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Valentine's Day
Hello all. I have my various thoughts of Valentine's Day. You know, I'm 27 years old. I've never had a Valentine before. I guess I'm kinda bitter towards the whole thing. Most of my friends don't like the holiday because they feel that a certain day shouldn't be pushed aside to show how much you appreciate your loved one. I'm the type of person who would do something nice for a woman I love just because. No reason intended. I guess what Valentine's Day would be for me would be going all out. No, I don't know. I'm a home person. All I want to do is have a nice dinner, maybe watch a movie with someone I love, and just sit there, holding her in my arms, or holding her hand the entire time. After the movie, tell her how much she means to me and how much I love her. Thing is, that's not exempt for just Valentine's Day. That's how I am EVERY day. The only difference is, there might be chocolates involved, but I'm a bit of a chocoholic myself so I'd probably eat them in

Hay Looks Its Jackie On The Wacky Tabbacy
Im the asian heres an equation I'll punch you in the lip and do a back flip Nuts are game when he sees the flame I'm Jackie Chan ill do what I can I'm hand over fist with a great twist I've got the Ong Bak to kiss im sock Its nothin new to me and you Im Jackie Chan ill do what I can Hay looks its Jackie on the wacky Tabbacy I think hes triping look at him skipping Oh my god is that mel striping I'm Jackie Chan i guess i'll do what I can I'm Jackie Chan the lighting man I'm after Suzanne shit now fran Maybe oh Maybe NO DONT PUNCH THE BABY Man'o Man is this weed crazy It makes my chinese but so lazy I forget to eat my minds so hazy Im so hungry ill eat a swan river daisy I'll chill in hell and get to meet mel The devil will show me his favorite game Surfing in a volcano all I can proclame I'm Jackie Chan I'll do what i can

Asking And Telling....you Do Have An Opinion.
Good Morning. It’s Friday and I was going to do my rendition of Valentines Day and what the day was about and why we seem to honor those that in this day and age might not normally be honored. But, here is my thought process. I will save that for Monday because Valentine’s Day will only be a few days away if I do that and not these three added days yet before the weekend. Today I want to mention the difference between asking and telling. Here is one big difference…one is a kinder more gentle approach and the other is more of a demand approach. Oh first off sad note about Anna Nicole Smith. I wonder if there is a higher mortality rate among X playmates or people who lose a lot of weight and can’t handle the transformation…Neither am I suggesting are any form of her death but thinking beauty sometimes begets death and so does lack of correct body weight and handling ones nourishments. Ok once again it’s a sad day in the fandom of Anna Nicole. On with the true difference of asking or tell

Rage
Rage Can you taste it. Just below the surface. rolling, coiling, slowly boiling. Begging for release. No topic . No target. No place to pounce, with madman's cackling glee. No place justice to appease. Vile and blinding, noxious and pernicious. Corruption of the whole. Aimless and blameless. un assuaged. galled. Fighting mood! Somebody, anybody. Give me a reason. Open your mouth. That top mounted anal orifice. That undirected haze. That inhabits the day, and violates the night. Wickedly nefarious. Disfiguring reality. Instinct Hardwired in men. When life isn't right, Fight or flight. amped for action, encounter. The hunter. Or prey Smile the civilized style. Savage hidden, in a three piece suit BY TODD MICHAEL YODER

Natural Highs
Think about them one at a time before going on to the next one. It Does Make You Feel Good!!..... 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.

Passionfire
PASSIONFIRE In the semi darkness. Breathing ragged from need Looking upon her stretched languidly,indolently. across my bed. Abolishing my fears as i draw near. peaceful on the surface. Inflamed within. Contained. with-strained. running my hand across her flesh. She shivers under my touch with ragged breath. As i caress her breast. Across her stomach, Feeling the moistness. she groans with duress. Clutching at my hair. She pulls me down. AS my toungue darts. Her breath catches. back arching, moaning. Slowly i kiss my way up. Clutching at me She begs. Whispers,, Through a red haze. I can barely see her face. S L O W L Y Entering. Shivering Enveloped. Trying to go slow. To be tranquil, serene. NO longer contained. Uncontrolled, savage cries blending like a symphony. Lust well matched. Nearing, screaming. clutching. simultaneously. Exalted.

Men Being Abused
On another site that I have a blog, a man that lives in Spain that has bantered with me for years on various blogs that I have written responded with the following remark to a recent blog: Abuse is not always in physical form. Mental abuse can be just as bad, or worse, if you ask me. There is no question that many women subject their men to mental abuse. It just is not reported on the same basis as physical abuse. Have a nice weekend and upcoming week. Wherein, I responded with the following: True, Arne, abuse isn't just in physical form. Men can suffer the physical and mental abuses from their intimate partner (whether that partner be a man or woman) just as easily as women can suffer the same physical and mental abuses from their intimate partner (whether that partner be a man or woman). Abuse really knows no boundaries; but, we know this much for sure -- abuse cannot be tolerated by anyone and everyone who is subjected to it should and can find help to overcome the de

What Is Wrong With Us?
Ok.. I have to jump on a soap box here for a moment, please induldge me. I am bothered by the fact that 3 marines were killed in Iraq and the leading headlines today (2-9-97) are about the former play boy bunny, Anna Nichole Smith, dropping dead in a NY hotel. There are so many people, our people, their people, innocents, guilty, good and bad dying and they don't even get a blurb on the news, but this bimbo, gold digger dominates the headlines. We wonder what is messed up in America? I think this could be one symptom. That is my thought for today.

New York Will Sue Exxon, Others Over Brooklyn Oil Spill
New York will sue Exxon, others over Brooklyn oil spill 08 Feb 2007 New York's attorney general told ExxonMobil and two other oil companies Thursday that he intends to sue them for taking decades to clean up a giant, underground pond of petroleum left by the refineries that once lined Brooklyn's waterfront. Hidden beneath more than 50 acres worth of homes and businesses, the subterranean slick is believed to have been floating on top of the water table in the borough's Greenpoint section for at least half a century. http://www.usatoday.com/money/industries/energy/2007-02-08-exxon-ny_x.htm

Dusk Embraces The Darkness
One evening when the sun fell behind the horizon As the Dusk Embraces The Darkness I become weary of my surroundings and it begins to weaken my spirit The anger begins to arise within me All the feelings of rejection and abandonment overtake my soul Tears bleed from my eyes As I try to recall the reason for my birth Remembering all the promises broken Within the existence that seems to be no more I cry out into the shadows of the abyss and I hear my voice echo back in silence Somewhere between time and reality I Hear Mother Earth asking me what I desire The dreams that have been forbidden in my heart Begin to awaken within my being I feel the passion surge throughout my body The fire arises in me Consuming all of me ©2002 revised 2004, 2005

Addiction
I was going through to make a cuppa and i couldn't help my little fingers reaching for the comp as I do normally to workon something, but naughty things called up this place...could have alien hand syndrome...! Well I could. Hosted by CherryTagz.com ...and another thing...I feel abit like a voyeur also my ego is bursting..down girl!!!!!

A Contest Perhaps
So i think i may be cool enough to hold a contest (famous last words). My idea is pics of people with glasses (yes it's a strange affectation of mine) i know some of you will help, but i want some feedback, anyone want to help? Dont want to flood bulletins till i have a bit of backing. I'm sure i can get cool prizes and stuff. anyways whatcha all think?

Starting Next Thursday
STARTING NEXT THURSDAY I WILL BE PIMPING OUT MY FRIENDS,FAMILY,FANS. I WILL BE DOING THIS EVERY THURSDAY AND FRIDAY. THIS WILL BE TO HELP THOSE WHO NEED HELP LEVELING UP. AND TO SHOW OTHER PEOPLE WHAT GREAT PEOPLE THEY ARE. I WILL BE DOING FIVE A DAY. ON THURSDAY AND FRIDAYS ONLY. THOSE ARE THE DAYS IN WHICH I AM OFF. STARTING THURSDAY FEB. 15TH. SO IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ONE JUST LEAVE ME A MESSAGE ON FEB. 14TH. I REALLY JUST WANT TO SHOW MY APPRECIATION FOR MY GREAT FRIENDS. ALSO IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE IN A CONTEST AND I AM PIMPING YOU OUT I WILL ALSO LET THEM KNOW TO GO RATE AND VOTE FOR YOU. TY ALL. BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE.

Asshole Of The Year Award
Yep...Me...I own that....and it's only February.... So, tonight while @ the bar...I go outside to smoke a cigarette....While I'm out there, there are two other girls out there too. One is on the phone talking & the other is stumbling her way back into the bar...tripping over her feet & feeling around for the door... I, being the asshole that I am, say: She's had some drinks... Within one minute, the girl who was talking on the phone approaches me and says: Ummm....that's my sister...she's not wasted; she's going blind. I was stupefied & like OMG...I'm so sorry. It was so bad. Side Note: These two girls spoke with me for the rest of the night. The girl who is going blind...I don't know...I don't know if I believe it completely...she could see - she walked up to people, she called shots while people were playing pool & she was giving people high-fives. So, am I really the asshole...or was I just tricked? LoL Absurd, it is...I know...

Anna Nichole Smith's Baby
Ok.. I can not resist.. just two days after her death.. the Judge orders her DNA preserved so that they might beable to figure out who is the father of her baby girl. Now if that isn't a DNA lottery ticket for someone. Most of these men do not want the baby.. they want the millions connected with lil Dany. Hell.. maybe I am the dad.. may as well throw my DNA in the hat. What the hell.

Tattoo Contest !
~~ Okay I'm Ding A Tattoo Contest ~~ 1st Tattoo is...... with 870 comments 2nd Tattoo is...... with 849 comments 3rd Tattoo is...... with 332 comments 4th Tattoo is...... with 195 comments 5th Tattoo is...... with 116 comments 6th Tattoo is...... with 27 comments 7th Tattoo is...... with 4 comments 8th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments Remember you can comment bomb on your own pic! will run from 2/6 thur 2/13 thanks maria

Kitty Olympics?
I swear.... besides Moobaby's favorite activity is to get up on my monitor and chase the mouse on the screen with his paw, he should be entered into the olympics!! LOL... This little kitty, now only about 4-6 months old, has done aerial jumps and landed on the back of my 15.5 pound cat's back to begin wrestling. It is the funniest site because Gibson looks up at Moobaby like, "What ARE you doing???" Yes, Gibson is 15.5 pounds. The scales immediately start pumping to read his weight; while Moobaby doesn't even register on the scale -- even if you hold him down!! LOL... Moobaby surprised the heck out of me though because he was on a stool in the corner of the room and flew across the room and landed near my head on the couch. I swear that kitty could win the long jump!! LOL... Maybe I should become his athletic agent and see if there are some Kitty Olympics offered anywhere. If not, perhaps, I should create some!!! LOL... Hoping that no cats are fl

Well.. Whew!! Aint That Something...
Good god.. I am dying here.. sigh.. too much to do during a move, i swear and it dont help that my stepdad dont wanna get up before 10a.m. i tell ya this much mom and me work circles around him sometimes, lol.. anyhow wanted to check in a let ya know i am still in the shit hole of a house, sigh, but... bot for long, the mover is gonna charge me 1500.00 to move this one over to another lot, and then move my new one in.. i was like ummmm helllooooo kenny i told ya i got only a grand to work with here, he was very apologetic and assured me that it was a fair price, and others i have talked to have told me the same, but jesus next time ya want me to take it up the ass can ya use astroglide or atleast vaseline.. crap!!! sigh.. Bonez is still kicing it, i cannot believe it i thought when he escaped the house the other day that he was gonna be a goner for sure.. but nope.. found him yesterday lying in the sun next to some bushes and just checking out the park.. He (bonez is a cat btw if i had

Friendship Angel Poem
When I have no one to turn to And I am feeling kind of low, When there is no one to talk to And nowhere I want to go, I search deep within myself It is the love inside my heart That lets me know my Angels are there Even though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my face And the sun begins to shine. I hear a voice, so soft and sweet Saying, 'Everything will be just fine' It may seem that I am alone But I am never by myself at all. Whenever I need my Angels near All I have to do is call. An Angel's love is always true On that you can depend. They will always stand behind you And will always be your friend. Through darkest hours and brightest days Our Angel's see us through They smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue.. Thanks for being my Angel my friend I will be there for you until the end.

Dog Contest Runs Til The 2/15
~ Okay Dog Contest ~ I'm looking only for pets for my contest. contest will start 2/8 thur 2/15 1st dog is...... with 2202 comments 2nd Dog is...... with 1451 comments 3rd Dog Is...... with 63 comments 4th Dog is...... with 40 comments 5th Dog is...... with 3 comments 6th Dog is...... with 2 comments 7th Dog is...... with 1 comments Most comments wins! VIP gifts And Extra VIC gift for the Winners! Thanks Maria want to join click on the pic! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

The Day God Called U Home(love U Dad!
The day God called you home God looked around his Garden and found an empty place. He then looked down upon his earth and saw your loving face. He put his arms around you and lifted you to rest. His Garden must be beautiful, he always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering, he knew you were in pain. And knew that you would never get well on earth again. He saw your path was difficult, he closed your tired eyes, He whispered to you "Peace be Thine" and gave you wings to fly. When we saw you sleeping so calm and free of pain, We would not wish you back to earth to suffer once again. You've left us precious memories, your love will be our guide, You live on through your children, you're always by our side. It broke our hearts to lose you, but you did not go alone. For part of us went with you on the day God called you home

Medical Benefits Of Massage.
Benefits of Massage for Advanced Cancer Patients Even in a professional hospice environment, those suffering from advanced cancer are consistently, if not constantly, plagued by fatigue, pain, and loss of appetite. Cancer patients and health professionals at hospice programs are anxiously awaiting the results of a study to be conducted by the Health Sciences Center at the University of Colorado at Denver. Researchers hope to show that regular massage therapy decreases pain, improves quality of life, and reduces physical and emotional distress among patients suffering from advanced stages of cancer. Jean Kutner, MD, MSPH, associate professor of internal medicine at the CU School of Medicine and principal investigator in the study, is optimistic. "Hospice programs are very interested in the study because they believe massage works, and we anticipate that the study will show that patients who receive the massage therapy will experience a better quality of life during end-of-life c

Well Sister's Party Was Fun!! Results From Bowling. Lol
My sister had a great birthday. Lots of laughs and pictures. Now bowling was fun!! The kids love to pick on me. Someone please remind a bunch of 13 year olds the bowling towels are to wipe the oil off the balls!!! Ouch!!! I bowled horrible. I bowled a 108, 135, 108 ..woo hoo. lol Of course no one bowled good. Michael did well. All in all. I had a good time and made my nephew laugh and smile. So mission accomplished. Funny part...we actually placed lmao Hope everyone is having a great day!!!! Smile and show someone some love toda!!! :)

Screw Or Swim
Dave walks into a bar and sees John sitting at the end of the counter with a great big smile on his face. Dave says "John what are you so happy for?" "Well Dave, I gotta tell ya... Yesterday I was out waxing my boat, just waxing my boat, and a redhead came up to me... tits out to here, Dave, tits out to here! She says "Can I have a ride in your boat?" I said 'Sure you can have a ride in my boat.' So I took her way out, Dave. I turned off the key and I said 'Its either screw or swim!' She couldn't swim, Dave, she couldn't swim!!." The next day Dave walks into a bar and sees John sitting at the end of the counter with a bigger smile on his face. Dave says "What are you so happy about today John?" "Well Dave... I gotta tell ya... Yesterday I was out waxing my boat, just waxing my boat and a BEAUTIFUL blonde came up to me... tits out to here, Dave, tits out to here! She said 'Can I have a ride in your boat?' "Sure you can have a ride in my boat." So I took her way out,

You're All This To Me.........
You’re the thought that starts each morning, The conclusion to each day. You are in all that I do, And everything I say. You’re the smile on my face, The twinkle in my eye. The warmth inside my heart, The fullness in my life. You’re the hand that’s laced in mine, And the coat upon my back. My friend, my love, My shoulder to lean on. You’re my silly, mature, caring, Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy. The one who holds me tightly, When I need to cry. You’re the dimple in my cheek, The ever-constant tingle in my soul. The voice that makes me weak, The happiness of my life. You are all I’ve wanted, You are all I need. You are all I’ve dreamed of, You are all of this to me.

In Biology Class
In a biology class, the professor was discussing the high glucose levels found in semen. A young female (FRESHMAN) raised her hand and asked, "If I understand, you're saying there is a lot of glucose, as in sugar in male semen?" "That's correct", responded the professor, going on to add statistical info. Raising her hand again, the girl asked, "Then why doesn't it taste sweet?" After a stunned silence, the whole class burst out laughing, the poor girl's face turned bright red, and as she realized exactly what she had inadvertently said (or rather implied), she picked up her books without a word and walked out of class... and never returned. However, as she was going out the door, the Professor's reply was classic... Totally straight-faced he answered her question; "It doesn't taste sweet because the taste-buds for sweetness are on the tip of your tongue and not the back of your throat."

U Can Go On And Ignore This Or We Can Do Something About It Your Choice
well i guess it doesnt matter weather i post it here or on a bulletin cause it seems as if no one ever reads them any way but any how the point im trying to get accross to every one is, is that when we go to other peoples pages and they have pictures marked NSFW we go ahead and rate them well some of us do any how and but what im trying to say even though we go and rate these picks we are not getting credit where credit is due no matter what the content of the picture may be if we take the time to rate them then i think we should get the credit we deserve for our time and those people who has the picks needs their credit for the picks being rated as well. sighs i know im probally wasting my breath even writting this cause if people are going to ignore what i post on the bulletin board then im sure this will be ignored as well, but in truth if nothing is said about the NSFW picks not getting there propper credit then i guess then we will go on rateing them for nothing and wasting our

This Is Me In A Nut Shell
Well hello everyone I'm a 28 single female living in the niagara area. I'm Loving,humours laid back kinda girl. I have a 5 yr ols son who is my little man for now. I love keeping active and love the outdoors. Staying in for a movie on a clod night not a bad idea either, I have goals and morals and am very representable, however sexually i'm a bit of a "freak"love the taboo side of sex, rough, and kinky, a little DP and a bit of S&m and i'm good to go!!! i'm very sensual at times too!!i'm looking for not just a mental or emotional relationship, sound's selfish maybe but i'm aslo looking for me sexual match aswell someone who i can enjoy a different from the morm sex live with, other than that. Music i love not to much of a T.V. watcher but on occasion love comedy clubs, mini putting,theme parks ect.. well that me Wow longer than i though LOL CHEERS

Who Wants A Silver Motorcycle?
Im in a contest for a 7 day blast and the tittle of Hottest Woman of CT.. I really want to win the blast, But im in second and can't seem to get pass the girl ahead of me..The First girl to 15,000 wins the blast. We are steady with our comments. But I need a Comment bomber that can go crazy on my pic. So the First person to get me past first place girl by at least 100 comments.. I will give a Silver Motorcycle too.. Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~ Click the Pic -->

My Response To The Trash Talk About The Military Wives
military skanks huh? for your information the majority of military wives are either enrolled in school or already have their degree so that they can help with the income. We do not bitch or whine to those who are not in the same situation that we are in. In fact we do not bitch or whine at all. we are proud of what our husbands do. and you need to do your research first before you go off on us. We do NOT get extra income for "breeding" as you so put it. First of all we didnt' give you the "civilians" term... that's what you are, non-military. We do not get extra money for having kids. Nobody thinks you're beneath us just because you or your spouse chooses not to join the military. We completely understand that we signed up for deployments when we married our men. Yeah it's part of the job. It sucks but we deal, we don't whine or complain or bitch. As to your part about everyother job being just as dangerous, if your husband gets shot at everyday, has mortars aimed at his camp when he'

Goodnight
Goodnight (erotica) There she laid Sexily tied to my bed Lacy nightie Wanting to lick my head The pleasure she seeked Her mouth moist and wet Slowly sucking I wouldn't give in just yet Using just my finger tips I caress along her face Soft delicate skin Lips longing to embrace Tongues darting in and out Her body starts to quiver My tongue finds her clit Heavy breathing, she starts to shiver I start to use my finger For I know she desires this pleasure Slowly I penetrate Releasing juices from her treasure Soft moans escapes her lips I can tell she is on a roll I lightly tease her outside She's wanting my cock to take control She slowly rises up Manuevers up and around on all fours Looking sexily back at me She wants my key to unlock her doors My god the feeling This woman has created such a shock Nice and wet tight pussy The pleasures flowing from my cock Connected as

A Stuuning Word
There was that place and the essence of ripe pomegranates imagined in the flowers devoid of scent. There was the colour, openly crimson, of the flowers - and there was the tang, not confessed and green, of the pomegranates that would be, seeping through the cracks of time and falling into the substance, with petals ajar, of dream. There was memory, drank in gulps of other colours. And all of a sudden, there were two mouths and one sole breath - and the pomegranates, bitten, ripe, in the flowers of imagined scent. Sweet… … Like the reinvention of that place.

But Is It Stalking?
So I’m sure that ya’ll have heard about that astronaut chick who feel off the deep end into deep space nine, huh? I mean…… I guess I always accepted the implication that astronauts are space cadets…… but the euphemism was temporarily lost on me until the story broke in the news last week….. This lady……married with three kids, checks her boyfriend’s email and gets his other girlfriend’s flight itinerary…….. Then, she slides into some damn diapers……withdraws a bankroll of cash, and drives 900 friggin miles to meet the other side piece of azz as she lands in Florida. Then she puts on a wig and sunglasses and pepper sprays the heffa in the parking lot….. The police find her with a knife, some trash bags, rubber hoses, a steel mallet, and a trench coat. Damn!............. That sounds like the props for a perverted porn flick! This got me to thinking about the line between stalking and romance. And since this is the Valentines day season….. this thought reminded me of an ol

Hahahaha
so yeah this is just a random blog... filled with random shit... yup... so heres a statement for you to ponder... if from the lips of babes comes pearls of wisdom... then from the lips of angles comes clods of shit... and yeah i already know that im going to hell... ive been going there for a while now... and when i finally get there... im going to take it over... and if for some reason i dont get to hell and i go to heaven ill try and take that shit over to... hehehehe... yep

Damn Hookers
>TWENTY DOLLARS > >On their wedding night, > >the young bride approached her new husband > >and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. > >In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. > >This scenario was repeated each time they made love, > >for more than 30 years, with him thinking > >that it was a cute way for her to afford > >new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. > > >Arriving home around noon one day, >she was surprised to find >her husband in a very drunken state. > >During the next few minutes, he explained that his employer was > >going through a process of corporate downsizing, > > >and he had been let go. > >It was unlikely that, at the age of 59, > >he'd be able to find another position > >that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. > > >Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book > >which showed more than thirty years > >of steady deposits a

Sometimes I Gotta Wonder What My Kid Is Thinkin (part 2)
Ok, I found out this afternoon, after work, that the reason my son did what he did this morning is because someone at school is threatening to beat him up. Without going into too much detail--its over a lie started by a 10 yr old. I know my son was telling me the truth because he looked me in the face when he told me. So, since it was too late to get ahold of the school principal...I'll have to put that at the top of my 'to do' list for tomorrow before work. Its not that he wants to get sent to YDC, its that he wants to avoid the kid who wants to beat him up. Needless to say I felt about an inch tall for the lecture this morning and apologized to him. I just wish he had told me this in the first place instead of coming up with some bs excuse about his leg bothering him. Hav a good evening.

