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen...
8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you
9- I want to marry you
10- I want to do you
11- I want to makeout with you again
12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time
13- I want a relationship with you
14- I want to hold your hand
15- i love you and would enjoy makin sweet love 2 u rite now
16- I'm scared of liking you
17- I have a gf/bf but i like you...
18- I love you but its starting to
The 5 Variable Love Test
Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be pa
Dreams At Work
** Ok so this one was a dream or so that I had at work one night**
1st of all they all seemed to link together in some puzzle sort of way. I don't think I have ever had this happen to me before, and I am like the queen of fucked up dreams. But, these were different somehow, they seemed to tell a story of some sort. They all occurred at the fire station, I guess because that is where I was at when I was sleeping? But I could be wrong on that one though.
Anyhow, the first one started with me in the day room which is where I spend most of my evenings there. I was sitting on the couch when I heard people come in downstairs. I got up and went down to see who it was, which is odd because I normally do not care. But when I got out the door it was a totally different place than the actual station but I knew that was where I was, ya know what I mean? So, I seen these firemen walking around and getting out brushes and buckets, these weren't the actual firemen from the station, I have no
Freeze my vital organs
Slowing my heart
Restricting my lungs
Quiet deeds are remembered
As I wake
I see nothing
The air is thick and vile
And there is no light.
As if opening my eyes again
I see the black and white checkered walls
Of a small
Yet eerily infinite room
I reach out to support myself
Against what appears to be the closest wall
But I cannot make contact
My hand appears to go through the pattern
But there is no other side
I am not alseep.
A door appears. . .
And a low fog steps through.
I am alone.
I pause and stare
At the open door
Before I move.
I take a cautious step. . .
but do not move.
I run. . .
the distance between me and the door
remains the same.
I try again. . .
To let out all
The frustration building;
but there is no sound,
I have only my thinking voice.
To the checkered floor,
Never reaching it
I just. . .
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Since you have to pull over when you see a funeral coming down the
road...what would you do if there were a funeral coming down both sides?
~my Best Friend~
I thank god every day that your in my life
Its hard for me to imagine what life was like before you came into it
I must talk to you 2-5 hours a day and when we hang up i feel like i could talk to you more still
I'm there to listen when your day has been rough or your feeling a bit lonely
If something goes wrong in my day, your the first one i want to call
Though when you look at us from the outside we make no sense at all, But i feel like we connect on so many levels
Me the shy oklahoma girl who feels a bit odd in her own skin at times
You the outgoing Arizona boy who seems completely comfortable in his
I love it when you sing old 80's songs you've heard in your moms car, it makes me smile
And i sing some country song i happen to love at the moment, to you
Half the time we talk, your eating..lol
And the other half of the time you catch me in the bath tub, you have great timing btw =)
I love it when you talk about things i know nothing about, each ti
Rules of Minnesota :
1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot.
2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel
road." I drive a Pickup truck because I want to. No
matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust
on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way.
3. They are cattle & fishing lakes. That's what they
smell like to you. They smell like money to us. Get
4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have
$250,000 combines that are driven only 3 times a year.
5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called
being friendly. Try to understand the concept.
6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of ducks are
coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand You
better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the
7 Yeah, we eat walleye & pike and love it. You really
want sushi & caviar? It's available at the corner bait
8. The "Opener" refers to the first day of deer
season. It's a Religious holiday held
It's About Time
I've been in bed almost non-stop since last Tuesday. Between migraines and mood swings there was not much worth being awake for. I woke for a session or two and cancelled others.
About 4 this morning My neighbor came up here to hang out. For the most part of the past few weeks I had eaten mainly salads and roasted chicken every day, but this morning we went and bought red velvet cake and black raspberry chocolate chunk ice cream. Deviants.
So I am doing a facial mask and off to this 2 for one shoe sale and on the way back I will be stopping off at the gym and farmers' market. Penance.
Then I have a session scheduled, and after I imagine it will be nap time again.
My life needs more regularity.
29 Days Left
Hey there ppl well i have 29 days left to fly out to New York from Cali...im sooo excited....this is going to be one of my biggest trips this year....and my only one...lol....but i just wanted to know if you have been there or are from NY let me know any tips or places i should go visit or things i must do....place to dine and go out.....pretty much anything....i need the 411...ive been reading books and lookin online but its different when u have a actual person tell you that they have ate there or gone there....well hope i get some feedback....have a good one.....thanks
In Am Going To Holland In A Two Days
Well guys and girls, its down to the last few days, am going to Holland to hang out with some friends and family in Amsterdam and then going to Emmen and Arnhem in the Netherlands to see family and friends. I will be touring, depending on the cash flow, which i don't have much,I might see some European countries. I hope to hear from you all and yes i will be checking the internet and i will try to upload some pictures, if I can , to this site. Anyone I know or have talked to in Europe, PLEASE CONTACT me. Hugs to everyone and we will talk when i get back.
A Poem......by Me
Deja Vu?' by Tom M. Dean Jr.(Me)
It was a day unlike any other,
no worries,no problems,just new things to discover.
Until I walked outside this day,
something strange and new had crossed my way.
It was something new I had just felt,
as I gripped and tightened and fastened my belt.
Yet it didnt seem as if new at all,
though I thought I did it at sunrise throughout sunfall.
I started to wonder what it was that I ponder,
but I cant seem to remember as I started to conjure.
So I gave up trying to decipher this data,
and I went out to become one with my neighors.
I started to wonder why we are here,
to meet, to greet, to mate, to fear?
To be born, to grow old,to live, or to die,
what is the real reason--why time must fly?
As I thought of those statements I became confused.
until a womans' voice acknowledged my mood.
And in many situations people depend on and admire me,
to love, to listen, to help with their needs.
I've finally found what it was that I s
Silly Baby Of Mine
You should be working
Not reading my blogs
You silly baby of mine
I'm in class
You caught my attention
You silly baby of mine
I like that I'm a student
and you know just how to
You silly baby of mine
You like my poems
Because I am a silly ass
They are generally about you
You silly baby of mine
I claimed you as mine
It is what it is
My stake is in you
You silly baby of mine
Now off to play student
I go with a smile
You made my Monday
All worth while
You silly baby of mine
What Kind Of Angel Am I?
You scored as Angel of Guidance. You were the Angel of Guidance! Before you were sent down to Earth to be tested and be a human, you used to guide people in the right direction when they faced a problem or a seemingly hopeless situation. You looked out for humans using the stars as your eyes during the night when it was dark. Even today as a human, your friends and family often ask you for advice and always trust you because you know what is right and lead everyone in the right direction. Angel of Guidance89%Angel of Hope82%Guardian Angel79%Angel of Death64%Angel of Good Fortune54%Angel of Prayer21%What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com
My First Contest
I have decided it's time for me to hold my first ever contest!!
Everyone has that one person in their life who inspires greatness. This contest will be about heros. Who is yours? Why are they your hero?
It could be a family member, a teacher, friend, or even a soldier, firefighter, police officer. Whom ever you look up to and inspire to be like.
The way this contest will run is easy. Send me a brief story describing your hero and what is special about them. I will put together an image with your story and any photo/photos you might want to include.
The rules are as follows,
#1. Bombing is allowed. You may bomb your own entry.
#2. Both comments and rates count toword final tally. There is no point in down-rating since it is the number of times rated not the amount of the rating that counts.
#3. The contest will run for 1 week.
Depending on the amount of entries and interest this recieves I hope to start the contest on Saturday the 10th. It would end on the
hi im jessica aka paht mami im new to this so i dont know what to do on this page im tryen my hardest... i been on here for a couple days hehe so once i know how to run this and then ill be on my ways knowen this site..my sister erin and people were talken about this site so i gave it a shot..and here i am i just want u guys to know u cant find noone like me im one of a kind..so do what u do come be my friend i dont bite unless u want me to
Bdsm Vs. Abuse
BDSM vs. Abuse
The key difference between S&M and Abuse, is "consent".
* Consent = Is an agreed approval of what is done and/or proposed by another.
* Abuse = to use so as to injure or damage: MALTREAT
* Is based on the safe, sane, consensual theory
* S&M is a controlled environment
* S&M has safe words to stop the scene
* In a S&M scene the dominant looks out for the well being of the submissive
* S&M can be an erotic sexual encounter
* In S&M both partners are enjoying themselves
* in S&M the dominant respects limits
* In S&M there is mutual respect
* In S&M the relationship is fulfilling
* In S&M both parties feel they contribute towards the relationships
* In S&M one can ask their partner to "play"
* In S&M relationship there is trust
* In S&M a submissive voluntarily serves the dominant
* S&M is about building trust
* S&M builds self esteem
* S&M builds the spirit of a submissive
* Abuse is not negotiated
* Abuse is an out
Oh Yeah!! One Last Theft...
As we get to my car at the end of our little escapade, my love pulls a sticker off from the car next to us... That was such a great day... I'm going to miss it all so very much
So Hurt There Is No Words To Say How Hurt I Am.
I've never been so hurt as now,people tell me to be truthful with them. But yet they haven't been truthful with me. I'm also hurt that someone would look at me in such a low light as a lier and a back staber. It's like Why the hell would I do that,been there myself,where I was geting backed stabed and that fucking hurts. to be stab by those you care and love. Yes, I have just got a new Yahoo Id,but not for the reasons people think. LIke I said to the main person this blog is for, I'm working on something for someone. The pic on that other blog belongs to a friend who has had a stalker on the net as well as real life and we are trying to get proof that this stalker is doing what they have been doing,because of that we have post her pics on a few places where this stalker hangs out. NOw you know whats been going on and why I haven't been around. As for me not being truthful to you all this time thats fucking bull shit, The only damn thing I wasn't turthful about was the new ID. If you wa
You guessed it
'IN GOD WE TRUST'
Who originally put 'In God We Trust' onto our currency?
My bet it was one of the Presidents on these coins.
All our U.S. Government has done is Dishonor them, and disgust me!!!
If ever there was a reason to boycott something, THIS IS IT!!!!
DO NOT ACCEPT THE NEW DOLLAR COINS AS CHANGE
Together we can force them out of circulation.
Please send this to all on your mail list !!!
What's Your Southern Sign? Have A Laugh And Enjoy!!
Some of us Southerners are pretty skeptical of horoscopes and the
people who read them. If we are to ever fully understand all the star
signs and the people they represent, we need symbols that all true
Southerners understand: See the list below...
OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Are tough on the outside but tender on the
inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back
over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. You can do
something good each day if you try.
CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A
Chitlin, however, will make something of himself if he is motivated and
has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful
surprise you. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with
Catfish and Okra.
BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - March 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity.
You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to
bore deep into the interior of everything. Needless t
Marinated Flank Steak
Marinated Flank Steak
Here's an ideal recipe for the busy cook. Just mix the tasty marinade and freeze it with the steak ahead of time, then take the meat out the night before you plan to serve it. After defrosting in the refrigerator all day, it will be ready for dinner in minutes!
Credit: Once-a-Month Cooking by Mimi Wilson and Mary Beth Lagerborg
* 1/2 cup vegetable oil
* 1/4 cup soy sauce
* 1/4 cup sherry
* 2 teaspoons Worcestershire sauce
* 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger
* 1 clove garlic, minced
* 1 1/3 pounds flank steak
Mix first six ingredients for marinade. Put flank steak in a freezer bag, pour marinade over it, seal bag and freeze.
To prepare for serving, thaw flank steak, remove from marinade and grill 8 to 10 minutes per side; or set oven control to broil or 550 degrees F. Broil steak 6 inches from heat until brown, turning once, about 6 minutes on one side and 4 minutes on the other
I came in from work total beat with only a bath in mind. When I opened the door with my
key, first off I noticed the dog didn't greet me at the door. Since this had been happening
for years, the alarms in my head went off. To top it off, the light switch won't turn on any
lights, I was very tempted to go to a neighbors and call the police; but the phone was just
around the corner within reaching distance, I reached for it and heard. "Don't move, I'm not
going to hurt you," I froze. Panic rushed over my body with a cold sweat bringing dampness to
my skin. In terror I couldn't move if I tried, I become a nail in a wall. A man's hand was
moving in the reflection of the street light just outside, and I could see a blindfold being
placed over my eyes. Not one of the tied jobs, but a head fitting cover for the eyes; which
brought more panic knowing this guy had done this before.
He said, " Your dog is fine, he's out back. I've disconnected the lights, but I'll fix them
The Rules Of The Drunk Dial
Beerology 301: The Rules of the Drunk Dial
1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement.
2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen.
3.Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something.
4. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come.
5. Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober.
6. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night.
7. You can also call this same ex and let them know, that you know, that they still love you. Then explain to them that I would still love me too!
Ghosts In Me
GHOSTS IN ME
There must be more
than this shell I endure.
Deep, there is
a soul, who longs for
A woman who wants
change, to become
a stranger to herself.
A spirit, consumed
by the spirit of others,
who knew her before
she knew herself.
She is an enigma,
even to herself.
Her life is not complete;
she will mold it
to her liking, with the
ghosts that make her me.
Im Not Beggin .. .just Suggesting
I KNOW NOW IM BEGGIN... I HAVE A BAD HEADACHE AND IM GOIN TO BED... BUT IT WOULD BE GREAT IF I GOT UP AND HAD LEVELED... NOT THAT I WILL WITHOUT OUT A SALUTE.. BUT THAT MIGHT COME
i guess thats how it should be up down up down ...
i feel so confused i feel sooo hurt i feel worried i want to know how he is doing i hope he is doing well i hope he is happy ... i want him to be happy
i burned my self at work again ... its all puffy sighs ... i sickof being like this
u know i cry when ever something upsets me
and its all over this cuz i hold things in
i dont know i am confused i wish things were just diffent
i wish i could see things differnt
or stop loving or like i dont know i dont know more then anything i kinda wish it could be last week
but thats ok i will be ok
Dan at work told me something wise today he was with someone 10 years
he said when a bomb gose off it has a half life
like a nuke bomb liek in if its half liek is 200 years in 200 its life will be 100 then in 100 50 tujen in 50 25 slowly till its damage is gone
its like thats what heart break is life the1st half life was 3 days b4 i felt a lil better now i am
Good Morning/good Afternoon, Everyone!
Good morning/good afternoon to all my friends/family/fans!
lol, In western Wisconsin this morning, we have clouds and 14 degrees above zero. The projected high is 34 degrees. I sound like someone from the weather service!!!
A big thank you to everyone for rating and commenting on my tattoo in the Dragon Tattoo Contest! Comment bombing is kind of boring, lol, but I have located all the spots on my tattoo that need to be touched up! Thank you everyone! I appreciate it so very much! Just let me know when you need to be comment bombed and I'll do my best!!
If anyone would like to see Aidan Edward, the very new newborn son of my niece Maria, his first picture is posted on Sweet Pea's profile!! Sweet Pea, my niece Sarah, is Aidan's aunt and Maria's little sis! I am Aidan's Great Auntie M, lol!!!!! He is so adorable, but then I just love infants!!!
My Dad has spooked my Mom, again, but she took it all in stride. He got lightheaded and actually let her drive, lol!! Mom took his blo
This Is It
today is my 48th birthday.It's my birthday got my car fix lol
Flyleaf- Fully Alive
Telling layla's story spoken
About how all her bones are broken
hammers fall on all the peices
two months in the cover creases
Fully alive, more than most
ready to smile and love life.
Fully alive and she knows
How to believe in futures.
All my complaints shrink to nothing.
I'm ashamed of all my somethings.
She's glad for one day of comfort
Only because she has suffered.
Fully alive, more than most
ready to smile and love life.
Fully alive and she knows
How to believe in futures.
The People That Made Me The Man I Am Today..(re-post Written On An Earlier Blog From Another Site)
Y'know, a lot of people always ask me how I became the stately, statuesque, honorable man I am today (at least that's what I think they mean by "Why the fuck are you so wierd?!"). I, like most of you, were greatly influenced by a lot of our early television personalities and helped mold me into the man I am today. This is a list of the 10 most influential...
1. Fat Albert- He taught me the importance of friendship when you are so fat you couldn't even see your willy to get laid (this was realy helpful in my later years!)
2. Popeye- He taught me not to eat too much spinach because it really affects your taste in woman very negatively (come on!! Who out there besides Popeye and Bluto think Olive Oyle is hot!).
3. Charlie brown- He taught me that even crack babies can be cute.
4. Jo from "The Facts of Life"- She taught me that a woman can be a man too.
5. He-Man- He taught me that even gay people can be heroes.
6. Al bundy- He taught me that no matter how bad your lif
• Always be polite
• Do not curse
• Do not speak loudly
• Do not lose your temper
• Do not stare
• Do not interrupt
• Do not spit
• Respect your elders
• Do not laugh at other’s mistakes
• Remove your hat indoors
• Wait for seating before eating
Basics of Chivalry:
• Always open doors
• Put on her coat
• Help with her seat
• Give up your seat
• Stand at attention
• Give her your arm
• Ask if she needs anything
Basic Good Manners:
• Don’t flaunt your riches
• Never let others see you looking at your watch
• Never groom yourself in public
• Be punctual
• Shake hands firmly
• Apply constant verbal grace
• Tip well and discreetly
• Project high moral values
• Acknowledge your acquaintances
• Address new acquaintances by their title and last name
• Look at you interlocutor
• At dinner, address those on your left and right
• Never remove your coat or necktie when in company
• Only talk when you’ve been formally
My Letter To A Bag Theif .. Yeah I Actually Put This Ad Out There..
It's kind of the continuation off of my last blog explaining the oh so wonderful birthday I had. Well after a week of getting nowhere.. and yeah life sincerely sucks when ever damned gov. office you go to tells you to go to the next one or they cant help you replace anything. yeah. Anyway after spending 2 days running around chicago a week after my bag grew legs, I decided to post an ad in the Chicago Craig list classifieds. I thought I would share it here as well. Bitter-- barely-- I thought with as pissed as I am at the world in general, it actually turned out to be rather nicely written . *smile*
Stolen Purse- - 2/24 (Cal's Bar South Loop)
Reply to: firstname.lastname@example.org
Date: 2007-03-07, 6:02PM CST
So I wasn't going to post anything looking for it as I know whoever took my bag took it intentionally and never returned it to the bar yet. Ive spent a week checking back in hope.
I'm posting this at the prompting of friends
Attack Of The 1,000-calorie Entrees!
Think salads are safe? That grilled always equals guilt-free? Even healthy-sounding entrees can be cleverly disguised diet disasters! Here are some of the worst offenders, courtesy of your pal HG.
Bob Evans Cranberry Pecan Chicken Salad
(1,108 calories, 63g fat, 2,741mg sodium, 63g carbs, 7g fiber, 43g sugars, 40g protein)
Fruit, nuts, and sliced chicken...on lettuce? This salad sounds wholesome enough. But don't be fooled! Bacon, bleu cheese, and gobs of Italian dressing all play a part in this salad's pitiful nutritionals. Over 1,100 calories for a salad?! We're on to you, Bob.
