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Why I'm Poetic These Days
It's because of the great barrier. What barrier you ask? Well that would be the emotional one. Let me explain before you ask more, :-P. I'm an emotioned guy, not emotional as in over emotional cries a lot wants to hug a seagull, no, not like that...not that there is anything wrong with that I'm sure. What I mean is the emotions of love, passion and desire come on strong in me easily. These poems represent a way to release these without scaring someone. Because lets face it, someone gives you an I love you like from the new one I wrote last night "You" on a first date, you're gonna freak out, and rightfully so. But that doesn't halt my desire for it now does it. I strive to be able run my hands across naked flesh without worrying I'll be seen as a perv or a horn dog. It's not for the sake of getting "my winky wet" it's for the sake of an emotion released that cannot be done with words. It's desire through touch, appreciation of beauty through touch, want and love through te

12 Step Recovery From Web
“12 Step Program of Recovery for Web Addicts” 1) I will have a cup of coffee in the morning and read my newspaper like I used to, before the Web. 2) I will eat breakfast with a knife and fork and not with one hand typing. 3) I will get dressed before noon. 4) I will make an attempt to clean the house, wash clothes, and plan dinner before even thinking of the Web. 5) I will sit down and write a letter to those unfortunate few friends and family that are Web-deprived. 6) I will call someone on the phone who I cannot contact via the Web. 7) I will read a book...if I still remember how. 8) I will listen to those around me and their needs and stop telling them to turn the TV down so I can hear the music on the Web. 9) I will not be tempted during TV commercials to check for email. 10) I will try and get out of the house at least once a week, if it is necessary or not. 11) I will remember that my bank is not forgiving if I forget to balance my ch

“faires”
“Faires” A married couple in their early 60’s were out celebrating their 35th wedding anniversary in a quiet, romantic little restaurant. Suddenly, a tiny yet beautiful fairy appeared on their table and said, “ For being such an exemplary married couple and for being faithful to each other for all this time, I will grant you each one wish. “ “ Ooh, I want to travel around the world with my darling husband “ said the wife. The fairy moved her magic stick and—abracadabra! Two tickets for the new QM2 luxury liner appeared in her hands. Now it was the husbands turn. He thought a moment and said: “ Well, this is all very romantic, but an opportunity like this only occurs once in a lifetime, so I’m sorry my love, but my wish is to have a wife 30 years younger than me.” The wife, and the fairy, was deeply disappointed, but a wish is a wish… So the fairy made a circle with her magic stick and-abracadabra! The husband became 92 years old. The moral of the story is… Men

“in Prison & At Work”
“In Prison & At Work” IN PRISON...you spend the majority of your time in an 8X10 cell. AT WORK ... you spend the majority of your time in a 6X8 cubicle. IN PRISON...you get three meals a day. AT WORK...you only get a break for one meal and you pay for it. IN PRISON...you get time off for good behavior AT WORK...you get more work for good behavior IN PRISON...the guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you. AT WORK...you must carry around a security card and open all the doors for yourself. IN PRISON...you can watch TV and play games. AT WORK...you get fired for watching TV and playing games. IN PRISON...you get your own toilet. AT WORK...you have to share with some idiot who pees on the seat. IN PRISON...they allow your family and friends to visit. AT WORK...you can't even speak to your family. IN PRISON...the taxpayers pay all expenses with no work required. AT WORK...you get to pay all the expenses to go to work and then they deduct ta

Stampa Med Leroy
hahahahahahahahhahahaahhahaha thsis is just humor :P sorry for the swedish talks in thsi vid but its a a vid of a person trying to explane the rave-dances hahahahahahahahah im find it so hillarious cuz if you go to a party here in swe you can see halt the UV-warriors danicng like thsi its like Leroy is there mentor.. http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-1203890201817028530&q=stampa hahahahahahahahhahahahhahaha its killing me

Eminem - My Dad's Gone Crazy
Eminem - My Dad's Gone Crazy *Tuning TV* *Eminem Snortin' Crack TV Presenter: Hello boys and girls Today we're gonna talk about father and daughter relationships Do you have a daddy? I'll bet you do *Door opens* who's your daddy? Hailie: Daddy, what're you doing? Beat starts Eminem: Ha Ha! Eminem & Hailie: Ok then! Everybody, listen up! Eminem: I'm goin' to hell, who's comin' with me? Hailie: (innocently) Somebody, PLEASE help him! *Giggle* I think my dad gone crazy! Verse 1: There's no mountain I can't climb There's no tower too high, No plane that I can't learn how to fly What do I gotta do to get through to you, to show you There ain't nothin' I can't take this chainsaw to *Hailie Makes Chainsaw Sound* Fuckin' brain's brawn, and brass balls I cut 'em off, I got 'em pickled and bronzed in a glass jar Inside of a hall, with my framed autograph, Sunglasses with Elton John's name, on my drag wall I'm out the closet, I been lyin' my a

“halls Of Illusions”
“Halls of Illusions” [Violent J] Ticket please, thanks, walk through the door Into the Halls Of Illusions, visit yours And see what coulda and shoulda and woulda been real But you had to fuck up tha whole deal "Lets take a walk down the hallway It's a long way it, it takes all day!" And when you get to tha end, you'll find a chair With straps and chains, we slap you in there Lock you down tight so you can't move a thread And pull your eyelids up over your head Cuz you're about to witness an illusionary dream It's just to bad it ain't what it seems [Shaggy 2 Dope] You walk in and see two kids on the floor They playin Nintendo and he's got tha high score And sittin behind them chillin in a chair Is your wife, when ya look, oh, you ain't there It's some other man in the hand in hand Now she looks so happy you don't understand See this is an illusion, it never came true All because of you! [Violent J] Back to reality and what you're about

“how Many Times?”
“How Many Times?” How many times will I ask myself why, how many times? How many times will I ask myself why, how many times will I cry? (2x) [Violent J] How many times will you honk your horn and say fuck you? Now what the fuck does that do? Ya feel better now? I didn't let ya pass How 'bout I stop my car, and beat your fuckin' ass? How many times will my neighbor beat his wife? Somewhere in that house there's a butcher knife Fuckin' drunk, swingin' his fists about Why don't she wait till he sleeps then take him out How many times will I sit in a hot car? Traffic jam, been sittin' for a fuckin' hour Must be an accident, I hope nobody died Finally get there, and the crash is on the other side The gawkers roll and they creep slow Hoping they can see a mangled body show Some park, and stand there and watch it all With their kids, they point, and fuckin stare (and just look) I remember one time I was pulled over Handcuffed, the cop was like, show'

“juggalo Homies”
“Juggalo Homies” (feat. Twiztid) (I know you ain't there That's why I just want to let you know something bro You all know I love you You all know you're my homies And eh... Alright we'll talk later - peace!) [Violent J] Let me ask you this about this life we live And let me try to swerve some of this attention you give To them distant ass relatives over ham dinner If they really missed you so much Why don't they just call a (Muthafucka)? If you wasn't blood, would you still have love? Or in fact does the blood make you think you have to love? Look, I probably love my family more than anybody here But my homies are family too, 3rd cousins' get outta here Who was you with when you got tattooed? And who was you trippin' with when you did them mushrooms? And who the fuck threw up all over your car? And then felt worse than you about that shit in the morning? (Friends ya'll) [Shaggy 2 Dope] Who loaned you money, homie? Who owes you cash? (

In The Very Beginning.....
There was absolutely nothing but little bits and pieces of energy that some freaking genius gathered together and formed an idea, which became a series of thoughts and then actions....some people get it, other people? A real failure to communicate ANYTHING. Ladies and gentlemen, I am that genius! We will see if you get it.....I'm rooting for you all... OH-------------------IO

*when Will We Sing A New Song?*
++P.O.D.: GOODBYE FOR NOW++ i can still see the light at the end of the tunnel shine through the dark times even when i lose my mind but it feels like no one in the world is listening and i can't ever seem to make the right decisions i walk around in the same haze i'm still caught in my same ways i'm losing time in these strange days but somehow i always know the right things to say i don't know what time it is or whose the one to blame for this do what i believe what i can't see and how do you know which way the wind blows cause i can feel it all around i'm lost between the sound and just when i think i know, there she goes (chorus) goodbye for now goodbye for now so long goodbye for now (i'm not the type to say i told you so) goodbye for now so long (i think the hardest part of holding on is lettin go) when will we sing a new song a new song we’re still smilin as the day goes by and how come nobody

Thankful
How can I begin to be thankful for all that you have blessed me with. Never thought I would be so grateful to be so love sick. Never thought I would be so content on being with just one. To be so content to love just one and be done. I'm so grateful you brought order to my chaotic life. No more sharing lovers or taking another man's wife. I know I was living life wild and crazy. Now I'm so thankful that those days are so far behind they have become a distant memory. Like a cardiologist you performed open-heart surgery not only on my body but my soul as well. So with the same skill and precision I will carve out a life for us straight from a fairy tale. Every morning I will honor you my queen. Celebrate every day and make every night a romantic love scene. So to be thankful for one thing is really hard to do. So I'm thankful for everything that is you.

90's Kid
You're a 90's kid if: You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised..." You remember TGIF on ABC and wouldnt miss it "Miss Susie had a tug boat, the tug boat had a bell..miss suzie went to heaven the tug went to hell_o operator please give me number 9 and if you disnconnect me i'll chop up your behind the refridgerator, there was a piece of glass, miss suzie sat upon it and ripped a piece ass_k me no more questions, please tell me no more lies the boys are in the bathroom zipping up their flies, are in the medow the bees are in the park .......................... boys and girls are kissing after D-A-R-K- D-A-R-K D-A-R-K dark" HAHAHAHAHAH!!!! down down baby down down the roller coster sweet sweet baby Ill never let you go..chimie chie cocoa puffs chimmie chimmie rock, chimmie chimiie cocoa puffs chimmie chimmie rock..... You remember when Kurt Cobain, 2Pac, River Phoenix, and Sel

Wounds Of Love
left hand on black turning the night on seven years and then come back greater things to come I can feel you want it I can feel you near when you feel me crawlin will you still be here a long night in a long black dress as the moon shows you come to me looking for the pain only a lover knows i can hear you cry my name i can feel your tears long for me to play your game trembling with fear pull your hair as you scratch my back only stars above move within as you arch your back licking the wounds of love I can hear you call my name I can hear you all look to me and call my name ill catch you when you fall

Kissss Sms
A Kiss is alovely trick designed by nature , to stop speech whaen words become superfluous. Kiss Me In The Light..Love Me In the Dark..Hold Me ’till The End.And I Promise I won’t Break Your Heart love is the name,kiss is the game forget the name lets play the game Benefits of Kissing ;Changes taste;Burns Calories;Lips never go dry;Relieves Stress;Makes face muscles strong;So KEEP KISSING: Dil ker raha hai, ke aaj tum ko ,akele main le ja ker, tum ko apne honton se aik, k..ki,,,kis,,,,kissssssss krun tumhare lips per

Kissed Sms
A kiss is an inquiry in the upper Floor about vacancy in the lower floor. “Give me a kiss, and to that kiss a score; Then to that twenty, add a hundred more: A thousand to that hundred: so kiss on, To make that thousand up a million. Treble that million, and when that is done, Let’s kiss afresh, as when we first begun.” Will you love me in December as you do in May,Will you love me in the good old fashioned way?When my hair has all turned gray,Will you kiss me then and say,That you love me in December as you do in May?” A kiss is special thing that you can cant take without giving, and you cant give without taking.

America
America Land a the free Home a the brave You gotta free yo mind Other wise they got us enslaved They got us like mice Tryin ta find cheese is the mase If we get smart and make it out They wanna put us in a cage America Land a the free Home a the brave You gotta free yo mind Other wise they got us enslaved They got us like mice Tryin ta find cheese is the mase If we get smart and make it out They wanna put us in a cage This is real talk Niggas ain't playin nomore If you got beef Ain't no fightin You gotta let yo heat spark In New York The block is hot It's fuckin crazy You can walk out yo house And get shot It's not fair These crooked cops You know they don't care Kill yo ass sprinkle coke on you And leave you right there Make you drug related cuz yo black Man we gettin abused Drug dealer slayn story On the six o'clock news I used to believe the U.S. Was the land of the free Silly me They still injure niggers In mississippi The politicio

Appending
Im adding more to my first post, more about synthetik. Inside my head I have created an alternate reality unlike the one seen by non adept people atuned to the ways of synthetik. to attain the trance like state that brings you to a mystical world beyond our own you first need to ask yourself some questions. 1.) What burden must one carry to belong in society? 2.)What weight does it take to judge the worth of others? 3.) Is there something beyond what I see or is it just the same thing everyday? 4.) Can I handle the truth once I look inside myself to find the answers? 5.) What lies ahead are many paths but the old saying does not apply its about finding yourself along the way can you do it? Once you ask these questions and look inside you will be one within yourself a world you create that feeds on your emotions and thrives on your triumphs and struggles to find your own purpose. you will learn what you are capable of and what fears must be conquored in order to proceed. I wil

Shielding
A shield is a bubble of energy that works like a window screen. It filters the energy that moves through it and defends against other’s negative energy. It also prevents people with psychic abilities from using them with you. Shields help empaths keep others' emotions separate from their own. They can protect us from outer negative energy and influences, and can be programmed to allow only positive energy. Shields can also be built around objects for protection, places for security and privacy, other people so as to protect them, etc. Creation Begin by clearly thinking through your purpose for the shield. Why do you want a shield? What exactly do you want it to do? Will it keep out all energy, or just bad energy? Will it be temporary, or will it be permanent? Will it only be defensive, or will it attack in response to negative energy? Once you have a clear intent, begin drawing energy and swirling it around you. Picture the energy as anything you wish. Common visualizations are

Places To Get It
ACCEPTABLE PLACES FOR TATTOOS ON GIRLS Tattoos on girls can be a really hot thing. In this public service message, I would like to document acceptable places for body paint on a hot girl, as well as what design NOT to put on your hot body. NOTE: Fat chicks should never get tattoos, as they will almost always inevitably be perceived as 'white-trash'. WHAT DESIGNS ***NEVER EVER**** to get: 1. Rose: that is just telling everyone you hook up with, you prefer 80's style hair-band groupies for men, lived in a trailer park at least once in your life, and were possibly slapped around "like a red-headed step-child" by your step-father as a child. It wreaks of psychoticness. 2. Chain-link barbed wire: this is extremely similar to the rose, in that, it wreaks of cheese. Also, it generally says that your not intelligent enough to come up with your own idea, so you had to steal that 'ho Pam Anderson's look. Combine these two factors, and chances are, you have definately been slappe

To My Angel
My eyes beheld a sky one night, It seems so long ago, A perfectly painted portrait, Be-speckled with blue and gold. As I sit and ponder more, It strikes me that you were there, And it was truly your simple beauty, That gave the stars their perfect glare.

Free Time
watching the leaves fall thinking of nothing at all but you an how i see you watching the leaves fall looking as time goes by knowing what you mean to my life hears your voice as the wind blows by hearing your name as the braches sway in the wind knowing love so grand knowing something special which i know is you

I Hate Men!!
What the hell is wrong with me? My husband from about 6 months into our relationship has been doing online sex chats and stuff, Fine, ok, that dont bother me, what BOTHERS ME is that he is sending this women money, buying them shit! We have 4, thats FOUR, children we need to care for! He is in Iraq and STILL DOING IT! I can't take this shit anymore! I don't know what to do

What Fiend Grrl Means
You entered: Fiend Grrl There are 9 letters in your name. Those 9 letters total to 57 There are 2 vowels and 7 consonants in your name. Your number is: 3 The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living. The expression or destiny for #3: An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a good conversationalist. Your ability to communicate may often inspire othe

Blast From The Past!
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Farewell
hey everyone...i hope you are all having a wonderful night...i just woke up...but i am way too tired and cold tonight... i am going to go back to bed now.. i probably wont be online again until tomorrow night...so have a good thursday... remember to rate my blog if you havent already done so....and please vote for me in my contest... Vote For Me As CT's Poster Girl! Just Click The Pic Below. Then Rate & Comment My Pic. But Remember Only One Comment Please. Cassandra Lynn

Be A Hero For Christmas
Facts about blood needs 1. Every two seconds someone in the U.S. needs blood 2. More than 38,000 blood donations are needed every day 3. One out of every 10 people admitted in a hospital needs blood 4. Total blood transfusions in a given year: 14 million (2001) 5. The average red blood cell transfusion is approximately 3 pints 6. The blood type most often requested by hospitals is Type O 7. The blood used in an emergency is already on the shelves before the event occurs 8. Sickle cell disease affects more than 80,000 people in the U.S., 98% of whom are African American. Sickle cell patients can require frequent blood transfusions throughout their lives 9. More than 1 million new people are diagnosed with cancer each year. Many of them will need blood, sometimes daily, during their chemotherapy treatment. 10. A single car accident victim can require as many as 100 units of blood. See more facts on blood needs for various medical treatments Facts about eligibili

Seasons Of False Hope(author: Allison Pollack Alexander)
Why won't the earth stop turning why is time slipping away I was certain that you'd come for me on a balmy August day Coffee and endless sunrise on this hope I had hold that I would see your smiling face when the leaves turned red and gold Bundle up for winter winds but fill my heart with song I thought you'd knock upon my door when the nights were dark and long Another seasons come too fast as I look down the lane I was sure that you'd come for me before the springtimes rain As spring folds into summer and summer into fall I dare not whisper to my heart 'he may not come at all' Copyright ©2006 by Allison Pollack Alexander Allison Pollack Alexander @ Authorsden

Conversation Between The God And Goddess
Imagine the conversation the Creators might have had about this: "Goddess you know all about gardens and nature. What in the world is going on down there in the Midwest? What happened to the dandelions, violets, thistle and stuff we started eons ago? We had a perfect, no-maintenance garden plan. Those plants grow in any type of soil, withstand drought and multiply with abandon. The nectar from the long lasting blossoms attracted butterflies, honey bees and flocks of songbirds. I expected to see a vast garden of colors by now. But all I see are these green rectangles." "It's the tribes that settled there, Lord. The Suburbanites. They started calling your flowers 'weeds' and went to great extent to kill them and replace them with grass." "Grass? But, Lady, it's so boring. It's not colorfull. It doesn't attract butterflies, birds and bees, only grubs and sod worms. It's temperamental with temperatures. Do these Suburbanites really want all that grass growing there?" "Appar

Answer The Prayers
PITBULL GENOCIDELETS STOP MAN'S BEST FRIEND FROM BECOMING ONE OF MAN'S RECENT MEMORIES There is currently a bill going through that will ban the dog breed pitbulls from the United states. A breed who has gotten a very bad name, of all dog bites from all breeds of dogs, pitbulls rated number 4 FROM THE BOTTOM. So to eradicate a species based on something that is not the fault of its own, like any animal it learns to adapt to its environment. Any one who owns a pit bull know that he breed is one of loving and caring nature. Breed / Percentage of Bites Mixed Breeds - 34% Shepherds - 7% Labs - 7% Rottweilers - 6% Boxers - 4% Chows - 3% Pit Bulls - 2% As you can see, pit bulls are extremely low on the list compared to other breeds which do not have the negative reputation which society has given pit bulls. Approximately 77% of all dogs pass the temperment test, while a whopping 95% of pitbulls pass. As a breed the pitbull does better on the temperment test than retrieve

The Girl I Truly Want...
I feel bad taking this off of someone else profile but more then likely these aren't there exact words anyway. But regardless..whoever the author is..that is the women I want/need in my life. I am :: tough :: soft :: strong :: stubborn :: sensual:: intelligent :: vulnerable :: crazy :: know what I need :: fight for what I want :: motivated :: determined :: love to laugh :: like to cry :: have a career :: can take care of myself :: like feeling special :: friendly until annoyed :: dedicated :: devoted :: I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more than inside your bedroom or an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who holds your hand just to feel your touch. I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead. Im the girl who smiles each time you enter a room. I'm the girl who stares into your eyes looking for what you se

Help Me Please I Am Stuck Here At 7,000 For A While Now!!!
can someone anyone help me out i'm stuck here on 7,000 for the longest. please rate and comment my pics....please! thank you maria ~Maria~ ~Please rate my pics a 10~@ CherryTAP

Saturday Update
saturday update hi, its actually sunday morning but i was to0 tired to do this last night. whew, what a day saturday was. i put in 710 miles. i left fairfax va around noonish and took 66 west to 81 south to 40 west and arrived in nashville, tn. at 10:30 pm. i am about 1/4 to san francisco already. i have filled up the gas tank 4 times and have spent $170 on gas alone. this is going to get a bit spendy i think. my rig is so heavy that i can actually watch the gas meter move like an hour hand on a clock. i found a little dive hotel called knights inn and got a room. it'll do. what can you expect for $29.99? hey, its got free wi-fi and here i am online, right!? i slept very well and the hot shower and clean clothes never felt better. i am going to try and find the hard rock cafe in nashville and have lunch once i get out of this hotel. then the plan is to put in the same hours and miles and end up in oaklahoma city tonight. then i'll be close to half way. i'll be going t

Moods Of Women
The Moods of a Woman An angel of truth and a dream of fiction, A woman is a bundle of contradiction, She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse, But will tackle a stranger alone in the house. Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose, She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose, She'll win you in rage, enchant you in silk, She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk, At times she'll be vengeful, merry and sad, She'll hate you like poison, and love you like mad. The Moods of a Man Hungry. Horny. Sleepy.