Waiting In The Dark
I ask myself, what does it take to live in such a free world, but what is so free about living in a world, is this the free world we really live to know. I envy the small things in life, the things most people take for granted, I always see how people pretend, pretend to be something, something they are turned into and cant stand up against, is this the price of failure, the price in such a free world. I ask myself, what does it take to live in such a free world, waiting in the dark but for what, waiting for my turn, waiting In such a free world. I see children running, but from what, a society they know so little about, their innocence takin away from them, are they stuck, stuck inside such a free world. I ask myself, is that me I see waiting in the dark, a world of opportunity suddenly that struck me down, opportunity in such a free world. I find myself filled with your breath you and I share, it's harder to breathe, i

Give Him What He Really Wants For Valentine's Day
Well ladies, Valentine's Day is coming. I'm sure you all know that. I get really tired of hearing women whine over what they're going to get for Valentine's Day. Why do you think it's all about you? I'm here to burst your bubble...it isn't. It's about sex. Listen, the whole idea of going out to a romantic dinner [choke] and getting stale chocolates is for one reason and one reason only. It's a down payment on the after-romance bullshit. Yes, it's about what you're going to give to him after he's convinced you that he's spent all this time and money on you. ie: PUSSY. So, instead of you getting your panties in a wad and getting mad about it, go with the flow sisters. [Beat him to the punch] Besides, do you really need to go to a restaurant where you'll wait a fucking hour, then eat something that's probably going to make your ass bigger? Hell no! And the chocolates! Please baby, you can open a box of ding-dongs and get your chocolate fix. I'm talking not only pl

"goddess Bless This Little Girl"
Goddess Bless this little girl... Just the thought is simply wild In her womb a little child. Born of water, cleansed by fire This child is special...she is the One. The power of the Mother Goddess is within her Rituals and incantations written upon her heart. The gift of healing lies within her hands Forms of divination flow through her mind This little girl will grow to do great things She is destined to hold power in her hands And she will lead others in the Old Path Her parents will proudly watch and help her.

Not Hot
One thing I always think is that looks are over-rated. Eh, perhaps I just say that because I don't have the looks. Well, I don't think I'm a bad looking guy, but I know I'm not exactly exhilerating to look at. People don't look at me and go "damn, he's cute. I'd let him bone me" or something like that. That's just not me, and quite honestly, I kinda like it like that. It does bother me sometimes when I hear a woman I like tell me that another guy is cute. Not exactly jealousy, because I'm a realist. I don't think I'm more cute than a lot of guys, so I guess I should expect it. I hear it all the time though. "Oh my God, Scott. He's so hot!!!" Yeah, I think "what about me?" but I know already what about me. I know what I am, and I don't try to be what I'm not, and that's what I want people to like about me. So, I won't be attracting the attention from a lot of females just by my looks. I'd rather attract their hearts in different ways. Charm, wit, intellect, humor

Future
heart so tender kiss so sweet your arms around me when next we meet the love i have undying its true forever my goal to be with you no mountain too high for love to climb no valley to low for you to be mine i fill every crevice in you, every way your heart runneth over i love hearing you say soon we'll be together of this i am sure and i'll say to you welcome to our future

" Come Home"
I walked into the room But you were not there. I layed my head upon your pillow Your scent still lingering in it. I pulled it close to my heart And breathed it in deeply. For a moment it was like you were there Lying just beside me. I envisioned your body touching up against mine. I remebered the way your soft hot skin felt pressed against my naked body. I remebered the feel of your big strong arms around me holding me close and tight. At that moment I felt safe and secure like nothing could ever harm me again. Suddenly there was a chill So cold I woke up. I was all alone, It was just a dream. Do you see how i miss you when you're gone? Come back to me soon Daddy, It's time to come Home!

"mask"
I have a thirst that cannot be quenched. I have hunger that continues to drive me. I have a pain that's cold and deep. It breaks my heart and eats away inside me. What is this hunger and thirst you ask? You'll never know, I'll never reveal it. It's hidden behinde the mask. A mask of happiness, A mask of joy, A mask of strength, A mask of no fear, A mask of content, A mask is all you see, My true face will never be!

Best M.i.l.f. On Ct Contest !
~ Okay Best M.I.L.F. On CT Contest ~~ I'm having a M.I.L.F. contest so i need a lot of ladys for this Winners will get 2 prizes each and everyone else will get 1 Contest will start on the 2/16 thur 2/23 Want in send me ur pic link to my inbox. thanks maria click on pic to enter contest! Maria ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Kids.......again!
A first grade school teacher in Virginia had twenty-five students in her class. She presented each child in her classroom the first half of a well known proverb and asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb. It's hard to believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may surprise you. While reading, keep in mind that these are first graders, 6-year-olds, because the last one is a classic! I hope you enjoy them as much as I did. 1. Don't change horses................until they stop running. 2. Strike while the.............bug is close. 3. It's always darkest before...........Daylight Saving Time. 4. Never underestimate the power of.....termites. 5. You can lead a horse to water but.......how? 6. Don't bite the hand that ........looks dirty. 7. No news is......................impossible. 8. A miss is as good as a ...............Mr. 9. You can't teach an old dog new ..........math. 10. If you lie

A Dream About Dreaming Of You
With anger in eye’s and voice reflecting despise I awoke to a wondering stare from you What is her name yelled a voice of blame and just what were you planning to do Collecting my senses while searching defense’s seemed honesty was the course to choose So I turned my mind to dreamland’s time and placed my thoughts in a state of muse Was on a journey long that I searched strong till my body was tired and stressed So I found a tree in a field of green where I paused to gain some rest As reality faded my mind it waded along a beach with sands of white Then along came a beauty oh yes a cutey I must admit she was quite a site Naked her form so teasingly warm glistened from the moisture of the sea I tried to resist this maiden of the mist but ran when she beckoned to me So we tossed and turned our bodies squir

Sometimes......
Sometimes... When you cry... No one sees your tears. Sometimes... When you are in pain... No one sees your hurt. Sometimes... When you are worried. No one sees your stress. Sometimes.. When you are happy.. No one sees your smile - - - - - - But FART!! Just ONE time.. And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of those heart-touching stories!

Stoopid Noob!
so i was just on the papa john's website, trying to download coupons....yeah, i accidentally ordered a pizza. i feel so stupid...but ow i know what i'm gonna have for lunch tomorrow. i am an EEEDIOT!

The Proposal
The proposal Damp and cold am I Cloudy is the morning sky I see a weeping willow cry As the thunder storm roles by Crisp is the morning grass Roses bloom as I pass I raised a eye as I walk I seen two lovers talk He is Whispering in her ears She broke down and shed a tear Holding a box and her hand He asked her if he could take her hand Scott Baker

Be Your Valentine
Be Your Valentine You never call or see what I am doing Most of the times barely even want to be bothered In our past we used to share each others flesh We used to do all the freaky things you like Added to the entire things you wanted to try Months passed Now I am just is just a piece of ass In our pastime you actually cared about me You actually cared about my feelings You treat me like a piece of trash Now you ask me to be your valentine I don't feel like it You only want to some ass Just to make you feel like a man You really don't know you were falling then You may wonder why I left you alone You talk so much which you could not prove it You and your shortcomings was hilarious I don't want to waste my time I could be doing better things You would think getting another guy would be an option No not this time I rather sip some coffee Read a nice book along with my drin

Reissiger Faircopy Etc. Progress
Was running into some troubles, but have now got 7 pages exactly done and done mostly properly I think ,175 bars (backwards from the end of the about 370-bar Rondo: Allegro finale of this 1840s work.) About 175 bars from the end or so starts a fugato* based on one of the main themes of the movement ... yes, near the beginning of the movement- I peeked and looked at the beginning ;^) *a fugue that's part of a piece, usually brief and usually rounded off at the end to lead into another section of the piece, as opposed to a regular fugue which is, well... a piece in itself

Saint Valentines Day Verbal Massacre
Store bought affections with confections, sugary sweet treats that seek adoration. Card creations in mass production equate to consumer seduction. Procreation from the adoration is the goal, a soul for solace, the fallacy in sincerity, a rarity is a true heart felt. My eyes welt with tears held back, when the romance is real. But still the rose in mass production is corruption in all that's true about a hallmark holiday that will never go away. As women want the attention, men want to consummate the true intention. Candle light dinner is the spinner in direction. Wonder not on romance, but the stupid courtship dance. We do things just because, not just with hearts filled with love. A day of romance should be random, not tandem to a calendar date, but my spate is on forced displays of affection that seem to pass by without correction. Happy Valentines Day. -ed (Love is as true as we make it)

This Is So You Know Me A Bit Better
My Physical Survey Physical AppearanceHair ColorBRUNETTEHieght5 FT 6 INGlassesYEAHShoe Size8 1/2 WIDECasual or FormalCASUALLong or Short HairVERY LONGManicured or NaturalNATURALEye ColorBRIGHT BLUELet's get PhysicalLights on or OffEITHERBed or TableBOTHRomantic or WildBOTHRisky or SafeALWAYS SAFE SEXHugs or KissesBOTHEars or NeckNECKWalk fast or SlowSLOWDance or Tap FootTAP FOOT...LOLWalk or RideRIDEStay in or Go OutSTAY INSpontanious or PlannedSPONTANIOUSOrganized or FrazzledFRAZZLEDEarly or LateLATETaken or SingleSINGLEHigh Places or Well GroundedWELL GROUNDEDSwimming or SkiingSWIMMINGHiking or Beach StrollBEACH STROLLVertical or HorizontalBOTHBath or ShowerBOTHRoll-on or SprayROLL ON (save the ozone)Hot or ColdCOLDTongue or LipsBOTHType or WriteTYPERead or SingSINGTalk or ListenBOTHOne of the Gang or OutsiderOUTSIDERLoud or QuiteDEPENDSSchool or WorkNEITHERSmoke or DrinkNO SMOKE OCCASIONAL DRINKThanksgiving Dinner or Midnight SnackTHANKSGIVING DINNER then you got the leftovers f

'i Hope You Dance... '
(received this from a friend today -- enjoy!!) This was written by an 83-year-old woman to her friend. *The last line says it all. * Dear Bertha, I'm reading more and dusting less. I'm sitting in the yard and admiring the view without fussing about the weeds in the garden. I'm spending more time with my family and friends and less time working. Whenever possible, life should be a pattern of experiences to savor, not to endure. I'm trying to recognize these moments now and cherish them. I'm not "saving" anything; we use our good china and crystal for every special event such as losing a pound, getting the sink unstopped, or the first Amaryllis blossom. I wear my good blazer to the market. My theory is if I look prosperous, I can shell out $28.49 for one small bag of groceries. I'm not saving my good perfume for special parties, but wearing it for clerks in the hardware store and tellers at the bank. "Someday" and "one of these days" are losing their grip on m

I Need Help Plz
~~ Okay everyone i'm in a contest and am far behind so if u can help me catch up i will buy everyone that helps me out a gift leave me a pm in my inbox telling me how many comments and i will buy the gifts for u! thanks so much love maria click on pic to vote and comment bomb!

Seriously Considering Doing The "family" Thing
I may not have many friends here, but most of them seem to be after the points. You'll have to EARN your way into the family. Just show me you're not in the race for points or using me for a contest, and you could get promoted.

Women Fuck Like Men
Women Fuck Like Men I found an interesting question posted on a group site on myspace. The group is actually an interesting one. There seems to be a bit too much emphasis on using big words and puffing their chests out to elaborate intelligence, but hey, some people feel they need to do that. [CHOKE] Anyway, there was a question posed that asked if sex was bad for young women. First of all, I guess that old women don't count, therefore they are not part of that equation. [I hate that shit! Anything over 30 is considered old. Let me tell you turds about us old bitches. We are fucking sexy and when we fuck you, you know what the term SEXUAL really means, you got me? Anway...] So, back to the question....is sex bad for young women? Why is this even a question that people would discuss? Is sex bad for young men? Hello! When the young men are fucking, who do you think their inexperienced tools are penetrating? Well, some of them may be in something other than

Tonight I Wanna Be Your Man~~andy Griggs
Baby light a couple candles Lock the bedroom door Put on some sweet soul music Throw a blanket on the floor Surrender to my patient hands All week I've been your husband Tonight I wanna be your man It hit me just this morning When I passed you in the hall I swear I caught you looking Like you don't know me at all Let me show you who I am All week I've been your husband Tonight I wanna be your man I'll always be your cover when your cold When the world lines up against you I'm the safe place you can go Now and then we need to find some time to be in love Just be in love Now the whole world's in bed sleeping I think we're finally alone If the telephone starts ringing We'll pretend like we're not home Cause any fool would understand All week I've been your husband Tonight I wanna be your man Let me show you who I am All week I've been your husband Tonight I wanna your man Just forget about that wedding band All week I've been your husband Tonight

An Englishman An Irishman And A Scotsman
An Englishman an Irishman and a Scotsman were in a pub, talking about their sons "My son was born on St George's Day," commented the Englishman. "So we decided to call him George." "That's a real coincidence," remarked the Scot. "My son was born on St Andrew's Day, so we decided to call him Andrew." "My God that's amazing," said the Irishman. "Exactly the same thing happened with my son Pancake."

Just Another Freestyle To Start My Day
I woke up and got twisted, suddenly feeling gifted, like a burden had been lifted, like my whole world just shifted. I stepped to the keypad to do what I do, just type without thinking it through. Letting my mind drift to somewhere new, I type with a vengeance but this isnt blue. Instead its of feelings of smiles worthwhile. So much Ive missed since I was a child. My ways in the world were crazy and wild. My blood was a little more hotter than mild. And now it is different, this way that I feel, so much different I can say that its real. Yes to me this is a big fucking deal. See it shows that my heart is beginning to heal

Tattoo Contest
~~ Okay Tattoo contest time again ~~ I'm doing a Tattoo contest again cause those are fun! Contest opens on 2/14 thur 2/ 21 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments 4th Tattoo is.... with 1 comments 5th tattoo is...... with 1 comments Most comments wins! 2 gifts for first 3 winners.....everyone gets a prize Get your Pics in to me so i can add them in. thanks Maria Click pic to enter..... Maria Wife To Be Of ???ìk??$72 ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

History Of The Ulster Volunteer Force
Formed to oppose the implementation of Home Rule by military force if necessary, James Craig and Sir Edward Carson were prominent members of its leadership. Guns were procured and landed at Larne in April 1914. The outbreak of World War 1 and the suspension of Home Rule resulted in the UVF becoming the 36th (Ulster) Division of the British Army. The division was all but wiped out in the Battle of the Somme (July-November 1916). The UVF was re-established in 1966by Gusty Spence, amongst others. It immediately declared war on the IRA but was banned by Northern Ireland Prime Minister Terence O`Neil in June of that year. It called a cease-fire in October 1994 under the auspices of the Combined Loyalist military Command. Since 1912 until the present day, the Ulster Volunteer Force has produced volunteers - both men and women - who had the courage and honour to make the supreme sacrifice of giving up their lives that others may have their religion, liberties, freedoms and laws safeguard

Email Got
So I got this in an email the other day and well I really liked it (I'm sure you all have probably have seen it too....) It just really touched me is all What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what

Hot ! Hot ! Hot !
*** SEXIEST PLAYMATE CONTEST NOW OPEN*** GO SHOW YOUR FAVORITE PLAYMATE LUV !! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED !!! ~~STARTS FEB.16 1 PM EST AND WILL END FEB.28 MIDNIGHT EST ~~ MR. JANUARY.. I.D.G.A.F. MR.FEBRUARY..ARTISAN69(LARRY) MIZZ MARCH..VENUS(SAXXY) MR.APRIL .. DJ LOONEY MR.MAY.. THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER MR.JUNE.. BEN DOVER MIZZ JULY.. MARIA MR.AUGUST..HANDICAP MIKE MIZZ SEPTEMBER..TATTOOGIRL MIZZ OCTOBER..HONEY MR.NOVEMBER.. HSTREET MR.DECEMBER... TIGER

Stop By And Rate He He Went Ahead And Bought Game The Yacht For Me ..
Nosferatu۩Elder-LOЯĎ۞Dracula۩Lord Lestat-WRR Protector/Convo Specialist@ CherryTAP PLZ RATE AND FANN HIM ADD HIM.. I CNANOT BELIVE HE WENT AHEAD AND BOUGHT GAME THE YACHT.. THANKS SO MUCH LESTAT YOU ROCK BABE!!

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwww!!!!!
I'M SORRY ALL BUT THIS IS THE MOST DISGUSTING THING I HAVE EVER SEEN BEFORE IN MY FUCKING LIFE!!!! VIDEO'S LIKE THIS ARE WHAT YOU GET TO SEE WHEN YOU ARE DRUNK AS FUCK OVER AT A BASTARDS HOUSE WITH FAR TO MUCH TIME ON HIS HANDS!! I'M SO SORRY, BUT I COULDN'T BE THE ONLY ONE SUFFERING THROUGH THIS, SO ENJOY!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. FULLY CLOTHED AND FUCKING DISGUSTED!!

Serious Chinese New Year Eats
Chinese New Year, and the year of the pig (according to the Chinese zodiac), begins this Sunday, February 18, so at Serious Eats, we're celebrating the occasion with video and recipes tied to the holiday. Because Chinese New Year follows the lunar calendar, it falls on a different date every year, usually between January 19 and February 23. It begins on the second new moon after the winter solstice and ends 15 days later with the Lantern Festival. According to tradition, the celebration gets under way on New Year's Eve with a family dinner hosted at the eldest family member's home; it is considered the most important annual family tradition. Family members travel from near and far to attend. A family's given menu will vary by region, but here are some of the more popular dishes and their symbolism: * A specialty soup like Bird's Nest (youthfulness and long life) or Shark Fin (prosperity) * A vegetarian dish, jai choy or Buddha's delight * Poultry: whole with feet an

Come Join A Drifferent Family!
~~ Attn: We are looking for good people to join our family ~~ We are the Angel Family On CT and we got 20 + members and growing..... so far we got....... * Our own website * our own lounge * our own family tags * and our own page on CT So if you like people and meeting more people and helping each other out they please come over and join our family. We always take new people in... most of this work done by WOLF himself. And i thank him for everything he's done so we would have it nicer then anyone other family. so once again come join come join us for fun and good times! Maria ~ Founder~ Wolf ~Co-Founder~

Love Is...
This was on a pocket card given to me by my "God-Mother" Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always Hopes, always preserves. Love never fails

Have A Great Day!
I'm off to work in a bit! Sort of a long day, and belly dancing class tonight! Just in time, too. Western Wisconsin will have a high in the 30s today. A heat wave!! I'm ready for that. I will try to catch up on the personal greetings either tonight or tomorrow. I'm feeling like I'm getting behind! But then that's why I do this Daily Greeting blog. Old habits die hard! Have a wonderful day and a killer week everyone! Much love and warm hugs to everyone! Blessings on one and all, lol! I appreciate each and every one of you so very much!

What Drink Are You?
You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Do You Have A Dirty Mind? Lmao!!
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Ever Show Up For Work And Wish....
that you hadn't???? LOL... Tonight I had it in my mind that I was working from 6:45p-3:15a.... so, I did everything as per normal that I do throughout the day to prepare for leaving for work -- including double checking my calendar. LOL... However, by the time I do get to work, I noticed the employee here that I was to do the shift for. I double-checked the posted schedule and indeed I am not scheduled to work tonight. LOL... I get in the mode of thinking, "Well, I'll just go home and watch 24 from the comfort of my own couch." Then... my supervisor catches up with me. Because some other folks were out, they really could use me to help on the phones. LOL... That was all it took and I am here now for another hour at the time of this writing. Then... I am out of here to enjoy what remains of my otherwise "off" day. It has been soooo long since I have actually had a day off, I didn't even really question having to work. I AM going to have a day off

Friends Are Like Balloons
Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. Send this to all your friends including me and see how many you get back. Send this heart to everybody you like. If four hearts are returned to you, something you have been waiting for a long time will happen!!!! Believe me...... It really happens! Send a lot of little hearts to your friends

It's Done.
Its done, its over with. Now his focus shall be on his wife and his house. And, you know what? He'll be blessed for it. No more pain, no more sorrow. It's done. Also I plan on removing my CT profile because IDC to have it any more. So, yeah.

We Must Fill The Internet With A Demand For The Release Of The 84 Pentagon 911 Tapes.
PLEASE REPOST We must fill the Internet with a Demand for the RELEASE of the 84 Pentagon 911 Tapes. We need a full court Blitz of the Internet, gang. You can use some of the stuff from below or just add your own stuff. Demand The Release Of The 911 Pentagon Plane Crash Tapes ! So What Is The Pentagon Covering Up About The 911 Chash? The 911 Pentagon Tape Witholding is a Conspiracy Fact ! There is a cover up and a conspiracy by the Bush Administration and the Republicans in Congress and it is a fact, not a theory, other wise the 911 Pentagon tapes would have been released almost 5 years ago. Unbelievable the Bush sheep like followers don't want to see what was on the 911 Pentagon tapes. Now if this had happened under President Gore the Republicans would be demanding the tapes. There is a cover up and a conspiracy by the Bush Administration and the Republicans in Congress and it is a fact, not a theory, other wise the tapes would have been released almost 5 ye

Message From Your Angels Crystal
"Have faith and hope, because there is something positive and new on the horizon that you can't yet see." Additional Message: "The seeds that you have planted are beginning to sprout results. You may not even be aware of these results, however, since they are in their infancy. Now it is more important than ever to stay positive, and to hold a clear vision of your desire and intention. Avoid skeptics or those with negative mind-sets. Daily action-even if it only consists of baby steps-toward the fruition of your dream is essential. A phone call, a letter, or reading relevant material will keep the energy of your manifestation at a high level. Every day, positively affirm that you have already achieved or exceeded your dream. And most important, ask for angelic assistance every step of the way." By,Doreen Virtue,Ph.d.