Hardee's Southwest Chicken Salad
(1,100 calories, 83g fat, 1,910mg sodium, 59g carbs, 4g fiber, 6g sugars, 29g protein)
Yes, Southwest chicken salads are delicious, but one with 83 fat grams is embarrassing. You may as well have a fat hamburger and a giant order of fries. Sheesh!
Bob Evans Chili & Cheese Taco Salad
(1,381 calories, 72g fat, 3,263mg sodium, 182g carbs, 23g
Welcome To The Weekend
HEY EVERYBODY .... WELCOME TO THE WEEKEND ... YA'LL BE GOOD, BE SAFE AND MOST OF ALL BE GOOD AT IT!
Makes Ya Feel Good
I went to the mall today to do some shopping. While I was there, a necessary trip to the cologne counter was made. I had run out of my face cleanser and needed to buy more. The store I went to didnt have the kind I usually use.. but to make a long story short, I told the little cutie behind the counter that I didnt use soap because I didnt want to look my age. She says to me "What are you worried about age for , you cant be more than 25 years old, you have plenty of time. She wouldnt believe me when I told her that I am really 41.
O BOY ... THIS IS GONNA BE A SMASH UP DERBY IN VEGAS TODAY ... LOTS OF CRUSHED METAL SATURDAY, SEE HOW MUCH DAMAGE CAN BE DONE TO DAY IN THE NEXTEL CRUNCH ON THE NEW TRACK ... GO HENDRICKS TEAM!
Rain pouring down... mad
Trapped in a house stale air
Can't ride or hide... insane
These are all original Dark Hiaku
and thus the sole property of the writer
Do not use them in any part or whole
with out my writen permission
Thank you Dark
Ncaa And The Confederate Flag
NCAA and the Confederate Flag
I feel sad for college athletes and their schools in South Carolina.
Every athlete in every sport at every institution affiliated with the
NCAA is operating under a cloud that, as long as the team doesn't
qualify to host a tournament or bowl game, won't rain on their parade.
But it's not the athletes' fault, or even their school's doing.
The blame, if that's the way you choose to look at it, rests with the
For a number of years, there has been a movement to ban the
Confederate flag from flying on government-owned property. Some
states have bowed to that pressure, but not South Carolina.
The state's legislature, a few years ago, did remove the Stars and
Bars from flying over the state capitol building, but lawmakers voted
to allow a smaller version to fly on capitol grounds next to a
Seems like a good compromise.
But not to the NAACP and the Black Coaches Association. Their leaders
The distance becomes too much.
I slowly begin to sink.
All I feel right now is pain.
It comes again.
Right back where i was.
The loneliness from no touch.
It became familiar.
Now its gone.
I miss you.
More and more.
How long does this have to be?
The distance between
you and Me?
It has to close somehow.
I am not meant to be away from you.
Not like this.
Where you are all thats on my mind.
Missed so much.
Again I feel
so out of touch.
How does a smile find its place
on a face
that remains sad?
I need to see you soon.
This is killing me baby.
OMG.........IS IT NATIONAL ASSHOLE DAY OR SOMETHING AND I WAS JUST UNAWARE OF IT?.....WFT IS UP WITH ALL THE DAMN MEN AROUND HERE TODAY!!!!
Warped & Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted
Are U My Fan??????????
are u my fan??????????
date: 2007-03-11 21:18:44
If not can u become my fan please?????!!!!!!!!
Knocking On Heaven's Door
First, let me say I am okay. Not great, but okay.
Friday night Matt (my husband) and I where waiting in line to get our papers for the route... I was sleeping, but suddenly woke up. A few hours before I had a slight asthma attack but nothing major. I controlled it with a breathing treamtment. ...But this... this was going down hill... So we got our papers and Matt folded them. On our way to our route, I was getting worse not better, so Matt turned around and got the power inverter and the machine so I could take a breathing treatment in the car.
We were on Highway 395 when I started having horrible chest pains... now let me tell you ahead of time... I have an enlarged heart. That was discovered after my Grand Mal Seizure when I was 12. ...The treatment wasnt cutting it and as Matt turned down Main Street, things went from bad to worse. He sped down Main and cut over to Hesperia Road in an attempt to take me to St. Mary's, but half way down Hesperia Road I told him my chest was
This Is Beautiful
When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.
This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.
You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.
So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."
> After a forest fire in Yellowstone National Park, the forest rangers
their trek up a mountain to assess the inferno's damage.
> One ranger found a bird literally petrified in ashes, perched
on the ground at the base of a tree. Somewhat sickened by the eerie
sight, he knocked over the bird with a stick.
> When he gently struck it, three tiny chicks scurried from under their
mother's wings. The loving mother, keenly aware of impending disaster,
had carried her offspring to the base of the tree and had gathered
under her wings, instinctively knowing that the toxic smoke would rise.
> She could have flown to safety but had refused to abandon her babies.
Then the blaze had arrived and the heat had scorched her small body.
The mother had remained steadfast. She had been willing to di e,&nbs p; so
those under the cover of her wings would live.
> "He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will
I Removed Some Of My Pics
i removed my private pics because i really did want them up in the first place a friend ask me to do it so i did so if anyone wants to know why i took them down its because im tired of people asking me to view them i dont know half the people that ask and im not a porn star sorry i dont really like my body and i dont like showing it to people so if anyone has a problem with me taking them down get over it its my body and i dont want to show it off and im tired of people asking me to thats all i have to say thank you for reading
When April skies begin to frown,
And the cold rain comes pelting down,
We must not grumble nor complain,
Nor idly say, we hate the rain.
God sends the rain; the dust-y ground
It softens in the fields around;
The moisture every plant receives,
And springs afresh in flowers and leaves.
Should God forbid the showers to fall,
Nor send us any rain at all,
The ground would all grow hard and dry,
And every living plant would die.
All things would starve and perish then--
No food for birds, nor beasts, nor men;
Then do not murmur, nor complain,
God, in His goodness, sends the rain.
What Color Werewolf Are You
You scored as Brown. You are a Brown Werewolf. You are more agressive and outgoing than others, not afriad to barge in and speak your mind. You like to be important, even if you aren't in charge, and you hate being left out. You are strong and protect the ones you care about without thinking twice. Your loyalty lies strong in your allies and would do anything for them, despite the sacrifices you might have to make.Brown88%Silver83%Red74%Gold71%White62%Black60%Grey55%What Color Werewolf Are You??created with QuizFarm.com
Attn:angel Family Plz Read
we hope to see you all there!
(repost of original by 'KERRY~ANGEL FAMILY~A.F.H. MODERATOR~SOON TO BE WIFE OF BUGZ~' on '2007-03-12 22:02:07')
Thunderstorm And Play (for Mr. Hopeless Romantic)
She was held safely in the warm embrace of the comforter when something brought her from sleep. She sat bolt upright and gasped. When she saw the lightening outside the window she knew what had roused her from sleep. "Thunder, it was only thunder." She smiled to herself and lay back down.
After she'd lain back down and she heard the rain beating down on the roof she knew what would happen. That familiar ache, the itch down deep inside that just wouldn't leave until it had been satisfied.
Dressed in nothing but a short nightshirt she crept silently down the stairs, grabbing a towel on the way through and leaving it by the door. "I must be crazy." She shrugged and unlocked the door, opening it to the porch and stepping out she closed the door quietly behind her.
She approached the edge of the porch and held out her hand to catch some of the rain. It wasn't cold but nor was it a warm rain.
She caught the edge of her nightshirt and pulled it slowly over her head, exposing her t
Any One Who Can Help Plz Do
Listen guys I really want my girl to win this contest she is (REAL) an been through alot of shit in her life time,,, I know we all have however if you were to read the profile you'd understand why I want this for her so much,,, she needs to feel good about herself and the life she lives so please come help her win this,,, bomb the shit outta her.....
HERE IS THE LINK TO CONTEST PICTURE!!!
Each March, the NCAA Tournament shines its spotlight on a group of men uniquely unfit for national media attention. There are the players, whose most notable achievement is having had high levels of human growth hormone in their bloodstream when they were 12; their coaches, former players who weren't sharp enough to make it as auto insurance salesmen; and don't forget about the pundits, whose résumés as failed coaches somehow qualify them to shout alliterated phrases on national television for an entire month.
So it's not surprising that the NCAA tournament is as notable for embarrassing blunders as it is for displays of heroics. What is surprising is the sheer number of ways the stars of the tournament manage to choke, overreact, under-perform and make general asses of themselves.
Top 10: Signs You're Not Romantic
One of the reasons why men lose their women is because they lose their own sense of romance. It might take a few days or even a few years, but as one settles into a relationship, it's a near-guarantee that wooing the lady will slide down the priority list. You might not notice it's happening, but you can bet that she will.
Here's a list of 10 signs that you've lost your sense of romance, and some pointers on how to pull yourself away from the brink of being single.
You only have candle-lit dinners to save on electricity
Candles are always an ideal way to set the mood, be it at the table or in the tub. Never be a cheapskate when it comes to romance, and shell out for some decent candles in a specialty store. Then use them to light an exquisitely-prepared dinner for her.
You go on romantic walks... to take out the trash
Women love getting attention, but if the only time you escort her outside is to run errands, you'll be the one getting kicked
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
Holding your hand,
Kissing your cheek;
My eyes begin to clearly see.
Feeling your warmth,
Holding you close;
I know I need you next to me.
My love for you can't be measured,
Through days of endless pleasure ...
By my side, my love.
Throughout eternity, my love.
I watch you smile, so innocent and free.
It's clear to me now,
My life can never be complete,
Without you next to me.
Lying by your side,
Feeling your heart;
I dream of what we soon shall be ...
I'll stand there waiting for you,
Watching your beauty shine through;
And before God, you'll be standing next to me.
My love for you can't be measured,
Through nights of endless pleasure ...
By my side, my love;
Throughout eternity, my love;
I'll watch you sleep, so quiet and free;
It's clear to me now,
My life will always be complete,
With your love next to me.
Love Iz War
Love Is Like War...
Easy To Start...
Hard To End!
The white man said, "Colored people
are not allowed here." The black
man turned around and stood up. He
then said: "Listen sir....when I was
born I was BLACK, " "When I grew
up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick
I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun
I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm
BLACK, " "When I die I'll be
BLACK." "But you sir." "When
you're born you're pink, " "When
you grow up you're white, " "When
you're sick, you're green, " "When
you go in the sun you turn red, "
"When you're cold you turn blue, "
"And when you die you turn purple."
"And you have the nerve to call me
colored?" The black man then sat
back down and the white man
walked away.... Pass it on if you
Big Poppa - Really Is My Nickname
Several years ago, some friends and I all lived together. One day, my friend G called me Big Poppa. I think he was high and drunk and I was having to take care of him. After that, it just caught on.
My wife calls me Big P, but the P's not for poppa.... I won't say what.
And now, my step-daughter is pregnant, so I'll be a grandpa in about 5 months. And they've already decided that I will be called poppa.
So there ya go.
My first blog. boring, boring, boring. I never know what to say
The Rights Of Parents To Screw Their Kids Over
This blog was spawned by a discussion we were having in Orkut about the rights of Christian Scientists and Jehovah's Witnesses and other religious groups to refuse certain types of medical treatment for their children. So a fair bit of what I'm posting here I've also posted there.
To tell the truth, this subject turns my stomach because I'm forced to choose between parents' freedom to raise their children as they see fit with their own beliefs (right or wrong) which could lead to a child's death and granting the government the power to render anyone's beliefs (including my own) invalid and override them.
In my ideal world, nobody's stupid. Everybody gets their children vaccines and medical treatment, everybody teaches their children ethics and personal responsibility and nobody tries to push idiotic magical thinking on others, particularly not in schools. In that world, freedom and personal responsibility would not be such novelties, nor would they cause anyone to suffer at ano
Signs Of Age
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER
1. Sag, you're it.
2. Hide and go pee.
3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear.
4. Kick the bucket.
5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend
6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent.
8. Pin the Toupee on the Bald Guy.
SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE:
1. You sell your home heating system at a
2. You have to write post-it notes with your
kids' names on them.
3. You change your underwear after a sneeze.
OLD IS WHEN:
1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out
of your face.
2. You don't care where your spouse goes,
just as long as you don't have to go along.
3 Getting a little action means you don't
need fiber today.
4. Getting lucky means you find your car in
the parking lot.
5. An all-nighter means not getting up to
Thoughts for the weekend
Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up
our life we could simply press 'Ctr Alt Delete' and
start all over?
If raising children was going to
About Paganism In General
About Paganism in General:
1. What is a Pagan?
In general, a Pagan (or Neo-Pagan) is someone who practices an Earth-based religion. For the most part, these religions are reconstructed from pre-Christian faiths, although there are some who draw from personal beliefs and more modern archetypes. Most Pagans believe in the 'Old Gods,' whether they be part of an ancient pantheon or simply the belief that all of nature is sacred. Click here for more info.
2. Do you have a holy book?
Pagans generally do not have a single book of holy scripture. Because Neo-Paganism draws from a multitude of religions and spiritual practices, practitioners can use any of those holy texts that they find meaningful (or not). Also, because Paganism is very individualistic, each person usually writes their own holy book (sometimes called a Book of Shadows), which is seen as their lifelong spiritual journey.
3. If you don't go to church, when do you practice your faith?
Because nature is so centr
Please Read Up For The Third Time
I am starting this new blog that will be opened to all on CT because I am starting to get alittle pissed off at some members that keep on asking me the same questions.
Here is abit some of you should know about me.
1. I am not going to show you my private folders and that is that.
2. If I do not answer you on my Shoutbox? it is because I am either very busy or really not at my desk, or I dont like what you have posted in my S/box, or I am busy reading other ppls blogs myself.
3. My blasts clearly say... "you may add me as a friend if you have two photos of yourself up".
There is a reason for putting that in my blasts, so when I turn your friend request down? you can come back and rate me a one or whatever you like, but I will still, not add you as a friend. as I said, I have my reasons.
Those are the only things I ask, and I am not out to get to be the Number one cherry on this site or anything.. I am here for fun & to meet people from all over the world.
My Joke Of The Day! Short But Too Funny!
D.O.T pulled into a rest area and noticed 2 SWIFT drivers jerking off, when D.O.T asked why? The drivers proudly responded they were told it was a good place for them to swap loads!!
Sorry if anyone is a Swift truck driver, it's just the way the joke was told to me!!! Muahhh
why can't I sleep
wind howls, thunder cracks
dreams of black
dreams of the unknown
the past haunts me
turning and turning
dont close my eyes
why cant I see
why cant I stop seeing
tears on my pillow
leave my mind
let me rest
give me back my life
give me dreams of another
So very very tired.
by Debra Ex
St Patty's Day
Hello everyone.....I'm looking for something to do this weekend...any suggestions
In the next few weeks ill be moving to a new place. My lease on this apartment I have now is up at the end of the mth, an if I stay my rent will go up to 620 a mth, an that’s a lil more then I can spend on a place w/what I get paid. (That’s a differt story, my job) so ill be off line for a while, not sure how long, hopefully not too long.
I hate moving. I guess its cuz I once moved my mom 4x on the same block an she had a lot of stuff, stuff that was Years old. But that was then, she has gotten rid of a lot of things over the yrs (thank god)
Anyway, I have 2 options on were to live. I can again live in an apartment an line someone else pockets, or I could get a moblehome/trailer. The moblehome thing, is kind of what I want, cuz in the end ill own it, an can do what I want w/it. Which is a good thing?
A good friend of mine that I have known for yrs, is willing to help me, an loan some $$ to me so I can get the moblehome. I want to take up their offer, but just worried some. W
Have You Ever...
Have You Ever...
Have you ever loved someone so much
That you were to afraid to feel their touch?
Too afraid to hear their voice
Because you fear in the end you may not be their choice
Have you ever had feelings for someone so strong
That whatever they do it just never seems wrong?
Whether it was good or bad or wrong or right
Whether they were attacked or they started the fight
Have you ever cared for someone so dear
That just the thought of their loss makes you let loose a tear
And as the drop slides down you wonder what to do
Is it better to never have or is it better to lose?
Have you ever wished that a dream could come true?
A dream with a life of always having them with you
A life where you'll be together until the day that you die
And when that day comes, together your souls will rise
Have you ever felt for someone in all these ways
And to take the first step you were too afraid?
Knowing that once it starts it means it can end
So how does it finish
One's Self Deception
When one's true self is hidden from everybody else ... it seems also to become hidden even from one's self, and it permits unrest, disease and death to gnaw into one's substance without one's clear knowledge.
If you had purchased $1000.00 of Nortel stock one
> year ago, it would now be worth $49.00.
> With Enron, you would have had $16.50 left of the
> original $1000.00.
> With WorldCom, you would have had less than $5.00
> If you had purchased $1000 of Delta Air Lines stock
> you would have $49.00 left
> But, if you had purchased $1,000.00 worth of beer
> one year ago, drank all the beer, then turned in the
> cans for the aluminum recycling REFUND, You would
> have had $214.00.
> Based on the above, the best current investment
> advice is to drink heavily and recycle.
> It's called the 401-Keg Plan
Homophobia Is Wrong
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I won't
Ten Random Things About Me
1. I am a kind person, there is alot I will take befor I frag someone.
2. I have a dark side to me that I rarly let anyone see.
3. I'm a Irish/Scottish christian celt, and proud of it.
4. I have Hooters double D's yep....but Hooter's wouldn't wont me I'm to heavy.
5. I have a brother and a son with serious drug problems.
6. I am a grandma two times over at 37.
7. I FEEL OLD SOMTIMES.
8. I have been married more then half my life, 20 years.
9. I secretly wont to be a ninja and run away to the circus....LoL
10. I have a new friend that is the BOMB
Love Ya Anubis
A punk rocker gets on the bus with green, yellow, purple and orange hair.
An old guy sitting on the bus stares at him, and the punk says, "What's the matter, old man, didn't you ever do anything wild in your life?"
And the old man says, "Yeah, one time I fucked a parrot. I thought maybe you were my kid."
I Am Sperm
I Am Sperm!
The newly born sperm was receiving instructions in conception from the instructor.
"As soon as you hear the siren, run for the tunnel and swim in a straight line until you get to the entrance of a damp cavern. At the end of the cavern you will find a red, sticky ball which is the egg. Address it and say, 'I'm a Sperm.' She will answer, 'I'm an Egg.' From that moment on you will work together to create the embryo. Do you understand?"
The sperm nodded affirmatively.
Two days later, the sperm is taking a nap when he hears the siren. He wakes immediately and runs to the tunnel. A multitude of sperm swim behind him. He knows he has to arrive first.
When he nears the entrance to the cavern, he looks back and sees that he is far ahead of the other sperm. He is able to swim at a slower pace but does approach the red, sticky ball.
When, at last, he reaches the red, sticky ball, he smiles and says, "Hi, I'm a sperm!"
The red sticky ball smiles and says, "Hi.
Boys do not make make passes at girls who wear glasses has been disproved.
I'll admit it, i'm a dork. I have the dorkish short boyish haircut, i have the librarian style spectacles, i dress like i don't care most of the time, comfort is what matters to me, not fashion. Canadians are not known worldwide for their hotness, were the quiet, unimposing dudley do rights that live up in the frozen hinterland atop of them American folk.
