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I Hate Him I Hate Him Not....
(this is not mine nor is it about anybody i know) i hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair i hate the way you drive my car i hate it when you stare i hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind i hate you so much it makes me sick it even makes me rhyme i hate it I hate the way your always right i hate it when you lie, when you make me laugh even worse when you make me cry i hate it that your not around and the fact that you didnt call But mostly i hate the way i dont hate you Not even close not even a little bit not even at all

Go Me
You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets.Unipolar Depression83%Borderline Personality Disorder33%Schizophrenia33%Antisocial Personality Disorder17%Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder0%Eating Disorders0%Which mental disorder do you have?created with QuizFarm.com

What To Do With My Life?
Today at Vocational Rehab I found out the results of my career testing. I scored above average on verbal and writen communications. My spelling and grammar was awesome which, blew my mind too! lol I showed an average aptitude for science, and my math and problem solving skills were below average. LOL, so anyway there goes my archeology dream! I was like if I knew how to solve problems I wouldn't be going to a therapist now would I? A possible career path I'm looking at is court reporting. First because of my commication aptitude and listening skills but I'd be lying if I said that the average yearly income for a court reporter is like $61,830....woohooo!, didn't interest me. LOL...Yep, sign me up! Well, it seems like a lot of money to me. Folks when you live on about 9,000 a year for a few years, you start to get greedy. So that's the latest news from Shhhland. Oh yeah, I was seriously disappointed, I went to get my tongue pierced the other day but the guy wouldn

Just Some Of My Thoughts
After a while you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and changing a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doens't mean security. And you begin to accept your defeats With you head and your eyes ahead. With the grace of a woman or man Not with the grief of a child. And you learn to build your roads on today Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. And after awhile you learn That even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant you own garden and decorate your own soul. Instead of waiting for someone to send you flowers. And you learn That you really can endure That you really are strong And you really do have worth And you learn And learn, and learn With every failure You learn With every goodbye you learn.

Daisey And Donald
Donald Duck and Daisy Duck were spending the night together in a hotel room? and Donald wanted to have sex with Daisy? The first thing Daisy asked was,? "Do you have a condom?"? Donald frowned and said, "No."? Daisy told Donald that if he didn't get a condom,? they could not have sex.? "Maybe they sell them at the front desk,"? she suggested. ? So Donald went down to the lobby? and asked the hotel clerk if they had condoms.? "Yes, we do," the clerk said and pulled one out from under the counter and gave it to Donald.? The clerk asked,? "Would you like me to put that on your bill?? "No!"? Donald quacked,? "What kind of a ?pervert do you think I am?"

Back In The Day Of Dancing...
I used to love to dance, which is why I get drawn into the videos, such as this one, that involves dancing. This one is from the movie, Step Up. Flixster - Share Movies Aside from the nature of some of the lyrics, I do enjoy the beat and uplifting sensations that it provides to make one want to get up and just dance away! QUESTION: Are you still enjoying to dance???

Friday I Went Back To The Doctor Ugh
i went back to doctor again. my side is getting better. no pain. now i have to wear a brace around my neck when i sleep to keep me from moving it. because when i do its causing my left arm to go numb. he said its been there but more than likely the meds have made it worse. so i will wear it to see if it gets any better. if not then i go have xrays done on my neck. oh joy. more money. lol

Mozart Birthday
Not sure if there's a Julian/Gregorian calendar consideration to be made here (not in Austria in 1756, I think- will have to check), but I was just reminded that it's Mozart's birthday today. Well, it's not today but yesterday that I finished listening to that wonderful opera Idomeneo for the first time in full, but I'll still endeavor to celebrate - he's still one of my very favorite composers (after Beethoven and Bach- yes, JS..., who sometimes tie, but that's probably it). Favorite instrumental Mozart works, by the way (without voices) - the piano concertos (wonderful string quartets and late symphonies but the piano concertos, especially 1784's works on - nos. 14 in E-flat to no. 25 in C especially, but nos. 9 and 27 are fantastic in more than one sense, and if I could bring one only to a desert island, would it be no. 24 in C minor that grand but also truly tragic piece, or no. 17 in G both bittersweet and truly sneaky and jaunty too? (I had a tape coupling those two precisely

Letter From Civi Wife To Military Wife
Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home. I have never had to deal with a holiday away from the one that I thought I would share every day of my life with. And I have

A Beautiful Place To Live
In the blink of an eye, it goes away. The pain, the strain, the blame and shame. Its time to face a brand new day. Will there be a prize to claim? Im twisted and gifted all at once and this is new to me. I vent in a matter that pursues to defeat and still my thoughts are free. Im moving a little farther ahead as each day passes by. My head is turned up to the sky. How I wish that I could fly. It would be so nice to for once look down and see more than the ground. To see the land that feet walk on, theres so much more around. My mind is filled with fantasies and they remain hidden undercover. I wish to see the beauty of earth, for she is all of our mother. We come from her and to her return when our time has come and gone. Some of us have a shortened life and to some it will last long. The peace thats found in where we live can truly change the mind. Show love for the earth we ha

Reasons
25 reasons you know you have grown up 1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16.

On My Honey Moon
Ok for those who don't already know I got hitched today to the most wonderful man. I am leavin right away on my honeymoon so I won't be on for a week or so well i may pop in for a few mins here and there but not much. so I just wanted to say have fun and play safe till i see ya again luv ya all. S~E~X~Y!

Normal Life Not Weight Issues Entry
September 13, 2006, 01:02:am I needed to write tonight and its not weight issues. So you can either read or not. I just need to vent. Need to slay some demons through facing and writing. Weird to explain. A couple weeks ago my brother was arrested for a horrible crime. A crime so attrosious, I am glad he is in jail while at the same time I am so torn that he is. He deserves it, he needs to be in jail. Needs to have the tar beat outta him to knock some sense into him. But he is my brother. He may not be blood but he's been part of my family since I was a child of 8. He's one of the few people that has always told me to accept who I am. Always supported me (when we weren't fighting) concerning my weight. Said it didn't matter. Hell the one time we went out partying and when I got upset at not being able to get behind the booth, he yanked it off the wall and moved it towards him so I could fit. I think thats why I'm so torn. He is one of the few that NEVER judged me by my w

Drama
ya know....i haven't been online very long. it's been alot of fun, but a pain in the ass at the same time. i want to meet people who share my sense of humor, and my beliefs, and even if they don't...at least can hold a conversation with words that have more than 2 syllables in them. if you gotta daddy complex...don't talk to me...if you have man issues...don't talk to me......if you want me to tell you how hot you are so maybe you'll forget how shallow you are...don't talk to me..i get sick of all the shit....so in closin..i guess i'll say this...... PULL YOUR HEAD OUTTA YA ASS AND HAVE FUN..IT'S JUST A FUCKIN COMPUTER...LOL....AND SAVE YA FUCKIN DRAMA FOR YOUR CRACK WHORE MAMA!!!!

A Happy One This Time (being Sarcastic)
So yeah, I decided I should maybe try posting a happier blog. Hmm ok, well to start off its been like a day since i passed out almost. woohoo, oh and i get to take double the amount of pills perscribed by my heart doctor including steroids so I can get more fat! wooohoo thats my life long dream. Oh and my friend who decided not to take me to see JC last minute, she hasnt even talked to me since then! ohhh wee fun! And the best part,im getting yelled at because of me being a burden woohoo! life rocks.

An Oldie
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their email. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must rea

The Fate Of Nature
It’s the End of the year and I sit and wonder how much time is left. What will the New Year bring? What will be important in this New Year and what will be left behind? A road that’s never built can never be traveled. A road that is not traveled will eventually grow over as if it was never there. It’s Funny how nature takes care of these things with out our help. Fate never built a road and nature never waited on anyone.

Death{trying To Rhyme-it Sucks}
look at death as a gift but not as a curse it may seem that at the time the pain hurts you sometimes feel like you could not hold on but its ok to let go and just fall in to your own... never lasting sleep life is worth living live every seconed of it but dont ever feel afraid of letting go every body that you know thats in the after life will be waiting for you and even now they are watching over you like a little angel sent from heaven

The Great 4th Of July
FYI This was originally posted on my blog on myspace but I figured I would repost it here. And this was originally posted on July 1st 2006. Enjoy Now I love the 4th as much as any other person, I mean we get to see lights shineing brightly in the sky and hear loud booms. The only thing that annoys the fuck out of me is the church across the wash always has to have a lame, long, and loud ass fireworks display at 9 pm for 45 fucking miniutes on the SATURADY BEFORE THE 4TH. Now I wouldn't mind if this was actually done on the 4th but what the fuck why do we have to jump the gun here. Will be funny next year when it won't even be July when they are doing the fireworks.

Take My Son.....
A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art." The young man held out this package. "I know this isn't much. I'm not really a great artist, but I think your son would have wanted you to have this." The father opened the package. It was a

Wolf
Wolf © By BlueWolf Ferocious and stealth, he makes not a sound. His paws are silent as they touch the ground. Stalking his prey ever so slightly Although this task cannot be taken lightly. He wisps through trees and under thick brush. And even though he is calm, he's still in a rush. The pups need feeding and he is on his last breath. If he does not get food it will surely mean death. It is night now and all is quiet Except for a gunshot that causes a riot. The wolf drops to his belly all the while stunted. He was unknowing that the hunter became the hunted......

Silent Ranks
I wear no uniforms, no blues or army greens But I am in the Army in the ranks rarely seen I have no rank upon my shoulders - salutes I do not give But the military world is the place where I live I'm not in the chain of command, orders I do not get But my husband is the one who does, this I can not forget I'm not the one who fires the weapon, who puts my life on the line But my job is just as tough. I'm the one that's left behind My husband is a patriot, a brave and prideful man And the call to serve his country not all can understand Behind the lines I see the things needed to keep this country free My husband makes the sacrifice, but so do our kids and me I love the man I married, Soldiering is his life But I stand among the silent ranks known as the Army Wife

Sex Can Give You Headache
Sex can give you a headache. Here's how I know this: Ok...lets say you're a Marine. You just naturally love The Marine's Hymn, right? Right. It's not like you get to hear it every day, even when you're in the Corps you know.... Anyway...let's say you're goin at it with your first wife. Everyone has one of those, you know.... a "starter wife." So you have the tv on for just the right amount of light and yer goin at it like rats. Well, as "The Sands Of Iwo Jima" (God bless John Wayne) is going off, The Marine's Hymn plays. Now.....if you are ever in this situtaion, do not, and I repeat: DO NOT, DO NOT stop what you are doing to listen to the song. This will cause an immediate and sharp pain in the side of your head. Now, since it was the right side of my head, I'm guessing it was a left hook but I wasnt lookng so I don't know for sure. But I do know not to do this again.

Team Pastor Vs. Team Doggie
In a fishing contest to take place in spring or early summer! Jason and his partner will take on myself and "The Don" in a little trout fishing face off, loser buys the beer! All I have to say....is I love free beer! I'll will post dates as the contest draws near. Viva la Redneck! Team Doggie is about to be euthanized!

Joke
~ Joke of the Day ~ An old man in the nursing home got a bottle of wine for his birthday. He talked the old lady in the next room into sharing it with him. After they were both totally bombed, he started groping the old lady and pulling at her clothes. He managed to get her blouse and bra off before she stopped him. She said, "I can't do this, I have acute angina". The old guy says "God, I hope so, you've got the ugliest tits I've ever seen."

French Report: Former U.n. Envoy Bolton Says U.s. Has 'no Strategic Interest' In United Iraq
French report: Former U.N. envoy Bolton says U.S. has 'no strategic interest' in united Iraq The Associated PressPublished: January 29, 2007 PARIS: Former U.S. envoy to the United Nations John Bolton said in an interview published in France that the United States has "no strategic interest" in a united Iraq. Bolton, who resigned last month from his temporary appointment as U.N. ambassador, also told the French daily Le Monde that U.S. President George W. Bush's administration acted too slowly to hand power over to Iraqis after toppling Saddam Hussein in 2003. "We did a disservice to Iraqis by depriving them of political leaders," Bolton was quoted as saying, adding that the Coalition Provisional Authority that initially ran Iraq allowed terrorists to regroup. Bolton was speaking in English, and the interview was published in French. An English-language copy of the interview was not available. Bolton suggested in the interview that the United States shouldn't necessa

Hmmmmm
Whats your "true theme song" ~PICTURES~ Pretty girl By;SugarcultIf you get told all the time your beautiful but you don't believe it. You can never find that one special person that you've been looking for...but your a pretty girl right? It does'nt make sense to you...if your beautiful but you always seems like theres no guys who like you...to you love is an excuse to get hurt...and don't worry your just like me. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Sexual I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Freedom Isn't Free
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You complain about how

Florist Shop Joke
Florist Shop These friars were behind on their belfry payments, so they opened up a small florist shop to raise funds. Since everyone liked to buy flowers from the men of God, a rival florist across town thought the competition was unfair. He asked the good fathers to close down, but they would not. He went back and begged the friars to close. They ignored him. So, the rival florist hired Hugh MacTaggart, the roughest and most vicious thug in town to "persuade" them to close. Hugh beat up the friars and trashed their store, saying he'd be back if they didn't close up shop. Terrified, they did so, thereby proving that Hugh, and only Hugh, can prevent florist friars.

Friendship
Friendship what does it mean to you? I know that I have a special friendship with someone... He and I have known each other for awhile now. I sometimes feel that he has and does use me. I know that he says he doesn't, but there are those days. We have shared alot in our lives... and I have been very, very supportive of him. Then I get shit on, well as I seee it. What is a friend to do, but love this person. He is my Male Bestest Friend. I have no reason at all to doubt his love and friendship... just sometimes he gives others credit for things. I am not asking to be his bright shining star 24/7/365.... just show me once in awhile that I mean more to him than just a generic satistic. Share with me a bit more so I know where I stand and how much I mean to you. So, ever have friend like that? What does Friendship mean to you? Comments are welcome..... I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY EARTHLY BEING, YOU ARE MY BESTEST MALE FRIEND....!

Listen Up Ppl New Family !!!
okay now that i got you to read this please keep reading thanks love miss jellybean this is a page created by me game over and is a site for all my family and friends. this page is going to be all about game , video games, sex games , no head games, revenge games or any kinda game you can think of. keep checking this page as it will change often for you the friends and family. comming soon wil also be the lounge. have some fun and thank you --- game over Gameover the founder co founders Jellybean and Kaos & Family owner/founders link -•( GÁMÊ ØVÊ®)•-@ CherryTAP ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·@ CherryTAP £ÃÐ¥ ØF KÃØ§~K.o.T~member@ CherryTAP ~RÁZØR~@ CherryTAP ~Lollipop~@ CherryTAP (repost of original by '·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·' on '2007-01-30 16:35:37') (repost of original by '~RÁZØR~' on '2007-01-30 16:39:16')

Mr Right Not Mr Right Now!
every guy that regrets hurting or losing her. To every guy who knows which girl he wants!!!!!!!!!! To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. TO EVERY GUY THAT WOULD SIT AND WAIT FOR HER FOR HOURS JUST TO SE

Va Hosp, Jibberish
Bf should be home from the hospital tomorrow depending on the VA and their efficency. The doctor asked him why he was here..Bf told him and what was done. The doctor said something to the fact about the dumbass doctor that admitted him should have never admitted bf in the first place. Bf said the dumbass doctor was standing behind the other doctor when this was said...would have LOVED to have been a fly on the wall while listening to the conversation between them! They admitted him for a 'walk-in' procedure. Sometimes..no, most of the time I wonder about the ability that hospital has. And bf wants me to start paperwork for me to be seen at the VA Hosp. (I am prior military). I am not in hurry to do this!! Hope you all have an extra blanket or someone to snuggle with as it is suppose to be freezing the next couple of days! What is strange is I am sitting here shirtless(not braless) because my night sweats have started. Burning up, here! Wet dreams everybody!

Brothers And Sisters In Arms
To my dear brothers and sisters in arms. To those who have made it back i welcome you home , and hope you never have to leave your loved ones again. No more hugs that seem to last forever and walking away backwards just to feel as though you have not turned your backs on them. No having to wait 3 weeks to send a letter that might not get there. No more tears To those who have lost someone to those who have not made it back to us. To your families i say.. I am forever sorry for the losses that you face, in times of need where lives are lost only the best of us are chosen and to know that they have passed away in the name of our country and to hold fast our freedom. They shall never be forgotten, for they are not just names on a wall or in a book. They are forever hero's for a world they were too good for. Super man bat man and the flash hold no candle to these braves these men, these women too. They fight and died for freedom , for me and for you. They were h

Sometimes You Just Have To Laugh
I've never been a big fan or winter. In fact, I'd like it better if we could have the snow without the cold...lol. We've been under a lake effect snow warning for the last 24 hours or so, and you'd think if anything was going to go wrong that it would have happened last night, right? Wrong lol. First, I'm up about a half hour before the alarm was supposed to go off. I get online and my sweety is up early too. The schools are closed due to the weather so I decide to go over to Roo's early. The morning really did start off well. We have coffee and talk for a few, then its time to get ready for work. We were leaving a few minutes early because of the roads. As luck would have it I managed to get stuck...the road hadn't been plowed yet, I wonder if it'll be plowed by this afternoon...lol...and stayed stuck for 10 or 15 minutes (or so it seemed)..he's doing everything he can think of to get the car unstuck. Somewhere in all of this, he gets the idea to try and push my car with his

Atlanta Update
Due to the current condition of my back and a new injury to my right shoulder I am unable to travel to Atlanta this weekend for the fetish flea market.I'm very disappointed and heart broken that I am now going to be unable to attend as I was so very much looking forward to it. The Dr. feels that it is not yet safe enough for me to resume any kind of strenuous activities such as lifting,wearing heels for longer than an hour,using my right arm,and bondage.He also told me NO suspensions for at least another month.That right now being inverted would even be detrimental to back. I've been told to do light stretching at least 2-3 times per day.. no walking more than 1/2 mile per day,no actual sitting for longer than an hour at a time and no standing for any longer then 30 minutes at a time right now.How this is supposed to help me is beyond me...but I will perservere and I will get back on my feet.

Shoutbox
Hello my lovely Cherry Friends If you shout at me through my shoutbox and I don't respond..I'm not ignoring you...I sometimes gets swamped with shouts and I just can't respond... please... leave me messages instead. I promise to get back to you with in a day or so. I just started a new job.. so I'm not gonna be on here as much... but I still want to make new friends..and chat... so leave me messages... :D xoxoxox Glenna

My Apologies
Just wanted to apologise for not bein on in the past week just had more probs with my puter modem AGAIN lol fixed it a 2nd time Argh so just wanted to say i am sorry for not posting anything....once again it was a ppoa to ppoe thingy just lets hope i can access this site when i log on again tomorrow..lol talk to you all soon hugz Jovichick. PS its only this site..rofl

Don't Step On The Ducks !!
Three women die together in an accident and go to heaven. When they get there, St. Peter says, "We only have one rule here in heaven: don't step on the ducks!" So they enter heaven, and sure enough, there are ducks all over the pl a ce. It is almost impossible not to step on a duck, and although they try their best to avoid them, the first woman accidentally steps on one. Along comes St. Peter with the ugliest man she ever saw. St. Peter chains them together and says, "Your punishment for stepping on a duck is to spend eternity chained to this ugly man!" The next day, the second woman steps accidentally on a duck and along comes St. Peter, who doesn't miss a thing. With him is another extremely ugly man. He chains them together with the same admonishment as for the first woman. The third woman has observed all this and, not wanting to be chained for all eternity to an ugly man, is very, VERY careful where she steps. She manages to go months

The Irony Of The Federal Property...
? No Crosses on ? Federal Property! ? Did you see in the news last week where the supreme court doesn't want any crosses on Federal property? Crosses on Federal Property? Well duh......... (Scroll Down) Are they going to remove these too??? ;) Get real folks!!

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For My Kid
Hey this aint about no contest or anything. But check this out my youngest daughter is in the hospitial. She has had problem since birth ( a long story) shes missin 2% of the left side of her brain. Nobody knows about this cause I dont talk about it. But shes been having sesiours since last night. And I would like all my freinds to pray for her for me. Ive done lots of favors for all of you please do this for me. Thats all I need thank you for your time. God Bless you all Randy (redneckcdb)

The Art And The Culture
My father's art talent seems to have been a genetic mutation. Born to parents with fifth and sixth grade educations and the inability to distinguish the difference in artistic merit between the Pieta and a plastic Jesus that glows in the dark, his calling was evident by the age of five. As a child in Zanesville, my collections consisted of carnival junk that was made in Japan. Shit that the joint operators would pick up for a few dollars a gross and give away as prizes to the suckers. Plaster casts of the crucifixion and painted glass cowboys adorned my room. And although my little collection of crap was nothing more than crap, each piece had a little memory attached. My mother was raised in an environment of culture and at an early age, developed an appreciation for "the finer" things - art, opera, classical music, literature, ballet, poetry, and yet she also understood the primitive beauty of modern contributors to the arts – Robert Johnson, John Lee Hooker, Pablo Picasso.