I Must Admit...
That some of the bulletins over the last week or so just crack me up. Now I'm not saying it to be rotten to anyone -- take it as you will. But its true... First of all, the bulletins about comment bombing and only being allowed to comment and rate once a minute: Look at it this way...they could put limits like one rate and comment per photo. So if ya think about it, one comment/rate per minute --if this was understood correctly--isn't that awful. Next, the bulletins about it costing 10 cherry bucks to repost a bulletin. No one is making anyone repost anything--and its not real money anyway.C'mon...some of the stuff is worth reposting. Stop and think about it, this could've been just another site like myspace -- boring -- but it's not. This site is way better than myspace. Sure I haven't been a member here that long, but I prefer it over myspace. Yes it has its problems--but its not that bad. And no matter what site you go to, you're always going to have drama of one form or another

Understand Me, And Understand Me The First Time
Ok i havent really written a blog in a while, I havent gotten inspired to really write anything until now. So last night I had a very confusing experience that I hope not to have again with this person. One thing that people should know about me is that Im a very nice person (i dont care about what certain people think, im not interested in their opinions. they know who they are) Im also a good person that will do basically anything for someone else. I dont expect much in return except not to be takemn for granted or to be riddiculed in my desicions in life. I am a real person that has real feelings, and i do have a heart that breaks. So anyway I just want to clear the air once again, and I dont care if that guy sees this or not, I am NOT an object. I am not a piece of meat that you can use and then decide if you want a relationship with. If i say no, I fucking mean no. There are no grey areas in that statement. I am comfortable with myself enough to know what I want and what I

Lyrics
a song written by warren zevon after he found he had cancer. he lasted thr Well, I went to the doctor I said, "I'm feeling kind of rough" He said, "I'll break it to you, son [Warren sings, "Let me break it to you, son"] Your shit's fucked up." I said, "my shit's fucked up?" Well, I don't see how-" He said, "The shit that used to work- It won't work now." I had a dream Ah, shucks, oh, well Now it's all fucked up It's shot to hell Yeah, yeah, my shit's fucked up It has to happen to the best of us The rich folks suffer like the rest of us It'll happen to you That amazing grace Sort of passed you by You wake up every day And you start to cry Yeah, you want to die But you just can't quit Let me break it on down: It's the fucked up shit ee more years

My Feet Hurt
so i am going to whine a bit about leaving my house this morning....i didnt want to. i went back to my full time job today after being off for seven months...also after having a baby.i am scheduled for 6 days this week, however i only work 6.5 hours per day so its not too bad. i am in a very fast paced environment where i am on my feet all day and i havent done anything real physical in all the time off because of the pregnancy.i am feeling the atrophy lol...my poor lil muscles just ache. on top of that, i work with a crew of people who are about 10-15 years younger than me, so that adds a little pressure to work harder than them so i can advance...ugh! kicked my ass today! the flip side is that this should progress my "post baby" weight loss by double the current rate of loss!lol i also recieved a very warm welcome from the coworkers,whom i have grown to love and missed very much! they are all wonderful and their smiles made it impossible for me to cry because i missed my baby! :) in

Real Man Laws From Maxim
Maxim, Jul 2001 By Steven Russell Ever since some Neanderthal hunter first broke wind in an unventilated cave, guys have cautioned their buddies against violating certain behavioral guidelines. But despite evidence of a set of underlying universal laws—“shotgun” is “shotgun” wherever you go—it’s never been possible to consult an actual written document to settle those tricky points of drinking/scamming/rocks-paper-scissors etiquette. That has all changed. Maxim’s Division of Archeological Science, excavating the tomb of Emperor Belchuus the Lawgiver, has made a stunning discovery. Deep beneath a solid-gold hot tub packed with mummified midgets was found “The Code”: an ancient 40-volume compendium of guy-centric commandments. The sacred laws within not only address the questions of a bygone era (how many concubines are needed in the afterlife?) but eerily foretell the thorny issues of our age. Here we reveal a selection for the enlightenment of guys everywhere. As it is written

Free Hollywood Bondage Ball Tickets
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Children
"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle." Albert Einstein "Everything that is done in the world is done by Hope." Martin Luther King "Learn from yesterday, live for today, Hope for tomorrow." Unknown Your life is in your hands, and Hope can happen, if you let it." Catherine DeVrye

Music Anonymous
View My Playlist 30 Seconds To Mars From Yesterday 30 Seconds To Mars The Kill Alice In Chains Rooster Alice In Chains Heaven Beside You Alice In Chains What The Hell Have I Alice In Chains Man In The Box Angels And Airwaves The War Audioslave Revelations Beastie Boys Intergalactic Beastie Boys No Sleept Till Brooklyn Disturbed Down With The Sickness Disturbed Land of Confusion Disturbed Prayer DMX Lord Give Me A Sign DMX Party Up Drowning Pool Bodies Eminem When I'm Gone Eminem You Don't Know Eminem Lose Yourself Eminem Ass Like That Eminem Without Me Eminem Cleaning Out My Closet Evanescence Call Me When You're Sober Evanescence Everybody's Fool Evanescence Bring Me To Life Flyleaf Fully Alive Flyleaf I'm So Sick Flyleaf Breathe Today Godsmack Keep Away (Short Version) Godsmack Voodoo Guns N' Roses Welcome To The Jungle Guns N' Roses Paradise City Guns N' Roses Sweet Child O' Min

Joke
A blind man was walking down the street with his dog. They stopped at the corner to wait for the passing traffic. The dog, at this point, started pissing on the mans leg. As the dog finished the man reached into his coat pocket and pulled out a doggie treat and started waving it at the dog. A passerby saw all the events happening and was shocked. He approached the blind man and asked how he could possibly reward the dog for such a nasty deed. The blind man replied "Oh I'm not rewarding him, I'm just trying to find his head so I can kick his fuckin' ass."

My Girls!!!!!!!!!!!!
To my girls!!!!!!! Tiya Becky Tina Raquel Tia Oliva Jenn Jess Erica Arie Amanda Anna Melody Rianna Nykia I love you girls!!!!! Even on my worst of days you can put a smile on my face and make all the cares in the world go away... They say you have to be what makes yourself strong... But i say your at your strongest when you are with the people that care about you and you care about... Life wouldnt be much of anything without you guys... "Your only as strong as the drinks you mix, the tables you dance on, and the friends you roll with!" I roll with the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Need A Wide Smile On Your Faces Now!
A nun was walking in the convent when one of the priests noticed she was gaining a little weight. "Gaining a little weight are we sister Susan?" he asked. "No, Father. Just a little gas," Sister Susan explained. A month or so later the priest noticed that she had gained even more weight. "Gaining some more weight are we Sister Susan?" he asked again. "Oh no, Father. Just a little gas," she replied again. A couple of months later the priest noticed Sister Susan pushing a baby carriage around the convent. He leaned over and looked in the carriage and said,... "Cute little fart." ************ ********* ********* ********* A cocky Department of Agriculture representative stopped at a farm and talked with the old farmer; "I need to inspect your farm." The old farmer said, "You better not go in that field." The Agriculture representative said in a "wise" tone, "I have the authority of the U. S. Government with me. See this card, I am allowed t

My Birthdate
***Your Birthdate: September 30*** You have the type of personality that people either love or hate. You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken. And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted. Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved. Your strength: Your flair Your weakness: If you think it, you say it Your power color: Scarlet red Your power symbol: Inverted triangle Your power month: March What Does Your Birth Date Mean? http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/

Princess Victoria's (the Royal Irish Fusiliers)
1st Battalion August 1914 : in Shorncliffe. Part of 10th Brigade, 4th Division. 3 August 1917 : transferred to 36th (Ulster) Division. 24 August 1917 : transferred to 107th Brigade, 36th (Ulster) Division. 8 February 1918 : transferred to 108th Brigade, 36th (Ulster) Division. 2nd Battalion August 1914 : in Quetta Division in India. returned to UK, arriving Winchester on 20 November 1914. November 1914 : attached to 82nd Brigade, 27th Division. 2 November 1916 : transferred to 31st Brigade, 10th (Irish) Division. 3rd (Reserve) Battalion August 1914 : in Armagh. Remained in Ireland until April 1918, then moved to England, where it absorbed the 4th Bn. 4th (Extra Reserve) Battalion August 1914 : in Cavan. Remained in Ireland until April 1918, then moved to England, where it was absorbed by the 3rd Bn. Territorial The Irish regiments formed no TF battalions. New Armies 5th (Service) Battalion Formed at Armagh, August 1914, as part of K1. August 1914 :

"date Night" Contest Winner -- Ldrs
Everyday with Rachel Ray magazine's November 2006 issue had a "Date Night" contest and the winner is one that had a creative idea for LDRs. "While long-distance dating, I called my girlfriend (now wife) and gave her a grocery list for the evening. We had a phone date that night, each cooking the same meal in our respective cities [Seattle/Chicago]. We had a delicious meal and conversation, even if we couldn't be together." Adam Ellis Seattle, WA That certainly is one good way to bring the long-distance relationship closer together and not seemingly so far apart!!! :D

Dreams Vs. Reality
If I could stay within my dreams and not be forced to live in reality, I could climb the mountains high, touch a star and reach the sky. I could fly with wings unclipped, dream in color to my heart's content, never having to touch the ground, claim each pearl as mine when found. Reality mixed with sunshine and rain and sanity crossing over into insanity. Some dreams fulfilled but others still, remain in life, a bitter pill. In my mind, I live my dreams, travel far and reach for stars. Reality always pulls me back down, placing my feet back on the ground.

Just Saw This
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Should I Stay Or Shoud I Go?
The reason im asking this is because im getting sick and tired of petty jealousies and other people trying to cause trouble or stir up some crap between myself and a friend who i get on very well with. One minute im being told how im such a nice guy and now im being accused of sending abusive messages to someone. Another thing that annoys me is that i have one person who keeps looking at my page to see what comment their friend has left for me, and i know they do because this person never leaves a comment, whats the point in looking at my page if your not going to bother saying something. I was talking to someone yesterday about how they were fed up with the shallowness of certain people on here, and you know what i tend to agree with that person. So, the question is, Should I Stay or Should I go?

These Are The Cards With Which We Are Dealt
Is it just me, or have the past two weeks been extremely bizarre? It seems all is odd with the world. I look at the lives of my friends and see the different struggles they've gone through in the past couple of weeks. One is facing a divorce from a husband who was too controlling. One is coming to terms with mental illness. One lost his bread-winning job, in which the bread was becoming harder to come by in the first place. Others are plagued by injury, family illness, stress, job woes, relationships and every other ailment imaginable. Me? Every day I struggle with anxiety. And I know it is something that I can either blame things on or that I can work to change. But I also know that deep down, these are characteristics that will be in me forever. The people in my life can choose to accept it or move on. I look at my life and I know that, above all, it is good. I have friends. I have a wonderful family. And life throws me punches all the time. Life throws all of us punch

Don't Look Back!
As you travel through life there are always those times When decisions just have to be made, When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce, And the rain seems to soak your parade. There are some situations where all you can do Is simply let go and move on, Gather your courage and choose a direction That carries you toward a new dawn. So pack up your troubles and take a step forward - The process of change can be tough, But think about all the excitement ahead If you can be stalwart enough! There might be adventures you never imagined Just waiting around the next bend, And wishes and dreams just about to come true In ways you can't yet comprehend! Perhaps you'll find friend

Being Stalked, But In A Good Way. Excerpts From "you Don't See Me" ~graceli Kopanyi~
"Hey Cass! Is that you?" I turned around to see a familiar, friendly face. "What are you doing in this part of town, Cole?" I teased him. "I didn't think that places like this were all that you." I said, laughing, we both took a look around the almost empty laundromat. "It's not." he admitted, good for him. Point for honesty. "I was looking for you. Aurie told me that this was were you spent your Wednesday nights. Gotta tell you, I thought a girl like you would be doing something a little more fun." "Fun or not, I happen to enjoy clean clothes."I shrugged. "Besides, there really isn't anything exciting going on Wednesday nights. Have you come to change that for me?" I asked shyly, offering him a pretty smile. "Hmm, I could lie to you, but I don't think you'd believe that I do my own laundry." Cole smiled back. "Especially when you are empty handed." "I could have left it in the car until I knew that there were open washers." he replied defensively. "What do you wa

Married & Commited Men Read This.
if you're married or in a commited/serious relationship. please, please don't call me sweet little names and try to hit on me. don't try to talk to me in any other way than as a friend. it pisses me off. i don't fuck with people's boyfriends or husbands. i show women respect. the same respect that i would like to be shown. i really hate to be a bitch or sound like one, but i can't help but to feel strongly about this.

I Scored 63! How Freaky Are You ?
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) > > AND NO CHEATING! > > SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! > > WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... > > _________________________________________________ > > > 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? > > A. LIGHT COLOR > B. CHANGE COLORS > C. DARK > > > 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... > > A. SEDUCE THEM > B. JUST CHILL > C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE > > > 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? > > A. RAIN > B. THUNDERSTORM > C. SUNNY > D. CLOUDY > > > 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? > > A. STRAWBERRIES > B. CHERRIES > C. GRAPES > D. PEACHES > E. KIWI > > > 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... > > A. NIGHT > B. DAY > C. AFTERNOON > > > 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? > > A. FALL > B. SUMMMER > C. SPRING > D. WINTER > > > 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? > > a-HEADBOARD > b-NO HEADBOARD > > > 8.WHATS YOUR Z

Post Office May Issue 'forever' Stamp
WASHINGTON - The sting of rising postal costs could be eased a bit by the introduction of a "forever" stamp that would remain valid for first-class postage despite future increases. The independent Postal Regulatory Commission scheduled a Monday morning briefing to announce its ruling on the Postal Service's requests to raise first-class rates 3 cents to 42 cents and to establish the permanent stamp. If the commission agrees, the matter goes back to the board of governors of the Postal Service, which is expected to schedule any rate changes in May. The commission can also reject or modify the rate proposal and send that to the postal board for a response. A key part of the plan is the so-called forever stamp, which would allow consumers to hedge against future rate increases. The stamp, which would not show a denomination, would sell for the first-class rate at the time of purchase and would remain valid for mailing permanently, even if rates increase. That means folks w

I Am Not Sure What To Call This Or Say...
My emotions are running high, I feel as if I can touch the sky. They are also running low, I am not sure which way to go. I feel love, I feel hurt.... either way words spoken or silent, either way I feel curt. I don't know why I am feeling like this, My stomach knotting up and my head just spins. I am lost, yet I am found, All I hear is my heartbeat in my chest pound. Nearer to you, further away... I love you is all I can say.

I Can Make You Cum......
My score on The can you fuck me good Test: im cumming....(You scored 75 in good fuckness!)im cumming.. IM CUMMING.. harder..harder..HARDER you were close.. nice try Link: The can you fuck me good Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Are You An Abused Male?
As a victim of abuse, I can instantly spot the "Battered Woman's" Syndrome in MEN. I have seen at least 5 cases of males being abused by women. I have since become an advocate for many men who are being abused. MEN have become the silent victims. Society as a whole says, "Never raise your hand to a woman" then turns right around and says, "What's the matter boy? Can't control your woman?" when he talks about how she abused him. The first case of male abuse was on a military base. I witnessed first hand how manipulative an abusive woman can be. After that, I started watching people a little more carefully. Women will first start by calling the cops on the man and then laughing when they go to jail saying, "I told you that they would believe me over you." She now has control over him. The last case that I had dealt with was with my own ex-husband. I tried to show him that their could be a saner life. The problem was, he didn't know how to deal with that. He ha

She Is
she is confused; about love, life, everything. she knows deep down he doesn`t love her but keeps holding on. she doesn`t know who her real friends are; and wishes she could have somone who truely cared she wonders who will be there once he is gone. and why she wasn`t good enough. she cries for her past, present and most importnatly her future she is the girl who sits there and smiles when really she wants to cry and this is her life.

That Heat Needs To Simma Down
So in 1st Biggest Loser contest at work I lost almost 7lb in a month and won about 50 bucks. This round is even better. In 3 weeks I have lost almost 13lbs, thanks to football of course. So that makes it 20lbs that I have shed so far. And hopefully on my way to winning that 110 dollar prize. Yeah, I'm not conceited but Im looking pretty good. Whats worse is I have been flaunting it too. Only negative...pants are falling off and cant afford to buy new ones right now. Ahhh well. Its worth it.

Attn: Angel Family Members:........
~ Angel Family Members ~ We have another lounge where we will have our meetings and business in it is called " Angels At Rest Lounge " Please when you get a chance to stop by and join the lounge so we will have you added on it. The Lounge is not done yet so lets all hang on....lol Here's the link: http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5802 Thanks Maria & Wolf

Stupid People
I really hate people sometimes. Especially on the internet. Some dude just left me a comment saying that I have too many friends and that I'm only on here for a fuck. To that dude, if you ever read this, I'm not that desperate. I have better things to do with my time. And then he tries to act like a bad ass on my comments. No one is intimidated by someone who can type like they're a bad ass. Hell, my 13 year old brother can do that and he's far from a bad ass.

A Friend
A friend. A friend is loyal, loving, caring A friend is all about non judgment, sharing A friend is someone who never puts you down A friend is someone who never makes you frown A friend loves unconditionally always brings you smiles A true friend is one who will be there awhile A friend never ridicules, downs, talks behind your back A friend never gets jealous and never attacks A friend will never think of you as a lower than they are. A friend will always think of you like a star. A friend is going to be there no matter what the case may be A friend is one who's love and caring is free. A true friend is one that never uses you to see what they can get A friend then becomes a foe there easy to forget A true friend will never step on ones toes A friend never tells you well that’s just how it goes A friend is one who can keep your darkest secrets and not tell A friend is one who never tells you go to hell. A friend is one who is true in th

Passionate Thoughts
My skin burns for your touch Which I have yet to feel Yet talking to you Seems to cool my soul And I can breath again Because I love you I will sit and wait for you I'll wait for eternity If I have to Till then, I'll dream Dreams of wanted sweet passion To feel your touch Like a ghost Almost there, but not solid My heart is yours Come and claim it.

Poems
Five years Five years of struggle Five years of love Five years of praying To the Lord above Five years you ignored me Five years I wait Five years I liked you These five years were a waste Five years I tried To show you my love for you This love was no false love But a love so true I hoped for five years That one day we'd be together I thought for five years I'd love forever But now your times up I'm done holdin on It's time I proved to you Life without you aint so wrong Thanks to my love for you No one else had a chance No longer is this true I'm giving up on you I think it's time I move on Time to explore Five years I tried to give my heart to you I won't do it one more Five years I thought Having any other love was wrong Now I finaly realize That was five years too long _________________________________________________ Goodbye to you Thats it It's over. The love was blooming greatly Has died. Tears stream down my face L

Daddy Why Did You Have To Go
Daddy why did you have to go and leave me all alone it made me cry and want to leave did momma make you go I wish I could go wit you but momma said I can't she said i was to little and had to stay home daddy you were the big man in my life daddy why did you have to go is it something I did or is it something that I said I'm fourteen am i big enough now daddy why did you have to go I guess I'll never know wrote in loving memory of my father who passed away March 6 1988 love you daughter christine

Die Fucker Die
=== 'THIS IS WHY IM HOT!!!' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-27 21:28:35'.. > > I just added another link to this because it is major important that every one of you read up on this topic and get educated... > > Because I can tell you right now every one of you has now been personally affected by this crime. Because you now know someone that you each have spoken to at least once if not many times that was a victim of this very same thing and you never even knew it did you? > > Along with many of you have friends on your friend list that seem like the sweetest of guys. Charming funny helpful and understanding. Only thing is the side he don’t show you which is he abuses his girlfriend or wife. One minute he’s helping you bomb the hell out of you photo and then he says brb. His wife who you didn’t know he had has just come home from work five minutes late and she needs a fast lesson taught to her before she’s allowed to cook him dinner. Then he’s back on line with you bo

Television Sux
Television Sucks The real problem with television is that it doesn't suck. I mean, sure, 95% of it does, but there are plenty of programs which are creative, interesting, funny, dramatic, moving, etc. If there's nothing on, there are countless movies you can rent and watch. The problem is that television gives you the illusion of connection to other people and to the world. No matter how empty and pathetic your own life might be, you can turn on the television and let the stories and emotions wash over you. Movies and tv programs let you get to know their characters in intimate detail, you seem to share the most important experiences of their lives, as they fall in love, fight wars, cure diseases, defeat alien invaders, and so on. But of course, it's a false intimacy. You don't know these people, the characters and events you're vicariously experiencing probably never existed, and even if they did they're still not part of your life and never will be. Meanwhile,

Tonight
Tonight, the stars will strive again to reproduce your natural beauty and the moon will covet to reflect a love like that which we have mastered... Tonight, the ocean tides will rise and fall with a power worthy of your majesty then in the morn, the sun will paint the sky once more as a symbol of my continuing love for you... Tonight, my heart is content with the knowledge of your love... and my soul has found salvation in your redeeming touch... Tonight, your words bring comfort where hope once was shattered and my simple dreams have grown beyond the lifelessness of a black and white fantasy Tonight, I am in love...

Male Pharmacist?
Male Pharmacist? A man went into a pharmacy and asked to talk to a male pharmacist. The woman he was talking to said that she was the pharmacist and that she and her sister owned the store, so there were no males employed there. She then asked if there was something she could help the gentleman with. The man said, "This is embarrassing for me, but I have a permanent stiffy that causes me a lot of problems and severe embarrassment. I was wondering what you could give me for it?" The pharmacist said, "Just a minute, I'll go talk to my sister." When she returned, she said, "The best we can do is 1/3 ownership in the store and $5,000 in cash.".

Joke
The beautiful secretary of the president of a bank goes on a sightseeing tour with a very rich African king who was a very important client. The client out of the blue asks her to marry him. Naturally, the secretary is quite taken aback. However, she remembers what her boss told her...don't reject the guy outright. So, she tries to think of a way to dissuade the king from wanting to marry her. After a few minutes, the woman says to the man, "I will only marry you under three conditions. First, I want my engagement ring to be a 75-carat diamond ring with a matching 200-carat diamond tiara." The African king pauses for a while. Then, he nods his head and says, "No problem! I have. I have." Realizing her first condition was too easy the woman says to the man, "I want you to build me a 100-room mansion in New York. As a vacation home, I want a chateau built in the middle of the best wine country in France." The African king pauses for a while. He whips out his cellu

Hey Italy - Halifax
I see her body move in deadly positions Her fingers graze my neck for the last time Her lungs are spilling out What's keeping me alive? What's keeping her alive? Let's see, let's cut of all her long blond hair Listen sweetie You never meant that much to me Hope your eyes can see What you did to me You'll always be my enemy I see the victims of the deadliest poison My face has turned her skin chalk white My lungs are spilling out What's keeping her alive, but was she ever dead? Let's see, there's footprints trailing out of the morgue Listen sweetie You never meant that much to me Hope your eyes can see What you did to me You'll always be my enemy I see her body move I watch her body move She's deadly poison My only poison I see her body move I watch her body move She's deadly poison My only poison Let's see, let's cut of all her long blond hair Listen sweetie You never meant that much to me Hope your eyes can see What you did to me You'll al

The Times They Are A-changin
The Times They Are A-Changin' (1964) Bob Dylan Album: The Times They Are A-Changin" Yes, they certainly were. and Dylan's songs say it all! People have long since made up their minds about that voice. If you're one of the legions who hear fingernails on a chalkboard, this album is another argument to listen again. He's in full control of its piercing qualities, using it to illuminate lyrics that changed folk music and rock and roll forever. --Michael Metzger The Times They Are A-Changin' (1964) Lyrics: Come gather 'round people Wherever you roam And admit that the waters Around you have grown And accept it that soon You'll be drenched to the bone. If your time to you Is worth savin' Then you better start swimmin' Or you'll sink like a stone For the times they are a-changin'. Come writers and critics Who prophesize with your pen And keep your eyes wide The chance won't come again And don't speak too soon For the wheel's still in spin And there's no

How Am I Suppose To Let Go..
Day or night you say its me you love... Yet, you set her on a pedestal up above. You tell me how you've been thinking about us. And I see you look her like she's the one you lust. You said its only me and you forever. She laughs and says that will be never. You've repeatedly tell me you're my man. Lately that she's been talking to you, you don't give a damn. You say shes just a friend, But you two flirt constantly like there's no end. You tell me I worry too much, But she's all over your sack how am I not to give a Fuck? Is this a game you're playing with my heart? Because I'd been honest and loved you from the start. If you're going to be real Then tell me what's the damn deal? Tell me which one of us you want more, Is it me or her you truly care for? Do you honestly love me today? Did you mean everything you said yesterday? Tell me now what you desire before its to late. Before I feel trapped…tell me now cuz my heart can no longer wait!

Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar
~MY NEW FAVORITE SONG~ Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar (written by: Taylor Swift and Liz Rose) drew looks at me, i fake a smile so he won't see that i want and i'm needing everything that we should be i'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about and she's got everything that i have to live without drew talks to me, i laugh cuz it's so damn funny that i can't even see anyone when he's with me he says he's so in love, he's finally got it right i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star he's the song in the car i keep singing, don't know why i do drew walks by me, can he tell that i can't breathe? and there he goes, so perfectly the kind of flawless i wish i could be she'd better hold him tight, give him all her love look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause he's the reason for the teardrops on

Your Life Path Number
Your Life Path Number is 3 Your purpose in life is to express your unique self. You are a creative and artistic person with an interesting view on life. Witty and outgoing, you enjoy sharing your crazy ideas with anyone who will listen. A total social butterfly, you're the life of any party. In love, you inspire and enchant your partner. You are often an object of fantasy and desire. While you are very talented, you sometimes lack the ambition to put your talents in play. And while your wit carries you a long way, you occasionally use it to mask your true feelings. Your natural abilities can bring you all the success in the world ... if you let themWhat Is Your Life Path Number?

Come To Our Wedding Tonite!
~~ Come Join Us On Our Wedding Day ~~ When ~ Maria ~ Owner of A.F.H.~*~ and~*~ Founder of Angel Family~ ~*~Maria Soon To Be Wife Of MILKENO~*~ Owner of A. F. H. ~*~And ~*~Angel Family Founder ~*~@ CherryTAP Takes ~ The Great Milenko ~ the great milenko soon to be husband of maria ----angel family----@ CherryTAP To be her husband on Sat. 3/3 at 7:30 p.m. Central Time. Where: The Hottiest Lounge On CT .......Angel Family Hangout! http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5731# With Pastor $$ KING $$ Pastor of the Angel Family...... KING of DES TIN E?CT PASTOR OF A.F.H?@ CherryTAP Every Guest will get a single red rose to share our love! While your there check out the Family ! Thanks Everyone see u there! Maria & Milenko

A Note On The Determination Of Moons
A NOTE ON THE DETERMINATION OF MOONS The Moons here a determined by the following list, beginning with the first full moon after Yule. Many different moon names exist, and I've tried to provide a few alternates as well. • Wolf Moon {chaste, cold, disting, little winter, quiet, wolf} • Horning Moon {big winter, hunger, ice, storm, wild} • Storm Moon {crow, plow, sap, seed, wind, worm} • Seed Moon {growing, hare, planter's} • Hare Moon {bright, dyad, flower, frog, merry} • Meade Moon {honey, horse, dyad, lovers', rose, strawberry, strong sun} • Fallow Moon {blessing, buck, hay, wort} • Barley Moon {corn, fertile, grain} • Wine Moon {harvest, singing} • Blood Moon {falling leaf, harvest, hunting, vintage} • Snow Moon {beaver, dark, fog, mad, shedding, storm} • Oak Moon {big winter, cold, long night, wolf} • Elder Moon {Blue Moon - the thirteenth moon in a solar year, despite the modern notion that even the ancients called it the second moon in a month for our matrifocal

Sorry
Ok so i do flirt alot and have alot of fun doing it,(who doesnt?) And i might even stray and share myself with you but **please remember** I WAS JUST HAVING FUN!!!! MS GOODY is MY WIFE!!!! and i go home to her every night not you!! I am going to be faithful to her from now on but i love flirting so how do i do this its called flirt and leave it at that so there you have it!!! I love all you ladies on my friends list so feel free to flirt but remember thats all it is >>>>>.....Loves reapher

Getting Your Rocks Off?!
Ok anyone who reads this can I please get some feedback for this one....have any of you not been able to get your ownself off EVER?! I cant seem to be able to do so...Ive had years of experience and everything I tried has failed. The only time I can seem to get a big orgasm is when Im on top grinding his penis during sex...Ive only had one guy been able to give me a huge orgasm while eating me out...is this weird or am I just simply a hard person to get off? And please no bad comments or rude comments here cause I did mark this as NSFW and you should guess that its sexual by the title. Thank you!

Loneliness
emptiness felt in am ost sincere heart a lonely soul searching answers few and far apart a mind seeking hoping for salvation stillness slipping in with its quiet reservation pain of loneliness whether imagined or real is sometimes unbearable and often difficult to heal thres something missing only the subconcious mind knows when a soul is lost the sadness always shows it may be conventional but shown in a unique way in a world full of people many feel lonely everyday.

Lonely
Lonely Why did you hate me and push me away, I loved you more with each passing day. Your heart was gone and anger appeared, I cried every night with bloodstained tears. Have you ever heard an angels cry; Seen a child bleed or a loved one die, I have not once but I have tri, Felt like the one that was going to die. My heart should be as cold as yours, I live on hope and love, not discourse. Your flame is gone no spark at all, No life to live you erased it all. I will again see tomorrow, I will forget, all my sorrow. Tomorrow is a new day at last, never to divulge in my lonely past. Michelle D King Copyright ©2007 Michelle D King

Help!!
ok ok ok...thanks to everybody for the messages,im starting this blog cause i need some help!im new on cherrytap, as u probably already noticed, and im finding it really hard to understand how things work in here!!Im really into meeting new people and stuf but...i don't even know what i can do and how to do it!and the language doesnt help at all(im italian...) help please!

More About Me
Other Random Stuff About Me by onmyown2723Name:: AllyssaAge:: 22Height:: 5'9"Weight:: 180Right or left-handed:: rightYour heritage:: GermanWhat is your favorite game?: backgammon, I never, lottsoFavorite color:: blackLeast favorite color:: orangeDo you like to drive fast?: YupDo you like thunderstorms?: yesWhat is your sign?: cancerDo you eat the stems of broccoli?: yesWhat was your first car?: 88 deltaIf you could have any job, what would it be?: your bossIs the glass half full or half empty?: whats in it?Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: yesWhat's under your bed?: Toys, books, shoesWhat are your favorite sports to watch?: sccocerSingle biggest intense pain?: CustomersThe best places you have ever been?: 60ft down in the gulf Hamburgers or hot dogs?: hamburgersWhat is your occupation?: manager/ severWhat was the last thing you ate?: french toast with eggs hashbrowns and baconDo you wish on stars?: yesIf you were a crayon, what color would you b

Get A Load Of This Guy!!!!
This guy popped up on my wife's page saying "Fuck the US Army" and proceeded to say fuck her fat ass. I have blocked him simply so he cannot destroy my page with his degrading remarks. If you view his page, you will find many disturbing things to include a pic containing the words: "And you America, Fuck you" as well as a pic of Jesus Christ burning a US flag. Little does he seem to realize, some of his rantings appear to be speaking of himself. Especially since he resides in the US and practices the religion(s) of his choice. Even his religion seems to be confused because Paganism and Satanism don't go hand-in-hand, and what he says totally disgraces the claim of being Wiccan. I am not here just talking shit about someone as gossip......DROP BY AND SEE HIS PAGE. ·÷±‡± C}{E§}{I® £ CÃt ·÷±‡±Leader of the Dark Rose Pagan/Wiccan Society Of CT@ CherryTAP

At Wits End...
i give up... nothing in this world was ment to go right for me period. ive given up, i dont fucking care anymore, everyone can go fuck themselves cause i dont need anyone... im starting to wonder why i keep fucking breathing. fuck the world, fuck you, and fuck me too. we're all shit, thats the only real explination as to why life stinks.

Mur Murs
mur murs in this twilight whispers of content sipping amber fragrant wahing away longing in colbalt midnight sessions of fancy disbelife a wonder of displacement treasure chest of new emotion in mur mur's of this twilight my soul is in your hand you touching deely i come as you command...

Thoughts And Dreams, Dreams And Thoughts..
Notice that I do not talk about the Horses when I am in last place…. Bonnie is kicking my butt! I knew I should have stuck with John Velasquez …oh well! Good Morning. You know there is a fine line or gray line between real and not real. Take for instance the dream world. I believe dreams are a daily event not just an evening happening. Trust me on this one and your toes may just curl. Have you ever woken up from a nights sleep and still in a dream state? Not like Hawaii or California but, in a dream where as you are not sure what is real and what is not real… That is some freaky stuff. Go first time to a place and think to yourself, I have been here before.. another term for that is Deja-Vu and no not the Dancer establishment either. I sometimes, oh lets be honest most of the time while in my grade schooler years was deemed a day dreamer, wild and aloof at times. I think all kids dream to an extent just like we adults do. Here is an example. Do you have plans on vacationing this year?

Fed Up With The Childish Bullshit !!!!
Well Im going to just Spout off about this . not that it'll do any good . ...But .. I've had enough Freakin drama to last me a damned lifetime .. I sign off last nite after actually coming on and talking with friends .. feeling more myself and more social . get on this morning thinking .. Cool .. things are feeling normal again . and WHAM .. I get a message from a Freind saying someone they know told someone them that someone they know .. knows someone I know and whomever that person is told this person that Im doing things .. Yanno people .. Id really fawkin appreciate it if Youd keep me outta the Fawkin Conversations .. If I do something . and tell you about it .. Keep your damn mouths shut .. If I.. YES I .. want the world to know what im doing I'll Fawkin TELL THE WORLD .. I dont need a Fawkin Messenger service running their mouths telling the world what Im doing at every friggen turn .. This is about the straw breakin the Camels, Donkey's,Lama's,Horses, Goats,Emu's , And every

Happily Ever After (poem)
I've found a soulmate in you A love that I know is true A one in a million find You're in my thoughts all the time I cannot even describe What I feel for you inside It's a love that runs so deep I dream of you when I sleep Of our very first sweet kiss All day it's you that I miss As I wait to hear you speak Every day of the week And long for that summer day When you arrive here to stay We'll share our love and laughter Happily ever after Dedicated to my sweet Amber ♥

Maxine For President
For women voters: >>> Here we are already discussing the future President of theUnited >>> States in the Year 2008. >>>Well, I have my own candidate; and I'm sure that once you know who I'm >>>voting for, you will also agree. >>> >>>For those of you who would like another choice for President, I have the >>>best solution: >>>It is probably time we have a woman as President. >>>My choice, and I hope yours as well, is a very special lady who has all >>>the answers to our problems. >>> >>>PLEASE give it a thought when you have a moment... >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>MAXINE FOR PRESIDENT! >>> >>> Very eloquently put...........don't you think? >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>Maxine on "Driver Safety" "I can't use the cell phone in the car. I >>>have to keep my hands free for making gestures."....... >>> >>>Maxine on "Housework" "I do my housework in the nude. It gives me an >>>incentive to clean the mirrors as quickly as possible." >>> >>>Maxine on "Lawn Care" "The key

It's The Wicked End For Everyone...well...no It Isn't Actually...
Yes...I haven;t done it in a bit, but now I'm back and I'm doing SOTW again. this weeks song is one of my faves, THE WICKED END by Avenged Sevenfold Song Name - The Wicked End Artist - Avenged Sevenfold Album - City Of Evil Song Number - 8 of 11 Song Length - 7:10 Lyrics Man's becoming more corrupt now, godless, wicked, and cruel The soulless man stood silenced, Mary's "word" rang so true Chastisement worse than the flood, spread the word, its all through Don't kill the messenger girl As if we haven't swam enough in this life of misery Voice your prophecy, shed some light Fell sorrow for mankinds's chance to survive Swallowed lies and swam in your own tears A stab in the dark and it wounded our will We won't be here tomorrow, hold on to me for one last time We've grown in numbers six hundred sixty six War breaks, a sign of the end, eternally expelled Look to the sky for knowledge, the stars align tonight Eclipse and heaven shall fall Now I know I'

3- Days And Counting Down
my birthday is in 3 more days but waiting till saturday to hold my party wall to wall of people and I will be drunk and not remember half of them that shows up like last year.Be almost all bikers again

Funny Funny
These 2 comments on a Youtube video about World of Warcraft addiction, made me just laugh out loud, this morning, So I sent him a message tellin him how it made me laugh:O) Darkstrand7 (22 hours ago) Thanks alot for this video :) I just cancelled my account and it runs out in the second half of this year. :) i suddenly feel like getting a pool and spending all my time swimming heh. Thanks again. (Reply) (Spam) Darkstrand7 (23 hours ago) I find it impossible to quit. I play everyday from when i wake up to when i sleep almost. Im addicted but cant break free. I have friends and a girlfriend, but thats all. No future. thank you for this video, ill try to quit.

A Kind Heart
A KIND HEART A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staf

The Nerve...
I need to rant for a bit. This morning a member of my kids/hubbys church comes over and invites himself inside my home. He proceeded to ask me what pagansm/wiccanism is. I explained it is an earth based religion which has been around far longer then christianity. He then said oh so you believe in worshiping satan. I smiled and said no...as a pagan I don't believe in satan. Well them he proceeded to tell me I am evil. That my children deserve a better influence in their life then me. I have never felt it was my right to push one set of beliefs on my kids and instead allow them asccess to any path they want to explore. I will support them no matter what they follow and will never assume the right to tell them what they believe in is wrong. I am proud of my beliefs. As you can see fromn my primary pic I do not hide who I am...nor do I see a reason to. I will explain my beliefs to those who ask and will always say I understand we don't share the same views but you have as much right

Grilled Kielbasa With Creamy Mustard Sauce
Grilled Kielbasa with Creamy Mustard Sauce Preparation time: 30 minutes Grilling time: 10 minutes Yield: 4 servings 1/4 cup sour cream 3 tablespoons Dijon-style mustard 2 tablespoons prepared horseradish, drained Pepper to taste Tabasco sauce (optional) 1 to 1-1/4 pounds fully cooked sausage (such as kielbasa or knackwurst) 1. Prepare a medium fire in a charcoal or gas grill. 2. Meanwhile, prepare the Creamy Mustard Sauce by combining the sour cream, mustard, horseradish, pepper, and Tabasco sauce (if desired) in a small bowl. Cover and refrigerate. 3. Slice the sausages, if necessary, into 4 pieces of equal length. Cover and arrange the sausages on a lightly oiled grill grid. Grill, turning 2 or 3 times, until well browned on all sides and warmed through, about 10 minutes. 4. Divide the sausages among 4 individual plates and top each link with a generous dollop of Creamy Mustard Sauce. Try serving the kielbasa sandwich-style, betwe

The Continuing Saga Of..
So.. I think I have finally recovered from this past weekend and the last couple of weeks of crazyness.. so now I'm fresh out of excuses... and now I must be getting down to brass tax.. and all that sorta thing.. Today's mission is to put up a new podcast episode.. or that's one of today's missions. I have two episodes that are almost ready to put up... it mainly coming down to show notes.. the only trouble is that... one of the episodes is not so great.. and I kind of feel like.. well a little insecure about putting it up on the feed.. but it is on the subject of music production.. and the other episode is an example of some of my earlier production work.. (and is a bit flawed on that front...) The other thing I need to be getting to is working out the word press thing. Word press is.. I guess its.. in the social media circles I roam.. it seems to be the most popular blog engine.. my trouble is that I need to be able to control it's look and feel before I start to reall

The Sexiest Cherry Contest Is Now Open
Go vote for your fav sexiest cherry, all of them are vying for the Porse which is what the winner gets, the contest will run til next satuday. will update on what the 2nd and 3rd place winners get. good luck to all that are in the contest.

Fucking Redneck Druggies
OMG I just had to call the cops on my druggie redneck neighbors because he threatened to kill my dog and threatened me! Bunch of fuckers!! He raises ALL kinds of hell, and have I EVER said anything? NO! But when you threaten ME or anything that is mine I will take you down one way or another.......Now the boy has seriously messed up, because if he so much as coughs to loud I am gonna call the cops on his damn ass.......Jesus I hate rednecks!

You.
You make me smile You make me laugh You make me blush You make me feel special You are amazing You are that star in the sky You are the best thing to have happen You are real What would I do without you Your my best friend Who can this be about. hmmm only i will know and for people to find out.

31 Things Guys Should Know About Women.
So, I got bored. And I was surfing around myspace. And I found this. Hope you learn from this, I did. The hard way. 31 THINGS GUYS SHOULD KNOW ABOUT GIRLS. Written by a guy. After years of experience. 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relatives and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in y

Best Comment Bomber Contest Starts 3/10 Hurry And Enter!
~~Best Comment Bombers Contest! ~~ If u think you are the best comment bomber then enter my contest! You can comment bomb ur own pic! 2 prizes to the winners! Plz send me a link to ur pic so i can enter u in the contest! Contest starts 3/10 thur 3/16 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria ~*~ Owner of Angel Family Hangout~*~And ~*~Angel Family Founder ~*~@ CherryTAP

Life
so there was a time in my life where I expected things to just happen for me, I expected the guy I was with to start treating me well. Never realizing that the person is who they are from the beginnnig. NO one can change a person, nor should they try to. I've had points of devastation, quickly replaced by bliss. I was Devastated when I found out the truth to most of these so called men. These men would take my health for granted so that they could enjoy the company of other woman, not ever thinking that maybe they were hurting me. So I'm healthier mentally than I have ever been. Going through a divorce can help you find yourself. I've found I'm not willing to settle, I'm not willing to put up with bullshit, nor am I going to try to find a guy I can "change". I want to find a guy who is everything to me, makes me laugh, holds me when i cry, makes me feel alive inside. Takes me for who I am and does not ask me to be different just for his friends or family. In turn expects his

Piasa Bird,,this Legend Came From My Hometwon
The Piasa Bird (pronounced Pie-a-saw), is a local legend in the Alton area. Its foundings go back to 1673 when Father Jacques Marquette, in recording his famous journey down the Mississippi River with Louis Joliet, described the "Piasa" as a birdlike monster painted high on the bluffs along the Mississippi River, where the city of Alton, Illinois now stands. According to the diary, the Piasa "was as large as a calf with horns like a deer, red eyes, a beard like a tiger's, a face like a man, the body covered with green, red and black scales and a tail so long it passed around the body, over the head and between the legs." The creature was given its name by the Illini Indians, "The Piasa", meaning a bird that devours men. There are many legends regarding its origin. One of the more popular accounts goes like this ... Many moons ago, there existed a birdlike creature of such great size, he could easily carry off a full grown deer in his talons. His taste, however, was f

Sister
So my sister is moving in with me tomorrow..i have to get up really early and go buy her a bus ticket so they can fax it down to her! Things are going to be rough for a bit...But we are going to look for a job for her on Monday!...my parents are really upset about this..but its for the best...im not going to get into details.. Thats All.

A Friend Like You !
A Friend Like You ! It's nice to have a friend like you With whom my heart can share Its little hopes and fondest dreams Because you really care. It's good to know I need but call In case my foot should slip, You're like a lighthouse in the fog That guides my little ship. It's nice to have a friend like you Within this "vale of tears," Someone who never changes However long the years. Who sees beyond the features, And all the outward show, And needs no words to read the thoughts That only friends can know. It's nice to have a friend like you, Forever and a day, Who through the good times and the bad, Will never go away. No matter what the future holds, Whatever life may send, I'll always know I have been blessed; ...Because you are my friend. A Friend Like You Today I'll try to live my life The way God wants me to. That's why I'm sending you this poem To express how much I love you. Good friends like you are hard to find A fact we all

Kinky
you can bite me, restrain me, play with me in anyway you like, just make sure of one thing. when you play with me and put me up til next time,i want to try things with you that i think we would enjoy. i want to "Blow" you away! you are the best and you know that, making me want to climb the walls with the things you do. you know the things i like to do and how i like to play with you. you are a work of art to me. take me however you like. squeeze my breasts and bite them, and so on down the line. i love it when you bite my neck. your tongue dances in places i didn't know i had. you know exactly what to do and how to do it so much i want to scream out loud. mmm, let me taste you now!

Seriously! Which Type Are You?
LAZY PUSSY- this is when there is no movement on the woman's part except trying to stop full thrust of the dick into the pussy. She says faster; faster but still is not putting any effort into the action at hand. THE WENDY'S WINDOW PUSSY- This is the girl you pick up around 12:30 am, when everyone is sleeping and she knows that you are coming so she is waiting by the door. You don't have to beep the horn or call her from the car because she knows the deal. She usually is not the best looking girl. You are never seen with this girl in public places and you hate that she mentions your name to her friends. There is no reason to ask how your day was because it is too late for conversation. It is all agreed upon before she even gets in the car. Nine out of ten times, there is no talk of relationship, because that might spoil the mood. THE CONQUERED PUSSY- This is the girl who teased you for about two or three years and finally you do get your chance and you please the pussy in

Entry One
First entry into many i hope where i can keep a record of willing victims who desire to be bound and gagged with different outfits and different postions. This will be updated as the entries contiue for our willing damsels in distress

.question.
question of the day. if humans taste of chicken...who exactly did the 'house of they' confer with to come to said conclusion? sure they made the movie 'Alive' and all but in reality the people who ate the other frozen people wouldnt tell who they ate...so im pretty sure they wouldnt be discussing their palatableness. (

Just Another Day
Well i knew I should have stayed in bed, but I didn't want to lose my job, so, you know I went to work full of that same feeling of dread. ( not really ) I cursed under my breath the whole way!!! Well I am not going to sit here and act like I am a psychic, although I am intuitive and I have had my fair share of contact with the after life, they seem to be drawn to me. Anyway, by the good grace of our great mother, and I did pray my way through the day, after 27 miles of cursing,( I know people passing thought I was singing hate songs from the look on my face and the speed at which my mouth was moving ) I finally arrived at work, The mother was telling me to just make it through the day without losing my kool. Well why cant I have listened like a good girl. Oh Great Mother, why couldn't I have just gone back to bed and fell fast asleep. Yes I would have got into some trouble, but now my middle name is trouble, I promise I was pleasant and smiled alot and said

Vodka And Sermon !
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous that he could hardly speak. After mass, he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, " When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook. 8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the $$=+ out of him. 9) When David was hit by a rock a

Trying To Spread The Joy!!
Trying to spread the joyous news to all of my CT friends in between calls tonight; however, I don't think I am going to make it to everyone. :( I am working and trying to spread the word in between crisis calls. Help me to spread the word!!! :D My voice is 99.9% back! Yea!!! I hated being sick. It was so frustrating. Still taking it easy so it doesn't re-occur; so many of my coworkers have been through the whole stint twice. I am determined not to go down that road for sure!! Just wanted to check in with all of my dear friends and let you know that I was thinking about you all and I am alive and kicking and feeling soooo much better now. Hooray!!! I trust that this finds you well as well and, hopefully, you have been unscathed by this whole sickness that swept across so briskly. Drop me a line when you can. I look forward to hearing from you again soon. Oh......... Don't forget we "spring ahead" tonight timewise, losing that extra hour. TTYML.