Why
Why can't you want me Like I want you Why can't you treat me like I treat you Why can't you touch me like I touch you Why don't you want to give as much as I do I don't think I ask for much Just enough to satisfy my needs and desires A touch, A look, A smile, Open a door Call me baby Ask me what I want Ask me what I need Do I not do this for you? I am willing to let you see ME, ARE you?

I Want Christmas Back....
How the "Left" Stole Christmas Twas the month before Christmas When all through our land, Not a Christian was praying Nor taking a stand. See the PC Police had taken away, The reason for Christmas - no one could say. The children were told by their schools not to sing, About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things. It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say December 25th is just a "Holiday". Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it! CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod Something was changing, something quite odd! Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda. As Targets were hanging their trees upside down At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found. At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears. Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty Are words that were used to

Love
Feel free to substitute GOD or ME in this post with whatever it is you believe...I myself believe GOD is SOURCE and we are all SOURCE ~~ The longing for Love that is within you is not a weakness. It is not a lack of parental Love, or a void that was created that you are trying to fill. Your longing for Love is placed in your heart by Me. It is your divine call. It is your homing device. It is the spiritual desire for your true home, for your right and real relationship with Me and with your true Love. It is a sadness to Me that this yearning I have placed within you is currently seen in this culture as a weakness. You are told that it makes you co-dependent, at worst, and less independent at best. So you turn away from your divine message, and you choose instead the messages of the ego as it seeks to create division. This distances you from what makes you whole. Yet all the while these beliefs are being embraced by people, the longing in the heart continues. It may be pushed

Racism On The Ct
I am so saddened by this. Race should not be an issue on here. You cannot judge a person by skin color. Grow up and be real people. This is american. EVERYONE here is accepted no matter what race. We have come far but not far enough. I am just sad. This is a poem Maya Angelou wrote...read it and find the message! THE ROCK CRIES OUT TO US TODAY (1993 Clinton Inaugural Poem) A Rock, A River, A Tree Hosts to species long since departed, Mark the mastodon. The dinosaur, who left dry tokens Of their sojourn here On our planet floor, Any broad alarm of their of their hastening doom Is lost in the gloom of dust and ages. But today, the Rock cries out to us, clearly, forcefully, Come, you may stand upon my Back and face your distant destiny, But seek no haven in my shadow. I will give you no hiding place down here. You, created only a little lower than The angels, have crouched too long in The bruising darkness, Have lain too long Face down in ignorance. Your mouths spel

Deeper
How do i start a game that i've already lost? How can i pay the price when i don't know the cost? And why do i let you do this to me? I'm falling apart now, can't you see? Is this how it was supposed to go down? We're hiding and sneaking all over town I'm in an uphill battle, i hope i can win Even though right from the start we were soaked in sin I don't care where we've been before And i don't know what's in store But if we can just hold out, we can have so much more Why are you with him, when you hate him so much? And why do you tremble everytime we touch? How can you act like everything's okay? When you swear you miss me more each day Why did we have to happen like this? And why do i get weak when we kiss? You say i have a control on you, But why won't you do what i want you to? I don't care where we've been before And i don't know what's in store But if we can just hold out, we can have so muc

Uber Yumminess!
Ok so this is the hottest man from last seasons American Idol. He was a presenter at tonights Billboard Music Awards. I found these pictures of Chris Daughtry from backstage the awards ceremony....I couldnt just let them sit...I had to add them here...and I didnt have any room in my photo section...I will be adding these to my stash though...So be on the lookout.

What I Do For A Living
hey everybody what is up. My boy ~_Merc_~ made this video of are deployment to IRAQ and all of you need to check it out. This is a glimpse of what we do that you wont see on CNN. Thank you all for the support.

What Does Friendship Mean To You?
The old man turned to me and asked "How many friends have you?" Why 10 or 20 friends have I, And named off just a few... He rose quite slow with effort And sadly shook his head "A lucky child you are To have so many friends," he said But think of what you're saying There is so much you do not know A friend is just not someone To whom you say "Hello" A friends a tender shoulder On which to softly cry A well to pour your troubles down And raise your spirits high A friend is a hand to pull you up From darkness and despair... When all your other "so called" friends Have helped to put you there A true friend is an ally Who can't be moved or bought A voice to keep your name alive When others have forgot But most of all a friend is a heart A strong and sturdy wall For from the hearts of friends There comes the greatest love of all!!! So think of what I've spoken For every word is true And answer once again my child Ho

What Kind Of Story Do You Guys Enjoy Readin/watching Or Even Playing In Games?
i love fantasy and just chaotic war games. like call of duty series, gears of war to rpgs all ranging from old chrono trigger on the super nintendo to final fantasy series from playstaion 1 thru 2. Tough thing is im writing a story but cant seem to figure out a unique story line. Seems like every aproach has been done or tampered with. So i sit here and think on ways to give you guys a goal yet throw in some twist and turns that would eventually lead towards the goal but effect the outcome. The tough situations and decisions a soon to be game designer faces ;). Even tho its more on how you execute the story then what the story is about, some say. To me thats like saying its "a good book because it has a fancy cover". So i worry about making content with substance. what do you think and like? =)

Frozen
The days get colder as winter approaches. My heart is colder still. The warmth of the sun has not reached it for sometime. I look upon the sun and feel the cold breeze, Yet it has no effect since within me is frozen still.

Have You?
Have you found yourself? what about sexually????? well i have been trying new things with someone i usta deal with in the past and it has been very nice .... i usta think i couldnt try this or try that but it's nothing now i just need to try this shit sober to see if i really like it LOL , well I never knew how freaky he was because when we were together it was more love making than sex so we did some things but know he is really showing me all of his true colors........he is so so so so freaky , yall know that song by Rick Ross ( hit you from the back ) and the chrous says "cock cock cock ya legs " well you gotta be on some real fucking if you listening to that >>>>>>>>> it makes you wanna fuck harder >>>< that shit is off the chain ....... these are a few things i like ____ keep in mind you have to know what you doing if you wanna do any of this---- 1. Hair pulling 2.choking (lol ) yes 3. rough sex 4. anal sex ( only a few can do this) 5.cap, head , brains - mou

Maytag/whirlpool
Well less than 3 weeks and I'll be out of a job thanks to Whirlpool they are shuting Maytag's doors forever but at least they have to pay for me to goto college Jan. 16th is when I start. Auto Service Tech is what I'll be taking I hope it's easy LOL

You Cookie Selling Demon Children!!!
Ok if you havent gathered by the title, this blog is about demonspawn girl scouts. I know I know they are so innocent with their little green uniforms and their little boxes of cookies but ya know what...THEY ARE EVIL! Let me explain. There came a day a few years ago where I braved the masses so that I could go to the video store. It was just me at my apt and during said day I had continually promised myself that a movie wasn't worth the pain of dealing with the morons that hovered around the store. So, because I have such good self control, I found myself at the video store around nightfall. To my surprise it was nearly ermpty. Well that is except for the girl scout and her wretched parents who were set up selling cookies at the entrance. I had a grand total of $12 on me and honestly didnt want cookies so I started to walk past. Of course the girl has to ask me if I want to buy any. I say no with the full intention of heading on into the store and renting a movie. Well then this littl

Lol The Sex Quiz...r U Up For It???
Start at 50 and add or substract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun +Below 50 means you are real fun and damn good in bed ;). AFTER you're done... put your name on the comments, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a handjob to someone else. -Subtract 5 if you have used someone for sex [one night stand]. -Add 5 if You have never seen someone of the opposite s

Mile High Fun (adult Content)
Sanura pulled back long enough to catch her breath. Her eye remained closed but her lips curved in a sweet seductive smile. She reveled at the feel of Gabriel’s hands in her hair. Her heart fluttered every time his lips met her own. Her whole being ached for him. She opened her crimson eyes when she felt his forehead touch hers. The emotion he was barely holding back, swelled like an inferno within him. The passion racing throughout her own body told her she could not wait until the plane landed in Vegas. She needed him now. “Gabriel?” She kept her voice to a whisper as she slid her hands up and into his short red and brown hair. She heard the sharp intake of his breath at the sound of her whispered breath speaking his name. She felt it when he swallowed hard in an attempt to remain in control of himself. “Yes?” “Meet me in the back in two minutes,” she told him softly, a secretive look in her eyes. “Give the door two quick knocks and I will let you in.” G

Hey There!!
LOL...WELL ITS COLD HERE ITS COCO AND WHIP CREAM WEATHER WERE GETTING THE FIRST SNOW OF THE YEAR AND IT IS BEAUTIFUL.....MEANS THE ROADS WILL BE SLICK AND ALL KINDS OF DUMB ASS'S WILL DRIVE TO FAST AND WRECK!! THE SITE ISNT VERY BUSY TODAY OR THIS EVENING! WONDER WHATS UP WITH THAT U KNOW I WAS WONDERING SOMEDAYS ITS SO DAMN BUSY AROUND HERE U CANT KEEP UP WITH THE MESSAGES AND TODAY GEEEEE ITS DEAD! WELL I JUST WANTED TO SAY HEY SO IM OUTTA HERE!!!! XOXXO MESHA!

Where Am I??? Who Knows??
Perfect |¢¾| Polaroid's Calendar Dec 7 2006 8:00P Dear You, Sincerely Me @ Lillian's Dec 8 2006 9:00P Symphony In the Courtyard/ Only After Five @ Oyster Bay Dec 16 2006 9:00P Symphony In The Courtyard @ The Haven Dec 18 2006 6:00A Leaving for Puerto Rico Dec 19 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 20 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 21 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 22 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 23 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 24 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 25 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 26 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 27 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 28 2006 3:00P Back from Puerto Rico Dec 28 2006 8:00P Symphony in the Courtyard @ The Social

Strange Isn't It?
Strange Isn't It? 1. How a 20 dollar bill seems like such a large amount when you donate it to church, but such a small amount when you go shopping? 2. How 2 hours seem so long when you're at church, and how short they seem when you're watching a good movie? 3. That you can't find a word to say when you're praying, but you have no trouble thinking what to talk about with a friend? 4. How difficult and boring it is to read one chapter of the Bible, but how easy it is to read 100 pages of a popular novel or ZANE GREY book? 5. How everyone wants front-row-tickets to concerts or games, but they do whatever is possible to sit at the last row in Church? 6. How we need to know about an event for Church 2-3 weeks before the day so we can include it in our agenda, but we can adjust it for other events at the last minute? 7. How difficult it is to learn a fact about God to share it with others, but how easy it is to learn, understand,extend and repeat gossip?

Sleep Now
.....When she came out of the bathroom with an armload of makeup and shampoo, Joe was sitting on her bed amid stacks of clothes, absently running a finger over the lace of a bra. The action seemed so typical of him that she almost smiled. "You don't have to go with me," he said in a carefully controlled voice. "Yes I do." After a few seconds he shrugged, then sat watching as she quickly filled her suitcase. When she added the simple black dress to the bag with his suit, his jaw clenched at its significance but he made no comment. She closed up the bags and put them in her dressing room, checked the contents of her purse and added it to the pile. Joe was still sitting on the edge of the bed, but his mask of indifference had cracked. His eyes were full of the loss of his father and fear for his mother. "The company is lending us a private jet. We leave at six tomorrow morning, and should reach home by early afternoon. There will be plenty of time

My Color
Your Passion is Brown You are both a sensitive and sensual lover. Warm and deep, you are tuned into the needs of your lover. Verbal foreplay is crucial to you. Words can make or break your mood. For you, sex is a 24 hour a day thing - you can't separate it from love. What Color Is Your Passion?

Did You Know
We live in the age of the computer.... We can find out anything we wont to know.... Here is a little about your one Dollar bill copy and past this to go to the sight... http://rosiewolf.com/OneDollar/ Check it out... it's worth knowing..

Old One But It's A Start
June 08, 2006 Ramblings of a Personal Journal I'm just a few weeks away from my 39th birthday(whipty shit). I figured by now I would have a different life then what I do have. I'm not complaining although I have reason to. No sence in doing that it just burdens others and I think myself to be a nice person. I'm sitting on the waterfront in Wheeling, right by where my brother Russ took his last breath. I have no cemetary to go to. His ashes were spread on a hill where used to camp, his wife was so nice not to show us where. So I come here to talk to him alot when I'm troubled. My religious beliefs are conflicting even for me. Explanation- I believe that everyone begins in Heaven as souls or spirits. We have 2 halves, 1 being ourselves and the other our mate. We are all born into bodies and live the life of that body then that body dies and we go to another new born body. We do this until our soul has reached it's goals and has found our mate. When we acheived these goals we ca

Questions
As everyone knows I have been on a journey to find answers to things that haunt me every turn I make. Some of you know my brother Russel died in '96, well next month makes it 10 yrs and I'm still trying to understand why did it have to happen. I have been talking to some people who knew him and have dealt with the same problem. I have been thinking that I just missed him. I now realize I am just so damn angry at him for leaving us. I know he didn't choose to do it but in a way he did. He had some real bad habits, some of you know but others don't but let's rehash this for hopefully will be the last time. Russ had a drug addiction, he would have sold his own mother to satisfy that habit. I understand that now. But why didn't he come to me and ask for help? I know a few people who joke with me and call me Super Jacki cause I'm always trying to save someone or help this person and that person. I would probably give an arm to help someone. I've always been that way but more so since he die

A Christmas Story
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a goomind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'

Hymns By Word Association
Hymns By Word Association A minister decided to do something a little different one Sunday morning. He said, "Today, in church, I am going to say a single word and you are going to help me preach. "Whatever single word I say, I want you to sing whatever hymn comes to your mind. The pastor shouted out, "Cross!" Immediately the congregation started singing, in unison, "The Old Rugged Cross." The pastor hollered out, "Grace!" The congregation began to sing "Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound..." The pastor said, "Power." The congregation sang "There Is Power in the Blood."The Pastor said, "Sex." The congregation fell in total silence. Everyone was in shock. They all nervously began to look around at each other, afraid to say anything. Then all of a sudden, way from in the back of the church, a little old 87-year-old grandmother stood up and began to sing "Precious Memories."

Bliss
my feelings are deep deep and never-ending all the words in the world can't explain how I feel his laughter gives me butterflys I get lost in his eyes his happiness is my light his saddness my dark my feelings are deep deep and never-ending all the words in the world can't explain how I feel

Oye.
Women can be retarded man. I just did a little xmas shopping but came home im to tired to do it. I called outta my second shift tonight, my body hurts to much to do it. Its retarded man. Someone come tuck me in. I wanta go ni ni. Im still cold damn it grr!

Good-bye
Good-bye It's been days, almost weeks Since the day you said "Good-bye" Now I'm staring at your picture Trying my best not to cry I think of all the things you said Lies, that's all they were I still don't believe it And now I'm left with a heart that won't soar I should thank you You taught me how to love, but What about the pain that comes When all you do is say "Good-bye?"

First Loves Are Like That
First Loves Are Like That Time has passed But I still have merories of you Sharing our love As if we were the only ones in the world The first time I saw you I realized what love was I have never felt like this before Until you came and showed me the way I guess I was lost Wondering through the woods My castle was far away now I was afraid I could feel someone following me But I couldn't scream Because I knew It wouldn't hurt me It was getting dark Lost and all by myself In the middle of the garden The forgotten garden I knew something was going to happen Clouds were covering the sky A cold wind blew in my ears And I shivered under the remaining moonlight It started to rain after that A hard thunderstorm Scarring everything on it's way Remembering the last day it came to my land I ran towards the rose garden Somehow I knew it was near me But I fell Innocent rock under my foot Then you came to the rescue (Hehe~funny frase^^*) You cov

Extinct Before Endangered
Extinct before Endangered I blow a sweet goodbye kiss To the love I never had A love that never existed Now lay dead in the sand I was a pawn in your game You used me and left me to die A broken heart is painful I know 'cause you've broken mine You don't know you've done this to me You'll never feel my pain You've made me waste so many tears But I love you just the same.

I'll Learn
I'll learn You couldnt keep your promise, I guess it was to much to ask. If only you really loved me It wouldnt be such a hard task. Its so hard to talk to you Without feeling this sharp pain. It feels as though a storms brewing in me Like clouds needing to burst their rain. That rain is my tears Its a hard thing to admit. Im still not over you, But i guess we just didnt fit. My load was very heavy But you helped me give some away. It wasnt hard to carry then As i walked with you each day. But now that you have left me Alone on this darkened road, Everythings become heavier I now struggle with my load. Im sure that i'll be fine In the days yet to come. I'll show you that i can forgive you, And i'll learn to have some fun. Lindsey Johnson

Pain
When you run into someone who is disagreeable to others, you may be sure he is uncomfortable with himself; the amount of pain we inflict upon others is directly proportional to the amount we feel within us. - Sydney J. Harris

Ok
Well as you may see this lady love's her music my stash is getting to full lol i just like to thank all of you for the sweet sweet comment's you have gave me. I do try to get to you all and i will some have over a 100 pic's and lordy my finger's get's tired lol so on that again thank you and i do like CT.~Nancy hey as we say here in KY ya all come back now

Jose Cuervo Christmas Cookies
Jose Cuervo Christmas Cookies Looks like this will make some excellent cookies!!! Christmas Cookie Ingredients: 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup...just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs%

My Birthday...
OK, let me just say this, i'm not looking or asking for presents, but people have asked me what I want for my birthday. So i thought i would compile a list of some things that I would like..Again, not asking for anything, but if you do..here it is.... X-Large X-Large X-Large Well that's all I can think of right now. Later ya'll, Jason

Hey Everyone..muahhhhz
I WON THE SEXIEST LADY CONTEST THANKS TO ALL OF YOU AWESOME PEEPS THAT DROPPED VOTES AND BOMBED IT FOR ME !! MAD LUV @ CHA...MUAHHHZ Y'ALL THE BEST !! I RECEIVED SOME GREAT GIFTS,AND ALSO IF YOU SEE HOOTIE AROUND TELL HIM WHAT A GREAT JOB HE DID !! THANK YOU ALL AGAIN !!!!! XOXOXOXOXXOX Top Comment Graphics Myspace Code Generators Layouts

Which Metallica Song Are You..
Which Metallica song are you? WhiplashU rock!!! hell yeah u rock, to every thrash metal band concert song and record ever made! U don't let anything get in the way of ur moshing and get as many bruises and injuries as possible to have ur much deserved fun!! Keep rocking mother fucker!!! Blasting song and keep it that way, don't ever turn it down!!!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

What Age Do You Act?
You Are 30 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act?

A Master's Contract
I, (Real name of Master), on the (Date) day of (Month) in this year of 200?. ........ Do hereby offer this pledge to one: (submissive' full name) My Pledge to My slave (name)............whose mind and flesh are Mine. As I introduce Mine to new horizons, I will do nothing to jeopardize the mutual trust and keep her physical and mental safe............ALWAYS. Mine's emotional, mental, and physical needs and condition are My Utmost Concern and I Will Safeguard them No matter Who objects. I will seek to fill both Mine and My (slave's) needs, that I will never use Mine to satisfy My ego. I will Communicate and know My (slave's) thoughts and desires, That she will given freedom to express herself. That she will bear My mark on her flesh.... I will treat Mine with dignity and respect for I know of what has been entrusted to Me. Punishment will be appropriate for the offense committed and Will Never be done in anger. That I Will Not coerce in anyway, either mental

Thought 1
For as long as I can remember, the only thing I’ve ever wanted was to have children. I wanted to be called Papa, I wanted to hold my baby while it was sleeping, I wanted to kiss it’s boo boos, I wanted to teach it how to ride a bike, I wanted to take it to school, help with homework….go camping, on vacation, fishing, I wanted that. That’s all. But that isn’t in the cards for me….so, I decided to date women who already had children, that way, I can at least…..pretend. Once I was dating this lady who had a child who was 2 or 3, I took him everywhere with me and did everything with him, he was my buddy. One night he woke up scared and got into bed with me…and I was so content..so happy. The best moment was…he was putting his shoes on and was having trouble and he brought them over to me and said “Daddy Help!”…I helped him put his shoes on, tied them, then went to the bathroom and cried for 30 minutes. A week later she left , returned to an ex..I haven’t seen him since. Gay huh?