Broken Heart
Broken Heart How many chapters Are in my book? How many times do I have to start over? New place... New man... New life... All the same! Each time being hurt In some new and twisted way Always being left wanting, Clinging to the hope That one day I'll win The hope that I'll find the one The one who completes me And can heal this broken heart

Hmmm Crazy Shit
Crazy thoughts Creep into my mind Telling me that I have to leave Flee Go Far far away Telling me that This is not where I belong anymore That my place is not here... but where... how can i got home when i don't know where that is anymore

Voice Player
Yes, I put a voice player on my page! :) For those of you would like to leave me a message, feel free. My page was starting to bore me a little and I thought that might help perk it up. hmmm....or maybe I'll add something else...we shall see! =) Hope ya'll had a great day and hope you have a wonderful Friday!!! xoxo ~Rhonda

* * * Breaking News - Bush Finds Osama Bin Laden
Please Rate This Blog * * * Breaking News - Bush Finds Osama Bin Laden Please Rate This Picture By Rating The Blog. Just use the box to your left. CLICK on The Above Picture To See What Is Good For You CLICK HERE To Check Us Out Today " Bush found Osama at the local strip club in Crawford Texas.

Pic
Since some wanted to see -- a pic has been added. Please make sure before viewing to: 1 make sure your a friend. 2 you have insurance on your monitor. 3 you don't scare easily. 4 veiwing is at your own risk. It's in the me subdirectory. otherwise enjoy. :) luv ya all.

Joke
A man escapes from a prison where he had been kept for 15 years. As he runs away, he finds a house and breaks into it, looking for money and guns, but only finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him up in a chair. While tying the girl up to the bed, he gets on top of her, kisses her on the neck, then gets up, and goes to the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife, "Listen, this guy is an escaped prisoner, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail, and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, just do what he tells you, just give him satisfaction. This guy must be dangerous, if he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which the wife responds, "He was not kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked if we kept any Vaseline in the bathroom. Be strong

Dichotomy
Dude on CT=No points(unless ripped to fuck) Girl on CT=Millon points a day for existing. I sense revolution in the air, but I'm drunk, so fuck it. Who wants pizza? Oh, you may have detected an air of bitter irony about this blog. It's just your imagination.

To My Darling Husband
To my darling husband, Before you return from your overseas trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Wal-Mart, and when I turned into the driveway I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I am enclosing a picture for you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. XXX P.S YOUR GIRLFRIEND CALLED!!

Guan-yu
GUAN-YU: A Daoist God of War and Martial Arts. Also well thought of by Buddhists. As told in Romance Of The Three Kingdoms, he started life as a mortal vendor of soya bean curd (tofu). But after a heroic incident involving the rescue of a harrassed lady and the killing of a tax inspector, he got the taste for battle and embarked on a famous military career with LIU-BEI and ZHANG-FEI, becoming one of the Three Brothers of the Peach Orchard. Unusually for a God of War, he uses his skill to avoid confrontations if at all possible. A peace-loving deity, he tries to minimize every battle he's in. (Surely you've heard of Kung Few?) But his bravery is legendary. In one famous tale, his arm was damaged in battle and needed surgery. To the incredulity of on-lookers, he calmly sat playing Solitaire while field surgeons did excruciating things to his tendons. (Just as well Solitaire is a one-handed game.) When he was finally captured, GUAN-YU was told by Wu, the evil new Emperor,

Sexiest Valentines Contest
Hi to everyone. So Sexi Sweet is hosting this contest. She has entered one of my pictures so I guess that makes me a contestant OMG. Please visit the link below to her page and click on the contest heading in her photos Some very beautifull women there place your vote. If you vote for me thankyou I think I will need all the votes I can get..... but I will leave it up to you Good luck to all the beautifull ladies and men ~*~SooSeXXiSweet~*~CRUSH ME PLZ~¢¾~ SaSSy!*~HI WELCOME TO MY SITE ~*~ My flight is

Knowing How To Read People A Rant Sort Of
For a long time i have always had the ability to read people just by simply looking into thier eyes or shaking thier hand. I dont consider this a special ability but more of attention to detail and understanding people and basic psych 101. The biggest point in case that i can pull off the top of my head. The first time i meet my last ex-wife i knew that she had an affair on her ex-husband not once but twice. Now it took a while for me to dig this info out of her but she had. When someone is talking to me i dont even have to look at them generally to know of they are lying but if i look them in the eyes i will always no for dead sure. Your eyes can not lie unless you have been trained. Then that requires that you trained at the farm or were in training from those at the farm. It does take a lot of skill and practice to make your eyes lie. I will not go into why i know those things just go with me that 99% of the world does not have this skill. The other big tip off to a lie is the chang

Dang
I gotta stop adding people when I'm drunk. I just went through my friends list and found a shit load of people I never heard of. And I break all my own rules. I've add people with only one photo, which I never do. Fuckin Merlot.

Official Language Of Hialeah
Official Language of Hialeah (Hiyeleah)! Body: Hialeah's Official Language: Berguerquín - Burger King Magdonal - McDonald's Equer - Eckerd Drugs Disni Guer - Disney World El queimar - K-mart Guolmar - Walmart Besbai - Best Buy store Sebenileben - 7-Eleven convenience store El Guindici - Winn-Dixie Supermarket El Pobli - Publix Supermarket Guashinton - Washington D.C. or one dollar Mayamibish - Miami Beach tonpai - Florida's Turnpike un picop - a pick-up truck un Bosguagon - a Volkswagen transporteichon - a barely adequate automobile un estop - a stop sign daontaon - Downtown area Maico - a man or boy named Michael tineiyer - teenager un yin - a pair of jeans pantijós - panty hose yaqui - a jacket or windbreaker pulove - a pull-over tichér - T-shirt (see "pulove") un su - a lawsuit un partain - a part-time job printear - to print; use a computer printer faxear - to fax taipear - to type incontá - Income Tax escoshitei - Scotch Tape el teipe - tape an

Hello Everyone
hello everybody!! this is my first time being on here so i'm still really new at this.. a freind of mine sent me a link to this thru myspace.. i guess its becoming a thing of the past hehe.... well if anyone wants to hit me up or comment me please feel free to do so!!!

Let's Go Bears
So, it is my birthday... oh yippee... just closer to that 30 mark than I would rather be... but anyways... all I want for my birthday is for the Bears to win today...SO let's all get cheering them on... :)

Snowflakes Whisper Your Name
Snowflakes Whisper Your Name by BlueWolf Mist upon the window Awoke with an early morning wish For you my pretty lovely To gaze into your angle face Midnight madness Has kept me awake A new day Every one keeps you far at bay Watching the snow Swirling round and round Like the dance of love That you and I have found Soft falling snow Whispers call your name Snowflakes as they fall Each echo "I love you" How gently they fall As the way I have fallen for you Pretty lovely Snowflakes whisper your name My heart is cold and empty While you are far away My pleading encouraging you to stay In this lonely moment The memory of your smile I embrace Sending you my pretty lovely Snowflakes that whisper your name.......

I Wish I Was That Guy
She came to me this morning , Tears in her eyes , Lord knows I hate , To see that woman cry , She said he finally left her , She said its just not right , and she hated to go home , Could she stay the night , Siting drinking beside her , Was the hardest thing ive ever done, She talked about forever And how she thought he was the one, I wish I was that guy, The one that held her tight , I wish she came home to me, Id never let her out my sight, And so it went on , Drink by drink , The more she talked , The more I had time to think , I remembered years ago , When she said she cared , I told her we were friends, and Id Always be there, Now Im starting to wonder , If thats whats ment to be , Im sure shed never listen , But any fool can see, I wish I was that guy , The one that held her tight, The one whos child shed carry , and we plan all out right , I wish I was that guy.

Bipolar Bear
Bipolar Bear Current mood: weird looking at wedding gowns on Ebay...watching a wedding show on the TeeVee now that the power's back on. ::sigh:: i wanna get married someday...in the far, far future; when everyone has flying cars and we've cured AIDS and cancer. ::scoff:: and eugh! 'peach brandy' is freakin' disgusting. i'll stick to beer, wine, and mixed drinks. i'm just reminded how much i hate the taste of liquor. HATE. HAAAATE! ::gag:: also, i think i might be a little manic tonight...this is pretty new for me, i'm not quite sure what to do (other than stay up all night and chat someone's ear off). any of my lovely bipolar friendicles have any input or ideas?

The New Immigrant
A Somali arrives in Minneapolis as a new immigrant to the United States. He stops the first person he sees walking down the street and says, "Thank you Mr. American for letting me in this country, and giving me housing, food stamps, free medical care and free education!" But the passer-by says "You are mistaken, I am Mexican". The man goes on and encounters another passer-by. "Thank you for having such a beautiful country here in America!" The person says "I no American, I Vietnamese." The new arrival walks further, and the next person he sees he stops, shakes his hand and says "Thank you for the wonderful America!" That person puts up his hand and says "I am from Middle East, I am not an American!" He finally sees a nice lady and asks suspiciously, "Are you an American?" She says, "No, I am from Russia!" So he is puzzled, and asks her, "Where are all the Americans?" The Russian lady looks at her watch, shrugs, and says... "Probably at work!"

New Cleveland Area Shows Added To Our Forums
CLICK THIS There is a ton of stuff on there that you can use to promote yourself and find and look for new band members. Check it out now. Bloodoll Entertainment is looking to build a user friendly forum that everyone in the Cleveland music scene and it's fans, can use to find shows, band members, and exchange ideas on how to make this scene the best it can be. It is still a work in progress, but we hope it is something that can be used as a tool to futher this scene along. Please check it out and take a couple minutes to register. Thank you.Ed (Brodie) McDonaldRise Above Promotions

Wtf
wow, when i left line friday i was in the lead....someone else took first and that person only had 100 some odd comments and now dang...really cld use alll the help possible...please show some love peeeeps muahzzzzzzzzz ty in advance *wink* just click on pic and leave a comment, or comment bomb the shit outta me u'r choice.

February 05, 2007: Cruiser Spooning
The act of parking two police cruisers with the driver's sides adjacent so that the officers can converse through the open windows "Better slow down, the po-po are cruiser spooning in the parking lot ahead"

Feb,the 10th 1993
a poem to a filly born the year after her brother, my "dream horse" was killed in a tragic accident,which also killed the most romantic person ever lived once on this planet.< Isabelle> Little baby sister Into the world in the cold I pulled you out and dried you with wool Your curly, baby, equine coat Not a speck of white A peaceful girl Hard to come here in brother’s place Tough to make your way Your peaceful ways – always good A touch of mischief too Quiet and beautiful girl You eased into my heart Took up your own bit of space You just let it happen Knowing that it would Little angel baby I love you

To My Tattoed Friend
do you hear the music, do you really hear the music, when your sleeping, when your awake, when it is a sunny day, when it is a cloudy day, do you really hear the music, when your not listening, when your singing to it, when your talking to your friends, Do you really hear the music when you talk to me, im sure do when i talk to you.

1st Day Of Internship
omfg the gas station internship WORKS!! it's cold as anything but still!! there are amazing people that work there and some of the guys that come and go are hispanic and cute!! but yea, i feel butterflies cuz i'm so happy ^_^ i have to censor some of my thoughts so i dont anger anyone. ttyl ~ace~ PS: i'm obssessed with the fall out boy song "this aint a scene it's a death arms race"

Help A Friend
please help steph level up she has just over 2000 points to go and she'll be an uber cherry thank you to all my friends i will return the favor when i'm needed. steph is a good friend. Stephylishus@ CherryTAP

Let Me Know Your Answers =d
:*Basics*:: *Name: *Age: *Location: *Height: *Hair (color and style): *Eyes: *Piercings/tattoos: ::*OTHER*:: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? ::*What Would You do if...*:: * I cried: *I said I liked you: *

Sunday
So, the girl I referred to earlier on this space, I met her on Sunday. Sometimes, pictures are not accurate. She was much cuter than I expected. She was very cool, but shy at first. She kept fiddling with a newspaper at first. Later on, when we scoured through Westport, she opened up and showed her personality, which I liked. We hung out for over 3 hours, which is long for a first date/hangout. Maybe my cold heart is thawing, but I hope it's not the last time we hang out.

Rant
rochelle called me before work last night which was nice. she seems to be the only friend i have who tries to keep in touch with me and who calls me, other then felicity ne ways. it's always nice talking to her because it seems like we always have plenty to say and it doesn't get really quiet or anything, where as with people often you simply run out of things to say. part of it is probably cuz we only talk every so often so more happens in between. she's nifty. ive pretty much not eaten in the last two days. on sunday i had some eggs and sausage thats all i ate the whole day, and yesturday i had one chicken sandwhichy thing from work/ so ive had one meal a day the last two days, and i didnt have time to get food before i left work cuz derek had to give me a ride thanks to my car and i knew he needed to get to work and there's pretty much no food here, tho i s'pose i can heat up some mac n cheese noodes n eat them with tomato sause since i dont have milk n such to make mac n cheese

For My Best Friend*in Memory*
The time has come for me to release you Free to fly high above this world. Where the flowers forever bloom & The ultimate love fills the space. In my attempt to try to keep you I've only been able to hold the anger Not realizing that I have to let you go I can't hold on. I'll no more keep your pain alive, I won't try to hold you down. I'll let you fly on to higher ground. My grief has left a numbness, as if this isn't real You are in my heart forever, but I know I have to let you free. Soar high. Laugh as a child that feels the joy of the moment. Play among the rivers flowing through the hills. Roam the fields of daisies. Fly to the top of the mountains. With closed eyes, I see you among the flowers, High above the clouds. Your presence blows through me with the breeze. Your smile beams down on through the sun. The full moon brings the light of your laughter to my mind. And the Butterfly in

The Perfect Man!
The Perfect Man The perfect man is gentle never cruel or mean he has a beautiful smile and he keeps his face so clean The perfect man loves children and will raise them by your side he will be a good father and good husband to his bride The perfect man loves cooking cleaning and vaccuuming too he'lldo anything to convey his feelings of love to you The perfect man is sweet writing poetry from your name he's a best friend to your mother and kisses away your pain He has never made you cry or hurt you in any way...... OH SCREW THIS STUPID POEM............ THE PERFECT MAN IS GAY!!!!!!

This Is You---song Of Suicide
there's a ringing in my head a nervous bleeding in my soul not an ounce of confidence left to call my own there's a shake down in the mainframe and the system's gone awry tell me what it is that you want from me then let me lie down and die there's a monster in my closet back in the conscious part of my brain i see it in my vision line whenever i call your name please stop doubting who i am you only feed the hate i shiver in the shadows as i race to find your face lost inside a sea of bodies as they shuttle by my place none of them know who i am and none of them know my name where have you gone my dear why are you so far away come soothe the open wounds come bandage the silent ache sing to me another song be my siren of the sea poison me with your melody then tear me down again i love you you know this but let's walk another street one where sunsets mean the day begins and love could never be a sin a street where scared doubt is just

Black Sunday
It was one small step for man, one giant leap for black man-kind as Lovie Smith became the first African American coach to make it to the Super Bowl. Now, sources close to Tony Dungy are claiming that he's black too. Why this is the most important thing ever to happen anywhere, ever.

Just Married
Please come to the toast and meet the new Mrs. katharina Cathrine Ledic-Lucas. Our civil ceremony is Tuesday at 8:30 AM at the county clerks office. Kathy and I will be have a wedding toast at 10:00pm on Thursday, Feburary 8th. Location: Montien Thai cuisine 90 3rd Ave Between 12th and 13th Street. I brought a case of wine. So, don't worry about the toast. See you all there.

The Heart Of Love
a broken smile. feelings become heaven. dreams become stars. roses to kisses. your eyes shine like the moon. the heart of love. how the world spin slowly. weakness of touch. when u know its love. know your love goin to shine forever. dreams become real. stars to roses. your moon shine like heaven. this love flys like angels. the heart of love . a never ending love

Crucified By Lack Of Talent
Crucified by Lack of Talent Crucified by lack of talent, He lashes out at the establishment Of academic aristocracy That fails to see his significance Or genius, wrapped in the unoriginal Sentimental longings for the past, When vagueness concealed lack of depth And pretentiousness would win a large Audience, but no siree, no cigar -- His bullshit doesn't fly these days With a more discerning and sophisticated Audience, who knows the difference Between some grandma's clumsy verses For her grandkids and a more serious Type of work, that requires a bit of Thinking, but he just shoots off his mouth About being some bold revolutionary, Beheaded and crucified by rigid dogmas Of his academic peers, who view His bullshit with a skeptical reserve, For he is as original as a marshmallow, Toasting in a fireplace on a Christmas Eve, And only the ignorant are impressed By his lack of depth or substance -- For he's just a poetic Santa Claus Or Rudolph, th

Cops
does any one know that there are good cops an twisted cops an bad cops i got into a conversation the other day with a cop that comes into my work i work at tim hortons in canada ontario he was telling me all the dead bodies he's seen an shit an i got intoo a conversation with a bad cop who has arressted some of my friends an i wasnt too happy with the guy an the good cops ive gotten intoo conversations with are the ones you can shoot the shit with they'll be there for ya when u need it or just for back up I RUN GRIMSBY ONTARIO POLICE FORCE HAHAHAH im like the fucking mafia lol

Should I Stay Or Should I Go?
My question is, is it worth it to stay on CT knowing that if I do, I will be harrassed for the remaining time I'm on here, or should I just give in and leave??? I seriously want feedback on this.

To Espn....a Few Ideas
i have just thought up some great ideas for television. some are crude and rude and all that other stuff but, i bet my ass i would have espn's ratings at an all time high. for starters they need to get rid of bowling. who could possibly sit there for an hour and watch that shit? i lost interest after the first 50 minutes. so, what i propose is this. bright and early in the morning they could televise midget high diving competition. wouldnt that be entertainment? "and huey is gonna attempt a 2.5 with a trist".. get a good visual of that? now tell me im spinning my wheels and goin nowhere with this. NEXT, while still on midgets we could have midget track and feild, im curious to know who could pass on watching events like the hurdles, and the pole vault. the high jump would be another one i would find hard to turn away from... midget indian leg wrasslin, then midget boxing. after about three hours of that a great episode of womans sumo wrestling. gotta dial it down a notc

Single Mothers
I have a lot of compassion for single mothers because i was raised in a single parent foster home, believe it or not. I have decided to increase what I can do to help support single mothers and start visiting the strip club to two times a week.

At My Lakefront Cabin In Kamloops Bc
Our Encounter! Well,First,You have to see it to believe and behold it. It's a beautiful Place on a LakeFront here in BC Canada! Teeming with Fish,Wildlife abounds in the woods around the Cabin. It's a Place of seclusion,privacy,yet public buildings abound around Us. It's one acre of paradise for me. You can let your hair down,run wild and nude,loose inhibitions,relax. Let Norm do and worry about all your cares. I'll introduce you to the place with an Evening at the Fire-Pit! It's a Star lite night. We sip on Wolf Blass Red Wine as our dogs cook on our sticks! We tell tales of of lives away from this place.Getting to know one-an-other. We laugh,We are Shy! But after the wine,I light a dubby! WoW,You say. We get higher than the Stars above. I move my chair closer to you at this point. We glaze our fix of the fire-pit and stare at each other,smiling,wanting,wondering! "What does She,feel like,taste like,smell ,like,under those Jeans and tank-top she has on." Ou

Days Like Today...
...I wish I'd never gotten out of bed. Or at least, not left the house. Last night was relaxing. Hamburger Helper, Star Trek and a long hot bath. This morning was good. Until I hopped on the interstate. That's when I realized that today was not going to be a good day. When driving I tend to keep the minimum amount of space between myself and the car in front of me. I don't lane-hop simply because I'm still waking up in the morning. But I keep that small distance because I know that I can stop my car in that time and I have no depth perception. It's not something glasses, contacts or surgery can fix. I was born without it (I dont' see in stereo) and I've never seen in three dimensions except at special rides. Cutting me off while driving is dangerous not because I might get out of my car and beat you with a tire iron, but because you've suddenly cut the distance I knew was safe and my senses need a few moments to process a new safe distance. I was cut off

Not In Her Storm
Not In Her Storm I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain And it is always I fight for the welcome change When it rains it pours on this heart of mine So, I take the storms I feel to her each time. But I know she has lived under her own pouring rain Yet under her water her heart still doesn't change She can walk away from what hangs overhead And, not in her storm, are words left unsaid. Not in her storm have I ever felt alone Her storm ends, so I, may find my way home It's for me that she pushes away her own rain So, that I may find comfort in calling her name. She lives in this world for the sake of another's heart God, how she eases the miles when worlds apart And she never wanders when your world falls through Not ever in her storm would she do this to you. She has wings that I know not only I can see Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me It's the way that the eyes can surely view How her heart's written so clearly in what

Offended
Sometimes visions are deceiving sometimes words can be misleading Humanity knows not what they preach children know not what they can reach when the world says it's not possible and not allowed In a world where seasons change misfortune is turned to blame humility is turned to shame people are so blinded by the light of white that they can't appreciate the lovely shades of grey Conversation is nothing more than an array of emotions taught to be expressed through words interpretation is the misuse of information no one seems to just take it for what it is instead they use it and abuse it No one is born with an enemy they are only created through ignorance and arrogance if we could learn to shut our mouths and open our hearts we'd find we are all on the same road to self discovery; For it's much more fullfilling to realize the self than to concern ourselves with the well being of others No one is born with boundaries they are created by insecurities and by

When Reality Strikes
There was a dream of easiness and joy. Looking to the heavens for your face...your eyes Wanting to touch it...caress it... To kiss your lips...feel your warmth near me I close my eyes to see you pulling nearer to me I slip into a dream taking your hand My body feeling the urge to dance with you... To move with you...to have you near me... As time went on, we drew closer and closer.... Wanting more and more...feeling warmer My hands in yours feel so small... My body close to you feels as if we are one... Suddenly an alarm sounds around us As if we were in the wrong.... I open my eyes to see my white walls... And no you....