Poem Being Sent From A Marine To His Dad
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protes

Lunch!!
Just getting ready to eat my lunch. Today it will be baked chicken breast, baked sweet potato, French cut green beans almondine with mushrooms, bread and butter and for dessert Carmel Apple Pies Ala Mode. Anyone wish to join me?

Another Cigarette
We go out back for another cigarette and you whisper to me... I wonder what you're really thinking Do you just want something? Or maybe I should just let it be. Dressed eloquently for the nights affair, which maybe more literal than I'd expect. The clouds turn grayer and my mind goes blanker listening to you ramble on. You think I'm not quite aware but on the other hand it's quite the contrary. I know the true meaning of Another cigarette...

Strip Clubs Amazing
WOOT WOOT AMAZING NIGHT FRIENDS B-DAY WENT TO CANADA IN A LIMO THE FIRST STRIPCLUB WENT TO WAS PURE PLATINUM THT WAS AMAZING FIRST WE GOT IN FREE CUZ OF LIMO! THEN DRINKS WERE PRETTY GOOD 5.25 american n good thng is u recieve american cash bk =) all my friends layed dwn on stage n had a awsome time my one friend was wearing a belt n this blk chick totally hit his ass with belt one thng no belts unless u want a hurtin hehe n so there was this one girl man she was amazing had all right songs n all i layed dwn on stage n wow first she teased me n ran her pussy all dwn my body then my friends threw more cash on me tht she picked up with her amazing pussy just wow wow is all i can say n then her nice tits pulled the dollars out of my mouth tht was realy enjoyable n after she was done dancin she came to our table n was all nice n askin iff i wanted a lap dance this being my first time i said yeah so i got in bk room n wow nice private area n all so she starts to dance n i ask her how much

I Stole This Too
For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating:: If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics: 1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash........Twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before you could continue. For some reason you

Why Do I Do This To Myself
Well here we go again. I made a complete ass out of myself. I had a date..cooked a nice meal...was ready and waiting.....great....a no show....damn i am too old to play these games i thought....but as i let my temper wear down...i began to think...did something happen to him...was he ill...did he have a wreck....i never thought of it from his prespective...that he might have had somethng come up unexpectedly and couldn't reach me....there i go letting my mind overload my big ass and mouth......i am my own worst enemy sometimes....now that i think about what might have happened i am sitting here crying because i thought the worst of that person and for that i am truely sorry

Portrait Of A Friend
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you a

One, Two, Freddies Coming For You...
You scored as Freddy Krueger. You are Freddy Krueger. You are evil, but enjoy having fun. Sure you made some bad choices in life, causing some parents to attack you, and burn you alive. But hey, you have even more fun now than you did then! You prefer waiting for your victims to fall asleep, so you can have fun with them in your world. But if they pull you out, you dont let that stop your fun! Freddy Krueger 80% Captain Spaulding 75% Jigsaw 75% Hannibal Lecter 70% Pinhead 60% Michael Myers 60% Leatherface 50% Candyman 25% Buffalo Bill 20% Jason Voorhees 20% Which Horror Killer are You? created with QuizFarm.com

Dear Abbey??!!
I have heard of some funny shit in my time but this is some of the worst ... I'm sure you all have heard of some "Dear" columns where people write in to get advice ... well get a load of these guys ... Dear Abby, A couple of women moved in across the hall from me. One is a middle-aged gym teacher and the other is a social worker in her mid twenties. These two women go everywhere together and I've never seen a man go into or leave their apartment. Do you think they could be Lebanese? Dear Abby, What can I do about all the Sex, Nudity, Fowl Language and Violence On my VCR? Dear Abby, I have a man I can't trust. He cheats so much, I'm not even sure the baby I'm carrying is his. Dear Abby, I am a twenty-three year old liberated woman who has been on the pill for two years. It's getting expensive and I think my boy friend should share half the cost, but I don't know him well enough to discuss money with him. Dear Abby, I've suspected that my husband has been fooling aro

Couple Contest- 2 All My Friends. Please Help.
To all my friends, please click on the photo below to rate my pic in the contest, if you wanna comment bomb me, its up 2 u. But please take the time to rate my pic for me. Thank you so much!! Have a good day!! Take care, Jen To those who are helping me out, thank you so much!! I have close to 500 friends, all of you please rate this pic.

Fact Of Life
~*~FACTS OF LIFE~*~ 1) At least 5 people in this world, love you so much they would die for you. 2) At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way. 3) The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you. 4) A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5) Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6) You mean the world to someone. 7) Without you, someone may not be living. 8) You are special and unique, in your own way. 9) Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you. 10) When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11) When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world. 12) When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it. 13) Always remember complements

Tick.tock.tick.
All was quiet on the home front until those mangly menace.. of self righteous humans brought the roaring machines and swept away their homes, and stole the welcome sign.. The coalition of working beavers decided to take the matters into their own hands and The coalition of working beavers decided to take matters into their own hands and burn the workers homes down.. they ran outside Escaped the fire; bewildered to what hit them.. they noticed those "pests" running away with laughter.. they caught up to them, shaking their fists with rage.. unarmed. They came closer then noticed their sharp teeth and began shaking in their boots and said quietly.. "oh my god, I can't believe you did that" Oh believe it.. you have another surprise coming The workers drove back to their compounds in hopes to find some beaver traps to lay down what the workers didn't know the surprise was going to hit them before they arrived How clever! tick, tock, tick, to

When Animals Attack
Something must be done about this ringer-leader All in favor say I, the decision is unanimous... We'll never hear his laughter again Hallelujah, the ring-leader's dead.. now for the rest of the circus buffoons Hallelujah, the ring-leader's dead.. look at them run.. don't they look so helpless.. look at them go.. don't you feel so hopeless.. Look at the lion, Look at jim's head Look at that smile.. His belly's all fed WHEN ANIMALS ATTACK The elephants stampede, stronger than man crushes with when vengeance, and nobody's sad oh look at their bodies, oh look at their bodies, oh look at their bodies flattened so bad. WHEN ANIMALS ATTACK, masterminds are awake We'll never hear his laughter again Hallelujah, the ring-leader's dead.. now for the rest of the circus buffoons Hallelujah, the ring-leader's dead.. We are in the midst of a defeat.. A celebration is in order.. In order! We'll put you through the fiery hoops.. you'll wea

John Vs. The Elephant
NOTE: this song is lyrically my favorite song EVER. It can bring me to tears. If you want to hear the song...let me know and I'll send it to you John wiped away the steamy mirror.. "Oh thanks god".. and proceeded to get ready for the taunts he would face alone Meet John Merrick.. he toyed with elephants that consumed his whole body with imperfections feared by the school queens.. he kept his head down ran through the crowds of laughter, embarrassed and he screamed, "STOP TEASING ME" His dream was to be held by another.. "you're too ugly to hold, to ugly to love" he held the up most beauty in his heart. He got swept up beneath the city.. John left the town, in search of elephants that stomped his body that left him with a life of humiliations. They were nowhere to be found.. last night he looked deep inside, and found out the answers to why.. his tears caused the flood in which he sailed down for years.. he found a piece of land.. where h

Totally Terrific Tuesday, Lol!
That's known as thinking positively!! The projected high for my little plot of Western Wisconsin is 58 degrees! Oh, yeah! Little cloudy, but I'll deal. Taylor appears to have developed bronchitis, complete with fever of 101! So, he is home from school today! He can manage to stay home by himself, thank the Goddess! Let's just schedule that illness into my DayPlanner, lmao! Yeah, right! After talking with the school, I guess there is an epidemic of this particular virus going around. Time to up my Vitamin C, get enough sleep, etc., etc., and so forth! Trying to get the guys to do the same is almost impossible. Louie, the youngest of my three cats, has caught Spring Fever. He keeps making mad leaps at me as I walk by, going crazy at the windows and doors - he wants OUT! Unfortunately, he is an inside cat, as are the two others as well. Watching the birds drives him absolutely bats!! Well, I'd better be off! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for everyo

Coffee....
Just sitting here at my computer thinking about you, and can't help thinking about how fun it would be to have a sexy little flirt with you...maybe while having coffee in a cozy out door patio, with the warm sun streaming in through the branches and leaves of the trees, all warm and cozy...legs brush lightly under the table, your hand wandering up my skirted thigh, pushing it back slightly and seeing the surprised look on your face when you discover the hook of my lacey garter at your finger tips...slyly I give a glance and a quick smile...my pussy is instantly giving me a nudge of moist hot juice, making my breasts and nipples jealous...gently I push my hip forward allowing you to slip your hand more easily up my leg where you can feel my steam..You squirm in your chair, adjusting for the steady rise of your cock in your trousers...

Dreams
Today I got to thinking about dreams and sleep... We sleep, depending on who you are, between 6 and 8 hours a night on average. It occurs to me what a terrible waste of time this is. If I sleep 8 hours a night then a whole third of my life is wasted on 'shut-down'. So I got to reading. The main purpose of sleep is to dream. If we needed to physically rest we can do that without sleeping. I'm still not entirely clear on why we dream, but it has something to do with needing to reorganise thoughts and compartmentalise everything into the correct parts of our minds. Dreams, on average, last for 7 minutes. The sleep cycle, on average, contains 7 dreams. So... surely the only useful part of sleep could be done in 49 minutes of each night. The other 5, 6 or 7 hours are pointless. I believe the reason that different people sleep different lengths of time is that they condition their sleep cycles to speed up or slow down. If you are used to allowing yourself more sleep then you will en

Blog Entry
First of all, I want to apologize for not posting more regularly. When I am sick, I just want to crawl into a hole, and hide from the world. So I do!!! But the good news is that I am feeling WAY better now – I just have the final stages of it, which is nothing to how I felt a few days ago. I want to thank everyone for all the Get Well messages, virtual cards and emails that I received. Lots of Vitamin C advice, which I listened to.....lots of 'cut down the caffeine advice, which I ignored!! I felt completely out of the loop & I couldn't wait to get a guitar on again and start rehearsing. I've done nothing except stay in bed and watch shit TV movies!! I'm going to go down to Starbucks to get me a large coffee with an extra shot of personality - I am a little shellshocked this morning, Maybe its time for a Palm Springs weekend. So come on people - ask me those questions, and I'll be back tomorrow. A big thank you to everyone who is a part of the LSR Crew - I love you all. Peace.

The Hunt
The Hunt still continues for that elusive Damsel who wishes to be put into distress of ropes. Although outwardly she is sweet to all the townfolk and friends she knows. Deep inside she desires to be taken. Where can she be. The hunt still contues for that first willing damsel

Wants & Needs
What do you want, what do you need? What do you feel, what do you see? Some of us wish to die, some of us wish we could feel or cry, others want to try. Some of us go on cause we've promised not to give up, some of us have decided to give up. Some of us have reasons to live, some of us have contributions to give. Some of us have time, and some of us have minds, some of us don't know what to look for or to find. Some of us could care less about others, some of us have lost our minds. Some of us want to grow, some of us want to die. Some of us thought it was all ok, but found out later on you should best break away. What do I want, what do I need? To break free and be happy on the outside and the inside, can't you see? Some of us want to hold another, some of us want to continue to see, some of us never really know "What'll become of me?" Some of us care, some of us are scared, and some of us need to also beware. Some of us don't know whats real & fake, some of us have seen the cl

To A Special Person She Knows Who She Is
The grey began to fade, As the colours filled the sky, The chill began to warm, As the sun began to rise. A lost boy found direction, As the eastern orb rose high, The dark sky turned to blue, Like the colour of her eyes. Dark turned to light, Grey turned to blue, Lost became found, That's when I met you

Invitation
i recently added a guestbook onto my profile and would just like to invite all my family friends and fans to include themselves in it.lets make it the biggest guestbook on ct.thanks all my love to you all.robxxxx

A Type Of Burn Victim
Set fire at both ends hell begin anywhere, burn yourself alive you know the end result anyway consumption, Burn let the world end, all fronts, even while passing victories, fell like a sense of loss. small holding actions, stop it stop this make this world work make yourself believe it have something for yourself, leave something for yourself after this conflagration. this benefit of burning, fires go out.

Euro Update
Thursday, March 15, 2007 I went to Groningen in northern Netherlands Before this blog, I had wrote something about what I have learend from the Dutch and what they have learned from me but freaking Myspace and computer problems, you know, I went to Groningen yesterday and gosh I was amazed at the city, it was very old and beautiful.Well, hey I will try to contact everyone soon, I have been busy with visiting family and seeing alot of the Netherlands, so I will get back with everyone soon, just keep on reading......... and again, thank you all for stopping by to read and or leave a comment.

Musical Ponderings #1
I am not Chabad, nor will I ever be Chabad. We are both B’nai Yisra’el, but our beliefs are not one and the same where the Torah is concerned; that is, in our understanding and practice. I believe much of their understanding and practice to be greatly influenced by ancient pagan civilizations in which my people were captives. In truth, I think this way concerning Talmudic Judaism in general. I think that Talmudic Judaism has been clearly and dearly influenced from the beliefs and philosophies of Babylon, Persia and Rome, and I weep in anguish that my people are blind to this, but, does not the Miq’ra state, in truth, “Who is as blind as My servant?” (Sefer Yihayahu [Isaiah] 42:19) Even though I feel this way about Talmudic Judaism in general, and about those among my people who are Chabad, I have found myself greatly impressed with the words of Chabad Reggae artist Matisyahu. He does something that most within our time, among my people, have forgotten – he calls for a return to Tor

Men..............
What do a clitoris, an anniversary, and a toilet have in common? Men always miss them. What's the difference between a bar and a clitoris? Most men have no trouble finding a bar. Why are vibrators better than men? Because they never screw other women, never come in drunk, and you don't have to do their laundry! Men are like.....Mini skirts. If you're not careful, they'll creep up your legs. Men are like....Teeth. You ignore them - you lose them. They say women are the foundation of the society... but you need a man to lay them.. And the story goes on.... but can you do without them ?

Three Wooden Crosses ---- Ttt----
Yes,,my love there are three wooden crosses,And we both know why,...like the song we would sing,that would make you cry,...I will be wiping away those tears,...They are on the right side of the highway,And I must show you where they lay,... Will you come with me on that day???? ttt.[THE CROSSES]

The Very Last Night Of Iniquity 4
On April 20th will be the LAST time Night of Iniquity will held.Our beloved promoter and sponsor Purplegurl.com will be relocating. Be sure to come out and join us for this last Iniquity event that is sure to blow the top off the Tampa area.With Bands like Deva Machine,Man and Machines,Adrift and 9th Evolution the music is sure to rock you out all night long.Fetish performances by Jezebel's Wicked Temptations and Top of the Tops, Fatal Fetish,LoKi productions and more. I'm happy to announce that I will be performing with a close and dear friend of mine, Shade Emry who will be joining us from Tallahassee for this last show.Hosted By: Heather B - Purple Gurl dot ComWhen: Friday Apr 20, 2007 at 9:00 PMWhere: The Crowbar1812 17th Street Ybor City, FL 33605United StatesDescription:Heather B - Purple Gurl dot Com Click Here To View Event Be sure to stop by Jezebel's cafepress store and order something soon so that you can bring it with you for her to sign...she will be signing autograp

One Night To Life~
You came to me and I went to you Between the lines was all we knew Two bottles of courage an unspoken plan You led me and I followed your hand Down the hallway of secrets we went One night alone was all we meant You unzipped my wall and it fell to the floor We could see in our eyes that we wanted more I came onto you and you came into me Our body's as close as any could be The deeper we got the more frightened we were Emotions and senses seemed so pure We felt the rush and it was time to go The only love now is left far below I watch as you leave on your way back home Return to my tomb once again all alone I enter my world and slam the door I just can't do this anymore....

St Patty's Day Toasts...
Aye, To those that love us, love us To those that hate us, may god turn their hearts if he can't turn their hearts, may he turn their ankles So we may know them by their limp ---------------------------------- To St. Patrick, if wasn't for him we wouldn't be drinking green beer! --------------------------------------------------- May you have the hindsight to know where you've been, The insight to know where you are, and the foresight to know when you've gone too far. ------------------------------------------------- May you have warm words on a cold evening, A full moon on a dark night, And the road downhill all the way to your door. ---------------------------------------- May the best day of your past be the worst day of your future. ------------------------------------------------- There are many good reasons for drinking, One has just entered my head, If a man doesn't drink when he's living, How the hell can he drink when he's dead? ---------

What Is A Geek
I have gotten a few messages that I am too cute to be a geek. Well I think geeks can be cute LOL. I call myself a Geek because thats what I am. Most people cannot differentiate Geek and Nerd. I am a geek. Maybe this will help Geek: a definition "But just what is a geek?" you ask. Well, I'll tell you. At least, I'll tell you my definition... which may be different from "general usage" of the term, webster's definition, and even the definition used by other geeks. A geek is someone who spends time being "social" on a computer. This could mean chatting on irc or icb, playing multi-user games, posting to alt.sex.bondage.particle.physics, or even writing shareware. Someone who just uses their computer for work, but doesn't spend their free time "on line" is not a geek. Most geeks are technically adept and have a great love of computers, but not all geeks are programming wizards. Some just know enough unix to read mail and telnet out to their favorite MUD. Geeks are generally soc

Captian Kangaroo
Captain Kangaroo passed away on January 23, 2004 at age 76, which is odd, because he always looked to be 76. (DOB: 6/27/27.) His death reminded me of the following story. Some people have been a bit offended that the actor, Lee Marvin, is buried in a grave alongside 3 and 4 star generals at Arlington National Cemetery. His marker gives his name, rank (PVT) and service (USMC). Nothing else. Here’s a guy who was only a famous movie star who served his time, why the heck does he rate burial with these guys? Well, following is the amazing answer: I always liked Lee Marvin, but didn't know the extent of his Corps experiences. In a time when many Hollywood stars served their country in the armed forces often in rear echelon posts where they were carefully protected, only to be trotted out to perform for the cameras in war bond promotions, Lee Marvin was a genuine hero. He won the Navy Cross at Iwo Jima. There is only one higher Naval award... the Medal Of Honor. If that is a s

Stalk Me
Stalk me Take me Break me in Love me Fuck me Hold me again Drop me Walk on me Leave me behind Treat me like I was a moment in time Stalk me Take me Break me in Love me Fuck me Hold me again Drop me Walk on me Do it all again Over and over I play this game I smile I cry Until I die Love is what it is We play so well You like it I like it That’s why we do Stalk me Take me Break me in Love me Fuck me Hold me again Walk on me Leave me behind I’m just one moment in time

Yes
yes my boy james is coming home soon and i am throwing a bachlors party and then we are goignto hawaii for his wedding hell i cnat wait till the day comes i get married there hell this is goignto be a once in a life time chance to go there before i go in the army i cant wait fo rthat either i am stoked about that

Thanks To All My Friends!!!
I took 3rd place in the "Couple Contest" Thanks to everyone that helped out. You guys rock!! Have a great weekend, Much love! Take care, xoxoxox Jen Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

Update On My Baby!!!!!
UPDATE!!!!! Ok, as you all know, my little baby girl has been sick with allergies. Well, I have waited to respond because I wanted to make sure it actually worked. Last Saturday, I was able to get Fancy into the vet. A very wonderful vet I must say. Dr. Presnell in my opinion is the best in the area. Anyway... Her allergies and asthma was pretty bad Saturday as well, so he was able to quickly understand my concern. So, we decided to try her out on some antihistamines. Well, it has officially been almost a whole week since she has been on her meds. So far so good. She has responded very well to her new treatment and has not had any reactions what so ever! I am, needless to say, VERY Happy!!!! I wanted to let you all know that she is doing so much better. Thank you all for all of your suggestions and warm wishes. You really don’t know how much it meant to me. Fancy is my world, and I honestly don’t know what I would do without her. Happy Saint Patricks Day!!!!! A

A True Flame Never Dies (poem)
a true flame never die for whom you my loved or loved in the future for knowing this will help you feel the love for them ever more in your heart as the will for ever love you for brighter things to come in your lifes as one with your love by aj rich 17-03-07

~surviving Life~
~Surviving Life~ Current mood: sleepy Category: Writing and Poetry Everywhere i look i see your face, that hair, those eyes that haunt me, still... Burned into my memory forever I was blinded by you Still am in so many ways i think I still believe with my whole heart that i was suppose to meet you.... I've never felt so connected to someone in my life... Although at times i have to ask myself if you were even real.... Or if i dreamed you up in my mind, an angel coming down to give me a taste of heaven.... God; letting me know how things can be, how they should be...... Maybe i'm making more of you than i should be But i really dont think so Your amazing to me... I hear myself talking about you to others and wonder how i could have ever let you go.... You were there, within reach....and as i always manage to do, i let you slip through my finger tips... My one true regret... Honestly, i don't know what i'd do if i saw you again...

It's You
back again seen this place before now and then I make it back to the door I close my eyes and everything comes rushing in im hypnotized wondering when life begins another day another round of pain some how some way I lose myself again to you its always been you inside my head its you another lonely night again I turn away shed a tear remembering when you made me smile sadness was for someone else and now i walk a mile just to fix my face again I try to live a life im supposed to and for awhile i make myself believe its true but its you that takes my world from me and its you that has a hold on me always you ill never be set free ill be here in pain where im supposed to be

My Hearts Voice
the voice of my heart, like a whisper in my head, a thousand voices indeed. the voice of my heart, should it speak no joy nor pain, as every natural thing should, the voice of my heart, like soft pillows, enchanting meadows, never as calm, peace unforetold' darlyn amazingly in all the words i hear from my heart, it passes on a message filled with pleasure i cannot explain, all for the love of you, with all my heart

Fuck Ii
. Damn, Monday afternoon rush-hour sucks! It’s already 5:45, and I still have at least another 20 minutes to go until I am home. 6:09 - I open the garage door and see You are already home. Damn again. I finally walk through the door, quickly toss my keys, watch, and purse on the mud-room shelf, and hang my coat in the closet. 6:11 – I enter the living room. You are seated in Your chair, music playing softly in the background, Your head tipped back, relaxed. I get on my knees, drop my arms to the floor, palms and forearms flat on the carpet, head lowered. I hear You move, but dare not look. "Eleven minutes late, Jade. That’s going to cost you." "Yes, Master Darius." I reply meekly. "You may rise and prepare yourself. I will see you in fifteen minutes." I lift myself off the floor, walk unhurriedly up the stairs to our bedroom. Under no circumstances am I allowed to rush to "beat the clock." Nor am I allowed to wear a watch or look at the clock to check the time. I mus

A Bit Of Humor
**I thought these were cool so I stashed them as well!** Teen sex, A Mom's Concern The mother of a 16-year-old girl was concerned that her daughter was having sex. Worried the girl might become pregnant and adversely impact the family's status, she consulted the family doctor. The doctor told her that teenagers today were very willful and attempts to stop the girl would probably result in rebellion. He then told her to arrange for her daughter to be put on birth control and until then, talk to her and give her a box of condoms. Later that evening, as her daughter was preparing for a date, the woman told her about the situation and handed her a box of condoms. The girl burst out laughing and reached over to hug her mother saying: "Oh Mom! You don't have to worry about that! I'm dating Susan!" ************************************************ ROMANCE MATHEMATICS! Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb

My Veiw On.....
Death! okay so i have thought it over and it keeps coming threw my mind, why do we bury the dead? why do we burn them? i have a better solution, eat them, there are alot of staving people in the world and who knows human could be the best mean on the planet and it might actually be good for you too, i dont know maybe im just crazy but i think it would be a good idea, it might save a life.

