I'm looking for a place to move. I have to. Things got too fucked up and complicated and if I don't, I'm going to lose him forever. He's pissed at me. He says he doesn't trust me anymore. He says that I disappointed him.
Yeah. I disappointed him. I hurt him. I fucked up. I got hurt too.
I can't do this to either of us anymore. Lesa said to move back to TX. I can't. I don't want to. I can't give up and go back to my parents. Otherwise, will I ever really change? No, I won't.
Anyone need a room mate? I promise I pay rent on time.