The Key Board And How We Use It Or Abuse It
Good Morning. Here is one for you and one I bet we all overlook daily. THE KEYBOARD! Yeah right there it is in front of each of us daily. I bet most of these are filled with dust mites, crumbs of some kind of food that was eaten near it and grime. Grime is just dirt and sludge that has taken a home in a spot if left alone too long. The computer Keyboard. We all use it. And abuse it. Ever find yourself thumping to hard on it? Oh heavens yes if you are playing a game and need to shoot fast, run faster jump higher? Oh yes then you have smashed a key or two. Ever get one of those keys that does not respond like it should so it gets extra hard thumps. One, that locks up? How about the Homer Simpson Key the “Any key” …That is a tuff one to find…. How about all those function keys F1,F2,F3 and so on and so forth the ”Control, ALT, Delete” My gosh there are endless combinations if you really look into it. Just what do those keys do? The Function keys? I mean I know at work (my place of busines

Purpose !!!!
No individual or group can block another individual's path or change it against what fits his nature and his purpose. It might be done for a time, but in the end it won't work out." Every person is born for a purpose. We may know our purpose very early in our lives, or it may take us some time. Very often we need to experience many things before our purpose is clear to us. Sometimes we pick our goals to please others. Sometimes others pick our goals to make themselves happy. Often this makes us unhappy. We need to pray to the Creator and ask Him what our purpose is. When we live outside our purpose, our path is full of obstacles. When we live inside our purpose, our path is smooth. When we are aligned to our purpose, we are happy and content. Some individuals seem to think everyone should stop on a dime when they speak. "I disagree" No man or woman on this earth is my ruler. Those who go about always demanding are most likely people who were deprived from any

World Of Darkness Personality Test
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Garou Yeah, that sounds just about right. Fierce. Proud. Wise. Slowly going extinct. You're Garou, the last line of defense before Mother Earth is destroyed. You have a strong connection to the world, especially nature, and you do not want to see it destroyed. You're willing to go out there and fight for what's right, and might even sacrifice yourself if needed. It's very likely that you're a very noble person, with a passion for life that few can compete with and a lot of ambition. Your zeal can be frightening, though, and it's possible that you offend people easily. It also seems like you might be prone to raging a lot - snapping without a real reason. Except for a few unusual cases, it's also very l

Kaleidescope
some people come some people go some fulfills a purpose some dont even know.. some are strong while others are weak.. some are full of pride some are humble and meek.. some carry crosses while others sail smoothly some come to hear the meassage while others run blindy when will we learn? when will you stop hiding? when will we live together? and stop this useless colliding? some people love some people hate some are born unwanted.. some are searching their fate some are full while others live on none some waste their lives away while others would pay for one... when will you learn? when will you stop hiding? when will welive together? and stop this useless runing? some have more while others have less.. some live organized lives while others are in mess some look for love.. some wait in vain some end up with nothing some live in pain.. some are rich while others are poor some are sick.. still looking for the cure some people ask some have the an

Women
if ur a good woman then im sorry but for all u other women who use guys for ur own little games or say your a good woman but use a guy and cheat or with a guy until u see something better all u can go to hell. nice guys like me get shitted on becuase all u do is care about ur hairy stinky pussies or u treat guys like me like shit becuase u dont know a good thing if it bit u in the ass so this is for all u women who are whores what goes around comes around and ull get urs. for u good women im sorry but i had to let that out since a certain someone who i thought might have been a good woman ended up being nothing but a whore so i hope she gets what she deserves in the future! now for u good women out there i thank u for being a real woman and not a jackass i know some guys are the same way but i guess in this world its both ways but im a great guy and i have been hurt again by a woman so for u good women im sorry for asshole guys that use but for use nice guys we find the same types in

Highway Patrol Officer
Highway Patrol Humor ; In most of the United States, there is a policy of checking on any stalled vehicle on the highway when the temperatures drop down to single digits or below. About 3 AM, one very cold morning, Trooper Allan Nixon (Oklahoma Highway Patrol) responded to a call there was a car off the shoulder of the road outside Shattuck, OK . He located the car, stuck in deep snow, and with the engine still running. Pulling in behind the car with his emergency lights on, the Trooper walked to the driver's door to find an older man passed out behind the wheel with a nearly empty vodka bottle on the seat beside him. The driver came awake when the Trooper tapped on the window. Seeing the rot ating lights in his rearview mirror, and the State Trooper standing next to his car, the man panicked. He jerked the gearshift into 'drive' and hit the gas. The car's speedometer was showing 20-30-40 and then 50 mph, but it was still stuck in the snow, wheels spinning. Tr

1981 & 2005 -- Is It A Coincidence???
Interesting year 1981 and 2005 please read Interesting Year 1981 1. Prince Charles got married 2. Liverpool crowned soccer Champions of Europe 3. Australia lost the Ashes tournament. 4. Pope Died Interesting Year 2005 1. Prince Charles got married 2. Liverpool crowned soccer Champions of Europe 3. Australia lost the Ashes tournament 4. Pope Died Lesson Learned? - The next time Charles gets married, someone warn the Pope .. LOL

Daily Devotional 2/9/07
February 9 - Daily Feast Like the haystacks of youth, life has its hidden tunnels that are dark and exciting and full of adventure. We have been warned that there is danger that the hay could collapse and could bury us alive. But not us, we are invincible. We know enough to get out before the collapse comes. Will there be anyone there to dig us out the way a farmer had to free his cows before they suffocated? The cows ate straight through the hay without knowing there was danger. We have been eating straight through - and when guilt says to stop it - our craving, our sense of adventure says, "After this." ~ I shall go a little farther, and then a little farther, until I get so far away as is possible for me. ~ KICKING BIRD - CROW, 1865 "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - February 9 "It can be 100 degrees in the shade one afternoon and suddenly there comes a storm with hailstones as big as golf

Oh Wild World, Whatever Will I Do?
Sometimes I believe my store is the origin of all dust. I looked so cute yesterday. Someone should have eaten me up. What a waste! I should not be in love with someone who does not return the feelings. Would someone be so kind as to invent the Off Button?

Yay, It's The Weekend.
Do I sound excited? Yeah, right! Oops, almost forgot to add that I'm working today until about 2 p.m. I'll be back online after that! We've got another Mercury Retrograde on the horizon - starts late February 13 and goes until March 7. I really have a problem with these things!! For those wanting more information, try http://web.nightlightnews.com. Every Thursday she does a pretty comprehensive reading for the next week. The big deal with Retros is not to start anything new - it's all about redoing, reviewing, reorganizing, etc. It's all about the past. Giving a Valentine's gift? Purchase it before the 13th, if you know what's good for you! Mercury rules Communication, so expect communication, verbal and otherwise, to be screwed! Be careful what you say! Yeah, this is a problem for me. I'm a Gemini, ruled by Mercury. Those that know me know that I talk alot, lol!! I will try very hard to keep my mouth shut. I may also wait until after the Retrograde to start the Taoist/Tantra

Outcast
It seems I live in a make believe world, Inside a cage I created with words, A place where sinew is the fabric of time, And the sky is drawn by skeleton birds, I live in a place that doesn’t seem to exist, Where people never relent with my screams, A tomb of negative energy I have built, From the twisted visions in my dreams, Trapped in a cage of anger and fury, The bars buckle under sympathy and distress, Guarded by blood red hounds of hell, Which melt to and from the darkness, My eyes alone hold the story of a pain, I cannot even begin to voice, Disguised in a human skin, In this world devoid of free choice, I have locked myself deep inside, A solitary component surrounded by empty space, Nothing can reach me now, I am hidden behind a glass face, Even my thoughts are not my own, I cannot seem to sleep at night, In fear of dangers that lurk within me, Obscured from my sight, But from within my warped prison, I see the truths of days go

Someone Needed To Say It
Someone Needed To Say It Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allow! ed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, i

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plz can yall help bomb him a bit even if each of u leave one comment and rat him it helps.. as u see i have used my comment for the day thanks yall lady kaos

Your Effect On Me
When I look at you When I read your words From deep inside me Something rises When you look at me When you touch me From deep inside Something rises When you look at my ass When you let your eyes wander From deep inside Something rises From all the things that make you To all the things your are I am sure of one thing, You make me want to VOMIT!

Fast Cop
In most of the northern states, there is a policy of checking any stalled vehicle on the highway when the temperatures drop down to the single digits or below. About 3 a.m. One very cold morning in March 2004, a state police Officer responded to a call: there was a car off the shoulder of the Road on the outskirts of Berea. He located the car, stuck in deep Snow and with the engine still running. Pulling in behind the car With his emergency lights on, the officer walked to the driver's door To find an older man passed out behind the wheel with a nearly empty Vodka bottle on the seat beside him. The driver came awake when the officer tapped on the window. Seeing the flashing lights in his rear view mirror and the state Policeman standing next to his car, the man panicked, jerked the Gearshift into "drive" and hit the gas. The car's speedometer was Showing 20-30-40 and then 50 mph, but the car was still stuck in the Snow, wheels spinning. The policeman, hav

25 Signs You've Grown Up
25 SIGNS YOU'VE GROWN UP 1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 A.M. is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song on an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of hook up and break up. 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those damn kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time McDonalds closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 17. Dinner and a movie is the who

Camelot
Camelot Dreams of Camelot are not here Just lend me a open ear To put one in high regard Is a mind trick that is flawed Lancelot with all his fight was just A normal man at night King Arthur was counseled by the wise And broken by foolish pride Merlin was great man too But he even know when it was through The magic so it seems was not to be cared On the moons high beams. A man is just a man and with egos aside What makes one better is the woman that walks by his side. Scott baker

I'm In A Contest
I'M IN A CONTEST THAT STARTS AT 12 NOON EASTERN TIME TODAY THE 12TH. FIRST CONTESTANT THAT GETS 15,000 COMMENTS WINS A 7-DAY BLAST. SO PLEASE HELP ME WIN BY COMMENT BOMBING ME AS MUCH AS YOU CAN PLEASE!!!!!!! THATS THE LINK!!!! REMEMBER IT STARTS TODAY THE 12TH THANKS!

How Not To Be A Millionaire
NEW YORK – Idaho resident Kathy Evans brought humiliation to her friends and family Tuesday when she set a new standard for stupidity with her appearance on the popular TV show, "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire." It seems that Evans, a 32-year-old wife and mother of two, got stuck on the first question, and proceeded to make what fans of the show are dubbing "the absolute worst use of lifelines ever." After being introduced to the show's host Meredith Vieira, Evans assured her that she was ready to play, whereupon she was posed with an extremely easy $100 question. The question was: "Which of the following is the largest?" A) A Peanut B) An Elephant C) The Moon D) Hey, who you calling large? Immediately Mrs. Evans was struck with an all consuming panic as she realized that this was a question to which she did not readily know the answer. "Hmm, oh boy, that's a toughie," said Evans, as Vieira did her level best to hide her disbelief and disgust. "I mean, I'm sure I'

The Wreck Of My Soul
I woke today from dreaming, and tried to stop myself from screaming, for all the sights and sounds of day, and while the light streamed through and lit the way, I tried, and failed to reach the shore. White sands that burn and turn my soul to glorious fire, and the quicksilver coursing through my heart, turns to dust as I rise. My eyes turn inward as I roar, in defiance of chains that do not bear my name, and never will, and yet, never to know what it is to belong. Never to belong to someone else, and always only to myself, there is no torment greater than this, not to know the tender kiss that scorching, sears his name upon my lips. The sweet torment of never knowing, never showing, never giving freely, never hearing my name upon the lips of one beloved. But now we must tend our gardens and ourselves, and beg for pardons always in thought, word and deed, ever and always masked. My soul is wrecked upon that shore, as surely as if I'd b

Return
you ask yourself, this time, is this the one? As if such a thing exists, as if you belive in fairy tales, or even in love any more. You pretend, you hate the game of courtship, but you still move your pieces across and off the board. You say you have no interest in the house of passion, but you keep walking through the door.

"asshole"
"ASSHOLE" WHEN THE LORD MADE MAN,ALL THE PARTS OF THE BODY ARGUED,OVER WHO WOULD BE BOSS THE BRAIN EXPLAINED THAT SINCE HE CONTROLLED ALL THE PARTS OF THE BODY,HE SHOULD BE BOSS. THE LEGS ARGUED THAT SINCE THEY TOOK THE MAN WHEREVER HE WANTED TO GO,THEY SHOULD BE BOSS THE STOMACH COUNTERED WITH THE EXPLANATION THAT SINCE HE DIGESTED ALL THE FOOD,HE SHOULD BE

"your Affair With Mr.johnson"
"YOUR AFFAIR WITH MR.JOHNSON" dear lady unzip my fly. release my cock from it's concealment. oh!how hard it is it begs for action won't you oblige it's needs you kneel as though at an sacrificial altar you wrap you hand around the base of mr.johnson you lick your lips mr.johnson enters your mouth past your lips he enters his needs are so little you suck and suck swabbing mr.johnson with saliva oh!how rigid he is becoming he is now slobbering his semi pre ness is soaking your mouth your stop obliging mr.johnson a few moments with his friends his friends whom are nuts you massage one while

To Dream A Dream
Glisten snow to dream a dream past tense and slightly frayed along the edges caught beneath water, lucid looking glass of time frozen in mind, mind to matter Fish like eyes, to see to be bring my dream reality for if a shadow wings dost grow then the shadow may fly where angels cry and spattered ink, my fantasy Mirror mirror, set in mind pictured essence, lost this soul if tears be stars, the moon a pillow to rest my head, these shadows fall mirror mirror on the wall The darkness blankets weary eyes and raises me where angels fly for fantasy and reality caught adrift the same in shallow waters seem glisten snow to dream a dream 11/09/99

I Am This Girl
I am :: tough :: soft :: strong :: stubborn :: sensual:: intelligent :: vulnerable :: crazy :: know what I need :: fight for what I want :: motivated :: determined :: love to laugh :: like to cry :: have a career :: can take care of myself :: like feeling special :: friendly until annoyed :: dedicated :: devoted :: I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more than inside your bedroom or an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who holds your hand just to feel your touch. I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead. Im the girl who smiles each time you enter a room. I'm the girl who stares into your eyes looking for what you see in me; hoping you see what you mean to me. I'm the girl who loves to end a kiss with a hug. Im the girl who feels safe in your arms. I'm the girl who will take care of you when you are sick. I'm

Blonde Vs Redhead Contest
I'm sure everyone has heard the following: Blondes have more fun Red Heads have more fun. Lets see who is more popular or who has the most fun. Lets have some fun with this one. These 2 hotties are going toe to toe in Blonde vs Redhead The True Cherry Rose Icebaby

Things I Learned This Past Year On The Net
SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER I must send my thanks to whomever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to

Big Goofy Bastard!!
AIGHT IN A SILLYEST PIC CONTEST!! SUE-PRISE!! SUE-PRISE!! SAME GOOFY ASS PROFILE PIC, WHICH IS JUST FUCKING AWESOME, AND A WHOLE LOT OF SEXY FLAVOR DOWN ON THE BITCH!! WHAT?!? AIGHT SO YOU KNOW THE DEAL, BOMBS AND RATES, OR THE OCCASIONAL HAND JOB, I'M NOT PICKY...AS USUAL THERE'S MY LINK, AND A SONG DESCRIBING HO WI LIKE TO SHAKE MY MONEY MAKER!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT!! PIC!! AND THE AWESOME!!

Wonderland
we've got the afternoon you've got this room for two one thing I've left to do discover me discovering you one mile to every inch of your skin like porcelain one pair of candy lips and your bubblegum tongue cause if you want love we'll make it swim in a deep sea of blankets take all your big plans and break 'em this is bound to be awhile your body is a wonderland your body is a wonder I'll use my hands your body is a wonderland something about the way the hair falls in your face I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillow case you tell me where to go though I might leave to find it I'll never let your head hit the bed without my hand behind it if you want love we'll make it swim in a deep sea of blankets take all your big plans and break 'em this is bound to be awhile Your body is a wonderland Your body is a wonder I'll use my hands damn, baby you frustrate me I know you're mine all mine all mine but you look so good

Viagra And Grandpa
There is a family gathering, with all the generations around the table. The teenagers put a Viagra tablet into Grandpa's drink. After awhile, Grandpa excuses himself because he has to go to the bathroom. When he returns, however, his trousers are wet all over THE FRONT "What happened, Grandpa?" he is asked by his concerned children. "Well," he answers, "I don't really know.... I had to go to the bathroom.... .... So I took it out and started to pee, but then I saw that it wasn't mine, so I put it back!"

Pink Dress
Don't let your day go on without reading this first, no matter How busy you may be!!! There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat And watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to speak to her. Deformi

V-day Cnt
Why do you need to have one day to say i love you to someone? If you truly love someone one day shouldnt matter. Do you love them more that one day than you do the other 364, chances are no. So WHAT THE HELL.

Friendship
I THOUGHT THIS WAS CUTE, Are you tired of all those sissy "friendship" poems that always-sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship: 1. When you are sad - I will help get you drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don 't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass This is my oath...I pledge it till the end Why, you may ask?

The Big Satan America
ANOTHER FAILURE OF THE BIG SATAN AMERICA AND PRESIDENT GEORGE BUSH! LOL! OH, AND WHO GAVE THEM THE MATERIALS THEY NEEDED TO MAKE NUKES IN THE 1ST PLACE?! BILL CLINTON AND THE LIBERALS. BILL CLINTON ALSO FORCED ISRAEL TO GIVE UP PRECIOUS LAND TO THE ARAB SAVAGES. OH YA, AND ANOTHER "SMALL THING." HE COULD'VE HAD OSAMA 2 TIMES, BUT HE DIDNT! OH YA, AND HE DIDNT DO ANYTHING WHEN AL QUEIDA ATTACKED THE TOWERS THE 1ST TIME IN 1993, AND WHEN THEY ATTACKED AMERICAN EMBASSIES! HOW THE HELL HE IS KNOWN AS THE GREATEST PRESIDENT IN AMERICA IS SHOCKING TO ME! UNLESS THERE IS SOMETHING I DONT KNOW!

Work
Ok everyone has something they like and don't like about their jobs. Besides the people I work with, I am completely out of things that I like. I mean the job itself isn't so bad. Ok money, not too bad of work. There's a lot worse out there. But in my 33 years of existence I've never worked someplace that could really care less about their employees as much as my employer does. I'm sure individually they care about what happens to their employees, but as a whole I'm pretty sure they couldn't give two buckets of piss about us. So now it's time to vent some pet peeves about that place. Now I understand there's people on my page that I work with. Many probably feel the same as I do. Others probably think it's the best thing since sliced bread. What the fuck ever. First bitch. It's shampoo. Like I told Jim Cristwell a loonnnng time ago, "it's shamfuckingpoo, not nuclear fucking secrets." In the grand scheme of life our job as shampoo slingers won't really mean two sacks of shit. On judgeme

Coast 2 Coast
Taylor'd love most fitting, luscious lucas elizabeth knitting. Eileen on this power acting upon, knowing it's the light near waldron. Keeping my carma near soul, it's a mix of stew art to hold. May I express this gift of humanity, it's diana mite to explode infinity. Being christine in morell makeup, no chance this love will break up. Life in affection most perkovic, a ven essa of joy most terrific. On this love erin of moen superior, it's enlighting inside the soul interior. A corona tion crowning perfection, there's no need in grade correction. Island of sun beach sandra lation, my heart in pump fed elation. A homeland of sun in afrika, exotically within loves touch asha. Sweet weinberger of brew sip, loves kiss in tongue lip. Love in stepha nie high deep, I saw yer in a late night sleep. Fragrant love enticing, delicious life icing. Moore love than the eyes can see, a loving touch from AD Lori. Melanie dream weave

Hello Folks
I'm new here, just signed up. It's very confusing and I'm not sure if I will figure it out. I thought I can post nude pictures but when I clicked on the upload form it said "no nudity allowed" - I'm very confused...