Angel~baby
Well...Most of you already know this girl (Her name on here is Angel~Baby) but i'm doing this Anyways......Because 1: I Can...And 2:..Ummm..Because i want to! =D.. Anyways I talked to her tonight and she is SOO awesome! :)...I couldnt get her profile link to work so here is her Salute Pic!..PLZ drop by and rate it!!..It would be muchly appreciated..And while your at it drop her a fan and a add...Most of my friends know i dont do this kind of thing for no reason..SO ITS IMPORTANT TO ME...lol.. Thanks x0x0x -Ash

Ramblings Of In Love
It's 3 AM again and I'm tired but cant seem to fall asleep. My mind is filled with her. Her smile, her laugh, her wants. Is this the torture of love or loneliness? I'm smoking again, what does that mean? I don't like it I just need it, for now at least. I've spent much time alone and much with friends. I've been in too many relationships, some out of want and caring but many out of convince or small faith. I'm not lonely, I just miss my friend who I fell in love with. This is different or so I want it to be. I feel different, things taste different, I look at things differently. If different means better, then my life is better, for meeting her. I suppose that is why I write. I want to trust my feelings though so many times they have only lead me to emptiness. With her I find an inner peace that I haven't felt in so many years. I believe she finds that same peace, but it frightens and confuses her, she has been let down many times before. Days spent without

H.r. 4472 The Adam Walsh Child Protection & Safety Act Of 2006
This is just the fact sheet--I've tried a couple of times to post the Act in its entirity but its too long...so until I figure out how to shorten it up some, this will have to do. ============== For Immediate Release Office of the Press Secretary July 27, 2006 President Signs H.R. 4472, the Adam Walsh Child Protection and Safety Act of 2006 The Rose Garden President's Remarks view Fact Sheet: The Adam Walsh Child Protection And Safety Act Of 2006 1:11 P.M. EDT THE PRESIDENT: Thank you all for coming. Please be seated. Welcome and good afternoon. In a few moments I will sign the Adam Walsh Child Protection and Safety Act of 2006. Twenty-five years ago today, Adam Walsh was abducted from a department store and he was later found murdered. In the years since, his parents, John and Rev Walsh, have become advocates for missing children. They've helped combat child abduction and exploitation across this country. And the bill I sign

Something So Wrong Turns Out To Be Right
In remembrance of my father A beautiful rose Sat upon my kitchen table How can something so beautiful Just wilted away. Just like love it come and go Never knowing what tomorrow will bring. Memory is all I got left of you. The memories are so fresh in my head As time goes by, they will Slow fade away You will cross my mind from time to time Tears will fall A smile will appear on my face Because I know That something so wrong turned Out to be so right You done your journey, job you deserve your wings. January 20, 2006

The Darkest Day
I woke up this morning and my greatest fear come true, The sky was black when it should have been blue, Why did the sun not rise from the east, I got dressed so I could talk with the priest. I threw on my clothes and put on my shoes, I dashed to my car with no time to lose, I drove down the street with such a velocity, Fearing that Satan had caused this atrocity. I parked at the church and ran in the door, I could not find the Father but I heard a loud snore, I followed the sound to the second row pew, And I awoke the Father and said what I knew. He looked at me with such long stare, Then he opened his Bible and said short prayer, He stood me up then told me to walk, Thats when he stopped and pointed to the clock. The reason he said the sun does not shine, Because the clock still reads two thirty-nine, Embarrassed and ashamed I went home and laid in my bed, Thats when I noticed the clock batteries were dead

My Once Clean Rugs
I just wash my bathroom rugs (from the prevoius attack of the hair balls) I fluff the rug and place it down in the perfect spot. I just sit down and make my tushie comfy when I her that sound!!!!! Yup, the kitties had to go hairball up my bathroom rugs again....grrrrr

New Designs...
We have some new designs in our store.. just click the banner to see what we have available!If there is something specific you would like designed and put on one of our products, then by all means let us know!

The Sex Fairy
The Sex Fairy This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of w

You've Been Surved
1.) Name one person who made you smile today. My sister Jess when she e-mailed me today! :o) 2.) What were you doing at 11:00 this morning? Being told by the gyno that I'm std and pregnancy free. 3.) What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Playing SIMS 2 Seasons. 4.) What is something that happened to you in 1995? I gave birth to my son! 5.) What is the last thing you said aloud? Nite 6.) How many different things did you drink today? 2 7.) What color is your hairbrush? black and blue 8.) What was the last IM you sent? n/a 9.) What was the last gift you bought? OMG the cutest thing for Wendy.. 10.) What color is your front door? black with a window in it. 11.) Where do you keep your change? In a huge poland springs water bubbler jug. 12. What was the weather like today? Nicer than yesterday. 13.) What is the best ice cream flavor? vanilla, you can add so many other flavors to it. 14.) What are you excited about? The New

The Young Giant
Once upon a time a countryman had a son who was as big as a thumb, and did not become any bigger, and during several years did not grow one hair's breadth. Once when the father was going out to plough, the little one said, father, I will go out with you. You would go out with me, said the father. Stay here, you will be of no use out there, besides you might get lost. Then thumbling began to cry, and for the sake of peace his father put him in his pocket, and took him with him. When he was outside in the field, he took him out again, and set him in a freshly cut furrow. Whilst he sat there, a great giant came over the hill. Do you see that great bogie, said the father, for he wanted to frighten the little fellow to make him behave well, he is coming to fetch you. The giant, however, had scarcely taken two steps with his long legs before he was in the furrow. He took up little thumbling carefully with two fingers, examined him, and without saying one word went away with him. His fa

The Two Kings' Children
There was once upon a time a king who had a little boy in whose stars it had been foretold that he should be killed by a stag when he was sixteen years of age, and when he had reached that age the huntsmen once went hunting with him. In the forest, the king's son was separated from the others, and all at once he saw a great stag which he wanted to shoot, but could not hit. At length he chased the stag so far that they were quite out of the forest, and then suddenly a great tall man was standing there instead of the stag, and said, "It is well that I have you. I have already ruined six pairs of glass skates with running after you, and have not been able to reach you." Then he took the king's son with him, and dragged him through a great lake to a great palace, and he had to sit down to table with him and eat something. When they had eaten something together the king said, "I have three daughters, you must keep watch over the eldest for one night, from nine in the evening till six in

The Bright Sun Brings It To Light
A tailor's apprentice was traveling about the world in search of work, and at one time he could find none, and his poverty was so great that he had not a farthing to live on. Presently he met a Jew on the road, and as he thought he would have a great deal of money about him, the tailor thrust God out of his heart, fell on the Jew, and said, give me your money, or I will strike you dead. Then said the Jew, grant me my life, I have no money but eight farthings. But the tailor said, money you have, and it shall be produced, and used violence and beat him until he was near death. And when the Jew was dying, the last words he said were, the bright sun will bring it to light, and thereupon he died. The tailor's apprentice felt in his pockets and sought for money, but he found nothing but eight farthings, as the Jew had said. Then he took him up and carried him behind a clump of trees, and went onwards to seek work. After he had traveled about a long while, he found work in a town with a mast

The Ditmarsch Tale Of Wonders
I will tell you something. I saw two roasted fowls flying, they flew quickly and had their breasts turned to heaven and their backs to hell, and an anvil and a mill-stone swam across the rhine prettily, slowly, and gently, and a frog sat on the ice at whitsuntide and ate a ploughshare. Three fellows who wanted to catch a hare, went on crutches and stilts, one of them was deaf, the second blind, the third dumb, and the fourth could not stir a step. Do you want to know how it was done. First, the blind man saw the hare running across the field, the dumb one called to the lame one, and the lame one seized it by the neck. There were certain men who wished to sail on dry land, and they set their sails in the wind, and sailed away over great fields. Then they sailed over a high mountain, and there they were miserably drowned. A crab was chasing a hare which was running away at full speed, and high up on the roof lay a cow which had climbed up there. In that country the flies are as big as th

A Feeling.....
Do you ever get those feelings that something just isn't quite right? I was in bed...well on the couch where I normally sleep...and I just suddenly get this really uneasy feeling. I didn't say anything....just continued to lay there and all of a sudden Snapple (my puppy) starts barking and howling. Very unusual for her as well. Normally when I'm laying down, she's a good puppy and lays down with me and doesn't make a sound. I guess maybe she picked up on my uneasiness. *shrugs* This happened about an hour and half ago so I just finally got up because I can't shake the feeling. So now I'm here with loads of things going through my mind just hoping that everything and everybody that I care about is ok. Sorry to bore ya'll with my silly babbling.

Without Your Love I Would Die !!
6 word love note Body: if this doesn't touch you.....you're heartless. One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The girl sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The guy pulled over and told the girl he wanted to talk. He told her that his feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down her cheek as she slowly reached into her pocket & passed him a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the girls side, killing the girl. Miraculously, the guy survived. Remembering the note, he pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die." 1st: If you post this on a bulletin in 5 minutes someone special will message or call you. 2nd: REPOST IF YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!!! (EVEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS!) repost this with the title "6 word love note"

Another Poem
you where the one i ran to for help now your gone and i'm alone not knowing how to do this on my own i'm lost in this maz we call life srtanded and scared you where the only one who cared but i was a dummy and blow it all because i couldn't handle it all i know now that i acted like a kid when all you did was be there i'm sorry i couldn't show you the real me the one who's strong and not so scared my heart call's out but your not there i don' know how to live this way but all i can do is let you be you have a life to live with out me....

Today At The Ortho
I TOOK ALAN BACK TO THE ORTHO THIS MORNING, THEY SAID HIS ARM HAS HEALED UP WELL. THE CAST CAME OFF AND THEY PUT A SPLINT ON. WE HAVE TO GO BACK IN 2 WEEKS TO MAKE SURE THAT IT IS COMPLETELY HEALED. ALAN WAS SO EXCITED TO BE ABLE TO GO TO USING HIS WALKER. I WAS HAPPY ALSO. ANYWAY JUST LETTING YALL KNOW.

It & I
A few weeks ago I was beefing about Gates going before congress. As part of that rant, I had listed every technical achievement which I was free to list. There are some I cannot talk about. We all have those in this gig. Anyway, someone asked me if I was that good why I did not get my MCSE. I am not going to address that. I have a degree, and if Corporate America's supporters cannot tell the difference or the value then there is not point in addressing tribal colloquialism (Gates has created a cult like tribal following among his supporters). Such is life. But I got to looking at what I did and when. I started in the field in 1976. From 1976 to 1988, I was either a hobbyist or semi-pro. From 1988 to 1994, it was a side line. In 1994, I went full pro. In 2000, I was excommunicated form the IT profession. In reality, I made a living in IT for all of six years. And while it was a good living, I still never averaged, through TechSystems et al, more then a journeyman carpenter ($25.0

Well......
To all my friends...I Went to the Doctor today they still dnt knw how far along I am!! I go back April 11th To get another ultra sound they guessed I was 4 to 5 weeks pregnant they said that u have to be a least 6weeks for it to show up!! Kinda sucks they dnt really know but hopefully by the 11th they will if not then sumethin wrong... But like I said I'll KEEP MY FRIENDS UPDATED......

And The Survey Says!
1. Does anyone have naughty pics of you? :: Nope 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? :: hmm i roll all over 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? :: hm all three 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? :: Yep 5.which leg do you put in your pants first? :: right 6.candles or incense? :: incense 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? :: gigglles now and then 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? :: nope 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? :: nope 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? :: Microwave baby! 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? :: house 12. Shower or bath? :: shower 13. Do you pee in the shower? :: no way! 15. Mexican or Chinese food? :: Chinese 16. Have you ever kissed a stranger? :: Yes 18. Do you own sex toys? :: Giggles well daa yes 19. corn dog or hotdog? :: Corndogs! 20. Your favorite restauraunt? :: China Garden 21. What did you have for lunch today? :: Salmon 22. Which do

Pieces Of Me
Pieces of me Only showing a lil of me Hiding from the main stream Screaming inside I want to be me Knowing full well I can’t be Moving from fantasy to reality Reality to fantasy Oh what a life I just want to be me Acceptance from society What ever that maybe To have the freedom of expression To be the person I desire to be

.skags.and.ai.
Paula Abdul is a tone-deaf skag who does her bouncy bouncy dance to all the young guys cuz in her warped midget mind she actually thinks she has a chance. yannow what? she couldnt sing when she was popular...so why oh why...would they choose her to help judge American Idol? Simon woulda voted her off. in the first round. and told her something deplorable along the lines of...'you should never sing...ever' if the Howard Stern American Idol experiment works...theres no way to ever remotely come close to trusting the results of anything on television ever again...well...not that we ever could in the first place...but america likes to think it has input to a certain extent in these reality shows...but it all boils down to those phone calls...and people...who vote for their friends...eventho they know deep down their friend sucks and couldnt carry a tune thru a brittle straw...still they punch in those numbers to keep their friend in the race. *shakes head* stupid americans. vot

Sanctuary Lyrics...
Ahh.... I need more affection than you know [Reversed] [Chorus] In you and I, There's a new land, Angels in flight I need more affection than you know [Reversed] My Sanctuary, My Sanctuary, yeah Where fears and lies melt away... Music will tie I need more affection than you know [Reversed] What's left of me, What's left of me now... I watch you fast asleep, All I fear Means nothing... [Chorus] In you and I, There's a new land, Angels in flight I need more affection than you know [Reversed] My Sanctuary, My Sanctuary, yeah Where fears and lies melt away... Music will tie I need more affection than you know [Reversed] What's left of me, What's left of me So many ups and downs [Reversed] My heart's a battleground I need two emotions [Reversed] But, I need more affection than you know [Reversed] I need two emotions [Reversed] You show me how to see, That nothing is whole and nothing is broken... [Chorus] In you and I, There's a new lan

Club 14th Street Abcs To A Party(r-xx {warning You Wont Like It} Lmao
to the get it in boys A is for the Apple we made a bong B is for the Bud we smoked from the apple C is for the Cat in a bag we blew hits all night long D is for the Dog waiting for the cat to get out the bag E is for the Extasy we took on a bet F is for the Friends who brought more beer G is for GOOD TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! H is for "HIDE THE STASH THE COPS ARE HERE!" I is for the Ice cream i ate from her pussy mmmmmm chocolate vanilla swirl J is for the twenty bottles of Jack daniels K is for the Kangaroo that gave us the acid L is for the LSD induced clams we fed the cops M is for the Monkey that stole my beer {fucking monkey i will kill you when i catch you} N is for the Narcotics we wont ever do O is for the Opium the monkey smoked P is for the Paiodi that Jason brought Q is for Quick were out of beer and the store closes at 10 R is for the 10 bottles of 151 Rum we drank S is for the Six months it will take to clean-up T is for the Ten virgins turned stripper

Who Will
to tell the truth i've never been me and what you want i dare not let you see for time and time again i try to let go but in this darkness i can feel the snow the snow you placed here to freeze my heart in a life that you wanted, i played my part so change your mine now just step inside get ready for this wild and crazy ride i figured out how to be free so i can show you the real me so here grim my good true friend take this life and let it end no more stupid lies or dumb ass tricks no praying to the gods for this love to fix my soul is dark and my heart full black the dustin you know will never be back so who will stand beside there man hold his love like only you can don't cry for me or the guy i killed cause this empty whole now darkness fills realize what you released so don't you go and fall for me if you can't handle this new true love remember that was a crow, not a dove hear my vioce what do you feel and if you can't love me then who wil

White Wolf(part 2 Alone In The Dark)
alone in the dark i wait for you hoping soon you'll know what to do my wounds still open and bleeding full of hatred, pian, and needing an empty love that needs feeding but your cold heart and stare confirm my fears as my wounds burn from the salt in my tears my mind swims with angry thoughts from battles for you i fought a tear for pleasure a tear for pain a tear for love god i wish it would rain a tear for you and the games you play so if this is love than let it be known that for years i waited for your love to be shown lonely you cried i left your night but for two years lonely is how you left my life your lies i accepted for far to long as i smoked from my bong so stop the lies and tell me the truth no longer standing, now lying in the dark waiting for you

For Your Pleasure.
I approach you as your attention is directed elsewhere; my purpose specific for your pleasure. As I fumble with your buckle, our eyes meet genuine surprise sparks your brown eyes. No words spoken, my lips meet your throbbing cock; my fingers massaging the base gently Up and down, my toungue wraps around you methodically leaving no inch uncovered or dry. Faster and harder my focus is your climax baby; I am eager to taste your seed Your breath heavier each stroke intended to make you squirm and moan in ecstasy driven anticipation. Gripping my ponytail you thrust your pulsating cock down my inviting throat mindlessly fucking my face. I hungrily accept each and every inch of you; patiently awaiting your moment to arrive Our eyes meet at the exact moment of climax while you smile, I swallow…. ~JM~ 2007

Sucky Night
Well, today I took my sweet dog Chase to the vet. They found tumors in her mammory glands. She will be having surgery tomorrow to have them removed. They will then determine if they are cancerous and if so how far it has spread. They feel as though it won't be good news considering how sensitive she is right now to movement and such. To make the day even worse, I'm dealing with my sons school. He had a substitute teacher yesterday that grabbed him by the arm because he was "humming" in the hall. She left marks on him. I talked with the school yesterday and had a meeting with two asst. principals and the school counselor today. I also talked with the Assistant Superintendent. I felt brushed off by the asst. principals, but was so much happier with the Asst. Sup. I will have more news on that tomorrow after 1pm. I don't know what to do! To add fuel to the emotional fire, I found out that my ex-mother-in-law has breast cancer stage 3. My son is going through so much. The same son tha

Sexy Salute Contest Winners
Final Points Standings - 1) Fruitie - 2,214,283.68 points 2) T-Ro - 2,208,800 points 3) Rockimunki - 623,397.6 points 4) Caterpie - 118,000 points 5) AngelEyez - 8445.6 points 6) Tinkerbell - 4975 points 7) Emerald Eyez Slim - 2897.28 points 8) Hey!Boss! - 400 points Thanks everyone for participating! All prizes will be credited within 24 hours. Because 1st and 2nd place were so close, both will receive blasts. Top 3 finishers will get bling (instead of the top 2 as advertised). Everyone will receive a gift as advertised. Thanks again, and next March look for the 2nd Annual Living Legend Sexy Salute Contest. More innovative contests will be coming. -Ben-

Hows It Going
Hows it going everyone, I have just joined cherrytap and so I am new and checking things out here. It certainly does look different, and looks like it has some cool features. Anyways a bit about me, I am in the Toronto Canada area with long brown hair and eyes and stand at 5'10 with a slim build. I have been told that I have a good sense of humour and I like to watch a good movie and I mostly listen to classic rock and some metal. I'm just out here to chat and make a few friends along the way. I have posted some good blogs on Yahoo 360 (thats what I have been told anyways lol) and I will be posting some of them here. If you have a good sense of humour, then you will like some of them. So welcome to my page,a nd if you want to chat sometime, drop me a line. Take it easy.

The Stalker Guy...
You know how when sometimes your friends get together for some sort of a party occasion they normally want to take some pictures of themselves with their friends. But you know how there is THAT GUY hanging around in the background and he normally makes fucked up faces in the pictures?? Well I know one of those guys! Here are some pictures that he somehow managed to get himself into! If you did not know he was harmless, then you would think he was dangerous! LOL

Friendship Is Like A Lighthouse
FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A LIGHTHOUSEBy: Daniel J. Maag FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A LIGHTHOUSE ITS LIGHT SHINES BRIGHT THROUGH FOG AND RAIN AND THE DARKEST NIGHT JUST LIKE OUR FRIENDSHIP STANDS STEAD FAST AND FREE YOU MAKE ME VARY HAPPY THAT IS EASY TO SEE OUR FRIENDSHIP SHINES BRIGHT AND IT ALSO SHINES TRUE WE LAUGH AND JOKE AND SHARE A COMMENT OR TWO SO KEEP YOUR LIGHT SHINNING AND KEEP YOUR FRIENDSHIP TRUE HAPPINESS AND LAUGHTER AND WE WILL NEVER FEEL BLUE

Yeah
crawling in my skin these wounds they will not heal fear is how I fall confusing what is real there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface consuming/confusing this lack of self-control I fear is never ending controlling/I can't seem to find myself again my walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before so insecure crawling in my skin these wounds they will not heal fear is how I fall conducing what is real discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me distracting/reacting against my will I stand beside my own reflection it`s haunting how i cant seem... to find myself again my walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before so insecure crawling in my skin these wounds they will not heal fear is how I fall conducing what is real crawling in my skin

Three Women Are About To Be Executed.
Three women are about to be executed. One's a brunette, one's a redhead, and one's a blonde. Two guards brings the brunette forward, and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She says no, and the executioner shouts, "Ready . . . Aim . . ." Suddenly the brunette yells, "earthquake!!" Everyone is startled and looks around. She manages to escape. The angry guards then bring the redhead forward, and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She says no, and the executioner shouts, "Ready . . . Aim . . ." The redhead then screams, "tornado!!" Yet again, everyone is startled and looks around. She too escapes execution. By this point, the blonde had figured out what the others did. The guards bring her forward, and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She also says no, and the executioner shouts, "Ready . . . Aim . . ." The blonde shouts, "fire!!"

Flagers
for someone to falg silly pics as nsfw really needs to grow the fuck up... point blank ........ you tell me how a shirt that says rehab for quoitters is nsfw and two girls kissing is.... it must be a real bad addict hiding from the truth

Expression #2
YOUR PASSION RADIATES FROM WITHIN, AS I BASK IN THE GLOW ITS WARMTH SURROUNDS ME. YOUR CARESS TAKES ME TO ANOTHER PLACE... MY WALLS CRUMBLE, MY BARRIERS ARE BROKEN. IN THAT SURREAL PLACE, I AM YOURS. OUR DANCE BEGINS SOFT AND GENTLE...WITH A KISS, THE TASTE IS SWEET AS NECTAR; IT TEASES THE TONGUE. DESIRE RISES; IT IS AN ALL-CONSUMING FLAME. ECSTASY DRENCHES US LIKE A SUMMER SHOWER... COMPLETELY PLEASURE UNBOUND TAKES OVER THE SENSES.