Forgettable
I'm always here in your world hanging around in the backdrop. I'm always here in the back of you mind at the end of the line. I'm always there waiting for you at the train station that no longer runs. I'm always looming in the picture of this twisted where's waldo world. I'm always here on the shelf you put me on to collect dust. I was always let go of when someone held me. I was always forgotten when i wanted to be remembered. *two most painful words to ever say is "I forgot". It makes you wonder am i really that important, or am i just something that you stumble over from time to time and say "oh yeah"

Ugh!
I cant sleep. Ive got work in 6 hours. But my body hurts so fucking bad that it just wont let me sleep. My eyes are still burning from my new contact solution. And i cant stop sneezing. IM FREEZING. Someone save me. Make it go away -cries- ♥

Trishs's Blogs..
All I want for christmas is a good man for me. No one who tries to impress me with his money. None one whose going to cheat , or play little reindeer games. Santa has that covered by the ones who pull his sleigh. Now sometimes I wonder if guys think a girls heart is a toy, and when there done playing they throw them to the Island of Misfit Toys. So as christmas comes closer and I go sit on Santas lap. All I ask him for this year is a man who will love me back.

Can U Believe
Nothing can make you high Or put fire in your eyes Or give you a chance to fly When you need the wings When all that youve got is doubt And nothing can stop you from feeling down But oh I know, I know exactly how you feel But can you believe now When youre on your knees now Begging and pleading now Can you believe When all that youve got is doubt And no one to pull you out When your heart is slowin down Can you believe See the person I love the most Is so far away tonight And no other medicine or promise is Gonna heal me up right But I got to believe That her and me Will be together Cause thats all I got And Oh, I know When youre down at the bottom Can you believe Can you believe when all hope seems gone When your mother and father cant keep you safe from harm Can you forgive in your heart Can you ask for forgiveness When nobody else believes can you believe Can you believe in yourself If nobodys watchin You will never know If somebodys watchin

What's Your Superhero Name?
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Dark Paladin Your Superpower is Extra-dimensional Your Weakness is Puppets Your Weapon is Your Nuclear Claws Your Mode of Transportation is Teleporter What's your Superhero Name?

Every Day
every day i live for you and my life i give to you for in my heart there is no other the thought of you makes my heart flutter you make me happy like never befor my life changed forever the day i meet you i promise you to my love is so pure an true i give you my body and all that i am all that i ask for is to be you one man writen by: steven bloomfield..............

As A Parent I Cant Believe This Shit
here in columbus,ohio last night,we had a lady get stopped as she was stumbling to her car to drive home,and told she need to get a cab home.to which she replied ok,but first i need to get something from my car.she returns with a 2 year old child.for which she was arrested.and it turns out,she was babysitting this child.enjoy them jailhouse bologna sandwhiches in the county dumbass!

Not Me
I see you standin there waiting on me but I dont care cuz baby what you do to me is keep me from goin on and keep me from playin a new song It seems to take four drinks to get you to talk to me once in awhile you sit and think but baby cant you see im done with that song and dance im headin out for some new romance you think you got what it takes but in the end you made the mistake not me broke the spell you had on me and what i see aint right im the man people want me to be dont even put up a fight cuz under the covers im the right kinda lover and you are missin out you left too soon cuz now im gone there aint no doubt you think you got what it takes but you made the mistake not me

On Reason And Overthinking
You calculate these things, perhaps trying to find some sort of reason, there are an average of 100,000 hairs on the human head, make some sense of things, make some sense of anything, I have, on average, 80.3 years to live (laughable..I drink and smoke) I have some sort of meaning in this larger universe The sun is 864,938 miles in diameter, our galaxy is 100,000 light years across. There is a reason here, some variety of meaning given to me by my senses, (Phenomenologicialy that is all I have) And I refuse faith, I refuse belief, (It can be argued that while all wars are largely over economic reasons, just as many involve a religious component) My belief is in reason, cold and sterile, but sense, so I am left with entropy. Eventual heat death. But that makes life more precious, right? If we aren't fighting for an afterlife, we just have today, golden, gorgeous, ours.

You've Been Elfed
Life is all about BUTTS you're either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, busting it, trying to get a piece of it, or behaving like one ...... That's right, you've been " elfed " . Pass this on to as many people as possible, but you can't send it back to the person who sent it to you. He who elfs last, elfs loudest!!!!

What Am I Looking For
what am i looking for legs wrap around each others the rising sun the heat within her eyes to stare into What am i looking for a walk in the woods the cool nite air a moment to share What am i looking for a minute miss that one kiss a scent a taste a embrace What am i looking for foot prints in the sand faces in the clouds your loving arms What am i really looking for is you

Who Would Have Thought????
I AM NOT GONNA BE ALONE FOR CHRISTMAS AFTER ALL....HOW ABOUT THAT? MY OLDER SISTER AND BROTHER INLAW INVITED ME TO THEIR PLACE AND ILL BE WITH THEM,MY NEICE WHO LIVES WITH ME,MY BROTHER INLAWS SISTER, MY NEPHUUE & GREAT NEPHUE, AND MAX THE DOG:D...I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN THEY INVITED ME I GOT OFF THE PHONE AND CRIED FORLIKE A HOUR.....GOD BLESSED ME AND I WAS NOT EXPECTING IT FOR SURE...HE WORKS IN MIRACULESS WAYS...SO REMEMBER TO GIVE THANKS TO HIM AND ALL HIS BLESSING HE BESTOWS UPON YOU ALL....LOVE AND PEACE UNTO YOU ALL THIS HOLIDAY SEASON...SMOOCHES TAMMY

Date Mix Up
Being a natural blonde really sucks sometimes.... so i have been telling you all the contest begins on the 19??? well i was wrong.. it begins monday dec 18.... just to clear up confusion.. sorry about that!

A Marine Responds Back To John Kerry
A Marine responds back to John Kerry {This was written by my husband, Aaron, who is currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it along, it might inspire someone else to speak up! ~ Michelle} Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your homework, and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get stuck in Iraq" So I wrote him a letter: I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. In college I was a member of several academic honor societies, including the Golden Key Honor Society. I am not unique among the enlisted troops. Many of my enlisted colleagues include lawyers, teachers, mechanics,

Morning
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Hi everyone hope u all have a great day and are all ready for Christmas wish u all a Merry Christmas

Breast Cancer Awareness
A handsome, middle-aged man walked quietly into the cafe and sat down. Before he ordered, he couldn't help but notice a group of younger men at the table next to him. It was obvious they were making fun of something about him, and it wasn't until he remembered he was wearing a small pink ribbon on the lapel of his suit that he became aware of what the j oke was all about. The man brushed off the reaction as ignorance, but the smirks began to get to him. He looked one of the rude men square in the eye, placed his hand beneath the ribbon and asked, quizzically, This?" With that the men all began to laugh out loud. The man he addressed said, as he fought back laughter, "Hey, sorry man, but we were just commenting on how pretty your pink ribbon looks against your blue jacket!" The middle aged man calmly motioned for the joker to come over to his table and invited him to sit down. The guy obliged, not really sure why. In a soft voice, the middle aged man

Poetry
She Comes In Many ways, watch your soul cus she rip it str8 away her brain is like a clock, never stops thinking and it never stops. going and going she'll demise her plan, to break up with u for something u wont understand. Hand in hand u were her man, the winter came then she left u damn.

A Letter To You....
i feel as if i lead you on, that i give you false hopes and that one day one of us are gonna fall in love with eachother and then what? are we just hurting eachother with the things we do and say? are we fighting for something that might never be able to happen? if i could turn back time and make the perfect man i would take the two of you and put you together so i would have the perfect man. you make me laugh, and i love when women get mad cuz we all up on eachothers pages...we would be a perfect match if timing was different. why couldnt i have met u a long time ago? why couldnt i be the one that you fell in love with so many years ago? but this is something that only god knows and we are his pawns in what goes on. do you think that if we hung out and had our fun that when they time came to say good bye you could do it? do u think that you could walk away and not look back and feel resentment towards me for not picking you over someone else? do you think you could come around and

Hopefully, When I Am 80 Yrs Old, Someone Will Stand Up For Me -- Unlike This Dude! Lol...
This 80 year old woman was arrested for shop lifting. When she went before the judge in Cincinnati he asked her, "What did you steal?" She replied, "A can of peaches." The judge then asked her why she had stolen the can of peaches and she replied that she was hungry. The judge then asked her how many peaches were in the can. She replied, "6." The judge said, "Then I will give you 6 days in jail." Before the judge could actually pronounce the punishment, the woman's husband spoke up, and asked the judge if he could say something. The judge said, "What is it?" The husband said, "She also stole a can of peas." See Photo -- A Loving Couple???

Beyond Positive Thinking
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What Kind Of Animal In Bed Am I?
What kind or animal are u in bed? TigerYou are the mighty tiger of the bed. You know how to give and recieve, and u are not afraid of trying new things. You are an excellent teacherTake The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

The Urge To Kill
I crave the moonlight, it fills my soul with a power I do not know. I do not fight, the urge to KILL my next unsuspecting foe. I feel their essence, coursing through my veins...their life so still. I feel its presence; I slowly let them go for I've had my fill. I live, I command, I am power, and I must kill again. For in this darkened night I kill and stand. Laughing at the darkness of the night, into it I take flight. New life, that now flows within me, my power unending like the blackened sea. So it is for now and so shall it forever be. Copyright ©2006 Crazee Motherfucker

I'm This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant.... who loves to end a hug with a kiss... who you can talk to about anything... who laughs at your jokes.... who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one.... who will brag about you to all of my friends... who smells like they just stepped out of the shower.... who realizes that you say things but dont always mean them.... who will listen to you talk... who's heart jumps when you IM them. who really does want to be friends after a break up...not just saying it, but means it... who won't kick you in the balls for fun, we know it hurts you... who loves when you hug me for no apparent reason..

Well Thats Interesting
I have just started to use digg, wow why didn't anyone make me look at it earlier. It'll keep me busy when things get slow on here. Another site i have been looking at is the google code search. Ok its a google labs tool at the moment, but damn can i find some good code to get ideas from. Ok it has its good side and a bad side, but you will get that with everything. One bad side people have mentioned is the ability for nasty people on the net to find exploits that can be used to break systems. Well I think it just makes it easier for them, but they would find the exploits anyway.

Holidays And More
Well Holidays are here again blahhhhhhhh Yes I'm not big on holidays....but you wouldn't be either if for over ten years every holiday season you was abused in one way or another..... This year is different now since I am with someone new but as I told him it will take time for me to get over the past holiday experiences before I can really enjoy holidays like he does. -------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------- Since me and my ex husband split up I have lost alot in ways of friends seems when I left him my so called friends left me. People I loved and cared about I guess really never cared about me cause when I told ex see ya they all disappeared and I haven't heard from them since. I hear more from ex husband than I do so called friends. I know since I left my ex husband I can truely be myself in my sub ways and not g

Christmas Eve Morning Snow Flurries????
The weather in Texas is a bit warm right now in the 70-80's this week -- well, up until Friday and Saturday where it is expected to get into the upper 40's with another cold front heading this way. You see, if you live in Texas, it is said that, if you don't like the way the weather is, just you wait and it'll be changing soon. :) A few weeks ago, Texas had experienced some early artic blasts...but has been spoiled by the recent warm weather, along with some rains that are much needed and welcomed (especially, with how low our lakes have become this dry year). Today, the Austin American Statesman reports that Icy weather blows into Texas Panhandle, which means that the cold front is on its way down to Central Texas as well. It is expected to begin the changing effect by Friday..... and.... possibly give us some early morning Christmas Eve snow flurries -- with any luck at all. They say that it won't stay long though because it isn't expected to be cold enough to stay.

When Does The Pain Fade Away?
When does the pain fade away before or after the tears fall, or even before we realize that it wasn't worth the effort we put into it? I don't get why guys attract girls to them only to hurt them when they no longer have the use for them anymore. Sorry to say this but last time I checked girls had hearts and emotions just like guys and just like guys we don't liked getting fucked with. So why does it always seem when things are great and nothing could ruin it that's when reality throws you down and kicks sand in your face as it walks away laughing. So could someone please explain to me why guys always seem so great and then when they see one thing about you that they don't like your no longer welcomed. Please I'm dying to know cause I seem to have some trait that drives guys away and I end up getting hurt when it isn't needed and probably could of been avoided.

Are We Friends
Are we friends~* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *~or are we not?~* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *~You told me once~* * * * * * * * * * * * * *~But i forgot~* * * * * * * * * * * * * *~So tell me now~* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *~and tell me true~* * * * * * * * * * * * *~so I can say~* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *~I'm here for you~ * * * ** * * * *~Of all the friends I've ever met~ * * * * * * * * *~Your the one I won't forget~ * * * * * * * * * * *~And if I die~ * * * * * * * * * * *~before you do~ * * * * * * * * * * * *~I'll go 2 heaven~ * * * * * * * * * * * * *~And wait 4 you~* * * * * * * * * *~I'll give the angels~ * * * * * * * * * * * *~ Back their wings~* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *~And risk the loss~* * * * * * * * * * * * *~Of everything~* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *~Just to prove~* * * * * *

Interesting...
I was directed to this wonderful site by my friend Cleo...So ummmmm yeah...So here is an interesting quote for ya.. "When you do the common things in life in an uncommon way, you will command the attention of the world." - George Washington Carver (1864-1943)

A Bag Of Wishes
I found a bag of wishes once. They were ok, they weren't my own; but many were bright and beautiful. Others dark, unpleasant and cold to the touch. I laid them out on my table and watched them squirm and try to be born. Many died as I looked at my watch. Others burst to fruition and vanished to destinations unknown. Unfortunately they were mostly the dark ones. I swept up the remains once they had all fought out their lifecycles. It was sad to see them in the trash next to the pizza box. I kept the bag, I might put something of my own in there some day.

Figures I Wasn't Even Born Yet To See It! Lol
You Belong in 1958 If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!What Year Do You Belong In?

My Passion Color
Your Passion is Yellow You're a total sexual shape shifter. You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable. Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be bisexual. While you the most passionate, you are very open minded.What Color Is Your Passion?

A Night Out With A Friend
Well Yesterday was a interresting day....I useally don't go out with out Mike, one of my friends invited me out after my appointment. He Picked me up at 4pm...came to my house got my bowling ball, then we went to Applebee's ate and drank well he did. We Sat there until about 7pm. Then, we went to the bowling alley where the rest of his buds where at we all played some pool I beat ALL 4 games but 1. So I gave it to him...lol. We bowled for about an until 12pm then he asked me if I wantted to go to his buddies house to play Cornhole I said use...my first time playing the game...I liked it. Well after that we all left there and went to his other buddies and all of us got into the hot tub and the temperature outside was 27 degrees at 130am....now how crazy is that. Around 3 am last night I finally make it home...I didnt do nothing sexually with any of the guys...just out to have a good time...I needed it after all this stress and pressure I have been under. That is one reason why I am in

Letter #6
Dear Santa, What do you do the other 364 days of the year? Are you busy making toys? Your friend, Thomas Dear Thomas, All the toys are made in China. I have a condo in Vegas where I spend most of my time making low-budget porno films. I unwind by drinking myself silly and squeezing the asses of cocktail waitresses while losing money at the craps table. Hey, you wanted to know. Santa

Letter #7
Dear Santa, Do you see us when we're sleeping, do you really know when we're awake, like in the song? Love, Jessica Dear Jessica, Are you really that gullible? Good luck in whatever you do. I'm skipping your house. Santa

Cherry Spot;ight
Note: I've had a few shots of Captain Morgan's....ok...more than 5....6?....whatever. I just wanted to say that I would never waste my cherry bucks on bidding for the spotlight spot because I'd rather spend them on gifts for my friends!...I just wanted to say that. *giggle*

Dear Neighbor With The Power Drill,
I understand that you want to finish installing whatever the hell it is on the wall we share, but it's 9pm and you are making my whole room vibrate (not in a good way). It feels like you are drilling into my skull. Please die. Thank you, Salyx

The Whisper
I hear a whisper & look around. I look about me, there's no on to be found. I start to walk again & that's when I begin to hear it. It keeps whispering & I choose to fear it. I start to run but it follows; There's a lump in my throat; I cannot swallow. I turn to look into the lush green... but as before... nothing cam be seen. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne August 20, 1990

Ooo Baby!!!!
So, again i wont be on for a few days... MY SISTER IS FINALLY HAVING THE BABY!!! Shes in the hospital as i type this. And im just waiting for some one to come get my daughter so i can go up there and be with her. Sorry to everyone that i promised to write back/to do things for... its gonna be a bit longer of a wait! Have a great xmas if i dont talk to you!! -Kay

Much Love
I'm sending much love to ya all I wont be back on but for just to check my messages until after New Years. I want to wish everyone a great holiday season. Sorry I havent been on much this week my two stepdaughters are gonna be gone as of tomorrow for the next two weeks and i've been spending lots of time with them. I also wont have my daughter most of her break so i've been doing the family thing. I hope this finds all of you well and I will be back after the first to show yall love like i use to do i hope. Erin

Deliah
I saw the light on the night that I passed by her window I saw her standing there alone dressed up in her smalls She was a stunner Putting my hand in my pocket I tickled my balls My ,My, My, Deliah, Why, Why, Why, Deliah I could see that girl was so good for me She was in there and I was sat up in her tree At break of day I was still in that tree and awaiting She got out of bed and walked the length of the floor Off came her nightie Kicking off her panties she entered the bathroom door My, My, My, Deliah, Why, Why, Why, Deliah I could see her sitting having a pee Oh how I wished I had her front door key Then she opened the blinds and gave me a smile and a wave Giving a full frontal I fell out of that tree She was not a woman A dick and a pair of ballocks was all I could see Why, Why, Why, Deliah, My, My, My, Deliah So before I come to kick down your door Hold onto your goolies or you won't see them no more !!!!!

Beliefs And Customs Of Wicca
BELIEFS AND CUSTOMS OF WICCA Not every Wiccan will subscribe to all of these points, but generally they are representative. 1. The divine Spirit is present in all creatures and things: people, animals, plants, stones... 2. The ultimate creative force manifests in both feminine and masculine modes; therefore it is often symbolized as the Goddess and The God. 3. In some covens, both are celebrated equally. In others, The Goddess is given precedence or even celebrated without reference to the God. 4. All Goddesses and Gods are aspects of The Goddess and The God. The aspects most popular in Wicca are the Triple Goddess of the Moon (Maiden, Mother and Crone) and the Horned God of death and rebirth. 5. Reincarnation and karma are valid concepts. Upon death one goes to a state of rest and reflection, and eventually chooses where and when s/he will be reborn. 6. Magick is pract

The Wooden Bowl
Wooden Bowl A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. We must do something about Grandfather," said the son. I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor. So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl. When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometimes he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork

Night Before Christmas In Texas
Twas the night before Christmas, In Texas you know, Way out on the prairie, without any snow. Asleep in their cabin, were Buddy and Sue, A dreaming of Christmas, like me and like you. Not stockings but boots, at the foot of their beds, For this was Texas, What more need be said? When all of a sudden from out the still night, There came such a ruckus, it gave me a fright! And I saw cross the prairie, like the shot from a gun, A loaded up buckboard, Come on at a run. The driver was "whistling" and "shouting" with a will, The "Horses" (not reindeer) he drove with such skill. "Come on there Buck, Poncho, and Prince, to the right" There'll be plenty of travelin' for you-all tonight. The driver in his Levis, and a shirt that was red, Had a 10 gallon Stetson on the top of his head. As he stepped from the buckboard, he was really a sight, the beard on his chin was so curly and white. As he burst in the cabin, the children awoke, Both so astonished, that neithe

Some Confusion Lol
Funnt it seems as you take the chance to actually talk to some their moral rightousnesses made and hate words thrown when they havent a clue about things. Got a nice message from a married woman to me a married man accusing me of being insensitive to her and remaring she loved the girls name by my name and would not be a part to any harem......the girls name Bonnie Nuit. For those out there whom are thinking right now " I don't blame her!" wont she be surorised to wake and find 1 there was no message. If it was a shout it was overlooked or not there ;) easy to think you clicked send and oopsie shut it instead and 2nd, Bonnie Nuit is no girl at all, but French for Good Night. So for those curious and those whom may ask in the near future. THIS is why I kep to myself and away from most people. Piss Off World!!