I'm at one with my dorkiness though, so that sort of makes me hot, actually.
And oh, today is that green day......St. Patty's Day ....Have a good one.
Make mine a root beer k, as i do not drink alcoholic beverages.
The ONE Person I TRULY need to talk to right now dosent even realize it..
IM SOO FUCKING UPSET!
Newfoundland Women, Gotta Love Em.
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given
their new wives duties.
Terry had married a woman from America, and bragged that he had
told his wife she was going to do all the dishes and house cleaning
that needed to be done at their house.
He said that it took a couple days but on the third day he came
home to a clean house and the dishes were all washed and put away.
Jimmie had married a woman from Australia. He bragged that he had given
his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes,and the cooking.
He told them that the first day he didn't see any results, but the next day it was better. By the third day, his house was clean, the dishes were done, and he had a huge dinner on the table.
The third man had married a Canadian girl, a Newfoundland girl.. He boasted that he told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal.
Magic Gopher Game
I have the following game link under this blog heading because it makes me wonder, "Hmmmmmmmmm, how does it work?
Hope you enjoy playing Magic Gopher too.
Just to let everybody who cares know that i passed my driving test on the 16th march 2007 yay. Iam now a qualified driver yippee.
982 Friends ....and Do You Think ?
982 Friends here on CherryTap, and do you think they could come by and rate your profile...hell no ! I rate their's before I even ask them to be friends !!
If you can't rate a profile, you don't need a friend, how does anyone else feel about that ?
dea friends an family please rate all my pics and stuff i am very close to the next level...thanks andrea
i had a argument with someone i love and im sad someone cheer me up....sometimes i cant figure out how i can be such a bitch but then agin if your provoked i geuss u feel the need but still makes u feel like shit!! im not that ugly(not beautiful but ill do) surly i shouldnt have to be jelouse all the time and i am its stupid ....well i geuss im done whinning for the night.....xoxox mesha
Daddy tears are falling on me,
as I remember the thing we did,
what he taught me.
How he laughed and believed in me.
He never turned his back on me.
As my tears of joy and sorrow drip off my cheek, his tears gentle kiss my cheek.
Sitting here thinking of all he did,
I know he is looking down from the gates of heaven.
He left his wife and boys behind to be with his father.
But no one knew how much he meant to me.
I was not ready to let him go.
I was the task he left undone.
I know what he wants from me, and his wife does too.
A part of me feels like it my fault;
the other part is jealous, because I did not have enough time with him.
November 28, 2004
The Next Week
I won't be around much for the next few days.. My daughter is having surgery today. I will be spending alot of time at the hospital. And when she goes home, I will be going to her place to make sure she has someone there with her. I guess you could say it's a mom thing.. But you do what you need to do in life.. And she is priority. I will check in when I can. But mean while.. you all have fun. I luvs ya alls.. take care.. and I will be thinking of ya all.
plus one too! yay ! :)))
adding new pics.. refreshing the page..
hubby will be redoing it as hes the wiz at this shit lol
yoohoo sarah! i missed you!! xox
I Don't Know What To Do
What would you do if someone you know was your friend and then left thier stuff in your car you asked them to take it out and then called them as still didn't. Would you Sale it and keep the money? Or would you take it to them and give it back?
I am here to meet new people because the few people that i do know do not talk to me anymore, because i got sick.
The Three Little Men In The Wood
There was once a man whose wife died, and a woman whose husband died, and the man had a daughter, and the woman also had a daughter. The girls were acquainted with each other, and went out walking together, and afterwards came to the woman in her house. Then said she to the man's daughter, listen, tell your father that I would like to marry him, and then you shall wash yourself in milk every morning, and drink wine, but my own daughter shall wash herself in water and drink water. The girl went home, and told her father what the woman had said. The man said, what shall I do. Marriage is a joy and also a torment. At length as he could come to no decision, he pulled off his boot, and said, take this boot, it has a hole in the sole of it. Go with it up to the loft, hang it on the big nail, and then pour water into it. If it hold the water, then I will again take a wife, but if it run through, I will not. The girl did as she was bid, but the water drew the hole together and the boot became
Feeling Sorry Fo Rmyself
ok heres is the deal i have been with my man for over two years now i trust him completely and in turn he trusts me, we have a beautiful little girl together and everyday with her is for the most part fun all except for fits and such (normal), ok knowing all that people tell me i should be happy, and that, all this is what alot of people want out of life, i am one of those people, but guess what everyone that is just from and outside view! heres the deeper part. we both are out of work collecting umemployment (not fun i dont care who you are that is not a good life) yes our bills are paid but we cant go out and when we do its loaded with guilty feelings.....god that just made me reLize how much i wish to go out and party a little or wait alot. i stated that to state this life is depressing if you only just exist! i need more in my life lately everynight as i wind down i get into a depressed state and i know my friends are probably all sick of hearing about it....sorry but if i cant tur
The Poor Boy In The Grave
There was once a poor shepherd-boy whose father and mother were dead, and he was placed by the authorities in the house of a rich man, who was to feed him and bring him up. The man and his wife, however, had bad hearts, and were greedy and jealous of their riches, and vexed whenever anyone put a morsel of their bread in his mouth. The poor young fellow might do what he liked, he got little to eat, but only so many blows the more. One day he had to watch a hen and her chickens, but she escaped through a hedge with them, and a hawk darted down instantly, and carried her off through the air. The boy called, thief, thief, rascal, with all the strength of his body. But what good did that do. The hawk did not bring its prey back again. The man heard the noise, and ran to the spot, and as soon as he saw that his hen was gone, he fell in a rage, and gave the boy such a beating that he could not stir for two days. Then he had to take care of the chickens without the hen, but now his difficulty
There was once a sorcerer who was standing in the midst of a great crowd of people performing his wonders. He had a cock brought in, which lifted a heavy beam and carried it as if it were light as a feather. But a girl was present who had just found a four-leaved clover, and had thus become so wise that no deception could stand out against her, and she saw that the beam was nothing but a straw. So she cried, you people, do you not see that it is a straw that the cock is carrying, and no beam. Immediately the enchantment vanished, and the people saw what it was, and drove the magician away in shame and disgrace. He, however, full of inward anger, said, I will soon revenge myself. After some time the girl's wedding-day came, and she was decked out, and went in a great procession over the fields to the place where the church was. All at once she came to a stream which was very much swollen, and there was no bridge and no plank to cross it. Then the bride nimbly took her clothes up, and wa
Sharing Joy And Sorrow
There was once a tailor, who was a quarrelsome fellow, and his wife, who was good, industrious, and pious, never could please him. Whatever she did, he was not satisfied, but grumbled and scolded, and knocked her about and beat her. As the authorities at last heard of it, they had him summoned and put in prison in order to make him better. He was kept for a while on bread and water, and then set free again. He was forced, however, to promise not to beat his wife any more, but to live with her in peace, and share joy and sorrow with her, as married people ought to do. All went on well for a time, but then he fell into his old ways and was surly and quarrelsome. And because he dared not beat her, he would seize her by the hair and tear it out. The woman escaped from him, and sprang out into the yard, but he ran after her with his yard-measure and scissors, and chased her about, and threw the yard-measure and scissors at her, and whatever else came his way. When he hit her he laughed, and
How can one be so mean and so cruel.
How can one be so unfeeling.
How can one be so deaf to a hurtful cry.
How can one be so dreadfully sick with darkness.
How could one be so blind.
How can one just keep inflicting the pain and meanness over and over again without a second thought.
Do they get pleasure in our pain and suffering.
Do they get pleasure on wounding us so deeply and severely that the scars do not show.
Why does one want to torment with a watchful eye.
Why do they get to escape from the pain, suffering, hurtfulness that go in so deep it goes to the core of one Why do they get to just leave and walk away. Why.
They need to pay they need to see what their actions have done.
How can one be so extremely mean, cruel verbally abusive so very deeply hurting one in one instance and then hours later can be so nice like nothing had ever happened.
How can they live with themselves.
How can they not say they are sorry and actually care.
Temp Me In The Moonlight
did you taste it?
passion on the spring breeze...
the kiss of the gods raining down on the flesh of lovers...
did it reach you in the depths of your being?
i think i can taste your love in the twinkle of the moon ....
yes it is your desires i know they reach my lips..
swinging softly on the tambour of the winds..
our dancing souls wanting ...
lost in this dreamers song...
you listing after my supple daze the childish love of this wandering maze,
you and i forgotten to the night ...
playing on the moonbeams of what is to be our life.
For The Heart Keeper
Tangled thought running around in my head
Looking for someway they could just rest instead
Signs pointed the way to go
My heart said yes but something still said no
Finally, realizing there was no doubt
My heart won out
Closing the door on past regrets
Moving on to the haven't yets
All there is now is time to being anew
And the one I found I want to do that with is you.
May the road rise to meet you,
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
The rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of his hand.
May God be with you and bless you;
May you see your children's children.
May you be poor in misfortune,
Rich in blessings,
May you know nothing but happiness
From this day forward.
May the road rise to meet you
May the wind be always at your back
May the warm rays of sun fall upon your home
And may the hand of a friend always be near.
May green be the grass you walk on,
May blue be the skies above you,
May pure be the joys that surround you,
May true be the hearts that love you.
24 Hours 2 Live!!!!
Malik returns from the doctor and tells his wife, LaQuita, that the doctor has told him he has only 24 hours to live.
Given this prognosis, Malik asks LaQuita for sex. Naturally, she agrees, and they "get busy". About six hours later, Malik goes to LaQuita and says, "Honey, you know I now have only 18 hours to live. Could we please do it one more time?" Of course LaQuita agrees and they do it again. Later, as Malik gets into bed, he looks at his watch and realized that he now has only 8 hours left. He touches LaQuita's shoulder and asks, Honey,please....just one more time before I die." She says, "Of course Big Daddy" and they make love for the third time. After this session, LaQuita rolls over and falls asleep. Malik, however, worried about his impending death, tosses and turns, until he's down to 4 more hours.
He taps LaQuita and says "honey, I have only 4 more hours. Do you think we could........." At this point LaQuita sits up and says, "Look nigga, I gotta get up in the mo
Just thought I'd post this for Pye, Sam, Jason and Rich. Please do not think I am ignoring the fact that you all are in this contest. All four of you are GREAT friends of mine and I just can't vote for any of you. I want all of you to win because all of ya'll are some sexy bitches. So here's 5 million imaginary comments for each one of you. Hugs, humps, kisses, licks, more humps, grinds, harder humps and major wetness from Penelope!!!!
I Miss Iraq. I Miss My Gun. I Miss My War.
A soldier's lament
By Brian Mockenhaupt
A few months ago, I found a Web site loaded with pictures and videos from Iraq, the sort that usually aren't seen on the news. I watched insurgent snipers shoot American soldiers and car bombs disintegrate markets, accompanied by tinny music and loud, rhythmic chanting, the soundtrack of the propaganda campaigns. Video cameras focused on empty stretches of road, building anticipation. Humvees rolled into view and the explosions brought mushroom clouds of dirt and smoke and chunks of metal spinning through the air. Other videos and pictures showed insurgents shot dead while planting roadside bombs or killed in firefights and the remains of suicide bombers, people how they're not meant to be seen, no longer whole. The images sickened me, but their familiarity pulled me in, giving comfort, and I couldn't stop. I clicked through more frames, hungry for it. This must be what a shot of dope feels like after a long stretch of sobriety. Soothing and
I look into your eyes, your heat, your soul....
Were you really loving me or lying?
My love goes deeper than i ever imagined it could
or even would.
Love is apart of life
So is the pain and sorrow
along with the smiles, and the joys.
My life will be forever changed
because I loved you.
It seemed as though my would was falling apart,
along with my heart.
No longer will i let your memory hurt me.
I will move on with my life,
No long letting you be a part of me.
Details Of My Life
The details of my life are inconsequential…very well, where do I begin? My father was a relentlessly self improving bolongerie owner from Belgium with low grade narcolepsy and a penchant for buggery. My mother was a fifteen year old French prostitute named Chloe with webbed feet. My father would womanize, he would drink, he would make outrageous claims like he invented the question mark. Sometimes he would accuse chestnuts of being lazy. The sort of general malaise that the only the genius possess and the insane lament. My childhood was typical; summers in Rangoon, luge lessons. In the spring we’d make meat helmets. When I was insolent I was placed in a burlap bag and beaten with reeds. Pretty standard, really. At the age of twelve I received my first scribe. At the age of fourteen a Zoroastrian named Wilma ritualistically shaved my testicles…there really is nothing like a shorn scrotum its breathtaking I suggest you try it.
(Yes, shamelessly stolen from Dr. Evil.)
I'm trying to love being single but it really does suck. My own mom and my CT mom are slowly not talking to me anymore. I do miss them both even though they are here everyday. I don't know what to say to them honestly. I feel left out in all the CT world no matter how hard I try. I keep thinking to myself what is wrong with where I'm at
I wonder that a lot despite what has happened to me so far. Friends feel like sand to me.. they are in my hands than after time they slowly drift away. Its sad cause I feel like I try but it never seems to work out.
If you know someone loves you but never shows it. what do you do? i don't know what more else i can do. ive gone out of my way to make myself available. yet people talk to others.. put up bulletins and can't even say hi to me
My own sister is in her own world. I had to curse at her cause I couldn't take it anymore. 99.999% of the people i know i have to force to say anything to me. idk what else I gotta do
Difference Between Women And Men
1 .NAMES :
If Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara go out for
lunch, they will call each other
Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara.
If Mark! , Chris, Eric and Tom go out, they will
affectionately refer to each other as
Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Scrappy.
2. EATING OUT :
When the bill arrives, Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom will
each throw in a $20, even though it's only for $32.50.
None of them will have anything smaller and none will
actually admit they want change back.
When the women get their bill, out come the pocket
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't
need, but it's on sale.
4. BATHROOMS :
A man has five items in his bathroom: a toothbrush,
razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Marriott.
The average number of items in the typical woman's
bathroom is 337.
A man would not be able to identify most of these
5. ARGUMENTS :
A woman ha
Thursday And Counting Down!
Counting down to the weekend, that is! None of the guys are into demolition at the moment, lmao!
My Career Day talks went very well, so Dakota tells me, lol! I thought they had, too. I love to briing and share my "toys" - needles of all sizes, cups for cupping, guasha tools; all the lovely little oddities that make Oriental Medicine so much fun, lol!! Didn't show off my fire needles, those are my pride and joy, lol! Someday I'll tell you how they work - and, no, they are not legal in the US of A!!
I'm so happy the current "hair trauma" isn't mine, lol! Unfortunately, Taylor decided the all one layer look was not for him. His hair was too poofy, lol! So he went to have it layered - which made the poofiness worse! Damn, I could have told him that, if he'd just waited for me to get home!!! So he now has a rather short, layered haircut, long on the sides, a tad asymmetrical - think AFI, lol! I thought girls were bad - Taylor came home and locked himself in his room, he was so upset!
Why Does Doing Dishes Suck So Much?
so anyway, i find myself having to do the fuckin dishes again. god i hate that, rather scrub toilets ( mine of course lol ) than wash the damn dishes. why does that suck so bad? ugh. makes me just want to throw them away and go to wal mart for new ones, or better yet, paper plates. lol, im crazy i know. just thought i'd let you all know how insane i really am. lmao...sorry
OKAY....Why is it that ALL the guys online think your hot,would go out with you and freak the living heck out of ya, but in real life you cant get a date or get laid in a whore house with a fist fulla $50's. Just dont get I guess there all a bunch of shit talkers.
I'm doin' this tonight,
You're probably gonna start a fight.
I know this can't be right.
Hey baby come on,
I loved you endlessly,
When you weren't there for me.
So now it's time to leave and make it alone
I know that I can't take no more
It ain't no lie
I wanna see you out that door
Baby, bye, bye, bye...
Don't wanna be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie,
Baby, bye, bye, bye...
Don't really wanna make it tough,
I just wanna tell you that I had enough.
It might sound crazy,
But it ain't no lie,
Baby, bye, bye, bye
Just hit me with the truth,
Now, girl you're more than welcome to.
So give me one good reason,
Baby come on
I live for you and me,
And now I really come to see,
That life would be much better once you're gone.
I know that I can't take no more
It ain't no lie,
I wanna see you out that door
Baby, bye, bye, bye...
Don't wanna be a fool for you
Sexy Female Contest!!!
Guys and Girls!!! Please go comment bomb my pic so I win the contest!!! Most comments wins!! You can type anything!!! Love ya all!!!
click here to go to page!! Thanks!!
Lots of thanks!!!
Do Not Doubt How Much I Love You
Do Not Doubt How Much I Love You
Do not doubt how much I love you
Though my time with you is thin.
I am always thinking of you,
Always loving you within.
I do the best that I can do
And hope that you will understand
That everything belongs to you:
My eyes, my thoughts, my heart, my hand.
The girl of my dreams
She's the one that I love
She's the girl of my dreams
Angel girl from above
Her heart's always gentle
Her heart's always pure
Her spirit is strong
Her mind, always sure
We fly through the stars
In my dreams while I sleep
Exploring the universe
Vast, dark and deep
Will you fly through the stars
With me, dream girl tonight
Will you rest in my arms
Till the morning light
OK it has been brought to my attention that one of my pic was'nt marked NSFW. Hmmm. this really has me wondering, I have looked over them and to be honest, I dont see anything in there thats any worse then what I have seen on some of tho others profiles, So if some one would care to enlighten me as to which pic this could possibly be it would be greatly appreciated. I have seen alot of profiles on here and I have seen alot of kcik ass shit, I love them but at the same time, why wasnt some of those pics marked? I am out a bit out raged over this I mean come on people, I am not here to offend anyone. I am here to enjoy myself just as the next person is. I've been called sluts, whores, tramps and all simply because I dint want to phone bone someone. Thats sad , but you know something, if I was all of those things you would have thought the person calling me this shit would have gotton to releive himself . hahahaha, so b4 you go calling me names better take a long ass look in the mirror,
SUDDENLY I HEARD A TAP AS OF SOMEONE GENTLY RAPPIN',RAPPIN' AT MY CHAMBER DOOR. YOU HEARD ME RAPPIN' RIGHT!!!!!!
My Darling Lil Bear.
My darling lil bear how i wish you had lived. I wish your daddy and i had not lost you before you had a chance to live. We had such hopes for you my lil one. How your daddy would have loved you my son. How you would have been a mix of both of us . looking like him yet being kind of heart like me. My darling lil bear how i wish you had been able to be born. I love you LIl Bear where ever you are. I know your daddy loves you to.
Living With Depression/anxiety
It's been awhile since I have written anything about myself, so I here I am. I figured this would be a good place to start for those who don't know me yet or a helpful guide for those who do. I was diagnosed with severe depression with high anxiety (along with low self esteem and a couple fear related disorders) last year. Now before anyone get's the wrong idea, most of the time I am fine. Normal everyday person. Granted, my nerves/anxiety tends to really kick in when I am in large groups of people. Also, beautiful women tend to set off my nerves as well. Think of it as your average person getting the case of the nerves times ten.