Blackentine's Day
C/O http://www.essentialmetal.com/ BLACKENTINE'S DAY Black Wednesday - February 14th 2007 The 8th Anniversary! Blackentine's Day was first celebrated February 14th 1999. It is STILL not a recognized day on the calendar but more people know about it every year. It is a day that many people who are married or have a "significant other" generally do not get to celebrate because it falls on the same day as another well recognized day sponsored by your local florists, jewelers and of course Hallmark. Blackentine's Day is similar to St. Patrick's Day in some ways, but you wear black instead of green. You drink plenty of your favorite alcoholic beverage and listen to music. However the music of Blackentine's Day is (or should be) very dark, sometimes slow but never happy or party type music. Doom or Goth metal is the preferred music however Death and Black metal are also quite suitable if you can tolerate it. There are a few great cds that don't really fit the mentioned ge

This Contest Is Now Open.. Time Of Closeing Has Bene Changed Due To Site Managament
THE BEST BIKE PHOTO CONTEST.THIS CONTEST WILL BE JUDGED ON RATES AND COMEMNTS. THE PRIZES WILL GO AS SUCH..#1 FOR RATES ALONE..WELL RECIVE A PERSONALIZED SKIN OF COURSE A BIKE WILL BE THE THEME ON IT..#1 ON COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE.. THE SILVER BIKE OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP.#2 RATES ALONE WILL RECIVE A PERSONALIZED TAG.. AND AGAIN THE THEME WILL BE ABOUT BIKES..#2COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE.. A SILVER RING OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP DEPENDING ON THE WINNER MALE OR FEMNALE..#3 RATES ALONE WILL RECIVE... A PERSONALIZED MORPH.. AND YES THE THEME WILL BE ABOUT A BIKE..#3 COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE A MAN BRACELETTE OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP.. RULES OF THIS CONTEST...RATES AND COMMENTS WILL TAKE A FIRST PLACE.. SELF COMMENT BOMBING WILL BE ALLOUD THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 5 DAYS.. THERE WILL BE 10 ENTRIES.. IF I SEE ANY CONTESTANT BASHING ON ANOTHER CONTESTANT .. OR IF YOU SEND A FRIEND TO DO IT.. YOU WILL BE DISQUALIFIED..NO DRAMMA EVER IN MY CONTEST.. DO

Joke
There were these two gay guys that give each other anal each night. One night before they give each other anal one of the guys has to go to the toilet. So the other guy says "okay but don't wank in there, save it for later." and the first guy agrees. This guy was in the toilet for a while so the other gay guy decides to check on him. Once he opens the toilet door he sees lots of seamen everywhere. He gets angry and yells "I thought I told you not to wank and to save it for later!" to the first gay guy. The first gay guy replies "I didn't wank, I just farted."

What A Life
Ahhhhhh nothing like thinking back to being the youngest of five boys in a most disfunctional family waking up on Sunday morning wiping the sleep outta my eyes or lack of sleep outta my eyes from all the yelling that kept me up so late.I can still freshly hear the wonderful sounds of my mom calling my dad a motherfucker as he burps takes a drink and says fuck you nevertheless its morning and as i head downstairs I can still smell the scent of alcohol looming in the air.I make my way to the living room hear the clanking of empty beer bottles as my feet kick them then I step over a few mounds of dirt from some broken flower pots that i'm assuming my mom wasnt trying to water and dropped but rather toss them against my fathers head, finally making it to the kitchen i turn on the lights and as I do the roaches scatter so I race them to the pantry to beat them to the cereal.Excited as I am because one thing we had alot of even being poor was cereal and kool-aid so as I make my mind up and c

Metaphysical Forecast For Feb.14th-20th The Karma Of Judgement
THE KARMA OF JUDGMENT by tony mims February 14, 2007 tm@listenandbeheard.net FREE Click on Tarot Game at PlanetAUTHORity.com Thursday March 29, 2007 7-9pm Tony Mims will explore the metaphysical arts including, astrology and numerology. A personal reading is included with admission price. $10 advance reservations, $15 at the door. Limited seating. Make your reservations early. Listen & Be Heard Poetry Café Phone :707-554-4540 818 Marin Street, Downtown Vallejo CA, USA 94590 tm@listenandbeheard.net Welcome to another week of self-exploration and universal understanding. This week’s forecast of major transits began late Tuesday night when Mercury, the planet of communication and details of daily life at !0º Pisces, went retrograde. Mercury will be moving retrograde until March 7th. Whenever Mercury is retrograde you can expect disruption of schedules, travel, communications, messages, and news. Mercury retrograde’s p

I Piss On Your Valentine's Day Whining.
What's the big whine about? I don't have a Valentine. Even when I had boyfriends on this day, it never was a fairytale-type deal! There is nothing about February 14th that makes it different from other days except all the cupcakes in the bakeries have pink frosting. If this day makes you so upset because you have no date, do you get upset every time you see a couple holding hands? I find that much more upsetting when I feel lonely. Do you write a big rant every time you see public displays of affection? How about trying this: make you FRIENDS some goodies (they are the people who matter in the long run). Buy yourself some fattening chocolate and flowers that will wilt in five days. Pick out how much you would spend on someone else, and spend it on yourself. You'll pick out the correct kind of chocolates that way! My family celebrates Christmas without going to mass for Christ. My family celebrates Halloween without setting a plate of food at the dinner table for the

Story Of The Broken Hearted
“Just forget about him, just let him go” that’s what everybody said So I tried taking the images of you out of my head All the memories, the moments, and kisses that we shared They kept running through my head, that’s when I knew that I still cared I gave you all my heart and you only let it fall And once you loose that trust, you basically loose it all So I really had no choice I had to try to let you go We had it great from the beginning so I never would’ve known That you would go and break my heart, so it was time to say good bye You stood right in front of me while there were tears in my eyes And it wasn’t too long before a tear ran down your cheek I guess you didn’t want me to see. . Cuz you looked down at your feet As I stood there speech less all you could say was “I’m sorry” All I could think about is “why, why would he want to make me cry?” “Everything he ever told me, was it all a lie” So many thoughts and questions running through my head at once And then tha

It Is The Soldier...
It is the soldier, not the reporter, who has given us freedom of the press. It is the soldier, not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech. It is the soldier, not the campus organizer, who has given us the freedom to demonstrate. It is the soldier, not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial. It is the soldier, who salutes the flag, who serves under the flag, and whose coffin is draped by the flag, who allows the protester to burn the flag.

What Do I Do.
So It's Valentines Day And i am away from the one i love. I should be there with her but here i am 10 thousand miles on a training base i know i dont belong on. Not fit to be up front but too proud to bow out due to injuries from the past, To leave is a discrase to all i believe in, But i miss her so much that each day away from her kills me alittle more. I talked to her today being it was Valentines Day. I could hear her sister return from her date with her mate, And the words thank you baby for a wonderful valentines day cut threw me like no weapon ever could. There the woman of my life sits a waiting my return and i am here, unable to do anything! What kind of man am i? i can do nothing for the one i love. I'm suppost to be strong , army strong yet right now i feel so weak anything could hurt me. I am sure i am not alone in these thoughts, I am sure there are other brothers and sisters in arms missing their loved ones as well, being far away from them. Along with

Sandpaper People - Know Any???
(emailed to me by a friend of mine, Danny...) â€œBeloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.â€ 1John 4:11 (NKJ) Devotion: Have you ever encountered a â€œsandpaper person?â€ You know, someone that rubs you the wrong way. Most of us want to run and hide from sandpaper people. Sometimes we escape them, but not for long. Eventually, we will run head-on into another one. Why? Because God is doing some of His best work in us when He places sandpaper people in our lives. Have you ever noticed how hard it is to love a sandpaper person? Theyâ€™re usually arrogant, mean, rude and selfish. They like to demand their own way and boast in their accomplishments. Yet, God has called us to love all peopleâ€”not just the lovable, but the unlovable as well. The Bible says, â€œBeloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one anotherâ€ (1 John 4:11). You may be thinking thatâ€™s impossible. Youâ€™re right; in our own strength we canâ€™t love the unlovely. Yet,

Hey Y'all
I probably won't be online very much for the next few days. I'm sick and I need to get something done about it. I really can't afford to go to the doctor, but I can't stand it anymore. I would like the contest to continue on as it has been, it's been a great race to see who wins. There is still 13 days of it left people, so don't worry! Still plenty of time!!!!!!!!!!!!! However I would like to place the statistics in my blog as of who holds the 1st 2nd and 3rd places at the moment. . . 1st place female at the moment is Mrs. Babycakes who has 2142 comments 1st place male at the moment is Unloved Dark Moon with 4030 comments 2nd place is Roughneck MP with 2309 comments and 3rd place is The Juggalo Thrill Hammer with 78 comments I will update it daily now to let everyone know how it's doing. Hugs DJ Bad Ass Cowgirl

Enjoy Life.
I am shocked and amazed by two deaths this week. No I am not talking about Anna Nicole. Two of my close friends lost someone this week. A girl I used to work with lost her brother several months after finding out he had brain cancer. He was a great guy I met him a couple of times. It was so unexpected. The doctors gave him 6 months to live. He made it almost a year. I feel bad for the family and their loss. He was only in his thirties or early forties. The second passing just happened this morning I think. A friend of mines mother passed away unexpectedly. She had been sick for the past week, with what seemed to be a stomach virus. She was a frail woman to begin with. It is just shocking and so unexpected. She was only in her fifties or early sixties. It makes you think about how unexpected your life can end. We don't know how long we have, or when our time is up. This just brings up all the experiences I have gone through over the past year with the death of my s

Joke
George and Harriet decided to celebrate their 25th Wedding Anniversary with a trip to Las Vegas. When they entered the hotel/casino and registered, a sweet young woman dressed in a very short skirt became very friendly. George brushed her off. Harriet objected, "George, that young woman was nice, and you were so rude." "Harriet, she's a prostitute." "I don't believe you. That sweet young thing?" "Let's go up to our room and I'll prove it." In their room, George called down to the desk and asked for 'Bambi' to come to room 1217. "Now," he said, "you hide in the bathroom with the door open just enough to hear us, OK?" Soon, there was a knock on the door. George opened it and Bambi walked in, swirling her hips provocatively. George asked, "How much do you charge?" "$125 basic rate, $100 tips for special services." Even George was taken aback. "$125! I was thinking more in the range of $25." Bambi laughed derisively. "You must really be a hick if you think you can buy sex for t

After Affects Of The Accident
February 15, 2007 Every time I look at my scar I know that I am lucky Yet at the same time it makes me cry I know I will never be the same I get so angry at that jerk I hate him so much! I just want to kill him Then I cry even more because I’m not that way The scar now becomes my curse And I just want to hide It’s so ugly and it makes me feel ugly I will never be the same again in so many ways Will I ever feel beautiful again? Will I ever stop crying when I see that ugly thing? I hope that in time I can say yes to both!

Envision Our Love
My dearest love so far away Think of me as I am thinking of you If you could only envision my thoughts They will comfort you Envision my arms around you As you caress me tenderly Envision my lips touching your cheek As they whisper in your ear so sweetly I love you I want you I need you more everyday I cannot imagine life without you Do not ever leave me I pray At long last our waiting shall be ended I will be yours completely my dear At long last we will be together as intended Then you will whisper as you hold me near I have loved you forever I know we are meant to be I want you my darling As much as you want me As you envision my thoughts know they are honest and true Holding you close in my dreams Forever loving you.

Yet Another Blug
I am married with four children, two of whom are still living with us and two of whom are all grown up and out living on their own. I run Eskimo North an Internet Service Provider which grew out of a single line BBS I started in 1982. On my site I maintain the following blogs: My Main BlogDreams and VisionsExtraterrestrial sFuture GodRadioScienceIn addition to these blogs I also have a journal on DeviantArt and a MySpace blog as well.

A Little Zen
The only antidote for the misuse of psychic powers is love; otherwise all power corrupts. It may be wealth, it may be prestige, it may be politics, or it may be psychic--it makes no difference. Whenever you feel powerful, if you don't have love as an antidote your power is going to become a calamity to others, a curse; because power blinds the eyes. Love opens the eyes, love cleanses the eyes... your perception becomes clear. Reverend's Note: This one is easy to forget. If you can get away with things, I know that I tend to go ahead and do it. This does not provide the clarity that love does. This is not necessarily love of others, but very often it is love of self. We tend to use our minds and powers to corrupt our own existence, and that causes negative effects in others. We need to remain mindful of our duty to be good to ourselves, and therefore, others will benefit from the love that radiates from our innermost being. Sometimes a shortcut does save a moment or two, but we ar

The Health Care Racket: Paul Krugman ; Dick Cheney’s Dangerous Son-in-law
* * PLEASE RATE THIS BLOG * * Just use the red box to your left The Health Care Racket: PAUL KRUGMAN ; Dick Cheney’s Dangerous Son-in-Law by PAUL KRUGMAN: The New York Times Friday Feb 16th, 2007 6:58 AM KRUGMAN: In our health insurance system, resources that could have been used to pay for medical care are instead wasted in a zero-sum struggle over who ends up with the bill. THE COMPLETE ARTICLE AND MORE OP-ED COLUMNIST The Health Care Racket By PAUL KRUGMAN Published: February 16, 2007 Is the health insurance business a racket? Yes, literally — or so say two New York hospitals, which have filed a racketeering lawsuit against UnitedHealth Group and several of its affiliates. I don’t know how the case will turn out. But whatever happens in court, the lawsuit illustrates perfectly the dysfunctional nature of our health insurance system, a system in which resources that could have been used to pay for medical care are instead wasted in a zero-s

Rolling Along
I was rolling along when I saw a microphone, So I picked it and sang about the stars and the freebirds and then to my surprise came such a size... Of thought and courage, so I sprang to the end and leapt off a whim to fall on my own again.

Unique
So intense when I look into your eyes. The distance comes together and my heart begins to beat. I am amazed every single time at how you break through me. Mesmerized, thats what I call this feeling that bubbles within and it is perfectly unique

Why Puerto Ricans R So Cool...
Why Puerto Ricans are so cool... We are a mix of the best of every race. Our legal drinking age is 18. We can't care less what other people think of us. We are not only bilingual but we can speak "Spanglish" Our women are the most beautiful in the world, (5 Miss Universe) We are LATIN, and yet AMERICANS Mofongo (that's all I have to say) In PR, any road will take you to a beach..... or a pub. We are the only "territory" of another country with our own Olympic teams. We do everything under the sun... because we CAN! Because even though we are a territory we are still a whole NATION. We don't need to take vacations to be in a tropical paradise. In PR everything is really close. I can call you sir ("USTED"), and insult you in the same sentence. Our Spanish is completely different than any other Spanish speaking country. We all have cool nicknames. We have the best athletes in the world. We make some of the best coffee of the world. WE CAN DANCE!!!!!!!!! They come fro

Pap Smear..lmfao
There is a virus being passed around electronically, orally, and by hand. This virus is called Worm-Overload-Recreational-Killer (WORK). If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via any means. DO NOT TOUCH IT. This virus will wipe out your private life completely. If you should come into contact with WORK put your jacket on and take two good friends to the nearest grocery store. Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract (WINE) or Bothersome-Employer-Elimination-Rebooter (BEER). Take the antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system.

Retirement Home Ladies
Three old ladies were sitting side by side in their retirement >home reminiscing. >The first lady recalled shopping at the green grocers and >demonstrated with her hands the length and thickness of a cucumber she >could buy for a penny. >The second old lady nodded, adding that onions used to be much bigger & >cheaper also, & demonstrated the size of two big >onions she'd buy for a penny a piece. >The third old lady remarked, "I can't hear a word you're saying, but I >remember the guy you're talking about."

Lifesavers....lol
Two elderly ladies are sitting on the front porch, doing nothing. >One lady turns and asks, "Do you still get horny?" >The other replies, "Oh sure I do." >The >first old lady asks, "What do you do about it?" >The second old lady replies, "I suck a lifesaver." >After a few moments, the first old lady asks, >"Who drives you to the beach?"

19 Feb 07 - Monday
19 Feb 07 - Monday 1921 Andries Treurnicht [Dr No], founder (South Africa Conservative Party) 1927 Rene Firino-Martell cognac manufacturer 1940 William "Smokey" Robinson (& the Miracles-Being With You) 1943 "Mama" Cass Elliot actress (Mamas & Papas-Monday Monday) 1946 Paul Dean rock guitarist/vocalist (Loverboy) 1948 Tony Iommi rock guitarist (Black Sabbath-Paranoid, Iron Man) 1954 Frances Bucholz rocker (Scorpions-Wind of Change) 1957 Falco [John Hoelcel], rock vocalist (Rock Me Amadeus) 1963 Seal English vocalist/songwriter (Killer, Crazy, Kiss by a Rose) 1674 Netherlands & England sign Peace of Westminster (NYC becomes English) 1831 1st practical US coal-burning locomotive makes 1st trial run, Pennsylvania 1846 Texas state government formally installed in Austin 1859 Dan Sickles is acquitted of murder on grounds of temporary insanity. 1st time this defense is successfully used 1878 Thomas Alva Edison patents the gramophone (phonograph) 1881 Kansas becomes 1st

Kinda Like Constipation......no Shit!!!
Well, when a Brutha is short on time and doesn’t have an idea of what to write about, you know what he does right??? He rambles!! Sooooo….. I’m leaving my house last night cuz I have no effin social life cuz Riley Bugg won't play wit a nikka and Nich Boogie is out frolickin and shyt....and Sarah is janky, Angie is M.I.A., and Carrie has too many issues to be bothered with the likes of me.....not too mention Katie callin me pushy and banishing me to the friend zone....what.tha.fuck.evar.....but anyway....I decide to stroll down to the street to one of my neighborhood bars and pass the time.....Granted I have only been out three times since thanksgiving but damn..... I’m inclined to think that Midtown doesn’t really care about Black people since everytime I come to the bars here, there ain’t shit to do. Upon arrival I upgraded from well bourbon to Jack Daniels. I hadn't treated myself in a while.....and as I step into the seating area.....there is a new white hippie chick se

What Starts With A C And Ends With A T?
((Got this from a friend LOL)) A first-grade teacher was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, gHarry, what is your problem?�? Harry answered, gIfm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and Ifm smarter than she is! I think I should be in third-grade too!�? The teacher had enough. She took Harry to the principalfs office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told the teacher he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he has to go back to the first-grade. The teacher had agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: gWhat is 3 x 3?�? Harry: g9 Principal: gWhat is 6 x 6?�? Harry: g36 And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grader should know. The principal looks at the teacher an

Realationships
Listening to old skool music make you think about your relationships and think about the strength of that relationship whether it is can last or is this person so not your type or shit the sex IS MIND BLOWING but ya'll fight and that sex keeps you there or is it that someone afraid to be by there-self they just keep that person around. But for my case I dislike when you lie and do not take up for your mistakes but then the months and time we spent together makes you think what did that really mean to your partner where you thought everything was good but then your whole relationship change when something comes up and you being the good person you don't break up you swallow your pride and console them and they tell you how much they appreciate you and how they glad they found you and that makes you think about the good times and you slightly forget how they hurt you but then you start thinking i love em but how they really feel because they have been changing and getting mad at you for

Favorite Drinks
These are the drinks that I'm craving right now: (1). Strawberries and Cream Frappucino...good thing there aren't any Starbucks close by or I'd be broke lol Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com (2). Chocolate frappucino Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com (3). Root beer is ALWAYS yummy! Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com (4). Mountain Dew always gets me hyper Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com

A Doctor And A Lawyer Meet At A Party
A doctor and a lawyer met at a party. Their conversation was interrupted repeatedly by guests asking the doctor for medical advice. Finally, the exasperated doctor turned to the lawyer and said, "Tell me, what do you do to stop people from asking you for legal advice when you're out of the office?" "When they ask, I give them advice", replied the lawyer, "and then I send them a bill in the morning." The doctor decided to take the lawyer's advice and for the rest of the evening wrote down the names and addresses of everyone who approached him for advice. The next morning he took out the list, just as his secretary walked into his office and handed him a bill from the lawyer.

