Fist off I would like to tell you a bit about my mother. I have not seen her in so long. Anyway I do talk to her sometimes. Anyway. I found out she is sick and luckly it is not cancer. But it could be something else bad. We do ntknow yet.
There is a man I know in rl Whome i had a for year afair with. Well I did with is wife to. But anyway. Yesterday I found out he could be dieing again. His liver is bad. And his blood prsser keep spiking too high. Then wen it comes down. It comes down too low. I stell love him and her verry much. And I do not know what I would do if I lost ether one of them.
I wish I could jsut take them all and hold them in my arms and tell them everything was going to be ok. But it does not work that way. All I can do is keep them in my heart and on my mind. and remeber how much they mean to me.
Ty for listing everyone.
Stephanie