The depression comes and goes on it's own. Sometimes random events trigger it. Sometimes it just hits me out of no where. I've also noticed my migrane medication tends to set it into high gear when I take a full dose. Nice... What does all this mean? Well I tend to blame myself when something goes wrong or if some innocent event happens. Ev
Tripping On Cherry Tap
Im having fun on here actually love it finding this community to be live fun and really a great one.
Love muh cherries.
Once i figure it all out and don't act like a N00b I will be better. all ways around
Welcome to my block friends
I also do tech stuff so if you have a PC dificulty hit me up.
Adoration To My Mistress
Adoration to my Mistress
The lifestyle of discipline and service, Only few knows...
A Larks head harness tied beneath my clothes...
A servant unto Mistress...
A slave to her needs...
At her side, or on my knees...
Oh, Mistress bend my will,
for this boy is eager to please...
Comforting Potato Casserole
* 2 cans (10-3/4 ounces each) condensed cream of mushroom soup, undiluted
* 2 cups (16 ounces) sour cream
* 2 cups (8 ounces) shredded part-skim mozzarella cheese
* 5 green onions, sliced
* 1 package (32 ounces) frozen Southern-style hash brown potatoes, thawed
CATEGORY Side Dish
PREP 10 min.
COOK 90 min.
TOTAL 100 min.
In a large bowl, combine the soup, sour cream, cheese and onions; stir in potatoes until coated.
Transfer to a greased 2-1/2-qt. baking dish. Bake, uncovered, at 350° for 1-1/2 hours or until potatoes are tender. Yield: 10-12 servings.
I Only Want To Be With You
SOME DAYS GO BY SO FAST,
I DON'T KNOW WHERE THEY WENT...
BUT BECAUSE OF YOU
MY NIGHTS ARE SLOW AND WONDERFUL
WHERTER WE JUST CHILL ON THE COUCH
OR GO OUT ON THE TOWN
WHETER IT'S DINNER AT THE TABLE
OR LONG. SLOW KISSES IN THE BEDROOM
MOMENTS WITH YOU LINGER ON INTO THE NEXT DAY,
AS IF THEY CAN THINK OF NO BETTER PLACE TO BE.
AND NEITHER CAN I
DID YOU EVER NOTICE THAT THERE IS
ALWAYS THAT PARTICULAR LINE IN THAT
CERTAIN SONG THAT ALWAYS STANDS
OUT IN A CERTAIN WAY AND REMINDS YOU
of that one person you can't forget
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Thank You For Loving Me
THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME PETE NOW I KNOW I CAN MOVE ON AND LET YOU FIND SOMEONE MUCH BETTER THEN ME THIS SONGS TO YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T HAVE SPECKERS
Music Video:THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME (by Bon Jovi)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone
YOU'LL ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART I HOPE YOU FIND SOMEONE 100 TIMES BETTER THEN ME
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Sweet Ga Peach
I've found one of the sexiest, most amazing Georgia Peaches you'll ever meet. So please, Stop by her page and leave her some loving. She can use it. Rate her a 10 - or an 11. Fan her, add her...all that good stuff.
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Internet Drive By
its a internet drive by...
BANG BANG BANG
Sour Apple has left the building...
I Just Have To Say....
That ovulation does great things for my cleavage.
That is all.
(continues ogling my own boobs)
We came together
In a frenzied embrace
Mouths locked, Nostrils flared
Snorting like fighting bulls
Kissing, stroking, groping
Fumbling with buttons and belts
Hooks and eyes
Until we lay in a heap
Disordered in our semi nakedness
I caressed her breasts
Teasing her nipples
First with fingers
Before attending to them orally
I moved my hand across her soft belly
And pulled up her skirt
My mouth alternated between
Her swollen nipples and her eager mouth
My slipped under her skirt
And I reached up
Until I felt the silk of her underwear
I pulled them down to her ankles urgently
Then I moved my hand steadily
Up her long stockined leg
From ankle to calf to her inner thigh
The soft naked flesh above her stocking
Before combing my fingers through
Her luxuriant growth
She turned her attentions once again
To my ear frantically exploring it with her tongue
I cupped her pubic bone in my hand
And rocked it gently
Then I slipped my fingers between her lips
Into the cre
Perfect Porcelain World
Perfect Porcelain World
I am shining
so accept me
I am bright as the
I am glorious
please accept me
I am fun
so do take me
will make you laugh
so hard you'll bust
I am handsome
in that odd, imperfect
loser kind of way
I don't know what
is wrong with your
I don't know what
does on inside that
tick tock ticker of yours
Oblige me with instructions
in english, if you may
on how all you see are things
you want to see?
Chamillionaire Ft. Trick Daddy -- Bet That
[Chorus: Trick Daddy]
Sittin high, still ridin dem big whips
Still fly, still grindin, getting big checks
Still thuggin, still leanin to the baaack, you can bet that
You can bet that I ride I shine, nigga you can bet that
I smoke, I drank boy you can bet that
22's, 24's all we roll...I'm a dope rider fa' sho
Everyday me and my dog we wylin
7-Tre 7-5 dope ridin'
And we ain't trippin' on nothin', just vibin'
Big 9 with me 'cuz a fuck nigga tried me
They already know, how I let him go
Kill his ass and make sho' at his funeral
How the hell a O.B. gon' try me?
I'm O.G. on and off TV, see
Middle fingers in the air, tell 'em fuck yall
Tryin to hate on my dawgs, hell fuck nah
Why you hatin on a nigga like that
Why you tryin' to stab a nigga in his back
I know some niggaz don't like this
But them niggaz is the reason I'm like this
Fuck niggaz done made me mad
I'm 'bout to snap 'n' put this K on his ass
[Verse 2: Chamillionaire]
I pull up B
Who Am I
His eyes meet mine
How do I procede?
He repeats the question...
"Who am I?"
My thoughts betray me
You are my love
I think of your name alone
There is more
I feel the strength in your words
I see the fire of desire in your eyes.
I must...I need to please you.
WHO ARE YOU?!?!
I shout out in my mind
You encompass me
You know me
You play me like a skilled musician
You are ever present in my mind
I belong to you alone
I finally understand
I feel the word as it escapes my lips...
"You are my Master"
His pleasure abounding
My breath increasing
"I am yours Master...
I am yours".
Calandar Of Holidays
20 - 31 December
Celebration of the Norse New Year; a festival of 12 nights. This is the most important of all the Norse holidays. On the night of December 20, the god Freyr rides over the earth on the back of his shining boar, bringing Light and Love back into the World. Jul signifies the beginning and end of all things; the darkest time (shortest hour of daylight) during the year and the brightest hope re-entering the world. During this festival, the Wild Hunt is at its greatest fervor, and the dead are said to range the Earth in its retinue. The god Odin is the leader of this Wild Ride; charging across the sky on his eight-legged horse, Sleipnir; a very awe-inspiring vision. In ancient times, Germanic and Norse children would leave their boots out by the hearth on Solstice Eve, filled with hay and sugar, for Sleipnir's journey. In return, Odin would leave them a gift for their kindness.
(Full Moon of January)
Minor feast honoring Thor, the protector
Fish-broccoli Rolls In Wine Sauce
Fish-Broccoli Rolls in Wine Sauce
Here's a light and healthy main dish that you're sure to love. The subtle yet flavorful sauce, which blends white wine, lemon, capers and Dijon mustard, is fabulous with virtually any kind of mild white fish.
Credit: Living Principal by Victoria Principal
* 1/3 cup water
* 1/4 cup dry white wine
* 1/4 cup bottled white grape juice
* 1 1/2 tablespoon lemon juice
* 1/2 tablespoon plus 1/2 teaspoon Dijon mustard
* 1 teaspoon coarsely chopped capers, drained
* 1/4 teaspoon onion powder
* 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder
* 1 bay leaf
* 1/3 cup chopped scallions
* 2 fillets of sole, 3 to 4 ounces each
* 4 broccoli spears, bottoms cut off
* 4 lemon slices for garnish
Combine all the sauce ingredients except the scallions in a skillet. Cook over medium heat, stirring frequently, until thickened. Stir in the scallions.
This Woman Didn't Let Handcuffs Hold Her Back!!
Albeit the outcome was serious, the chain of events was a good laugh....
Woman steals and crashes deputy's car, officials say chase reached speeds over 130 mph; suspect could face up to 20 years in prison.
What was this woman thinking????
I Need So Much Help!!!
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Come and show me some love!
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Let Me Be.
Let me take you by the hand, and lead you to a room where still time will stand. Let me lay you upon the clouds. Wrapping your body in lover’s arms, Let my lips seek and find. The swell of you lips moist against mine, and let me run my hand through long wavy hair. While my eyes upon you with wanting there.
Let my palm caress your neck. As my head closer comes to the warmth that lies there, pressed hot my lips against frenzied pulse my tongue stroking pleadingly for more, let my hand slide down your back drawing up your shirt for more of your body to touch.
Let my nails run soft and hard drawing your breath hard with a moan.
Let my lips drift further still. Pressed against you upper chest before like butterfly wings to the shoulder they travel. My teeth I sink in but just this side of pleasure still. Your hand taking my head and forcing me down upon you, more your body calls, more of this touch erotic and wild.
I can only heed the heated call. By working free the buttons one by on
Ok Only The Gayest Thing Ever
I'm rockin out to Journey's Don't stop believin on myspace and Jason is using my foot spa..i actually just dried his feet off
while watching Letterman
one cannot make this shit up
Music For The Soul
This will probobly be the most honest and open blog i will ever post. I don't even know why i'm posting it here but for the fact that i just had an epiphany and needed to vent..
So i woke up around 11:15 this morning a tad bit cumbersome *see..hung over* but generally happy. I immediatly sign on to myspace where Journey's Don't Stop Believing is blaring at my senses waking me up..along with the uber ginormous glass of ice water i'm chugging..
Either i have way too energy..i'm still drunk..or i'm surpemly bored..i opt for all three. But, I turn my cam press record and start dancing *yes i have proof* Half way thru the second song *Dj Sammy's-Heaven* I realize i don't have a mic on my laptop and i probobly look to an outside viewer *like anyone would see it* that i'm just having a 3 min long seizure....
Noting my mistake i sit down and continue to record myself just being a dork *i think that's the technical term* and sing to the cam...
Then for some way out there reason w
I Wanna Make Love to Me-Ramona Thompson
So turned on tonight
Up and down
All over my body
Aching to find that perfect balance
The harmony of love and lust
Together at last
Making me whole
As hungry fingers dip down below
Devoring my desire
The words escape my gasping lips
In the sweetest surrender I have ever felt
I know that tonight
I don't wanna stop
I don't wanna be the good girl anymore
For the first time ever
All alone with my reflection in the mirror
I cannot escape from this naughty little fact
All night long
I want to
I really want to
I wanna make love to me
With bold strokes
Then way, way down there
Feeling the sweetness of my own burning moistness
I gasp aloud
The pleasure of it so profound
So real and so true
That I almost cannot go on
Sobbing with the joy of my discovery
No lover needed
When my own hand is there to hold
To comfort and to s
I Gotta Work :( Show Me Luv Please
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Native Prayer To The Great Spirit
A Native Prayer to the Great Spirit
Grandfather, Great Spirit
I give you thanks
That we can sit here
In this circle of Life,
We send Prayers
And the very best thoughts.
Grandmother Great Spirit
As we raise this sacred pipe
To give thanks to you
And to all of your Creation,
We give thanks
To the spirit helpers
Who came and sat among us.
Grandfather, Most sacred one,
These are your prayers
That we send to you
As we sit here together and pray.
Grandmother your children are crying.
Grandfather your children are dying.
The hands of greed
And the hands of lust for power
Have been laid on them
And all around is death and desolation
The gifts you made, for all your children Stolen,
And laid to waste
In a monstrous desecration.
Grandmother Great Spirit,
As we sit and pray together
We send you this prayer of affirmation-
We your children whom you created in your likeness and image-
We will reach out,
And we will dry our tears
Not To Brag Or Anything.....
i just got back from the local high school musical....they did grease....and my niece was patty simcox...and i must say...
SHE WAS AWESOME!!!!
ps didi mention that she sang the national anthem on tv??
yeah she pretty much rocks!
That you could be here
With me, right now...
Holding my hand...
Caressing me in your arms...
Gently, softly, kissing my cheek...
Making your way to my lips...
Looking deeply, passionately, into my sapphire eyes...
Smoothing my silky hair...
Your arm around my waist...
You never want to let go...
That we could be
Like her... and him...
That we could go places...
See things, do things...
Walk along the beach...
Lie beneath the stars...
Sit under a shady oak tree...
Hand in hand...
Our fingers laced...
My head against your shoulder...
Your arm around my waist...
That we could be
What's Your Summer Plan's
humm let me see . for vacation . i have plans to go back home to montana. and spend the two week's enjoying nature . fresh air and lots of open mountainous places . do some camping ,fly fishing .horseback riding , hiking . showing my sister some of the land that owns my heart &soul. no one has managed to hold my heart. but montana has my soul. the elk and mountain goats frolicing amount the cliff's and rim rocks . the smell of the pines after a rain storm .the sheer beauty nature has created for us to enjoy. before that . fixing fences . so the horses don't [go visiting the neighbor's ] lol. helping when ever i can .for family and friends . just kick around with family and friends when possable . what abot your's? care to share with me . come on it won't hurt ya. you might really like it . .
Blake Shelton- Don't Make Me Lyrics
Girl, when I look at you
you look through me
like i'm not even there.
Trying not to give up
to be strong but
i'm afraid to say i'm scared.
I can't find the place
your heart is hiding.
I'm no quitter but
i'm tired of fighting.
Baby i love you
don't wanna lose you
don't make me let you go.
Took such a long time
for me to find you
don't make me let you go.
Baby, i'm begging please
and i'm down here on my knees.
I don't wanna have to set you free.
Don't make me.
What if when i'm long gone
it dawns on you
you just might want me back.
Let me make myself clear
if I leave here
its done, i'm gone. Thats that.
You carry my love around
like it's a heavy burden.
I'm about to take it back.
Are you sure its worth it?
Baby i love you
don't wanna lose you
don't make me let you go.
Took such a long time
for me to find you
don't make me let you go.
Baby, i'm begging please
and i'm down here on my knees.
I don't wanna have to set you free.
Don't make me.
Lawmakers Urge Americans To Pray For Nation
(CNSNews.com) - A group of lawmakers who meet each week to pray in the U.S. Capitol called on the American people Wednesday to join them in praying for the country. However, supporters of a so-called separation between church and state said the lawmakers should "stop meddling in religion and get back to work."
"There is an enormous power in prayer," Rep. Randy Forbes (R-Va.) told a news conference outside the U.S. Capitol. "This is a crucial time for those who believe in the power to pray that God would heal our land and sustain our nation."
The Congressional Prayer Caucus Foundation, a group of lawmakers led by Forbes that holds a weekly prayer meeting in the Capitol, has launched a website asking Americans to commit to pray for five minutes every week.
"Our nation faces enormous challenges that seem to grow daily," Forbes said, calling on Americans of all faiths to "build a spiritual prayer wall around America that will go 24 hours a day, seven days a week."
Rep. Mike McI
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And in exchange for one comment I will buy you any party time gift you want.
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Then you can find my pic here and comment it.
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wow my life just got better last night was one of my favs bights but the bad art aboutit i got food posioning that sucks balls and i will be over it in a while i am tired as hell and good carlos o kellys suck bad i will never eat ther ever agin that food fucking suckedbut dont eat at carlos o kellys if youare goignout drinking it will fuck you up bad and then you feel liek shit after you start getting a buzz mexacan food and beer is nasty
Maybe Worth Noting
Several changes to the site recently? Tooltip now lists city/state rather than zipcode within US, some information seems to refresh immediately, other changes I think... (since the major sitewide titlebar change I mean.)
1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night?
Sex is best.
2. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Next to the wall
3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken?
4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
LI have. Pregnancy's a bitch.
5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on?
Depends on my balance at the moment.
6. Candles or Incense?
I love and use both regularly.
7. Do you dance when no one is watching?
Not so much.
8. Did you play doctor when you were little?
I did! I was always such a good patient.
9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Used to be how I made my living!
10. Stove top cooking or microwave?
11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty?
The car. Easier to clean out.
12. Shower or bath?
Shower for cleaning, bath for relaxing.
13. Do you pee in the shower?
If I have to go while I'm in there I will. I don't avoid the toilet if that's what you mean.
The Are Secrets At My House
There Are Secrets at My House
Ssh! Must be quiet as a mouse
cause there are secrets at my house.
laughing faces, the smiles you see
are really only masks to me.
My mommy cries late at night
her and Daddy had an awful fight
But I'm as quiet as a mouse.
Cause there are secrets at my house.
Sissy's face is black and blue
Bobby's arm is broke in two
But ssh! be quiet as a mouse.
Cause there are secrets at my house.
I try to keep the secrets straight
like Bobby fell off his bike by the gate
Oh, and Sissy walked into a door
and there are many, many more.
So all the secrets I can't tell
make my life a living hell
But ssh! be quiet as a mouse.
Cause there are secrets at my house.
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with thanks to Mystical Gemini ( I hadn't noticed this, and it's a very recent addition to the site)
cherrytap.com/mybirthdays.php now graphically displays people on your friendslist with birthdays recently (past and future).
First Ever Gore Girl
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There is an air of breathlessness to the fog
My thoughts run but my memory won’t jog
It’s really dark out now it must be almost dawn
The plight of a flower; to always be lunging away from the ground it needs to live
Withered petals litter the dirt
Shelter the roots and become earth
When in doubt
Become eye gouging in a flash
Razors, two deep breaths, and I changed my fingerprints again
Flip back a flap of flesh and demand answers from my red
Flip back the control panel and hit reset
Hexagon rubix cube with no colors left
Unlock the panting wonders of the thrusting cleft
Sacrifice to stringed death
Someone has to pay ‘cause I’ve been spent
My diabolical clock is broken and I don’t know when to repent
hello all.. hope your monday is going well.. although i know it tends to feel very long and cant wait for it to end.. i was just wondering if maybe when everyone had some free time if you could plz rate some of my pics for me and leave me some comments.. again like i mentioned yesterday im not trying to sound like one of those people who are just out to look for points and what not.. if you rate some of my pics for me and leave me some comments i will return the love right away..
thank you all so much
Update On Bus
IF U ARE LOST ON THIS BLOG, PLEASE SEE BLOG POSTED (SO MESSED UP)
WELL THE OFFICERS CAME OUT JUST NOW, AND THEY ARE GOING TO TALK TO THE MAN, THEY ALSO TOLD ME THEY WOULD TRY AND GET SOMEONE OUT HERE EVERYDAY TO PATROL THE AREA DURING THE TIME WHICH MY SON GETS OFF THE BUS. SO IM VERY THANKFUL THAT THEY ARE GOING TO TALK TO THE MAN, AND IS OFFERING SOME HELP ON THE SITUATION.
If I Could Catch a Rainbow I Would Just To Give It To You When Your Feeling Blue.
Please Listen To Them If They Need Help!
My Name is Misty
My name is Misty, I am but three
My eyes are swollen, I cannot see.
I must not be loved for I am punished
by cigarette burns.