Sitting By The Pool
I'm still in Little Rock. If this seems like a long time to you, try to imagine how it must feel to me. Like maintenance men sucking the chlorine-filled fun out of a pool in October, this place is draining my will to live--to even smile. Yes, that simile was stretched too far to make sense, but I will neither apologize nor edit. I've spent a lot of time by the pool here. You would think that this would have made the trip more bearable. It hasn't. Why, you ask? Because the pool is empty. There is a thick layer of grime built up in the bottom of the pool, but no water. The fine staff at this fine hotel have no inclination to clean it out and fill it up. The empty pool is an apt metaphor for this entire trip. The T-shirts for this convention may as well read, "Disappointment at Every Turn. Little Rock 2007." Because of the lovely weather and the depression caused by sitting by an empty pool, I left the hotel and walked to a slightly skeevy place called the Underground

The Way I Am Thinking
HELLO TOO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.TELL ME SOMETHING,WHEN YOU MEET SOMEONE HERE,DO YOU REALLY MEET THEM?I MEAN DO YOU GET THE CHANCE TO DELV DEEP INTO EACH OTHER?I HOPE YOU DO.THATS HOW I LIKE TO BE.SO FOR ALL OF YOU THAT HAVENT SEEN ME IN A BIT,I HAVE BEEN ON MYSPACE.SO IF IM NOT HERE,CHECK ME THERE AT D_LETTSOME@YAHOO.COM,THEN ADD YOURSELF TO MY PAGE,AND THEN GET MYSPACEIM.ITS FASTER,AND MORE PRIVATE THAN ANYPLACE I'VE SEEN SO FAR.ANYWAY,HAVE FUN HERE,BUT JUST GIVE THIS ONE A TRY...YOU WONT REGRET IT.OH YEAH AND DONT FORGET TO LOOK FOR ME.LATER Y'ALL

Healthy Take-out For Busy Families
My friend Doris and her husband both work and have three adorable, active children. As much as they like to cook, they tend to save it for weekends. That means ordering take-out more than Doris would like. And naturally, she's concerned about its nutritional value. Her question: Can they order out and still eat healthy? I believe they can, but only through wise choices and portion control. Remember -- some restaurant entrees can feed two or three people, and since splitting meals also saves money, it's clearly a "win-win" option. Making wise menu selections doesn't have to be complicated either. For example, if you're ordering Mexican, choose soft-shell tortillas instead of fried, and avoid toppings like sour cream and guacamole. Also avoid refried beans. With Chinese, choose chicken, shrimp, or tofu entrees that are steamed or stir-fried, not smothered in heavy sauces. Choose wonton or sweet-and-sour soup over fried egg rolls. For Japanese, stick to sushi, or chicken or fish

Another Poem I Wrote
Red hair and deep dark eyes To her I am drawn it is no surprise A smile to make the angels weep Thoughts of this beauty invade my sleep Stunning in so many ways Sights of this beauty make my days With her smiles and looks the clouds do part This incomparable beauty could own my heart Drawn to her like a moth to the flame She alone holds the power to this soul tame Seeking her each and every time I am here I would live to hold such eternal beauty near Heaven in her eyes so dark and deep Such beauty is worth dreams of eternal sleep By R. Thomas Dinsmore I have no girl only dreams

Contests!!!
okay so i am in this contest and i think that it might be the first only and last one that i am ever in, trying to get people to go rate it and comment it is hard, its like come on people like you have a life? apparently you dont if you have time to sit on the computer all day and do other shit, so just go and fucking comment the hell outta my pic, rate it spam it do whatever, its almost over! damn just let me win, id return the favor if you ever asked me! just click the damn pic it will take you to the site.

Holy Crap Im In A Contest!
I hope everyone on my list will go bomb my picture in the 'sexy lips' contest my friend is having, heres the link: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=207263&i=191098695 Thanks for the comments

My Sexual Style
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Violent94%Sweet88%Wet81%Exciting75%Soft63%Awkward25%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Sex
Sex She absorbs me inhales my scent on the tip of her tongue. She cleaves me in her radiance and follows me to bed - where I lay her down time and time again. She breathes into my body a fire that only her lips can ease. A tempest in a harbour she appeases and leaves me without a trace. I lay down at night and her beauty serenades me to sleep her fragrance drifts in through my window and cushions around my blazing body absolving me of my demons. I’ve been disoriented and held a servant of her sex. How I wish that these mirages were more than fiction night after night. She obsesses me, walks beside me and swims within my head.. Chants her melody of reflection and flirts her hand of intimacy . . . She drains me of everything but sleep and leaves me for the victim. I wake in the morning her name on my lips. Her hands still fervent on my skin. She intoxicants me till I am nothing bu

If You See Him
If you see him If you see him on some starry night When the light from the moon is shining bright. If he's holding her hand and seems all smiles And he's forgotten me across the miles... Mention my name and watch his face. See if he drifts to another place Where kisses were warm and love was new And mine was the only heart he knew. If you see him on some sandy beach Where knowing her more is within his reach, Remind him of love that was oh so deep And of promises we had yet to keep. If you see him and his spirits are dim... And he asks if there's any messege for him... Tell him, "Gone from his memory I may be, But he'll stay right here in my heart with me."

A Woman's Best Part
Duane rents an apartment in New York, and goes to the lobby to put his name on the group mailbox. While he is there, an attractive young lady comes out of the apartment next to the mailboxes wearing a robe. Duane smiles at the young lady and she strikes up a conversation with him. As they talk, her robe slips open, and it's quite obvious that she has nothing on underneath. Poor Duane breaks out into a sweat trying to maintain eye contact. After a few minutes, she places her hand on his arm and says, "Let's go in my apartment, I hear someone coming..." He goes with her into the apartment, and after she closes the door, she leans against it allowing her robe to fall off completely. Being completely nude, she purrs at him, "What would you say is my best feature?" The flustered, embarrassed Duane stammers, clears his throat several times, and finally squeaks out, "Oh, it's got to be your ears!" She's astounded, "Why my ears? Look at these breasts! They are full, don't sag, an

Back To The Daily Grind
I start work tomorrow at the preschool. I'm excited, but also really nervous; I haven't really been told much about it. All I know is I'm a one-on-one aide, and that's it. Don't know the age, the disability, nothing. As if my first day isn't going to be nerve-racking enough. Most days I'll be starting at 8am, but tomorrow they want me to start at 7am. Crap. I'm not at all a morning person, plus the school is a 40 minute drive from my house. I'll probably just stay with my boyfriend tonight since he's a lot closer than I am. But anyway, yay I finally start working on a regular basis. It'll be good for my bank account, as I've been broke for months. Anyway, I'm bad at ending blogs, but I gotta go so it doesn't matter. Off to my grandma's house and hopefully not giving her my cold. Hope everyone's enjoying the nice spring weather!

Reading The Instructions
I've seen accounts here that have remained undeleted for months with names like "DELETE ME", ... Part of the reason I suppose must be the backlog, part of it no reason at all, at a guess. But the rules do say, yes?- remove all your photos and as much of your other content as you can from your profile. Some of these profiles have no photos but are still fairly full- a crush here, a full userinfo section, ... when the name is "DELETE ME" the message is clear enough but when it isn't, the signals might mildly be said to mix.

Breathe
Breathe Underneath all this made up tangibility I know the gospel. Underneath my skin and bones I am on fire. Underneath all the flames I remember to- breathe. Above the adversity of love I arise to stand tall. Above the fabrications I walk onward away from the clique. Above it all I remember to- breathe.

Just The Way It Is
LIFE IS JUST THE WAY IT IS SOMTIMES U DONT NO WHAT IS COMING TOO U IN LIFE BUT NO MATTER WHAT U HAVE 2 DEAL WITH IT I HAVE LEARND JUST SMILE AND THINK ABOUT THE GOOD PARTS IN LIFE AND IT WILL HELP U THIS IS PROBALY SHIT 2 MOST OF U BUT I BET THUR IS THAT 1 PERSON HOW KNOWS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT

My Stupid Roommates.
ughh.. it sucks cuz i deleted myspace becuz of those friggin' idiots!! they won't leave me alone.. they keep postin rediculous pics of me and writing stories about "how heidi is a fungus" and "we are saving our wise oak tree from the fungus" and "we are here to protect you from the fungus" (that one is about ruining our marriage and HOW) IT'S FUCKIN REDICULOUS!! IF THEY WOULD FUCKEN LEAVE ME ALONE I WOULDN'T HAVE TO GO ALL FUCKEN PSYCHO ON THEIR FUCKEN HUMPBACK WHALE ASS! FUCK! UGHH... why dont i leave? cuz i have no place expect my parents an their not gonna drop the subject forever.. well.. i guess the good news is the lease is up in a month in half.. in mid may i'm moving to the new apartments my husband and i are getting and i will wait for him... the lease in this hell house doesn't end until the first week of june. so i will be by myself for a couple of weeks... how sad.. LOL

My Personal Female Ordeal
I have to say that if there was anything that a woman could have wrong in their female reproductive organs, I have had it. For two years, I lived in pain that was the same as being in labor or worse because of military docs and Tricare not believing that I was REALLY in pain because things didn't show up on their very vague ultrasound. Tricare wouldn't allow me to have a "scope" done to see what the problem was because they didn't have enough paperwork to support it. Finally, after going basically nuts with the pain, my husband and I decided that the only way we could find to get them to allow a "scope" was to have my tubes tied. A female miliatary doctor broke some rules to take my case and went in. She found that not only did I have Endometriosis on my bladder but, a tangerine size uterine fibroid tumor on top of my uterus being feed by several arteries. She told my ex husband that was a double whammy and had every right to be in pain. But that wasn't the end o

Jiin
Bad taste left lingering Like the stench of decay Dominating the surroundings Spreading quickly like ants over a stack of blueberry waffles Accumulating too fast to comprehend Staying long too long Never letting its presence fade Spoil the best of intentions As you rip me apart Scream into my sensitive core Insults galore March over my self-esteem Bathe me in hatred Sear my eyes shut Rob me of my tongue Embed your poison deep within my soul Sell me as you wish Paint me the way you want Then step back and laugh at your creation The sinister laugh that slices me in half Numb my emotions Toss my heart into the well of arsenic Taint me more than I can handle Drive the screwdriver in just a little deeper Make it a strawberry river staining my clothes The only shelter evaporated Never to be seen again When drained Corpse Falls Press on

Art Gallery
All though I get invited to these openings all the time, for some reason this one interested me. I was never really into abstract art. I was more of a Monet type of collector. But some sixth sense told me I should go. So I pampered myself and got dressed up. Which was another reason I didn't like going to these things. I still could not figure out how I got an invitation. Not even my friends had heard about this opening. It was a new gallery. Just opened a couple of months ago. Well time to check it out. As I entered I was shocked at the beauty of the colors and sweeping of the brush against the canvas. They were done with passion and you could feel that passion radiating from the walls. This artist was more than just a painter. He was a phenom with a paintbrush. One painting in particular caught my eye. The gentle swirl of colors, making it sensual. The feeling of sexuality coming from that painting was almost too much to take. Turning away from it, trying to catch my breath, I

So Fuck It...goodbye
sO FuCK It...GooDByE Ripping like tidal waves through my veins Its the rush of the darkest moment from pain The split second you hear those intensified words The ones that leave the stomach flipping with turns Sight blacking in and out no peripheral view Trying to comprehend these words I'm not use to Heart starts to skip Sweat starts to drip Mind starts to trip Fuck get a grip She speaks again i cover my ears wipe my tears As i think to myself we've had to many years So many years and so many memories But half of those years we were nothing but enemies Hold on Stay steady Don't shake Get ready On that thought alone i gaze past her cold eyes Thanks for the good times the bad times the lies This is the end of my sleepless night cries Here's my farewell to our lost love failed tries I look down at the ground look back up in a frown This is all i know now So Fuck it GOODBYE

Feeling The Love!
This is a more than a blog it is a shout out to all my family and friends... Thank you for your wonderful comments. Thank you for you respect. Thank you for the smile you all freely give to me. Thank you all for the LOVE! In a world where people are materialistic... I thank you for letting me participate in your lives. In a world where people place masks upon who their true being; thank you for unmasking of yourselves. In a world of suffering and pain; thank you for your joyful presents... I appreciate those who are here and all the LOVE you give! SEEKER75

The Storms Of Life
The Storms of life When the storm clouds gather and your life is filled with care, Let Jesus help you through each day for he is always there. He's not just watching from afar when life's river rages through, From when you feel you can't go on with love he carries you. He promised to be with you His presence you will know, he will help you through the storms of life because he loves you so.

Strawberry Shortcake
If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, >which > > > would you choose (sorry, you can only pick one!) Now don't cheat on >this > > > one, go with the first dessert you choose!!! Trust me.... this is >very > > > accurate. Pick your dessert, and then look to see what psychiatrists >think > > > about you. After taking this dessert personality test, send this >e-mail on > > > to others, but when you do, be sure to put your choice of dessert in >the > > > subject box above. > > > > > > > > > ALSO, SEND IT TO THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU. DON'T FORGET TO >CHANGE YOUR > > > DESSERT CHOICE IN THE SUBJECT BOX BEFORE YOU FORWARD IT. > > > > > > Here are your choices: > > > > > > 1. Angel Food Cake > > > > > > 2. Brownies > > > > > > 3. Lemon Meringue > > > > > > 4. Vanilla Cake with Chocolate Icing > > > > > > 5. Strawberry Short Cake > > > > > > 6. Chocolate on Chocolate > > > > > > 7. Ice Cream > > > > > > 8. Carrot Cake

Fff & Cg/cb.....
I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO THE GROUP FOR NOT BEING HERE MUCH. I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING SOME PERSONAL DEMONS WHICH ARE STILL AROUND BUT GETTING BETTER DEALING WITH IT. PINK THANKS FOR YOU PATIENCE AND YOUR LOVE THRU THIS. *****NOTE***** WORD OF WARNING: BITCH IS BACK BETTER AND STRONGER THEN EVER. I AM NOT AFRAID TO STOMP A MUDHOLE IN YOUR ASS AND WALK IT DRY IF YOU CROSS ME OR THE FAMILY!!!!

Fan For A Fan
So, I came to this site from myspace just for shits and giggles. Well over time I became addicted. Then I started trying to a good ranking when I started to they came up with the legends thing. Well, I got into legends and started climbing the ranks real fast, now I dropped in it and well I want to get back into it. Please do me a favor and fan me I will fan you. If I am not on just send me a message and I will fan you when I get back on. Yours Truly.

Resume Part 4
The perils of being tutored sexually by older women at such an early age were FAR outweighed by the benefits. However... the problems DID exist. For instance... what was I to do with girls my age? They put up a fight just getting to third base! How do you go from playing the world series of sex to... to.... geez! I cant even think of a decent comparison because in KICKBALL you at least get to round the bases! With 14-15 year old girls at that time and in that area... they simply either werent puttin out... or werent putting out TO ME! My 16th year was a terrible dry spell when it came to hot monkey lovin. I whacked off so much that if you really could go blind from it, I would have needed a seeing eye dog by my 17th birthday! Although my 17th year was a tad better because I stuck with one 22 year old who had a husband in jail... my 18th year would be MOST amazing! I found out when I was 18 that a large portion of the female population simply CAN NOT RESIST A MARINE! Why? Never

The Blink
I’m remembering myself I closed my eyes to see who I am I’m nothing like you In a blink I saw me 20 yrs from now I saw you I closed my eyes tight I shook that thought out I am who I am No different from day one We’ve always been miles apart You don’t know me You never had the chance The door closed on my way out You turned cold Lost in your pitty Weak with sadness I won’t be you I stopped it before I could crumble My happy is in me I decide who will see it I’m sorry you will miss out Close your eyes Picture it different Keep them closed Hold the moment Reality is It’s all gone in the blink of the eye

Metropolis
The smile of dawn Arrived early May She carried a gift from her home The night shed a tear To tell her of fear And of sorrow and pain She'll never outgrow Death is the first dance, eternal There's no more freedom The both of you will be confined to this mind I was told there's miracle for each day that I try I was told there's a new love that's born for each one that has died I was told there'd be no one to call on when I feel alone and afraid I was told if you dream of the next world You'll find yourself swimming in a lake of fire As a child, I thought I could live without pain without sorrow As a man I've found it's all caught up with me I'm asleep yet I'm so afraid Somewhere like a scene from a memory There's a picture worth a thousand words Eluding stares from faces before me It hides away and will never be heard of again Deceit is the second without end The city's cold blood teaches us to survive Just keep my heart in your eye

Ever Been Scammed?
Good Morning and Happy Day it’s Friday and the start of another weekend. Any plans this weekend or you just taking it easy? I have heard that saying before, “Hey Take it easy” I have also heard people reply “I will take it any way I can”… Hmmm sounds like a personal problem. But, my wish is the same as it would be any other day of the week. I am hoping your day today as well as your weekend is wonderful, I mean that. Ok on with the assorted this and that’s for this day Friday March 30th. Have you ever been scammed? I mean, bought something, or was told something or just went somewhere and what you thought you were getting, buying seeing was not as you pictured in your mind. The seller (scammer) pulled the proverbial wool over your eyes so far as you had bend down untie your shoes to lift it off. I have been in sales for over 30 years. Started working right out of high school at ALL PHASE ELECTRIC and seem to care enough about the business that I stayed to this very day. Yeah there hav

Over 40 And Sexy Contest
OKAY GUYS...THE DAY IS HERE! I can use all the help I can get, so plllllllllease...drop by, show me some of that CT love, that I've been experiencing here. I've got the best group of friends anyone has ever had, so I'm countin' on you to help get me through this. BOMB BOMB BOMB BOMB

Dream Love
I was always told, that in a dream, one day, somebody special would come along. Somebody who'll take your tears away. The one who'll make everything okay. The one who'll love you forever. Well.. I've been waiting for that one day to come. For the special someone. Then one day I had this new Crush, He's so sweet... he makes me smile, he makes me blush. But it seems he doesn't feel the same way towards me, that I feel towards him. The closer my heart got to his... that big of a jump he'd take away from me. Every time I'd think of him tears would roll down my face. Because I am depressed for one reason. It's because I don't have him. I wish there was some way. But there isn't. His heart belongs to another. But I'll wish, and hope and prey for one day to come, and maybe you'll be the one. The one who'll take my tears away. The one who'll make everything okay. The one who'll love me forever. I'll keep waiting for that day to come, and for

A Poem I Wrote
~*~Dear Precursor~*~ The perpetual existence of your gazing lust, Leaves me with a cynical trust. Loves decadence, is but a small fray. In the eyes of a nefarious being, oblivious of their own words sway. So oblige me dear precursor, Indulge me with your forecast and constrain. My life is a monologue, Founded on your abridged knowledge which I'm sure to retain. written by: Kelly McAllister © 11-05-06

Hold Me
hold me tight,dont let me go,i just want to that glow,i want to feel the gentle but firm hands running up and down my whole body feeling it tingle,kissing passionatly and deeply,feeling my heart race as your hand runs to my thighs,feeling your love and passion for me,loving to feel you deep inside me

Hey People Please Help
Hello everyone any chamce of some help,I am in a contest and could do with some help due to me being behind. Please drop bye and vote for me. Here is the link for contest. If anyone does thanks for ur help.

I May Be Anti-me And Anti-nation, But I Am Prozac And Procreation
Stop debating stop delaying Push hard now without hesitation Nerve endings gyrating Relaying points of navigation Relating satisfaction and other vital information The burial of tooth and nail The resurrection of satiation The spill from the abrasion The point of coagulation Let’s get naked, bloody and retarded Dump three pints without even starting Take what’s attached and leave it parted Take what’s smooth and leave it gnarled Exposed pale rose nose dive Shed some light where the sun don’t shine I’ll eat yours if you eat mine Rape your soul if you fuck my mind Outertwining molestation of the supple insides

Dating An Italian's Daughter
Dating an Italian's Daughter Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, In order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten

You Know You're In A Redneck Church
You Know You're in a Redneck Church If... >1. ... the finance committee refuses to provide funds for the purchase of a >chandelier because none of the members knows how to play one. > >2. ... when the congregation learns that Jesus fed the 5000, they ask >whether the two fish were bass or catfish, and what bait was used to catch >'em. > >3. ... when the pastor says, "I'd like to ask Bubba to help take up the >offering," five guys and two women stand up. > >4. ... opening day of deer season is recognized as an official church >holiday. > >5. ... a member of the church requests to be buried in his 4-wheel-drive >truck because "It ain't never been in a hole it couldn't get out of". > >6. ... the choir is known as the "OK Chorale". > >7. ... in a congregation of 500 members, there are only seven last names in >the church directory. > >8. ... people think "rapture" is what you get when you lift something too >heavy. > >9. ... the baptis

Who Said Blondes Were Dumb..
A lawyer and a sexy blonde with huge boobs, are sitting next to each other on a long flight from LA to NY. Curiosity gets the better of the lawyer and asks the blonde with sexy legs and huge tits about her profession. The hottie tells him that she is a model Satisfied, the lawyer introduces himself and asks the hot blonde whether she would like to play a fun game. The sexy model just wants to take a nap, so she politely declines and rolls over to the window to catch a few winks. The lawyer persists, and explains that the game is really easy and a lot of fun. He explains "I ask you a question, and if you don't know the answer, you pay me $5, and visa-versa." Again, the blonde model politely declines and tries to get some sleep. The lawyer, now somewhat agitated, says, "Okay, if you don't know the answer you pay me $5, and if I don't know the answer, I will pay you $50!" figuring that since she is a blonde that he will easily win the match. This catches the blonde's

Curtin Rods
............. >She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates and suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. >On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining room table by candlelight, put on some soft background music and feasted on a pound of shrimp, a jar of caviar and a bottle of Chardonnay. >When she had finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a few half-eaten shrimp dipped in caviar, into the hollow of the curtain rods. >She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. >When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. Then slowly, the house began to smell. They tried everything; -cleaning, mopping and airing the place out. -Vents werechecked for dead rodents and carpets were steam cleaned. -Air fresheners were hung everywhere. >-Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters, during which they had to

The Way Woman Dress
Just updated cuz it was so poorly worded. Was just always curious of this. Lady in the office today with a short dress, very high red spike heels and no hose. Now as a guy and a pig (we are all pigs) as soon as I saw her all i thought of was having sex with her. Not that i said anything like that to her of course. I just said "you look nice today" Now do women really know what i really meant was "Those heels would look good on my shoulders" Don't get me wrong I love women in sexy outfits at work makes the day go by just wondered if they really know what we are thinking.

4-2-07 23rd Entry
There is actually a point and lesson to this rambling, long entry. Today means there is only 1 month to go of waiting for the sleep apnea test. So little time. Yet so distant it seems impossible that it will ever get here. I'm going down hill faster because of the frustration and pain levels. I keep trying to tell myself just a few more weeks. Not much time compared to all the time I've been through already. It ain't working. I've begun to notice the depression signs are back. Not the OCD, the old, regular depression (not that depression of any sort is regular but is the best way to put it). Seems an enemy of mine that I will never escape. Too much time. Goddess its weighing me down so hard and I'm being driven insane! I took a vacation day for friday so I could have a 3 day weekend. Some time to myself to enjoy peace and quiet while everyone else was away for the weekend. To get my room spring cleaned, organized and set up the way I want. Yea, that was a

Okkkk
so like ive been going out with my bf for 7 months.. and i just aint happy anymore.. and i tried telling him that but he started crying..i dont want to be in that relationship no more.. its just not working..he has too bad of a temper..and i cant take it anymore..give me some advice

Nothing
I feel that sinking feeling creeping on again, drown it out, drown myself The whipping boy of my family, the blame easily passes to me, beat me down and bruise me I wish they could disappear, be erased by the things they do. Shadows of people I once knew, they are nothing to me, yet the guilt they instilled keeps me around Dull eyes see the truth about them, two faced and double lives. Keep a smile on you face so no one knows what goes on behind closed doors They're nothing to me, yet everything that keeps me here

Tequila And Salt
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to the ones you love and care about! And always remember....when life hands you Lemons, a

Witch One Is The Real Me ? Do You Really Know ?
(¯`._.•°¤*THE BASIC¤×´¤··]·._.´¯)WAT IS YO NAME??Shannon WAT IS YO NICKNAME??ShannrieHOW OLD R U??35WHEN IS YO B-DAY??3 - 17WAT IS YO SIGN??Picies HOW TALL R U??5' 10''RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED??Right WHERE IS U FROM??Galveston WHERE DO U STAY NOW??At home WATS YO RACE??White FAV ANIMAL??I don't have a favorite FAV THING 2 DO??Don't have just 1 FAV NUMBER??88FAV FOOD??CHOCOLATEFAV COLOR??Blue (¯`._.•°¤*LOVE¤×´¤··]·._.´¯)DO U HAVE AN BF??Not at the moment , but workin at it DO U LUV HIM??No but I like him alot WHERE DID YALL MEET??Don't remember it's been a whileWHERE IS HE FROM?? Here WAT IS HIS FAV COLOR??Not sure yet but I'll ask now WAT IS YALL FAV SONG??Don't have one yet WAT KIND OF CAR DO HE DRIVE??Not sure HOW DID YALL KNO YALL WAZ MEANT 4 EACH OTHA??I don't know if we are IS HE IN SCHOOL??NoHOW OLD IS HE??30's WAT IS THE SWEETEST THANG HE DONE??Listen to me DO YALL HAVE NICKNAMES FOR EACH OTHA??Not that I recall IF SO WAT DO U CALL HIM??By his name WAT DO HE CALL U??