Doms Creek
Yes for those of you old enough you know very well it really was Dawsons Creek but since the ripe age of 13 it has literally been Doms Creek. It all started with a girl, And a dream. The girl from across the creek. Well really the other side of the country but i spent so much time in florida with my friends that she literally was across the creek. It started out as us hating one another, She thought i was a Perverted Self absorbed pig and I thought that she was a bloaty man hating bitch, Funny how it turned into love. We ended up friends both so young , she 2 years younger then me and since i was 13 i was the more out going and probably alittle more cocky. She was still testing the waters and still alittle shy, We grew up together though like most people we had our times we didnt talk alot but we were always close. Before we knew it we were both in high school and suddenly the cute litte puppy dog crushes we had on one another turned into young love and we were insepera

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Whips. Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough.Whips83%Chains/Handcuffs83%Bondage67%Blind Folds50%Biting33%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Scores Choke In Poison Gas Attack
Scores choke in poison gas attack A cloud of deadly toxic gas engulfed an Iraqi town Tuesday, killing six people and leaving dozens of others choking on fumes after a tanker carrying chlorine exploded outside a restaurant. TVNL Comment: CNN does not seem to notice that the US saturated Iraq, and the rest of the region via dust could, with toxic gas in the form of depleted uranium. http://www.cnn.com/2007/WORLD/meast/02/20/iraq.main/index.html

You Arent Interested In A Cherry Blast???
Where are you then???here is your chance,to win a 3 DAY CHERRY BLAST,just send in your SEXY FEET CONTEST picture,to POLE PRINCESS!!! the offer wont last much longer!! GET GOING,GET THOSE SEXY PICS IN TO POLE PRINCESS!!!

Xxx = Washing The Dishes
You were washing the dishes I walked up be hind you I ran my figures threw your hair I so lightly pulled your hair to the left and I started to kiss your neck you just stood there I ran my other hand across your bossism working my way in to your pants I was teasing you I would not touch you but all around it I turned you I kissed your lips ever so lightly you smiled I started to unbutton your shirt you stud there waiting wanting me to touch you I ran my fingers all around your nipples finally I licked your chest with my mouth and crested your breast in my hand then I went back to working my hand down your pants once a gain I would not touch you were you wanted me to you are begging me to touch it but I still just keep rubbing all around it I undo your pants I lower them and you start to smile finally you think I still have not touched you yet as I work my way down to your ankles I take your pants off still looking in to your eyes I set you in a kitchen chair rite after I take your pan

Wings...
Do I deserve to keep these wings I had fought so hard for? My past filled with fires, explosions, cops. Just one more crazy kid, right? Is that what I am, crazy? No, not me. Couldn't be me. Could it? All the wrong I had wrought and all the rotten that had wrongeth me. Stage 1: a simple pretty fire in a trash can, harmless right? Stage 2: One word. Maltov. Jail time, easy. Stage 3: Random choosings of anywhere from low-end to high-dollar cars, then watch em' burn. Many arrests but not one conviction. Thank you, thank you, I am the bullshit king. Then drugs came into play. Before this I was just an innocent kid, kind-of. Until the day I became Arsonist One. Then out of nowhere, a beautiful creature had doth been bestowed upon me. I of all, BLESSED. I changed everything, without her asking. Just talking with her made me desire a fresh start, a new life. Love. 1 year goes by, best year of my life. Everything was going my way for once, or so I thought. My beautiful butte

My Photos
To all of you who have rated my photos I thank you very much!!! My friends online make these for me I am learning to do this stuff I am not very good at it but i do try! I will also let my friends know that you enjoyed their work as I am very proud of my friends acomplishments!

Injustice
The guy I share an office with is rude to his parents, is as annoying as a jock strap full of sand, has bad skin, bad breath and BO, and he's just bought a house with his GIRLFRIEND. I love and respect my folks, I have a strange but good sense of humour (at least, people laugh at things I say. Hmm...), my have clear skin (most of the time), my breath smells of mint and I shower regularly, and I got fuckin CHUCKED. Fair? You decide. Fuck, I'm bitter.

Off To Nyc Tomorrow!
If you are submissive and you wish to book a session with me while in NYC please see my contact info at: http://thenycollective.com/mistress/persephone.html I'm not an escort so please don't be gross and ask to sleep with me. Not happening, BDSM,fetish exploration and roleplay only. Not sex, ok? Do I even have to say this?

I Am So Sorry....
As I sit here broken hearted Listening the the ticking of the clock I wonder how this all got started Curious if we will ever again talk I miss the sparkle in your eyes your affectious smile we broke all ties and it's been awhile I miss hearing your voice And the laughter we shared I just want you to know I had no choice I did it because I really cared As miserable as I am this is where I needed to stay I thought of what was needed for you I am so sorry I had to push you away But it was the right thing to do Now as the ticking begins to fade away I look out the window up to the sky I hope that you will think of me some day I am so sorry... I guess this is goodbye. Written by: Lesley.A.G Dedicated to: Sheldon

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Daily Devotional 2/21/07
A Cherokee Feast of Days by Joyce Sequichie Hifler A young Indian boy named Slow was so brave in battle when he was fourteen that he was renamed Sitting Bull. He had a great love for birds and imitated their songs - finally writing songs of his own and chanting them. How many of us have been called slow? If not in one category, then in another. The change comes when we study something we love, doing what comes so naturally that we succeed in an area that was totally unexpected. Never underestimate the power of small beginnings. Sufficiency in all things more often than not begins in small ways. Little ideas and tiny steps evolve into greater accomplishment. Someone said it takes twenty years to become an overnight success, but it only takes seconds to recognize the beginning of one. ~ Let us look forward to the pleasing landscape of the future. ~ CHIEF ROSS -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Elder's Meditation of the Day - Februa

When I Think...
My mind wanders... Reality becomes hazey... Fantasies emerge... Boastful and glorious... Tried and true... The nights disappear and the days awaken. The days in my mind turn into a new reality that presents me with images that pique my interest. A lavish mansion in the middle of a vast world urbanized and modern that tend to every creature comfort. A super human being with the power to save the world that uses it for his own personal pleasure. He destroys his enemies with untapped strength and guile. Body packed with pound upon pound of muscle and resilience. The fortitude and courage deserved by a hero but procured by a mad man. Beautiful women at his very will ready to serve and to please and be pleasured. All shades and styles all for him. Then the night arrives again, and his dream filled days quickly dissapate and contort back in to his harsh reality and the redundancey and dry bore that his soul rejects and his mind ignores. His body is left to pe

No Need To Dwell
Don’t dwell on the "should have", "could have", and “would have". Live in the "right now’s". It is something I try to live by. Sometimes it is easier said then done, your mind always wanders to the past and choices you have made. I am also trying to live by not regretting choices I have made. I know you can't change what has already happened. All you can do is move forward. I guess it is just the "what ifs" coming back to haunt me. I try to swat them away and ignore them. They are pesky buggers. People think it is weird because I can't just "date" someone, I guess I am use to the security of relationships, knowing that person is just with me and not anyone else. (In most cases) Relationships offer the idea of a future with someone. Perhaps I am just a hopeless romantic or maybe I am just the settling down type as my friends have labeled me. I love looking towards the future and thinking of having somewhere there by my side. Maybe people think it’s weird because so many people

Just Because I Can
SOMETIMES THE WATERS GET ROUGH, AND IT SEEM YOU MIGHT LOSE YOUR WAY. BUT WHETER IN FRONT, BESIDE, OR BEHIND YOU, I AM WITH YOU EVERY DAY, SO WHEN IT SEEMS TO MUCH TO HANDLE, REMEMBER YOU CAN CALL MY NAME. I WILL ALWAYS BE RIGHT THERE FOR YOU, BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL THE SAME. THROUGH GOOD TIMES AND BAD, I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU!!!!!

Its Wrong
I just reposted a bulletin about animial abuse and testing. It is wrong very wrong. I have four dogs and a cat, whom I love very much! I could never ever hurt one of them. It would be like hurting one of my children. Yes sometimes they get on my nervous and make me mad. But those times are few. They bring me joy and show me love more than anything. I see things like this and it makes me sick!!!!!! Im not a fan of the human race. I feel that we as a spicies should be done away with. Were to sick to live! Everytime I see something like that I love mine alot more and I dare someone try and hurt one of them. They would see my dark side come out and I would do to them what they did to my dog/cat!!! Hurt them and you take your life into your hands. Same as if you harmed one of my kids!

Thanks November,,,,,,
SHE walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that 's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impair'd the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent! ~George Gordon Byron, Lord Byron. 1788–1824~

Drunken Stooper!!!
HELLO EVERYONE THAT READS THIS.. THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG .. EXCUSE ME IF IT IS KINDA JUMBLED. I AM KINDA DRUNK.. FIRST OFF I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE ON HERE WHO HAS SHOWN ME AS MUCH LOVE AS THEY HAVE. MAN DO I LOVE CHERRYTAP! I SEE SO MANY POST THESE THINGS BUT NEVER DO ONE MYSELF.. I COULD BE A POET A COMEDIAN OR WHATEVER BUT HALF THE TIME I AM NOT.. I HAVE MY MOMENTS THOUGH.. LIKE HAHA..LIKE YOU KNOW WHAT.. YOU SAY WHAY AND I SAY CHICKEN BUTT.. OKAY THAT IS THE COMEDIAN IN ME...SERIOUSLY THOUGH..EVERYONE ON THIS SITE IS WONDERFUL! :-0~ I WISH I COULD GET TO KNOW EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.. ANYWAY.. BLAH BLAH... HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT MORNING, GOOD AFTERNOON AND A GOOD NIGHT...LOVE YOU ALL...

Unlicensed Love
On a summer's day long, long ago I fell in love and I'll never know Just what it was that made me feel So drawn to her, what the appeal That set my pulses so to race When e'er I gazed upon that face Of one who was scarce but a child Yet even then could drive me wild I'll never know the how's and why's I lost my heart to Hazel Eyes But when I got that long sought kiss I knew I'd found my Perfect Miss My elfin girl from down the lane And I'll never let her go again For how could I describe our love? Romantic love, all hearts and flowers No way to count the days and hours Spent in self-indulgent wishes And thoughts of long awaited kisses Of sweet embraces, tender sighs And gazing into love filled eyes Oh yes, it is that kind of love Or, is it yet the love of passion The ecstasy that knows no ration That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling The climax with your senses reeling The wondrous joy when you discover That sweet surrender to your lover Oh yes, it's tha

Torn 11/06
I am posting this so everyone knows that life wasnt always a happy thing for me. I use to be dark and depressed on a daily basis. I hated life. Wanted a way out. In the end, I found hope. My happiness comes from a love I never knew was possible. This poem will definitely show where i was and the others put you where I am now. I have went through a lot but where I am now is so much better. Hope you all enjoy. This was wrote in november of last year by the way. Somewhere along the way, I became torn. Like the page from a book, the most important one missing. I became me, who I am today, because of being torn. Is it too hard for you to understand? This is me, a HOLLOW shell that once use to be full of love and joy and happiness. Where did it all go wrong? I ask myself the same question. It didnt go wrong. This was meant to be for me. I am a human. Made to feel what I feel. Its okay. Im okay. NOT really that o

Things I Hate About Ct
I've noticed (in the few short days I've been here) some things that I reeeeeaaallllyyy hate about CT. Ok let's start with the girls who seem to think they need to put alluring words in their nicknames. News flash Cupcake, you look like your mommy and daddy dont feed you, eat a f'cking sandwich you bone then maybe you'll live up that porn star name you're sporting. And then there's the girls who, for some unknown reason feel the need to pose with their fat ugly boobs/ass pressed against the cam.......ok sorry I threw up in my mouth a little just thinking about it. I'm ok now. Your fat boobs and your fat ass are NOT pretty. Put some clothes on and try to show us some personality there Slim. What's on the inside is more important then what's on the outside but c'mon! You're scaring people away.....sorry threw up in my mouth again. =( Ok now seriously, GUYS. What on God's green Earth makes you think that anyone cares how talented your tongue is? Most of the ones who are spewing this VER

Whispered
Whispered My words left unspoken untold and alone left as a secret, written in stone. Whispering with the wind, through ears that don't hear. Will one never know how I love thee so, dear? To think is to speak, as breath is to air, forgotten in time, left in despair. When life is determined by the beat of a heart, the truth will be spoken, and with a kiss, we'll depart.

Wtf Is Wrong Tonight... Grr
Something is wrong with me tonight and I have to talk it out in writting in order for me to make heads or tales of whats going on in my head and why I feel so very sad tonight... this happens from time to time and it really suck! Some people have everything; a job/source of income, a great family, friend galore, and people that really love them. I have none of that it seems! I have no job and I really want one because I hate being bored and stuck at home all the time; my family is disrespectful 90% of the time and even though I care about them there are times I just wish they wouldnt open their mouths; my friends don't exist, sure I have people I talk to on here but to call them friends I wouldn't; and I really don't feel as if anyone loves me or ever will, like nobody cares to show it untill I go beyond the point of needing, like past the need of help! My life fucking blows! There are people in this world that need to learn what the word NO means! So I had an unwanted unneeded un

I Give Up
I give up. I cant believe i let myself care about you or even like you for that matter. I meant everything i said to you but i am doubting everything you said. I dont care if you did mean everything you said. You hurt me and i dont think you care so you know what i dont care. If you did mean everything you said then prove me wrong until you do that I am done.

New Blog~embraced~
~Embraced~ Current mood: ~Peachy~ Category: ~Writing and Poetry~ Your chin on my head I feel your warm breath My cheek against your chest I hear every heartbeat Your arms tightly around me And mine around you Your leg draped over mine I feel loved I will time to stand still So that i may remain ~EMBRACED~ ~Patrice~

My Song
Pledge Your Allegiance [Louiche Mayorga/Mike Muir] ST... ST... ST... ST... I never said I don't like religion, I just don't like TV You say I got a bad attitude, around you that comes naturally You say I need more compassion, I can forgive, I just can't forget You say control my temper, but when I feel like shit, I feel like shit Cause I was born to be-ST! And it'll always be-ST! Don't get down on me-ST! Cause I'm down OG-ST! Why can't I ask any questions of what you say is true Am I supposed to believe anything or just everything said by you? And how can you call me stupid when you don't understand what I say And how can you call me evil, have you spoken to God today; and what did He say? Cause I was born to be-ST! And it'll always be-ST! Don't get down on me-ST! Cause I'm down OG-ST! Not afraid to die-ST! Just you promise me-ST! You got to carry on-ST! You gotta carry on-ST! As long as your heart beats...pledge your allegiance! ST... ST..

I Won The Contest :)
I won Mizz Hipz n Bootyz contest. Thanks to her for holding the contest and awarding the prizes! Thanks especially to everybody that helps with the comments! Here are the names of some of the people that I saw helping, let me know if I missed you! Ninalita WildChyld No Absolution Balie imSusanShocks ~Dawn~ Deb NAN Night Angel CollegeKitten SouthernGal Baby Girl saphire fzxbarmy Crazzy lil MILF BrattyBytch SEXY MOMMA Tanya Saspanda ShyInArizona Lady of KAOS TNBrnEyedGirl cataine Shash Nicky Char Blue Eyes FOXY Liberty B&A family Thunder and Serenity LALA the dixie lollopop luxgood BadKitty loboshewolf roses31 reeses panda o2Snuzz B

It Pissie'ss Me Off That I Send 2 Peaple 2 This
cherry tap's ,&, I don't get aknoledgement 4 it exsept that I get chewed out 4 going 2 fast on rateing picture's ,franklly who give's a fuck do u want an rateing then my comment's ,or, comment's 1st then rateing ., I mean goddanm who care's aslong as u get a great rateing 2 ,4 fuck sack's.

We Gotta Look After #1 To Help All The Rest
I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody. --Bill Cosby "Oh, how I wish my dad would get sober." "Oh, how I want my friend to get help with her eating problem." "Oh, how I wish I could make my mom understand." When we become obsessed with how we want others to change, we put our own happiness on hold. As we wait, hoping and scheming about how to get others to see their many problems, we are neglecting ourselves. It's almost as if we think it's not fair for us to be happy when others are miserable. But when we detach with love, we still care, we still pray and wish for the best, but we know that other people's problems belong to them, not to us. Today let me accept the fact that if I detach with love, no one will die from it. I'll just be more healthy and happy.

What All Happened This Last Week
I am soo glad to be back at home :) last Sunday i finally when to the docs to find out i had strep GRRRR! then Tuesday i had to take my girl into the hospital for surgery. well while under surgery her asthma stared up on her :( so they had her on oxygen when i finally got to go back and see her but she seamed to be doing great she was talking, laughing and just having a good o time. well they keep her up all night Tuesday giving her meds plus treatments and they did an x-ray in her bed that night but she quit talking on Wednesday and she breathing was soo bad they had oxygen at 8. so we when and did some more x-rays on her Wednesday and found out her left lung collapsed. and at this point i was really freaking out. so finally they started dropping her oxygen down on late Thursday afternoon and we finally got her off oxygen 2am Friday and we got to bring her home late Friday afternoon. and now that she is back home she has been eating finally bc she hasn't ate anything in 2 weeks.

Will Is It Spring Yet??
will i dont know about you guys.. but i'm sure in the hell ready for spring to get here.. i want to smell the rain.. you cant smell snow lol.. i want to chase after tornados.. i love doin that.. took classes on storm chasing. i want to be able to make out on the grass at the park. or hell even have sex without being frooze together lol.. i want to take pics outside.. with nature. and i want me my kids to be outside instead being stuck inside.. will feel free to tell me why you wish spring was here?

Zeus' Last Request
zeus' last request theses are the words of a man written in pain doomed with serivitude who cries 'help' in vain these are the thoughts of a christian converted who views you in solitude however never perverted these are the truths that never seem to echo with ideals that aren't digital i have no idea how to let go can you help me can you feel me if i cut will i bleed can you help me can you feel me find the pain that i need © metalwolf music words and music mjk

Decending
Have mercy baby I'm descending again Open your eyes This time it's sink or it's swim No sermons on ascending No verdict on deceit No selfish memorandum No confusion for me Curses Curses and clues A feast for fools Have mercy baby And hand me downs It was just a few years ago You'd hand me ups and map Right out of town But I would let it slide Like mercury Silver and quick Poisonous and deadly So deadly

Secrets
Secrets are tiny snakes That live deep in your belly And gnaw at your insides Until the pain is too great, Then make their escape. At night, the secrets slither out Through your eyes, your ears Through every pore Taking captive the quiet room As they hunger in the dark. As you lie frozen in your bed, The slithering secrets surround you. And when you try to reach out and touch The love that lies beside you, The secrets chew on your fingers Until you cannot feel. When the long night is finally over And the morning light creeps in, The secrets slither back inside So you can feed them, hide them, Shelter them and be consumed by them For yet another day. And as these secrets age and grow They eat your heart with razor teeth, And then consume your soul. But they don’t devour your tortured mind For they want you to remember The empty shell they’ve left behind.

Something About You
WOULDN'T THIS WORLD BE BETTER IF THE FOLKS WE MEET WOULD SAY " I KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ANBOUT YOU!" AND TREAT US JUST THAT WAY? WOULDN'T IT BE FINE AND DANDY IF EACH HAND CLSP, FOND AND TRUE, CARRIED WITH IT THIS ASSURANCE, " I KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT YOU!" WOULDN'T LOIFE BE LOTS MORE HAPPY IF THE GOOD THAT'S IN US ALL WAS THE ONLY THING ABOUT USE THAT FOLK BOTHERED TO TECALL? WOULDN'T LIFE BE LOTS MORE HAPPY IF WE PRAISED THE GOOD WE SEE? FOR THERE'S SUCH A LOT OF GOODNESS IN THE WORST OF YOU AND ME! WOULDN'T IT BE NICE TO PRACTICE THAT FINE WAY OF THINKING TOO? YOU KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT ME, I KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT YOU!

Love Truly Hurts
A little time ago we said good bye But my tears still aint dry, every hour, every minute youre in my head. Whether I'm at work or laying in my bed. I didn't treat you right.Every day weve had a fight. I had to know everything you did I admit I did But there are things that I can't forget. Alot of things that I regret so much things I could have done I wish I still was the one!! You Love another girl now and I know that it's really over But somehow I still have a little faith in us my head doesn't but my heart does. I NEVER Loved someone so much in my whole life like I did Loving you with All My Heart and Soul. I even dreamt many nights of being your wife If you will give me the chance I really will make it up to you. It took time but now I have realized just how very much I am missing you.

If Only.......
I find myself asking this question..if only...alot these days. More now than ever. Certain circumstances prevent me from what is inevitable, but i'm sure will soon come. The tears i've shed and the pain i've endured was all in vain. Is it a crime to want only love? I would say not. There again, these days love is only a faint whisper in dark that only the ones that TRULY want it can hear. But to grasp this leads to pain and heartache. Are we strong enough to bear the pain and heartache to experiance the few short moments of happiness or are we so weak it will never come. No matter what the price i've stuck it out i've bore more than one should bare. I've loved until my dying heart couldn't love any more, yet still pressed on. What more is there to give than yet another tear and another sleepless night. Is there any reason to put oneself through this amount of agony? So I say this: if only i could have seen what was down this road would it have been worth it to carry this awful load? If

What Am I...? 02/26/07
I am what I am I do what I do All just because You think its cute I'm here to please I'm here to do Whatever it is You want me to I'll give you my love I'll give you my heart If you can prove This is just the start To make me live And make me doubt What I know I cant live without It would be a crime That would be a shame I've not got the time If you don't feel the same Don't try to convince me About all you feel Of what you claim to be Though you know it isn't real So prove to me And show me more Let me know you want to be And watch my spirits soar!