I must do right, I can't do wrong,
Or else I am locked up all week long.
When I awake, I'm alone.
The house is dark,
my folks are gone.
Deep down inside I feel bad
For Mom and Dad.
I'm really just an expensive joke.
No more, no less....... then speed or coke.
Be quiet now! I hear a car.
My dad is back from Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse, my name he calls.
I squeeze myself against the wall.
On my bed, it's too late.
His face is twisted into hate.
I feel the pain again and again.
Oh, Dear God! Please let it end.
My name is Misty. I am but three.
Last night my father murdered me......
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Really Short Books
The World's Shortest Books:
FRENCH WAR HEROES
THINGS I LOVE ABOUT MY COUNTRY
by Jane Fonda & Cindy Sheehan.
Illustrated by Michael Moore
MY BEAUTY SECRETS
by Janet Reno
Just around the corner is a time of flowers blooming, kids mucking in the mud, and a dreaded 4 letter word called..L.O.V.E. (ughhhh!!!)....I for one am happy because, I am so fucking tired of the snow and cold weather.....One of the bright moments for some people during this time of year means a time for LOVE........Is it in the air? Will it happen this time around? No one knows for sure...we all hope for it...I know I certainly do....but at the rate I'm going, it's not looking that good......Spring is also a time for change for myself, time to become more active, and get my ass off this chair every night.....So am I happy that Spring is comming?....sure I am..maybe just not for the same reasons as every one else...regardless it's a time for new beginnings.
With the upcoming weekend, I would like to wish each and everyone of you a Happy Easter.
Sometimes I Ramble.
Sometimes I ramble when I write. Sometimes I over talk myself. Sometimes I make too much out of something. Sometimes my writings are fiction, sometimes they are nonfiction. Sometimes my writings are done out of anger, or lust, or friendship. Sometimes they mean nothing, sometimes they mean too much. Sometimes people read into them too much and don't realize it was just a piece I felt the need to write. I get confused, I get hurt, I get happy. I write to write, to make people think, to possibably become a muse to someone. I enjoy the thought of making others think about what I am saying. Is it Me that she is talking about, or is it her dog? Is it me that she lusts after or is it just a thought? I can scare people away with my writings, I can draw them closer to me too. My writings make no sense to me sometimes, other times I look at them not sure if I wrote them at all. I am absurd, and complex, and constantly trying to better myself. So I guess the next time I write I sh
"day In Day Out" Poem
Day in day out,
Work today work tomarrow.
I don't know why,
It bothers me so.
What I need no one wants to give.
When I think it only brings sorrow.
So I dwell in the halls of lone.
When I'm not working, Im in a constant point of contention.
The superfilious amout of time on hand, to grunt a grone.
There has to be someone out there, to give me their time and speculation.
If my life keep going how it has, I will be regressed, into a dossile drown.
I have nothing to strive for except the constant compitishion.
There is no exeptions for comming in second.
There is only first, but with that I'm prown.
Day In Day Out,
I have no one to blame,...
yes right now my life is sucking. i am on the verge of a nervous breakdown. my roommate is moving out and i am still behind on bills and dont have a job yet. what am i going to do is all i can think about. i know i have asked for advice before and i would like the advice and help of my friends. i want to get out of this depression stage i am in. it is tearing me apart. i am trying my best not to break down and cry but it is so hard.you know sometimes i just feel like giving up but i know i cant. i know i need to be strong for myself. but you know i think right now the only things that are keeping me going and staying strong is my friends and my nieces and nephews and sister and sister in law.
"Love - a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker"
Congrats 2 Christian!!! (achilles)
Stop by and show "Achilles" some love! Hes a hottie and a sweetheart!!
Thanks all in about 6-10 days I will be GODFATHER....please spread the word with fellow CANUCKS in cherry to add me or link me to them THANKS ACHILLES
Giveing Love To People In The Rl Warld
Fist off I would like to tell you a bit about my mother. I have not seen her in so long. Anyway I do talk to her sometimes. Anyway. I found out she is sick and luckly it is not cancer. But it could be something else bad. We do ntknow yet.
There is a man I know in rl Whome i had a for year afair with. Well I did with is wife to. But anyway. Yesterday I found out he could be dieing again. His liver is bad. And his blood prsser keep spiking too high. Then wen it comes down. It comes down too low. I stell love him and her verry much. And I do not know what I would do if I lost ether one of them.
I wish I could jsut take them all and hold them in my arms and tell them everything was going to be ok. But it does not work that way. All I can do is keep them in my heart and on my mind. and remeber how much they mean to me.
Ty for listing everyone.
So...ya talking to him tonight and he asked did i want to see him naked...Nope not intrested in seeing him naked at all....So then he gets a lil pissy and then is a jerk because i dont want to see his fat self naked...Sorry i am not on here to look at naked guys at all...he should of read my profile...Not here to hook up or see some fat nasty person naked on cam...
Chapter 2 Cont'd.
From then on our discussions at work were often very heated. I argued back, from day to day better informed than my antagonists concerning their own knowledge, until one day they made use of the weapon which most readily conquers reason: terror and violence. A few of the spokesmen on the opposing side forced me either to leave the building at once or be thrown off the scaffolding. Since I was alone and resistance seemed hopeless, I preferred, richer by one experience, to follow the former counsel.
I went away filled with disgust, but at the same time so agitated that it would have been utterly impossible for me to turn my back on the whole business. No, after the first surge of indignation, my stubbornness regained the upper hand. I was determined to go to work on another building in spite of my experience. In this decision I was reinforced by Poverty which, a few weeks later, after I had spent what little I had saved from my wages. enfolded me in her heartless arms. I had to go back
Chapter 2 Cont'd.
At all events, these occasions slowly made me acquainted with the man and the movement, which in those days guided Vienna's destinies: Dr. Karl Lueger I and the Christian Social Party.
When I arrived in Vienna, I was hostile to both of them.
The man and the movement seemed 'reactionary' in my eyes.
My common sense of justice, however, forced me to change this judgment in proportion as I had occasion to become acquainted with the man and his work; and slowly my fair judgment turned to unconcealed admiration. Today, more than ever, I regard this man as the greatest German mayor of all times.
How many of my basic principles were upset by this change in my attitude toward the Christian Social movement!
My views with regard to anti-Semitism thus succumbed to the passage of time, and this was my greatest transformation of all.
It cost me the greatest inner soul struggles, and only after months of battle between my reason and my sentiments did my reason begin to emerge victorious. Two y
I Hate This Posts!
Someone PLEASE tell me why the hell someone would waist their time and mine to post "this is fucking stupid" on a MUMM they didn't like? I mean come on! This is supposed to be fun right?
Listen. It's like the T.V. If you don't like what you see...TURN THE FUCKING CHANNEL! Don't put someone else down because dig different shit than you. That's what makes people interesting.
I mean if we all were into the same shit this would be a boring ass world. All my C.T. friends are unique. That's why I love y'all so much, and that's what interests me.
So..."Here's to you hate mail poster!" You are my "dumb ass of the week!"
Poem From Da Pen!
FREE ALL THE THUGZ
THiS iS FOR ALL THE THUGZ THAT ARE LOCKED UPSTAE
BECAUSE OF DRUGS AND GUNS, THE UNiFORM
THiS iS FOR ALL OF YOU WHO TOOK THE BAiT
AND SiT iN A CELL TiLL THE DAY YOU CONFORM
WHO CANT SEE THE STARS THROUGH THE GiVEN SLOT
FOR ALL THE PAiN YOU GAiNED THiS iS WHAT iT BOUGHT:
A ONE WAY TO TiCKET TO THE PRiSON
WHiLE THE OPRESSOR REMAiNS TO LiVE ON
THiS iS FOR ALL THE NiGHTS AWAKE, THE TEARS i CRiED
FOR YOU, FOR ME FOR MY LOVE i DiDNT GET TO TELL GOODBYE BECAUSE THE POLiCE AND POLiTiCiANS ARE CORRUPT
LiKE THE WELFARE PEOPLE THAT TAKE KiDS AWAY FROM PARENTS LOVE
WHO DONT KNOW THAT GANGSTA iS A WAY OF LiFE
AND ROBBERY MAKES UP FOR WHAT THERE WAS NO MONEY TO BUY
BECAUSE BURGER KiNG WONT HiRE YOU: " ALL THOSE TATOOS."
OR YOU HAVE A RECORD AND YOU CANT GO BACK TO SCHOOL
FOR THOSE WITH DEDiCATiON WHO STOOD OUT AT THE BUST STOP
COME SNOW OR RAiN WITH AN OUNCE OF CRACK COCAiNE
AND CAME UP OFF THOSE ROCKS
BECAUSE iN SOME PROJECTS
BALLA iS AS G
Re: New Feature - Free Cherry Bucks ! (repost)
=== 'PhatCat' spewed forth the following at '2007-04-05 15:06:19'..
> NOW YOU OPENED USE YOUR ..FAKE..YES NOT REAL !...CHERRY BUCKS TO REPOST....
> Freed sailors land in London
> Thu Apr 5, 2007 2:14PM BST
> LONDON (Reuters) - The 15 British military personnel freed by Iran after a two-week diplomatic stand-off arrived back in England on Thursday to cheers and to questions about the incident and its implications.
> As flight BA6634 from Tehran touched down at Heathrow at 12:02 p.m., the group burst into applause.
> "These guys have been through a lot. They are just relaxing and having a good flight. They are just winding down," said one British diplomat accompanying the sailors, who declined to give any media access to them during the journey.
> The group disembarked and posed for pictures before transferring to two waiting military helicopters to be flown to a base at Chivenor in Devon for a private meeting with their families and debriefing.
If He Only Knew....
If he only knew how much he means to me.
If he only knew how much I care about him.
If he only knew how greatfull I am to of met him.
If he only knew how wonderfull it feels to be held by him.
If he only knew how I long for his kiss everytime I see him.
If he only knew how I get lost when I look in his deep hazel eyes.
If he only knew how much it means to me that my daughter really does like him.
If he only knew how greatfull I am that he does not mind that I am a single mom.
If he only knew how he me makes me feel just to hear his voice.
If he only knew how his touch sends shivers up and down my spine.
If he only knew....well I hope he knows now.
This may seem corny but it was something that just came from my heart.
Facts About Sean
Facts about me. I'll add to this list as I think of things.
1. I'm 31, turning 32 in a three weeks.
2. I graduated college with a degree in journalism.
3. I have a bilateral cleft lip.
4. I'm writing a book about my life growing up with a cleft.
5. I have a dent in the back of my head from an accident when I was a kid.
6. I've been on tv and radio.
7. I've performed on stage several times including in an original off-Broadway (way off-Broadway) play back in 2003.
8. I've written probably close to 20 songs (lyrics only) between 1997 and 2003.
9. I love music. Mostly pop, modern and classic rock. Alot of 60's and 80's music. Some blues and reggae also.
To Protect And Serve?????
Betty Chambers, an 81-year-old Indiana woman, faces up to three years in prison after being convicted of hitting two police officers with her cane while they were inside her house checking on her welfare.
WSJV-TV reports that one of the cops received a concussion, while the other separated his shoulder during the incident. Chambers is 5-feet tall and weighs about 100 pounds.
Age is not a defense to attacking a police officer, whether it’s a child, or somebody over 65,” the prosecutor said in court, according to WNDU-TV.
The South Bend Tribune says "Chambers, who uses a wheelchair but is able to stand, now carries a shiny, metal cane. The wooden cane she used to hit [Officer] Foresman in the head was in evidence during her trial, and was a gift to her late husband, she said when she took the witness stand."
The judge is said to have wide latitude in his sentencing decision, and media reports say he could knock the conviction down to a misdemeanor punisha
Three More Months
Well I'm down to about three more months. I've experienced a lot in my two tours over here. Maybe more than I would have ever wanted. I think I've had enough adventure for one lifetime.
I've spent the past nine months escorting convoys to all corners of Iraq. I've spent countless hours in the gun turret of an up-armored humvee. Most of the time it has been pretty uneventful. It has been time I use to reflect on my life and the choices I've made. I wonder what it will be like to finally be home, and if it will be easy to adjust back to normal life after being away from home for the better part of two years. Only time will tell I guess.
Though it has been uneventful most of the time, the times when shit did hit the fan will live with me forever. I've been lucky to spend so many months in this country and not have a scratch on me. It's going to be crucial that I stay on top of my game these next few months.
One thing that stays on a soldier's mind more than anything i
R.i.p Jay Cajimat
Someone I knew just passed away from a shooting in Iraq on April 03rd. Jay Cajimat is only 20 when he died. In high school he dreamt about being in the Army and before he graduated he signed up for the Army. And now he has died with honor and a hero. REST IN PEACE JAY CAJIMAT! You will be missed truly.
Why Are Rabbits Associated With Easter? * I
Easter is the Christian perversion of Ostara, the Pagan holiday that celebrates fertitily and new life. Ostara coincides with the Vernal Equinox, which hails the coming of Spring...another reason for the celebration of fertility and new life.
The rabbit is significant because it symbolizes fertility. Ever heard the term "fucking like rabbits"?
*Note from Karoline*
I'm in love with Morrigan for giving this as a reply to the question why are rabbits associated with Easter..
Erotica Finished...yay Nsfw
She hadn’t expected it to turn out the way it did. At first it was just another night at home, but soon enough, it turned into much, much more. They had been dating for 9 months now. Jamie and Kyle spent 6 hours a night on the phone at first, and by now, they knew so much about each other, they thought there was nothing left to hide. The night started off with a few bottles of alcohol and a couple of friends over. Jamie had always found Kyle’s best friend, Mike, very appealing, and tonight was no different. The small group of friends played drinking games, joked around, and laughed into the wee morning hours. The party had dwindled down to just Jamie, Kyle, and Mike. Not ready for bed, Mike sarcastically suggested they play scrabble, but to his surprise they were up for it! “Drunk scrabble? Hell Yeah!”, Jamie was all about it!
After the first few turns, Mike spelled out clit, Jamie followed suit and spelled cock, and the group continued with their now erotic scrabble game. As Jamie s
Saying goodbye is never easy
It's the hardest thing to do
But what hurts even more
Is not the chance to say it to you.
Yesterday is just a memory
Our laughter was sunny and bright
Then clouds started to gather
For you were no where in sight.
You were my first real love
And this I will never forget
How you left without a warning
No good-byes, my only regret.
Wherever I may be now
Always searching for another so true
To place my world of emotion
Handing my love to someone like you.
If again I must go there
And experience all the pain
I would do it in a minute
For all the good I would gain.
No matter what my wrongs
You offered only love
Until the day you left me
For your new home up above.
I know you still are with me
Your love is within my heart
Though life is no longer present
Our souls will never part.
This is given to you in honor
Of all that we did share
I just wanted you to know, dear,
How much I really did care.
Woot, It's Fucking Easter! Who's Got The Hammer And The Nails?
As a point of ethics, I do not celebrate Easter. Christmas. Thanksgiving. Or really, any other holiday, come to mention it. Mostly out of ethics, but also because I simply don't find any of these days more special than the next, or the last. They simply are.
But, my point of ethics is; I am not a hypocrite. Easter and Xmas are Xian holidays (as well we know), and as I am a nihilist, or an out and out athiest for those who cannot process nihilism, it would be inappropriate for me to celebrate these holidays in any context. It would be h y p o c r i t i c a l for me to celebrate them, and I do my best to not be a hypocrite. Also, I have a minute speck of respect for these religious blokes, and I'm not going to hinder their fun, I'm going to sit off to the side, smoking cigarettes and watching Captain Kangaroo.
Nonetheless, I can feel quite festive, and this is one of those moments, so here are some Easter tidings from Bill Hicks and Eddie Izzard. -ahem- But, not in that order.
Apr. 08, 2007
"A true leader is one who sees light when there is only darkness."
~Jordan van Flute
God's Grand Plan
Sanctification: God’s Grand Plan - Jeremiah 29:11
The Lord has a wonderful plan for our lives. And it can be summed up in a single word, sanctification. If you’re scratching your head about the meaning of that term, you’re not alone. Many people don’t know its definition. But believers need to understand the word because it defines them.
Sanctify, the verb form of sanctification, means “to make holy” or “to separate.” When something is sanctified, it is separated from a common use to a sacred one. In the Old Testament, the Lord sanctified a number of things. He made the seventh day holy, set aside the Levite tribe as priests, and even consecrated places like the Holy of Holies in the tabernacle (Genesis 2:3; Numbers 3).
The Lord still sanctifies people today. Romans 5:10 says we are enemies of God before we accept Jesus. But the moment someone trusts Jesus Christ as his personal Savior, his sins are wiped away. He’s adopted into the
More Bad News On Mom In Law
We talked with the doctors this weekend and its looking pretty bad. They say that they do a trial breathing test each morning to see how she is going to do breathing on her own. She is not doing well at all. She has pnumonia in both lungs, pretty bad, and her lungs are so weak already thats its taken a toll on her. The doctors ask my husband Saturday to start thinking about how long he wants to keep her on the ventalator. Considering he is the medical power of attorney, it is primalary his decision, although he will discuss this with the rest of the family, he is the one that has to sign the papers. It has taken a lot out of both of us. Along with others in his family. Please continue to keep us in your prayers that God help us to make the right decision regarding what is best for her.
And on another note. Thoes of my friends that smoke, please consider quiting. Every one of my mother in laws problems are related to her smoking. Please consider your families and what they are going
He Stood There In The Shadows And Waited For Me
He stood there in the shadows and waited for me
I waited for him to come and he answered
I needed his love and he gave of himself
I see him in my dreams this Dark Angel
Hair like the raven, eyes that speak in mystery and fire
He whispers to me his deepest secret desire
This Dark Angel steps from the shadows
Into the light, his face care worn of love's widow
He looks down upon me and His gentle breath
Envelopes me in His sweet caress of longing
To be loved and vanquish the silence of lost pain
Only to escape into the delight of his touch like summer rain
My Dark Angel has gone into the shadows once more
For He only lives for now only in a dream
Waiting and longing for the seed to be sown
From the seed that blossoms into Love's abode
In His Heart he bears eternal hope of undying will
And the Faith he carries inside him that death can't kill
After my last year in prison,I was never the same.While I was ther, I took several bible courses and led bible studies an eventually earned several bible course commendations. But I made a lot of enemies. Its not too advantageous in prison society to be a christian. In prison society its a different world. I experienced a culture shock in my first stint in there. You fight or you get punked. Well, I wasn't no punk.At 19, I weighed 270 lbs of redneck attitude. I wss in shape.I worked out, studied some in martial arts for protection.More because I prided myself in being the best physically that I could. so, I fit in very quickly in my new home. The reality that hits you in your first night there and the steel door slams behind you as you are pushed wearing into a cell. I had the top bunk. I lay there staring at the ceiling. My freedom was gone. I grew meaner in my first year. Survival is an instinct that is not taught by man's society. Oh, you say what about the military? Well, a soldier
Take The Time And Learn About Me And Perhaps You Can Copy And Paste It With Your Answers To Me
Full Name: John H Maloney
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Brown
Height: About 5'10" when standing, but that's not that often
Shoe Size: 8 1/2
Ring Size: I have no idea
Heritage: Irish, English, Welsh, German, Scottish, Swedish, French and Nanticoke (Native American)
Graduating Year: 1990
Zodiac Sign: Pisces
Concert: BB King
Best Friend: Rob
Crush: I don't remember
Pet: A turtle, don't remember the name
...::Have You Ever::...