Clothes Make The Man
Items of clothing I've bought because I dreamed myself wearing them in some situation or another. -A fez. -A pair of overalls. -a black beanie cap with a skull and cross bones (can be found in photos) -A red courderoy smoking jacket. -a pair of black woolen mittens. -a green t-shirt.

Love ??
what is love ?? an extention of your heart and a joining of another the look you get when you see that person .. the twinkle in your eyes .... but what happens when that love fades .. or decreses in strangth... do you give up ? or try harder ? do you tell him your not sure if you love him any more .. do you cry in his arms ?? well it that make it better ... will it hurt him ?? just because you have fallen out of love you dont want to hurt him ... i love him .. but im soo lost !!!!

Yayayay!!!!!
Me and Marq are friends again... Im SOOOOOOO fuckin happy..OMG OMG!! Im never gunna fuck up again!..you never know how precious a friendship is until you lose it!!!! Lub Ew Marq~~~~ WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Pieces
My feelings are once you give your whole heart to someone you never get it all back! But I am told you can love again and that if it was meant to be you would still be with that love. I believe that too but how do you know when it is "true"? I am a person who once I bring the wall around my heart down I give all I have left! What if I try to hard and dont have any heart left at all because its all been broken in to pieces? Well I think maybe I do know... IF or When I find that person I will pick up those pieces and love that person with all the broken pieces. I dont mean to sound cheesy but this is me plain and simple. .

Little Johnny
Little Johnny's father said, "let me see your report card." Johnny replied, "I don't have it." "Why not?" His father asked. "My friend just borrowed it. He wants to scare his parents." ~~~~~ Little Johnny came running into the house and asked, "Mommy, can little girls have babies?" "No," said his mom, "of course not." Little Johnny then ran back outside and his mom heard him yell to his friends, "It's okay, we can play that game again!" ~~~~~ Teachers never give up, and neither does Little Johnny. She asks him, "Can you name the Great Lakes?" You know Johnny, he is always fast with an answer, and he pipes up with, "I don't need to. They've already been named." ~~~~~ The pastor was talking to a group of young children about being good and going to heaven. At the end of his talk, he asked, "Where do you want to go?" "Heaven!" Suzy cried out. "And what do you have t

Dear God
Dear God, As tears fall from lonely eyes As I hold all the pain inside how I wish you knew my whole story about how I have hurt so many people As all my tears fall, you only wonder why, just leave them be, and let them tell why, I broke heart after heart shattering them into a million there tears fell with mine but I didn't understand why I pushed everyone away when I really needed someone to stay I said I hated you all I wish I could be gone leave this world with no regret and tell everyone they had to push me over the edge All of hate can not be found for all these people that have let me drown, How I wish you knew the rest some day you will but right now lets forget Forget all the pain forget every regret Because im in heaven now with every one else, they all welcome me with open arms And as there tears fall from the heavens, onto the lonely souls below Each one stands, holds there heads up high and says to world I will never

Christmas And You
Christmas is such a wonderful time, To be shared by one and all. With the beautiful lights all aglow, And a backdrop of beautiful snow… Christmas is the special time of year To spend with the people you love. Caring, sharing and keeping them near And giving thanks to the Lord above… What makes my Christmas’s so special? Are the moments I spend with you. The special love we feel for each other, Make all my Christmas wishes come true... So have a very merry Christmas, And a happy New Year too! Two of my very favorite things, Would be a Merry Christmas and you!

Silebt Tears
Silent Tears A thunderous silence breaks through my thoughts. What was once many great ideas is now a triumph, lost. Baffling words tumble through my mind. Reflections of darkness hover. A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me, and inside myself, I take cover. What would it be like to stay there forever? To be lost in all my cares? From the inside, looking out - I cry silent tears.

This Year's Love
This Year's Love David Gray This year's love had better last Heaven knows it's high time I've been waiting on my own too long When ya hold me like you do It feels so right, oh now I start to forget How my heart gets torn When that hurt gets flowin Feeling like ya can't go on Turning circles and time again It cut like a knife oh now If ya love me, got to know for sure Cause it takes something more this time Than sweet, sweet lies Before I open up my arms and fall Losing all control Every dream inside my soul When ya kiss me On that midnight street Sweep me off my feet Singing ain't this life so sweet This year's love had better last This year's love had better last Cause who's to worry If our hearts get torn When that hurt gets flowin Don't ya know this life goes on Won't ya kiss me On that midnight street Sweep me off my feet Singing ain't this life so sweet This year's love had better last This year's love had better last This year's love

Our Deepest Fear
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, "Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?" Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." Marianne Williamson

I Fight I Cry
I FIGHT I CRY I fight, I cry, I let it win, But why..? Pain is there I always cry why?.. Can I hide in my closet tonight?.. Don't ask me why Tonight is the night I want to hide away Because that pain Is to much to take I promised something That I must keep So the closet is the place Where I must be To stop it coming to get me.. I fight, I cry, Its not winning tonight...

Hidden Talent;
Your Hidden Talent You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words. You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel. People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation. When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

Harry Potter Alter Ego
You scored as . Harry Potter100%Albus Dumbledore100%Draco Malfoy80%Remus Lupin75%Ron Weasley70%Severus Snape70%Sirius Black60%Hermione Granger60%Ginny Weasley40%Lord Voldemort20%Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...?created with QuizFarm.com

Long Scientific Personality Test
My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: ISFJ-The Protector(You scored 9% I to E, 63% N to S, 38% F to T, and 21% J to P!)The protector type is called such because you feel your life is best used to protect those you love from the pitfalls of life, to see to their safety and security. You belong to the larger group called guardians. You find great satisfaction in assisting the downtrodden. You are not talkative with strangers, but you can chat tirelessly with those you trust. You have a good solid work ethic. You are thorough and very likely frugal. You do not like to be in a place of authority, and will delegate poorly if forced into a lead position. You share your type with 10% of the population. As a romantic partner, you are generous and gentle. Occasionally you may be taken for granted because of this fact. You are tireless in providing acts of service for your loved ones. You run the risk of always being exhausted because you won't say no to your partner. You

Late Night In The Park
Late Night in the Park It was a typical evening late fall and I needed to clear my head, so I put on my sweats and headed down to the park for a walk. The mothers were wrapping the children up for the trip home the air was brisk and it was beginning to get dark. I had always been aware of my surroundings but something took my attention and held it away from anything I ever knew before. There on the bench was a rose, solitary and beautiful. Even the chill had no effect on it. I cautiously approached and picked it up being careful of the thorns. “I knew you would be here, came a voice form behind me,” startled I turned there he was beautiful eyes, tall and just someone to get lost in. I smiled was that yours I ask? No, I left it for you, was your reply. In the stillness of the surroundings I could hear the sound of hooves closing in on us. The carriage driver smiled you kids need a ride around the park, it has been pretty quiet tonight and I wouldn’t charge you for the ride.

Time After Time...
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick and think of you Turning in circles Confusion is nothing new Flash back to warm nights Almost left behind A suitcase of memories Time after sometimes You picture me I'm walking too far ahead You're calling to me I can't hear what you've said And you say, go slow I've fallen behind The second hand unwinds If you're lost, you can look And you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting Time after time If you fall I will catch you I will be waiting Time after time Time after time After your picture fades And darkness has turned to grey Watching through windows I'm wondering if you're okay And you say, go slow I've fallen behind The drum beats out of time If you're lost, you can look And you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting Time after time If you fall I will catch you I will be waiting Time after time Time after time Mm mm mm

To: Angel Of The Morning
I thought I saw a river in your soul And by the look in your eyes I know There's a fire a heat that's burning there Closer to you each day feels like our first time Rediscovering you and the way you move Like a wind-child What would I do without your rhythm in my soul I saw you painting through the trees You touched me then The breeze before the heat lightning strikes A dream that I only hoped could come true What if the sun don't shine? I have light from you Open the doors to reveal you Tender notions Clouds racing across the moon I can't promise I can heal you but if you want me to I can try You're the one who showed me worlds I never knew You were there when I needed you In the dark right before I fell At the edge I heard your voice and turned around Captivated By the promise of your friendship Bound to you By the promise of your love And all I saw was your hand Standing there in the shadows Just a look that says "If you want to" It's not about tant

25 Relationship Questions
25 Relationship Questions 1) single? No 2) Are you happy with where you are? YES 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? YES 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? YES 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable? NO 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? YES AND I HAVE SEVERAL TIMES 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? mARRIED SO YES 8) Do you want children? HAVE SOME 9) How many? 3 10) Would you consider adoption? SURE 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way for them to tell you? JUST TELL ME ITS OPEN AND HONEST AND THATS SWEET 12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? SOMETIMES 13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? SOMETIMES 14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? YES I MARRIED A WOMAN THAT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SITE 15) Are you a romantic person? VERY 16) Do you believe that you can change someo

Happy New Year!
Hi all you cyberspace junkies. I was happy to see we all made Time's Person of the year, we earned it... Well, I am looking forward to the New Year and hope it is better then that last. This last year was very hard for me, with lots of challenges, surprises and hard knocks. The upside is the past is behind us all and we can look forward to new and better things. I wish you all the very best of things in the New Year.

How Sexual Are You?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. You are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90%A Sicko50%Average40%A WUSS !!0%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Fighting With The Ex Husband
Well Jeremy and I got into another fight i brought it up about him screwing other people and other men and he threw it into myface so i through into his face about my surgery and how he didnt give me enough time to recover- We still love each other i feel but i know if we tried to work on it we really could- So now beucase him and i dislike each other so much im stuck here at my dads house woth -a senile grandmother -my 25 year old sister -her 6 year old daughter -35 year old brother in law -1 year old nephew -my dad So im sleeping on the couch! There isnt evena room here for me or anything- So i dont know what to do Im ready to go stay in a shelter just to be away from my family beucase they alldrive me so insane! theres so much drama and noice with the kids i wanna be in bed and alsepp by 9 ish but grandma has to watch the news at midnight its crazy and I hate it here. Its so hard for me to do anything with all my medicall issues. O new drama my sister lost her w

Stroll
Breathe the steam of a bleeding disease See the world through the eyes of a flea Everything is huge and everything is food Get rude when you choose the new method to screw Subdue the uncued with a tickle of shiny doom Clued into alternate colors Alternate the direction of the rudders Crush the mothers of gravitation Surrender to chemical reanimation Damnation of standard transmission Superstition of broken stitches The best wishes of shit-caked misgivings The winds aids the twisting A christening of the shrouded one Don’t flout the sun Ok… Roll the drums This is the sound of a fist dipped in the seeds of hate Penetrating the faceless and godless rape of clean slate See flakes that at first look like snow But is the downpour of ash That is my soul Swirling around the aftermath Romantically waltzing with trash Obscuring the path Offering a sticky hand Come with me, let’s take a walk

Sorry For Not Being Around Much
Have had soooo much going on the past couple of months...Even though Im not online as often and sending comments like i used to doesnt mean i dont think of my friends on here...Just life can be full of thousands of trials and tribulations and it just seems as soon as you get over one hurdle you have a ton more waiting on you...I try to send my love as often as i can...Muah Love ya and I hope that you have a safe and Happy New Year

Dead Gardens
The story behind the painting I drew is already told No more tearstains on the pages of my diary Tired but unable to give up since I`m Responsible for the lives I saved The play is done The curtain`s down All the tales are told All the orchids gone Lost in my own world Now I care for dead gardens My song is little worth anymore Time to lay this weary pen aside The play is done The curtain`s down "Where are the wolves, the underwater moon The elvenpath, the haven of youth Lagoons of the starlit sea Have I felt enough for one man`s deed? Or is it time to challenge the Ancient of Days And let the virgin conceive" All the tales...

Fixin' A Whole
ok, if you don't already know, I have worked with heroin addicts internationally for about 6 years now. A new non-profit group was set up near me, and I offered. This is a few years old, but since I sent it to them, you can read it too:) I recently read where a philosopher had stated that Anything is Everything. This would make sense in the world of addiction. If you can eat a piece of bread and be ingesting sunshine, because it rays nourish the grains that are grown to make the bread, heroin could certainly be seen as the earth and sky. You can justify that if the opium plant is grown in the dirt, and the dirt is part of the planet which was created in heaven, then shooting dope is just like firing a bit of God into your veins. Before to long, the gentle spring shower that was once your reason for using heroin has become a tsunami and you are trying to survive the storm hanging onto a raft, which you are constantly sticking needles into. Your life has become a series of horrific

Recruiting
So i have been out here on recruiting duty for a little over a year. There are levels of recruiting and if you look at the pics of me in my dress blues you can see that the badge i wear on my left breast pocket is gold. When i started over a year ago that badge was silver. I had to earn 3 gold stars, one was 300 points the next was 600, the third was 900 and the gold badge itself was 1200 points, then i had to earn all three saphire stars one was 1500 points the 2nd 1800 points the 3rd 2100points, I have since earns my 3rd sapphire star and am working on my recruiting ring which is 1200 points. i am all of 15 points into and now, im getting promoted to staff sergeant on the 1st of january, so all in all it has been a great year military wise!

To My Wonderful Friends...
AS I GET OLDER, I HAVE FOUND THAT I HAVE LEARNED A LOT IN MY LIFETIME. I'VE EXPERIENCED A LOT AND HAVE BEEN DEALT SOME PRETTY ROTTEN THINGS...BUT, IN THE END AS LONG AS I KNOW WHO I AM AND WHAT I STAND FOR, I'M OK WITH THAT. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, I HAVE FINALLY STARTED TO LIKE MYSELF FOR WHO I AM...I KNOW THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON AND WE DON'T EVER KNOW WHY UNTIL ALL THINGS IN EACH CIRCUMSTANCE COME TO PASS. LIFE IS A STRUGGLE FOR SOME AND COMES EASILY TO FEW. BUT, WHAT I HAVE LEARNED FROM THAT IS..THOSE WHO STRUGGLE SEEM TO BUILD MORE CHARACTER AND BECOME STRONGER AND MORE SURE OF THEMSELVES AS LIFE MOVES FORWARD. THOSE WHO ARE HANDED LIFE ON A SILVER PLATTER ARE THE ONES THAT HAVE NEVER LEARNED THAT YOU SHOULD APPRECIATE EVERYTHING THAT THEY HAVE AND EVERYONE IN THEIR LIFE. LIFE IS TOO SHORT A JOURNEY TO TAKE ANYTHING OR ANYONE FOR GRANTED. SO, TAKE TIME EVERYDAY TO LET THOSE YOU LOVE KNOW THAT YOU LOVE THEM, MAKE SURE TO CAPTURE EVERY MOMENT WITH THOSE AROUND YOU BECAUSE Y

Happy New Year!!!!!!!!! Really?????????
So, the new year is upon us and many will be making new resolutions, and many will break them in a few weeks. As for me, I will not be making any new years resolution, there is nothing to resolve. I am how ever hoping that the new year will bring that special someone into my life, and if not there is always next year. Untill then, I will enjoy my family and friends and spend that special time with my grandsons. They are the men in my life right now. Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, here's wishing all of you fine folks a Very Happy New Year and many more to come..............

My Mind 1
here I stand looking over the edge not knowing if I want to or not but then I look back in my life and see why I don't want to he's so beautiful so small so needing what would they tell him if I did tears fall down my face I jump, I jump back on solid ground and run in to the arms of a man, a man that look like a gift from the gods what I have been looking for my hole life the man I will marry someday if only I can let my anger go

Friendship
Which one are you and which one would you prefer to be? Let's talk about the different relationships with have with people. I think the lines tend to get blurred sometimes so let's clarify. An acquaintance is someone that you talk to online or every once in a while when you run into each other, maybe a friend of a friend, but you don't really know each other or hang out. A friend is someone that you know well that you hang out with if they are close enough or that you keep in touch with if they live far away. A friend is someone you trust with your deepest secrets and love with all your heart. A friend with benefits is one of those people mentioned above that you sometimes have sex with but it is just that "sex". It means nothing and there are no strings attached. A fuck buddy is someone that you call when you are extremely lonely and just want to get off. You really don't care about this person but you are physically attracted to them. You would never date them and pro

What Element Are You!?!?!
You scored as Wind. you are wind! talented and beautiful, you are always graceful and poised. you love birds, and love the feeling of the wind blowing through your hair. Freedom is very important to you. you dont have many friends, but you are inseperable from the ones you have. you would much rather fight verbally instead of phisically, though you are skilled at both. intelligent and sarcastic, you are very likeable to some people. Wind83%Fire67%Earth67%Darkness33%Light33%What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Lil Joke Cute You Will Like
A City cop was on his horse waiting to cross the street when a little girl on her new shiny bike stopped beside him. "Nice bike," the cop said "did Santa bring it to you?" "Yep," the little girl said, "he sure did!" The cop looked the bike over and handed the girl a Â£5 ticket for a safety violation. The cop said, "Next year tell Santa to put a reflector light on the back of it." The young girl looked up at the cop and said, "Nice horse you got there sir, did Santa bring it to you?" "Yes, he sure did," chuckled the cop. The little girl looked up at the cop and said, "Next year tell Santa the dick goes underneath the horse, not on top

Erotic Thoughts-
TIED TO THE BED HE SLOWLY RUNS THE KNIFE ONTO MY BREAST,....I LOOK AT HIM HE SAYS SAY NOTHING,DONT MOVE,.....I DO AS HE TELLS ME,...THE KNIFE IS SO GOOD!,...HE RUNS IT JUST,..AROUND MY FACE,THEN TO MY THROAT,...I WANT IT ALL AT THIS POINT,....HARDER!,....HE UNTIES ME,FLIPS ME OVER,TIES ME AGAIN,....LEGS SPREAD,...HE RUNS THE KNIFE STRAIGHT DOWN MY BACK!,..BETWEEN MY ASS-CHEEKS,...MMM'IM SO TURNED ON!,...HE SITS THE KNIFE DOWN RUNNING HIS FINGERS INSIDE MY ASS' ALL I CAN DO IS SQUIRM FOR HIM!,..MOANING',WANTING MORE!,...

Those Born 1930-1979
First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because, WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYI

Raving
i miss it so much i need to go to one soon to find some happiness hehehe no i dont do drugs im a clean raver i can have fun without doing anything..its so amazing thought surrounded by all these people , the bright colors just dancing and having fun for hours early into the mourning ... its so great a few days after the rave i just feel really good ... i love the music ..thats my drug the music anytime i come back to life froma show everyone thinks ive done drugs because im just so happy ... dancing for hours putting on light shows its omg its better than any show ive ever been to i wish more people could do it without drugs though just to see how much better it is ... they say the drugs enhance the fun but i dont think its worth it because the next couple days you come down and feel like shit ..if they would just try ... they wouldnt feel bad the next day heheheh ..i need to go soon dance the night away and just have some fucking fun

New Years Resolution
So I am gonna give the New Year's Resolution thing a whirl this year. I wanted to come up with a great mind blowing resolution that will put all my old failed ones to shame but this is what I came up with instead... I am gonna start doing things in 2007 that make Jillie happy.... Yes seriously.. thats it... gonna try to be selfish and think of me... So here is a list of items that I allowed in 2006 that will not be there in 2007 1. I will take all the vacation time alloted to me. I will not leave 6 days of vacation unused at the end of the year because I am a control freak at the office and can not delegate responsibilities to others.. 1a. I will make sure that my assistants are properly trained so there will be no issues following through with #1. 2. I am no longer gonna be a human door mat (Unless my baby wants to roleplay lol) This includes my family, friends and the pain in the ass ex! I will not be at everyones beck and call and will not let their negativity dictate my li

Where You Are
the summer breeze drifts by as the clouds float along so high the grass is soft under my skin as i wonder how things might of been the water is cold against my face as i feel my heart retrace back to when you were here but it hurts as i try to inhale the air i wonder if you would still miss me if we had the money for your dreams would you still be here or somewhere far away i prey to God hoping that you might come home to stay i miss the way we use to play under the bright sun competing and laughing making life fun not having a single care but now life is being so unfair the air force has you now lifting you up then pushing you down the longer your away the less we talk i don't want to be alone to take this long walk i want to be with you so we can have fun like we use to i want to be your shining star but if i can't my heart will be where you are this is dedicated to my brother and anybody else in the armed forces away from home.

Happy New Year!
It is my first wish of the new year that each person who I call friend is home and safe from this New Year events.... My next wish is each of you who do not already have a personal relationship with God and His Son Jesus create one... My final wish as I began my work day, is that each of you reading this, can read a similiar greeting from me a year from today... God Bless each of you...

