Well, my room mate is a first class ignorant ass and he's gonna buy out my part of the lease-with what money, I have no clue, he will be starting back to work tomorrow after six weeks without a job....what an idiot!!
Ah well, what do I care, I planned to leave this stupid shithole anyway....at least I will be able to get laid in peace and not have to have my sex drive come to a halt because I had to see his fugly sex slut....Gods, but the stupid bitch is beyond ugly and more stupid than that, if you can imagine that....
I don't think he will want me to move when it's time, but I have been looking into places I actually want to live in, and I will be out sooner than I want to be, but hell, I will have my mental stability returned to me after this sick and twisted time in hell...I don't believe in hell, but if it did exist, it would be this house of chaos.
What can you do when someone is determine to fuck up their lives but sit there and say you didn't hand them the ammo or the knife-they did it themselves....as for me, I want my sanity back, and I want to be able to practice my path without censure and ignorance.
He said that I insulted everything about him, and I honestly don't know how I could have when I am usually in my room with the door locked, or in the shower...when I have gone into other rooms, he has his room shut and he's sleeping until three in the afternoon....he should be at work for a thirty eight year old man having to support a son...what an idiot!!
Hey! I found the title for this blog...What an Idiot...lol
At least my sense of humor hasn't completely faded even through all the shit lies he's telling and the illusions he's living around here.... he just wants something to complain about me for because he knows he's been in the wrong for so fucking long...oh well, what an idiot.
Binding yourself
To your ignorance
Brings forth only
Bitterness, loneliness
And Isolation from
The one who could
Really DO something
To make your life better.
-Raven