Sky Dived: No and not planning to.
Bungee Jumped: See above
Gone out of the Country: Yes, to Canada (Niagara Falls and Toronto)
Beaten Someone Up: Yes, once
Gotten Beat Up: No
Killed an Animal: I've accidentally, run over a couple of skunks.
Swam in the Ocean: Yes, many times.
Broke the Law: Yes, but nothing interesting.
Smoked: Yes, unfortunately
Chewed Tobacco: No
Drank: A lot in my younger days, not anymore.
Been Kissed: Yes
Been In Love: Yes, unfortunately.
Its Quick...just Do It Its Gonna Make U Laugh
Takes 60 seconds or else to do this; I guarantee you will show someone else, it's too funny not to.
1. go to www.google.com
2. click on "maps"
3. click on "get directions"
4. type "New York" in the first box (the "from" box)
5. type "London" in the second box (the "to" box)
(hit get directions)
6. scroll down to step #23
To My Dad
To My Dad
All your false promises
Are coming to an end
I no longer believe you-
On you I cannot depend
You have been replaced
No longer,"daddy's litte girl"
It leaves your love disgraced
I am done crying
You are not my dad
Because someone who I loved so much
Could never make me this sad
I will not come to your wedding,
I know whit you thats fine
But someone else will give me away
Because you'll not be invited to mine
I'm tired of last chances
I really dont need a dad
Especially one like you!!
OF ALL THE FRIENDS I'VE EVER MET,
YOU'RE THE ONE I WON'T FORGET.
AND IF I DIE
BEFORE YOU DO
I'LL GO TO HEAVEN
AND WAIT FOR YOU
I'LL GIVE THE ANGELS
BACK THEIR WINGS
AND RISK THE LOSS
JUST TO PROVE
MY FRIENDSHIP IS TRUE
I'M THANKFUL TO HAVE
FAMILY AND FRIENDS LIK EYOU!!!!!
anyways anyone got any advice or want to help me out lol
A Lifetime Of Holiness
A Lifetime of Holiness – Romans 12:1-3
A new believer is sanctified when he places his faith in Jesus Christ. He’s set apart for God’s purpose. Salvation takes place in a single moment, but sanctification is a lifetime process. Those who trust Christ as Savior and allow the Spirit to control their lives are being sanctified. It doesn’t matter what we may feel or how our actions appear to others. We are progressively maturing in our faith.
If we’re growing, we must be working our way toward something. In Romans 8:29, the apostle Paul explained the Christian’s mission. He said, “For those whom [God] foreknew, He also predestined to become conformed to the image of His Son.” The believer’s character, conduct, and conversation should reflect Christ. On our own, we’d place too much emphasis on conduct. We’d get caught up following rules and rituals that look “Christian” yet don’t truly reflect Christ. But God has given each believer His Spirit as a teach
Want A Laugh About A "women Of God"
This is a bulletin from the baby basher that a friend gave to me that I find intresting. I have proof of what she has said. I just need to get to my parents house I have it on my mothers camera but due to me being in the hospital a couple of times this week I havent been able to post it but will this weekend after i get off bed rest here is her bulletin. Im sorry but a women of God like she says she is wouldnt put down a child.
this women has serious issues and is making up false stories that are extremely sick and disturbing. that anyone would accuse someone of saying these types of things is sick. I was going to leave ct due to the amount of threats I received. I have had to block all communications from what could be nice people due to her sick accussations. However I am not running due to I did nothing to this women other then state I felt badly for her child due to her having such sick behavior. Ive blocked her to have her fan me so now I can not keep her away. So just be caref
Sanctification: The Process
Sanctification: The Process – 2 Timothy 2:19-21
Imagine walking into a room and noticing two ceramic vessels. One is a gracefully curved gold pitcher. The other is a plain pot. Which would catch your eye and draw you in for a closer look?
In 1 Corinthians 11, Paul used this metaphor to explain how some Christians honor the Lord with their life and service. Others bring shame to the Gospel through selfish living. Scripture commonly uses the vessel image because believers should be “filled with” the Holy Spirit. Ephesians 5:18 says the Holy Spirit trains us in righteousness and strengthens us in suffering. His work begins on the inside, where He adjusts our thinking to align with God’s Word. Our beliefs affect our actions. The Lord wants our behavior to conform to the perceptions the Holy Spirit places on our spirit.
If a person cooperates with the Lord in removing ungodly actions and attitudes, then he becomes a “vessel of honor.”
Kind Of Pissed And Venting
1.) It's snowing in April
2.) Guys in my school fucking suck. They think they can tell me I'm having sex with people (who I'm not fucking, mind you) and then try to tell me who I hang out with...what the fuck.
3.) I really like this kid who's younger then me...which is a first..and he lives in Arizona.
4.) He owns a dude ranch though that's basically known nation wide...he likes me...so it can't be that bad right?
5.) My mom wants me to be a vet. tech.
6.) My dad wants me in the Air Force because I've been flying for several years now.
7.) I have a horse show that I'm not near ready for
8.) I have a math test tomorrow...I don't even know what it's on.
9.) My mom is making me diet...apparently 105 lbs is to heavy for me..she wants me under 100
10.) My back is fucked up from riding at the ranch
11.) I'm having a writers block so I can't write any poetry.
12.) 3 guys asked me to Prom today...TODAY...and they're all my friends so it's a lose lose situation.
13.) My ankel hurts,
THE TORTURE CHAMBER LOUNGE IS LOOKING FOR HARD WORKING DRAMA FREE PEOPLE HELP US MAKE OUR LOUNGE THE BEST ON ALL OF CHERRYTAP.
IF YOU ARE CURRENTLY ON STAFF FOR ANY OTHER LOUNGE YOU NEED NOT INQUIRE. AS WE WILL NOT CAUSE DRAMA BETWEEN OTHER LOUNGES AND OURS OUT OF RESPECT FOR ALL LOUNGES ON CT AND OUT OF RESPECT FOR THERE HARD WORK.
WE HAVE COUPLE RULS THAT YOU WILL BE REQUIRED TO FOLLOW IF YOU ARE BROUGHT ONTO OUR STAFF.
2.RESPECT EVERYONE IN THE LOUNGE AND ON STAFF
3.IF YOU ARE ON OUR STAFF YOU WILL NOT BE ON ANY OTHER LOUNGE STAFF
4.YOU ARE REQUIRED TO HAVE YAHOO INSTANT MESSENGER.(WE HOLD LOUNGE STAFF MEETINGS ON YIM)
5.YOU MUST DO YOUR JOB WHAT EVER IT MAY BE YOUR ASSIGNED TO.
6.IF CALLED ON TO DO MORE , PLEASE DO SO WITHOUT ARGUING.
7.DO NOT PROMOTE OUR LOUNGE I ANY OTHER LOUNGE
8.IF YOU ARE IN ANOTHER LOUNGE OUR STAFF TAGS WILL NOT BE IN YOUR NAME REMOVE THEM UNTIL YOU LEAVE THE LOUNGE YOU ARE A GUEST IN.(ONLY EXCEPTION TO THIS RULE IS MANAGEMENT AND D
The Hidden Girl
Across the room they seem to see
A smiling girl who looks like me.
With two huge dimples on each cheek
She laughs and talks, and always speaks.
She's the girl they think would have it all.
But inside her is where tears fall.
Inside her mask is where I dwell
This broken girl she hides so well.
I try to wipe her tears away
But they fall more each coming day
She tries to laugh when her heart breaks
But hurts with every smile she fakes.
And inside her is where I dwell
The hidden girl she hides so well.
The girl that no one ever sees,
Behind a mask that looks like me.
My Job Can Kiss My Ass!
So I've been with my company for 8 and a half years and my salary is now being revamped with a brand NEW pay plan! So guess what? "What?" you ask. When it boils down, I will be recieving less every month unless I sell 700.00 dollars more a week. Fuck You!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah that's right. This is not making me want to work any harder. If anything it makes me want to fucking burn this bridge and find something else that won't fuck me over like my fucking job just did. I know there's so much bull shit to life and that I will experience so much more throughout my lifetime, but it still fucking blows like my fucking smelly ass!! Shit! Oh well.
The people in my world are beautiful! I lov them with my heart, not my eyes! I love what I know! U are beautiful!
Hey everyone just thought I would stop by and let yall know that Im back home now. And I can give yall the attention you so deserve! I missed you all terribly. Love, huggs, and kisses!
Listerine Agent Cool Blue Recall
This one hit close to home as my daughter has been using this stuff since she had her seizures and been 'sickly'. I'm sure it's just a coincidence but if your children or your friends children are using this stuff, PLEASE be sure they are aware.
This information can be found at http://www.agentcoolblue.com/#anc-pressrelease
As of April 12, 2007:
We are currently experiencing heavy call volume on our toll-free consumer line. If you are looking for a REFUND ONLY, click here. Print and complete the form, then mail to secure your AGENT COOL BLUE™ refund.
McNEIL-PPC, Inc. has announced a voluntary nationwide consumer recall of all lots of the GLACIER MINT™ and BUBBLE BLAST™ flavors of LISTERINE® AGENT COOL BLUE™ Plaque-Detecting Rinse after the Company determined that the preservative system is not adequate against certain microorganisms. McNEIL-PPC, Inc. has been in full communication with the FDA regarding this issue and the decision to implement a voluntar
Drying Your Tears
Drying Your Tears
Tear drops fall from your blue eyes
and my heart stops a beat at their sight.
I pull you close to me,
try to take the pain from you,
make it my own.
My cheek lays against yours
and your tears burn my face
as I whisper,
"Darling, it will be all right."
My tears blend with your own,
your pain now mine,
and our tears become one
as they fall in rivers on the sheets.
I dry your tears with kisses,
soft upon your face,
shelter you from pain
in the recesses of my love.
Our bed becomes a chalice
and we drink in each others sorrow,
finding salvation in each other's arms;
pain washed away giving rise to passion
'till we forget there ever were tears.
Computer problems & customer service
This has got to be one of the funniest I've heard of in a long time.
I think this guy should have been promoted, not fired. This is a true story from the WordPerfect Help line which was transcribed from a recording monitoring the customer care department. Needless to say, the Help Desk employee was fired however, he is currently suing the WordPerfect organization for "Termination without cause." This is the actual dialogue of a former WordPerfect Customer support employee (now I know why they record these conversations)
Employee --"Rich H. computer assistance; may I help you?"
Customer--"Yes, well, I'm having trouble with WordPerfect."
Employee --"What sort of trouble?"
Customer--" Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went away."
Employee --"Went away?"
Customer--" They disappeared."
Employee --"Hmmm. So what does your screen look like now?"
You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue93%Pink75%Yellow68%Green29%White21%Red14%Orange14%Black11%Purple11%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com
I Am Back Home
I am back home, I know, so soon, but the dollar is not doing well against the Euro and i had to come home early. I did get to see western part of Germany, Luxembourg, Belgium, Britain, Ireland and of course the Netherlands, where I spent most of my time and made alot of friends. i will miss my friends in Emmen, its near the German border in the province of Drenthe. I will return when I can. I was very upset to leave and I was in tears.
Well I hope to hear from all my friends and fans soon......... Take care.
Long Lost Family Member (i Don't Know What Else To Do)
Hi, to all my friends, family and fans I have on here on Cherry Tap. I am pleading for your help with this matter. For the last 5 years I have been searching for my younger brother... His name is Timothy J Kahl, his father's name is Douglas Carl Kahl (who is also my father). His mother name before she married my father was Maria Lund. Timothy's half brother from Maria is Danny (or Daniel). I know this is a long shot but I figured what the hell right? Stranger things have happened...Right now as I type this message for members there is 813,971 members in CT. (Not all online at once)but hey some people have lives... And I figured that it may be possible for someone anyone pleade do not be shy. That someone here on CT might possibly have some information, or bye chance he is even on this site....Or even if someone knows an avenue I have not traveled would let me know...
His last known where about in 1992 were Berwyn Illnois. Berwyn police dept can't help me because they say i could be
ok u can tell it is gettin close to spring cause ppl r talkin about love,prince charmin,and last but not least knight in shinin armour..well guess what no such luck!! to me i dont want all that i want a real person with real feelings. all i ask for is love and happiness. to sleep in my loves arms to wake up every mornin to his smilin face to feel his breathe on my check his hands on my side feelin his warmth and his love . to look in his eyes as he whispers i love you. to just be able to look in his eyes to know he means it.i want the hard times the bad times and the good times so i can walk every step of the way with him to grow closer as we get older. i dont care if he is a poor or rich man cause as long as i have his love i am rich. i believe i might have found this in one great man he believes the same as i do has the same thoughts i do but i will not say who is it just yet cause i dont want to ruin something before it gets started..one other thing on my mind what happened to bein
I Can Get
"I can get"
I can get your number,
its just a matter of time,
I can get you naked,
and then you'll be all mine,
I can get you thinkin,
about all that I can do,
but one thing I'll never have,
I can take your top off,
without you resisting,
I can pull your panties down,
without any kissing,
I can love you all night long,
its an easy thing to do,
but one thing I'll never have,
I can make you dance,
if I reach out my hand,
whisper in your ear of such romance,
you can barely understand,
I can hold you in my arms,
I can tell the band to play your tune,
but one thing I'll never have,
I can call you late at night,
bacause I know you're not alseep,
you're not in bed but he has no clue,
of the vows you just cant keep,
I have been the only one,
with whom you've been untrue,
but one thing I'll never have,
Free Halloween Music
(Originally posted on October 31, 2006)Here's a link to a site with Halloween music called "Calling All Fiends." You can download the entire collection or play them in a streaming format. It'd probably be pretty good for trick-or-treaters. tag: Halloween, music, free, downloads-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!
Without My Heart
Tears fill my eyes
As I sit trying not to cry
Though I have told you many times
You dont understand for that you I'd die
For you these tears I shed
My pillow is stained and wet
While I sit here in my bed
This is the worst it will ever get
To know all I do
And knowing you dont love me
The way I love you
Doesnt set me free
It kills me all the more
To be without you in my life
Seeing you but not at my door
It causes me so much strife
I know you think I'll get over you
There is one thing I know that you dont
thats something I cant possibly do
And just something I know I wont
I love you with all my heart
Know I always will
I gave you me from teh start
Becasue this is how I feel
I shed these tears
In your memory
I have realized my fears
I know we can never truely be
I cry in his arms
Though it helps in someway
He doesnt have your charms
And it you I want to be with one day
Though I know this wont come to be
I can hope with all I will amount
Death haveing rested a bit, and played with his bony friends in the lake, shook out his cowl and decided it was time to return to Melissa. Never having had to worry about looks before, he thought last time about what Melissa said he should try , the red cowl, and liked it. So he willed it, so it was. Looking at himself in the lakes reflection, he thought he might look better, hard to tell with all that fog and mist. But he felt better for trying and winked out Melissa's hiome once again.
this time it was dark and he saw no one in the fron room. He waw a dim light coming from another part of the apartment, so he guietly went toward it. the door it led to, was open jusat a scant bit, enought for Death to see Melissa on her knees in front of the bed. He thought "prayng, perhaps she is." Opening the door......
"Hi, Im back, and Im all clear to listen to...."
Death backed quickly out of the room as things began to fly toward him.
he could hear her as she was coming out" w
I Been Drinking
So I been drinking tonight. I went out with acouple roommates and my ex boyfriend and He pissed me off no wonder I broke up with him. He pissed me off. We went to dinner everything was fine then we went bowling and i dranked its been awhile and the he got quiet. When we were done and we all started paying my ex leaves and my left over dinner was in his car and didnt care. That pissed me off. If I ever thought I would give him another chance went out the door. He is 30 and acts like a teenager. I am too much to handle when drunk I a flirt and like to have fun. so sue me. I hate him runs off with my food. I paid good money for that. He better bring it to me in the morning and he better have put it in the frige if not I am going to be more pissed then I already am. I am starting to sorber up which is good i guess. I couldnt bowl with shit but its ok. lmao. I was feeling the liqure after the first one it tasted like tequila which everyone agreed. lmao all of them did actually. lol I had fo
So Well Said
What do women want? Try picking up a romance novel! Not one of the Harlequin Romance as those are just sleaze on paper, and stay away from Nora Roberts and Danielle Steele cuz they're not much better. But pick up a Christine Feehan, Iris Johanssen, or Jane Feather. That's what we want.
Women want a partner who is going to stand by them no matter what scars they possess, emotional or physical.
We want someone who is going to view us as so precious a treasure he would do anything to protect us.
We want someone who is going to go to impossible lengths to do something so embarrassing silly and romantic.
We want chivalry and respect. We want to be courted and adored.
We want to be loved so much that he wonders how he lived without us and wants to spend forever with us.
We want someone who wants to grow old with us, and who can share our dreams (whatever they may be).
We want someone secure enough in themselves and the relationship that he doesn't have to go look at porn
Well, at the pass of the vernal equanox, the bounty is plenty...
In much the same situation as always... but I finaly have been able to learn from this...and a way to sum things up, Why am I trying to break through a wall when I am standing infront of a door? It seems I had a few things to learn about myself, before I can truly move forward, and its funny because now I feel just plain silly... leave it to a capricorn to expect everything to be difficult
Any one who has ever read anything ive written should have been able to indentify the fact that I was in a bit of a rut... a big one, but hey, no one is perfect...
On the eve of the First day of srping, I seem to have been blessed with a bounty that yelded untold delights, and lets just say Saia is VERY satisfied!!!
Plenty of work left to do but on the tail end of a few heath issues, I obviously needed to take a little time off per say...
So, If you see me, know that Im just enjoying the ride!!!!!!
i just got this on my comment it made me cry
I've dreamed many dreams that never came true,
I've seen them vanish at dawn,
But I've realized enough of my dreams thank the Lord,
To make me want to dream on.
I've prayed many prayers when no answer came,
Though I've waited patient and long,
But answers have come to enough of my prayers,
To make me keep praying on.
I've trusted many a friend that failed,
And left me to weep alone,
But I've found enough of my friends that are really true,
That will make me keep trusting on.
I've sown many seeds that have fallen by the way,
For the birds to feed upon,
But I've held enough golden sheaves in my hand,
To make me keep sowing on.
I've drunk from the cup of disappointment and pain,
I've gone many days without song,
But I've sipped enough nectar from the Roses of Life,
To make me keep living on!
Why Is It That I Loose Every One ??
in about august i met a wonderful man on here named Aj Mccalister, he was severely stricken with cancer and we ended loosing him to it on November 17 of last year, well in his will it apparently stated that his laptop be sent to his nephew who is proudly serving our country in iraq and has done so attached to a "team" that has been getting pounded over the past few days last week on the 10 they lost some one who happened to be his partner and him and one other member were wounded it was on the news and in the local paper, well at 11:30 this evening i get home sighn in to yahoo and find an offline message from one of his buddies saying that his position was over ran and they have not heard from him in 12 hours that message was sent to me at 5:47 pm , we had gotten so close and were looking forward to and antisiating his return home after 3 years away and us getting together so man y things planned and dreampt of , now i may have lost some one ver
I have some new pictures..take a look if you would like...I dont bite I promise...unless you ask me to...jk...have a wonderful week to all the cherry tap family...:)
For You Know who
Back From Europe!