When Im Gone
ive got an old guitar thats held together with dreams trying to find my way is so hard it seems but i can only do what i can each day can still see the lights the cold and lonely nights the blood on my hands the one night stands sometimes its hard to even find my way why do the ones who pass come back from the past to haunt our dreams its just not right it seems but i hope when im gone someone remembers me I think ill be the one that sets you free so when im gone please remember me

I'm A Taurus And Loven It!
TAURUS If you want a Taurus make sure you know how to cook. They know that good cooks often make sensual lovers. Combine food and fucking as much as you can! Nibbles on the neck, playing vampires, and expensive gifts grab their attention too! Play it rough, allow them to tie you up and possess you.

Let's See Who Will Read This And Repost It Today....please Pray For Her! (repost)
Would you guys please keep my best friend in your prayers? She is more like a sister then a friend to me, so as you can expect I am taking this very hard. She is only 28 years old, she has 3 little ones. She informed me last night that she may have a brain tumor...cancer.I hear that the power of prayer is a wonderous thing... so maybe if this gets passed around enough...her tests will come back good. Thanks to all.

Pieces
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hand In Hand
Hand In Hand Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night. Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly, I feel your warm gentle touch, You help me feel protected Under the sweet night sky rush. My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be, Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me. Just when everything is perfect, And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me As I'm swept beneath my feet. Nothing could be more right, There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk my only love, Hand in hand, you and me.

Little Red Riding Hood
Little Red Riding Hood was going through the forest to her Grandmother's house when she came across a squirrel. The squirrel said, "Watch out, the Big Bad Wolf is looking for you, and when he finds you, he's going to flip up your little red skirt, pull down your little red panties and screw your brains out!" Little Red Riding Hood ignored the squirrel's warning and continued down the road to her Grandmother's house. Soon she encountered a sparrow, who said, "Little Red Riding Hood, look out, the Wolf is after you, and when he finds you, he's going to flip up your little red skirt, pull down your little red panties and screw your brains out!" Little Red Riding Hood ignored the sparrow and continued to Grandma's house. As she got to the front gate, the wolf jumped out from behind a bush and said "Little Red Riding Hood, I'm going to flip up your little red skirt, pull down your little red panties and screw your brains out!" Little Red Riding Hood reached into her basket

Our First Time
"Aww, fuck..." I groaned. I let my head loll back, and then rotated it in a full circle to mimic the circular motion Christina's tongue was making on the mushroom head of my cock. And when she dropped her head, her mouth forming a tight ring around me and lowering down the shaft, my head snapped back up to watch. Her jet-black hair was in a functional ponytail, and she was still wearing her sexy- librarian glasses. She glanced up into my face while she slurped on my dick, small flames dancing in her irises at the wide smile across my face. "Baby, you are so good at that," I mumbled to her. I thanked my lucky stars every day for Christina. We met online, and my shy, nice guy demeanor let her get comfortable enough to let me see her shy, nice girl demeanor. A sweet, innocent romance quickly developed and, over the next two months, built into a beautiful relationship of trust. Even as her teeth lightly grazed against the ridge of my cock, my trust in her allowed me to take the

Standing Still
Well, I was bored and thought I would share some songs I have written in a blog Someone, Something Is calling out to me I can, Hear them The voices ringing in my head What does, this mean What are they saying I am, confused Feeling like a spirit with no name Standing still Time comes to a stop Standing still Noone moves Standing still Could this be a dream Standing still I'm standing still How can, they see They are blind from power Crushing all, Devouring They are on their way Destruction, Their goal They kill all in their path We must, Stop them Or the end of the world it will be Standing still Time comes to a stop Standing still Noone moves Standing still Could this be a dream Standing still I'm standing still

Have You Ever
Have you ever felt, the cold and lifeless hand of an infant, gazed into their unblinking eyes, and observed the face of death, when masked in bittersweet innocence? Have you ever touched your dreams, and felt the simplistic joy, of feeling them become reality, only to abandon them, for reasons you cannot explain? Have you ever watched your family, who once shared the greatest of loves, suffer an unforgettable and unforgivable tragedy, that will slowly, painfully, and inevitably, tear them all apart? Do you know, firsthand, the evil that resides deep within the heart of every man, every woman, and every child? Have you seen its face as it randomly seeks, a soul to torment and destroy? Do you know the darker side of life, the one that awakens you, in the still of the night, crying to the unknowable God's, ‘Save me from myself. '? Does your heart constantly question, whether humanity is obtainable, in a world corrupted with suffering, and where war,

My Baby
Before you were even thought of God already had a plan He would send us a little girl To raise by his command Even though we didn't know it your name was picked out too So God could have his angels To guard and protect you Then he sent you down to us Much to our surprise Then we knew we had been blessed And a feeling grew inside We weren't sure what to call you So then we prayed to God We hoped he would reveal to us The name he had thought of He sent word by his angels >From heaven up above The name that he had given you was... Jaylyn Mommy loves you more than anything.. I will be with you one day... Happy Birthday to you today..... I love you so much

Darkness
DARKNESS HAS FALLEN. I AM ALONE. I REACH OUT FOR YOUR GUIDANCE BUT YOU ARE NOT THERE. THE TIES THAT ONCE BOUND HAVE BEEN PLACED ON A SHELF WITH ONLY THE MEMORIES OF YOU IN MY HEART. OH MY MASTER I MISS YOU SO. I WOKE UP LAYING ON A BED SO COLD THAT I ACTUALLY THOUGHT YOU HAD RETURNED. I FELT THE WINTER WIND RUSH THROGH MY VEINS AS I RECALL THE NIGHTS IN THE TOWER. OH MY DEAR MASTER HOW DO I SAY GOODBYE. YOU GAVE ME SO MUCH AND YET I FEEL I GAVE SO LITTLE IN RETURN. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I KNOW AS YOU WATCH ME YOU SMILE FOR YOU KNOW I DO AS YOU WOULD WANT ME TO DO.I WILL FIND ANOTHER WHO WILL LOVE ME AS YOU DID. I WILL HOLD YOU TO MY HEART AND CHERISH OUR LOVE. I MSS YOU..

Announcement To Everyone
I WILL BE PULLING SOME OF MY PICTURES DOWN TO MAKE ROOM FOR MORE OF MY HEROS SINCE IM ONLY ALLOWED SO MANY PICS. NOT TOO WORRY I WILL PUPT THEM BACK UP WHEN I GAIN MORE PHOTO PRIVLADGES THANKS FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING LUV N KISSES Miss. Savannah

Taxes!!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Subject: Tax What Happened? At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of It. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words Upon his tomb, "Taxes dro

Show Some Love...
whats happenin!!! people of CT everyone thats not part of da hateration u need to drop by the page and show some love it would be much appreciated and thats real.. ya boy is tryin to come up in cherry rank and to all my friends and fans much love 2 yall... love peace and hairgress the one and only

Angels Of Grace
A overcast day is a day of the angels crying, the people that look down on you from above. they give you warmth to recover from the chills. they say that angels are in your mind, from the touch from a living soul that is no longer with you. with each day that passes the wings that carry them will carry you with straight, courage and determination to with stand any pain or discomfort, to open you're wings and fly with them with the air so clear, and your mind so open anything can happen with a angels shadow in the distance.

The Southern Truth Behind Them..
Yankees- We Know Em' When We See Em' And So Do You! White Trash- Its The Way You Act...Not Your Socioeconomic Standing. Rednecks- No Shirt, No Shoes, No Service But Plenty Of Bawdy Kick Ass Humor! Sports Teams- It Doesn't Matter If You Haven't Played In A Decade..We Are Still Mad At The Game From 1962!! Fans Of Sports Teams- They Bring It On Themselves Cheerleaders- Nuthin' But Beauty Queen Wannabes.. (I Was One But.. I'm Just Sayin!!) Garden Club Ladies- So Prim But Ohhhhh So Dirty! Marriage- You Had Better Laugh Or The Stress Will Have You Pushing Up Daisies With The Garden Club Sooner Than You Think! Country Club Ladies- Life Is Nothing But Tennis, Bridge,Dining And WHINING!!!!! Politicians- Anyone Fool Enough To Run For Office Deserves What They Get!

Rip Doughboy!
SAD NEWS Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he sti ll was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough,

The Top 10 Reasons I'm Addicted To Stephisparadise.com
As some of you know by visiting my page, I do exclusive promotional work for Stephi and www.Stephisparadise.com For over 3 years I have been a loyal and devoted fan of this beauty and assist her with site promotions and I run both of her fan clubs sanctioned by her. Not only is she an incredibly beautiful woman but she has a heart of pure gold and I'm proud to say that her and I are the best of friends I recently listed at her fan club the top 10 reasons I'm addicted to her and the site and I'm sharing them here also, you have to be a site member like me to appreciate her fully and what I wrote in this posting. LOL Here's The Top 10 signs that you might be addicted to Stephisparadise. 10. You Might be addicted to StephisParadise when... " your vocabulary includes the words "HeY" and "Okie" and you use phrases like " "whatcha thinky?" or "you likee?" 9. You Might be addicted to StephisParadise when... "Stephi says Customs Are Available and your eyes grown wide, you dig de

The End Is Fucking Nigh...
Well after 2 yrs.....im going back home with my tail tucked between my legs. I'm no longer with Kristi as she deems me not mature enough and not old enough to be on the same page as her in life and that bothered her. I have to say i was hurt because due to lack of communication on her part...which she was always a stickler for which makes her a hypocrit....i didn't know a thing was wrong. It went as far as her forcing herself to be intimate with me. Now low blows aside....I liked she was honest. What I didnt like and what was hurtful was that she kept it from me from the very beginning. I'm an easy going person. Pretty well laid back. If there is a problem I always ask that you tell me about it instead of shelving it. She didn't see it that way. So be it. It's about a quarter after 8 right now and i await the time to pick up my check cash it give her the last bit of money i feel i owe her for letting me stay with her etc etc etc. Then I fly home to Va Beach. Now

The Ghost And I, To Belladonna.
The Ghost and I by BlueWolf 10/31/06 The excitement is building As I prepare for the night Riding off to share desires It makes it worth the flight Off to meet this sexy ghost He's back from the dead The sensual treats I deliver Will be passionately fed It will be on Halloween night The ghost and I will meet In will wear sexy witch attire He wearing a white sheet I have stirred my love potion Sweetest passion I brew I will fly neath the moon light Where we will rendezvous After we savour love potions Which whets our appetite Passionate desire will arise When the ghost and I unite

Done
Well, it's over. I've lost my best friend/the man I love. And while I know it's been a rocky year and he doesn't return my feelings, the loss cuts me deeply. For a year I have spent almost all my spare time with him. I sleep better when I'm next to him. It feels so natural when I'm hanging out with him. And now he has his sights on another girl (which I figured out already), my keyring is one key lighter, and my heart is five times heavier. I just don't know what I will do... my spare time... I've been missing him for over a week. I knew this was coming. I just wish it didn't have to actually happen.

Little Girl - Poem For My Homegirl, Chonch
A Little Girl by DeezNutz A little girl will lick her lips and bat her eyes, And beg for attention from your guy. But you’re a down ass chick, who tells it like it is, You don’t lick your lips, you lick his. A little girl will laugh annoyingly at all his jokes, Stick her titts in his face and beg to be poked. But you’re a down ass chick, you make him put in some work, You don’t just laugh at his jokes, you accept all his quirks. A little girl will act like she’s the bomb and claim to be a model, When she really looks like she’s hitting more then the bottle. A little girl will front and try to act all hardcore, She’ll try to steal your man because she’s a fucking whore. A little girl will try to come as a friend in disguise, She’ll try to break you guys up with her bullshit lies. But you’re more then she’ll ever be, you don’t play or pretend, You aren’t just some dumb bitch, you’re his best friend. You’re a down ass chick, That’s why you own that dick

Sometimes You Just Want To.....!!!&*%&$(%$!!!
Well for those that know, and for those that are about to... I usually can take quite a bit of torture, but cross that line and it's "Guts for garter's anyone?" New meaning to wearable art!!!!

Sucking At Uncle Sam's Teat
Meat packing plants are not the only ones crying about the crackdown on the hiring of illegal aliens. Citing the example of a vine-ripe tomato producer that lost three-quarters of its workforce at the beginning of harvest season when a federal crackdown found them to be illegal, Farm Bureaus are claiming a huge shortage of farm workers due to increased enforcement against illegal aliens. The 1986 amnesty was supposed to halt illegal immigration and make employers liable for hiring illegal aliens. But the agricultural lobby succeeded in adding a provision that required search warrants before going into a field to check worker documentation. This enabled agricultural interests to maintain substandard working conditions and hold down the wages of the illegal workers. It was a major reason for the tripling of illegal immigration, and the billions of dollars in associated costs to the taxpayers. ”Uncle Sam's teat,” the title of a farm subsidies article in The Economist, is very app

Sexy Male Cherry Contest - Winner Gets $25.00 - Contest Is Now Open
Sexy Male Cherry Contest - Winner Gets $25.00 Sponsored by Sunshyne Video Starting - Saturday Night @ 7 PM EST 1-6-2007 I will be holding a sexy male cherry contest. This contest is open to all male members of Cherry Tap and is free to enter. This contest is all about SEXY. The contest will end on 1-13-2007 @ 7 PM EST and the winner will be mailed $25.00 from Sunshyne Video. The 1st Place winner will win based on over all rating {how many times you were rated}and not comments. I will also give a 2nd place prize to whoever gets the most comments. 2nd place prize will be announced at end of contest. You cannot win both!!! Prizes will be mailed on next business day from Sunshyne Video to the winners. Feel free to message me with any questions. Each week Sunshyne Video will hold a different Cash Contest! Your help and consideration will be greatly appreciated. All of the entries can be viewed by clicking this link below http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=35

1.7.07
Sidewalk Love do you think together we can go just be gone flying away from here stare at a million city lights wind of freedom chilling us to the bone and warm with love of the lost side by side on that sidewalk where moment to moment was so simple flying away from this trouble we made that burns the heart in secret moments can we just go somewhere and be cold again away from here? Wreckless and Bound can't get you out or keep you in where did independent woman go made of steel and humor made for these trying moments how did you get in broken on a mid morning kiss and sealed in the irony when you pushed away angry words stubborn will against pushing can't get you out or keep you in on these nights when life separates so come home come home and let me hold on again

My Friend
MY FRIEND © 1996, BlueWolf I would hate to say it, but our friendship just can't last. The wonderful times we shared together, have faded to the past. I told you it would happen, that our friendship was bound to end. Although I know you care, I cannot consider you as a friend. Please don't try to argue, just try to understand. That time can change people, as the tide can change the sand. Our friendship has been lovely, but you see it has an end. For now I fell in a different way, I've fallen in love with you my friend.........

Warrior Of The Wind
Body: Across the sky as the night winds blow I hear your voice, great Warrior of long ago Oh, Mighty Warrior, my brother of the wind who stood proud with spirit unwilling to bend Who rode painted ponies over prairies and hills while I must ride gas-guzzling automobiles You rode the plains to galloping hoof beats while I'm confined to over crowded city streets Yet we are the same you and I... Our love of Mother Earth and Father sky From the time of our Mother's birth Indians have been keepers of the earth Our Sacred ground now covered in parking lots and our images used for team sport mascots... Great Warrior, your voice ever calls to me Giving my spirit strength and dignity... Oh Great Warrior who rides the wind how wonderful it must have been to have seen the splendor of your time You, whose warrior spirit touches mine One day I too will ride the wind Where the spirit has no end...

So Say Ye Witch
For Witches This Be Law Where Ye Enter In From There Withdraw And Ye Will Secure The Spell Cast Some Silver In The Well Enhance Thy Trance With Drug And Dance Vervain And Dill Lend Aid To Will Trefoil, Vervain * St.-John's-Wort * Dill Hinder Witches Of Their Will Upon The Clock Dependeth Not Success Pursueth The Persistent Guilt Flees When None Pursueth Power Shared Is Power Lost Seek Thine Enemy In Secret Thoughts Are Things As A Man Thinkest So He Is No One Person Can Accomplish All Danger Is Never Overcome Without Danger The Past Is Fixed Yet The Future May Be Bent Where Communication Fails Confusion Follows Some Things Cannot Be Understood By Mortal Man Many Such Must Simply Be Accepted Rush In Where Angels Fear To Tread The Gods Are With You As A Man Thinketh So Is He If You Think Small You Become Small Remember The Passwords Perfect Love And Perfect Trust So Trust The Universe And Be At Home Ever

Words From Chief Joseph
let me be a free man,free to travel,free to stop,free to trade where i choose,free to choose my own teachers,free to follow the religion of my fathers,free to think and and talk and act for myself.i think we all should live by this the world would be a better place wado pastor cougarmoon

Rainy Sunshine
why when sunflower suns bloom against blue backdrops dotted by bouquets of baby's breath does a sheet of water fall. no, a wall, a wall I can't walk through, only clearly observe the other side. and steam rises from the pavement and the humid air, so thick you can drink it, reeks of ozone. copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

I Miss
I Miss I miss wading in ponds and the feeling of power when slicing a canoe oar through anything with true current. I miss my incredible strength and wrapping my legs around your back – so hard, so hungry, I was afraid I would break it – the grip of a muscle so unrelenting it would put any beast’s jaws to shame. I miss being able to give you little useless bits and pieces, scraps of paper so meaningful and yet so ridiculous they seemed to reek. I miss you rushing onto the porch so that I would be the first to hear your secrets, and you, always the first to greet me, running towards me as is if there was a race to see who could reach me first. I miss melting. Your arms were so hot – my every pore and nerve ending soaked with a heat that turned everything in its path to molten-golden lava-like liquid emotion, interference. All these things, all this and so much more, I revisit, explore each day, take from it what I will

3 Things...
3 Things That Scare You: 1.: the thought of dying alone 2.: hospitals 3.: heights 3 Things That Make You Angry 1.: People who dont grow up 2.: People who make you do things you dont want to do 3.: People who think they're too good for you 3 Things That You Are Sorry About: 1.: When i hurt people when i didn't mean to 2.: That im such an asshole to my dad 3.: I dont stay in touch with my old friends as much as i should 3 Things That Disgust You: 1.: People who hurt people for no reason 2.: People that stab you in the back 3.: People who use people 3 Things That Surprise You 1.: Whenever I get a Distinction on my work 2.: People care what happens to me 3.: No matter what pub I go to in my village theres someone that knows me 3 Things You Are Confident About: 1.: 2.: 3.: 3 Things That Make You Cry 1.: When i dont get to talk to someone 2.: Not knowing when I'm having my operation 3.: Pain 3 Things That Make You Happy: 1.: Dustin 2.: My friend

My Friend
My Friend We all need someone To talk to in our life, A friend to whom we run In times of stress or strife A friend who's always there Throughout the years, A friend we know will care And take away our fears. A friend who's always near, Waiting for our call, To wipe away our tears, And lift us when we fall. A loving friend indeed, On whom we can depend To fulfill our every need - Thank you, precious friend

Dear Diary, Love Monica
Entry 1 Dear Diary, I'm so excited! Just got a job as an intern at the White House.... and I don't know a thing about medicine. Don't even know what my duties are yet, but I hope it's a "hands on" position. Entry 2 Dear Diary, You won't believe this! I snuck into the Oval Office when no one was looking. But then I dropped one of my contacts. So, I got down on my hands and knees and was looking for it when -- guess what -- the president walked in. He said, "You must be the new intern." That man is psychic! I hope he likes me. Entry 3 Dear Diary, I think the president likes me. Today he dropped his contacts on the rug and asked me to find them. Entry 4 Dear Diary, He really likes me. Entry 5 Dear Diary, I have been sent to the stupid Pentagon to work. It is such a drag. Like they're going to put me in charge of heat-seeking missiles or something. But I still talk to my Bubba-cakes on the phone. He calls me "1-900" Monica." (That means he thinks I'm one in nine hundr

Calorie-burning Activities
Proper weight control cannot be attained by dieting alone; however, many people who are engaged in sedentary occupations do not realize that calories can be burned by the hundreds by engaging in strenuous activities that do not require much (or any) physical exercise. Here's the guide to calorie-burning activities and the number of calories per hour they consume. Beating around the bush . . . . . . . . .75 Jumping to conclusions . . . . . . . . . 100 Climbing the walls . . . . . . . . . . . 150 Swallowing your pride. . . . . . . . . .50 Passing the buck . . . . . . . . . . . .25 Pushing your luck. . . . . . . . . . . 250 Making mountains out of molehills. . . 500 Hitting the nail on the head . . . . . .50 Bending over backwards . . . . . . . . .75 Running around in circles. . . . . . . 350 Climbing the ladder of success . . . . 650