Chicken & Dumplings
CHICKEN: 1/4 cup all-purpose flour 1 tsp. Lawry's ® Seasoned Salt 1/2 tsp. Lawry's ® Seasoned Pepper 2-1/2- to 3-lb. chicken, cut into serving pieces and skin removed 3 Tbsp. Shedd's Spread Country Crock ® Spread 1 medium onion, finely chopped 1 stalk celery, finely chopped 1 small carrot, finely chopped 1/2 tsp. dried thyme leaves, crushed 4 cups chicken broth DUMPLINGS: 1 cup all-purpose flour 1-1/2 tsp. baking powder 1/2 tsp. Lawry's ® Seasoned Salt 1/4 tsp. Lawry's ® Seasoned Pepper 1/2 cup milk 2 Tbsp. Shedd's Spread Country Crock ® Spread, melted 1 Tbsp. finely chopped parsley For Chicken, in large bowl, combine flour, Lawry's ® Seasoned Salt and Seasoned Pepper. Add chicken and toss to coat; set aside. In 6-quart nonstick saucepot or Dutch oven, melt 2 tablespoons Spread over medium-high heat and brown chicken, turning once; remove and set aside. Add remaining 1 tablespoon Spread and cook onion, celery and carrot over medium heat, sti

Chapter 1: In The House Of My Parents
Mein KampfADOLF HITLERChapter 1In The House Of My ParentsTODAY it seems to me providential that Fate should have chosen Braunau on the Inn as my birthplace. For this little town lies on the boundary between two German states which we of the younger generation at least have made it our life work to reunite by every means at our disposal. German-Austria must return to the great German mother country, and not because of any economic considerations. No, and again no: even if such a union were unimportant from an economic point of view; yes, even if it were harmful, it must nevertheless take place. One blood demands one Reich. Never will the German nation possess the moral right to engage in colonial politics until, at least, it embraces its own sons within a single state. Only when the Reich borders include the very last German, but can no longer guarantee his daily bread, will the moral right to acquire foreign soil arise from the distress of our own people. Their sword will become our p

Friendship With Romance
So you want a piece of my Rosy, cushy, juicy pie I’m afraid, without romance on supply This refined lady is not going to comply Before into my world You make your entrance Remember this lady loves romance So how about friendship with romance Maybe you may stand a chance Send me sweet roses once in a while Make it your number one style I need you now, not as a lover If that is your immediate aim You’ll be sucked out of my life with a hover So how about friendship with romance Now and then, take me out to dance Hypnotise me, enchant me in a trance With words and your exquisite rainbow smile Don’t just tell me, ‘you fancy me’ I’ll buzz these words to you like a bee Go take a hike by the sea Till you roast and dry So you want a taste of my Rosy, cushy, juicy delicious pie I’m afraid, without romance on supply This refined lady is not going to comply You have no money! That’s no excuse There are so many different ways to amuse I love romance I eat

Wtf??
Okay guys... it's not funny... some son or daughter of a bitch decided that it would a GREAT idea to rate every pic I had as all 1s... on top of that, they decided to rate my profile as a 1. What the hell guys... I'm here because I enjoy it here, I'm not here for my health, so whoever the hell did it, I find out, I will personally nuke your entire life. Enough of this crap. No more mister nice guy. You rate me 1s, I will nuke you, end of story. -- This rant has been brought to you by the Sons of Degenerate Radio, and in no way reflects CT management.

Seeds Of Imagination
Your imagination may often seem wispy and nebulous. It is in fact very real and powerful. Look around you and consider all the real, solid, useful and valuable things that began their existence in someone's imagination. What you can imagine, is clearly possible for you. Most likely, your imagination has far more power than you realize. There are aspects of your reality today that come directly from long-forgotten stirrings of your imagination. What would you dare to imagine if you were certain that it would become real? In fact, most of what you imagine does indeed influence your life and your world in some way or other. Obviously, the things you imagine do not instantly spring into material form. Actually, something even more amazing happens. Your imagination plants a fertile seed in the capable, creative, intelligent, effective person that is you. Take great care with such seeds that you plant, for they will surely grow. May they be negative or positive they will grow.

The Mechanics That Repair Sleep
and endless row, of things that define you. A word, an action, an inaction, all these things make you you. and you don't know it it do you? so always a victim, of the world or the word, nothing is your responsibilty, untill growling nothing comes knocking. and he is a hungry beast that takes all, regardless of excuse, he eats all, and you are left with nothing but the world. and it know no excuses, is hungry beast. give a reason now, give an excuse.

The Feast
the feast Cemetary quiet, Death is near Darkness falls, Have no fear. He finds her A victim with ease, She is his For small fees. Together they go, Quiet and dark, He needs her alone To leave his mark. Fangs puncture, Sharp and Quick. Ohh... the sensation. He begins to lick. She grabs his head Pulling his close. He opens his mouth, The blood flows. Life is ending Blood drained out No energy left No voice to shout. Life has faded She is no more. She's just another Blood-letting whore. Alone he walks Quiet and Dark Full and content He left his mark. Dark is fading He has to go... Back to his crypt Far down below. Cemetary quiet, Death is near The sun rises, Have no fear.

Girls Only
Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wifey/hubbie [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you going to repost this so i ca

Five Little Easter Eggs
Five Little Easter Eggs Five little Easter eggs, lovely colors wore; (hold up five fingers) Mother ate the blue one, then there were four. (bend down one finger) Four little Easter eggs, two and two, you see; Daddy ate the red one, then there were three. (bend down next finger) Three little Easter eggs, before I knew, Sister ate the yellow one, then there were two. (bend down next finger) Two little Easter eggs; oh, what fun, Brother ate the purple one, then there was one. (bend down next finger) One little Easter egg; see me run! I ate the very last one, and then there were none. (bend down last finger)

Unborn Child
THIS WOMEN THINKS IT CUTE TO BASH AN UNBORN CHILD. SHE CALLED ME AN UNFIT MOTHER AND SHE DOESNT EVEN KNOW ME. AFTER A NICE LITTLE FIGHT IN MY SHOUTBOX SHE BLOCKED ME. JUST SO ALL THE PARENTS OUT THERE KNOW WHO SHE IS HER NAME IS FIRE. Who in the hell would ever bash an unborn child has to be sick in the head.

An Elderly Lady Phoned Her Telephone Company
An elderly lady phoned her telephone company to report that her telephone failed to ring when her friends called - and that on the few occasions when it did ring, her pet dog always moaned right before the phone rang. The telephone repairman proceeded to the scene, curious to see this psychic dog or senile elderly lady. He climbed a nearby telephone pole, hooked in his test set, and dialed the subscriber's house. The phone didn't ring right away, but then the dog moaned loudly and the telephone began to ring. Climbing down from the pole, the telephone repairman found: 1. The dog was tied to the telephone system's ground wire via a steel chain and collar. 2. The wire connection to the ground rod was loose. 3. The dog was receiving 90 volts of signaling current when the phone number was called. 4. After a couple of such jolts, the dog would start moaning and then urinate on himself and the ground. 5. The wet ground would complete the circuit, thus causing the phone to ri

Monday! Again?!
The weeks are flying by a little too quickly for me, lol! Taylor and Dakota have the day off from school. Lucky them! I have an early client, 4 total, today. So, it's upwards and onwards for me, lol! The family Easter festivities were the usual raucus affair, lots and lots of little kids!! Little Aidan slept through most of it, lol. He is such a sweetie, but then I love infants!! I did take some pics and will post them when I have time. Not very many, and not the best quality, as no one would hold still, lmao! I will be off and running soon! Have a wonderful Monday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs, one and all! Blessings, all over the place! Much later, my friends!

*changing?*
I Ran Into A, Well, How To Describe Him. He Made My Middle School Experience Rather Annoying. Constantly Teasing & Joking On Me. Typical Boy Behavior When The One Person You Want Won't Give You The Attention You Crave. Yeah, Well, He Wanted Me Bad. And I Refused To Give Him The Time Of Day Because Of How He Acted. I Know It's Regular Boy Behavior But I Was Way Ahead Of Him In Maturity Points. His Best Friend Was Jealous Of The Fact That Not Only Did He Want Me Over Her But I Had A Bigger Rack Than She Did So She Constantly Teased Me And Talked Shit Behind My Back Thinking It Would Destroy Me. Too Bad I Don't Pay Attention To What Two Bit Jealous Girls Have To Say About Me. So In Order To Still Be Friends With Her He Followed Suit And Picked On Me Too. After Middle School I Ran Into Him At A Carnival And We Dated Very Briefly. It Just Wasn't Workable At The Time. Different High Schools, No Vehicles Of Our Own, Seperate Work Schedules And Different Friends. I Was At Lazy Dayz, O

Thank You Valor In Iraq Usmc Medal Of Honor
Thank you to all who have viewed the pictures, and hopefully read the citations, for USMC Valor in Iraq and USMC Medal of Honor Recipients. Please take a look at these and read them, no need to comment or rate, points don't matter here, just sharing a little history and honor of our Marine Corps. There is also a citation for the only woman to win the Medal of Honor. Thank you. PS Those marked Posthumously were Killed in Action.

I'd Give You The Moon...
I'd give you the moon if I could I'd give you anything you wanted If I could, I'd give you joy I'd give you myself always in a good mood. I'd give you your daughter I'd give you a life free of debt. I'd give you the stars if I could reach them. I'd make sure you were happy I'd make sure you did less work I'd make your dreams come true I'd be what you want I'd love the way you need me to love I'd cook you chicken, and steaks. I'd make you so happy if I could. I would never let you fall I would never let you down I would always be who I am I would always love you for you I would always want nothing more than what you will give me. I would give you the world I would give you peace. I'd give you the moon if I could I'd give you insight I'd give you anything you wanted if I could I'd give you all of myself I'd give you my trust I'd give you my body I'd give you my insecurities to throw away.

I Like It When You...
I Like It When You...... I like it when you smile makes me smile I like it when you look at me makes me feel wanted I like it when you kiss me makes me melt I like it when you hold me makes me feel safe I like it when you love me makes me feel loved I like it when you touch me makes me feel tingly all over I like it when you are with me because most of all I like it when Im with you

My Heart
I place in your hands my very being, I close my eyes and without seeing, I give to you, my heart. As you wrap me in the warmth of your love, I shall never place another above, I give to you, my heart. With all the knowledge I have within my soul, I know tis you who will make me feel whole, I give to you, my heart. With all that I feel for you, trust, faith and surrender, It is within your power, you bring about this feeling of splendor, I give to you, my heart. For over the years it has been told, stories of love lost and hearts left cold. Here I tell you of love found by few, And the joy that is brought to the soul, when love is anew, I give to you, my heart.

Birds And Bees
A little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?" The father answers: "Well son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said: Scroll Down . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . You got Male!

Drrockins Thought For The Day
"A human being is a part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty." Albert Einstein Each of our lives is a multitude of interconnecting pieces, not unlike a mosaic. What has gone before, what will come today, are at once and always entwined. The past has done its part, never to be erased. The present is always a composite. In months and years gone by, perhaps we anticipated the days with dread. Fearing the worst, often we found it; we generally find that which we fear. But we can influence the mosaic our experiences create.

I've Changed Appartenly.
OK this is not a rant on how much I have changed and I have truend over a new leaf. While that might be a good idea thats not what this blog is about specifically. To the point. As some of you know I had surgery on my knee (lots of crap) and I am in recovery, going to physical Therapy weekly. I live in a suburb North of Boston, and getting in and out of the city is not something that I really enjoy, but I need my leg back to normal. So on my way out of the Boston medical Center complex I drove up to a traffic light which was red and I was behind one or two other vehicles waiting to get onto Mass Ave. Anywho there was this homeless guy with his little cup asking for money. So like usual, ignore ignore ignore right? That how it started off then I was hoping the guy came to my window? here I was trying to get the attention of the homeless guy. Imagine that? Well let me tell you why and then I will tell you my take on the whole thing because for me it was a turni

People Suck!
I have had so few unigue thoughts lately that I have found no real reason to find a voice for them or it,or what ever. We live with six large dogs....funny how people that aren't around dogs much go and wash their hands..then after awhile they say, "fuck it". I love my dogs and cats( we have an uncomfortable amount for most people). Why are people irresponsible with their pets? They neglect their shots and do not give them heartguard against heartworms which kills many dogs and cats each year. My man came in holding a dog the other day and I had to walk away....Later, I learned that he had found the frisky,looks like a fox terrier running up and down a very busy highway...We have tried to track his people but noone seems to care. Meanwhile The General ( I shit you not, that is his name)lives with Shadow( another found dog that was preparing for that trip to doggy heaven...in a pen..hoping someone will want to take them in...so that's 8 dogs....

With My Misfits Records Out...
List a band that you like and know REALLY well: NOFX. Now, use ONLY that band's lyrics, song titles, and cd titles to answer the following questions. You can't change bands halfway through! 1. Who are you? A PROTAGANIST NAMED BILL.-SCAVENGER TYPE. 2. What is your definition of love? I doesn't seem like you're a million miles away, no. But maybe one or two That doesn't mean, I never loved you I love you long times, when you're on top of me WHATEVER DIDI WANTS. 3. How do you view life? Want to fuck off, drop out, never trust a fuckin' hippie for that matter don't trust anyone. quit school, don't work, livin' up the music you punk. if i could do it so could anyone. DRUGS ARE GOOD. 4. If you were stranded on an island, what few things would you bring with you? There's always a keg of beer and a block of cheese We got charams, pinball, asteroids, space invaders, and missile command MATTERSVILLE 5. Describe your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/crush: b

I Didn't Say I Was Going To Right
I have been trying to just get my soul to open up and run with the flow. It doesn't ever happen the way it should. Don't ask me how this happens because not even I know the answers these days. I can have a thought in my head and yet it still comes out in a jumbled mess. Take the fact that there is this guy I have known for the LONGEST time, and yet he still has an effect on me that not even I could have forgotten. When you have known someone for a long time, and you both tend to feel some of the same things but yet don't go through exploring their subtle options before you drift so far into a silent position, you never know what the outcome could be. I have been wondering for a while now if I should have really anticipated seeing this guy since I knew that my heart wasn't as strong as I thought it was. I became the woman I didn't want to be. I became a woman knowing what he could do for me as I could do for him and yet we both have yet to make any real effort to see what happens. I kno

Something That Was Sent To Me
I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... ... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach,huge boobs, round booty, long legs, big lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be onE as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring,variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to flatter them in hopes

She Wants To Be Me.....
At first I told myself I need my head inspected, I notice little things Same t-shirt and sunglasses, Then it got weirder see She cut her hair like me, She bought a red guitar Kept driving round in my car I’m kissing her and she She slams me against the wall She crashed into a bus, Chasing some super model She’s analysed my smile, She’s memorised my phonebook She always wears my clothes, Her favourite words are f* you BRIDGE She looks like, does like, sounds like me She’s stealing my identity And I’m begging you CHORUS Somebody notice me, somebody notice I’m fading away here, What have I gotta do to make you see My girlfriend is a wannabe And she wants to be me I’m saying something wrong, She’s out back playing soccer She used to do ballet, Now she’s a heavy smoker She’s so obsessed with me, That she stands up to pee And now her stupid games, Have started taking over Don’t need no special help, No need to see a doctor I know your worried but

Breathe Of Fresh Air
For those of you, who like me are sick and tired of seeing and hearing about all the negative stories and death tolls about the wars in Iraq and Afganhistan....the link below is a very warm, touching and refreshing breath of fresh air. just cut and paste it in your browser window http://www.uselessjunk.com/article_full.php?id=21158 please watch and enjoy the beauty of it as I did and I hope you are as touched as I was. Christopher

Bound To Bloom
SOMETHINGS ARE MEANT TO FAIL,,AND SOMETIMES AN OLD LOVE DIES,BUT THEN ALSO THERE IS A TIME WHERE THINGS ARE BOUND TO BLOOM,,IN A NEW LOVE, BLOOM AND GROW,INTO SOMETHING WONDERFUL,THE RAINS MAY COME,BUT THE SEED HAD BEEN PLANTED EVEN THOUGH IT'S BEAUTY MAY NOT BE SEEN SOMETIMES,IT IS ALWAYS THERE AND WILL ALWAYS BLOOM AGAIN.

Pascha (easter) Is For The Birds....
In another world, I'd be dead. I can see the headline now: 40 year old Frumpy Black Sheep Slaughtered by Angry Mob of Uptight Conformists - Leftists and Right-wingers Equally to Blame. Yesterday, Father W. came over to do the Liturgy at my house. As it happened, it was only "supposed" to be the good Father, his wife, and our liturgical reader Olin, myself and my daughter. But God has a way of multiplying things, like fishes and loaves, and rabbits, and people. In the space of half an hour, our little group swelled to 9. My daughter's 3 little friends from the 'hood, (hoodlums in the most innocent sense of that word) and my friend Correna "just happened" to show up. Like most other popular notions, I don't believe in coincidence. Three little girls, who are badly neglected by their parents, and a woman who had just broken up with her husband, "just happened" to come to my door. Not that there is anything special about my door. It's just an entrance to a plain

Saturday Nights Were Made For...a Play?
Well, its the last night of Dem's p;ay, and all i can say is...Thank You Jesus! He plays D'Arque, the assylum head, in Beauty and the Beast.And a dancing spork. It's a small play, and he'll do whatever to get on stage. This play is his first musical, and let me tell you, I'm glad its the last night. I can only take so much, and I'm at that point. Belle and Mrs Potts have wonderful voices, but the rest of the singing is made up of high school boys, and for the most part, they mumble their way thru their songs. Except for the Beast, who is played by Dem's friend, and Gaston, who is played by one of the best basketball players in our state. They belt out the tunes, but both try to sing too low, so some notes are an adventure. But hell, I would probably be a mumbler, so kudo's to the both of them. The first night was jittery, but the second night went well. There were a few missed lines, in song, and a scene where the actors got the giggles, and only one was singing the two p

Men Are Men
Two bored casino dealers are waiting at the craps table. A very attractive blonde woman from Texas arrived ...and bet twenty-thousand dollars ($20,000) on a single roll of the dice. She said, "I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I play topless." With that, she stripped to the waist; rolled the dice; and yelled, "Come on, baby.... Southern Girl needs new clothes!" As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up-and-down... and squealed..."YES! YES! I WON! I WON!" She hugged each of the dealers... and then picked up her winnings and her clothes, and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumfounded. Finally, one of them asked, "What did she roll?" The other answered, "I don't know... I thought you were watching." Moral --- Not all Southerners are stupid. Not all blondes are dumb. But, all men.....are men.

My Dearest Friend
You’re my dearest friend My friend till the end You were by my side Even when I’ve felt sick You were always there You were always here Always supplying your best Always supplying your support Always being my friend Thru the winter Thru storm Thru hell and high waters You were there to help me thru the end.

Roll With The Big Dogs
We roll up in Hummers and corvettes , stingrays and mustangs, Supras and skylines. When we want to be seen you see it all you see how we ride and the money we shell out. When we dont want you to see us all you see is our break lights and the smoke from our tires, the smell of premium gas and the blairing music from system. If you want to race us all you you do is lose your car so be smart and dont unless you want to see what it feels like to walk two miles all the way home! You don't fuck with us just under us. thats how it is with us big dogs thats always how its been , thats always how it'll be! All we wanna do is ride in style , we dont want to take your shit but always some silly fool who thinks his daddies cars faster then us, You might be fast compaired to mommies station wagon but we put 15 grand under our hoods. We might look simple but our systems are hooked up. We got NAS in places you never imaginationed and a playstation in the steering wheel. Thats how it is wi

Poem I Wrote
here i find myself lying awake yet again in the wee hours of the morning. but how can i sleep? how can i sleep when i have so many thoughts, so many demons plagueing my mind? i find myself in this position way too often. so many times i've tried to change it, to turn it around. i fail each and every time. no longer do i find pleasure in life, only misery. i envy other humans, the carefree and content ones, for they are everything i cant seem to be. i try as i might, to sift through this shit running through my head. i cant find the answers i need. why do i always find myself like this? locked away inside my head, where my demons torment me. so many times ive gotten to the suicidal point, but i dont have the guts. so many times when i cut myself, i just want to press down and stop the world. but i cant. im weak. i cant seem to do anything. sometimes i feel like im already dead...

Erotica: Chance Meeting (very Dirty)
I remember watching her.....the way she moved. Her skirt gently folding to the crease of her ass. Her legs tight from the spikes she wore...the fish nets accenting her calves with a spider web of shadow. As I stood there memorized the world passed me by...lost in my vision of lust..I could almost feel her warmth...smell her sweetness. Her shoulders rocking...and barely a hint of her generous bosom when she moved just right. She must have felt my eyes upon her for she turned and looked straight at me. Fastened...my vision caught with her own. I smiled and she winked with just a hint of a smile...my eyes moved down taking in her high lights...letting her know what was on my mind. Her long dark hair floating from around her face...those ruby red lips slightly parted showing a hint of white from within...eyes the color of grass on a warm spring hillside. She stood staring...the tight leather skirt and top suggesting what lay beneath. Long thin arms to match h

You
You've given me a different view You've whispered in my ear that some lies eventualy comes true You've found a way of touching me without moving You paint butterflies on my belly button and tickle my torso with hidden feathers my back arches anticiapting your every word cause You've some how put a funnel to my lips my darkest secrets now spilling out of my mouth like warm milk which You bottle in silent bubblles and churn into apple butter spreading my lost dreams over Your body until You shine like fantasies were baby oil and my sole purpose in life was to massage You spoiled You got my stream of consciousness coiling around Your smile like Your snake i am charmed dancing to the silent music i see playing Your eyes dizzy from the experience sleepless from the expectation born again in the possibilities cradlling myself in the mere thought of You memorizing Your pictures so i can better carve Your image into the back of my eye lids light candles and inscen