Please rate my pictures so I might advance my status and add more picture of Europe. I want to show you some great pictures I took. Thank you and talk to you soon!
I Don't I'm Stupid!!
I usually consider myself rather smart but this site could take some getting used to....
Peel and strip until the smoke is bare
Beneath the tear there is a glare
Piston shove plush cries
Constrict the conscript from behind
Compound carvings, once, twice, thrice slice
Line up the wounds and allow the blood to homogenize
I’ve got an altar built for two and a sacrifice with my name on it
I can shift what constitutes as truth if you want to lie on it
The pedestal may make you tall but it is there for praying on
And for me to prey on the praying as they’re locked in holly song
When you’re upside down blood doesn’t fall
It rises above as if to answer a call
Cleanse in desecration
Breath easy in suffocation
Feed the starving medication
The blood is sedated but not inebriated
The Mac truck is speeding out of control
Road blocks are useless I’m in severe need of a wall
To A Lost Friend
lost little girl you gone astray
do you really know where you plan to go
do you realize you left your path
and travel a way that seems so dark and cold
lost litlle girl where will you turn
can you see the shadow closing in on you
taking you down this road
tantalizing you with its lies and games
lost little girl hear our cry
do you see those that call you home
do you feel the hole you've left
and the emptiness of a broken heart
lost little girl an empty shell
is there anything left of what you once where
where is the laughter and glee
that is but a faint and distant echo in the wind
lost little girl, open up to me
do you know you arent the only one hurting
do you realize i miss you
though nothing will ever be the same
In Wake Of The Va. Shootings
The call for Gun Control is back, to which I have a response.
"To ban guns because criminals use them is to tell the innocent and law-abiding that their rights and liberties depend not on their own conduct, but on the conduct of the guilty and the lawless, and that the law will permit them to have only such rights and liberties as the lawless will allow... For society does not control crime, ever, by forcing the law-abiding to accommodate themselves to the expected behavior of criminals. Society controls crime by forcing the criminals to accommodate themselves to the expected behavior of the law-abiding." - Jeff Snyder
Embrace The Cold Winter
I sit here in Solemn..
In between the living day and dead of fall
a living dusk, a living twilight,
a personified purgatory awaiting for something
I should have never wished for..
And now each day I gain more and more of it
till it bleeds from my fingers
like blood seeping through a cut,
I feel my soul departing through open seems of lost hope
and I gather all my fear and turn them into desires
and regretfully learn to accept your dark gift
I no longer wish I had..
I sleep in silence..
and fall to a world of promises
and hopes made alive for the moment in dreams,
there I see your eyes and brush your hair aside one last time
before I die another death inside
I hear the ravens about in the air,
and sense the smell of sulfur
along with cries of wolves permeating everywhere
I sit alone here..
Yet I'm alone there..
with a vanishing vision of you before my eyes
and stare out far enough to see myself from behind
with pillars of salt keeping me company like monolithic b
My Sex Style
Whats your sex style?Fierce Sex StyleStraight to it! No time for kissing and touching here... Maybe the heat of the moment...But always great! Leaving them wanting MORE EACH TIME!!!!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
Help With Votes
TO ALL MY CT FRIENDS AND FANS HEY LETS HELP OUT A FRIEND OF MINE hE IS IN THE LONG HAIR CONTEST HE NEEDS YOUR VOTES. "SILVERTHORN68" IN THE BULLETINS THERE IS THE CONTEST I HAVE REPOSTED CLICK AND THEN FIND SILVERTHORN GO VOTE!!!
Tuesdays Blues 4-17-2007
Today, with nothing much going on, I am going to discuss my 10 favorite words and phrases that I NEVER get to use enough.
10. Discombobulated...this word sounds what it means....all mixed up. I love this word, and the looks I get when I use it.
9. Jack Booted Nazi...When I worked retail (video game store) I often used this term when discussing our governor, and how he wanted to rate video games, and fine us big bucks because parents didn't pay enough attention to what their kids were doing
8. Aural stimulus...unless you pay attention, it can be confused with something totally different
7. Poseur...once again, used often in retail. It was a part time job, working for my friend, so we said what we wanted. I would quiz every little kids who wore a Ramones t shirt to tell me three songs they sang, and when they could, sent them to go find Black Flag, a real punk band
6. Bish...takes the word of bitch, and you can use it anywhere and nobody is the wiser. It's or
Wine Vs. Water
In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink one liter of water each day, at the end of the year we will have absorbed more than one kilo of Escherichia coli (E. coli), the bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming one kilo of Poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, or other liquor), because wine goes through the purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting.
Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health
Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit.
Gangrel (World of Darkness)
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
The Gangrel are a clan of vampires, often associated with the Camarilla, from White Wolf Game Studio's Vampire: The Masquerade, Vampire: The Dark Ages, and Vampire: The Requiem books and role-playing games.
Vampire: The Masquerade
The Gangrel are associated with Gypsies, transmogrification, and vagrants. As a symbol, Gangrel often use a wolf's head. The Gangrel clan's magical Discipline, Protean, allows them to assume partial or complete animal forms. Their mastery of Protean is so much greater than any other Clan that Gangrel can assume virtually any animal form, providing it is a scavenger or a predator. Other vampires with the Protean Discipline are limited to the forms of Wolf and Bat; no one (not even the Gangrel) know why this is so.
According to Second Edition sourcebooks, the Gangrel, despite living in the wilderness, are attacked much less often by werewolves than other vampires; some speculate that t
What Kind Of Angel Am I
You scored as You are an innocent Angel. You are an Innocent Angel. You have done no one any wrong, and probably never will. Although you may be quite niave in the ways of the world, you shouldn't have to worry about that because you most likely will never leave your home in the clouds!You are an innocent Angel100%You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!75%You are an Angel of Beauty75%Angel of Light75%You are an Angel of Pain19%What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com
ok, as some of you may know, im a major sadist..
and i love dragons..
well today i ran across a picture that made me squirm with lust..
yer all going to think this is utterly sick.. some might just think "dragon's are not sexual.." i disagree.. dragons are fucking hot.. male or female..
then.. imagine if their bodily fluids were acid.. it cums inside some poor virgin... after raping her.. pre-digested virgin snack.. -giggles-
Feb 11, 2007
SOME DAYS ARE HARD AND SOME ARE GOOD. SOMEDAYS I MISS RANDY AND OTHERS I PRETEND LIKE NOTHING HAS HAPPENED. LIFE IS FUNNY THOUGH, I THINK MY STEPSON PRETTY MUCH SUMMED IT UP WHEN HE SAID, " DEATH IS LIKE A GAME OF DUCK DUCK GOOSE, YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU ARE GOING TO GET PICKED." YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOUR TIME IS COMING, BUT YOU KNOW THAT IT WILL EVENTUALLY COME. MY HOPES ARE THAT MY CHILDREN OUT LIVE ME AND THAT I AM ALIVE LONG ENOUGH TO WATCH THEM GROW UP. I DON'T FEAR DEATH, I FEAR LEAVING THOSE I LOVE BEHIND, TO FEND FOR THEMSELVES SO TO SPEAK. I AM TRYING TO GET PAST THIS, AND I FEEL THAT I AM DOING OKAY.
I HAD A BAD DAY THURSDAY WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT RANDY LIVED TILL 1:37 AM AND WAS SHOT AROUND 12 AM. I FEEL THAT HE WAS TRYING TO HOLD ON FOR HIS WHOLE FAMILY. HE WAS AFRAID OF LEAVING ALL OF US BEHIND. HE DIDN'T WANT US TO HURT, OR TO LIVE WITHOUT HIM HERE, BUT HE COULDN'T FIGHT NO LONGER, CUZ IT WAS HIS TIME! YOU KNOW BEFORE HE DIED HE WAS ALWAYS SAYING THAT I NEEDE
Ozzfest 2007 Is Free
OZZFEST 2007 IS FREE!!!!!!!!!
"This will change everybody's impression of the way touring in the summer in America should be."--Sharon Osbourne
Imagine a day of wall-to-wall hard rock.
Imagine the world's greatest headliner sharing a bill with cutting edge new artists.
Imagine if this brass-knuckled beast was hellbent on coming to your town.
Imagine this earth-pounding event...FOR FREE.
2007 will forever mark the year OZZFEST spiked the concert industry's punch and gave every head-banging American kid a reason to strap on an air guitar with the historic announcement that tickets to the summer's premiere touring concert festival won't cost fans a dime.
Testing one, two, three...
That's right, OZZY and SHARON OSBOURNE and tour producer LIVE NATION broke the news today at the Concert Industry Consortium in Los Angeles that their 12th annual hard rock spectacular--a 25-date extravaganza launching July 7 in Los Angeles--is pulling the plug on ticket prices and givin
Some Sexual Favorites
1. Anal or oral? Oral
2. Chocolate or whip Cream? Chocolate
3. Ice or feathers? Feathers
4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl?
Two girls and a guy
5. Movie porn or live porn? Live porn
6. What do you wear to bed ? Nothing
7. Love making or hard fucking? Love making
8. Do you shave ? hahahahahaha
9. Spit or swallow? Neither
10. Do you masturbate ? Occasionally
11. Whats your turn on ?Soft Seet smelling women
12. Whats your favorite position ? On the bottom
13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? Yes
14. Where would you really love to have sex ? Pretty much anyplace
15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) 10 to 20 minutes after penetration
16. Bondage or soft & gentle ?Soft & Gentle
17. Have you ever had sex in public ? Yes
18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? Yes
19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? Yes
20. List one person on your friends/family/fan list you would have sex with? Could
What Have I? Vii
Pull it out of me.
It's all there in my very tiny heart.
Pumped out of me like crude.
Soiling the earth.
Killing your children.
I can't do it alone.
I've tried for so long.
But its finally catching up.
Engulfing me in something else.
Something I'm afraid to be.
Something strangling my love.
Leaving nothing but fetid decay.
A faded outline...
of what I want to be.
A bold seepage of what I am.
Get it out of me.
Get it out of me.
I'm no longer ashamed to ask...
I'm afraid of what I can do.
Keep me locked, in check, buried.
Could you wash that much blood and chunks from under your fingernails?
The raging...exhaustless...madness of me.
Do you really think the world is ready?
Are your loved ones safe?
...and you think you will be?
I Love New York
I just saw a car trying to dart around traffic pull up behind a parked car and then honk. I love New Yorkers.
Reflections On Relationships
Instead of writing about my day as I usually do when I am not writing Poems. I thought I'd just write straight about how I feel about things in general. I'll try not to get too emo on everything.
I've had my fair share of downsliding on friendship, actually just relationships in general. Be it platonic or not.
I've attempted to have friends on a platonic level. They have resulted in too much as usual. They usual get so intense they turn into something i don't want. Or they start off good and work backwards. I'm still hoping for the best no matter what.
I take advice from a good friend of mine. She tells me that I am cool. The reasoning is that no matter how fucked up people treat me, ignore me, act like they are busy when they are on here 24/7... I still matter to stay the type of person I am. Which makes me happy... i don't see myself as the type of person who changes much. The only extreme change that happened in me was from my first real sexual relationship.
Scenes From The Coffeehouse
heels click across a busy intersection...
it may look like love,
but instead reeks of a drunken stupor.
don't make eye contact with the homeless men,
or you'll quickly be talked out of your paycheck.
screams of the pretty drunks across the street
echo over the police cruisers,
honking horns from impatient cab drivers
drown out the bustle of the area.
and i came HERE for peace of mind?
the buildings have a colonial charm about them,
so textured and garish against
a tranquil night sky,
the view of the stars marred by city haze
and blinding orange streetlights.
There are trees lining the streets,
but planted by men and left for dead.
The cracked marble is like home,
a tarnished version of perfection,
while steam and the funk from the sewer systems
waft above it into the air.
there's art on the walls,
some student projects, most likely,
but they emanate sex and rage
like a third-rate pornographic fantasy.
But I'm content to sit in the cold,
sipping on my long-c
Hell In The Human Heart
"Thanks to you, I die like Jesus Christ, who inspired generations of the weak and the defenseless people." – VA Tech Murderer
What we believe, about God, about the world, about ourselves, has a lot to do with how we live, and how we treat our fellow human beings. And this is why heresy is such an important issue for Western Christians of every stripe and persuasion. One might argue that atheism is preferable to a distorted Christianity and you really won’t hear me disagree. I’m pretty big on personal freedom, and with that, I believe that anyone has the right to believe, or disbelieve, whatever they want. With this caveat: they must be willing to accept responsibility for that belief, and any consequences that result.
It struck me as odd that the above quote has not been widely reported in the news, and I found it, buried in a blog written by a stranger. So I went and did the research and sure enough, the guy said it. The other blogger made the point that the shooter is a
"my Broken Heart"
"My Broken Heart"
I knew from the beginning
that you were just a flirt.
Yet I fell in love with you,
Knowing I'd get hurt.
I thought that I could tie you
down and make you love just me,
But how could I do something
That wasn't meant to be?
I know you'll never love me,
I'm trying not to cry.
For I know I'll find the strength
to kiss your lips good-bye.
When you ask for me again,
You'll find I won't be there.
I want a love to call my own,
Not one I have to share.
So I'll hide my broken heart
Beneath a laughing face.
Through you think I never cared,
No one could ever take your place.
A Little About Me
Get to Know Me...About You...Eye ColorbrownHair ColorbrownHeight4'11Favorite Colordark greenScreen NameYouCantTapMyCherryFavorite BandAlexz JohnsonFavorite MoviePretty WomanFavorite TV ShowGreysYour CarLHSYour HometownDenton, TexasYour Present TownEvansville, WyomingYour Crush's First NameDustinYour GradeOut of schoolYour StyleVERY laid back...Have You Ever...Sat on your rooftopyesKissed someone in the rainyesDanced in a public placeyesSmiled for no reasonno, there's always a reason to smile!Laughed so hard you criedyesPeed your pants after age 8noWritten a songnoSang to someone for no reasonyesPerformed on a stageyesTalked to someone you don't knowyesMade out in a theateryesGone roller skating since 8th gradeyesBeen in loveyes...Can You...Write with both handsnoWhistleyesBlow a bubbleyesRoll your tongueyesCross your eyesyesTouch your tongue to your nosenoDanceyesSpeak a different languagenoImpersonate someonenoCook anythingyes...Finish The Line...If I were a ...boyI wish ...on starsSo
Past three days I havent gone to school, because I screwed up my foot AGAIN. What fun! So I'm a senior and what's weird is it don't feel like I am a senior. It feels like well I don't know. LOL! All I know is that I can't wait to get out of school. Then start this modeling career up. I was suppost to go to an Modeling Audition tonight, but my doctor said stay off the foot. Screw my foot they make fake ones. I want to model and represent the BBW's! Mom says no, so mom over rules the doctor. Grrr! I was going to audition for Barbizon even with my boot I would have not cared. I would have worn one nice shoe and my boot. This is so wrong!
Lonestar - Smile - (how I Feel)
I still remember the night we met
You said you loved my smile
But your love for me was like a summer breeze
Oh it lasted for a while
I could hold on a little tighter I know
But when you love someone gotta let'em go
So I'm gonna smile
Cause I wanna make you happy
So you can't see me cry
I'm gonna let you go style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile
Kiss me once for the good times, baby
Kiss me twice for good bye
You can't help how you don't feel
And it does'nt matter why
give me a chance to bow out gracefully
'Cause that's how I want you to remember me
I'm gonna smile
Cause I want to make you happy
So you cant see me cry
I'm gonna let you go Style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile
I'm gonna smile so you can find the courage
so you wont see me hurtin'
I'm gonna let you go Style
And even if it kills me
My Best friend Peg lost her son today. Corey was a sweet guy and he will be missed.Corey was my friend and he always made me laugh.I will miss you corey...and that picnic we will never have.
Thought And Feeling
Thoughts and Feelings
So many things on my mind
Really don’t know how to unwind
Kids are screaming through my ears
I want to scream, but who would hear
Deep down my mind is hurt
By what was said
It was lower than dirt
All I want to do is lie abed
Things keep spinning round and round
Everything just seems too loud
As a mom, what should I do?
All I want is to hear Thank You!
Just how do we make them see?
That what we say is what’s to be
All it comes down to is more and more
What I can’t give them I feel sorry for
Still it comes back around
I want this I want that
They think it’s just allowed
What are we a welcome mat?
These are all Thoughts And Feelings I can not hide!!!!!
how happy hours are ending earlier these days?
Yesterday they were ending at 57 of the hour, now today at 53 of.
Just Something I Wrote.
I can hear your voice when your not around.The sounds beating in my head like a drum.Over and over again.Sleep is something i can not have,dreams are to far away.The sounds getting even more loud as i lay awake trying to find that peace i once i had and still all i can think of is you and the peace your gave me.But now you have become the soul source of pain.
What An Idiot!!!
Well, my room mate is a first class ignorant ass and he's gonna buy out my part of the lease-with what money, I have no clue, he will be starting back to work tomorrow after six weeks without a job....what an idiot!!
Ah well, what do I care, I planned to leave this stupid shithole anyway....at least I will be able to get laid in peace and not have to have my sex drive come to a halt because I had to see his fugly sex slut....Gods, but the stupid bitch is beyond ugly and more stupid than that, if you can imagine that....
I don't think he will want me to move when it's time, but I have been looking into places I actually want to live in, and I will be out sooner than I want to be, but hell, I will have my mental stability returned to me after this sick and twisted time in hell...I don't believe in hell, but if it did exist, it would be this house of chaos.
What can you do when someone is determine to fuck up their lives but sit there and say you didn't hand them the ammo or the
do you even look, can you even see?
what loving you and letting you in has done to me?
all my hard-fought, blood-bought, walls tumbled down,
my resolve, my strength puddled into the dark pools of my tears on the ground,
i got one word with icy coldness, no more chances..end.
as simple as that,
you turned your back,
doing what i feared the most, you abandoned me,
i make mistakes, i’m not perfect and never pretended to be,
i told you from the beginning how scared i was,
you said you understood, but you didn’t that’s plain enough,
because if nothing else, love is about second chances and meeting each other in the middle of our fears,
fighting through all the hard stuff, and pulling our battered hearts near,
so at the end of lifes’ cold hard day,
love will find it’s way,
but i fear,
You feel nothing for this ones tears.
i never throw one dont know what its all about but if your in the area or gonna be in the area and want to get drunk, get some tats, and eat some kick ass bar-b Q then let me know and i'll get you the address. only thing is we're only doing the outlines so to make sure everyone gets their ink done.