Some About Me
Well, today, I cut my hair... finally, it looks a lot better... i will post some pics, when i take them... and like, I went to orientation thingy today... and have a test tomorrow... and a lot of stuff... just been busy... school is frustrating sometimes... but thats life... and today has been pretty cool... not too stressful... so, thats good... and i am getting to talk to my scott!! although, he left me for a moment... thats also life... Tash is starting her ballet classes in the morning, i am SO excited!!! It's gonna be major fun... And today, i realized, Jill is probably one of the best friends I have out here... I mean of course, tiff and sarah, are like my sisters.... but out here, i don't make friends, the ones i make, suck and are crazy, but she's hella cool.. a lot like me, ina lot of ways, and hella fun to be around... thankfully she's watching lexi for me while i take tash to her class, but that'll give us time to hang out and stuff too!! which is good... she's

45 Things You Probably Never Need To Know
45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someonewhats your name spelt backwards?:annA What did you do last night?:made an intro for The River The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?:Super Size Me song Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?:yes!! it tingled!! Last time you swam in a pool?:aaaaaaaaaaaaages ago What are you wearing?:made hoodie, white wife beater, black trousers How many cars have you owned?:2 Type of music you dislike most?:erm, probably hardcore dance music...hurts my head Are you registered to vote?:Yes Do you have cable?:No What kind of computer do you use?:Toshiba laptop Ever made a prank phone call?:Many lol You like anyone right now?:Yes Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?:No Furthest place you ever traveled?:Canada What's your favorite comic strip?:Pandora Do u know all the words to the national anthem?:No Shower, morning or night?:Night Best movie you've seen in the past month?:Happy Feet Favorite pizza toppings?:pepp

Checking In...
We've been just working away in the studio, writing some pretty cool stuff I think. I'll try to keep the site updated as often as possible. Someone asked How is the songwriting process different with the new band? Pretty interesting. We do a lot of jamming on certain stuff, and just kind of let the vibe flow. We also take more of a song writing approach at times, Me sitting in my music room coming up with riffs and progression then letting justin do his thing over it. An initial riff, rarely remains the original riff for very long. We allow ideas to grow if they are good, and go if they are not. I just want to say that the support here has been incredible!!!!!!! I can't wait for everyone to hear the c.d. we have been working on. With any luck I'll be posting a new song every month on our myspace page until it comes out but we will see. We will have a brand new song up in a week or so... Peace, David

I Know The Pieces Fit
Schism Video - Tool lyricsTool Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure I know the pieces fit 'Cause I watched them fall away Mildewed and smouldering Fundamental differing Pure intention juxtaposed Will set two lovers' souls in motion Disintegrating as it goes Testing our communication The light that feuled our fire then Has a burned a hole between us so We cannot see to reach an end Crippling our communication I know the pieces fit 'Cause I watched them tumble down No fault, none to blame It doesn't mean I don't desire to Point the finger, blame the other Watch the temple topple over To bring the pieces back together Rediscover communication The poetry That comes from the squaring off between And the circling is worth it Finding beauty in the dissonance There was a time that the pieces fit But I watched them fall away Mildewed and smouldering Strangled by our coveting I've done the math enough to know The dangers of our second guessing Doomed

Urgent Day 2: Iraq Escalation Imminent
Dear MoveOn member, 160,000 of us signed the petition to stop escalation in Iraq since it launched 18 hours ago, and we're picking up allies. Today Senator Ted Kennedy will announce new legislation that would stop escalation.1 The senator's message is simple: "We cannot simply speak out against an escalation of troops in Iraq. We must act to prevent it." Our country is at a crossroads. Together we can send a strong message to Congress: you have a mandate on Iraq—figure it out. If you haven't signed the petition to Congress, please sign now. We're delivering comments every few hours. Can you add yours? http://pol.moveon.org/noescalation/one_click_sign.pl?0=1&id=9674-7748280-NZwn9X5RAnd5upTmCyhPFg&t=3 After you sign the petition please forward this email to your friends, family and colleagues—let's keep the ball rolling. Senator Kennedy goes farther than anybody else to date—we need to push senators to join him. His legislation is simple and would stop the escalation

A Friend Sent This To Me
SPINACH SALAD ANYONE? By Frosty Wooldridge September 21, 2006 NewsWithViews.com In the 60s, ³Popeye the Sailor Man guzzled spinach from a can in order to battle the bad guys. He became an icon of good health for those who ate vegetables and exercised. As of this week across America, you don¹t want to eat spinach nor any vegetables grown and picked by America¹s newest slave class. Restaurants called for a ban on serving spinach salads. I¹ll bet most Americans shy away from lettuce, cabbage and other leafy vegetables in the coming weeks. They¹re all grown and harvested under the same conditions and same people. Why? As of Wednesday, 146 citizens in 23 states suffered E. Coli infection and one died. How do you think this disease outbreak occurred? To bring it into sobering focus, please understand that 20 million illegal aliens crossed into America in the past 20 years without any kind of health screening. They work picking our food, washing our dishes in rest

Happiness!!!
What make's you feel important? Is it being popular for your looks or money, or is it being well liked for you good nature and kindness? Does anyone know the secret of true HAPPINESS? Please post a comment and spread a good jesture to someone today........

Witches Of Ct Lounge
My Dear Friends, The following link is a wonderful lounge established by Witchy Amourette ~Witches Of CT~ http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=4939 Welcome witches and those who seek help. Please remember to respect each other. We are not into dramas, we are here to help and to offer support. If you became a member of this lounge, feel free to add 'Witches Of CT' to your nickname. Brightest Blessings Witchy Amourette Please feel free to join and remember the three-fold law and be respectful as I feel that this shall be a wonderful environment to learn and grow in your individual path. Brightest Blessings one and all! In Love and Light, Lady Victoria

This Is Just Wrong Lol
Imagine that you go out one night to a really nice bar with your friends and have a few cocktails . They taste so good, so you have a few more and then the DJ plays your favorite oldie -- 'I Will Survive,' so you're off to the dance floor . After an hour or so of shakin' your goodies, the DJ plays that irritating head-banging music , so you rejoin the group for a rest and another cocktail, or three You notice a group of men standing nearby and one of them is looking at you. You look back at him and there is tangible chemistry between the two of you. YOU buy him a drink He likes a woman who is not afraid to buy a man a drink. He approaches you to chat and you get along really well. When the time seems perfect for both of you, he leans over and kisses you . You have never been kissed like this before, an electric kiss an d a tingle shudders through your entire body and you don't want it to stop. "I don't usually do this sort of thing," you hear yourse

Pedophile Activism
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

I Will Greet This Day With Love In My Heart
I will greet this Day with Love in my Heart For this the Greatest secret of success in all Ventures. I will Greet this Day with Love in my heart. I will Look on all things with love and I will be born again. I will Love the sun for it warms my bones; yet I will Love the rain for it cleanses my spirit. I will Love the Light for it show me the way ; yet I will Love the darkness for it shows me the Stars. I will welcome happiness for it enlarges my heart; yet I will endure sadness for it opens my soul. I will acknowledge rewards for they are my due; yet I Will welcome obstacles for they are my challenge. I will greet this day with Love in my Heart.

My Lost Love.......
I’m standing here in the dark, All alone in the middle of the park. Staring up at the waxing moon, Hoping that you will call soon. I’m pretending you are here, When you aren’t really near. You left my arms without saying goodbye, I guess I’ll never know why. My heart which is filled with love for you, Is praying that you love me to. During school I feel your stare, But I act like I just don’t care. You’ve hurt my heart and my feelings to, So now I never want to see you. Now that I’m standing here without you, I shall never again be blue. Even though you think it’s not true, I am already over you.

What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?
Your clan is a dysfunctional one. That is because you are a Malkavian. Something is poisonous about this clan's blood that drives all those embraced to madness. However, in this madness, you tend to have great insight. Unfortunately, people just take it as senseless ramblings. In every family there is an insane one. You're it.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

What Kind Of Soul Are You?
You Are a Prophet Soul You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Today Is National Break-up Day...here Is Some Sad Stories!!
"Oh Man, Where to Start?" When it comes to matters of the heart, each one of us has a story to tell. Sometimes it ends with a "Happily ever after." All too often, however, it can end with an abrupt and out-of-the-blue "The end." Recently we asked members of Yahoo! Personals to share their own personal stories of how the fat lady sung. And, boy, did they have some whoppers to tell. OMG! What a Jerk! "An old boyfriend returned all of my stuff to me by putting it in a basket and then bringing it to me at my place of work. He entered singing and creating quite a stir, so that everyone would notice what was happening." "He wrote me an email saying, 'Goodbye my friend.' Are you kidding me?! GOODBYE MY FRIEND?!!!" "I noticed my boyfriend all of the sudden started telling me he loved me…constantly. Then a week later, he called me and was acting really strange. I kept asking him to come over and he wouldn't. Eventually he did, and told me he needed space. I thought I was in the

The Depression Test
I'm not surpised at all by this, lol DisorderYour ScoreMajor Depression:Extremely HighDysthymia:HighBipolar Disorder:SlightCyclothymia:Very SlightSeasonal Affective Disorder:Very SlightPostpartum Depression:N/ATake the Depression Test

Invisionary
days when no one understands- i see the truth above all I see the price on all those that will fall,who will ball who will have to brawl.I see the evils deep within tryna reach out and crush a life tangled with trife-comparable to a life hated by many no one will succeed ,hated if achieved,despised if believed.No one needs to understand its known if you can comprehend no reason to pretend or scheme on dreams.Get off that shit come up quick ,take from those that help you out bitch thats not what its about.Karmaz a bitch she hits hard like a bric.k ,in and out or all ova a snitch bitch thief knock,bitch i already know n shitz on loc.k So get ya mind right and dont end up an excuse ,cuz if it were up to be you'd be abused.What I mean by that i mean eat crack,get slapped to the bac.k,shook to tha left for tryna test.Kic.k ya in ya mess ,n ur mouth,no bitch when aint ended up south... get pushed to the curb for tryna smoke my herb.So what you think this is bitch? ,you know i never lik

The Memories That Cut
She slices through her flesh Feeling so much blood run down her arm The feeling gives her a reminder of pain But this pain isn’t like her heart’s harm As she thinks about painful memories The tear drops in her eyes begin to splash down her face Remembering them makes her dig deeper into her skin Not caring that everyone she knows would think this would be a disgrace She goes right to left arm Slashing so very hard and fast She screams from her painful heart But the scars She can’t feel hardly acknowledge even if they remind her of her past

Fucked
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who yo

Anything For You
I'd give anything to give me to you Can you forget the world that you thought you knew If you want me, Come and find me Nothing's stopping you so please release me I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Nothing left to make me feel anymore There's only you and everyday I need more If you want me Come and find me I'll do anything you say just tell me I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Anything for you I'll become your earth and sky Forever never die I'll be everything you need I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you

Fakers
I am tired of all these fakers on pages the ones who mess with your heart and mess with your head for what a little fun i feel it is real dumb and stupid why bother they should just be lonely they need to be left alone cuz it sucks to have some one mess with your heart it takes a big toll on you

Can I Have A Lil Bedtime Luvin?
will someone please show me some luvin by clicking on this photo and voting and commenting on me? i really am trying my best to at least make 4th in this contest. thank-you,sandra rrytap.com/viewi

Come Join Me
.. Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures "The blue sky is an illusion created by the sun to hide an infinite black void. When you die the worms eat your brains. There's no God to save you and Jesus Christ couldn't even save himself." Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures .. Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures .. Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures ..

What Tarot Card Am I?
src="http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/chinese/2.jpg"> You are The High Priestess Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education. The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

From My Girl For My Mom
All of us have had loss in our lifes and know it is hard to find comfort ! Sweetheart for you... Tomorrow we say our final goodbyes, As the tears fall from our eyes. Our emptiness, our sadness, our hearts are broken, We look at each other with words unspoken. We watched the pictures of your smiling face, We knew that noone can ever take your place. People were talking and remembering you with all kinds of love, We know that your at peace now in Heavens Gate from above. You are with your loved ones, your father and mother, You can hold my babies and hug our mother and brother. You can walk and talk and sing your favorite song, The one that when brave enough we sang along. We will love you forever and miss you so much, And when the warm breeze blows, we will know it is your touch. Please stop by his page and show him some love peace and comfort ! Love Sassy~Girl

Bush "surge" Speech: Dark Side Of The Moon
Bush "Surge" Speech: Dark Side of the Moon, Pink Floyd, with Jerry Politex The lunatic's on White House grass His lunatics are on that grass Talking of their Iraq war we gasp Got to send those loonies to the moon The lunatic is on the mall His lunatics are on our mall The paper holds their folded faces to the floor And every day the paper boy brings more And if the dam breaks open blood pours into our rooms And if there are no rooms beyond the Hill And if our heads explode from dark forbodings too We'll all be on the dark side of the moon The lunatic is in our heads His lunatics are in his head They take their blades and they revise their plans Let's send them to the dark side of the moon And while the facts spill thunder in our ears We shout and no one seems to hear And if the globe we're on starts playing different tunes We'll all be on the dark side of the moon

How Do These People Survive
ONE Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets TWO I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," and I paid her

Plzzzzzzzzz Vote For My Morph!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hiya all again....this is my first competition i have entered on cherry and i really could do with as many votes and comments as you can spare so plzzzzzzzzzzz go vote on my morph...i will be eternally grateful for your support guys and gals!! Steve http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=208893&albumid=183822&i=2703719527

The Dance Of A Thousand Hands
There is an awesome dance, called the Thousand-Hand Guanyin, that is making the rounds across the net. Considering the tight coordination required, their accomplishment is nothing short of amazing, even if they were not all deaf. Yes, you read correctly. All 21 of the dancers are complete deaf-mutes. Relying only on signals from trainers at the four corners of the stage, these extraordinary dancers deliver a visual spectacle that is at once intricate and stirring. Its first major international debut was in Athens last year at the closing ceremonies for the 2004 Paralympics. But it had long been in the repertoire of the China Disabled People's Performing Art Troupe and had traveled to more than 40 countries. Its lead dancer is 29 year old Tai Lihua, who has a BA from the Hubei Fine Arts Institute. The video was recorded in Beijing during the Spring Festival celebrations this year. You will need high speed cable to view this video. It's long but oh so worth it.

Dark Thoughts!!
I sit here and feel my life slip away. Is it because of the cold night or is it because of the ice in my heart. When you left me , I was fine . But now that your gone I'm empty of me. Does that mean I was yours, or is it just another trick. For my heart still beats. My blood still flows. So what is this feeling that I'm feeling. Is it death or is it life. As the wind blows on my pale face. I feel this heat from deep within, is that life's little spark, or is it your knife. As I wonder this, I hear breathing. I turn to see a shadow of you. Your riped and bleeding, yet like me your still here. So this is what it's like to be Death's lover. As Death takes us for a spin. One last dance my love, then forever night. So we spin, as we do more life slips. Until we are nothing but shadows of blood. Who will rise once again, who will be lost in night.

Is That Really Snow I See?!
We finally have snow in western Wisconsin! I bet the snowmobilers will be out in force shortly, lol! This is our first measurable snowfall since November, a very odd occurrence for us! Six inches on the ground with 3 to 6 more on tap. And yes, school is still in session for my guys! What a deal! Lucky for me, I have no clients today *smile*. My sister Carol, who is on a grand adventure in Hawaii, is missing everyone terribly! She has never lived away from family, unlike me, who has spent more time away than close. It's really getting to her! I have a hard time relating to that. I understand, but I was 19 when I first moved across the country. I could move to China right now and not have it bother me all that much! It must just be my personality, or my adventurous spirit - who knows! Anyway, she is taking it one day at a time, the only way you can. Having some issues switching to the raw foods diet, as well, especially the raw meat! Hard to do that kind of thing "cold turkey." Sti

What Ancient Entity Am I?
cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Goddess. You are a goddess. Your constantly helping people with their problems, but you never take time for you. You should try to take some alone time. Take a trip far away, where noone knows you. It will be good for you, because you deserve a break.Goddess92%Faerie83%Wolf83%Sorceress75%Elf75%Vampyre50%Drow50%Dragon33%Shadow Spirit25%Zombie25%What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Cigarettes And Tampons
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife? He answers, "You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own ... so does she.

Chicken Marsala Recipe
INGREDIENTS: * 4 boneless chicken breast halves without skin * 1/4 cup all-purpose flour * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon pepper * 1/2 teaspoon basil, dried * 3 tablespoons butter or margarine * 3 tablespoons olive oil * 4 to 8 ounces fresh mushrooms, sliced (1/2 to 1 cup sliced) * 1/2 cup Marsala wine PREPARATION: Pound chicken to 1/4" thickness between 2 sheets of plastic wrap. Combine flour, salt, pepper, and basil; mix well. Heat oil and butter in a heavy non-stick skillet over medium high heat. Dredge chicken in seasoned flour mixture.Cook chicken until lightly browned on first side (about 2 minutes). Turn chicken and add mushrooms around the chicken pieces. Cook about 2 minutes more, until lightly browned; stir. Add Marsala wine to pan. Cover and simmer 10 minutes. Serve with hot cooked pasta or rice.

Never
Never say "I love you" if you really don't care, Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there. Never hold my hand if you're gonna break my heart. Never say you're going to if you don't plan to start. Never look in my eyes if all you do is lie. Never say hi if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever then say you will try. Never say forever, 'cause forever makes me cry.

To Whom It May Concern!
Well well well.....this is the final straw. Let me explain something for ALL to understand. I AM NOT A PERSONALABLE PERSON IN THESE COMMENTS NO MORE AND I WOULD LIKE MY CHOICES FUCKING RESPECTED TOO! That being said. I don't give a fuck what kind of coments you allow on your page. that is not my page or profile or pics. BUT on my page...profile...pics...blogs.....stash and whatever the fuck else that allows room for a comment, I don't want it. I don't care how long I have known you or how often we fucking talk. This is my shit! MY SHIT! If you do not like it then that is seriously your problem. There is NO LEVEL OF FUCKING EXCUSE that I will except. My mother knows it...my sister knows it and they like/love me a whole lot more than anybody on this site does. So if they can respect the decision I make then you best believe every muthafucka on this fucking site can. I am not the type of person that wears my shit out in the open. I don't blog my personal feelings everyday and I

Come And Play With Me!!
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Minneapolis Auditions
Augh! I was soooooo not impressed with the people that went through. From what they showed, there was no real good talent. I was rather disappointed. We'll see what tomorrow brings from American Idol.

Support Our Troops...i Dont Care!~borrowed
Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle Eaststart caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia I'll care when Abu Musab al-Zarqawi tells the world he is sorry for hacking off Nick Be

American Idol
So tonight is the season premier of American Idol, the show that I intended to be on this season. I was unable to go, due to schedule conflicts, and funding, etc. Turned out, my brother's ex-fiancee (who hates me) ended up passing the 1st audition... I happen to think she has little to no talent (saw her sing once), and am anxious to see if she's in. I also become borderline obsessed with this show every season, trying to guess the ones that will make it and the ones that dont. i was right about the top few...

We Have Lost Another Cherry Soldier.....don't Believe It!
For all the compassionate persons to went to great lengths to pour out your sympathy for this person, I applaude your efforts & hope that are fighting forces will return to us safe & unharmed. With that being said, this posting about "Charles/dragon" guy dieing in Iraq last week is a total fabrication. After reading this posting, I found something very odd & decided to dig into this a little bit. Here's what I found: dragon@ CherryTAP Link To Original Post Charles gave his life protecting our country and may he and his friend rest in peace. Charles died saving the lives of 26 men. More than likely, for Charles to likely to save 26 men, he would have more than likely been a officer. If you seen Charles' picture in his photo page, you will notice that he's only a infantry guy. So, that doesn't really wash. But, things could happen so let's continue...... Charles died saving the lives of 26 men. If he truly saved 26 people from dieing, you would think that every news service on

Clerks
Yeah, well.... this is my 1st one here, and I think I fuXked up. Oh well, who cares. These are some line from one of my favorite spots in the movie, Clerks. I do not know really where I should put it, so it is going in to places. If ya wnat to rate and comment, cool. I will also have this in my STASH. Now, here it is: CLERKS!!! (Now who did not like Clerks, come on!) Randal: Well, the thing is, the first Death Star was manned by the Imperial army-storm troopers, dignitaries- the only people onboard were Imperials. Dante: Basically. Randal: So when they blew it up, no prob. Evil is punished. Dante: And the second time around...? Randal: The second time around, it wasn't even finished yet. They were still under construction. Dante: So? Randal: A construction job of that magnitude would require a helluva lot more manpower than the Imperial army had to offer. I'll bet there were independent contractors working on that thing: plumbers, aluminum siders, roofers

Dark
In my eyes the cold pain rests. Its all but gone down my chest. I wait for the moon to set. So i can go through my mess. Mt family waits you see. But they dont wait for me. They know only who is fake. And thats all they see at the end of the day. thats why when i enter the room, i look down so they dont see. See my eyes which hold thy pain so now you understand why I'm going insane. khristinafaye2006 Why do these cuts define me? They twist, control, and bind me. Inside of me there's a raging war, It all began with the skin I tore. All this pain within myself, Released with scissors of the shelf. The craziness inside my head, Is matched with all the blood I shed. I have to watch myself bleed, It's become an unbearable need. I'm not smart, pretty, or thin, So I have to make marks on my skin. I'll bleed forever for sollace, My own corrupted death kiss. I'll visit and flirt with suicide, To make the pain within subside.