My Eyes
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion75%Eyes full of Pain42%Mysterious42%Diamond Eyes8%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

I Wont Be Onlien For A While
my husband are having some problems .. and i am not going to be here any more..not sure when i will be back online but ty all i will misss alot of you.. those who are close knwo how to reach me smooches lday kaos

Voltaire
A company of tyrants is inaccessible to all seductions. Voltaire A witty saying proves nothing. Voltaire All men are born with a nose and ten fingers, but no one was born with a knowledge of God. Voltaire All murderers are punished unless they kill in large numbers and to the sound of trumpets. Voltaire All styles are good except the tiresome kind. Voltaire All the reasonings of men are not worth one sentiment of women. Voltaire An ideal form of government is democracy tempered with assassination. Voltaire Anyone who has the power to make you believe absurdities has the power to make you commit injustices. Voltaire Anything that is too stupid to be spoken is sung. Voltaire Anything too stupid to be said is sung. Voltaire Appreciation is a wonderful thing: It makes what is excellent in others belong to us as well. Voltaire As long as people believe in absurdities they will continue to commit atrocities. Voltaire Beh

Francois De La Rochefoucauld
A refusal of praise is a desire to be praised twice. Francois de La Rochefoucauld A true friend is the greatest of all blessings, and that which we take the least care of all to acquire. Francois de La Rochefoucauld A wise man thinks it more advantageous not to join the battle than to win. Francois de La Rochefoucauld Absence diminishes mediocre passions and increases great ones, as the wind extinguishes candles and fans fires. Francois de La Rochefoucauld All the passions make us commit faults; love makes us commit the most ridiculous ones. Francois de La Rochefoucauld As it is the characteristic of great wits to say much in few words, so small wits seem to have the gift of speaking much and saying nothing. Francois de La Rochefoucauld As one grows older, one becomes wiser and more foolish. Francois de La Rochefoucauld Before we set our hearts too much upon anything, let us examine how happy they are, who already possess it. Francois de La R

An Image Of You
An Image Of You I whisper I love you as I lie in my bed Wishing you were here next to me instead Pretending you're here to keep me safe Into my dreams I gladly escape An image of you soon becomes clear The warmth of your body, as I feel you near Into your eyes I gaze Slipping into a dreamlike haze Soon I feel my heartbeat race Imagining your gentle and sweet embrace I hear you whisper your love for me Feeling your kisses both soft and deep Into your arms I begin to melt Each trace of your fingers upon me is felt Lovingly your hands roam along my thighs Drowning in pleasure I gasp and sigh The room is spinning and starts to sway Lost in the moment, I'm swept away Passionate kisses getting much stronger Willing this dream to continue on longer My skin feels hot, my breath gets quicker Chest rising and falling, as my body quivers Sensations go through me as I feel your touch Wanting this moment to be real so much I awaken and tur

The History Of Dracula~~~~part 4
The greatest threat to Vlad’s position was the rivalry in southeastern Europe between the Ottoman Empire and the Hungarian Kingdom. Following family traditions, Vlad decided to side with the latter. To the end of the 1450s there was once again talk about a war against the Turks, in which the king of Hungary, Matthias Corvinus would play the main role. Knowing this, Vlad stopped paying money to the Ottoman in 1459 and around 1460 made a new alliance with Corvinus, much to the dislike of the Turks, who attempted to remove him. They failed; later, in the winter of 1461 to 1462 Vlad crossed south of the Danube and devastated the area between Serbia and the Black Sea, leaving over 20,000 people dead. In response to this, Sultan Mehmed II, the recent conqueror of Constantinople, raised an army of around 60,000 men and in the spring of 1462 headed towards Wallachia. With his army of 20,000-30,000 men Vlad was unable to stop the Turks from entering Wallachia and occupying the capital Târgov

~ The Tales Of A Puppy ~
1st week – Today I am one week old. What a joy to be part of this World! 1 month – My mother takes very good care of me. She’s really an exemplary mother. 2 months – Today I was separated from my mother. She was very restless and with her eyes bade me good-bye. I hope my new “human” family will take as good care of me as she has. 4 months – I have grown very rapidly, everything attracts my attention. There are several children in the house who are like “little brothers” to me. We play a lot, they pull on my tail and I give them little bites in good fun. 5 months – Today I was yelled at. My mistress was all upset because I peed inside the house. But I was never told where exactly I should do it. I also sleep in the hall. I was very unhappy about that! 8 months – I am a very happy dog! I have the warmth of a home, I feel so safe, so protected... I think that my “human” family loves me. The courtyard is all mine and, oftentimes, I exceed myself, digging the ground like my a

Giving My Attention
It is very apparent When your girlfriend says You’re transparent You need to change your ways Her being clairvoyant Able to see right through Can have its advantages As to discover something new I give her all my attention And daily say I love you That’s apparently because I get Deja Vu

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 149 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Kids...
OH MY GOD!!!! ok, we were at burger king, tash was playing in the play place, and this little girl pushed her, and told her she couldn't play w/ them (them being this little girl and her little friends) for one this girl's mom got into her and apologized, cuz as you can imagine, her mom was horrified... then my precious little angel tells her "You're mean, AND fat." And walks off and plays with her sister. I was like OH MY GOD!!!! I could get onto her. Her feelings were hurt and she was defending herself... It was so fucking funny. I about laughed my ass off!!! Then at home Tash told me that little girl hurt her feelings, and I told her to ignore mean little girls, that she was a beautiful angel, and mean little girls that that shouldn't bother her... But OH i felt SO bad!!! Then Tash said "Her mommy put her in charge" And i said "Well, not over you sweetie" And tash asked "Can I be in charge tomorrow?" So, I was "Oh of course sweetie, you can be in charge tomorrow..." And Tash smiled

The Rainbow
The Rainbow by D.H. Lawrence "...she saw the dun atmosphere over the blackened hills opposite, the dark blotches of houses, slate roofed and amorphous, the old church-tower standing up in hideous obsoleteness above raw new houses on the crest of the hill, the amorphous, brittle, hard edged new houses advancing from Beldover to meet the corrupt new houses from Lethley, the houses of Lethley advancing to mix with the houses of Hainor, a dry, brittle, terrible corruption spreading over the face of the land, and she was sick with nausea so deep that she perished as she sat. And then, in the blowing clouds, she saw a band of faint iridescence colouring in faint colours a portion of the hill. And forgetting startled, she looked for the hovering colour and saw a rainbow forming itself. In one place it gleamed fiercely, and, her heart anguished with hope, she sought the shadow of iris where the bow should be. Steadily the colour gathered, myster

Hurt
I am soo hurt and sooo upset right now..I really dont know what to say...im in tears..i hate this..i hate feeling like a total jackass.... i just wanna punch a wall... im going to drink my fucking face off and just pass out.. screw my plans i had tonight..i dont care anymore. I always fuck up with people i love and care about.. what is it about me?...why does me wanting people happy have to turn out SO FUCKING WRONG?

Joke
* ~ Joke of the Day ~ * A man and a woman were having drinks when they got into an argument about who enjoyed sex more. The man said, "Men obviously enjoy sex more than women. Why do you think we're so obsessed with getting laid?" "That doesn't prove anything," the woman countered. "Think about this...when your ear itches and you put your finger in it and wiggle it around, then pull it out, which feels better-your ear or your finger?"

Humorus Poetry
The Creature of New Haven By: Jennifer Crothers Deep in the forest there lives this creature He’s got shaggy hair and fangs for a feature He’s never seen, but always heard His movement is so quick he sores like a bird He has many enemies and hardly any friends He reaps what he sews and rips what he mends Some think he’s a shadow, a myth, and just a name Others, they fear him and are shunned out of shame. He lurks around the small town of New Haven He taunts all the locals with their heads he has shaven. “It is I who can only have a full head of hair!” “I’ll use every removal product, I’ll even use Nair!” “Fear me you stupid moronic towns folk! “I’ll pull pranks on your children; I’ll turn you into a joke!” “Don’t try to find me; you’ll see not a trace” “You wouldn’t find me if I slapped you all in the face” “Back to the forest I go with flash” “Nothing’s left for me here, not even your cash” So off he went with the wind at his back He ran so fast, the ground it d

The Stronger Me
Recollections that come from the past. A feeling of life as if in a cast. This pain has to cease, it no longer can last. My burdens of worry, how they come fast. Its time to let go one step at a time. I need this release to soon be mine. I need inside to begin to feel fine. Today is the day that I draw that line. Between me and me, the two that I see. One good and one bad. One must go free. Its real what I feel, these feelings in me. Its time for this man in himself to believe. For so long my life was thought as a curse. By feeling like that, it only got worse. The reason for living defined was my thirst. Its time to learn how to put things I need first. As flesh is to flesh and eyes are to sight. The weak in my life must finally take flight. Instead of all wrong, I must see whats all right. If I use my mind, then I will soon win this fight. This battle within that keeps coming again. It is time for

My Feelings
Is it possible to love some one too much?? i mean in a sence you feel you cant love them enough and no matter what you say or do it is never enough but yet you would give your life for them but yet you feel as though you love them intirely too much, so much that you would be willing to die for them if a speading car was comming down the road and it was a decision of your life or theirs you would sonner throw yourself befoe that car and see the other person live gahhhhhhhhhh i dont know ok im babbleing so i will stop here

What Time Of Day Are You?
You Are Midnight You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle. Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it. You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.What Time Of Day Are You?

Whore (poem)
In my mind I still see you Feel all the shit I went through This is the last tear I'll shed Get the fuck out of my head You have driven me insane And I'll never be the same You're everything I despise I hate you for all your lies These feelings I cannot hide Raging from the pain inside Hurts like a mother fucker To think you were my lover Someone save me for god's sake I have had all I can take In your face I want to scream You brought an end to my dream Love you were only a whore You'll make me suffer no more

Quotes I Like And Other Works
Better pass boldly into that other world, in the full glory of some passion, than fade and wither dismally with age. James Joyce I want to work with the top people, because only they have the courage and the confidence and the risk-seeking profile that you need. James Joyce You forget that the kingdom of heaven suffers violence: and the kingdom of heaven is like a woman. James Joyce You never miss the water till the well has run dry. - Irish Proverb Half a loaf of bread is better than no bread at all. - Irish Proverb Remember even if you loose all, keep your good name; for if you loose that you are worthless. - Irish Proverb May those who love us love us. And those that don't love us, May God turn their hearts. And if He doesn't turn their hearts, May he turn their ankles, So we'll know them by their limping. The problem with Ireland is that it’s a country full of genius, but with absolutely no talent. Hugh Leonard

Naughty Or Nice
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! You're all about sweetness, sunshine, and smiles. We've never met anyone nicer than you. Actually, we wouldn't be surprised to come across you sitting in a peaceful green meadow, surrounded by adorable baby animals eating out of your hand whilst your halo shines in the sun. Ah, we're just taking the mickey. But you are awfully good. Certainly, you may have dipped your toe in the naughty pool once or twice, but you generally stay in the shallow end, leaving the deep waters to the leather-and- nude-magazine crowd. It's all well and good to follow the straight and narrow, but it's okay to walk on the wild side once in a while, too. Have a drink. Organise a practical joke. Go to a strip club. Trust us - as long as no one gets hurt, it's fun to be bad! your Naughty! wild thing! Are you Naughty or nice

The Last Dance
Do You Believe In Angels By The Last Dance Last night I thought I saw you staring, staring at the sky. Last night I thought I saw you wishing for your dreams to die. Last night I thought I heard you crying, crying all your tears Last night I thought I saw your shadow as you disappeared Do you believe in angels Do you believe in blood and wine Do you believe in broken hearts Or is there something you’ve never heard of Do you believe it’s a better world Do you believe that no one cries Do you believe in bitter tears Or is there something you’ve never wanted to believe in Last night I thought I saw you staring, staring at the sky Last night I thought I saw you wishing for your dreams to die Last night I thought I heard you screaming, screaming out your heart Last night I thought I saw your shadow tear you apart Yeaaaaahhhhhhh Do you believe in angels Do you believe in God-like eyes Do you believe in thornless roses Or is there something you’ve never hear

Save The Wolves. Please Repost.
Take action now! We need each and every person who cares about wolves to submit personalized comments for the public record. Help Defenders of Wildlife generate 200,000 comments opposing this misguided federal plan and urge the Bush/Cheney Administration to keep vital protections for Northern Rockies wolves in place. It is important that federal officials hear what you have to say -- personalized comments are especially powerful. SEND YOUR MESSAGE BY CLICKING HERE! We can stop massacre, but only if we work together. BE THE VOICE FOR WOLVES! BlueWolf & the Save the Wolves Team Please Repost

Red Friday's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
Subject: When I started reading this, I thought, "I've seen this before;" but I kept reading and learned I hadn't seen it before. I hope y'all read and heed. I know I am! Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I imm

English Is A Hard Language
English has to be one of the hardest languages to understand. Read the paragraph below and try to understand the meaning. Two individuals proceeded towards the apex of a natural geologic protuberance, the purpose of their expedition being the procurement of a sample of fluid hydride of oxygen in a large vessel, the exact size of which was unspecified. One member of the team precipitously descended, sustaining severe damage to the upper cranial portion of his anatomical structure; Subsequently the second member of the team performed a self rotational translation oriented in the same direction taken by the first team member. In plain English what does this translate to? Jack and Jill went up the hill to fetch a pail of water Jack fell down and broke his crown and Jill came tumbling after!

I Feel Blah
At the moment I feel like nothing is going right... I wonder if anyone else feels like all is wrong.. I hate feeling this way. I just wish I could make everything back to what it used to me... When I was happy The same The way it used to be

You Are Alcohol.
YOU ARE ALCOHOL. How many times have I to tell you? You are not welcome at my door! Today I believe I can respect your power I have found many friends to help me control you. Tomorrow I will learn something different about your programme for my destruction. You are the world's liquid devil. You are the most dishonest and argumentative, Compulsive and omnipotent wretch anyone with a clear mind would reject from their lives with delight. Yet………. I must applaud your determination. You have the knack of attacking me when I am weak. To take you as a fool is very dangerous indeed. No……………….you do not sleep. You thrive on weakness You live on my self pity. You are so cunningly simple, you are complex. You have many degrees in excellence. You are the world's liquid devil. I do not doubt your genius for one second. For the time being I bid you a cautious farewell. I will wait for your knock at my mind's door. I do not expect you to van

Written June 30, 2006
RIP Lynda Tonns....OLD PIX Current mood: depressed id like to write more...but right now having just got home from the wake, im left speechless. ========================================== She posted this as part of her blog monthsss ago..and specifically emailed me..telling me which lines to read...this is what it said: the first girl i did real shit with right away i had the urge to buy her things, before i think i got attached, that was years ago, shes one of my best friends like before we did shit and after (not that there werent times we had issues of all sorts) there is one girl who i still have some feelings for who called me a few days ago and i havnt had a chance to call cus i cant call outside my area code in my room and my cell is fucked up, im going to call her when i get back this weekend,(sorry to that beautifull girl, you know who you are) =============================================== Lynda, I dont know why this happened...and when i heard i

Little Bruce & Jenny
Little Bruce and Jenny are only 10 years old, but they just know that they are in love. One day they decide that they want to get married, so Bruce goes to Jenny's father to ask him for her hand. Bruce bravely walks up to him and says 'Mr. Smith, me and Jenny are in love and I want to ask you for her hand in marriage.' Thinking that this was just the cutest thing, Mr. Smith replies, 'Well Bruce, you are only 10. Where will you two live?' Without even taking a moment to think about it, Bruce replies 'In Jenny's room. It's bigger than mine and we can both fit there nicely.' Still thinking this is just adorable, Mr. Smith says with a huge grin, 'Okay then how will you live? You're not old enough to get a job.. You'll need to

Comment My Pic
http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=259494&albumid=250153&i=41665702 MY FIRST CONTEST PLEASE COMMENT IT ALOT.....please help all my friends and family ill do the same 4 ya'll if u get in an contest

Tattooed In Black
THIS POEM CAME FROM A FRIENDS OF MINE.... MY DARK PRINCE.. She walks right in and sits right down Smooth, cool woman in a long black gown Those ice-blue eyes, lips cherry red She's enough to wake the living dead She's at the bar, band's playing loud, As I fight my way through the crowd I reach her side as she stirs her drink I looked at her arms all covered in ink She says to me, "you see something you like?" She knew right then I was ready to strike So we got right up and left the bar, And she promised me paradise in the car Tattooed in black, from head to toe When she slipped off that gown, My tongue was touching the ground Devils and demons, tattooed everywhere Jet black, just like her raven hair Tattooed in black, the Devil's maniac Her lovin' will give you a heart attack Hot, smooth legs and long spiked heels My hands a shakin' on the steering wheel As we sped off , she leaned on down And in my lap she went face down Oh-my-oh-my, the devil's

Adult Photo's Here
I am in a contest that I need help in and I was hoping that you would be able to help me out.It has already started and no one has been able to comment on it do to the fact that you have to add the guy who is running it as a friend just to be able to view it because it has to be marked as NSFW since it is The Womans Intimate Piercing Contest... So I am Sending his profile link along with his blog entry explaing it all... Plus the link to my photo of course... Sorry I did not know it was going to be this much hassle for anyone... But please I desperatly need help so I can win a contest finally!!! Thank you and remember anything you may need ever feel free to ask as I am always willing!!! LINK TO MY PIC [ CherryTAP.com photo: 462861521 ] HIS PROFILE LINK TheRH ( Ladies Best Intimate Piercing Contest) Now Open@ CherryTAP HIS BLOG http://cherrytap.com/blog/43692/249666

Done *swiping Hands Together*
now the process is done ........so no salute dont ask for a friends request!!!!!!!!!! call me a bitch I really dont give a rats ass, cause if you are not who you are I want nothing to do with you and oh I forgot if I got your yahoo IM that will be gone also..........have a nice day...........

Omen
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com A SOUL FILLED WITH POISON FROM LIES YOU HAVE TOLD, INFLICTION OF PAIN CAUSED BY THE HAND THAT YOU HOLD, WORRY AND SUFFERING ARE YOUR DEMONS TO FIGHT, FOREVER IN DARKNESS, BANISHED FROM LIGHT, A CHILD BURIED IN A WOMB THAT IS DEAD, NO SIGN OF HOPE, ONLY FEELINGS OF DREAD, YOUR PENNENCE FROM HELL FOREVER TO STRIDE, THROUGH A FIRE FILLED PIT AND CHOKE ON YOUR PRIDE, MOUNT YOUR BLACK STEED AND SEARCH FOR THE LIGHT, BUT YOUR EFFORTS ARE FRUITLESS YOU ARE DAMNED TO THE NIGHT, NO REST FOR YOUR SOUL THAT IS AS BLACK AS CROW, FOREVER SEARCHING BUT NEVER TO KNOW, ETERNAL DAMNATION OF TURMOIL AND STRIFE, YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW, IT'S THE ESSENCE OF LIFE, YOUR SCREAMS OF AGONY WILL FALL ON DEAF EARS, AND ECHO FOREVER THROUGHOUT YOUR LONG YEARS, ALL PAIN WAS BORN FROM YOUR VANITY AND GREED, AN OPEN WOUND FOREVER TO BLEED, A TURBULENT JOURNEY TO HELL YOU ARE BOUND, IN SEARCH OF PEACE THAT WILL NEVER BE FOUND, NO TEARS WILL BE SH

An Honest Look At Government
An honest look at Government A little boy goes to his dad and asks, "What are Politics?" Dad says, "Well son, let me try to explain it this way: #1. I'm the head of the family, so call me The President. #2 Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. #3 We're here to take care of your needs, so we'll call you the People. #4 The nanny, we'll consider her the Working Class. #5 And your baby brother, we'll call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense." So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severely soiled his diaper. So the little boy goes to his parent's room and finds his mother sound asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he peeks in the keyhole and sees his father in bed with the nanny. He gives up and goes back t

Growing Up In The 80's
Growing up in the 80's was so BITCHIN...lol...I see the styles coming back more and more and I LOVE IT. Big hair it was always a speciality of mine(Aqua Net hair spray a hair pick and a blow dryer) in the 80's they were necessities. Of course not if you had a spike and a tail (that was usually dyed a different color then your real hair.) And most of the time the men's hair looked just as good if not better then the womens...lol... There was one hair item that I don't remember men using the Banana clips they were great. I can remember wearing so much hair spray that I would go to sleep and when I woke up my hair never moved...LMAO... But I still loved it..Washing it out was a project by itself..lol...Once you did your hair you had to find an outfit. We had Granny boots , leg warmers, pin rolled jeans( the tighter the better...not just the pin roll but the jeans themselves) acid or stone washed, shirts with tails, hyper colored clothing(If you sweat it would change color...It sounds gros

Sometimes, It Just Pays To Be Sleep...
most of the day and not know what sort of craziness went on during the day.... " 2007-03-05 22:24:31 i'll be doing more maintenance work tonight, to try and keep problems like we had this afternoon from happening in the future. the site might be a little wacky for the next 60-90 minutes (until midnight pst). -mike" Hopefully, it will work itself out tonight... Kat

Ok.. Must Not Let Cherrry Suck Me In Today
Yesterday was, for me, a recovery day from... a crazy week.. plus a crazy weekend.. I don't believe I'm totally recovered yet.. but I'm recovered enough to try and get some stuff done around here!!! So.. we got the resume to work on, we got the ActionScript object orientated programing stuff to learn.. umm.. word press to get a better handle on... a podcast to throw up.. umm... a lot of stuff to do actually. Looks like I have a meeting for tomorrow night.. where I'm supposed to expect to get some sort of surprise.... who knows of what? We are all so excited because we have new opertunities all over the place.. welcome to the wonderful world of social media, right? But what worries me is that I think we need to be aiming for a very high quality level.. and working really hard.. but where it feels like stuff is getting handed to you.. that makes it a lil... easy to think great stuff is happening to you cause your worthy as a pose to that's the situation of your industry...