He said he would be there for her
Through the storms
Through the sunny days
He saw the light in her eyes
He saw the good in her
The good everyone else passed by
He saw the love that she had
the love that she had for him
He saw the cracks in her heart
The cracks that he soon mended
He saw her in the worst of times
In the best of times
No matter what he loved her
He saw the tortcher she went threw each day
He made it all better with that smile
Those arems open wide
Sholder ready for her tears
He saw that she wasn't normal
Instead she was the most amazing thing ever
He say that she wasn't like the rest
She tried her best to be everthing
Everything that he ever watned
But what she didn't see
What that she already was everything he ever wanted
I'm Busting My Blog Cherry
Your Actual Display Picture
Why would someone put another persons pic up as their own display photo?........Especially one of the opposite sex?
Isn't there, and if not, shouldn't there be a rule against it? And I'm only meaning the display pic showing who you are.
Other than being insecure with who you are and, in a way, cheating the CT M.O. to increase viewers/visitors are my only thoughts, but I am new, so this might also be accepted common practice...anyone else know because I want to start calling them out on it.
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POT POT BEIN A BAD BAD BOY
if you look in the right hand lower corner of the screen door you can see blackie or midnight don't know which the neighbors cats
Mommy you sure need to dust.Let me help!
Mom doesn't know that we are plotting our next search and destroy mission!
Feeling Kinda Lost...
so its really late... I should be fast asleep but i have so much on my mind and i have no idea where i dare to start ...
I am so screwed emotionally and i have no idea where ever dare to start. I feel so lost with everything, things have been so busy and are going to continue to be busy ... manuvers coming up and i know i have a shit load i still have to do come morning i should be in bed... but my brain just refuses to shut off.
I wonder if things will ever really start going my way or if simply i am fooling myself with false hopes.
Wondering if i can be honestly happy or if thats just another fantasy... I wish i had some idea and i just wish i could spend one night where i didn't feel totally lost , not to mention alone.
I cant help my brother with his situation , i cant even help myself ... I guess that leaves me screwed right? I wish i could get some proper sleep.... I doubt that will happen any time soon either.
Anyone care to tell me i am not crazy? I would love to
Sunday I went to see Disturbia with my son. Now bear with me, I am not good with names, but you have to see it to appreciate it.
It starts out with the son coping with losing his father. So when a teacher brings it up, he punchs him in the face. He ends up getting 3 months house arrest, with the ankle bracelet.
His mom cancelled his xbox live, his itunes...so he ends up watching the neighborhood.
Enter fine young vixen next door, moved in from the city. He also notices an odd neighbor, that he rarely sees, and at first thinks nothing of him.
On the news is a report of a missing girl, and that the last person seen with her has a blue Mustang. This neighbor does, with the same front left damage as reported.
Thats when the festivities begin. The house arrest guy, the hot neighbor girl, and Ron the asian friend then start to watch this guy continuously.
Throw in the mix a cop who is the cousin of the teacher he hit, and the story unfolds.
I enjoyed it. There was good suspen
'that Sounds Like A Criminal Enterprise To Me.'
Criminal Referral in Reading Program 20 Apr 2007 A federal investigator looking into allegations of conflict of interest and mismanagement in a $1 billion-a-year Education Department reading program said Friday he has made criminal referrals to the Justice Department. Reading First, created by President [sic] Bush's signature No Child Left Behind law, offers intensive reading help for low-income children in the early grades. But investigators say that federal officials intervened to influence state and local decisions about what programs to use, a potential violation of the law. Some of the people who were influencing those decisions had a financial interest in the programs that were being pushed, officials said.
'That sounds like a criminal enterprise to me.' Key Initiative of 'No Child' Under Federal Investigation --Officials Profited From Reading First Program 21 Apr 2007 The Justice Department is conducting a pro
-YOU WERE A FANTASY, I WASN'T SUPPOSE TO MEET YOU
-CHANCES OF THAT WERE SO UNLIKELY
-AND IF WE DID MEET, YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSE TO LIKE ME
-BUT LOOK I'M TRAPPED NOW
-AND IT JUST SO HAPPENED
-GOD PUT ME IN THE SPOT WHERE THAT WOULD JUST SO HAPPEN
-SEE SHE HAD A MAN AND I HAD A GIRL
-I BROKE UP WITH MINE AND AROUND THE SAME TIME
-WE WERE HANGIN' OUT, SHE NEVER LAID A HAND ON ME
-BUT I COULD TELL BY THE WAY SHE GLANCED AT ME
-HER LOOK SAID "BABY BOY SOMETHING HAMPERS ME"
-"IT WOULD GO DOWN BUT I'VE GOT MY MAN WITH ME"
-LORD HOW CAN IT BE
-YOU KNOW I'VE NEVER BEEN A DUDE TO BREAK UP A HAPPY FAMILY
-AND THESE TWO LOOKED SO HAPPY ON THE OUTSIDE
-THEY COULD HAVE ONLY BEEN HAPPY ON THE OUTSIDE
-SEE WE EVENTUALLY STARTED CREAPING
-BUT FOR ME ITS JUST SEX
-FOR HER IT'S CHEATIN'
-IT WENT DOWN ONE TIME, TWO TIMES, ONCE MORE
-TALKIN' REAL PASSIONATE EVERTIME IT JUMPED OFF
-I'M IN DEEP NOW SHE'S MORE THAN A JUMP OFF
-BOTH CATCHING FEELINGS, BOTH STARTING TO WANT MORE
-BUT GUESS W
Are you here with me...
in this minute eternity.
I can't open my eyes.
I'm too afraid to see that I'm alone.
Let me...pretend a moment.
Like you're beside me in this time.
In this place.
I feel a hand close around mine.
I feel warm wet lips on my neck.
My heart pounds in my chest...
But I'm still too afraid to see.
My eyes still desperately shut...
My lonely mind still too untrustworthy.
Your lips press to mine...tongues dancing...
suppressed giggles and moans...
skin so soft and real...
I open one eye...anxiously at first.
In this place.
In this time.
Hello my friend, I'm here for a REASON. I am sending this to you to see how many actually read thier comments. Your responce will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have caome to assist you through a difficultly, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physidally, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and the are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconventient time, this person will say or do sometimng to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must real
Ok some people dont like the fact that Im offically taken by a guy that I really do care about an he does the same for me. You know who u are, u dont need to go ahead an act like a real punk an call anyone u want names when they didnt do nothing to u. Please grow the fuck up. Im actually happy for once in my life with someone that lives very close to me, cares about who i am an what i do with my life, dont go calling me names outta no where for the hell of it, dont cut down my family and friends. Im 20 years old an AM READY to settle down with the man of my dreams an I hope this is the one. I have been ready since I dont how long now hmmm lets say 16. Please for u's who are pissed off at me now grow up an work shit out with ur others. PLEASE THATS ALL IM ASKING.!.!.!.!.
Friends For Life
Friends for life
We will always be friends for life no matter. we will always count on each other when we need each other the most,, i know that we can't see each other every day but we will be friends until the end and i can count on you when i am sad or happy,, i know when you are around the world doesn't look the same. so guess what we will be friend until the end of time
Definitions Related To Bondage
Bondage - A group of techniques for rendering a submissive physically helpless.
Breast bondage - Tying the female breasts with cord, string. rope, rubber bands, or scarves; may include nipple bondage or clamping.
Immobilization - Any form of bondage where the physical movement is prevented to some degree, or totally.
Kinbaku - A form of Japanese rope bondage.
Painful bondage - Specialist form of severe bondage which is carried out not just for restraint but to inflict pain by fastening the body into positions that place strain on the muscles.
Shibari - Japanese rope bondage. Often elaborate and decorative.
Definitions Related To Collars And Leashes
Collar - Worn to denote submissiveness or slavery to a particular Master/Mistress. A collared submissive is viewed as the property of that Dominant and any interaction with the submissive must be approved by the Dominant who owns the collar. A collar given solely for a purpose of play is used to assist the submissive in achieving the headspace necessary for an SM session.
Collared - To have accepted a collar from a dominant. This presumes a certain degree of continued submission the degree of which is up to the individuals involved and may range from highly dedicated to extremely casual.
Collaring - The ceremony or ritual by which a submissive becomes bound to his or her Master/Mistress. Collaring represents a serious commitment between the players and is not a part of casual play.
Collar and Lead - Some like purpose-made ones in rubber, leather or steel; some like ones made for large dogs but in all cases make sure they are an adequate size so they don't need to be pu
Ok ya i writing about a certain someone that needs to get over the fact im with someone an i wasnt going to sit there an wait for another 3 years just to be in a relationship with someone. I dont wanna lose people as friends but i guess if its going to end up that way then i guess i will have to lose people as frinds an never talk to them again. Im sorry but u know who u are an all we do is fight an is getting old way to old. If you wanna talk u know how to reach me. Other wise if not Take care. Goodbye
Thank You Soo Much
TOday is my thank you day... ANd i would like to thank
Because she did at least take the time to vote on most of my pics...Even though she rated them all 1's....Thank you at least for the points you gave me....
Omg!!!! Yaaay Me! Check Me Out! Wooohoo!!
OMG!!!! Wow, check me out...I'm catching up. Woooohooo!!
Thanks everyone. Mwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwah!!
Sexiest Smile Contest....ends Sunday April 29th at Midnight. You can click on my picture below to vote.
Flames of desire
ignite my fire
I can feel the heat
damn it's so sweet
Your kisses so tender
oh the sweet splendor
please don't stop
take me over the top
Your hand roaming free
all over me
such a sweet delight
it feels so right
Our bodies entwined
as we leave the world behind
the passion, the heat
I feel from my head to my feet
Our bodies so hot
we give it all that we got
as we start our lovers embrace
taking us to that special place
We hold on tight
god this is so right
as two become one
we have so much fun
As we lay together coming off our high
I hate to leave you as I let out a sigh
as we walk to the door
we kiss even more
An afternoon delight
that was oh so right
so happy to be with you
I hope you felt it too!
Rough Sex Facts
rough sex facts
Body: rough sex facts
Body: Rough Sex Facts-TOO FUNNY-Don't read if easily offended
Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!!
Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years.
If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm.
This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online.
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories.
Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth
The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile.
Having nice sex burns 358 calories.
Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories.
Take off her clothes
with her consent.........................12 cal
Take off her Bra
My Band..negro Childe
Hey guys..If you havent already and you'd like to hear my band (well, the band I'm in) the link is above..please do check us out and add us if you'd like..A song I did recently will be posted up really soon and I'd love your input
ATTENTION: There is an Amber Alert in your area.
Please CLICK HERE to find out more information.
Missing From: Dover, NC
Missing Date: 4/26/2007 12:00 AM
Contact: Craven County Sheriff's Office
Circumstances: The child is a Hispanic female. She was taken after homicide of biological mother by the suspect.
Missing ChildName: Junni Angel Rios
Hair Color: Black Eye Color: Brown
Height: 2FT Weight: 30LBS
SuspectName: Jorge Angel Hernandez
Make: Chevrolet Model: Tahoe K1500
License State: NC License Text: VVY1522
Ultimate Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey
Do you like it rough or sensual?: BOTH
Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: OPPOSITE
How often do you like to have sex?: LOTS LOTS LOTS
Is sex a top priority for you?: DUH! BUT NOT BEFORE MY DAUGHTER OR FAMILY
Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: YES
How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?:
How do you feel about one night stands?:
NOT MY THING
How many one night stands have you had?:
What's your favorite position?:
Where's your favorite place to have sex?:
ANYWHERE AND EVERYWHERE
Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?:
LOL BOTH JUST DEPENDS
Have you ever watched porn while having sex?:
How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: DEPENDS 2O MINUTES - HOUR
Do you get off first or do they?: THEY DO
Do you like kissing during sex?: YES
Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?
1. You and Jesus go out to dinner - who pays?
We "dine and dash"
2. You suddenly have to flee the country and adopt an alias.
What is it?
3. Pick one state in the U.S. to get rid of permanently.
Rhode Island (Drive it and you will see what i am talking about)
4. You wake up as the opposite gender what's the one thing you wanna try?
5. Luke Skywalker or Han Solo?
6. Toy you always wanted but never got as a child?
7. Top two celebrities you wanna do?
Pam Anderson, Monica Bellucci
8. What's an automatic deal breaker in a potential significant other?
Uhhhh, if she is sober
9. What is the last movie you saw that actually scared you?
10. Stupidest thing you've ever said out loud?
After winning and argument with a girlfriend, I shouted out "YES, I won" it was all downhill from there.
11. You're sentenced to death and its the morning of your execution, what do you want to eat?
Fallen Restless Angel....
So many use love for the wrong reasons. The only time someone should say they are in love or "I love You" is when they know deep down within the depths of their souls they belong together. I have yet found anyone to open my door to my heart which it is like a cement wall and only the strongest man who possesses immortal love can break through it.
I cannot walk through the shadows of loneliness and the endless valleys of pain. I need a guide to pull me out of the darkness. Show me the love- that doesn't hurt, and I will teach you how to fly. Then we shall fly away high above and beyond the earth which is cruel and holds tornment and unmerciful pain. Leave everything behind, never look back.
My heart has been broken, my wings torn and tied down. I hide and hold back my tears, and keep the pain behind my smile. I keep my faith that maybe someday the right guide will save me from these rusty and hurtful chains, which cut into my wings like barb wire.
I cannot love with these
Sorry It Couldn't Be Me
SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME
THE ONE TO BRING THAT SPECIAL SMILE TO YOUR FACE
THE ONE TO BRING THAT SPECIAL FEELING TO YOUR HEART
SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME
THAT SHOWED YOU THE LOVE THAT YOU WANTED
THAT GAVE YOU THE LOVE THAT YOU NEEDED
SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME
THE ONE TO GENTLY TOUCH YOUR HAND
THE ONE TO GENTLY TOUCH YOUR HEART
SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME
THE ONE THAT YOU COULD LOVE
SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME
These Preachers Are Getting On My Nerves
Everyone in the elder christian community seems to be talking about "the end times", which in human terms is the equivalent of Judgement Day, armageddon, apocalypse, blah blah blah. The idea that "God" is going to end the world to punish the unbelievers is nothing short of a rush to make everyone believe their way. Mankind, as far as I've seen in the news, doesn't need divine intervention to kill all of humanity. We're already well on our way, with kids growing up in homes where there is no discipline. They grow up to be gun-toting idiots who will end up shooting our genius good kids in the head for their shoes and breeding with reckless abandon as the good kids that remain are left on the sidelines wishing they knew why the fates hate them so much as to leave them 40 years old and still a virgin. And with wars erupting over nothing, and technology developing new ways to kill more people, it's only a matter of time before mankind kills itself off and gets replaced by mutated cockr
Help Me With My Comp
OK I THIS YEAR I STARTED A TALENT AGENCY. MIH TALENT AGENCY. IT HAS BEEN SLOW GETTING OFF THE GROUND, BUT ITS A PASSION I HAVE. I WANT TO HELP GET PEOPLE JOBS IN THE ENTERTAIMENT INDUSTRY. MODELS, RAPPERS, SINGERS AND ACTORS (EVEN PORN). IF YOU HAVE A TALENT OR KNOW PEOPLE LOOKING FOR TALENT HIT ME UP.
What Tattoo Should You Get
You Should Get An All Over Tattoo
Outrageous and funky
Because you should never have to choose just one tattooWhat Tattoo Should You Get?
Its been quite some time since I posted anything here. Alot has been happening in my world. So to give a quick update to all my Cherry pals and family, here goes:
Kattie had a gorgeous baby boy on March 6th at 4:11am. Nicholas Craig weighed in at 6lbs 3oz and 19 1/2 inches long. He is almost 2 months old now and such an amazing joy to our family. And if for some reason you have forgotten, Kattie is my oldest child of three.
Kellie will be graduating from high school on May 26th of this year. She's a Senior Leader. The Delta Dogs Company Commander. The Female Armed AND Unarmed Drill Team Commander. A two-time LightHouse Award Winner. The all-time number One Drill Team Commander in her region. I could go on and on.
Aaron is.. well Aaron. He will be in the 8th grade. Tall, lanky. Annoying. Intelligent. Annoying. Funny. Annoying. Haha.. you get the picture, but then what can one expect from a 13 year old boy? He's a good kid.
Haven't done alot awhole lot this year. I'll be wor
Her Escape From Reality
This is about a woman who apparently feels that she deserves her freedom from being a mother; thinks that her family is talking behind her back; and that the only ones who understand are her friends.
I'll start at the beginning of this little tale. Several months ago she was dating a man & had him and his three kids move in with her & her three kids.
They were having problems almost frm the beginning; deciding that a bigger place would help lessen the problems, the six of them moved into a house. That of course didn't work out either and they ended their relationship. Of course there were all kinds of problems; however, it didn't take her long to put herself out there as being single and within a couple of months she had hooked up with someone else.
The guy lives almost two hours away.
I've got nothing against single parents dating until it starts to affect the kids.
Which is exactly what's happening. She's been dating this guy for about 3 or 4 months now and in that amou
Funnyha Ha Not Funny Queer(not Really Just Like Saying That)
lol thats a crazy title ayway threw my tat party and not much to my suprise no one wanted to cum and seeing how all my friends are out of state basicly cant really blame you. but we had a blast. it started slow till we made some calls and found a new location since noone would come to us we went to them. i spent the day watching everyone getting tats. funny i thought i was the only one doing them but it turned out i was the only one of my artist that didnt do much i did two tats a touch up on a fucked up skull and cross bone and carpe diem on a sexy blodes pelvis. she thought that she made my day i told her she would have had i carpe diem but she left it wasnt the best tat cause it was cursive and i had every horny guy in the place starring over my shoulder and in my light......well doing it again this weekend in marysville if anyone is interested we even got someone doing piercings so pm me and let me know whats up or even if you want one weekend we'll come to you lol i guess thts fun
New Pix Taken Last Night!!
New pix taken last night!!
date: 2007-04-30 16:42:02
Please comment!!! Also comment my just me folder(be as dirty as u want ladies) and my workout time folder to help me out i always return the favor...Please fan me to!!!
Hey everyone :) Havent been around lately been working alot and not really having time to be on the NET :) I hope everyone is doing great and I will catch up at some point :) Take care and Have a great week :) xoxo
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April 30, 2007
"Those who try and fail are much wiser than those who never try for fear of failure."
The Best Living Will I've Seen
I, MAXINE, being of sound mind and body, do not wish to be kept alive indefinitely by artificial means. Under no circumstances should my fate be put in the hands of pinhead politicians who couldn't pass ninth-grade biology if their lives depended on it, or lawyers / doctors interested in simply running up the bills. If a reasonable amount of time passes and I fail to ask for at least one of the following:
Glass of wine
Chicken fried steak
cup of tea
it should be presumed that I won't ever get better.
When such a determination is reached, I hereby instruct my appointed person and attending physicians to pull the plug, reel in the tubes and call it a day.
There are two theories on arguin' with a woman. Neither one works!
Written At A Different Time, Diferent Place
web of dreams
lost in mist
dependent on a single kiss
life awaits future fate
I can not hear
see through haze all these days
blind and deaf
I know not yet
confusion sets in all around
I'll be lost, Untill I'm found
one long glance
lost in trance
preparing me for what will be
the time will come
after the sun
come face to face with my fate
dreams will be my reality
my life direction, at her discreation