Dems In No Rush To Build Border Fence
WASHINGTON - Mayors of Texas border towns who met with Homeland Security chief Michael Chertoff on Wednesday said they are confident a 850-mile fence will not be built on the U.S.-Mexico border. Laredo Mayor Raul Salinas said it is "highly unlikely" that the fence, as authorized in a law signed by President Bush, would be funded. "It's a turnaround here. It's the beginning of a new day to say no wall," Salinas said. Seven mayors and three Texas businessmen met with Chertoff at the office of Sen. Kay Bailey Hutchison, R-Texas. She voted for the fence but wants it adjusted to address local concerns. Chertoff said after the meeting that there are parts of the border where a fence will work and the agency wants to be "expeditious" in building it. But he said that on some parts of the border a mix of technology will be needed. "In all cases, we need more boots on the ground," Chertoff said. Bush signed the law last year and the Republican-controlled Congress provided money to

American Idol - Seattle Auditions
Well...Todays audtions on American Idol SUCKED even more than yesterdays. Though, there was ONE young lady whose voice was pretty good. I think she may have a chance to make it into the top 12. I am really hoping next weeks auditions prove to be better than this weeks - or else we're in for a LONG BORING season of idol. Ahhh welll...we'll see. Won't we?

So Here's The Thing...it's Rant Time
A couple people already know this, but for those that don't, things are going pretty badly right now...well, except one thing (the person that matters already knows what I'm talking about)...but yeah, long story short, I may end up getting kicked out of my house due to certain problems that I don't really feel like discussing since it's not something I want everyone to know right now. I've been considering my options and I really don't have much choice right now unless I leave town and get a bit of a change. I've said it 1,000 times, and I'll say it again: this town isn't right for me. In fact, if it weren't for my friends I would have left already. The fact of the matter is I can't afford to go anywhere at the present time, so I'm stuck in awful-ville. People keep telling me that things will get better, but they've gotten progressively worse as the year has gone on. I really can't take it anymore, so I feel like I need to get away and maybe start over. It would be a big old clusterfuc

I Guess I Made An Enemy Lol
Well it seems i've made a lovely enemy today all because i made one slip of the toungue and said something i shouldnt of. Funny thing is its not even with the person i got in the fight with! Its with a 35 year old retired marine or whatever he is. Telling me i am a fake and that i should be ashamed of myself because i am the worst kinda scum. News flash loser, Just because i am young dont mean shit. My best friend is a Lt and he's only 25! thats all of 3 years older then me asshole! Does that make him a liar too? I wonder how many out there who have lived the kinda life i have reached a higher then normal rank. I am more then sure i am not the only one! But for those of you who don't know about my life allow me put it all out there for everyone. I myself am a duel citizon between Canada and the United States. I was born that way and enjoy that part of my life as i have family on both sides of the boarder. I started my life fairly young as far as the military has c

My Bad
you know i keep so much to myself. alot of people think theres something wrong with that i think it suits me just fine. but every once in awhile i have to (basically bitch and complain) to those who are close to me. well thats what i did do. now i find out me doing that brings other people down. ruins there days. causes problems for them. not no more. i can deal with my problems myself. no more dragging what few friends i got into them just to fuck up their lives. from now on im either fine or better. irrelevant of how i really am. for that one person im sorry for dragging you into this. i swear to god it wont ever happen again. PS i got my cell back.

If You Have Time
Read if you have time for God. Make sure you read all the way to the bottom. God, when I received this e-mail, I thought... I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work. Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is... Exactly, what has caused lot of the problems in our world today. We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning...Maybe, Sunday night...And, the unlikely event of a midweek service. We do like to have Him around during sickness... And, of course, at funerals. However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play... Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own. May God forgive me for ever thinking... That... there is a time or place where.. HE is not to be FIRST in my life. We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us. If, You aren't ashamed to do this...Please follow the

Whose Your Vampire Personality!
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Marius100%Dracula100%Angel83%Deacon Frost83%Akasha67%Spike67%Armand67%Lestat33%Blade33%Louis33%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Sexual Quotes
" I believe sex is the most beautiful, natural, wholesome thing money can buy"-- Tom Clancy "You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." - Steve Martin "Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." -- Woody Allen "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." -- Rodney Dangerfield "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 500SL." -- Lynn Lavner "Leaving sex to the feminists is like letting your dog vacation at the taxidermist." -- Matt Barry "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." -- Camille Paglia "Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant." -- George Burns "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships." -- Sharon Stone "My girlfriend always la

Haha To Funny I Think The Rates Wrong
PARTY GIRL 66% BadGirl-ness Hey PARTY GIRL, toss on your shortest skirt and hit the town, if you’re lucky you’ll be a VIXEN by Sunday morning. Note: This is an shortened form of the Bad Girl Test taken from the book The Bad Girl Test by Alyssa Simms published by aipbooks.com. My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 99% on BadGirl-ness Link: The Bad Girl Test written by cutedork79 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

My Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Is Love?
Slow down for three minutes to read this. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri

My Friendship Poem
the night it was a cloudy night, as i walked alone i saw up in the sky, a face of a angel, or was it the face of a pretty girl, it disappeard from my sight, i saw a shooting star, and like that shooting star will you grant me my wish and be my friend ? doug

Hmmm....i Think It Lies...
TAURUS:.The Sexy one Aggressive. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as hell. Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual. Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to fuck with. Are the most sexiest people on earth!

Be Back Later.
WELL I AM GOING OUT GROCCERY SHOPPING. I REALLY DO NOT WANT TO, BECAUSE THE WEATHER OUTSIDE IS SO DAMN UNPREDICTABLE. ONE MINUTE THE SUN IS SHINING BRIGHT AS CAN BE, THE NEXT...ITS DAMN NEAR WHITE OUT CONDITION. I HATE LAKE EFFECT SNOW. I GUESS MOTHER NATURE IS PAYING US BACK FOR HAVING SUCH A MILD START TO WINTER. I MAY BE BACK ONLINE BEFORE I LEAVE....I HAVE TO GO GET READY TO LEAVE...SHOWER, DRESS, DIG OUT MY BOOTS...

You're Ever So Inviting
YOU'RE EVER SO INVITING Current mood: hyper The time has come for you to sit this out To fit inside your mold Would be to sell myself short This ground we tread upon Is now filling up to our necks We turn the pages left to right We see everything Oh, my story's growing, it is on my last request Don't make me feel so contradicting There's no room for cheating and being yourself Failure leaves such a bitter taste in their mouth And on the last hour We write so many new chapters again And on the outside Where there are no surprises Oh, it's getting longer To see it through their eyes Would bring me so much closer You can do this night after night Failure leaves such a bitter taste in my mouth Taste and see, I swear I know what's good Be still and know that they won't lie to you every single time you're facing lies I know why you never take your eyes off me I've used my lungs for everything but breathing I find myself dried up in this conversati

A Horny Minded Lady's Desire
As soon as my fingers started rubbing on my clit he was there leaning over my desk. Now it was my turn to drive him wild. I lifted my skirt so he could see exactly what I was doing. I was glad I just trimmed my bush. It looked awesome. I rubbed myself in slow circular motions and my eyes never left his sight. Then I threw my head back and came, a little too loud perhaps, but I didn’t care. He stood there flabbergasted, the wanting dripping from his lustrous eyes. I then brought my hand to his lips and he sucked them. The phone rang, which startled us both. I picked it up and dismissed him with my eyes. It was my boss so I had to act professional. He walked away, hard on and all. That’ll teach him. Now I’m heading to the subway station. The brisk air feels nice against my sultry skin. When the train comes I thankfully get a seat. Within a stop or two the car becomes overcrowded and stuffy. The headphones I have on successfully block the cacophony of foreign tongue as I try to focus

Random Things About Me....
So I am being asked these questions to answer now..So here they are... Name is.... Angelicia Breanna Christina Nicole..(last name withheld) Ya soo i work at fords and i love my job and i wont be doing that forever since i am going to become a vet in about 3 years now... Personal life? wow that one is hard for me...I am single by choice.. Why? because being cheated on sucks and i dont trust guys very much... Been in love? Yes once i have been and i thoought he was the one that i would be with forever...Havent been in love since, not true love.. Do i believe in true love? Yes i do and i do want that..But it is gonna take someone special that i can trust and be my friend first before i love him...And that hasnt happened yet... What is the sexiest thing on a man? His beliefs..ya that is what i find sexy, there are so many sexy things physically on men that are sexy but i like there mind...A man that can think and read and intrest me that way is one that i wil

Law Would Make Minutemen Guilty Of "domestic Terrorism"
An Arizona lawmaker has introduced a bill to revise the state's statutes on organized crime and fraud by defining "domestic terrorism" in such a way that members of the Minuteman Project or other border-patrol groups could be prosecuted and forced to serve a minimum six-month jail term. Rep. Kyrsten Sinema, D-Phoenix, introduced HB 2286 in the Arizona House on Thursday. Sinema, formerly of the Green Party, had earlier submitted a bill asking the legislature to make changes to a law used to prosecute customers of immigrant smugglers as conspirators under Arizona's human trafficking law. Sinema is targeting border-security groups like the Minutemen with new legislation that would define anyone not formally affiliated with law enforcement, who patrolled in search of illegal activity while armed, as a domestic terrorist. If it becomes law, the bill would impose a mandatory minimum jail sentence, even if prosecutors recommend probation. HB 2286 reads: * * * * * * * * * * * *

Anyone
You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream You are kind, popular, and generous. You tend to be successful at anything you try. A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd. You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

The Chuck Norris Phenomenon
.When the Boogeyman goes to sleep every night, he checks his closet for Chuck Norris. .Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants. .There is no theory of evolution. Just a list of creatures Chuck Norris has allowed to live. .Outer space exists because it's afraid to be on the same planet with Chuck Norris. .Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits. .Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs. .Chuck Norris is the reason why Waldo is hiding. .Chuck Norris counted to infinity - twice. .There is no chin behind Chuck Norris’ beard. There is only another fist. .When Chuck Norris does a pushup, he isn’t lifting himself up, he’s pushing the Earth down. .Chuck Norris is so fast, he can run around the world and punch himself in the back of the head. .Chuck Norris’ hand is the only hand that can beat a Royal Flush. .There is no such thing as global

Judge Me For Whome I Am & Not My Looks
Feel Free To Copy On Your Page! For I am here to be a friend of you As you are wanting to be a friend of me But as I grow to know you All you want me for is my looks For I am a person who is more then that For I want to be judge for my personality and not my looks So if don’t like it you may leave me alone at once…

First
this would be my first blog um cherry tap is going to cause alot of fights between my husband and i cause he talks to alot of girls and doesnt menchin he is married and he doesnt atend to menchin it i doubt he will even add me has his friend so we will see what happens so ya blah!

My Cheokee
In great sorrow it grows A beautiful white rose Nourished by silent rain the result of the Cherokee's pain Taken in evil greed and pillages Cherokees were driven from their villages So heavy of spirit and heart As their clans were torn apart Stripped of dignity and pride tears and blood fell along the trail's side Where so many hearts died Cherokee hearts looked up to the sky Their brave spirits asked the Creator why ... When women and children were weak and dying Some kneeling at broken bodies lying ... All along the trail's struggling line ... The Braves asked the Creator for a sign There along the heartbroken trail where their spirit's teardrops fell White roses bloomed along the way as their brave hearts trudged each day Despite heart breaking cold snows Clans separated and tears shed Along our heart's trail forever grows a beautiful white Cherokee rose The spirit of this beautiful white rose in Cherokee hearts still grows ... From hearts and

Meditation Basics
The Meaning of Meditation Inner peace. Love for yourself and others. Spiritual growth. Relaxation. We all can achieve this and more through meditation. So what is meditation anyway? I describe it as emptying your mind of all the stressful, negative, everyday worries, and listening to what your Higher Self has to say. The world, as everyone knows, isn’t an easy place to live in. There is negative energy all around us. It could be negative people, pollution, or even the evening news. But no matter what it is, our bodies and minds absorb all the bad stuff, and we all need is a way to release it. Meditating is one way to release that. Now that I said that, I’ll tell you how meditation works. First thing first, you need to understand how the mind works. The mind has three main parts. The first is the conscious mind. That is where the physical stuff of your life resides, like work, the house payment, etc. This is the “awake” state of our lives. This part rests while we sleep. The se

Tortilla Roll-ups
Serve these delicious tortilla snacks with salsa. INGREDIENTS: * 12 (14-ounce package) flour tortillas * 8 ounces cream cheese, softened * 1 cup sour cream * 1 (4-ounce) can chopped green chiles * 3 tablespoons chopped green onion * 2 tablespoons finely chopped red bell pepper * 12 ounces sharp Cheddar cheese, grated * 1 cup salsa or picante sauce PREPARATION: Directions for tortilla roll-ups. In a medium bowl combine cream cheese, sour cream, chilies, onion, red bell pepper, and Cheddar cheese. Mix thoroughly. Spread onto tortillas and roll up. Cover tightly and chill for 2 hours or overnight.When ready to serve, cut each roll into 1/2-inch slices. Serve with salsa or picante sauce. Makes about 8 dozen pieces of tortilla roll-ups.

Taste Of Esctacy
We're soaring upward toward heaven. Two hearts beating as one, for the first time. We've waited for this moment for so long. But thought it could never be. Seems like an angel sent from above, Touched us both with her magic wand. When you walked thru the door, I was shocked. I thought, how real this dream seems to be! We looked at each other, I held my breath. Slowly, you closed the distance between us. Then you took me tenderly in your arms And just kept holding me close. Not a word was spoken, so quiet, than only sighs. Finally we gazed into each other's eyes. Your finger tips slowly caressing my face. Our lips just aching to be kissed. First, just touching, slowly, tenderly. Now your lips are crushing mine. Then two tongues savoring each other. Oh, how I dreamed of this scene so many times. Never thought it could ever come true. You are everything I dreamed you would be. So tender, so loving, so caring, so precious. The esctasy I felt was overwhelming my heart

Think About The Soldiers!!! (a Copy Of My Yahoo Blog)
I had seen a bulletin that was posted, it really pissed me off! I know and respect that everyone has their opinion......I always will. But, at the same time, it doesn't give someone the right to put someone down for something that is well within sane and humane limits. Let me explain. There is a My Space group called "fucktheUStroops". I haven't been able to view their page because they're cowards and have it set so that only people they invite can view it. So, let me say this: I am a soldier in the United States Army. I may not agree or like the idea of what is going on, but I am serving proudly for a country that provides me the freedom to be who I am, live where and how I want to live, say what I want to say, do what I want to do......as well as many other freedoms that people in many other countries only dream of. I will be one of many to say that serving in the military is not an easy life. It doesn't always pay the bills. I don't see my home or family nearly as

Want.. Sorry
i want you, but i dont want you to just want me the way i want you. i want you to want me the way you want me, do you want that? And i dont want you to want me because i want you, but because you want me and need me. I need you, and i want you to want it in the way i want, and dont say i cant want to want you, because i want you, whether or not you want it, because i know you need me to want you, and i know need to want the way i need to want you, and i always get what i want, because i need to want.

Microchips In Newborn Babies
Sunday, November 26, 2006 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- USA & Europe: Microchips In Babies Plans To Microchip Every Newborn In U.S. And Europe Underway, According To Former Chief Medical Officer Of Finland Technology exists to create a totalitarian New World Order and sinister plans to use it on innocent public being covered up by U.S. policy makers. 11 May 2006 By Greg Szymanski Are you ready for a total elimination of privacy and a robotizing of mankind, as well as an invasion of every thought going through your head? Are you prepared to live in a world in which every newborn baby is micro-chipped? And finally are you ready to have your every move tracked, recorded and placed in Big Brother's data bank? Although it seems impossible, plans are well underway to control every move and thought of the American population once the New World Order ends it period of extended violence, a stage of takeover the coun

Bacon Wrapped Shrimp
Shrimp wrapped in bacon and broiled. INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound medium shrimp, shelled, about 45 * 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder * salt * 15 slices bacon, cut crosswise into thirds PREPARATION: Sprinkle shrimp with garlic powder and a little salt. Wrap each shrimp in a piece of bacon. Arrange on a broiler rack. Broil bacon wrapped shrimp, turning occasionally, 3 to 4 inches from heat for about 8 to 10 minutes, until bacon is crisp and browned. Serve with cocktail picks. Makes about 45 bacon wrapped shrimp appetizers.

Seafood Kabobs
Seafood kabobs are marinated then broiled.INGREDIENTS: * 1/2 cup frozen pink lemonade or lemonade concentrate, thawed * 2 tablespoons vegetable oil * 1/2 teaspoon salt * dash ground black pepper * 8 ounces medium cleaned and shelled shrimp * 8 ounces scallops * 1 package (9 ounces) frozen artichoke hearts PREPARATION: Combine lemonade concentrate, oil, salt, and pepper; pour into food storage bag. Add shrimp and scallops, turning bag gently to coat well. Refrigerate for 1 1/2 hours, turning occasionally. Meanwhile, cook artichoke hearts following package directions. Drain and cool. Drain marinade into a cup; reserve. Soak wooden skewers in water for at least 10 minutes. Thread 1 shrimp, 1 scallop, and 1 artichoke heart onto each skewer. Broil 4 inches from heat for about 5 minutes, basting with marinade. Turn and brush with more marinade; broil 4 to 5 minutes longer, or until seafood is cooked. Makes about 2 dozen appetizer skewers.

Important Words From Violent J!!
If you are juggalo family then this is fer you!!! Important words from Violent J!! Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows

Help A Friend In Need
I know i have asked this once but to those of u that didn't do it could u please go comment on my pic 5 times and rate it im in a salute contest and i am only allowed 5 comments per person and i need all the help i can get cause what do i do when i run out of friends to vote for me...lol so if u could please do this for me im not asking for a comment bomb just 5 comments and a rate you may repost this if u wish. and the person who gets me the the most ppl to go there will get the most exspencive thing there is for a gift to buy but remember to tell them only vote 5 times i'll get in trouble if it's more thanks again *queen* CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO GO COMMENT AND RATE ME!!!

Ladies Tell Me Why I'm Wrong.
I find that a woman's looks are what gets my attention, but how she treats people is what keeps or looses it. I think it's how a man makes a woman feel that gets her attention, but the ability to do so constantly is what keeps it. What makes her feel good today is over tomorrow and the never ending exercise begins again. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind it's just that some women forget the good from yesterday and today is all that matters. I must admit I have attracted the wrong kind of woman all my life and that's why I'm alone and starving for affection today.

Mexico Drug Crime Out Of Control - Food Prices Raised
Mexico drug crime out of control - Food prices raised First mexico makes it legal to posess narcotics (a fucked up plan in the first place; people will no doubt kill each other over drugs let alone themselves [marijuana excluded]) so now everyone and their mom can have access to drugs with no real deterrent; which leads to drugs infesting the countries citizens faster and in a wide range of ages. NOW they realize "oh shit people are killing themselves so what do we do to stop it?" Mexican government chooses the easy way - punish ALL the people since its the people using drugs right? so these bastards raise the prices of food for ALL FAMILIES in hopes of deterring drug use by turning sober non-drug-using citizens against ones who are involved in drug use/distributions/sales. how fucked up is that? seems like USA is not the only country involved in Divide And Conquer in the late years. Keep your head zombies you're going to need it. http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070121/wl_n

Comment Bombers Needed
okay i have more then enough friends and fans here that i have helped out in their contests that i can't see why ya'll can't come out and help me win this salute contest it's all in fun and even if i don't win i will give gifts out to those that have come out and comment bombed. onyx illuzion of xxxtasy ONYX DRAGON---- THIS IS MY FIANCEE'S FIRST CONTEST AND SHE REALLY WANTS TO WIN. SO PLEASE COME AND COMMENT BOMB HER PIC. COME ON FRIENDS, PLEASE COME AND COMMENT BOMB HER. SHE NEEDS YOUR HELP. THE CONTEST ENDS NEXT FRIDAY.

