How can one be so mean and so cruel.
How can one be so unfeeling.
How can one be so deaf to a hurtful cry.
How can one be so dreadfully sick with darkness.
How could one be so blind.
How can one just keep inflicting the pain and meanness over and over again without a second thought.
Do they get pleasure in our pain and suffering.
Do they get pleasure on wounding us so deeply and severely that the scars do not show.
Why does one want to torment with a watchful eye.
Why do they get to escape from the pain, suffering, hurtfulness that go in so deep it goes to the core of one Why do they get to just leave and walk away. Why.
They need to pay they need to see what their actions have done.
How can one be so extremely mean, cruel verbally abusive so very deeply hurting one in one instance and then hours later can be so nice like nothing had ever happened.
How can they live with themselves.
How can they not say they are sorry and actually care.
How can they be so ignorant to the positives of the light to God.
How do they live, eat and sleep at night.
Why do they go and seek another when they have no victim.
Do they see what their massive abuse has done how can one block that out how can one sweep it away in their mind how can one not see the inhumane acts they have done I do not understand I just do not.
Maybe I was meant not to understand and just go on and attempting to heal my wounds of all abuse and attempt to be a whole person again.
Yet something has changed.
I will be so much stronger despite the abuse I will win again and again and again.