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are An Ash Tree You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many. Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism. You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart. You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless. Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support.What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Enjoy The Joke Of The Day
A guy walks into a bar and sees a gorgeous woman nursing a drink. Walking up behind her he says, "Hi there, good lookin'. How's it going?" Having already downed a few power drinks, she turns around, faces him, looks him straight in the eye and says, "Listen up, buddy. I screw anybody, any time, anywhere, your place, my place, in the car, front door, back door, on the ground, standing up, sitting down, naked or with clothes on, dirty, clean ... It just doesn't matter to me. I've been doing it ever since I got out of college and I just flat-ass love it." Eyes now wide with interest, he responds, "WOW!!! What a coincidence... I'm a lawyer too. What firm are you with?"

Inspired By Procrastination
I can no longer tolerate The same old thing It is like watching A repeat That never seems To end Changes have to Be made In my life In my brain I cannot continue Hoping without Hope Dreaming without Dreams Ideas are created Every single day They are born Then gather dust Because I get in Their way The time has come For something New This is my 1st step We shall see What else I can do

Rest In Peace Ms. Mildred Crouch March 7, 2007
Peace my heart Peace, my heart, let the time for the parting be sweet. Let it not be a death but completeness. Let love melt into memory and pain into songs. Let the flight through the sky end in the folding of the wings over the nest. Let the last touch of your hands be gentle like the flower of the night. Stand still, O Beautiful End, for a moment, and say your last words in silence. I bow to you and hold up my lamp to light you on your way. A kind lady with a heart of gold , will be remembered forever more ..

Primo Margaritas
Primo Margaritas Special tool: Cocktail shaker Preparation time: 5 minutes Yield: 1 serving 1 lime, cut into 5 slices Margarita or coarse kosher salt 2 ounces añejo tequila 1 ounce orange liqueur, such as Triple Sec, Cointreau, or Grand Marnier 1 tablespoon freshly squeezed lime or lemon juice 1/2 cup ice cubes 1. Arrange 3 lime slices to cover a small plate, and cover another plate with salt to a depth of 1/4 inch. Place a martini glass upside down on the limes; press and turn to dampen. Then dip the glass in the salt to coat the rim. 2. Combine the tequila, orange liqueur, lime or lemon juice, and ice in a cocktail shaker and shake. Pour into the prepared glass, garnish with the two remaining lime slices, and serve.

Not As Sweet Has It Should Be
This happened at Harvard University in October last year. In a biology class, the professor was discussing the high glucose levels found in semen which gives the sperm all the energy for their journey. A female freshman raised her hand and asked, "If I understand you correctly, you're saying there is a lot of glucose, as in sugar, in semen?" "That's correct," responded the professor, going on to add statistical info. Raising her hand again, she asked, "Then why doesn't it taste sweet?" After a stunned silence, the whole class burst out laughing. The poor girl's face turned bright red, and as she realized exactly what she had inadvertently said (or rather implied), she picked up her books without a word and walked out of class, never to return. However, as she was going out the door, the professor's reply was classic. Totally straight-faced he answered her question. "It doesn't taste sweet because the taste buds for sweetness are on the tip of your tongue and not the back

What Element Is Your Love?
Your Love Element Is Water In love, you connect deeply and commit totally. For you, love is all about taking risks and moving into unknown territory. You attract others with courage and confidence. Your flirting style is defined by your flexibility and ability to adapt. Nurturing and shared learning are the cornerstones of your love life. And while you may jump in to love too quickly, you always come out the wiser for it. You connect best with: Metal Avoid: Earth You And another Water element: will pull each other down into a dark placeWhat Element Is Your Love?

Nothing But Thoughts
I've got something thats realy good, I dont want to mess it up. But afraid I will how to stop i dont know. Do I back off or let it be. I've been known to mess up and my only hope is to ....... ummmmmm........ not mess up.

More Things You Will Never Hear A Man Say
More things you will never hear a man say. * I know you just blew me, but I need a kiss. * I'm sick of beer, give me a fruit juice with a lemon twist. * Great, your mother's coming to stay with us again. * I wonder if my gorgeous neighbor knows that her drapes are open when she's getting ready for bed. Maybe I should tell her. * No way, you weeded the garden last week. It's my turn. * Better get ride of these old Penthouse magazines, I don't look at them anymore. * I understand. * This movie has too much nudity. * Damn, we're late for church. * No. I don't want to see your sister's tits. * Damn these onions, pass me a tissue. * Put some panties on, for Christ's sake!!!

A Wish......................
A WiSh...................... I lie on the ground and I stare into space, the satrs begin to move into the shape of your face I see you there now looking down at me, with that sexy smile that I love to see You say "close your eyes tell me what you see," "I see only two people just you and me" We're wakling the shoreline with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink as the sun begins to set We make love through the night on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking I could want nothing more Oh,I wish I could be in that special place, as I lie on the ground and stare into space.

Tgif
I am sooooo glad it is finally Friday. It's always good when the weekend gets here. It is suppose to be close to 60 today, but you'd sure not know it by the way it feels right now. It's about 48, but it has been raining since I've been up, the sky all cloudy and grey. Not the idea 60 dgree day we're suppose to have. A little sunshine would be preferred, over the rain. I'm not sure if it's suppose to do this all day or not. It would be nice if the sun would decide to peek out, at least sometime before the day is over. That would be the 60 seem much better, rather than all this cold, damp and gloomy stuff I'm having to look at now. Landon will be stopping by after he gets off work to get Moriah. She works this weekend, so it's back out to Landon's for the next couple of days. It's been almost a yr. now, that she's been working at Mc Donald's, and she has really enjoyed it. We're really proud of her that she's stuck with this, considering it was her first ever job. Y

"way Beyond Empty" Zakk Wylde
Way Beyond Empty If I could I surely would Child ease your pain But if I could no longer Would you still know my name? If I couldn't drain the tears That pour from these eyes Would you turn your back on me Would you wave goodbye? [Chorus] Or leave me way beyond empty inside Awaiting my last day to arive Way beyond empty inside Awaiting my end to arrive If I could be the shoulder Which your head would rest upon Would you still be waiting (mama) Or would you be gone? If I couldn't keep the smile Forever on your face Would I still be around Or would I be replaced? The old feelings now no longer exist

Candy Heart
Your Candy Heart Says "Cutie Pie" You always seem to have a hot date, even though you never try to meet anyone. A total charmer, you have a natural appeal that keeps you in high demand. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: multiple dates with multiple people Your flirting style: 100% natural What turns you off: serious relationship talks Why you're hot: you're totally addicting I could be wrong, but I think this is completly wrong. I've never had a date, let alone a hot one. I'm not good at charming girls. My ideal valentine's day is a day alone with someone I love. I don't know how to flirt. I like serious talks from time to time, because I like comunicating with people. And if I'm addicting, why has every girl turned me down? T_T

American Idol??????
*Father: Roy Head (top ten hit)... http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=%22roy+head%22 *Son: Sundance Head (America Idol Season Six loser 2007)... http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=%22sundance+head%22 ~What do you think now??? I think Sundance could have sung beter with a famouse dad like that. i would ove to hear back from you soooon.

Irishmouse's Poem To Me
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen so fast But I am quickly on my way You hold my heart in your hands That has never completely been given away a little something wrote for me by: Irishmouse25@ CherryTAP

Sup Peeeps!!
this is to a select few .. i am doing well. its tough trying to start over after being with a man for nearly 12 years.. but i am manageing.. i dont get the chance to get online too often any more.some of you may be wondering why you see my name online lol.. yeah my best friend razor has the p/w to my account for free use as she plzs to do so.. seeing as it is a paid for account and all.but those who know me wll know when its me on here..to my baby boo chris.. i miss you so much love.. i am glad to hear you got my message i will try callling you again real soon. to my best friend lori.. girl you know even thou i am not here every day well still talk telepathicaly..to the rest of you.. not sure when i will be back online .. yes i miss it and a bunch of you.. have a wonderful weekend.. smooches lady kaos

Women Beaters
WHY IS IT THAT THERE ARE MEN IN THIS FREAKING WORLD THAT WANTS TO BEAT ON WOMEN..IN MY BOOK THATS NOT A MAN..I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY WOMEN PUT UP WITH IT..THERE IS NO CALL FOR IT AT ALL..I'M PISSED...I HATE TO SEE ANYONE GET HURT..BUT WHEN THEY START HURTING MY DAUGHTER WHEN I THOUGHT THAT I HAD THAT SITUATION FIXED...THEN GOD HELP HIM WHEN I GET THEM BACK HERE I WANT HIM IN MY HOUSE..BECAUSE HE IS MINE.. THAT BOY DOESN'T EVEN KNOW..I'VE TRIED TO GET ALONG WITH HIM FOR MY DAUGHTER..BUT NOT ANYMORE..HELL I EVEN LET THE LITTLE SOB MOVE IN WITH US FOR HER..BUT HE CAN KISS HIS ASS GOODBYE NOW....HELL I'M SO PISSED RIGHT NOW AND HE'S GOT HER UP WITH HIS FAMILY,SO A FRIEND AND I ARE PROBABLY GOING AFTER HER IN THE MORNING...

You Say It Best
"You Say It Best" by Allison Krauss. My daughter and I danced to this at her wedding. We're both good dancers and we tried to rehearse a couple of times, but it never came together for us. Perhaps it was my fault, but dancing, like so many other things in life, is a cooperative endeavor and the blame for clumsiness must be shared. Maybe it was the wine. Maybe it was the spirit of the moment. But when the DJ called for the father-daughter dance, we glided onto the floor and moved and turned in unison with perfect grace. She smiled at me. We talked and laughed – oblivious to the eyes that watched us. It all seems like a dream from a long time ago now. Just one of those special moments that makes memories sweet.

The Dawn Of Inspiration
There on the window sill... ballet with the cigar smoke...but it wasn't what I had hoped for. The coy tendrils were only there to remind me, to mock me. "Get your life together old man." I say to a spackled ceiling... are those skyward pocks the huts of liliputians? If that were the case, wouldn't they fall groundward, floorward, bedward as it were seeing as that's where I was occupied in my chat with the ceiling. Do these liliputions find me to be some hovering God. Some angst-ridden, hair-thinning, birds eye deity of boredom. Am I so upside down... If I tried to touch you tiny worshippers... would I accidentally crush you? Would my benevolence break your fragile bodies. Does my tyrannically rumbling voice terrify your children... Do you live in fear as we do? My hand closes around air... I think to get my step ladder... but think better of it. God's should be invisible but not wholey unheard. Felt, but not reached. You have to use a delicate touch. A soothing, silen

Webs
The casual lie you spin, I know your desires, I know you. Consider me an informed fly. I see the gossamer strands, all bright with dew, sunlight reflected, a sweet promise trap, Not this time, Not this time, had me once, briefly, not caught again.

Just Take A Moment To Read This
Listen up guys...at this point..I'm not only scared for us as a people..but mainly our children! I know Global Warming is happening now, but the blunt of the horrorfic effects will hit our children. People the movies we watch are no longer just tales..they are very real..I know its hard for us to change the way we do things and it may even be too late at this point...but is your life and everyone else's worth it to try? I know this isnt something cool or whatever or something that people really want to be bothered with..but we can't ignore it anymore..we simply can't I'll be posting information afew times a month. Let's make ourselves aware ok?We have to open our eyes guys

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Pipes rumble pegs down Rows of riders leather clad Parade for the dead Copywrite info: These are all original Dark Hiaku and thus the sole property of the writer Do not use them in any part or whole with out my writen permission Thank you Dark

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Why do we end love Could it be change that we seek Love joy life death... live Copywrite info: These are all original Dark Hiaku and thus the sole property of the writer Do not use them in any part or whole with out my writen permission Thank you Dark

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Pinpricked black then blue Dark fading into light Regrets... I have none Copywrite info: These are all original Dark Hiaku and thus the sole property of the writer Do not use them in any part or whole with out my writen permission Thank you Dark

The Best Kind Of Friends
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation .. you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you humble and, enough hope to make you happy Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you it probably hurts the other person, too The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searchedand those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling Liv

Jus One Blah Day
well more bullshit yet happens my sister is tryin to get back in my life with all her "me me me " bullshit and shes doing it in a way if i say anything ill look like a total douche bag it pisses me off it always seems to happen someone finds a way of making me look like a douche , well two nights ago she called to tell me that an uncle ive mine had passed on and she was thinking i could track down the other uncle to let him know and also to see if she can have things of my past *old pictures family letters of the holidays, and the family bibles. and i personaly feel she can sit and spin shes dissed me for for 2 years and she expects me to be warm and recieving to her and the biggest thing that pisses me off is shes had it easier then ive had it for she was the child that was "wanted" i was always the accidentle fuck fest baby to my parents but she saddly cant get that thru her skull its like wtf one part of me wants to tell my sister to go fuck off and one part of me wants to mend brid

Angel On My Shoulder
I am a kind hearted person,more than what people think,I have no fear,I have an angel on my shoulder,He is there.I am safe.He is my rain,my Heaven,The sun reflected in my eye,my smile,...He is true,And the most prettiest shade of blue like the sky I have ever seen,...He is always there.With this angel on my shoulder everything is wonderful now.

Ex’s
Ex’s You say you like me, then the next time around you say you like my best friend! What is wrong with you? I fell as if my body is just going to shut down in front of you. You ask me to hang out with you but do you show up? No, your out screwing’ some other chick, I hope you burn in hell. You say that your sorry, And you what to get together again, And I say yes to that, And get my heart broken How dumb could I have been? Now I lay thinking of what will happen next? What am I going to do with you? Oh wait there is nothing I can do with you with your lying and cheating I just can’t take it anymore Your gone, out of my life, secluded away From me, Thanks for making my life a living hell.

Asparagus And Sesame Chicken Soup
Asparagus and Sesame Chicken Soup Asian sesame oil lends deep, nutty flavor to this simple and very healthy chicken soup. For a more filling meal, add a handful of rice noodles during the last few minutes of cooking time. Credit: Thin for Good by Fred Pescatore, MD Servings: 2 Ingredients: * 1 (4-pound) whole chicken * 6 tablespoons sesame oil * 1/4 cup rice wine vinegar * 1 ounce fresh ginger, sliced * 3 cups chicken broth * 8 fresh asparagus spears * 1 cup button mushrooms Directions: Discard the chicken neck and any organs that fill the cavity. Using a cleaver, hack the chicken into small pieces. Rinse with cold water. Heat the oil in a wok until hot but not smoking. Add the chicken and brown. Transfer the chicken to a soup pot. Add the vinegar, chicken broth and ginger. Bring the mixture to a boil and then simmer for 45 minutes. While the broth is simmering, prepare the asparagus and mushrooms. Rinse the asparagus and cut

A 70-year-old Man And God
A 70-year-old man goes to the doctor's for a physical. The doctor runs some tests and says to the man, ''Well, everything seems to be in top condition physically, but what about mentally? How is your connection with God?'' And the man says, ''Oh me and God? We're tight. We have a real bond, he's good to me. Every night when I have to get up to go to the bathroom, he turns on the light for me, and then, when I leave, he turns it back off.'' Well, upon hearing this the doctor was astonished. He called the man's wife and said, ''I'd like to speak to you about your husband's connection with God. He claims that every night when he needs to use the restroom, God turns on the light for him and turns it off for him again when he leaves. Is this true?'' And she says, ''That idiot, he's been peeing in the refrigerator!''

How To Cut And Paste The Url Of A Picture
It has come to my attention that some people do not know how to get the URL of a photo. Here is how you do it: Go to your photos on CT. Choose the picture that you like. Then in the address bar at the top like here... So you want to drag your mouse across the who address so its all blue like here... Then you need to right click in the blue part and you will get a drop down menu.. like here And choose copy. Then go to your pm. Then you want to right click your in the white part where you want the text to be .. like this and choose paste. And VOILA!

Hehehe;-)
Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary. The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, 'Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever.'" "Yeah?" she replies. "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, "Here Lies My Husband - Stiff At Last!!"

Contest Ends Friday March 16th 3 Pm (est)
Please stop by and help out all you can, contest ends tomorrow. Please rate both these pics if you havent, and comment bomb them both too. If you comment bomb during happy hour, it not only helps me out, it helps you out as well. :) I hope all my friends can pull together and rate each of these pics. I have close to 500 friends and I only have 25 rates and my friend only has 14. If you dont wanna comment bomb, please stop by (will take a minute of your time) and rate both of these pics. All you have to do is click on the pics below. Thank you so much!! Have a good day/night!! Take care, xoxoxox Jen Comment bombing is to where you leave a comment on a pic, over and over (some people didnt know what comment bombing was) :)

*~when I Look At You~*
When I look at you, I see a person I want to be. Someone so loving and true, That one person that touched my life. And helped me look forward to A life so full of love and compassion A friendship devoted to you. As time goes by my love for you Grows and grows. To a bond so strong and true An unbreakable tie to one another With our hearts linked together Cherishing every moment, We have with each other. By: Teresa Abeyta© Jan 2006

*~i Don’t Want To Love You~*
“I don’t want to love you” The more I try to resist you The weaker I seem to get. Every time I see you I fall more in love with you I just want to hear your heart beat I don’t want to love you Or ever hear your voice I wonder what you’re thinking If you’ll ever give me a second thought I sure miss the feeling The whole idea of loving you Time is all I have Since you’ve been gone I sure miss everything about you I will be waiting for you Hoping you will return to me I just wish that for once I was important enough to talk to Don’t set me aside like I don’t matter. By: Teresa Abeyta© April 14, 2005

Getting It Off My Chest!!!
Ok, I am a tattooist. Self taught, but a little help from some friends. In the past 7 years that I've been tattooing, I've only had 2 MAJOR complaints. One from my sister in law...who was in a bad car accident and got road rash on a 2 week old tattoo. My work's good, but not good enought to stand up to having your skin wore down to the meat! The second is a girl that I thought I made friends with while she was still living here in Illinois and working at a gas station in my town. I have a picture of her half finished tattoo in my 'Ink I've Done' album. It's the big wings. When the job first started...the left side, everything was fine. When putting on the stencil she stood straight, and didn't move around alot. Inking, on the other hand was tougher then I thought it would be. I knew she did not like pain, but I didn't know how bad her hatered of it was. The left side was done in an hour and a half, one inch at a time. Each inch was not easy to do with her pull and jumping a

Angels Make Me Mad
It was an astute night that I witnessed a most queer moment. I had barely bellied up against the bar as they started. One donned slicked back black hair, the other's locks long blonde and dingy. Two normal guys swapping philosophies on God and Angels. "Angels, I'll believe in 'em when I see 'em!" was shouted. In Response, "You mean to tell me you need proof that they exist? Well! Perhaps you missed your mother's first look the day you arrived kicking and screaming she held you tight, counting toes and fingers. If that's not an Angel, I don't know what else you would require." "How about the fact she was an alcoholic and druggie You weren't there when she beat me bloody, after speed and whiskey she mistook me for a fucking rat, cracking my small body. If that's an Angel, then I suggest you had best look again." Just as the words leaked from his face he reached to grab the mullet and slammed that face so hard into the bar that it quit breathing. "N

God Bless Those Who Serve Our Country
EVRY DAY YOU SACRIFCED SOMETHING-SOMETIME THOSE SACRIFICES WERE SMALL AND SOMETIMES LARGE YOU SACRIFCED FOR EACH OTHER, FOR YOUR FAMILIES AND FOR OUR NATION. BUT MOST OF ALL, YOU SACRIFICED FOR YOURSELF BECAUSE DEEP WITHIN YOU BURNS THE FIRE THAT DEFINES OUR NATION- THE FIRE OF FREEDOM AS YOU GO ABOUT YOUR DAILY LIFE, AS YOU LOOK ABOUT YOU, AND AS YOU REFLECT ON YOUR SERVICE, REMEMBER THAT THE SACRIFICES YOU MADE, AND ARE STILL MAKING,IS A VBIG PART OF WHAT WE ARE TODAY------ THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA FOR THE BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN WHO CURRENTLY SERVE OUR NATION-- WE THANK YOU FOR THOSE WHO HAVE COMPLETED THEIR SERVICE WE THANK YOU

Your Name Is What?????
1.YOUR REAL NAME: 2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle.) 3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal) 4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street name) 5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's maiden name) 6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink). 7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name) 8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mothers middle name) 9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets) 10. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (name of first pet and name of first street you live on..(that you can remember)

A Case Of You
So as I began reading your writings I began to remember the hurt. How absolutly devestated I was when I realized the truth of what was never going to happen. You are a Joni Mitchell song to me. I could have gotten drunk on you for the rest of my life had you been ready to make that move with me. I could have been in love with you for eternity, I could have loved you and said it and meant it. But that was not the case of you, you were willing to give me. You were willing to give me the same things you were giving every other girl you knew. Not a week went by without me thinking about what could have been. And now I'm willing to give that up. I want to Make a case of him. I want to get drunk off of him. I want him to know he gets me to places no one has ever been with me before. He is someone I will probably fall in love with, someone who will love me the way I've so long wanted to be loved. He is worth taking your place in my heart and mind. You can still be in my life, bu

Sadface
Well i just found out that my two best friends, the people i tell everything, the people i love like my own family....secretly dated this summer. and by secretly i mean they told everyone except me. it really hurt and im kinda confused about what i should do. they say they wanted to protect me? whatever that means. im just not sure i can trust them anymore.