Another Friendship Rose
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God Understand Blondes
God understand blondes... A blonde finds herself in serious trouble. Her business has gone bust and she's in dire financial straits. She's so desperate that she decides to ask God for help. She begins to pray... "God, please help me. I've lost my business and if I don't get some money, I'm going to lose my house as well. Please let me win the Lotto." Lotto night comes, and somebody else wins it. She again prays... "God, please let me win the Lotto! I've lost my business, my house and I'm going to lose my car as well." Lotto night comes and she still has no luck. Once again, she prays. "My God, why have You forsaken me? I've lost my business, my house, and my car, children are starving. I don't often ask You for help, and I have always been a good servant to You. PLEASE let me win the Lotto just this one time so I can get my life back in order." Suddenly there is a blinding flash of light as the heavens open. The blonde is overwhelmed by the Voice of God Himself...

Dj Who Part 2!?!?
AIGHT NOTICED AN UNGODLY AMOUNT OF DJ SO SO'S ON HERE RECENTLY. IF YOU ARE POSTING IN A LOUNGE, I CAN SEE IT. IF YOUR JUST USING DJ FOR A NAME, OR THINK YOU GOT MAD SKILLS ON A TURN TABLE, GET OVER YOURSELF ALREADY!! TIRED OF SEEING DJ BLAH BLAH BLAH HAS INVITED YOU TO AN AWESOME LOUNGE, OR VOTE FOR DJ SUPER REPETITIVE FOR THIS AND THAT. IF YOUR A DJ GO OUT AND SPIN MUSIC. IF YOUR TYPING AWAY ON A KEYBOARD YOUR MUSIC SKILLS ARE REALLY IN DOUBT WITH ME. IF YOUR A FRIEND OF MINE, AND A DJ, GOOD CHANCE YOUR NOT READING THIS BLOG, SO BLAH. HAVE SOME ORIGINALITY WITH YOUR NAMES FOLKS!! CHRIST ON A CRUTCH!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND CURSING NAIR!!!

Special Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Daily Motivation
Monday, January 22, 2007 Richness all around you Wherever life may find you today is a beautiful place to be. Whatever you currently have to work with is everything you need to make this a memorable and fulfilling moment. There is value you're able to create right now that will always stay with you. There are joys to be experienced today that can change your life forever. No matter where you may choose to go, the first step is ready for you to take. The journey toward any destination you can imagine begins right here and now. There is richness all around you. There are possibilities stretching out in every direction. See the beauty in every detail and the value in every challenge. Listen to the purpose that springs from deep within you, and follow the feelings that you know are true. Let the brand new abundance that is born in every moment fill you fully with its warmth and substance. On this day, in this place, with the world as it is, take it all in and let the b

Al-zawahiri Dares Bush To 'send Entire Army'
Al Qaeda's second-in-command, Ayman al-Zawahiri, taunted President Bush in a new video that surfaced Monday on the Web, ridiculing his new Iraq policy and daring the U.S. to "send the entire American Army" to Iraq. “Why send 20,000 only, why not send 50 or 100 thousand?" al-Zawahiri asks in a video intercepted by SITE Institute. "Aren't you aware that the dogs of Iraq are pining for your troops' dead bodies?” According to SITE Institute, the 14-minute speech titled “The Correct Equation” was produced by the Al Qaeda's media arm as-Sahab, and was set to be posted on the Web. In the message, which includes English subtitles, al-Zawahiri calls on President Bush to send the entire American Army to Iraq, saying the Mujahadeen (warriors engaged in jihad) are capable of destroying the equivalent of 10 armies.

Warped And Twisted
Warped & Twisted Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Some Other Points To Ponder....
*************************** Love is grand! Divorce is a hundred grand. *************************** I am in shape. Round is a shape. *************************** Time may be a great healer, but it's a lousy beautician. *************************** Conscience is what hurts when everything else feels good. *************************** Talk is cheap because supply exceeds demand. **************** *********** Even if you are on the right track, You'll get run over if you just sit there *************************** Politicians and diapers have one thing in common. They should both be changed regularly and for the same reason. *************************** An optimist thinks this is the best possible world. A pessimist fears this is true. *************************** There will always be death and taxes. However, death doesn't get worse every year. ***************************

Delicategray
When all my fears come screaming at me, and the air is too thick to breathe, torn apart from a past I can't escape. but yet I dream of so much more. left alone to be forgotten, yet I still find the time to smile. This distance never felt so cold. I think i'll hang on this thought for awhile. Sleepless nights make these sunny days tired. Too late to turn the hands of time, when life has expired. So before the bridges are burned, I'll make amends, then walk away. I finally figured out the lesson I should have learned. I'm forever delicategray.

Joke In Email: Tower To Saudi Air 911 -- You Are Cleared To Land
Tower to Saudi Air 911 -- You are cleared to land Dallas ATC: "Tower to Saudi Air 911--You are cleared to land eastbound on runway 9R." Saudi Air: "Th ank you Dallas ATC. Acknowledge cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R --Allah be Praised !!" Dallas ATC: "Tower to Iran Air 711--You are cleared to land westbound on runway 9R." Iran Air: "Thank you Dallas ATC. We are cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R.- -Allah is Great !!" Pause: Static............. Saudi Air: "DALLAS ATC! DALLAS ATC!!!" Dallas ATC: "Go ahead Saudi Air 911?" Saudi Air: "YOU HAVE CLEARED BOTH OUR AIRCRAFT FOR THE SAME RUNWAY GOING IN OPPOSITE DIRECTIONS!!! WE ARE ON A COLLISION COURSE!!! INSTRUCTIONS PLEASE ! ! ! ! ! ! Dallas ATC: "Well bless your hearts. Y'all be careful now and tell Allah 'hey' for us -- ya'll hear?"

Thinking About Leaving Ct
U JUST CANT PLEASE EVERYBODY AND I DONT THINK IT IS WORTH ALL THE HASSLE ANYMORE.....AND THIS DARN CRUSH THING NOW.....GUYS GET UPSET WITH U. IF U ARENT THERE CRUSH......I HAVE ALREADY LOST A GOOD FRIEND THAT I HAVE KNOWN FOR OVER 5 YEARS. AND NOW HE IS GONE..I THINK CT JUST BREAKS UP ALOT OF FRIENDSHIPS....

Bloggity Bloggity Bloggity!
I'm gonna consolidate everything I have down into one blog. There's too much different stuff everywhere- MySpace, CherryTap, Tagged, etc., none of which are interesting. So, the definitive place for me, for now at least, is gonna be Blogspot. If you wanna follow along, the URL is... http://wheretymmestandsstill.blogspot.com/ It's bland and boring, but I can't remember my old blogspot account, and I just opened it. We'll see if/what happens... but either way, that'll be the place to look for me, other than on IMs. Toodles.

Casual Definitions Of Casual Sex
Casual Definitions Of Casual Sex -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2007-01-14, 7:54PM PST Far be of it for me to intrude upon our illicit activities here on CL (I am indulging too, there's no need to get uptight now, is there?), but after a few crossed wires in my (and all of our) effort to find a warm, willing someone to touch our soft parts, I find a need. Only us overeducated and neurotic San Franciscans can fuck up something simple as casual sex, and all over definitions. So, as a public service, here follows the definitions of some (some is key here) of the sexual liaisons available to the discerning urbanite: Sex With No Strings. Pretty simple, and to the point - humping. Lots of it. Usually in one session - thus, no strings. In other words, no expectations of future humping, unless a new relationship is negotiated. SWS means I will not a call you later, I will not meet your parents, and no, you can't sleep ove

On Being A Pagan
On Being a Pagan There's something quite different From the way you look at me Words can not justify My Love for Earth and Sea Although we live together We are two seperate worlds apart I have felt the pull of Spirit Within the chambers of a beating heart I whisper as I did before Sweet nothings in your ear But feel the shallow waters That seperates us my dear If you could only see Through the pupil of the Sun I would feel with you an Unconditional Love as One As time melts into darkness And shadows melt the years My breath becomes a single source For all the Witches burned my dear I do not follow a single path For me this is undone To guarantee one God Shows no outlet to become For he who seperates me from you Has dwelt upon my past For I have finally reached him And this is afoot at last I have no desire to curse you For this you alone have learned I have no desire to convert you For in this life you alone have yearned

Looking For A Lazy, Semi-ltr
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2006-01-04, 4:14PM PST I'm a 22 year old hot woman, bright and socially well adjusted. Have my shit together--full time job, plenty of friends, clean apartment with good roommates, etc. I'm looking for a similarly together man for the following type of relationship: I work early, so we'll go to bed early on the nights you stay at my place (which will be more than i stay at yours since I doubt you'll be as clean or as frequent a sheet washer, and the two won't add up to every night of the week). We'll spend a lot of time smoking pot and watching shitty TV or doing low key activities like reading or crossword puzzles with a bottle of wine. Occassionally, we will go to a bar for a couple of drinks with friends, catch a movie, or you might like to surprise me and we'll try a new restaurant...or an old favorite. Doesn't matter. Some nights I will cook, ususally veggie heavy rabbit food that you

Balance
Ah, the blessed yin and yang of life. I lost my favorite pair of socks somewhere in the depths of my closet but the two pairs of pants I ordered off the internet arrived today. Who can doubt the endless cycle of the universe, or at least the socks to pants ratio? I challenge you reader to find your inner lost sock or UPS shipped pant leg in life.

Come Take A Journey
come take a journey deep within me come take the journey see what you see it starts at the lips tender to touch nibble a little not biting too much slide that tongue in as you explore and seek suck on my tongue show me your freak pull it back out and continue down lay it on that clit its so round grab on my hair and pull me deep prob with that tongue the sweetness you seek spread my legs slowly and smell that sweet air open my lips and suck it right there feel as i tighten deep just for you taste as i flow because of what you do put in a finger or even one more feel what this pussy has in store take that chocolate and lay it on me slide it in slow let that dick free put in the head and just let it slide cause its pleasure and fun an incredible ride one stroke then two continual flow yes baby thats good just like that so pick up the pace and get it just right ill squirt on that dick al

Old Men Are Disgusting.
so, as we all know by now, i got shit canned again last month. honestly, i did not make much of an effort to find gainful employment until about two weeks ago. yep, that's right, me and quite a few quarts of ice cream sat home for five weeks and enjoyed the holidays and my family on my couch. i don't really regret it, i got to spend lots of time with the boy and we sort of reconnected. i was feeling a little downhearted about the whole mommying thing, but after the past month or so i'm feeling a lot more confident. i suppose i just needed to find the patience within myself. of course, i'm broke and i have no car, but really those material articles can't compare. anyway, i digress. last week i began temporary employment with enterprise, the rental car company. now, i assure you, i foresaw that this was not the position for me, as the pay was less than what i desired and there's no actual career path to follow. but i was downing nutter butters like popcorn, and something had to

Another Sexy Survey
I found this, and added some:How many girlfriends or boyfriends have told you they love you?:manyHave you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?:yes twice I married one & the other left me=(Are you crushin' on anybody?:lusting isnt the same as crushing is it?Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?:yesHave you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?:I am sure I did but not intentionallyAre you happier single or in a relationship?:singleHave you ever been cheated on?:yesWhat is your favorite thing(s) about the opposite sex?:eys smile ass lipsHave you ever had your heart broken?:completely shatteredHave you ever broken someones heart?:I think I may haveTalk to any of your ex's?:yes If you could go back in time and change things with your ex's, would you?:I wouldnt change a thingDo you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?:I believe that I would beHave you been in an abusive relationship?:yesHave you dated someone older than you?:yesYounger?:nopeDo yo

A Neat Little Parable
Come with me to a third grade classroom..... There is a nine-year-old kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden, there is a puddle between his feet and the front of his pants are wet. He thinks his heart is going to stop because he cannot possibly imagine how this has happened. It's never happened before, and he knows that when the boys find out he will never hear the end of it. When the girls find out, they'll never speak to him again as long as he lives. The boy believes his heart is going to stop; he puts his head down and prays this prayer, "Dear God, this is an emergency! I need help now! Five minutes from now I'm dead meat." He looks up from his prayer and here comes the teacher w ith a look in her eyes that says he has been discovered. As the teacher is walking toward him, a classmate named Susie is carrying a goldfish bowl that is filled with water. Susie trips in front of the teacher and inexplicably dumps the bowl of water in the boy's

Work To Be Done
Work to be done The more focused effort you put into something, the more valuable you make it. The more time and attention you give to a task or activity, the more rewarding that activity will be. The process of building and creating is a naturally joyful one. Give of yourself to that process and fully enjoy the experience of making a positive difference. Decide not to carry around a burdensome resentment for what you have to do. Choose instead to be delightfully thankful for what you are able to achieve. Today is filled with opportunities to make things happen. Each and every situation is rich with positive possibilities. The many tasks you undertake can serve to bring you great joy. See them in the positive light of creativity and fulfillment. Be eager to give your time and the full depth of your attention to the work that is to be done in your world. And whatever that work may be, it will bring many magnificent treasures. -- Ralph Marston

Truths
I am of the very most prim and proper kind of Princess, sweet, perfect and innocent, I love to be praised and complimented and adored.I just have one thing to say...Where is my damn castle??? Truth of the matter is I feel People are too scared to be colorful... {Well some people anyway} sometime I like to stand out from the crowd through shocking and extreme behavior.I do not always feel like being an accomplished individual and always having to rising to the top.Guys kill me sometimes,,but I will say you cannot always have things both ways..you want a prim-proper princess in the eyes of others but behind doors you want the slut-goddess....NAW,,HELL,,NAW..I"m not going that route. I will say that I can put on a mini skirt,heels,garter with stockings,or I can put on leathers and kick back on the back of a bike,or I can put on a suit and be a professional,But rest assured that what I put on only fits a mood it has nothing to do with the kind of woman I am.Everyone here has known me

Native American Style
I AM A 6FT6 NATIVE AMERICAN,FROM THE SEMINOLE TRIBE,"THE OCESE BAND",MY ANCESTORS IS ONE OF THE FIRST FIVE CIVILIZED TRIBES IN THE UNITED STATES.MY TRIBE IS AND THE ONLY TRIBE THAT NEVER SURRENDERED IN THE UNITED STATES.."YES"I AM VERY PROUD OF WHO I AM,I TAKE IT AS A VERY HIGH HONOR,OF HAVING THIS BLOOD IN ME..I AM ALSO A ACTIVE MEMBER IN THE WARRIOR SOCIETY BROTHERHOOD,I HELP FIGHT FOR ALL TRIBAL RIGHTS..I LIKE MEETING NEW PEOPLE IN ALL CULTURES,I RESPECT THE BEAUTY IN ALL SORTS OF LIFE..I AM A CRAZY,SMART AND OUT GOING WARRIOR..TO ALL MY RESPECT..P.S. VISIT SOME OF MY TRIBAL CASINOS$$$$$$,LOTS OF FUN AND NEW THINGS TO SEE..BIG CHEF HAS SPOKEN,THE GREAT SEMINOLE NATION.

Ok God Aint Answering So Here We Go Again...lol..
A dear friend of mine just found out that that douche bag BBG aka Laura Mabe, made a crass comment about not trusting her....Above is the SOLID proof of her saying that... Now my friend doesnt understand why "Laura" doesnt trust her and why shes blocked her due to the fact that my friend NEVER did anything to deserve this treatment... "Laura" is mentally unbalanced and a danger to herself and others around her.... Please help me and my friends remove her from this site before she hurts someone or herself... Thanks..

I Love This Its Funny
John Elway goes to Heaven Vs Brett Favre > >>> > > >>> > John Elway, after living a full life, died. When he got to > >>> > heaven, > >> God > >>> > was showing him around. They came to a modest little house > >>> > with a > >> faded > >>> > Broncos flag in the window. "This house is yours for > >>> > eternity, > >> John," > >>> > said God. "This is very special; not everyone gets a house > >>> > up > >> here." > >>> > John felt special, indeed, and walked up to his house. > >>> > > >>> > On his way up the porch, he noticed another house just > >>> > around the > >>> > corner. It was a 3-story mansion with a Green and Gold > >>> > sidewalk, a > >> 50 > >>> > foot tall flagpole with an enormous Packers logo flag, and > >>> > in > >> every > >>> > window, a Cheesehead! John looked at God and said "God, > >>> > I'm not > >> trying > >>> > to be ungrateful, but I have a question. I was an all-pro > >>> > QB, I > >> won 2 > >>> > Super Bowls, and I

New Pics!!!
Please rate n comment them..I am very close to closing my account here. Only because no one that has asked to me my friend has rated my pics or commeted them! So please, do that for me! Update: Steven & I are doing great. We finally got our van window fixed. We are house hunting everywhere right now. he is job hunting for when he gets out of the Air Force in Oct. Rhiannon is getting smarter and smart as the days go by. She lost another tooth which now she has 6 new ones..well not quite yet but they are popping through. Rhiannon will be 7yrs old in March, and we are going home for her B-day. Stevens mom rented a hall for us to throw her a big party so everyone can come. Plus there will be Zack our friend whom is going to play at her Birthday party, thats Rhi's b-day present from Zack n His parents. This is going to be exciting. My gramma cant wait to see us. I sent her pics of Us and Rhi n all and she cant believe how big Rhiannon has gotten and how more mature she looks!

Does My Heart Lie?
does my heart lie ,when it whispers in my ear,ive found the love, i sought after all these years, a love that brings me up,to a level where ive never been, a melting of two minds and souls into greatness,that never ends?i sometimes feel like phoenix,who just wants to touch the sun,the whole illusions turns to fire of passion,only shared by one. So does my heart tell me lies,this i dont think is true,i keep the faith an patience while waiting here for you

The Value Within
The value within There is a vast storehouse of value within you that is waiting to be unlocked. Every now and then you catch a glimpse of it, and even those brief encounters can truly amaze you. So how do you tap into that extensive reservoir of richness that has built up in your life? You connect with it by letting go of all the superficial distractions and petty pursuits under which it is buried. When you give your awareness to things that have no lasting meaning or purpose, you distance yourself from the true joy that is your birthright. When you pin your hopes on shallow, fleeting sensations, you cover up the beautiful substance that can bring your life true joy. Isn't it time to start living with fulfillment and purpose? Haven't you grown weary of running and hiding from the real joy that you know can be yours? Aren't you tired of struggling to pretend to be someone you're not? It's time to choose instead to live the rich and authentic life that is the real you. Im

Letting You All Know.....
Letting you all know that pretty soon I am going to change some profile that I will working on soon till I am not working during the week so just keep your eyes open for my new profile which I can make it better for everyone to see and you will get a notice from me soon so I'll upgrade this for new 2007 profile and time for a change and take care everyone and stay safe ;-) If you want to help me out,, let me know and I would be more appreciate your help and thanks again Love ya all ladies ;-)

T.o. Is A Fucking Dick
DALLAS—Troubled, underperforming Dallas wide receiver Terrell Owens lashed out in a press conference at the Cowboys practice facility Tuesday, blaming a combination of teammates, world leaders, scientific organizations, and multinational electronics companies for his three-reception, 45-yard performance against Philadelphia Sunday. "I can't catch the ball if the quarterback can't pull the trigger on those passes, and he can't get the pass off if no one's blocking—and who can maintain concentration when [Afghan president] Hamid Karzai is criticizing [Pakistani leader Pervez] Musharraf for not doing enough to stop extremists in his country?" Owens said in response to reporters' questions regarding how he was feeling. "And now NASA says the shuttle came back from its last mission with damage to the protective foam? And I got to watch that news on a Samsung HP-S5053 that makes everything look all oversaturated. Is anyone out there besides me doing their damn job?" Bledsoe, the Cowboys' lin

Help Me Win This Contest Please
Hey everyone of my sexy cherries can you help me out and vote for me on this contest rate and comment to show me your love. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=56268&albumid=186721&i=1565905227

Dave Thompson Christmas Special
this is from the 3rd annual dave thompson christmas special '06. yes. if asked nicely, ill usually strip down and be stupid. im a cheap floozy whore. oh yeah...thats frank. he kept checkin me out the entire time. i felt violated. but i guess i didnt mind all that much. he WAS caught off guard when i came down the chimmny and sat next to him. and i looked GOOD that night. like whoa. okey...that is all.