.sex.and.existence.
*Disclaimer* contents may be offensive to some parties continue at your own risk i make no apologies Frasier: 'How can we possibly use sex to get what we want? Sex IS what we want. that hits the nail right on the head. not when it comes to men but when its applied to humanity as a whole. theres a select few who see life as more than their own personal naked bedpost notched stomping playground. sure we have bodies sure they're enjoyable sure other people have bodies sure i bet they're enjoyable as well yet if all we were meant to do was screw like bunnies, i'd like to believe God would have been a tad kinder and provided us with much less brain power so we wouldnt be capable of overanalyzing our purpose to death. im sure the bunnies dont ruminate about such things for instance. i have a very anal retentive personality. i buy organic veggie chips. they come in 3 colors. orange, green and white. everytime i reach into the bag i have to take one of each color. my pol

Imagination
You can't even imagine what the world would be like without an imagination,How dull it would be,Imagination makes things easier,Allows us to see things differently,It enchances our lives around us with freedom of expression,Creativity And productivity.Alot of things which are created so beautifully comes from the inner workings of our minds,...[OUR IMAGINATION]And it is such a gift to have an imagination.The next time you are feeling stuck,close your eyes and use your imagination you might find a easier way to accomplish things.----Imagination Works wonders!!!

St.patrick's Day!
The Run down for my Family is a tradition. Not just one big Bar Hopping party.. We start out at 8am for breakfast.. Then we go to The Marley Bone to get our faces painted...Then we travel to and from bar to bar meeting new people,maybe have a couple of drinks and then it's off to hear local bands and eat some conrbeef & cabbage...drink some more while we go to yet another bar..now mind you by this time it is only maybe noon. So then we get together and decide what is next and where too next.. I usually the Designateddriver but, two years ago I said enough of this crap give me a drink.. I had been The DD for ten years.. It was my turn.. anyhow we have a blast and my entire family goes and know all the people we have meet over the years join us and now our little pary is quite huge.. But so much fun.. I love this day.. HAPPY ST PATRICK"S DAY EVERYONE ...... MYCHELE

First Isn't Always Best
A secretary, a paralegal, and a partner in a big law firm are walking through a park on their way to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out in a puff of smoke. The Genie says, "I usually only grant three wishes, so I'll give each of you just one." "Me first! Me first!" says the secretary. "I want to be in the Bahamas, driving a speedboat, without a care in the world." Poof! She's gone. "Me next! Me next!" says the paralegal. "I want to be in Hawaii, relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of pina coladas and the love of my life." Poof! He's gone. "You're next," the Genie says to the partner. The partner says, "I want those two back in the office right after lunch."

Where I Want To Be
You're always on my mind You're always in my heart Please remember this When we are apart I don't think of another My desires are for you You're in all my thoughts No matter what I do I look at other women But none can take your place None have that soft warm smile That you wear upon your face Yes, their bodies may be younger And tight in the right place But I've yet to see anyone Who has your style and grace You have a quiet confidence That you project We have a special chemistry That's why we connect What we have no one can take It's ours, and ours alone You've given me a happiness That I've never known You gave my life meaning again I now live for a reason And I love the playful way In which you do your teasing No one can take your place You're the only one for me And living my years with you Is just where I want to be

Servitude In Marriage
Christians have their own way of looking at marriage. Much of this view is based on the Pauline letters. Some of the letters that have survived till now have very explicit instructions on how a man and a woman should act in marriage. Divorce and widows are also discussed. Paul and the other writers who wrote in his name have a very masculine view of how marriage should be and how the wife should act. These views include sexual practices, remaining with your partner, and if your spouse should die. All of these views deal with servitude. Both men and women are in servitude towards God; they are in servitude towards each other also. Paul and the other writers put this into perspective in several places in the bible. The first area this servitude aspect is apparent is in First Corinthians. The Corinthians are told the "married women is concerned with worldly affairs; her aim is to please her husband."(Cor 1 7:34). This servitude is life long. Paul states "a wife is bound to her husb

Wow....
I am ok with her not showing up at church, she was at a party I get it. I went to church hung over a lil. She didn't show up. I was like ok she is probably still sleepin, I'll just go over after and get started on her car. Then I heard Jordan tell Tierney that Robbie slept over last night. I tried to just sit there and act normal, but I couldn't do it, so I just said to Justin,"I thhink I am just going to go man." He said,"I understand." I love him like a brother, I wish I could be around him more. I hate being out here alone. I guess that short few hours this morning was my airtime and I missed the meat hook again. Damn, better luck next time. I know he probably just stayed because they got their late and he was tired. I get it. So, why does it still hurt? Oh well, here is my new motto "Fuck it." I just can't do this anymore. I wish everything was back to normal for me, like it is for Jess. But I can't go back to normal because I will end up in jail. And I don't want to be that person

My Blessing
One day I was a wreck. The next I was feeling complete. Suddenly things were clear again. Thats what happened when you found me. So much was a mess as far as my life was concerned and I must say that since you stepped into my heart things are for once okay. Youre a blessing to me without a doubt. You take the time to understand. You never judge, just try to see and that makes it so easy to be your man. With you in my life I see the sun even through the rain. With you in my life I see the new and no longer am I feeling pain. You bless me with love in the purest of form. You give me your all and expect in return that only I love with all of my heart and never allow what we have to burn. A blessing to me is what youve become and I am thankful everyday. I get through the stress because I know best in the end it will all be okay.

My Dream
I dreamt of a man, he was in a land far away, a land I did not know, there he met a princess that he fell for. He could tell she liked him as well. Days later she offered him a pendant, and told him that she made this pendant for him alone, and that the design was inspired by him. He felt on top of the world, there was no greater feeling. Hours later she came back and said that she wanted to duplicate the pendant and sell it across the land. He did not know how to tell her that he would not like that, in fact at that very moment he thought it a wonderful idea. He told her to duplicate it and sell it around the land, she did so. That very day after seeing his pendant on other men and women chests he no longer felt the same about the pendant that she had made especially for him. He could not bare to throw it away, as it was a precious gift in the begining. Yet when he looked at it, he got discomfort from it, instead of the joy and high as he had once did. There was no way he coul

Together
I discover you in what feels like a dream. So perfectly written. As if you were predicted. Our bodies pressed upon one another and everything else disappears. I become lost in this moment where two become one. We are ecstacy. Pure. Beautiful. Everything is falling together and we join in an embrace of two souls feeding off each other. My energy becomes your warmth. My heartbeat adjusts to yours. We breathe this moment together. We learn this moment together. We, as two, become one together.

"criminal"
We begin. My hands in a bind. I feel like shit, all the time. Don't know who I am, nor who I was; Where I'm going, nor where I've been. Look, look deep into my dark eyes, and see my fire, Feel me within you, burning up your heart with lust and desire. But I can not touch you, for I am bound at the hands. No one wants this one to be free. He's far too dangerous they say, He needs to be put away. Thrown in a dark corner, and forgotten. Then all of you can be safe, Your precious world untouched and unfucked by yours truly. So everyone join in and toss me out, it's the latest trend. In a freefall that doesn't seem to end. I've never felt more at home, so kick me while I'm down. I just wanted to come into the light. I wanted to belong somewhere. No one wants to accept a bad one gone good. Seems I am stained mi amiga. Look at me now, fighting to stay above water. Facing the black abyss below, I'm not going back. I'm not going

My Birthday
Your Birthdate: November 24 You understand people well and are a natural born therapist. A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around. You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you. You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people. Your strength: Your devotion Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness Your power color: Lilac Your power symbol: Heart Your power month: June What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Walk Away
I’ll always remember that you made me cry One day you will realize who I was in your life I was the good girl that you left behind Your lies are killing me inside Why would I take you back We had a good thing You threw it all away Your promises mean nothing now Your lies made them void I cried to many tears over you I’ll never be yours again You can’t come clean now I know who you are You’ll never be free of me Your apologies mean nothing You say forgive and forget Have no regret It’s what I wanted Now there’s no chance Beg and plead your case with me I turn my back and all you will see Is the future you could have had Walking away in me

If Only You Let Me Love You
You want give me the time of day You are so popular I would never fit into you sociality If only you would let me love you. You would know I am for really I have so much To give The ladies you been with I cannot compete with them. Their looks so nature, Makeup cannot even help me. If only you would let me Love you I would give you my all I would love you forever. My wings are ready to spread My heart ready to explode Just one minute of your time To show you what I have to offer. If only you would let me love you. You will help me bloom Into a beautiful rose. If only you would let me Love you. October 2005

Is It Worth The Trouble?
Like a thief in the night Sly your way in Into a dark world Of hurt and sorrow To take something that was valuable Using your techines That you used so many times before. Just to find that the thing that was worth get caught end up hurting you For I saw you approaching And knew what you wanted I put walls around the prized Alarms that would go off If you got to close You broke those walls down As if they where dominoes. You out fox the alarms And you, took what you sat out to get. Now that you got the prize Is it worth all the trouble? September 26, 2006

Good Morning
Hopefully the Leprechauns were kind to you this past weekend. Sorry about the lateness of this morning missive and the quantity of it. I had been hustling to get out that piece on if you could be a kid again where, when and why would be. It looks like it will go far. No idea on these sorts of things. Jax mentioned that adding music and pictures would have been nice, but would not allow the others you mail it on to add anything without changing the viability of it. So it is basic email form of a word doc. hopefully it comes back with hundreds of additions, that would be cool. Other then that a safe meek mild weekend. Play a dice game that was truly a fun game. Mandy won 36.00 dollars I lost 6. and Bonnie did as well. On that note since its like 7:00 AM and I am so far behind on reports I will bid you a good day, a Good Morning and leave you with this little tidbit of info: Dateline TEXAS : The University of Texas-Arlington fired two employees last year after they had prayed at the cub

As Is Lyrics
you can't hide behind social graces so don't try to be all touchy feely cuz you lie in my face of all places but i've got no problem with that really what bugs me is that you believe what you're saying what bothers me is that you don't know how you feel what scares me is that while you're telling me stories you actually believe that they are real and i've got no illusions about you and guess what? i never did and when i said when i said i'll take it i meant, i meant as is just give up and admit you're an asshole you would be in some good company i think you'd find that your friends would forgive you or maybe i am just speaking for me cuz when i look around i think this, this is good enough and i try to laugh at whatever life brings cuz when i look down i just miss all the good stuff when i look up i just trip over things and i've got no illusions about you...

My Soul On Fire
My soul on fire The sun seem to be cold, Compared to your touch, Burning a path on my skin, Igniting the kindling of my Own desires. Your eyes rip through me, Like reading the pages Of an erotic Book Leaving me breathless, As the last chapter Is not written yet! Your soul enchant mine, Connecting like the links In a chain forged with magic iron Obtained ONLY through Opening my heart …In love and lust. The moon seem warm, Compared to the frosty Bite of not having you This close to my body To stir my soul into a Gripping fire!

Just My Opinion
THE FOLLOWING TWO PEOPLE ARE NOT IN MY TOP MILLION OF PEOPLE THAT I WANT TO "GET TO KNOW". THEY ARE SAD, PATHETIC LOSERS, WITH NO LIVES. AND WHAT IS WORSE, FOR SOME REASON THEY FEEL THAT THEY ARE THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE. WHEN.. AS A MATTER OF FACT, THEY ARE NOTHING. THEY FUCKIGN BELONG TOGETHER. PERFECT FUCKING MATCH. A FUCKING LYING WHORE, AND A BASTARD MALE WHORE. I'M SICK OF THESE TWO PPL FUCKING WITH MY FAMILY, AND NOTHING BEING DONE TO THEM. SO THIS BLOG, IS MY OWN PERSONAL OPINION, AND I'M SURE THAT MY FRIENDS, AND FAMILY WILL TAKE IT TO HEART WHEN I SAY, STAY AWAY FROM THESE TWO FUCK UPS!!!!! phoenix4life@ CherryTAP *MF LOSER!! AND THIS kay@ CherryTAP **LYING WHORE!! THESE TWO PPL HAVE CAUSED NOTHING BUT CONFUSION, HEART ACHE, AND TROUBLE. AND WHATS WORSE IS THIS, THEY DO NOT SEE WHAT THEY HAVE DONE, TO BE OF ANY FAULT OF THEIR OWN. ITS ALL ABOUT WHAT HAS BEEN DONE TO THEM AND NOT WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO OTHERS. I PERSONALLY AM THE FIRST TO POINT O

My Bar Tab Is $300.00...
Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went skinny dipping -- $5 Had sex in a pool -- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10 Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20 Cheated on your significant other -- $10 Masturbated -- $1

Just A Random Thought
I know that this has happened to everyone at some point. Why it never ceases to amaze me I'll never know. Have you ever put your whole heart into something whether it be a friendship or a relationship, only to get dumped on in the end? With no explanation as to why? I don't understand how those people can sleep at night doing that to others. I get tired of opening myself up to someone only to get hurt in the end. I need to toughen up and be a bitch like so many others can be. I don't know why it still shocks me that people act this way. I expect it, my intuition tells me I'm going to get hurt, yet I never listen. I try giving someone the benefit of the doubt and in the end I should have doubted them. Oh well. Another life experience tucked up under my sleeve I suppose. Doesn't make it hurt any less. My girlfriend told me I have too good a heart and those people don't deserve me in their life. If that's true, why does it still hurt? Hope everyone is having a better month

Fish Sticks
Fish Sticks One day a little boy walked in on his parents doing it and asked what they were doing. The parents' reply was that they were making fish sticks. So the little boy left it at that. A few nights later the little boy walks in on them again, and this time he asks, "Are you making fish sticks again?" The parents both reply yes. The boy remarks, "Well, mom, you have a little tartar sauce on your mouth."

The Devil's Sooty Brother
A discharged soldier had nothing to live on, and did not know how to make his way. So he went out into the forest and when he had walked for a short time, he met a little man who turned out to be the devil. The little man said to him, "What ails you, you seem so very sorrowful?" Then the soldier said, "I am hungry, but have no money." The devil said, "If you will hire yourself to me, and be my serving-man, you shall have enough for all your life. You shall serve me for seven years, and after that you shall again be free. But one thing I must tell you, and that is, you must not wash, comb, or trim yourself, or cut your hair or nails, or wipe the water from your eyes." The soldier said, "All right, if there is no help for it," and went off with the little man, who straightway led him down into hell. Then he told him what he had to do. He was to poke the fire under the kettles wherein the hell-broth was stewing, keep the house clean, drive all the sweepings behind the doors, and see that

The Poor Man And The Rich Man
In olden times, when the Lord himself still used to walk about on this earth amongst men, it once happened that he was tired and overtaken by the darkness before he could reach an inn. Now there stood on the road before him two houses facing each other, the one large and beautiful, the other small and poor. The large one belonged to a rich man, and the small one to a poor man. Then the Lord thought, I shall be no burden to the rich man. I will stay the night with him. Then the rich man heard someone knocking at his door, he opened the window and asked the stranger what he wanted. The Lord answered, I only ask for a night's lodging. Then the rich man looked at the traveler from head to foot, and as the Lord was wearing common clothes, and did not look like one who had much money in his pocket, he shook his head, and said, no, I cannot take you in, my rooms are full of herbs and seeds. And if I were to lodge everyone who knocked at my door, I might very soon go begging myself. Go somewhe

George W Bush
You know, This is really annoying the hell out of me. Why is it that we elect people to office only to have them force their ideals and agenda on the country instead of doing what the American people want? Isn't that the whole purpose of democracy? We are now entering year 5 of the Iraq war and what has come of it? That is right, absolutely nothing. George W Bush is nothing but a war monger. He thinks if we impose "OUR" ideals on Iraq, that It will make this country safer. How exactly does that work? Democracy will not and does not cure the insane. Want proof? Go to wikipedia.com and type in Oklahoma City Bombing. No form of government will control revolt. The Islamic religion will never change and that is what is causing these people to react, not how they live under a set of rules. People have their own brains and decide their destiny. W....If you want this country to be safer....there is only one solution. That is bring the troops that are supposed to be defend

Insecurity
Ok well one thing I have come to the conclusion about is that insecurity can be a real kicker. Even when a person doesnt have a reason to feel insecure they can feel that way. The other conclusion I have come to is that feeling stinks. So, I have decided that no matter what I am going to stop feeling insecure about so many things and rest in the fact that I am me and I cant be anymore than that and that is enough....or at least it should be right???? Ok so I know Im not perfect...lol...but who is huh? It is good to have goals tho. I am so happy for the real people I have met and for the real people that I have filled my life with. That is what I strive to be most is REAL. All me, no pretending, no faking, no lying, just ME. All of u who think that the regular me is great, lots of love goes out to u.You are all great. And I appreciate all of you. I love like there is no tomorrow, am fiercly loyal and protective, and always have a listening ear and soft shoulder. I am too hones

Timekiller...
go away leave me alone I feel your presence in my mind the time seems to stop I set you free you calm my mind you calm my mind make my dreams come true - baby every time it seems to me that fiction and reality melt together for eternity liquid words dropping down the stairs filling the emptiness with sense you and me on the floor floating on our sensibility you need a timekiller and you don't understand I am like quicksand lick it from my hand I am your timekiller I let your mind expand I am like quicksand lick it from my hand tick tock tick tock madness comes tonight what's reality compared to me I rest on the bed and I'm sure I slowly get mad I'm in a state of mind which makes me blind for the fact that I'm a man I'm here to stay forever but not today you need a timekiller and you don't understand I am like quicksand lick it from my hand I am your timekiller I let your mind expand I am like quicksand lick it from my hand in my heart is no place for you

Reelin' Em In/nfl
Three teams loading for the Super Bowl run, and one of which I guarantee will make it are: Patriots, Broncos and Niners. The free agency has been good to these teams, now let's see them duke it the fuck out! Oh, BTW, I hate the Pats.

This Just Warmed My Heart
I'm so used to getting the "dem titties is nice yo" that I forgot what's is like to receive a compliment that warms my heart! here's his email About you Body: I see the strength in your eyes...I wanted to meet you in dallas but will not make it...You are a pioneer in your field and if given a chance I want to interview you(you and the candyman in the same place...)I hope to meet you one day..save me an autographed copy of your poem book and your comic book...Jathan Paris “A Beautiful woman's true delight is to do the things she was made for.” Marcus Aurelius. thank you so much!

Im Here
By Bre C. Dunigan Lets go now into the darkness of your thoughts Hurry up now its time, were waiting For you With a broken mirror and a broken heart Don't look back now or you will regret it You don't want to see what right in front of you But worst of all you let it Don't think its ok Don't think its right When the tears you cry will not fade And in a way you wished that they did not fade You thought that if you let him in your heart that nothing Would change Your wrong and you knew that you would be to But Don't worry when all goes wrong Don't worry when all else fails Don't worry when the love is gone Don't worry when all is dark Don't worry when you think that you can't take it any more I'm here